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Always Wear Underwear
From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car breakdown in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

The Victor
You were like an angel sent down from above. To save me from this monster's cold, steelly glove. With your halo aglow, and your heavenly pure heart, You won my sole, right from the start. I never thought anyone could steal me away. But you surly did that cool autumn day. I don't exactly remember when you emerged, But you've made my heart pound and my blood surge. This should be the begining of a love that is true. A pure, shining love shared between me and you. Time can only tell when I'll let go. But for now, he has my heart and you my sole. Don't fret my dear angel, for it will come true. 'Cuz you'll win my heart and we'll start anew. So be patient sweet angel and live day to day. The time will come when you sweep me away. Dear angel with your pure glowing light, Save me from this monster who comes in the night. Be my knight in shining armor and make me forget him. For it's you who I want, 'cuz my heart you did win.

This Week Is The Worst
my mom called me crying last night saying that dad threw away her medicine (she has a bad back) and then dad got on the phone (in tears) saying that mom had a prescription to zanex that was filled the other day and is gone.... 60 pills... and that she has been acting goofy... like she fell over 3 times friday... and all day yest she was yelling at dad all day like she was going through withdrawls... so i told her i was gonna come down there and get my little brother (who is 13) cause her and dad needed to work this out and he didn't need to be around it and she told me that if i did that she would never talk to me again... but i went down there and got him and last i heard her and my dad were at the er. I just don't know what to do anymore. I know how to help someone with an addiction but this is my mom... This is the worst I have ever seen anyone. i don't think this week could have been any worse

Another Bad Day
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!" The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!" The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyon

Drunken Clothing Bill
George met up with the guys at a local bar and proceeded to get shitfaced. After about three hours of guzzling liquor, George threw up all over his shirt. "Shit!" he said. "The old lady is going to throw my ass out of the house for getting drunk and puking on my new shirt!" Bill, George's best pal, gave George an idea of how to keep from getting in trouble with the wife. "All you got to do is have a $20 bill in your hand when you walk through the door," Bill said. "Then, when she accuses you of barfing all over yourself, just tell her that some other drunk puked on you and that he gave you 20 bucks to get the shirt cleaned." When George got home, his wife was waiting for him in the living room. "I knew that your drunk ass would spew bile and booze all over that new shirt!" she said. George replied, "Honey, let me explain! This drunken fool at the bar puked on me and gave me 20 bucks to have it cleaned." His wife snatched the money out of his hand and observed that he wa

The Older Husband
At 85 years, Morris marries a lovely 25 year old woman. Because her new husband is so old, the woman decides that on their wedding night they should have separate bedrooms. She is concerned that the old fellow could overexert himself. After the wedding festivities she prepares herself for bed and for the knock on the door she is expecting. Sure enough the knock comes and there is her groom ready for action. They unite in conjugal union and all goes well whereupon he takes his leave of her and she prepares to go to sleep for the night. After a few minutes there's a knock on the door and there old Morris is again ready for more action. Somewhat surprised she consents to further coupling which is again successful after which the octogenarian bids her a fond good night and leaves. She is certainly ready for slumber at this point, and is close to sleep, for the second time when there is another knock at the door and there he is again fresh as a 25 year old and ready for more

Cinderella
Cinderella wants to go to the ball more than anything.(you know the story) So all the sudden the fairy God mother appears and says she will make it so cinderella can go to the ball. The fairy god mother says to Cinderella "the only thing is you have to be back home by midnight or i will turn your pussy into a pumpkin!" So cinderella agrees and goes to the ball, she is having a great time and loses track of time. Before she knows it, its after midnight. The fairy god mother appears and says "cinderella i told you what would happen if you werent back my midnight....so POOOOOOF! all the sudden cinderellas pussy turns into a pumpkin.....The fairy god mother turns to cinderellas date and says "What do you think of that? He replies thats ok because im peter peter the pumkin eater!......HAHA

"wet............"
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

Works Faults.
so ladies and gentlemen. okay so my life is going good.work is good.school is good.everything basically. but some things just arent working.. okay this girl at my work like omg... i must have been fucking retarded or wasn't really paying attention but like i asked my bf to come up to my work..and he did and then this girl that i work with was hitting on him RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.... wtf.. and she said like little things like this "omg your accent is so hot" "when your done with him can i have him".... wtf who says that..and then like this made me mad. like extremely actually is made me sad though to.. like i have a problem with opening up and talking about all my problems.. because i've been hurt so much and i dont want to spill everything and it go all in my face.. soo she says the comment "omg you and my bf would be so good together since ya'll dont talk".... wtf.. but ya work is full of suprises.. ugh yesterday this woman got pissed off because she spent 19$... boo fuckin hooo.

Here's A Blog To Read By The Way This Is True What Happen To Me
i am loyal, true, and i am me. i am loyal but with respect though i will tell it they way it is. this is no bull, and i am honest but, don't care what other people think of me. i am true to myself, my family, and my friends i'm a guy who rather here the truth then a lie. i hate lie's all it does is it hurt's people's feelings. i like being honest because it's the right thing to do. if you don't like someone then don't hang around them then. i am not judgemental i don't judge people at all. if i did that then i'm no better than anybody else. i pour my heart, and soul to post these blog's to show my color. what i mean by that i am a open person who know's what i want in life. though i have to work hard where i'm getting at. though it make take sometime but, eventually i will get there. i don't need help from anybody i can make it on my own. though i have to get somethings done in life. that way i can start a new life without someone wanting something from me all the time. i don't

Can You Make Me Smile?
I am losing again. This chick (the competition) stays up all nite to get ahead. And they are burning accts out and using new ones. I can't vote til about 3 EST when the damn day resets. If you all help me win I will buy happy hour! Ok so I got myself into this contest. And its ON! I wanna kick ass and I NEED YOU ALL!!!Click that pic and give it some mad love! Please go bomb that pic during happy hour! I am not getting anything out of this besides the satisfaction of making the other chick work hard for it and hopefully kicking ass :)I do not belong to any families and I really need you all. XOXOX and if you need me for anything just ask:) I will help you out if i can!

I Know I Don't Fit In Your Master Plan...
A smile or a touch from you means so much. No one could compare, I wouldn't let them dare. To hear your voice from out of the blue, I can't deny, what I want is you. I know in my mind, you haven't the time. I know in my heart too, you haven't the room. You've sheltered yourself from love, to keep your sanity above. All I ask, and don't refuse, from you, I don't want to be used. My true feelings for you is of love, but now entirely true. As a partner and friend I hope it never will end. I will always be there through good or bad, I don't care. All you ever need to do is ask and I'll be by your side, fast. But for now I hope it's forever, as friends and lovers alone together. You will always hold a special place in my heart.

Every Six Seconds
I rarely think of you, you almost never cross my mind, your never in my heart, your not apart of me, I've cut back thinking of you, I've finally got control, now your only in my thoughts, a couple times a day, I've almost found away, to live without you here, I only think of you now, EVERY SIX SECONDS... Saliva - After MeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Gothic Lolita - Emilie Autumn
How old are you? I'm older than you'll ever be I've been dead a thousand years And lived only two or three I don't mind telling you My life was ended by your hand The kind of murder where nobody dies But I don't suppose you'd understand Call off the search We've found her If I am Lolita Then you are a criminal And you should be killed By an army of little girls The law won't arrest you The world won't detest you You never did anything Any man wouldn't do I'm Gothic Lolita And you are a criminal I'm not even legal I'm just a dead little girl But ruffles and laces And candy sweet faces Directed your furtive hand I perfectly understand So it's my fault? No, Gothic Lolita Thank you, kind sirs You've made me what I am today A bundle of broken nerves A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say I don't mind telling you Now that I'm old enough to love I couldn't begin to even if My pretty life depended on it And funny thing, it does Call off the search

Good Morning
Good morinng to all. Just thought I would write some thing new in here. I didnt do anything this weekend stayed at home with the kids plus Joey was out on a job site still. Im sitting here with the kids watch movies with them Flushed Awayed seen it 5 times in three days im about ready for a change. Well hope every one had a good weekend. TTYL Cyn

New Year Thoughts
It's a brand new decade, With a brand new year. Though some children have no parade, I can't help but shed a tear. The Ozone is fading, Animals are extinguished. Human life isn't waiting. The need for nature is deminished. Waters are filthy, Sea life is dying. While we all get wealthy, By cheating and lying. If we could do more For our fellow man, There would be no war, 'Cuz we all said "I CAN".

Most Unique Tattoo Contest
Hey guys and gals , My husband is in a contest right now, It started last night at midnight and I really, really want him to win. If you could go and comment him I would greatly appreciate it. Even if you can only leave a few, every one counts. So please, if you have a extra few minutes stop by and leave a comment or two. And as always you know if you need my help with anything all you have to do is leave me a message and I will do the best I can. Thank you very much to all my friends and family stacey

First Class Pro Wrestling Resutls! (02-24-07)
First Class Pro Wrestling Presents: Fatal February @ Jimmy's Country Place in Bushnell Here are the results for the show... Main Event FCPW Champion Neil Faith VS Blade Walker (Blade Walker takes the win over Neil Faith) FCPW Light Heavyweight Championship Match. Fatal 4 Way Kris Anderson vs. Jay Icon vs. Remix vs. Freestyle (Jay Icon and Kris Anderson start the match with some chain wrestling and then Remix and Freestyle show them up with some moves of thier own. At that time, Jay Icon and Kris Anderson attack Freestyle and Remix to begin the Fatal 4 Way. After Jay Icon dumps both Freestyle and Remix over the top rope, Kris Anderson then gives him a gut punch followed by a high knee to the chest, and finishes Jay Icon of with the infamous Spinning Spinebuster to get the pin and become the NEW FCPW Light Heavyweight Champion) FCPW Interstate Title Match Champion Sgt. Hardcore VS Pretty Boy Lloyd (Pretty Boy Lloyd takes the win by submission) There were several gre

The Worst Of Two Evils?
I SAW THIS SOMEWHERE AND I NEED TO SPEAK MY MIND. (NOT THAT'S THERE'S MUCH LEFT AT THIS POINT). LITTLE PICTURE: YES SHE'S A WOMAN. USA HAS NEVER HAD A WOMAN PRESIDENT BEFORE. OH THE UNKNOWN. YES, SHE IS A POLITICITION. WE ALL KNOW WHAT THAT ENTAILS. IT'S ALL A GAMBLE. NOW FLASH TO THE PRESENT PRESIDENT: PRESIDENT BUSHBAG. CAN SHE BE ANY WORSE THEN HIM?!! SERIOUSLY. ONLY ONE WAY TO TELL. BIG PICTURE: A WOMAN PRESIDENT. HMMM... WHY HASN'T THERE BEEN ONE? BIG BOYS CLUB? MEN ONLY? HAS ANY OF OUR LAST MALE PRESENTS DONE WHAT IS GOOD FOR 'MOTHER' EARTH AND ON A WHOLE? BESIDES HER BEING A POLITICITION, DON'T YOU THINK THAT A WOMAN'S THOUGHTS, BELIEVES, MORALS, ETC. MIGHT BE A "SHOT IN THE ARM" FOR USA & WHAT USA STANDS FOR, & HOW OTHER COUNTIES VIEW US? I KNOW I'VE OPEN MYSELF TO A HOST OF BACKLASH & COMENTS. HELL, BRING IT ON...THIS IS AMERICA! ^;;^ ^;;^

Please Read!!!
Shay aka DJ Angel lips was taken to the Hospital on Friday night she had been Vomiting up blood and hit her head on the bath tub she knocked her self out and ended up going into a seizure she finally came out of it 30 minuets after she got to the Hospital. since Friday they have been doing test to find out whats going on besides the cancer and they found out that Shay has Epilepsy and Hemophilia. shay will be in the hospital until Monday or Tuesday they have here on watch and hoping she does not go into a comma. Shay was in a comma for 3 hours yesterday so we are hoping and praying that she does not seizure or go into a comma again. so please keep Shay in your prayer. DJ Angel Lips * SSR Family * ~*Coyote Ugly Radio Owner*~@ CherryTAP and please if you don't know about her cancer please read her blogs! thanks you and Please repost!!

I Do...
I do have new pics but my computer is fucking up again and making them blurry. So i'm gonna try to do it.. But if the actual picture itself is blurry and not clear please dont rate or comment it... Thanks!

Will Be Back Soon
Just Want Everyone To Know That I Got A Virus Last Night From My Space Hopefully I Get This Fixed My Roomies Helping Me Out! As Soon As I Get This Fixed I Will Be Back Online The Virus Is Called The BLUE BOOK FROM HELL. Wish Me Luck Cause Im Going To Go Nuts Without A Computer! Hugs And Bites! Leslie

True Descriptions
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist reductionists Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - an d it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships, Sexy, someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word, Caring, Smart, Intellectual, Attractive, Loud, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Hard to forget, Love at first sight, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, The one and only, Ultimate sexiness, 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT

Attention All Members
MYSELF AND FIREMAN185 HAVE STEPPED DOWN FROM FIRST AN SECOND IN CHARGE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE THIS IS SOMETHING WE HAVE AGREED UPON AS RIGHT NOW THERE ARE SOMETHINGS GOING ON AND WE CAN NOT FOCUS ON THE GROUP SO WITH THIS IN MIND WE WANT THE GROUP TO CONTINUE AS ALWAYS WE CHERRISH ALL OF YOU AND RESPECT EACH OF YOU ALL THIS IS NOT A PERMANT CHANGE JUST A MINOR TEMPORARY THING UNTIL HE AN I CAN BE BACK TO NORMAL SO WITH FURTHER REGUARDS I HAVE CHOSEN ONE CRAZY MAMA TO STEP UP TO FIRST IN CHARGE OF THE GROUP SHE WILL TAKE CARE OF ALL MATTERS AND I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH HER ABOUT THINGS SHE IS HOLDING MY POSTION UNTIL I GET SETTLED BACK AT HOME ALL OTHER MEMBERS WILL REMAIN IN THERE CURRENT POSTIONS. THANK YOU I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH THANKS FOR STICKING BY ME LOVE TO ALL OF YOU. THE COWGIRL IN PINK

Needing Some Tlc....
I have been for the past few weeks picking up the slack from my co-workers getting sick and being out of the office. Starting last Thursday, we saw a significant portion of our staff being out of the office as a result of the flu and bronchitis going around. So far, I have been immune from getting whatever has been going around and I have been strong and healthy through it all. (Knocking on wood!) Last night though, I think my own supervisor jinxed me by telling me to make sure that no one coughed on me (because I am one of the few that have been coming into the office and picking up the slack while half the staff has been out sick). Ever since then, I started a light cough. First one was a joke to her pretending that I was getting sick; but, it is no joke this morning. I haven't been able to stop coughing and, while I spoke to some friends after work last night, I found myself not being my normal self and staying up to the wee hours on CT, pogo, blogging on other sites, wa

Young King Authur
Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question?... What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wisemen and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But, the price would be high; as the witch was famou

Wishing U A Wicked Sunday
Here's hoping you have a wicked sunday , as mine comes to an end some of yours are just begining, Those that have already started enjoy. Those that are taking thing at a lazy pace .. lucky sods . LOL well all over now u can get on and be left in piece xx

Sunday Quickie
The only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon quickie with their 8 year old son in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a Popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities. He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot", he shouted. A few moments passed ... "An ambulance just went by" A few moments later," Looks like the Anderson's have company", he called out. "Matt's riding a new bike....." A few moments later, 'Looks like the Sanders are moving" "Jason is on his skate board...." A few more moments, "The Coopers are having sex!!" Startled, his Mother and Dad shot up in bed ! Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?" "Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle too."

All In Good Clean Fun
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives; They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas; The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather; Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ......Blenders; You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars; Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials; You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores; Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds; They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara; They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like

Good Morning From Snowy Wisconsin!
Oh, yeah! We got our 20 inches for sure, lol! And it's blowing all over the place. Damn, I wanted to go to LaCrosse. Never fails, I get the itch to go somewhere, do something - like get a new tattoo, new piercing, go to a concert, check out a live band - in the middle of a storm! Tell me there are blizzard warnings and I'm on the road, lmao. It's my rebellious nature, I think!! Issue a challenge and You're on!!!! Thanks to all who have shown my niece some CherryLUV! Sweet Pea is having a really good time, lol! I do love her little Divas!! Muah! Need to get a decent camera so I can do my Salute! It's way past due; should have leveled up yesterday at some point, lol! Feeling restless - not a good sign, lmao! I'll blog more later, I think. Hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend! Much love and warm hugs, everyone! Blessings all over the place! Later, my friends!

