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Internal Schizophrenia
(this one hasn't yet been seen through eyes, so enjoy) Schizophrenic are the conversations I hear in my headset, with the solitude of my eager regret, dividing the solitude of my lesser life sentence, To an entire life of pain and misery, I ask myself about this gentle grievency, could it be owned up to a life of cold indecency, or is there another reason to be the man that I wanted to be, or is there another reason to dig myself deeper than I have to be, to an entire life of embarassment, and to all the bitter harassment

My 1st Time Drunk
so the 100 days party for all the seniors was cancelled (sucked). my friend hannah threw a mini get-together instead consisting of thomas, her, me, nate and two of his friends. it was the first time i'd ever been drinkin to get drunk. so hannah mixed me a drink wit coke and i drank it. then we had a shot of something than she got from the cabinet. nate's friend, douglass wanted to smoke some pot so we went to nate's car but couldn't find a lighter so douglass grabbed the beer from the trunk and we went and smoked pot on the porch in the backyard. then we smoked some cigarrettes and i went back inside. douglass found out i'd never been drunk before so he mixed me a drink wit sprite. nate made a few passes at me and i was returning them. i remember kissing him outside, twice. i called a few people and nate had to go find his second friend to bring him back to the house but before he left, he mixed me a drink tellin me that after i finished the drink i had (the one douglass

Whats It Going To Be
Hows it going to be When we meet Will it be shy and sweet Will it be bold and daring Whats it going to be When we are together Will it be fun and impulsive Will it be cautious and tame Hows it going to be When I go to leave Will it be happy and joyful Will it be miserable and sad?

Poem By Me
Standing infront of a mirror too many truths I find Too many insecurities running through my mind. How could I be beautiful to any man ? When I cant even be my own number one fan Deep breath, I survey my body quick Why is there so much pressure to look like a damn stick? Comments from a previous time circling inside my head Used, unwanted feeling.. not today.. can I crawl back in bed? A distant nightmare attempts to ruin my day A tear escapes my eye..ingore it the feeling will go away Like a recording, I hear unwanted words repeated Ugly, fat, nothing, useless, no one will want u, defeated Tears rolling down my cheeks I wipe them away I close my eyes and begin to pray With God's help, I face the reflection looking back at me Stroking the tip of my nose a sweet memory I see How gently he scooped me up in his arms when he found out He kissed the tip of my nose and showed me what he was about He knew exactly what to say and how to hold me I feel relief once I conclude

Don't Bother To Say You're Sorry
I wish I was someone to love, someone to cry, someone to be, someone to be gone, I wish I was too dead to live, to shed another single tear, to end this being torn alive, I wish I may, I wish I might, be self mutilated, so don't bother to say you're sorry, I wish to protest, to have a reason to be beat, beaten into internal treason, I wish I'd done what I did believe, before you kicked me, slipping me away from me, I wish I may, I wish I might, be self mutilated, so don't bother to say you're sorry, I keep slipping, into mental haste, I wish I may I wish I might, be a songbird, lurking in the night, I wish I could be able to fight, every vicious thought, and the self inflicted pains, I wish I could'nt deserve to die, I wish I had the voice to dodge my cries, but i keep slipping farther, I wish I may, I wish I might, be self mutilated, so don't bother to say you're sorry.

Discussion On "what Is A Soul? "
In a recent mumm the question was asked What color is the soul? I responded Mutlicolored: It is as brilliant as a sunbeam on a warm summer day. As red-orange as a blazing fire amongst the logs of the campfire and sometimes as blue as a cold winter early dawn morning as day just barely breaks right after a snow fall. Lifes journeys give us the beautiful hues so our soul isnt bored as it grows and learns. This blog will explore and hopefully generate a discussion on what is the soul.

I Keep Slipping Farther And Farther
Every night, I've been told that I haven't done anything right, to be accounted as being alive, I keep slipping deeper into my open grave, I keep waking in the night with a zombie mind, I've tried to protest what's on your mind, but I keep slipping farther and farther into my own demise, once I held on to my thoughts, but now I've lost all that I've wanted, my heart it fades into the days, I never could be able to conquer my hated ways, you've broken into my mind, to help me to give up my trying, once I've done what couldn't be replaced, I'll keep on slipping farther and farther.

Can I Tie You Down???
U want me to use the restraints to tie ur arms above ur head. I'll also place the gloves on ur hands so u can't grab anything.Then the blindfold. Then i'll put the headphones on as it plays some nice and slow kuts... I work my way down ur legs taking ur left in my hands. Rubbing ur feet and u feel my lips surround ur big toe.taking it in my mouth as I start to suck...Sliding my tongue in between ur big toe to take the next in.then the next and the next until all have felt my lips and tongue. Then u feel the restraint being put on...I spread ur leg out and tie it down. And move to ur right...U are thinking i'm about to suck on these too don't u... NO. I take ur right foot and place the restraint on it and tie it down so u are now completely mine...Where oh where shall I start..I'm not gonna neglect those cute toes on ur right so I start at ur sole and lick my way to ur baby toe and work my way to big. Licking my way down the top of ur foot and up the side of ur shin to ur knee and ..n

Drunk Still
well i went out lastnight to a house party and i got really drunk. I went with my boyfriend and my girlfriend went a house party and i got fucked up big time. i ended up getting into a fight with this guy to. This guy was bothering the girls so i had asked him nicely to stop and he called me a slut and then hit me so i pissed off and i broke his nose and the because we were loud the police came andvarrested this guy and told me that i did the right thing by defending myself. I have a black eye cause of it and it hurts and my man was like wow she is pissed off. My man was going to take care of it for me but i was like no i am and i did. The cops laughed at this guy cause i broke his nose. I was so pissed off after cause i wanted to do more to this guy but he was taken to jail for the night. I am so sore now i have ice on my eye and i am going to get some sleep now. So i will talk to everyone later on or tommorrow i have to party again tonight lol. I am very tired now. love hotchic

Pretty Pistol
(this is intended as lyrics) She's... My... Pretty, Pretty, Pretty Pistol... She's got long hair, the biggest tits, sex grit on her lips, and the loveliest taste between her hips, a couple shots of whiskey at her fingertips, she's my... she's my... she's my pretty, pretty, pretty pistol... Deep cuts and razorblade lashes, she's got a pretty smile on her fucking face, I love the way she fucking tastes, beneath the waist is where the love grows to fucking haste, she's my... she's my... she's my pretty, pretty, pretty pistol... She's obscene, you best believe she's packing heat between her knees, she's obscene and portrayed in gothic mob scenes, she's in the porno movies, licking things that she's never seen, giving all the guys what they want all over the fucking neighborhood... she's my... she's my... she's my pretty, pretty, pretty pistol...

This Bleeding I Am Doing Is All For You
Hey there pretty lady, can you help me cause I'm bleeding, I've cut myself too deep to breath, much too deep to believe everything you say to me, babe please stitch me up, cause I'm bleeding, and this bleeding that I'm doing, is all for you, woman please taste my blood, does it taste so bitter, does it taste so sweet, does it taste good enough to forgive me, woman please can you help me, I'm bleeding, I've cut myself too deep to breath, much too deep to believe everything you say to me, babe please stitch me up, cause I'm bleeding, and this bleeding that I'm doing, is all for you, you ditched me just because you simply had enough of my sweet love, did you ditch me cause I'm hiding beneath a bed of broken promises, a bed of broken dreams, a bed of lying eyes, hey there pretty lady, can you help me cause I'm bleeding, I've cut myself too deep to breath, much too deep to believe everything you say to me, babe please stitch me up, cause I'm bleeding, and this bleeding that I'm doing, is al

Corporate Leader
A corporate leader of death, a corporate leader of human destruction, a promoter of relentless human miscreation, and a decimator of theoretic religious evolution, with the morbid wish of corporate leader, with genocide on his list of rotten wishes, a evil jinn will grant his vicious wish, a writer of periodical human deceptions, and a writer of apocolyptic dreamers novels, a sinner of creation, and a winner of cataclysmic dreams, with the morbid wish of corporate leader, with genocide on his list of rotten wishes, a evil jinn will grant his vicious wish...

Cut Her Deep Beneath Her Skin
Dig her open, and cut out her meat, poke her hoping, she’ll bleed so neat, carve her out like a human jack o lantern, smash her skull like a rotting pumpkin Let her bleed out, she’s only human, let her cry out, as you cut her deep beneath her skin Kiss her flesh before the insects devour what’s left, diminish blood flow, by slitting her wrists, her flesh is so bad that there is no more to rip up Rip her flesh, dig in deep, tear at her tendons, clip her veins, hack the limbs off and lick the open flesh, raw and smelling foul, inhale deep the rotting flesh, the flies are buzzing, fucking, underneath her skin Let her bleed out, she’s only human, let her cry out, as you cut her deep beneath her skin

Check Your Status!
On my main profile page you will find a waiting list. Please check this list often to see where you are on the list. If I am waiting on information from you then you are placed on the pending list. If you are on the pending list for 7 days with no response to the information requests, then you will be removed from the list all together and you will have to resubmit the request. I hate doing this, so please be sure to respond to my pm's so we can make your customized graphic. My goal is to make people smile when they see their name on a graphic that I made for them. My goal is not to skip or miss requests, so let's help me make you happy =) Eddie

Pitty Grabbers
so how does every body feel pitty grabbers u kow the ones u talk too and thier nice and swet the frist time, then some how they end up suckin like a vacum oh this happened just trying too get you too pity them ok once fine but when thats all they talk about shit i can only take so much i just want too reach through my screen grab them and say suck it up muffin we all have been there once or twice so if your are and pitty grabber not here please

Slaughter That Bitch, Remove Her Head
(this is intended as lyrics) Can you taste the flesh as you bite into it, does it taste so fresh, are you loving every bite of it, lick at it’s skin, soak it with your spit, can you poke your fingers in it, or is it not rotting yet (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, remove her head (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, eat her dead can you taste the blood so sweet and fresh, can you taste the love underneath her every last breath (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, remove her head (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, eat her dead

Homicide In Her Blood
Slut’s with dirt filled minds, puss filled sores, and rotting flesh between her knees She’s got a gun with no bullets in it, poison darts with explosive arrows, 28 gauge shells in a double-barrel, a pointy knife with a shiny blade She’s got genocide on her mind, she’s got suicide on her mind, and she’s got homicide in her blood She’s the devil’s advocate, from melting genes, and when she tears upon you, you’ll know what I mean, and when she stares upon you, you’ll know what she means She’s got genocide on her mind, she’s got suicide on her mind, and she’s got homicide in her blood

A Word About Forgiveness
Forgiveness is something all of mankind could stand to learn more about and practice it daily. It isn't the easiest thing in the world to learn; but once you have learned how to do it effectively; you will truly have the peace you are desiring in your life. I came across this writing; and I just wanted to share it with you all. Love, Lori "Holding - The Choice On or Letting Go of Resentmentis Yours An internationally acclaimed expert on conflict resolution and trauma recovery outlines her proven, seven-step program for shedding emotional baggage associated with loss, betrayal or resentment. Modifying the techniques she uses to resolve international conflict to address personal issues, she gives tools to break free of anger, bitterness, hurt and blame and to find a path to healing in a book on forgiveness. She demonstrates that in order to repair relationships we have to change our perceptions and recognize the humanness in others. What struck me about this concept of

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking,
I found this on someones yahoo360 page and liked it and thought i would share it. A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who

About Ct Id Requests
When you are requesting an ID from me, it is greatly helpful to include the following information in the request. Send me a link (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to let me know what Photo that you want me to use. If you want me to include anything in particular, please let me know that also, ie: favorite color, or whatever. :) Please be specific on what you would like on the ID, I can make it whatever you want...Seriously. I theme the ID to your tastes, it is simple as that. These are all customized; you will not find 2 of the same. I just need a lot of examples of what you like (hobbies, interests, etc), or if you already know what you want on it, just send me links (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to the pics. Name: Member#: Location: Sex: Height: Fave Colors: ID Theme: Pic URL: Please do not tell me that you are leaving it up to me. I am not you and I have no idea what things you do and do not like. The more information you gi

Muerte Bonita
Muerte Bonita Besar los labios con un razorblade mohoso, Cortar los labios entre sus puntas de dedo, Ella mirará como las gotas de sangre al cemento, Con un solo puño, un puño sangriento, Ella se envolverá arriba en seda y encaje, Ella es mi muerte bonita y yo mataría para adorarla -(Translated)- Pretty Death Kissing her lips with a rusty razorblade, Severing her lips between her finger tips, She'll watch as the blood drips to the concrete, With a fist, a bloody fist, She'll wrap herself up in silk and lace She's my pretty death and I'd kill to love her

Die Another Day
Watch me sitting in the window Dreaming how to fly away With an endless life waiting to go An angry life waiting to go astray Am I someone who hides behind his strife A dreamer with no visions at all A man living in solitude and strife A man hearing voices before they fall Die another day is all I have to say Die another day for I have a reason to stay Hunger and seemingly relentless pain Could it be my mind is truly parylized Could it be that I live my life in vain Would it be safe to say that I have been victomized Watch me sitting in the window Pondering about the hidden truth The hidden sighs I have been lead to follow The hideous provisions of my youth Die another day I'm safe to say Die another day I've all the time to pray

Ct Mafia
Hey all i am going to be in a contest here is the info i will update the blog when i get the link Who Wants A Corvette??? I Am Looking For MORPH's For This Contest Contest starts on March 5th at 9 p.m. Est time Contest ends on March 14th at 9 p.m. Est time 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! They are worth one point a piece. 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u want to rate you! 3) No harassment of any other contestant is allowed if this happens then you will be taken out of the race. This is for fun so lets try and be nice to one another. 4) I know that it is hard to get pictures or

The Effect Of Age On Exercise
When I got into my 40's I was thinking along conventional wisdom (things I'd heard up to that point) and figured I could do some things but to not get very carried away. With that I approached a lot of things with a little reserve. I had started running a few years earlier and was doing okay for a man my age but in the mean time had moved. In the new location I met guys my same age who were running faster and longer. That removed a barrier and I started doing more to be competitive. There wasn't a big risk as those others were already there but I knew it couldn't go on too much longer. I kept progressing and was winning a fair amount of hardware at races and had joined my company's track and field team. In fact, I made their national championship team. I wasn't running distances but sprints. It was against guys in my age division but still, I was a contributor on a championship team. I wound up being captain of the team and that continued through my 40's. When I turned 5

About Morph Requests
OK I am noticing that people are not really paying attention to the information on my main profile so I am going to try to clear some things up here. When you request a Morph, its best to make sure to send me the URL's to the photos that you want morphed. The reason I ask this is so that you have the choice of what it will look like. Yes I could go to your profile and find some but there are 2 reasons that I stopped doing that. 1) It takes too long ... you know what you like and you are not being forward by telling me what you like. 2) I am not a mind reader. So tell me what you want to see that way you are happier with your design. So when you request a morph include 1) URLs of photos 2) Name to be put on Morph It is best to PM the request to me because things just get lost in that shout box.

Destroying American Is Easy!!!
We know Dick Lamm as the former Governor of Colorado. In that context his thoughts are particularly poignant. Last week there was an immigration overpopulation conference in Washington, DC, filled to capacity by many of America's finest minds and leaders. A brilliant college professor by the name of Victor Hansen Davis talked about his latest book, "Mexifornia," explaining how immigration - both legal and illegal was destroying the entire state of California. He said it would march across the country until it destroyed all vestiges of The American Dream. Moments later, former Colorado Governor Richard D. Lamm stood up and gave a stunning speech on how to destroy America. The audience sat spellbound as he described eight methods for the destruction of the United States. He said, "If you believe that America is too smug, too self-satisfied, too rich, then let's destroy America. It is not that hard to do. No nation in history has survived the ravages of time. Arnold Toynbee o

Haaaa Funny
my horoscope for today! Mar 3 Aries: It nearly always shocks you when someone becomes angry at something you did for the sake of having fun or maintaining the peace. White lies are, after all, harmless — right? Well, at least your intentions are pure. XD LMAO

Ma`thair (ar Dheis De` Go Rabih A Hanam)
* Mother is the name of God On the lips and eyes of all children* Ma`thair, my rock My safe haven from My demons. You soothed my pain And wiped my tears away. Ma`thair. You had your calling And left without a good-bye Now I kneel down And cry. The clay strewn-ed earth Soaks up the tears As my pain fades to Numbness. Your face only a picture in My mind. Ma`thair. Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam. I pray to you daily Hoping you will give Me strength to get by. I float in the world Of the living Half dead. Expecting the Unexpected. Your scent lingers In the house. And it tears my heart apart. I'm lost And I don't know Where to start. Ma`thair Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam you sired me Helped shape my heart What do I do now? Where do I start Now that you are gone? Ma`thair Ar dheis De` go rabih fa hanam. ``````````NOTES`````````````````` Mother is the name for God On the lips and eyes of all children- line from movie T

Missing
Missing the sound of her voice Missing her lips against my own Missing the way she ran her fingers threw my hair Missing how she use to kiss me when i fell asleep Missing her finger tips brush against my lips Missing the ways she laughed at me Missing the ways she poked jokes. Missing the way she felt in my arms. Missing her whispered words of love. Missing the way she traced her fingers against my hand. Missing the way her hair smelled after a shower Missing the way we touched. Missing her breath on the back of my neck. Missing the ways we made love Missing the look in her eyes Missing her look into mine. Missing her.. Missing us Missing... Part of me is Missing...

Why Anti War Protesters Just Fucking Suck
look what our vets need to do to protect the honor they earned From: Support Our Vietnam Veterans! Date: Feb 28, 2007 8:50 PM From: Eddie V. Sr. Date: Feb 28, 2007 2:20 PM WASHINGTON, Feb. 16 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- Vietnam veterans will be gathering in Washington, D.C., on Saturday, March 17, 2007, to protect the Vietnam Veterans Memorial (The Wall) and other war memorials from desecration by protesters attending a so-called antiwar rally being held that day adjacent to The Wall. The veterans intend to prevent a recurrence of what happened at a similar event on January 27, 2007, when protesters spray-painted the Capitol and spat on a disabled Iraq vet. "A Gathering of Eagles," as the veterans are calling their effort, is being joined by other patriotic groups including Rolling Thunder, Military Order of the Purple Heart (MOPH), Move America Forward and FreeRepublic.com. Those organizations are encouraging their members and supporters to protect The Wal

Saturday 3/3/07
Just me again, still nothing new to report I'm just updating my blog and working on my page again. Be sure to tune into DJ Cracker today from 3-6 P.M. Eastern time on Crush FM. If anyone has any suggestions on blog entries so that I can make them more interesting please let me know.

The Truth!!
THE LORD AND THE BIKER A biker was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over any time I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom on the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, wh

Nice Name
I attended a party this past weekend. After checking out all the well-dressed guests at the party, I spotted an attractive woman (standing alone) across the room. When I approached and asked her name, She coyly replied... "Carmen." Trying to maintain some sort of conversation with her, I responded with "That's a beautiful name, Is it a family name?" "No," she replied. "I gave it to myself, because it reflects the things I like most in the world - cars and men." Then she asked, "What's your name?" "Golftits," I replied.

