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Family And Friends
in 3 months time i have last my dad and my 1st cousin tim. its been a bitch for me .. my dad was a successful lawyer in joplin missouri and my cousin tim was a dozer operator. its hard to really let go of the tears cause when yu watch somone die in front of you it does unreal things to you ... yu try to understand why hes letting go and he says *it will be ok chris* .. but its not ok ... i never told my father how i felt i did things to my family that were stupid. so this blog is for my family ... BOTH SIDES IM SORRY .. AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ..

Who???
who will I be loving?The one who loves me the most Who will I be kissing?Only one person. Who will I be making love to? The one I should be with of course, Who is he?You ask? A name is not relative. There is a right one who,...For everyone It is up to you,to find them.

Lame
man do i miss certain things such as my man! now i know i still have em so that makes no sence, but, i miss the newness of a great sex fling, but it wears away, i mean me and my man have GREAT SEX, but the heat is wearing, i dont know,lol

Only In America :
IRON MAN COMPETITION ONLY IN AMERICA : Only in America .....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ! Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless ju nk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America .....do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .. Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women

Cutie Train (repost)
TAG UR IT! THIS IS THE CUTIE TRAIN IF U RECIEVE THIS IT MEANS UR A FREAKIN HOTTIE...AND UR OH SO CUTE.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN HOTTER... SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE.. ..IF U BREAK THIS CHAIN UR GOOD LOOKS WILL B GONE...GOODLUCK...... --------------------------- --------@@@@@@@ -----@@@@@@@@@@ ---@@@@@@@@@@@@ --@@@@@------@@@@@ -@@@@@-------@@@@@ -@@@@@-------@@@@@ -@@@@@--------------- -@@@@@--------------- -@@@@@--------------- -@@@@@--------------- -@@@@@-------@@@@@@ -@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@------@@@@@@ ---@@@@@@@@@@@@@ -----@@@@@@@@@@@ -------@@@@@@@@@ -------------------------------------- --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@-------@@@@@@ --@@@@@@----@@@@@@@ --@@@@@@@-@@@@@@@@ ---@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@ -----@@@@@@@@ @@@@@ --------------------- --@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ --@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ --@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

Him, Depeche Mode Cover.
1988, in Finland. A band decided to do Depeche Mode's "Enjoy the Silence" (Above) It isn't as good as the original, but rarely are covers as better than originals. But I have to hand it to HIM, they did an alright job. Below is the original version of Enjoy the SIlence.

What It Means To Love A Soldier
Sorry this is long but it is SO worth it. This represents my life! What it means to love a soldier! She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to her husband, a US Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, paper, stamps, sunscreen eye drops, baby wipes, and Twizzlers. He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the Twizzlers. There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending smiles, hope, love, and just a touch of home. People look around at the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort in knowing they are not alone. Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast food galore, and, of course, "Loans, Loans, Loans". This is a life that includes grocery store shopping at a place called the Commissary. A life that has her venturing to the

A Few
Your favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:Where’s the beef? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com you will get laid at a wild drunken party You will get laid at a wild drunken party. You enjoy the feeling of alcohol, maybe a little too much. You prefer to get laid when you and your partner are feeling at least a little tipsy. So, let the good times roll and open a case of Bud at the next party you attend. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Wonderful Conversation...
Tap chat, so read bottom to top: ->arclaith: And that is a universal language. ->arclaith: No, I just have taste. arclaith: excuse my english,, r u lesbian? ->arclaith: I see I have been unclear with my big "NO". arclaith: so? u r not interested? ->arclaith: On a curious note, how often do these lines work? Because I may need to be more disturbed about my fellow females than I already am... arclaith: u have camera? here is so late, and i want u more tha nevery other thing ->arclaith: Well, honey, Yahoo isn't going to do all that much for me, so you may need to do some more trolling around tonight. arclaith: and if i want with u? and for u? arclaith: and i f i d want with u? and for u? ->arclaith: I am certain you know how to have a lot of fun with yourself. arclaith: no, i want u in yahoo to have fun with me.. ->arclaith: And the second part of that comment is "...to send me some delicious cookies." correct? arclaith: i want u

A Man To Honor
-- A Winston-Salem police officer who was shot in the face Friday morning while responding to a call at a local bar has died. Meanwhile, the search continues for a culprit. This is a tragic loss for the family of Sergeant Plouff and our police family. We ask that you keep Sergeant Plouff's family in your thoughts and prayers at this difficult time," the police department said. Authorities said the shooting occurred at about 2 a.m. as Winston-Salem police officers arrived at the Red Rooster Club in response to a call for help from Forsyth County sheriff's deputies. Deputies were working off-duty security there when several fights started within the club and spilled outside. Amid crowds of people outside, shots were fired and one struck the officer. "As soon as the fight broke out, they turned off the music and turned on the lights," witness Miguel Cuadra told WXII 12's Angela Pellerano. William Bruce and his friends said they were stuck inside during the melee and we

Self Pity Or Needing Help!!!
Self pity You're feeling sorry for yourself. Why is that? What will it get you? Mainly, what it will do is aggravate the problems you already have, and deepen the despair you're already feeling. But go ahead and feel sorry for yourself for a moment. Experience the feeling of being a victim. Take that feeling and hold it in your hand. Close your fingers around it. Grip it tightly. Then open your hand and look at it. You'll realize that it is not you. It is something you're holding on to. Your self pity is something you've chosen to experience. You can just as surely choose not to experience it. You can just as easily choose to let it go. So do it. Let it go. Let that experience of feeling sorry for yourself drop away from you. It's a useless artifact of your past, so abandon it. Put the energy it was previously consuming toward more productive purposes. Use it to move yourself toward where you desire to be. Either you can choose to keep reminding yourself of what's bad about

Hand In Hand
Hand In Hand by Blue Wolf Laying underneath the stars, on a warm and silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me and everything feels right. You kiss me just so softly I feel your gentle touch. You make me feel protected underneath the night sky’s rush. My world is oh-so perfect There’s nowhere else I’d rather be, But laying underneath the stars, Hand in Hand, just you and me.

Passionate Purity
His hands on her skin Setting it on fire Spending time on those spots That build her desire His fingers roaming Giving her pleasure Not stopping Till he gets her treasure He kneels before her Tasting her sweetness His tongue pleasing Bringing her completeness Her body squirms Her legs split He hears her moan As he fingers her clit Feeling her wetness As his fingers slide Making her beg To have him inside Knowing she’s close He slows his slide She groans at his tease As he smiles with pride Teasing her more Her tit in his mouth Begging and pleading For him to slide south Her fingers find His manhood waiting Grasping his cock Passion she’s creating Unable to wait He grasp her hips Lowering her down Parting her lips He groans allowed She takes him inside So hot and so wet Its easy to slide Moaning with pleasure Music their making Both fires burning Bodies start quaking Plunging deep Her juices are flowing His need for he

The Bouncer Maffia Do It Again
I really went through a great effort to take these pictures. I created a card with my screen name and user name, I place my screen page in the back ground and took the best pictures I could all on my own, but it was not good enough since the background was not showing... I assume that is what happened since the assholes didn't even care to tell me exactly what was wrong with the picture, they just sent the impersonal rejection note. I send them a very nasty comment, which I doubt they will care to read, but if I am no longer here tomorrow you will know why. See my pictures for yourself on my default folder and judge, thank you for listening to my angry rambling, Carlos

It Pissie'ss Me Off That I Send 2 Peaple 2 This
cherry tap's ,&, I don't get aknoledgement 4 it exsept that I get chewed out 4 going 2 fast on rateing picture's ,franklly who give's a fuck do u want an rateing then my comment's ,or, comment's 1st then rateing ., I mean goddanm who care's aslong as u get a great rateing 2 ,4 fuck sack's.

A Not So Close Family
A not so close family I have 3 sisters and 3 bothers and a step sister and step brother! But yet I feel like an only child, alone and wanting attention! I know im an adult with my own kids but I feel left out and deprived of any closeness with my many siblings! I was 8 yrs old when my mom and step dad had my sister Sarah (who is now 17)! Then 10 months later came Samantha (now 15)and 4 yrs later David! (now 12) All I can remember when I lived back home was that I babysat them, ALL the time! So I was more of an authority and role model figure than a sibling/friend! I've been out of the house for almost 8 yrs and they're still there going through the Jr High/High School yrs! It was like they had two sets of families! I love them and am hoping to grow closer as they become adults and the age gap disappears! My Dad and ex step mom had my brother Steve also when I was 8. Only saw him a few times growing up! Then when my Dad remarried my current Step mom she brought her 2 kids

Okay Day
I reckon today was a okay day . I left in till about 9:30 am which is unusual for me because I am usually up around 8 am and go downstairs around 9 am after going to the bathroom and getting dressed. But today it felt good to sleep in a little longer. Me and my husband had to go to Wal-Mart again today , LOL yes I live at Wal-Mart. Then I had to work from 1:00 Pm-7:00pm it went pretty smooth one of the clients cut out coupons for me , did her house keeping and she baked cookies as a special activity today .The more she stays busy the more clam she stays through out the day. While the second client made a cake for her work for tomorrow . I also helped one client cook dinner. I had the other client taking her shower and helped wash her hair also . The girls are getting use to me being here and have learned that I am the one in charge. I am really like working with these special wonderful people. This coming up weekend will be my last weekend I work every weekend. I will be able to

Invitation
In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials

Wow What A Change!!
I remember the day "lost Chery" (as i still refer to this place as) reached it's 20,000th sign up, my fiance Matmoo and i were always watching the numbers going up and up thinking how popular this place was becomming and who would have thought the members would be at such a high level..it's amazing!!! What happened to the time when everyone one knew everyone? It's grown so much that as i watch the online cherries scrolling across my screen, i don't recognise anyone, it's great to see this place with so much success but sometimes i wish for the old school days to be back again. With all that said i hope to meet any new cool, exciting, interesting and most of all crazy people that may come my way...i'm loud in all the ways that count and hope to hear from someone soon. byeeeee xxx

Sometimes I Wonder
Sometimes I Wonder Sometimes I wonder How it would be If there were no you And there were no me. Without you in my life I would surely die; You mean that much to me I could never lie. I do believe that God above Created you for me to love; And if we go our separate ways I'll think of you till my dying day.

26 Feb 07 - Monday
26 Feb 07 - Monday 0280 Constantine the Great Roman emperor (306-37), adopted Christianity 1807 Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Portland ME, poet (Hiawatha) 1899 Charles H Best Maine, physiologist/co-discoverer of diabetes treatment (Insulin) 1913 Irwin Shaw US, novelist (Rich Man Poor Man) 1932 Elizabeth Taylor London, actress (Cleopatra) violet eyes 1934 Van Williams Fort Worth TX, actor (Green Hornet, Tycoon) 1935 Mirella Freni Modena Italy, lyric soprano (Madame Butterfly) 1940 Howard Hesseman Salem OR, actor (Dr Johnny Fever-WKRP, Head of Class) 1948 Eddie Gray rock guitarist (Tommy James & Shondells-Crystal Blue Persuasion) 1954 Neal Schon rock guitarist (Journey-Open Arms, Bad English) 1957 Adrian Smith heavy metal guitarist (Iron Maiden-Aces High) 1980 Chelsea Victoria Clinton Daughter of Bill & Hillary Clinton 1526 Saxony & Hesse form League of Gotha (league of Protestant princes) 1801 Washington DC placed under Congressional jurisdiction 1803 Great fire in Bom

A Joke Chris Said To Me
Ok so after I cooked dinner chris came upstairs while I folded laundry and said mama i gotta joke for you, and I said ok. and he says to me knock knock,and You have to reply with who's there. so he said knock knock again and I replied again and this went on about 5 mins, and he then said mom and I said yes, and after the final who's there he said I love you for putting up with my knock knock jokes. It was very cute. and then I had to put one of my long sleeve shirts on him and tie the arms around him like a mini straight jacket and tickle torture him. and said nooooooooo more knock knock jokes today, so then the lil shit said ma..maa..guesss what and i said... im guessing your gonna run before the claw comes out to tickle torture you again :D when he was a baby.....

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1967 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US President Johnson and Soviet premiere Aleksei Kosygin agree not to let any crisis push them into wore Thurgood Marshall is sworn in as the first black Supreme Court justice The first home microwave is released by Amana Dave Matthews, Kurt Cobain, Liz Phair, Vin Diesel, Julia Roberts, and Anna Nicole Smith are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Green Bay Packers in Super Bowl I Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup Disney's The Jungle Book and The Graduate are the top grossing films One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez is published Paul McCartney announces that all four members of the Beatles have "dropped acid" For the first time, Jimi Hendrix sets his guitar on fire during a concert in London Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band is released The first issue of Rolling Stone magazine is published The FCC orders that cigarette ads on tele

Seven Steps
The Underground's seven step program, and support group for Smoking Cessation. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cold Turkey is the way to go. If you live with someone else that smokes, kick em out, or leave. Don't drink, but if you do, see step number 6. Give, and/or receive, lots of oral sex. I can't ever recall breaking from oral sex to have a smoke. Next time you feel like lighting up, slam your dick in the door. Rest assured, this will definately kill that craving for a cigarette. When an overwhelming urge for nicotine hits you, stick a finger, or two, firmly up your ass. Note: This may not work for all women, nor most gay men. If you do light up again, simply kill yourself. This works everytime. If you follow these 7 simple steps, it is guarenteed your smoking addiction will cease. Check out these testimonials: ~ I used to smoke 3 packs of cigarettes a day. Now I just run around with a couple of finge

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes and tellme you love me. I will tell you the same without a blink. Look into my eyes and youll see all the love I have for you. Look into my eyes and see that im still falling. Close the space between us and i will hold you while looking into your beautiful blue eyes. Look into my eyes and youll see the fire that still burns white hot for you. I love you so muh I cant wait to stare into your beautiful blue eyes, and bare my very soul to you. Stare into my eyes as I stare into yours so maybe the fire will cool off when i fallinto the ocean that are your eyes. Stare into my eyes while I bae allmy secrets to you my love, and you bare all of yours. I will stare deep into your beautiful blue eyes and tell you that I love you, and youll know ill never get tiered of telling you that.

I Won The Contest :)
I won Mizz Hipz n Bootyz contest. Thanks to her for holding the contest and awarding the prizes! Thanks especially to everybody that helps with the comments! Here are the names of some of the people that I saw helping, let me know if I missed you! Ninalita WildChyld No Absolution Balie imSusanShocks ~Dawn~ Deb NAN Night Angel CollegeKitten SouthernGal Baby Girl saphire fzxbarmy Crazzy lil MILF BrattyBytch SEXY MOMMA Tanya Saspanda ShyInArizona Lady of KAOS TNBrnEyedGirl cataine Shash Nicky Char Blue Eyes FOXY Liberty B&A family Thunder and Serenity LALA the dixie lollopop luxgood BadKitty loboshewolf roses31 reeses panda o2Snuzz B

It's Been A While
So I haven't exactly been on this lost cherry thing recently. Or well, now it's called CherryTap. Whatever. Same thing. The last time I was on here, I had a boyfriend who was also on here but since then we've broken up. I was a bitch to the guys who would write to me and no girls even wanted to go there. But now I'm willing to be more open minded about the people on here. So if you want to talk to me then send me a message or a comment. Whatever floats your boat. Well, I'm out. Peace, Carrie-cunt

Lestats Family
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you.You can be most assured we will......So step on over to the newest and growing to be the largest families on Cherrytap.......Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Emanon,Bludragan,Gothic Rose,Rebel Bitch and Lost.

Think About It
What you speak and think about, you bring about! Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body,your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your very thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs. If you keep talking about a divorce or break up in a relationship, then you might end up with it. Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more po

Warning Hacker
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one > AND fast

Whoa Wierd...
I just applied to become a suicide girl. Kepp ur fingers crossed for me! I did it cuz it seems like it would be fun, is not the pathetic main stream modelling and thats why im interested. I wanna do something like that before its too late, I want some awesome pixx of me, nude ones, underwear ones, u name it I just want the opportunity to get myself out there. So yeah, ill letcha know if I hear anything, from what I hear it can take a while to hear anything. Just wish me luck lol

My Love Is Deeper Than The Skin
Your worries are about when my love. Seek no more you have found the best, the center of my loveis not shallow hun. On your beautiful face I rarely see a grin. I was lucky enough to see that beautiful grin on your beautiful face though. That is on of the things I miss the most. Im so happy that you know thatm love for you is deeper than the skin, but it feels like you haveforgotten. I dont know if you walk with your head down, have you noticedthe beautiful sky above? My love for you isstrong like steel, not tin, im happy you knowmy love for y is deeper than the skin. For whatever you dislike about yourselftoday is weak and foolish, you truely are beautiful. Only a fool would disagree with this, and im so happy you know my lovefor you is deeper than the skin. Whatever you hate my love will balance, nothing negative lies in my mind, only u do hun.

Memorial Tribute
Through this media I am inviting all family, Friends and fans to view this tribute for my son David he was taken from this plain of exsistance into the here after on November 21st 2005 In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials

Let's Get Something Straight!!!
Lately I've had people either add me or just chat with me who seem to think that all bald guys stand for the same thing. For the official record, I AM NOT RACIST OR INTERESTED IN JOINING YOUR PATHETIC WHITE POWER GROUP!!!! I think these groups and people who are a part of them have severe psychological issues and need to be cleansed of the ideas in their heads. If you, by chance, made my friend list do the right thing and remove yourself.....or ID yourself to me so I can remove you myself. I stand for the freedoms of EVERY person in this country regardless of race, sex, nationality, or other differentiating factor. Unfortunately, this means for you as well. So, if you want to get mad, go ahead. But I will not be associated with anyone participating in or claiming to be part of these groups and activities. And if you want to leave insults, comments, or harass me as a result of this blog, I will promptly report you to the proper channels to have it stopped. To all of my frien

Scent Of A Woman
After three years of single, dateless life, I have found someone that makes my heart skip beats everytime I see her. The scent of her hair makes me weak. To be around her brings happiness. She knows of my interest but much like my heart, shes taken. She is with a great guy and I would never want to do anything to change that. That would be selfous. Why her, I mean I know why shes taken, shes great. We share more in-commen than anyone I have met in such a long time. Music, food, style, what we like in a partner, etc. We are friends, and for that I truely hold close to my heart. We can talk for hours on the phone and have yet to run short on what to say. You wanna talk about a "crush" here on CT?? That is nothing compared to what I feel for this girl. I do dream about her, but to my own supprise they are never sexual. Thats unheard of since I havent dreamed in years, atleast not that I can recall. One would think that with my feelings for her that it my spring forth sexual dreams of disi

Because I Could
Ok so im a attention point whore lmao.And a big dork.LOL!!!!!!I have also had a tummy virus for like 3 days now *cries*.I love Mutant X aka michael.Muahz bubby! There is one kick ass guy on cherrytap who I think is just the greatest so my props go to him.Louisville thank you hun.Ok read this go see these 2 guys and give them ct love.......... this is louisville *Louisville Juggalo* Psycho Member of Dark Carnival@ CherryTAP you can find mutant in my family or in one of my other blogs.

Wtmf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK!!!!!!!!!! Some asshole just swinging by my page and rating my shit a 1. If that asshole reads this, I hope to God that your whole fucking family dies, and you are left alone for the rest of your miserable fucking life. Keep rating, you discarded foreskin, you'll get yours soon enough.

Angel
An Angel came to me this day to brush the falling tears away No words were spoke , what could we say For we knew they would come another day He painted a story touch by love I showed him one touch by pain He wrote words of faith I couldnt bare them and turned away He showed me life I showed him death In the end he drew for me the doves of peace I painted him the horrors of war That night the Angel cried and this fallen child brush away his tear Nixy

Drowning Pool
I'm in the middle of a breakdown Speechless and frozen Uncomfortable silence again Battered and bruised Broken confused I lit my pain on fire And I watched it all burn down Now I'm dancing in the ashes And theres no one else around Cause I wanna be apart of something This is just a story of a broken soul I'm burning in the heavens And I'm drowning in a hell My soul is in a coma And none of my friends can tell That I'm reaching out and getting nothing This is just a story of a broken soul Now I'm full of guilt and shame I can't point a finger cause theres no one to blame So I say I'll never do it again But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend I'm thinking I am starting to see I have become everything I never wanted to be I'm really getting sick of myself Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I t

Last Day
Today at work we had a meeting to tell us that we were all losing our jobs due to the restaurant closing down. that was about 25 people. most of which who really need this job. I felt bad for my manager cause u had to look everyone in the face for weeks and could tell us. i guess its always hard. i hope i never have to feel that feeling.

