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Changes
why is cherrytap making all these changes? why now are we having to pay for all this stuff that used to be free? are they trying to make it where we don't post like we used to? At least we aren't getting charged to visit our friends and the new people. or are we?

Passion Is Born
Passion Is Born I close my eyes, sighing Melting into your soul Imagining feeling your touch Needing you to make me whole Arms wrapped around me Pulling me to your chest Embracing me in warmth Enjoying your sweet caress Staying like this forever In a state of total bliss In a different life time Hungering for your kiss Feeling your gentle touch Longing for ecstasy's splendor Hands quenching my thirst My heart to you I render Where everything is beautiful Love at it's purest form A thing of glorious wonder Feelings of passion are born

My Night
it started at 9 o clock yesterday and has not ended yet y because i like my computre it taks me to new plasies and lets me meetnew people and some are drop dead hot and others are like me but i gess i should let people know this site for me is like smoking now because i have stoped and when i get off i go back to smoking so this is like a pacth for me ok bye bye for now

Yahoo Messenger Webcam And Yahoo Pool
Well I have yahoo and im a big fan of playing yahoo pool always looking for ladies to play whos interested? also if you dont have it well let me tell you it is a 5 minute download to your computer takes up like no space and its probably the best messenger out there as long as you stay away from weirdos and stalkers online you will be fine with it.....www.yahoo.com and click the download messenger simple and fast no harm done.......

What Begins With An F And Ends With A K
> > What Starts with F and ends with K > > > > A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her > students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" > > > > Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the > 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd > grade too!" > > > > Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. > > > > While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the > principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would > give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was > to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. > > > > Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he > agreed to take the test. > > > > Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" > > > > Harry: "9." > > > > > > Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" > > > > Harry: "36." > > > > And so it went with every question the princ

:s
yes im hving a bitch again... this site is beginning to pis me off....i know its the net and all so ppl on here are just net friends but geeze..i seem to be the only person on here that cant even make frikkin net friends on this site. i go around to ppl on my list and leave comments...i try to help ppl in contests, i read most bullitens and i repost them...what do i get in return? NOTHiNG... the only time anyone talks to me is to hit on me and act as though im someone special...until someone better comes along...then they barely talk to me again...and ppl wonder why the frik i put up walls and dont let ppl in.... this site used to be fun but now its the most boring place i can think of being..

The Way My Life Is Changeing For The Better
to the woman i love it is thanks to you that my life has changed.you have given me love and hope.you have made the anger and the hatred start to disappear.you have allowed me to feel the love and passion that burns deep in my soul and that has longed to escape.i am changeing for the better in my life now my love and i will keeps changeing because of your love you have helped to over come the darkness of my past.and a new man is being born with everytime we talk and with all the love you keep giveing me.i want to thank you for everything you have done for me my love.i also want to thank all of my close friends here on cherrytap that have stood by me and helped me through everything i have much love for you all.i am finaly able to have peace in my life.

Kids 2
kids are our future treat them with kindness. we depend on them when we get old. they will be there for us in our time of needs. with out them we would probably have nothing in this world, but pain and sorrow. kids make us old quicker. they makes pull our hair out sometimes. but you still have to love them when they do some things bad and good. so love your children any way you can

The Lighter Side Of Me..
Winter’s icy blast still hangs on While dreams of spring are on my mind. Cold winds will soon be gone. Daffodils, posies will do just fine. Frantic birds eating their fill Snow tracks of squirrels, rabbits and deer Wondering thru the valleys and over hill Green leaves and warm breezes will soon be here. It has been said but never claimed winter is a must! If spring is to be appreciated. For me, give me green grass warm winds not snowy crust. Four seasons is just too complicated. But wait I will for spring is near All the shoveling, driving white knuckled and cold Will soon no longer be a fear. Because the first sign of spring is a robin I am told. Soon short sleeves and cutoffs will be appropriate attire No more long sleeves, boots, hats and gloves for this boy Yes dreams of spring are what I desire. And as always my friends hearts are filled with joy. Happy Tuesday to a terrific friend. No this was not a friends test, a survey or getting to know you be

Fix, Face & Forget
Psalm 31:23 “O love the Lord, all ye His saints: for the Lord preserveth the faithful.” Ty Cobb and Babe Ruth were two of the greatest baseball players of all time. Ty Cobb was known for his record number of stolen bases, and Babe Ruth was known for his record number of home runs. What you may not know is that Ty Cobb was also thrown out more than any other man in baseball trying to steal bases. And Babe Ruth struck out more than any other man in baseball! These fellows didn’t let their failures stop them, and neither should you! Fix your goal. Face your faults. Forget your failures. Failure in the Christian life is not final. Failure in the Christian life simply means you just haven't passed the first time. You are not judged on the number of times you succeed, but on the number of times you fail and keep trying. Maybe you or someone you know is feeling discouraged today. Remind them or yourself of the promise in Philippians 4:13. I can do everything t

If Thats The Question?
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you don't send this to at least 10 people... you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation... so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO YOU CAN'T GET THEM BACK SO I'M GOING TO TIE YOU TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE YOU SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY YOU GET BACK YOU ARE DEFINITELY ONE!

This Is A Major Emergency
this soldier needs your help to win the soldier contest. so please will you go and drop some comments. for anyone that can put down 250 comments for me i will get them a gift. so please help a soldier out today. here is the link

Life And Love Nichole
This Poem Is Just Something I Threw Together...Needs Fixing But I like It Heart's A Flutter. MInds A Blur. To Far In To Turn Back Now. He Cares About You. And You Him. Doubt In The Head. Ssh Listen, Don't You Hear That Sound? It's Your Soul Trying To Break Thru. Yelling, Fighting SO Hard TO Be Heard. It's To Faint To Make Out. Screaming Inside. Don't Make A Sound. You Feel That? It's Your Heart In Your Throat. Take A Deep Breath. HOld It In. Shocked And Amazed At What Your Soul Is Trying To Reveal. Eyes Full Of Fear. It All Becomes Clear. Minds Awake. Soul Released. Bursting With Life. You're Free. Suddenly You Know What To Do. You Knew All ALong. Feel It? I Feel It Too. Look In Your Heart. It's Loves Song. It Calls To You. Give In. Drown In The Ecstacy That Is Life, Love, Laughter. And Most Of All, Bear Your Soul And Sip The Sweeet Nector Of Love. It Yerns To Be Tasted. Give In. It's Your Destany.

Emergeny-i Need You Help
hay all you cherry's can you please help me out. im in the outlaw contest and need your help. i have fallen behind over night and need help getting caught back up. if you can put down 200 comments then i will award you with a surprise gift. so click the link and get to voting

To Get To Know Someone
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill

Live Life To Its Fullest
It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to its fullest as it were our very last one we have.

4 Little Letters
Just 4 little letters that can make a person do things that they would never normally do.. Just 4 little letters that can make the most powerful man fall to his knees to show that he cares. Just 4 little letters that can make a woman say things that she would never say. Just 4 little letters that can make two people one. Just 4 little letters that can cross all guidelines and make them disappear. Just 4 little letters that can make the samallest diamond seem huge. Just 4 little letters that can make the biggest problem seem very small. Just 4 little letters that is so hard to say and even harder to say with meaning...

So Now
Now i am going to move on with my life I have an army to prepair , orders are await and iknow they are not far. I prepair for that battle. But i will move on from you, you do not deserve my love, or the loyalty i gave you no no you did not deserve that either. A million times i could of cheated, amillion times i could have tried but i didnt because i loved you. Your stupid ignorance shall be the downfall. When you lay flat on your face then you will know, for you see his criminal record speaks for itself. He has a thing for drinking and hitting girls, But you dont want to listen thats fine, its not me who will lay face down. this is your loss not mine. One day somewher some how i will be loved, but not by you oh no , it will be by someone who means it, not a liar like you.

A Point In Your Life!!
There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, But it's not giving upi It's realizing that you don't need certain people, the Bullshit and the drama they bring!!!!

Why I'm Not Online Right Now...
ok guys.... i know a lot of you have been wondering why i just dropped off the face of the earth. it's because my net and my phone has been disconnected. since my fathers funeral i have been putting all of my bill money into paying off the funeral home... therefore it's all been turned off. i will be back online as soon as i possibly can. until then... just leave me an offline on yahoo or send me a private message here in cherrytap. love you all and miss you soooooo much. talk to you all soon. love, nichole a.k.a. cola

This Is Forever Friendship
Sometimes in life you find a special friend someone that changes your life by just being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh, until you can't stop someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it...

Why
Why did you hurt me so Why is it fair? Why did i bother loving you when it really wasnt there. Now i am away , a soldier fighting a war And you decide to show your true form what you really are. You used me abused me. Lied to my face you lied to my family You lied to yours Mom cried because of what you are doing. I hope you are happy, being with him, i hope he hurts you like you have me. Karma can be funny that way. It doesnt really care, it will hit you like a ton of bricks when you least expect. You'll deserve that i promise you, Because bitch... Karma bites back

Two Old Men;-)
Two old men were sitting on a porch with a hound dog between them. The dog had its leg hiked up and was licking itself. One of the old men said to the other, "I sure do wish I could do that." The other old man said, "You better not, that dog will bite you!"

Love Truly Hurts
A little time ago we said good bye But my tears still aint dry, every hour, every minute youre in my head. Whether I'm at work or laying in my bed. I didn't treat you right.Every day weve had a fight. I had to know everything you did I admit I did But there are things that I can't forget. Alot of things that I regret so much things I could have done I wish I still was the one!! You Love another girl now and I know that it's really over But somehow I still have a little faith in us my head doesn't but my heart does. I NEVER Loved someone so much in my whole life like I did Loving you with All My Heart and Soul. I even dreamt many nights of being your wife If you will give me the chance I really will make it up to you. It took time but now I have realized just how very much I am missing you.

Never More
Never again can you hurt me Never again can you say those words Never again will i hear from you Never again with these tears you do not deserve the love i gave you You played me for a fool. You took what you wanted and left me to rot. Like an old used piece of shoe Now you cant hurt me anymore I'm finally letting go. Never can you ever tell me I love you... Never more

To All My Friends With A Large Friend List. Am I Your Friend At All? :o/
(What I say below this... is in referrence to the other blog post after this one here. I repost the other blog on the bulletin board EVERY TIME I come to CT. Does anyone here give a dam at all about helping others?) I post 1 thing of my own... every time I come on this site. I have MANY friends... with LARGE friend list. MANY OF YOU.... I have sent "private messages" to, more than once begging you to repost it. It doesn't get you ANY POINTS, or ME ANY EITHER. It is posted to HELP PEOPLE. I am deeply saddened that you TOTALLY IGNORE my plea to repost this, and in all honestly??? If you are THAT SELFISH... REMOVE ME PLEASE... from your list. All I ask.. is to get my Dr. Atkins post out.. to people not on my list... to maybe HELP someone. :o/ Even when it was FREE.. practically NOONE READ IT, and maybe 1, or 2... EVER REPOSTED it. Is EVERYONE THAT SHALLOW, AND SELFISH? :o( Honestly.... it breaks my heart. I repost anything I see that will help anyone. But no more "rate me", "comment bo

My Son
It has been hard as hell on me knowing that I can do nothing to help little David. The worst had to be when he was laying there in that crib with all those leads hooked up to him. No I take that Back what was the worst was watching those darn nurses stick him with needle after needle and every time they did another vein would pop I am not sure how many times they stuck the poor little guy all I know is I had to leave the room on a few occasion cause I wanted to wring some ones necks after they keep apologizing every time they would pop another vein, I would gladly give JR. any of my veins. I know how I feel when I am sick and I can't stand to see my little boy sick and helpless, especially when they tell me there is nothing that they can do for Him. For those who don't know little David Had RSV and if you don't know what it is maybe you should look it up cause it is a serious illness that effects Premature infants and children under 2. Thank goodness that Jr. is getting better and hope

Smoking And Quitting!!
I had my last cigarette on Saturday evening and haven't smoked since. Is it doing me any good? I don't know! I feel worse, I'm coughing so much I think I'm gonna throw up and I am being the true bitch that I always knew I was lol Can I keep this up? hmmmmm...that's a tough one! I hope so, cos I need to save some money and this is a GREAT way to save an easy £20 a week! Need lots of support and encouragement though, so anyone who feels like saying well done or anything PLEASE do so!! Help me stay stopped!

Starting To Babysit Again Tonight
tonight i start babysitting again, turns out randy wasn't even mad at me yesterday morning i took it the wrong way he was upset about work, the company that he works for really for the last 2 months has been messing him over money wise, so what did he do yesterday HE QUIT... taking them to small claims court wow. He starts his new job at the plant this Morning, so other than that we have 1 week left before the baby gets here damn time flies don't it? Ok I warned you in my bulletin LMAO well just sitting here at 4:42am bored out of my mind yet again no sleep and cramping like hell, just kinda bored nothing really else to do waiting on my nails to dry from the nail polish i just put on then i think that i will be going to bed, randy said tha the doesn't mind me staying up if i can't sleep he said that he is used to it, figured the only reason i do it is because i'm so used to working night shift that it don't get out of my system yet? i guess he is right? i dunno guess we will wait and

How Could You Do This To Me.
You are a liar, you are a liar and a cheater, you are a liar and a cheater and you do not deserve the love i had for you, I treated you like gold i treated you like you were the only woman on earth. And you do this to me, You lied to me, You Lied to my FAMILY you swore you would never ever fucking hurt me. YOU LIED Now you are with a pathetic loser with no future and a criminal record, Funny how i have the power to see those kinds of files. He has a KID from another woman and he smokes and drinks and you said you could never be with a guy like that. You just want a piece of DICK thats all you want, you cry how you have been hurt but you have hurt me worse then anything anyone has done to you. Congradualations you are now just like you step sisters, all you need to do is get knocked up. Sure that wont take too long you seem to have no problem spreading your legs fast enough.

Can You Help Me?
So I am making new graphics for a new page. I would like the about me section to be written by my friends. I know a lot of you do not know me so well, but if you do then please reply something to this blog that I can stick in the graphic. It has to describe me in words or an image. K, thanks and Huggs-n-Stuff

Song Lyrics Part 2
It sucks when you can't have what you want...even if you know it's the absolute right thing in life. There's always some kinda factors that are thrown into your path that cause problems. But no matter the distance, I can't help but to love you and miss you every hour of every day. I'm sorry that I fell so hard so fast for you but I can't help it. You filled that little void in my life and made ma happier than I've been in a very long time. "Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it

Neighbors
It's a real fixer-upper, isn't it? This empty space where my soul lived With termites and cobwebs and water damage From all the tears I couldn't cry. It used to be a good place But then the neighborhood got bad. Death moved in when I was seven And his cousins Grief and Depression followed right along. Not long after came Obesity, That fat old uncle who won't go away. (He enjoys home cooking the best, But he'll eat anything.) Alcoholism rolled into my life a year later Driving a shit-green and rust Ford pickup. Terror and his roommate Paranoia came next And we hung out a lot for the next several years. I met Desperation for the first time when I was fourteen. She cut my wrist (just a tiny mark) And smiled at me with those sharp, pearly teeth. Crimson-haired Loneliness and her lover Silence Broke one of the beds one night. Rage moved into the attic and nailed the door shut. (We only hear him when he stops shouting.) Self-Esteem got locked in the closet - Did we e

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The Preying Game
I must admit that Chris Hansen is quickly becoming one of my favorite TV personalities. I am beginning to find myself in front of the TV every Tuesday for that hour of greatness known as Dateline-To Catch a Predator. Last night's offering was the second half of the sting that took place in Murphy, Texas. For anyone who has never seen the show, it is basically a setup where decoys pose as 13-14 year old girls and boys and go into internet chat rooms to strike up sexual conversations with grown men. Afterwards they invite the men over to their "house" where the Dateline camera crew and reporter Chris Hansen are waiting. The men always say that they are coming over to "just hang out", but Hansen is armed with a transcript of their online conversations. After reading a few of the often explicit lines, the men realize that they are busted and quickly head for the door. Unfortunately, just outside that door, are the cops who quickly (and violently) subdue the men and haul them off to jail

Missing You
SITTING UNDER THE TREE OF DESPAIR WONDERING WHERE U ARE TONIGHT. WISHING THAT I KNEW FOR SURE PRAYING THAT U R ALRIGHT. KNOWING THAT WHEN U LEFT AND THE WAY WAS NOT TOO CLEAN. JUST BECAUSE WE LET SOMEONE COME IN BETWEEN. THE THINGS U SAID , THE THINGS I SAID ARE ALL A BLUR INSIDE MY MIND. I HAVE TRIED TO PLAY IT BACK AT LEAST A THOUSAND TIMES. I KNOW THAT U WILL COME BACK THAT IS NOT MY WORRY OR MY FEAR I JUST NEED U DARLING BADLY I NEED U TO BE HERE. I NEED U HERE TO TALK TO WHEN MY LIFE GOES OUT OF SINC AND TO CALM MY FEARS TO LISTEN TO WHAT I THINK. TO DRY MY WEEPING EYES AND LET ME KNOW EVERYTHING IS OK I WILL BE HERE WAITING MY LOVE UNTIL MY DYING DAY. Courtesy of MsTags.com

Ufc This Weekend
YES!!!!! If there is one good thing about Maine, it is that this is where the UFC really got started. When I was a kid, the started the "Toughman Competiotion" which is now the UFC. So now we have fun.... This weekend, I get to see Matt Hughes in action as well as two local fighters in action (One is Marcus Davis who was on Ultimate Fighter and who sat behind me in Psychology class in high school). Basically Marcus will be fighting Timmy Nichola, both local boys and tough as nails. I am going with a friend who is a very good friend of Tim “The Maine-iac” Sylvia who is from Ellsworth. Yup. Let's face it... in Maine all there is to do is fight and fuck. I can hold my own in a fight, but let's face it..... Fucking is still more fun.

Things You'd Love To Say Out-loud At Work
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the f*ck-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a sh*t. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 16.

