in 3 months time i have last my dad and my 1st cousin tim. its been a bitch for me .. my dad was a successful lawyer in joplin missouri and my cousin tim was a dozer operator.
its hard to really let go of the tears cause when yu watch somone die in front of you it does unreal things to you ...
yu try to understand why hes letting go and he says *it will be ok chris*
.. but its not ok ... i never told my father how i felt i did things to my family that were stupid.
so this blog is for my family ... BOTH SIDES
IM SORRY .. AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ..