Reflecting
JUST SITTING HERE TODAY AND REFLECTING ON THE PAST YEAR OF MY LIFE.. SITTING HERE SEEING HOW IT HAS CHANGED ALL FOR THE GOOD... BEEN THROUGH A LOT IN MY 35 YRS OF LIFE BUT I BELIEVE I FINALLY HAVE CONTROL ON WHAT, HOW AND WHERE I WANT MY LIFE TO GO...WELL AT LEAST I HOPE... AM I HAPPY? SURE MOST DAYS... AM I SAD? SOME DAYS DAMN STRAIGHT I AM..BUT, I FINALLY FIGURED OUT IT'S WHAT MAKES YOU WHO YOU ARE...IT'S MADE ME A STRONGER,BRIGHTER,SMARTER AND A MORE FRIENDLIER PERSON... I'VE MADE TONS OF NEW FRIENDS THIS PAST YEAR AND I AM HAPPY THAT I DID...THERE ARE SOME THAT WE CLICKED RIGHT OFF THE BAT AND IT'S LIKE WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR YEARS INSTEAD OF DAYS,WEEKS OR EVEN MONTHS BUT, I WOULD NEVER TRADE THOSE FRIENDSHIPS IN FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD...YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES THAT MAKE IT EASY TO BE ME...AND THAT'S ALL YOU HAVE EVER WANTED AND IT'S THE ONLY THING I COULD/WOULD EVER GIVE... SO IN CONCLUSION ALL I WANT TO SAY YES, I'M ANOTHER YEAR OLDER AND ANOTHER YEAR WISE

Does Anyone Read These Things?
Does anyone actually read these things? If your eyes have brought you this far perhaps my hours on CT have not been completely wasted and I have met someone who truly seeks to have a better understanding of who I am,and that thought alone leaves me with a smile…thank you. “Mundis Ex Igne Factus Est”…The world is made of fire…Life is born of struggle and striving, true joy and understanding do not come from comfort and safety; they come from epiphany, enlightenment born in exhaustion (and not exhaustion for its own sake). Safety and comfort are mortal dangers to the soul. No good “painting” or monumental moment ever came easily to me; the good, the great ones were always battles. Fighting is a way to feel, the ultimate eruption of emotion unparalleld—to fight is a way to force something to happen. When I fight I know something has happened. How many days of your life pass by that you could take or leave when nothing really happened? The fight is promised moments committed to memo

A Saturday Night With Miss Cindee And Wimsey . . .
Oh what an interesting night it was clubbing with Wims last evening! The night started with my phone ringing constantly while I was trying to get ready. Wims asked “Why do you answer it”? My answer – because as much as I love my friends, they can be annoying and it is like they know when I am home and when I am not and they will keep calling until I do answer. Prime example, my friend Jenn who called to say “I wish I could go out with you guys tonight. This sucks! Have a good time!” I spoke to her on Friday and she said the same identical thing! Bald spot from ripping my hair out! It also was one of those “I hate my hair! I hate my make-up! I hate my clothes!” nights . After 7 top changes and deciding that it was too cold to wear the strappy, open toed heels I was going to wear, I chose a pink, lower cut top (actually, it is the one I am wearing in the one pic of me on here, with my head to the side) and the most uncomfortable black vinyl ankle boots I own, because yo

My Work
FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE THAT IS NOT IN MY GRASP FAR BEYOND MY REACH,LESSON'S HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND SHE WAS WILLING TO TEACH,TEACH ME THE MEANING OF LUST,LOVE,WHAT IT MEANS TO CRAVE SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE.DAMN IT FEELS SO FUCKING REAL THE PAIN THAT I GET WHEN SHE SAYS I CAN'T,EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IF I WHERE NEXT TO HER I COULD HAVE HER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE CONSTANTLY,OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN.HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE SHE IS SO SEXY MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DAMN IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT HER THE WAY THAT I DO KNOWING THAT NOTHING COULD EVER COME OF THIS. WHAT DO I DO?

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This isn't really a blog... sorry for trickin' you. Does anyone know how to size a picture to turn it into an avatar? It has to be 50 x 50 and no more than 15k, or somesuch. I have no idea what this means. Can anyone help me?

Fucking Done
yeah so im fucking done, done with stupid bitches, done with retards, done with everyone. Im going away for awhile. Hopefully stupid whores WONT be stabbing me in the back when i get back.... if i ever come back. Peace.. and love to all my friends

Lets How Many Of You Will Fill This Out
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Try Not To Cry
This is beautiful! Try not to cry... Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebo

Rate, Fan And Add
Well, i am posting this to my friends. Do to the fact i have some ROCKIN people on my list. My wife is falling into the I hate CT because its full of fakes or stalkers. LOL Or most of her friends are never on. So if you can hit her up shes a nut case like me! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/628967

If You Understand
This is where I live... The Pacific Northwest The Pacific Northwest According To Jeff Foxworthy 1. You know the state flower (Mildew) 2. You feel guilty throwing aluminum cans or paper in the trash. 3. Use the statement "sun break" and know what it means. 4. You know more than 10 ways to order coffee. 5 You know more people who own boats than air conditioners. (Especially since I've known Phil)!! 6. You feel overdressed wearing a suit to a nice restaurant. 7. You stand on a deserted corner at midnight in the rain waiting for the "Walk"Signal. 8. You consider that if it has no snow or has not recently erupted, it is not a real mountain. 9. You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Seattle's Best, and Veneto's. 10. You know the difference between Chinook, Coho and Sockeye salmon. 11. You know how to pronounce Sequim, Puyallup, Issaquah, Enumclaw, Yakima and Willamette. 12. You consider swimming an indoor sport. 13. You can tell the difference between Japane

The American Soldier
American Soldier American soldier, look me in the eye Tell me slowly, who did you see die On the battle field, or in the sky Did you forsake your dreams To become a killing machine. Out in the desert, blinded by dust Who is the enemy, who can you trust Only the American soldier next to you And the soldier on your other side. Counting each day, and every sleepless night Hugging your weapon, wishing it were your wife Freedom came with a terrible price Taking a piece of your life. And if Old Glory still flies on high I pray God, it did not take your life To hold it there another day In the American way.

Away
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, MY FAMILY HAD DEATH THIS PAST FRIDAY, THANK YOU TO ALL HAS SHOWED ME AN MY FAMILY MUCH LOVE , THATS MEANT THE WORLD YOU HAVE REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART HUGGES AN KISS RUBIA THANK YOU

More Field Complaining
So Friday he finally got home around 10pm. He showered, ate and then literally fell asleep on the couch. Saturday we got to spend 1 good quality day as a family Today- he had to be at work no later than 12:30 to get his truck ready to go transport soldiers back to the field, So he lost 5 hours or more on Friday than everyone else that isn't an 88m (truck driver) in his platoon and then he had to be back 2 1/2 hours earlier today. What a damn rip off!!! They might let them come home next weekend but they're not sure yet! ***On a good note, theres rumors that they might have to pull them from the field early, so instead of the 9th it might be the 5th or 6th. :)

Behind Stone Walls
Behind Stone Walls of a Prison Another life comes hurtling at you, with the clanging of the door. No phoenix bird rising on wings to fly-- No escape from its harsh realities-- Voices in the night echo, Slumber comes in snatches-- you awake at each sound. Back to the wall for safety, A long sigh of relief-- It’s only the guard passing. Freedom a dream seen briefly, outside the walls—the sun a molten dream. Hoping and praying for release, or even a word from home. Are you forgotten, While others live on? Trapped in a time capsule-- Made of your crimes-- Face to face with your judgment-- Underneath the hand of the law. WRITTEN BY: BONNIE ADAMS

Patch Work Quilt
Sometimes I think I will write the story of my life. It's like an old patchwork quilt, with pieces of my heart sewn into the material. If I'm learned anything it's that love ebbs and flows, but never remains the same. It is infinite, ever circling and returning. An infinity symbol with a pearl in each circle— The precious parts of life that make it worthwhile. To be loved you must love. To love sometimes means pain. Without the pain--you'll never know you're alive. Each time we love we take that chance--that it will end but how else can we live? Without love we're in an empty vacuum breathless with no air. WRITTEN BY BONNIE ADAMS

Living In The Night
Living in the Night Remember we met him down Mexico way, tall, blonde hair to his waist, and too beautiful Do you recall the sojourn he took us on, in the back streets of gay Monterrey? Black light club, men lined up-- swaying to the music of a different beat reminding me suddenly of vampires of yore. Living in the night, cloaked by day-- ah, Michael you are lost there-- hung between two worlds, trying to choose, but certain to lose. Woman or man, which will it be? What angel can save you I wondered-- As I stood on the steps of an ancient church So sharp the pain I felt to my heart aching for my friend’s plight. Giving flight to my thoughts, my prayers-- Where have you gone Michael with the vampires of yore? written by Bonnie Adams

Tears Of The Virgin Mary
Behind Stone Walls of a Prison Another life comes hurtling at you, with the clanging of the door. No phoenix bird rising on wings to fly-- No escape from its harsh realities-- Voices in the night echo, Slumber comes in snatches-- you awake at each sound. Back to the wall for safety, A long sigh of relief-- It’s only the guard passing. Freedom a dream seen briefly, outside the walls—the sun a molten dream. Hoping and praying for release, or even a word from home. Are you forgotten, While others live on? Trapped in a time capsule-- Made of your crimes-- Face to face with your judgment-- Underneath the hand of the law. written by bonnie adams

Pussy Playing With Pussy!
This is how happy I am! I just wanted to thank Lady D for the 7 day damn Blast...good God woman! Want to say hey to the new Cherries that has recently been added. Hey, you asked, now you have to deal with shit like this. Or untill you remove me...all good! Again, thanks Lady D and more ramblings coming soon, or when something or someone pisses me off!

Love And Hate And Everything Inbetween.
Well, I have met a guy that I really like. I met him on MySpace. We have been hanging out almost constantly since Valentine's Day. We have decided to take it slow, and be friends for now... Roommates actually. He has some issues to deal with (legal), and then come mid march, we should be getting a place together. I know not if we are going to be more than friends yet, which I guess is fine... but all I know is that when he is around, I am content. Moreso than I have been in a long time. He tried to call me yesterday, my mother refused his call. I hate her for it. I am so sad that I couldn't talk to him... I have no clue why it upset me like it did. It felt like my world was falling out from under my feet. I left her house yesterday evening with no intent of ever speaking to her again. This is how much it effected me. Wonder why? I am getting so attached to him so quickly. We get along so well. I hope that everything works out. I hope he knows that while he was

My Most Amazing Friend
you are my best friend we couldnt possibly be closer without us being together she had you and your heart but decided that she didnt want you youre hurting more then ever thinking there isnt anyone else but i want you to know that there is someone better out there someone who will treat you the way you should be and someone who will love you like you deserve know that i am always here no matter what happens between our own lives we will always be attatched so know that im always here for you to lean on and that you are my best friend and know me better then most Ill always be here for you hun and never should you feel alone

Til The End
you have my heart in the palm of your hand some days it scares me because of you being gone and me being here there are plenty of others who could steal your heart whos to say you wont fall for one of them and change your mind about me i love you more then ever and want to be your girl for life but im scared shitless that when you come home things will change and i will lose you i love you and want to be with you til the end

Tired Of Injustice...tired Of The Schemes...
ok...so here's another one of my rants...and its only cuz I wasn't allowed the chance to defend myself and my friends...I'm sick and tired of people actin like they know me when they don't...you only know what I chose to tell you...that doesn't mean you know shit about me and my friends...that doesn't mean you know shit about my life...why attack me when I stuck up for you? yes I understand that when you're hurt you tend to lash out at people...but wtf was the point in making peace with me just to turn around and twist the knife that you had already plunged into my back several times before...then again...wtf was the point in me giving you yet another chance to do so...I gave you the benefit of the doubt...I believed that you were sincere this time...I should have known better...that's why you wouldn't tell her to contact me when I asked you to...you didn't want me and her to become friends again...and the second I did...well...I became the enemy again...yes alot of stuff happened...an

Tattoo Contest
HELP ME OUT EVERYONE!!! I'M IN A CONTEST FOR BEST TATTOO!! COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND GREATLY APPRECIATED!!! I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP OUT OTHERS SO I'M HOPING I GET SOME LOVE BACK!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=298532&i=136258788

Your Ideal Relationship
Your Ideal Relationship is Friends with Benefits You're not looking for anything serious... just something hot! And you're little black book (or cell phone) always hooks you up. You want nothing more than friends with benefits. No strings. You also don't mind benefits without the friendship! What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Hacker Warning!!!!!!!!!!!!
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one

Saying Hello To All
Well I have not been a part of CherryBlast for all that long, And I have not put in the time that one probably should put in to a community such as CherryBlast, But I do try to get online atleast once aweek and try to make some new friends and so for those of you that see me onTap then that is probably the only time i am going to be online all week.. So if you see me and you want to chat then by all means drop me a line and I will get back to you..

How True
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1940's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags

This Si Why I Wasnt Here Friday.. My Baby Got Bit By A Dog
Baha Men - Who Let The Dogs OutMusic Video Codes IF YOUR ON MY YHAOO FREINDS LIST THEN YOU GOT THA MAS PM SENT OTU THAT MY OLDEST DAUGHTER WAS ATTACKED BY A DOG ON FRIDAY AFTER SCHOOL.. THE DOG ATTACKED HER FORM BEHIND. UNPREVOKED.. SHE IS DOING WELL FOR THOSE WHO HAVE ASKED ME THEY HAVE HER ON ANTI BOITICS. THEY ONLY PUT ON STICH IN IT BECAUSE IF THERE IS INFECTION THEY DONT WANT TO CLOSE IT UP IT WILL ONLY GET WORSE..NOW THE ASSSHOLE OWNER OF THE DOG COULDNT EVEN WALK MY CHILDREN HOME WHEN THIS HAPPEN..RIGHT AFTER THIS HAPPEN THE OWNER PROCEEDS TO BEAT THIS BEAUTIFUL DOG WITH A METAL POLE.. RIGHT IN FROUNT OF MY 11 YEAR OLD MY 5 YEARS OLD AND MY 3 YEARS OLD..THEN PROCEEDS TO THROW STICKS @ THE DOG..I AM HIGHLY UPSET @ THE WAY THIS WHOLE ORDEAL HAS GONE DOWN.. BUT A VITEMS RIGHT COMPLAINT HAS BEEN FILED. WE ARE WAITING ON DEHC( DEPARTMENT OF ETHICAL AND HUMAN CONTROL) TO CONTACT US.. MORE THAN LIKELY I WILL BE GIVEN THE CHOISE TO PUT THE DOG DOWN.. WELL THIS SINT THE FIRST

Update On The Wisconsin Snow Situation!
We have 2 feet of snow on the ground and more is falling. I believe the weather wizards are saying another 6 inches or so tonight! And it is still blowing pretty good. To repeat, lol, they had better not cancel school tomorrow! I'm not sure I could handle that after a weekend indoors with this crew! Much love and warm hugs, everyone! Blessings all over the map!

2/25 Stop In At The Only Biker Clubhouse
stop by my clubhouse cherry tap the only Biker clubhouse on cherry tap it's a club house and not a bull shit bar plus nexts week I will have a new one stop in become a hangaround and work ur way to prospecter pick ur own mucis from the box and more new songs going up if u have a request for a song we will put it on for u this is where the real people hang out

Amazing
a mum that seems to have been done SO MANY time and is supposed to b so BORING (re: my recent mum) has been veiwed over 200 times, voted on close to 40 times and has around 40 comments has given so many people something to do. yet for some reason people dont want them posted. is it because they dont want to do anything or have their opinion questioned? personnally i like having my opinion questioned and if a good point,reason or fact is presented i am more than willing to rethink my opinion. thats how i can learn and continue to grow as a human being.

$100 For The Happy Hour?
are they for real? I can't believe people are actually dishing out money for this. I can't believe it really costs $100...but I guess people are stupid enough to waste their money on something so worthless. I can't believe they can jump from the prices of the blasts to $100 for ONE HOUR either. I keep thinking it's just a typo...guess not.

Hope This Doe Not Offend Anyone But.......................
I AM SINGLE. I DO NOT WISH TO OFFEND ANYONE..I WILL NOT LIE..I FLIRT A LOT...WITH MORE THEN ONE PERSON..IF I SAY SOMETHING YOU DO NOT LIKE TELL ME I WILL APPOLIGIZE. I LIKE TO CHAT AND CHAT ABOUT WHATEVER HAPPENS TO COME UP IN CONVERSATION...WHEN I DO FIND A LADY FRIEND YOU WILL ALL KNOW CAUSE I WILL STOP FLIRTING WITH EVERYONE AND WILL ANNOUNCE IT IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS WITH THIS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO WRITE ME OR COMMENT ME, OR SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE...OR IF YOU WANT CALL MY CELL PHONE AFTER 3:30 PM CAUSE MONDAY-SATURDAY I WORK FROM 4:30 AM TILL 2:30 SO ANYTIME AFTER THE 4:30 I'M ABLE TO BE SHOWERED AND TALK 541-733-0560. THIS IS PERMISSION TO CALL ME AND FEEL FREE TO DO SO...UNTIL THEN I AM GONNA FLIRT WITH WHOEVER WANTS ME TO FLIRT WITH THEM TO ALL MY FRIENDS, BRIAN "RADICALRED18" THOMPSON

Question?
AIGHT, IF ANY OF YOU HAVE NOTICED, I'M NOT A TRACK GUY, I'M A STASH VID GUY. ANYONE KNOW HOW I CAN GET THE SONG FUN TO THINGS FUCK BY NOFX, OR TOCATTO AND FUGUE IN D MINOR BY MY OBSESSION VANESSA MAE TO PLAY OVER MY PROFILE. REMEMBER I'M A LAZY FUCKER, AND THE LEAST AMOUNT OF WORK AS POSSIBLE TO DO SUCH A THING WOULD BE KEWL. IF IT INVOLVES BELLS AND WHISTLES AND SEARCHING FOR SHIT THOUGH, JUST FORGET ABOUT. JUST FIGURE I WANT TO SHARE MY TUNES WITH YOU PEEPS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND WATCHING IDOL HANDS.... CLIP, AND OH MY GOD THIS IS WHY I LOVE JESSICA ALBA!!!

*hold For Applause*
Reason to celebrate. A blog! We're going to discuss Ville Valo of HIM today boys and girls! Ville Valo (pronounced Vee-Lah Vay Low) is the front man, of obviously, HIM. (His infernal Majesty) He is engaged to be married to no one less spectacular than Jonna Nygren. Prounounced, (Joan-Na Knee Grin). She is a model, slash talk show host in Helsinki, Finland. Where they are both from. HIM makes pretty good fucking music...I can say I'm a fan of most their songs, aside from: Enjoy the Silence cover. But that's because Depeche Mode's was way better. Another big fan of HIM is Brandon Cole Margera, (most you sheep know him as BAM Margera) Anywho, Bam and Ville are now friends. How beautiful. If I could make friends with people I thought kicked ass, that'd be too rich.

Rude People On Ct?
well, I guess it's finally happened, there are enough people on here now that there are bound to be some nasty ones that clique together and gang up on people. When I joined here originally, there were ess than 200,000 people registered on cherrytap. Now, there are over 700,000. I made my first mum today and got an introduction to the nastier side of cherrytap. I knew it would happen. I knew the grownup atmosphere of the site could only be a facade. Check out my mums if you'd like to see the action LOL :D

Listen Up! Family/friends/fans........hacker Warning!!!
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one > AND fast Just got this from Werewolf by Night! Take it to heart!

