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Fuck Being In Custody
fuck bein in custody if i ever had the chance to put a bullet in the cops that busted me trust and believe id rush the slug urgently to the face of any peace officer guilty of dog murdering the justice of the peace is one of my main beefs the doctrine in which he speaks is shallow and full of leaks but he governs the laws in the state that i sleep i suffer from lack of peace and insufficient eats the ever present thiefs thieving what i thinks

Demons
i fight with my demons daily, they have a tendancy to make me, a little different, a little brilliant, alittle crazy. im none in a million so statistics cant claim me. the same goes for those attempting to chain me to the bottom of the bottom hoping the world could just forgotte'm derainged and in a liqour induced rage i keep bangin on my cage untill they administer cannibinol directly to my brains slave the over fiend incharge of deconstructing the human being for bein reluctant to see. Feeling.

God I Really Need To Turn Off My Media Player.
Just lay down. You've got me right here where I need it. I'll hold out just as long as you. Don't worry, don't worry, we are We're weak in the knees and I can't take this. Heat stroke, our burning bodies melt away. Just work it, just work it, I've been I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been craving away. I need this. I will hold out just as long as you.

Secrets
secrets are often scoffed at belief is only brought by way of grief it often costs that the richer the wicked onset delivers delibrate longset debts disfigured the concousness of any and all sponsorships brought to you by new world conglomerates bushes newest partnerships get ready cause im sparkin it you wanna trip embark on it your hands are wet mine spark this shit where one remembers none forget from the now till my high noon sun sets i will be forever etheral and die for all my debts collectional. correct or not vets are soon forgot but dont forget cause on this spot my stained cement I lay and rot.

Virus Warning
There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Worm-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK put your jacket on and take two Good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote. Repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

Miss Malin
Malin, as i think of your grin and my world starts to spin, the wholeness of peace once discerned from sin. the tone that you keep soothes angels that weep. the one as the all before we all equal none. the rise and the fall before its even begun commune with love and become immune to grief that smile breaks your lips as i gather my peace if we can all gather good as i rather you would once we become one what was pain is now numb what was once numb now knows touch as a cycles begun teach peace through our touch, and reach out to everyone. with no pain or grief soon suffering's deceased let it disolve incomplete to evolve into peace we learn the most as we sleep practical peace within reach to some its a voice to all its a choice to me it was an angel disguised as a grin a wonderful gift a women, malin.

Bored Today. So I'll Just Post Blogs.
I hate how things seem to go up and down. and then up again, and then really low. it's driving me crazy and i don't know how to stop it really, i just keep letting it consume me. i don't understand how someone can tell me things, and for some reason for the first time in my life, i believe them. it's like i've taken new shape and form. i have become this person whos capable, but we all know it won't last, because nothing in this world lasts, not love, not life, not happiness, and for that matter sadness. no definates for anyone, which makes life so much of a pain in the ass, things are always changing, people are always changing and you just wish for a moment things would stay the same long enough for you to get a grip. it sounds like i'm whining, but its really this screaming that goes on in my head daily. i just never let it out. but it seems i'm at a breaking point and need to put it out there, for what reason is beyond me but i just felt the need to do it. i know someone will rea

Dui------vibe Expo 2
this is a drunk driver survivior story, drink & drive me , lead me blindly into your victimizing by telivising the tyranny oh the immeadiate irony of bein the last of a dying breed thats willing to die violently im like you most when you lie to me, if you would only finally die to me sweet society lie to me , so i can be at peace finally finally ill get back what i once gave, finally a contract that wont see me to my grave finally when they find me they wont have nuthin bad to say............. finally.

I Feel Myself Drowning...
It's tough always being who I am! I try to be a good person and be there for people, but I realize it can have its drawbacks - a curse in a matter of speaking. I can't say no; sometimes I refuse to! I have a hard time turning people away, and I welcome anyone who wants or needs a friend, but where do you draw the line? In my job, you need all your faculties in order to do it well and be helpful to the ones you work with. For me, although not back to work very long, I have felt like I have had my heartstrings pulled at by the kids I counsel, plus my co-workers taking advantage of that and the fact I can't say no. And to be honest, I am just spent! I wish these black wings could take me somewhere, anywhere! Be my escape from life! I may be tough, I may be strong, but what I am not is invincible. And I feel that now! I can't keep going on the way I do! I feel if I did, my figurative 'angel wings' would be traded in for real ones! I don't know how much more I have left in me;

What Men Really Mean
WHAT MEN REALLY MEAN "I'm going fishing." Really means..."I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." ________________________________________ "It's a guy thing." Really means...."There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." ________________________________________ "I can't find it." Really means...."It didn't fall into my outstretched hands, so I'm completely clueless." ________________________________________ "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." Really means....Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. ________________________________________ "It would take too long to explain." Really means..."I have no idea how it works. ________________________________________ "I was listening to you. It's just that I have things on my mind." Really means..."I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearin

Note To Self.
Two roads... split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be. I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere. But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around. And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far, seems far from here. Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me, to me. Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, back to me, to me. I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? Time starts moving, faster than I can. And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from routine. I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? Time starts moving, faster than I can. And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from routine. Two roads...

Office Oral
Everyone seemed to head out the door as soon as the clock struck 5:00, except for the two of us. We sat together talking about this and that; being silly, flirting. I was waiting for him to make a move, give me some sign. He didn't. I decided if anything was going to happen, it was up to me to get it going. I stood up and said, "Follow me; there's something I need to show you." He looked intrigued and followed me into the small conference room. I shut the door behind us and locked it. I kicked off my shoes and removed my socks. I watched his eyes carefully as I slowly unbuttoned my blouse, letting it fall off my shoulders and land on the floor behind me, then unbuttoned and unzipped my pants and slithered out of them, revealing a black velvet bra and panty set. He leaned back against the conference table directly in front of me, smiling, enjoying the show. I went to him and pressed my body against his, putting my arms around his neck. "I can't wait anymore." I said softly. "I

This One Is A Lil Naughty
THOUGHTS OF YOUR BODY SO DELIGHTFUL SUDDENLY MAKES MY HEART START TO RACE YOUR ALLURING EYES AND WICKED LITTLE SMILE SPLASHED ACROSS YOUR SINFULLY ANGELIC FACE THAT COME HITHER STARE CAN STOP ME IN MY TRACKS STIRRING SOMETHING PRIMAL DEEP INSIDE YOUR TENDER TOUCH FILLED WITH DESIRE YOUR LOVE'S SANCTUARY IS WHERE A WANNA HIDE A FEVER PITCHED HEAT STARTS TO RISE BETEWEEN TAKING YOU OVER THE EDGE AND BACK AGAIN HEAR YOUR TREMBLING VOICE CALL OUT MY NAME YOUR BODY'S ORGASMIC SPASMS MAKE ME GO INSANE YOUR SILOUETTE IN THE SHIMMERING MOONLIGHT YOUR ESSANCE AND NEEDS I PLAN TO SPOIL YOU DANCING IN THE MIDST OF A SUMMER RAIN YOUR HEAVENLY BODY DRIPPING WITH SWEAT, COVERED IN OIL THE CARNAL INTENTIONS THAT I CONTINUALLY CREATE WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY INTERNAL THRUSTS THE FLAMES ENGULFING US IN THIS SEXUAL FIRE YOU AND ONLY YOU CAN FULFILL MY PASSIONATE LUST 2-25-07 JAY ROGERS

New Pics
I added some old pics and some new ones . Will be adding a lot more I am trying to get back to where i was before i was hacked by an asshole (being nice) If you cane please rate and comment my pic . I will try to get ya back . Thank you :)

Showers...
I enjoy my body and have total knowledge as to what I want and need. Every morning and sometimes at night, I "play" in the shower…whilst doing this I fantasize about someone actually enjoying watching me do this and him getting pleasure out of this… The shower head has long ago disappeared in our bathroom as it is not conducive to what I want…I need a constant solid stream of water to pour out of the pipe above me… Yes, I was asked what happened to the shower head and I replied at the time that it was defective and that I had thrown it away….grin I soap myself and get clean and then rinse off in the water. I now set the water to be cooler as this delays my reactions, otherwise it would be too quick and I would loose out. Now I play. I firstly have shower gel in my hands which I gently rub over my breasts and hard nipples, rolling the nipples between my fingers and gently but firmly pull on them like a man would if he were sucking them. This causes an immediate reaction as my bre

Let That........
Found This on the net and Loved it. Let that Big beautiful Body shine So would I like to be with a sickly thin model or my big beautiful princess? I don't even have to think her curvaceous beauty makes me weak at the knees Her skin as pure as snow without needing hours of photo shop aid Hey I am the first to admit I think pole dancing is erotic but I would rather the lady is not so small and flat that the pole looks like her twin So let me see a big curvaceous butt wiggle and shake as she slips around the pole I am not trying to be crude I just want to show that big can be beautiful plump can be sexy So put down the magazines that say you're a failure if you over a size 6 The media encourages people to diet till they get ill to skip there meals stick fingers down there throat they'll be sickly white but accepted at least until they croak That’s not life that’s self inflicted torture be who you are and not what they say and let love come onto you Look

I'm Sorry
i'm sorry mom for allt he shit i put you through over the years all the tears i caused the pain you felt inside when i left and died i came back in your arms passed out and cried i never knew how much i could cause with these words of abuse i use to use when we argued please forgive me when i spit these ad libs i know you hate to see your kid grown up now and out on his own had to leave the nest i didn't want to becoming a festering thorn inside your side besides we both have to live our lives according to ourselves but i promise i'll always come back and put the money on the shelf just to help with bills i owe you everything of my exsistence maybe i did the things i did because i had to much persistence in this cold world had to be mean to both of us i remember when we were a team but now we moved on but i will never say so long because i know where you and i belong

New Contest 12 More People Needed!!
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast. That’s right the least number of comments

Lets Vibe.....
walk with me until my topics seem -DROW1 just short of your dreams dreams can be the damnedest things just short of obscene observe the obscenities and discern from pg-13 if its not clear to be seen it seems the vail suceeds in shrouding obvious scenes the sum of all fiends forever finding its way inbetween what we want and dearly need is it in ones abilities to sift amongst these bitter things and still without our earthly dreams and led be not by earthly scenes.....and judged be not by earthly kings the ins and outs of everything the can or could of every being bein of or off of grandous schemes, our dreams, our wings -M. love our selfish things that we epiphany that we are free to think free to drink upon this eathly sight that blinks us into oblivion obsidion in the the black abyss of hyperions skies that hollow our hearts becuase our want and our need are what we proceed for wake up for wake life for and struggle in famine in obscene sin and he

I Am A Red...
You scored as Red. Just like Red, you fit most catergories. Red can be used to describe danger, and danger is what you are all about. You possibly tend not to follow the rules, are not afraid of most things and know exactly what you want. Red can also be described as the colour of 'love' and this is your weakness. You are an absolute sucker for romance and your usual stubborn shell falls when in the presense of someone you like. You are passionate, beautiful and alluring to the eye.Red89%Yellow83%Orange83%Green72%Purple72%Blue72%White61%Pink50%Black39%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Sand Sculpture Stash !
Hi all I've done another stash but this time is some really cool sand sculptures !! Pop on over and take a look ! Big thanks to those who have already shown some lurve, i hope you enjoyed. Take care all. Love Lin xx

Lmao--types Of Ummmmmm.......hehe
Types of Pussy...... LAZY PUSSY- this is when there is no movement on the woman's part except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster; faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY'S WINDOW PUSSY- This is the girl you pick up around 12:30 am, when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car because she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she even gets in the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY- This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you do get your chance and you p

Just To Going To Say This Once:
I have two friends who are having it out on my bulletin board putting each other down and causing havoc. I will say this only once: Leave me out of all of it!!! I have no idea what happened to suddenly fill my bulletin board with all of the mess of their fight, and I don't want to hear it, if it's only attacking the other person. You two should know who you are, and if you want to talk to me about it like mature, civil people feel free to message me. Otherwise, I am turning off my bulletin board until it blows over. I have enough drama in real life, I don't want it where I come to surf when I need to relax!

Media Whore Paris, Again?!
Ok. So Paris got ticketed again because that dumb blonde decided to drive around without a license, and her publicist says that she wasn’t aware that her license was suspended? How can this idiot not know that her license was suspended and yet she was caught speeding while being intoxicated? Even better question: Does the judicial system of California have at least one ounce intelligence when it comes to a celebrity committing crimes and getting away with it or is a figment of my imagination? My @ cents: Everyone knows that this media whore here is willing to do anything to be in the limelight and upstage anybody for popularity.

Supporting The Troops
supporting the troops isn't the same thing as supporting the war. After all, the current adminstration isn't supporting them. We went into this war under false premises, didn't give them the equipment they needed, and spread them too thin to do any good. Then tried to put in a government headed up by a man that is wanted by at least 2 Middle-Eastern Governments for monetary fraud. Now that the public is waking up to the non-commitment to the war, the current administration is trying to place a bandaid by only commiting 30,000 new troops when the advisory commitee recommented at least 3 to 4 times that many. And we never should have gone in because had nothing to do with 9/11. We all ready had our troops committed to Afganistan. As far as I am concerned, they should be impeached for perjury for the lies they told the UN and the American public. So, just let it be said, I support the troops because they are doing their job by following their orders, but not the war, becau

Mom's Car
sooooo last night I wrote the blog about having a Migrane.. welll... here is the end of it lol... so I went to class thinking once I got a pop and got some caffine in my body I would be ok... got my pop opened it drank about 1/4 of it... went into class told the sub I was sick and such and the guy that sits next to me was sick too lol... well luckily we got out of class early because the sub didnt want to stay till 945... so I txted my day and told him to pick me up at 9pm... but then we got out and I called the house and said I was done... I sat down and my parents picked me up... we got started down the road and it was like instantly sick to my tummy... so I said to my mom to pull into the gas station and she relaid the message to my dad because my dad is deaf when it comes to speeking to him in a vehicle... well the light turned red and we had to stop so I yelled at my mom to open the door, and I puked in the intersection... then the light turned green mom closed the door and when d

Remember
Hello again. I have a question for ALL the people here on CherryTap.I would like to know why it is when the women of CherryTap post bulletins about honoring the veterans and the military families people usually go and read them and repost, but, when a veteran posts a bulletin they only get 2 or 3 views and no repost. If you want to honor the veterans and their families, past and present then you should at least read the bulletins and blogs posted BY veterans. I am a veteran of the Vietnam Era and I posted a blog last year about veterans, past and present, and I think I only got 3 views.I apologize to everyone that did read it and commented on it , but, I am not here as a points whore, I am here because I don't get out much anymore to socailize, so, I have turned to my computer for friends. I have a song on my profile that I think all would like. It is the first song Called Daddys girl.The name of the song is wrong, it is not. JUST LISTEN TO IT PLEASE.

How Can You Just Walk Away
i don' understand how you can just walk away from someone you said you loved it's just not right if you love them talk it out don't shut down and not say a damn thing it's like the saying goes in order to work things out you need to get to the root of the problem....i could never walk away from someone i love dearly and he knows who he is he's my heart my soul and my best friend i just hope he doesn't just stay away for good.....i'd die for this man i really would i can't stand the thought of losing him it makes my tummy hurt

Asian Panda Death Flu
Apparently, I caught the Asian Panda Death Flu (as explained to me by Vlos). I've had chills, sweats and a high high fever. Also, I've coughed so much my throat is raw. Which led me to sound like a chipmunk on the phone with Julie. She was highly amused. Its subsided to just malaria today. Still have a bit of a fever, but no chills. Still sweating a bit. Eww. That explains why I've been kinda away from the site.

Contest Pls Go Bomb :) If I Win U Get New Pic Wink
> > Sweetest Tat Wins A YACHT > > Contest starts on February 26th at 9 p.m. Est time > Contest ends on March 7th at 9 p.m. Est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u want to rate you! > > 3) No harassment of any other contestant is allowed if this happens then you will be taken out of the race. This is for fun so lets try and be nice to one another. > > 4) I know that it is hard to get pictures or salutes up so You must have more than one picture of yourself to be in the contest. > > 5) All

Little Things
I'm just sitting here on this computer chatting and my granddaughter is watching her cartoons. As I sit here and watch her and how excited she gets over the littlest thing like "dora" coming on tv. we as adults take the littlest thing for granted. We can learn alot by stopping and watching the little things in life as our little one do!!!!!!!!!!! JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY!

Big Butt
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when he looks over at his wife and say: "You're butt is getting really big, I mean really big! I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue." With that he proceeded to gt a measuring tape and measure the grill and went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottm. " Yes,I was right ,your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!!!!!!! " The wife chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, he is feeling a little frisky. ------He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong????????" he askes!!!! She answers" "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-barbecue for one little weenie????"

Cherry Pimp
I want to thank Cherry Pimp for the fucking awesome tribute he did for me on his page. He fucking rocks and makes me feel guilty for not being here. I think I just needed a rest from everything, but when I come back, its to my CT family only. The whole page is going to be re-done and for my loved peeps only! Miss my boys! Cherry Pimp, you rule. I love you man.

Is It Me Or What???
Is it me or are there kids getting on this site?? I thought you had to be older to be on here???????????? If your a child and your seeing this,,,, GO TO YOUR ROOM!!! YOUR GROUNDED FROM NOW TILL YOUR 21 LOL ****SINGS " NOBODY WANTS TO SEE US TOGETHER BUT IT DONT MATTER NO!! EY EY EY,,,, LOL

Lmao
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his Mom on top of his Dad bouncing up and down. The Mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his Mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" asked his Mom, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up.

Ive Been Everywhere In Texas!
New towns keep springing up, but I like to think I've been everywhere in Texas. I've been to Abilene, Addison, Alamo, Alamo Heights, Aldine, Alice, Allen, Alvin, Amarillo, Anderson Mill, Andrews, Angleton, Aransas Pass, Arlington, Atascocita, Athens, Austin, Azle, Bacliff, Balch Springs, Bay City, Baytown, Beaumont, Bedford, Beeville, Bellaire, Bellmead, Belton, Benbrook, Big Spring, Boerne, Bonham, Borger, Brenham, Bridge City, Brownfield, Brownsville, Brownwood, Brushy Creek, Bryan, Burkburnett, Burleson, Canyon, Canyon Lake, Carrollton, Carthage, Cedar Hill, Cedar Park, Channelview, Childress, Cinco Ranch, Celburn, Cleveland, Cloverleaf, Clute, College Station, Collyville, Commerce, Conroe, Converse, Coppell, Copperas Cove, Corinth, Corpus Christi, Corsicana, Crockett, Crowley, Crystal City, Cuero, Dalhart, Dallas, Desoto, Deer Park, Del Rio, Denison, Denton, Dickinson, Donna, Dumas, Duncanville, Eagle Mountain, Eagle Pass, Edinburg, Edison Road, El Campo, El Paso, Ennis, Euless, Fa

Every Body Is Jumping On The Secret Band Wagon
I have read so many things recently dealing with the secret.. Telling us we are being deceived and is it really the secret? Why are they doing this to create fear in everyone? Fear that we are not knowing the truth? or are we finding out the truth? that it is waking people up to understanding the basic laws of the Universe? Not one step is going to magically change a life.. not one teacher. There are many and someone out there is going to switch on that light bulb for you. What gets me is the put down about the secret, and what you are being charged for this information, when there are others trying to jump on this bandwagon and make more money.. creating fear in you that you are not being told all the truth to mastering change in your life. Everything in life is created out of fear everything we buy almost every action you take is based on fear, fear creates wars. That is why Jesus says Fear not!! There has been a fear indulged on us to have a better home, make more money, wea

Think About This
Got this from a friends blog on 360 , very well put I thought, just wanted to share. Think about this for a while.... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care?..... If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come?..... If I had one day left to live my life, would you be part of that last day?.... If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?.... This is a test to see who your real friends are, or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored....

Tomorrow
Jesus said "here i am , would you please let me in?" And you said "I will, Tomorrow", Jesus said " I am here, to supply all your needs" And you said " I know, but tomorrow", OHHH Tomorrow,, I'll give my life tomorrow,, I thought about today, but, so much you would have to say. Ohhh tomorrow,,,,There's solitude tomorrow, and i know i'll find a wayyyyy Ohhhhh,,, Then i'll choose the lord today,,, But tomorrow,,, very well might be TODAY,,,,,,,, I posted this because i want to know who knows this song????? There is a reason for this question,,, please respond,,,,, Thanks Azalia (((((Besos)))))) P.S. Don't ask me to sing it either lmaooooooo You could go deaf......