Poetry
How very simple life would be If only there were two of me A Restless Me to drift and roam A Quiet Me to stay at home. A Searching One to find his fill Of varied skies and newfound thrill While sane and homely things are done By the domestic Other One. And that's just where the trouble lies; There is a Restless Me that cries For chancy risks and changing scene, For arctic blue and tropic green, For deserts with their mystic spell, For lusty fun and raising Hell But shackled to that Restless Me My Other Self rebelliously Resists the frantic urge to move. It seeks the old familiar groove With hearth and home dear prisonment That habits make. It finds content, With candlelight and well loved books And treasured loot in dusty nooks, With puttering and garden things And dreaming while a cricket sings And all the while the Restless One Insists on more exciting fun It wants to go with every tide, No matter where… just for the ride. Like yowling cats t

Down Again
I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any more

Penis Tan
There was a man who really took care of his body. He lifted weights and jogged six miles every day. One morning he looked into the mirror, admiring his body, and noticed that he was suntanned all over with the exception of his penis. So he decided to do something about that. He went to the beach, undressed completely, and buried himself in the sand, except for his penis, which he left sticking out of the sand. A bit later, two little old ladies came strolling along the beach, one using a cane to help her get along. Upon seeing the thing sticking out of the sand, the lady with the cane began to move the penis around with her cane. Remarking to the other little old lady, she said, "There really is no justice in the world." The other little old lady asked, "What do you mean by that?" The first little old lady replied, "Look at that. When I was 20, I was curious about it. When I was 30, I enjoyed it. When I was 40, I asked for it. When I was 50, I paid for it. When I wa

Cherrytap Ids!
HEY I MAKE CHERRYTAP IDS! I AM IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW RATINGS COUNT.. NOT COMMENT BOMBS!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND IF YOU WANT AN ID PM ME WITH YOUR SEX, LOCATION, DISPLAY NAME, CHERRY ID#, PIC AND THE BACKGROUND U WANT! TY SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

Depression
Depression Depression in so many It's always so sad to see The numbers are uncanny Just take a look at me So many in pain unseen As depression numbers rise Sometimes life can be so mean Just look into my eyes Afraid to go home Don't know how to deal You're feeling so alone This is how I feel Zoe Elsworth

I Need Your Help!
I need your help please, I have been nominated to appear in this weeks contest for "The Hottest Girl in Porn." I have no idea how this happen but it would be great if I could simply place in the top 3! (lol) So I am asking all my friends if they would cast there vote for little old me! Here is the link to cast your vote: http://www.thehottestgirlinporn.com Thanks again for helping me out and I have a few new videos and pics that will be going up in the group this week so be ready because they are going to be HOT! XOXO Kitty Langdon

Friendships
Faithfulness is the key to being a good friend, Respect them from beginning to end. Neglect is something never to do, Depend on them they’ll see you through. Secrets are things you should be able to share, Helping them out and showing you care. Inseparable is how we will be, Preparing for life: just you and me. xoxo

Brittany Loves New York
My New York trip. Just met friends, had a photo shoot, did some shopping pursue, shoes, and sun glasses and broke my Jimmy Choos. This is the way to travel First Class from New York, then to Miami. Drank at the airport and on the plane. I saw the movie Marie Antoniette. That was a fucking gorgeous movie. I must get the dvd, it was so hot. I stayed at one of New York’s finest hotel. The Palace. Pictures taken from Palace Hotel site* A badget in the bathroom, a giant flat screen plasma TV, two walkin closets and a button for everything and everyone on their knees to serve you.. You also get business cards with your own name on it. It also has one of the most comfortable beds. The next day after I got in I ordered some scrambled eggs, wheat toast and orange juice for breakfast. Room service brought be scrambled eggs bigger than pizza. I could only eat ¼ of it. I almost had a heart attack as I took the battery out of my sidekick and all my contacts g

Good By Grandma G
Good by Grandma, you will be missed by us all. I will be heading out to help your oldest son, my uncle, early wed morning. Comming to lay your worldly body to rest, beside that of your husband. My you both rest peacefully for eternity, happily toghther. I know your spirit will see me, I know I will feel you there. All I want to be is strong for my mother, your daughter, as well as for my uncles in there time of need. Everyone except dad, who is unable to travel will be comming to see you off and celebrate your life. This will be my brothers wife and her son's first time flying, as well as the grandchild that is on the way. I hope they have a safe and relaxing trip. Grandma I love you and miss you already!

Please Read This Guys
Hi good friends. Thanks for most of you that helped me out in rating my page. I would appreciate you continue doing as im having PC difficulties in sending back to you people. I would also appreciate it that you go check my songs out on my page and tell me what you think. Send your comments to the email address below the music player and they will be place on my page for all to see. Thank u all

Speaking Out
i've never done a blog or spoke my mind on here so i guess theres a first. to start off i'm fuckin sick and tired of people looking at one another and judging them by there cover. looking at someone and thinking i'm better then that person. thats fuckin bullshit and you know it. inside we are all the same. and you wonder y kids are shooting each other everyday in schools. think back and tell me you never discriminated against someone because they werent cool or b/c they didnt have all the nice clothes or newest shoes or b/c they had some kind of handicap. i'm not gonna lie i have done it and i look back and think god damn i was an asshole. and now when i see those people i apologize. i realized that we are all the same. dont matter what fuckin color, background, height, weight whatever it doesnt fucking matter so quit hatin. next time you see someone on the side of the road driving somethin beat up and broke down dont stare and laugh at least offer to help. i can understand someone bei

Negative Attraction
Have you ever spent time wondering why many good people continually attract negative situations into their lives while others seem to attract nothing but beautiful situations into theirs. This concept contains power, possibility, and promise if you will use it. You are God's highest form of creation. You are a living breathing creative magnet. You have the ability to control what you attract into your life. There have always been small select groups of individuals who are aware of how to work in harmony with this natural law of the universe: The Law of Attraction. This law clearly states you can only attract to you that which is in harmony with you. Everything in the universe vibrates. That is based on the Law of Vibration. That includes your mind and body. Look at your body through a microscope, it is a mass of energy that is moving and vibrating. Your mind controls the vibration you are in at any given moment. You control your mind by the thoughts you choose. No one can caus

My Problem...
I got a call from my mother in law on Monday about 9 pm with her telling me that my husbands (Thomas) grandfather had died. I after writing down all the information that she was giving me, called the FRG leader with the info so that they could get the messege out to the field where Thomas' unit is...she called me back to inform me that with all the stupid messeges that they had recieved this past weekend that they were not taking anymore messeges to the guys in the field and the only thing I could do was to notify the RED CROSS. Well my question is can't this people manning the brigade office tell the difference in a real emergency messege and one where a "POOR WIFE just wants her husband at home. I am sorry but all those wives who think everything is an emergency needs to have their asses kicked. Get a backbone and learn to handle somethings yourself. When you continue to call the office for stupid stuff it makes it hard on the rest of us that follow the rules to get real messege

Why Is Pain My Muse?
I got hurt reciently. It seems it took that for the muse of poetry to stroll through my mind once more. I don't know if it hurts or helps but here is my poem. Why do the memories keep running through my head? Of things that we did, Of things that you said Why can't I forget? Why can't I cry? Why did you hurt me? Why did you lie? You said "I want to make love to you" your words, not mine. You can't just throw that around, like some bad pickup line. What were you thinking? Was it just the beer? Were you just saying things, You thought I wanted to hear? You said "We need to talk" so step up, be a man. Instead you hide behind phones, instead you ran. Why can't you just tell me? How did you betray? Why use cryptic words? Why can't you just say? Someday I will forget, but I will never forgive The words left unsaid, the actions left undid. I will move on. I will have one cry. I will mend my heart Goddess bless, and good bye.

1 Day Left
Sexiest Playmate Contest END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST Mr. August 1st - 11108 2nd - 3573 3rd - 2555 4th - 1520 5th - 1507 6th - 1195 (my standing) I know that first is way to far to get to. I am hoping to get at the very least 3rd. If your not to busy, stop by and drop a few comments. I will return the favor! Just PM me your links and I'll help you out in return. :)

Serenity And A Spirual Way Of Life
Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change and things go wrong, but always remember... LIFE GOES ON!!.........

Life
Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change and things go wrong, but always remember... LIFE GOES ON!!.........

Kyle...
it wasnt a year ago that i saw him last, and i miss him so much, i keep on listening to Seize the day by A7X and it makes me think of him even more, i miss him with everything i have, and because he left me, i'm offically broken, nothing can fix me, no crazy glue, nothing, i miss him with all of my heart and i still can't stop crying...i need to be taken away, taken out of this place...i see him everywhere i go, i can feel him, holding my hand, holding me from behind i can smell that overpowering calogne or whatever he used...i can hear him singing to me...and telling me he loves me...him kissing my tears away...him tickling to wake me up...him making me happy....when he left i thought i wouldnt be happy again...im not as happy as i was when he was there...but theres 1 person who made me happiest i've been since him...and he doesnt even realize who he is, because of me, i fucked up, i over react...i'm a mess...i suck...

Hackers Litters Official Web Site
Hacker litters official Web site Category: Odd News | OTTAWA (Reuters) - Red-faced officials at Canada’s nuclear safety watchdog on Thursday said they were probing how a hacker had managed to litter its official Web site with dozens of colour photographs of a nuclear explosion. The Ottawa Citizen newspaper said every media release on the Canadian Nuclear Safety Commission’s Web site had been labelled as a security breach on Wednesday. When opened, each document had a headline reading “For immediate release” and underneath was a large photo of an exploding atomic bomb. “We are in discussions with the (Internet service) provider. When we were informed the Web site had been tampered with, we immediately disabled the media module,” said commission spokesman Aurel Gervais, dismissing the suggestion that the hacker had been able to access secret information. “The external Web site was the only Web site that was tampered with. There was no internal information that w

I'm Gone Few Weeks
Howdy Friends, Just letting you know why if you dont see me online. I'll be gone watching a Lady Just got out of Surgary She will be going home in few days. She needing homecare for one or two weeks. Going talk with her on Wednesday in hospital. She good friend of my Grandma's I love to help people out. I have helpped people here in contests....even My friends of friends. I'll trying to catch up when I get back...I will get back with you Soon as I get home. I promise. I sure hope I dont get ignored like one of my friends was. when I promise something I keep that promise. Think thats one thing what friends do. Just know I'll miss you all while I'm gone this few weeks. Hope everyone has great week & wonderful time. Take Care & God Bless. Hugss, Love, ~Mary~

Ok Well Here We Go Again They Say It Comes In 3's
OK well I have not even went to the first funeral yet and now there will most likely be another one coming up this week a friends baby passed away last night she was a sweet gurl and im so heart broken for her and her family so remember hold the ones u love close and never let them go far you never know when its going to be the last I Love You or the last Have A Good Day or the last Good Bye I thank god for my family and friends in my life stay safe and continue loveing one another *mauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy88%The Beast75%Sleeping Beauty63%Cinderella56%Cruella De Ville50%Peter Pan50%Snow White38%Pinocchio38%Donald Duck38%Ariel19%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

As Time Slips Away
as the days go by the time i have slips away from me and i cry as it does i know one day i must die and i nore anbody can stop the inevatable and right now i am scared to know when that will happen so please comment me back on this entry it would make me smile a little bit. Thank You , Lost In The Dark

Stupidity!!!!
TEN THINGS DUMBASSES DO ON CHERRYTAP ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesn't. TWO To the people who have like 100,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Little 6th graders who have CherryTa

They Say Only The Irish Have Jokes Like These
Into a Belfast pub comes Paddy Murphy, looking like he'd just been run over by a train. His arm is in a sling, his nose is broken, his face is cut and bruised and he's walking with a limp "What happened to you?" asks Sean, the bartender. " Jamie O'Conner and me had a fight," says Paddy. " That little shit, O'Conner," says Sean, "He couldn't do that to you, he must have had something in his hand." "That he did," says Paddy, "a shovel is what he had, and a terrible lickin' he gave me with it." " Well," says Sean, "you should have defended yourself, didn't you have something in your hand?" That I did," said Paddy. "Mrs. O'Conner's breast, and a thing of beauty it was, but useless in a fight." **************************************************************************** **************** ************** An Irishman who had a little too much to drink is driving home from the city one night and, of course, his car is weaving violently all over the road.

A Few Quotes From A Man Smarter Then I
"Life is like bread. It’s great at first, but as time passes it gets harder" -Matthew Good Ignorance belittles those around you more than it does yourself. Ignorance and the Ebola virus are comparable in three respects: 1] They’re both invisible 2] They’re both infectious 3] And they both kill -Matthew Good

Milk Beer
Milk beer called ‘Bilk’ Category: Odd News | TOKYO (Reuters) - Great news for beer and milk lovers: A liquor shop owner in Japan’s largest dairy farming region has stopped crying about local spilt milk and started making beer from it instead. “We came up with the idea after hearing about surplus milk,” said Chitoshi Nakahara, head of the Nakahara liquor shop on the northernmost island of Hokkaido. Milk consumption has been declining steadily in Japan, and Hokkaido disposed of nearly 900 tonnes of milk last March due to over-production, according to the Japan Dairy Association. Nakahara’s new brew, “Bilk” - a combination of “milk” and “beer” - is about 30 percent milk. It also contains hops, and the production process does not differ much from that of regular beer, he said. His shop started selling Bilk, which apart from a slight milky scent looks and tastes like ordinary beer, on February 1 after spending about six months developing the product with a local b

Too Honest Or To Stupid
Too honest or too stupid ? Category: Odd News | KEWASKUM, Wis. (AP) - A police chief who ticketed himself for a traffic violation says that he has received congratulatory e-mails from all over the globe and that he has even turned down money to cover the fine. Chief Dick Knoebel drove past a stopped school bus with its lights flashing in September, then wrote himself a ticket for $235 and docked himself four points on his driving record. The story surfaced after it showed up in court records and media reports. “Police officers do good things everyday, and that doesn’t get reported,” said Knoebel, who has been chief for 20 years in this town northwest of Milwaukee. “All you hear about in the news is when a police officer is in trouble.” Knoebel said he got more than 150 e-mails from such places as Thailand, New Zealand and Russia. Two people sent him $15. “I tried to answer every e-mail,” the chief said. “If they took the time to e-mail me, I at least thank th

Listen Up!!!!
ALRIGHT JUST SITTING HERE DRINKING A BEER!! CAUSE I AM BURYING A FRIND TOMORROW! IT HURTS, IT SUCKS!! PAIN AND EMOTION!! REGRET!! PEOPLE ONCE AGAIN REMINDED OF PERSONAL LOSSES THAT CUT DEEP!! HE WAS 26, FRI NIGHT HE ODS! MY GUESS IS COCAINE AND OXYCONTINS! THATS HOW HILLBILLYS THINK THEY NEED A BUZZ!! FITH OF LIQUOR 180 MIL OF OC!! 2 8 BALLS!! 20 XANAX!! JUST GET WILD!! I HAVE BURIED SO MANY PEOPLE IT SUCKS!! I AM 38 AND BEEN BURYING FRIENDS SINCE I WAS 15! ONE GIRL DIED IN A CARWRECK ON HER B_DAY ON HER WAY TO MY HOUSE!! HAD ONE FRIEND SHOT IN FRONT OF ME!! COUNTLESS CARWRECKS!! COUNTLESS!! I WAS SUPRISED THAT I HAD BEEN TO AN OPENCASKET FUNERAL FOR SOMEONE YOUNG!! (ASPHALT AND BULLETS TEND TO DO THAT) I GUESS MY POINT IS!!!! appreciate the little moments! the smiles and laughter! cool sunsets! rainy days!! tell the people u love that u love them more often!! seriously most of the time it takes funerals to do that!! but i go to enough to need reminded!! cause when ur

Store Personal Data With Live Bacteria.
TOKYO (AFP) - For people who want to ensure their words last for their progeny, Japanese scientists have found a way to literally put a message into genes. A research team said this week it had developed a technology for storing digital data in the DNA of bacteria, which unlike most living organisms can survive for millennia in the right conditions. Each hay bacillus bacterium can store two megabits — the equivalent of 1.6 million Roman letters. The scientists can take out the microscopic implants in a laboratory and read them so they appear as ordinary text. The team at Keio University’s Institute for Advanced Biosciences said the technology needs to be perfected but that it was optimistic about its future uses. “If I wanted to store my personal diary in these live bacteria and take it with me to my grave, then my story can live for thousands and thousands of years,” head researcher Yoshiaki Ohashi said with a laugh. In practical terms, the technology could eventually b

To A Very Special Lady
Courtesy of MsTags.com This goes out to a very special lady . Her handle on here is chubbly . But her real name is Jan.. She is a friend and a half . And i wanted to say thanks for what she has done for me. A lot of you will know Steven Segal the famouse movie actor.. well he is playing in my home town with his band and Jan has bought me a ticket to go and see him .. How wicked is she ... SO A BIG THANKS TO HER FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Touchy
someday i want to live in a world where i'm proud to bring up my children. i want to live in a world that isn't held by boundaries and dumbass theories about what love should be. what happened to faith in the people? what happened to a world where we didn't have to be afraid to talk about what we believed? you'd think i would shut my mouth by now. well, fuck that. the only way you'll get me to shut up now is if you killed me first. i will scream it from the highest venue i can. if you don't want to hear it... too fucking bad. i know there's a piece of paper the fucktards in charge like to ignore that says i have the right to piss you off and rant and bitch in whatever way i feel like. funny how that doesn't go for everyone.

Monday Nite 10:57pm
It's late i have a slight headache tv shows are suckin i hope my package comes tomorrow!!!!! WOOOT gotta love amazon.com! The one true place to find what you want at decent prices oh and dunno i really dont like ebay less someone can tell me a couple of reasons to....i mean sure its an auction site but still when ur lookin for somethin an jus wanna buy it it sometimes comes out way more expensive then you would have paid for it in the retail store.....sure says buy me now or buy it now watever....still doesnt mean ur gonna get it at a decent price....plus now ups is charging fucken cash for basic ground shipping thats bs it used to be free.... so fuck that its better to go out an buy what u want an use the net soley as a last resort less ur lazy lol... well im done ranting my shit better come tomorrow LOL or ima be pissed

What Sign Are You? (virgo Here)
WHAT ARE YOU? LEO (July 23 - Aug. 22)-- If you fuck up just once with a Leo...That's IT. Don't be expecting them to take you back. They are not willing victims, after all, they CHOSE you...you screwed up? They can UN-Choose you just the same. They live for Menage a Trois...or Qua...or Cinco....anything in a group is okay as long as they are in the middle. Leos also like bubble baths. Once you start with a Leo...do not think you can just turn their emotions on or off like a switch...they demand satisfaction. NOW. All the stress in the world ends up in the Leo neck...They need neckrubs...they feel like they have the entire weight of the world on their head. If its kinky, a Leo has probably done it..You know Madonna's a LEO, right? She masters the Madonna/Whore/Goddess thing pretty well, huh? I wonder why? Could it be cause shes a fuckin' LEO? yep. Valmont was probably a Leo. They probably have the movie at home. Get out your furry gloves and faux mink whips for this kitten. they

Think First!
Body: Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large raging violent river. Needing to get on the other side, the first man prayed, "God, please give me the strength to cross the river." Poof! God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, please give me strength and the tools to cross the river." Poof! God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once. Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed, "God, please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross the river. Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred yards up stream and walked across the bridge.

The Bathroom
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said " You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW , WA , PP, and a red one labelled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist... He pushed WW. warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is

Words To Remember
"If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. STOP trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. NEVER live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate fro

Angels (poem)
Angels Angels up above hear my pleas Bring my love back to me I need him more than you may know Because of his love I am whole Let the stars above in the midnight sky Be witness to the truth and lies Let him see without him I am not For our love I would have fought Forgive me and my simpleness I should ask for more not less But I am selfish, yes, to want the love That made everything around me sing Singing love songs even in the rain Erased all the memories that had caused me pain Taught me there is something to find If only I would take a little time Time to see that Love could be found Made me float off the ground Now without him my feet refuse to move My heart refuses to break in two For it knows our love was meant from you You send him to me because you knew He was the answer to all my prayers I was blessed to have him care Please, Angels above hear my pleas Bring my love back here to me.

Results Are In!
I hosted a 2 part Mumm to find out what the people of CT thought would be the best color to paint my Jeep.... well..... the results are in! In part 1, between Flat Khaki and Flat Olive Drab Green, the results were: Flat Khaki: 48.1% (25 votes) Flat Olive Drab Green: 51.9% (27 votes) see the reults Here In part 2, between Flat Black and Flat Olive Drab Green, the results were: Flat Black: 68.8% (22 votes) Flat Olive Drab Green: 31.3% (10 votes) see the reults Here Thanks to the CT'ers who voted and for the comments. I understand there are some people who are boycotting mumm voting because of the points... I think that's dumb and immature. It's a damn website, it's for fun, and just because you worked hard for the points you have and all that it's, well, too fuckin bad.