Pick A Fruit
I picked PEACH!! Don't spoil it...just do it Pick a fruit and forward it on (don't forget to send it back to the person that sent it to you) with the fruit you chose on the Subject line. Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these: 1. Orange 2. Apple 3. Banana 4. Coconut 5. Pineapple 6. Papaya 7. Mango 8. Cherry 9. Black Grapes 10. Peach 11. Custard Apple 12. Pear What is your pick??? (Pick before you scroll down... do not CHEAT!!!) YOU BETTER NOT BE CHEATING!! KEEP SCROLLING!!! ORANGE - If orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who has enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely undaunted by hard work. You tend to be shy, but are reliable and trustworthy friend. You have an aesthetic bent of mind. You select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, and not in for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs APPLE - If a

Close Call
now that Im almost back to where Im supposed to be, Im gonna tell ya something that happened to me. happened on friday the 16th when my music promoter was in. I went to the doctor for a follow up for my back. Found out that I need surgery on my back thanks to that shit ass accident I was in a year ago. I told the doctor that my pain meds werent working anymore and needed something else. my body became immune to the lortab 10's and flexiril 10's and the injections didnt work. so thats money wasted there. so he prescribed me some new meds went and had them filled. well low and behold I had a reaction to the pain meds and wound up sicker than the dead. sure felt like it. I couldnt keep anything down for 4 days and just started getting my appetite back. I may appear that Im online but 90% since that day I have not been. Keep me in your prayers guys as I endure yet another bullshit year with this.

The Stamp... Please Read!!!!
> Please read the following story and follow the instructions at the end! Thank You. > > Like most elementary schools, it was typical to have a parade of students in and out of the health clinic throughout the day. We dispensed ice for bumps and bruises, Band-Aids for cuts, and liberal doses of sympathy and hugs. As principal, my office was right next door to the clinic, so I often dropped in to lend a hand and help out with the hugs. I knew that for some kids, mine might be the only one they got all day. > One morning I was putting a Band-Aid on a little girl's scraped knee. Her blonde hair was matted, and I noticed that she was shivering in her thin little sleeveless blouse. I found her a warm sweatshirt and helped her pull it on. "Thanks for taking care of me," she whispered as she climbed into my lap and snuggled up against me. > It wasn't long after that when I ran across an unfamiliar lump under my arm. Cancer, an aggressively spreading kind, had

Anouk-girl
Girl girl girl When I hear him talk Ooh my mind gets blocked girl Speak up 'cause my jaw is locked Which is good, good for me girl It hides like a warning sign But I'm too blind to see Speak up yes I'm coming down With an ice cold fever Ice cold fever Ice cold fever Still got my hands they're clinging So I just keep going I don't know where I belong Could I belong to you No I don't know where I belong Could I belong Girl girl girl Get it while it's hot they say You see I'm burning up here I want to but I just can't stop And it hurts It hurts like hell girl You turn me inside out and upside down Ooh you got me head over heels I'm stuck Yes I'm coming down with an ice cold fever Ice cold fever Ice cold fever, aha Still got my hands they're clinging So I just keep going I don't know where I belong Could I belong to you No I don't know where I belong Could I belong Could I belong Still got my hands they're clinging So I just keep going I

Pieces Of Stuff
My head hurts. I think I sprained something trying to set people on fire with my brain. I've gotta learn to stretch first. ----------------------------------------------------- Something is wrong. This place is unfamiliar. These people claim to know me but I have no recollection of them. This is not the world I know. I am here for a reason. I do not remember my mission, only that I have one. I think there are others but I'm not sure. I wonder hwere they are and are they having any luck? I want this to be over I want to go home I wish I could remember where home is -------------------------------------------------- I am exhausted I am alone My opponent lies beaten at my feet The adrenaline fades The pain rises Every cut, every blow washes over me at once I must make it out of the arena before I fall If the people see me weak it will all be over They must always fear me Fear what I will do if they cross me If they no longer fear me, all is lost I am lo

Senses
Part 1 They say we have lost touch. I don't want to touch you. I want to see you. I want to hear you. No one ever says we just lost lost sight or sound. It's always we just lost touch. Part 2 Evil looks like darkness Evil smells like brimstone Evil burns all that it touches Evil sounds like millions of souls in torment What does Evil taste like? Evil tastes like liver or possibly black licorice Part 3 I see blades gleaming I hear metal clanging I smell the sweat I taste blood It isn't mine It's too salty I wake in the sand There is nothing there

Icecream
Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this co untry. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the woman whose r

The Gnome
The Gnome Poem Nobody Knows Nobody cares What sort of pants the little gnome wears Be they plaid Be they brown He is always regarded with a frown One day he had a plan to get back at every woman to get back at every man oh how they'll rave oh how they'll rant when they wander past and find me wearing no pants eyebrows were raised heads were shook but soon all agreed it was the perfect look now he's happy now he's free living in the garden by the willow tree the gnome sits quietly he leans on the trunk and invites us all to stare at his junk

My Word ( Some Of My Poems)
(¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨; `·.¸. Happy and glad I never felt love the way I feel it for you The night we kissed made all my dreams come true I never thought that I would be so happy till the day I found you we are meant for each other And that is so true if not we wouldn't be together Cause of all the things we have been through But that only made us even closer and stronger And baby I love you that's what's keeping me So strong I know that you know but I just like to remind you that I am so happy and glad that I have you. I love you baby Every kiss Every kiss and every touch feels just right The way you hold my hand and cuddel with my body Your words are so sweet and your voice so soft and gental I cant let you go Forever mine together growing strong Are Love is perfect no one can destroy it! Make me, Tell me Sweep me off my feet Get the key to my heart Just make sure

Daytona 500 Finish
NASCAR was spot on with last weeks finish of the Daytona 500. On the last lap coming out of turn 4 for the finish, with the wreck behind the leaders the race was decided on the track as it should have been. Noone wrecked or didn't wreck because the caution came out a few seconds later than expected and the race was settled under green. Good job NASCAR

Goin On A Trip
I was asked to day if I wanted to go on a trip outwest. and I was thinkin hell yeah lol. so I am going to Banff albreta so I can learn how to snowboard, I am so hyped about it. it is going to be a bast! the only problem is the cash problem. so I donno what is going to happen yet. but I know I would like to go and I know that I deserve to go, I haven't been anywhere in years and I work so damn hard 7 days a week. but I'll have to wait to see, I have a month and 3 pays to save some money. so I'm going to see what I can do :D.

Please Help
I am in need of help..I am 170 points or less from...being the next level..and usually I do not care about it..but it is fun..so...I want help in gaining the next level so rate and comment my pics so I can

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fk Luv
ALMOST 4 MONTHS AGO I MET THIS WOMAN AT WORK. AT FIRST, SHE WAS QUIET DIDNT SAY MUCH. A FORMER CO-WORKER TOLD ME SHE KNEW THE GIRL AND TOLD ME TO WATCH OUT CAUSE SHE WAS A @3$. SO, I MADE IT A POINT TO TALK TO HER SEE WHAT KIND OF CHARACTER SHE HAD, AND IF WHAT I HEARD WAS TRUE. A SWEEKS WENT BY SHE STARTED TELLIN ME PERSONAL THINGS ABOUT HER RELATIONSHIP ABOUT HER AND HER MAN. SHE TOLD ME HE WAS VERY ABUSIVE MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. SHE SAID HE DIDNT WORK AND TOOK HER PAYCHECKS FROM WORK. SHE EVEN TOLD ME WHEN SHE GOT IN THE CAR ONE DAY FROM WORK HE JUMPED OUT OF THE BACKSEAT, SO THEN I KNEW HE WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE. EACH DAY SHE TOLD ME OTHER THINGS HE WOULD DO TO HER. SEH TRY TO CONVICE HERSELF THAT HE LOVED HER, I TOLD HER A MAN THAT WOULD DO THE STUFF SHE TOLD ME DOES NOT LOVE U, AND A REAL MAN DOES NOT PUT HIS HAND ON A WOMAN. AT THIS TIME I GREW VERY FOND OF HER AND I GREW FEELINGS FOR THE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME SHE LIKED ME AS WELL, HOWEVER SHE SAID SHE HAD TO CALL IT OFF WITH HER

What Color Is Your Aura?
cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> Your Aura is Orange You're a bit of a loner, but you're never lonely. You know how to entertain yourself. Whether you're trying an extreme sport or a new weird food, you always live on the edge. The purpose of your life: testing limits - both physical and mental... and then telling people about it. Famous oranges include: Timothy Leary, David Blaine, Tony Hawk, Carey Hart Careers for you to try: Snowboarder, Circus Performer, Undercover Agent What Color Is Your Aura?

Who I Am
I am a Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebrat

Dont Let This Happen
this is no bullshit this is what may go into affect if it passes and it would totally suck for hunters, people who keep guns for house protection, and people who collect them. please read carefully and count how many guns you would have legally if this passes THE MOST SWEEPING GUN BAN EVER INTRODUCED IN CONGRESS; McCarthy Bill Bans Millions More Guns Than The Clinton Gun Ban On Feb. 14, 2007, Representative Carolyn McCarthy (D-N.Y.) introduced H.R. 1022, a bill with the stated purpose, "to reauthorize the assault weapons ban, and for other purposes." McCarthy's verbiage warrants explanation. Presumably, what she means by "assault weapons ban" is the Clinton Gun Ban of 1994. Congress allowed the ban to expire in 2004 for multiple reasons, including the fact that federal, state and local law enforcement agency studies showed that guns affected by the ban had been used in only a small percentage of crime, before and after the ban was imposed. With the nation's murder r

An Old Poem I Wrote
You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance, beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives. It has defied every explanation. Except one: Pure and simply, we're soul mates. I can't explain, I just feel it. It's there in the way my spirits lift whenever we talk. The sound of your voice brings me home, in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh at exactly the same things. When I'm with you, it's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place. A place it's supposed to be, and all is right with the world. These things and so many more, have made me understand that this is a once in a lifetime, forever connection. A connection that could only exist between you and me. And deep in my soul, I know that our love is a rare gift. One that brings us extraordinary happiness all through our lives. I feel stronger as the days pass into

Doooo Ittt
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Listen Up, Family/friends/fans
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one > AND fast Just got this from Werewolf by Night! Take it to heart!

Weekend
Quiet weekend since David was not here. Friday nigth Satmorning I felt sick so kinda laid around doing nothing. Cleaned the house Sat afternoon and went to bed early. Sunday.. church and then home before the snow got too bad. Of course the storm was a flop..lol. Guess I will do some work tonight. Exciting life huh? Feeling like everything I do or say is wrong lately. So I have been leaving and going off to think without saying bye. Sorry if I was rude to anyone. I need a nice long vacation.

Fragments
Pt 1: Visions The vision is always the same The red pool The familiar form(mine) rising from it, battle weary yet triumphant nonetheless Head hanging Tension easing from tired, overworked muscles My body dripping with blood and viscera Who's blood? Am i covered in the remains of my enemies or am I myself mortally wounded? Could this be a foretelling of my own demise? More importantly who are my enemies? Their faces are never clear If their identity has been revealed I cannot access it This sole image is all that remains The image and the questions Past? Future? Have I seen myself reborn from the blood of the fallen? Am I destined to die in a pool of my own? How long before I find out? Pt 2: Perception I stand at the mirror and look into my eyes. The thing looking back is not me. The face is old, twisted, and angry. I am compelled to touch it but I fear it may bite. This can't be me. I am young, mostly happy and v

Transcendence
The body is weak, feeble. You exercise it and it lies, tells you it is strong. Eventually it breaks and dies. The body's only purpose is to protect the mind. It is your mind you should be excercising, preserving, taking for walks in new and interesting places. Once my body fails my mind will still be here. Living in a jar of goo with a couple of electrodes. All of you who are laughing at me now and thinking i am insane will one day seek me out. When all around you has broken down and died you will know that I was right. You will beg for my secrets so that your minds might also continue. If you stroke my electrodes i just might tell you. As the man used to say, "I love it when a plan comes together". I however hate it when i can't find the right words to express my ideas. This sounded much better in my head. I guess its not how it sounds that matters but wether i believe in it. I guess I am having an off day. All the greats (Warren Ellis, Bendis, Stephen King

Had To Try This
FIRST REACTION Okay this is called FIRST REACTION... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! 1. Beer: black 2. Anorexic: sick 3. Relationships: nada 4. Your Last Ex: brandy 5. Power Rangers a joke 6. Pot: yummy 7. Clowns: me 8. Color: black 9. The President dead 10. sex: want some 11. Cars: yuck 12. Gas Prices: hmmm 13. Halloween: my night 14. Bon Jovi: old 15. Religion: wiccan 16. Myspace: music 17. Worst fear: fire 18. Marriage: nada 19. Paris Hilton: joke 20. Brunettes: pretty 21. Redheads: mean 22: Politics: boring 23: Pass the time: hours 24. One night stands: whats that 25: Cell Phone: none 27: Pixie Stix: legal cocaine 28: Vanilla Ice cream: boring 29: Port a Potties: smell 30: High School: nuns 31. Pajamas: what? 32. Wood: ceder 33. Wet Socks icky 34. Alcohol: sambooka 35. HATE: dont have it 36. Your best friends: one, ang

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Im On Tv !!
some of the home movies i made wile in iraq are on mymilitaryjournal.com from the military channel. its free for us and ill b posting a lot lot lot more home made movies from my up comming deployment.......... any of u wanna know how it really is , take a look if u think u can handle the truth.... its real cool !!!

Wow
so I got o line and was stuck on cherry for a week straight, them life got busy and so did I so much going on but I am going to back this week. I havn't made very many friends but a few good ones and isn't that what's important in life? I am excited to continue to meet people online, although I can tell that I won't be as popular as most because.. well I am not as naugty as some on here, thats ok with me! LOL! meanwhile I am just killin time waiting for my son to get home from his dads so we can go see a movie. I have missed him so much this week as it was winter break and he was at his dads all week, it starts to get really hard when he goes for several weeks in the summer. but thats ok cause I just got him his very own cell phone, the new firefly for kids... gotta love that! only the numbers I program in can he call or get calls from. I control all the phone ussage so no hidden kid surprises! meanwhile he can call me when he is at his dads cause he can't call me from his phone, the a

Burning Love
I died once, a long time ago" he said "When we first met I drowned in your eyes" She answered him with a kiss. Soft at first then deeper until the flames of passion engulfed both of their bodies and reduced them to ash. (I have no idea where that came from butr apparently it needed to eb heard because it refused to leave me alone) Question of the day: How do you "get away from it all" if it is all in your head?

Random Ideas
I tried once to cleanse my soul, but my red shirt got into the wash and now my soul is pink. In the mall, everyone can hear you scream. However, in the mall everyone is usually on the phone so you will still be totally ignored

Unconscious Imagery
He didn't understand the dream The images seemed random The Sea The Storm The dark shadow looming beneath the surface It obviously signified danger but for who? From where? The questions nagged throughout the morning In the shower While he ate his Fruit Loops As he read the newspaper he scanned for signs of impending doom He found nothing Then he left the house and everything went to Hell The fender bender on the way to the office The clients who were stupid or assholes or in about half the cases stupid assholes About lunchtime it hit him That dark, dangerous thing was him His rage was fast approaching the surface when it broke through no one was safe Pt 2 What is real? What is not? I feel, no I know, I have been here before Am I dreaming or is this a second chance? Could I be one of the rare few who get a new start to an old life? Pt 3 Lately I dream of the past Sort of It's a different

Les Bon Temps!!!
The dance last night was a blast! The St. John's River Band was awesome as always. Sis and I debuted our convention costumes (yes, we made them...I sew, Sis is pin-bitch lol) for the occasion since Anime Attic (our business) was helping out with the festivities. People really loved the costumes! We had quite a few people ask to take their picture with us and the kids responded really well to the outfits which is great because we will need to draw them in at conventions to sell our stuff, lol.. I would have been really upset if we had scared them. We handed out beads, mingled with the crowd, and judged the dance contests! Originally we were supposed to sell raffle tickets during the dance for the Creative Center (they are the ones who put the whole Mardi Gras festival on every year around here), but they decided not to go that route and just have us hand out beads etc. Hey, that's alright by me. After the dance we (Sis, Bro-in-law, Me and Hubby) Went to Mimi's Cafe for some dinner. Bon

Rant!!!!!
first off men cant drive! everytime i get behind the wheel and theres a guy driving there either sunk low in the seat try to look cool and cant see over teh dash bored! OR theyre looking away form the road and talking with their hands while running offa trhe road! not that im sayiing chick are better drivers..were not. i see them talking on their cells and outting makeup on i mean hell my sister wrecked that way...*mummbles* dumb bitch! ive had 2 accidents in the etire time ive been driving and the weather had a factor in both of them. the third time i wasnt driving my car. damn deer! and jimmy is still up my ass! he wont leave me alone! GRRR! AND NOW I HAVE AN OLD FRIND TELLING ME HIS EX IS TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND MY ROOM MATE! WTF! shes telling my ex that she never said anything. idk who to believe so i just wont talk to any of them! im sick of drama and non-driving ppl! WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE! now im watching criss angel being pulled behind a boat in a straight jacket (hot) and h

Proposal?
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world...my wonderful boyfriend called my last night (hes away at the moment on a ship) and he asked me what i would say if he asked me to marry him in at the end of the year. Well everyone knows that deep down im a romantic and i would love to get married one day, and yes i would love it even more if i was to marry him. so of course the answer was yes. Even though he hasnt actually asked me i feel like im the happiest girl and the luckiest ever. The guy i love really does want to be with me...how beautiful is that?

