sigh i feel very over whelmed with loneliness which has been increasing lately i met someone whoi i thought liked me now i doubt it every where i go it seems like im over looked yet people say im happy go lucky and fun and smart and kinda and lovable yet seth left....brooke only called me to fucking tell me about that rave cuz i still havent not heard from her .. i feel like the only person who talks to me uses me my father is a fucking huge piece of shit..... FUCK i just wanna cry .... i feel so trapped so wrong and i fuck up everything... i just ruin it all.......