Fun Stuff
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Well.
I guess today is more or less a quiet sorrowfull day at home. I have but 2 days to get everything done before the dreaded Tuesday. Tuesday will bethe 6th of March year 2007 I am 21 and now get to watch one of the most preachus women in the world to me get baried. I saw her about 2 months ago for the last time and she was so sick and down I was scared to leave her side (which I didnt for about 3 hours when the damn nurse came in and informed me it was time to leave) I left and returned to my life of working out working at work and playing my computer game. To say the least for the past 3 days I have bin a walking zomby and not a plesint one at that. I Guess what Im saying is hold your loved ones close to your heart and remember the good times and spend as much time with them as you can. Even if that meens maxing out your credit cards to see them. R.I.P Granny .H

Just 4 Fun
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Hmmmmmmm
I ordered my glasses wednesday $300 for 2 pairs.I got a real sexy pair of thin black frames school teacher like,and a pair of thick,funky red frames ya know incase my mood changes Im a flower of many colors lol!I'll take pic's when they get here in 7-10 business days.I went to the dentist thursday $1,600 for 2 crowns in the front to fix my gap it's gona take 3 weeks to get my permanent crowns I cant wait.I have a temporary one at the moment.I had to have oral surgery too an epodectomy (remove a peice of my gums).I love my dentist I've known and gone faithfully since I was 6.I gave him $1,000 up front then I told him I'd give him $100 or two every two weeks till I paid it he was cool with it he loves me lol!Tomarrow I'm supposed to have "company" real pretty girl Kristina me and my hubby will have lots of fun I'm SURE.Well Till Laterz Cherry Tap XOXOXO!

Night Thoughts
Night Thoughts Stars, you are unfortunate, I pity you, Beautiful as you are, shining in your glory, Who guide seafaring men through stress and peril And have no recompense from gods or mortals, Love you do not, nor do you know what love is. Hours that are aeons urgently conducting Your figures in a dance through the vast heaven, What journey have you ended in this moment, Since lingering in the arms of my beloved I lost all memory of you and midnight. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Wtf
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Creation Explained
NEVER HEARD CREATION EXPLAINED THIS WAY BEFORE !!! FUNNY! In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.

Busy Weekend!
Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com Just wanted to let all my friends know I am not gonna be around much this weekend. On top of moving this weekend, I am playing in the "Icebreaker" it's a benefit for the Shriners. For those of you that don't know what it is. You go to 7 different bars and at each bar you and your partner play one hole of golf. The couple with the highest score at the end wins. I know it won't be me, but what the hell, it's for a good cause! I forgot to call and get my internet turned on at my new house, so after Monday I might not be on for a bit. Don't miss me to much! HA HA! XOXO Irish AKA Jackie

Laptop Computer...
Got back from my ambulance call last nigth and my husband had dropped of a brand new Toshiba laptop for me and I was reved up from the call that I never noticed it sitting on the table. Duh, it's awesome..I think..as soon as I figure out how to use it..LOL...I'm used to Dell stuff. SO we had two rollovers last night and I'm call agaqin tonight and the weather should be the same so we should have the same situtations.. Wish me luck!!!

Yes, It Covers Me Well
Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!) Sekhmet, Goddess of WarSekhmet means She who is powerful. She was a mighty ancient Egyptian goddess, who was the daughter of Ra, and was known as the Eye of Ra. Though known as the goddess of war, Sekhmet was known as the power that protects the good and annihilates the bad. She was meant to destroy the men that rebelled against her father, Ra. She destroyed them with such fury, that Ra feared she might exterminate the entire race. As for you, I'd say you have a pretty good personality. You know humans cannot be trusted, and you are hesitant to do things, so you stick up for yourself and others well. Just watch that temper of yours and life should be great.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Too Fast ???
Ok, this is really starting to piss me off. For peeps that have a high speed connection, it takes all but 2 seconds to get a pic to come up when you are rating stash and/or pics. But you constanly get the assinine error message that your rating is ignored because your rating too fast ? How irritating is that ? Anyone else agree that they need to do away with this stupid shit? I know I'm not the only one on CT that gets irritated to no end by this, am I correct ?????

The Evolving Relationship
The most important move is to begin. We begin weaving by stringing vertical threads on a loom to form the foundation of a new cloth. Then horizontal threads are interlaced back and forth, and we create a fabric. As the cloth begins to form, new possibilities open before us. After we weave in the first color we can then envision other colors that will work with it. The most important move is to begin. Sometimes new possibilities occur to us only through action. If we take the risk of the first step and keep our eyes open, we will see the next step. Too much planning, too much carefulness and analysis, may block all action. With our partner we might sometimes feel stuck in a pattern. We may even feel hopeless. Rather than thinking excessively, we could take action, do one thing that we know people in good relationships do. We might be able to take the risk of that first step with the help of our Higher Power. When we take one hopeful step at a time, each step produces informatio

Hold On
I don't wanna see you ever sad And everything I've got you can have When it's all too much You need some human touch To see it's really not so bad Did you call on every saint you know But still you feel like you're on your own Can you see through your tears I will always be here And you're not out there all alone Chorus: Hold on, 'till you feel a little stronger Hold on to me Hold on, everything's gonna be alright Just hold on to me tonight Anything that hurts you, hurts me too I'm not gonna let your world turn blue Will you take my hand And feel how close I am There ain't nothin' I won't do for you Chorus I know the world Can drive you to your knees But when you need to cry. baby Cry to me Chorus

Chyeah Yuh
I got woke up at 7:40 this morning because of my gay ass lil brother Mason who's 3. He ran into my room and started jumping on me. I didn't even fucking do anything to the lil brat and he starts crying and tells my parents that i hit him and I get my ass chewed out for nothing. And i'm forced to say sorry. Wtf!?!?!? I feel like crap. My brother probably gave me the flu. I swear to god, Ian has pretty much been spending the night in the bathroom, and when he does go in there hes in there for a good 5-10 minutes. Its pretty bad. He can't get a break from it at all. It started to get better but yesturday afternoon it got worse again. Ya know that song "I wanna fuck you" by Akon. Its soooo overplayed. I hate it. Same with songs like Smack that, irreplaceable. But it may just be me because I can listen to a song 3 times over and get sick of it lol. Skylar (my niece) is going to be 1 on March 28th. Thats a big deal lol. I'll probably have to put up with the whole damn family. Aunts,

My 1st Blog On The Tap
well i thought i would post up a blog this morning.. its saturday,its kind of chilly outside(i think in the 50's) overcast something nasty unfortunately, ill be recieving a brand new fridge and stove in about 10 minutes so my g/f jennifer will be able to cook( i would cook but i have a small record of stove fires,dont ask lol) and we can starting eating healthier and cheaper instead of drop $$$$$ to go out to eat all the damn time... ive been working on my profile all morning i think it looks pretty good.. this place is much nicer then myspace too(ex-myspace user twice over) well, i hope you all like my page.. drop me a line or something..catch ya lata everyone! Ted

Little Miss Can't Wrong
Been a whole lot easier since the bitch left town Been a whole lot happier without her face around Nobody upstairs gonna stomp and shout, Nobody at the back door gonna throw my laundry out She hold the shotgun while you do-si-do She want one man made of hercules and cyrano Been a whole lot easier since the bitch is gone Little miss, little miss cant be wrong Little miss, little miss, little miss cant be wrong Aint nobody gonna bow no more when you sound your gong. Little miss, little miss, little miss cant be wrong Whatcha gonna do to get into another one of these rock n roll Songs? Other peoples thoughts they aint your hand-me-downs Would it be so bad to simply turn around You cook so well, all nice and french You do you brain surgery too, with a monkey wrench Little miss, little miss, little miss cant be wrong... I hope those cigarettes gonna make you cough Hope you hear this song and it pissed you off I take that back I hope your doing fine And if I had

Love And Rockets
I don't know what colour your eyes are, baby But your hair is long and brown Your legs are strong, and you're so, so long And you don't come from this town My head is full of magic, baby And I can share this with you The feel I'm on a cross again, lately But it's nothing to do with you I'm alive Oh Oh, so alive I'm alive Oh Oh, so alive This drug makes me crazy Makes me see you more clearly. Oh, baby, now I can see you. Wish I could stop, Switch off the clock, Make it all happen for you. I'm alive Oh Oh, so alive I'm alive Oh Oh, so alive OOOOH OOOOH Don't know what colour your eyes are, baby But your hair is long and brown Your legs are strong, and you're so, so long And you don't come from this town My head is full of magic, baby And I can share this with you The feel I'm on top again, baby That's got everything to do with you I'm alive Oh Oh, so alive I'm alive Oh Oh, so alive

Shattered Dreams
Some Johnny Hates Jazz So much for your promises They died the day you let me go Caught up in a web of lies But it was just too late to know I thought it was you Who would stand by my side And now youve given me, given me Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams Feel like I could run away, run away From this empty heart You said youd die for me Woke up to reality And found the future not so bright I dreamt the impossible That maybe things could work out right I thought it was you Who would do me no wrong (chorus) From this empty heart I thought it was you who youd die for love (chorus) Oh no no no - you said youd die for me Oh oh, oh oh, die for me So much for your promises

We Didn't Start The Fire!
One of Billy Joels best! Storm Front Released: 1989 Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnny Ray South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, Television North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe Rosenbergs, H Bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom Brando, The King And I, and The Catcher In The Rye Eisenhower, Vaccine, England's got a new queen Maciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye We didn't start the fire It was always burning Since the world's been turning We didn't start the fire No we didn't light it But we tried to fight it Joseph Stalin, Malenkov, Nasser and Prokofiev Rockefeller, Campanella, Communist Bloc Roy Cohn, Juan Peron, Toscanini, Dancron Dien Bien Phu Falls, Rock Around the Clock Einstein, James Dean, Brooklyn's got a winning team Davy Crockett, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Disneyland Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Khrushchev Princess Grace, Peyton Place, Trouble in the Suez We didn't start the fire I

Come On!
One of the best songs ever! (Come on Eileen!) (Come on Eileen!) Poor old Johnny Ray Sounded sad upon the radio He moved a million hearts in mono Our mothers cried and sang along and who'd blame them? Now you're grown, so grown, now I must say more than ever Go toora loora toora loo rye aye And we can sing just like our fathers .... Come on Eileen! Well, I swear (what he means) At this moment, you mean everything With you in that dress, my thoughts I confess Verge on dirty ...... Ah, come on Eileen! (Come on Eileen!) (Come on Eileen!) These people round here wear beaten down eyes Sunk in smoke dried faces They're so resigned to what their fate is But not us, no not us We are far too young and clever Go toora loora toora loo rye aye Eileen, I'll sing this tune forever Come on, Eileen! Well, I swear (what he means) Ah come on, let's take off everything That pretty red dress .... Eileen (tell him yes) Ah, come on! Come on Eileen!!! Come on Eileen!

Where You're Standing...
Where you’re standing… I’ve been thinking about love and relationships and all that happy crappy stuff lately..don’t ask why, I must be off my meds lol. Anyways, here’s a little tidbit about that I’ve figured out. Ya know that first couple hours you spend with someone new? Be it at a bar, the movies..even just riding in a car? You know that tingle you get in your belly when you think that guy (or girl) is about to touch you for the first time? No I don’t mean groping or fondling or any of that good stuff lol. I mean them..laying their hand on your arm to make a point about something said. Or touching your hand..or your cheek or brushing your hair out of your face. You know, that first hesitant “should I touch her? Is it ok?” touch… I LOVE that feeling..that tingle, that anticipation…the butterflies. Does that feeling ever last longer than the first date? Is anyone out there with someone that can give them butterflies months or even years later? Does that stuff last that lon

Oowwwww....
Hi... God i feel rough as f*** today. i woke up with a splitting ear ache and a banging headache, the worst thing is i haven't even been drinking. I wouldn't of given a shit it i had done something that was worth the pain but i ent i just been working...bummer. Anyway, enough self pity. lol I did a night shit last night at work. A night shift at my place is very long as all the service users are in bed by around 9ish, so my night is spent cleaning, checking them every 30 minutes or so and watching TV. Though last night i thought f*** it I'm going to do some baking...lol... how gay does that sound.(no rudeness intended). So there i was at 2am this morning baking a fruit cake and a Victoria sponge. I made all my butter cream then sue who was next door doing the night on the other bungalow kept coming by and dipping her finger in and eating it, so i ended up having to make some more..lol And even if i say so myself both cakes came out looking great, and by the time i put the cream a

Magenta Falls
Eager to feel him she moves closer to the falls Soon she stood beneath them Tiny drops of water kiss her lips Forming tiny little rivers that flow over gentle curves to valleys which promise treasures untold Closing her eyes she calls to him...... No voice is heard They are beyond those things which bind the others For in freedom comes awareness In a moments time she senses him If every there was a time to run she could not find it She craved him with a hunger not explained Like a summer storm he came to her A steel arm pulling her along his length Causing a sweet moan to escape as she arched into his heated touch A shiver raced from spine to toes as he traced a path along her pulse with his tongue - tasting her need Her body igniting into a thousand little fires in which she could not control Palms flat her nails sought anchoring in his flesh as he pushed farther "Let me love you" whispered softly Nixy

Why Do We Rush So Much?
Most of us accept the standard ideas we were taught. "Men should be good providers." "We will get self-esteem from hard work." "It is a virtue to be productive." "It's better not to have too much time to think." A major crisis can quickly change our perspective. Perhaps someone close to us dies, and we are faced with how temporary life is. Or we have a health crisis, or a relationship crisis, or an addiction crisis. The standard ideas come crashing down. We look closely at the rush of our lives and ask deeper questions: Are we hurrying to a worthwhile goal? Or are we losing out in our great rush? These doubts can teach us personal things that society can never teach us. Wisdom comes out of pain and the willingness to learn from it. Today, I will allow some time to stand still and reflect.

"just A Biker"
http://www.bikerenews.com/Stories/Justabiker.html "Just A Biker" I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store linebut you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalkbut you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurantbut you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more moneyfor the hurricane relief.I seen you roll up your window and shake your headwhen I passed youbut you didn't see me driving behind you when you flickedyour cigerette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your childrenbut you didn't see me when I took time off from work to runtoys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hairbut you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for"Locks of Love".I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glovesbut you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old jacke

Damn!!!!! I Am Horny
I have had some fairly wild sexual dreams during the night while sleeping. I must be subconsiously thinking of tonight's date with my husband. I want all of his senses to be on overload tonight ... be prepared to send him higher than he has ever been for with sensual and sexual splendor. I need to begin planning our night all day today. I am going to be getting LOTS of candles and create the perfect ambiance in our bedroom with the dimly lit light of at least 50 candles encircling our bed. I will be shaving my legs (and higher) so that my husband will be able to feel the smoothness of my leg (and lips) without the texture of stubble and he licks and kisses every inch of me. I will also make sure that my skin is very smooth and soft to the touch and slightly fragrant to his senses by smoothly applying just enough skin cream to heighten the experience. I know he is going to be shaving his most private of areas for me, so that I can lick and kiss every inch of him to with out

From A Book On Liszt
"The day is committed to error and floundering; success and achievement are matters of long range." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe * *Maximen und Reflexionen, Nach den Handschriften des Goethe- und Schiller-Archiv, edited by Max Hecker. Goethe-Gesellschaft, Weimar, pub. 1907. No. 911, page 166. Quoted in Walker, Alan, Franz Liszt: The Weimar Years: 1848-1861, Cornell University Press: 1989, 1993 softcover edition, ISBN 0-8014-9721-3, chapter heading on page 112.

How I Got My New Bed...
How I got my new bed.. Current mood: amused I have a funny story for y'all…and I'm really bored so its bloggin time lol.. For a bit (a while back) I was dating this guy named Justin. Justin had a bit of a jealous (I.e. psychotic) streak to him…when things started to get serious, he told me he wanted me to get rid of all my "sexy" stuff..any lingerie and stuff that I had ever worn with another guy. Ok number one..that shit is EXPENSIVE! And number two..well I just wasn't gonna do it lol. SO I just stuffed it inna bag and hid it lol. SO anyways..he pulls the same psycho trip about my bed lol says he doesn't want to sleep in a bed with me that I had been in with anybody else. So, one night, him, my (supposed) friend Rebecca (remember her from the other blog?) and I were all supposed to go out drinking together. We all went to my house and when he got there he had a brand spanking new bed in the back of his truck. Ok number one (again) I was in the mood to drink, not to mov

Pharmacology
In pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name o

St. Paddy's Day!!!!! It's Parade Day In Bing!!!!!!!!!
st patricks day text So it's March in Binghamton and well that alone is a celebration to party!!! BUT today is Parade Day in Binghamton and it is crazy… You don't even know!!! Let's just say if you have true Irish Pride, you are drunk before the parade even starts (FUCK me and 36 of my best friends are already prepping). Our goal for the rest of the day is not to make a fucking ass out of ourselves but IF your Irish or Irish by association you know that will never happen!!!!!!!! lol so while I go prepare myself on the full oray of green beers in this house and deck myself out in green from head to toe I shall leave you with some Irish quotes.... And dont worry PIX beyond PIX are to follow hehehehehe!!!!!! I have known many, and like but a few, have loved only one, and this is a toast to you! My friends are the best friends. loyal, willing and able. Now lets get to drinking, all glasses off the table! There are good ships. and there are wood ships, the ships that

What Do You Do All Day?
What Do You Do All Day? A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry , he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes,looking for his wife. He w

Will You Be My Friend?
Heres an idea...If you wanna be friends don't ask to see me naked. Not gonna happen! I am not gonna go on cam and sex you up. I get new friend requests sayin: Can i see your Private pics? I am denying them:) xoxooxox

Pet Contest
~~ Okay Doing A Pet Contest ~~ Send me your pet pics and i will enter them into the contest! Most Comments wins! You can comment bomb ur self Each winner will get 2 gifts each! Contest will start on 3/5 thur 3/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria Soon To Be Wife Of MILKENO~*~ Owner of A. F. H. ~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

Tracks Featured In My Stash Part 4 Silent Reprise
Silent Reprise are from Melbourne Australia and they've just Released The Black Pen Diaries EP on Friday 3/2/07 Sydney Time so Thursday US time and this track was inspired by you guessed it the series Smallville (TV)and i have personally met this Band Jamie=Drums Sally=Bass Sean=Lead Vocals,Guitar Ari=Guitar Together they are Silent Reprise and they're going to be sending me a signed copy of the previously mentioned ep to my house and for me meeting them in person was the best thing that changed my life in 2006 after a shell shocking friendship ending after a long time of been friends with my now ex best friend and no i am not making a typo yes it's true they've got a female Bass Guitarist and she's totally awesome on it as i said i have personally met this band and i went to their gig and got a pic taken after the gig with them ok i don't have it yet but i should get it soon from Bruce

No Risk Home Business!!
Stayin’ Home and Lovin’ It: Allows moms to work from home Start up cost of $14.50-1/2 off the regular start up cost of $29!! NO Inventory NO Selling NO Delivery NO Risk Free Website Free Mentor Free Business Kit Free Support System What are you waiting for? Kelli kellibyard@yahoo.com

Alook
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com The beauty of a kiss The touch of a hand The heat of the night The passion grows A look in the eye A sentiment of lust A powerful emotion A sense of passion Feelings of fervidness Feelings of affection Feelings of embrace Feelings of desire A burning sense of passion makes the night never end. The love they have for each other, is shown this night.