Should Be Cleaning
The title says it well. I should be cleaning cause my mom's going to be here in less than 2 weeks. AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! I am extemely nervous about this she never visits me. Even when I lived 10 minutes from her. Oh well I guess this is a big deal for her so I might as well make the place look good. LOL if there is such a thing for this place. love ya'll

Sunday Feb. 25th 9:07 Am
OK first things first I didn't got to sleep till 7:00 O'clock this morning it's not 8 minutes after 9 am I'm still shaking and almost in tears. Dreams are a powerfull thing and I take them to the hear though I know sometimes I shouldn't this one rubbed me the wrong way for some reason listen. As I slowly drift in and out of sleep a picture fades in and out of my pooh whom just so happens to be my soon to be wife at the time and myself walking down the street hand and hand mind you I am just returning from a 3 day visit to my home town, I was only there a few days I keep telling myself thinking nothing could have happend that great while I was gone right... I notice something really strange the car isn't parked in front of our house it's strategically parcked a block away and I see no sighn of any cars in front of our home, when I ask the reason for a reason I got an excues " it was saterday and we live on campous there were alot of parties this weekend rush week j

Me
well I like to chat i like fast cars fast boats fast bikes i think i am friendly i enjoy liveing i say my prayers every night i have 2 great sons that works for me i travel around the stste of Florida meet interesting people i work hard play hard (When i grow up i am going to work at wal mart) its a joke my saying is GOT NO CHOICE I SAY IT DAILY

Don't Be Sad Read These
Equality A Heartwarming Story Of The Advances Of Women In Achieving Equality Throughout The World Barbara Walters did a story on gender roles in The Middle East several years before the Gulf War. She noted then that women customarily walked about 10 feet behind their husbands. She returned to the region recently and observed that the men now walked several yards behind their wives. Ms. Walters approached one of the women and said, "This is marvelous. Can you tell the free world just what enabled women here to achieve this reversal of roles?" "Land mines," said the woman. Frank Feldman A man walks into the street and manages to get a taxi just as it was going by. He gets into the taxi and the cabbie says, "Perfect timing. You're just like Frank." Passenger: "Who?" Cabbie: "Frank Feldman. He's a guy who did everything right all the time like my coming along when you needed a cab. Things happened like that to Frank Feldman every single time." Passeng

Last Few Weeks Of Winter Quater
Only 3 more weeks left in the Quarter, but I still have 2 English papers to write and 2 speaches to do and one speach is tomorrow. In Math I have 2 quizes a test then the Final. I have already registared for my Spring Classes I will post that up here in a few weeks and my grades from winter quarter. I think I am doing good this quarter, even though I have had a rough pregnacy and the weather has been bad. Spring should be easier to handle.

Drama
ok So my partner and i had a baby 10 months ago and we used a sperm donor. He signed a contract and now he has been taking us to court for full custody. I am trying anywhere fo rhelp. My lawyer sucks and I really need a better one but i can t afford one other than the legal aid office. There is a company called LAMBDA legal that I called, and I told my lawyer about them cause they will co councel with her and help her out cause they deal with this kind of case daily and they might know another avenue that we havent tried yet. Well she was screaming at us on te phone and told us that she thought it was a slap in the face. All the while we told hr we didnt want to step on any toes and that we knew casue she was a free lawyer that she had a high case load and we figured this would help. Well I havent herd from her in 2 weeks. He gets him every other weekend, They get to take him to a whole nother county 2 hours away. the judge wont let me know the address of where he is. He takes him all

Missing Out On Meditation?
Q: What are the benefits of meditation besides the relaxation, serenity, etc. that you can experience while actually in meditation? Are there more subtle changes in the rest of your life? -- Emily A: Meditation is directed concentration, and involves learning to focus your awareness and direct it onto an object: your breath, a phrase or word repeated silently, a memorized inspirational passage, or an image in the mind's eye. Researchers have documented immediate benefits in terms of lowered blood pressure, decreased heart and respiratory rates, increased blood flow, and other measurable signs of the relaxation response. Even walking or sitting quietly in a natural setting - a simple form of meditation - is an antidote to being too focused on thoughts and emotions. People who meditate regularly may find that the practice yields many subtle benefits. Over time, meditation may result in a restructuring of the mind that allows you to detach from the thoughts that cause emotional sw

Meditation To Go!
Meditation is stereotyped as boring, new-agey, weird, difficult, etc. Don’t give up yet. Any scientist or doctor would agree that the brain in your head is the most complex thing ever discovered in the universe. Imagine if you had the greatest new Ferrari so powerful that you couldn’t drive it. Such is the case with brain. The average human being loses their attention span 6-8 times per minute. By learning to focus your brain, you become smarter, healthier, more likeable. Let’s redefine meditation as the sport of driving your brain. Here are some ideas to play this sport on-the-fly: 1. Waiting in line, breathe deeply When you’re waiting in line at the coffee shop or at airport security, focus on your breath. Inhale for the count of 3, and exhale for the count of 3. Repeat this breath until you reach the front of the line. We take over 20,000 breaths in a 24 hour period; yet we'll go days or weeks without paying attention to the sound of even 1 breath. The yogis believ

Protect Your Pc
Use anti-virus software and keep it up-to-date If you haven't installed anti-virus software on your computer, do it now. Anti-virus software can detect many — but not all — forms of malicious software before they have a chance to affect your computer. When you purchase anti-virus software, look for one that includes anti-spyware. Most anti-virus software can automatically download updates for you. Check to make sure your software is downloading updates correctly. Keep all your software up-to-date You can prevent many problems by regularly checking for and installing updates for your programs, including your operating system, browser, messaging software, and other software. Many programs include a feature that automatically checks for updates. Be wary of clicking links in emails claiming to have updates for your software; it is safer to type the address of the web site into your browser’s Address bar to visit the site directly. Check your security settings Most operating

Breathless
I'm not too fit, I'll have you know I'm overweight and rather slow But when I run, I manage; though I'm breathless! Though in the past it was not thus, I am not one to swear and cuss, Except that, trying to catch a bus, I'm breathless! When as a youth, I used to play With sweet young ladies in the hay The girls would be the ones to say: "I'm breathless"! At sport I'd always stay the course I was as strong as any horse But now, with just a little force, I'm breathless! I guess my life has reached the stage When these things happen at my age. If all my passions I assuage, I'm breathless! I have my annual body checks And find out if I need new specs. But sadly, when I'm having sex, I'm breathless! No longer, now, do I aspire To climb a mountain, walk on fire; Instead I curb each wild desire - I'm breathless

The 4 Reasons Why Women Reject Men
The 4 Reasons Why Women Reject Men >Most men have never learned to develop their "inner self confidence"... and become the kind of guy that is literally BULLET-PROOF. If you would like to learn some of the best tricks, techniques, and concepts for building a rock- solid self-image and massive self-confidence, then take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/DeepInnerGame/ Most men HATE the idea of "rejection". I'm not talking about "don't like the idea" or "wish it didn't happen"... I'm talking HATE here. The idea of walking up to a woman and having her REJECT you causes most men to instantly feel sick in the pit of their stomachs and literally feel a horrible combination of nervousness and confusion. A guy can psych himself up for an hour to go talk to a woman, but when the moment comes to actually DO IT, EVERYTHING changes. The heart rate shoots up, breathing quickens, eyes dart back and forth, thou

How To Meet Super Attractive Women
How To Meet SUPER Attractive Women >NOTE: You can watch video clips of every program I've created, about how to meet women, right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** David, (This is going to be long, deal.) I am a recovering wuss. Less than two months ago a 2 year relationship finally ran itself into the ground. Knowing what I know now I don't think would have saved it, but I think it would have been more fun while it lasted, and I would have gotten out a lot sooner. Advice to other guys who are in confusing transitional periods...focus on yourself. Think about your life, what you're doing, and where you are going. After being in a long relationship, you forget what it's like to be on your own and think about yourself. Being directed and happy with your own life is the best thing you can do for your love life. I've started to "get it" and since the breakup I've been hitting the gym ever

The Decision Has Been Made....
So as of yesterday the decision is final. It was actually a "mutual" decision. My marital status will be changing and I will be moving out in the next couple of months. With all this said and done and with it being something we both agreed on it still hurts like hell! The next few months are going to be the hardest I've ever lived through! I'm already so exhausted and drained. How does one get through something like this! All I ask is that my "true" friends help me through this! You know I love you guys!

17 Questions About Ur .1?
DON'T change your top friends, and answer 17 questions about the 1st person in your top friends. 1) What's their name?ALI 2)Wheres # 1? SHE'S AT HOME SLEEPING 3) How did you meet them? SHE MET ME ON MYSPACE 4) How old were you when you first met? 27 5) Is this person one of your friends? MORE THAN ANYTHING 6) Say something that only makes sense to you and them? I LOVE YOU 7) Is this person older than you? NO WERE SAME AGE 8) Do you love this person? YES VERY MUCH 9) What are three words that describe this person? SEXII, SWEETHEART, NOT THE CHEATING KIND 10) Are you related to this person? NO 11) Are you their b/f or g/f? YES, SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 12) Do you have nicknames for each other? I CALL HER BABY 13) Do your Parents know each other? NOT YET 14) How many times do you talk to this person in a week? A COUPLE OF TIMES WHEN WERE ON THE NET 15) Do you think the person will repost this? YUP 16) Have you seen this person cry? NO

Love
Love Lost, Lesson Learned Another love lost But another lesson learned The girl of my dreams gone Up and just left with a piece of my heart I hurt with a different pain this time A pain with understanding With acceptance for the better I always told her I loved her and meant it She says I failed to show it I also said I'd do anything just to see her smile It took losing her to see it I gave her that piece of my heart So loving her, I let her go To keep her would just be selfish This is some different kind of pain Only I guess because I still love her But it won't hurt forever This time the pain wont last Knowing she's happy, makes me happy That is love right?

Biker Dating/ Biker Personals/ Biker Chating/ Biker Forum/ Biker Blog/
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My Special Love
How can I compare your beauty to other faces? You seduce me in the sunshine unashamedly, knowing I cannot look away. My soul cries out more, more, and again I search your dark eyes until I'm strapped in a trance like state. You proceed to tease my lips with your tongue delegating my mind to your ocean, where I glide above the surface gushing with exhilaration. Your bouquet fills my face and body projecting me to hovering heights that have my heart racing as if in a lover's embrace. Yet, you free me to further savour your endless delights, till I cannot get enough, and consume you like an army of leaf ants would ravage to build their home. Just as I can feel the slip into the next dimension, a painless place free of blame, I open my eyes and you sit there waiting. Gee I love Mudcake.

Untitled.
My instincts telling me whats next, is this going to be true? If it is just know, I ain't mad cause this music shits calling me, its better then makin you fall and thinkin its my fault. Feels like all this'll become nothin more then another fantasy. Do the right thing, for you not for me. Forget about me, and let me be but know where I'm at when you need to find me.

You Know You're From Massachusetts If...
Yes I was born in Massachusetts and have lived there a few times and have friends and family that live there thought I would share it here...LOL YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't f

Zodiac
Once you have opened this there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist reductionists Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - an d it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships, Sexy, someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word, Caring, Smart, Intellectual, Attractive, Loud, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Hard to forget, Love at first sight, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, The one and only, Ultimate sexiness, 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT kisser,

Texas Hold 'em, And Other Ways To Make Boys Cry
Ok so like it's no big secret that I am addicted to online poker. I only play for play money though. But ya know, if I ever get a chance to enter a real live tournie I am SO doing it! I just won a rather large online tournie. Padded my fake bank account rather nicely. I had fun... ..but what a bunch of whine ass babies! GOD! I dunno, maybe it's my witty (well at least I find them witty) on table remarks to people who are playing like jerkoffs. For instance I said to one guy who was being a dick "Hey Dickhead (not really his name!) can I ask you something?" Dickhead says, "sure" So I ask him, "Do you live in a box?" and he says "No, why?" ...."Because you sure are a tool!" or "Hey dickhead, I would ask for a refund on that 'how to win at poker' book you bought" I know they're not all that funny but it's just enough to annoy them and tilt their game. =D Works like a friggin' charm! ....maybe it's my poker name. "A-GirlBeatU". It never fails, some asshat always says, "A girl w

Photo Albums And Fakes
Ok.... its time to end out this bullshit. There are several girls in my "just friends" album... yeah, that's exactly what they are! JUST FRIENDS! Couldn't love them more but it's an unconditional love. I can't help that I am a loveable guy friend that actually cares for them like a brother to a sister. The next subject... people are f'n fake. I can understand that people think you're hot and rate photos up the wall, but when you try to add that person as a friend... accept rejection if it happens. You don't know that person. Most of the time, you don't even WANT to know that person. You just add them up so you can get more "cherry points".

Hot & Wet
Hot and wet ... I rediscover, The magic of my secret lover, Work day's problems in the past, Oh! How long can this pleasure last? Nipples erect ... mind soaring high, Hand lingering around my inner thigh, Inhibitions erased by liquid heat, Passion aroused ... lust almost replete. The moment's lost ... there goes the phone, Reality returns ... I'm all alone, I grab a towel and run to answer, Co-ordination of a drunken dancer, Circumstances quickly change, Priorities are re-arranged, So now I eagerly await the hour, When I can have my next Hot Shower.

Chain Letter You Are My Friend
I like these things for the sayings not to forward them to everyone. Subject: YOU ARE MY FRIEND I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend. And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes. Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ... WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead. I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned..that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've l

Blood!!!!!
as the blood runs throw the vaines fealing the blood pump thinking of the knife bracking the skin and watching the blood cover the floor relizeing the pain is leaveing the boody no more pain no more life now whares the fun it that screw that ill bleed but not from the vain pain is my life and i love my life

Hey You
Yeah, you with that "I've got nearly enough on my plate but I'd like a serving of you dressed in nothing more than massage oil" look in your eyes. You know, I'd just love to kiss you. I've got this kissing urge that goes way beyond lips and skin and saliva and tongue. You know, that sort of kissing urge that just leads on and on to all senses tingling and screaming and begging for more. Yeah, I'd love to kiss you Full, firmly on the smacker so that our breath mingles and the sweet secretions of our mouths, open to each other, blend and brew. I'd really like to kiss you - can you tell? And then, My hands as the servants of an exploratory mind would search your face, your head. Phrenology a study that wants examining further. Your neck, that smooth highway from your mind to your physique I would suckle and lick to find Your pulse. Your lifeblood. I'd like to take the lobe of your ear between my teeth and tease your aural sensibilities with th

Hello
HELLO MY GOOD "OLD" FRIEND, > > > > > I'm Fine - How are you? > There's nothing the matter with me, >I'm just as healthy as can be, >I have arthritis in both knees, > >And when I talk, I talk with a wheeze. >My pulse is weak, my blood is thin, >But I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in. > >All my teeth have had to come out, >And my diet I hate to think about. >I'm overweight and I can't get thin, >But I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in. > >And arch supports I need for my feet. >Or I wouldn't be able to go out in the street. >Sleep is denied me night after night, >But every morning I find I'm all right. >My memory's failing, my head's in a spin. >But I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in. > >Old age is golden I've heard it said, >But sometimes I wonder, as I go to bed. >With my ears in a drawer, my teeth in a cup, >And my glasses on a shelf, until I get up. >And when sleep dims my eyes, I say to myself, >Is there anything else I should lay on the shelf?

Paperazzi
Here are some things that I think all reporters need to pay attention to. 1. Just because they are a celebrity does not mean that you have the right to peek into their houses/bathrooms/etc and take pictures. No no. 2. Just because they are a celebrity does NOT mean that we want to know every little thing about them. So they went to a coffee shop and got a mochaccino with cool whip and sprinkles. Who cares?!?! 3. Stop posting random rumors about people. It is illegal, and nobody really cares about their "scandals". They may be celebrities, but they are allowed their privacy, just like everyone else. 4. When you do the news, actually give us news worth watching, or don't come on at all. I don't care if a kid sneezed out the longest booger in the world, or if some dumbass decided to hotwire his scooter with a truck engine and tried to go 80 mph with it. Don't care. I want to know about weather, accidents in my city, and any escaped murdereres/rapists/etc that I might want to p

Ouch!
Ever had an itch you just couldn't satisfy? Maybe you'll relate to this poem. An itch to be scratched - A lust unmatched - An empty bed - "Let's go!" she said. And on the summer's afternoon we loved until we saw the moon. Exhausted, laying there exposed upon my belly, I proposed she scratch my back to top it off - and soon she did, so soft, so soft. Nails as sharp as 'Wiltshires' creep like slugs upon a compost heap across my sweaty skin until I feel an itch she can't quite kill. "Just up a bit." She hears me say. "Down a bit...the other way. Up a tad. You've gone askew. Slide across a touch or two. A little harder. Damn it! Swat it! Keep going, yes, you've almost got it. Listen woman, can't you tell. You're nowhere near it. Bloody Hell!” I fling my body in the air and land atop the carpet bare Grinding hard upon my back searching for a pointy tac to give me what I really need - a decent scratch that makes me bleed Bewildered, she is stari

C How Big Of A Slut U R!!!!!!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?Over 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?About once a w

I Am Just A Normal Guy But,all My Dream R Kinky
Here is a weird funny song I wrote a while ago, and to this day cannot put it to music - that makes it a poem. I'm just a normal guy, just as plain as one can be. My Mum & Dad were average folks, & that's how they raised me I don't understand it, it's to normal things I'm geared By day my life is sane, but at night my dreams are weird I'm just a normal fella who goes off to work each day I do my job, lunch with my mates, each week collect my pay But in the night I dread the bed, each night is just the same Cause all my dreams are kinky, one overnight sick game. I'm dressed in a G-string tied in a bow There's a chicken in a garter belt, Oh God no! Birds fly by and wolf whistle overhead Don't roll over there's a roo in the bed ... 15 Strippers all in a row All with bra-straps ready to blow One pretty lady dancin' in my lap Don't you touch or you'll get a nasty slap. I'm just a normal guy, just as plain as one can be. My Mum & Dad were average folks, & t

Married & Commited Men Read This.
if you're married or in a commited/serious relationship. please, please don't call me sweet little names and try to hit on me. don't try to talk to me in any other way than as a friend. it pisses me off. i don't fuck with people's boyfriends or husbands. i show women respect. the same respect that i would like to be shown. i really hate to be a bitch or sound like one, but i can't help but to feel strongly about this.