Dream (poem)
Dream I long for the day to end, So that I can dream again. For only in my dreams are we, Together like we use to be. Once again you call my name, You say forever you'll stay Our lips slowly closer they draw as a soft kiss i begin to recall Your loving eyes again they gaze Making my very soul go insane For it aches and longs For you to be mine Your embrace will never be erased all the memories we made remain I reach out to touch your face, and I'm left reaching in the dark. I'm left with my dreams of me and you and how our love has turned me blue. So here I wait for my days to end, so that I can dream once again

Love Song
Mother! You're holding my heart screaming! Mother fucker! You left me broken, bleeding! Son of! The man you loved and bled for! The son of a bitch! Who tried to show me death's door! Ahhhh Everything's illuminated! Everything is dedicated! Time to leave this life I've hated Even death was overrated Love song, for the dear departed Headstone, for the broken hearted Ours to kill More flowers to steal Head trip, for the mortal earth bound One sip, of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here.. Etched in! Obituaries rain down! It's all on me! We're lying naked face down! Ahhhh What's it like decapitated? Can't you see me fascinated? Never never left her damaged Even death could be mismanaged Love song, for the dear departed Headstone, for the broken hearted Ours to kill More flowers to steal Head trip, for the mortal earth bound One sip, of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here.. Errraaaaahh! Don't bring me daffodils! Br

Are You? (poem)
Are You? Are you truly mine to have and to hold? Are you truly mine till we both grow old? Are you truly mine for now and forever? Are you truly mine, will you be my treasure? Are you truly mine or will I wake from this dream? If this is a dream may i sleep forever? If this is a dream, can we lay here together? If this is a dream, will you dream with me? Will you be mine? Are you truly mine? Can you be mine?

Forget (yet Another Poem)
Forget Please, I beg you, Forget him now, Forget his voice, Forget his words, Forget he said he'd love you always, Remember how many tears you cried. Forget that you would flutter, Forget you felt this for no other, Forget his sexy southern drawl, Remember how he let you fall. Forget he said he'd Forget you never, Forget him please, I beg you, dear heart of mine, Forget him please

If We Could Be (poem)
If We Could Be Sitting here thinking of you, wondering how this came true. To meet my soulmate in a single night, a feeling that I will not fight. Your taken, so am I but you make me want to fly Fly away to a place so far away So that you and I can always stay. Stay in each others arms, away from any harm Sweet caresses and loving kisses all of these are my wishes Caressing and kissing you all night long, the feeling I have are just so strong, To strong to resist just one single kiss My legs go weak I can not speak My head is spinning My body is feening You won my heart from the very start My body's yours We'll make each other soar You'll feel this love is just too strong Our bodies will shake with the love we will make I'll hold on tight This feels so right This is so much more than I've dreamed before I love you more each passing day I don't know what else to say Never leave my heart to break All of this for true love sake!!!

Will You?
Will you? Will you mourn me one day If I'm no longer here to stay Will you scream out in pain When you hear my name Will the memories we've shared make the pain a little more bearable Or all the laughter we had just make it all that bad "You will be fine once this is over" everyone will tell you But in your head you're breaking down and you wish you'd been the one to drown Drown in the sorrow that she felt by all the pian that she was dealt No one should have to feel this way your friends will comfort when they say But your left with memories of the time you had "Be strong and show no pain" they tell you for the children's sake They need you now more then before. They hurt also for all that's come They miss their mother more than ever So please my love be stronger than ever For if one day I shall not be Love them more each passing day Let them know that I love them Never let them forget me Tell them that I'll be forever near Nev

Storms And Redundancy
something sunny...a little more cheerful... but i have so much to say that the clouds are rolling in... that first clap of thunder was a little... disarming, wasn't it? wait til you see the lightning... 'cause it's flashing so bright my sunglasses shatter. and don't pretend you didn't see that rain... it falls in sheets... melting my world into a puddle i wish like hell i could swim out of. it's raging so hard i can't brave the wind anymore and it sends me flying... back to somewhere i never wanted to be again. somehow this doesn't feel as good as it did when i started.

Domestic Violence.....no Place For It!
Photos of domestic violence are important evidence, both in proving abuse and in disproving it. The photos which follow are not pleasant, so be advised you may not want to view them. They are four sequential photographs over several months. It is important to remember that while most victims of domestic violence are women—and this women is certainly a victim—not all abuse is by men toward women. It is important to remember that there are six types of cases covered by our statute, and that all six occur on the docket almost every order of protection day. Know Your Department's Policy Most departments have specific protocol officers must follow when they respond to a domestic violence call. However, only a few departments include specific protocol for officer-involved domestics. Do not rely on what your batterer tells you about department policy or about the Gun Law. Get a copy of your local department's policy yourself. If you live outside his juris

Love And Romance
When I first fell in love, I wasn't happy but instead I was scare and nervous, My first love was so beautiful, Like a wonderful dream that had came true for me, I was scare of loving too much, Because I didn't know what I would have done, Once my love walked hands in hands with someone else and not with me, I was afraid of the days to come, When we would have be apart from each other, I would not be able to think right, Because those eyes and the beautiful smile had captured my heart. You love someone so much today, Then the next you lose your love, I was afraid of loving, Afraid of falling in love because I would have to learn the pain, The pain when you have to hear the word goodbye, I would have to watch the morning go by, And wonder about tomorrow because my love has left me heartbroken. Who can stop love from dying out when the person has stopped loving you, I know I can't stop my heart from breaking apart, Love's so sweet and romantic, But it turns sour a

Drinking Survey, Yes, I Love Alcohol.
1. When drunk, I: forget my problems 2. Do you talk about Religion or Deep meaning thoughts: not really. i'm more into singing skynyrd at the top of my lungs at 2 a.m. along w/ my friends. 3. Do you Cry? haha. funny. 4. Do you get Angry? only if someone tries to take my keys. 5. Do you Vomit? no. 6. After 7 beers you are? feeling good 7. After 1 shot of 151 you are? wishing there was something stronger to drink 8. Your favorite drink is? Jack and Coke or Walk Me Down 9. Tequila does what to you? love me some Patron. tequila makes me a happy, fun person. 10. Whiskey makes you? my fav. whiskey makes me drunk. and i like being drunk. 11. Who do you drink with? whoever's picking up the tab. 12. Vodka makes you? dont drink it. 13. Do you smoke when you drink? Yes. 14. On the rocks or straight up? Straight up 15. Do you Pass Out? no. but i try to go to sleep with a good buzz. best sleep ever. 16. Do you drink girly drinks? if the

Your Existence Sickens Me
i can't stand that look on your face... the one that writes these verses from memory. i thought you would disappear eventually, that i'd never have to write about you again. i wish i could erase you, destroy anything we ever had. you broke my faith in love. you broke my faith in everything. and how can you hold your head up and love someone else? you should be running away, tail tucked between your legs and no one to save you from yourself. You unimaginable bastard. I hope someone, someday, has mercy on such a sad ass soul like yours. 'cause i won't be the one to do it anymore.

To My Husband
This is to the guy that I fell in love with. The year was 2000. When I was a homeless woman. And he the same. yet he was with another at the time. Years went by and I was with a man who was a cheat and a lyer. We soon split. Come Oct 31 is when the man who I met way back then came back into my life. We got married July 25 of 2003 and have been together going on 4 years this July 25th. He will never know how very much I am for changeing my life and makeing me feel wanted. So Baby this is for you and all that u stand for. xooxooxooxooxoooxxxxx .Words seem not to come to mind on how else to explain to u how I really feel. I just Love u that much. Me Kate.

Wanna Trade?
ok ive had alot of people beggin me and askin me if i have naughtier pics.. well this is ur chance to see one of those. for everyone that can send me a naughty story that turns me on..to deadlycherryangel@yahoo.com along with their email address will recieve a pic. it has to be a story U wrote.. not one u found someplace online or in a mag. if u think this is a good trade then send away. i look forward to hearing ur stories. (hint: include details and make it believeable)

Dried Up, Tied And Dead To The World
You cut off all of your fingers Trade them in for dollar bills Cake on some more make-up to Cover all those lines Wake up and stop shaking cause you're just wasting time Don't you want some of this? Don't you need some of this? You take but cannot be given You ride but cannot be ridden Pinch this tiny heart of mine Wrap it up in soiled twine You never read what you've written I'll be your lover, I'll be forever I'll be tomorrow, I am anything when I'm high Don't you want some of this? Don't you need some of this? You shove your hair down my throat I feel your fingers in me Tear this bitter fruit to mess Wrap it in your soiled dress Now you must spit out the seeds All dried up and tied up forever All fucked up and dead to the world

"so Far Down"
The sign stands tall, the entrance below, I walk life's hall to face death row, Since the beginning Ive welcomed the end. We pay a toll for winning a never promised a friend, We face our anger, We run from fear, life gives us danger, Can we handle the tear, We think of the unthought of, Yet some don't se it to heal, We continue to look for love, Yet scared of how it may feel, We hate without noticing, we heal without power We ignore all reasoning, When it's lust we devour, When others desire to eat or feel, As most use water to put out fire, As the selfish overeat starvation's real, We search for a better tomorrow, Questions don't end when anger we feed, Yet any hand we borrow, We scream hate but yet we plant the seed, Most people don't give anything away, While nice cars put a smile on their face, If tomorrow is a chance to relive today, Think of the lives and children we save.

Ho-hum
And so i have recently joined te ranks of the single, and have lost interest in most of the things i used to like doing, and just sit around in my room with the lights off. i'm impressed that i wrote this half-assed blog entry, given the amount of motivation i have.

The Night I Became His Sub
It was not long after my parents died that i was alone in that house. I would walk down the hallway sadly not noticing the flashing light above me, I walk slowly towards the bathroom in a daze, open the door, switch on the light and walk in. I stare at the reflection in the mirror. It doesn’t look like me at all, the face is pale and you can see lines of tears from where the person had been crying, hair all over the place and looking like a complete wreck! My hands slide down my breasts, onto the hem of my nightgown, I lift it up over my head and it drops onto the floor. I gently untie my necklace and place it on the bench. Now I am totally bare naked. I turn on the shower, the cold one then hot. I step onto the cold tiles, my nipples go hard and my body shivers. I step into the warmth of the water. The water trickles down my face, onto my breasts, down my tummy and down my warm spot, running down my silky smooth legs. I move my soft hands against my slippery body from my belly up

Watch Out
i can't be alone today... left to my own devices i'm dangerous. but here i am...surrounded by no one. blackening my lungs... wet dreams of all that is past and all that is yet to be. and i still talk to no one, no one really hears or even pretends to understand... and i paint on an acrylic smile... the colors stop running and i pretend that i'm not still hurting... stings to my heart like so many pinpricks... ugh. i hate using similes. such a fucked up use of the English language, don't you think? eh, i suppose one of these days i'll get it together... for now i'll just sit here with my thoughts. Dangerous.

Taking Chances
As most of you know and if not you will now, I have picked up my life and moved it across the country from Texas back to Connecticut. Life was very difficult for me in 2006 and as 2007 unfolds it is not that much easier just full of more promise than before. Its much easier to make money here in the East. More jobs, more money but also more expensive in some ways less in others. Knowing myself as I do I know I will figure all that out but I wanted to share with you all something I find both exciting and new happening in my life. When i came to Cherry Tap I had many pics. Mostly webcam shots nothing of any quality. I was very nervous as some will attest to about putting some of them up and in some cases it took a "I'm just gonna do it attitude" while I cringed and waited for the reaction. To my utter shock you liked them! lol. I then got a real camera and started really working on taking quality photos. Im getting much better at it or at least i think so. My dear friend

Bye Myspace "friends"
TO MY "FRIENDS ON YAHOO AND MYSPACE: WITH THE SINGLE EXCEPTION OF MY ONE REAL FRIEND SHARON, ALL YOU SELF-RIGHTOUS, STUCK UP, SNOOTY, ASSHOLES WHO DUMPED ME FROM MYSPACE AND YAHOO....CAN SUCK MY DICK. ALL OF YOU WHINERS I WENT OUT OF MY WAY TO MAKE LAUGH, HELP, AND SPENT SO MUCH TIME TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT,YOUR OWN SHORTCOMINGS, LOW SELF ESTEEMS, MARITAL PROBLEMS, AND JUST GENERAL SELF PITY, AND NOT ONE OF YOU EVER SPENT MORE THAN A MINUTE HELPING ME OTHER THAN TO SAY, "IT'LL BE ALRIGHT (YOU MENTALLY LAZY FUCKS) FUCK ALL OF YOU. I WOULDN'T TAKE THE TIME TO SAY BYE BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU SUCK AS FRIENDS. ALL THE PEOBLEMS THAT IS GOING ON WITH MY HEART AND ALL, AND HAVING TO MOVE TO AR, AND NOT A SINGLE GODDAMNED WORD OF ENCOURAGEMENT FROM A FUCKING ONE OF YOU. FURTHER PROOF THAT ALL YOU ASSHOLES ARE A BUNCH OF SHIT OUT ONLY TO ENTERTAIN YOUR SORRY SELVES AND TO BOOST YOUR OWN EGOS. WELL....FUCK ALL OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU ALL DEVE

Swallow The Ocean
Waiting beside the hole in the skies I bathe in your blue light I choke on your seas Tonight we mourn those still alive Silent shapes on the hills gaze onward Statues of the dust and twilight We the naked inhabitants of this godless empire Time spent on betrayal This, the blood of our soil Rot alive Prosper whilst dead Led onward By Charon Into the fires of my eyes I watch your forests burn And though I lament for your loss This is the greatest thing That I have ever done

R.i.p.nan/mom!!!
Hey all my CT friends as u probaly noticed i havent been around in the past few days that because i recentley have gone threw a death in the Family,a very Special Lady very Near & DEAR to our Hearts we lost a Mother/grandmother!!! Remebering! R.I.P. Sadly Missed but Never Forgotten always in our HEARTS now n FOREVER!!!!!PEACE!!!

Killing Time
i've often wondered whether my thoughts speak loud enough to reach where i want them to. (god, let him find me somehow) you've been gone so long it feels like years... i know you'll be back soon. and even if i never know what you're thinking i'll know that somewhere in your heart you miss me just as much. how could you care for someone like me? i didn't think i was anything special. but you did. and that, somehow, turned my world upside down into the mess of a woman i am curling up and waiting for your call your text your message... and i'm not even sure if it's love.

Bored Bored Bored!!!!
im soooo bored im going to shoot myself in the foot just to have sumthin to do!!! wow i just dont even know what to do with myself....got any suggestons?i open to hear it all so help me out here people!!!!

Last Kiss
Well, where oh where can my baby be The Lord took her away from me She's gone to heaven So I got to be good So I can see my baby When I leave this ol' world We were out on a date in my Daddy's car We hadn't driven very far There in the road, straight ahead The car was stalled, the engine was dead I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right Never forget the sound that night The cryin' tires, the bustin' glass The painful scream that I heard last Well, where oh where can my baby be The Lord took her away from me She's gone to heaven So I got to be good So I can see my baby When I leave this ol' world Well, when I woke up The rain was pourin' down There were people standing all around Something warm a-running in my eyes But I found my baby somehow that night I raised her head and when she smiled and said "Hold me darling for a little while" I held her close I kissed her our last kiss I found the love that I knew I would miss But now she's gone, even thou

Nothing Can Bring Me Down Today....
because i get to see my wonderful marine hubby this week!! ::does happy dance:: you all have no idea how good it feels to say that, lmao. only one day and 15 minutes left till i see him again....::giggles::....i have the biggest goofiest smile on my face right now lol. i fly out to california on wed. to meet him at his base...::sigh::...im on cloud nine right now. i have everything ready for my trip...well now i do anyway, lol. i was reading the faa guidelines for flights this morning and realized i coulnd't take the shampoo & conditioner i had originally bought...plus i needed a quart size ziploc bag. so seeing as i cant live without my hair care products it was off to walmart for a little pre-trip shopping. i managed to find some garnier shampoo & conditioner that met the faa standards...along with some hairspray, gloss syrum, & frizz control stuff. lol. hell...i havent seen my sean in months...& theres no way im gonna go see him with my hair looking like a birds nest.

Manson And His Speech
After posting my new stash about Marilyn Manson and his speech. I heard it once before and listened to it again. His thoughts and speech wonders me as to whether or not "Is life significant and whether it's good or bad?" Thinking in too deep with many reasons but only a few remain inside my head to be asked. I wanted to find out these answers. Is existence really absurd?- For Sartre once said, "Existence is absurd." Could we ever kill God?- Nietzsche's saying of "God is dead." Is it rational or even possible to go back all the way from the beginning just to start reasoning everything we have to the world?- Descartes' methodical thinking preaches that we must retrace our steps to the beginning in order to get what we want. Should we ever skepticize everything before we succumb to believing what is real and rational?- David Hume's teaching of skepticism provoked these with his greatest work "Treatise of Human Nature" which was published after his death. Finally everyone

I Wish
i wish that you would open up to me. I wish that you would not shut me out. I wish that you would let me get to know you. I wish that you would let me show you that i can be there for you. I wish that you would let me show you that i want to be yours for all time. I wish that you would let me show you that this i say is true.

Unanswered
It was really only a moment... and then it was gone. our eyes met and broke away, but i don't want to break away anymore. i want to hold you close and keep you all for myself. i want to hold you at a distance but carry you in my heart. and all the while we're dancing around the question... the nagging, the gnawing, the burning question. and you and i are amateurs, weaving this tangled portrait of potential. trying to undo the knots and stay the course... until one of us falls through. which one will it be? which one will make it weak? which one will grab on and make the other fall with them? sad how so much silence makes you want someone so much more.

Scared As Hell........
I may actually cry while writing this. As y'all probably already have read, I have lived here in Austin all my life. I have never lived anywhere else. I have been unhappy here since my mom passed away three years ago. I am miserable here. I've had the same job for over 10 years. Since I was 18, I have wanted to live in North Carolina. But when my daddy died of cancer in 98, I had to stay to take care of my mom. Then my mom got sick. Then I got sick. Then my mom died and I was planning on using my little inheritence to move to NC. Well, by that time I had a boyfriend who I stayed here for...hoping that it would go somewhere...it didn't. Well, just recently, I've started getting signs (yes I believe in those)Now I know I do not belong here anymore. I have nothing tying me to Austin anymore. There shouldn't be anything stopping me.....except my fear of the unknown. I have no money for this move to hire a company. I am virtually selling as much as I can and giving away what

Fear Don't Live Here
Fear Don't Live Here I want a second chance at life. I want to feel wild. I want to wear my heart on my sleeve. Cuz fear don't live here anymore. You can't hurt me like you did before. cuz I grew strong and Fear don't live here anymore. Your words and actions would make me cry myself to sleep. often feeling cold, Thats over now!! Cuz fear don't live here anymore. Monica Joyce Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews

Tool Coming Back In April!! Playlist Of Tool W Tool Orchestral Tribute Also On Here
TOOL WILL BE BACK IN NEW YORK NEW JERSEY IN APRIL!! FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW. DONT MISS THE SHOW IF YOU GOT A CHANCE, TIGHTEST BAND EVER LIVE. SEEN THEM 5 TIMES, THEY BLOW YOU AWAY!!!

Another Poem
You broke my heart when you left me, No words could discribe the pain. We never talk anymore. I miss you all the same. Tears been cried and hearts broken. Yet Magic hides where No words been Spoken. Monica Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews

Setbacks
i'm so small you can't see me- i've often wondered if you stopped for even a moment to notice. but a glimmer of hope across current technologies... unfeeling emotions are erupting. and who are you to love me? who am i to love you back? i could never describe it in words, only in my head... where silent words stay silent and screaming loss of you burns so deep it's scarring. all i wanted was a moment of you, which has exploded into an earth of confusion and amazing setbacks to be rid of you. your name still lingers on my lips. and the taste is mostly bitter. holding onto nothing, i've poured out more to you with no words than i ever did before. who am i to love you? I'm positive that you are no one. and i'm waiting for the day i can say it with truth, never feeling for you again. 2/15/07 11:34 pm

Outlaw Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=198400&albumid=235274&i=1294919392 thats my link to my picture please go there and rate and comment me like crazy so i can hopfully get a prize or soemthing hehe much ♥ perfect

When We To Parted By Lord Byron
When we two parted In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted To sever for years, Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Truly that hour foretold Sorrow to this. The dew of the morning Sunk chill on my brow-- It felt like the warning Of what I feel now. Thy vows are all broken, And light is thy fame; I hear thy name spoken, And share in its shame. They name thee before me, A knell to mine ear; A shrudder comes o'er me-- Why wert thou so dear? They know not I knew thee, Who knew thee so well-- Long, long I shall rue thee, Too deeply to tell. In secret we met-- In silence I grieve, That thy heart could forget, Thy spirit deceive If I should meet thee After long years, How should I greet thee?-- With silence and tears.