Rules Of The South
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck cause I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250.00 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available a

Glorious Saturday, Everyone!
What a glorious Saturday morning!! The sun is actually shining -- what a concept, lol! I have a client scheduled this morning, so I will be off to Tomah shortly. I'll be on my way home before noon, though. Love the short days, once in awhile! Dakota is off to a wrestling tournament in West Salem. Hope he does well! He is really growing like a weed and has great muscle definition for a young one! He is 12, soon to be 13 in June! Time passes so quickly - yep, it's a Mom moment!! Have a wonderful Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings all over the place! Later!

Unamed
You sit by the window staring at the rain Only realizing it’s you drowning in pain Watching your tears dropping one at a time Yearning for a whisper softly saying A penny for your thoughts, a nickel, how about a dime You’re dissolving in silence, as you smile with grace Illuminating only what you want them to see While having visions of being in another place Can they see the aching in your eyes Or is it that you’re so use to all the anguish That you know how to keep it in disguise You look at yourself in the mirror staring into you’re eyes Dealing with all the stories That only you know how to hide You’re a mystery to many and let be know By few Yet you look into their eyes and say to yourself If only you knew © Shawtie

Sex Slave
He asked me to be his slave Sex Slave that is, but now I am uncertain, not knowing What would it be like To be controlled At his command night and day Wear the clothes he said To do his bidding, only When and how he wanted me I was his, body and soul My place in life was to Satisfy his lust, any way he desired Sexually satisfied I would never be Only my Master now I served I would live and breathe For his pleasure alone

Cutiest Kid Contest Updates Are......
~~ Cuties Kid Contest ~~ Can't take no more kids! Cutiest Kid Contest I need kids for my contest. Most comments wins! Comment Bombing allowed. You can comment bomb yourself! Winners will win 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC gifts 1st Kid is..... with 1500 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1058 comments 3rd Kid is...... with 447 comments 4th Kid is...... with 57 comments 5th Kid is...... with 11 comments 6th Kid is...... with 10 comments 7th Kid is..... with 8 comments is...... 8th Kid is..... with 7 comments 9th Kid is.... with 6 comments .10 th Kid is...... with 7 comments Contest will start on 2/28 thur 3/7 thanks Maria

Home Away From Home
0WHY DOES CT BLOCK ALL SCRIPTING? AT THIS OTHER SITE HERE WHERE ITS JUST AS COOL TODAY AS IT WAS TWO YEARS AGO EXCUSS ME CT. I HAVE A DONATION BOX POSTED THERE FOR THOSE WHO WOULD LIKE TO HELP SO I CAN GET SOME EXSPENSIVE DENTAL WORK DONE. I CAN'T COVER THE COST BY MYSELF AND IF I DON'T GET IN TO SEE A DENTEST SOON I MAY JUST DIE.. OKAY NOT DIE BUT THIS BROKEN TOOTH IS STARTING TO HURT. EVEN IF ITS ONLY A DOLLAR ANYTHING. I'M SCARED THIS IS GOING TO RUN ME SEVERAL THOUSAND BUCKS. THE TOOTH HAS BEEN BROKEN OVER TWO YEARS NOW AND ITS JUST NOW STARTING TO HURT. I CAN FEEL IT UP IN MY CHEEK. OUCH. WELL YOU CAN ALWAYS JUST MARRY ME AND ADD ME TO YOUR COVERAGE INSTEAD IF YOU WOULD LIKE. THAT WOULD BE GOOD TO SINCE IM NOW SINGLE.. BUT YOU HAVE TO MOVE TO CALI. IM A SINGLE MOM OF TWO LITTLE GIRLS AND THEY CALL THIS PLACE HOME. THANKS EVERYONE.. CLICK TOO HELP!

Come To Our Wedding Tonite!
~~ Come Join Us On Our Wedding Day ~~ When ~ Maria ~ Owner of A.F.H.~*~ and~*~ Founder of Angel Family~ ~*~Maria Soon To Be Wife Of MILKENO~*~ Owner of A. F. H. ~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP Takes ~ The Great Milenko ~ the great milenko soon to be husband of maria ----angel family----@ CherryTAP To be her husband on Sat. 3/3 at 7:30 p.m. Central Time. Where: The Hottiest Lounge On CT .......Angel Family Hangout! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5731# With Pastor $$ KING $$ Pastor of the Angel Family...... KING of DES TIN E?CT PASTOR OF A.F.H?@ CherryTAP Every Guest will get a single red rose to share our love! While your there check out the Family ! Thanks Everyone see u there! Maria & Milenko

To A Special Person She Knows Who She Is
sitting here thinking about her all night. wondering what she thinks of me. if im good enough for her or not. if i can give her what she wants, a friend , wondering if i can treat her good. cant sleep at night cause i think of her all night

Pain
I SIT EVERY DAY IN PAIN I TRY TO THINK OF THINGS TO MAKE IT GO AWAY I TRY TO KEEP SMILING EVEN THO IM IN PAIN I DONT WANT MY KID TO SEE I HURT, EVEN WHEN I CAN STAND THE PAIN NO MORE I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT THE PAIN HURTS THE PAIN NEEDS TO STOP WHY DONT THE PAIN GO AWAY,IM SO TIRED AND WANT SOME SLEEP GOD TAKE THE PAIN BACK SO I CAN REST PAIN STOP WILL YOU YOU ARE SO MEAN AND UGLY AT TIMES I HATE YOU

Actual Writings On Hospital Charts
Actual Writings on Hospital Charts 1. The patient refused autopsy. 2. The patient has no previous history of suicides. 3. Patient has left white blood cells at another hospital. 4. Patient's medical history has been remarkably insignificant with only a 40 pound weight gain in the past three days. 5. She has no rigors or shaking chills, but her husband states she was very hot in bed last night. 6. Patient has chest pain if she lies on her left side for over a year. 7. On the second day the knee was better and on the third day it disappeared. 8. The patient is tearful and crying constantly. She also appears to be depressed. 9.The patient has been depressed since she began seeing me in 1993. 10. Discharge status: Alive, but without my permission. 11. Healthy appearing decrepit 69-year old male, mentally alert, but forgetful. 12. Patient had waffles for breakfast and anorexia for lunch. 13. She is numb from her toes down. 14. While in ER, she was examined, x-rat

~ More Healing Thoughts ~
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: 1.) not going all the way; and 2.) not starting. Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

" I Am A Man"
I Am a Man I am strong I am the poster of physically incredible I am strength The bulge of my muscles does not annotate who I am Nor my capabilities What’s really real to me is being humble, or life in itself will fall And crumble My determination to be the pillar is just the beginning Of my composition In the vanishing of time my strength begins to dwindle I tremble when trying to elevate my spirits For they weigh heavily. Gravity has become a factor, for no matter My physical strength on the outside My inner man appears to be weak Mother Nature has her grip on me, but still I remain standing strong Not being held back by my physicality but by my mental make My utter being, my heart, giving out the constant Sound of the beat of a drum, the beat of Love Surrounded by the honor which carries me, and the Integrity which keeps me upright and firm Driven slowly and continuously covering all aspects of life It is the strength from with in that cast

Saturday, Test Two
Saturday morning came, with and unbelieveable urge to want to pee lol, so i grabbed the remaining test and rushed to the loo almost missing my chance to take the test haha, but lucky i managed, the test almost straight away came up with the same result, 2 very strong lines, YES YES YES i love it, im gonna be a mum, the feelings came back over me as i saw the lines getting stronger and stronger, awesome a rore of excited ment ran throughout my body, and i once finished i went out and told everyone and showed them the second test, altho not quite the same as last night i could still feel the excitment just oose from chris, at the thought of him becoming a father hehe . anyways once we had come round from waking up we had a coffee, and got our stuff ready for the journey down home, with excitment bubbling bt nervousness creeping up too, we set off on our travels home, i gave my mum a cuddle and kiss and told her i loved her and everything, then we set off home. once home i reali

The Fool
The Fool I am him that plays the role but I’m whole and have a soul for control To stop the fool is to allow the fool to be and let go For you know, or it is known that the fool will continue to live on Foolish games that are played toyed with in a place voided with no trace of redemption Oh did I mention the fool is still a fool Or some relate to him as being a tool used and abused The ambition and wishing of things that are only listed in the mental Causing detrimental destruction paused in a drastic illusion of seduction Fools will be fools though I’m not the one called for hustling, rustling feathers hell the one to Go out into the bad weather to gather those things that you need But really it’s a notion to get the fool to leave At least that is what the fool has started to believe Or did he? Everybody plays the fool That shouldn’t be the case if it is it needs to be replaced with a new desire for life A new trace of who the fool really is or does he ha

Sexy Chests Wanted!!!
Ok all ~ I am thinking about this very seriously. I want to have a Sexiest Men's Chest contest. Right now I am just seeing who would be interested. If I have enough people interested then I will hold the contest. Gifts will depend on how many people are interested as well. I will tell you this... There will be at least a 7-day BLAST if I get enough people interested. That is not including the Big Gifts that I will give away. Soooo.... Let me know who would be interested... If you have any questions PLEASE ask.

The Result
I slowly made my way into the bathroom, nervous as hell and shaking like a tree in a hurricane lol. i opened the box, n took all the bits and piees out, looks like a look of gadgets to find out if ur p.g or not, but anyways id done plenty to know how to do it so anyways, i did the test, dont worry i wont go into detail, its not right. i stared at the test for a while, and i saw just the oneline, i was down heartened n hurt, but on the second glance i saw the second line faintly starting to appear, 'OMFG' was the words that came to mind, i was excited n heart pounding, so i decided to pull myself together and leave the test on the bathroom self so i couldnt see it, the next few mins were terrible, i never felt so nervous. anyways after i got myself together i took the test from the self, and there it was, 2 perfect lines, the thought 'IM GONNA BE A MUM came ruching into my head, my heart punding, my throat with the lump in it and my eyes full of tears of joy, i came out of the

Past
think of times gone by, people missed, not forgotten, those were the days, weren't they? Darts and drink, concerts and black eyes, those days, gone, gone, gone. but alive in memory. Those people, those places, artifacts in time, treasured, But, moving on time for new monuments.

Still Here
I apologize for not being able to comment & rate like I have been doing. I just started a new job and I'm working anywhere from 10 - 14 hrs. a day sometimes more. Please bear with me, I havn't forgotten anyone. It'll just take me some time to get back to you. Thank you all for being so understanding, you are true friends.

The End Of Flaw
The end. All that we take for granted will end. The end comes in two forms: physical and mental. No one survives in the end. The end is inevitable. If we survive, the end...thus has not arrived yet. Garbage, corruption, anxiety, ignorance, uncertainty, agendas, all products of human indulgence. We all have flaws that undermine our full potential. That is why we must work together to fill in the gaps...but even unity is flawed. Therefore, the saying goes that we 'gain some' and 'lose some.' When something good happens, something bad happens in return, and vice versa. Forces always come in equal and opposite pairs. Everything has a price. There is no free lunch. Man is dynamic and can achieve great things if he can accept the cost of his decisions.

Hey Everybody!!!!
Hope ya'll have a great day!!! Last night I went out and was working on my uncle's car when the tranny jack slipped and landed on my foot. *Sigh* Another doctor bill. LOL The sad thing is it was my own fault too because I kicked the jack and the tranny went right down, but the good news i that it was my bad foot and just cracked the bone for now. Anyhoo ya'll have a great day and smile it makes people wonder!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday 23rd February
When we woke up, we had to rush around because i had made a doctors appointment to see about my depression, walking down there i got tired very easily which again is extremely weird for me, lol, espeshly goin down hill lmao, but anyways i went to the docs, told him about everything he could see i was still very depressed so gave me a sick note of 8 weeks, which turns out im gonna need it haha. once finished at the docs, we started our way home, and i had some stomach cramp, my worst fear, i was gonna be on by the time i got home, 'no, i dont wanna be i want chris to be a dad, how can i get him all excited cuz imlate then come on?' anyways we got home, i was very tired and out of breath with bad cramps, but on the way i we met my sis who was taking her little girl for her first injections hehe awww, once home we relaxed a while then helped my mum with the cleaning up, once we had done we sat down and amanda jason and the baby got home, manda went into the kitchen and shouted m

The Day Before I Found Out
Its thursday afternoon(22nd feb), and im feeling really low, and snapping at everyone, i was 4 days later on my period, and im always on like clock work i can time i to the hour, but for the last three months ive been late, so i thought i was just late again. Little did i know my sister thought otherwise, having given birth a few months prior to me been like what i was, she knew the signs and symptoms as i was acting exactly the same way as she was, and she knew without me even taking a test i was pregnant, none the less, she didnt say anything, she didnt think it was right or her place, i would differ with her on that, but in a way im glad she didnt say anything. Anyways back to how i found out. My mother new there was something wrong and wouldnt stop pestering me, and in the end i broke down in tears, n my mum sent chris in the longue so she could have a 'girly chat' it wasnt it was to find out why i was snappy, but i told her, that ive been late for the last 2 months for no

Please Be Patient With Me For Now.. Lol
Please be patient with me friends... I am new to this.. and will take me a bit to figure everything out. If I don't reply right away.. I will eventually. lol PLUS.. i'm out here in the woods.. still have dial-up internet access.. and it takes forever for stuff to load.. Amy

Candlelight
VELVET NIGHT FALLS ACROSS THE SKY AND MOONBEAMS DANCE ON MY PANE LOVE IS FELT THOUGHOUT THE NIGHT WITH U BY THE FLICKERING CANDLELIGHT U SMILE WITH A CHESHIRE CAT SMILE AS THE LIGHT TOUCHES UR FACE UR ARMS WRAP TIGHTLY AROUND ME IN A WARMING EMBRACE. WE FALL TOGETHER IN LOVE AS WE STARE AT THE BLACKENED NIGHT HOLDING EACH OTHER TIGHTLY BY THE FLICKERING CANDLIGHT

Worry
THE TEARS HAVE ALL SUBSIDED AND THE JOY HAS BEEN RETURNED. NO MORE SLEEPLESS NIGGHTS. NO MORE CANDLES TO BURN. THE WORDS U SPOKE TO ME TODAY, EASED MY MIND YET I STILL HAVE THE WORRY AND FEAR. I KNOW YOU DONT LIKE TO HEAR THOSE WORDS BUT LET ME MAKE ONE THING CLEAR. I NEVER MEANT TO INSULT U BY MY WORDS OF CONCERN AND LOVE. THE LOVE I FEEL FOR U MY DEAR IS SENT FROM UP ABOVE. YOU TELL ME THAT U WORY FOR ME AND U SAY THAT THESE WORDS R TRUE. THIN IF U CAN WORRY FOR ME MY DEAR THEN WHY CANT I WORRY FOR U? U R MY LIFE, MY LOVE, AND MY HEART I FEEL THE SAME PAIN TOO I KNOW THAT U R HURTING THOUGH I KNOW NOT WHAT U R GOING THROUGH. JUST TRUST THAT I WILL BE HERE AND KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FAIL U I AM UR GIRLFRIEND, LOVER, WIFE, MY DEAR TO U AND UR WISHES I WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE.

Lorelei Cranson
shes in love with eric... for helping her when they wanted to rape her... he didnt want to be tender with her ... hes in love with the sinorita... eric doesnt really have a heart ...but when lorelei falls he saves her .. all she wants is his love ..but yhe cant give it to her ...tenderness..by robert cormier ..its soo good i read it in one night ... all you gotta do uis try a little tenderness

Reminder
turn off cell phone b4 bed that way we ex call at 3 in da morning 5 times wont wake u up and when crazy friends text at 5:30 wont distrub u either escially when u have 2 get up at 6:30.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

In Memory Of A Lil Girl Kidnapped And Murdered
About 2 years ago a little girl was kidnapped and 5 days later she was found murdered in a river. Her name was Evelyn Miller and she was from Charles City, Iowa. Please pass it on. I need your help to save this girls memory. The killer hasn’t been caught and her family suffers. Keep this girls memory alive and help her soul rest easy by remembering her and passing on this message to people all over. So please if you have a heart send this to everyone you know! This lil girl was my great niece here is a web page i made in memory of evelyn http://www.geocities.com/califdreamyangel/countryside.html

Wolfpack Family
One of our own needs some help.....Please click on the pic and bomb, rate, comment and what ever else you can do for him.....Sir Chad is in a blast give away contest........Show some family love! He will return the favors Hugs M'Lady Tina

What's The Point??
Friends...what does that REALLY mean? I always thought friends were the siblings you never had,that you could tell them anything and they'd still love you, and no matter what - boys would never come between you! Maybe I was living in a false reality of what true friendship is. Maybe it's supposed to be great until one thing doesn't work out the way someone wanted it to and then the whole relationship goes to hell. I mean, seriously! Why does there have to be so much drama and bullshit!?! Can't people just understand each other and be patient and understanding anymore? Why is it that everything is going just fine, then the silliest comments are made, and when you are being honest with how you feel someone is there to rearrange your feelings and turn it into something so far from what it really is? That's how people get hurt. Because people have to second guess the truth. It's stupid. What's the point of spending your time on people you love, if eventually they'll just turn around and

Teddy
I remember back in the day, Running through dark hallways, Through dark rooms with ghosthands, Dragon skulls and snakes snapping at my heel. Holding my teddy tight. I went where I would've never gone, Running through the night, Running to the light. There was always another room with light. Holding onto my teddy bear. She always kept me safe. Oh! we'd be so glad when we made it to the light. So joyous that we made it through the imaginary fright. Now, Years later I'm still holding her tight. She helps me through the tough times. Keeps me safe from the night. 2-13-07

Poems In The Night Instead Of Sleep....
I couldn't sleep, and I had this running through my head, so I got up to see if it'd let me sleep after I typed it out.... Head spinning, thoughts racing, Body restless, hands moving. Emotions surging, churning. Soul feels lost, fights the urge To jump up, stomp feet, Cry loudly, throw things… For what purpose…. To get what’s needed. To end distance, To restart what wasn’t begun, To relight the spark That was lost before it lived. Eyes tear, deep blue pools Full of longing, yearning, Reaching out…. For what… For the promises made. The promises no longer shining With hope of being kept. What’s left…. Heartache, yes… Pain… yes… despair… not yet. Hope… yes, still a little… Trickling a touch of light Into the shadows, showing… What…. Showing love, Showing tiny seeds of hope Ready to bloom With the deepest of voices Calling, commanding, Pushing to be obeyed. Waiting… wanting… Longing… yearning… A garden drying in the hot sun No water in sight… A time for

I Would Like To Get To Know You Better
plz take the time and feel this out Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang ou

Dave92100
Be aware, this man attempts to befirend you, then goes into detail about wanting to masturbate by looking at you. I said EWww to him when he said that, and he proceeded to call me a whore and harass me online. Just goes to show that even normal looking people can be fuckin perverts. dave92100@ CherryTAP