Two Of The Most Beautifully Written Song That I Wished I Had Wrote!
Blue Murder Out Of Love Ooooooooooh I'm standing here looking at your photograph I can't believe I'm all alone and you're not coming back On and on we rode the storm I sometimes wish I'd never been born Alone here i'm crying out for love When times were hard We struggled through A long, long time ago But things have changed Much more than this I never thought you'd go Taken in my tears subside I'm feeling lost Can I survive without you, I'm outta love again My heart here cries out in pain All the nights when you held me tight Life was good and love seemed right And now I'm here I can't believe you're gone You used to say love would never die But you were wrong and I've just died inside I'm outta love again -- I'm outta love again Taken in my tears subside I'm feeling lost, can I survive without you I'm outta love again The love we shared will never ever die inside my heart I swear I never dreamed that we would ever drift apart On and on we ro

Murpys Sex
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman t

Yahoo Chat Sometime After 11pm Eastern
I will be chatting after 11pm eastern on yahoo id is DJKRIS2FUR mainly a music chat,but you never know.. what you see,depends on what you show.. lol YAHOO ID IS DJKRIS2FUR rock on,rock hard!! DJK

Random
yes I' m the Swamp Fox 5050 aka Dave kind of new here to this site so bear with me I have my space , tagged, tag world,Yahoo's 360. and others to keeep up on not to mention my account at SLS that's an adult site that I can get in touch with other couples with the same interest as I have. there I did it went and off and said too much for the general public to really know about me and my lovely wife

Two Songs I Wished I Had Wrote!
Blue Murder Out Of Love Ooooooooooh I'm standing here looking at your photograph I can't believe I'm all alone and you're not coming back On and on we rode the storm I sometimes wish I'd never been born Alone here i'm crying out for love When times were hard We struggled through A long, long time ago But things have changed Much more than this I never thought you'd go Taken in my tears subside I'm feeling lost Can I survive without you, I'm outta love again My heart here cries out in pain All the nights when you held me tight Life was good and love seemed right And now I'm here I can't believe you're gone You used to say love would never die But you were wrong and I've just died inside I'm outta love again -- I'm outta love again Taken in my tears subside I'm feeling lost, can I survive without you I'm outta love again The love we shared will never ever die inside my heart I swear I never dreamed that we would ever drift apart On and on we rode the storm I sometimes wish I'd

"since 2002, Pretty Much All The Intelligence That's Come To Us Has Proved To Be Wrong."
"Since 2002, pretty much all the intelligence that's come to us has proved to be wrong." Diplomats say U.S. intelligence on Iranian nukes is thin 24 Feb 2007 Despite growing international concern about Iran's nuclear program and its regional ambitions, most U.S. intelligence shared with the U.N. nuclear watchdog agency has proved inaccurate and none has led to significant discoveries inside Iran, diplomats here said. http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-usiran25feb25,0,4451045.story Cheney's plane diverted 25 Feb 2007 The plane of US Vice-President [sic] Dick Cheney has reportedly been diverted to Singapore because of mechanical problems. Mr Cheney flew out of Sydney en route to the United States on board Air Force 2, a Boeing 757, about 9am today after a four-day visit marred by violent protests, arrests and traffic chaos. [Rendition!!!! --CLG reader] http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/cheneys-plane-diverted/2007/02/25/1172338452183.html

Sexpoems
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. read

Us Generals 'will Quit' If Bush Orders Iran Attack
US generals 'will quit' if Bush orders Iran attack 25 Feb 2007 Some of America’s most senior military commanders are prepared to resign if the White House orders a military strike against Iran, according to highly placed defence and intelligence sources. The Sunday Times has learnt that up to five generals and admirals are willing to resign rather than approve what they consider would be a reckless attack. http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/iraq/article1434540.ece

Us Funds Terror Groups To Sow Chaos In Iran
US funds terror groups to sow chaos in Iran 25 Feb 2007 America is secretly funding militant ethnic separatist groups in Iran in an attempt to pile pressure on the government to give up its nuclear programme. CIA officials are understood to be helping opposition militias among the numerous ethnic minority groups clustered in Iran's border regions. The operations are controversial because they involve dealing with movements that resort to terrorist methods. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2007/02/25/wiran25.xml

My Lilith
I watch you walking through the streets at night. Broken angel almost lost all will to fight. You came at me and offered me salvation. That sinful kiss instead turned in to my tainted damnation. Born of the night, my Lilith incarnate. Your midnight kiss, what more could this blood junkie wish? You are the dark light that guides me. My dark angel,bring me to death with you dark kiss. The blood is the life, and in death we will be free. Welcome to the age of suicide, a world of decay. Razor sharp incisors carve in to my neck. That one bite was all it took. Finally set free of this world, to be a slave in yours. Born of the night, my Lilith incarnate. Your midnight kiss, what more could this blood junkie wish? You are the dark light that guides me. My dark angel,bring me to death with you dark kiss. Ivory white naked flesh of such sinful delights. Wrap me in those raven wings and bring me the night. Take my throbbing pain in to your eternal womb. her sweet crie

The Hunger
Traversing the midnight streets of the west end. Walking in the footsteps of jack i follow you. Your intoxicating fragrance filling the dark hunger within. Your blood,your sex screaming for the passion that fills me. One step forwards and two steps back. Blood filled hunger, the vampire is on the attack. London by midnight, such a wondrous place. You are the only one i want to taste. The closer i get, the more i feel your heart race. You stop and take a look behind. But what you seek you shall never ever find. I need you, and you need me. Turning you run down that dark alleyway. One step forwards and two steps back. Blood filled hunger, the vampire is on the attack. London by midnight, such a wondrous place. You are the only one i want to taste. I come up behind you and i touch your neck. You freeze to my touch as i get ready to taste you. elongated fangs press through your milky white flesh. Crimson life force slowly falls on to my palate. I feast from you

Liars
Is it me or is everyone lying more and more to people? How fucking stupid can you be?If you are gonna lie to someone atleast be start enough to keep your story straight. If you dont intend on doing something, dont say you are going to. If you dont like something dont say you do. I it that hard? Must people just blow smoke up your ass? What ever happened to the truth? At least have the fucking guts to stand up for the truth and not hide behind some chicken shit lie. Spineless fools. Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

Swinnger,or,lover?
if u'r a swinnger u'r love by manny,but if u'r a lover u maybe love by manny ,or, a few ,I guess it's all depend's on u'r true love's hart on how they want to view u'r deepest of u'r soul. whitch may neither be good ,or, bad 4 u...... I guess time ,or, Q-pit would be able 2 tell u that .food 4 thought don't let what other's think of u bringe u down cuz u'r u not them.

Are You Sexy?
Ok This is my new game cause I am SEXY so I want to see who meets the sexy mark. ARE U REALLY SEXY???????? Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below, then write it at the bottom! under 45 points= NOT TOO SEXY...sorry 46-75 points= PRETTY SEXY 76-99 points= VERY DAMN SEXY! 100+ points= SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!! A=23 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=20 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=10 J=11 K=30 L=31 M=25 N=30 O=13 P=2 Q=12 R=9 S=24 T=8 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=20 Z=23 sexy =67 not so good. However my real name which none of you know =136 woo hoo I realy am SEXY few I was worried lol. leve a comment let us all know how sexy you are.

Unfinished
this is no new incision this is just a slight revision the religion's in remission match-heads give the warmth i'm missing lips are frozen from ice-kissing can you taste the song i'm spitting? don't you tell me that i'm missing i've been found since the beginning decipher this rejection can you read the words i'm spelling? enter the obsession this is not a tourist destination everyone scream for a little more blood on the dance-floor the introduction for the angel of coruption say hello with a bitch-slap salutation made up of components not standardized by regulations patience king-god , please be patient well shall find our satiation i have seen the future and the spill is grand don't ask me what the future holds ask to see the blood on my hands

People Always Ask Me What My Beliefs Are, So Here It Is In A Nut Shell!
Many people wonder just what exactally my beliefs are so in order to save myself a lot of typing I will explain it here: In wicca you learn that there is a power Higher than the Goddess and God (The Lady and Lord) and that power is only known as "The Creator". In Christianity that power is called "God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit". Many other pagans have the belief that "All Gods Are One God" so we worship one God in many forms. I was raised Baptist, Methodist then went Non-Denominational and now my beleifs are as they were, only that god isn't the cruel dictator that christiany makes him out to be. Even in the Ten Commandments it says "Thou Shall Have No Other Gods Before Me" as my beliefs changed I found the following: 1. There are other Gods. 2. They are not "before" God. 3. My new beliefs put me on a more personal level with God without violating the 10 commandments. 4. The Ten Commandments can be put in a much simpler and less complicated form tha

Britney Spears
There is more to the situation with Britney Spears that anyone, including the media realize. It is time for the media to back away from celebrities' personal lives. I suspect that Britney is suffering from a personal condition that needs absolute privacy. Hopefully, her stay at this clinic will research all aspects. Neither she nor Anna Nicole or any other celebrity needs to be mocked by the media. They are human beings with feelings. The media have to show a little respect towards all of us, including celebrities. We do not need to know every little detail that happens in a celebrity life. We have reality tv, so now... Next up -- media invasion of your privacy! This is my opinion...until next time...

My Song
Pledge Your Allegiance [Louiche Mayorga/Mike Muir] ST... ST... ST... ST... I never said I don't like religion, I just don't like TV You say I got a bad attitude, around you that comes naturally You say I need more compassion, I can forgive, I just can't forget You say control my temper, but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit Cause I was born to be-ST! And it'll always be-ST! Don't get down on me-ST! Cause I'm down OG-ST! Why can't I ask any questions of what you say is true Am I supposed to believe anything or just everything said by you? And how can you call me stupid when you don't understand what I say And how can you call me evil, have you spoken to God today; and what did He say? Cause I was born to be-ST! And it'll always be-ST! Don't get down on me-ST! Cause I'm down OG-ST! Not afraid to die-ST! Just you promise me-ST! You got to carry on-ST! You gotta carry on-ST! As long as your heart beats...pledge your allegiance! ST... ST..

Broke Down...
So I was on my way home from a long day of work when for some reason my car started to act up. 1st it was jerking then it started to over heat. All I was think was to try and get home. I was in the middle of no ware at night to boot. Damn fucking car what am I to do if you break down? And as I was thinking that my car stopped and I couldn't get the damn thing to start.. Its dark and I'm freaking, yes I am freaking... In the middle of no ware w/ no way to call no one cause no single w/ my cell... OMG what the hell do I do? well I got back into my car and just sat there hoping that some one was to come by my way soon, but I new it wasn't any time soon cause it was the middle of the night.. All of a sudden I seen head lights shying around the bend, so I got out of my car and started to wave this person down.. He stopped.. May I help u miss? He said.. Yes sir my car has broken down and I cant figure out what's wrong w/ it.. Let me take a peak he said... so he gets out of the car and he

Almost Caught...
One day I was trying on some naughty clothes. You know its hot red with thigh highs and holes where your tits are. hehe Any ways I was trying it on and the door bell rang so I threw on some shorts and tank top over top of this other outfit. Well I'm sure it looked funny when I opened the door to see me in shorts and tank top with thigh highs on. yah I was thinking that when I opened the door and there was this hot guy at it. He was there to show me a demonstration on a vacuum sweeper or some thing well. A little did I know he started flirting with me. All I was think was how bad I wanted in his pants. So he was talking and showing me things and he spilled a drink on my top. I wasn't think about what was under I just took it off and then I was like opps I'm sorry I forgot I had this on. I'll be back I'm going to go change. I got up and he said no please wait. I love that outfit I want to see more cause I would like to buy one for my girlfriend. I was like are you sure? Ok I'll show I d

My Neighbor!!
It was a hot and miserable day out side and i was sun tanning.. I seen the neighbor guy out side across the road mowing his grass. Wow!! Hes so damn hot i was thinking to myself. I was watching him walk back and forth while mowing the gress w/ all the sweat dripping of his sexy body.. He takes his shirt off to whip his head and wow his chest is so sexy.. I couldnt take my eyes off of him.. So i was tanning laying there in my thongs only on my tummy while i was watching him mow the grass and i find my self playin w/ my soft wet pussy...mmmmmm im so wet and my fingers are in so deep.. starting w/ just one finger and then another i moan even more..mmm I was moanin so loud of enjoyment that when my neighbor stopped the mower to get a drink he heard me.. He walked in got a drink and headed my way.. And of course i didnt know this... I was playin and all of a sudden i noticed that my sun was being blocked and as i looked up there he was watchin me play w/ my pussy... He brought me over a dri

Popular
I've thought a lot about popularity lately. It came up when I was thinking about crushes and during a discussion I had with co-workers about high school, plus I've been listening a lot to the song High School Never Ends by Bowling for Soup. So, what defines popularity? Why are some people "popular," and others are not? I was not. *grin* I totally admit it. Whatever indefinable thing makes someone a "popular" person, I didn't have it. I was shy, awkward, vulnerable, and too smart, with bad eyesight and a mother who made my clothes (all huge handicaps in the pecking order). The years between "I'll play with any kid around" and junior high, I was at the bottom of the pecking order. And it's interesting that those kids who were "popular" back in elementary school, stayed "popular" through high school, for the most part. What did those kids have that defined them as "popular" as early as 2nd or 3rd grade? Confidence (or at least the ability to fake it), ease with social situ

We Irish
IRISH DRINKING TOAST ! When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk, and go to heaven! GOTTA LOVE MY IRISH ROOTS :) CHEERS TO ALL MY FRIENDS !

John Glenn Deserves A Standing Ovation !!!!!!
Carol Cunningham 2/16/2007 1:08 pm >>> THIS IS FABULOUS, NO MATTER WHAT POLITICAL PARTY YOU BACK UP, SENATOR JOHN GLENN DESERVES A STANDING OVATION !!!!!! Regardless of your political views, this certainly gives us all food for thought. Sen. Glenn was so quick on his feet. When you speak from the heart and with passion, you never know what comes out. SENATOR JOHN GLENN SAID: Things that make you think a little....... 1. There were 39 combat relate d killings in Iraq during the month of January....In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American City , about as deadly as the entire war torn country of Iraq . 2. When some claim President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: FDR...led us into World War II. Germany never attacked us: Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost, an average of 112,500 per year. Truman...finished that war and started one in Korea . North Korea never att

Love Making....
We walk hand in hand along the beach. The warm water laps at our feet. The moon overhead lights our way, as we come upon a secluded cove. It almost appears as if this place has been untouched since the beginning of time. "Lets go for a swim," I whisper in your ear. As quickly as I say the words my dress is in a heap on the sand, and I am up to my knees in salt water. My body is bathed in moonlight as its rays reflect on the water all around me, beckoning you to join me. We embrace, kissing deeply as the sea engulfs our bodies. I pull slightly away slowly, smiling at your obvious excitement. We dive and splash frolicking like young dolphins in the warm water. It is a mere interlude to foreplay. Soon we find ourselves entwined as we roll in the surf. Our bodies molded together. Like the ebbing of the tide, you drift in and out of me, our bodies crashing together in endless waves. Our passion rises above the din of the sea as we climax together. Drying naked on the rocks, our bodies

Coffee Anyone?
A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. The conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain plastic, glass, crystal, some expensive, some exquisite, and some plain-looking paper cups- telling them to help themselves to the coffee. After all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said,"If you noticed, all the nice-looking, expensive cups were taken,leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, THAT is the SOURCE of YOUR problems and stress." "BE ASSURED that the cup itself adds NO QUALITY to the coffee. In most cases, it's just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for

My Friends
I have such great friends that care and see that if i am in trouble come and help me when i need them. And I couldnt make it without them. To all my friends this is for u... Dionne Warwick Videos | Music Videos | San Antonio Homes For Sale

Double Pleasure
I love getting fucked by 2 or 3 guys at the same time! Just the thought of all of those cocks filling up my ass, pussy and mouth at the same time sends me over the edge everytime... I usually start out with a trip to a porn store then work my way to a strip bar. I'm wearing my shortest, sexiest black dress, no panties and my favorite 6 inch stilettos. Funny how all of the guys are watching me as I pick up a dildo after droping it on the floor. I catch the eye of a horny looking married guy in his 40's and a young stud in his 20's. I wink and motion towards the 25 cent booths. Can I really do this? . . . . . What kind of a women would do this? . . . . . I look around and the cashier doesn't seem to mind one bit. So I duck into the middle booth at the porn store. I feel so cheap, so nasty, so slutty, but so exhilirated! I can't wait to open the sliding panels so they can see me masterbating for them both. The older guy is in the booth behind me, and opens his sliding panel and I see hi

Women R Precious
i think women r the most prescious human beings on earth.they bring luv, compassion, passion, 2 us all. they make this world go round and round.we need 2 show them the respect, they so truly deserve.

1 Year Today
WELL IT'S BEEN 1 YR TODAY THAT ME AND MY MAN WOULD OF BEEN TOGETHER ...EXCEPT HR PASSED ON BEFORE HE COMPLEATED HIS YEAR OUT. I MISS YOU GORDON WAYNE HENRY AND I MISS YOU SOOO DAMN MUCH... YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TILL IT'S GONE... AND TO ME I HAD THE BEST MAN EVER!!!..I KNOW I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH ALL THIS AND GO ON WITH LIFE...SO WHO EVER IS WITH ME NEXT WILL HAVE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH BUT KNOW IF I EVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN YOU WILL HAVE ALL OF ME NOT JUST PART OF ME...I GIVE MY ALL WHEN I'M IN LOVE!!!!

Phonies
I hate all these phoney peeps in here. They buy there way to the top or flirt. But when you try to promote they dont even talk to you. Hell half the time you are lucky if they rated your profile and one pic. I am on a full wide attack. If you have peeps in your profile that dont repost or respond to your bullentins. Have not sent you a message in weeks, dont rate your shit. I urge you to delete their dumb asses. Why cause then somewhere down the line they will get the message. I personally think tap should take points away from you if a friend drops u. Yeah a few would do it to be jerks. But most the time you would deserve it. So if you fall into this catagory of uber and only talking to 10 peeps but expecting all of us to rate your shit. Then I say fuck off and get a real life.

She Is Not Me
She is not me, but she has my fair skin and striking blue eyes. She has wild, unruly blonde hair, with just a hint of red. I can almost see her appearance unfolding as I look through my own past. She is beautiful now, but she will not be in a few years. Her hair will be impossible to tame, and she will hate the freckles that kiss her face as the sun begins to find her tender flesh over the next few summers. Her eyelashes and eyebrows will disappear, leaving only a cupie doll pucker and the blue of her eyes, like saphires in the snow. She will not be attractive until her teens, but will not know it for years. It will not be model beauty, but more her body embracing her character. I know her pain is not mine, but I feel it. I do not remember being her age, but there are pictures. Not many pictures, maybe five or six. They are not her, but she is there, looking back at me. She seems so lost. I can hear her thoughts, her worries. Where is her mommy? People say she will ge

New Tat!
I got my new tattoo...now theres 2 on my back, its a slow start to getting my whole back covered as a collage. After this one heals I will post a pic, its a pretty monarch butterfly on my shoulder! :D Hope everyone had a good weekend! Love N' Cookies, Ash

* Horus * He Who Is Above * Eye Of Ra / Re * Eye Of Horus * Wadjet / Wedjat * Udjat *
********************************************************************************************* * Horus * He Who Is Above * Eye of Ra / Re * Eye of Horus * Wadjet / Wedjat * Udjat * ********************************************************************************************* HORUS - The Son of Suns, Horus is the Eye of creative focus. It moves through the cosmos as a spherical imprinting devise, rolling across the star fields imprinting the divine logos or word or breath of activation upon each and every particle. Through the Hori (Hor Eye) the whirlwind of breath expands and contracts the vision or focus of worlds in motion. Consequentially, the Eye of Horus (representing the primary Horian principle) develops the Language of Light and the many signs, symbols, sacred utterances and language which come out of that font. Horus as a whole system develops contact between the Creator and the created, which are both really the same things from different perspectives. These perspectives

My Lover!!! Peep
It is a cool morning. I have no need to get up. Lying here, I think about loving you. I can see your eyes looking at me, smiling at me. I can feel the warmth building in my pussy already. I slide my hand gently over my breasts as if your eyes are following them. My nipples immediately respond, becoming hard. I lift my head to suck one gently into my mouth. I feel your lips closing around the other nipple and a deep moan escapes my lips. I feel the juice as it starts to slide down from inside my pussy. I move my hands all around my stomach and then to my abdomen, envisioning your hands touching me. I slowly slip my middle finger into the wetness and warmth. I clench down on my finger as if your cock is buried deep inside of me. Slipping my finger in and out, my hips start to move in a circular motion and I reach to my finger wanting more of the feeling that is being created. The palm of my hand has caught the juice as it now flows out of my pussy. I lick the sweet taste from

Want To Talk?
I AM A YOUNG FEMALE WANTING TO YAP WITH OTHER FEMS ABOUT PLAYING AND HAVEING A GREAT TIME IM NO BEAUTY BUT I THINK IM SWEET I WOULD LOVE TO SEE SOME FRIEND INVITES IM NEW AT THIS AND HAVENT FIGURED IT OUT YET IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO IS WILLING TO HELP ME

Got A Problem With My Kids School
my kids school keeps on picking on him for the least little things i have been over there and talked with them but it hasn't worked yet should i complain to the school board or just take him out and home school him or place him in another school?