Broken
Ive been broke in 2 again this is a poem that is for the man that hurt me the way he did... Ya know how damn hard it is to say to someone that ya love them and then they really dont mean it at all? Why is love so damn complicated? Why I ask myself? I feel like i have cried my last tears but they just seem to continue to flow more and more. The pain i feel is like ice cold water that is runnin thru my veins. The knife thats sears into the skin. The knife that pierces my heart. Or even the feeling of havin ya heart as glass and then dropped just as ya would a plate fallin to the floor and shattering. You promised to me that ya would never hurt me but thats just what ya did. Ya said I was ya one and only and no one elses. Ya asked me to marry you. Ya loved the way I had told ya about the kids being mine. Ya loved everything about me and then ya just kicked me away the dirt on the street. Ya say Ill find someone new....Ya have no idea how bad I just want it to be me and you not me and s

Save A Horse Ride A Cowboy
hello to everyone that is enjoying life . i think we are here for a reason. to make new friends .love are familys and live like it was are last the world is going crazy. live 1 day at a time always have god in your heart.. and a angel on your shoulder.... god bless

Mozart
- Buried in an Unmarked Grave -] Decades later Sophie Haibel the younger sister of Mozart's wife, Constanze, still vividly remembered the eerie omen. On the first Sunday of December 1791, she was in the kitchen, preparing a cup of coffee for her mother. The previous day she had gone into the city of Vienna to visit her brother-in-law, who had fallen ill, but had returned with the news that he seemed better. Now, as she waited for the coffee to brew, Sophie stared pensively into the bright flame of an oil lamp and thought of Constanze's ailing husband. Suddenly, the flame went out "as completely as if the lamp had never been burning," she later wrote. "Not a spark remained on the main wick and yet there wasn't the slightest draught - that I can swear to." Seized with a horrible premonition, she ran to her mother, who advised her to return to Mozart's house without delay. Constanze greeted her sister's arrival with relief, saying that Mozart had spent a restless night, and begged her

How Do These People Survive?
ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", loo king it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," an

Does The Usa Really Need These Laws?
In Alabama, it is illegal to drive a car while blindfolded Jamie's thoughts-NO SHIT, does that mean even a blind man can get his license, aslong as he doesn't wear a blindfold? In Connecticut, It is illegal to walk across the street on your hands. Jamie's thoughts-All you hand walkers, Take careful note when you are in Connecticut. You can walk anywhere else you want on your hands, the grocery store, the bank, and even in the mall, BUT, make sure you switch to your feet when you come to a crosswalk In Illonois, it is illegal to give a lighted cigar to a dog, cat or any other domesticated animal. Jamie's thoughts-So, If you see a bear or any other wild animal on the side of the street, feel free to sit down with it, pass it a cigar, and start a game of poker. OR, If your domesticated pet has opposable thumbs, give him the Cigar and lighter, and tell them to light the fuckin thing itself In Massachusetts, it is illegal to snore with your bedroom windows open. Jamie'

Nsfw
Now usually I'm pretty damned conservative about my NSFW pictures. You see a lot worse in blasts and the cherry spot. So I am going to do an experiment. I'll let you know how successful I am. (Eika and Faithfulcynic, sorry you have to see me in my underwear)

2nd Time Tryiing To Write This
To understand the problem, you must first understand the nature of the beast. Loneliness effects everyone different. Me, well.....it puts me in a state of depression, followed by a state of regret. From there I just look for what is available (not sexual). I don't understand why things work out the way they do. If you tell me that it just wasn't meant to be, I'll probley spit in your face and tell you to go fuck yourself (harsh, but honest). To finally get with the person you most wish to be with and have things work out to equal happiness for you and your partner, is like climbing Mt. Zion in boxers and house shoes. But like I was trying to state previously, the problem is not singular, but is a reaction of both partners. I apoligize to the ones that I knew in my heart I would never love, but it worked out at the time, and when I look at those occurances now, I regret them.....well maybe not all of them *$(%& gave some great head, lol. But anyways, my point is this, some

Briefing
I've dated some outstanding looking girls. From models to jocks. From blondes to brunettes, and to be honest with you, I think I really found love in ONE of them. I won't uncover who exactly it was, but I really think she was a keeper. I know I've told other girls I loved them and at the time, I really did. I never told a girl "I loved her" cause thats what she wanted to hear or to get some ass. If I said it, I meant it. But I believe that the girl I refered to earlier wasn't the ONE for me, although she is a great girl who deserves a very worthy man. As for me, I honestly don't know whats in store for me. But as I commented before, I've dated alot of beautiful girls (and intend on dating a couple more) but seem to believe that none of them were the one I would spend the rest of my life with. So where do I go from here. As hard as it is for me, I'm gonna try to blind myself from all the girls out there and work on improving my future. You know, school, car, job, a

Addendum To Previous
It's a darn shame when you have to hide in your kid's room b/c the damn fool is ringing your doorbell and will not go away. I fear this is going to become much more serious than I had anticipated. Wish me luck on this one friends!

What To Say After Sex ....
Violator - Your Mom's better Sweet~N~Fuzzy- I'm THAT good :P Dan- shoulda jacked off JOHN- that was fun CHRISTINE- Is that it? NIC - "Who are you?" BRENT - I'll get towels... LINDSEY - that was quick KIMMY- "Get off me" Jay- "You Want Money?" Emmett - "YOUR A WHAT?!?!?" Aaron - I gotta go Nick- High five douchebag Chris - Wanna go again:P Laura-My sextoy's better MIKE-"Wow,that's great!" Sweet GA Peach~ "I've had better" CherryTap Superman - "Big isnt it" *Sunshine* - "Pay me now" Johnnymo- dont touch me Maxx-Tazz"where's the rest?"

Darivative
How I see a woman's brain, and how others see a woman's brain might be completely different. But I believe with the change of time, women have become more independent. Although in this attempt to become independent women, many sacum to just being a whore or a prude. Why.....I have yet to understand. I believe women act differently based on where there brought up. Girls from the south seem to have a better grasp of how to treat a man, then do northern girls. I could be wrong, but this is just what I see. Don't even get me started on west coast girls, cause I have no clue. But to recap on girls from the south, I think it might even be country girls in all. They seem to have a sense of commitment to there men that I often don't see from other girls. Maybe a country girl is "where it's at". Then again maybe not. Are they all the same no matter where they're from? I don't know. Yee Haw Biatch!

M.i.l.f.
M.I.L.F? I heard a saying, "The older the berry, the sweeter the juice, the darker the skin, the deeper the roots". I really don't know how much the second part really relates to me, but I'm often contimplating the first part. The younger the girl, the more shit she deals with. Rather it be school, other guys, her family or whatever. But I love how majority of the older women, often don't bother with the small stuff. Don't get me wrong, there is always something to bitch over, but why sweat the small stuff? I never really dated an older girl, but my friends tell me that it sure does have it's benifits. But then I wonder, how old is too old? Is there such a thing, or is just a number? Whatever the case may be, this ladies a dime....an older dime. So koo koo kachu Mrs. Robinson, keep the light on for me.

Updated The Old Music Section For To Show U Ladies My Sexy Taste
View My PlaylistMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Metallica Eminem Flyleaf Nine Inch Nails Alice In Chains Nirvana Pantera Guns N Roses Static-X Dmx The Notorious B.I.G. Korn Linkin Park Three Days Grace Kill Switch Engage Rob Zombie Tool U2 My Chemical Romance Audio Slave Stone Sour System Of A Down Marilyn Manson Godsmack more to be added when my brains working

My First One Here
I cannot believe I have yet to post a blog on CT considering I am the queen of blogging on MySpace! My first one here should be a sweet one so you could see that side of me but I am in the mood to rant!! I am not a bad person by nature, probably too darn nice for my own good most of the time! However, I am feeling the need to be a bitch to get my point across to someone! I do not like hurting people but dammit, when you tell someone it is over that usually means that it is! What kind of person shows up at your door when you specifically tell them to stay away? What kind of person accuses you of sleeping with someone when you're not (although I damn well want to but I am being a good girl...FOR NOW!!)? What kind of person bad-mouths your closest friends in the hopes of making their own self look better? What kind of person wants to "tame" you, meaning lock you away in some guilded tower, keeping you only for them? Friends have joked with me that this is obsession and that it w

Language!
Meine Angst Fängt Mich Ein, der darauf Wartet. ..... Ich habe eine Prüfung, größtenteils jeder hat versagt gemacht am besten auszuschließen. Eine Angst damit offensichtlich noch unbewusst. Um ihn noch einmal, Gesicht zu sehen, um gegenüberzustehen, wäre ein Ende. Meine Vergangenheit Glüht Rot Und Gelb Wieder. ..... Ein Ende zu einem Albtraum, ein Ungeheuer innerhalb dass ich couldn`t Bär. Ich bin in meinem Gemüt wandernd verlassen, sich wundernd, wo die nächste Drehung mich nehmen wird. Erschrocken von was kommen dürfte, besorgt, zu wissen, was es ist. -------------------------------------------------Translation ------------------------------------------------- My Fear Traps Me Waiting For It...... I made a test, mostly everyone failed except the best. A fear so obvious yet oblivious. To see him once again, face to face, would be an end. My Past Is Glowing Red And Yellow Again...... An end to a nightmare, a monster inside that I couldn`t bear. I am left i

If I Disappear My Numbers Are
hey everyone im having interenet problems this morning it took me an hour to connect so i just wanted to let everyone know if i disapear i will miss you all and will be back on as soon as i can... if you need to get in touch with me my cell number is 423-310-6090 pls only call after 9:00 pm est time or if you have cingular you can call anytime... i also still have my verizon phone for a short period cause its prepaid. so if you have verizon you can reach me there for a short time at 423-716-4173.. pls keep your fingers crossed lol i dont wanna leave lol.... hope to talk to you all soon hugs embyr

Youth
I don't understand the youth today. Some say that the problem with todays kids is that there is to much influence of tv and games on young impressionable minds. Personally I find it to be alittle more in depth then that. I don't think it's fare to kids now a days. It's like they can't be just kids. They try to be so grown up, not realising there never gonna be kids again. It's pretty sorry if you ask me. "Your young, go jump in a pile of leaves, go see a movie with your friends, watch cartoons, play with playdough, run around in the rain just cause, BE A KID!" You get one chance to be a kid and then it's over. Most people find a point in there life when they want that sense of being a kid back in there lives. But the reality is, it's gone, and you can't get it back. Let's be honest it's fun to go drink and act a fool, it's great to find a person you think is beautiful and F*$# the living S%(* out of them, but theres gonna be lots of time to do that, for now just enjoy your yo

Woo Hoo
Ok, so I went to a meeting at work on my day off this morining. I went in my civi clothes and lets just say it felt weird to go to work out of uniform, LOL. But needless to say since starting there a month ago I have lost over 15 lbs. I am back to 185lbs. again, the holidays gained almost all the weight I had lost. So as I am in the elevator in the employee parking garage I have a guy starring at my chest, HA HA HA. I wore a tight green Tshirt with "THANK GOD FOR COUNTRY BOYS" on it, and a pair of once tight jeans that are now getting baggie on me with my cowboy boots. Oh yeah I have dropped from a 44D bra to a 42D bra size now, WOO HOO!! So now I have a bra that fits right and they stick out like ya wouldnt believe, HA HA HA. I was walking around before my meeting and went in the smoke break room and even had women starring at my chest. It was so much fun getting starred at again. Lets just say lately I have had a kick to the heart and this was a good way to boost my sel

A Bit Of A Dorky Poem I Know.. But Here It Is Nonetheless... Tada
Such a sin Beauty mourned and grieved within My bosom Fore, love is the fool that tempts me Love and my lover's heart alone Keep me burning into the night Brighter than the sun or the heavens themselves Stars falling at my lover's feet to ashes Oh what a sin To love thee

More Movies
And I just got word yesterday that there is a new TMNT movie opening on 3/23. I've already started gathering a group to go see it. Turtle Power!!! Beyond that... I'm better now. I only have a bit of a fever and at least enough energy to be at work. I could probably use another day of rest but I almost went nuts yesterday without the energy to do anything but lay on the couch. Oy. So back to work for me. Ah well.

Why I Like Marines Speech By Radm J. Stark, Usn, President Of The Naval War College.
We all know where Nick got the great name. The first Marine. Note: My Captain is referring to the USS Nicholas DD-449 which is named for the first Marine Commandant The speech interests all of us. A speech by Radm J. Stark, USN, President of the Naval War College, made in Newport, RI on 10 Nov 1995 Why I like Marines Speech by RADM J. Stark, USN, President of the Naval War College. The first reason I like Marines: They set high standards for themselves and those around them, and will accept nothing less. I like the way Marines march. I like the way Marines do their basic training whether it's Quantico, San Diego, or Parris Island. I like the idea that Marines cultivate an ethos conductive of producing hard people in a soft age. I like the fact that Marines stay in shape. I like the fact that the Marines only have one boss - The Commandant. And I like the directness of the Commandant. I like the fac

Hey Peoples
I'm new to cherry tap..so....I will show my dumbness around here for a while. Here's a few things to know about me....I sing...play guitar and piano...Love the Blues. I can throw down with some Joplin, Shemekia Copeland...and all the old stuff. I'm laid back...for the most part...but was recently told I have a short fuse...lol. I do private duty nursing and I am an Independent beauty Consultant. Wanna know more ask me.... Carol

I Seem To Be An Alcoholic And Other Things
So the other day I decided I was an alcoholic. Or at least I probably would become one if given the chance. I went to pick up some take out and while I was waiting I decided to get a beer. I don't think I can describe how good that first sip tasted. It was as if days of tension just melted away. This worries me a bit. While beer is a good thing to have every now and then I'm not sure it should give that much satisfaction. However I don't think there is much chance of me becoming an alcoholic right now, I have too many other things I have to spend money on. Maybe it was just really good beer, maybe they added smack to it to keep unsuspecting customers like me coming back for more. Maybe I just really needed to relax for a minute. I have decided there are three groups of people who really bug the shit out of me. Hard selling salesmen, radical evangelical Christians and oblivious smokers. I need to qualify each of those because, of course, not everyone falls in

The One I Needed.....
Have you ever started likin someone only to find out they want nothing to do with you? I have and let me tell you sittin here heartbroken sucks, I had a wonderful time with him. He held me and talked to me so sweet and just looking into his eyes made me realize that I didn't need to wait to see heaven all I had to do was look nto his eyes. I saw everything I wanted to see in this mans eyes. Needless to say, I thought he was someone he wasn't and it all turned around to slap me in the face. All I want is for him to hold me and look at me with those amazing eyes again. I know it will never happen and he can't have a relationship. because he can't trust. But I know that if I hold on then It will only get worse on my part. So I am letting go of you, I am sorry it has to be this way, I will miss the eyes that once held me captive, I will miss the touch that made me weak with desire....and I will definatly miss the passion.....To you, you were all I could ever want......the way you touched m

My Honey Is Coming Home
My honey is coming home again.For another 3 month visit from june 11,2007 til sept 10,2007. I'm so excited for him coming.he was here last summer too for 3 months.We sure did have alot of fun and we will this time...woooohoooo

A Single Moment In Time
a single moment in time He picked her up and carried her across the snow ridden steps onto the porch of the old cabin, nestled among tall pine trees and barren poplars. He smiled at her incessantly, with his heart pounding inside him, anxiously visioning his next few hours with her. She held onto his neck, knowing that the coming moments that were to be shared with him, were those only found in her dreams. She reached out her hand and opened the old screeching screen door, and with a burst of the wind it slammed into the side of the cabin. Both of them taken back, they laughed and continued through the antique window framed door that protected the contents of inside. It was a quaint old place, one that you could vision a family sharing many moments during the winter months together, watching the fire, playing games, and the laughter of the children that grew up there. It was a home at one point in history, now it is his escape from society. You could faintly smell the arom

Types Of Pussy
LAZY PUSSY- this is when there is no movement on the woman's part except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster; faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY'S WINDOW PUSSY- This is the girl you pick up around 12:30 am, when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car because she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she even gets in the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY- This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you do get your chance and you please the pussy in a way i

The Sex Qiuz
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Rain
THE RAIN We are walking in the woods one night with the stars shinning bright and a full yellow glowing moon out. When all the sudden it starts to get a litle windy and clouds appear out of nowhere, then it starts to rain and thunder followed by lighting and the cold breeze comes up.so we look for shelter and we see a huge set of trees with interlocking branches, so we run for the covers of the tree while its pouring rain on us. and as we enter the clearing of the trees, inside that it is still dry and the most lushes green grass that is soft and cushey...and as u turn to say something to me about the luck we are haveing u noticed me standing there in my white tee-shirt and tight jeans that are soaked though and your words are cut off by the site u see with my hard nipples and breast showing though the white tee-shirt and as u look i noticed u looking at me and give u a smile that says go for it, so u walk over and say i love you and before i can say anything u start

Sad....
i think no one cares i wouldnt even dare it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life) i lived long without the love in my life now all i can do is , all that i can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad It seems to me that i will never learn I don't do very good in school and i'm not very good at following rules i do not have that many friends and for her its the end i always lies i just wants to die now all i can do is, all that i can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad now everything is so hard to realize i just a girl of smaller size i want to be cool like the girls at school i am worried everyday of my life

An Image Of You
An Image Of You I whisper I love you as I lie in my bed Wishing you were here next to me instead Pretending you're here to keep me safe Into my dreams I gladly escape An image of you soon becomes clear The warmth of your body, as I feel you near Into your eyes I gaze Slipping into a dreamlike haze Soon I feel my heartbeat race Imagining your gentle and sweet embrace I hear you whisper your love for me Feeling your kisses both soft and deep Into your arms I begin to melt Each trace of your fingers upon me is felt Lovingly your hands roam along my thighs Drowning in pleasure I gasp and sigh The room is spinning and starts to sway Lost in the moment, I'm swept away Passionate kisses getting much stronger Willing this dream to continue on longer My skin feels hot, my breath gets quicker Chest rising and falling, as my body quivers Sensations go through me as I feel your touch Wanting this moment to be real so much I awaken and tur

Words Of Hate
I write with the passion Of wandering stars and broken guitars. I write to heal wounded souls That flitter through blindness, With unseen scars. But you use words to create Bruises in the heart That love cannot take. Your words intend to hurt Batter and blind, Wounds never left behind. I accept your lashings. I swallow my pride. One day my love for you will die. The ache in my soul will fade in time. I will continue to scribe and rhyme. But upon whom will you unleash your words of pain? Whose spirit will you break? Whose life will you shame? done by christine

Song I Started But Never Finished
Oh yea I just can't stand The reducule no more I try to be brave I try to believe there is hope Left in me My life is but a pain My world is cavin in They say there will be hope They say there will be no more sorrow When I am gone

A New Life
A new life A new begining A new generation A new life is a new world, a chance to start over. A chance to do right when you did wrong. A chance to be honest when you lied. A chance to make peace when you started war. A chance to warm when you were cold. Thats a new life, a fresh start. done by christine

You In My Shoes!!
You set the standard,SO incredibly high It's almost like You knew I would fail,So you could watch me Torture myself trying. But you do not know How this feels, So put yourself In my place for awhile And see how much Of this you can take. As time passes I wonder if this is me,Or just some shadow, Some poor imitation, Alive but lifeless, For my soul has died. I grow cold and out of touch,I distance myself From all that I love, For everything I love,Just gets ripped away, So in the end,It's easier this way done by christine

Just A Small Take On Going To The Dentist
Went and had my 6 month teeth cleaning yesterday (actually its been 3 yrs but who's counting) I always feel like an ass going in for a cleaning because you walk in the door and its like "Hey come on in we are going to brush your teeth for you because your too stupid to do it yourself" btw they said my mouth was great lol

I'm Sick
I'm sick of being the outcast. I'm sick of getting harped on with everything I do. I'm sick of being told to act my age. I'm sick of being desprate for attention. I'm sick of nothing going my way. I'm sick of not being understood. I'm sick of not being good enough. I'm sick of my life.