We Make Our Own Joy Or.......
Make joy Joy is not something you find. It is something you choose to create, to live and to experience. The experience of joy does not in any way deplete the amount of joy available. On the contrary, the experience of joy makes possible even more profound and sustained joy. Some would say that joy is not possible, or not realistic, or not appropriate in certain situations. Yet those very situations are the ones to which joy can bring the most value. Joy requires nothing and gives much. And you have the truly magnificent ability to create joy. Joy is not the result of success. Joy is, in fact, a significant cause of success. Make this day joyful by filling it with joy. The more you choose to experience it, the more joy there will be. -- Ralph Marston

Naughty..naughty
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!!

Maybe
OK maybe I was a little too hard on Men and women with my last blog, and sometimes I don't see the "whole picture" I have met some people on here who get some/ ALL of their attention from comments and rates that they would never get outside of Cherry tap, not that this makes it right but I guess they all deserve a little, I still can't help but wonder why they need all this attention,something I'm sure they all blame on their parents in theory I sure as hell don't need it, but its nice to know that others are rating my "Art" and liking it, or at least they are rating it for something if not for me or the Art itself but it helps them get points for me too and more if during a happy hour so "cheers" rate on. I use to look at the world like most of you do today with hope and thoughts of brand new days and fun maybe exciting nights,when a simple hello from a Pretty stranger meant I was doing just fine,it was going to be a good night, but life has changed me, sadly I think I brought all o

Changes Of The Winds
Dedicated to all those female single thirtysomethings who dearly wish to be sexbombs but can't quite pull it off! I am a thirty something. I met a guy named Paul. He really was delightful in fact, he had it all! He took me to a hotel a lovely stately home he looked at me seductively switched off his mobile phone We dined and he romanced me bought me flowers and wine then whisked me up the staircase to room one ninety nine Naked he did carry me into the bathroom suite he'd filled the place with candles put down the toilet seat! He placed me in the bubbles and gave a sensual laugh but the ambiance soon vanished when I farted in the bath.

What A Mother Fucking Idiot Asshole
After an awesome session, and then having a great time at Bondage Ball with Shannon, this worthless scum-fucking sack of festering dog shit seemed to think that he had some sort of right to touch My pussy so I punched him... I heard the crack when I broke his nose. That pitiful little maggot turd looked at Me as if he was justified and thought he was in the right to try to stick his filthy fingers up My pussy. In one fowl swoop there came a resounding crack with the second impact of My fist colliding with his already shattered nose, and with that I stormed out of the room. My knuckles hurt, but My heart and My ego are swollen with pride. More women need to teach random strange dog like males that behavior is unexceptable, and that our bodies are not theirs to use as they will.

How Rare Is Your Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.How Rare Is Your Personality?

*yawns*
Ugh, it's past 12am and I've gotta get up for the gym in a few hours! In other news, my g/f should hopefully be coming out here in June-July... she's moving to her mom's tomorrow, and she said "I won't bother unpacking most of the stuff - I'll keep it packed up for when I moce down there" YAY! *beams* Anyway it's late, I'm tired, and tomorrow's Monday. Boo-urns. G'night y'all!

Does Anyone Really Care? Haha
I am scared of dying. I am scared that I will never be as thin as I want to be. I am scared that I will never quit smoking. I am scared of being hurt. I am scared that I will never accomplish anything in my life. I am scared that I will always be broke. I am scared of anything that can sting me. I am scared that no one will ever love me the way I want them to. I am scared of confrontation. I am scared everytime I get into my car that I'm going to get into another accident. I am scared of being a disappointment. I am scared that I will never find true happiness. I am scared of being forgotten. Things I hate: Being cold, getting cut off in traffic when there's absolutely no one behind me, peas, the word jot, spiders, most pork products, being this close to finishing my shower when the water turns into ice, Phil Collins, most rap music, loud children, the fact that I'm not a size 7 anymore, snobs, scalloped potatoes, doing dishes, being hungry half an hour after eating Chinese food,

Something To Think About But Freaky As Well
Read Alone. Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. It was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the policeIt was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was she sent it to a few of her friends but didn't have enough e-mail address

Fulfill My Heart
Dije que adoraba su estilo el otro dia, Usted sonrio simplemente y guino su ojo, yo dije que podria sentirme usted alrededor de mi alma, Usted otra vez apenas guino simplemente su ojo, Yo le dije mi corazon siempre sera puro, Usted me dijo usted nunca se desviaria, miro hacia atras en las memorias, Y me pregunto por que su no aqui hoy, Cuando ellos le colocaron para descansar papi, el corazon rompio apenas, Mi alma se ha muerto, yo ahora no tengo alma, Usted tomo mis suenos, Cuando usted se murio ese dia, yo nunca podre, para adorar asi, Yo sueno de usted a menudo, Y el deseo sobre una estrella, que usted fue todavia aqui, Cumpliendo el corazon, Te Amo mucho!!!! For the Non Spanish speaking ppl,,,,,,,, I said i loved your style the other day, You simply smiled and winked your eye, I said i could feel you around my soul, You again just simply winked your eye, I told you my heart will always be pure, You told me you would never stray,

Are You Going To Help Me
In 1989 an 8.2 eathquake almost flattened Armenia, killing over 30,000 people in less than four minutes. In the midst of the uter devastation and chaos, a father left his wife securely at home and rushed to the school where his son was supposed to be, only to discover that the building was as flat as a pancake. After the traumatic initial shock, he remembered the promise he had made to his son: "No matter what, I'll always be there for you!" And tears began to fill his eyes. As he looked at the pile of debris that once was the school, it looked hopeless, but he kept remembering his commitment to his son. He began to concentrate on where he walked his son to class at school each morning. Remembering his son's classroom would be in the back right corner of the building, he rushed there and started digging through the rubble. As he was digging, other forlorn parents arrived, clutching their hearts, saying "My son!" "My daughter!" Other well meaning parents tried to pull him of

Petting Zoos: Are They Really Fun For The Kids?
y'know, people keep telling me about how petting zoos are so great...how kids love 'em. well, you know what? i think that those people are spreading their strawberry deception jam all over my toast-like mind...and they're doing it with a butter knife of lies. now tell me, folks...does that kid really look like it's having a good time? i think not. the anger in its eyes...the grimace on its face...the child trying to pick its nose....it's so obvious that the kid is not enjoying his time caged up in the petting zoo. i don't blame 'em, either....and if i were that kid, i'd back kick that booger-lovin' child away from me...i bet she reeks, anyway.it's so obvious that the kids hate it at the petting zoo...and you know why? it's because of dirtbags like the child pictured below... look at the anger on that child's face....you know why he's angry, don't you? well, i'll tell you why...it's 'cause he's been caught. notice how his left hand isn't visible and it's hidden beneath his sleeve? tha

Happyness
People can feel so great, But when they see people who have it all They notice something's missing People can feel normal, But when they get confrontated They feel lost and alone People can feel so lost, But when they really get lost They find their selves again People can feel alone, But when theu see what others are missing They count their blessing People can count their blessings, But then they notice it's more then they diserve And they realize how lucky they are

My Heart
It’s not only hate Fighting my heart. Cause I do love. So maybe I don’t Fight for myself. But I do fight. My tears are falling Not only from pain Cause I can laugh. I love I fight I laugh. For my friends, for my soul mates. They are what I need the most. They’re my heart. And no Human can live without a heart.

I Wish You Enough
I Wish You Enough Recently, I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together at a regional airport. They had announced her departure and standing near the security gate, they hugged and he said, "I love you. I wish you enough." She in turn said, "Daddy, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Daddy." They kissed and she left. He walked over toward the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking,"Did you ever say goodbye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me. Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me. So I knew what this man was experiencing. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever

Sundays Joke Lol
Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom, pulled Jim out and brought him to his room. When the hospital director became aware of Edna's heroic act, the director ordered that Edna be discharged from the hospital because she now considered Edna to be mentally stable. She went to Edna and said, "I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that you're being discharged because you responded so rationally to a crisis. By jumping in the pool to save the life of another patient, you displayed a sound mind. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in his bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead. Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself. I put him there to dry. How soon can I go ho

Sorry Excuse For A Man
you are no man in my book if youi have to beat up a woman.women dont deserve to be beaten. they are not as strong as men are. they are other things a man can it other then a woman.i think if a man is that temped to hit a man he needs to go get help bad.

Gettin Away
Someone once said to me," Jeff, you spread your self too thin." I have come to realize when one takes on the whole world, whatever that world may be, one must have an escape plan in place. Strictly speaking for myself, I have to "recharge" sometimes often, sometimes things are not so draining and these are the good times. I like to fish. That does it for me. Love and Peace to all, even those demanding SOB's who cant handle things with out blaming others.

Exposure
Is this what many soliders had to go through in World War One...Same goes with World War Two... Yet is it the same right now? Do our men and women today go through the same thing today? We thought that may be the use of technology would help things today; our modern society...but dont you think that the outcome is worse? This poem is again by Owen, called Exposure. I think you can see why it is called Exposure. Our brains ache, in the merciless iced east winds that knive us... Wearied we keep awake because the night is silent... Low, drooping flares confuse our memory of the salient... Worried by silence, sentries whisper, curious, nervous, But nothing happens. Watching, we hear the mad gusts tugging on the wire, Like twitching agonies of men among its brambles. Northward, incessantly, the flickering gunnery rumbles, Far off, like a dull rumour of some other war. What are we doing here? The poignant misery of dawn begins to grow... We only know war last

February 25, 2007: Film
When it's art, you call it a film. When it's mainstream garbage, it's called a movie. FILMS: "Nosferatu", "Triumph Of The Will", "Citizen Kane", "Annie Hall", "Raging Bull", "The Weather Underground" and "Elephant" MOVIES: "Fast and The Furious", "Titanic", "Spiderman", "You Got Served", and "Biker Boyz"

Your Destiny
Your own destiny You have the power to control your own destiny. You may not feel at all comfortable with that, or want to own up to the responsibility it implies, yet it is true nonetheless. You may complain that there are so many powerful and overwhelming outside forces acting upon you that nothing you do will matter. Yet everything you do matters to the highest degree in creating your own destiny. It may seem that fate has dealt you a certain hand, and that there is no way for you to change that fate. You can, however, change everything about your own perspective and the way you respond. For your destiny is not about what comes to you. It is about who you choose to become. Your destiny is not really about what happens to you. It is built and fulfilled by the things that you cause to happen, by what you do with the precious life you have. It happens in every moment, with every choice, with every thought and every action. Always, you are creating your own unique destin

All The Small Foods (remix To All The Small Things - By Blink 182) By Dj C51 Girl Aka Jo Jo
All the small foods, that tast so good! I'll take one bite, it tastes so right. Chew it, Swallow it in my tummy... its a good thing. Eat it, then shit, better than, eating clit. Say it ain't so, I will not starve. Turn the oven on, make muffins in my thong *CHORUS* (repeat x2) Nu, nu, nu, nu, nu, nu, nu, nu, nuffins! Mu, mu, mu, mu, mu, mu, mu, mu, muffins! Late night, so stoned. Work succed, you know. She left me muffins. by the stairs. Surprises let me know she cares! Say it ain't so, I will not starve! Turn the oven on, make muffins in my car. (*CHORUS*) *BRIDGE* Say it ain't so, I will not starve. Make some good muffins, standing in my lawn. Keep your mouth chewin' At the dining room table. And eat muffins, all day long!!! (*CHORUS* & *BRIDGE*)- (Repeats & Overlaps)

Her...
Her pain is unbearable... The love she once knew, lost forever. Her dreams but a memory... Lost within the twisted confines of her own mind. Her tears falling endlessly... The pieces of her shattered heart strewn everywhere. Her cries of pain & agony, falling on deaf ears... Left without hope of a love ever lasting. Her smile now gone from her lips... Replaced with but a frown. She tries to understand you... How can she understand you when you wont let her near you? She loves you completly... Yet you have replaced her, within your life, mind, heart & soul. She remembers once, how you told her, she was the reason you were whole. Yet you turned & walked away from her, with her heart & her soul. She wonders, do you ever think of her? Do you miss her like she misses you? Did you ever really love her? Or was she just a mere ship passing in the night? Two lonely hearts, searching for what's right? How you could you say you love her & walk away so easily? Is this what yo

Doing The Blog Thing?
I have never done this before.Attempted to,but scared myself rightout of it.But I figure this is something I want to get into and the only way of getting into it is to do it.Gettin' her done..All my friends say I am a dude stuck in a chicks body..and I say thank God I got this one to work with.The reason they say that is I think alot like a dude does.I guess that comes from kicking it with the opposite sex all the time.I work on cars,fix things.I am strong for being a chick and I call it like I see it.If there's a chick hanging out with us I will be the first to start talking about her next move.You know what I am talking about like the flip of her hair or the bending over in front of you to show off her ass or tits.Which ever one she has going on..The famous lipstick or lipgloss move.That one is a winner by the way.Then comes the competion bullshit.God I hate but love this one the most...But I am outta here for now I will pick up where I left off...Lter Ginger

Circles
True love soon calls, To winters falls, Yet lust is in the wind, Wheels grind and bend, As life has no end, Conspiracy is all around, Tears fill the wells, Outside of church bells, Destiny is once again on our side, Rose petals in bloom, Hearts destined for doom, Yet love will rise but once again, Upon the wind, Yet light and free, How could you ever,,, Fall in love with me?..... Written by: Azalia

In Rememberance
Yellow flowers in full bloom, Tall metal towers, succumb to doom, Broken hearts, never really fade, None of us will ever forget that day, A day of chaos, all around, Airplanes exploding and touching ground, People in fear, not knowing whats to come, Hopes and prayers from everyone, Tears of sadness, grief and strife, The sheer uncertainty of any life, Clouds of smoke and choking debree, Family's foundations brought to their knee's, We gather strength, through it all, Keep our heads up, stand proud and tall, Painful memories, kept deep in our hearts, Standing strong and tall under the patriotic arch, Twists and turns may come and go, Season will change, as with winter's snow, Beautiful flowers, will once again shine with spring, And we will never forget, as the victory bell rings, I wrote this poem in dedication to my cousin who died in Tower 2 of the World Trade Center. May God hold him in his arms forever!!!!! Besos Benji!!!!

Deceptions End
As she falls to his beck and call, She looks around, not knowing what to do, Why does she jump at his command? she is only known to be sad and blue, He has raised and lowered her self esteem, A constant journey through his spiraling ways, Does he even know what he is doing to her? As he see's it, To the end she will pay, Her deception caused by controlling anger within him, A rage so fierce, respect is no longer displayed, He justifys rudness with her own actions, This man's heart, she shouldn't have played, As tears fall from her eyes, sounds of regret are known, But his heart is cold, and with neverending pain, He's close to the end, by saying it's over, Shedding a few tears, He'll never forgive her again, As her heart aches, to belong to him again, Over a cliff her body soon goes, Twisted and mangled with debree and no sound, Her last word's "I love you", but he will never know Written by : Azalia

Kitten's Thoughts!!
In my still place. I can look at myself. I see what others don't. In my still place. I see the ying, I also see the yang. In my still place. I see the truth, I see what others don't. In my still place. I see the waves, I see the colors, I see the soul that remains. In my still place. I see the paths, I see the loves, I see the deaths. In my still place. I know the past, I know the now, I know the yet to be. In my still place. I lie, I love, I hide. In my still place. I reach, I scream, I cry. In my still place. I feel the insides, I feel the outside. In my still place. Is where I belong, Is where I long. In my still place.

