i know it.... i felt it for a while now.. but now that i heard it and officially know it fuckin sucks okay he is using her okay not the point that point is thats why he didnt call me! was because he was with her i wasnt good enough for a call and he still hasnt called he has brought her home is lving with her.....but i hear she is not his type he is using her but he is still with her....its been almost a month..im done with him now! now! its over he can rot there.... he dont really wanna be here anyway....
im sick and tired of not being good enough . for fucking anyone ... like what the hell really .... when am i gonna win ... i change things stop talking, talk slower be me be some else nothing works ... so hopefully i can get this second job ill work two jobs and go to school still not enough though i want more .... dont want time to think