Someone,somewhere Cares For You
When life becomes troubled and it gets you blue. All you can think of is that there's nothing for you to do. When your heart has grown weary and there's no ending point in sight. Remember,somewhere out there, someone cares for you. Someone is there to chase away your fears and bring you peace and happiness to your gloomy darkened days.In one moment of time you will feel at peace once again and things in yourlife will fit once again according to His plan.Only,if you can wait,in the quietness of your strife to see who He puts in your life,at the right moment in time to help you get by. done by christine

Scammers Don't Let Them Get You
someone sent me this site and i'm glad they did because i found several people i talk to on here and it stoped me from being scammed by them it shows women and men that are scammers i hope this helps you so please send this to everyone you know men and women help me stop someone else from being scammed like i was the site is www.romancescam.com let's help each other not be scammed thanks MoAngel

The Man From The Window
You see the man from the window,you don't know where your heart beats now. Your heart rushes.Your skin flusters,and you begin to think he is from your dream. He gives you a look and your heart drops fifty feet below. Frozen,you are,in a world where only both of you exist. He looks away into the street as a person flies past on a bike trip. You are gone,to see where love does sit. He thinks you are a dream made up. He feels your eyes barring into him revealing his colored soul. He takes your hand,tells you his name. Then leads you down the street to laugh and talk and have a good time at last. He leads you to your door before your parents are floored. He kisses you goodnight, promises to call you in a day. done by christine

You Don't Care
You keep bringing her up and down telling her you'll call her. But you hardly do. It makes her mad and sad,thinking you don't even care enough to dial her digits. The images of hanging out in eyars to come occupies her mind as she wonders if you'll treat her the same,not caring at all about her and what she feels. done by christine

Until The Night
Until the night Milky white shoulders, Ebon’s Embrace, Velvet soft kisses, Moonlight on your face, Nibbles and caresses, Like crimson and lace, Love’s heartbeat evoking, Another time… another place, Feeling your heat, You search and you please, I moan and I cry… As you passionately tease, Mold me and shape me, Take me this night, Desire engulfs me, As my soul takes flight, I’ll keep your love with me, I’ll cradle your heart, As the sun whispers your name, We’re never far apart…

Forever Friends
Even though we are far aparet their isn't a day we stay apart in our Hearts. There are daysa when we miss each other but then we just remember all the times we had together. We might not see each other but who know's maybe some place when we're grown-up we meet again just like the good times again. done by christine

For A Special Friend
For a Special Friend .... He Knows who he is or Should Forgiveness To forgive Is not to forget. To forgive Is really to remember That nobody is perfect That each of us stumbles When we want so much to stay upright That each of us says things We wish we had never said That we can all forget that love Is more important than being right. To forgive is really to remember That we are so much more Than our mistakes That we are often more kind and caring That accepting another's flaws Can help us accept our own. To forgive is to remember That the odds are pretty good that We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves. That life sometimes gives us more Than we can handle gracefully. To forgive is to remember That we have room in our hearts to Begin again And again, And again. And again. So Yes Sweetheart you are Forgiven... Lets start our Friendship over and go from there!!

Hold Us Together Forever
I wanna hold you in my arms tonight. While the stars shine so bright. Don't ever let go,just fight. Baby, don't go, its feeling just right. I kiss your lips and they taste sweet and fine. What will we do when we say good-bye? Sorry it was just for a night, could have lasted forever, just not tonight. Take me in your arms every night to get the feeling right. I wanna hold you close and forever till there is always forever. We'll just wait til that day we can be together once again. done by christine

Black Rose
Love is like a black rose Piercing your heart with its thorns And leaving you there to bleed You cry from the hurt Hoping to ease the pain Only knowing that it never leaves Always having that scare Until another comes to turn the rose to red done by christine

Ugh!
JESUS. How many fucking people can actually complain IN ONE DAY. If you don't like someone don't fill up the bulletin board with your damn complaints, oh this person is annoying, this person did this. I FEEL LIKE IM IN HIGHSCHOOL you morons. Get a fucking clue WE ARE ADULTS can you spell adult i dont think many of you can. GROW UP get a clue and stop youre fucking bitching. WHO CARES if someones only on here for points. WHO CARES if mike decides to change HIS FUCKING site, WHO GIVES A FUCK YOU BIG FUCKING BABIES! If you don't like what i have to say delete me, if you agree with me than rate this blog :) HAVE A GOOD DAY.

Ever Feel Like Your A Soilder When Ur Not
bombshell #2 guy: hey girl: hey how are u sorry long time no here i was strictly busy and didn't have time to go on computer i got married last year and i moved out of my parents boy: how long you two know each other girl: for a few months but i knew he was the one so we just got married and we are happily together ----------- UGH

Is This Right?
girl (2/27/2007 2:50:59 PM): *Sits on your lap and gives you a big kiss and hug* boy (2/27/2007 2:51:55 PM): hey baby boy (2/27/2007 2:52:04 PM): *kisses you and hugs you back( boy (2/27/2007 2:52:10 PM): hows the monst wonderful woman on the planet girl (2/27/2007 2:52:57 PM): I great u? boy (2/27/2007 2:53:04 PM): good love boy (2/27/2007 2:55:38 PM): day going well hun girl (2/27/2007 2:57:00 PM): yes its going wonderful! boy (2/27/2007 2:57:11 PM): what happend hun girl (2/27/2007 2:58:12 PM): nothing y? Im just in a good mood boy (2/27/2007 2:58:20 PM): *hugs* girl (2/27/2007 3:01:07 PM): hugs girl (2/27/2007 3:01:48 PM): can I tell you something? boy (2/27/2007 3:02:34 PM): sure girl (2/27/2007 3:03:54 PM): ok i met this guy on saturday at a restaraunt boy (2/27/2007 3:03:59 PM): ok girl (2/27/2007 3:04:36 PM): and hes really sweet and funny and my family actually got to meet him yesterday cause he waited on us at the restaraunt when we took my aunt that was

A Threesome Fantasy I Wrote For My Wife
Part 3 I return from the bathroom with two warm, wet cloths. You are both lying on the bed with your heads at the same end. I move between you and starting at your foreheads proceed to give you simultaneous sponge baths. I move the warm cloth gently over your faces. Lower to your throats. I gently knead your breasts. Bringing each nipple to full arousal. As I move the cloth lower over your tummies, I playfully lean forward and kiss each nipple from left to right. The cloth finally reaches both of your clefts and you both gasp in pleasure. I firmly, but gently, press the wet cloth between your legs. Wiping down one thigh and up the other. Finally settling directly on your pussies. I massage the warm, wet cloth over your labia, then between and finally drag it slowly over your clit. You laugh as your hands bump into hers on my cock. Apparently, great minds DO think alike. You sit up and start to kiss each other, gently caressing and exploring. I slide off the bed and watch

Quickly Copying Down - Lalo
Wrote something about Tchaikovsky in my music profile I want to keep while I put something else in ;) I may use this one post, rather than a series of posts from here on, for this porpoise. Too much stuff requiring I come up for air this morning. Edouard Lalo, symphony in G minor, written around 1885-6 (not his violin and orchestra Symphonie Espagnole written for Sarasate). (Apparently he wrote two other orchestra-only symphonies which have not been published; this is news to me. http://goliath.ecnext.com/coms2/summary_0199-453201_ITM ... though it's (Joseph) Guy-Ropartz, fellows, not Guy Roparts- Guy was not the first name of that fellow, whose own music is very interesting and often surprising stuff!) There have been a few recordings of this symphony- many fewer than of the somewhat better known Symphonie Espagnole, maybe a pity since the G minor symphony's scherzo, say, is a delight. (The link goes to a catalog listing but for a different recording than the one I'm listening to o

A Threesome Fantasy I Wrote For My Wife
Part 2 I watch as my cock stiffens under the ministrations of the two beautiful women on either side of me. You cup my balls and gently squeeze. She strokes the shaft. I kiss you both on the head while my hands caress your backs and shoulders. You each kiss one of my nipples. Sucking them into your mouths. Then your mouths move down my body until they reach my stiff cock. There, you kiss each other with my cock between your mouths. Your tongues exploring both my cock and each other’s mouth. You break the kiss and run your tongues down my shaft. One up, one down. The sensation is overwhelming. I stiffen. While she begins to suck my cock fully into her mouth, you climb up and straddle my face, your hands on the wall. I slowly start licking your labia and caressing your thighs. As your wetness increases, My tongue slips inside and brushes over your clit. The warm, wet mouth on my cock feels amazing, sliding in and out. As my tongue brings you to a rapid orgasm, the pressure

A Threesome Fantasy I Wrote For My Wife
Part 1 You are sitting on the edge of my side of the bed with your hands on your thighs. You're wearing a see-through negligee and nothing else. Next to you sits another woman. She's wearing a t-shirt and cotton panties. She leans over and kisses you on the shoulder. Her hand trails up your thigh, then up your forearm until she reaches your breast, which she gently cups through the negligee. She tweaks your nipple and then caresses your full, beautiful breast. You reach across and do the same as the two of you tentatively kiss each other on the lips. You both simultaneously decide to move fully onto the bed. Lying next to each other, unsure which of you should make the next move. She rises on one arm and begins to let her hand roam over your body. Your nipples harden. Hers are hard as well...poking through her t-shirt. Her hand slips down to your thighs and moves up under the negligee. Up across your tummy until she is touching your bare breasts. She leans over and kisse

Blonde Joke
A blonde goes into the police department to apply for a secretarial job.The Chief wants to ask her a few questions.... Chief: What's 2+2? Blonde: Ummmmm... 4! Chief: What's the square root of 100? Blonde: Ummmm... 10! Chief: Good! Now, who killed Abraham Lincoln? Blonde: Ummmm... I dunno. Chief: Well, you can go home and think about it. Come back tomorrow. The blonde goes home and calls up one of her friends, who asks her if she got the job. The blonde says, excitedly, "Not only did I get the job, I'm already working on a murder case!"

Some People!!! Lmao
Some of these new people here just crack me up!!! You go and share some points with them and perhaps buy them a simple gift & they act like you are poison or some stalker! Guess some folks do not know how to react to a simple gesture of kindness! Not ALL of us here at CHERRY TAP are perverts, or point hogs, or stalkers or anything at all like that! Gee some of us are pure and simple plain old everyday NICE people with NO fricking agenda or purpose other than to make others feel welcome to the Crazy House!!!!!!!! Get REAL Please!!!!!!!!

Top Twenty Not Quite Blockbuster Movies
I really enjoy movies. I also tend to like movies that most other people find silly. So I want to find some more movies to check out or rediscover some old favorites. Please post your Top 20 favorite Movies that will never win an Oscar or a lifetime achievement award. These should be movies that you enjoyed that were just fun. No movies for the ages. Just your dirty little secrets. I don't mean to imply that these are "B" movies, in fact most of mine were made as A movies, just ones that are fun rather than deep and meaningful. My Top 20 in no particular order: 20. WarGames 19. Hackers 18. Road House 17. Van Wilder 16. Real Genius 15. Better off Dead 14. Ski School 13. A Knight's Tale 12. 10 things I hate about you 11. Varsity Blues 10. Total Recall 9. Mr Destiny 8. Kindergarden Cop 7. Poison Ivy II 6. Rising Sun 5. Strictly Business 4. Sugar Hill 3. High Fidelity 2. Grosse Point Blank 1. Reality Bites

Tired
i dunno what i'm sapouse to do anymore i can't get anything right so iguess i'm gonna give up and say fuck it cause i'mtired of people not trusting me god i wana cry so bad and prolly will again i dunno how i do it but i always wind up loseing someone really close to me i just want it all to end........i can't take loseing someone i love so so so much so i might just never come back

Finding Sanity?
Right now my mind is a mess. I have so much going on that I know where to start, just dont know how to explain it. I am done with school and hopefully onto my externship in a week. One week. That is major. I am flying thru this last class. I just have to do my Emergency Final on March 8th, then I am free to my own devices. School is not my biggest stress at the moment. But my relationship is just flailing around out in the middle of no where. And I do mean No Where. I dont know whats really going on with me and Steven. I love him, I do. I have wanted to date him since I was 17. I guess I am just getting stressed and giving up. I think after school is done I will go back to normal and hopefully get more sleep to make me feel "sane". I also feel horrid for talking to my Ex-Fiance Matthew yesterday. He IM'ed me on yahoo and thinking nothing of it, I started to talk to him. I was actually cival towards him, which was surprising. I really just wanted to ask him, "Why did you cheat on me?

....hm.
So I don't get the job. I get some weird, out-there, seemingly BS story about why my application can't even be viewed. Oh well, sounds a little fishy, but eh, I won't take it personally. Anywho, i'm starting to feel like I'm not working hard enough at the gym, or at other health-related aspects of life, so for the past few days, I stepped it up a notch. Sad, unfortunate result: I'm still not really sore. So then I guess I have to try even harder. And, I suppose I need to buckle down a little more on what I eat. I keep telling myself, results will come with time. And slowly. So I have to keep patient. Still, it's a little tough, getting over that one hump in the road: The I-See-NOthing-Happening-I-Should-Give-Up hump. I'm almost there, though. Physically, I am feeling much better. Just don't see anything. Well, enough on that, though. I think I need to...I dunno, get back into the arts like I did before. I'm starting back into it now, with writing and all that. Still.

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Freaks&geeks
Ok so all these cherrytap families right? A few of us are gonna start one for those of us who are square pegs. Gonna call it CT Freaks and Geeks...We will support eachother in all our freaky geekiness! Whatever that may be! So if you wanna join us let us know :)

Time Is Ticking, And Running Out. So Come And Help These Soldiers Our.
ok once again there is a soldier contest. however for this one the requirement is that the american flag had to be in the picture some were. well so here are you entry's for the contest. the contest ends at the end of the month. so good luck to all of our soldiers who have entered. god bless you all. so show your fellow troops some love and give the the rates and comment bombs that they need. PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN BASED ON THE AMOUNT OF ENTY'S AND ALSO NUMBER OF COMMENTS. HOW PRIZES ARE DETERMEINED 1. TOP OVER ALL WITH MOST COMMENTS 2. TOP OVER ALL WITH MOST RATES 3. TOP FEMALE 4. TOP MALE

Rose Color Meanings
Rose Color Meanings These tend to vary quite a bit, but some common meanings are listed below. Of course, your Valentine may also have a favorite color of rose, despite its meaning. And don't forget, your Valentine may even prefer to receive a different type of flower. Color of Rose Meaning Coral Desire Lavender Love at first sight, enchantment, uniqueness Orange Fascination; I am fascinated and enthusiastic Pink (Dark) Thankfulness Pink (Light) Grace; admiration; gentility; friendship Red I love you Red (Deep red) Unconscious beauty White I am worthy of you; spiritual love; purity White (Bridal white) Happy love Yellow Joy and gladness; friendship Combined Colors Red and White Roses Mixed Together Unity Yellow and Orange Roses Mixed Together Passionate Thoughts Yellow and Red Roses Mixed Together Congratulations

-=[recipe For Love]=-
-=[Recipe For Love]=- Never sleep on an angry word. Never make the other feel absurd. Always believe in each other's dreams. Keep communication flowing like a stream. Speak to each other with a tender heart. Remember each day how you felt at the start. Treat each other with kindness and respect. Love grows only with care not neglect. Never forget a special day. Never miss a chance to say, All the good things that you feel, A loving kiss can always heal. Desire should make you swoon, Each and everyday should be a honeymoon. Nothing can ever be more important than your lover. Never give a passionate thought to any other. To make love last for all eternity, The "ME" must become "WE". When your heart is full of affection, Love will always know the right direction.

If I Reached
If i reached for your hand , will u hold it ? If i hold out my arms, will u hug me ? If i go for your lips, will u kiss me ? If i capture ur heart , will u love me ?? ============ ========= ========= No shadows 2 depress u only joys 2 surround u many friends 2 luv u God himself 2 bless u These r my wishes 4 u, for today, tommorrow & everyday ============ ========= ========= C.L.I.C.K. means : C= cant live without u L= love u I= i miss u C= care about u K= kiss from my heart 2 u So whenever u miss me just say CLICK. ============ ========= ========= Don't go for looks, they can deceive Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for sum1 who makes u smile becoz only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.. ============ ========= ========= As days go by, my feelings get stronger, To be in ur arms, I can't wait any longer. Look into my eyes & u'll see that it's true, Day & Night my thought r of U.. ============ ====

My Prayer
All praise be to the dark mother forgive our selfish transgressions blessed be and glory to all that is yours Oh great chaotic mother many faces many names barren to with child withchild into death like phases of the moon guide me and bless me with your wisdom and love grant me your wisdom with age grant me passage from this realm glory to you dark mother my only true wish is to stand beside you giving myself to you may i be worthy to stand by you not to be consumed by the material in this world but to stand by your side my creator my dark mother my goddess blessed are you and allthings that you are

Drifting
You got me drifting like a cloud in the wind Following going with no anchor to hold me down Rolling like a ball tossed down a hill Know way to steer which way I may go Tossing from side to side like a ship with no oar But yet you still have me begging for more I can't find my way out Like a house with no window or doors I am trapped Inside this dream Needing to get out wanting to stay I don't know which way to go drifting on I way I scream but no one hears my cry But you may see it if you look deep into my eye Full of passion for love, willing to give needing to share But still you are right next to me and not even there Or do you even care what I feel deep down inside Is it your anger or is it your pride That keeps you from understanding who I be It is only the man that love you yes it is only me Trying to share what I feel with love and with joy But what you receive is only that which annoys Now is it me or your perceptio

????
You never call or see what I am doing Most of the times barely even want to be bothered In our past we used to share each others flesh We used to do all the freaky things you like Added to the entire things you wanted to try Months passed Now I am just is just a piece of ass In our pastime you actually cared about me You actually cared about my feelings You treat me like a piece of trash Now you ask me to be your valentine I don't feel like it You only want to some ass Just to make you feel like a man You really don't know you were falling then You may wonder why I left you alone You talk so much which you could not prove it You and your shortcomings was hilarious I don't want to waste my time I could be doing better things You would think getting another guy would be an option No not this time I rather sip some coffee Read a nice book along with my drink Than degrade myself for yo

This Always Sucks
He is the one I love, he is the one I want. He said he loved me, I said I love him. But in the end everything he said to me was a lie. Then, I said Fuck You. And said I was gonna forget him. But I lied too. Cause I still cry for him at night while everyone else is sleeping. Tears come rolling down my cheeks. I can't help but to still love him. And everyday I love him even more.

Work
Story I E: Do u have a boyfriend? C: I have. E: Is he working Locally? C: No. He is working Overseas. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u ! C: Why? E: U will not be able to settle down here permanently. And my Company don't want to pay extra expenses on the Overseas calls just because of u. Story II E: Any girl friends? C: No. E: So far chased any before? C: Have, but not successful. E: Ever think of getting a job first then start looking for a girlfriend? C: Career is first priority. Currently didn't want to consider This personal issue. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u. C: Why? E: You are lacking of P.R skills and confidence!! Story III E: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Not quite. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you. C: Why? Will this affect your company's reputation? E: No, it does not affect the company's reputation but because My company is dealing with arts, our company requested an artist. Story IV E:

All Shit
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD IS: Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird

Top 10 Rules Of Cyber Sex
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To Iran
This time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq . Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran . Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq . This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit

Can't Find A Betterman
Waitin, watchin the clock, its four oclock, its got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin to herself, theres no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she dont want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...thats why shell be back again

From A Friend
My Life My life is a story A story filled with many chapters The first chapter when given life by your mother The second chapter is childhood we spare for a short time span The third chapter is adolescence years The years filled with the words and learning about life Then introduced to adult hood The time when Identity is at importance The story of my life is simple No matter how rough the road was I ran across I am still strong as an ox With an heart of steal Can't make me or break it Some may see that as foolish Without strength now can someone live? Without heart how can one survive? The brain that functions all your daily duties Heartbreak or two Quite a few disappointments Still there is my life to live

Robin Williams The Plan
The Plan! Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York" in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 9

Okay So.
Last night was fun. It wasn't like we were uber excited about going or anything I was just happy to be able to hang out with Cory again for like the first time in YEARS. We saw more than we wanted too of him but it's okay. I think. Well I can see again so it has to be okay. LOL But Jason from It Dies Today? SO KEEPING HIM.

Judgemental People
I have been very busy working and trying to learn what the Wal-Mart culture is. However, I have give a lot of thought about many of the people who come to Wal-Mart to shop. Now I am going to sound judgemental here and I guess a bit hypocritical, but here I go just the same. So often I have been approached by people shopping for new tires, or an oil change and other little things we do in the auto department of Wal*Mart like I am a complete idiot. Now I must admit like all I have my bad days, how dare we judge people's intelligence or abilities by where they work. After all I am sure many of them that think I am stupid have not begun to approach the number of college hours I have acquired. Over 247, but I was not too smart there I have a salad variety of hours. Now I have more hours to most doctorial degreed people, but they were taken to improve me on job performance as I worked in different areas. I have an associates in Science and another in Applied Sciences, and a Bac

Poem
Real as in a picture yet it cant b seen,more beautiful than nething,as vivid as a dream,precious as rare jewels,a bond between two hearts, a symphony of feelings,when time spent apart,sharing common interests working thru all fears,looking@yourself as 2 were in a mirror,finding common ground on issues not agreed,givin in2 arguments and tending all ur needs,bein there 4 always is all i want 2 do,holding you foever,becos our love is true

Men
MEN Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom, because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop, and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all you

Ice
A recent article from the Toronto Star, "the ICE idea", is catching on and it is a very simple, yet important method of contact for you or a loved one in case of an emergency. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is program the number of a contact person or persons and store the name as "ICE". The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when they went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which numbers to call. He therefore thought that it would be a good idea if there was a nationally recognized name to file "next of kin" under. Following a disaster in London, The East Anglican Ambulance Service has launched a national "In case of Emergency (ICE)" campaign. The idea is that you store the word "ICE " in your mobile phone address book, and with it enter the number of the person you would want to be contacted "In Case of Emergency ". In an emergency situa

Doctors Jokes
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs -and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio, TX. 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths, "I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg, Manitoba, Canada 4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his doctor, that he w

Wednesday 2/28/07
Nothing new to report today, I'm just listening to DJ Renee do her radio show and waiting for DJ Cracker to go on and do her show for the very first time today!!Other than that nothing is going on, I'll just be working on my Cherry Tap page some more and trying to get up to Psycho Cherry, almost there just a few more points to go lol. Have a great day everyone.