As We Dance!!
As we dance this are the thoughts that go through my mind. We dance next to each other. Yet we remain apart. Two souls on the same path. Will we be friends or .... Will we be foes... Will we trust or... Will we miss step. We dance next to each other. Yet we remain apart. Two souls on the same path. Will we win or.... Will we lose.... Will we laugh or... Will we cry. We dance next to each other. Yet we remain apart. Two souls on the same path. Will we hold each other or... Will we rip each other or.... Will we hold others or..... Will we throw others. We dance next to each other. Yet we remain apart. Two souls on the same path. Will one of us reach the light or Will we switch partners. We dance next to each other. Yet we remain apart. Two souls on the same path. Will we crash and burn or... Will we soar so high that hell's fire won't reach us.

Just Thoughts!!
Dead life is the way to be. Dead laughter is the way to be. Dead love is the way to be. Dead heart is the way to be. Dead soul is the way to be. Dead spirit is the way to be. Dead on the inside as well as the outside.

Thoughts
This is for Nick, the only man I'll ever love in this life. I need you back my clown. I'm sorry I was a selfish bitch, I'm sorry I took anger out on you that was directed to myself, I'm sorry I ever hurt you. I know sorry won't change or fix anything between us, but I feel I need to say it. Hopefully you can forgive me and the things I did to hurt you so badly. I never meant to hurt you, I wanted to hurt myself because I didn't think I was good enough at anything. My anxiety and depression got the better of me, and I couldn't control it so well. I need you, I miss you, I love you, and want you back in my life for good. I promise I'll be better if you give me that chance to prove it.

The Last Day.....
Ok, so here I am at 4:22 A.M. on Cherry Tap, writing about my feelings! Right now I feel pretty crappy. No actualy I would have to say it is more like pretty shitty! I just came home from the last night of my club being open. I kept thinking we could make it work, but there just is no way. I will miss it alot. It was my dream..... I do not know if it is better to have a dream and actualy get a taste of it and to feel that dream, or to never have known what it was like at all. I will miss Midnight Blue so very much. I will miss the regular faces that started to become a "family" to me. I will miss all the good, and the bad. I had my dream.....if only for a little while.

Set
My heart is breaking My soul is aching How can this be? I thought he loved me. I feel so shattered Broken and tattered Left here alone In our broken home. How could he leave me? Why can't we be happy? I want one more touch, Is that asking so much? He left me here Drowning in fear He left this place Leaving every trace. Will he ever look back? He didn't even pack! He just ran away And there he'll stay. I can't live this way So please, I pray Restore my love to me Or by faith, set me free.

Psst...oi
*whispering*if you are talking to me...don't be stupid...it makes me laugh at you...and while laughter mayb good for general health...I don't want to die of laughter...so...if you could plz...tone down on the stupid...idiots.

Sharing
She lazily sprawled out on the full size bed she'd slept in all of her life. He came to the side of it and smiled down at his lover. Her body turned away from him as she shifted her position to lay on her stomach. Her legs, spread and bent, twisted in the sheets. Her arms laced between the pillows, touching the headboard. Her riotous hair danced on the pillows, teasing her shoulders. It fell where it wanted and made no apologies. Like the woman herself. Pushing aside the covers, he crawled into the bed beside her. In an attempt to remain on the bed, he intertwined his legs in hers, his chest nudged her side and she moaned in her sleep. He nudged her again, and whispered a single word into her ear. "Share." "No, tis my space, my bed, my right." she argues in her sleep, never waking up. Gingerly, he pulled her against him, resting her head on his arm, placing his free arm around her waist. Skin touching skin, and bodies entwined, he was finally able to find rest.

Game Rules
"I can't play this game with you anymore." she replied firmly, disentangling herself from his embrace. "Why the hell not? We've been playing at it for years." "Something has changed. The way you are with me now... The rules are different, and I don't know what they are anymore." "We're friends..." "We are NOT friends. We could never be friends. We'll fight, we'll fuck, we'll talk and then we will fight some more. That is not a friendship!" she snapped at him. "Look at me." he tilted her face up at him. "Have we fought once since you and I came together again?" "No." she agreed reluctantly. And then it dawned on her. "Why haven't we been fighting?" "Because you DO know our rules. Because I grew up while you were gone. Because the things that used to cause our friction no longer exist. We've moved past it. Together." "So what are we?" she asked, still uncertain as to her place in his life. "We're friends. We're lovers. And we are both grown up

Lie To Me
"Lie to me," she begged, raising her tear-stained face to meet his gaze. "What?" he asked confused. "Why?" "Because I've realized that I am going to die alone. In the end you're always alone. How many times have we heard that? But the part that no one talks about is the beginning and the middle. They're lonely too." "We all get lonely sometimes." he put his arms around her, trying to soothe her. Angrily, she jerked away from him. "You just don't get it, do you?" I'm always alone! Even when I'm with you, with anyone or even everyone. I've screwed up my chance at happily ever after. Every night I sleep alone. The warm bodies I can cuddle up with a few and far between. And it's what I deserve. I'm a horrible person. So go ahead! Lie to me! Tell me that everything will be alright!" she screamed at him. "I can't." he replied softly, defeated, and walked away.

Photos
why the hell do people feel the urge to put hunners o almost identical pictures taken af their webcams, or the archetypal myspace foto takin a picture wiv one arm oot the side? do ye not have any friends to...you know..take the picture of you for you? an then to ask yer mates to rate them.. if i rate one, as they're all the same, can't you just imagine that i rated them all identically? what's the point?

Who Would Have Me?
He took her hands in his, absently rubbing his fingers over hers. The feel of warm metal and cut stone on her left ring finger froze his caress immediately. "You're engaged?" he asked, shocked. "Why didn't you warn me?" She looked down at her ring then back up at his face. A bitter laugh tore from her throat. "Who would have me?" She asked angrily. "I would." he replied after a long silence. "You?" she laughed. "You who took away my child? You wouldn't let me give life, why would you ever give me yourself?" she asked, when he had no response, she tore her hands from his and walked away in disgust.

Prayer Need For My Moma
hey yall i dont if yall know my mom but if yall are friends to me at all please keep her in yalls prayers shes not doing good at all i have left it in gods hands and if yall have any advice at please feel free to leave me a comment i dont know if yall have any body in yalls family that is sick its not easy watching youre love one being in pain or suffering and knowing thires nothing you can do for them except being thire for them and letting them know ever day you love them and if this is any body thats told me i dont take care of my mom dont bother with commenting and only a person can take so much my moms been through 36 surgercies and she has had cancer and now thats gone thank god and shes been through chemo and radation and now she is on this wound machine she is always pouring out blood from her breasts and she dont think she is going to get any better because its been to long and i always dream of my mom dying all i can say is my mom is a very strong person she has to be after a

A Plea
It may not last beyond tonight But you have to know that this is right. My love for you is so sincere I wish and wish for you to be here Let me bring a light Into your dark, secluded life. Youll never regret loving me. Youll never regret having me. I am yours, and you are mine Realize this, its well past time.

Dead Man's Wife
I once loved you With all my heart It wasnt til death That we did part. And then you left With a goodbye So now youre gone And now Ill cry. I couldnt cry With you so near I could not hate I loved you, dear. I miss the love We once had I wish for joy As now Im sad. I wish we could Take back our life even now as youre dead Im still your wife.

One More Night
Just one more touch Just one more dance Thats not so much Come on, last chance. Just one last kiss Just one last night Its you Ill miss, You know Im right. No more fights I am much to weak No more slights Its peace I seek.

Three... Two... One...
If tomorrow would be A brighter day For you and me Could you stay? By my side Where I need you most Or will you hide Like some damned ghost? I loved you All of my life I want someone new Dont cause me strife. If I cry over you My tears wont last I wont be blue As youre now my past. Ive met someone new Shes a wonderful girl, I wish you knew She is now my world. Life is love And love is fleeting But I feel its tug And I accept its greeting. Ill always love you That will never change When Im old and blue The memories will remain. Pieces of me Pieces of her Pieces of us three What a mess occurred! I loved you both And loved you longer With a bit of growth I could have been stronger. My life is barren And now I am alone. I have been staring Too long at the phone. Its never going to ring No one will ever call Ive been kept on a string And then left to fall. I hate you both You have no idea What your joke Has done to me.

I Hate Snow!!!
I really hate all this fucking snow we just got dumped on us here in the Midwest. I live in Milwaukee, WI, and on Friday night, it started to snow at 11PM. Just as I was walking out of work. Talk about shitty timing. We ended up getting about a foot of snow over night. Then it stopped snowing sometime in the early morning. It started to snow, yet again today, Saturday, at about 8PM. We are expected to get another 2 to 3 feet of snow, if not more. The timing could not come at a worse time! I had plans with my youngest son and I had to cancel that. I'm totally bummed out. Oh yeah, and my landlord plowed the parking lot, putting the snow that was plowed, to just below the top of the back bumper!!! Pissed me off to NO end. I can't leave the state due to a stipulation I insisted on when I got divorced in reference to my kids. And I love my job. I'm stuck in this state that I was born and raised in, until at least 2025 when I can retire and move the hell out of dodge!!

Fade Away
My heart is heavy As black as night Just keep me steady It can all be alright. The light I once knew Is fading into nothing The love we grew Gone with the dusting. I loved you more Than you ever knew Deep in your core You know its true. You loved me in secret No one could ever know I thought I could keep it Never letting it show.

Take A Chance
Tomorrow terrifies me More than you ever know But what will be, will be And Ill never let the terror show. If you hold me through All the scary parts Then Ill hold you too In my heart of hearts. Tomorrow will bring Us together at last. Dont worry about a thing I dont mind taking it fast.

Yesterday
Yesterday was where I Had a place in your life Yesterday is over And so are we. Today I met someone new And while hell never compare to you He has melted my heart And our love is ready to start. Tomorrow is not yet here But I know it will be lonely Without you by my side. So please stay with me, My love, my best friend, You will always be Welcome in my heart.

Weirdness
Something very weird is happening in my place of work. Vending machines seem to be multiplying. A couple of months ago there was one that I knew about. Now there are six. I've never seen anyone delivering these things, and they all look EXACTLY THE SAME. Are vending machines capable of asexual reproduction? Has some one been cloning them? And why do we suddenly need six of them, when we'd managed with one for so long? I have a sneaking suspicion that they might be aliens and they're planning to stage an invasion. When all their troops are in place, they'll attack. Or maybe I'm just being paranoid. I have taken a lot of drugs (not recently though, maybe that's the problem). I'm gonna keep a big fucking stick handy either way. And a pocket full of change.

Fanning Repost.
Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. i would like to thank those of that have fanned me but there is still a lot that have not.for those of you that have not fanned me yet and you know who you and i will have to unfan you but i don't want it to come to that so be kind and fan me thanks. I now only have 47 there is still a lot of you out there.thanks.

Not Again
I got over him Ill get over you Ive loved you longer Cried tears, been stronger. I loved you, And I lost you too. But I survived And Ive tried To forget you. Forget your love Forget your touch Dont call me I cant be with you Not for a night Not for life. Come on, lets not fight. Lets not do this again. I didnt sign up for this. No more games Let me be, set me free Let me run from you You, who couldnt be true.

Will You Be There?
Will you be there When I call? Will you be there If I fall? Will you be there When I cry? Will you be there If I die? Will you be there When my world Starts to shake? Will you be there When my heart Starts to break? Will you be there When I need a hug? Will you be there When I fall in love? Will you be there When my heart aches? Will you be there? Whatever it takes?

Lover Gone By Morning
~One of my favorites :)~ The pain was supposed to fade When you left me behind. All you wanted was to get laid. So you and fate became unkind. If only you had told me All would have been fine But you screwed me over And left me by morning Found a new lover And left without warning. How was I supposed to know? That all you wanted was a fuck and blow? And then you told me lies. Made promises that you would not, Could not keep. I see it in your eyes. You never meant a word Not a single word you said. I convinced myself That it was all in my head Voices I heard, inside my head And none of them yours. You slammed your door In my face Told me to get out of your place To give you some space The words you said That you wished me dead Never to bother you Never to see you Not ever again. You broke my beating heart Called me a whore, Called me a tart, You broke me Into tiny pieces of a tiny woman eft me here in pieces Left me to die But I didnt I wou

Links To Some More Web Sites
Here are some more links to art work that is fantasy or Sci Fi related. http://www.larryelmore.com/index.htm http://www.nenethomas.com/ http://www.michaelwhelan.com/ http://www.digitalblasphemy.com/ http://www.best-wallpapers.com/

I Am Turning Into Quite A Geek
Well after I found the drupal community site and joined lots of groups they are having a coffee chat and so I should be able to tell them about the Scarybirds project and hopefully they can point me in the right direction in terms of modules to be installed and manuals to read. I had to load IRC chat to join the group, I am such a dimwit I downloaded the mac version, yes I know I am thick as mince this morning, anyway they operate on PST so I will have to stay awake. I think I got up to early

Just A Thought...
Hey, just a hint...i LOVE criticism and help with my stuff...if you stop by and read, PLEASE let me know what you think...I've been writing for years and haven't been in a writers' group in a long time and could use the help. Thanks Jessie Oh yeah, not a shameless ploy for comments...I would just like to know whether my stuff is worthwhile or not. Thanks

Gaze
As I look across the sand, thoughts of you run free and gentle. Gaze into you. For the time being it is all mental. In a few weeks it will be alive and sentimental. Though it has been quite sometime since our last discussion. The feelings are alive and true. The love that I want to make to you does too. I can barely wait to have you in my arms. To hold you, caress you and kiss you, And protect you from all harm. Make no comment, just hear me through. The day will come when I gaze into you. The instant I look into your eyes as you into mine. The moment will be sweet and devine. Willing to give up anything to be in your presence. Touching massaging, your silk smooth skin. To be with you is like a child getting christmas presents. For someone like you to be alive and true, Gets through day by day. You're awesome girl what more should I say. I want to walk with you and talk to you. Let me see you do the things you do. When the mood is right, And the moon lit bright

"go Away" (a Little Crude)
~seriously, who hasn't had this conversation?~ "How did you get this number?" she asked blandly when she answered the phone. No hello, no I miss you, no howve you been. Straight to the point. "You gave it to me, remember?" Came his equally droll response. "Must have slipped my mind, what with how often youve called over the years." She returned sarcastically. "Possessiveness is not attractive on you." He clucked his tongue in disapproval. "To be possessive, one must first possess, and I do not." "Youre going to make me cry." he replied, his turn to be sarcastic. "Save them. I neither want nor need your tears. I got what I wanted from you." "Off?" he suggested crudely. "Almost, and in bed sport that doesnt count." She snapped at him. "Why didnt you let me walk away? Why did you have to call the next day? I was over you!" "Was?" he questioned smugly. "Am. Im not saying that we wont ever have sex again because that is just begging the universe to prove me wrong. But Im not

List Of Products And Companies That Test On Animals.
List of Products and Companies That Test on Animals. Every year, tens of millions of animals are dissected, infected, injected, gassed, mutilated, tortured, burned and blinded in hidden laboratories on college campuses and research facilities throughout the U.S. Still many more animals are used to test the safety of cosmetics, household cleansers and other consumer products. The Following Companies make products that are Tested On Animals ( Cats, Dogs, Kittens, Puppies, Rabbits, Primates, and other animals ) Check the back of everything you buy if it's made by the following companies dont buy them and if you have them at your home throw them away. DON'T SUPPORT COMPANIES THAT TEST ON OUR ANIMAL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. Print this List, Post it on your Blog and send it to Friends & Family Amway Corp.Baush & Lomb. " eye drops " ect.BIC Corp.Bristol Meyers Squibb.Church and Dwight Co. ( Aim, Arm & Hammer, Arrid, Brillo, Cameo Cleaners, First Response, Nair, Nice n' Fluffy, Parsons

Yet Another...
i want to shine again... glow from every inch, shimmer from the top of my head. i feel so dull. it's as if i've lost myself again. i once thought i held the world. i was sadly mistaken... those deep claws take hold of me and drag me, screaming... into a place the sun never sees. my words are so simple, so forced. i'm not used to being so trite. i've shoved myself so far away. and everything stays so unreachable, so unattainable. that glowing light will burn out if i'm not careful.

Never Saw Me
You look at me as though Youve never seen my face before. You look through me as though I am not standing before you. What will it take for you To open up your eyes? What will it take for you To see me standing here? Open your eyes, I am truly standing here. Close them I stand here still. If you tell me You dont believe in me I will not die. So wont you please, Just open your eyes?

Addict
Charismatic I want to see your beautiful face. Enigmatic Where are you hiding now? Phantasmic The ghost of you floats through my heart. Orgasmic My love for you and yours for me. Cosmic Stars explode as we dance through them. Frantic I cant find you, please come back. Tragic Broken heart century, wish youd come and dance with me.

