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12-31-08

Okay well my best friend is gay and really liking this one guy who sorta has a bf I KNOW DRAMA and anyway well clearly the other guy being gay i dont see a problem in me being friends with him but my firend is all like i dont trust u with him and such and its like WHAT?! he is gay so whatever he was drunk and being whatever it is he is.was being well to top it all off the guy told me he wanted me to be his new years kiss....... thank god he didnt end up sticking around... i was like no wow i cant u have to kiss him first like ill kiss ya its new years but i cant be the first he would kill me.....i needed to get it out.... put somewhere he couldn't find it ... i just dont want his feelings hurt that he asked me but i did say no
sigh i feel very over whelmed with loneliness which has been increasing lately i met someone whoi i thought liked me now i doubt it every where i go it seems like im over looked yet people say im happy go lucky and fun and smart and kinda and lovable yet seth left....brooke only called me to fucking tell me about that rave cuz i still havent not heard from her .. i feel like the only person who talks to me uses me my father is a fucking huge piece of shit..... FUCK i just wanna cry .... i feel so trapped so wrong and i fuck up everything... i just ruin it all.......

i am a shitty person

c;ear;y i am i am alone i work day to day just to get by i am alone.and i talked shit like the rest but that i can change i can fix that.... sigh i just dont know how to fix being alone

wtf

i know it.... i felt it for a while now.. but now that i heard it and officially know it fuckin sucks okay he is using her okay not the point that point is thats why he didnt call me! was because he was with her i wasnt good enough for a call and he still hasnt called he has brought her home is lving with her.....but i hear she is not his type he is using her but he is still with her....its been almost a month..im done with him now! now! its over he can rot there.... he dont really wanna be here anyway.... im sick and tired of not being good enough . for fucking anyone ... like what the hell really .... when am i gonna win ... i change things stop talking, talk slower be me be some else nothing works ... so hopefully i can get this second job ill work two jobs and go to school still not enough though i want more .... dont want time to think
okay well i miss mr. m but he gave me his addy so i can write him which for some reason i think he would write back because he wants to do a job that involves him going over seas and stuff anyway i find something old fashion romantic about it even on the level of friends.. is something... i have been writing seth and he wrote back its nice i love that he is writing back using big words ... and trying to say sorry which worries me because now that ihad someone like sean... i dont wanna go back to somone who just made me feel like a hole you know.... sigh well anyway my dad is a cry baby bitch... enough said

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scorpios and leos

Scorpio and Leo On their first meeting Leos see Scorpios as strong and deep, someone who is mysterious and complicated but at the same time very attractive. Scorpios see Leos as powerful like themselves but in an open way which they find hard to understand. Both signs have a passionate nature so there may be tremendous sexual attraction between them. Like everyone Leos find Scorpios magnetic, enigmatic and compulsive. Scorpios find Leos are extrovert and generous but with hidden insecurities like themselves. Leos are very open about how they feel whereas Scorpios keep their strong feelings secret as they feel vulnerable if they express them. But the attraction between them and curiosity to know more about someone so similar and yet so different will bring them together. Sexually this is a potent match as both are deeply passionate and enjoy being physical. But their emotional differences will be a big problem because the Leo finds the Scorpio too controlling and the Scorpio finds the Leo doesn't understand their emotional depth. The Leo needs attention from everyone and the Scorpio wants to keep their partner to themselves. Leos want to be the centre of attention and Scorpios want to possess. This combination will always be difficult but if both have planets like Venus (love), Mars (desires), the Moon (emotions) and Mercury (mentality) in other more compatible signs it can be a successful match. If not it may be that heated arguments take over as they each try to gain control of the other. This relationship will always be difficult but if Leos can learn to understand that Scorpios have insecurities like their own and Scorpios can learn to be less secretive about their feelings it will be well worth it. back to Relationships Scorpio and Virgo

WHY

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my dad makes me crazy
well lee says he is coming as well a vic so vic shows up then lee then later seth and lance and sean .. yes sean came over and had a good time without alex.... so i am happy i am happy with tonight and how it all went even though we didnt get girls and lee got ditched at the bar things went well.. sean stayed with me and dixie when seth lance and lee and we left bonded him dixie and i awww sooo sweet.... we are getting a family. a group of good people... i love it... and i am in so much trouble with sean like wow he is going to get so under my skin.... and seth i dont know if i should right him... proally wont right away... i have to see what happens to him oh and the pats are so gonna win the superbowl
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