My Touch
Strip away the divine within me flay the flesh quickly pain was my gift from cuthulu given to me when i was born severed and no longer tethered to my mortal mother i strive for the strength in spirit within my mind is my blade my pain is my armor my eyes my shield from lies i see past the first layer so superficial i strip away the second layer withmy nails ahhh so close i smell your core the essance that makes you live through the ether i wrap my coils around you thick black tendrils of my own energy constricting binding chocking GASP for air to late....I have you you are MINE!!!!!! inside you i force my will against your own power you fight as i absorb your heart your light your love and your energy I consume you i taste you i revel in the taste of your soul at the second before death o stop removing my tendrils from your core throbbing pain replaces wherei was again you are empty once again i am full

Burning Relations
It's 2AM I like both of them though they only go by one name A single voice Offers the choice Will it be your place or mine? Of course Either is fine And if you drive Divine Cuz I ain't Steering tonight I wake in my bed With an ache In my head I can tell something Ain't right She musta mixed Gasoline With her Astroglide And I went along For the ride Now there's a fire Not brought on By desire I reckon it's Something I caught I am all shaking Not from Fear But from itching I think my Wood has termites I would be fine Except that My vine Is all Purple And bumpy After much thought I will change His name Now I will Call Buford Ol’ Mumpy Of course I’ll find a Cure Then something Demure And act all in love Just right quick You can cook You can clean You can do Anything You win a man’s Heart Through his dick

Opening Private Folder...
If I win I will open my private folder. But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me!! It ends today! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ (repost of original by '¢¾ Kiffy ¢¾' on '2007-02-28 06:01:33') (repost of original by '~Bethany~A plain jane and proud of it!~' on '2007-02-28 06:19:56')

Are You A True Friend
ok had to get you in here some how. well now that your in here i need you to help me give sissy a run for her money in definding her tital for the outlaw. so please click the link and start comment bombing. anyone who can drop 300 or more comments will get a gift from me. the more you drop the better prize you will get. thanks bunches lets give sisy a run for her money

Follow Up
Yes I was an a abusive relationship but I have dealt with it and have rose above what he tried to do to me I am healed yet I am of course scarred but I am stronger than I have ever been and I wont ever let ANYONE EVER treat me even one iota wrong again I am BEAUTIFUL. I am a good person. And I can kick your muther fng butt if anyone messes with me again lol I just want women and men out there to know if you are being abused..get help..and ..get OUT YOU can do it. And there is a better good life just waiting for you so please see the signs and leave before it is too late. Before it escalates to physical abuse. IF ANYONE talks to you direspectfully..calls you names (not in a joking way) if anyone disrepects your wishes and boundaries they are abusing your rights as a person.. If you feel uncomfortable and violated trust your instincts..even if noone sees it or believes it.. YOU are in charge of YOU and thus need to be your own best bodyguard. so take care of YOU luv Simmer

Ladies
Gender Can Never Be Made An Issue Again Current mood: frustrated Category: News and Politics Let's start this off by saying I am neither a Democrat nor a Republican. I refuse to let others think for me. I think I do that well/bad enough on my own. It looks to me like we are about to elect the first female president. This tells me a few things. 1. The gender gap is finally closed. 2. We as a species might be comming to an Estrogen & Testosterone balance. (Look out Jewish & Catholic religions.) 3. Last but most certaintly not least (Fingers Crossed) the likely hood of less adultery and even war if this trend spreads across the globe. The way I see it it's been a long time comming. I must say this though; I dislike Hillary Clinton. Had she had Bill's dick in her mouth that whole Monica thing would have never been an issue. That doesn't take the blame off of him though (Again Balance). He should have kept his dick in his pants. This leads me to my point. The male

Friends
Well after long thoughts about the friends list last night and this AM , I must say I have several friends some speak to me , some are jealous for no reason, some only added me for points , and I have some that true are my friends and speak to me. After all this maybe the internet but I do have feelings. I am posting this to see really what true friends are there. I will give this a matter of 3 days to hear a reponse from my friends then it is time to throw the ones out who are just on my list for no reason. I will let you decided if you are gonna be a true friend. A simple I wanna remain friends or throw me out is easy to repond to. I am not here to be a puppet on a string , drama, or your sex buddy, Yes I know I have sexy pictures that is because I am proud of how well I take care of my self , body , and soul. Thank you very much have a wonderful day Much Love Angel in Waiting

Here We Go Again!
Happy Hump Day, everyone! Winter Storm Warning in effect from 6 p.m. today until 6 p.m. Friday evening! We're talking snow tonight; rain, freezing rain, sleet, snow and thunderstorms tomorrow (WTF!?); back to snow on Friday! Up to a tenth of an inch of ice is predicted, that should make for super fun driving, lol! Gotta love Wisconsin! Gotta love Winter!! You know the mantra: THEY BETTER NOT CLOSE THE SCHOOLS!!!!! I was reminded this morning after talking with a friend that CherryTAP is an online nightclub or pub! Like any nightclub, people are going to cruise into and out of your life, just as they would in any "real world" club! And it is just as painful - to be in someone's life, friend's of sorts, and then have them drift elsewhere!! I know it's been in the Bulletins from time to time, but please guard your hearts, dear friends! Cyber break-ups hurt just as bad as the real thing sometimes!! Been there, done that! I know I tend to get attached to people, even though I try har

Im So Popular
So it's wednesday. My top cherry of the day lasted 24 hours LOL. Im not sexy enuff. I think alot of the popularity on here has to do with if you will flirt and lead the boys on. I just can't do it. I have a few on here I am close with but I can't see stringing guys along...its not right. So Ill stay as I am...the chick in the sweater LOL. I got a comment once about why I wore a sweater in my pic. I think sexy isn't about being naked. I think u can be sexy in anything. Anyhow..nothing interesting to report. I have to go to the store shortly cuz I promised Bill I would send him some Candeh. Other than that I will be around! Heres a cool song by the Deaf Pedestrians called 15 Beers Ago! It was 15 beers ago I was sitting at a show. It was 15 beers ago I was with you. Now my money is all gone And I’m thinking of a song, That only 15 beers could spawn Inside the truth. And this is how you repay me for my… Well it was 15 beers ago I have just found you, hoe But I what mean

Busted
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/487901 this girls real name is holly she is from the UK she stopped posting pics around 7mths ago and by the looks of things has taken a e-break if you google the name you will see links to old vids pics and more of the real girl and the guys/girls that fake her http://www.fakersbusted.com/database/females/ref00242.html the fakersbusted listing http://www.fakersbusted.com/members/forums/index.php?topic=14006.0 and the thread to prove it you may have to join to view the thread but it cost nothing any fakes or suspect pics send em my way ill check them out and post here

Physical And Emotional Abuse
I just read a bullitin on physical abuse and it saddened me and it brought back memories for me of my own experiences and I think we are forgetting the other abuse that stays long after the bruising fades and the broken arms heals...The EMOTIONAL AND Psychological abuse that like a snake slithers quietly and softly into our spirit and once there starts squeezing and crushing it to death until we are left more broken than any physical assault.. How many times have we heard from the abuser You whore you ugly bitch You fucking crazy psycho NOONE will ever love you..you are not worthy.you are nothing..you are lucky to have ME! I am the only one who could ever love your sorry pathetic ass.. NOONE WOULD BELIEVE YOU ..look at you..YOU ARE NOTHING.. until she believes he is right..and even if she ever gathers the strength to leave him and the bruises fade away She is still forever left with the echo of his voice in her ear, in her mind adn in her spirit YOU are nothing..you whore..yo

Friends Test!!
True Friends Tests TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A s

Sunrise
Sunrise *************** The hues of the sunrise on a clear winters morn lift the veil off my heart through it’s tattered and worn The enlightening of my spirit is a celebration of my soul I could not see who God was through the dogmas I was told Ones own truth is a freedom that knowledge brings the heart It’s a beacon on the path of a journey just to start. ***********************************

Dare To Dream
DARE TO DREAM For one who is a self starter and finishes what one starts For one who has studied and in the interim worked hard For one who has set goals both long range and short, for one who has Dared Dream and others dared to support These words up above were written for us all For those who dare be different and stand uncommonly tall So when life deals a blow and the future seems on hold, Press on, Press on, be uncommonly bold You've one life to live and as your story unfolds remember these words "Gibran" once told; *************************** "To understand the heart and mind of a person look not at what he (or she) has already achieved , but at what they aspire to do" *************************** These words of Gibran are profound you see because those who aspire still "DARE TO DREAM" If you must lose time, let it not be in vain, make each detour a challenge and do not refrain, For always remember hard as it may seem, on t

Cry For Help
So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate me hate me to the core wish u hated me and i was dead stab me again and again please dont let me feel this way save me from these feelings show me not all is evil show me that love is true,happy and the greatest feeling out there. save this soul

Are You Psychic
Are You Psychic? How to Evaluate your Own PSI Talents. by Atham Z It is my belief that everyone has some psychic skill, which they choose to develop, ignore or eliminate to the best of their abilities. The following is a short ESP potential test that can be quickly evaluated with only "yes" or "no" answers. Do you sometimes know who is calling before you pick up the telephone? Are there times during conversations when you know ahead of time what someone else is going to say? Do you occasionally experience a sense of "deja vu", the feeling that you have previously experienced something, or have already seen something that is happening to you? Are animals attracted to you, and do you silently communicate well with family pets? Are your dreams sometimes prophetic, or a help with problem solving? Do you ever know ahead of time that the phone is going to ring, or that someone is about to enter your office or knock on your door? Have you ever had a presentiment o

It's Finally Over Today!!!!
Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Your Song
So, we all have that one song that speaks to us. The one song that is all about who and what we are. I thought I had mine, until recently. I heard a song on the radio and it spoke to me. Everything I think and feel at that moment, put into words with a catchy little tune for all to hear. Yeah so I didnt write it, but I may as well have. So this song has become rather important to me. Just thought I would share. I blogged it. I stashed it. I have become obsessed with it. in the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun... oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, this world you must've crossed...you said... you don't know me, you don't even care, you don't know me, you don't wear my chains... essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field, when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry when they see you you said... you don't know me, you don't even care, you don't know me, you don't wear my chains.

Pay Back Time .....
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new c

I Feel Yicky
friggin co-workers.....if you KNOW you are sick... ie...you went to the doctor and he told you that you have strep throat....how about stay home rather than breathe your damn germs on me... i feel like twisted horse shit....and just when i am feelin better...WHAMMO it strikes again.... my throat feels like i am swallowin ground up glass, i can't breathe...but when i DO manage to get a full breath in my lungs i start to cough....GRRRR DAMN CO-WORKERS!!! it's a good thing i like her lol k i am done...you may now shower me with sympathy

Stressing
My life seems empty and broke to the core. I am filled with regrets that I want no more. My life isnt perfect and it never will be. I am locked in myself when I want to be free. My life seems so twisted when I think of mistakes. Ive made so many of them. Its a hard habit to break. My life is all torment now and Im stuck with the guilt. Im so full of temptation. Im in for the kill. My life is just a misery. My life is just a blur. My life is like a cancer. Im waiting for the cure.

Surgery Went Good
Hi everyone, well had surgery on the 13th of Feb ...They had to go in and try to fix the damaged nerve in my left elbow so they tore out some tissue in between the two bones cause they couldn't get the two bones to stop rubbing on the damaged nerve so they thought they'd make room with taking out the tissue in there to see if it would help.. Because they couldn't get the nerve to extend any to take it out from in between the two bones... Well went and got the stitches out last week they said it looks good but my elbow part is still numb not sure if its supose to be like that or not he said he'll see me in another month to see if the healing is still going good or not... But still in some pain and wondering if its supose to be like this but i can't seeh im untill next month now... So might get ahold of my family dr and go see him and see what he says he's a good dr and will see me and give me good advice i've been with him since 99 ... Anyways thought i'd give everyone a update as why i

Hmmm Maybe I Will Get One Of These...lmao
OMG! This is the funniest thing I have read in a while!! HAHA! LOL I guess it's so funny cause I know when I have children this will be sent to me! LOL A letter from a 3rd grade teacher sent home to pagan parents: Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight "A" student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please wait until then to do any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By th

-sigh-
Hey lovlies..So i've seen some of my friends with tons of messages on their voice comments..I haven't got a new one in ages *tear*...Plz take a sec to leave me one. It dosen't cost anything :)....It will make me SMILE!! :P x0x -Ash PS. if you have one too let me know and i will leave you a message.

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL I don't know who the original author is, but I found it on a friends blog. 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! 1 Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2 Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3 Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4 Sharpen their Athame. 5 Untie the knot in their cords. 6 Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7 Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8 See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9 Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10 Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11 Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12 Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13 Debate with them about "True Religion". 14 Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15 Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16 Point to their p

Moving Day!
yes moving day is just around the corner i will be moving to vancouver sooner then i had thought my house here is sold and i am now staying with a friend just waiting for my last day of work to come and the closing of my show i will then grab my place on that big plane and head out west where i will start my new life in my new house i was able to put over half of the asking price down on it so i will have it paid off in about 5 years that is some one thing to be happy about i still havent bought a car i was going to but my brother has talked me in to buying a viper they are such cute sport cars and i am sure it will be a great way to meet people as my brother said i really don't care i just like the blue color and the look the other thing i get to look forward to is going out shopping for new things for my house i shipped most of my things already and what is left is some clothes and personal needs i hope to meet that special person when i move if and if fate have it where we dont then

Out Of This World
Out of This World He woke up, rubbed his eyes, and looked around, wondering where he was, not recognizing anything at all in his view. He seemed to be in a park of some kind. The buildings in his line of sight didn't seem familiar at all, and the sounds he was hearing and the faces he was seeing were alien to him. All of the faces that he looked at seemed to have a surreal aspect to them, and it appeared that everyone was walking in pairs. Odd, he thought. He noticed what looked to be an attractive woman approaching him. She had a rather angelic face with dirty-blonde hair falling past her shoulders. "Hey there. New in town, dear?" She seemed to be familiar to him, yet he didn't know from where. Her smile was disarming. "Umm, yeah... I guess. Could you tell me where I am exactly?" He was still trying to place her in his memory, but couldn't quite seem to do it. She might have been a little ta

12 High Intensity Interval Training
Before I got into looking deep into the things that make a difference, I noticed that when I would work hard in intervals I would get trim and do it fast. This would occur when I'd be doing sprint workouts known as intervals. When you do running intervals you run fast for a short period then jog or walk to a degree of recovery. Both are measured in one way or another. For example a person who normally runs the 400 meter dash would run 200 meters at a faster pace than he would run the 400. After the fast 200 he would walk or jog another 200 meters at which point he would run another fast 200 meters. (By the way 200 meters is about 1/2 of your standard high school track.) In a good workout the athlete would do this at least four times. That is what I did when running but there are many other ways that you can use the benefits of interval training and gain terrific benefits depending on the effort you give. Another way to use interval training could happen when you are on a

Reefer Madness
Reefer Madness I had taken to wholesaling sinsemilla for a couple of Mexican-American smuggler friends of mine. They were also law students. I had started moving weight in law school to supplement my income, and eventually started moving some of the weight to the East Coast, which tended to net a very good profit margin. My smuggler chums and I were pretty tight, and I believe it had something to do with the fact that I had sort of a Cheech Marin moustache at the time. I kept them amused with my sense of humor as well as the editor of this "underground"(meaning we said ‘fuck’ in print) humor/satire rag called Rat Sass. It also probably didn't hurt that they trusted me enough not to rat them out, or "eat the cheese", as we termed it, if I got popped. And I wouldn't have either. It was kind of an "honor among thieves" sort of thing, although we weren't thieves in any sense of the word. We were simply "wholesalers of illicit commodities". Granted, it didn't look that hot on a

A Tense Night In Tucson
A Tense Night In Tucson The year was about 1983, and I was on the outskirts of Tucson, Arizona, a town with unforgiving heat and sun, yet is strangely hypnotic at night. It was very tranquil to look up at the sky at night and see literally millions of bright stars, along with an occasional meteorite. Actually, I was just sitting around my house with my cousin Duane, who I lived with at the time. He was a body and fender mechanic for a number a years. The telephone rang, and it was from an "associate" of mine who said that he would be stopping over at 11 pm. It was a surprise to me, but Carlos and I had several mutual interests. In short, we were friends. When Carlos knocked on the door, it was quarter past eleven, and when I opened the door, I noticed that a friend of Carlos, Mikey, had come with him. Carlos was a dark-haired man, about 6'2" and athletically built. He had bronze-toned skin. Mikey was a little shorter, I would say around 6 feet tal

My Angel
My Angel Sweet tender child of mine, How you make my soul shine. You fill up all my days With Joy, in all your ways. I love spending time with you, It matters not what we do To hear your voice so bright, Fills me with a great delight. I see you look up to me, Wondering what it is you'll be. Seeking my admiration, In your life's exploration. You touch my heart more than you will ever know, With all the love you sweetly show. Butterfly kisses on your face Keeps my heart in a warm embrace. I watch you grow before my eyes, With each month that passes by. You become more of a pleasure, Each year with you I treasure. You'll always be an angel to me My heart will hold you tenderly, Even when you are all grown And have children of your own. OLIVIA YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NANNY'S LIL' ANGEL

Philosophy ... Is This A Fool?
IS THIS A FOOL? “Moron”, “Simpleton”, “Imbecile” and other names we all well know, in Websters’ Book I read, but still, my mind decries that these words show, or picture clear, who earnest row Life’s white capped sea yet find life cruel, because with love they overflow. Could I be wrong, is this a Fool? I speak of one who has the will, and early gives his Love to slow the tears of those who ‘round him mill, uncertain, sad from grief and woe; the ones who dream and fond hopes sow, despite abuse and ridicule, while selfish persons richer grow. Could I be wrong, is this a Fool? What of the one who seeks to thrill, who daily yearns to give although in giving sometimes finds Life chill, when trusted loves his faith forego; the one who ever seems to glow, whose Love shall never cease or cool, who happy lives and has no foe? Could I be wrong, is this a Fool? Envoy From Selfishness our sorrows flow, when Greed and Hate unkindly rule; the Loving one give

Words I Live By!
There are people who can walk away from you, and hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: LET THEM WALK! I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I MEAN HANG UP THE PHONE! When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The BIBLE said that, "They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can get super glue and you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over, so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You'

Mumm Removed Again
So, Alice won some mumm contest against bigandbald dude. bigandbald dude had to take a pic of himself topless with some stupid comment written on his chest. I saw the pic in question and stuck in a MuMM called Alice won. I get home for lunch and I got a message from CT shop saying that the MuMM had been removed for NSFW content. Ok, granted - some of my mumms can be a bit risque and maybe have a double meaning that someone may find offensive. But I have no fucking clue why this particular mumm was removed. I've messaged Scrapper asking him why it was removed but don't really expect and answer. There's something wrong with some fucking people. They can't get through their fucking day without doing shit like this. I reckon they have no real power or responsibility in real life and flagging up mumms is the closest they fucking get to it. Whining, snivelling, spineless trogladite mother fucking, donkey raping, sheep abusing fuckwits everyone of them. Whoever found that par

So I Need You !!!
So my world is empty, so my life is less complete, so my nights seem so much longer, so only strangers do I meet, so the days don't seem so bright, so nothing feels right, so the rain don't fall, so what you never call, so the snow don't lay, so we have nothing to say, so the river don't flow, so you I just don't know so the birds don't sing, so my life is lost and cold, so my world is dark grey, so what if I love you, so it does not mean a thing, SO I NEED YOU !!! 3 Doors Down - So I Need YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

"love Has No Limits"
Love Has No Limits................ Love Has No limits to anyone in love Love has no limits when your man has done you wrong. Love has No limits so let it be. Love has No limits Because part of this quote has to do with those three letter words tattooed on me Love has No limits when your man turns the other way with another woman. Love has no limits when you are to stand up and say the hell with him he isn't worth it cause I'm going to keep on living. Love has no limits when you fall down and can't get it together. Love has no limits when you just look in the mirror and say you don't care about yourself because its just whatever. Love has no limits when you feel as though you have nothing. Love has no limits because at that point a real man knows your worth something. Love has no limits when your always sitting there because he keeps having you crying but love ha

We Are Going To Own Our Own Restaurant!!!
well we received word last night that my dad might buy my husband his own little restaurant last night. We will be serving breakfast and lunch. he is really excited. we will know more later on in the week after they look over the books to make sure it is really what they want to do. can't wait to tell my job that i won't be working for them like i am now and that i might just work a couple of nights for them.