F*ck It
I seriously give up....you know men.....if you don't like someone.....you shouldn't lead them on....just effin tell them upfront.....cause you know something......when you lead them on it really hurts them!!

"i Hate You"
her-So perhaps you will take care to remember that in the future. She snapped at him, exasperated and exhausted. Hoe do you make someone with the mentality of a brick wall see sense? him-Did you mean to say the future, or our future? her-The future. I have no place in yours and we both know that. him-Then why are we still having this conversation? her-You know I cant think of a single reason why. Goodbye.

The Spiderman Is Having Me For Dinner Tonight
=^-^= I cant stop listening to the Cure...Makes me happy. Anyways,Talking to Caleb haha I love that kid. If I say kid [[Im older than him]]He calls me shorty :/ bleh to being short. Fucking computer is being shitty. It wouldnt let me copy & Paste a picture of my baby in here. Tomorrow fosho.Its really fucking cold in here.Haha I was searching for my cord to my camera & The Cure's Pictures of you song came on & I was like OMFG I love you. hahahahahahaha. Thannk god for Q101

I Am Not Sorry,...
I am not sorry I was with you last night,.. I am not sorry everyone saw us together. I am not sorry we walked in the rain. I am not sorry that I cried,for you dried my tears. I am not sorry we held hands. I am not sorry we held each other. I am not sorry we sang to each other. I am not sorry we danced. I am not sorry we kissed. I am not sorry for saying I love you,... I am not sorry you opened the car door for me. I am not sorry we hugged goodnight. I am not sorry you said call ya later. I am not sorry you would lay down your life for me. And I am not sorry that your girlfriend read this,... can't you see boy,I love you as much as you love me???

What Harry Potter Character Are You
Which Harry Potter Character Are You? Draco Malfoyyou are nasty and cruel, you pick on someone you are very jealous of...better watch out... u might get in trouble one of these days Take this test

Given Me
The tides wash away Our words in the sand. Even though I know That you will stay And hold my hand Even in the undertow. Our love has last In so many lives And were still together Youve held me fast Through tears, hurt, and lies You made me believe in forever. You always gave me Faith, respect, and trust. You always loved me And when I needed, let me be Love, security, and lust So much youve taught me.

Tap The Ct Keg Contest Part 2
As many of you may know, I was in the Tap the Keg Contest. Thanks to you all, I had finished in 4th Place. Now it is back...Part 2! It is the same as Part 1 was, but I'd like to finish in the top 3. Stop by rate and comment. Any help given will be given in return. *Note* I joined the CT Mafia, if any Mafia member reads this, please ignore this as I have read the Mafia blog and it stated to bomb the other CT Mafia member. I only want to be fair to the Mafia, thats why I added this. As for the rest of you.....bomb this pic! Thank You All in advance. :)

Q&a About Me
1. Initials: AA? 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Cruel Girl Jeans, tank top, boots and my straw cowboy hat 3. Last time you kissed someone: About 3 hours ago when I kissed my son goodnight 4. For or against same sex marriage? For 5. I say Shotgun, you say: Only if I'm driving! 6. Last person you hugged? My son 7. How many U.S states have you been to?: 16 8. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 1 9. Name something you like physically about yourself: hmmmm....my eyes 10. Who is your best friend? Liz 11. Why are you still up? Damn insomnia again 12. Who/What made you mad today? My mother and her constant nagging 13. Favorite type of Food? Italian & Mexican 14. Favorite holiday? My Bday 15. Do you download music: Not to much anymore 16. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Yes 17. Would you date the person who posted this? Hmmmm....maybe 18. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Yes 19. D

Termination (not Reccommended For Work)
Karan was a doctor in labor and delivery. She spent nearly everyday of the past six years of her life delivering other womens children, and it was really starting to get to her. She would have been due this week if not for her ex making her terminate their baby. Karan looked up from her patients chart when she heard the door open behind, Miss Salingers boyfriend, most likely, she had been told that he was running late. Shit! he cursed when he saw the doctor. Karans eyes met his, in equal parts shock and horror. Hello, Ben. Karan said softly to her ex.

Trust
I close my eyes You hold out Your hand to me After a few tries I open my eyes dance with me You say to me Neither question, Nor command. My heart fills With such trust And tender love. I reach for you Slowly, afraid you Might vanish. Your solid hand Never wavering Ever present, visible Grips onto mine Pulling me to my feet And holding me So close to you Bodies connecting I am now home And we are one.

A Women And Her Hair Dryer
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limit, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so he asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused." Roaring with laughter, the official said,

Frustration
Frustration is an endless road Filled with the most anger That you have ever known It changes you into a stranger This terrible, frightening overload. There is no escaping it Without hurting those nearby When you feel you cant handle this shit And you want to break down and cry. But you know, there is no time for it. Giving up and walking away Wont cut it anymore Now youre stuck and have to stay And deal until youre sore. Eating you up, making you decay. Frustration completely consumes me now There is no getting away. Run away before I pull you down, Run before I make you stay. In my frustration, we both will drown.

100,000 Cups Of Rice - Please Repost
100,000 cups of Rice - Please Repost Two clicks of your mouse will send a cup of rice or other staple food to someone who otherwise will not eat. Click the hungersite link below , then the orange button on their page. Cherrytap has the capacity to generate 100,000 cups of food each week. Let's do it.Fight Hunger With A Click, For Free A Music of Wings has new content! Drop by and check out the new resources. There are now direct links to Senators and Congressmen, news, aid, and other sites involved in the struggle for justice. Justice is conscience, not a personal conscience but the conscience of the whole of humanity. Those who clearly recognize the voice of their own conscience usually recognize also the voice of justice. Alexander Solzhenitsyn Salaam Urbis Conditae Read Truth

Military Wisdom
Military Wisdom I "A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Aim towards the Enemy." - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend. - U.S. Marine Corps ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Cluster bombing from B-52s are very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - USAF Ammo Troop ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "It is generally inadvisable to eject directly over th

How Well Do You Know Harry Potter
How well do you know Harry Potter??? You are a Harry Potter Fanatic.....You really know your stuff when it comes to Harry Potter!!!!!! Give your self a pat on the back!!! Take this test

Played Out
I should have waited But I got scared I should have been sated Knowing you cared. I made a mistake You might not forgive At this rate I couldnt let you if you did. There might be evidence Of the night I fell I cant believe I did this Im going straight to hell. I deserve your anger I deserve your mistrust I slept with a stranger It wasnt even lust. I feel nothing for him Believe this to be true I cant believe I was so dim And did this to me and you.

New Recipe
I got up this morning and went in search of coffee as usual. To my dismay I found there was no sugar or anything similar. Suddenly it became apparent that the only two options were no sugar or strawberry flavoured syrup... I went for for the syrup and was a bit suprised to find... it works... very well. I think I'll have that more often.

Think Too Much
Thinking of him, The boy I loved, The boy I shoved Out of my life. Thinking of you, The friend I had Who made me sad Letting go of you. Thinking of me Wanting to scream Still holding that dream Never letting it fade.

Help In Contest!
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Starved Momma And Her 6 Pups Need Your Help!
We are picking up a VERY young momma dog and her six 4 week old babies today out of BSL country in eastern, WA. Donations are needed for their vet care and eventually their spays and neuters. If you can help, please send donations to our pay pal. The email is pnwpbr@yahoo.com Thank you for your support. The dogs at Pacific Northwest Pit Bull Rescue www.pnwpbr.com

This Monster Inside Me
This monster inside me is creeping up. Leaving me feel like an emptied cup. Slowly he'll arise and pounce it's prey. So does a kitten in the middle of play. I can no longer tame this evil monster inside. But what I must say leaves me tongue tied. For fear of total destruction, I face him alone. Until Father Time's bells let's it be known. So wait my precious love, hidden in darkness. For this monster in me will soon become harmless. And when he is gone, my love will shine through. We'll be together as one, just me and you.

Images Distorted
Images of a girl I used to know. Images now swirled, Distorted, somehow. I used to be Stronger than this. I never used to need More than my bliss. My dreams, fading, Lost in yesterday. You can start hating This girl today.

A Distant Love Affair
my heart burns for you, so far away and always in my thoughts as i go back to that day... that day when my world imploded... but you were gone the moment it happened. i was surrounded by a crowd but it was so empty in that room without you to hold. i remember looking into your eyes for a simple moment... that will stay with me always. my love for you is such a passion that no one will ever know but me. oh, i can talk about you, sure... but the way our hearts connected that day will be a secret to everyone but you and i. a love affair i'll never reveal... it's the one only a mother and son could share.

Never Say Goodbye
A glimps of happiness, And fears of rain, A time of laughter, A year of pain, Willows will sway, As birds will fly, To lose his love, I would rather die, To not break his heart, And yet lift his soul, To embrace his mind, I’ll never let go, To see him smile, Or to kiss his face, Is a memory that I, Could never erase, To be truly his, And have no doubt, Is what I am, I would never leave out, To caress his mind, And give him strength, It is my job, Through all this wait, To wipe his tears, If they should fall, To be the woman, That he would call, To help him grow, And yet again, be reborn, To make sure he’s content, And never again scorned, I will have my man, Hold his head up high, And know that his woman, Will never, Say Goodbye. written by: Azalia

Incomplete!!!!!!!!!!
Haven't been quite complete Since you went away Pain is hard to defeat But this is all I have to say I'm sorry, I still love you But until you were out of sight I never really knew You were my only source of light Without you I'm so lost You kept my heart so warm Now it's begining to frost If you were to ever return My life would again be complete But I guess that is none of your concern

Game Over
hatred raw aching pain crushing fall never again. don't fight me you will not win. don't lie to me it's a dead end. i will not play, not this game. i will not stay for more the same. don't make promises you cannot keep. don't give me kisses while i sleep. the game is over players dispersed. it was not fun for we are cursed.

I Just Had Another Friend Die At 7:30 Am Friday Morning
Posted February 23, 2007 Two killed in crash on U.S. 45 The Post-Crescent READFIELD — Police said two men were killed in a two-car head-on crash on U.S. 45 south of State 96 in Waupaca County shortly after 7:30 a.m. today. Authorities closed State 96 from U.S. 45 to U.S. 10 for more than four hours while crews investigated and cleared the scene. The State Patrol said a 21-year-old Appleton driving north crossed the centerline and struck a southbound car driven by a 19-year-old New London man. The names of the victims will be released Saturday morning, the State Patrol said. Both drivers were alone in their cars, according to the State Patrol. Neither driver was wearing a seatbelt. The State Patrol was assisted by the Waupaca County and Outagamie County sheriff’s departments. The investigation into the crash continues. Two male drivers were killed today in a head-on crash on U.S. 45 south of State 96 in Waupaca County around 7:37 a.m. Authorities closed

Destiny
So many times ive wondered, Of how my life would end up to be, Friends ive met along the way, Have made this a wonderful journey for me, Reflections of where I used to be, Compared to how it is now, I know that it was destiny, That served me actually quite well, I wouldn’t trade the memories, For all the gold in the world, I think that is why I am who I am, And not some scared little girl, The souls that have entered my path, Of winding turns and bends alike, Like a gentle breeze through my being, Has given me hope through stress and strife, Each step I take with caution, Because as dad said, “You never know”, I feel blessed to have my friends near me, I know they will never let me go, Friends are what defines us, They are always there no matter what, But destiny is what brings uniqueness to our lives, It gives you that extra little strut, My sisters, My boys, My love, Just know im here if you should ever need any, Of the love and hope my heart ca

Only One Day Before Live Dog Lab In Wisconsin
Please sign the Petition for these poor 60 dogs. They only have less than 2 days to live. Please forward to everyone you know who may write a letter. We can make a difference for them ! Can you help PCRM end the dog lab at the Medical College of Wisconsin (MCW)? Every spring, the medical college uses 60 live dogs in a first-year physiology course. At the end of the class, the dogs are killed. Labs like this were once common, but today more than 85 percent of U.S. medical schools have implemented humane and effective alternatives. MCW owns four state-of-the-art human patient simulators specifically designed to replace animal use for physiology teaching, so MCW president Michael Bolger could implement humane alternatives immediately. Sixty dogs are slated to be used and killed in a live animal lab at the Medical College of Wisconsin (MCW) in 11 days. Please join PCRM members and physicians for a demonstration to save these animals on Feb. 26—the day the lab is schedu

For My Daddy
I call your name, But you don't answer. I reach for you, But your not there. I cry in my pillow, But it's not the same. I wish for your arms to hold me tight. I yern for your voice to wish me good-night. A touch or a hug to console me when I'm feeling low. A smile or a cheer when I'm happy also. Just the sight of you would make it all better. You've been gone for a while, though I can't change that. But one thing I crave, is to just have you back. If you were here now, there's one thing I'd say. Just 3 little words, it's so easy to do. Daddy....I Love You!

Rip Baxter
If it should be that I grow frail and weak And pain should keep me from my sleep, Then you must do what must be done For this, the last battle, can’t be won. You will be sad, I understand Don’t let your grief then stay your hand For this day, more than the rest Your love and friendship stand the test. We’ve had so many happy years What is to come can hold no fears You’d not want me to suffer so When the time comes, please let me go I know in time you will see It is a kindness you do to me Although my tail its last has waved From pain and suffering I have been saved. Don’t grieve it should be you Who has to decide this thing to do We’ve been so close – we two these years Don’t let your heart hold any tears.

Q&a About Me
1. Initials: AGA 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Big Dog shirts and lounge pants or My Riding Leathers 3. Last time you kissed someone: A while!!!! 4. For or against same sex marriage? Dont care! 5. I say Shotgun, you say: hunting 6. Last person you hugged? Zac 7. How many U.S states have you been to?: 38 8. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 4 9. Name something you like physically about yourself: my eyes 10. Who is your best friend? Eric 11. Why are you still up? I dont sleep that well 12. Who/What made you mad today? no one 13. Favorite type of Food? Italian 14. Favorite holiday? There isnt a good holiday 15. Do you download music: sometimes 16. Do you care if your socks are dirty? nope 17. Would you date the person who posted this? Cant... she is taken 18. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? no 19. Do you love anyone? yes 20. Do you like Bush? depends on your definition

Blue
Today I told my friend I loved him, With a child like smile on my face, I long and dream for us to be one, Where we are in our happy place, He brings a ray of light to my life, That makes me feel so whole, I wonder does he feel the same, My friend, I never want you to go, You are like a breath of fresh air mi amore, When the sun will always shine, To have you is to cherish you, One day papi, you will be mine, I want to be your everything, What you wake up to everyday, I want to hold you and to let you know, That my heart will always stay, Looking back on all the memory’s, With the laughter, tears and joy, You will always have my heart mi amore, You will always be my boy, To see you smile lord help me please, I feel like a child again, With renewed feelings of wonder and hope, Where there is no longer any pain, You are my angel, sent from above, I would be so lost without you, I need you in my life mi amore, You truly make my skies all blue, Wri

What Kind Of Kisser Are You
You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeatYippy Ki Yay!88%Romantic Kisser88%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for44%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com

Life
Life is like a flower only beautiful an hour then along comes a storm to sweep the beauty away but don't worry it will return to stay someday then the storms will come the beauty will fade but it won't ever go away.

Vanished Life
she ruined my rep and left me to pick up the pieces of my life. a life destroyed. pieces unrecognized pieces unidentified a life that once was all my own but now all is gone and emptiness ensues. tears trickle fears prickle a life erased no longer mine. vanished, banished.

Reflections
As I received the word today, I felt as if standing there alone, My heart began to hurt, And the tears began to flow, I felt as if surrounded by a wall, In which I wouldn’t be able to tear down, Then I felt his hands of guidance, Telling me to look amongst the crowd, As I asked for his guidance and mercy, My eyes then, scanned the crowd, The overwhelming sense of love, Is what I have yet, to be found, In listening to his divine word, And receiving his message at hand, As if directed right at me, I was afraid again to stand, I thought about some trials, That I have yet to bring to a close, Through prayer, faith and guidance, Its as if my heart, God has chose, To see where I am going wrong, And to not allow all the evil deceptions, To bring my life to him, And begin my positive reflections, Digest that!!! Written by : Azalia

How Horney Are You
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny75%Super Horny75%Normal Horny50%A little horny38%Not horny13%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Untitiled
~this one was actually wrote for me...miss you Steve~ When I looked into her eyes all I saw was pain she could not disguise. I knew her heart was broken what could I do her laughter streaked with pain her tears on my shoulder like bitter rain. As she cried I felt her pain the tormenting ache rotted deep inside. Trying to help to be a friend hoping her pain will meet a swift end. Just to be there is what I'll do with a warm hug when she's blue.