The Most Despicable Joke Ever
~i am a survior of bad LSD. 3 DANCING BEARS beat me so bad I thought i was in a kayak race with Jesus on the Mississippi river and the sky was plum and the sun dribbled the moon like a basketball. THIS IS FOR ALL THE WOMEN. THIS IS A TOUCHTY SUBJECT FOR ME AND IT HAS TO STOP AS I AM A SURVIVOR OF BAD LSD.MY HAIR FELL OUT,AND I ALWAYS HEAR FOOTSTEPS AND LAUGHTER WHEN I TAKE A SHIT. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044 PLEASE IF YOU HAVENT READ THIS BLOG PLEASE DO SO NOW MAYBE SOMEONE YOU KNOW NEEDS HELP,MAYBE THEY NEED ORANGE JUICE OR A DOOBIE BROTHERS ALBUM,MAYBE A SLURPEE,IDK

A Dream Pang By Robert Frost
I had withdrawn in forest, and my song Was swallowed up in leaves that blew alway; And to the forest edge you came one day (This was my dream) and looked and pondered long, But did not enter, though the wish was strong: you shook your pensive head as who should say, 'I dare not -- too far in his footsteps stray -- He must seek me would he undo the wrong.' Not far, but near, I stood and saw it all behind low boughs the trees let down outside; And the sweet pang it cost me not to call And tell you that I saw does still abide. But 'tis not true that thus I dwelt aloof, For the wood wakes, and you are here for proof.

Leaving For Home
1 more week Ill be heading home back to home in the states... well theres talks that my crew and I maybe getting shiped off to afgan in a few months then again not really all that sure thats how the military is... lots of talk but no figuring out intill the last second I have come to the thought of I really do not like germany its a beautiful place but the people are very rude and stuck up I geuss i should be thankful that americans are the way they are

My Next Piercing!
One of my coolest friends in the world Scott is doing this piercing for me this summer when me and the girls take our road trip to Cali. I can hardly wait. And of course you know I'll have pics up as soon as I get it done. Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Playlist For 2/27/07
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 2/27/07 8:00pm - 10:00pm EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:06) 2. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 3. Immune System ft. Zeph - Necronomoron (Slit Wrist Mix) (4:02) 4. Immune System - Neo-Con (4:44) 5. Man and Machines - Blood, Guts, Rhythm and Steel (4:47) 6. Asseptic Room - Gates of Death (5:18) 7. Cockfight Club - Supermassive (5:41) 8. Scanalyzer - Screamer (3:19) 9. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 10. GASR - Digital (4:39) 11. Ghost and Writer - From Hell (3:23) 12. Interface - Escape (Momentum Mix) (4:28) 13. Beautiful Assassins - Generator (5:43) 14. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 15. The Unknownn - Blood (5:22) 16. Diverje - I Walk Alone (6:11) 17. Charlie Drown - Lithium Nephalim (2:58) 18. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 19. Starlit

When
you were never there for me when i was growing up as i got older you were there from time to time when i became old enough to be my own person is when you desided that it was time for you to try to be there for me. when i became ready to have kids you wanted to be the one that rasied them.i guess trying to make up for lost time that time is gone and i am much older now and you can not be there and be the protecter anymore so stop trying damnit

Blargh!
i had a very good day today. i hung out with a friend of mine at the park. i took a bunch of silly pix of him and some of the midget. we had a picnic. it was nice just hanging out and being silly. made feel peaceful somehow. i need more outings like this. soooo BLARGH!

Poem Lyrics Of In A Disused Graveyard By Robert Frost.
The living come with grassy tread To read the gravestones on the hill; The graveyard draws the living still, But never anymore the dead. The verses in it say and say: "The ones who living come today To read the stones and go away Tomorrow dead will come to stay." So sure of death the marbles rhyme, Yet can't help marking all the time How no one dead will seem to come. What is it men are shrinking from? It would be easy to be clever And tell the stones: Men hate to die And have stopped dying now forever. I think they would believe the lie.

Because Tigers Drop Bombs...
I can't sleep....I'm getting sick I think...and so I'm just posting random shit here.... and I can't stop watching this: (If this doesn't work its the video for "Mad World" from Donnie Darko...I've watched it off the DVD like 4 times already) well maybe I'll con someone into reading me a bedtime story...If I make it through the night I'll be on tomorrow till then.... xoxox - Betty

People
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you

Came Join Me
home alone once again with my childrean no one to talk to know one to play with, so lonley once again during the a day i clean at night i think why why why am i so alone a man i have that is not there why why why? what shell i do haw can i fix this i love once true has goon goon goon haw should i get it back a man in my bed to cudle & hold is'nt that what every women wants a strong man to conceal her love.

Im Forever Yours Faithfully
Random Facts about me part 2: - i love my ipod even tho my ear holes hurt from it - my fav color is pink but i dont like wearin pink - i love socks - when im mad and i try to talk about why im mad i cry so if im venting to u im probably cryin while im doin it. - i sleep with my fan on and a million blankets - i like hooked up cars - i wonder what people think of me - i hate needles i need to hold someones hand when i get them - i call people suckers,fuckheads, and pussy/dick lickers when im mad. - i hate bein ignored - im getting a beach house in the summer for a week and im excited about it. - i hate liars n cheaters. you lie to me and ill never trust u again. - i love wawa iced tea - i like singin but only sing in front of people im close to - i bite my nails i used to get them done i might again - my fav perfumes are burberry brit red and givenchy - i like takin baths in the jacoozi tub - when i take pain killers i get hyper an

Its Another Day
Well my three year old will continue with his education for the rest of the school year and next year in preschool. He is officially developmentally delayed in the speech department. That kinda makes me feel like i've failed as his mom on that part, but i know he will catch up fast with professionals help. It took him a long time to start talking, but now he picks up words left and right so i know he will be okay. I have homework i should be doing right now, but im not so interested in doing it right now. Work sucked, but when doesnt it.

I Own It....
I got this random thought from a mumm that was posted tonight. It asked what I'd like to own in the next 5 years...something big or something small. Before I was even finished reading it I already knew my answer. I already own the one thing that matters to me...it is both something big and something small. My husband's heart. His heart is small in physical size but oh so very big at the same time. We've been through hell together, seen more rough times than any couple should have to and have always made it through. He's loved me at my lowest and my highest. He's stood by me through the worst tragedies and the best moments. Though he's rarely here to put my arms around, not even being on the other side or the world from eachother could make me believe he loves me any less than he did the day he proposed or the day our son was born or the day we got married. We've been together 6 1/2 years, married for almost 5 and even though we've only been able to be together for

Fucking Hostile-----cowboys From Hell
MISS YOUR MUSIC DARRELL Dimebag Darrell, guitarist for Damageplan and Pantera, was killed during a shooting spree at a Columbus, Ohio, nightclub Wednesday night. He was 38. Darrell, real name Darrell Abbott, was among the five people killed during the incident. Also dead are the gunman, 25-year-old Nathan Gale of nearby Marysville, Ohio; Damageplan bodyguard Jeff Thompson, 40; fan Nathan Bray, 23; and Erin Halk, 29, who worked at the club. Gale also wounded three people. Damageplan had just begun their first song in front of approximately 250 people at Alrosa Villa when the gunman jumped onstage, made a comment about Pantera, and began firing at close range into Darrell's body, shooting him several times before opening fire on the crowd (see " 'Dimebag' Darrell Abbott: A Larger-Than-Life Guitarist And Human Being"). A patrol officer nearby, James Niggemeyer, heard the call of shots fired at 10:18 p.m. and by 10:20 p.m. had snuck inside the club through a back door,

Sad
well i must say i dont feel my self latley . latley i have been feeling depressed and sad i dont normaly say how i feel becuase most people whom know me personaly know iam always the strong one who is a rock when others need to talk iam always there to listen but that hasnt been the case latley i must say i really hate feeling like this .

Being Overweight And Single
I'm twenty-nine, live at home, and am about twenty-five pounds overweight; I will be single for a long time if nothing changes. I have noticed, though, in my community that there is a double standard when it comes to being overweight: It seems to be more acceptable for a man to be overweight than for a woman. Women are held to higher standards, and I often see "normal" sized women dating overweight men. However, I do not often see "normal" sized men dating overweight women. I want equality. I want to be liked for who I am. I don't turn so many heads now, but I am the same person that I was twenty-five pounds ago. Does anyone else notice a double standard?

Below The Blue
A thankless job you toil through Day in, Day out below the blue No thanks from folks along the street No open arms or hugs that greet But tirelessly continuing on Working from the dusk until the dawn For countless days, months on end Our freedoms from below they defend Tall or short they are burrowed in Locked inside a metal skin Long at last to the surface the rise A hero in so many eyes So soon again the world rushes along and down into the below they go on Some I care about have served there too Protecting freedom from under the blue.

I Could
I could tell you a story but you don’t want to listen, I could let you cry, but tears don’t fall from your eyes that glisten, I could tell you about triumph, but you walk away, I could show you the night, but you only see the day, I could take you to hell, but you live in heaven, I could tell you of friends, but you know only your brethren, I could tell you of thunder, but you dance in the rain, I could tell you of madness, but you are only sane, I could sing you a song, but you are deaf to me, I could show you my face, but you are blind and cannot see. I could tell you my name, but you don’t care, I could tell you to glance, but you stand and stare, I could tell you of fruit, but you crave the seed, I could write you a letter, but you can’t read, I could tell of loyalty, but you are tried for treason, I could set you free, but you are devoid of all reason, I could tell you to stand straight, but you lie curled, I tell you to live, but you are dead to

Thee Passions
Three passion's have governed my life: The longings for love , the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [ humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness, In the union of love i have seen In a mystic miniature the perfiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion i have sought knowledge, I have wished to understand the hearts of [people], I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth, Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victoms tortured, And old people left helpless, I long to alleviate the evil, but i cannot, And i to suffer. This has been my life, I found it worth living.

Tonight
Belong to me Just for one night I’ll ask you once Take me for who I am Lose who we are Become what we want and need Smile slightly Look into each others eyes Do you see what you are looking for? You can’t have my forever It’s for someone else Touch my face Kiss my forehead Whispers your words Into my ear Tell me what I want to hear The lies that are for a moment Your truths Let me love you for the time we have Don’t let me think of tomorrow Tonight is what we want That’s all we asked for It doesn’t matter the lies we told The hiding we’ve done Tomorrow it all goes away For tonight is ours Take what you want Ask and you shall receive What you get tonight is for only one night Give as much as you take You have me for one night Love me like it’s forever Give me your all Because in the morning You go back to her I’m not yours I’m his

Application
Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Fave Color: > > 4. Are you a virgin? > > 5. How tall are ya ? > > 6. Do you like to dance ?? > > > > HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... > > 1. Are we friends? > > 2. Do you have a crush on me? > > 3. Would you kiss me? > > 4. ...with tongue? > > 5. Would you enjoy it? > > 6. Would you ever ask me out? > > 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? > > 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? > > 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? > > 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? > > 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? > > 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? > > 14. Do you think I'm a good person? > > 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? > > 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? > > 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? > > 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? > > 19.Would you die f

The Future
No longer do I want my nights to be lonely or my days to be sad. My darling Morrigan I want give you my all, All the love and joy you never had. I am here today by the sea, Thinking of the father to the young prince I want to be. Take him out to a ball game. And to the park to fly kites and remote controlled airplanes. That does not even the begin to explain the things with him I wish to do. I want to inspire him and mold him... Show him the way through. And remind him that he is loved by you and well as I. Praying to God that his youth not be deprived by the temptation of his deviant peers, And that he stands for what's right and not be shy. Morrigan take a walk with me; Down by the sea. Sit with me in the sand. Let's contemplate our future, hand in hand. Let's take the time to explore each other's thoughts and mind. Let's be careful and gentle, For we have nothing but time. So bare with me as I will with you. Because the day will come when give unto you, My love

Seven Deadly Sins
Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? Really angry? My dad. Mildly annoyed? Damian. What is your weapon of choice? Open hand or missile conveniently on hand for throwing Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? *cough* *blush* Yes. How about the same sex? Haven't, but I probably would. I have a horrible horrible nasty violent temper. I know you're thinking "Not Tanya," but seriously, I do. I just hardly ever lose it. Which is good for everyone involved. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My dad. As far as I know. What is your pet peeve? Ohh... so many! People who talk on cell phones when it clearly affects their driving. Large SUV drivers who don't need an SUV. People too lazy to use proper English. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I'm reasonably good at letting them go. People who are genuinely contrite and understand they hurt me... I can let that go easily. I have more troub

~~after Awhile...~~
After Awhile After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up high and your eyes open, with grace of an adult, not grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn you really are strong, that you really can endure. And you really do have worth. -Author Unknown

Wondering
what does it take to make friends on this site? i have been on here so long but no action, and i was just wondering how long does it take and what should i do to make my profile better, i am a young woman and i am looking for older men that like is into younger women.... well let me know what to do to improve my profile....help me

Love Of My Life
Hello all I've been gone for awhile. On Saturday February 10th, my husband told me to leave and never come back. We have been together for 9 yrs and I dont see how he can just throw all that away. He said he was having feelings for his best friend. I don't know what to do I still love him very much. I have a step-son and he is stuck in the middle of all this, and for awhile I was allowed to talk to him. But now my husband won't let me talk to him and it is killing me I dont know what to do. I cant eat or sleep all I think about is my husband and son, what am I supposed to do, How do I get through this I want my husband back I know in my heart we belong together, so what do I do? Please help me understand what is going on because I am dying inside and can't figure out how to fix this! My husband says he needs some space to do some deep soul searching but I know he has slept with his best friend since we have separated, but I still want him back, am I crazy or what?

Despair(another Poem)
I fall into the pit of despair as I realize, at last, you’re no longer here I knew you were mine no more but still I held on to a little hope The hope that one day you would come to me and tell me that you were wrong and I was the one The only one that your heart truly wanted and longed to love again. But as I sit here and finally understand your love was never really true. What I felt for you was what I needed and your love was my imagination running wild Still I would like to think that there are days in which you hurt and wither in pain In knowing that you hurt the only person that loved everything about you Can you feel all the pain? the pain I have felt for too long It made all I had go insane to realize that you are the pain The pain that you swore you’d protect me from how was I to know that I need protection from you You were the world, my soul, the very air I breathed now I finally realize my heart is better off without your kind of pain.

Love Application Please Read
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill

Loooking For A New Love Lyrics By Jody Watley
You gave me love You did me wrong Didn't know what to do But baby I'm strong I'll get over you A new boy I'm gonna choose My love was true You threw it all away Other guys will have me They'll appreciate my love How does it feel You know that I needed you You know that you meant the world to me You know I had to have you Now I'm gonna find somebody new REFRAIN: I'm looking for a new love baby A new love Yea yea yea yeah What she got does she turn you on Curiosity rules my brain Bet she wouldn't mind if we're all apart Are you going back again, tell me My love was true but you threw it all away Now your like the rest unworthy of my best I still miss ya, baby You know that I needed you You know that you meant the world to me You know I had to have you Now I'm gonna find somebody else REFRAIN THREE TIMES Other guys will have me They'll appreciate my love How does it feel Now your like the rest unworthy of my best I start a ___________ REFRAIN

Meant To Be (poem)
Meant to be?? Passions that flow with ease Untold stories of a love That was found on a soft breeze Carried on the wings of a dove To scarred to realize this as true Haunted still by love of the past That promised so much but left them blue Will this really truly last? The question that haunts them now As the feelings continue to grow never to feel love again they vowed Still in their hearts they know That what they feel seems to be real Yet with cautioned steps they tread To make sure of what they feel Thinking of all that has been said Each silently praying to be right Can this truly be the one? As the truth seems to fight To find its way to shine as the sun. So that once again their hearts may heal To feel what seems as its meant to be Slowly they start to let it feel letting all the hurt of the past flee. Will this last is still yet to be seen one day at a time is what they agree hoping that all that is left unseen will only prove a love th

Your Cowgirl In Pink Is Back
AFTER LONG TALKS WITH FIREBOY WE HAVE DECIDED TO REJOIN OUR PLACES BUT HE HAS HIS GROUP AND I HAVE MY GANG THIS IS PINK. ME AN MY GANG I WANT MY GANG. SO COME HOLLA AT ME AN SHOW ME SOME LOVE OH AN LOOKIN FOR NEW BOUNCERS NOW. ROBIN THANKS SWEETIE FOR FILLING IN.

Love Unspoken (yes..lol..another Poem)
Love Unspoken The words left unspoken, The tears that slowly fall. As she hears her own heart breaking, And still he doesnt call. How could he just not feel it, This love that is unspoken. The one true passionate love tale, Is the one that must not fail. Their souls are interlocked, Still their bodies have not met. She hears he's loving voice, Running throu her head. The last sweet words he spoke to her, Will haunt her till she's dead. How could he leave her heart to break, She begs to know he wasnt fake So much easier this would be, If it was all but a dream. She knows that its all true, So once again she is blue. Her heart keeps getting broken With all the love unspoken He promised that he'd never leave her. No matter what the cost. When all is said and buried, He'll wonder what went wrong. How the love of his life, Could pay such a price. A price she'd gladly pay for him, Even at such a great cost. With all the love unspoken He left her

Our Valentine's Date
Story I wrote for my girl since we couldn't be together for Valentine's Day... I show up at your house in a purple and blue sweater, black slacks, and black shoes. You open the door and my heart beats a little faster as you smile and I take in how beautiful you look in your blue, full-length dress with a plunging neckline and matching high-heel shoes. You invite me in and I hand you the dozen long-stem roses I brought, six red and six white with baby’s breath wrapped in green tissue paper. You tell me they are beautiful and give me a thank you kiss on the cheek. We then embrace and have another, more passionate, kiss. After you put the flowers in a clear crystal vase, you grab your coat and I help you put it on. We then head to the restaurant where I had made reservations the week before. As we approach the door of the restaurant we are greeted by a man in a black suit who opens the door to let us in. We are then greeted by the hostess. I tell her we have reservations a

Moonlight (poem)
Moonlight Dropping down to her knees She cries out to the stars Underneath the moonlite sky Her tears flow freely to the ground Her sobs shakes her body As she tries to regain control Her heart in shambles Refusing to let go So much hurt and pain Her soul feels broken beyond repair She calls to the moon above "Help me move on!!" She grabs his picture, a candle and match Asking of the Gods and Goddesses above "Erase from my heart this pain," "Show me there is nothing to gain" She stricks the match and lights the wick Taking the picture and wraping it quick Digging a hole in the earth She buries the picture in the ground "Out of sight, out of mind" She tells herself as she cries She wipes her tears and blows the flame Thanks the Gods & Goddesses above Her heart knows that it will forget his name and she hope one day she will love again.