Half The Women On This Website Make Me Puke And Guys Stoop To There Level Men You Really Are Fucking Stupid Everyone Of You That Do This
You know why fucking women are always on top of the internet world its because men are so fucking stupid to make them that way alright allow me to explain im not a fucking idiot I understand fully whats going on on this bull shit site geeks and nerds see all anyways so women have on there profiles oh add me fan me rate me before you add me to my fantasy world and men fucking stoop down and do this its no wonder why women are oh so popular on this fucking website you dont see any popular guys except the muscle heads because its simple really I dont care if I loose friendship involving this I know for a fact this is pure 100% real ....so fuck you and your popularity enjoy it its the fucking internet wake the fuck up you dumb bitch.......im a man who speaks up and has balls not stick my tail between my legs and walk away....Now ill admit some of you have nice game but ehhh whatever I find the effort making me go home with a hurting brain so I quit...

No One
steel on velvet silk on stone sun-warmed leather set against chrome you're a contrast to what I've become no one has touched me like you red horizon at days end brushing scarlet over your skin blushing places I long to kiss no one has touched me like you You in my arms, breathless and sure a barefoot ballet on a bare hardwood floor so much in sync, it seems that we barely move no one has touched me like you white lace curtain open wide single candle, trembling light my bold passion suddenly shy no one has touched me like you no one has touched me like you like you

Once Again
1 person has a CRUSH on you rite now! :-D Ha Ha,, who is it this time??? I found out who the last person was,,, an then they gave up on MAMA,,, sniff sniff... Now I've got another one so who huh who is it?? (TEE HEE).

Singles Ad
This has to be one of the best singles ads ever printed. It is reported to have been published in the Atlanta Journal. SINGLE BLACK FEMALE seeks male companionship, ethnicity unimportant. I'm a very good girl who LOVES to play. I love long walks in the woods, riding in your pickup truck, hunting, camping and fishing trips, cozy winter nights lying by the fire. Candlelight dinners will have me eating out of your hand. I'll be at the front door when you get home from work, wearing only what nature gave me. Call (404) 875-6420 and ask for Daisy, I'll be waiting.... Please scroll down Over 15,000 men found themselves talking to the Atlanta Humane Society

I'm Annoyed... Up To Early Again!
This sucks, I have had so many days were I could sleep in but do I, NO!!!!!!!!!:D My body feels like it has this mental alarm clock that wakes me up at 5:30AM every morning... Ahh well...

Sometimes
S O M E T I M ES Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried.. no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy.. no one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories! Send this on to your friends and make them laugh.

Jesus, The Burning Focus
Matthew 6:33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” Do you know what most people have the biggest problem with? Our faith, it is something tacked onto our lives. Jesus said, “No man can serve two masters...”. Do you believe that? You are to have but one goal in your life, and that is to know Jesus Christ personally, powerfully, passionately, and preeminently. Everything else will flow out of that. You say, “But wait a minute. I’ve got other things to do! I’ve got a job. I’ve got to rest. I’ve got to have recreation. I’ve got to have friends. I can’t just narrow my interests to one.” When you bring your life into a burning focus, all of these other things contribute to the main thing. What is the burning focus of your life? Make it Jesus and you’ve made it!

This Blogs Important To My Family Member So Pay Attention And Understand It Well
Well as far as my cherry family goes I want it to be women that have things in common with me I love metallica eminem final fantasy kingdom hearts baulders gate madden football boston red sox new england patriots baseball and football I will keep updating...so if your interested let me know and shit you need to talk to me I cant just add you to my family so dam easy altho I must say there have been a few lucky women that caught my dam eye from massachusetts wich was fine at first sight then I started to realize the silence and thats not cool seems im always shunned by women in massachusetts every dam web site im on gee sorry im not some drop dead gorgeous young man but if you dont have a consistant keeping in touch with me your going to be deleted from my family I like active cherry members...and also ones that say hello or leave me cherry love not to much to ask for really......family is someone that reads your stashes blogs looks at your pictures leaves you compliments maybe you shou

Love Lost...
So I never made my flight. Never went to Detroit. Never got to see the girl that I love so much that I'd do anything for. And she slipped away from me. It's a funny thing how everything goes perfect, you find the perfect girl, would have been the perfect life. At least I would have thought, then it goes to shit. It always does. I should have been ready for it because I know thats how things usually end up for me. But I didn't want to think that, I wanted this to work so bad. And I would have fought for it as hard as I could if it was any other reason that broke us up than what it was. Krystle, I love you so much, but I don't want to be the cause of breaking up a family now. I'm not going to make that choice. But I will always be here, and I will always love you. I wish the best for you.

Commercials, Some Just Drive Me Nuts
TV Commercials. You know there is a cost associated with all the advertising of these commercials and in all cases I would think that the executives of said commercials would like to recoup those costs. Take for instance the TACO BELL commercial with the lions talking back and forth about new grilled steak Taquitos made with Carne Asada Steak, now come on that is advertising at its best. Put that up against the Geico Cave men and no comparison what so ever. I am surprised that insurance company is even making money with that goofy, no lets call it for what it is just plain dumb! I mean the latest one shows the cave men at a party out on a balcony apparently upset and talking about being dished about using Geico insurance. I mean, Geico should pay us money for the agony of that dumb ass commercial period. Now the Lion bit with Taco Bell, is funny, they even went as far as putting selected bits, commercials up on the Taco Bell page to add your own bit or even get choosen to be in a comme

Gates Vs. Gm
Gates vs. GM For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before

Chapter 2
GIS: The Necrocon Files By: John LeRoy Chapter 2 Rex sat in his new desk, savoring the feel of power, his hands placed on each armrest. He smiles evily as he thinks about all he is going to accomplish, drifiting into a world of fantasies and desires. In the dream, the world is set asunder and burning in its own self created chaos, with Rex at its helm of destruction. Just as he settles down into the daydream, it is broken by the opening of his office door. Annoyed, he slowly opens each eye, one at a time, and glares at the man who dare intrude on his moment of victory. "Yes?" The man from before, the Kingpin's personal assitant and now his, takes a few steps into the room before closing the door. He had a flexi in his hands and his eyes shifted a little nervously. Necrocon had a past of being easly displeased and therefore quite violent when displeased. He walks over to the Neo Kingpin's desk and stands before it, collecting his thoughts as he does so. "Please excuse my int

Chapter 1
GIS: The Necrocon Files By: John LeRoy Chapter 1 (This is for those who like GIS. THis ficiton is self contained and does not involve in any way really Section 9 or the other chars in GIS: STA. However, it does contain elements of that world created by the artists of GIS.) All was quiet upon the streets of the city, the night's life stream flowing uninterrupted in the form of various pedestrians on the sidewalks and cars on the streets. The people of the city pass through its crowded streets, unaware of the events taking place elsewhere. On the east side of the city, the side of a skyscraper's fifth floor explodes as a man dressed in combat gear flies out of the building through the explosion of flames and glass. Landing in the street, knees bent, amidst a group of startled pedestrians, the road cracking under him as a small crater forms from the impact of such a drop from the height he fell. Terrified, they flee the scene as the man stands, dusting himself off; seemingly ob

What To Be A Derby Diva?
Yes, roller derby is making a big come back. The most exciting all female contact sports on skates, wearing mini skirts, fishnet stockings, lip styx wearing diva's you'll ever see here in the Inland Empire... WE ARE "THE INLAND EMPIRE DERBY DIVAS" the first in Riverside / San Bernardino CA. I love it... it is the best thing I have done for myself..at 45 turning 46 in a few days. It is a all female 21 & older flat track derby league that is looking for females to join us Diva's on skates & be apart of our team. Hit me up... leave a message if you are interested.

A Nymphos Story
like the good little catholic girl i am i am going to do unbelievable things to you i will start by undressing you slowly and kiss and lick every inch of you as i do then i will sit u down as i undress slowly for you doing the slow dance you like so much You will want to touch and tease but im in control and will not let you when i finish my dance i will tie you down and kiss you deeply i reach for the candle as its flame flickers i blow it out making sure there is enough melted.. while you are tied down i drip the wax on your body as it touches your skin i put ice in my mouth and run it over the hot wax cooling you i put the wax further and further down your body trailing behind is my my ice filled mouth i then suck you into my mouth which is now as cold as the ice you draw in your breath as i start to suck gently all the way down so you feel the cold.. when i feel you cant take anymore i place myself above you letting you enter me gently i start to rock back and forth

Build Up To The Match At The Weekend
DIRK: WE OWE THE FANS A BIG ONE Jimmy Rice 28 February 2007 Dirk Kuyt admits he and his teammates owe the fans a big performance against Manchester United on Saturday to make amends for their disappointing defeat at Old Trafford earlier in the season. The Reds lost 2-0 in October and Kuyt believes a vintage display is required to banish the painful memories. "I think we owe a performance after Old Trafford. That was a disappointing time and we definitely want a better result at Anfield this time," said the Dutchman. "It would be a great result for us if we could do it. We just need to go and approach the game as we've done in the last week. "If you can beat a side like Barcelona with players of the quality of Messi and Ronaldinho, you know you can beat a lot of teams. "We've come back from Barcelona and done a good job at the weekend with a win and a clean sheet. Now we want to beat United. "We've beaten Chelsea at home and Barcelona away, so now

Shes Gone But My Friends Are Here
Mom died last night at 11:30pm. My grandmother and sister stayed up there with her till she died last night. We knew it was gonna happen and she struggled to get about three breaths in then stoped breathing at all for about half a minute, that went on all day. I watched it for about an hour yesterday, and everytime she would stop breathing my stomach knotted up, eventualy it made me sick and i had to spend the rest of the time i was there in the bathroom of her room throwing up. But I got a call from my sis saying what happened last night, it woke me up, and i think its weird or maybe cause i had been crying about it all day before she actualy died, but the news hasnt made me cry yet, and i just went back to bed, but now i cant sleep heh. . . . I am very angry now though, im not gonna try to punch the wall again though, it may be sheetrock but im still a tiny lil girl that couldnt punch through paper lol. Plus dads already looking to put the house up for sale and move somewhere farth

Love For My Daughter
not sure if this is a blog or not but had to get it off my chest this morning about 3:15 i woke up to get ready for work my daughter is at the puter after her work (she works nights, i work days) a friend left her a message about something and i put it on paper and left it in front of the puter where she could see it when she came in.. first thing she does is jump on me about it, so we had this big fight and now i am the worst mother that ever lived, i was called a bitch, a internet whore, an idiot,stupid asshole, and told i don't want any better for her... she said she did not want to be here and i told her that if she did not feel good here than to go where she did.. i have always wanted better for my kids her husband and her broke up about 5 months ago and i told her to come here, i just guess here is not good enough for her...i have done all i could for her and she says i don't encourage her but i have always told her that is she wanted to go back to school to do so.... but

A First Time...
two bodies laying side by side coming together for the first time passionate kisses featherlight touches an exploration of each other every inch taken in kisses that dont stop a slow undressing a breathing laboured desire rising tongues entwining a fire that wont stop a final kiss before a slow joining nails raking across skin leaving tiny little marks the rhythm of movement quickened an intense sensation a small satisfied smile a first time done.

A Couple More
As requested, here are a couple more of my poems. Poem Just a few simple words carefully arranged. Set in stone for now, but inevitably changed. A pointless explanation of personal insight, a vain attempt to justify what I already know is right. Embellishing the commonplace until it seems sublime, or could it be nothing more than just a dreadful waste of time. Mercy Left unable to refuse, at the mercy of the muse. At her beckon call I wait, knowing that I can not sate. Her hunger burns within me. Unquenchable ecstasy. Through the pleasure and the pain, her servant I shall remain. More to come ...

Love Lesson For Everyone
If you ever have someone you are just maddly in love with and are happier with them then you have been in your whole live. Even if your excuse is they are to far away and you think the chance of it lasting is small. never i repeat NEVER break up with them even if it is for someone closer. You will spend the rest of your life regreting it. Trust me, I should know im still trying to get over that mistake myself. So, please dont make the same mistake I did if you ever fall in love dont let anything at all get in the way.

Hi Everyone!
I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ALL THE HOT PEEPS OUT THERE! HELLO! IF YOU WOULD LIKE YOU CAN ADD ME TO AIM- laylalaysya OR YAHOO MESSENGER- laylawants2laya cant wait to have fun! bye boys muah* http://www.phonesexacademy.com/layla.html

Asian-americans Condemn 'why I Hate Blacks' Column
Column calls blacks "weak-willed" for being enslaved for 300 years • Asian petition: Column is irresponsible, hurtful, racist, replete with stereotypes • Petition: Cut ties with author, apologize, refute column in print, punish editors • Newspaper's editor at large calls decision to publish "a mistake" Adjust font size: Decrease fontDecrease font Enlarge fontEnlarge font ------------- SAN FRANCISCO, California (AP) -- Asian-American leaders are calling on a weekly newspaper to apologize and cut ties with a writer who penned a column titled "Why I Hate Blacks." In the piece, which appeared in the February 23 edition of San Francisco-based AsianWeek, contributor Kenneth Eng lists reasons why he supports discrimination against blacks, writing, among other things, "I would argue that blacks are weak-willed. They are the only race that has been enslaved for 300 years." An official at the nationally circulated paper apologized and called the column's publication a mistake.

I'll See You Guys Saturday....
cuz im off to see my husband!!!!! i fly out today and i should be in cali by 2pm or so. im gonna be gone till saturday...oh and if you all fel like it my birthday is on the 1st ::thusrday:: so if you feel like being nice leave me some luv on my page. thx for everyones support...it really means the world to me...have fun this week guys!!! kisses...mallory

An Air Force Officer Was Found Guilty Tuesday Of Raping Four Men
EGLIN AIR FORCE BASE, Fla. - An Air Force officer was found guilty Tuesday of raping four men and attempting to rape two others. A nine-member military jury deliberated for about seven hours in Capt. Devery L. Taylor's court-martial. Taylor gave no reaction upon hearing the verdict. Taylor, a medic and the former chief of patient administration at Eglin Regional Hospital, faces a maximum sentence of life in prison. Sentencing was to begin Wednesday. "I am pleased. I am emotional, but I am very, very pleased," said Maj. Kathleen Reder, a military prosecutor. "These men can sit up a little straighter now, I am proud of them," she said of the six victims who testified. Martin Regan, Taylor's civilian defense attorney, declined to comment before sentencing. Military prosecutors described Taylor, 38, as a serial rapist who met men in bars, spiked their drinks with the "date-rape" drug gamma-hydroxybutyrate, or GHB, and kidnapped them. Taylor was charged with t

Ty Too All My Freinds, That Bombed Me!!!
Wann say ty for commenting on my pic.. in the month blast give away.. you guys fuckin rock.. and I really appreciate it alot!!! ty sooo much.. xoxoxoox and here is the pic if you want to come back by to bomb more ty again. :O) Terminator123

2 Days
until my vacation... im so ready !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello
Hello all I just wantted to post a new blog...I wantted to say hello to all on Cherry Tap and hope to make new friends on here...Hope to hear from you all...Come by and add, rate, fan me ok Love to all on Cherry Tap

To My Friends.....
Hey everyone, Just wanted to say sorry that I havent been around much. I have been really busy with work and some other stuff too. Anyway, I will try to be on more now (if anyone cares blah) so to all of those who missed me (oh come on atleast one person has to have missed me) Say hi. Is it just me or is this site kinda slow? I mean, I have trouble loading pages sometimes and its starting to piss me off. I guess thats what happens when you have dial up like me. No, I'm not a cheapo, I just cant get dsl out where I live yet. Ok, I will now shut up and sit here like a moron. Have a good night or morning or whatever it is where you are. =)

Another One That Fits Me!!
You scored as cherry's. Your kisses are sweet and Hot just like cherry's people love bein' kisses by you, just because you bring out pasion, obbsesion and Love when you kiss....You must be a warm and open minded person with a very big heart.cherry's100%strawberry's75%Candy25%taste like tongue13%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

The Leo Women
Leo women are born from July 23 to August 22. They are warmhearted and make excellent wives and mothers. If they overcome their tendency to despondency, there is no limit to their considerable talents. Leo women have birthdays from July 23 to August 22. They are extremely warm hearted and sympathetic. They love their roles as wives and mothers, and often do not seek employment outside the home. When they do, they are far better suited for mental labor rather than manual labor. They seem to inspire hope to all who come in contact with them. For that reason, they are skillful nurses and members of the clergy. By nature, Leo women are very independent and resent being commanded. They have a keen sense of judgment and rise well to the challenge of leadership roles. Leo women can adapt themselves readily to a wider range of circumstances than women of any other sign. They find it more agreeable to plan their work than to execute the details it involves. Like the lion that represents L

Whats Happening Lately With Me.
OK, ALL THIS IS WHAT'S UP WITH ME. I START MY NEW JOB THURSAY WHOO. MORE MONEY, MY HOUSE GUEST WILL BE HERE THURSDAY ALSO. I WILL BE GETTING CT HITCHED TO SOON TO THE VERY SEXY LEVI`YAHOO...INDIANOUTLAW38477 YAH ME. SO THAT WHAT NEW WITH ME AND NEXT TUES ON THE 6TH ILL BE NOTHER YEAR OLDER 31 WHOO ME NOT. LOL LOVE MUCH RAIN, MUAHH.

Whats This... Hockey, You Speak Of?
My favorite hockey player, Ryan Smyth, just got traded to the New York Islanders... I wont watch the Oilers, anymore... Kevin Lowe... YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck hockey, fuck you all, fuck Lowe, fuck caring so damn much

Saddly This One Fits Me A Little To Well.
You scored as White. Your heart is white. You are emotionless and empty. You feel trapped in life and want to be set free, but something is stopping you.... I hope you find your place, no matter what it takes don't give up.White100%Black86%Red71%Blue43%Pink36%Green36%Purple29%Orange14%Yellow7%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Poem 75
RESURRECTION As warmth bleeds into cold As light turns to darkness While my blood freezes in my veins I try in vain to save myself Struggling against the bonds that hold me I remember your life giving love So, with renewed strength, I try again Remembering your angelic smile The touch that so enslaved my heart Now I plead my case to your heart Please come find what's left of me Trapped, imprisoned, tortured I can feel myself slip away Hurry, come find me, save me Bring my heart, soul,and body back to life Keep me in your arms forever Holding me safely and securely for eternity Kiss me once, kiss me twice, kiss me always Your love is sustaining, keeping hunger at bay Bring me home to your waiting arms

Don’t Believe Everything You Read
This has been driving me crazy, don’t believe everything you see on the news. Remember that the media is a business; as much as they blab about the public’s “right to know” they exist to make money. The big man is clear so OPSEC is no longer an issue. Yesterday there was an explosion at the front gate. It killed a lot of people and wounded a bunch more. This is not the first time it happened here, and I doubt it will be the last. However since an important person was here, and I am sure he travels with a press corps, it hit the news very fast. Within 20 minutes it was on one of the 24 hours news stations. Because such an important person was here, they threw in his name to attract more viewers. Even though he was as safe as you can be in this country, they had to throw in his name and say that he was safe. I can’t tell you the levels of security this guy had, mainly because I only know of some of them. So with the severe levels of security, the response time of the people here,

4 A.m.
Yup that's what time it is here. Can't slep so I thought I would pop on here and check out the people who inhabit this place. What else is there to do at this time of the morning? Go to wal-mart and get my shopping done I suppose naaah. That can be done later. LOL well, off to do some other things that need to be done. LOVE YA'LL

Your Actions Speak So Loud That I Can't Hear What You're Saying
•Your actions speak so loud that I can't hear what you're saying. – Unknown •You must be the change you wish to see in the world - Mahatma Gandhi •Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. - Theodore Roosevelt •Cry a river, build a bridge, get over it. •You will never be like the 'Little Engine That Could' if you sit around on your caboose. - Pippy Bilbo •A very wise man asked me recently if I would want to live a hundred years from now in the world left behind by my generation if everyone lived the way I live today? Think about it. -Ray Whiting •Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. - William Arthur Ward •A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. - Sir Winston Churchill

Sex Bunny For You All
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Some More Fun!!
You scored as Marvalo the wizard. They call you the wearwolf, you sold your soul to live for ever, but since satan needs souls you must kill every full moon. you're dark, and you're The wizard.Marvalo the wizard69%Mr.Leach Satan's head vamp.58%Dr.Necrophilia, the Armed mesiah or the AnitChrist55%Worm tthe demon50%Maiden Funerals, the chalice of satan.45%Morfin- the first vampire33%Who is your satanic icon?created with QuizFarm.com

Meant....(poem)
We're meant to be, that's transparent to me. You're even enabled to uncover my soft side. I care, don't you see? At you, starin' for weeks. If it were up to me, we'd be hugged up at all times. Within your smile I've hidden my trials. (& tribulations) About you, words don't define. Our souls been twined. Only I've witnessed the sparklin' force your heart gives off. Able to tell you anything, forever you dwell in memory. Whatever circumstances, count on me to see you through. Feeling pain? Then I'm there to ease and treat the bruise. "Keep it true" goes without saying for us. Sculpted from the same mold, no one came close--It's amazing sorta. Head to toe and inside out, truly a unique, grand piece. Your presence more priceless than giving someone clean antiques. Connected via telepathic link, I fell in past the brink. Love you? Answer for that is automatic, never have to think. -- Snipe and the woman I wrote it for, I'm no longer with...go figure... not her fault

The Sensual Touch (poem)
Your succulent lips melting me soon as ours met The warmth imprints a cascading trance that flours flesh Powder drenches your skin as I begin calmly motioning Moisture builds and fills and spills out openings Slowly whisking aside the many struggles of your day Writings on the wall illustrate the pains being brushed away Sputtered waves make you break the silence, moans escapin' Piercing sounds of pleasure, enhancing my motivation Lotion graising my palms before applying the final touch Climbing your spine to your shoulders that were so tight you jumped Tensing muscles clenching mercilessly, now left relaxed in Comfort once again, and finally endulged in passion Result is alluring, while you're lying still, eyes closed gently And I kiss your cheek, say goodnight and think... so tempting..... -- Snipe

You Can Say That Again- More Words Of Wisdom
°With visions of redemption, I walk against the crowd. °Tomorrow, no one will remember. °Truth is nothing but a feeling that something is true. °There is no comfort in the truth. °Hope is the feeling you have that the feeling you have isn't permanent. ?JEAN KERR °Hope in reality is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs the torments of man. °If it doesn't come naturally, leave it alone. °Everything is vanity. °The truth is only equally as meaningful as a lie. °Truth is relative. °Midnight is where the day begins. °One day I will wake up, and it will all fit together. °Never forget that you are unique, just like everybody else. °Pain is weakness, leaving the body. °Indecision is the key to flexibility. °Poor planning on your part does not create an emergency on my part. °The best way out is always through. - ROBERT FROST °It is better to be a coward for a minute than to be dead the rest of your life. °I always complained becaus

Nights In White Satin
Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters I've written, Never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I can't say anymore. 'cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Gazing at people, Some hand in hand, Just what I'm going thru They can understand. Some try to tell me Thoughts they cannot defend, Just what you want to be You will be in the end, And I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters I've written, Never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I can't say anymore. 'cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. 'cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you.