Pay Attention Damn It!!!!
AIGHT CONTEST I'M THROWING, I DID LAY OUT SOME RULES YESTERDAY. COURSE I DIDN'T GET LISTENED TO. I SAID NO FAKE ACCOUNTS!!! BY FAKE A MEAN 6 DIFFFRENT PEOPLE, ALL LEVEL 9, ALL AGE 37, ALL HAVE FAMILY BUT NO FRIENDS, ONE PIC, AND HAVE ONLY BEEN ON CT SINCE THE 15 THROUGH THE 19. SOUND FAMILIAR?!?!? I DUNNO BUT I THOUGHT THAT WAS AN EASY THING TO AVOID, JUST GETTING YOUR FRIENDS TO BOMB FOR YOU CAUSE THIS IS A FREINDLY COMP. I MEAN I KNOW I SAID CHEAT OVER THE LAST WEEK, BUT COME ON I WANT TO BE AT LEAST PAID ATTENTION WHEN I SET A NEW RULE. I SHOULD JUST END IT NOW CAUSE I'M PISSED. INSTEAD, I'M CHANGING THE DEAD LINE. MIDNIGHT, TONIGHT!!! NOT PACIFIC TIME, GOOD OLD EAST COAST TIME. I GOT ONE OTHER LITTLE THING THAT WILL PROLLY PISS BOTH SIDES OFF, BUT NO WORRIES. NOT GOING TO GIVE THE CONTEST TO THE DUDES, OR THE THE ONE WITH THE LEAST VOTES. JUST KNOW WHILE DRINKING AND DRUGGING TODAY, AND DID I MENTION I HAVE SLIGHT ANGER ISSUES??? REMEMBER THE EAR? I GOT A BRAIN STORM, BRAIN STORM W

Time Would Have Told You
Time is a precious jewel, One not to be taken advantage of, In a heartbeat things change so fast, How can i hold on to what never was? I feel like an empty abyss, being accused of accusing some else, many who know me, know i dont do the drama, i will walk away as its being delt, I was feeling someone on pics and words, But going in blind and not knowing their way, I saw a friendship within this person, But now im a liar and being sent away, I cant have hate in my heart, that is where it just wont exist, I can say this papi i was feeling, But believe there is no simple twist, I will respect all those who dismiss me, And not reply to their harsh words, I am not the latina thats twisted, My heart feels heavy and as of now really hurts, So goodbye papi dont you worry, What your going thru will soon pass, Hold your head up to the sky and smile, Again im sorry that it didnt last,,,, Written by: Azalia

Please Help Me
HEY EVERY ONE CAN U ALL HELP ME OUT--MY GOOD FRIEND NEEDS OUR HELP.HE NEEDS HELP MOVING UP A FEW LEVELS SO HE CAN ADD PICS OF OUR LOST SOLDIERS AND GET HIS PROFILE UP AND RUNNING WITH POEMS, STORIES, PICS AND MORE FROM EVERYONE TO HELP SUPPORT OUR TROOPS. SO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR, CLICK ON HIS PIC BELOW- ADD HIM AS A FRIEND, A FAN, RATE HIM, COMMENT HIS PAGE AND ALL HIS PHOTOS AS MUCH AS U WANT AND IF YOU ALL HELP ME ILL ATLEAST GIVE YOU A GIFT FOR HELPING PLEASE PASS THIS BLOG AROUND TO FOR I AM POSTING IT INTO A BULLETIN ALSO. THANKS TO ALL. LOVE JESSICA HERE IS THE LINK UNITED STATES ARMED FORCES HOORAH!@ CherryTAP 0- PLEASE HELP HIM LEVEL UP SO ADD HIM, FAN HIM, RATE HIM, TATE HIS PHOTOS, BLOGS, STASH, AND HELP HIM GET THE THINGS HE NEEDS FOR EVERY ONE WHO DOES AND SENDS ME A MESSAGE SAYING THEY DID ALL THIS I WILL SEND U A GIFT MUAH JESSICA

Angsty Mcgreenthumb
So I dropped about $65 at walmart today on plants, potting soil, and pots. Of course, having had a garden in the past, you forget how much room these selfish little buggers need. Sooooo, probably going to have to buy more pottage. Actually, I think I'm going to buy a little more lumber and just frame up a garden box in an entire section of my patio. Probably cheaper and better on the plants. They can live in their little containers fine for now. Green Bean Tomato white onion Green onion chives scallions sweet pepper cayanne pepper jalapeno pepper green bell pepper Spinach Leaf lettuce Rosmary Cilantro Flat leaf parsely Sweet Basil Dill Summer Savory Mint It's been a busy few hours :) I have an entire set of seeds to go with these, too, in case these didn't turn out. Also have some other random herb seeds I have yet to plant (marjorum, more basil, curled parsley, and one other which I forget... probably mint.) I scattered a lot of the excess seeds

The Pit Colony Of Reapers
It may have been easier at that moment to give up. To walk away and never return. To chance the solemn nothingness that serves a desire so closely. If known for any length of time longer than 22 years would it make a difference? Sometimes it is fear the drives a person to the edge. Sometimes there is someone there to catch the opposing before they fall into an abyss no one belongs in. The cries and screams below, blast form a pit of despair. A place where the faceless even have a puropse. Struggling amoungst the thousands exiled there, there is always a spot waiting for the willing. Or the new and naieve minds that cant grip the contents of what is expected above cliffside. Below with the impact of each new fall is another piece broken off....Somtimes just fractured other times a clean, wrneching break. It is not uncommon to rise from the pit. Not unlike a spider in a bath tub, it is possible to climb the sides and escape, but only with many tedious hours of trying. Sometimes it can

Im Single Once Again
Hey every one its febuary 25 2007 3:21 pm its been two hours since my roommate and i kicked my boyfriend sean out into the snow because he was trying to rape me when i wouldn't give him sex 24/7 and he was aware of my past and yet he threw it all back in my face and still procedded to force him self on me...just to warn you all people call me bones and sean is not who he says he is...he is not the nice sweet person he persudes to be...he is very controling and can not take no for an answer so if u read this just pass it on thank you....sweetvampir btw thank nomadch2 for helping out as well

Growing Wild On A Beach
Carmen Will Do Anything To Get Her Citizenship Here is this guy who really takes care of his body; he lifts weights and jogs five miles every day. One morning, he looks into the mirror and admires his body. He notices that he is really sun tanned all over except one part and he decides to do something about it. He goes to the beach, completely undresses and buries himself in the dand except for the one part sticking out. Two little old ladies are strolling along the beach and one looks down and says, "There really is no justice in this world." The other little old lady says, "What do you mean?" The first little old lady says, "Look at that." "When I was 10 years old, I was afraid of it." "When I was 20 years old, I was curious about it." "When I was 30 years old, I enjoyed it." "When I was 40 years old, I asked for it." "When I was 50 years old, I paid for it." "When I was 60 years old, I prayed for it." "When I was 70 years old, I forg

Get On The Bus
A man comes home from work and finds his wife screwing his cousin in the closet. ''What the hell are you doing?!'' the man asks. ''I'm riding a bus,'' his cousin replies. ''That's a stupid thing to say!'' ''That's a stupid thing to ask!''

Changed The Title To "my Heart And Soul"
Hello! This is where I talk about me. I am from a big family, yours, mine and ours kind of deal. I am lighthearted, sweet, loving, outgoing, some say smart, I can be funny sometimes, I appreciate a good laugh and try not to take life too seriously. I try really hard to always do the right thing by people and rarely burn a bridge(if you know what I mean). I aspire to be the woman G-d made me to be, or as close to that as I can possibly get. I have made a lot of mistakes in my life but no baggage from them. I have been at the same job for over 10 years so I am a steady person. I like to play and have a good time too! I love the beach, dont care where it is just love the sand between my toes and watching the ocean roll in and out the way G-d designed it to do. I love the trees, the stars and the moon at night. I love the rain. Nature!!!! I dont know what my friends admire in me really. They say I am crazy. I tend to speak my mind when I probably should not. They say I am smart and they ad

Fascinating
A teacher asks her class of 3rd graders to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. She calls on a small boy sitting in the front row. "I saw an airshow. And it was very fascinating." "Good, but I wanted you to use the word 'fascinate,' not 'fascinating.'" She then calls on a girl sitting off to the left. "I saw some monkeys. They were very fascinating." "Good, but I wanted you to use the world 'fascinate,' not 'fascinating.'" Billy's hand shoots up into the air and she calls on him. "Teacher, teacher! I got one!" "Go ahead, Billy." "My sister's shirt has ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fascinate."

English Lovers
An elderly Frenchman was slowly walking down a countryside lane, admiring the beautiful spring day, when over a hedgerow he spotted a young couple, naked, making love in a field. Getting over his initial shock he said to himself, 'Ah ze young love, ze springtime, ze air, ze flowers. C'est magnifique!' and continued to watch, remembering good times. Suddenly he drew in a gasp and said, 'Mais... Sacre bleu!! Ze woman - she is dead!' and he hurried along as fast as he could to the town to tell Albert, the police chief. He came, out of breath, to the police station and shouted, 'Albert... Albert zere is zis man zis woman .. . naked in Farmer Gaston's field making love.' The police chief smiled and said; 'Come, come, Henri, you are not so old to not remember ze young love, ze springtime, ze air, ze flowers. Ah, L'amour! Zis is okay.' 'Mais non! You do not understand - ze woman she is dead!' Hearing this Albert leapt from his seat and rushed out of the station and, th

Drastic Diet
A fellow was ordered to lose 75 pounds, due to VERY serious health risks. As he wondered how in the heck he would ever do it, he ran across an ad in the newspaper for a guaranteed weight loss program. ''Guaranteed my ass,'' he thought to himself, but desperate, he calls them up and subscribes to the 3 day/ 10 pound weight loss program. The next day there is a knock at his door and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptous, athletic, beautiful babe dressed in nothing but a pair of NIKE running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, ''If you can catch me you can have me!'' Without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through and she leaves, he thinks to himself, ''I like the way this company does business.'' The same girl shows up for the next two days and the same thing hap

Husband Wanted
A lonely widow, aged 70, decided that is was time to get married again. She put an ad in the local that read: HUSBAND WANTED: MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a grey-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you?!" the widow said. "Just look at you ... you have no legs!" The old gentleman smiled, "Therefore, I cannot run around on you!" "You don't have any arms either!" she snorted. Again, the old man smiled, "Therefore, I can never beat you!” She raised an eyebrow and asked intently, "Are you still good in bed??" The old man leaned back, beamed a big smile and said, "I rang the door bell, didn't I?" The wedding is scheduled for Saturday.

Did You Call For Me?
Bob joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he takes off his clothes and starts wandering around. A gorgeous petite blond walks by him and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him grinning sweetly and says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" She says: "You must be new here; let me explain. It's a rule here that if I give you an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of a pool, lays down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Bob continues exploring the facilities. He enters a sauna, sits down, and farts. Within a few seconds a huge, horribly corpulent, hairy man with a firm erection lumbers out of the steam towards him. The Huge Man says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" The Huge Man: "You must be new here; it is a rule that when you fart, it implies you called for me." The

Change Your Hair Style.
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his grandmother asking him to send her a current photo of himself in his new location. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts a photo in half, but accidentally sends her the bottom half of the picture. He is really worried when he realizes that he has sent the wrong half. But then he remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is and hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later, he receives a letter from his grandmother. It says: "Thank you for the picture. You should change your hair style...it makes your nose look too short."

Chalkboard Culprit
One day a teacher went into her class room and saw the word, “penis” written in small letters on the chalkboard. She erased it and went on with the day's lesson. The next day, she came in and saw the same word on the chalkbaord, but a little bit bigger. She erased it and went on with her lesson. Each of the next several days, the teacher would come in to find “penis” on the board, a little larger each time. She went in one morning, expecting to find it again, but instead the chalkboard read: “The more you rub it, the bigger it gets.”

Bozo's Big Beautiful Ass
There was an old man named Bozo, and all he had was a female donkey. One day he wins the lottery and gets $50,000. He doesn't know what to do with his money, so he decides to spend a night in a five star hotel. He asks for the finest room and starts going up the stairs with his female donkey. The manager sees him and asks where he's going with his donkey. "Anywhere I go, she goes." "I'm sorry, sir," said the manager, "but you can't take the donkey upstairs. Leave it down here with us and we'll take good care of her." So Bozo goes up to his room and opens the door. Everything is made of gold, there is a table full of food, and a huge television. He doesn't want to ruin anything so he takes his raggedy coat off and sleeps on the floor. The next morning the manager comes up to the room and asks how his night was. ''Great!'' replied Bozo. ''How much do I have to pay?'' he asks. ''One thousand dollars for the food.'' ''But I haven't touched the food." ''It was right there, so yo

Birds And Bees Humming
A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in. “Mother, where do babies come from?” The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.” The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend. “Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?” “Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.

B-day Sex
Adam was talking to his friend at the bar, and he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday - she has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants, so I'm stuck." His friend said, "I have an idea! Why don't you make up a certificate saying she can have 60 minutes of great sex, any way she wants it. She'll probably be thrilled."Adam decided to to his friend's advice. The next day at the bar his friend said, "Well? Did you take my suggestion?" "Yes, I did," Adam replied. "Did she like it?" "Oh yes! she jumped up , thanked me, kissed me on the forehead and ran out the door, yelling "I'll be back in an hour!!"

Cali, Texas & Alaska!!!
CALIFORNIA : - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well... Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them Americans! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snow days off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we don't fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My governor can kick your govern

A Sweet Ass Story
It was another Payday and I was tired of Mr. Goodbar. I saw Miss Hershey standing behind the Powerhouse on the corner of Clark and Fifth Avenue when I whipped out my Whopper and whispered, “Hey Sweetheart, how'd you like to Crunch on my big hunk for a Million Dollar Bar?” Well, she immediately went down on my Tootsie Roll, and it was like pure Almond Joy! I couldn't help but grab her delicious Mounds because it was easy to see that this little Twix had the Red Hots. It was all I could do to hold the Snickers and Crackle as my Butterfinger went up her tight little Kit Kat and she started to scream “Oh Henry, Oh Henry!” Soon she was fondling my Peter Pan and ZagNut and I knew it wouldn't be long before I blew my Milk Duds clear to Mars that gave her a taste of the old Milky Way. She asked me if I was into M&M, but I said, “Hey Chicklet, no kinky stuff.” I said, “Look you little Reese's Pieces, don't be a Zero, be a Lifesaver. Why don't you take my Whatchamacallit an

Fallen Angel
screaming crying twisting turning slowly dying passions burning fall to my knees on the cold ground as my soul bleeds my voice has no sound tear off my wings wounds start to seep pain starts to sting my heart starts to weep in a world full of lies i am searching for truth forgetting the cries of my innocent youth as i search for release your eyes shine bright and i finally find peace as your arms hold me tight

Little Harry Wants To Go To The Third Grade
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms. Broo

Friends & Fans
I am beginning to wonder if i should stay in here much longer because of a couple of people in here. I won't mention ANY names but one guy was on my friends list & a female who was NEVER on my friends list im doubting if i should stay in here much longer. I don't know what else to say but i just feel unwelcome by these two people & 1 person who has removed himself from my friends list & has blocked & the female too i just don't understand what i did OR said if anything to cause them to do this to me & treat me this way. You know im ONLY human i have feelings too im NOT a damn rock OR a shovel i have emotions too. So the question is do i stay people OR do i leave & NEVER come back here? vote on it O.K.? barbwire & roses A.K.A Cheryl :):):)

Doe's She Really Love Me
i love this girl with all my heart i want to show her more and more each day but i don't know where to start she tells me she love's me to but why won't she show me that it is really true,when we talk i'm so happy when we don't i'm sad,what would it take for us to be together,

Who Got The Hooch?
This is really SAD and Pitiful. Nearly 4000 of you and I can count on 2 hands the real friends I have here. I wanna win this contest. Not because I want the prize...(I could care less) I want to win to prove I HAVE the best friends on CT and they kick serious ass. Less than 24 hours left in this thing and I NEED YOUR HELP! If I can beat this other chick I will buy happy hour. You help me win...you all get double points!!! So How bout it? Heres the pic...bomb the hell outta it!

There's No Love Left For You
There's no love left for you We've lived together for a long time but now the love is gone we once knew We're old enough to know we can't live life this way And young enough to start with someone new So it's divorce or destroy each other which one of the two shall we do You say in your heart there's no love left for me And in my heart there's no love left for you We've stayed together for the children but soon the kids will be grown and be gone Yet we keep on destroying each other and Lord to live life this way it must be wrong So it's divorce or destroy... Yes in my heart there's no love left for you.

Sum Good Advice
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been poasted for you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name ca

Her First Time
PLEASE HELP MY COUSIN OUT SHE HAS REACHED HER DAILY LIMITS ON COMMENTS... HER PUPPY HAS BEEN ENTERED IN A CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS LOTS OF COMENT BOMBS... IT LASTS UNTIL FRIDAY.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP OUT... CLICK ON THE PICTURE IT'S THAT EASY...

I'll Prove It A Thousand Ways
I'll prove it a thousand ways I love you I'll prove it in days to come I swear it's true darling you'll be the only one I think of you of the past and all our fun I love you I'll prove it in days to come You're my darling you've been true I should have been good to you You're the one that's in my heart while we're apart I'll be true I'll prove it to you in days to come I love you in my heart you'll always stay I've been so blue and lonesome all these days I love you I'll prove it in days to come I'll be nice and sweet to you and no more will you be blue I'll prove I love you every day all kinds of ways Darling please wait please wait until I'm free There'll be a change a great change made in me I'll be true you'll have no more blue days I love you and I'll prove it a thousand ways

Quick Survey 4 Ladies....
hello women, how many of u think if i should apologize 2 every women on hear i by 1? please let me know. if i get enough responses i will apologize 2 every women individually 1 by 1. thank u

Try This
I just found out about this chat window today. When u want to sign on to any webpage put gabbly.com in front of it like this http://gabbly.com/CHERRYTAP.COM Then a Gabbly chat window appears you can talk with anyone who has done the same. So try it I am on here now by myself. Well Just wanted to share that with everyone since sometimes the shoutbox acts up we can all chat via this chat box. Lucinda

15 Things You Probably Never Knew
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About > > > > > > > 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for >you. > > > > > > > 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. > > > > > > > 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is becaus e they want to >be just like you. > > > > > > > 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't >like you. > > > > > > > 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. > > > > > > > 6. You mean the world to someone. > > > > > > > 7. If not for you, some one may not be living. > > > > > > > 8. You are special and unique. > > > > > > > 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. > > > > > > > > 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. > > > > > > > 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely tur

Myspace
Well..I made a *new* myspace page. That way when Cherry goes down, I've got a back up plan. Let me know if you'd like the link to my page. I'm still in the process of setting my page up right now, so bare with me. I'm goin to go read or something for a little while, so I may not answer you right away.

Here I Am Fallin' Again
Here I Am Fallin' Again Here I am fallin' again, in places that I've already been. I sure didn't plan it and I don't understand it but here I am fallin' again. Here I am lyin' again making up places that I've never been. I thought I was through with these heart breaking blues but here I am lyin' again. Why don't a man ever take time to think what is at stake? Is it the danger or the pleasurable stranger but those are the chances we'll take. I'd hate to come face to face with her and her at the same place cause it will be hell If I had to tell her someone has taken her place. I had a beautiful wife,she found it all out one night and the pleasurable stranger, lord I didn't change her and I lost it all this time. So here I am cryin' again and callin' symphothy from my ole friends he once loved her and she once him and here I am cryin' again.

Soho Lounge
wow... it was friggin tight work... i did everything i wanted to .. i went to dance and i did, got in free got 2-4-1 drinks and a freebie.... danced with the people i picked out lol and then i actually jumped into the breakin cipher for the first time... it was hard tho cuz i guess the ppl there were really junglist and not b-boys so they kinda didnt want me there... i dont even think i classify as a beginer b-boy (at least to my standards) but wutever i finally got in and i tore it up real quick in 2 rounds and got the loudest crowd cheer and dipped lol it was mad fun!! who's coming with me next week???!?!?!

To Every Girl.......
To every girl that is SCARED to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for >YOU>doesn't

Thinking
Signs of things that come too soon Face the reaper at high noon Destiny of all mortals due Lives that end to make all new Icy touch of deaths sweet hand Comes to all in times demand One moment is all we have to live Only now is the gift we have to give All too soon we depart our flesh Making way for others fresh Who have to learn the lessons we know Take their falls and in time grow Time moves on we turn to dust All is as it should be in this we trust By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Last Love Song
The Last Love Song I know its over because I don't keep you satisfied anymore but before you move along let me sing you the last love song. Tomorrow when I wake, what will take the place of smiles on your face and black hair against white lace and I wonder, will I be thinking of our early morning love all the sweet things that you'd say that brighten my darkest day and tomorrow night what do you suggest to take the place or your breasts breast against my chest oh how I'll miss your tenderness but there's no use crying because loves a grown up game alittle pleasure and then alot pain first we called each other bad names then what we had was never quite the same I wish I could find eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie and a love that won't die. And a love that won't die.