Update On Stina's Life
I've had several modeling offers lately, this is good cause I need money, bad because I have virtually no experience, and an odd schedule for things. But I need the money something fierce, so I don't think I can back down from some things...if only I had time to keep drawing or painting, I would try to sell my wares...but no time, and no money to buy supplies...ugh What a pickle I'm in financially. Love life = confusing as ever. Once I think something is going to work out, or I'm about to open myself to an opportunity, something happens. Ugh...even when I'm thinking of opening myself to someone else...blah. But, things could be worse, so I guess I'll count the confused little blessings I get. School is ok, I'm finally getting back into the swing of things...which is wonderful...I'm excited. Panda and Ryan and I are working on finding a house for us all to rent together nest semester, it's going to be great...yet brings back the financial issue...I should SERIOUSLY look

Motion Picture Soundtrack Offer - Accepting Submissions
Motion Picture Soundtrack offer - Accepting Submissions Laugh-at-the-Law Productions & ShockStar Studios: New Motion Picture: Welcome to Cretonville: Legend of the Melonheads! Are next feature is in pre-production. We have had inquiries if we are again going to accept submissions for the Soundtrack. Well, the answer again is.....Hell Yes! The Soundtrack for Aquarius Rising is so kick ass, let's try and capture lightning twice. If you are part of a band, or do music solo; and want to have the chance to be on a motion picture soundtrack....then send us your CD. You can make contact with us thru myspace or music@laugh-at-the-law.com. Send CDs to Laugh-at-the-Law Productions 12330 rt 86 Leroy, OH 44077 Last time we would only accept local bands, this time it's worldwide!!! See our blog or www.laugh-at-the-law.com for details on this new horror movie!

Happy Birthday To Me
I'm 26 today. I don't really feel older. Not really. I have tried to prepare myself for this day. I like to be prepared. I don't mind getting older though. I wouldn't want to be younger again, that's for sure. I didn't like being young. Too much confusion. Too much self-doubt. But anyway. Another day goes by too fast.

Belief......(thought I Had)...
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Coach Carter script. This struck a cord in my very being as I heard it in the movie because it is true. The greatest fear in all of us is that we are powerful beyond our own knowledge. We grow up with our parents telling us that we can do anything we set our minds to, but as we grow older we let people convience us otherwise. Teachers that tell you that you will never learn, so called friends that put you down

A Perfect Way To End A Shitty Fucking Month
Okay You want to hear why this is a shitty month, I have lost the love of my life, my so called fucking friends cant be there for me because they have better fucking things to do then be there for me when i fucking god damn need them. My hopes and dreams are gone, I am as good as fucking dead. All I ever fucking wanted was to be loved, thats it, grow up get married have kids come back to a cute little house with white fucking picket fencing. And A dog, not a ankle bitter or knee knocker something between i could be happy with, A Wife who loves me and who WONT FUCKING CHEAT ON ME. Guess the fuck what... THIS WOLF IS FUCKING DONE. The most important women in my life have all cheated on me, On the exeption of one i hurt because i was blinde stupid and dumb. Emily... The girl i lost my virginity to, Cheated on me Mandy - Fucked all my guy friends while i was risking my ass over seas Ashleigh - Couldntt spread them fast enough because daddy didnt like me Sheena - T

Smack That Lyrics -by Akon
Song title: Smack That (Remix) LYRICS Artist: Smack That (Remix) Performed by Akon (feat. Bobby Creekwater, Stat Quo) [Akon] Shady, Konvict, Upfront... [Chorus: Akon] I feel you creepin I can see it from my shadow Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gulatto Maybe go to my place and just kick it like Tae-Bo And possibly bend ya over Look back and watch me smack that, all on the floor Smack that, give me some more Smack that, 'til you get sore Smack that, oh-ohhh-oh-ohh Smack that, all on the floor Smack that, give me some more Smack that, 'til you get sore Smack that, oh-ohhh-oh-ohh [Akon] Shorty if you wanna ride you can ride on me We can bump heads and collide on me Want beef, damn right can rely on me To bring that Campbell like Naomi Just pull that girl and take it on easy Lookin all oiled up and all greasy Bout that time you stop that teasin Way that you drop done got me here cheesin What's funny is that you takin all my money for real I r

Falling (poem)
Trembling to her very soul almost lost with no control. Looking down over the edge, whether to jump or let this end. Searching the darkness at her toes, not knowing what it holds. Goose bumps begin on her skin, all the way to her core deep within. Wind whips her ebony hair, around her beautiful skin so fair. With trembling lips and tears that come, she says one last prayer so small. Then she lets herself fall, over the edge so tall. Fall into the abyss of the unknown, as her heart lets out a moan. Fall as she remembers all he said, hoping the promises are not all dead. Falling to the depths of the darkness within, since her heart has leapt ahead. She falls as she hopes it true, and she'll not be left blue. Falling almost at the end, falling into the arms of her man. She smiles because he told the truth, her heart feels full of youth. Love is the one word she thought unreal, and now she know how it feels.

Son....(poem From A Dad To A Son)
SON I said goodbye to you today, son, You look so proud and brave. You hugged me close and told me not to worry, You promise to come home safe. You wrote us everyday, about the dirt, wind and sun. About all the quirky things You and other soldiers had done. You sent me pictures recently, Sad to say the gleam in your eyes is gone. But you laugh and tell me I am wrong, That life is treating as kind as it can . I cant believe its been more than a month, Since I last hugged you goodbye. Did I remember to tell you I loved you, Or how proud you've made me son? I said goodbye to you again today, son, I cant believe your gone. I brought you flowers today The ones you use to love. Your mom still cries for you so So this time I came alone. As I left your side I looked back I swear I saw you look at me. I remember the day you left me, son, I felt the pangs of hurt. It haunts me to this very day, Did I tell you that you were the man I hoped you'd becom

Thank You Fireman7
I have known Booboo I think from the 1st day I came to CT... She is the best friend anyone could ask for.. She is always there for my friends and I if needed.. Please this will only take you a few min to go and just rate her pic... Thank you all. (repost of original by 'Fireman 7 "Life Is To Short Not To Have Fun"' on '2007-02-25 17:36:50')

Stair Way To Heaven Lyrics By Led Zeppelin
Stairway To Heaven There's a lady who's sure all that Glitters is gold. And she's buying a stairway to heaven. And when she gets there she knows If the stores are closed. With a word she can get what she came for. There's a sign on the wall But she wants to be sure. Cause you know sometimes words have Two meanings. In a tree by the brook there's a songbird Who sings sometimes. All of our thoughts are misgiven. There's a feeling I get when I look To the West. And my spirit is crying for leaving. In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke Through the trees. And the voices of those who stand looking. And it's whispered that soon if we all Call the tune. Then the piper will lead us to reason. And a new day will dawn for those Who stand long. And the forests will echo with laughter. And it makes me wonder. If there's a bustle in your hedgerow Don't be alarmed now. It's just a spring clean for the May-queen. Yes there are two paths you can go by. But in the long

Can You Read My Eyes?
CAN YOU LOOK INTO SOMEONES EYES AN FALL FOR THEM? CAN YOU TALK AN KICK IT TILL YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM? CAN YOU NOT NO WHAT YOUR FEELIN BUT NOITS SOMETHING IN THE MAKEIN? SHOULD YOU SET BACK AN LET IT GO AN SEE WHERE IT TAKES YOU? SHOULD YOU STOP IT BECAUSE YOU DONT NO WHAT IT MAY BRING? WHAT DO THE EYES REALLY SAY ? CAN YOU READ MY MINE?

Insomnia
Insanity hounds my every step, Insomnia has followed me home, Madness has fallen in love with me. And now I'll never be alone. But time is the knife that cut my skin, And past is the ghost that haunts me, Anger has bound me in chains And so I’ll never be free. Blood is the life that revived my soul, Hurt is the angel that I’ve known, Memory is the only friend I have, Because I am always on my own, The outcast are my followers, The damned are my spawn, Murderers are my family And heaven leaves me forlorn. But insanity hounds my every step, Insomnia has followed me home, Madness has fallen in love with me, And now I can never be alone.

Lyrics...
A bottle of white, a bottle of red Perhaps a bottle of rosé instead We'll get a table near the street In our old familiar place You and I - face to face A bottle of red, a bottle of white It all depends upon your appetite I'll meet you any time you want In our Italian Restaurant.

Heaven In Your Eyes Lyrics- Loverboy
I can tell by the look in your eyes you've been hurtin' You know I'll never let you down... oh no And I'll try anything to keep it workin' You gave me time to find out What my heart was lookin' for And what I'm feelin' inside In your eyes I want to see your love again In your eyes I never want this feeling to end It took some time to find the light But now I realize I can see the heaven in your eyes Can't you see I'm finding it hard to let go Oooh at all the heartaches We've been through I never really thought I'd see this love grow But you helped me see Now I know what my heart's been lookin' for And what I'm feeling inside In your eyes I want to see your love again In your eyes I never want this feeling to end It took some time to find the light But now I realize I can see the heaven in your eyes We've been livin' on the edge Where only the strong survive We've been livin' on the edge And it's something that we just can't hide Oh this feeling in

Hello Lyrics By Lionel
I've been alone with you inside my mind And in my dreams I've kissed your lips, a thousand times I sometimes see you pass outside my door Hello, is it me you're looking for? I can see it in your eyes I can see it in your smile You're all I've ever wanted My arms are open wide Cos you know just what to say And you know just what to do And I want to tell you so much, I love you I long to see the sunlight in your hair And tell you time and time again, how much I care Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow Hello? I've just got to let you know Cos I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely Or is someone loving you Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start by saying, I love you Hello Is it me You're looking for? Cos I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely Is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start b

Man Im Confused!!whats New???
man,i dont know what to think or do anymore,everything just seems so jacked up and confusing.is a friend a friend if the friendship is on their grounds with their rules or does it have to be my rules ? why does there even have to be rules?isnt a friend someone that is by your side no matter if your on top of the world or the bottom of a manuer pile.? someone that will talk as well as listen?someone that laughs with you as well as lends a shoulder to cry on recently i had a friend tekk me ,i dont want u talking to that person,i dont like them.well if they dont like them but i do,isnt that my buisness?do i drop one friend to keep the other?well i just said i choose my friends,no one else.they both got mad becouse i wouldnt drop the other,now im out two supposed friends and they are now all buddy buddy,huh??? i get along with anyone that wants to get along with me,some do become friends,others become casual how ya been friends.id never drop someone for liking anyone,my oppin

That Heat Needs To Simma Down
So in 1st Biggest Loser contest at work I lost almost 7lb in a month and won about 50 bucks. This round is even better. In 3 weeks I have lost almost 13lbs, thanks to football of course. So that makes it 20lbs that I have shed so far. And hopefully on my way to winning that 110 dollar prize. Yeah, I'm not conceited but Im looking pretty good. Whats worse is I have been flaunting it too. Only negative...pants are falling off and cant afford to buy new ones right now. Ahhh well. Its worth it.

Ct Deth Certificates
I had multiple requests for CT Deth Certificates and very few people are actually using them. Last time I do anything cool like that. no more Deth Certificates. No toetags. No headstones. I'm fuckin finished wasting MY time to make shit if only 2 or 3 people make use of it.

Migraines
I had to take vicodin cough syrup tonight... Freaking migraine. I hate them. I got so blasted... I rarely feel so freaking HIGH on it but tonight... wooooooooo... I was flying! I can still feel it. i am going to take more. Might as well.

Dreams Lyric -by Gabrielle
Move a step closer you know that I want you I can tell by your eyes that you want me too Just a question of time I knew we'd be together And that you'd be mine I want you here forever Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real I know what I want and baby it's you I can't deny my feelings 'cause I know they are true CHORUS Dreams can come true Look at me babe I'm with you You know you gotta have hope You know you gotta be strong Dreams can come true Look at me babe I'm with you You know you gotta have hope You know you gotta be strong I've seen you sometimes on your own and in crowds I knew I had to have you my hopes didn't let me down Now you're by my side and I feel so good I've nothing to hide don't feel that I ever could Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real I know what I want and baby it's you Can't deny my feelings becau

Since Everyone Wants To Talk
This is to everyone that seems to think that my personnal life is that interesting to talk about. We will start off with the whole wife thing that is so gratefully thrown up in my face all the time. Yes I am married and seperated, no she is not coming back and yes I am getting a divorce. My wife walked out on me and my son 2 years ago and hasn't looked back since except to see my son. Second, if I was dating someone I would never cheat on them no matter what is thrown up in my face. When I am with someone it is until it is over or other wise. I am honest about everything and yes I know before anyone feels the urge to say it I did lie about something to someone I care about. So you can drop that subject to, it is done and over with and we have moved on from their. Third thing I need to say is about people going around and telling people that I don't like them. If I instant message you and am talking to you then it means I like you. If I don't talk to you online or on the pho

....
Lost and broken hopless and lonly smilling on the outside im hurt beneath my the skin my eyes are fading my soul is bleeding ill try to make it seem okay but my faith is wearing thin help heal theses wounds; they’ve been open for way to long help fill this soul even though this is not your fault that im open and im bleeding all over your brand new rug and I need someone to help me sow them up I only wanted a magazine, I only wanted a movie screen I only wanted the life I read about aND DREAMED and now my life is an open book and now my heart is an open wound now my life isnt open so for all to see so help me heel these wounds they ve been open for way to long and I need someoto help me so yoiu come along I push you away then kick and screem for you t o stay cuz I need someoto help me to help me heal these wounds cuz theyve been open for way to long

My Phone
hey guys! if you sent me a text after 4 today i can't read it because my phone is gay and the screen went all black adn cloudy lol. SO if i had your number before, I NEED IT AGAIN and no texting til further notice, but you can call me *kisses to all*

Wtf Georgia Court Throws Out Hate Crimes Law
ATLANTA (AP) — The Georgia Supreme Court unanimously threw out the state's hate crimes law Monday, calling it over-broad and "unconstitutionally vague." The four-year-old law calls for stiffer criminal penalties for crimes in which a victim was chosen because of "any bias or prejudice." The 7-0 ruling came in the case of a man and woman convicted of an assault on two black men in Atlanta's Little Five Points neighborhood. Angela Pisciotta and Christopher Botts were convicted of beating two black men while screaming racial epithets in 2002. The trial judge sentenced them to six years in prison, plus an additional two years under the hate crimes law. Pisciotta and Botts appealed to the state's highest court in April. Their lawyers argued that the hate crimes statute should be struck down because almost any crime involving prejudice falls under its scope. The court wrote Monday that it "by no means condon(es) appellants savage attack on the victims in this case or any co

Lips Of A Angel Lyrics -by Hinder
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips

The Secret
The Secretis released to the world! This ground-breaking feature length movie presentation reveals The Great Secret of the universe. It has been passed throughout the ages, traveling through centuries... to reach you, mankind, and humankind. If Your Movie Does Not Show For You,Click the top banner to access the movie at my other location.I HIGHLY RECOMMEND VIEWING IT

~~feeding And Breeding The Troops~~
Subject: FW: SOME AMERICAN HISTORY! Have you ever wondered where the Phrase "You Gotta Be Sh_ _tin’ Me" came from? Well, it just so happens to have originated through the Father of Our Country, way back when George Washington was crossing the Delaware River with his troops. There were 33 [remember this number] in Washington's boat. It was extremely dark and storming furiously and the water was tossing them about. Finally, Washington grabbed Corporal Peters [remember this name] and stationed him at the front of the boat with a lantern. He ordered him to keep swinging it, so they could see where they were heading. Corporal Peters, through driving rain and cold, continued swinging the lantern back and forth, back and forth. Then a big gust of wind and a wave hit and threw Corporal Peters and his lantern into the Delaware. Washington and his troops searched for nearly an hour trying to find Corporal Peters, but to no avail. All of them felt terrib

My Eyes Closed
I close my eyes Loosen my grip Find my faith Say a prayer He takes me by the hand Smiles down on me Shows me no fear I’m free My eyes closed I take a deep breath Find my spot The safe I relax my body I find my inner me My eyes closed They begin to water The air is so cold It takes your breath It slides through your lungs It’s a reminder that you are one My eyes closed I found my free My solace My happy Something no one No faith No God Could give me My eyes closed I’m tapped I let go My grip was free A tap A reminder Hold on Don’t let go Hold on just a lil longer I open my eyes I breath in deep I find my tension I grip I tighten my legs I squeeze a lil bit I find my groove I smile I found my Heaven On Earth

Will He Walk Away?
Are you afraid of what some may say? Is that why you will walk away? Are you afraid of what’s in front of you? A love very deep, real, and true. Do you see the woman and wish she was a girl? That way all would be perfect in your world. She is everything you needed and wanted Her beauty and being leaves you haunted. You long to stare into her eyes But knowing if you do she will cry. Her lip trembles as she searches your face With her finger your jaw line she will trace. Her cry is screaming in her mind Knowing she will say I love you for the last time. Her heart is breaking to its very core Leaving her feeling battered and sore. As she leaves you sitting there She will turn and into your eyes she will stare. With tears burning her beautiful green eyes Softly she will cry… I am sorry that you are afraid of what’s right in front of you…

Wait For The Guy
Wait for the guy who would do anything to be with you, the one who makes an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the one who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other, and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who tells you that he dreams about you. Wait for the boy who puts you at the center of the universe because he wouldn't want it any other way...

Finally Ended!
Well our snowstorm finally ended,we got like 20-22 inches of snow all together,at least we didn't get the ice that parts of Iowa did.My brother lives in Iowa about 2.5 hrs from me,he lost power for 12 hrs,had just borrowed a genarator and got it hooked up than the power came back on. I posted a picture of our snow in my profile,sounds like there more comming Wed-Fri,rain/snow,hopefully its all snow dont need that ice shit on top of this snow.. So if you want snow,see me....:P LOL

I Do Not Struggle In Your Web
The weekend left much to be desired. Thursday was the return of the 'Dancing Mach-ine' only for me to be left at the club all by my lonesome. Friday I experienced something I have never done before. But it was exciting and I got to dance in a cage. The only bad part was driving on the freeway with no plows in the 4in of snow we got. Saturday was my lazy day and I needed it. Needed to recharge my batteries. Obviously I spent most of the day on here though. And Sunday was the worst. I had realized that I somehow lost my IDs and card. So I had to go through the hassle of reporting those and I'll have to replace them. Man I needed to hit something so bad yesterday. Good thing I have football practice tomorrow. I am my own worst enemy. When you look in to my eyes you see the truth yet you continue to doubt me and dance around the question. I have allowed addiction and feelings of euphoria blind me to what has been so evident. Have you ever been in the presence of a being so powerful y

Weekend
I hope everyone had a great weekend. I went out with my cousin, and we ran into my "crazy russian" friend. No matter how bad my day is he can always make me laugh. I hope everyone is lucky enough to have a friend who can always make you laugh. Have a good one and stay safe.

Decisions Blow
Well I just managed to break off my engagement. I realized that there's so much that I haven't seen, haven't done, haven't learned, and I just want to experience it all. So me and my boyfriend decided to put everything to a stop right now. We've made the choice to make everything very very casual so that neither of us are being held down but so that we can still talk about things. It's been hard. I cried for about an hour and a half and now I feel better. I wish there was someone here to talk with me now, but I should be fine. I know I'll be fine. So every thing's kinda confused but yet straightened out. Well that's it. From Blood To Bones, Hollie

Life
WELL THE LIFE OF ME IS RANDOM THIS FRIDAY I HAVE TO SAY THAT DOING THE CONGA AT 1AM IN YA FRONT YARD WIT A BOTTLE OF VODKA IN YA HAND IS GONNA DO YA NO FAVOURS WITH YA STREET ALTHO SERVES EM RITE FOR LETTIN THEIR EVIL KIDS RUN RIOT ALL THE TIME SO I GOT SYMPATHY FOR EM IM STILL AN INSANE INSOMNIAC I REALLY NEED A NITE JOB I BET ALL OF U HAVE FORGOTEN COMPLETLY ABOUT ME I KNOW IM NOT THAT MEMORABLE TBH IM TOTALLY LOST IN THIS SITE NOW CUZ ITS ALL CHANGED SO MUCH SINCE I USED IT EVEN THE NAME HAS CHANGED AS SOON AS MY CAM IS FIXED IL GET A SALUTE UP WELL BYE BYE FOR NOW XXX

Bored!
So what do winter's sunny days do for you? Make you wish you where anywhere but work! Off on a road trip! Sitting on the beach! Playing frizbe in the park! Cruzin with the top down! Anybody have any other ideas?

