JAMES M'S BDAY HOW MINE WOULD HAVE BEEN CRAZY AND MUCH MUCH LOVE THESE PEOPLE ROCK AND HAVE MAYBE ME FEEL NOTHING BUT BETTER ABOUT MYSELF I DONT THINK GOD KNOWS MY TROUBLES ONLY BECAUSE THERE IS JUST TO MANY OF US AND I KNOW OTHERS HAVE IT WORSE SO I THINK I JUST GOT LOST IN THE SHUFFLE BUT I HAVE LOVE TOTALLY COMPLICATED PAIN IN THE ASS LOVE TOTALLY AGUPE I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THESE PEOPLE AND I FEEL I DO NOTHING BUT FAIL THEM ...SO DONT THINK IM BIPOLAR ANYMOPE BUT I HAVE ANXIETY FOR SURE AND MAYBE SOME OCDI THINK ITS WRONG THAT Y I LIKE TAKEING DRUG AND PHSYC CLASSES AND LEARNING THAT I ALWAYS FIGURE IT OUT AND CAN SEE THE PROBLEM BUT WITH ME I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT AND THERE GOES ANXIETY I ALSO HAVE ADHD OR THE ADULT VERSION OR SOME CRAZY SHIT NECAUSE I WANT TO DO AND LEARN SO MUCH TO THE POINT WHERE ITS HINDERING MY CAREER GROWTH.......WILL DO THIS IN CHUNCKS IN CASE OF A CRASH