You Can Say That Again -latin
A cruce salus - From the cross comes salvation Ab/Ex uno disce omnes - From one person, learn all people Ad augusta per angusta - To high places by narrow roads Ad multos annos - To many years!, i.e. Many happy returns! Aut disce aut discede - Either learn or leave Aut viam inveniam aut faciam - I will either find a way or make one Aut vincere aut mori - Either conquer or die Ad vitam - For life Ad vitam aeternam - For all time Dum spiro, spero - While I breathe, I hope. (Cicero) Luctor et emergo - I struggle but I'll survive Melius frangi quam flecti - It is better to break than to bend

10 Rules To Cybersex.....lmao
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

The Leo Personality
The Leo personality is known to be the performer or actor or actress of the zodiac. Leo is a fire sign and their ruling planet is the sun. Leos are usually warm, loving and generous. Their kind gestures comes from their big hearts. Leos can be very attentive to others, and usually shower others with bountiful approval and compliments. Ruled by the sun, Leos possess a lovable, childlike playfulness and a strong need for creative self expression. Leos often have trouble with vanity and pride. They sometimes find it hard to admit that they are wrong. Leos can easily compensate for any failings by their sunny personality, sense of fun and genrosity. These friendly people are ideal partners for social events, parties and long holidays. Leos have remarkable leadership skills, which usually brings them to positions of authority. Leos take charge naturally, they may be mistaken as being bossy. However, they will work hard to fulfill their responsibilities, and they make excellent manage

How Could I Forget To Put Some Rage Song Lyrics Up Here? Lol
"Wake Up" by Rage Against the Machine Come on! Uggh! Come on, although ya try to discredit Ya still never edit The needle, I'll thread it Radically poetic Standin' with the fury that they had in '66 And like E-Double I'm mad Still knee-deep in the system's shit Hoover, he was a body remover I'll give ya a dose But it'll never come close To the rage built up inside of me Fist in the air, in the land of hypocrisy Movements come and movements go Leaders speak, movements cease When their heads are flown 'Cause all these punks Got bullets in their heads Departments of police, the judges, the feds Networks at work, keepin' people calm You know they went after King When he spoke out on Vietnam He turned the power to the have-nots And then came the shot Yeah! Yeah, back in this... Wit' poetry, my mind I flex Flip like Wilson, vocals never lackin' dat finesse Whadda I got to, whadda I got to do to wake ya up To shake ya up, to break the structure up 'Caus

Another Ct Wedding
Mandy & Xero CT WeddingPimp My Profile | View Show | Create Your Own Your invited to the CT Wedding of Mandy and Xeromancer666 this Friday March 2nd. It will be broadcast LIVE on Cherry Rock FM @ 9pm est. Come and join in the fun and to congratulate the Happy NEW CT Couple. Music Codes - MySpace Layoutscustomized bulletin by ~Mystikal~

Momentuum (poem)
The distant clicks of time ticks slowly Mind's of the hopeful scarcely roaming Surrounding surface tarnished yet glowing Adrenaline incapacitated and haulted from flowing The air amidst the area's thin Cold winds wisk by within a flinch Sanctity and serenity weeded out and beaten Compassion and morality defeated by a heathen Intense screams like movie theatre horror Disarmed from a once laminated armor Left to bathe in crimson, soaked in pain Stained sadistic and choked since that day Flashbacks haunt the soul in torture Darkness bright in a black heart growing softer Frame of mind badgered, splattered with water colors How quick things get blurry when the rain clusters --Snipe

The 10 Rules For Cybersex....lmao (repost
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Just For Fun
You scored as Armand. Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really areArmand75%Marius50%Dracula50%Lestat33%Akasha33%Angel33%Blade33%Spike33%Louis25%Deacon Frost17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Got Beef?????
OK. OK. OK. I SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE HERE THAT HAVE BEEF OR ISSUES WITH OTHER USERS ON HERE, THEN BULLETINS ARE POSTED ABOUT IT. WELL I'M HERE TO TELL YOU, IF YOU ARE GOING TO POST A BULLETIN ABOUT YOUR BEEF AND ASK FOR OTHERS TO BLOCK THAT PERSON I ASK THAT YOU SHOW ME PROOF OF SAID BEEF NOT JUST SOME TYPED OUT STORY OF ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. (I.E. SCREENSHOT) IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THAT ASK SOMEONE. DON'T CUT AND PASTE YOUR SHOUTBOX CONVERSATION IT DOESN'T SHOW ANYTHING. JUST REMEMBER ANYONE CAN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT SOMEONE GET YOUR LINK AND POST IT IN A BULLETIN. SO FOR NOW ON PLEASE POST SOME PROOF. THANKS BTW THIS IS NOT PROOF: JDoe:Whats up? ->JDoe:Not Much JDoe:Cool...You're a homo!!! JDoe:I hope you die.. Anyone can do that......

The Stars Of Britney Spears
2/28/2007 Hello Dr. Turi’s readers: My name is Samantha and I work for Dr. Turi, I am also one of his top students. I received a lot of requests for Dr. Turi to investigate Britney Spears’ U.C.I. (Unique Celestial Identity) and he asked me to do so for his readers. Realize that there is so much more information than what you will read about her next and only a Full Life Reading performed by Dr. Turi would really reach her and I did my best to explain a little about her fate through her stars. Why do we call celebrities stars? Because we look up to them? Yes, possibly. Because they shine so brightly? Maybe. Well I like to think we call them stars because they give us perfect examples of how the real stars manifest in our lives, for better or worse. Why is it that everybody who’s anybody in the media has their birth date information available to the public? So we can send them cards and know what year to put? Happy 61st Birthday, Bush! Ha! Not likely! These famous people or “

Chicago
Chicago was great...I met alot fo really cool people ...chilled with Kane Hodder for a minute and Ari Leehman took time to tell me about his band and new flix...Christie Hemme KEPT coming over to talk to me (well kept running into one another and we both had a table at the convention) I have really good news but I want to wait until THEY announce it before I do...but I assure you..its taking me to the next level..I'm so happy

Spotlight
Well.... I guess I always did want to be in the Spotlight. ;p I remember a family member of mine blogging about the spotlight a while back and how it sucks because the bids have gotten so high that most peeps can't bid. I remember agreeing with him, and I still do. But it's still fun to win. This reminds me of the only time I ever bid at an art auction and won the piece of art I wanted. My cousin let out a whoop and I must admit that I let out a big "Hoooray!" I was really really excited about the artwork I was taking home.... but the moment of actually winning was a big rush. This isn't quite the same... I don't get to take anything home and put it on my wall. And I actually have to look at my own face all day long (and don't argue with me about this, I don't care if you LOVE to look at yourself) which no one likes unless they're Narcissus. But I just keep coming back to that old tried and true.... I sure do like winning. =)=)=)

Life & Love Decisions Ain't Fuckin Easy Baby!
I have been faced with a lot of life and love decisions as of late. My head and my heart weighed down by controversy, uncertainty, fear, not wanting to settle. I suppose this is normal. I have been reaching into the deepest part of me, trying to find my way in this craziness. There have been many winding turns. Some not so easy. A few things I'm sure of, a few I'm not. But one thing is for sure, I know that I'm seeing that beautiful light at the end of the tunnel. A far eastern light that has been warming the very soul that has troubled me for so long. I need to get out of this tunnel, so I'm going to let that light in. I'm going to relish in it's warmth. I'm going to turn on my heart for the good of me for a change. My obligations to myself will remain true. I am not changing, just growing again. There will be some heartache. This I know. I don't wish to cause any, but it is inevitable. I can't avoid that and I am deeply sorry. I don't want to create pain, but, this too, is in

Why
We live in a world of so much pain and we fester and feed on others pain instead of trying to soothe them in their dark moments i may not like brittney spears but shes a person it jus seems like everone is taking her pain as a show of entertainment instead of a moment where she needs help not the gawking eyes of millions or the court dramas over dead stars or the war thats going no where but more filled graves people come on and wake up wake i say and stand up for some moral decensy its a time in life we all need to help heal we need to seek how to better our ways and our beings but no it keeps going on and all i can ask is why but i keep faith that one day many more voices will spring forth from the shadows of doubt fear and pain and ask the same question of why it jus takes one to start it all

One Of Those Nights
yep its one of those nights or early morning now where sleep just won't come to me so i sit here at cherry tap at 4:30 in the morning venting and whining ........ knowing that in a couple of hrs i have to be up again and will need a lot of energy to get through tomorrow grrrrrrrr don't ya just hate nights like this ..... oh well guess i should go lay down and try some more perhaps try reading again see if it helps this time

Make-up Is For Females Fuck-face
OK it's been a long time since i've been fuckin pissed enough to write one of these things. For fuck sake I walk into a gas station to get a goddamn candybar, see an American Flag on a magazine and think 'fuckin-A I love my country' and I smile, happy times are had by all. Fuckin door opens, two emo-goth faggots walk in, one had about 6 pounds of peircings in his face, I got problem with peircings so he didn't bother me much. But the chunk of shit next to him is what caught my eye. Some pale fuckin douchbag was actually out in public in a GODDAMN SKIRT with pink and black socks. to top it all off he had fuckin black lipstick smeared half way up his cheaks and so much goddamn eye-liner on it looked like his mom got knocked by a racoon. Does this little fuck not have parents and if he does are they coke addicts? Hippies? Liberals? Cousins? French? Do we really want this fuckin emo trash reproducing? I think we should bring back natural selection. Any male who likes to put on make-up

Am I The Only Bald Fucker Here ?
OK i understand I have no hair, I shave the shit off so I'm aware of the Goddamn situation. But it never fuckin fails some brainless fuck-tard with the IQ of a chicken nugget makes a bald joke. Is it that goddamn funny, does the back of my head say " laugh is you can see my scalp". Granted most of this shit is from brainless fuckin rednecks who spout off "Git-R-Done" 500 times a day like its gonna bring the second comming of christ. I mean fuck, do you really think my hair style is funny with that "my Dad and Mom are cousins who like to fuck in the toolshed" look on your face, cause that mullet and can of Skoal are bound to keep the ladies moanin Cleatus. Why the fuck am I more pissed now that I've vented? What I wouldn't give for 15 fuckin minutes of amunity and a goddamn ballbat. ‡KRUM‡

Arthur Schopenhauer
A man can do what he wants, but not want what he wants. Arthur Schopenhauer A man's delight in looking forward to and hoping for some particular satisfaction is a part of the pleasure flowing out of it, enjoyed in advance. But this is afterward deducted, for the more we look forward to anything the less we enjoy it when it comes. Arthur Schopenhauer A man's face as a rule says more, and more interesting things, than his mouth, for it is a compendium of everything his mouth will ever say, in that it is the monogram of all this man's thoughts and aspirations. Arthur Schopenhauer After your death you will be what you were before your birth. Arthur Schopenhauer All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident. Arthur Schopenhauer Almost all of our sorrows spring out of our relations with other people. Arthur Schopenhauer As the biggest library if it is in disorder

Martin Heidegger
A giving which gives only its gift, but in the giving holds itself back and withdraws, such a giving we call sending. Martin Heidegger Agriculture is now a motorized food industry, the same thing in its essence as the production of corpses in the gas chambers and the extermination camps, the same thing as blockades and the reduction of countries to famine, the same thing as the manufacture of hydrogen bombs. Martin Heidegger As the ego cogito, subjectivity is the consciousness that represents something, relates this representation back to itself, and so gathers with itself. Martin Heidegger Before considering the question that is seemingly always the most immediate one and the only urgent one, What shall we do? we ponder this: How must we think? For thinking is genuine activity, genuine taking a hand, if to take a hand means to lend a hand to... the coming to presence of Being. Martin Heidegger Being and time determine each other reciprocally, but in such a mann

Nicolas De Chamfort
All passions exaggerate; and they are passions only because they do exaggerate. Nicolas de Chamfort Celebrity is the advantage of being known to people who we don't know, and who don't know us. Nicolas de Chamfort Change of fashion is the tax levied by the industry of the poor on the vanity of the rich. Nicolas de Chamfort Contemplation often makes life miserable. We should act more, think less, and stop watching ourselves live. Nicolas de Chamfort Conviction is the conscience of the mind. Nicolas de Chamfort Do you think that revolutions are made with rose water? Nicolas de Chamfort If it were not for the government, we should have nothing to laugh at in France. Nicolas de Chamfort Living is a sickness to which sleep provides relief every sixteen hours. It's a palliative. The remedy is death. Nicolas de Chamfort Man arrives as a novice at each age of his life. Nicolas de Chamfort Most anthologists... of quotations are like those wh

Saying Those 2 Little Words
Everyone makes mistakes in our relationships. Most of us apologize at one point or another over something that may be trivial or pivotal. But sometimes “I’m sorry” just doesn’t seem to be enough. Here are some creative ways to apologize more effectively: 1. Say it with flowers. Many people, especially women, enjoy the beauty and fragrance of fresh flowers. The next time you goof, order a bouquet from your florist or pick your own for the person you’ve wronged, and see if they don’t speak volumes on your behalf. Roses are a nice choice, as are seasonal blossoms of many types. But your significant other may prefer a planter. If possible, find out before ordering. 2. Write from the heart. If emotions are too intense for a face-to-face apology, send a note, email, or letter. Write neatly, or if you type your message, use an attractive but readable font. Keep it short and sweet as well as sincere. Offer a simply-stated apology and let nature take its course. Avoid excuses, blame, or d

Francois De La Rochefoucauld
A refusal of praise is a desire to be praised twice. Francois de La Rochefoucauld A true friend is the greatest of all blessings, and that which we take the least care of all to acquire. Francois de La Rochefoucauld A wise man thinks it more advantageous not to join the battle than to win. Francois de La Rochefoucauld Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires. Francois de La Rochefoucauld All the passions make us commit faults; love makes us commit the most ridiculous ones. Francois de La Rochefoucauld As it is the characteristic of great wits to say much in few words, so small wits seem to have the gift of speaking much and saying nothing. Francois de La Rochefoucauld As one grows older, one becomes wiser and more foolish. Francois de La Rochefoucauld Before we set our hearts too much upon anything, let us examine how happy they are, who already possess it. Francois de La R

Andre Maurois
A happy marriage is a long conversation which always seems too short. Andre Maurois A successful marriage is an edifice that must be rebuilt every day. Andre Maurois An artist must be a reactionary. He has to stand out against the tenor of the age and not go flopping along. Andre Maurois Business is a combination of war and sport. Andre Maurois Conversation would be vastly improved by the constant use of four simple words: I do not know. Andre Maurois Growing old is no more than a bad habit which a busy person has no time to form. Andre Maurois If you create an act, you create a habit. If you create a habit, you create a character. If you create a character, you create a destiny. Andre Maurois If you value a man's regard, strive with him. As to liking, you like your newspaper - and despise it. Andre Maurois In literature as in love, we are astonished at what is chosen by others. Andre Maurois Lost Illusion is the undisclosed title o

Voltaire
A company of tyrants is inaccessible to all seductions. Voltaire A witty saying proves nothing. Voltaire All men are born with a nose and ten fingers, but no one was born with a knowledge of God. Voltaire All murderers are punished unless they kill in large numbers and to the sound of trumpets. Voltaire All styles are good except the tiresome kind. Voltaire All the reasonings of men are not worth one sentiment of women. Voltaire An ideal form of government is democracy tempered with assassination. Voltaire Anyone who has the power to make you believe absurdities has the power to make you commit injustices. Voltaire Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung. Voltaire Anything too stupid to be said is sung. Voltaire Appreciation is a wonderful thing: It makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well. Voltaire As long as people believe in absurdities they will continue to commit atrocities. Voltaire Beh

Here's What's Going On. . .
Hello to all of my dearest friends. No I didn't forget about you! Things have been so hectic lately with me saying goodbye to all of my friends and spending quality time with them for the last time for a while. I've just been so busy!!! I've also drowned myself in packing. I NEVER wanna move EVER AGAIN! Anyhow, if you need me just e-mail me.:-) fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams@yahoo.com for those of my friends that don't have it.