Another Great Fight Night - Pride Fc 33 !!!
This time we arrived there late and missed the intro and 1st fight. (Traffic on Tropicana sucks!) But we had great seats thanks to NSG Inc. http://www.nazilsports.com/ We sat among celebs such as Nicolas Cage, Harrison Ford, and Chuck Norris! Check out my new pics for some of the fight highlights!

Fin.
Let me tell you a little something about friendship. Looking forward to hearing that special voice and knowing it lifts your heart... That's friendship. Trudging through a mire of hard work, tedium, and adversity, knowing that at the end, this person is there, waiting for you. Being able to be completely comfortable telling your feelings to someone who will listen non-judgmentally, and being able to share the same in return. Feeling incomplete when that person isn't there... missing that person's presence. Okay, maybe I've defined love. But, friendship has elements of love in it. I realize now I can't find that here. In the streets of New York, it was notably absent, or well-disguised. Here in Texas, it's non-existent. Let me tell you a little something about solitude. Being alone in a room, with nothing but yourself and your thoughts. Being in a room full of people, none of whom share anything with you, spiritually or emotionally. Fighting to give every

My Top Ten
Okay so this is something that I found interesting on a friends blog, and thought I would post mine.....basically you just take 10 people who are you 10 people in life. and you write something about them. But don't say who's who.....make them guess which one they are.....good luck!!! 1. You are the one person who I can tell anything to. You understand me in more ways then anyone else has ever been able to. You push me to succeed in everything that I do, and Thank you for all of your encouragement over the years. Thank you for not giving up on me even when life seemed to be going down hill for me many of times. Thank you for all of my days spent with you, all the days still left to come, and all the days even after we are no longer together ....You inspire me to be who I am and I love you so much! 2. You are the one person who will have my heart for the rest of my life and even when I die. Although I may love others in this lifetime, you are my first and one true love of a li

Ok For Friends On Here Who Live Near Me
OK SO THE BDAY GET TOGETHER WITH US ALL HANGING OUT WITH FOOD MOVIES GAMES AND ALCOHOL WHATEVER WILL BE ON MARCH THE 16TH IF YOU WANT TO COME LET ME KNOW CALL ME AND WE CAN GET YOU DIRECTIONS AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU MAY WANT TO BRING OR WHAT NOT ALL IS INVITED. OK SEX TOY PARTY I WANT TO SET IT UP FOR THE 21ST SO IF YOU WANT TO COME LET ME KNOW SO I CAN TELL YOU ALL THE DIRECTIONS AND TIME AND STUFF ALSO IT WILL BE GIRLS ONLY SO GUYS MAKE OTHER PLANS THIS IS A GURLS NIGHT OUT. SO PLEASE COME TO ONE OR BOTH ALL IS WELCOME IF YOU CANT COME TO THE TOY PARTY BUT WANT TO ORDER LET ME KNOW YOU CAN COME LOOK AT THE BOOK AND SET UP AN ORDER OK LOVE YOU ALL CALL ME 447-5022 ANYTIME FOR DIRECTIONS AND TIMES

She Is
she is confused; about love, life, everything. she knows deep down he doesn`t love her but keeps holding on. she doesn`t know who her real friends are; and wishes she could have somone who truely cared she wonders who will be there once he is gone. and why she wasn`t good enough. she cries for her past, present and most importnatly her future she is the girl who sits there and smiles when really she wants to cry and this is her life.

Blah Blah Blah!!!!!
this is my first blog and i really have no idea what to put in it so i'm just gonna ramble on and on. ha, but who dosent? well i'll just tell a little about myself i guess....i am 5' tall, natural brown hair but i dye it dark red sometimes...like i just did the other night....lol. i have hazel eyes, and i like all types of music. yeah can you tell i'm really bored here??? oh well...hit me up sometime...love to chat. Laters

Sent To Me By A Very Special Friend.
I actually think its pretty accurate, and thats not because i am a Virgo, or like to toot my own horn. If you know me, you know I dont do that. I THOUGH THIS WAS INTERESTING VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

Update
I am losing so badly please help me I know I'm desperate!!! Thank you so much to everyone that already voted for me. I am still way behind so if you could get a friend to vote for me too that would be awesome!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=32952

For The Haters
yea it is nice to get rated..but for the people that know im going under the knife and want to bad mouth me. get a life.unless the people who have want to tell my kids why daddy came back from war but died in sergery..screw you all..goes back to the fakes i put up beffore and was told was nsfw.to people who have kids over seas you may undersatand to all others screw u all

My Heart
I love you Rebecca I love to just look into your eyes I just want us to be by each others side like we should be When I look into your eyes, I see my heart I love that because your the one who holds my heart I just feel so alive when your around I love you so much Rebecca These are not lies this is how I feel straight from my heart I just want my wife backby my side

Keep It In The Family
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Mankind, The public enemy's not the man who speaks his mind The public enemy's the man that goes and acts blind Searching for an answer that he'll never find An action from reaction and you can't make a retraction Once you put your head out And then you're blue in the face As you try to state your case You can think with your dick but it can't shout Yo I try to understand what the hell is going on I can't imagine how things ever got so far gone You separatists, say you want your own state I'll give them a state, a state of unconsciousness Retribution, no solution, constitution Discrimination, through the nation, raining hatred I yell, when there's schism you must rebel I yell, so you'll hear I yell, i refuse to live, in, your hell I am what you fear I'm the truth, i don't keep it in the family Live your life, take someone else Keep it in the family The real world's outside your door You can't keep it in the family You've got t

A Morning Theory That Changed The Current
Our minds count for 1/4 of our whole forms. It is the strongest and most powerful part of the human body and directs all functions and motions. At any given moment our brain can turn and twist and create little ticking time bombs. We can explode and we can sink into a depression of unrrational consistencies. It can also guide us to the right and wrong, black and white, the good and bad, dumb and smart. It can let us love, learn, bleed, but most importantly it gives us the gift of thought. Although we only use a very small portion of our mind, I feel that is enough. That one simple 1/4 can destroy and beautify us. It can make the rest of the 3/4's ugly or the most amazing thing you have ever laid eyes on. But can you control it?.....rarely. To loose control is to loose everything around you. Its a maze of fuck ups and miss haps. Everything about the rest of the body just becomes a useless dead weight. Thats what I have been for the last 2 months. I let my mind take over and do stupid t

30 Lessons From Porn
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy when rooting. 11. People in the 70's couldn't shag unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the

*arugh*
I hate I hate I hate I hate liar I hate I hate I hate you! I hate I hate I hate liar I hate bitchy/asshole for no reason I hate I hate I hate player I hate I hate you! I hate I hate liar I hate I hate bitchy/asshole for no reason I hate I hate ppl play game for stuipd reason I hate I hate you I am kinda cranky/mad right now.. I feel like I want hide and scream but i can't so i express my angry here on this word.. it dont mean to you tho..

In Each Life
INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE RAIN WILL FALL, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND YOU CAN BEAR IT ALL FOR A FRIEND IS AN UMBREALLA TO HOLD ABOVE YOUR HEAD AND HELP YOU THINK ABOUT THE SUNNY DAYS INSTEAD INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE SUN WILL SHINE BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND, IT WILL ALWAYS BE FINE, FOR IF YOU CAN SHARE THE SUNNY TIMES WITH A FRIEND THA WILL BE GRAND, AS YOUTALK AND WALK TOGETHER, SECURITY HAND IN HAND INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE WIND WILL BLOW, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND TO WHOM YOUCAN GO, YOUR FRIEND CAN HELP TO GUIDE YOU, CAN HELP MAKE THE CHOICE, BY OFFERING THE VIEW AND ADDING A NEW VOICE INTO EACH LIFE LIKES LEAVES THING WILL FALL, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND. YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN CALL, THEY'LL ALWAYS STEER YOU CLEARLY WHEN THEIR COUNSELS SOUGHT, FOR A FRIEND IS LIKE A SAFETY NET IN WHICH YOU WILL BE CAUGHT INTO EACH LIFE A FRIEND WILL COME TO YOU, FOR IF YOU HAVE A FREIND YOU'LL KNOW WHAT TO DO, WHEN A PROBLEM SHOW ITSELF A FRIEND

Woooooohooooooo
When one door closes......another one opens....let me tell ya something......never give up on an old crush you may have.....and have the balls to tell the person.....I did.....and now i'm floating on air ;)

A Note To My Best Friend
I only meant to love you Not to cause you pain To be the one you’d cling to Your sunshine after the rain I know my words have stung you I feel I’ve scared your heart I’ve cried myself to sleep Because we’re still apart My greatest wish is to be with you For your love my soul does yearn We both have make mistakes We still have things to learn Forgive me when I’m not myself Is what I ask of you? I miss the happiness we shared T ell me do you miss it too? We’ve been through a lot together And weathered every storm The reasons we have done this Was we meant each other no harm To be with you was a blessing It made me believe in love To cause you hurt or pain Is not what I thought of? I want only to see you happy To live a life of bliss I ask you with all I believe in To please let me do this Sadness is what I live with Because of what’s been done For me there will be no other My heart say’s you’re the one Each day I sit a

The Lastest Gossip From My School
here's the latest stuff from my school just to entertain you: *my college counselor turned in her resignation and up and left school one day. *this bitch, hannah, asked my friend thomas out. her reason is cuz they're "such good friends" and they're bound to end up gettin married (cuz she cant get a guy and he JUST broke up wit kitty) *school sucks, everyone wanted a snow day today but NOOOO (i lied, everyone was DEPENDING on a snow day) *ben dumped leah to go out wit lindsay. leah put up wit a ton of his shit and now she's better off. and that's basically it... sorry boys, no cam tonight, too much homework. whoot!

Please Help Me Out!
Please help me out! Can you please help me out? My Fox head tattoo is in a contest. The significance behind my tattoo is i got it in memory of my best friend that was killed in iraq. Please rate and comment bomb it.

I Wonder
As I look over I see my coco brown skin and bald head mmm-mmm I wonder if she sees what I see when I look into my soulful eyes mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my lips big and thick mmm-mmm I wonder as I recall I have been told my mouths like a suction cup mmm-mmm I wonderas as i sit here naked looking at my nude body mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love proud and attentive manhood mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my oversize play gound called a stomach mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my thighs mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love me has i am mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my 81/2 feet, toes lookin’ all suckable mmm-mmm As I stand up to look over to the mirror, to see all of me mmm-mmm I turn to the right, turn to left. D.A.M.N! Can’t get a full view shoot of this

Lessons From Porn, Adapted By The Blogerific Mistress
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. ~Ladies, Fuck me boots are also acceptable bed wear. You dont know how many times I have falled asleep in a pair a saletto leather fuck me boots. Also waist cinchers, that unfortunatly, not a joke, but a long drunken new years story. 2. Men are never impotent. ~Riiiiigggghhhhhht... ladies, we are just impatient. See how it sounds similiar. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. ~Riiiiiiiggggghhhhhttt.... Oral sex is overrated...RIGHT GUYS????????? I mean I am sure YOU feel the same way when we go down on you, so 10 seconds tops on blow jobs as well? Let's just delete 3 for fairness sake. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. ~Ladies, we are missing out on tons of great potential sex partners by being shy. Once I stopped freaking out whenever a janitor, copy repair man, or electrician came i

How Stupid Am I
God I am such an idiot. How many times am I going to let him do this shit to me. I want to be with this guy so much but he doesn't want to be "tied down" right now, and I'm just sitting back and letting him do whatever hoping and hoping that he will realize we should be together. He tell's me he's being all stupid about our situation, and he say's that I'm his and all this shit but how do I know for sure. GOD I NEED MENTAL HELP!!!!

Believe
The dark clouds which engulf me Continue to form and swirl Tell me what I’m to do, oh lord Has darkness consumes my world The storms that follow me gather The tempest I can’t control Sorrow wants to be my friend Who’ll save my mortal soul? The winds blow ill with malcontent Will again they shape my fate The vortex grows with violent force And soon my will may break This life which remains unstable A life I live but don’t own Why is this life worth living? When the path it takes is unknown Soon this life will be over Calm will again be at hand No matter what the outcome I understand its part of god’s plan (c)BlkLuvPotion 2004

Feelings
Once again it happened I spoke of how I felt To only be treated with silence These are the cards I’m dealt Our bonds of love are strong Theses words we both decreed Never to go to sleep angry We said there’d be no need We longed to be together Have we now grown feint of heart What we have worked so long for Has begun to come apart Is your anger and pain so great? It’s begun to tear down the wall The house we built made out of love Is not suppose to fall Should you need me at any time? Be it awake or when I’m in slumber I gladly give you what you need But I have to take a number So here I am has I’ve been before Writing to ease my mind It matters not what I believe My heart see’s it’s not blind They say that all wounds will heal You have to give it time The wounds we made will surely heal But will our love be fine (c) BlkLuvPotion 2003

Why The Hell Not?
Just another place for me to pour my heart out to a bunch of strangers who don't really give a shit. I'm in a mood. When I'm in mood, and feeling sorry for myself, I'll write a poem. Sometimes they're pretty good. Other times, they suck donkey balls. Sweaty, stinky donkey balls. I think this is one of those times. Love is an emotion few can afford. It bites. It cuts. It's doubled edged. A sword. Bleeding. The heart, the strongest muscle. So easily broken. Weakness. Giving in. Come here. Closer. Go away. It hurts. I thought I was special, I see that I'm not. You made me feel that way... A lie. Just another one, created to draw me in. Your web of pretty words. A design. I believed it. So desperate. Prey. An easy catch. A score. A notch in the headboard? A story to tell? No one cares. A woman. Vulnerable. Wanting to believe She was special. I know better now.

Just Once
I CRY......I CRY.....I CRY.......I CRY...... I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED JUST ONCE IN MY LIFE THE WAY I GIVE IT I OPENED UP MY SOUL TO BE LOVED I GIVE GIVE AND GIVE AND I THINK OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE TO BE HURT AND I COME UP WITH NOTHING I AM A COOL CALM AND COLLECTED BROTHER RESPECTFUL THE DAYS COME AND GO WITH MY SPECIAL SOMEONE I TRY TO PUT ALL THE DAYS INTO ONE... BUT HAVE TO SAY ONE DAY AT A TIME WHEN WILL THAT DAY COME I THINK AND THINK AND I COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO KEEP IT MOVIN IF I GIVE MYSELF TIME TO THINK I WILL FEEL THE PAIN OF LONLINESS A ROLLING STONE GATHERS NO MOSS BUT I MUSTN'T BE LIKE PAPA WHERE DO I MOVE TO DO I MOVE TO LOVE OR DO I MOVE NOT TO GET HURT I GAVE MY SOUL AND I GOT ONE I SHOULD SHAKE IT OFF LOVE WILL GET BACK TO YOU BUT I LOOK UP AND SEE IT HAS LEFT ME ALONE I GET TO THINKING WAS IT MY BREATH OR DID I LOVE TO HARD ONCE AGAIN I AM THE ONE WHO WILL FEEL IT AGAIN I CRY AND I GO RIGHT BACK TO LOVE ITS THE ONLY WA

Dear_______________
I ___ you. You have a nice______. You make me ______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd ________. I want to ______ you. I would build a ______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could ________ under the stars. Love, ______________me (P.S. ______________________________________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day Message them and dont be afraid to see what people will put in the blank.

Looking For Picture Requests............
........no not necessarily THAT kind of request! LOL As I've stated before I'm an aspiring photographer, and I'm really looking for a chance to take more pictures. Or more like a reason to go scouting for awesome kodak moments! So a little about me: I live in Milpitas, California which is just outside of San Jose, and about 40 minutes south of San Francisco. (Northern California) I own an Olympus EVOLT E500 SLR 8megapixel digital camera, and I have 2 lenses for it currently. I'm looking for all kinds of requests, do you want pictures of the golden gate bridge? Pictures of houses? You name it, I'll try and capture it digitally for you! So come on come all and think of something interesting you would like to have a picture of, I'll take it, make it look pretty in PS, and send it off to you. Or I can make a new gallery here to post them up in! If you're super nice... I *MIGHT* entertain those of you with dirty minds... lol but it would have to be worth my while, so don'

Choices
When I tell you that I love you You know they’re much more then words They’re my feelings and emotions My soul’s way of reaching out to you Should I tell you that I need you? Or that my love is in need of you One can only hope that the hearts hears Or did it go in one ear and out the other Do you feel it when my soul cries? Not wet tears but tears of pain In need of you to wipe them away With the absorbent cloth of love Love may not give you what you want But it should give you what you need If what you get out of it is only what you’ve put in Take that and make do with what you have It’s better to live alone without love Then it is to live in love alone That way the hole left in one’s heart Won’t become filled with bitterness Its easy understanding lost loves But try understanding a love lost If it’s the sixty-four thousand dollars answer Why haven’t you received one red cent yet? Ease your mind and relax your heart Life didn’t come with instructio

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no bet

Hostages
murderer, imprisoned for life, broke free after 15 years and was on the run. He broke into a house and tied up the young couple he found in the bedroom; the man to a chair on one side of the room and his wife to the bed. The helpless husband watched him get on the bed, straddle his wife and start to nuzzle her neck. His wife started to move her head violently, at which the man got up and left the room. The husband squirmed the chair across the room to his young wife and hissed, "Darling, I saw him kissing you. He probably hasn't seen a woman in years. Please cooperate. If he wants to have sex, just go along with it and even pretend you like it. Whatever you do don't fight him or make him mad. Our lives may depend on it!" "Darling," the wife said, spitting out her gag. "I'm so relieved you feel that way. He wasn't kissing me, he was whispering to me. He told me he thinks you're really cute and asked if we kept the Vaseline in the

And You Wonder Why It’s Over
And you wonder why it’s over ( wriiten for a friend who had a stupid man ) I ask you if you loved me You say to me why what’s up I asked you to make love to me You said baby lets just f#@k I asked you to come home early You said that I was tripping You need to pack your shyt and go Cause baby you are slipping I gave you all the best of me You gave me what you had Compared to all the good I gave What you gave me was bad So now I see what mama said And my daddy said it too They said if you lay down with dogs You’ll get fleas before you’re thru When I got off work late that night I asked you to come and git me I got a ride home Your ass was stoned And all you did was hit me No longer will you hurt my soul You’ll never have me again I should have listened to my heart when it said “Girl don’t let him in ‘ No more hurt and no more pain For me those days are over Get out I said take all your shyt For luck take this four-leaf clover Soon

Lovers Lane
A cop was patrolling late at night in a well-known Lovers Lane. He sees a couple in a car, with the interior light brightly glowing. The cop carefully approaches the car to get a closer look. Then he sees a young man behind the wheel, reading a computer magazine. He immediately notices a young woman in the rear seat, knitting. Puzzled by this surprising situation, the cop walks to the car and gently raps on the driver's window. The young man lowers his window . "Uh, yes, officer?" The cop says: "What are you doing?" The young man says: "Well, Officer, I'm reading a magazine." Pointing towards the young woman in the back seat the cop says: "And her, what is she doing?" The young man shrugs: "Sir, I believe she's knitting a pullover sweater." Now, the cop is totally confused. A young couple. ! Alone, in a car, at night in a Lover's Lane . . . and nothing prohibited is happening! The co p asks: "What's your age, young man?" The young man says : "I'm 2

Love Note
Love Note If this doesn't touch you.....you're heartless One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

Thank You Poetic Angel
this is booboo and she is a kick ass friend with a heart of gold she is always there whenever someone needs her and now she needs us she is in a contest and its based on rates only will you please stop by and rate her pic ? it will only take a minute of your time and besides im sure she has helped most of you before now its time to return the love here is the link just click the pic and rate it a perfect 10 for a kick ass friend thanks everyone ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~

Different Types Of Sex
Social Security Sex... Two men were talking. "so how's your sex life?" "oh nothing special. I'm having Social Security Sex." Social Security Sex? "Yeah, you know: I get a little each month, but not enough to live on. Loud Sex... A wife went in to see the therapist and said, "Ive got a big problem, doctor. Everytime were in bed and my husnabd climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell. "My dear, the shrink said" "thats completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." The problem is, "she complained, It wakes me up!" Quiet Sex... Tired of listless sex life,the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "how come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" Confounded Sex... A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled was torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but that his insurance wouldnt cover the su

Bad Day
i hite fake ass people in my life i thought i had good people around me but i was so wrong i got stabed in the back like five or six time today im so fucking sick of all the bull shit. im going back to my life the away i need it to be (me, myself and I) is all i need

The Butchers ..........
One day, a man comes home from work and greets his wife. Upon seeing him, she asks for $20 to buy meat for dinner. He leads her to a mirror, holds up the $20 bill and says to her, "Honey, the $20 in the mirror is yours. The other belongs to me." Satisfied with his "ingenious" remark, he sits back and the incident is forgotten. The next day, he comes home and greets his wife. When he goes in the dining room, the table is laden with meats and delicious foods. Shaken, he asks his wife where she got the money. She leads him to the same mirror and lifts up her skirt. "See that pussy in the mirror? That one belongs to you. The other belongs to the butcher."