Violated....
I was violated one night 19 years ago, And once again so much so as recently that I know. As he went deeper and deeper inside, With all that I had, I prayed he'd stop and God be by my side. As I laid there with silent screams, To this day I have the nightmares that torture me. I resisted without words by moving away, He took it as if it were a sign of "OK". He tried to continue as I laid there, While deep inside I cried take me away from here. After it was over, he begged again to go to that forbidden place, I felt the rush of blood and tears flow down my face. I bled like once before, and yet it seemed like more- I felt violated was written all over my face, and all I wanted was to find the closest door. Today this feeling of being violated rings in my head, I feel like another piece of me has been paralyzed and feeling of being dead. All I wanted to hear was one person's voice, and have his love and his arms hold me; He was in the distan

For My Ct Hubby~phantom~ & My Best Friend ~dr. Love~
You turned my darkness into light; You made everything all right. You picked me up when I was down; You turned my life around. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A blessing is what you are to me. When I needed you the most, you were there; Even if it seemed like you didn't care. When I didn't think I could make it another day, You chased all my doubts away. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A treasure is what you are to me. The world is full of many people, it's true; But there is only one of you. You fill my heart with love; You're a God-sent gift from above. If I didn't have you, what would I be? An angel is what you are to me. Lost and alone, I will no longer be; Because you are here with me. There is no reason to be sad; You've taken away all the bad. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A best friend is what you are to me!! this is just for you hope you like it

Slacker.
"Slacker" Tech-N9ne [Chorus] Imma slacker, never did I have a lot of dough Imma slacker, smoking pot and watchin' videos Imma slacker, go whichever way the wind blows Those just tuning in I'm just letting' ya know That Imma slacker, every time I take a look around Imma slacker, stuck upon my face is a frown I don't do enough, I just fool around Ya'll can go to hell, how does that sound [Verse 1] Imma product of reganomics neurotic they sayin' I'm it, just got up inhaling chronic The oddest I'm staying honest I'm bout to make it famous So you can take that J.O.B. and You can shove it up your anus. I ain't never understood how the world works But I always understood why The girls twirk for a baller not a 9 to 5 Barely makin' it with disgust behind your eyes So I just grip my piece, rip off fleece Out to take yo lip off chief With my peeps we ruthless If you got money induce it, goofs get toothless We loose off 2 fifths, we useless I wanna kick it but

Real Talk 4
Some people got it twisted. There's life. And, there's existence. There's birth. And, there's death. From your very 1st breath, you can choose your choice, or rather, decide what decision to make while livin' when given love or hate. -Pain A.K.A. Ghetto Pharoah

Real Talk 3
See, men will be worshipped for warbirds and warships till peace takes wars hips and heals their soreness. "Tore" meant rippped when spewed from the lips of souls in torment. But, from who's lips it was spit, is the greatest of mysteries... Love, Life, Karma, and Nature... They've all been a bitch to me... (to be continued)

Real Talk 2
Now, I urge you to burn through what the wicked birds threw, or dropped on top of your mind just to blind, not the 1st or the 2nd, but the eye that is 3rd, so you read between the lines and peep the hidden lies and their opposition in its full composition. It's beautiful, yet, difficult to handle... (to be continued)

Real Talk
Oh. How we soar like plains over astral plains of realms where real and surreal have appealed to the brains of the prophets who would profit from the process of food for thought. Yes. They ate it and caught revelation...but not the kind that is written in the binded scriptures of books that are religious. We listen to crooks who would steal or conceal the truth from both the adults and the youth... (to be continued)

Tas Episode 39
(shameless plug) I interrupt the poetry blogging for this brief self-promotional announcement. Episode 39 of The Tuesday Afternoon Show 'The Dangling Clock' is now online. Scotto and Uncle John comment on the Academy Awards, explain the Tuesday Afternoon Drinking Game and take one more shot at The History of Death as Sam has tries Schrodinger's Ale, Uncle John unveils his latest B-Movie Pick, we get an update on The Bear Suit Guy and Scotto brings back Story Time. Featuring musical guest, Shadowville All-Stars. You can listen by going to ... http://tuesdayafternoonshow.com Or by downloading the episode directly .. TAS Ep. 39 Thank you (/Shameless plug) Ps. Apologies for the sound quality, we're still trying to find the best way to record the show cross country.

God...whats Wrong With Me
I sit here and I wondered how long it would be before the depression would truley hit. It's my first birthday to not either one of my parents. Daddy died last year on March 6th. I had to borrow 17 bucks today from a friend and 10 of that went to getting a RX for imflammation in my joints. I have 7 dollars to try and celebrate my stupid ass birthday. I am going to try and do something with hannah because this is the first year she is old enough to care. She is all I have. I am so alone in the world. My sister is so busy. Even my dear friend from work forgot it was my birthday until i told her today. It's been over a week since I've had my mood stabilizer I just couldn't afford to buy it. I've never had a birthday that I didnt' set aside money to do something with. My stupid fucking myspace friends forgot it was my birthday. I have no boyfriend. I have nothing but hannah. I wanted to take her to chuck e cheese and do fun stuff with her and buy a cake but I can't. I don't e

Lmao
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While > >>>>they're sitting there having a good time together she starts > >>>>talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks > >>>>about it, the >more > >>>>excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into > >>>>having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink > >>>>for him. >The > >>>>bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- > >>>> > >>>>A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys and a shot of lime juice. > >>>> > >>>>The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman > >>>>explains. > >>>> > >>>>"First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink > >>>>the >shot > >>>>of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the > >>>>lime juice." > >>>> > >>>>So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. > >>>> > >>>>He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. > >>>> > >>>>He drinks the shot of B

Growing On Me
When I first came to CT in October, I thought "well, there's no need for it since I already have Myspace". Most of my good friends are on myspace and I talk to them all the time. I post blogs there, so that they know how I'm feeling. Lately though, I'm going to admit, I'm hanging around CT a lot more. I met a couple of people I actually really enjoy talking to or sending messages to. Nice people. People who are easy to hang around. I thank you. I'm noticing I even have a few people read this. One of the thing I always emphasize on my blogs of Myspace, is that I'm always grateful to have someone interested enough in me to read my blogs and find out how my mind works. I may not be much to talk to face to face, but what I write here definitely reflects what's on my mind. It's a good release, and I must admit that it's better than playing Tetris. :) Cherry Tap isn't as bad as I once thought, once you get by all the popularity crazed people who only seem to live for r

Men Are Like...
Men Are Like... ...placemats they only show up when there's food on the table. ...mascara they usually run at the first sign of emotion. ...bike helmets they're good in emergencies but usually just look silly. ...government bonds they take so long to mature. ...copiers you need them in reproduction but that's about it. ...lava lamps fun to look at it but not all that bright. ...bank accounts without a lot of money they don't generate a lot of interest. ...high heels they're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it. ...curling irons they're always hot and always in your hair. ...mini skirts if your not careful they'll creep up your legs. ...handguns keep one around long enough and your gonna want to shoot it.

The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Need 10 People For A Contest...
HEY PEEPS IT GOES LIKE THIS ..... AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE OR MORE TO START THIS THING.... FROM NOW UNTIL MARCH 20TH (MIDNIGHT) THAT GIVES YOU SOME SERIOUS TIME FOR BOMBING... ((((((BONUS MYSTERY PIMPIN GIFT FOR THE FIRST ONE TO REACH 40,000 COMMENTS))))))... AS SOON AS YOU HIT 40,000 COMMENTS PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ON WHAT TIME IT WAS AND THE SCORES OF OTHERS... I WILL BE WATCHING... ((((((ALSO A BONUS MYSTERY PIMPIN GIFT FOR THE ONE PERSON WITH THE MOST RATES))))))... 1ST PLACE WINS A PIMPIN CT YAUGHT... 2ND PLACE IS A PORCHE... 3RD PLACE IS A MOTORCYCLE... LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT IN..... NO LESS THAN AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE... BLaZe iNFaMouS **PATRON FAMILY** H.N.I.C. fred 'frednoise' HardCore US MARINE (Fan Me Please) TheWebdude TOXIC BOMBER Al Gore For President - Please Become My FAN David

Hi To All My Friends And Family Here On Cherry Tap
Just a few jokes to get your day started off with a bright smile and a few good laughs and hope everyone has a great day and ty all for being my friend and here are the jokes my friend sent to me and I wanted to share with all of you and hope you love them as much as I loved sharing them. Q. Why did God create woman? A. To carry semen from the bedroom to the toilet. Q. How do you annoy your girlfriend during sex? A. Call her. Q. What should you do if your girlfriend starts smoking? A. Slow down and use a lubricant. Q. Why does the bride always wear white? A. Because it's good for the dishwasher to match the stove and refrigerator. Q. How do you turn a fox into an elephant? A. Marry it! Q. What is the difference between a battery and a woman? A. A battery has a positive side. Q. What's the difference between your wife and your job? A. After 10 years the job still sucks. Q. Do you know why they call it the Wonder Bra? A. When you take it off, you won

I Know, Pathetic... But They Rule!!!
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The Wolf Comes Alive
The full moon is here, my spirit sores as the Wolf in my soul come to life, my heart pounds in my chest, the blood boils in my vains, my sences reel as the energy from the moon fills the air, I feel alive, I feel free, the lust of the night has taken me over, My world is here.

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The Why's Of Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes)! And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

Good News = Bad Night
I had the worst day... I wanted to join the military to get a career, start life over, and meet new people. But that didnt happen! Im stuck in NJ failing school. Stuck here with the same people... and well havent really met anyone knew... Got in a fight with someone cause i took his beef jerky!!! I was gonna give it back.... Instead of asking for it he puts his arms around my neck and chokes!!! HE is so lucky I turn around and punch him in the face when he let go! He was an asshole the entire night to me! I had a really bad day. I asked if he could stop being a jerk and he wouldnt! So i got to the point where I had to be a bitch back. I offered him money cause he flipped cause i stole w/e dont take my money..... And before tonight I thought he was a friend..... but I never reallu saw "friend" I saw "you look like good sex". I swear thats all i am anymore and thats now who I want to be... I just want to be in a relationship and loved. I dont know if i even wanna be near guys anymor

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During My Vacation...
I figured it would be a good time to dye my hair... I haven't done that in over 2 years. So I picked PINK!! and maybe with purple tips. I'm still thinking about that one.. I feel like my old self again.....

A Suffering World
My life alone, the pain I see. The suffering children laying dying at me. My heart grows weary, my thoughts become numb. The decisions that life has made became dumb. Nowhere to be found, nowhere to be seen. The only who gets it is only me. I stay in the corner, that where I lay. But thats when my heart is in dismay. Taking these lies, taking these meds. But all I can see is the dying blood reds. Lives have changed, futures have fallen. The world is suffering and everyone is bauling. My lyrical poems seem nothing to you. But when your spirit fails, what will you do? --Xonus

Dr. Said I Had To Wait One More Week
well at my dr appointment yesterday morning he told me that i have to wait another week, well I don't think that is gonna happen (laws of nature providing) friend of mine said more than likely my water is gonna break on Monday? Well we will wait and see huh? Other than that I just got home, I went to karaoke for a while , then went and put gas in randys truck, then went to wal-mart to walk around a while. Well dr said that walking induces labor so i thought why the hell not LMAO. well its about 2:12am and more than likely be up and on tap till about 3am then to bed for me so until later on in the morning cherries you all have a great night....

Insomina
Last night was the worst. I couldn't sleep no matter what I tried. I counted to 100 then counted backward thinking I'd get so tired I'd fall asleep. Hell no I kept counting. Then I finally fall asleep like around four only to have my son wake me up. I brought him in bed with me thinking he'd go back to sleep quicker but he only flip and floped and thought it was time to play. I put him back into his crib only to have him scream. So I let him scream. Then my husband woke up to see why my son was crying and lay him back down. Would you know it, he lays down for daddy but not mom. I hate not being able to sleep because when you finally do fall asleep you're victim to whatevers around you.

My Nightmares
my nightmares: By bedrock I have thease dreams, I cant get them out of my head, I see the same thing over and over again, I see a women in a coffin, I see her in my nightmares when i go to sleep, and i see her when i daydream, As i get closer her face starts to appear, Oh my god i start to cry everytime, I noticed the women was her, The women i once loved, Who treated me like crap, My nightmares continue, All i think about is what i did was so wrong, I never lied to her like she did to me, all i said was i loved her and cared, the only way to not have thease dreams, is stop thinking about what i did wrong, I didnt do anything wrong, Loving you makes the pain go away, I have a new friendship, the nightmares have gone away, I can finaly sleep a peacefull sleep, Knowing your a real good friend of mine.

Its Here My Bday!
Yep, If I don't sleep in .. I'll enjoy my entire bday today! woohoo! peace! oh yeah.. u can get me gifts.. its allowed today! hahhaha This is the only day i'd ever ask too.. so give away.. hahaha roy

Meditation: Euphoric Gap
"If we have apporximately 60,000 thoughts every day, then in all of our waking hours, it's unlikely that we ever get to the point where there's any space between our thoughts. How could we? With one thought leading to the next, either rationally connected or otherwise, there's simply no time or place to get into the gap between our thoughts. Yet it's precisely in that gap that the magic and the infinite possibilities await us." ~Dr. Wayne D. Dyer "Getting in the Gap" Funny. A friend of mine has provided me a disc with a mediatation that comes from this book written by Dr. Dyer. I am reading through the book with the CD and wondering..... How in the world they are going to find that gap in my mind!!!?????? :D JAPA = a way to stay in the gap for more than just a few seconds at a time..... NOTE: Japa - (in India) means to repeatedly say the name of God

New Pictures
Well, I just got new pictures of Eva and Lilly, and even though it's late, I just have to show them to you all. Lilly is 3 weeks old now, and Tara-Lee says she growing like a weed. Her face is starting to fill out, and Tara-Lee says she's starting to look more like her. She is darker complected than Eva was, so Tara-Lee's Aboriginal blood is poppin' out in her more than it did Eva. Of course, Kirk's always been dark complected too...he has some Apache in him. But...they're just ADORABLE...as always, so wanted to pass them on for you to see. Hope you enjoy them! Much love, Lev I don't have enough Cherry pts to add these to my pictures, so I've enclosed the links. evamirinda2 http://new.photos.yahoo.com/levmorgan/album/576460762389139301/photo/294928804258839433/30 evamirinda she looks like miss sour puss here...lol http://new.photos.yahoo.com/levmorgan/album/576460762389139301/photo/294928804258821527/26 evapuppies2 http://new.photos.yahoo.com/levmorgan/a

Not For Me...
baby girl, beleive i see, the fascination you have for me hope its a passing thing, cause i dont feel the same and your making me feel bad i dont deserve that worse yet, you lye about it even worse yet, i survived hell just to land face first, in the bottom of the frying pan worse even still survivings a pain paychecks disguised as anything i cant see Its becoming quite annoying and i cant stop destroying everything i touch turns to pain im broke and your boring. dont mean to hurt your feelings, i know how it is. to love completely, but they dont give a shit. feeling queezy, and your bout to get sick. please beleive me, i love ya like a lil sis. and it aint easy to not grab your ass after a couple beers, but somehow i manage. seriously though, i cant tell a soul that im scared to death of dying alone but thats the direction, i seem to be headed in, cause i push away everyone, that gets to close. not just you but there was this one girl that go

Today Was A Bad Day
today I was hit with hurt, sometimes I run into things that just bring me back to the day my son left, I was cleaning out some of the things on the porch and under a curtain that was tucked away was his little tool box, I looked at it for what seemed a long time and then I opened it, inside was his little plastic hammer, a nail and a plastic screw driver, I picked them up and I remembered how happy he was when he got them it was a random thing, a gift that was from me and his mom,my idea "the boy has to have tools" thing and then I thought what kind of person would he have been? Im sure he would have been a wonderful person with all the bull today pressure to do this and that I'm sure that he would have made a difference in this world he would have been someone important, cause he was important to me so after looking at the tool box I put it down where I found it covered the box and walked away. Tonight was weird I was flipping though the channels and came across "the ghost whisperer

Suicide
Suicide Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my kids I love them and I’m s

Wheee! *headdesk*
my new swim-stuff arrived today...i am so stoked! my skull-adorned cap is very very pink and covered in skulls...just as i had hoped! the goggles are lovely, fitting well and snugly. without the nose-thinggy digging into the skin of my nose for as long as i wear them, like my old blue pair; which i have passed down to me mom. or the smoky lense ones with the red strap...i haven't decided quite yet. i think i'll keep the blue pair in reserve just in case...*ponder* went to the movies with the folks...we saw "Wild Hogs". oh, the hilarity! we laughed for almost the entire film, it wasn't high art by any means, but it was fun and entertaining and dammit if that wasn't exactly what we needed. too much stress flying around the house lately. and drama, no less. dun wanna go to bed yet, my brain is too spinny. but i should, so my dad can sleep. he's been relegated to the couch in the living room (where else do we have a couch, anyway!?) on account of his sno-sno-snoring...it

Complaints About Walter Reed Were Voiced For Years
Top officials at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, including the Army's surgeon general, have heard complaints about outpatient neglect from family members, veterans groups and members of Congress for more than three years. A procession of Pentagon and Walter Reed officials expressed surprise last week about the living conditions and bureaucratic nightmares faced by wounded soldiers staying at the D.C. medical facility. But as far back as 2003, the commander of Walter Reed, Lt. Gen. Kevin C. Kiley, who is now the Army's top medical officer, was told that soldiers who were wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan were languishing and lost on the grounds, according to interviews. Steve Robinson, director of veterans affairs at Veterans for America, said he ran into Kiley in the foyer of the command headquarters at Walter Reed shortly after the Iraq war began and told him that "there are people in the barracks who are drinking themselves to death and people who are sharing drugs and p

Entry # 3
Dear Laura, I know that it must seem awkward writing this after your passing, but for some unknown reason I feel that it is appropriate. I just want you to know that it hurts not having you in my life anymore and that you're still the first and last thing I think about each day. I only wish that things had worked out between us. It was three years ago on this day when you divorced me. I remember it like it had just now happened. I was stationed over in Okianawa and was finally able to bring you over from the United States to live with me. We planned to do so many things. Then two days after you arrived I deployed and went off to war. From that day on things just weren't the same. It would be months between letters and phone calls. During that time all I could think about was coming home to you. I remember you crying each time we spoke over the phone. Finally the day came when I was supposed to return home. It was a joyous moment for both of us. Everything was going to return to

Family
Well for anyone that care I am now a single Father. Have a 7 year old daughter and a 5 year old son. My exgf married a guy who raped my daughter multipletime over a two year period before she turned 6, SO had to fight the State of Ohio for them when I live in SOuthern California. So finally received custody in Aug. of 2006. I did not believe I was fully prepaired for them and boy was I right. My work (Viejas Casino) did not believe that becoming asingle father of two abused children was cause to take me off of Graveyard shift, so I had to try and depend on freinds for nighttime child care. Well that did not work out to well and I ended up fired for being one minute late three time in the same pay period. So been out of work for a while. Doing the welfare thing and hating ever second of it. But the welfare to wrok program will pay for daycare for my kids while I go back to school. SO I have my kids and things are starting to work out. Life looks a little better each day but for now sti

Strugglin
start a new job in a brand new place chrysler jeep dinner, jaguar tastes boss is a dick, gonna punch him in the face but i just can't, this is my last chance so i just bite my toungue cause the past repeats run, run, not this time son im standing on a see-saw way above long gone. one false move and lights out, im done so i pack up my stuff and do as im told head on home, not to return till after the funeral. thanks mr. manager i hope you got off on putting me down, and proving whos the boss. cause now i dont care a shit about your little cars first scent of a job and this cowboy's gone. but im still strugglin...... dont get the wrong impression, i aint a saint i dont got a lesson, just a head that contains 20 fucked up main frames hooked to my brain stem filtering lies and spitting out nonsense say it with a smile, do it with confidense people will buy if your dancing and smiling im stuck denying, lifes even real last time i felt love was some time l

Dirty Spic
smoke such weed, when i shit it smells like roach clips. fucked so many girlfriends, when i piss it smells like your dick. you say im not a pimp, shit you must be delerious fucked so many chicks I started having a period! billy macs back attacking this track im racking black jack with the new rat pack grab a couple girls, one spic one black and its off to the crib with my mind on your ass get doublement dome, thats twice the head. orchestrate the whole thing like bethovens fifth. tell you lick her snatch i'll do you from the back smack your ass then... stop, switch what a lovely thing unite the races, sexual ghandi master p was bout it bout it billy g is rowdy rowdy ob-vi-ou-sly im far from average your missionary, im wearing outfits gotcha in a swing hanging from the ceiling hooked to a battery through your pussy piercing real sex pure entertainment try your best but ya just cant contain the way your legs shake like a drug to your vein when

Im Sorry To Those Of You Who Feel
im stuck up, im me im a little shy, i usually wait for people to come to me because that way i know they want to actually talk, if i get a shout or a comment or an im or anything (excluding the ones saying nice tits and allong those lines) i answer. im not gonna preted to be mary sunshine im Beth and im not changing for anyone

I've Got The Hiccups
I've got the hiccups. I never get hiccups. But for some reason in the last week I have had them about everyday. I was Hiccupping so hard wednesday that I hurled and skipped class. I hate school any way. But I mean come one I hurled, so skipping class was reasonable. And the whole thumb incident Monday afternoon. I totaly wasn't able to pay attention or actually learn anything, I went and got the class hand out. So the teacher would at least think I was trying. Cause I kind of was. I studied the vocab for the chapter we were supposed to have been going over. My hiccups went away. Made myself some delicious Iced Coffee for breakfast tommorrow. Should be good, made it a bit stronger and yeah. So I have that to look forward to.