Nsfw: Late Night Oral
She stood outside of his tent, shedding her clothes and smiling to herself. She crawled into his tent, up his body... of course he slept naked, even in the woods... Her nipples brushed over his cock, waking it and him. He looked down at her, groaning every time her breasts swung over him, her nipples carressing his erection. "You didn't come for me last night." she whispered. "I wasn't sure you'd want me. We were both kind of out of it that night..." "Will you come for me now?" she asked him, suggestively rocking back, lowering her mouth over his hard cock.

Masochist
If I could have told you then how much your words could hurt, then you'd hold them back today. I wish that we could have walked a different path or danced a different dance. Now is too late to change our ways so I'll walk away so that you can go on your own way.

Lost??? Or Found????
If the heart is sincere then love is vulnerable deeply consealed by the non-trusting soul of a false image. The mind encases hope that embraces pain that develops from sorrow distancing itself from beeing felt. Touches that are felt deep beneath tissues, hugs that makes the sun shine radiant, words that cover you like warn blankets are all satisfying in the sense of what you feel in the heart. Bring us to part and focus in separate.

Travelling Circus Of One
I don't know where I'm going, but I know where I have been. I don't like it much, but it's the life I've led. My love, old and spurned, and yet it is no less. I love with my everything and hold nothing back. I give my all because you can't go back and do it over again. There is no going back, never was, never will be.

No Stability
Is it just me or does everyone have days when no one is who they used to be? Where you live your life through a tear stained haze? Everything you used to know, all the places you used to go... Nothing is as it was and no one seems to love you anymore, at least not the way that they used to, the way that no one else ever could. When the only stable one in your life has gone and every thing you once knew has been snatched away. Where do you go since you obviously cannot stay here, not with him. Did you really think you could? What right did you have to dream that dream you have every night? Stupid cow, you have no rights. It's not your life, let go of that dream. Nothing can ever be as it once seemed.

"how-to" Rant
With self-help books everywhere, one would think there would be a how-to book on mending a broken heart, or suviving the loss of a love. How about "How to Live after Rape?" No, of course not. Or "How to Glue Your Heart Back Together After The One You Love Shatters It" ?. Nah. Just "How to Build a Bridge" and "How to Mend a Fence." How about one entitled "How to Fix Your Life" ?

History
it's all inside my head... every solitary word. i wish it could all just disappear. all the love i gave away, all the love you never returned. maybe you touched me in a way that made me melt...once. maybe you did those little things that sent butterflies up my spine for you. and maybe you shook my world in such a way that i couldn't remember what it was i wanted. i left my paradise in ruins... no fault of my own, you know. you were part of the wrecking ball... destroying all of the faith i had in a connection i was so naive to think was real. ha, sometimes i wish i could throw you away like so many old photos and letters that come back to haunt me as my new life settles into place. it seems so empty here... brush my teeth, turn off the lights and lie down in my bed to keep thinking that maybe i would have been better off without a man like you.

Over You
you left scars on my body and mind wishing on stars won't make you kind. i've given up on you i've given up on me i wish we could start anew but that's not our destiny. it's all been over longer than we'll admit. now that we're we can cut the shit. i'm walking away you broke my heart i cannot stay. finally, i'm getting smart.

Whats Your Kinky Turn On
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Blood83%Whips75%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Tragedy Averted
Every decision you make alters your life. Taking a detour home and missing that accident that could have killed you. Walking a different way to class only to meet your soulmate. Picking up that stray, who without you, would have gotten hit by the next car to pass it. How easily these things could be prevented because you decided to break habit and try something new. Change often is for the best.

Dream Destroyer
By destroying my Faith in men You destroyed My faith in you And what could be. Those endless possibilities Now have ended. So now I close my eyes And die here quietly. Thank you for destroying me And my faith in humanity. This was inspired by the song Thank-you by Lennon, and expanded by a broken heart.

Say Goodbye
Im still crying for you Dont ask me why. If youd have stayed true I wouldnt have to say goodbye. Its not my fault alone I really did try. You never called on the phone. All I wanted was to say goodbye. Now that youre gone I cannot fly. My tears wont last long Just until I say goodbye. You wouldnt believe me if I told you All the reasons why I cried. Of what Id gone through for you And of why I must say goodbye. Tears of pain, Tears of sorrow. Those tears will keep me sane When I say goodbye tomorrow

Gifts From The Heart
A lover will send a gift When she has a need. A wife will give a gift When youve done a good deed. A girlfriend will send a gift When she needs assurance Of your undying love, But a friend will send a gift When you arent close Enough to hug.

Oh Yeah....
THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED ME GET TO ROCK STAR IN 5 DAYS. SERIOUSLY LEVELED 6 TIMES IN 5 DAYS, THAT HAS TO BE A RECORD. MAD LOVE TO EVERY, LITTLE PISSED BUT NO WORRIES. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND SLIGHTLY MORE HAPPY.

What Do You Want From Me?
What you want from me is not mine to freely give. I cannot give you the world, you must discover it for yourself. The moon and stars belong not me but to all living things. What have I left to give you? My heart? That is something that you must earn. My body? You may borrow it but as I reside within it, it will always belong to me. Faith? Trust? Do you really believe yourself worthy of such honors? I could give them to you, but be sure to give me warning should you decide to return these gifts. I have nothing left to give you. What is it that you want from me?

Random Verses
In fits and spurts Our love is dying. Yes it hurts, But I am done crying. -- You have no idea Just what I feel You have no idea How much is real -- Yes it aches, More than you know Whatever it takes, Ill never let it show. -- I do not want this This wasnt in the cards What once was his Now broken into shards. -- You can walk I will not follow We cannot talk Youre far too shallow. -- Tell me you want me Before you go away. Tell me you love me Before you go stray. -- I love you I miss you But I do not Need you. Best of wishes With all your bitches From the bottom of my Remarkably intact Beating heart.

Beer Commercials
In these modern times, the concept of workmanship, of taking pride in one's craft, has gone the way of Nagel paintings, the Thompson Twins, and Vision Street Wear. And nowhere is this more evident than in the sorry state of our beer commercials. What? You say the beer commercials of today are just as good as those of the past? Nonsense! Peel back the scales from your eyes and gaze unblinking into the gaping maw of inarguable truth. Let us go back to the 1980s, the Golden Age of beer advertising, to see how far we have fallen. Take the gloriously whimsical Miller Lite campaigns. In one classic spot, comedian Rodney Dangerfield is called upon to win a celebrity bowling tournament. His team implores him, "We only need one pin, Rodney!" thereby setting up a moment of high drama. Can lovable loser Dangerfield pull off the seemingly simple task under intense pressure from his middle-aged cronies? Our hero proceeds to roll the ball dead-center down the middle of the lane and, thou

Brittle
break me down to the weakest thread... you were always great at leaving me cold. how could i let bedroom eyes that said so much once... lure me into lonely silence? you poured me out along a broken path, wandering alone. and damn you for making me love you. damn you for grabbing hold of me so tight and letting me go just as easily. sorry if this broken heart ruined you. i'm sorry if i wasn't enough. i'm sorry i'm such a mess... but most of all... i'm sorry i let your pathetic, awful words break me down to the weakest thread.

A Line Or Two From Between Brothers ~graceli Kopanyi~
Single minded to the point of recklessness I heard this in the movie The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants I know, its a teen movie, but that line screamed to me and still does. -I had something that I needed to prove back then. I need to prove that I mattered. That I could make someone care about me. That someone was you. I am so sorry for all that I have put you through. Please, please forgive me. ~Brenden of Between Brothers

Poems
WARRIOR GOD I'm in love with a great man He gives me so much love and devotion I couldn't have asked for a better man He protects me from all the bad things In my eyes he is beautiful in all ways He alone is my hero, my champion Why couldn't he have come sooner? My life would've been so much better Only he can save my soul Surely he must have been sent from above His eyes change colors with emotions They were kissed by the stars and the sun I'm willing to risk it all for him While we sleep, I feel safe in his arms I know I will always be his And he will always be mine He takes all my pain and fear away Its replaced with joy and paradise He is everything a man is supposed to be In an instant I know what he is He is my warrior god who Was sent here to conquer my heart He has succeeded in this And I'm never letting him go I love him more than being alive LOST IN YOU I get so lost in your eyes, your smile Your laughter is like music to my soul All my

More Stalking (nsfw) From: You Dont See Me (by: Graceli Kopanyi)
I stayed late tonight because it seemed like a good idea at the time. After all, I did get everything done that I had set my mind to. But as I was walking to the parking deck in the middle of the night, I found myself questioning my judgment. Each step I took echoed in my head as well as in the parking deck. Feeling more and more uneasy by the second, I rushed to the elevator, the feeling of indescribable panic had me refusing to enter the darkened- well poorly lit anyway- stairwell. Ashamed of my paranoia I entered the empty elevator and rode up the four floors that I knew I could have easily walked. As the doors opened, I saw my car immediately, it was, after all, the only one left on this level. I assure myself that there was no one out there, that my unease was due to living in the city. This was a really nice area, not once had I seen an unsavory news story about a woman being attacked in this part of town, well except for what Diego did to me, but he was locked up, no one wan

Where Are You Now?
A lot of people have promised me a lot of things throughout this lifetime. I hold the invoices all marked "paid in full" but the shipments have yet to arrive. To those who promised to never leave me: where are you now that I am alone and feeling this emptiness grow with every breath I take with out you by my side? To those who promised to love me forever: where are you now that loves light leaves me cold? To those who said they could not live without me: how are you now still living when we parted ways so many years ago? To those who told me pretty lies so I could hold my head high and believe in us: where are you now that all of those illusions can no longer comfort me? To those who promised me security: where are you now that I am drowning in a sea of my own tears? To those who promised to light my way: where are you now that my candle has burnt out and my matches have been stolen? To those of whom I used shamelessly: where are you now to distract me from the pain that those memories

Darkness
It's 6:40. I lay back with Your voice in my head. I can smell Your scent and taste You on my tongue. My jeans lay in the floor beside the couch, my bottom bare. My pussy is smooth, as You requested, and I love it. I love the feel of the rough material of my jeans or the cool silk of my slip moving against my bare mound. I haven't been able to keep my fingers off of it. Every opportunity that arises, my fingers have caressed the baby soft skin. My left leg is bent, forming a triangle with my other leg. I raise my right knee, spreading my pink lips. I reach for my lotion and dab a little on my index finger. I slip my index finger between my swollen lips, surprised to find myself wet enough that the lotion was not really needed. How is it that just a word from You has that effect on me? I use my middle finger to spread myself and begin rubbing up and down with my index finger. My clit is already extended a little, and a moan escapes my throat at the first touch. I bite it back, for

Save The Whales
What is happening to the earth's whales? The humpback, once more than 1.5 million strong, now numbers fewer than 20,000. The minke whale, once free to swim the ocean's depths in all its smooth, streamlined glory, has seen its population decimated by commercial fishing in a generation. Since regulation and political pressure have failed to produce results, we have only one option left if there's any hope of saving the future of these massive, supple creatures: We must start breeding with them right away, and not stop until they're saved. I am not naïve. I know this will be a long, sometimes painful, task. But it is a task we must undertake, no matter the complications inherent in extended periods of underwater copulation. If we do nothing, we risk depriving our children of these magnificent beasts' tender embrace forever. There is no longer room for excuses. I am proposing a widespread campaign to preserve the whale's precious habitats, rehabilitate their ecosystems, and titi

Excerpt- Nightshift ~graceli Kopanyi~
The night casts its shadow over her and she begins to run. Fear turns her blood cold. The sounds in the woods and inside of her head intensify with each breath she takes. The faster she runs the more aware she becomes of the demons plaguing her. She is so certain that they are solid entities, and physically nipping at her heels that she glances down to be sure. Nothing was there, all inside her head, like the life she has been living. The life she prefers to her actual one. She wasn't sure if the absence of the demons reassured her or worried her more. She glanced up just in time to see a tree trunk slam into her face. "Lisa! Wake up!" Chelle shook her friend almost violently. "Am I horribly disfigured?" she mumbled sleepily. "No," Chelle replied, puzzled. "Should you be?" "I just ran into a tree." Lisa responded more asleep than awake. "Must have been a dream, you've been asleep for a long time. You need to wake up now." she said again, concerned. "I can't, he has

Today Was Pretty Awesome Cuz....
i get to see sean in three days. [does happy dance] you have no idea how good it feels to say that. i miss sean soooooo much. i can't wait to see him again. well....today was a day of wandering & reflection for me. mike picked me up a little after eight this morning. we were headed to brownsville to pick up christie & head to the carnival. i love the drives with mike. never a dull moment, lol. somehow the topic came to my cousin jasmine & then to my best friend chang. i started to cry...mind you i hate crying. i guess i grew up with the idea that crying was a sign of weakness...so i just kept everything in out of fear of being though of as weak. but chang is a hard topic for me to deal with. just the mention of his name brings all these memories rushing back....& with those memories comes the almost unbearable pain. he passed away when he was 19 years old of a heart attack. no one saw it coming...no warnings...nothing. he was here one minute...gone the next. i can remember the l

Being Stalked, But In A Good Way. Excerpts From "you Don't See Me" ~graceli Kopanyi~
"Hey Cass! Is that you?" I turned around to see a familiar, friendly face. "What are you doing in this part of town, Cole?" I teased him. "I didn't think that places like this were all that you." I said, laughing, we both took a look around the almost empty laundromat. "It's not." he admitted, good for him. Point for honesty. "I was looking for you. Aurie told me that this was were you spent your Wednesday nights. Gotta tell you, I thought a girl like you would be doing something a little more fun." "Fun or not, I happen to enjoy clean clothes."I shrugged. "Besides, there really isn't anything exciting going on Wednesday nights. Have you come to change that for me?" I asked shyly, offering him a pretty smile. "Hmm, I could lie to you, but I don't think you'd believe that I do my own laundry." Cole smiled back. "Especially when you are empty handed." "I could have left it in the car until I knew that there were open washers." he replied defensively. "What do you wa

Give Me A Reason
If I could walk away And still be sane Would I step away? Or would it be in vain? Ask me and I might stay. With yesterday gone And today no longer here With tomorrow's pending dawn I feel my soul cry a tear. I'll no longer be your pawn. You stole a piece of me As you ran for the sunset I guess we weren't meant to be It was enough that we met. But the future is not up to you or me.

Going... Gone.
He let me go Without letting me know, That it was goodbye. He left me dry, He made me cry, He even made me die A little on the inside. So then I let go And he demanded to know Why did I stop loving him. I loved him again Despite the pain I love him again. And I will lose him again. This time when he asks Why did I stop loving him, I will have to tell him, I cannot risk me again.

Stupid Shit People Do On Here And In Every Day Life
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Again The Bastards!!!!
THE FUCKS DELETED MY MUMM AGAIN, THE FUCKING THING HAS BEEN ON SINCE 4 THIS AFTERNOON, AND IT'S JUST NOW GETTING DELETED?!?!? WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!!!! I PUT UP THIS SAME MUMM 3 TIMES NOW, AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT'S BEEN MARKED NSFW!!!! I'M FUCKING GOING OFF ON EVERYONE WHO MONITORS THOSE FUCKING THINGS!!! I HAVEN'T EVEN LOOKED AT THE DAMN THING SINCE 5 THIS AFTERNOON. NO COMMENTING, NOTHING, JUST LEFT IT UP THERE. IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS IN RACISM, WHICH PROVES MY POINT ONCE AGAIN THAT IT EXIST, FUCK I'M FUCKING PISSED!!!! OFF TO GET MYSELF BOOTED FROM THE SITE ALL, PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Goodbye Whore
Give me another chance I will make it right Let's have one more dance I promise not to fight. If we could just kiss once more, I promise I'll walk out the door. I won't stay much more, Not even to be your whore. We have nothing beyond today So let's have what we can. A touch, a kiss, a damn good lay. Just give me all you can.

Nightmares!! :(
Nightmares :( Why do we have them? I am so glad to be awake , I just had a nightmare that seemed to go on forever. I would wake up then go back to sleep and finish where I left off! its spooky... maybe cause it was because I ate something before I went to bed, Ive always heard that could happen. I defenatly dont want to go back to sleep "( I feel like those kids in Nightmare on elm street lol so Im drinking coke hopeing the caffiene will keep me awake! wish me luck hahaha....

Love Confession(poem) By Amanda-kathryn
I try to sleep again, and it never comes to me. A thought of you here, it calms me like nothing else. I want to feel you near, in bed where we can touch. The thought is so perfect, but I know it is impossible. It's like we take one step, and fall one step again. the thought of you is lovely, but it won't get me out of bed. I can't love you today, I can't love you tomorrow. But if I see you, my heart may tell me that... There's no time to waste, and tomorrow is coming closer. I'll forgive you for everything, and swallow my pride for you. It's like a thirsty longing, I can't seem to get rid of. If loving you is wrong, then let me be a sinner. -A

Happy Without You
A new dawn is breaking There will be no more faking. I can walk away from you And the life I once knew. You can't make me stay here. I will no longer live in fear. I won't let you hurt me anymore. It's time to find something more. I have found someone who can Make me laugh and love again. He taught me something new. Taught me to be happy without you. Tomorrow will be a better day Not matter what you say. I am still packing No matter what else will happen. You can't keep me with you There is nothing you can do To change how I feel. I'm leaving, this time for real.

