Its funny how quickly time passes for our kind. It seems only yesterday that he came to me with his smile of seduction and promises of eternity. Willingly I gave him my innocence and my mortality.
Now as the years have passed at least a hundred or more; I have nightmares still. Visions of pain and suffering at my hands for those I have taken that did not deserve to die. Sharing in the destruction and evil of my creator; I have seen his most demented deeds. Binding me to him was a curse not only for me but for him as well.
Although convinced by his web weaving and lullabies; I gave in to his every whim; he stole from me any real choice by bending my will to his own. Not then knowing that it was his desire that filled my mind and caused my pulse to race at the thought of his embrace.
Were I in my right mind and full knowing of the price I would have to pay for his eternal kiss would I do it all again. Maybe I would or maybe I would seek out a soul that was more divine and dedicated to my existence as a kindred soul. Alas, this was not the case and as I lay in his chamber day after day weeping for the loss of freedom I so desired I knew someday my pain would become his.
Holding onto the knowledge of ages that he had given me; I prepared myself for the day he would tire of me and set me free. I did not have long to wait.
Being seductive and manipulating those weaker was his specialty; one which I learned with swift grace. A smile, a kiss, the sound of ones breathing on the neck or ear. All of which led me to the doors of freedom from my master. My feeding of other men was never allowed; raging, jealousy, coursed through him at the mere thought. Biding my time faithfully I obeyed him; but as I said before I was a prisoner bound to a demon.
One night he left to feed and never returned. I felt the coming of this parting for years and finally he had forsaken me. Feeling relieved but fearful; I began to live the life I had dreamed about. Walking among mortals men and women alike; knowing that I could taste of whomever my desires would lead me to, was an absolute thrill.
Beautifully I would take only those that had already given up their will to live. By allowing them the freedom to die in peace with their last feeling being that of obsession and desire.
I Borrowed This From an Awesome Friend I Hope She Don't Mind.