Update
ok well updated my stash once again like i always do so plz go and rate it if you havent already and comment somethings to if ya want but there is alittle something for everyone i do blieve from music to pics to vids so take a look and enjoy thanks and if ya want got some more pics that i added ova the past few days so feel free to take a look and i will do the same if ya would like :) Lata Peace Love Respect *~£îl Jºñ ♠ §µíÇíÐë ♠ ßØΜβ€rζ '

~~how To Impress Your Wife~~
Larry was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds... AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!!" The next morning Larry got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a gift-box for her wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe, ran out to the driveway and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new...............bathroom scale. Larry has been missing since Friday.

Cherrytap
Well ... A nice warm welcome from a few people already, and I barely am a newbie on here. I am honored, although I believe they may be the welcome committee. *snickers* Great to feel welcomed, though. Now to figure out how to configure this crazy place.

Do You Understand The Promise?
Open your minds and see with your eyes. Feel with your hearts and taste with your senses. Do not fall upon the wrath of my thesis and do not walk from your challenge. Pick up your sorrow and fight me you brute!.....Leave behind the gills of the carriage buckets, and crank the sail to the north bound earth. Sail your sleds in the side of my weakness, peel the nature from my origin. Keep what you have aside and never let go of the things I left you with. Between the isles of torn children and poorly grown adults, is the empty space between your ears. Love not the saddened wine spill left on your cuff, nor should you love the crumb left on your plate. It is not a commodity, its not a simple understanding.....its a promise. Trivial castings from a righteous scripture, is a bible not spoken in forms of heavens or hells. Its a pure open casket of fears and quams. Where is your place amoung the living?...this is the question of the next 5 levels of eternity. There is no room for mistaken j

Sux A$$
WAT TH3 H3LL IS G0ING 0N? LAT3LY 0N "TH3 CHRISTIAN CHANN3L" THEY MADE ME S!C T0 MY ST0M@CH.TH3 DUD3 W@S IN PUBL!C F!ND!NG PPL3 WH0 D03SNT W3AR A SUIT 0R DR3SS AND TRY!NG TO PR3ACH T0 TH3M.BC TH3Y W3R3 DR3SS D!FF3R3NTLY WAT THE FUK .TH3Y TH!NK TH3IR B3TT3R TH@N 0TH3R PPL3 BC 0F TH3IR B3LI3F? R3TARDS!!!! TH3IR ARCHANG3L W!LL PUN!SH TH3M F0R D0ING DUMB SHIT LIKE THAT. FINALLY GOT THAT OFF MY CH3ST SIGH!WITH R3LI3F THANKS FOR READING

................:(
i just got a call from my sister, and my 6 month old nephew has scarlet fever and is going into seziures :( and all i can think of is my mother telling me how she almost died from having scarlet fever. hes been at a 104 degree temp for 3 days now and isnt coming down. now im in a medical career so i know what this can do to the brain.. so im scared :( i just met my nephew when he was 5 months old i cant loss him now..........

Roping A Deer
I think that this is one of the funniest things I have ever read! Talk about a bad Idea.......! I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that since they congregated at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away) that it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, who had seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes my deer showed up - 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out fro

Cute Joke
A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required to reach The bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand our wives; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why sh

Living
I couldn't think of the words to explain my feelings. I was so surprised that I then had the problem of to many feelings and to many words. But the words were to only one person, my sons bio father, and there were more people than myself to think about. I did my best and tried to unite a father and son, and brother to sisters and other relatives. I would have thought that his father would have done it, but I thought wrong. When that didn't happen I took it upon myself to introduce my son to his sister, I could have introduced him to the whole other side he never knew, but I thought his father would be proud to show off his new son, even tho his son is now 34. I threw away a single email that had all that info, I wish I could bring that one back! I have the satisfaction of knowing he talks to his sister sometimes, but still, only by email. I thought there would be happiness and wanting to share info, but I have a feeling no one was told that there was an older brother and only son. And

Why Couples Don't Have Sex!!!!!
Why couples don't have sex!!!!! Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceilin

Rolling Around With No Where To Go!
Today was a sort of lazy day for me. No shooting, not really working. Just lounging around. Since I didn't have much to do and Aiden had to drop off the master of Odd Jobs to Evil Angel, I decided to join him for the ride. I actually had one thing to do and that was to do a final (final) interview with Stephen Dark for the Salt Lake City Weekly story he's doing on me and the adult industry. We talked for about 30 minutes before Aiden yelled at me to hurry up! So I called him back on my cell and continued while on the road. At Evil Angel, I finished the interview and went in to talk to the VP, Chris Norman. I asked him if I could use the scene I did with Aiden last week on the DVD because neither Aiden nor I had a valid AIM test during the time we shot. So he said Yes as long as John Stagliano is okay with it. So I'm hoping he is! I also talked with Xtian at DVDemon. He does the DVD menus for all our movies. He had to talk to Aiden about the menu design for iODiNEGiRL. They also talked

Frends Cautching Up.
A friend of mine from Second life. That I invited has joned Charry Tap. I am so happy he did. I was not sure if I was going here from him again afer I moved away from ex husband. Sence I left a computer that alowed me to play the game behind. All I had to do was send him an invation and here he is. Omg I missed him so much. Melinda

Survey
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Something I Wrote On The 28 Of Feb.
If I told you that I love you,what would you do? If I told you that I hate you,what would you do? If I told you that I want you,what would you do? If I told you that I crave you , what would you do? If I told you that I die for you,what would you do? If I told you that I kill for you,what would you do? If I told you that I believe in you,what would you do? If I told you that I need you,what would you do? If I told you that I write for you,what would you do? If I told you that I miss you ,what would you do? If I told you that I wait for you,what would you do? If I told you that I walk next to you,what would you do? That's all I got to say for now!!

♥"i Remember"♥
I.... Remember..... Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. (played this game in school a lot) Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers.

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If...
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If... 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE". 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair " ...and can do the "Carlton". 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom. 8. Two words: Hammer Pants. 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock ". 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect. 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (Woo ooh!) 12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant N

♥i Owe My Mother♥
I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mothe

I've Got Balls?
I've Got Balls ?? Have you ever wondered why we use the term, I've Got Balls? Why are balls associated with sure-fire attitude? Somehow, these tiny, insignificant creatures have gotten a reputation for being fiesty. Lets analyze what balls actually are. Here we go... The testes (or testicles) are two olive-sized oval bodies, one on the right side and one on the left side. The testes have two main functions: to produce sperm (the male sex cell) and to produce testosterone (the male sex hormone). [thank you eMedicine Health] Now lets break that down into laymen terms so we can all understand the true nature of testicles, or balls as they're so lovingly referred... Balls are actually not round, but elliptical little wankers that have 2 functions. They keep the population increasing at an ever-alarming rate and then they keep our counterparts seething with rage and stupidity. Some may argue that the testosterone fact is the reason why balls are referred to in such a boisterous w

♥how To Flirt♥
How Girls Flirt 1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you. 2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny. 3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you. 4. She touches your arm when she talks to you. 5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face. 6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested. 7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you. 8. She criticizes you on a girl you like. 9. You catch her staring at you. 10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you. 11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot. 12. She knows your phone number and address. 13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible *~*~*HOW GUYS FLIRT*~*~* 1. He stares at you alot. 2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting ) 3. He uses the first thing that pops into his

Survey
- Traviesa's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TemptingRis for...RavishingAis for...AttractiveVis for...VehementIis for...IrresistibleEis for...EroticSis for...ScrumptiousAis for...Alluring The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Did You Know
Entry for March 03, 2007 Did you know that it is 1950?? Women are lazy if the men clean house. ODD HUH?? So I got called lazy by this pathetic girl because Ron cleans house and I don't. Who wold think that i work and he cleans, man is that a hard concept to grasp.... LOL!!! Do you know why I hate girls, They think so ignorantly. Its silly really. And why do girls always have to start shit. This chick comes onto my lostcherry site and tells me how she can have Ron. I told is she was so desperate she had to come bother me on my page to take them. I am certianly to old for high school. On top of that I have this guy leave me a message about girls dating losers. Not to say I don't agree with some of what he says... but i hate when people compare my poetry to my relationships when most of the time it is of my past.... so some people should read more carefully. Well I just got full time at work so YAY i get 40hrs a week i can survive much better off that. Kids are doind great no

Poetry
As I sit here, Watching the world turn, Not knowing what to do; People tell me one thing, I see differently, Why do people take me as a fool? "Actions speak louder then words", As my momma always used to say; Sometimes I used to listen, But now, I listen to my heart, always..... Even to this day. Hearts do break, But they mend over time; Is falling in love, Such a crime? People are born, They laugh, grow, smile and play; I have seen a lot, Now I see things plain as day. Why do the ones we love die? I do not know sweetie, I look at it that they grow wings And fly. They are never dead; We will always keep them In our hearts and in our thoughts in our head. But we will see them agian, Merry meet, Marry part, my friend. ------------------------------------------------- I wrote this poem back on April 7th, 2006. I do hope you all who read this, like it. Rate it if you can, leave a comment on it if you can and want to. Let me know what you think about i

4 Points!!! Fuck!
all 16 levels on mario karts,alyssa n i had em beat them fukkin Dk comes along ruins the whole thing n we lose by 4 fukking points,im so mad it just ruined my night! yeh ok call me a fukkin nerd whatever,point being here.........DK will burn in helll!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzz
Im off to bed. What a day/night. I need sleep. See you guys tomorrow. If you helped me with my last giveaway that we just finished..Please leave me your link, and when I come home tomorrow, I will comment the hell out of it. Nite nite. *hopes she doesn't fall asleep while walkin down the stairs*

Number 3
Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them

Broken
"so broken i spend my days wishing to be good enough to always have your hands upon my skin so tired of this constant battle with the girl in the mirror she steals all life from me convinces me i'll never be good enough for you or anyone else i need a muse a reason but instead i lay in bed at night crying because i no longer wish to breathe hating who i've become -this lifeless, empty shell. tell me how to see myself otherwise gouge out my eyes and take the touch from my hands so i never have to feel this worthless again" "how can anyone love me the way i want to be loved those fairytales died long ago with the hope that has been stolen from my heart is there anyone left that sees through my side of the spectrum is there anyone breathing who places love on a pedestal the way i always have. because i will not settle i've betrayed my own heart so many times now that i can no longer count the times i have fallen only to fall again for the same line

Friends
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. W

Butt Prints In The Sand
One night I had a wondrous dream, One set of footprints there was seen, The footprints of the Goddess they were, But mine were not along the shore. But then some stranger prints appeared, and I asked Her, "What have we here? These prints are large and round and neat, But much too big to be from feet." "My child," She said in somber tones, "For miles I carried you alone. I challenged you to walk in faith, But you refused and made me wait." "You would not learn, you would not grow, The walk of faith, you would not know, So I got tired, I got fed up, And there I dropped you on your butt. "Because in life, there comes a time, When one must fight, and one must climb, When one must rise and take a stand, Or leave their butt prints in the sand." Author unknown CherryTAP Blog by adorable male sub: Mistress Silver Wolf"s lil girl *jamie* **I found this in the blog of Adorable Male Sub and just had to add it to my own. Please feel free to stop by his page and show some love. He

To All !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i would like to say thanks to all my friends and fans and family i would like to say thank you and god bless you in all you do ..thanks for being my friend ...and i would like to say anyone needs to talk i am here ...thanks becky

Sign Up Here
If you need ratings or comments leave me a comment on this Blog and I will work my way through the list of people in order that comments are left on here letting me know what ya need. Hee Hee figured out a way to keep track of ya all finally!

The Pain
the pain of work suck ever felt like no one cares that no one every says thank you ... or not one cares about what they do ... sometime i think im the only one who cares any more i try so hard to be so good but am i really any better then them all i want is to be good at what i do .. i dont wanna be better then anyone .. i dont think its right how people are ... why is it so hard to be the only female where i work yeah there other girls there but not in my part .. i feel so alone and it all falls on me i just want a thank you or your doing a good job is that so hard to ask for ... i get so mad just its not fav but who said life is fav .. oh well days gose by i make good money and i keep pushing tho so what i am who i am

Sometime
sometime i just wanna cry my heart out so there no more pain to bleed out of my open cuts. i wish they could see my hurt and my soul riping out of my mind... i just wanna run so far away just let all the pain out ... i wanna yell i wanna cry i wanna jump out of my body and just let go ... just for a sec of time just for a sec of my mind can i run and i fly do i dare how can i try... all i need is time ... i wanna change im trying to change ... but time will only tell what will be .. in time is all i have

Quotes I Like And Other Works
Better pass boldly into that other world, in the full glory of some passion, than fade and wither dismally with age. James Joyce I want to work with the top people, because only they have the courage and the confidence and the risk-seeking profile that you need. James Joyce You forget that the kingdom of heaven suffers violence: and the kingdom of heaven is like a woman. James Joyce You never miss the water till the well has run dry. - Irish Proverb Half a loaf of bread is better than no bread at all. - Irish Proverb Remember even if you loose all, keep your good name; for if you loose that you are worthless. - Irish Proverb May those who love us love us. And those that don't love us, May God turn their hearts. And if He doesn't turn their hearts, May he turn their ankles, So we'll know them by their limping. The problem with Ireland is that it’s a country full of genius, but with absolutely no talent. Hugh Leonard

Missouri Tornado
March 1st 2007 Missouri Tornado I could see this tornado yards away as I tried to get my mom up next door.It blew windows out of the house,trees over,damaged the motor home and a few cars of the owners place ( of the park we live in).Is what I was really seeing but didn't know it at the time.I have never been so scared in my life as I was today.I guess it's cause I had my son and was trying to get my Mother up,all I could see was this tornado coming right at us.. I never knew a Little 4 cylinder 5 speed could grab them gears like today.Was a much over whelming day.We had to out run the tornado but are safe besides my mind after all that. WEST PLAINS, Missouri (CNN) -- Storms suspected of packing at least a dozen tornadoes ripped through the heartland early Thursday, killing one person in Missouri, officials said. As the storm made its way across the Plains and toward the Southeast on Thursday, officials were still trying to confirm the tornado touchdowns and assess the damage

My Mom
i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US....