"how-to" Books
They have books on How to fix a broken car Or a leaky sink So why isn't there a How to book on How to fix a broken heart? Or how to survive The loss of a love. Or how to go on When he no longer is. When you are so far apart In distance and in heart. Or how to survive When you roll over And he is no longer there. Or more importantly… How to survive When you reach out To touch him and you Grasp nothing but air…

Love Her Better Than Me
The day is done. I won't be long Until I can't go on Without your love. Everyone falls you know I just never thought I would. With pure grace and show I'll take this as I should. You've rejected me twice now, I knew that this would come. Just not so soon especially now, Packing up saying "it's been fun" ? Tomorrow is a day I must take Without you by my side With every bump bruise and ache I'll stand tall, I will not hide. I just hope you find happiness in her That she won't break your heart That you will find the peace you deserve And fulfillment in your heart.

No Creo En Amor
No creo en amor porque Amor es por los Fuertes y los tontos. No soy ni fuerte ni tonta. Por eso, no creo en amor. No creo en amor porque Amor solamente causa dolor. Dolor es por los debiles. No soy debil. Por eso, no creo en amor. No creo en amor porque Amar significa morir. No deseo morir, Yo quiero vivir. Por eso, no creo en amor.

No Rights
I want to cry out, But I have no voice. I want to vent my rage, But I have no power. I need to cry, But no tears will come. I feel so dead Yet my pulse beats strong. I want to reach out to him, But I have no right. I need to move on, But I have no strength. I have to love another, But it wasn't my choice.

No Words
You never had to Open your mouth Except to kiss me. I never asked you To say a word. I never asked you To give me lies. I never asked you For your secrets. But now I see the fear In your eyes Over the lies You told me, Over the secrets You forgot to hide. Do as I tell you All will be fine Do as I say And I'll never tell.

Not Mine
I reach out to you And you pull away. I make some distance, And then you close it. Don't you realize how much It's killing me? Staying away from you When I want nothing more Than to be in your arms But I can't be because She's there taking my place. Stop it please, tell me now, Do you love me or don't you? I can handle the rejection. Tell me please, yes, or no? Am I to laugh or to cry? Is this hello or good bye?

Loves Blade
I wrote this a couple weeks ago and every word is true. When life's pain is so overwhelming, and there's no where to turn, something that makes the pain stop, can almost take your life. It's too intense, so much pain It slices deep, just above the vein Emotional tourment, fills every space Physical discomfort, takes it's place For just one second, all is right Pulled from the endless darkness, night And yes, I was pulled from the endless darkness. I don't know why or if I'm happy or mad that I was. Everything is raw and numb right now.

A Dark Dream
As I awake in a new world after an atomic storm, the anarchy in the U.K. Rages on, as the sea of love turns into rivers of blood from the dead and bloated, and knowing that know one wants to stop the hate, everyone else is living on the edge trying to beat the bullet, as they look for the promised land to get away from the misery, but to get there you have to get between the devil and the deep blue sea where the unholy tease you and the unforgiven entice you, but as you go down the road to ruin you wind up where the streets have no name, and the seasons of the sun change quick, so you gotta travel on as you reach out of the darkness to find a strange new world.

One Last Time
Just one more touch. Just one last dance. That's not so much. It's my last chance. To find some peace Without you. My life won't cease, You know it's true… Just one last kiss. Just one more night. It's you I'll miss, So let's not fight, You've lost the fight Let's skip the slights. This ends tonight. You've lost all rights.

Living A Lie
Now that yesterday,s gone I am looking at 99 ways to die, as I wait for a runaway trainto go by, I drink my cold gin to find a better way to die, and as I dream on I find myself looking down the barrel of a gun and as the hammer swings down, the seasons of the sun pass me by as I am slowly slipping into a deepfreeze to end my dreams of misery, which have me between the devil and the deepblue sea, and then everything goes black. This is a poem that I put into a contest, and was picked as a finalist, and will be put in a book by potery . com

Raped: Defined.
when your body isn't yours anymore and you won't let anyone touch you because you feel so cheap it means that he has succeeded and you are a victim to him and a prisoner to yourself locked away where no one can reach you where no one can touch you all because he told you that if you ever let any one touch you the way that he did, then you were nothing but a common slut.

Semi-charred Life
by Tonya Buchanon, my best friend from infancy For life is a street you walk down alone; Lonely and distressed as not to be known. The farther you walk, the farther you are, Only to find there's nothing afar. For some it's easy, for some it's hard For me it's rough, successful and charred. Charred by the fire that burns deep inside For the one I love who isn't by my side To have all this stress lifted away Would be like sunshine on a cloudy day.

I Apologize Women
i apologize 2 every women 4 saying slut or any other names. i am sorry. i know i need 2 learn how 2 treat women better. without women we men would be lost in this world.ladies u r welcomed 2 comment on this 4 my terrible behavior.

So Much Stronger
You might try To break me. But I won't cry. I won't die Because you Just don't matter. You can call me All the names you know But it won't be enough. It'll make me cry, The words do hurt, But you'll never see it. You'll never see a tear Leave my eyes Nor will you ever See me break down. I'm stronger than you. Stronger than you Will ever know.

Perhaps A Few Answers
Lately I've had a few inquiries regarding some preferences of mine, as well as some questions about women in general. I thought to myself, "self, maybe we should put it in a blog". Er.... did I say "we"..... damn. ;p The main question I get is why I prefer not to see men's NSFW stuff right off the bat. There was one man who was pretty offended that I had some posted of myself but wouldn't come and see his. At first I was a little taken aback, but when I thought about it I understood it more. The easy answer would be to say that I'm an exhibitionist and not a voyeur. But it's really not that simple. I'm NOT a true exhibitionist, I don't like to get naked or have sex in public, that doesn't get me excited. People who like my pics do though.... and sometimes the thought of having sex somewhere I COULD get caught is fun, but if I actually were caught I would be mortified. And I do have a little voyeur in me, I do enjoy the site of an attractive naked man..... but he has to be so

Standing Here Still
is this how you want me? is this how you wanted things to be? you though you could beat me and i wouldn't fight. you thought you could destroy me, though all you did was annoy me. i won't run off into the night. i will stand tall, you'll see you will never defeat me.

Take Back Yesterday
If I could take back the words I said to you yesterday I'd take back everything that hurt And the guilt that made you stay. I never wanted to hurt you, I never meant for things to go this far, I never meant to use you, I never thought my words could scar. Yesterday is done and over What promises I made I cannot make over I'll just pray for the memories to fade. Can the sun be Setting on our life together? So what happens to me And you, forever?

Thanks For The Destruction
i just wanted to thank you for all you taught me, and thank you for destroying me so i would have to rebuild me so much stronger than i thought that i could ever be. i found someone to make me see that i could live without you. and as each day passes i grow stronger and stronger than i was before you destroyed me. when you came into my life i thought i was completly lost and that you had somehow managed to find me. now i know that it was all wishful thinking, hope you could be someone more than you were

The Descent
as the darkness descended, i knew that my time was running out. when the darkness closed in, i knew that i had lost. i can't take back yesterday, but i know in my heart that i did all i could. i can't take back the words, i'm not sure that i really want to i love you with all my heart, and i hope that one day, you could love me too. i feel the darkness closing in this is not love, i felt love once, is this hate? or is it death?

Withdrawal
With darkness all around you Where do you go, What do you do? Can you fight this darkness? Do you find your nights Full of sleeplessness? When will it all Make sense again? You fight and fight But you never win. Look out now, It's closing in. It's time to jump Will you sink or swim? If only there were Some way out. Without a tear Without a pout. It's not your heart I'm afraid of breaking. I already know I'll be the one left aching. So why won't I let you Walk away from me? Because my heart is locked? And you have the only key? I wish I knew What to do to make This end just right. But it seems all I can do Is make us fight. I've suffocated And smothered you. Changed you from the boy That I once knew. I've tried to walk away So many times. But you bind me to you And it's me that pines. You don't love me You don't know how. Please don't follow I'm leaving now Please don't follow It's not allowed.

To My Lover On His Birthday, So Many Years Ago
I can't remember a time Without you by my side Feeding me some stupid line, Or preening with pride. Every time I see you, I just want to hold you tight, To love you and protect you With all my might. Wanting you to be happy, Hoping every thing's alright, Knowing you're never sappy, And always willing to fight. Theses are a few of the things That I look forward to. No pretense, promises or rings, Just this friendship with you. I hope you get everything you desire. I hope you find everything you need. I hope you soar higher and higher, Never to be held down, always free. Happy Birthday to you, dear, Wishing you the very best. All my love to you this year, Lasting through all the rest.

Scorpio The Sex Addic
SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT kisser, Always get what they want, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, The sexiest ever....Romantic, Caring, 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Tomorrow
There once was a time That the thought of tomorrow Made me so terrified, And it filled me with sorrow. I then saw a light Shining in the distance. And I know it sounds trite, But he is my prince. He's made me laugh again, He's defrosted my heart. He's gotten under my skin And offered me a fresh start. I know our journey won't be easy, The good ones never are. Just as long as he doesn't turn sleazy… I think we'll go far. I know tomorrow is not yet here And I know not what will come, But I'll walk beside him without fear, For no longer am I numb. I can't say how far we will go, I can't say how long we will last, But you really should know, That with you, I can forget the past. Tomorrow is a better day Because I know you will be by my side. I know you haven't made me any promises, but hey… Just as long as we tried

Definitions Of Life Alone
UnHappy bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, depressed, anew despairing, despondent, dismal too. distressed, doleful, glum and down, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, crying clown grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken. heartsick, heavy-hearted, hurting, in doldrums, in grief, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, pensive,and lastly. pessimistic, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone amawitch 2007

Who Else?
The more I think the more lost I become, someone please help me now. Who else must live like this? Living in constant fear and loving only when the coast is clear. And no matter how many precautions are taken, you still get burned. Why is that and also why is life so unfair? I don't understand why life is this way?

Wrong With Me
Is there something wrong with me? Something that I cannot see? Why can't he be happy with me? Why did he have to set me free? Who do you know? Where do you go? Who do you show All of your sorrow? When your heart is breaking And your head is aching From dead sleep you're waking From dreams of love… you know he's faking! It's now getting dark inside of me With no chance to break free. What's left to fight for in me? Cover my eyes… don't let me see.

Value Of A Smile
Value of a Smile A smile creates happiness in the home, Fosters good will in business, And is the counter sign to friends. It is the rest to the weary, Daylight to the discouraged, Sunshine to the sad, And nature's best antidote for trouble. Yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen; For it is something that is no earthly Good to anyone until it is given away. And if someone is too tired to give you a smile, just give them one of yours. For nobody needs a smile as much as those who have none left to give. For all those in need of a smile, I have one right here waiting for you - or I can ask Madison to share one; it might be toothy as she is missing two front teeth!

Seasonallove
A tree in the spring is lightly covered with bright buds and leaves. The weather is warm as is our love. A tree in the summer is lushly covered with fruit, flowers, and leaves. The weather is hot like the way he makes me feel. A tree in the autumn is changing shades and dying then falling to the ground. The weather is cool, we've both gone back to school. A tree in the winter is empty, barren and forgotten. Like me, like our love. The weather is cold like he who has left me.

Become Me
Cancerous sores eating away at my broken heart. Dreams of a life, fleeting. Watch me as I fall apart. Catch me as I fall at your feet. I can't hold up much longer. Hold while I sleep, Maybe with rest, I could be stronger? Some days are harder than you will ever know. Would it make me a martyr If I offered up my heart and soul? I want to find me again, to find an end to this hell that I have been living in. To find the me I was before I fell. Images haunt me now of the girl I used to be before everything went south when I was beautiful and carefree. The darkness swells around me trapping me into this life. This is not how it is supposed to be, not full of anger, hate and strife. Give me back my candle and my matches too. This I can handle. I have to see it through. Step away from me and mine Just walk out of my world. It's not a game, there is no line, I need to be my own girl.

Waves Goodbye
Waves crash by morning but I'll be long gone. While you're still snoring Gone, by the break of dawn. You'll never see me again. It's past time to let me go. I've given the wheel a final spin. More for luck than show. Decisions will be made, hearts will be broken. The final hand has been played and your heart has spoken.

Just Thnkin Bout Her
when you're not around, i fear my death is near when you're not around, it's your voice i long to hear when you're not around, it's your body my eyes wish to see when you're not around, my heart simply bleeds without you, there is no me when you're not around, my day turns to night when you're not around, i'm longing for your smile full of light when you're not around, my lips long for your tender kiss when you're not around, i'm longing for your jokes, joy and bliss when you're not around, it's simply everything about you i miss

At Days End
Minutes coming at me, flying fast and true. No time, any time, just to think things through. Hours flying faster, gone in just a blink. Gone before I can adjust or even start to think. I'm here, I'm here! I shout out to the air, I am, I am! Alas I am going no where. Days go by, I'm so alone, no one to see me cry. I'm destined to live my life alone, I just don't know why. From frisky teen to young adult, it happened oh so fast. From mom of four little ones, now all in the past. I shake my head, I click my teeth, I close my eyes and sigh. I think that all I have left to me is just to say goodbye. amawitch 2007

Why?
A year has passed and all I asked was for your love. I never asked for much I never despised your touch, I was just so scared. I offered you all I had But you only made me sad. All I ask is why? You cheated and lied and so I cried. All I want to know is why? Why? Why?! Why! Why do you always make me cry? Why did you have to hurt me like that? Why my best friend? Damn you! This has to end! I must say goodbye. Goodbye for now and ever you've lost your chance forever. I'll never ask why again.

I Give Up
I give up. I cant believe i let myself care about you or even like you for that matter. I meant everything i said to you but i am doubting everything you said. I dont care if you did mean everything you said. You hurt me and i dont think you care so you know what i dont care. If you did mean everything you said then prove me wrong until you do that I am done.

Getting Over You
I can't make myself miss you, I won't let you break me. I have to live this through. I have a life to lead. Don't make me cry over you, I can't handle any more pain. Do not ask me to do this all over again. If I make myself believe that you are dead to me will the pain soon recede? Or will you forever haunt me? You'll never die in my heart, I know this to be true even though we have to part there's just no getting over you.

Make Me Happy?
I don't understand the big deal I don't need a man I don't need anyone. Why can't you let me be? Stop trying to fix me up. I'm glad that you two are happy but I am not you I do not need someone else to make me happy. I don't want to be with anyone. I am happy on my own. Why can't you understand one isn't always a lonely number. There are no demands when it is just you. I don't need someone to tell me lies and say they love me. I don't need someone who will break my defenses and me I don't need someone to tell me how to live my life or tell me who I should be rather than accept me as I am. It's always the same fight. You should know by now that love does not equal light and anyway, I can survive the dark. Also... the only one who can truly make me happy isn't someone you find or anything you do why can't you see? The only one who can make me happy, is me?

You'll Never Know
You’ll Never Know It’s all a secret I hide it well I tell you I hate you And all is well You’ll never know What is really inside I’ll blind you with my lie You’re fine with it Because you think you know the truth I’ll keep it from you always Never put myself out there You won’t be disappointed You’ll never know What’s good for you I’ll keep it to myself You’ll never question Because I’ll never suggest It’s our little game We play so well Are you having fun? You’ll Never Know

Friends
ALTHOUGH IT TAKES SOME EFFORT IT IS EASY TO BE A FRIEND TO GIVE SOME OF YOURSELF IS WELL WORTH IT IN THE END LEAVING A MEMORY WITH SOMEONE WHEN YOU ARE THEIR FRIEND WILL BE A LIFETIME TREASURE ON THAT YOU CAN DEPEND SOME PEOPLE LAST FOREVER OTHERS COME AND GO BUT WHEN YOU FIND A TRUE FRIEND YOUR HEART WILL TELL YOU SO.

To Realize You
Sitting here I realize I never belonged. After several tries I have given up. For someone who never cries the tears are coming quickly now. I'm finally seeing through your lies see you clearly for the first time and as I look at you I realize that I never knew the real you.

Nobody's Whore
Don't think me bitter don't think me a whore because I want better because I want more. I walked out the door Because you were unkind and the nasty surprises you stored, because you never saw I've a mind and a heart and a soul too. I always fall in love you just happened to love me too. But you kept me in a cage instead of letting me go letting me soar you must know I've shown you the door. Don't think me callous because I no loner love you it wasn't malice that made me dump you.

