I've reached the end of my rope. Most of my writing of late has been not even worth looking at,and most of my friends have left me behind. So this will be the last blog for awhile. Not sure where it'll go from here. Just know i got tons of feeling that need a outlet. So if I say a few things that hurt you or upset you I'm sorry but enough of holding my tongue.
First off yes I wear my heart out there for anyone to see, don't like it then piss off. Second yes I let people get close to me,but i can't go through life like the rest of you who scared to be seen for who you really are.Yes at times i can be a pain in the butt,but if you were truthful you'd say ya I'm a pain in the butt to.Also don't judge me before you know me. Another thing how would you know that I 'm not just like you until you stop being snobs and judge me. Yes i let other peoples push my feeling aside ,but at least i know other people have feelings. I also may be the biggest fool out there,but the hell with it ,this is the only life we get so why waste it on being jerks and bitch's to every who crosses your path. Just because i live my life the way i want to don't mean that it's not as good as yours. I also may have a lot of strange ways about me,but just because their strange don't mean their not really. Also what the hell is it with people who say one thing and do another, that's just wrong . If your going to do it then just do it instead of lieing about it. Another thing my world doesn't run around you so stop getting pissed if I don't kiss your butt. Also I'm getting sick of always being the one there and no one being there for me, so for now on if your not going to be there for me when i need you then don't waste my time. So to all those so called friends of mine who I've been there for, now it's your turn,and if not there then so long have a nice f*cking life!!