Daylight Saving Time (dst) Schedule.
U.S. Daylight Saving TimeYear Spring Forward Fall Back 2004 2 a.m. April 4 2 a.m. Oct. 31 2005 2 a.m. April 3 2 a.m. Oct. 30 2006 2 a.m. April 2 2 a.m. Oct. 29 2007 2.a.m. March 11 2 a.m. Nov. 4 2008 2 a.m. March 9 2 a.m. Nov. 2 2009 2 a.m. March 8 2 a.m. Nov. 1 2010 2 a.m. March 14 2 a.m. Nov 7 2011 2 a.m. March 13 2 a.m. Nov. 6

Save Tonight
We longed so for together, we had so many hopes and dreams, don't ask why, never question what it means, just remember we had awhile, a drop in lifes stream, we laughed and we smiled, if I can never hold you, you'll be apart of my soul, safe in my heart, where special things go, we may not have a tomorrow, but we share a right now, where ever life takes you, whatever you do, know in your heart, I'll always love you, keep in your heart, the one thing we share, Save Tonight.... Eagle-Eye Cherry - Save TonightMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Everything New Is Old Again
EVERYTHING NEW IS OLD AGAIN There are some who love to live, not to give, just to live, life passes by, they don’t know why. And I … I live to love, love to give, not just live, but to give, life passes by, I don’t know why. And “we” … We say Hi, you say Good Bye, I persist, You insist, “WE” don’t exist! I am alone … you are alone, one of ‘we’ begins to cry, it is me, and ‘you’ know why. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, August 6, 2006

Dating Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fi

Andrea Questions
private message if ya wanna..i took it from somewhere 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reaso

The Perfect Boyfriend
Stolen from elsewhere... every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. â€¢ give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. â€¢ leave her cute text notes. â€¢ kiss her in front of your friends. â€¢ tell her she looks beautiful. â€¢ look into her eyes when you talk to her. â€¢ let her mess with your hair. â€¢ touch her hair. â€¢ just walk around with her. â€¢ forgive her for her mistakes. â€¢ look at her like she`s the only girl you see. â€¢ tickle her even when she says stop. â€¢ hold her hand when you`re around your friends. â€¢ when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. â€¢ let her fall asleep in your arms. â€¢ get her mad, then kiss her. â€¢ tease her and let her tease you back. â€¢ stay up all night with her when she`s sick. â€¢ watch her favorite movie with her. â€¢ kiss her forehead. â€¢ give her the wo

Corpus Delicti
Corpus Delicti This parasitical kiss ate away at my flesh, Infectious, I'll make it bleed. Appendicular skeleton, watch it fade, Cruelty soars, on the wings of joy and sorrow, Here rides greivance, and loss. Drifting dead wood, Floating carcus, sick of feeling numb. I'll bring you to life, Give you an existence. Agony and affliction, Watch it fall and fade. I am your animator, you are my lifeblood. Those eyes, they rape the feelings, Butcher the living, we'll make eternity. Brutalize the flesh, leave it to rot and hang. Sanity is encasement, a ballet of sickness, Here lays freedom and acute disease. Drifting dead wood, Floating carcus, sick of feeling numb. I'll bring you to life, Give you an existence. Agony and affliction, Watch it fall and fade. I am your animator, you are my lifeblood. Taste this arterial blood, Bathe in its relevance. Blissful knowledge caged by humanity, What is this? (A biorythm, I dance along dilirium.) An ecstacy I will ta

A Soilders Grief.
These feelings I know For I too was a soilder. Into Iraq My unit went. The mometn the battle was to commense. Now at home The forces left to its own. A soilder Ill be Part of 3-7 Calvery. But for the forces I still work. To fix there chopper That scott the land. For this land I have fought For this land I risked my life, But this land does not seem to understand What a soilder does he does by order He joined on his own, and, and pledge he loyalty, and all they get is a bunch of grief. Lfit them up to were they belong These protectors of Our home.

Inspired By A Friend...;)
I would turn you upside down and fuck you inside out. Side to side we could slide slick sweaty, wet and sticky. I wanna feel the rain flow from that pussy. Chocolate on top of me ownin the dream ridin my dick hard and fast makin me scream. What you doin to me woman? I need to keep fuckin from the bottom stroke and so deep in those guts its caught in your throat. Suck me good while eat that chocolate creamin pie. Cum on my chin while my soldiers release within. Past those lips splashing on that tongue, take it all while I cum cum CUM!. > > I can spread your legs wide as they can go and get deeper and deeper than ever befo'! HA HA! Yes, am I hittin that spot? If I'm not let me get deeper and deeper in that wet hot spot. Brushin the G spot makin you come harder and what not. My tough rigid dick fillin you slick slippery pit in and out in and out Come on baby I'm comin again! I wanna here you shout cum with me grease up m dick, I take it out, in ya mouth, now spit it back on that dick..

Desolation
I press my forehead on the window And through it watch the children Playing on the lawn Desolation pulses through my veins And my futile fingers reach out for guidance I savor the blade, sinking deeper than blue I can taste tranquility for a wavering instance The anger flows down my arm as the bitter black blood Burns off my fingertips Death swims before me in hazy illusion Images of eternity skip shamelessly through my mind Pain surrounds, I am resolved to be - still I run my hand on the tear stained window And distorted through it Watch the children playing on the lawn. © Andi 26 February 2007

Lonely
Normally my head is a box of stars that I never dare to open.. but for some reason the overwhelming need to have diarrhea of the mouth is pressing me to just blog my emotions.. I am feeling quite alone in the world.. And Isolated... As if I am in a room full of people, but no one can hear me scream. Foes are Friends and Friends are Foes..And I feel that I am Alice tumbling down that hole.. Nothing is as it seems... Do you ever get so lonely that it almost becomes numbness... And you almost want to feel pain so that you just can feel something? You feel so raw like an open wound, that you can't fathom ever healing? The wound is gaping and I just can't keep up.. I am being torn asunder by the weight of it's need. I am broken and bruised by the sight of myself. What have I become?

If U Give A Fuck/ A Soldier 's Poem
This poem was written by one of our men in the Armed Forces: If you give a fuck, read this.... Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the

Something About You
WOULDN'T THIS WORLD BE BETTER IF THE FOLKS WE MEET WOULD SAY " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ANBOUT YOU!" AND TREAT US JUST THAT WAY? WOULDN'T IT BE FINE AND DANDY IF EACH HAND CLSP, FOND AND TRUE, CARRIED WITH IT THIS ASSURANCE, " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!" WOULDN'T LOIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF THE GOOD THAT'S IN US ALL WAS THE ONLY THING ABOUT USE THAT FOLK BOTHERED TO TECALL? WOULDN'T LIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF WE PRAISED THE GOOD WE SEE? FOR THERE'S SUCH A LOT OF GOODNESS IN THE WORST OF YOU AND ME! WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO PRACTICE THAT FINE WAY OF THINKING TOO? YOU KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT ME, I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!

Why I Write.
Some people wonder why I write. So wirte for release. Others write just to please. Me.. Well I write for one to reach out to others. to help them, and I write to create emotion. To make one think. Feel be it happiness, sadness, stregnth or hope. To cause arousal or smething to puzzle. The only problem is.. that for a writer he or she must have one thing. A reader, that all I am looking for soem people to give me a chance. I browse blogs mostly when I am on, and read what catched my eyes, and respond where I see fit. So please..just give it a try read some of other ppls things, exspecially your friends. Younever knwo when someone is trying to reach out.

Heartache
Heartache and pain. Does it ever go away? It's just a neverending circle. Is there such thing as "the right one"? I believe so. Somewhere out there. But where is there? Have I found it. Only time will tell. If I lose it will I ever find it again. Maybe I should hold on to what I have.

Second To None
These are some words I need to say to you and you'll know where Im coming from by the time Im through. When I tell you I love you,DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When I stroke your ego when your feeling blue and trying to show how much Im feeling you.DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When Im up all night trying to make it right, and agree with you to avoid a fight, DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When you feel like you have no friends, I'll be there for you until the very end, SO DON'T TAKE ME THERE. So when everything is said and done, What Im trying to say boo is,THIS GIRL COME SECOND TO NONE!!!!!

Progress!
How much fuller each day feels when we can be patient & accept tha inches we have progressed. Yet, we r aware of large problems which require miles of progress. We may want others n our lives ta change quickly, we may be impatient with a work situation, or we may feel angry about an issue. Perhaps tha life message 2 us iz we need 2 surrender 2 time. We r on tha road movein n tha direction of wht unseen. The forces of progress r at work. Our growth now may come n learnin patience & trustin tha process. It waz made an inch at a time.

Public Encounters
written for me by bigboy Public encounters can be very erotic. Especially with someone you just meet. The shopping mall I go to has a parking garage where you get a ticket and then pay when you leave. All summer I would happen to come up to the ticket booth where this really hot woman was working. She would flirt with me from time to time and I always made sure I paid my ticket at her booth. Well one day I was at home watching a few erotic videos and having some steamy hot chat conversations online. I was really horny and needed to get laid. That's when I thought about my friend, Sherry, at the mall. I went down there and parked on the top level away from other cars. I then went to the booth where she was working. She said she couldn't really talk to me since cars would pull up every couple of minutes. So I got into the booth and crouched on the floor so the cars could not see me. She thought I was crazy but since it was so boring to sit in the booth all day, she was glad to

Messed Up Room Service
I'm pretty sure I've stayed at this place.... To get the full effect, this should be read aloud. You will understand what 'tenjewberrymuds' means by the end of the conversation. This has been nominated for the best email of 2005. The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service, at a hotel in Asia, which was recorded and published in the Far East Economic Review: Room Service (RS): "Morrin. ; Roon sirbees." Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." RS: "Rye..Roon sirbees..morrin! Jewish to oddor sunteen??" G: "Uh..yes..I'd like some bacon and eggs." RS: "Ow July den?" G: "What??" RS: "Ow July den?...pryed, boyud, poochd?" G : "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry, scrambled please." RS: "Ow July dee baykem? Crease?" G: "Crisp will be fine." RS : "Hokay. An Sahn toes?" G: "What?" RS:"An toes. July Sahn toes?" G: "I don't think so." RS: "No? Judo wan sahn toes??" G: "I feel

Tomorrow Is Yesterday (again)
The world thinks My Darling Joan died in March, 1956; it just looked that way outside ... I have a different view inside! Love 'n Stuff, RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ TOMORROW IS YESTERDAY (again) Instead of dead, Joan’s still alive, alone. Alive, alone inside my head, not dead … instead … alone, alive Joan waits. She waits in empty space, a place I could not fill with fifty years of tears or will! At last, Time has turned from slow to fast the future is becoming past, a tick or two, two tocks and then, Joan and I will be “US” again! And as my head grows cold inside, WE will warm up our tomorrows, together, in the past, again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, Feb 14, 2007

Alphabets Of Happiness
ALPHABETS OF HAPPINESS * A--Accept * Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you Have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. *B--Break Away * Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to Accomplish with your life. *C--Create * Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, And happiness with. *D--Decide * Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things Will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. *E--Explore * Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to Give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about Yourself. *F--Forgive * Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and Grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. *G--Grow * Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or

To All My Friends And Fans
THERE HAVE BEEN MANY, MANY TIMES WHEN I HAVE: disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or even really gotten on your nerves with all the comments i send, SO TODAY , I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT..... I PLAN TO CONTINUE. LOL YOUR ANGEL XXXXX

I'm Looking For That Special Girl
okay ladies im looking for that special girl to share my life with and i hope i can find her. let me tell you a little about me. i'm 35 and i own my own home i work hard and make good money but i have not found that girl that i can have a long term relationship with and if your out there i would love to get to know you better so i'm putting myself out here to eather be made fun of or find someone that will make me happy as well as i make her happy so please stopand leave me a line and i hope you all a wonderful night.

Angels Among Us
Wings so white Gowns of silk A smile so bright In the moon lit night Every one has one To help keep us safe With wings spread wide So we can hide If ever in need Just close your eyes There you will see Your angel to be If you believe Then you will see The angels that roam To protect you and me If ever in doubt Or full of fear Just look about For your angel is near There’s angels among us They’re every where You cant see them But they are there This poem was giveing to me by my friend moonmagic in respects of my daughter Mystikal, wanted to share it with you all and say ty moon it's beautiful huggsss*** hun means alot

Send My Friend An Angel
PLEASE SEND MY FRIEND AN ANGEL PLEASE SEND MY FRIEND AN ANGEL. SEND HER ONE OF MINE; A LOVING CARING ONE, THE BEST THAT YOU CAN FIND. PLEASE SEND MY FRIEND AN ANGEL. AND TRUST HER WITH IT'S CARE; SOMEONE OR SOMETHING FOR HER TO LOVE, AND TO ALWAYS BE THERE. PLEASE SEND MY FRIEND AN ANGEL. ONE TO HELP HER FILL HER DAYS; WITH HOPE, LOVE AND LAUGHTER, AND THE WARMTH OF SUNSHINE RAYS. PLEASE SEND MY FRIEND AN ANGEL - YOU KNOW SHE GAVE ME ONE OF MINE; PLEASE SEND HER DOWN AN ANGEL A TRUE FRIEND IS HARD TO FIND

I Just Gotta Blog
I need to vent and considering I cant vent to my kids, I am gonna do it here while I have the chance. Work is becoming more and more sucky every day. The job I love is slowly becoming the job I hate. Thanks to politics and bad business practices. I did manage to get someone fired, and that pleased me. See, My daughter told me one of the teachers was hitting kids. She never hit MY kid, but kids in general. WELL!!! I dont stand for that so I spoke up. I kept on speaking until something was done about it. I sang it from the fucking hilltops. NO ONE lays a hand on these kids and gets away with it as long as I am around. I am none too pleased with the way the Academy handled it, but the outcome pleased me. I have no life due to work and the kids. This is really beginning to get to me. There are times when I want to go out and have fun. No, I stay home and clean the house, or mumm til I give myself a headache. Exciting eh? I have NO IDEA what is going on with my love life. He use

My Baby's
After a shitty day at work, i went and did something crazy. Rachel came home with me, i took a shower... And i did it! lol Nipples that is. Reachel got her "knockers knocked" about 2 weeks ago, and i have not been able to stop talking, (or thinking) about them. So my bright idea was to do mine too! I currently have a 14g in and i have horizontal hoops. I might put some pictures up on cherrytap. I just haven't grown the balls to share my little secret, to the world yet. This is my first "sharing"... and it sounds dirty, cause it's MY PRIVITE side! ohh haalll laa who knew?

Sometimes You Just Want To Scream
My life feels like it's in a huge upheaval right now....well it is...and i just want to scream at the top of my fucking lungs and beat the shit out of everything around me becuase i obviously have no control of anything......all the things i want and desire in this life are not ment to be mine, i disappoint and scar the people i hold closest to my heart and i'm just failing everyone, especially myself..... What the fuck is going on??? I feel like i make it out of the rough waters, just to find that my ship is sinking because i drilled a hole in my hold... I'm just a major fuck up and need to stay the fuck away from everybody... everything i touch turns to shit.

Leave Work At Work
We get lots of email at Dumb Little Man but this one really hit me because I tend to get in this rut too. Jay I love the site but I have a question (if you don't have time, don't worry about it). You mentioned that you are a work-a-holic and so am I. I work close to 60 hours a week to earn enough money so that my wife can stay home with the kids. Since I am so into my work, it is hard for me to leave work at work. It seems that I am always thinking about my job and it's causing an unintentional distancing between me and my family. How would you recommend that I balance the two so that I can totally focus on work, yet know how to call it a day and really enjoy my family time? So as many of you can imagine, this is a tough one and as far as I am concerned it's ramifications have nothing to do with who earns what, it simply has to do leaving work at work. So how do you do that? Here are the things that I personally do. Without them, I swear I'd be thinking of my job o

Stand Or Fall
I want to take a moment out of my life to say to all our service men and women.. police and fireman.. all goverment agents who stand between me and evil.. who give thier life if they need to to make sure my rights and freedom are not taken away.. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS not enough people give them the respect they deserve

Jokes
Chipmunks Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said. "I was when the snake bit me," the man said. "And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed."

Rip Martha
In a horrible accident my mother (in law) and her boyfriend were killed while driving to my grandma's (in law) to celebrate Thanksgiving. The accident occured on highway 65, a dangerous two lane highway north of Roseville CA, near the town of Lincoln. Here is how the media reported the accident, from various sources:LINCOLN - Two Sacramentans killed Thursday in a four-vehicle collision on Highway 65 have been identified as Donald Meadows, 51, and Martha Grimes, 53, the California Highway Patrol reported.The two died when a southbound pickup truck became airborne in a head-on crash with another vehicle and landed on their northbound 1985 Honda Accord, said CHP Officer Kelly Baraga.It is unknown what caused the pickup truck, driven by Nicholas Manning, 21, of Loomis, to veer into oncoming traffic, Baraga said.Six people were injured in the four-vehicle collision at 12:03 p.m. south of West Wise Road, Baraga said. Manning suffered a possible fractured neck, head trauma and abrasions to h

The "story" Of My Life
Okay so most of you don't know the WHOLE story to my confusing life and events that lead up to me having a million siblings (LOL). So here is some info that you might find useful in understanding me. My mother and father(Scott) were dating and she ended up getting pregnant with yours truly. After a few months they broke up and she went on with her pregnancy by herself. She went to visit my grandparents in Glendale Heights, Illinois and went into labor early. So my Aunt and my Grandma coached my mom through the most riveting experience of her life ;)!!! She ended up staying with them for a little while. When I was a couple months old she went back to the Chicago area and brought me to see my dad (Scott). They got back together for a little while and my mom wanted to settle down and for my dad (Scott) to make a commitment. He didn't, so they split up. My mom and I went to live with my Aunt Terry for awhile and when I was around 6 mo. old or so my mom was introduced to my dad (Howard).

Sexual Harassment Lol
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a lady standing at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks, "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "Its Keith, the midget."