The Pressure Is On
The Pressure is On I got someone at home,don't know whats going on, thinks I love her and her alone and the pressure is on. I got a new love you see.She does new things to me. We sneak our love you's on the phone and the pressure is on and it puts pressure on a man if he ever lets his heart call his hand. He ain't no rolling stone,but the pressure is on. Feel like your ten thousand feet down under the sea and its crushing all your bones and the pressure is on. The trains I ride in my dreams run on the pressure of the steam. Lord I could pull one a mile long cause the pressure is on. Lord I could pull one a mile long cause the pressure is on, the pressure is on, the pressure at home I'm just a man I'm just a man. I breath and I bleed yes I got feelings I can hear and I can see and you are the lady that brings them out of me making me feel special awe thats your specialty. cause you let me be me and I let you be you. Hey don't that sound so ea

To Love Somebody
To Love Somebody There's a light, certain kind of light, that never shines on me, I want my life to be lived with you , I want to live with you. There's a way, everbody say, to do each and every little thing, but what does it bring if I ain't got you, if I ain't got you baby You don't know what it's like , baby you don't know what its like, to love somebody, to love somebody like I love you There's a brain. I see your face again and I know my frame of mind. You ain't got to be so blind, because I'm blind so very blind. But Babe I'm a man. Can't you see that I am. I live and I breathe for you. What good does it do? Cause I ain't got you, I ain't got you baby! You don't know what it's like, Baby you don't know what it's like to love somebody, to love somebody, like I love you. You don't know what it's like, baby, you don't know what it's like to love somebody, love somebody like I love you. Baby you don't know what its like, baby, you don't know wh

Won't It Be Nice
Won't it Be Nice Won't it be nice to see you again seems I've been gone since I don't know when. I've had lonely nights and bottles for friends and it'll be nice to see you again. Babe I've been down since you've been gone its hard to love over a phone but it won't be long now 'til I hold you tight, 'cause I'm coming home.I'll be there tonight. Though I don't always get standing ovations I don't always knock the ball over the fence. My life is not always a perfect situation and it will be so nice to see you again. I used to hate to go home its a bad feeling to be alone theres been some changes since way back then it will be so nice to see you again.

Whiskey On Ice
Whiskey on Ice Woke up this morning tasting Jim Beam Holding the answer to some ole boys dream Got a bad reputation yes I’m a live wire Like my whiskey on ice and my women on fire From Memphis to Mobile I’ve played all the dives Lord knows I’m lucky just still be alive I’m an all around rebel and I won’t be denied Of my whiskey on Ice and my women on fire I like my whiskey on ice and my women on fire I like a good sounded guitar and I won’t be called a liar Spent many long nights with a burning desire for my whiskey on ice and my women on fire Some folks talk about me guess they always will They think it’s been an easy ride and all been down hill What they dont think about what they dont realize is the shoes that I’m filling are a mighty big size One night in Nashville tried to take my life Cause my friends had all left me and so had my wife But a fast ride to Florida made me realize I had some whiskey on ice and some Florida women on fire I like my whisk

Mardi Gras Morning After
no.. I am not hungover (for those thinking it) Last night was so much fun! worked the crowd, tossed beads, did a little dancing. this morning, the cold I have been fighting for days now has gotten the better of me. I must have slept really hard too, this morning my back hurt a little and my hip is a little testy with me. as for pictures, I am hoping that sis got plenty of us on her camera because hubby seemed to think that "be in charge of the camera" meant "hold this in your pocket" and other than that I have a ton of pics of his god-daughter and the crowd dancing. by the time he took pics at the end of sis and I, he was tired and I think a little frustrated by something. because the ones he took were not exactly up to his photography skills. the ones that were salvageable were mainly ones I ended up just cropping sissy because she looked cute in them. anyway, I know he feels bad, and maybe later if the weather holds I will get all dolled up again just to get a few good shots of

The Blues Man
The Blues Man I'm just a singer a natural born guitar ringer, kind of a clinger to sad old songs. I'm not a walk behind'er, I'm a new note finder but my name's a reminder of a bluesman that already gone. So I started drinking,took things that messed up my thinking I was sure sinking when you came along. I was alone in the hot lights,not to much left in sight but she changed all that one night when she sang me this song. Hey baby I love you. Hey baby I need you. Hey baby you ain't got to prove to me that your some kind of macho man. You've wasted so much of your life running through the dark nights let me shine some love light down on this bluesman I got so sick from speeding all the stuff they said I was needin if I was to keep pleasing all of my fans. I got cuffed on dirt roads. I got sued over no shows but she came and took all that ole load down off this bluesman. Hey baby I love you too. Hey baby I need you. Hey baby I do get tired of th

Eternal Quest
Eternal Quest I have a belief that we come to earth many times each time, the soul tries to attain a higher level of humanity --be closer to God and how he would have us be. And during those times-- maybe once we mate with another soul. Throughout our lives, our time on earth we keep looking for that soul-- in every life. And if we find no flames to start an eternal fire. Still we remain the dreamer— looking for that perfect love. And if I have not been able to find it in this life--and if I die, WRITTEN BY: BONNIE ADAMS I will take it with me tucked away in my heart— the one thing I take away from this life. And come again in another life to find it. We are reeds in the wind of fate. I know not where the wind will toss us, but I will survive if you hold my hand. Let us begin the eternal quest together.

~~al (the Bore) Gore Will Love This~~
Tree Hugger A woman from Los Angeles, who was a tree hugger and an anti-hunter, purchased a piece of timberland. There was a large tree on one of the highest points in the tract. She wanted a good view of the natural splendor of her land so she started to climb the big tree. As she neared the top she encountered a spotted owl that attacked her. In her haste to escape, the woman slid down the tree to the ground and got many splinters in her crotch. In considerable pain, she hurried to the nearest doctor. She told him she was an environmentalist and an anti-hunter and how she came to get all the splinters. The doctor listened to her story with great patience and then told her to go into the examining room and he would see if he could help her. She sat and waited three hours before the doctor reappeared. The angry woman demanded, "What took you so long?" He smiled and then told her, "Well, I had to get permits from the Environmental Protection Agency, th

Calling All Supporters
HEY EVERYONE-IVE BEEN ON HERE FOR ALMOST A YR AND BEEN TRYING TO GET SUPPORT FROM THIS SITE TO HELP SUPPORT OUR TROOPS BUT SEEMS TO ME EVERYONE IS MORE WORRIED ABOUT THEMSELVES. MY PROFILE IT MADE FOR THE TROOPS. IVE ASKED FOR POEMS, PICTURES, COMMENTS AND ASSISTANCE IN MAKINHG THE WEBSITE FOR OUR TROOPS SO THIS IS MY FINAL REQUEST. WHO IS THE TRUE SUPPORTER OF OUR TROOPS?? LETS SHOW THEM WE ARE HERE FOR THEM AND WE SUPPORT THEM AND THERE FAMILIES. I NEED TO BE RATED, COMMENTED ON, AND LEVELED UP TO GET THE ROOM TO ADD ALL THE PHOTOS THAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE SENT---IF U SUPPORT OUR TROOPS, SO PLEASE SEND ME POEMS, PICTURES STORIES AND ANY SUPPORT YOU HAVE TO HELP ME GET THIS WEBSITE UP. HOPE TO HERE FROM YOU ALL SOON. PLEASE REPOST THIS BLOG TO YOUR FRIENDS ON CHRRY AND HAVE TJEM COME TO ME AND THEY CAN EMAIL ME AT ICEWALKER2005@YAHOO.COM THANKS EVERYONE JEFF

Still Motion
STILL MOTION Emotions flow, yet moving not I’m flown about by winds unseen, over a frothy ocean green with whitecaps reaching to the sky. There am I suspended. below the peace of mortal sleep; above the dead immortal deep. I sigh. I cannot stay aloft alone. Icy waters crash below, in formless dances as they wait: watching, reaching for my soul, they know. They wait as spinning high, then slipping low, unsteady up and down I go, unsure, unreal, not knowing why the love I feel is just a dream. I try. No real motion, yet I fly, Amidst the turmoil of goodbye her fingers grow hypnotic sounds. I hear* the pleasure of her feeling stealing high above the wet below. The tears are mine, inside. I cry. > *(our piano) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, March 5, 1974

A Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't t

It's Sooo Sad!! But I Love This Song...
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this t

Mmm Subject...me!!!
HI ALL!! I'm Valerio, i'm from italy,but i love woman from everysite LOL. I'm 19 and i live in Rome,i love to go out whit friends in the evening and get drunk whit them,but i'm a serious boy during the day ;)..i go to gym and i can't complain about my phisic,i'm a very likeable guy but also sweet and affectionate whit who deserves it..then i don't know what also i can write here,you just can ask me!! See you all!! :D

Whens Ur Birtday?
HEY EVERYONE--HERE IS THE BIRTHDAY BLOG-PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT WITH YOUR BIRTHDAY AND AGE AND WHEN YOUR BIRTHDAY COMES U WILL RECEIVE A B-DAY GIFT FROM ME. HOPE TO GET AS MANY ON HERE AS POSSIBLE please comment only full name and birthday and year thank u

~*~my Song For Today~*~
Don't.. don't you wish we tried Do you feel what I feel inside You know love is stronger than pride Don't.. no don't Let your anger grow Just tell me what you need me to know Please talk to me don't close the door Cause I wanna hear you.. wanna be near you Don't fight.. don't argue Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go Don't.. don't give up on trust Don't give up on me.. on us We could just hold on long enough We can do it.. we'll get through it Don't fight.. don't argue Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go Don't pretend that it's ok Things won't get better that way And don't do something you might regret someday Don't.. Don't give up on me We can do it.. we'll get through it Don't fight.. don't argue Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go D

Can U Handle It
rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me on

Numerology Portrait
The ancient science of numerology offers insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to names and birth dates, calculating numerological values and then interpreting the results. To calculate the values used in numerology, all digits of a number are first added together. If the outcome is a number with more than one digit, the resulting digits are added together again until they are reduced to a single digit. For example, the number 27 is reduced by adding 2 + 7 to get 9. The number 1974 is reduced by adding 1 + 9 + 7 + 4 to get 21; then 21 is further reduced by adding 2 + 1 to get 3. All numbers are reduced to single digits between 1 and 9 except the special master number 11, which is not reduced in numerological calculations. Letters are first converted into numbers, which are then added together until they become a single digit. The letter A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc.; M = 13, which becomes 1 + 3 = 4. For example, the name Amy is equal to 1 + 4 + 7 = 12. 12 is then f

The True Test
rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me on

My Week....
Well, this has been one interesting week. Between "work", school, the kids, and attempting to sleep, I have been so busy!! It sucks. And i have begun to realize, people annoy me too much for me to deal with them on a regular basis. Dennis is driving me insane... well, i suppose has already driven me insane, and is just torturing me at this point. I wanted to go to OKC, to hang out w/ Tiff, and he totally foiled that plan, AS USUAL. Annoying asshole. And lexi has an eye infection. She hasn't been feeling well at all. And, actually, Tash has even been sick. Which totally bites. So they have been up late, being cranky and such. well, even cranky during the day! It's terrible!! Nothing worse than cranky children!!! UGH!!! I hate it when they're sick. Nothing I can really do... besides the usual, medicine, and cuddles and kisses! It just sucks, cuz i feel so bad. Tash was running a temp, lexi was coughing, both of them were whiny as hell. It's like, what do you do?outside of medicine, there

Life Explained ( Finally)
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll

To The One Who Pissed Me Off
This person really sucks and is a complete fake. Ya you know who you are. I am not an idiot the wool doesn't cover my eyes. You are a wolf in sheeps' clothing. Always remember what goes around comes around.

Cutest Dog Contest!
C Diddy is entering his 1st ever CT Contest! This contest is for the Cutest Dog! Please help mine win by rating and commenting! I think She'll be very thankful and happy that you did! Click the pic of Suzie Q below to show her some CT Love!

Birthdays....
Today is my birthday, I am finally 21, a supossed milestone in american culture. Would you like to know what I got for my birthday... a hang over and regrets. Perhaps this will be the year of regrets for myself, I had never been much for them before, but perhaps this will be a new part of me. Last night made me realize that my semi-mantra "Nous Sommes Tout Seul" (We are all alone. Is very true we start out alone we end alone and even when you're out with your friends you are still alone, no one knows your true thoughts and intentions other than yourself. I am upset that I didn't get to ring my birthday in with certain people who said they would come and didn't, certain people I changed plans for so they both could be comfortable. I suppose I needed the experience of being stood up, after all I had never had that happen before, I suppose we all need that kind of humbling experience. But a reason would be nice, but I'll get over it, such is the way of things, from one I will probably get

Simple Devotion
Would you dance with the devil if he beckoned? When he crooked his wicked finger and wiggled it in your direction, expecting an immediate response, would you obey? Would you sigh at the devil’s song if he so chose to serenade only you? As his deep voice was carried on the Southern wind, would your blood hum and resonate his devotion? Would you shiver when the devil embraced you? When his powerful arms overtake and command submission, would your knees weaken and would you succumb to his whim? Would you close your eyes when the devil kissed you? Or would you stare into the hopeless void of passion and supremacy, losing yourself willingly to his control. I have danced with the devil. I have sighed as his voice rang through my soul. My body trembled when he took me into his arms and his kiss sent sparks through me as I lost myself in his gaze. Submission becomes a simple act when the body is broken and the mind controlled. Submission becomes an act of love, when the body

About Me....
I love music, I love all types really but my favorites are PopRock R&B,and Rock....Love the hair bands of the 80's...Love Def Leppard, Areosmith, Journey, 3 Doors Down, Evansence, Creed...heehee, well, u get the picture anyway..... I wanted to come in and change something on my profile page...I feel this is needed....I know that I am peculiar in some ways, but for me RESPECT AND HONESTY to each other is VERY high on my rank of things.... If you like my pictures I do not mind sharing them.....WHAT I DO MIND IS THEM BEING RIPPED WITHOUT ASKING ME!!!!!!!! Ask any person I have gotten a picture from and you will see that I ASK FIRST....Dang it, if u cant respect me enough to ask before you rip my pictures then LOOK and EXPECT me to BLOCK !!! This may sound rude to those who read my page....honestly, I don't care anymore.... I am here to have a good time and to share pictures and meet all kinds of new people....I WILL be respected here or you can take a hike.....I am NOT kidding any

Deep Sea Divers
Angels in Lead Boots by Bob 'Dex' Armstrong One night when we were sitting around in the After Battery somewhere between the last reel of Cheaper By The Dozen and the arrival of mid rats. Some lower-order citizen in raggedy dungarees and a four-week old beard looks over at the chief and asked, "Hey Dutch, you believe in angels?" "Sure, horsefly. Not the kind with wings... The kind who wears rubberized, canvas suits and bronze helmets...Descend from above to save you... Navy Divers. When you hear those magnificent bastards clomping around on your walking deck, you can go back to issuing liberty cards." Nobody respects and honors Navy Divers more than the lads who ride underwater ordinance platforms. Any man stupid enough to speak ill of a hardhat diver in the presence of a smoke boat sailor could count on the next twenty to thirty seconds of his future being filled with activity specifically designed to place his dental work flush up against his spinal column. Th

High Maintenance Bitch Angers Residents
Nidhi Sharma - All Headline News Staff Writer Seattle, WA (AHN) - A newly opened pet store meant especially for female dogs is angering city residents over its unique name - High Maintenance Bitch. The offensive word in the store's name is widely seen from one of the main intersections in the Wallingford neighborhood business district west of Interstate 5 and north of the Lake Washington Ship Canal. Janet Stillman, executive director of the Wallingford Neighborhood Office told AP, "I am probably the most progressive liberal person in the world and I am personally offended by the sign. It's so blatant and so in your face." The B-word appears in many of the store's products such as Gel-ous Bitch bath gel and Street Walker paw cleanser. Kara Ceriello, co-president of the Wallingford Chamber of Commerce, who supports the store name, said she heard complaints from about a dozen people. "It is going to be a hot issue again when we get to our Wallingford Kiddie Parade and Street F

The High School Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and we kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

Stupidness
ok. i think it was a year or so ago when i broke my foot jumping from a friends roof. that was the results of to much alcohol. you know it makes people do dumb things sometimes (like sleep with certin girls that you wake up next to and like what the fuck. you finllay got me in the bed) yea. anyways. but last week i dropped a heavy ass transformer on my foot. it weighed around 351 pounds and landed right on my foot. the doc says its not broke. but you know. i think she was a compelete and totally dumbass(or im the dumbass for fucking around with a transformer) cause my foot is still swelled with a large bump on it. maybe i should go back to the doc's and have it checked out.

Been On Less And Less Lately
this site is cool and everything and ive gotten to know a lot of great people on here but most of my friends and family are on myspace. given that this site will always be better than myspace, i just havent been on it lately. so anyway, if you want you can add me on myspace to keep in touch, k? :-) love ya guys. youve been good to me here. no, im not deleting myself. i havent stopped coming completely and want to stick around. hope you all had a great weekend. ttyl!! www.myspace.com/chelsmith18

Please Understand....
How can I stick by what you ask of me? How can I friend the friend I need to be without hurting you and chancing you not speaking to me anymore.... I have been through some of the things that you are NOW going through. I had a best friend who told me it was time to grow up and let go of some things...YES, it hurt because I did not feel she understood what I felt or was going through...When the opposite was true....She understood all too well and wanted me to be happy and knew I was not deep inside... I want to be a best friend, a sister to you but I am concerned that you will not understand what I am doing....You ASKED me to help you yet when I try to do as you ask you make gentle reasons as to why you should not let them go.... Please understand that I love you dearly... I want you happy.... I want him happy.... Please understand sis..... Love, me your best friend and sister....

Looking For True Love?
Hello Readers, fans and supporters: First let me take this opportunity to THANK you SSOOO much for all your emails wishing me happy birthday, this is the only way I can answer so many people at once. FEB 26TH IS MY BIRTHDAY and I want to offer myself the most beautiful, spiritual girlfriend ever lolol and take her boating on Lake Pleasant. I am very popular and there are plenty gorgeous but immature ladies friends around me. Some are highly spiritual but not willing to quit unhealthy habits and I am very committed, fun and always happy but fussy with any of my partner. I need an extraordinary smart and spiritual girl willing to work and travel the world with me and dedicate herself to a common goal to bring light to this world. Looks are important of course but your stars will tell me all about your inner self, compassion, love, fears etc. So make sure to give me your date of birth if you want to become my soul mate. In my case the problem is that there are too man

A Success!!!
The cake went off wonderfully, soon as I get the pics back i will post them here. After all why have a cumming cake if i can't share it lol. After i figured out the mechanics of I wanted it to work it was easy. Thanks to the Mythbusters, the cake spewed sticky sweet goo gorgeously with out obvious outside assistance.. I THINK EVEN THE CHIPPENDALE WAS IMPRESSED Way to go me

Writing Again
Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion that is without end My lover , soul mate and best friend Come drift with me on the open sea Unsure of our course and what will be The twist and turn of life’s trail shared With the one who has always cared By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Cancer:. The Cutie
CANCER:. The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER, Very high sex appeal, Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind, Very romantic, Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative, Extremely random and proud of it, Freak in bed,Spontaneous, Great telling stories, Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it, Someone you should hold on to

What We Go Through
The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him,

Funny Thoughts
Remember... Once you get over the hill, you'll begin to pick up speed. I love cooking with wine. Sometimes I even put some in the food. ...If it weren't for STRESS I'd have no energy at all. Whatever hits the fan... Will Not Be Evenly Distributed. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some, just don't have any film. I always know...God won't give me more than I can handle. There are times I just wish He didn't trust me quite so much. Dogs Have Owners ~ Cats Have Staff If the shoe fits... buy a pair in every color. Never be too open-minded, your brains may fall out. Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian. Not any more than standing in a garage makes you a car! Bills travel through the mail... at twice the speed of checks. If you look like your passport picture... you probably need the trip. Some days are a total waste of makeup. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. A balanced diet is a cookie in each

First Blog
Sittin here watching the Covenant. Thinking to myself how cool it would be to have power like that. Would you use them for good. or for bad. I probably would try to do as much good with them as i could but thats just me. Im always a sucker for a person in trouble

Nova Scotia And The Internet Access Situation Improvements
So Phoenixes don't like the snow and shit. This Pheonix LOVES CALIFORNIA! Where I belong. Mark is here with me and we are planning to stay here, after he gets done with a degree at home, which he will return to in late April. I finally got decent access to the internet so, I'm back. And everyone I used to know doesn't seem to be around. Oh well, I guess I'll have to make new friends, and hope the old ones log in eventually, so I can say HELLO!!!! That is all... Pheonix

Thanks 2 A Sweetie In My Life
I wanna Say Thanks to someone who means so much to me..... not only for the silver motorcycle, or the ring or the rolex or the other lil things... But just for being here when i need her...sure we have our days but oh well we manage to get through.... but i wanna thank u for being my friend and more... and for those of u who would like..stop by and thank her for an hr of happy hr yesturday. i am sure she would be thrilled.... thank u sweetie... yur the best....... tongue......