Simone De Beauvoir
All oppression creates a state of war. Simone de Beauvoir Buying is a profound pleasure. Simone de Beauvoir Change your life today. Don't gamble on the future, act now, without delay. Simone de Beauvoir Defending the truth is not something one does out of a sense of duty or to allay guilt complexes, but is a reward in itself. Simone de Beauvoir I am incapable of conceiving infinity, and yet I do not accept finity. Simone de Beauvoir I tore myself away from the safe comfort of certainties through my love for truth - and truth rewarded me. Simone de Beauvoir I wish that every human life might be pure transparent freedom. Simone de Beauvoir If you live long enough, you'll see that every victory turns into a defeat. Simone de Beauvoir In itself, homosexuality is as limiting as heterosexuality: the ideal should be to be capable of loving a woman or a man; either, a human being, without feeling fear, restraint, or obligation. Simone de Beauvo

Plato
A hero is born among a hundred, a wise man is found among a thousand, but an accomplished one might not be found even among a hundred thousand men. Plato All men are by nature equal, made all of the same earth by one Workman; and however we deceive ourselves, as dear unto God is the poor peasant as the mighty prince. Plato All things will be produced in superior quantity and quality, and with greater ease, when each man works at a single occupation, in accordance with his natural gifts, and at the right moment, without meddling with anything else. Plato Apply yourself both now and in the next life. Without effort, you cannot be prosperous. Though the land be good, You cannot have an abundant crop without cultivation. Plato At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. Plato Attention to health is life greatest hindrance. Plato Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle. Plato Courage is a kind of salvation. Plato Courage i

Epictetus
All philosophy lies in two words, sustain and abstain. Epictetus All religions must be tolerated... for every man must get to heaven in his own way. Epictetus Be careful to leave your sons well instructed rather than rich, for the hopes of the instructed are better than the wealth of the ignorant. Epictetus Difficulties show men what they are. In case of any difficulty remember that God has pitted you against a rough antagonist that you may be a conqueror, and this cannot be without toil. Epictetus First learn the meaning of what you say, and then speak. Epictetus First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do. Epictetus For it is not death or hardship that is a fearful thing, but the fear of death and hardship. Epictetus Freedom is not procured by a full enjoyment of what is desired, but by controlling the desire. Epictetus Freedom is the right to live as we wish. Epictetus God has entrusted me with myself

Socrates
All men's souls are immortal, but the souls of the righteous are immortal and divine. Socrates An honest man is always a child. Socrates As to marriage or celibacy, let a man take which course he will, he will be sure to repent. Socrates Be slow to fall into friendship; but when thou art in, continue firm and constant. Socrates Beauty is a short-lived tyranny. Socrates Beauty is the bait which with delight allures man to enlarge his kind. Socrates Beware the barrenness of a busy life. Socrates By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. Socrates Children nowadays are tyrants. They contradict their parents, gobble their food and tyrannise their teachers. Socrates Employ your time in improving yourself by other men's writings, so that you shall gain easily what others have labored hard for. Socrates False words are not only evil in themselves, but they infe

Epicurus
A free life cannot acquire many possessions, because this is not easy to do without servility to mobs or monarchs. Epicurus Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And when it does come, we no longer exist. Epicurus Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for. Epicurus I have never wished to cater to the crowd; for what I know they do not approve, and what they approve I do not know. Epicurus I never desired to please the rabble. What pleased them, I did not learn; and what I knew was far removed from their understanding. Epicurus I would rather be first in a little Iberian village than second in Rome. Epicurus If God listened to the prayers of men, all men would quickly have perished: for they are forever praying for evil against one another. Epicurus If thou wilt make a man happy, add not unto his riches but take away

Aristotle
A great city is not to be confounded with a populous one. Aristotle A true friend is one soul in two bodies. Aristotle A tyrant must put on the appearance of uncommon devotion to religion. Subjects are less apprehensive of illegal treatment from a ruler whom they consider god-fearing and pious. On the other hand, they do less easily move against him, believing that he has the gods on his side. Aristotle All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsions, habit, reason, passion, desire. Aristotle All men by nature desire to know. Aristotle All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind. Aristotle All virtue is summed up in dealing justly. Aristotle Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy. Aristotle At his best, man is the nob

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My Friend Needs Your Help..plz
Hey There ! *Could you please help my friend out? He is in a contest for the "Best CT License" *ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE BY CLICKING ON THE PHOTO BELOW ! RATE! Thats it...only takes a minute of your time. *This is NOT a comment bombing contest. *Comments are optional. ~He works hard at these licenses and ask for nothing in return. Please give back the kindness he has given to others~ :)

Sartre
A lost battle is a battle one thinks one has lost. Jean-Paul Sartre Acting is a question of absorbing other people's personalities and adding some of your own experience. Jean-Paul Sartre Acting is happy agony. Jean-Paul Sartre Everything has been figured out, except how to live. Jean-Paul Sartre Fascism is not defined by the number of its victims, but by the way it kills them. Jean-Paul Sartre Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you. Jean-Paul Sartre Generosity is nothing else than a craze to possess. All which I abandon, all which I give, I enjoy in a higher manner through the fact that I give it away. To give is to enjoy possessively the object which one gives. Jean-Paul Sartre Hell is other people. Jean-Paul Sartre I confused things with their names: that is belief. Jean-Paul Sartre It disturbs me no more to find men base, unjust, or selfish than to see apes mischievous, wolves savage, or the vulture ravenous. Jean

Kierkegaard
Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom. Soren Kierkegaard At the bottom of enmity between strangers lies indifference. Soren Kierkegaard Boredom is the root of all evil - the despairing refusal to be oneself. Soren Kierkegaard Concepts, like individuals, have their histories and are just as incapable of withstanding the ravages of time as are individuals. But in and through all this they retain a kind of homesickness for the scenes of their childhood. Soren Kierkegaard Don't forget to love yourself. Soren Kierkegaard During the first period of a man's life the greatest danger is not to take the risk. Soren Kierkegaard Father in Heaven! When the thought of thee wakes in our hearts let it not awaken like a frightened bird that flies about in dismay, but like a child waking from its sleep with a heavenly smile. Soren Kierkegaard God creates out of nothing. Wonderful you say. Yes, to be sure, but he does what is still more wonderful: he makes saints o

Nietzsche
A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. Friedrich Nietzsche A great value of antiquity lies in the fact that its writings are the only ones that modern men still read with exactness. Friedrich Nietzsche A letter is an unannounced visit, the postman the agent of rude surprises. One ought to reserve an hour a week for receiving letters and afterwards take a bath. Friedrich Nietzsche A pair of powerful spectacles has sometimes sufficed to cure a person in love. Friedrich Nietzsche A subject for a great poet would be God's boredom after the seventh day of creation. Friedrich Nietzsche A woman may very well form a friendship with a man, but for this to endure, it must be assisted by a little physical antipathy. Friedrich Nietzsche After coming into contact with a religious man I always feel I must wash my hands. Friedrich Nietzsche Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent. Friedr

Freud
A belligerent state permits itself every such misdeed, every such act of violence, as would disgrace the individual. Sigmund Freud A certain degree of neurosis is of inestimable value as a drive, especially to a psychologist. Sigmund Freud A man should not strive to eliminate his complexes but to get into accord with them: they are legitimately what directs his conduct in the world. Sigmund Freud America is a mistake, a giant mistake. Sigmund Freud America is the most grandiose experiment the world has seen, but, I am afraid, it is not going to be a success. Sigmund Freud Analogies, it is true, decide nothing, but they can make one feel more at home. Sigmund Freud Anatomy is destiny. Sigmund Freud Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise. Sigmund Freud Children are completely egoistic; they feel their needs intensely and strive ruthlessly to satisfy them. Sigmund Freud Civilization began the first time an angry person c

What The Feck
What the feck,, bye bedrocker What the feck was i thinking, She has a smile of a angel, Someone who was sent to protect me from the darkness, Her lips as red as a ruby, Picked from the deepest part of the ocean, From the depth of her soul, Becomes a light of a shadow, A shadow of misery, From doom of eternity, A soul that was once no more, What is the feck going on? My angel is no more, The shadow is gone, Clouded by mystery, What was once on earth, is now gone forever, All because i told her, I loved her soul.

Friends
Are we friends are we not you told me once but i forgot so tell me now and tell me true for i can say im here for you of all the friends i ever met your the one i wont forget so are we friends are we not you told me once but i forgot so tell me now and tell me true for i can say im going to heaven and wait for you

Lost
She would have battled the heavens just to feel one touch Her soul would have gladly sacrificed itself just to see him smile Her gifts gave her insight Her energy felt his pain As she returns to the shadows a single tear does fall Perhaps if she had only found her voice Her would be her who now calmed his growing fears An her love which soothed his pain A sigh escapes as she glances back to him once more To loose that which you have never had is a fate worse than death itself To a heart which longs to love Nixy

Seeing What Is As It Is...
WELL... SECOND BLOG NOW!! I KINDA LEFT A COUPLE PEOPLE IN THE DARK ABOUT THIS. HELL.......WHO AM I KIDDING? I LEFT A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE DARK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. THIS IS WHY I SAY THAT KARMA PLAYS A BIG PART IN LIFE. TO THOSE WHO DO BELIEVE IN KARMA, NEVER LET THAT FADE AND THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN KARMA, SHOULD!! BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN "WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND" I'M NOT HERE OR THERE TO PLAY GAMES ANYMORE. I WAS LOSING HOPE IN LOVE.....AND THAT'S SAD, REAL SAD!! BECAUSE, I LOVE LIFE AND WILL NEVER EVER LOSE LOVE AGAIN. I BELIEVE IN SOUL MATES AND I PROBABLY ALWAYS WILL..... IS THIS A CHILDISH THING? IDK.... THAT'S NOT FOR ME TO DECIDE..... NEVER HAS BEEN, NO MATTER HOW IN "CONTROL" I THOUGHT I WAS(EVERYONE SLIPS UP) AND IT'S LIKE I WAS TOLD TONIGHT...... I'M FINALLY SHOWING THAT I'M HUMAN JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS STRONGER THAN THIS. ALWAYS!!! I WAS ONE TO DO IT ON MY OWN.... BUT, NOW... COMING TO THE REALITY, THAT I CAN'T CONTROL LIFE..

New Poem
TORN APART All I ever wanted was someone To catch me when I'd fall All I ever needed was someone To love me whole heartedly But I made so many mistakes Now I'm in a clod and lonely place It's so dark and confining Did I die? Or am I still alive? I can no longer make sense of it Whenever you held my hand You were really holding my heart Never believed I could live Never thought I could love Never knew it was all so sweet I'm now in exile, away from love Never lving, never dying, always in between Now I am the Rose Of Hell Pick the right path, I unlock the door In my terror, I scream for you My heart bleeds for you My soul aches for you So desolate and torn apart inside Where do I go? What do I do now? Can someone help me?

Time After Time
Always thinking of you, wondering how you are, hopeing you are happy, wishing you was not so far, I've laid awake so many nights, with you crossing my mind, thinking of the things we shared, how did we cross this line? I always make the same mistakes, I geuss I'll never learn, same actions lead to same outcomes, Time After Time... Ozzy Osbourne - Time After TimeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

A Change Of Pace Fer A Little
Well everyone I wanted to let you all know i am healing up well and doing pretty good. Its springtime here and nice warm weather. Hopefully we're done withj the cold drizzley weather till this fall. One canonly hope. Well as most of you know, i'm a gunsmith, been so fer about 11 months or so now. But before that i use to do constrction with my father fer years too on and off. Well work has been kinda slow, so me and Dad have picked up a rather neat job renovating a old church right down the road from us that was estabilshed back in 1895. Thats back when they built em to last. Most of the wood in the framing of this church was from the original conctrution back in 1895. Its amazing to see the amout of craftmanship spent they did back then, without any powertools of any kind. Thats back when folks took real pride in thier work, exspecially for thier church. Nowadays you can go to alot of shody jobsites here all across the country and see the difference in the type of pride taken in the

What Is Love???
A group of professionals posed the following question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds: "What does LOVE mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined: °When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca- age 8. °When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy- age 4 °Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari- age 5 °Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy- age 6 °Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri- age 4 °Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny- age 7

A Crow's Poem
MY DEAD LOVE MEANT EVERYTHING AND MUCH MORE I LOST ALL DIVINE HOPE TO SEE HER AT MY RESTING PLACE I VOW GRATITUDE TO THE CROW THAT GAVE ME LIFE ONCE MORE AND KNOW I WILL BRING DEATH TO THOSE WHO TOOK MY ONCE LOVE I LEAVE BEHIND A ROSE FOR........ THE CROW

Drinkers' Fault Finding Guide
Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; shirt front is wet. Fault: Mouth not open when drinking or glass being applied to wrong part of face. Solution: Buy another pint and practice in front of a mirror. Continue with as many pints as necessary until drinking technique is perfect. Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; beer unusually pale and clear. Fault: Glass is empty. Solution: Find someone who will buy you another pint. Symptom: Room is spinning. Fault: Somebody is spinning your barstool. Solution: Vomit on person doing the spinning. Symptom: Feet cold and wet. Fault: Glass being held at incorrect angle. Solution: Turn glass so that open end is pointing at ceiling. Symptom: Feet warm and wet. Fault: Loss of self-control. Solution: Go and stand beside nearest dog. After a while complain to its owner about its lack of house training. Symptom: Lap cool and wet. Fault: Drooling on yourself. Solution: Change position so that y

This Is Very Disturbing News
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After

Political Correctness
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERS ION." And saving the best for last!!!!!!!!!! 6. It's no

The Family Life Is Fun!!
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Cruel & Unusual Punishment When You're Sick Is....
watching the American Idol and wanting so much to sing along to some songs.... and... your own voice cracking because you have a severe sore throat!! Auuugghghghgh..... Hopefully, it will be cured by Wednesday evening since it is the girls' turn then and they are liable to really be putting on a hoppin' show. The guys have been good, but nothing in comparison to the girls; the guys really need to "step up the game" like one of the last guy singers said as he was on the stage because the girls really are very good. Well, the American Idol has more promise in being excellent than my throat does in being cured by then. At least, I can have some wishful thinking while I sleep and medicate my throat throughout the day -- right????

Thank You
I just wanted to express thanks to all those who have and will show me love in my time of need. I want to go ahead and express how thankful i am for each and everyone of u. The next few days are goin to be very stressful and i dont know if i will have time to thank each one of u individually for ur kindness. Much love in my time of need, Melissa GRANDPA GEORGE U R MISSED GREATLY AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U!!! OUR MEMORIES WILL CARRY ON WITH ME THE REST OF MY LIFE....U WILL NEVER B FORGOTTEN!!!

Looky Look
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Grandma`s Boyfriend
GRANDMA'S BOYFRIEND > > A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one-day. Playing with his > toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, > "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to > heaven?" > Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom > and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and > the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend. > "Grandma turned on the TV and the reception was terrible. She started > adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she > started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. > The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, > and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is > your Grandma home?" > The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her > boyfriend." > The minister fainted!!!

Race To 10,000 Comments!
Thats right! All that is needed is 10,000 comments. I have 1 at the moment and am behind by 800+. I'm hoping that with the contest slump I have been in lately, I can win this one. I'm asking all who read this to please help. I have helped many, and if I haven't helped you yet, PM me the link and I'll get to it. I'm about returning favors, so if you help me, I'll help you! Same goes the other way too. If I have helped you, then return the favor and help me. Here is the link... Thank You All in advance for your support. :) Mike

Home Depot Scam Beware
Subject: Home Depot Scam.... A "heads up" for those of you who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you! Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot.You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen November 4th, 9th, 10th,

Foreplay
Function and effects Psychologically, foreplay lowers inhibitions and increases the emotional comfort of the partners. Physically, it stimulates the process that produces an erection in men, allowing them to penetrate an orifice. In women, it helps stimulate the process that leads to erection of the clitoris and the production of vaginal lubrication, allowing penetration to take place comfortably. In men and women foreplay is considered the precursor to orgasm, NOT the precursor to penetration of an orifice or preparation for penetration. No set of partners, regardless of gender or number, have to penetrate or be penetrated to constitute the sexual act to which foreplay leads. [edit] What constitutes it Whether an act constitutes foreplay depends on the intent. If no intimate sexual acts are intended, foreplay-type actions are often classified as flirting or, in colloquial terms, being "touchy-feely". Foreplay is often subtle in its initial stages. Even before the partn

Fractal Showcase. Slide Show Advertisment
Fractal art prints, canvases, mouse pads, mugs, ect. Are available to purchase at http://www.feveredsoul.deviantart.com/store Also, I will create custom fractal Works for use on websites and profiles. Custom Fractals that are made with the intention of being printed will be submitted to Deviant Art and you and the purchaser will pay me directly and in advance. I will then arrange for the print to be made and shipped to the customer directly from Deviant Art. Check the slideshow below to see examples of the Fractals for sale now. | Click to Play Now Shop directly online at http://www.feveredsoul.deviantart.com/store contact information for me is available on the storefront.

I Said Listen Damn It!!!
AIGHT MY TUNES ARE PLAYING NOW, HOPE YOU LIKE. ENJOY AND LEAVE FEED BACK, AND OR REQUESTS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND BIZORED!!! THE RAWK!!!http://freepowerboards.com/digitalmix/portal.php

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex, I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantiliner had a bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: Staying active during y our period can relieve cramps. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead...I triple-dog-friggen-dare-ya... See what happens and report back. I'll wait. While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I garan-friggen-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. Staying active will relieve headaches & cramps...well guess what, the only activities t

Why Do We Notice Differences
In our society, we define ourselves by the differences we see in other people. We notice how fat people are or how tall someone is in comparison to ourselves. In this crazy world, we try to makes sense of reality by comming up with stereotypes about other people, races, and cultures. Why do we care so much about what other people think of us? If u r one of those people who say I don't care what other people think u r a big fat liar. It may not be to the same extent as others but everybody wants people to think a certain way about them. Whether u want to portray yourself as a thug or gangster, conservative or liberal, white or black, everyone cares on what the next person thinks of them. What is detrimental to our society is that people hold stereotypes of entire groups. For example, black people like chicken our white people can't dance. No one is exactly the same as another person. When we stereotype we are doin damage to society

Marriage In Parts
Marriage (Part I ) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wif

The Time Has Cum
Not exactly what you're thinking from the title... but I thought it was easier to write this as a blog than to try to tell so many different people individually. Part 1 - I officially have a new home in Ohio as of yesterday. I've been down here in Ohio for a week looking for jobs and places to live.. and atleast one half of that search has been successful. So yes, I am finally moving back home, back to shitty ole Dayton, Ohio, USA... the birthplace of aviation... the southwestern shithole.. take your pick. But it is home. I will be surrounded by family, and be near a great hospital for the kids. For my Michigan and Canadian friends, if I never got a chance to meet you, I am sorry. If I DID get a chance to meet you, I am sorry that I am leaving. But, unless further instructed, my CT account will remain... so I will always be here to chat with; though over the next few weeks not as often as I used to. Gotta do all that packing and moving bullshit. Part 2 - Some of ya may have cau

Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Yourself?
I have a pretty scary background... I am tempted to write it out but i dont want to scare all of you away. So i will tell you ahead of time, that I am living proof that a shitty childhood doesnt mean a shitty adulthood... ill start small, and add things as we go along... when i was small, my dad was embezzeling oil from the states into canada without paying federal tax, and we lived like millionaires for a long time. I even was driven to school in a limo. Life was pretty good at the time, took the limo everywhere, got to go all over ontario to different theme parks and bring my friends, and watch movies on the ride home. Then one day my dad 'went to visit his sister' for 9 months... and my mom got really annoyed at me as i was coming into the age where i didnt want to listen to her... I was a bad kid. I ran away a couple times, told the neighbors my mom asked me to ask them to give me rides places... I scared my sister, cousin and neighbor by forcing them to watch IT and then

My End Thoughts Of The Day...
I think some people only add me to see my NSFW pics.That is stupid and I think I'm gonna take them down. I think some people rate and comment almost every one of my pics because they think I'm gonna do it back.I'm not gonna. I wish people were honestly honest.I know that is never gonna happen. I think people underrated the movie Clerks 2.Cuz I seriously thought it was the bomb. I also think I was wrong about the new Evanescense album, its not that bad.I said it was sucky without actually listening to it.. and while it is trendy and not original at all in the way it needs to be for me to love it.. I do actually like one song. Also, I realized that I despise seeing the word "hunnie" used in reference to me.Some may think that is cute, I do not.

Leave The Pieces
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't want to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go You can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Leave the pieces when you go, oh, yeah Leave the pieces when you go Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah

Why Waste Time To Hate. I Got Better Tings To Do :d
yey i just dinged lvl 68 last nigth :D one lvl a day =) /cheer ooh ooh big news... im finally gonna move our from Joakims place =) yey no longer live with my ex ;) happy happy gal. gonna share an apartment with my dear old firend Tomas in the big city of Stockholm :D YEY STOCKHOLM!!!!!!!!!! i always wnated to live there .. now i am :D also gonna go visit my cousin Åsa in canada.... oh and yes she and her husband just moved to Edmonton -.- weolll WTF why hide my rpetty face... :P lets have sum fun :D atleasti moved on :) just read about someone who havent yet :D still as aggro :D not my problems anymore :D i tryed my best ... atleast i dont waste my time to Hate :P welll while im in Ednomton im gonna visit Jason, Jason and Lennon while im already in canada... migth grab my inlines and go ride with Jim in Chathamn aswell :D im going all over the place... :D im also gonna go visitmy brother and my firend Jonas in Oslo soon aswell :D just take the train there really cheap :D

My Sign
Taurus (April 20 - May 20) --Don't tease them. It will only piss them off. Taureans are realists. If you say that you are horny: Prepare to be fucked. Taureans are heavy indulgers, though. All forms of indulgence: Sex-drugs-wine-food...whatever their vice may be: they simply cannot get enough. They do not believe in moderation. They will fuck until they are sore. Taurus likes to have sex just for the sake of having sex. What they lack in originality, they make up for in stamina and endurance. Okay...so they may not be into bondage, okay? But they WILL lick you until you have at least three orgasms or until you pass out...whichever comes first. Taurus uses their tongue for EVERYthing...and I mean that. They love to lick people in whipped cream, alcohol, chocolate, flesh and candy???Bring it on! Caution: They are looking for a relationship so be kind to them. They also have a BIG wet thing for scent. Sometimes they don't want a lover to bathe before sex. Or you may find them shaggin

I Hate Men Who Make Me Feel Like This
i know there are so many things i want to say if i'd let myself have the balls to say them. i know i'd tell you just what i felt, but then again, i'm done wasting my energy. there are so many bullshit lies you've told that i don't know what's real. there are so many things i wish were right that i'll never open my mouth to you again. i'm so done hearing what i wanted to hear. what i wanted to hear was the fucking truth. but you're incapable of honesty... because you want a piece of me. i hope your next lover leaves you in ruins. i'm just gonna sleep it off.