Pain Killers
Brown neuroscientists have discovered why painkillers such as morphine and other opioids are so effective. The findings were released online on Feb. 11 and will appear in the March edition of Nature Neuroscience. Jesica Raingo, a postdoctoral research associate, authored the findings along with Professor of Neuroscience Diane Lipscombe and former Brown graduate student Andrew Castiglioni PhD'06. The scientists found that morphine and other opioids inhibit pain signals by blocking a special kind of N-type calcium channel, a protein that controls the passage of pain signals between nerve cells, according to a Feb. 15 news release by the University. Lipscombe is an expert in N-type calcium channels, which are "cellular gatekeepers" that control the release of neurotransmitters at the synapse, the point of intersection between nerve cells. Neurotransmitters carry messages, including those for pain, between nerve cells. Lipscombe and her team discovered a unique form of N-type c

My Birthday
So in 20 days~~~March 22 for those who cant count...I am turning 32 first let me say, GAHHHH I'm old!!! Now that you all know my birthday I expect to be lavished in gifts and worshiped....ha ha ha just joking a happy birthday will be great!!! just wanted to post that I am getting older

Test
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade100%Dracula100%Marius83%Deacon Frost83%Spike83%Akasha83%Angel67%Armand67%Lestat42%Louis17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Death
- - Death - - My heart is breaking, my soul is crying out for you. I love you with all my heart and I will never forget you- I have loved you with all that I am since the day that I was born - I ask myself, can I make it without you in my life. Will I be able to go 10 years and remember your smell, you touch, the sound of your voice or your embrace?? I'm scared of the unknown, of what is to come, of what will be. Is death peaceful? Is it the end, or just the beginning? I cannot say. I have prayed for your health, for a miracle to save you.... Please, God, do not ignore my pleas. I only have one, I will not have another, please God, do not take my Mother!! I would do anything to save you- Anything to keep you here on Earth with me? Can you wait just a little while , to be my angel, and walk up that white staircase?? I need you here - I want you to stay- I don't know how to say goodbye- I don't know if I have the stren

Goodbye
HOW DO YOU SAY GOODBYE TO SOMEONE YOU BARLY KNOW?TODAY ME AND MY WIFE WERE HIT WITH A TRADEGY WHEN HER AUNT PASSED AWAY IN HER SLEEP.I REALLY DIDNT KNOW HER BUT WHAT DID KNOW SHE WAS THE KINDST SWEETEST WOMEN I HAVE MET IN A LONG TIME SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE SHE COULD.SHE MAD A IMPACT ON MY LIFE LIKE NO ONE EVER HAS. MY MIND IS HEAVY AND MY HEART WEAK WITH SORROW I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THE EMPTYNESS IN MY HEART THAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW SHE WAS A GREAT AND CARING WOMEN BUT NOW SHE IS GONE AND GREATER THEN SHE EVER COULD BE ON THIS EARTH.SHE WILL BE MISSED BY ALL THAT KNEW HER ESPECALLY ME SO I FIND MYSELF TRIN TO ANSWER A QUESTION THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO.HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE TO SOMEONE I HARDLY KNEW?I GUESS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW GOODBYE AUNT LINDA I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MISS U. THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF LINDA MORANDO YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN

On Friendship
On Friendship An excerpt from "The Prophet" by Kahlil Gibran And a youth said, Speak to us of Friendship. And he answered, saying: Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, And you seek him for peace. When your friend speaks his mind you fear the "nay" in your own mind, nor do you withhold the "ay." And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his heart; For without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unacclaimed. When you part from your friend, you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain. And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net

Came Across This Article Today
You can go and read the article here: Read This This is what my husband and I feel about this. Unjust Punishment I was horrified earlier today when I stumbled upon an article about a man infected with TB being held on the jail ward of the Maricopa Medical Center without “TV, a radio, a cellphone, a shower or visitors.” Now, go read the article to get the full effect, then come back and read my rant. ;) Okay, I understand the whole quarantine part. But I don’t understand why they won’t let him have any modern comforts. A phone, radio, tv, computer, etc. can not spread TB. And if this room is built for situations such as this, why doesn’t it have a shower? Think about it. He’s been there for 8 months! With no shower? Honestly, from the way this fellow is being treated I’m not sure if they want him to die from the TB, sadness, or of unsanitary conditions. And don’t start giving Sheriff Joe Arpaio flack about this. For one, I see no mention of him in the story at all. And s

March 2nd 2007
spring time is around the corner. I felt it in the air while the sun was out. I went to see my sister at the coffee bar. its weird seeing her work cause she only works like twice a week. anyways its another weekend. the week wasn't too bad. I am using my new computer. Its got that windows vista on it. I know almost 0 people have this operating system. I'm pretty happy with it so far. Nothing to compain about. The only thing i really hate about windows is all the excess that is on it. I'm a pretty basic person and I get tired of the updates. Speaking of updates I never get any updates from people. Most women i've met are married or with kids.. or both. I don't really have any squabble with anyone right now. I don't expect too much from people. I don't think anyone should. Just worry aboutmyself and get through whatever needs to be. I had to redownload all my IM's so that is always a trip. Im gonna be good and not download any porn on here. Just keep it PG ..

Breaking News!!!!!!!!
Angela is being coerced into marriage by Mickey Mouse.This is an unholy union between a girl and an imaginary mouse costumed miscreant Please, atleast read and pray for God to afflict Mickey Mouse with herpes and boils.her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show yoUR DIGUST for interspecies marriage by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you

Cherrytap Toolbar
just added a new chat feature to the toolbar BEEN WORKING ON SOME OF THE PROBLEMS WITH LINKS NOT OPENING AND I ALSO ADDED A MESSAGE BOX FEATURE U CAN SEND MESSAGES TO OTHER TOOLBAR USERS ITS A GOOD WAY TO ANNOUNCE THE CONTEST UR IN OR CONTEST UR HOSTING. http://cherrytap.ourtoolbar.com/ toolbar powered by Conduit

A Yankees Game
Bill and Hillary are at a Yankees home game, sitting in the first row, with the Secret Service people directly behind them. One of the Secret Service guys leans forward and whispers something to Bill. At first, Clinton stares at the guy, looks at Hillary, looks back at the agent, and shakes his head "no." The agent then says, "Mr. President, it was a unanimous request of the entire team, from the owner of the team to the bat boy." Bill hesitates... but begins to change his mind when the agent tells him the fans would love it! Bill shrugs his shoulders and says, "Ho-Kay! If that is what the people want. C'mere Hilly baby..." With that, Bill gets up, grabs Hillary by her collar and the seat of her pants, lifts her up, and tosses her right over the wall onto the field. She gets up kicking, swearing, screaming, "Bill you !"$#@&!&! The crowd goes absolutely wild. Fans are jumping up and down, cheering, hooting and hollering, and high-fiving. Bill is bowing, smiling and waving to th

Freaking Dreams...
Do they mean anything? Can they warn you... Why do I have dreams where I or others I care about are in danger? And then soemthing happens... Xanax and Booze.... I'm partying like Anna Nicole Smith! Woot!.... You like my Body? (Shimmy Shimmy)

Mirror
The mirror opposite yet close she stares into glass why is she backwards confusion must pass she sees a smile her heart feels a frown she picks up her soul it falls right back down trapped in her skin bleeding dreams that are fake killing the real world for her sanity's sake the mirror then speaks telling her shes insane the voices she hears are all born in her brain they want her to fly as she wishes she could don't tell them to hush like the mean mirror should she looks at herself watching rain in her eyes missing the stars as she breathes her goodbyes she hates the mirror so she set herself free and became the voice that is speaking to me

He Follows
He Follows I walk into the deep shadows His eyes on me I feel his presence Yet can not see Him Who is this man who follows What is his desire If he wants my blood I give it freely If he wants my soul It's his for the taking As I reach my door I hear his steps His Hand cold on my shoulder I offer him myself He smiles and turns Leaving a thought in my mind Just Soon As I go out again at night He Follows

Miss U
*Missing You* The bed is empty An the sheets are cold Your pillow lays unrested on As I lay alone My body longs for you It is my soul that cries to you Nothing seems right when you're not around I wake up expecting to see your face But roll over to an empty space My hair is pulled up An my face is unclean I have no need to look beautiful For you I have not seen It should not be long till I See you again, it just seems Like its been forever Yet soon we will be together Pardon me for missing you so bad I just seem to get so sad When we can't be as one My heart feels as though it weights a ton

P.s.a. Warning
COOKING WITH! BACON GREASE I just threw out my last 2 tbls of bacon grease!! This is what happens when you keep cooking with bacon grease. This is a warning, send this to everyone you care about. It could happen to you... Bacon grease will make your feet really very small!! Warn everyone

3/2/07
March SUCKS. Other than St. Patrick's Day this whole month blows. Not only do I not have ONE day scheduled off of school but it's just an icky time of year. I hate the weather...one day it's cold another day you want to go out and play frisbee...I dunno. Who else is fucking tired of hearing about Anna Nichold Smith? My god. Let the poor girl rest in peace. That whole situation is just screwed up. All this crazyness over some gold digger. You know that none of those people give a damn about where she gets burried or the baby. It's all to get her money. Her family is pathetic. Just take a damn paternity test and leave the woman's body along hot damn. I'm so sick of hearing about this bullshit. There's more covered of her than what's going on with our damn country. People who actually contrubted things to the world don't get weeks over coverage when they die. But they also didn't have huge tits I guess. Lame. Living in an apartment sucks. Especially when you're on the ground floor

Could Anyone Come And Help Me Out
Would Anyone Be so Kind as to give me a little Help.. A Friend of mine is in a contest and was up all night trying to keep up.. I Promised him I would Help him so he could get some sleep.. this is my first time Comment Bombing as I am new to this Cherry Tap and I just can't Keep Up.. He was Ahead and now hes behind.. If anyone would give me a hand comment bombing I will return the favor by comment bombing for you.. Thanks.. copy and Paste the link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=176384&i=723139788

Uninvited...
Come In You come Uninvited Unasked for So unwanted Unnecessary I don't need you I didn't ask for you I don't want you A new hour A new year A new time It was not made for you It is mine Mine alone You can't have it Can't take it Can't make me want you I'm alone I want to be alone I have to be alone Go away Go away, Love, and leave me be

I Give Up With Women, My Heart Is No More, And I Trust No More
Right now I may have typos the tears just keeping me from even focusing and i do not care anymore. My current mood is so badly depressed nothign can cheer me up anymore. Why is it people lie so damn much to people these days, thing they will get asss, I am not about fucking to love one. I hate peopel telling me I look so god damn cute, I hate peopel telling me every damn compliment, then I find out one stupid chick is married who climed she wanted to talk to me, some other chick in chicago is like sleeping around with guys, possibly one guy i know at my school as well another was with there ex, weird thign that chick lived by my ex. Why can I not go back in time and hope to be stuck in a dmension where I am with my ex how I would give anything, even if a damn split second or minute to be with Ashley again, i just so damn heart broken now I just wish i was not even in this fuck up world anymore, just hurts, andpeople think this shit is funny, i just wish dreams come true, just

Life
My latest....... The Risks Giving yourself completely to another person Admitting your faults Depending on someone to be there Allowing someone to see who you really are Sharing your fantasies without fear of judgment Realizing that someone has made you a better person Seeing how much you can be loved Trusting someone with your heart Giving yourself to someone and still feeling whole Admitting you’re wrong without feeling less of a person Telling a secret you’ve kept for so long Feeling comfortable saying whatever is on your mind Allowing yourself to let go and be uninhibited Telling someone you need more without feeling selfish Allowing someone to help you when you need it most Verbalizing pain and knowing that it is ok Being able tell someone you don’t agree with them Feeling excitement from another’s glance Satisfying someone’s needs Sharing your dreams Wanting someone to believe in you Being able to fail Being allowed to be scared

Liers
Hey, Heres one of my latest poems Lie to me It’s what I’m used to. Let me go It’s what I need. Hold my hand But only for a minute. Take your hand And let it roam free. Don’t compliment me I won’t ever believe it. Just criticize me It’s the only thing I know. Don’t kiss me softly I won’t feel it. Don’t shower me with attention You’ll never see me grow. Don’t call me when you’re supposed to I’ll always be waiting. Don’t tell me you need me I’ll always need you. Don’t try to understand It’s way too complicated. Lie to me I’ll always be your fool

Ties That Bind, My Latest Poem
Ties to Bind In darkness I dwell Alone in my sorrow No man's touch can feel it No woman's ties to bind Love left long ago Ache, pain, despair Bide time by my side The moon is black The stars have all fallen Long dark roads await Which turn will take me away Take away the lies The suspicions The loneliness… Happiness A fool's goal A fool's journey The night stays dark The day stays cold The heart stays broken I stay alone

Things That Suck!!
Hi all my friends this is about Things That Suck. number 1. myspace, why because way to many young girls and boys online with profiles that parents dont know about and way to many perves looking for some 1 to get a hold of thats not right at all. number 2. cheaters, as in men and women im not saying all do it but there are some out there that do and it makes it hard to find true love and also trust of course we all want some 1 to love and care for but it makes it hard to love and trust when soo many are messin around. number 3, children, its hard to think that kids can be treated soo bad in school from school mates and even some teachers and also even principles at times when. I went to school wich was many many moons now of course sence im 35 times was tough but not like now these days it seems like its all about money and grades sometimes they even pass students before any 1 else thats not right either school should not be competion it use to be about fun and learning now se

Treasure That Shine { Karulvinth}
In believing my heart As I know its potential Loving and caring It was always essential As blessings I count With the joys to share Holding the keys While being self-aware Reminder to myself Love is the necessity I passed it around Always sharing happily With wisdom pearls Understanding of mine As precious love Are treasures that shine I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.Where there is great love there are always are always miracles,Your love is my light, sun of my mornings, fire of all my nights.

Hey Ladies !
I am totally new to this place, so be gentle ladies,as I can only view so many Hot pictures of you ladies at a time-before I reach "condition overload " (smile) I'm like a kid in a toy store at Christmas time, when I go through some of you Gorgeous ladies pics,and like that little kid on Christmas Morning- I find myself wanting to "Unwrap" things like "Right now"! Yes, life can be a very beautiful torture sometimes huh ? Anyway, I hope you will all send me an E-mail to say Hi and introduce yourselves, as I've seen quite a lot of ladies that I am dying to get to know already ! ..and sooner or later I will get around to all of you hot women out there ! Feel free to comment o my pics as well ! Bye for now !

Things I Just Don't Get...
There's things that confuse me, and other things that piss me off. A few trends really do both. 1. Why do people save you as a friend, but never talk? It's like that on myspace... like they add you to boost their friend count. I usually get the impression that people with ridiculously high friend counts dont have much conversation, though I could be wrong... since it's more or less a popularity contest. High School 2.0 I suppose. 2. Sassy girls. A lil spunk is cool, and so is an independent attitude. But sassiness sometimes goes beyond cute into that domain called chicken-headedness and shallowness. Seriously, women I work with tote it like it's what men want, but then get dumb in the face and upset when men play with their emotions or pass them for someone else. Well... men won't normally take someone seriously unless they're genuinely themselves. The "sassy sista" routine is just as bad as guys using the "pretty boy" or "bad boy" routine, each one is cookie cutter

I Graduated Today
For those of you that don't know today is a huge day in my life. It was my last day of class and I am now a graduate. I have a degree in Electrical Science, a national certification as an Electrician and very soon to have my state License. Just wanted to share my big day!!!

Truth
Truth Re-remembering History When is a lie the truth? When it’s told often enough. Politics & history learned that long ago. “ I did not have sex with that woman.” Big Bill Clinton “Well… there he goes again.” Ronald Raygun “In 1492 Columbus discovered America blue.” Irving Berlin In truth, the Vikings had outposts here for hundreds of year before Columbus, who never actually landed on the North American mainland & America itself is name after Amerigo Vespucci who spotted land first, again not North America. Instead he enslaved the indigenous population, of the small island he colonized, to bring him gold or be tortured, having their ears or noses cut off. That had to be a pretty village. Anyway, the best Columbus ever achieved was getting to South America, unfortunately his paranoia from the veneral disease he caught from having sex w/ the native girls, made him believe he had found Eden & the world was actually shaped like a giant breast. This theory

Privilege
Privilege Celebrities are our royalty. Privilege is that club we all rabidly desire to get into. If we can’t be famous, being near fame is the next best thing, or chasing fame paparatzo style. But, privilege is a bubble that is tough to breach. That’s why 300 pound pounders, cockblock every effort to @ least touch the hem or get a whiff of even the parfum. Knowing the bouncer to get into an exclusive club, knowing the best coke dealer makes the party, knowing the maitre’ D @ an exclusive restaurant. Having more beautiful girls @ your cocktail party than men, these are all privileges of one sort or another. They’re usually in close proximity to that thing called cash, wealth, money (old or new) or perhaps a con. Then, for the people truly off their nut, killing the famous, is a simple shortcut. The media have designed it so that fame translates to infamy. You become as famous as the person you kill. It’s Hollywood math. Takes no talent, except for the murder, & murder is eas

Death & Night & Blood
Death & Night & Blood When I was young I used to brag that hate was the fuel that ran the engine of my creativity. I didn’t see anything negative about it, hate burns clean & hot, leaving no oily residue. On my way up, I went hard @ my passions, I’m a photographer, artist, writer & publisher. I’ve had my work published nationally & internationally. But struggle is tedious & I never achieved the kind of success that allowed me to call any one thing a “career.” Time plods on & I fell victim to the twin titans of temptation, drugs & dames. I became a sexaholic drug addict, lubricating the two with raspberry vodka. Now that I’m older & tired, it’s harder to remember what I was angry about. I don’t want to be the punchy old hater, swinging blind, hoping to hit some lucky insight. Now like Napoleon I’ve been exiled to my fortress of solitude & boredom. The boriest little house on the prairie. Temporarily washed ashore in the place of my birth, home to the cornbread mafia, hillbilli

I Am Cancer...lol....
What Are You? Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward in a new email with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sigh t. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.

You Can't Miss This!! Get In Here Now!!!!
CLICK LINKS BELOW!!! YOU CAN'T MISS THIS!!! COME INTO THE CHERRYROCK LOUNGE AND THE HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT!!!! A GREAT SHOW IS PLANNED FOR TONIGHT!! MARKET MAN WILL BE CALLING INTO THE SHOW LIVE!!! AND THERE IS GOING TO BE A KICK ASS WAKE UP CALL!!! YOU DON’T WANT TO MISS THIS!! CLICK ON THE PIC TO GET TO THE LOUNGE!!! (repost of original by '*~*UNDISCOVERED SOUL*~' on '2007-03-02 19:28:54') (repost of original by 'B' on '2007-03-02 19:30:30') (repost of original by '*~*UNDISCOVERED SOUL*~' on '2007-03-02 19:35:13') (repost of original by '~**D3v1l1sh_V3n0m**~' on '2007-03-02 19:36:08') (repost of original by 'g00d' on '2007-03-02 19:50:30') (repost of original by '*~*UNDISCOVERED SOUL*~' on '2007-03-02 19:52:30') (repost of original by 'DJ Katelynn *Cell Block*' on '2007-03-02 19:55:25')

Broke Leg Mountain
Broke Leg Mountain In 2001 I broke, my shattered, my right leg, from the hip to my knee. Every time you’ve ever heard someone speculate whether they’ve broken a bone, I’m here to tell you, if you break one, you won’t need to ask. It reset all my pain thresholds. The Doctor put me on a machine that worked my leg back & forth all nite to keep it from getting bloodclots. I introduced my mum to the lexicon of modern day curse words, screaming out on every up stroke & apologizing on every down. I’ve gotten ahead of myself, let me tell you how this came to pass. Popular gossip round town was that a drug dealer to whom I owed money had a couple of his goons break my leg to send a message. Some chick punk band even wrote a song about it, the gist being that I probably deserved it. Here’s the real skinny. I was in the middle of moving to a new pad. I had been awake for about three days drinking Raspberry vodka & cocaine. We had called it an early nite the previous evening to give us a

The Year Of Stripping Dangerously
The Year of Stripping Dangerously After I left wife #3, I went on a year long binge of cocaine, strippers & vodka. The breakfast, lunch & dinner of champions. Take this as cautionary advice for those among you who find the idea of dating a princess of the pole, cool. If you’re the kind of guy who likes to watch high school cheerleaders, & Catholic schoolgirl outfits, if you’re the kind of guy who crouches over the keyboard late @ night, buying those girls gone wild videos, if you’re the kind of guy…oh who are we kidding, you are that kind of guy. I’ve done the stripclub crawl: observed w/squinted bloodshot eyes & pursed lips, made metric tons of middle notes, jammed thousands of dollars American into hundreds of garters French. I’ve interviewed, questioned & quizzed. I’ve tested the charmin-like firmness of buttocks, the elasticity of young flesh & tasted the ph of stolen kisses. I’ve walked naked & crazed through cheap shag trailer carpet past coked-out kooks who couldn’t “h