10 Progress Is The Name Of The Game
You've started cardio and resistance training. Now you're looking forward to the time when all these workouts are a lot easier and something you can enjoy. Well now comes the biggest part and you're going to have to believe me to make it work. The workouts are going to get easier but not so much because you'll be able to handle the same things at the same rate with less exertion. No the reason why is because you are really accomplishing something and your confidence will be higher. You won't want to do less or the same amount of exercise because you will have seen the results and want more. That increased confidence will see you able to handle more and the enjoyment will come when you are successful at it. Does that sound strange? Maybe it does but it is true. Here's another point that you'll experience if you allow it. You will continue to experience achy muscles but you will get to a point where you will probably even like it. The reason for that will be because yo

... Nightmares.
Gyah. I had one of those nightmares last night. One of those really really bad nightmares. The kind that you HAVE to wake up because otherwise you die. Well and the kind where all of your muscles contract resulting in waking up. It started out me being at an office building/apartment building. It's the apartment building that I always live in in my dreams when I live with my dad. Except this time I believe that it was in Chicago. Some stuff happened first but I don't really remember it. I had a kitten who was almost a year old.. she was female and black. She herself had just given birth to kittens. I'm starting to remember the stuff I couldn't remember. There was a man there.. a cop actually.. someone had promised that I would take pics for him. I had my digital cam there.. I didnt really want to.. an older woman had promised. He was a heavier set guy.. young though and affable enough. I found some clothes to wear.. one of them I remember most being a veil. I'd wanted a b

Ain't No Love
Ya know, it's interesting to me. I can sit here on CherryTap all day long, looking for people, adding people, commenting on other's pages just to try to make new friends or meet new people, but I'd be fooling myself. I mean, I've been a member since October, but I've never put any thought into my CT page until about a couple months ago, and I'm only level 3. I see people create new names, and in a matter of days they're up to level 5 or higher. That's amazing to me. The thing is, I've never had that kind of look I think. Everytime I make a new friend, I try to get to know them at least a little bit. I can tell who would be like a real friend, or a fake ass friend. I have people who go through my pictures and leave 10s (or the one 8 someone left on that picture of my dog) but won't say a word to me. That's their business. I'm just saying, if someone sees my picture and think it's worth it just to go through my pictures, why not try to make a friend out of it and say somethin

Midnight Pt 1
MIDNIGHT midnight...i see the snow thats falling midnight...still hanging on this wall im thinking back in time to when there was still a life free of misery oh...but it was never to be midnight...i see the snow thats falling midnight...and still your haunting me im thinking back in time to the cellar in the darkest night all the misery all...the blood i had to see midnight...midnight...midnight...midnight... theyre ready for the show now the blood must flow theyre waiting above oh noooo! "let the show begin"

The Puppet Master Pt2
THE PUPPET MASTER PT2 night time in budapest so many people are waitng in line darkness without a glow what a night to be watching a christmas show what a magical mystery feeling dancing at the end of their silvery strings almost human in size like children with plague in their flesh these puppets are oh so grotesque night time in budapest the puppet theater is so dark inside gas lamps light the stage were watching as the curtain begins to rise sssssshhhh...here come the puppets there is 1..2...i see 3 puppets waiting in the wing then they start to walk, in line and suddenly theyre all on the stage i see the puppet master high above on the walkway he pulls one string and up goes a leg.. down goes a head he pulls one more and he lets them all go! no strings, none of them fall, no strings at all... i take a look at the little drummer boy, up on the stage.. oh no i thi

On The Sketchin Block
tattoo designs are open but limited. and they AREN'T free, as some may believe. depending on the complexity they range anywhere from 10-60 dollars. and the space IS limited as i don't have much time for tattoo designs when i'm also accepting commissions and drawing for myself. commissions are also open but limited, and are 20 dollars flat. that includes shipping if needed. and they'd be in color. once again, these are LIMITED. and as is the subject matter. i can't draw certain things so if not, meh, sorry but as much as i'd like to draw for you, if i can't draw it, don't expect it. on the sketching block i have the following tattoo designs - snakes in a mobius pattern for darrell - - commissions - dragon girl for cindy - - anyone else by all means i'd gladly take your money in exchange for art XD ((haha my way of shamelessly promoting myself in way of monetary gain LoL))

Magic Pt 3
MAGIC PT3 in the darkness...after the show outside the theater, the air is damp and cold all the people.. heading for home they dont belive, that what they was MAGIC oh..it was MAGIC i know this night was full of it, i never saw the undertow...no never saw the EVIL, never saw the EVIL i never saw the EVIL down below "i will never forget that night" i saw the MAGIC in your eyes we will never forget that night we saw the MAGIC in each others eyes in the darkness.. after the show outside the theater, the air is damp and cold all the people.. they are gone just yuo and me, and we belive in MAGIC oh.. it was MAGIC i know talking the night away, the things we like are all the same wanna get to know her, wanna get to know her i gotta get to know her deep down inside suddenly i feel so cold...it feels as if a ghost is next to me cold breath in my ear, as it whispers: "KISS HER

Emerencia Pt 4
EMERENCIA PT4 the shadows are thick and old im searching the dark for my love behind the theater of puppet shows i find the stairs to the cellar below hiding where the shadows rule a door opens below the moon is high above 300 pounds of flesh, that woman i know oh its the puppet masters wife she pulls a cart behind her "oh emerencia", where are you going with that knife? time to kill, its time for her nightly thrill "oh emerencia", where are you going with that knife? deep in the night through the narrowest streets i follow her every step she is searching for innocent victims "oh emerencia" in an alley a homeless is sleeping approaching without a sound...and then...oh no "how strange it is.. to see.. a life that slips away how strange it is.. in darkness blood is black not red" the knife is still deep in his chest gotta keep the blood in its nest she w

Blue Eyes Pt 5
BLUE EYES PT 5 i open my eyes...i can barely see i got a feeling inside no ones here but me, no ones here but me...ohhh im stone cold...i must be lying on a floor my hands are tied to the wall.. an iron chain, i cant move at all oh...i remember, i must be in the cellar my eyes are sucking on the dark to lighten the gloom my eyes are no more blind, i can see whats in this room full of skeletons, dressed in human skin... theyre sitting on their shelves, a cellar full of sin.. theyre made from humans "ahh.. ahh.. ahh.." so many puppets here, there are eyes everywhere there are eyes i recognize oh no, its the eyes of my love.. the eyes of my love oh victoria nooooo my hands are tied to the wall.. an iron chain, i cant move at all oh, i remember full of skelletons, dressed in human skin: theyre sitting on their shelves, a cellar full of sin.. i op

"can You Find The C?"
Can you find the C, the 6, and the N - I finally found all three. This is not a joke... If you can pass, you can safely turn on your ignition key again and cancel your annual eye examination... Can you find the "C" ??? (Good exercise for the eyes!) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Once you've found the C.......... Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999

You Owe It To Yourself!!!!
How many online Businesses can you start up for $10.00 USD? Get a free website to promote your business? Support to help you grow your business? and Get healthy in the process? You owe it to yourself to check this out!

The Ritual Pt 6
THE RITUAL PT6 as i look into the eyes of victoria enter the puppet master and his wife i cant speak...im in shock... human skulls, ancient books a strange symbol on the wall, black candles burning low in the gloomy light, i see an altar in white oh, what is it for? it must be a ritual in glass jars, up on shelves i see liquid dark as hell, theres one for every puppet i hear the masters voice, magic words from ancient times im feeling strang inside oh...as if something has taken my mind i hear the masters voice, magic words from ancient times im feeling strange inside oh...as if something has taken my mind in panic, i kick the shelf.. with all the jars one of them falls from high above.. to the floor RED!! oh so red... its BLOOD "how dare you disturb my work"? demon skull, red as blood its in the symbol on the wall, theres something deadly worng i f

I Wear A Millstone Around My Neck And This Ship Is Sinking
I used to pray a God was listening. I used to make my parents proud. I was the glue that kept my friends together, Now they don't talk and we don't go out. I used to know the name of every person I kissed. Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.

No More Me Pt 7
NO MORE ME PT7 why am i strapped to this hospital bed? "first your eyes, then your skin we will make you feel.. born agian.. no more me my friend" a shiny scalpel is in the masters hand his wife has got the jars for blood, she keeps one near i fear for my life, no more me i fear there will be no more me at all is this goodbye sweet life... ahhhhh...scalpel cuts, eyelids drop into a jar...im crying blood fingers pull my eyeballs out... scissors snap...i bleed alot they set my eyes into this puppets head and still my eyes can see, im looking back.. at my self and what i see is not more me at all i have no eyes my veins...feel...like worms drying in the sun...this takes too long stripping skin from all my bones pain too strong...my senses they go numb all of my blood is now in little jars i should be dead by now, but i am still i am still alive inside my eyes

Blood To Walk Pt 8
BLOOD TO WALK PT 8 sitting in the cellar, watching all the others it was only yesterday, needles in my skin THEY turned my last remains into this puppet thing blood to walk, blood to see blood to walk agian and blood to be i can see, but i cannot move at all yet i have feelings, i know its very strange blood to walk, blood to see blood to walk agian and blood to see im on my shelf...eternal eyes they never sleep i take a look...and in the dark i see victoria there is no mistake, that my beloved sitting on her shelf.. alone and so dead theres a light outside the door mommy and daddy are back for more.. "lets play" "hello my children...in blood i will teach you" THEY take victoria down from her shelf THEY sit her on the floot.. and me in front of her blood to walk, blood to see blood to walk again and blood to be

Darkness Pt9
DARKNESS PT 9 for 13 days.. we have trained and trained were learning to walk again, were learning to stretch out skin everytime THEY bring us back to life little jars come down from the shelves everytime we feel the sting everytime we feel the blood going in our eyes are now our minds our souls.. are in our magical skin the blood THEY use must come from our own living just an hour, then we fade again "in the darkness we live out lives" in the dark we die again "in the darkness we live out lives" in the darkness we die and die and die again darkness...darkness every night victoria and i we spend whats left of the blood in our systems sitting on opposite shelves talking with out eyes, trying to remember it is all that weve got our eyes are now out minds our souls.. are in out magical skin were living through our memories and its worth it...

Creative Advertising
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone !!!!!!! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach

Krazeedave
Ya know, i can tolerate a lot of things, but this guy takes the cake. One of my sketches was recently rated a 5...now that i don't care about, if it is because you disagree with the value of my art, but when you rate me a 5 because in his words "If you're not female and naked you will never get a 10" it burns my ass!!!! I just wanted you ladies out there to know what kinda guys are on here...some of us are somewhat normal...and some are just lookin for something to pound off too......now that i've vented i feel better...Remember ladies KRAZeeDave is only gonna rate you good if ya show him your goodies.

Christmas Pt 11
CHRISTMAS PT 11 "come they told me a newborn king to see our finest gifts we bring to lay before the king...oh when we come" its christmas again.. it will never be the same its christmas again, i know theres only sadness in my soul its christmas again...itll never be the same and as the snow is falling from the sky all i wanna do is cry i got to get away from here i gotta get away....... by tomorrow, i will be gone by tomorrow, ill see the sun again but tonight...i am...the little drummer boy tonight...i am...the one who will destroy the secrets never told before of those who lost their souls there are sad things in the darkness there are sad things all around us "come they told me a newborn king to see our finest gifts we bring to lay before the king..." now here i go im falling on my face, drum breaking on the stage oh my god its s

Santa
hi everyone...My name is Grant but most know me as Santa. I have played Santa in our town as well as drawing in children from surrounding towns for the past 8 years at my home with my wife Mrs. Claus along side of me. We have seen thousands of children per season and have become quite well known for what we do. It has become a part of who we are! So much so that when I purchased a 1979 Triumph Spitfire (tiny British sports car) that my wife & I have restored we had Santa's Summer Sleigh pin striped on the trunk lid & Santa on my door & Mrs. Claus on my wifes and my license plate reads I B Santa. We do the car shows and have become quite recognizable in our summer sleigh. We carry toys in it year round that we pass out to children who recognize me as Santa in our travels. What fun we have in what we fondly refer to as our ~life after kids~ car!!! 7 children between us, all grown, and 11 grand children we adore. We have a wonderful marriage and life is good! I'm a plumber in the off sea

Living Dead Pt 12
LIVING DEAD PT 12 same old wall, still hanging tall same old nail.. through my throat eighteen years came along and this time i never i never saw my love im going insane THEY sold me to this little shop where i remain living dead...im feeling like a living dead living dead...two blue eyes in an empty head dead dead dead eighteen years came along and this time i never i never saw my love this life is NOTHINGNESS life on a wall, time to be called back.. to the beyond theres a rumor going around and around they say the puppet master is gonna build another theater in london town for kids run my his son and daughter its gonna be a bloody mess living dead...im feeling like a living dead living dead, living forever on the same wall forever with that nail gong through my throat all the children, who see me in this shop they are scared of

Geez Could I Be The Next One!!!!!!
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw85%Michael Myers75%Hannibal Lecter75%Leatherface70%Freddy Krueger65%Pinhead65%Jason Voorhees60%Candyman50%Captain Spaulding40%Buffalo Bill40%Whic

When Razors Meet Wrists
When Razors Meet Wrists Nothing compares to the Needle in my skin- The sweet ecstasy of pain, A sort of love I can't explain. The rush straight to my head, Like falling in love again. I will hang from your tree For as long as my arms will hold me, And peer through your glass To make sure you sleep Safe. Then I'll fall again, When you cut me down, Break my back and crawl away To hide, beneath my stone. Your words cut deep, Like knives, And the ink bleeds From beneath my skin.

Agoraphobia!!!
HI I THOUGHT I'D POST THIS INFORMATION FOR ALL MY FRIENDS, THIS IS INCASE YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE CONDITION I SUFFER FROM! Agoraphobia is a form of anxiety disorder, the abnormal fear of expecting or experiencing a difficult or embarrassing situation from which the sufferer cannot find an escape. The word is an English adoption of the Greek words agora (a????) and phobos (f?ÃŸ??). Literally translated in modern Greek as "a fear of the marketplace". This translation is the reason of the common misconception that agoraphobia is a fear of open spaces. This is most often not the case since people suffering from agoraphobia usually are not afraid of the open spaces themselves, but of public spaces or of situations where a person is afraid of having a panic attack and will not be able to receive help. Another misconception is that agoraphobia is a fear of "crowded spaces" (which would be the social anxiety disorder). Once again, an agoraphobic does not fear people: he or she rather fears

Razorblades And Memories
Razorblades and Memories The bruises that you hide Conceal the pain inside. The scars that never fade, The vodka, the razorblades. How many days have passed? And the razorblades still hurt like hell, The secret desperation that you could never tell. Overdosed on memories Of pain and insecurities, The calm embrace of silence Washes over me. There's nothing left to do But watch the day fade, My tears are pure And wash the pain away. A whisper dies In a heartbeat, Silence arrives, In desperate repeat. The door is open, Inviting in the cold. Desperate for the warmth of the sun. But the memories are old And fade away.

Suicide
Suicide Let me bleed away my pain, Melt away from all my fears. These wounds get deeper as I go, I've chocked back all my tears. The hurt inside my darkest dreams, Shows through my stone cold eyes. To open them would tear my soul, For half the night I waste in sighs. Suicide is my only friend, To help me through my tasks. Suicide is the only friend, To let me forget my past. I do not ask for many things, So of you I ask this; Will suicide be my only friend? Or will you save me from this misery?

Ghosts Of The Past Come Back
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070225/ap_on_re_us/sharpton_thurmond Report: Family ties Sharpton to Thurmond Sun Feb 25, 7:37 AM ET NEW YORK - Geneaologists have found that civil rights activist the Rev. Al Sharpton is a descendent of a slave owned by relatives of the late Sen. Strom Thurmond, a newspaper reported Sunday. The Daily News said professional genealogists, working at the newspaper's behest, recently uncovered the ancestral ties between one of the nation's best known black leaders and a man who was once a prominent defender of segregation. "I have always wondered what was the background of my family," the newspaper quoted Sharpton as saying. "But nothing — nothing — could prepare me for this." "It's chilling. It's amazing." Sharpton's office said Sunday morning that he would not comment until a news conference planned for later in the day. Some of Thurmond's relatives said the connection also came as a surprise to them. A niece, Ellen Sent

I Got Hit By A Tree!
Okay, so i was just sitting here and it came to mind. Lol. it was a while ago. we were tossing trees over our backyard fence so we'd have firewood, it came from my grandparents, and the tree went the wrong way, and i wasn't paying that much attention when my bro dropped it. well, my grandma tried to grab me, but i moved forwards, towards the truck to help more when it hit me in the head. lol. so, i can actually say i've been hit by a tree. in the head, too! lol. ^^ ~There's some crazy randomness for ya. ^^~

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Rates
Ya know...if you're gonna be an ass and rate one of my art pieces a 5 then have the balls to stand up and say something....and to the one who rated me a 5 because i wasn't female and naked.......just f^%$^n grow up!

Desquamation Leads To Love Making
Desquamation* leads to love making Sometimes we make love in the shower. Skin cells float in the body's stratosphere. A sexy dandruff getting sucked in. After the rain, the ozone. Zone of O. Natural rather than sensual and arousing. The smell of wet bark, moss, and leaves. The smell of topsoil and professionalism. Of empowerment and salt sea breezes. Sometimes we make love in the shower. Soap and water. Sex is one percent inspiration ninety-nine percent body odour. The B.O.-zone is responsible for the so called pheromones Using sex as a weapon is considered unfair. Sleeping your way into the upper levels of the atmosphere will result in a breakdown of theory. Sometimes we make love in the shower. Sloughing is one of the seven deadly means of seduction. Pores are holes in the self. Humans have misplaced the codebook. Mother's milk is flavoured with vanilla extract. Permission has been granted to bottle human sexuality in crystal. Matin

Gaelic Blessing
May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Cover Me With Cobwebs
cover me with cobwebs Tonight let it be tenderness for I am broken, and my soul is shattered touch me with your hands wrap me in silence and let me bleed tonight pain is like the ocean moonlight surf washing over me swept away - dissolving in the foam pain in beauty, beauty of pain I cannot see any longer make me safe echoes of my heart drifting across distances my soul is calling softly, cover me with cobwebs gently, lay me to rest whisper - tonight you are safe one to another tenderness in pain always we are safe

"when I'm Gone" 3 Doors Down
"When I'm Gone" There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... Or maybe I'm just blind... [Chorus] So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [Chorus] Or maybe I'm just blind...