Being A Military Wife
Being a Military Wife The average age of the military wife is in her 20's. She is barely old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage a whole household on her own and maybe she has a kid or two. She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. She cries alot,because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent. She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband. She manages to wear a smile, even though inside shes crying. She understands that the

The Army Wife
The Army Wife We are proud to be Americans But more than that we are proud of you. We do not wear the brown and green Or answer to a sergeants call. We do not wear our rank on our shoulder, But we are every bit an American Soldier. We dont have the luxury of proper training. We arent given any preparation time. We didnt sign on the dotted line, But we are now contracted for life. We dont march in cadence or salute When an officer walks by. We stand among the silent ranks Our devotion is absolute. At home alone we stay, Our life is defined by the Armys way. We take the loneliness in strife, Its part of being a soldiers wife. We dont go off to war or carry a gun, But the days we live are no more fun. We are not given orders or sent to the front line, Our role in this war is harder to define. We must smile to hide our tears And laugh to cover all of our fears. We hold our heads high as we watch them leave And wait for the calls and letters we hope well rec

Friends
BESTEST FRIEND ! When I cry you help me out When I'm happy you hear me shout When I grin you know I'm really mad because you are my best friend You can tell when I'm sad You're there in thick and thin You're my best friend You hear me out when I want to talk You help me out when I get mad You are the bestest friend I've ever had So hear me out when I say You're the light in my day You are the moon in my night You shine very bright You are the bestest friend I have and I miss you

This Was Wrote For Me Today..i Love It
written by my friend bigboy http://cherrytap.com/user/48303 For me thank u so much i love this..keep them coming oh oh i made a pun lmao wahoooooooooooo Sherry, Please reply with your comments. I love the feedback: Sherry is a girl I had only seen her a few times with my friends. I found Sherry a distraction at times because she had a sexual aura about her as well as a dynamic personality. She had a very sexy look to her that made me excited every time I saw her. She had this killer body that made it hard for any man to resist. You see, she had long, beautiful hair surrounding her stunning eyes and this really cute face. She would look good in anything but when she would come over in a tank top and shorts she had all of my attention that I could give without me drooling like a puppy dog. Sherry had a natural, flirtatious style about her that had me spellbound, yet I had kept my distance out of respect. The news came that she was selling her house and moving 200 miles aw

The Polite Way To Pee
The Polite Way to Pee During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainted!

Why Couples Dont Have Sex
why couples dont have sex.. funny Body: Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ce

The Clever Defendant
A defendant in a lawsuit involving large sums of money was saying to his lawyer, "If I lose this case, I'll be ruined." "It's in the judge's hands now," said the lawyer. "Would it help if I sent the judge a box of cigars?" asked the defendant. "Oh no!" said the lawyer. "This judge is a stickler for ethical behavior. A stunt like that would prejudice him against you. He might even find you in contempt of the court. In fact, you shouldn't even smile at the judge." Within the course of time, the judge rendered a decision in favor of the defendant. As the defendant left the courthouse, he said to his lawyer, "Thanks for the tip about the cigars. It worked." "I'm sure we would have lost the case if you'd sent them," said the lawyer. "But I did send them," said the defendant. "What?! You did?" "Yes, That's how we won the case." "I don't understand," said the lawyer. "It's easy. I sent the cheapest cigars that I could find to the judge, but enclosed the

He Is Among Us
He said he loved me. He said he wished I were dead. He said I wasn't worth killing. He'd swear he was the only person in the world who truly loved me. He swore my parents never wanted me. That I shouldn't have been born. That I was just a mistake. I was a waste of space. I made him sick. I was disgusting. I should have been aborted. I should now, immediately forgive him because he didn't mean it. It was my fault for making him so angry. If he didn't love me so much, he wouldn't get so furious. I was to blame. Sales girls predictably fawned over him when he'd spend too much on pricey perfume. "He's so wonderful," they'd say. "I wish my man would buy this for me," they'd tell me. I was expected to fawn over him, too. But later he'd say that all the fragrance in the world would never cover the stench that came from my rotten soul. I was, after all, born rotten. Why did you marry me? I'd ask. "Because I knew no one else would," he'd say, adding that at the time, he felt sorry f

Get In The Boat
Get in the Boat A traveling preacher finds himself caught in a tremendous rainstorm. Within a few hours, the motel he's staying in is flooded. As the water rises, the preacher climbs to the roof and starts praying. Just then, a coast guard rescue party floats by in a boat. "Let's go, mister, into the boat." "I'll stay here," says the preacher. "The Lord will save me." The men in the boat shrug and move on. An hour later, a second boat reaches the motel. "Sir, you better get in. The water is still rising." "No thanks," says the preacher. "The Lord is my salvation." Toward evening, the motel is almost completely under water, and the preacher is clinging to the satellite dish on the roof. Another boat comes by and they shout out to him through the rain... "Hey buddy, get in the boat! This is your last chance." "I'm all right," says the preacher, looking toward heaven. I KNOW the Lord will provide." As the boat departs, the satellite dish is struck b

Cherokee Tribe
Thank you very much and you are welcome. what I did not say last night is my mother is full blooded Cherokee my father Irish. "They took the whole Cherokee Nation Put us on this reservation Took away our ways of life The tomahawk and the bow and knife Took away our native tongue And taught their English to our young And all the beads we made by hand Are now a days made in Japan. Cherokee people, Cherokee tribe So proud to live, so proud to die. They took the whole Indian Nation Locked us on this reservation. Though I wear a shirt and tie I'm still part red man deep inside. Cherokee people, Cherokee tribe So proud to live, so proud to die But maybe someday when they've learned. Cherokee Nation will return Will return... Will return... Will return... Will return... Thank you warrior princess. I pray that our nation someday will see what they did to a great people and never replay our history again. OOHRAH SEMPER FI MY BEARCLAN WARRIOR PRINC

The Telepathic Watch
A very handsome and even more confident man walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance, then casually looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and can't help but ask, "Is your date running late?" "No," he replies, "I just bought this state-of-the-art watch and I was just testing it." The woman is intrigued and asks, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it?" "It uses alpha waves to telepathically talk to me," he explains. "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties..." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken then, because I am wearing panties!" The man taps on the face of the watch and explains, "Damn thing must be an hour fast."

If I Was Your And Yous Only?
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gav

Lisps
Little kid is sitting in class, and the teacher says that an interesting phenomenon in nature is that only humans stutter, no other animal in the world does this. Suddenly, the little boy’s hand shoots up. “Not correct, Miss!” He says. “Please explain, Christopher,” replies the teacher. “Well, Miss, just the other day I was playing with my cat on the veranda. The neighbor’s Rottweiller came around the corner, and my cat went “fffffffffffff! fffffffffffff! fffffffffffff! but before he could say “Fuck Off!”, the dog ate him”.

The Irish Drinker
An Irishman walks into a bar in Dublin, orders three pints of Guinness, and sits in the back of the room, drinking a sip out of each one in turn. After finishing all three pints, he comes back to the bar and orders three more. The bartender says to him, "You know, a pint starts going flat after I draw it; it would taste better if you bought one at a time.: The Irishman replies, "Well, you see, I have two brothers. One is in America, the other in Australia, and I'm here in Dublin. When we all left home, we promised that we'd drink this way to remember the days we all drank together." The bartender admits that this is a nice custom, and drops the conversation. The Irishman becomes a regular in the bar and always drinks the same way: he orders three pints and drinks the three pints by taking sips from each of them in turn. One day, he comes in and orders two pints. All the other regulars in the bar notice and fall silent. When he comes back to the bar for the second round, the

Bitter Wife's Revenge
After 17 years of marriage, a man dumped his wife for a younger woman. Their downtown luxury apartment was in his name and he wanted to remain there with his new love, so he asked the wife to move out and told her that he would buy her another place. The wife agreed to this, but asked that she be given 3 days on her own there, to pack up her things. While he was gone, the first day she lovingly put her personal belongings into boxes and crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their candlelit dining table, soft music playing in the background, and feasted on a pound of shrimp and a bottle of chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each room and deposited a few of the resulting shrimp shells into the hollow shaft of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. The husband came back with his new girl and all was bliss for the first few days. Then it star

Old Wise Rooster
A farmer goes out one day and buys a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, "OK, old fart, time to retire." The old rooster replies, "Come on, you can't handle ALL these chickens. Look what it's done to me. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?" The young rooster says, "Beat it! You're washed up and I'm taking over." The old rooster says "I'll tell you what, young stud, I'll race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop." The young rooster laughs, "You know you don't stand a chance old man, so just to be fair, I'll give you a head start." The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off after him. They round the front of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He's already about 5 inches behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanwhile, is sitting on the front porc

News
Ok...many of you know I am currently doing what I have to to get in the Marine Corps. Well I weighed on a buddies scale...and then I called my recruiter. I went to the office and weighed in at 184 1/5lbs. I had to be down to 185. So tomorrow Im gonna meet with my recruiter and update the paperwork...re-take the ASVAB...and go to the hotel. Then Wednesday Im gonna go weigh in officially. If I pass everything...Im then a Marine Recruit. Thanks for the "Support" you guys have given. Anywho...im off of the net for a couple days...yea for me.

Golfing In Bad Weather
Every Saturday morning an avid golfer gets up early to catch his morning tee time and spend the better part of his day playing golf. One Saturday morning, as is his schedule, he gets up early, eats a quick breakfast and heads out to the course. The weather is terrible; there’s a torrential downpour with snow mixing in and a 50 mph wind. Defeated, he packs it in early and decides to return home, deciding he can go back out later if the weather improves. He comes back into the house and turns on the TV to the weather channel, which informs him it’s only going to get worse. He puts his clubs back into the closet, quietly undresses, then slips back into bed with his wife. “The weather out there is terrible,” he whispers. “Yeah,” she replies, “can you believe my stupid husband is out golfing?”

Blonde's Free Windows
Last year I replaced all the windows in my house with those expensive double pane energy efficient kinds, in a beautiful yellow shade similar to my hair. But this week, I got a call from the contractor who installed them. He was complaining that the work had been completed a whole year ago and I hadn't paid for them. Hellloooo? Now just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I am automatically stupid. So, I told him just what his fast talking sales guy had told ME last year... namely, that in ONE YEAR these windows would pay for themselves! "Helllooooo? It's been a year," I told him! There was only silence at the other end of the line, so I finally just hung up.... He didn't call back. Guess I won that stupid argument

Some Sad News
So i just got done talking to my mother. Docs told her that she may only live for another 5 years or so. Not very good news to my ears. She\'s been having so many heart problems, and surgeries. And nothings helping? wtf? So she told me she was making up her will. And leaving her $200k house to me. ; Just makes me sad. How am i supposed to accept that? I dont want my mother to die. blah nik

I'm Just Reposting, Revisited...
This is a reply to a bulletin titled "ONLY PUSSIES HIT WOMEN...PERIOD (repost)YOU MUST BE A PUSSY IF YOU DON'T LOOK AT THIS AND REPOST IT!!!!!" I believe the original title was something like "please repost this" which isn't an unreasonable request. However, someone decided that verbally abusing those who choose not to repost would be a better way to get their point across. I don't know who changed it, but the point I made in my previous "repost" rant still stands: If you repost a bulletin, you are essentially agreeing with it, and I am going to call you out on it... often with the following results: Predictably, they used the lame "I was only reposting" defense and blocked me. Whatever. If you're too stupid to form your own opinions or change a title to something less offensive, then I don't want to be your e-friend. I've met enouch nice people on this site, I don't need some ignorant pointwhore shitting up my bulletin page (any more than it already is).

Again Ima Leo!
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dio Cane - Self Abuse On Ice!
So long as he keeps making these fuckin things, I'm blogging them. Over 4 mins of Dio falling on his arse, nearly being knocked down by a truck, attacking small trees and being eaten by a fucking BUSH. Too Fuckin Funny.

For My New Friends
For those who have messaged me! My Name is Angel I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 4 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply! TELL ME ABOUT YOU!

Blonde Joke
Three girls, one brunette, one redhead, and one blonde, all worked in the same office with the same female boss. Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day the girls decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early? The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little gardening, spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting a dinner date. The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her lady boss! Gently, she closed the door and crept out of her house. The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead planned to leave early again, and they asked the blo

Reaction
for every action theres a reaction you kill someone then someone else kills you it evens out in the end like big l said no skinz no endz you blow up a country that country rises back and blows up another country abducting enemies rise back with vengenance in mind no time to stop the actions of today tomorrow never living through this sorrow my style has always been borrowed but never been as good as the original copy one man the next mans copying the man who copied the first man its like he gave birth to others in a methaphorical sense they are like brothers you hit one man the next man comes along and hits you in the order of life maybe he even pulls a knife or gun then what kind of fun did you have for hitting that first man give charity a grand it comes back ten fold right back into your hand good you helped the kids now we got bigger business to take care of you kill the economy it comes back to kill you bush listen up not here to complain but just wait your turn and see the reacti

This Change Has To Come From Me...
This comes from a dark side deep... Full of Mischief, sorrow that I reap.... Hurt, hatred and Pain are all I see.... Guilt cripples and consumes me... Why do I do this to the ones I love... Each sent to me from above... My mind is full of ghosts from my past... With each regret, This will surely be my last... Every breath I take I ponder... When will I settle and not wander... Bring back yesterday.... Let there be another way... To change the things I do without care... To take back the judgemental stares... Change will have to come from the dark dwellings in me... When all the wrongs I've done, I finally see... Then I can start to find who I really wanna be... Live life for peace not vengenance and spite... Til I change, I will heal while I write......

Argh!!!
The city of Minneapolis can bite my ass!!! We got over a foot of snow this weekend, and when I left for school this morning my car was just sitting there (buried) but still there none the less, and when I returned an hour and a half later to attempt to dig it out, it was gone... The snow emergency rules are written in a really confusing manor. They have it broken down into 3 "days," however a day by there standards is a twelve hour time period. I thought I had it right, there were other cars parked where I was and everything seemed ok... and then NO! Of course not. It cost me $138 just to get it out of impound, plus an additional $34 parking ticket. They suck!

I Love The Way You Love Me...
I LOVE the way you wake me with a soft kiss on my neck. I LOVE the way our hands are a perfect fit. I LOVE how I can see the Love in your eyes. I LOVE how sometimes you smile and look shy. I LOVE the way you hold me like noone is around. I LOVE how you say "I LOVE YOU" without ever making a sound. I LOVE the way you kiss me and cradle the back of my head. I LOVE the way we fight over who gets which side of the bed. I LOVE how you say you will love me til the end. I LOVE how out of everybody, you are my best friend. I LOVE how you say you hate to rub my feet but yet you still do. I LOVE how you make me smile when Im mad as hell at you. I LOVE the way you cuddle and fit perfect along my side. I LOVE how being in love with you is one crazy ride. I LOVE the way you once thought my Blue eyes were Green. I LOVE how in a room full of people, Im the only one in your scene. I LOVE how this could go on forever. But most of all I LOVE how I will be without you Never.

You Are The One
Black rose & a radio fire its so contagious such something changing my mind im gonna take whats evil Your cover melting inside with wide eyes you tremble kissing over & over again your god knows his faithful I try - to digest my pride but passions grip i fear when i climb - into shallow vats of wine i think i almost hear - but its not clear Chours. You are the one you'll never be alone again your more then in my head - your more Spin faster shouting out loud you cant steal whats paid for such something hurting again murder son shes painful You so believe your own lies on my skin your fingers runaway until the last time were gonna lose forever when you try - don't try to say you wont try to crawl into my head when you cry - cause it's all built up inside your tears already said - already said You'll never be alone again

Ego
Stick your ego up your ass Boy I ain’t playin Just go on past Go on Just go on I’m a real girl No games wit me Visit the real world You ain’t shit ya see Walk around playin Like god’s gift to women Ain’t hearin nothing you sayin Don’t you know pride is a sin Confidence is one thing But you take it too far You just playin games Actin like a superstar Boy you can just Stick your ego up your ass Boy I ain’t playin Just go on past Go on Just go on

A Soldiers Reason
" A SOLDIERS REASON" SOLDIERS ALL GET SENT TO WAR FOR MANY DIFFERENT REASON'S SOME GO BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO, AND THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN FREEDOM SOME GO INTO BATTLE AS SOLDIERS OF THE INFANTRY FOR A VERY GOOD REASON, TO SET A COUNTRY FREE SOME GO FOR REASONS THAT WORDS CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN LEAVING THEIR FAMILIES BEHIND, THEY CAN'T DESCRIBE THE PAIN SO LETS ALL PULL TOGETHER, COME ON SUPPORT OUR TROOP'S THIS COUNTRY IS LIKE A GIANT REDWOOD, AND THEY ARE THE MIGHTY ROOTS PEOPLE PROTESTING? "I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND" IF THEY WERE BEING HELD PRISONER, WOULDN'T THEY NEED A HAND SOME MAY GET WOUNDED OR EVEN MAYBE KILLED BUT THEY FIGHT FOR A REASON, THEIR DUTY THEY FULFILLED THEY FIGHT FOR MANY REASONS, NO MATTER WHAT THE COST I PRAY FOR ALL THE FAMILIES, WHO HAVE SUFFERED A GREAT LOSS THE REASON I WROTE THIS POEM, IS I FELT I NEEDED TO I WANTED TO SAY "THANK YOU" TO THE TROOPS, AND "GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU" I HOPE U ALL ENJOY THIS I WROTE IT BACK IN FEB OF 2005 I co

My Man, Bullshit
yeah so I am trying to see if I'm any good at writing rap/R&B song lyrics.... The words flow And god knows I just want you I just need you I just want you to be mine always Walking down the boulevard God knows this road’s been hard But here we are, both Hand in hand I’m yours and you’re my man Can’t see me without you You know I wont doubt you I got you, and you got me Always, down for my baby They talk their shit Start ramblin Fuck that bitch Just want my man

Emotional Roulette
For everything I will never be... I buried you today... Rest In Peace... You will be remembered... Can I ever be what you want me to be?... I try so hard to be the daughter, wife, mother you want to see... Shouldn't it be about what makes me happy?... I live this life for everyone but myself.... I am criticized by those I love.... I feel I have failed the MAN up above... I cannot take this anymore.... I am a bitch but not a slut or a whore.... Nobody sees how much I want to be free... I look for options but closed doors is all I see... So I make the best of what I am... I truly love and care about you all... But why is it you take pleasure in when I fall... I may have a different take on life.... But at least I dont cut myself with a knife... My emotional pain out weighs the physical completely... I feel loved but its at most bitter sweetly... So I dont know what Im trying to say... Today is almost over and tomorrow is just another day... Another day for me to fail... Im stuck in my

Mine Are Brown!
: B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| -People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necissary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. |H|A|Z|E|L| |E|Y|E|S -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really h

Dont Forget Who I Am!!! Lol
THE LAST ONE IS MINE GO AHEAD AND HAVE FUN This could be a fun thing...Have a sense of humor and make up any 3 words you can say after sex try not to use what someone else says.. Put your name and the words below and then repost this. Lets see what we end up with... leroy - shit im done Stacie - Let's go again! Brett - The condom Broke!!! Dan- shoulda jacked off JOHN- that was fun CHRISTINE- Is that it? NIC - "Who are you?" BRENT - I'll get towels... LINDSEY - that was quick KIMMY- "Get off me" Jay- "You Want Money?" Emmett - "YOUR A WHAT?!?!?" Aaron - I gotta go Nick- High five douchebag Chris - Wanna go again:P Laura-My sextoy's better MIKE-"Wow,that's great!" Sweet GA Peach~ "I've had better" CherryTap Superman - "Big isnt it" *Sunshine* - "Pay me now" Johnnymo- dont touch me BEAUTIFULxXxDISASTER-CHANGE THE SHEETS! Corvenious- Mom your next!!! ZsaZsa - Thank you daddy! Darth - "You're who's wife?" Emma 'Angelgirl04243'- "you gotta go" Jupie "whats that bu