Regret
Regret Lets talk a little about regret. There are a lot of things I should feel guilty about. I’m no monster, I feel really bad about some of the shit I’ve done. On the other hand I don’t care, some people had it coming, know what I mean? I ‘m kinda ambivalent about the girlfriend’s of my friends that I fucked. On the one hand if they’d been handling their bizness I wouldn’t have to. On the other I was kind of insulted that they didn’t consider me enuff of a threat to pay attention to. So fuck em. Men have this bias against bald men, they’re arrogant, but there are a lot of women who dig bald men, “you make better time on the open road baby.” I probably fucked more of my friends girlfriends than single women, so I can’t complain too much about having very few guy friends. It take two to tango my friend. (Interesting aside: The tango was originally a South American dance between sailors, showing who was the most machoest!) But we’re talking about regret: Back when I may or

Diary: Sex, Drugs, Crime, Photographhy
Penis Of Damacles About ten years ago, I had an affair w/a woman with whom I worked. I was married to the second future mrs ex-B, & she lived w/her fiancé. They were both pretty typical traditional country reds: he was a chauvinist ill-tempered little jerk, with the sexual stamina of a wind-up-toy, & she, a born-to-shop brainless cutie. I have a very special problem, I’m a sexual collector, like so many others who carry that mental punchcard, we must dot every i & cross every sexual T. The thrill of seducing another man’s girl virtually under his nose was more than I could ignore. One night I plied him w/drinks til he got sloshed, then started accelerating my generosity til he passed out. Plan the work, work the plan. I pulled his girlfriend into the next room & pulled up her little blue jean skirt. Every sense except my dick focused on the slightest rustle from the next room. It was like have your dick sucked on a time bomb, her pussy was so hot it burned me, & Rip Van never wo

History Lesson Of The 1 Dollar Bill
Did you know this much history is portrayed on the US Dollar Bill? The One Dollar Bill Take out a one dollar bill. The one dollar bill you're looking at first came off the presses in 1957 in its present design. This so-called paper money is in fact a cotton and linen blend, with red and blue minute silk fibers running through it. It is actually material. We've all washed it without it falling apart. A special blend of ink is used, the contents we will never know. It is overprinted with symbols and then it is starched to make it water resistant and pressed to give it that nice crisp look. If you look on the front of the bill, you will see the United States Treasury Seal. On the top you will see the scales for a balanced budget. In the center you have a carpenter's square, a tool used for an even cut. Underneath is the Key to the United States Treasury. That's all pretty easy to figure out, but what is on the back of that dollar bill is something we sho

Ain't Life Grand.
So, not too much going on. My 7am class was cancled on thursday. We found that out after getting to class. It worked out for me though, cuz i forgot my bookbag so I had to go back and get it. I also had to do stuff for engilsh before going to class. I still haven't gotten my money for school. And I don't think the reserves will pay for it either. I talked to the veterans people at school though, and they finally processed everything. Hopefully it will all work out soon. My folder just got left out and forgotten about or something the day I turned in my schedule and delcared my minor as psyche and stuff. It's annoying, and if I lived paycheck to paycheck so to speak, I'd be fucked. But I don't, so It's mostly just a minor annoyance. I found my checkbook from my old account the other day. I transfered most of the money that was in it to a dedicated savings account, and put all but $25 of my regular savings in the that acount. It's something that I get around 5% interest on I th

Ive Soooo Sick........
Sooo, ive been sick as dog 4 da past week and a half....so much dat i was taken to da emergency care unit at da hospital on thursday mornin at 2am.....wen i got there my temperature readin was at 103.5 and my body was hurtin so bad frm my head to my toes dat i was delirious frm it.....they gave some tylenol 2 bring it down and got me naked and into one of those hospital gownz....boy was i pissed cuz i was freezin cold and they wouldnt even gimme a blanket (they sed bcuz the blanket would keep my fever up).....well,after they put me in a room to wait 4 da on-call doctor my fever went up to 104.3.....they gav me sum more medicine and finally gav me a lite blanket....then they started wit all the pokin and testin....they did a ct scan, a chest x-ray, an ekg, a spinal tap, and they took out so much blood i fainted....and guess wat ppl.......they could not identify wat the hell was wrong wit me........they ruled out meningitis and the flu but they dont kno wat had me so freakin sick.....wun

Woohoo
Easy. Wanta do something fun? Get that picture to 500 comments and ill give you a vic gift get it too 1000 and ill give you 2 vic gifts get it to 2500 and ill give you 3 vic gifts and a big pimpin gift and a pimp out bulletin. get it to 6000 and ill give you a REAL prize, ill send you a cd, up to 20 dollars. Of your choice off of bestbuy.com :) Repost please.

:(
Although it's true you can't fight progress, I'm going to take some time to feel a little blue.. my daughter is moving to Alabama on Wednesday with her family, my three grandkids and her husband. We went out to dinner tonight and I gave it my best effort to enjoy the time that I had with them, but I'm feeling selfish and wish they weren't leaving. They are all so happy to be leaving the cold and snow of Erie, and have purchased their first home, so I'm very happy for them. My daughter quit work and will be breeding and selling dogs.. chiquahas and rotts, for now. Her husband was able to transfer from his job at Staples and they're going to be doing well there. So this is my vent and I guess I'll be visiting Alabama soon :) I can't stay away from the grandkids for that long.

Wicca
There is so much nonsence and disagreement regarding Wicca that I post this, an excerpt from a free online reference. It does not mean that I agree with everything shown, but it is a good introduction to Wicca. As you will see in reading there is much controversy regarding it. It certainly it has come a long way from the few naked people dancing in a secluded area in the West country of England to help in fertility, crops etc. A form of worship of the Mother earth, the Goddess Wicca. ..well I hope you the reader find the following helpful...bright blessings Wicca From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search For other uses, see Wicca (disambiguation). The pentagram within a circle, a symbol of faith used by many Wiccans, sometimes called a pentacle. Wicca Portal Wicca is a Neopagan religion and a religious movement found in various countries throughout the world. It was first popularised in 1954 by a British civil servant named Gerald Gardner[1] af

Hmm Guess What This Is Lol
Images twist and writhe in my mind, as I lay hoping for peace just once this time Shadows play tricks against my eyes, dancing on the wall as I become blind Time slips away and the dreams come again, coaxing me closer to a bittersweet end To make it stop would only bring peace, so I suffer in silence and go back to sleep

Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure Th

Wondering.thinking.waiting
The days I sit here wondering. The days I sit here thinking. The days I sit here waiting. Wondering about if you still want me. Thinking about how we used to be. Waiting to see if you will ever come back. Do you still want me in your life? Do you still think about me? Do you still wait for me? I wonder about you all the time. I think about you all the time. I wait for you all the time. Too this day I'm still wondering. Too this day I'm still thinking. Too this day I'm still waiting. 5:37 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos

What Is A Druid?
WHAT IS A DRUID? 'Often when the combatants are ranged face to face, and swords are drawn and spears bristling, these men come between the armies and stay the battle, just as wild beasts are sometimes held spellbound. Thus even among the most savage barbarians anger yields to wisdom, and Mars is shamed before the Muses.' Diodorus Siculus Histories c.8 BCE In ancient times a Druid was a philosopher, teacher, counsellor and magician, the word probably meaning ‘A Forest Sage’ or ‘Strong Seer’. In modern times, a Druid is someone who follows Druidry as their chosen spiritual path, or who has entered the Druid level of training in a Druid Order. The reason we tend to visualise the Druid as an old man in our imagination is partly due, perhaps, to a realisation that by the time one has undertaken the training of Bard and Ovate one is bound to be ancient! We cannot be sure of the exact time it took, but Caesar mentions that some spent as long as twenty years in their education at

Leveling Up
Hey Everyone! I need a little help leveling up. If you can spare a few moments, and you haven't already, rate my pics, and my stashes, and don't forget to fan me, and rate my profile! Any help will be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks! Billy

What Is An Ovate?
WHAT IS AN OVATE? 'To you alone it is given to know the truth about the gods and deities of the sky...The innermost groves of far-off forests are your abodes. And it is you who say that the shades of the dead seek not the silent land of Erebus and the pale halls of Pluto; rather, you tell us that the same spirit has a body again elsewhere, and that death, if what you sing is true, is but the mid-point of long life.' Lucan Pharsalia c.60 CE In ancient times an Ovate was a prophet, seer, healer and diviner. In modern times, an Ovate is one who studies or practices herbalism, healing and divination within a Druidic context, or who has entered the Ovate level of training within a Druid Order. Lucan, in the above quotation, is addressing Druids generally, but it is an appropriate quotation to open our study of the Ovates, for it was they who, to the greatest degree, were responsible for understanding the mysteries of death and rebirth, for transcending time - for divi

What Is A Bard?
WHAT IS A BARD? "And there are among them composers of verses whom they call Bards; these singing to instruments similar to a lyre, applaud some, while they vituperate others." Diodorus Siculus Histories 8BCE In ancient times a Bard was a poet and storyteller who had trained in a Bardic college. In modern times, a Bard is one who sees their creativity as an innate spiritual ability, and who chooses to nurture that ability partly or wholly with Druidism. In ancient times the Bards were the keepers of tradition, of the memory of the tribe - they were the custodians of the sacredness of the Word. Although they probably represented the first level of training for an apprentice Druid, we should not make the mistake of thinking that a Bard was somehow in a lowly or inferior position. There were many levels of accomplishment, but the most skilled of Bards were held in high esteem and partook of many of the functions of both the Ovate and the Druid. The training of a Bard was i

Druidic History
For those interested...I am part Welsh, Cornish and Breton..100% Celt..smiles..no wonder I have found my way in the Shamanic path of a celt. Traditionally Druids belong to a grove...I prefer the idea of a circle..life is a circle..thus the Circle of Taliesin refound. Contact me if you are interested A BRIEF HISTORY OF DRUIDRY The lineage of the Druid spiritual tradition can be traced across many thousands of years of time. We see the first evidence of spiritual practice in Europe 25,000 years ago - when candidates for initiation would crawl into caves, such as those at Lascaux in France or Altamira in Spain, which are dramatically painted with figures of wild animals. After being initiated in the belly of Mother Earth, they were reborn into the light of day. Twenty thousand years later, in around 3000 BCE, we can see the same practice of seeking rebirth within the Earth: great mounds were built, in which initiates would sit in darkness awaiting the time of their rebirth. Th

Reason I'm Not Here Lately...
JUST THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU ALL KNOW WHY I HAVENT BEEN HERE LATELY. I HAVE BEEN SPENDING MOST OF MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY. MY GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN PRETTY SICK SINCE JANUARY 29TH, RIGHT AFTER SHE FELL. THE SICKNESS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FALL, IT JUST KIND OF TURNED OUT LIKE THIS... ANYWAY, SHE HAS HAD PROBLEMS WITH HER KIDNEYS, AND HAS BEEN LIVING WITH ONLY ONE WORKING. SHE HAS BEEN IN KIDNEY FAILTURE AND WE ALMOST LOST HER ABOUT A MONTH AGO. SINCE THEN, ON FEB. 24, SHE DECIDED TO QUITE ALL IV TREATMENTS AND THE DOCTORS TOLD US THAT SHE COULD LIVE ANYWHERE FROM 12 HOURS TO 2 WEEKS. SO FAR SHE IS HANGING ON, BUT WE DONT KNOW FOR HOW LONG. WE THINK SHE IS HOPEING THAT HER OLDEST SON WILL COME HOME, BUT HASNT BEEN ABLE TO YET. WE RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT THE REASON MY UNCLE HASNT BEEN BACK YET, IS THAT HE JUST HAD SURGERY FOR PROSTATE CANCER AND IS SUPPOST TO START TREATMENT TOMORROW. THE SOONEST HE IS ABLE TO COME HOME IS MARCH 13TH. WE ARE HOPEING THAT MY GRAMMA WILL BE AB

Druids, Celts And Stone Circles
DRUIDS & STONE CIRCLES Druids love stones and stone circles. For the last two hundred years Druids have been creating them and celebrating in them. one of the most well-known examples stands in a field used each year for the Glastonbury music festival. Ivan McBeth, a member of OBOD and leader of the Druid group the MODs specialises in building large beautiful stone circles, and in Wales stone circles are often built for the Eisteddfod celebrations. Modern Druids work in stone circles, but did the ancient Druids? The classical writers say nothing about stone circles. Instead they say that Druids gathered in sacred groves, caves, or remote valleys. But in the seventeenth century a few scholars began to take interest in the mysterious monuments – the artificial mounds, stone circles, dolmens and standing stones – that filled the countryside around them. They read the classical accounts of the Druids and suggested that these monuments were built by them. This forged an

Druidism - Ethics And Values
Note: My thanks to the authors of this piece. I follow the shamanic path of a Celt, based firmly in Drudic belief and practice, (following teh traditions of my forbears). I am a firm believer in Christ and the codes given as a way of life. Yet I see and have had no problem in reconciling the way I come to Christ and God. As it says in one of the pieces posted...the earth is one of His greatest creations..why cannot one come to God in that belief?...Caelwyn ps..Stonehenge way pre dates Druidic practice and beief but was taken over as an appropriate symbol. As a spiritual tradition based on reverence for and connection with the powers of nature, more than anything else Druidry teaches us to honour life… Druid ethics are built upon the release of ignorance and the respectful creation of deep and sacred relationships. Emma Restall Orr, Druidry and Ethical Choice The classical author Strabo wrote that the Druids studied ‘moral philosophy’. The author Brendan Myers conc

Level 2 Combatives Training
on march 12th, i will be going to level 2 combatives training. instead of the week long of 8 hours a day getting my ass kicked, i will be doing 8 hours a day for 2 weeks of getting my ass kicked. who knows maybe i can go to level 3 training, which lasts a month.

My Cousin Kathy
KATHY M. JACKSON 09/06/1954--02/26/2007 When Tomorrow Starts When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see— If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today— While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, I know you'll miss me too… So when tomorrow starts without me ,please try to understand, That the Angels came and called my name. and took me by the hand. They said my place was ready, in heaven up above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye— For all my life, I'd always thought--I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we’ve had. If I could relive yesterday., just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you, and maybe see you

This Day
I will start this day differently than others. I will look clearly at the morning. I will walk out with my cup of coffee, and take some time to look at the flowers and the trees. I will see the weather, and look to see what weather is coming for the next few days. I will recognize the season, and see what the next few weeks will bring. I will experience the clarity of my head this morning, and how that is different from how things used to be. I will appreciate the changes that I have made in my life to make this clarity happen. Mornings used to be different. I will make some small difference in my world today. I will make some small difference in someone else's world today: my daughter's, my son's, my friend's? Yours? I will change my pattern of behavior again today, and it will be better. I will make a list today of the things I have done, instead of making a list of the things I should do. I will look at other people in a different way today, and that way will be positive--not judgme

Druidry And Christianity..a Meeting Point?
Christianity and Druidry: A Meeting Point One of the unusual attributes of Druidry is that it has links with both Paganism and Christianity. One of the most important tasks that face us today is one of reconciliation, whether that be between differing political or religious positions. Rather than polarising the pagan and christian viewpoints, Druidry serves a vital role in bridge-building between the different traditions, as can be seen from the following talk, delivered by Philip Carr-Gomm at the first conference on Druidry & Christianity, held at Prinknash Grange in 1989. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From the point of view of the collective unconscious we are placed at a disturbing point in the evolution of our consciousness as one humanity. We are faced, quite simply, with seeing our mother so ill that she might die. For decades we have tried to deny the gravity of the situation, some of us still do - for the pain we exper

Earth Teach Me To Remember
Earth Teach Me to Remember by John Yellow Lark Earth teach me stillness as the grasses are stilled with light. Earth teach me suffering as old stones suffer with memory. Earth teach me humility as blossoms are humble with beginning. Earth Teach me caring as the mother who secures her young. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands alone. Earth teach me limitation as the ant which crawls on the ground. Earth teach me freedom as the eagle which soars in the sky. Earth teach me resignation as the leaves which die in the fall. Earth teach me regeneration as the seed which rises in the spring. Earth teach me to forget myself as melted snow forgets its life. Earth teach me to remember kindness as dry fields weep in the rain.

Combatives Training
well i just finished my last day of combatives training. its was some good training, even though yesterday we had to get punched. i actually enjoyed being punched.we had to go 4 rounds getting punched till we put the instructors in a clinching hold. the first 2 rounds i had the same guy, when my 3 round came around it looked like i was getting the same guy. well he switched places with a guy who had been staring at me since he had got there. I dont like being stared at by any guy, so i did what i always do, stared back and tried to piss him off. well we started out by tounching hands like do in boxing(even though i couldnt hit back). we started moving towards eachother, he threw a punch, i let it hit me, same with the following 2 punches. he threw another punch, and i looked at him and smiled. i finally pissed the guy off, too bad it didnt last long. after he was pissed, i clinched him up. sucks to be him, he got embarrassed by the other instructors as well as my fellow trainees.

Wicca And Druidcraft
WICCA & DRUIDCRAFT Druidry and Wicca are two entirely separate and distinct spiritual paths. If you follow Druidism there is no need to study or be involved in Wicca, and vice versa. But there are a number of similarities between the two paths, and some people combine Druid and Wiccan ideas or practices, just as others combine other spiritual ways with Druidry. This combination is sometimes called Druidcraft. You can explore this combination in Druidcraft – The Magic of Wicca & Druidry by Philip Carr-Gomm and The DruidCraft Tarot by Philip & Stephanie Carr-Gomm Here is an excerpt from Druidcraft – The Magic of Wicca & Druidry Druidcraft, Druidry and Wicca, are ways of empowerment and of freedom – not dogmatic religious systems, but new spiritualities, magical ones, that draw their inspiration from the ancient past, while offering ways of celebration and working that are constantly changing and evolving. Rather than presenting us with ready-made systems that we must

The Ceile De
THE CEILE DE – THE LIVING SPIRITUAL TRADITION By Fiona Davidson “For he comes… the human child, To the water and the wild… With a fairy hand in hand. For the world’s more full of weeping Than he can understand.” WB Yeats The Celtic Spiritual Tradition is just one of many noble and beautiful paths in the world. one of the many expressions of the Great Truth – the only Truth there is. It is a Truth that cannot be named, for it is all-inclusive and, when it becomes divided in our minds by concept and identification, we can lose sight of its purity. It can only be alluded to by those who beckon and call to us from further along the path… then yearned for… then kindled and experienced in the heart. Finally, it can be embodied, incarnated into the world, by those of us who have been challenged, won over and forever changed by its undeniable reality. This gradual birthing is the aim of any spiritual path. The end of the journey – if there ever is an end – lies in a unit

We Are So Happy
Well as alot of you all know me and my future hubby.....Eightiezjunkie.....are due to get married in a few more months. I know that of course will be a big day. But I have even greater news. For a while we have been trying and now it is offical. WE ARE PREGNANT!!!!!! We are so happy. Shaun has never had a baby. So this will be his first. I have an 8 year old so it will be started over... but it will be well worth it

Drudry
WHAT IS DRUIDRY? Druidism, or Druidry as it is often called, is for some a spiritual path, for others a religion, and for others a cultural activity. As a cultural activity, Druid ceremonies provide part of the context and pageantry for the National Eisteddfodau of Wales, Cornwall and Brittany. As a spiritual way or philosophy, Modern Druidism began to develop about three hundred years ago during a period known as the ‘Druid Revival’. It was inspired by the accounts of ancient Druids, and drew on the work of historical researchers, folklorists and early literature. In this way Druidry’s heritage stretches far back into the past. Read different authors’ views on What is Druidry?: What does it mean to be a Druid today? Above all else, Druidry means following a spiritual path rooted in the green Earth. It means participating in a living Western spiritual tradition drawn from many sources, including surviving legacies from Celtic wisdom teachings, but embracing the contri

Personal Narritive...kinda Long...8 Pgs.
It was a normal eighth grade day for me as I stood in front of a row of lockers, which looked to be painted over a hundred times, resembling an old rusted light shade of blue that I'd begun to get used to. I felt as if I walked those halls, lined with those lockers, more than I'd walked the halls of my own house. I was in routine mode as I turned the dial on the locker I called my own. I thought in my head, and probably even whispered to myself, the numbers as I turn the lock right three times to 12, then left, past 12 once, to 37, then back to the right, to 25. I even remember lifting up the plastic handle painted silver to resemble metal before I felt my hair being grabbed, twisted and pulled. My head yanked back and then forward again slamming into the face of my closed locker. As my head flung back from the impact I opened my eyes and was stunned to see that where my head had just hit the locker there was now a dent. I was surprised my head could do that and was wondering what my f

Companion
Settle back beneath the stars. Listen close in silken Threads. Head to pillow, should you rest. My arm wrapped protectively pulling you to my chest. I kiss your neck once, twice, three times. My way of saying love you with no words envolved. My breath I take deep and know that heaven here belongs to me. My heart has no more tears to shed. Because now theres you to hold my hand. So into the night I let myself drift. Knowing that when I sleep. You there in my dreams I may see. A lover, and friend, a companion true. That someone that I can truely give my heart to.