To Let Go
To Let Go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To Let Go is not to cut myself off, it is the realization I can't control another. To Let Go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To Let Go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To Let Go is not to try to change or blame another, it is to make the most of myself. To Let Go is not to care for, but to care about. To Let Go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To Let Go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To Let Go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but! to allow others to affect their destinies. To Let Go is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To Let Go is not to deny, but to accept. To Let Go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To Let Go is not to

Another
Here's the rules Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow

Another
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Face? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some Face? []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we make love to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Questioner
How old do i look? [] Pre-teen 11-12 [] Early teens 13-15 [] Mid-teens 16-17 [] Late teens 18-19 [] Early twenties 20-23 [] Mid twenties 24-26 [] Late twenties 27-29 [] Early thirties 30-33 [] Mid thirties 34-36 [] Late thirties 37-39 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Would you rather.. [] Do me Or [] Date me Do I have pretty eyes? [] Yes [] No Do you like my body? [] Yes [] No [] I dont care. Am I.. [] Okay [] Hott [] Sexy [] Cute Would you rather.. [] Makeout [] Cuddle [] Go out Would you give me your number? [] Yes [if yes leave it ( ___-___-____ ) [doesn't necessarily mean i'll use it] [] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [] Yes [] No

Die Fucker Die
=== 'THIS IS WHY IM HOT!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-27 21:28:35'.. > > I just added another link to this because it is major important that every one of you read up on this topic and get educated... > > Because I can tell you right now every one of you has now been personally affected by this crime. Because you now know someone that you each have spoken to at least once if not many times that was a victim of this very same thing and you never even knew it did you? > > Along with many of you have friends on your friend list that seem like the sweetest of guys. Charming funny helpful and understanding. Only thing is the side he don’t show you which is he abuses his girlfriend or wife. One minute he’s helping you bomb the hell out of you photo and then he says brb. His wife who you didn’t know he had has just come home from work five minutes late and she needs a fast lesson taught to her before she’s allowed to cook him dinner. Then he’s back on line with you bo

Sadly
i'm learning how to be quiet more and more by the day. one of these days, i'll explode... pieces of me raining over what used to be a life worth living. i've never been the silent type, more like the foghorn... the one who opened her mouth and said everything she thought, or felt. and now i don't want to. i'd rather be alone than fake happiness. sit at home with no one to see, no one to love, and feel confident that i would never be hurt again. that i'd never be lied to again... but i'm sure i'll be sweeping up the pieces when i finally lose myself... and i'll stay alone for myself... because i never know who's being truthful.

My Thoughts For Tonight
WELL LETS SEE, LAST WEEK AND THIS PAST WEEKEND I WAS SICK WITH THE FLU/NEUMONIA, AND OVER THE WEEKEND HAD TO MAKE A 340 MILE ROUND TRIP TO GO GET A PICKUP OF MINE THAT IVE NOT SEEN SINCE JUNE 06, I DID TAKE A PIC OF IT AND POSTED IT. I LET THE DAMN DODGE GO BACK SO I CAN KEEP THIS I HAVE , I LOVE CHEVY'S BETTER, I AM STILL WORKEN 2 JOBS SO I CAN STAY BUSY, AND HERE IN ABOUT 3 WEEKS I'M GOING TO BE BUSY EVERY SAT NITE HELPING MY SON RACE AND WHO KNOWS I MIGHT EVEN GET ME A RACE CAR AND RE-START RACING MYSELF, I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT LEAVING CT CAUSE FOR ONE I JUST DONT HAVE TIME NOW BUT I HAVE MADE A BUNCH OF NEW FRIENDS ON HERE AND I DONT WANT TO LOOSE ANY OF YOU BUT IF I DO DECIDE TO LEAVE I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR SURE AND ONLY IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH ME SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYEN SO AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY CELL # , DURING THE DAY I CAN TALK FOR SURE CAUSE I WEAR MY BLUE/TOOTH BUT AT NIGHT IM TOO BUSY UNTILL I GET OFF, I HAVE REALIZE

A Few Things
well one yippeee leveled up...which means more pics!!! ha ha ha like I dont have enough two if you listen to my song and look at my icons I have one of Stewie dancing...it looks like he is dancing to it. and three my kitty (my fat orange one) is very sick so if something should happen I wont be on for a few days.

A Lil Bio About Me As The Submissive
Hello girl is 27 years old she lives in Cleveland Tn . she has a 4 month old baby boy who was 2 months early, the dad is not in my life or hardly in the babys life either. my sons name is logan. girl has been into the lifestyle for 8 years but being submissive is who she is and who she has always been. girl has yet to find a Master who can control her completely so she is still looking for that special one who can do that.. girl is not owned but dont know that she is looking either but if it happens it happens , you never know what can happen. girl wants a Master who she can feel His control through His touch. see it in His eyes, Hear it in His voice one who will love her and care for her and treat her the way she should be treated.. girls hard limits as of now are: no scat no animals no dead people no minors no hooks or hanging from skin lol does not like humuliation she is not into poly at all if You want to know more then pls ask

Dirt Off Your Shoulder ~ Linkin Park
[Mike Shinoda] When I pretend everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you always wanted to see When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay I'm just (trying to bend the truth) I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be, so I'm (Lying my way from you) [Chorus: Jay-Z] If you feelin like a pimp nigga, go and brush your shoulders off Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off Niggaz is crazy baby, don't forget that boy told you Get, that, dirt off your shoulder [Verse One] I probably owe it to y'all, proud to be locked by the force Tryin to hustle some things, that go with the Porsche Feelin no remorse, feelin like my hand was forced Middle finger to the law, nigga grip'n my balls All the ladies they love me, from the bleachers they screamin All the ballers is bouncin they like the way I be leanin All the rappers be hatin, off t

Placebo ~ Slackerbitch
It echoes in my brain I didn't mean it pulses through my veins I didn't mean it I'm the one to blame I didn't mean it did too much cocaine I didn't mean it. Slackerbitch, faghag, whore looks real cute, her lips are sore slackerbitch, faghag, whore always comes back for more Your memory will fade I didn't mean it you've always had it made I didn't mean it I know you feel betrayed I didn't mean it I just wanted to get laid I didn't mean it Slackerbitch, faghag, whore looks real cute, her lips are sore slackerbitch, faghag, whore always knocking on my door You come across impure I didn't mean it you're goddamn immature I didn't mean it you act so insecure I didn't mean it you hate me now I'm sure I didn't mean it Slackerbitch, faghag, whore looks real cute, her lips are sore slackerbitch, faghag, whore dripping sex from every pore slackerbitch, faghag, whore looks real cute, her lips are sore slackerbitch, faghag, whore such a motherfucking

Rough Sex Facts Lmfaooooooo
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differe

Flame Of Life
WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB IN THE MARINES. I WOULD PRAY FOR WAR AS MY DRILL INSTRUCTORS TOUGHT US. NOW I'M OLDER AND MORE WISER AND PRAY FOR PEACE.AS MY HEART HAS TOUGHT ME. FOR IT BREAKS MY HEART WHEN ANOTHER BROTHER ARMS IS LAID TO REST.FOR HIS OR HER FAMILY TO NEVER SEE AGAIN. TO HOLD, TO SMILE AT, TO GIVE A WARM KISS TO. TO LIVE ON WITH THE PAIN OF THER LOSS.I LOVE MY COUNTRY BUT MY GOD PLEASE STOP THE KILLING.TILL THE WAR ENDS ALWAY FATEFUL. SEMPER FI. OOHRAH

Joke
The Wife stays home a house wife. The husband comes home from work wife asks honey can you fix the toilet husband says what the fuck do i look like the roater rooter man? Next day husband comes home wife asks honey can you fix the washer husband says what the fuck do I look like The maytag repair man. Next day husband comes home everything was fixed so he asks his wife honey who fixed this and how much did it cost? Wife says well the nieghbor guy fixed it and i either had to give him a blow job or bake him a cake. Husband says well what kind of cake did you bake him? wife says what the fuck do I look like Betty crocker?

Things To Ponder
1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things. 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor.... 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization. 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. 6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. 7. What if there were no hypothetical questions? 8. If a deaf person swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? 9. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? 10. Is there another word for synonym? 11. Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?" 12. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? 13. If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages? 14. Would a fly

Thats Fucking It
I'm Raise the bull shit flag on this one Thats it! I have been called racist for the last time. This shit will end now; I'm not gong to put up with it any more. I guess I should stop and fill everyone in on whats going on first. I work a job that requires me to wear a uniform and enforce rules/policies. Im a white man from the mid west working in a pardonably Hispanic and Black area of Los Angeles. So when I have to do the enforcing part of my job, and its a minority that Im talking to, Im suddenly accused of being a racist. (A white man in a uniform with a mid west accent is an easy target). Thats right, you dont know how many times I have been told your only talking to me because Im Black. Well, he only said that because Im white. If it had been a black man talking to him he would have responded differently. Im pissed off about the whole idea that it is okay to be racist as long as it is towards a white man. I use to work with this older black gentleman. We were sitting aroun

Nin ~ Thats What I Get
Just when everything was making sense you took away all my self-confidence now all that i've been hearing must be true I guess I'm not the only boy for you but that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get how can you turn me into this? after you just taught me how to kiss you i told you i'd never say goodbye now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get why's it come as a surprise to think that I was so naive maybe didn't mean that much but it meant everything to me that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get that's what I get

Join My Shit Or Die!!!
AIGHT YOUR HEARING MY RANDOM ASS MUSIC. SO DO ME A FAVOR GO THE WESITE BELOW, REGISTER YOUR NAME, COME INTO THE CHAT ROOM AND TALK, OR HIT UP THE FORUMS FOR REQUESTS OR TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVE MY SEXY ASS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND NEKKID TO BOOT!!

Today
Well, it have been a few weeks since I have written anything...and considering that a lot has happened these past few weeks, I can actually say that things are finally going well. For one, I have a new job and this is the 5th week of training actually. I work for a company called "West Corp" and I am a Cingular Wireless Customer Service Rep". Kind of neat huh? The hours kind of suck but at least I am making a decent pay check for once. The only problem I have though is not being able to see my kids as much as I want to. For now I get the weekends off, so this is okay. Second, I do plan on going back to school in possible May...that is a plus. And Third, everyone is wondering when I will move out of my parents house....well, this week I am moving to my new place...hoorah! It is a two bed one bath apartment with fireplace and ummm, walkin closets...I love that the most...at just $495/month. I do not know how I was able to pull that off but i was able to do it somehow. I guess

Terminated (polite Way To Say Your Fired)went To Work Last Friday
Went to work last Friday..Make a long story short the boss chose to terminate my employment. In a way it was a big relief. Now the realization that I'm now jobless set in really sucks. Depression is bangin hard on the front door of my brain. I now understand how people feel that have been in the same job for years and boom it's gone. What really bites is I don't have a clue of what I'm going to do.

Where To Begin...
the feel of warm arms wrapped around me, the feel of love surrounding me, warm breath on my skin, how do i begin.... kissing gently, touching hesitantly, my lips tasting your skin, where do we begin... your fingers caressing, my breath distreessing, your hands lost in my hair, boy this is where.... you make my body writhe, i ache to have you deep inside, my hips arching madly, you know that you have me, i feel tingles across my skin, oh yes, this....is where we begin

Contests And Bulletins On Ct
so i just deleted a few people because they post messages in the bulletins like "omg, im leaving" and "this is so sad, must read" ect ect. only to have me open it and its some fucking lame attempt to get me to vote for them in some contest. for real, thats pretty fucking stupid. now i know i dont talk to anyone much, so it probably wont matter that i removed them from my friend list, and im sure after reading this a few more will also delete me because im speaking out against their precious contests. i love looking at boobs as much as the next guy, probably more, but those bulletins are REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING. omg im going to move up a level, wtf. sorry if i offended any of you hard core contest junkies out there, feel free to delete me, no hard felings but a few of my friends actually post good bulletins id like to read without having to filter thru all the rating boosting contest junk.

Clairvoyant Diease
Outside shell is strong - confident But slowly eats away Like a man plagued with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep... And I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from And you sit there and do nothing You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide when you're living to die Stuck alone inside your head, better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house, no one's around. Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from But in my life, I wanted more, I needed more, I taste more

=)
So deep, it’s lost To get it back is the dream For to long To many tears There is nothing left Dig deeper It has to be there Just find it There has to be something left You can’t give up What if there is, and we think there isn’t? It could be the last chance Then what? You stop, and walk away Just try No just do Find it It’s there I promise I saved a piece for you It was my secret You didn’t know No one did If you look You will find it Move around You’ll see it Right in front of your eyes I can’t give you hints I know where it is It’s my information I have to keep it from you You’ll know why once you find it You’ll feel it It’ll be all yours For you and only you My heart

Twin Sister And Her Boyfriend
OK 2 ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS!! :)) I'M POSTING A NEW BLOG ENTRY!! :)) MY TWIN SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND JUST SIGNED UP 2NITE!! YEAH!! :)) ANY WAY I WAS HOPING THAT ALL OF U COULD PLEASE HELP THEM OUT AND RATE THEM A 10 AND EVERYTHING!! :)) THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!! :)) BTW HER USER NAME IS his#1girl and his is cruzin69!! :)) thanxs again everyone!! :))

I Want A Man Who.. (2)
Will -Tell me im the most beautiful woman in the world -Is ok just going to a bar and having a few beers -Likes cuddleing on the couch during a movie -will leave it with just the movie no sex -but will try to make a move once and awhile- -will cook if I do the dishes -holds my hand in public -will come with me to a night club -has a job -has plans for the future -is emotionally supportive -is cute!! -is "all there" -has short term abitions -wants to get married in the future -open a door to the movies -open a car door -be open with me about their feelings and thoughts -doesnt mind if i pay for dinner -not complaine about my music -WHO LOVES ME FOR Me ~~~~~~ -has an exucation -will come with me to the GoodSpeed Opera House for a show once every few months -wants kids eventually -will give me my dream wedding -just wants to talk once in a while not do anything just sit around and talk -Is fine with all my medical issues and pains -gives a great back rub!

Good Bye Cherry Tap And Friends
well another deployment and yes its iraq. i leave tommrow, and well as even i for the 4th trip am going back i still am a lil scared as we all are the night b4 we ship out. I will hopefull have my net and b posting pix and news about the war and myself wile im there so u can keep up. If any of u want me to write u wile im over there then contact me and reply and ill do so . Hope i find u all well when i return. If i dont make it then thank u for the fun and the great friends.

~whatz Good?~
wassup muh peoples? if yall havent herd im moving into muh first house..yay!! im tryin to get furniture(cant spell) damn clevland public schools..lol but anywayz..ive been workin muh ass off and tryin to get everything painted so i can move in..muh roomiez r talkin bout next week we should bee in..all u clevelanders..jus so u kno i kno sum1 who does really good tattoos for really good prices..so i u wanna get sum ink holla...ill hook it up. i appreciate all enquries. need picz or anything to see his work jus hit me ur email and ill send them over...i got picz on here, he did all muh work..but enouf with that shit..i was so pissed today..muh work wanted me to work a double and i was feelin sick so i jus was like fuck it..im goin home.. plus i gotta work like 2 or 3 doubles..not sure bout tomorrow..but def thursday and friday..so if u hit me up and i dont get back right away thats why. plus 5 people here u never know, whos on the computer when i get off. but im kinda tired and im gonna g

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Who The Fuck Gave My Brain A Pickax?
My head hurts so bad I feel like I might throw up. I honestly think it's because I haven't eaten much today and had quite the workout in soccer class (2 hour long class). Don't worry, I'm not on some crash diet; I am going to have to remember to pack a lunch on Tuesdays and Thursdays, because school from 7:30am-2pm, then having to shower and be at work by 3pm doesn't leave much time to eat. Needless to say a mini french bread pizza and some ritz crackers with peanut butter is not enough (and my head is now pounding that message home quite literally). I'm eating a sandwich now, but I think it's probably too little too late. Maybe I'll just skip homework tonight and take my sleeping pill the doctor gave me for my poison oak and attempt to forget that my brain is trying to escape from my skull using a pickax.

13 Reasons To Smile
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? A good friend will come and bail you out of jail...but, a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Wow...that was fun!" I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in sc

Ok, Ok
I know i said i updated regularly, and i have not been. Fifty lashes with a wet noodle for me. But first someone has to have the balls to try it, cause i am a biter. LOL. Anywho, not much is going on, i have been seeing a lot of good posts, which is pleasing. I just got off work about 2 hours ago and have been sitting around on my arse doing nothing. I did eat two sandwiches, which were yummy, they were lo cal by the way, need to lose a few pounds so i can get into my speedo. I want to thank anyone who is talking to me or at least letting me know they are still alive by posting things. Those of you that wished to be added then fly away, well, stop being dorks and talk to me. I am semi interesting, and you can ask any of those that i do talk to that my area is pretty much "hit-on free". Though i do like to flirt, but who doesnt? I have almost no restraining orders and no longer have to see my probation officer. I am now also allowed sharp objects since my therapy sessions are over(th

Short Poem
spending my time searching searching far deep inside for all the answears why! why i have done the things i have done or better yet why i haven't haven't done the things i should have! feeling the way i do without even knowing why nobody else can answear this question of why searching for self freedom breaking the chains of self dismay dreaming and awaiting this day! searching for when when i will be set free free from my hearts burning pains! katrina jefferys

Child Like Faith
CHILD LIKE FAITH From: Chris A couple of summers ago, my 4 year old grand daughter went sailing for the first time. I was in a hurry to get to the boat. I'd forgotten to slow down for my grand daughter. Skylar was busy peering into the water below to look at the fishes swimming by the dock. Wait for me, Skylar said. So to are we so busy with our lives. We don't take time to take in the beauty that's around us. We want what we want now! I was in a hurry and it took my 4 year old Skylar to remind me to slow down. The little things in life we sometimes tend to ignore. I paused for a bit and looked at the fishes swimming under and around the dock. To make my little one happy before, we headed off for the boat. How often we rush through life and never slow down to enjoy the tender moments with our loved ones. As I grow older and realize just how important time is, I say a little prayer. Dear Lord, let me make the most out of each day you give me. Let me have faith in you. Let m

What Do You Do...
When your best isnt enough? My sister woks her ass of to support her husband and 2 kids. Mind you her best is 15 hrs a week and her husband just had his hip replaced and he cant work- But what do you do when shes working her ass off and everyone else here is doing what they can to contribute I dont work Ill admit it! I 21 years old divorced and living at home again not working- But im not working really untill i find out about my disability if im going to get it or not- And if i do work it hurts my disability case- I dont want a free ride, but i dont want to go to work every day afraid of blacking out and everything! If i fall at work, im 5'10 and that floor is not a good landing area! WE all at my dads house are supporting her and trying to help her the best we can- If she cant afford her rent dad lets it go- but its adding up! The electricity is going to get shut off in a few days if no one comes up with the 480$! i dont know my valume is kicking in i gotta lay down ill post

Finally!!!!!
So for those of you that don't know me, I have been out of work since January 2nd. It really really blows! Well I started a new job today and even though it's not what I really wanted to do, at least it's work. So hurrah for me!!! LOL!! Just wanted to share with y'all! Oh and a special thanks to the special cowboy that believed in me that I could find a new job soon. MWAH to him!!!

The U In Jesus
The U in JesUs BeforeU were thought of or time had begun, God even stuck U in the name of His Son. And each time U pray, you'll see it's true You can't spell out JesUs and not include U. You're a pretty big part of His wonderful name, For U, He was born; that's why He came. And His great love for U is the reason He died. It even takes U to spell crUcified. Isn't it thrilling and splendidly grand He rose from the dead, with U in His plan? The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew, and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U. When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension, He felt there was one thing He just had to mention. "Go into the world and tell them it's true That I love them all - Just like I love U." So many great people are spelled with a U, Don't they have a right to know JesUs too? It all depends now on what U will do, He'd like them to know, But it all starts with U. Will U pass it on

Come Here
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You Were
you were born on dec 29 1994 you were so precious to me you were the light of my life and everyone that knew you you were here for such a short time you are saverly missed my sweet dear baby girl IN LOVING MEMORY OF JULIA KRYSTYN LEIGH

Friend/love Thoughts
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is

I Can't Stop!
have you ever gotten into a discussion with someone and you just had to keep going??? I did that just a few minutes ago. I'm on a discussion website and a topic came up and I just kept writeing and responding and I couldn't stop. I had to make myself get up from my computer just so I would... I was so mad. Anyway just had to vent so I wouldn't go back and keep typing!

Wow Here We Go Again
What is it with men do they like to push our buttons to see how far we will go??? Do they want to make us get up and leave??? Do they really care or is it easier to have a piece of ass waiting at home or a built in baby sitter??? Well hell if I know and hell if I want to find out. Im getting so sick and tired of all men trying to tell me what to do or how to do it or how to feel Im ready to swear em off once and for all I would like some guys imputs on this let me know what are women supposed to expect out of a man and what the hell do men expect out of a woman leave a comment and as long as its not to nasty I will leave it up so that us women can really understand a man lol so go ahead and comment away I cant wait to see how most of the men on here respond to this and men be truthful dont try to feed us any bull crap because most of the men on here are only here for one thing and most women aint gonna feed into ur sobby feelings unless we really know you and what kinda guy you really