Cold Tofu
Cold Tofu At first the pain was unbearable emotions turbulent and body torn with grief thoughts of you constantly shred the fabric of my universe as I neglected everything to embrace misery and regret a mental flagellation trying to beat you from my mind my heart, my soul silence long days pass and a numbness seeps in pain and grief subside replaced by a hollow emptiness a void though my thoughts still turn to you though the need grows less memories still cut deep and bleed salt tears but the silence encases me as the box where I have now placed you sits waiting to be closed silence so much energy invested such a heavy weight it sits over everything so nothing can escape and all that is left of us is silence silence glass walled and vacuum filled

"here Without You" 3 Doors Down
"Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all

W.t.f!!!!!
OK.. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW... SONNY IS ONLY DOING TO OTHERS WHAT THEY STARTED DOING HIM, AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE FOUND IS THAT THEY CAN NOT HANDLE THE HEAT... HERE IS A LIL EXAMPLE OF THE CRAP THAT PEOPLE ARE SAYIN!!!! My Shoutbox cyberman45: HE IS STEELING EVERYWHERE AND PUTS COMMENTS ON LIYTTLE CHILDS PICS ALSO HE SHOUD BE KILLED THAT ASSHOLE ->cyberman45: I HAVE SEEN IT FOR MYSELF. cyberman45: KEEP DREAMING BITCH YOU WILL FIND OUT THE TRUETHE ABOUT THIS ASSHOLE YOURSELF SOON cyberman45: YEAH THAT FUCKER STEELDS MY PICS AND MANY FROM MY FRIENDS 2 ,MOTHERFUCKER ->cyberman45: NOPE I HAVE WHAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO HIM, HOW THEY ARE BLOCKED AND STILL COME SIT ON HIS PAGE EVERYDAY!!! cyberman45: BUT HE WILL BE DELETED SOON ,HE IS REPORTED BY NANY PEOPLE ON HERE cyberman45: HE STEELS PICS AND PUTS THEN ON HIS SITE THAT FUCK I EVER SEE HIM I KLII HIM cyberman45: OH YES ,HE DUS NOT HE IS A FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE ->cyberman45: NOPE ONLY THOSE THAT STAR

No Ripping Pics Out Of Firegirls An Fireboys Play Time
CANT FUCKING PEOPLE READ THERE IS TO BE NO RIPPING OF PICS OUT OF THIS ALBUM IF YOU CANT RESPECT THIS ILL CLOSE THE ALBUM!! THE NEXT PERSON THAT RIPS A PICS ILL CLOSE IT FOR GOOD. WE SPEND TO MUCH TIME SEARCHING FOR THESE PICS JUST FOR PEOPLE TO DISRESPECT OUR WISHES.

Lost In Translation
Lost in Translation I want to read your body like Neruda poem written in Braille, my fingers searching the pages of your skin, gently brushing away the hair that falls across your face. I will work my way down the page, hands trembling with excitement, anticipating which words will follow. Fingers will linger in some areas, reread, so that on lonely nights like this one I will be able to recite the subtle nuances of your neck or the mystery surrounding your navel. I would try to interpret the verse for others, but there is no translation for your lungs breathing into the palm of my hand, or your heart, beating its ancient tribal rhythms in correspondence with mine.

Searching For The Impossible? New Blog...
Searching For The Impossile? Current mood: ~Peachy~ Category:~Life~ For so long now i've felt empty inside Watching my life pass me by like some sad movie Each day i open my eyes, my heart filled with hope That this will be the day love finally finds me I've looked into so many eyes, searching.....hoping Only to be denied once again And as the days go by I grow weary of looking My eyes rarely meet anyone's anymore For fear of rejection yet again If i found love now, i'm not sure i'd trust it I hope i would Not sure i'd even recognize it No man that has ever touched me has loved me But my heart and mind still dream of the day A man will lift my head Look into my eyes And love me ~Patrice~

I Want To Merge Into Your Softness
I want to merge into your softness Toes curling Mouths covering Soul crying Skin indulging Air strangling Muscles pulsating heat Nerves prickling needles Bones icy cores Pulsating tingling freezing Down my spine A sensation most sweet A moment most intimate I want to become you I want to merge into your softness

Time For A Stretch.
So, I haven't been writing blogs very much lately. I've been spending most of my time on the net actually conversing with different people. I have quite a few friends on here, and I really do make an effort to talk to whomever is on at any given time. Sometimes I get a reply... and sometimes I do not, but the ratio is in favor of those who do, so you have my gratitude. I enjoy a good conversation, but every now and again, I need this kind of one way expression to complete a thought or idea. I have some really good friends here now. Good ol' Sunny and Eddie keep me well plugged in to what's going on with them, and they are great people. Be sure to go see Eddie about getting the very best graphics done for your CT page, or for any other website. I have yet to see a task be given to him that he can't accomplish in short time, and with stellar results. If I'm shelling out so much as a dime for any graphic work in the future, I won't give it to anyone else but him. Artists are rare enough,

Dark Witches Lament
Dark Witches Lament Dark and seductive wiccan am i Standing watching taunting thee nigh Feel my pressence as i reel you in Smell dark red the blood and my sin Covered in flesh from the victims ive torn Ripped and slashed for their loved ones to mourn Sorrow as the funeral march goes Slowly narrow streets all are closed Taste what i have tasted tonight Feel the terror run from me fight Thriving on your pain and your fear You can sense me knowing im near I am the nightmare from books that are old Forbidden to speak my name thats so old Screeching you hear me ride after my prey Ne'er bare they testimony of this day Once i was weakened but now i am strong Waiting patiently for this day for so long Wiccan devil i hear them all shout Let me hear them scream when their throats are ripped out I show no mercy to the victims i chose Lost men like children poor seduced fools the darkest sleek king they call But this dark witch king shall

Hip-hop Album Review (double Ill Groups)
Third Kind- Disaster relief is amazing for guys on their first album they are already sounding like veterans. Their wordplay, lyrics, delivery and style remind me of nonphixion when they first came out. Their sound is real hip-hop meaning they are versatile, infectious listening and can rhyme on any beat with any kind of instrumentation on it. The songs they really shine on are "pocket full of misery", "magnificent", "red dawn", and "real fighter". Overall I give this album 5 out of 5 mic. Jedi mind tricks- Servants in heaven, kings in hell is their fifth release and their best to date. The depth of their music has grown lyrically, spiritually, and has matured alot since they first came out. Some maybe skeptical about jedi mind tricks because it have seemed like Vinni Paz has gotten lazy with his rhymes lately with this album he came back with an avegenance in mind. The songs that really shine on this album are "uncommon valor: a vietnam stroy" featuring R.A. The Rugged Man, "seren

Very Sad
this is for my friend who's man asked her to marry him then he died the next day The day you asked me out I simply said 'I shall think about it' What a foolish mistake You loved me And I loved you I should have just said yes When you asked me that question All I said was 'I shall think about it' You said 'When will I get the answer' I told you I'd tell you the next day You simply turned away Then you said 'What if tomorrow never comes' Then you left All that night I thought Then finally I said I'd say yes I went to bed Thinking all was well in the world The next day I got out of bed Watched T.V And saw that a man had died in a car crash It was you... For you Tomorrow did not come And now... Whenever someone says 'I'll tell you tomorrow' I say in return 'What if tomorrow never comes'

A Boat-load Of Sensitive Bullshit
A Boat-load of Sensitive Bullshit wincing and fickle, twisted in a pool a cheque-book whirl of complicated dice your sons your daughters stealing cigarettes the girl is naked but your blood is clean napoleon bonaparte napoleon bonaparte you will not see him in a girlie magazine so send your equations to a friend you must admit it's a rip-off your jokes and membranes vomited for fun beleaguered company of jacks-of-all-trades poisoned rabbits french letters all sorts of junk better to turn the lights out go to bed forget the tattered memories the starving hopes and in the morning fetch your post and settle down to toast and tea

New Blog~embraced~
~Embraced~ Current mood: ~Peachy~ Category: ~Writing and Poetry~ Your chin on my head I feel your warm breath My cheek against your chest I hear every heartbeat Your arms tightly around me And mine around you Your leg draped over mine I feel loved I will time to stand still So that i may remain ~EMBRACED~ ~Patrice~

I Cant Send Comments Yet :(
Hi everyone i am sat here waiting to be allowedto comment apparently i used my daily allowance forcommenting :( So i will get them at some point today. So please dont think im ignoring you all I'm not im just waiting to be active again lol Have a great day Huggers Tigsy

Letter From Prison
Letter from Prison. In my cell I've daubed the heart's graffiti On the wall, but I cant tell Why I'm here, or why They've kidnapped Jesus. A long time ago They said I had cancer of the soul And took me to a strange place Where there were no women. They gave me chemotherapy and ECT And stole the secrets of my dreams. I lie here in my loneliness And listen to the loud screams Of Jesus from the next room.

Forever
I can't give you yesterday, can never undo the past, the one thing I can give you, the one thing I know will last, I'll give you my heart, together we'll face each day, I will give you a true love, a love that will last, I will love you Forever... Don Dokken - ForeverMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Alrighty The Tats Are On My Arm
I actually got three things on my one arm. Its cause I have a hell of a tat artist and great friend. He should be joining this site soon. But I will be posting pics. I just got done driving back from orlando fl. its about a 5 hr trip. so my arm is a lil swollen I'm a lil tired. So they will be up soon enough I promise.

Adult Survey
*Honesty For Adults* *Relationships* What is your current relationship status? Very happily in a committed relationship Have you ever cheated on a significant other/bf/gf? yes Would you ever cheat on anyone? not anymore Have you ever thought about cheating on anyone? duh!!!! What are your thoughts on someone who cheats? they need to re-evaluate why they are in a relationship if they want to cheat Have you ever had a one night stand? yes *Family* Are your parents still married? not since i was 3 yrs old... Do you have any children? yes If so, how many and what are their ages? 1 daughter 22 yrs old Were they planned or unplanned? unplanned What are your thoughts on stay at home moms? i was one and

What Kind Of Guys I Like
Yesterday I noticed something I like alot of guys. I like guys with long hair, or short hair. White, Asian, Black, Mexican the list goes on and on. Then I looked at the guys I dated 1.Michael (god knows how you say his last name) he came all the way from japan for a fighting competeion. I had happen to be selling candy. He bought some and then..we dated haha. (1 year and 3 days) 2.Danielo- He had a really heavy spanish accent it was really cute though. I loved the fact he could skate, he should have went pro damn it!(6 months) 3.Michael(I can't remember his last name) My ex from germany, got me into edguy and blind guardian A bunch of good power metal bands( 5 months and 28 days he had to leave to germany) 4.Devon Smith- straight from the heart of NY, He was the tallest and darkest of all of them. He was just a giant teddy bear. When I say giant I mean GIANNNTTT (5 months he died before we could make it to 6) 5. James Hawk aka "LoudThunder" - taught me a bit about my

I Was Wondering.....
I was wondering if someone could make me a spiffy animated picture for me to use as my default picture. If enough people offer - i'll hold a contest. If only one or two people offer, I'll give out a big pimpin gift. You can use any of my SFW pictures to make it. Thanks in advance!

Woo Frigin Hoo.
We slept a whole 12 hours. Woo hoo. It was seriously nice ♥ I feel better :) My ankle still hurts like a bitch though and I'm getting sick and tired of people on here trying to pull shit over me :) I love sprite, its yummy. =P Anyway, please rate this blog! Puhlease. ♥ ♥ ♥

Afterlife Update
A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. After many years, the husband was the first to go, and true to his word, he made contact with his wife in a dream. "Mary... Mary..." he called. "Is that you, Fred?" she asked. "Yes," he said. "I've come back like we agreed." "What's it like?" Mary asked. "Well, I get up in the morning. I have sex. I have breakfast. I run around the golf course. I have sex. I bathe in the sun, and then I have sex twice. I have lunch, another romp around the golf course, then sex pretty much all afternoon. After supper, golf course again, and sex again," he said. "Oh Fred, you surely must be in heaven!" Mary exclaimed. "Not exactly," Fred said. "I'm a rabbit on a golf course in Arizona."

A Honeymoon Surprise
A guy out on the golf course took a high-speed ball right to the nuts. Writhing in agony, he fell to the ground. When he finally got himself to the doctor, he asked,“How bad is it, Doc? I’m going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancé is still a virgin.” The doctor said, “I’ll have to put your penis in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay in about two weeks.” Then the doctor took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4-sided bandage, and wired it all together; an impressive work of art. The guy mentioned none of this to his girl and the two got married. On their honeymoon night, she opened her blouse to reveal a gorgeous set of breasts and told him, “You’ll be the first; no one has ever touched these before.” The new husband dropped his pants and said, “Look at this — it’s still in the crate!”

Mother Of Six
A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement. In fact, he is so proud of himself and his ability to impregnate that he starts referring to his wife as "Mother of Six" despite her constant objections. One night, they get a chance to leave the kids behind with a sitter and go to a party. The man decides that it's time to go home and wants to find out if his wife is ready to leave as well. He shouts at the top of his voice, "Shall we go home, Mother of Six?" His wife, irritated by her husband's lack of discretion, shouts right back, "Anytime you're ready, Father of Four."

Who Said That?
It was the first day of school and a new student named Pedro Martinez, the son of a Mexican restaurateur, entered the fourth grade. The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American history. "Who said 'Give me Liberty, or give me Death?'" She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Pedro, who had his hand up. "Patrick Henry, 1775." "Very good!" said the teacher. "Now, who said, 'Government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth?'" Again, no response except from Pedro: "Abraham Lincoln, 1863." The teacher snapped at the class, "Class, you should be ashamed! Pedro, who is new to our country, knows more about its history than you do!" She heard a loud whisper: "Screw the Mexicans!" "Who said that?" she demanded. Pedro put his hand up. "Jim Bowie, 1836." At that point, a student in the back said, "I'm gonna puke." The teacher glared and asked, "All right! Now, who said that?" Again, Pedro answered, "George

Bond By Trust
Perhaps im wired differently but whips and chains yes they excite me. Bind my wrist, and burn my skin Letting wax run free, pour slow and sweetly. Draw my breath with one harsh bite. Tourture my body make it yours tonight. Mark my skin In you own loving manner. You my Dominate and I your willing slave. Care for me with your respect. Protect me fromt eh world. Punish me to guide me. And give me words of safety. Never to far will you go. For your love for me insures, but never shall I cross the line because its your joy the helps me survive. I live for you, and you for me. joined by understanding and kept together by love. a Master and Sub. So much more than the eyes can see. Even though some see it as brytallity. But the trust envovled is above all others. Because its more than your body you give to your love. It is all. Heart and mind Body and soul. Protect and honor Love and punish. Respect and discipline, and so much more. The relation

The Dumb Shit People Do In Here
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Law Firm Interview
There was a job opening in the country's most prestigious law firm and it finally comes down to Robert and Paul. Both graduated magna cum laude from law school. Both come from good families. Both are equally attractive and well spoken. It's up to the senior partner to choose one, so he takes each candidate aside and asks, "Why did you become a lawyer? Only seconds after talking to them both, he chooses Paul. Baffled, Robert takes Paul aside after the interview. "I don't understand why I was rejected. When Mr. Armstrong asked me why I became a lawyer, I said that I had the greatest respect for the law, that I'd lay down my life for the Constitution and that all I wanted was to do right by my clients. What in the world did you tell him?" "I said I became a lawyer because of my hands," Paul replies. "Your hands? What do you mean?" "Well, I took a look one day and there wasn't any money in either of them!"

Nicholas
My 1st grandson is now one week old and the beauty of the newness can overcome any inner pain. I know he is one of Gods ways of keeping me on track and showing me why I was placed in my life and how much I am really needed. With all the daily struggles, Nicholas is a beautiful reason to keep going and his young spirit gives me strength to breathe a little easier. (for those who haven't asked; I "live" with a depression disorder) Key Word: "live"

His First Time
A guy walks into a bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender asks "Are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Nope, I'm celebrating my first blowjob!" The bartender congradulates him and says, "Well in that case, let me give you a beer on the house." The guy replies, "No thanks, if this doesn't take the taste out of my mouth, nothing will."

Dedicated To My Grandma Moses
(This was written in 2003 - but I was given some Grace and some peace today , so I reposted this in honor of this Wonderful Woman - I love you Grandma Grace!) Today, I have been granted the honor of saying a few words of remembrance for the wonderful woman who graced our lives for 95 years. Many of you know her as Mom, Grace, Grandma Grace, or Great Grandma Grace, but to me she was always Grandma Moses. Not really sure how that name came about, but it was a special name I know, maybe for her wisdom, maybe because she enjoyed making us laugh or maybe one day it came out and stuck. It occurs to me that we are all sitting here thinking about the same wonderful woman. She is probably somewhere right now giving Grandpa Max an earful or possibly chasing him around trying to grab his ear for something he did. And there is no doubt in my mind that they are both smiling and laughing like they always did in those playful times. Many stories come to mind when I think of Grandma Moses. Grandma w

My Bp Update 2-25-07
okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of my sons i had gestational diabetes i guess it's only fair that i be punished with my health for all the things i have done wrong in my life.

Sunday 2/25/07
Just another quiet day here, I'm just going to be updating my CT page again today. I'm hoping to eventually make other friends on here as well. Everyone be sure to tune into Crush FM on Wednesday morning from 6 a.m.-9a.m. eastern time and listen to DJ Cracker as she goes live for the very first time!

Daddy's Little Girl
Upon entering his daughter's room, Mr. Lacy found a note on the bed and proceeded to read it. It stated the following: Dear Dad, I am sorry to have run away, but there is something I must tell you, and I couldn't bare to do it in person. I've decided to run away with Billy (my boyfriend I've been hiding from you and Mom), and we're going to get married. He promises to support me with the food stamps and goverment money he's been stashing away, but assures me there are always other ways to get money in a pinch. He also plans to help me with my alcohol problem, which I've done a pretty good job of hiding over the past year. We plan on raising our still unborn child in the best little beach shack we can find in Mexico - I'm sure it won't be much, but I know we'll be happy together so that's all that matters. I plan on getting there with the fake passport Billy was so kind to make for me. We just hope that he won't get put back into Rehab again for his drug abuse problems.

Husbands As Drinks
Three middle aged ladies were sitting around the porch one day bragging about their husbands' sex drive when one decided that they should refer to their lovers as a soft drink. The first lady began, "My husband is like a 7-Up, he's got seven inches and it's always up!" The second replied, "My man is like a Mountain Dew, when he mounts me he always knows what to do!" After a moment the third woman says, "My man is like a Jack Daniels…" "That's not a soft drink," one woman exclaims, "That's a hard liquor!" Without hesitation the lady shouts, "That's my Leroy!"

Cure For A Cough
The owner of a drugstore walks in to find a guy leaning heavily against a wall with an odd look on his face. The owner asks the clerk, "What's with that guy over there by the wall?" The clerk says, "Well, he came in here at 7 A.M. to get something for his cough. I couldn't find the cough syrup, so I gave him an entire bottle of laxatives." The owner says, "You idiot! You can't treat a cough with laxatives!" The clerk says, "Oh yeah? Look at him—he's afraid to cough!"

Daughter And A Vibrator
A mother hears a humming sound coming from her daughter's bedroom, so she opens the door and finds her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What the hell are you doing?" the mom asks. "I'm 35 and I still live at home with my parents. This is the closest I'll ever get to having a husband," replies the daughter. Later that same week the father hears the humming noise and finds his daughter with her vibrator. "What are you doing?" he asks. "I'm 35 and I still live at home with my parents. This is the closest I'll ever get to having a husband," replies the daughter. A few days later the mother hears the humming noise coming from the den, so she bursts into the room (quite annoyed) and is surprised to see her husband sitting on the couch, watching TV with the vibrator buzzing away next to him. "What in God's name are you doing?" she asks. "Watching the game with my son-in-law!"

Another Stranger Me
Have you noticed that you and most of us two sides of us? One we show in public and one we keep to ourselves? Maybe you do show it in public..I doubt it. I know I don't. I can't put my finger on it but I do know somethings about the stranger me. I tend ..(should I say I?)to say really meanful meaningless things. (How is that possible? Simple at the time it has no mean but later on it will) I don't know...that's all I can say about the stranger me, some of you will just have to stick around for the rest