Jail Time Story
Alright, The time has come once again kids for another Lance Rant ( croud claps) Just an Update for all you out of contact people, I am joining the army, I know I know, it's fuckin' lame, but fuck you, I gots to do whats I gots to dos.... On anohter side note...In 2 days, March 4th at 8:00am I will be turning myself in to county jail for a term of 4 months....or 120 days how the fuck ever you wanna look at it. For those of you asking why am I going to jail, I must serve 4 months in order to get my 3 year probation ended as well as my 52 weeks of anger mangment.... So I won't be calling some of you nor seeing some of you for a long while, Sorry sorry, BUT if you wanna send naked picturwes of yourself to me in jail so I can have jerk off metrial ...YAY....NAKIE PICTURES!!!! But I love you all, you crazy crazy cum guzzling fucks. Give me a call in the next 48 hours to get you last late night Phone sex with lance w00t w00t... (760) 712-7624...

Thank You
I want to say thank you to all service men ,women firepersons. and Police to my freedom and rights... Thank my God.. sometimes I love him..sometimes I curse him.. but always believe in him, for giving me a great county to live in.. a loving and wonderful husband for a short while to hold and love.. 2 great kids and 5 grandkids.. I thank my husband.. for standing by me..never giving up on me and loving me no matter how hard it was at times.. I want to thank friends and family for praying and standing by myself and my family.. I know it was hard at times to stand me.. I just ask give me more time... I lost the one person in the world who loved me for who I was no matter how I was.. I want to thank My kids .. God gave me a special gift when I had you two.. I will always love you and be proud of you My Daughter .. Badgirl My son..

Horrorscopes
once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. Dont try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. Send to 7 friends. : TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as .... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. stubborn. Sexual as .... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. :VIRGO:. The Virgin Domina

The Year I Was Born
In 1977 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter becomes president of the US Most of the 10,000 Vietnam War draft evaders are pardoned by President Carter Singer Anita Bryant starts her "Save Our Children" crusade against gay rights Elvis Presley dies in his Graceland bathroom Congress creates a Department of Energy Anwar Sadat flies to Jerusalem in a dramatic gesture of willingness to discuss peace Orlando Bloom, Shakira, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Liv Tyler, and Ludacris are born New York Yankees win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XI Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Swedish music group ABBA passes The Beatles as having most records sold Star Wars is the top grossing film The Shining by Stephen King is published "You Light Up My Life" by Debby Boone spends the most time at the top of the US charts Three's Company premieres What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Admitting.. I Need...help
I have come to the conclution thanks to some very good friends, that um that i need help and i am best to seek it. I have been so afraid.. that i am going to do something stupid, Because it has crossed my mind so many times. I cannot believe i have gotten so bad so fast. Tho in past relationships i have had end i suffered alittle and moved on. I find i cannot with this, In a matter of about 5 days i have gone from great.. to horrible to suicidal to okay to horrible again. I feel like i have lost myself and am sitting in the dark with no way out. The army pays for this... So monday i am making the call to seek some help, Perfessional help because i can't do this i am so afraid , i have been threw some of the worst things imaginable in life... Including how many times i am not sure of almost being killed and never had this problem. I am very scared.. And very unsure Wish me luck and please keep me in you're prayers.. i think i need all i can get

Right On
yes its true little john is comming home monday. he will be on a monitor and some caffine drops but he will be home. safe and warm with his family im so happy that im crying. i got the great news this morning. and i want all my cherry tap friends and family who ave stood by me in this time of hard ship to know he will be home at last and to say i love all of you and thank you so much. ill keep you updated

My New Friends And Fans
Thank you to all of you who have come by and added me as a friend and rated my stuff. If I missed getting back and rating you let me know. I am trying to go through and make sure I hit up everyone who has stopped by and taken the time to chck out my profile & pics and rated me all 10's! Thanks. Sorry for the shout box being off and private messages being off. My husband and I both agreed to do that to keep from having any problems so we could keep this fun and both be able to TAP...:-)

Things Are Not Always Black Or White
In life, a lesson learned in your past that you will never forget completely. When I was in elementary school, I got into a major argument with a boy in my class. I have forgotten what the argument was about, but I have never forgotten the lesson learned that day. I was convinced that I was right and he was wrong - and he was just as convinced that I was wrong and he was right. The teacher decided to teach us a very important lesson. She brought us up to the front of the class and placed him on one side of her desk and me on the other. In the middle of her desk was a large, round object. I could clearly see that it was black. She asked the boy what color the object was. White, he answered. I couldn’t believe he said the object was white, when it was obviously black! Another argument started between my classmate and me, this time about the color of the object. The teacher told me to go stand where the boy was standing and told him to come stand where I had been. We ch

Good Philosophy To Follow By
Current mood: calm Category: Life Loyalty Helping a friend in need No matter the time or effort to the best of my ability always Compassion Doing more than is expected to make another's life a little more bearable and not utter a single complaint...ever Strength Smiling when inside I feel like dying for the sake of supporting others Determination Doing what I know in my heart is right and having the courage to stand for what I believe in... Against all odds Selflessness To give more than I have and expect nothing in return Confidence Facing each difficulty the world brings with faith that God will bring better tomorrows; to never stop believing and to never give up

Wow
I'VE BEEN SEARCHING ALL MY LIFE TO FIND THAT CERTAIN SOMEONE. SHARING MEANINGFUL CONVERSATION, SHARING LIVES IN COMMON. WHO WOULD'VE KNOWN I'D FALL SO HARD, SO FAST. COULD IT BE? HAVE I FOUND "THE ONE" AT LAST I DETEST THE WORD "FORBIDDEN". IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A SMALL CHILD I'VE COME A LONG WAY FROM MY CHILDHOOD, ALTHOUGH AT TIMES, STILL A LITTLE WILD I LOVE THE WAY YOU TOUCH ME, WHEN YOU HOLD MY HEAD IN YOUR HANDS. THOSE SWEET, LOVING KISSES FILL ME UP INSIDE MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT TIL IT FINALLY LANDS. CAN WE SURVIVE THE TEST OF TIME? WE DO NOT YET KNOW OUR FATE. THE THINGS THAT STAND BETWEEN US ARE OH, SO LOVING AND GREAT. WE HAVE A PRIDE IN OUR CHILDREN, WHICH NO BEING CAN TAKE AWAY. BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER. BUT IN MY PAST, I DIDN'T SEE IT THAT WAY. OUR COMITTMENT TO OUR CHILDEN OUR COMITTMENT TO OUR FELLOW MAN OUR COMITTMENT TO OUR FAMILIES AT LEAST, DOING THE BEST THAT

I Dont Have A Name For This One!
life sucks when ur as ugly as me, guyz dont like u cuz ur not skinny with perfect hair, teeth, boobs, ass. Guyz only want to fuck sumone like me cuz im jst another girl they can fuck cuz she wants a guy to like her for once in her life...... she'll never be loved like in the fairytales ... but life is not a fairy tale for her its hell....... All She dreams is to be happy like in a fairytale..... she dreams of her love...... The Love That Will Never Be... Everyone Says U Will Have The Right One.... But Is That Right One Jst Takin To Long..... She Wants To End Her Life.... But Gets Told Not To Cuz Her Dream Will Come Ture...... But Yet It Has Not.......

Without You
Im Here Without You, In This Messed Up ,Broken World. Here,Right Here Sitting Alone In The Dark Without You Crying For You. Im Lost Without You. Im Broken Without You. Without You Im Nothing. In This Broken Body Of Mine ,Im Dead Without You

Blonde
How a blonde handles an emergency stop. A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. She takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats, exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It was not very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer... "Oh, those are my emergenc

15 Pieces Of Advice Women Need To Pass On
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men -- most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he asks what sort of

Ten Points To Ponder
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 The only thing that is different between zoo animals and yourself is if they opened the gates and let all the animals out, they would not be silly enough to return the next day. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky...not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is

Pet Fish
PET FISH. . . A redneck was stopped by a game warden in Georgia recently with two ice chests full of fish. He was leavin' a cove well-known for its fishing. The game warden asked the man, "Do you have a license to catch those fish?" "Naw, sir", replied the redneck. "I ain't got none of them there licenses. You must understand, these here are my pet fish." "Pet fish?" "Yeah. Every night, I take these here fish down to the lake and let 'em swim 'round for awhile. Then, when I whistle, they jump right back into these here ice chests and I take 'em home." "That's a bunch of hooey! Fish can't do that." The redneck looked at the warden for a moment and then said, "It's the truth Mr. Government

My Pet Needed A Spanking ...and I Gave Her More
Looking down at the trembling slave before me, I wanted to feel nothing. She was too powerful, too potent, far too innocent in her trust. The rush of her emotions beat at my demon, demanding more not less. I was already on sensory overload from that blasted disaster of a dinner party. I was lying to myself and I knew it. I wanted to feel every bit of her. Her blood beckoned. My mark on her breast called to me. Her light brown skin was flush with her excitement, the pupils of her blue eyes were dilated. The wetness between her legs, the combination of lust and anxiety, everything about her wrapped me in her sexual spell. It didn't matter that I was the vampire and she the slave, she had thoroughly bewitched me. Jade,...How do you do this to me i thought.. She licked her lips and I watched the movement. The flick of her tongue was making my body harder than I thought possible on this strange night. Slowly, I walked to the large bed and disrobed with a thought by quickly demateria

Lets Help Support This Young Lady
This is to all my friends, all of my friends' friends, and so on and so forth. I say that because I'm asking all of my friends to pass this on. (I'll be putting this in my bulliten and also messaging it to everyone on my friend's list) I don't know exactly how to say what it is I want to say so just bear with me please. I am asking each and eveyone of you for help. Most of you... well my friends anyways already know this but for the rest of you this bit is to inform you of my situation and why I'm asking for help. This is true and real I promise and I'll be leaving a link as well to show this is real. I doing this to ask for help as well as raise awareness of a disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy. Most people don't even know of it. I've heard it called the "common uncommon disease". I have a daughter, and her name is Ariyana. She is the most beautiful and unique little girl you'd ever meet. She was born healthy (or so I thought) and with no complications. She had a normal infancy, b

From The Lips Of A Youngin' [something You Have To Read]
Not too long ago, my mom called me downstairs to tell me something. When I got down there I asked her what she wanted, and she said she got an offline message from my cousin DJ... about a very touching moment with his daughter Jade (Whose like 3 or 4?) Heres the message: "jade just gave me a letter, she read it to me, it said, dear grandma please come home and see me, i love u big bunches, why dont u see me no more, miss u granma i wanna come and see u where u are jader loves u.... and then she continued to try and bribe and trick me with presents to take her where mammaw is and bring her home then she started to cry little bit and after i told her the jesus story and older and dieing bit she hugged me and said you older daddy u going with jesus to, she said i come to with u and see grandma... she misses her alot i feel so bad for her they were so close. funny how u can drownd certain things and others rip your heart out." Its amazing how little kids know whats going on, but they

What's Your Best Quality?
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests. Loving Out-Going Sense of Humor Ambitious Intelligence What's Your Best Quality?Take More Quizzes

Wal-mart
A guy at work doesn't have a car, and that really sucks, and I understand that. I'm definitely a good friend, pick him up every morning and drop him off every night. It's not so bad......except I'd much rather be riding my motorcycle! Today he needed to go grocery shopping......grocery shopping also consists of lego buying, magazines, and over priced foods....he's not a wise shopper.

I Am In Another Contest
Could I please get some more help from you my friends I am in a cute mom contest and I am in second place by just a little..if you could could you please click on my picture and give me a few votes?? Thanks guys you rock!

What Mythical Creature Are U
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

A Non-contest Contest
The nice part about this contest is that you're only a loser if you make yourself one! The only person I'm competing against is myself...for a 3 day blast! I need to get 6000 comments to get the blast. Would you mind helping me out a little bit? Even if it's only 5 or 10 comments? Thanks so much to everyone!

Umm...ow
In no way could you even consider it an accident. I mean, there were no dents or even a scratch. No one was hurt. But it scared the crap out of me, and threw me just hard enough that whatever progress I'd made out of the flare put me right back into it. Thankfully, my airbag didn't deploy...that would have really sucked. Fuckin' sun in the eyes. I was just getting off a ramp from the interstate onto a busy thoroughfare. The car in front of me waited for an opening and started to move. The opening was big enough, so I went, too. But she had stopped and I had my eyes behind me and I went into her. Like I said, it didn't even leave a scratch on either of our bumpers. You can't call it an accident, or even a fender bender. But I was jerked forward just hard enough to hit my head on the steering wheel and throw my back into spasms. I need a vacation. I need a massage. And to get laid. In that order.

Tragedy Strikes
Yeah for all those out there that are not here in Enterprise Alabama that have heard about the storm that came through and wiped us out. Its worse than what they showing you on tv that is for sure. They only covering the high school. There is like 7 neighborhoods if not more that are a total loss. All the donation you can will help. Around 12am cst i will be putting a donations button on www.inner-sanctum-gifts.com home page you can donate through pay pal there and i will also give an address if you prefer to mail them in. Thank you all. There is not much help around here for alot of the neighborhoods that where hit. I have gone out and been driving water ice and what ever food i can to the people that are stranded. Thank you all again Mark Rock owner of Inner Sanctum Gifts Enterprise Alabama.

Photo Shoot Monday!!!!
Well I'm getting to do my dream shoot, which is a retro Marily Monroesque shoot. My regular photographer is hooking me up with a fellow photographer who is still in school. He has an assignment to do a retro shoot, but needed a model. Well when my usual photographer told me that I jumped all over it. I'm so excited. I have to set up an appointment to get my hair done, and I have to go wardrobe shopping, we're thinking 2-3 wardrobe changes, I have to make sure I have a makeup artist. GOD so much to do before Monday, but I'm too excited to stress. I'm so nervous and excited, I'm losing it. Anyway, off for now to find some hair style ideas and costume ideas... Will have pics up as soon as I can.

Hey It's Ok
Hey, its OK... ...to change into your pajamas the second you get home from work. ...to eat a brownie on the way to the gym. That's why you go to the gym. ...if you're not quite sure where to look when he gets out of bed naked. ...if you haven't inherited a secret family recipe, a piece of real estate or killer legs. ...if you idea of ironing is hanging your clothes up in the bathroom and taking a really long, hot shower. ...if every now and then you still feel like giving you sister a good pinch. ... to take everything off before stepping on the scale-underware, jewelry, ponytail holder. ...if you still can't figure out what's happening on Lost(purgatory? science experiment? who knows?) ... if you've never had phone sex, cybersex, text sex or anything but sex sex. i saw this in the pages of GLAMOUR magazine. i thougt it was really good insight. ~Sasha~

Ny
They say if you don't like the weather just wait 10 minutes. So far today we have had snow, rain, snow, sleet, snow and thunder, sun shine, snow, sun shine and thunder, and now snow again..LOL.. Now doesn't that make you want to move to northern NY?? LOL

What Planet Are U From?
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?

Who Wants 2?
Who wants 2 go out with me? Im nice kind, loving, caring, loyal, honest, i am a virgin, but im not ashamed of it, i do know what im doin if i get involved in sexual activities. I do watch porn (you gotta learn somehow right?) Any more questions or if u want 2 go out with me??? comment here or give me a message. (NOTE: I am single, and i am lonely, but i did do this out of bordome lol)

Walmart
Only In Wal-Mart > > I like this greeter's sence of humor! > > A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with > her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through > the entrance. She's dressed in dirty jeans, a greasy t-shirt with holes > in it and wearing flip-flops exposing her cracked and filthy toenails. > When she yells at the kids, she exposes her yellowed, crooked teeth > with more than a few missing. > > The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. > Nice children you've got there. Are they twins?" > The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't! > The oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the Hell > would you think they're twins? Do you really think they look alike?" > > "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe that you got laid twice. >

The Quilt
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally th

Band Members And Fans Needed
So, I am back to the way I like to do music, starting from scratch. Right now Segregated Souls is just two band members, but I am looking for new talent to help me out. So, if you are interested in hearing what the Souls will be about check out the myspace page weekly to catch add ons and new songs; www.myspace.com/segregatedsoulsband. Please one and all give the support the band will need and I guaranty if we make it to your town we will give you a new experience. Thanks To All, Soul of Segregated Souls

Nightmare Before Christmas
XxThe Best and Most Challenging Quiz of The Nightmare Before ChristmasxX You know so much about the nightmare before christmas. You must research and study it as much as I do. I have loved this movie since I was a kid and studied it very hard. Congratulations.Please Please Please vote for my quiz. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Sometimes I Amaze Myself
Today has been fucked in the 10h degree of fuckdome.Name something that coulda went wrong n it did. My car decided to catch on fire while I was driveing the fucker. It just had to start storming n not put out said fire but drench me as I'm walking to find someplace...any place that my cell well pick up signel to call for help. And I got into it with the lady I'm trying to impress...who also happens to be a flatmate of mine. Now she isn't speaking to me.*sigh* Top it all off with went to rehurse with the band...we go in the warehouse to find all our gere is under water & worst...rave's bass is missing. No,It couldn't be the cheep one. We're talking the one that's worth a great deal of cash. Telling her it's gone was taking my life in my hands esp since she's home from the hospital and moody due to haveing to stay in bed 2 weeks. I did. to my shock she just went"it's good n gone huh?" I went"your to calme" n I was told "ummm is this the bass in question?" and hells bells! the ver