As He Sleeps
As He Sleeps So peaceful and sweet He lays so close Yet he dreams so far I lay my hand on his face Just to have my skin on his For one moment Like an angel he sleeps He has the most amazing features The slope of his nose The bridge of his forehead His strong jaw line His lips are perfect His skin is soft I run my fingertips across his lips To the dip where the angels kissed him My fingers slide back up his cheek To his hair Short, I make a swirl My hand slides down the back Of his head to meet his neck I lean in and kiss him on the forehead Pressing my lips so softly Not to wake him I whisper “I love you” I turn over away from him I gently move closer to him My back to his front I find his arm Wrap myself in his arms And match my breaths with his Asleep I am In his arms Where I belong As he sleeps

Control
Here it comes the darkness again don't make me pay for your sins. It's not my fault I was not spared. Don't blame me for things I cannot control. Don't blame me for the souls you sold. Don't blame me for the lies you told. The exits are covered now you cannot escape the trap you laid And this we avow, your power will fade. So enjoy your praise enjoy standing so righteous and tall for when your power fades you're in for a nasty fall. There will be mutiny within our ranks we will take back our freedom our time of liberation has finally come and you are vanquished. Let my people go. Do not resist, your retaliation was too slow.

Star Wars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Sagittarius You are superbly wise and have been known to spread your wisdom widely. You are impatient and pushy when people take your teachings too lightly. And your philosophical side always peeks through. Star wars character you are most like: Yoda What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Unnamed
There's something about you which I just can't explain. I feel something deep inside something other than pain. I'm not quite sure what it is but I know I'll never be the same. It's something new, I just wish I knew the name.

Personal Strife
It's nothing personal it's just my life so ignore this arsenal ignore my strife. Tears will come and tears will go if I find peace in some you'll never know. You never asked you never cared you were always masked, you never shared. This bitterness is gone now as is the love we had no more shall I long for things that make me mad. I know you stopped loving me so very long ago, but you refused to let me be, you refused to let me go. Anything I do now is in my favor. Don't bother asking how 'tis my victory to savor.

Someone Forgot
Someone forgot to chase the shadows away before I crawled into my bed. So now there shall they stay no matter what else is said. Someone forgot to take the pain away before I collapsed in front of you. So now there shall I lay, no matter what else you do. Someone forgot to make the tears stop before I realized they had started. So forever more shall they drop now that we have parted.

That's My Soon To Be Wife That's In My Pic Profile
THAT'S MY SOON TO BE WIFE THAT'S ON MY PIC PROFILE... don't leave sexual comments about my wife that's disrespecting her. so you guy's don't even bothering leaving a dirty comment about her. cause if you do i will kick your ass. if your laughing about it.. i'll kick your ass, and i'm dead serious. so don't be messing with my girl or trying to get in her pant's

Art/photography Contest
I have an entry in This Contest. There are some pretty good entries! Go check them out, rate and comment if you like. :) I am going to bed very soon... pardon me if I comment and don't make sense...

Live Like This
Why must I suffer alone? Who else must live like this? Why can't I reach you when I need you? Why must I suffer alone? why can't I have someone to lean on and make me strong? Why, when I try to ease my suffering can I only hurt those I love? I'm tired of hurting them, but why must I suffer alone? Who else must live this way?

Love Me For All Eternity?
If the sun were to set on my life tomorrow, would you love me for all eternity? Would you wallow in self-pity and sorrow, or would you find a way to find serenity? Would you hold to a body that has passed, or would you hold her soul in your heart? What of the letters and trinkets you've amassed? Would you hold them, or toss them for a fresh start? If I only had one day left to live what would we do, where would we go? What will you remember best, what have you left to give? There is so much I need to tell you, so much you need to know. My final day is coming to an end. If the world were to split down the middle, me on one side and you on the other would you love me still or would you settle? The sun will set on my life tomorrow. Will you love me for all eternity? Will you feel more than sorrow? Will you ever find serenity?

The World
I Love him no matter what.. Jason Michael Is My Lover For Life.. He Means The World To Me. Nothing And I Mean Nothing Will Stop Me From Loving This Man.No Matter The Fights Or The Tears He Has Treated Me Well. So To Anyone Who Reads This. I love Him Music Video:CRAZY (by K-Ci & JoJo)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Bodies
She was a girl from Birmingham She just had an abortion She was a case of insanity Her name was Pauline she lived in a tree She was a no one who killed her baby She sent the letters from the country She was an animal She was a bloody disgrace Body I'm not an animal Body I'm not an animal Dragged on a table in a factory Illegitimate place to be In a packet in a lavatory Die little baby screaming Body Screaming fucking bloody mess Not an animal It's an abortion Body I'm not an animal Mummy, Mummy, Mummy I'm not an abortion Throbbing squirm Gurgling bloody mess I'm not a discharge I'm not a loss in protein I'm not a throbbing squirm… Fuck this And fuck that Fuck it all And fuck her fucking brat She don't wanna baby that looks like that I don't wanna baby that looks like that Body I'm not no animal Body An abortion Body I'm not an animal Body I'm not an animal An animal I'm not an animal I'm not an animal An animal I'm not an

Pisces: The Piece Of Ass
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to.Good kisser. Hard to forget.Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

No Feelings
I’ve seen you in the mirror when the story began I fell in love with you I love your mortal sin Your brains are locked away But I love your company I only ever leave you When you got no money I got no emotions for anybody else You better understand I'm in love with myself Myself My beautiful self No feeling No feeling No feelings For anybody else Hello and goodbye And a runaround Sue You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue I kick you in the head You got nothing to say Get out of the way cause I gotta getaway You never realise I take the piss out of you You come up and see me and I beat you black and blue All day I'll send you away I got no feeling No feeling No feeling For anybody else Except for myself My beautiful selfish There ain’t no moonlight after midnight I see you silly people out looking for delight Well, I'm so happy I'm feeling so fine I'm watching all the rubbish wasting my time I look around your house You got noth

Don't Disrespect My Wife
disrespect my boo i will kick your ass. all i have to say is just be nice to her. you guy's don't even think about my wife in sexual ways. cause if you do i will kick your ass. don't even laugh about that cause i will. don't even leave dirty sexual comments cause that's disrespectful to my wife.

"after This, Therefore Because Of This"
The reason I decided to create this blog is simple... For quite some time, well my whole life I have always wanted to find meaning in who I am and why it is that I exsist. It's nothing new we all do it I supposed. These blogs are self therapy and Post Hoc is just another phase of it. After this, Therefore because of this, a logical fallacy which assumes or asserts that if one event happens after another, then the first must be the cause of the second. I've made a rash of decisions in the last seven years of my life that has really done number on me... The professional side of my life has been pretty solid... Though when it comes to love; well, its been anything but solid. Everything that you read in this blog is the cause and effect to where I am right now... Some are letters (which I've never delievered)and some will be poems. The letters are addressed to Morrígan, an Irish Goddess... There will be no specific timeline or order into how they're entered... Maybe there sh

Been Awhile
I thought I could do a blog entry more often than this..but yet I could not think of anything interesting to say. There are some that say I'm NOT interesting anyway! haha. But just like my diaries as a kid I could never keep up with them ,didnt have anything to say. I wasnt pretty or the ugliest girl..I didnt have the hot football player after me ...I wasnt getting into trouble ...etc. In fact I threw them away as I got older ,cause they were so stupid! I'm just now learning how to make these web pages. We shall see how this all goes. Maybe I'll meet more cool people, and someone will actually come by and look.

Random Thoughts
I am not here for a cheap thrill. I am not here for games. I am not here for sexual favors. I am defintly not here to get emotionally hurt I am here to make friends and support our troops. Latley I been taking down that road to sadness..I have been hurt and it defintly not fun.I didnt know friends are suppose to hurt you..Why do people get satisfaction knowing they hurt someone. Do they know what really happens when they hurt someone..I wish some would cus this pain kills..

Guitarist Looking For A Band
I'm a guitarist looking for a band. I play the guitar by ear. I can play alot of led zeppelin songs, main riffs etc. I play an Electric Ibanez,and I have a classical guitar. I'm willing to learn most styles,like rock, country blues,jazz heavy metal,pop,punk,funk,reggae,flamenco. I gotta start somewhere,lol

Aaaak
i keep being in not my best, but of course there is always someone that tries to push your head down when you're almost drowned... BLAH read this, it's a song i'm listening now, not much sense really but well Fairground Attraction - It's got to be perfect I don't want half hearted love affairs I need someone who really cares. Life is too short to play silly games I've promised myself I won't do that again. It's got to be perfect It's got to be worth it yeah. Too many people take second best But I won't take anything less It's got to be yeah pertect. Young hearts are foolish they make such mistakes They're much too eoger to give their love away. Well I have been foolish too many times Now I'm determined I'm gonna get it right. It's got to be perfect . . . Young hearts are foolish they make such mistakes . . . It's got to be perfect . . . It's got to be yeah worth it it's got to be perfect.

Being Sick Sucks
I know this is gonna prolly piss somebody off, but I'm just speaking from the heart. I can't be the "superfriend" everybody wants me to be when I'm sick. I need some me time. I'm pretty sure you don't get bothered a lot when you're sick, but it's amazing how much your demand goes up when your health goes down. Don't mind me. It's just the medicine talking and I need to vent. I hate feeling like crap and I know a lotta people are mad at me because of it, cause hey, I'm not supposed to be sick, right? Anyways, I'm done venting now. Back to bed I go. Wake me when it's Friday again.

!@#$$&^%*&^
GOD too long to delete people. I feel like to make new profile and keep it limit on friends list! ^(*^*&%^(%%*^&% yes I am bitch, oh wait a min.. nah I am not, I am sweetie *^*&^*&^ fuck! meh sound like I am bitchy eh? LOL shall i make new poem?

Lmfao Convo With Me And Dev
DeViN: god i love beer ((..Ashley..)): me too ((..Ashley..)): i wish i had some ((..Ashley..)): some nights i like whiskey some nights i dont DeViN: i dont know how you drink that shit all the time DeViN: my guts would be ripped out my asshole ((..Ashley..)): yeah that would probably hurt a little bit LLLOOOOLLLL

Thats Fucked Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ATTENTIONTO ALL AND EVERYONE Some of you think its a game while some of you are selfish and dont worry about anyone else but yourself!!! I am talking to you who apply and you knw who you are!!!! Thats right!!! If you find this offencive then I am talking to you!!! I am sick and tired of all this stupid bullshit and feel very strongly that if you dont care to talk to me or listen to the station and just have me on the list as a fan, then I got one thing to say!!!! I mean this and I will start deleteing those that I dont get replys from and or dont talk to me!!!GET THEFUCKOFF MY LISTTHANX AND HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!!SEE WHY IM PIST OFFCHECK THE WEBSITELOWER PART OF PAGEWERES THE LOVE?

Wrote This For Him Father's Day 2002
JUST TO LET YOU KNOW..MY GRANDPARENTS RAISED ME FROM THE TIME I WAS A BABY THANK YOU I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR LOVING ME RIGHT FROM THE START HOLDING ME IN YOU ARMS KEEPING ME FROM HARM FOR TREATING ME AS YOUR OWN I NEVER FELT UNLOVED OR ALONE FOR BEING MY DAD THAT I NEVER HAD FOR TEACHING ME RIGHT FROM WRONG AND THROUGH LIFE, HELPING ME ALONG AS YOU LAID ON YOUR SIDE IN THE HALL TRYING TO TEACH ME HOW TO CRAWL FOR FIRING ME OFF THE TRACTOR I LOOK BACK NOW WITH LAUGHTER FOR TEACHING HOW TO DRIVE THANK GOD YOU GOT OFF THE FLOOR BOARD OR WE WOULDN'T BE ALIVE AS A TEENAGER THE STUFF I PUT YOU THRU OH MY! WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHEN I NEEDED YOU , YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE YOU TAUGHT ME TO LOVE AND HOW TO CARE I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME YOUR BUDDY AND HELPER, I'LL ALWAYS BE THE LOVE IN MY HEART WILL NEVER LET US BE TORN APART AND NOW MY KIDS ARE HERE AND THEY HOLD YOU SO DEAR YOU H

Very Drnk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DN'T KNO IF I HAVE THE RIGHT TO FEEL WHAT I FEEL BUT YA KNOW I CANT HELP IT I STILL................. YEA N-E WAYS WHATEVER HE KNOWS IT SO ANYWAYS LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2-24-07 20th Entry
Not much to update on concerning the gastric bypass. I will know nothing until after the sleep apnea and thats another month away. This waiting is killing me. I'm stressing so badly now that my blood pressure reached triple digits on the bottom line for the first time ever (116, top was 180something, I never have understood that other then to know it aint good). But then I also have broncitus that I'm dealing with too. Not to mention a quack of a doctor thats already not on my good side and has me searching for yet another new doctor. I so regrete picking this one. I can't stand how his office is ran and how he tries to bully me into doing what he wants. Yea he is the doctor but ya know what, ITS MY FRIGGING BODY! I know what has worked for me and what hasn't! I've paid attention to the dozens of different medicines I've been put on for my pain and for my OCD. He doesn't even know who I am and he wants to change them all! Damned quack. Doesn't care for his patients othe

How To Delete Your Cherrytap Account
1 - You must have at least 1 photo in your pics to send a message. 2 - Send a message to http://cherrytap.com/user/60228 requesting that your profile be deleted. 3 - Delete your profile information, friends, fans, family, pics, skins, and everything as much as possible. 4 - Log out and never return to your account. ßΣπ§†ΩπΣ85

The People In Your Life.....
Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bri

Void
i try to help but theres noone to listen my words are void and empty maybe ill keep silent from now on since my words are meaningless i offered myself but was denied a lost cause my broken heart dies beating no more from years of neglect my soul is laid to rest my blood drains from wounds unseen these feelings i only get from my dreams let them finish me my flesh and bones ache

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog on here so please forgive me if it goes to fast. Well I'm in the Military and is stationed at Fort Bragg in North Carolina. I just came home from deployment in December and is about to go back in April or May i think they said but anyway I really don't care. I signed up for a reason and this is the reason. To make sure our children and their children can continue to live like I live and that America never fall buy the waist side. I sorry i got a little carried away, anyway I'm 35 and I'm a very good guy to have in your corner and would love to be friends with everyone that i can so please stop by and show some love to a MP in the US ARMY.

None For Dad
One day a little boy woke up and sat down at the table expecting breakfast. However, his mother says, "You don't get any breakfast until you do your chores." --- A little pissed off, the boy goes out to do his chores. When he goes to milk the cow, he kicks it. When he goes to get eggs he kicks a chicken, and when he goes to feed the pigs, he kicks a pig. When the little boy sits down his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "Where is the bacon, eggs and milk?" asks the little boy. His mother replies, "I saw you kick the cow, so you don't get any milk; I saw you kick a chicken so you don't get eggs; and I saw you kick a pig so you don't get any bacon!" Just as she finishes saying this, the boy's father comes down the stairs and kicks the cat. The little boy looks up at his mother and asks, "Do you want to tell him, or should I?" --no pussy for dad!

Wrote This When I Was 9 Years Old
I WROTE THIS POEM AND HAD IT PUT ON A PLAQUE WITH A PICTURE OF ME AND MY GRANDPA... I WILL SEND A PIC ON OF IT LATER.... GRANDPA AND ME TOGETHER FOREVER NEVER TO PART SPECIAL LOVE STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART HE'S ALWAYS SO CLOSE TO KEEP ME FROM HARM HE'S SO NICE, SO FULL OF CHARM NO ONE COULD BE AS SPECIAL AS HE TOGETHER FOREVER GRANDPA AND ME

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*sigh* hours and hours im delete people on my friend list and I still am doing it.. meh I am not here to contest to being popluar. I am here to make friend but seem no good .. if you want me keep you.. message me or I will delete you in less 3 - 7 days... you may hate me cuz I am bitch but look at mirror

Poem I Found
Love Hurts by Nikki Hays Love is something to cause you pain Yet, you seek to walk down lover's lane Be careful, if in love, and guard your heart But never give it to a person to tear apart I whisper loves darkest secrets in your ear But you're far away- when standing so near My heart is gone, ripped right out That's all love is truely about So heed this warning and remember it's true Love doesn't care about you... about you

Disobedience Not Tolerated/ Part Ii Written For Her
She was home cleaning so the house would be the way her Master likes it. She hears the front door open. It is her Master, he has come home early from work. He puts his keys down on the coffee table and walks over to the couch but he does not sit. He looks at her and says.."Jade, “Come to me.” She gets down on her hands and knees and crawls to him. He reaches out His hand and assists her to her feet, grabs her by the hair, pulls her to him and kisses her hard on the lips. He begins to caress her breast and hears her moan. He then pinches her nipple hard and a moan of both pain and pleasure escapes her lips. “Jade I do love the way you moan my pet” he says to her. He grabs her by the waist and quickly turns her away from him and bends her over the back of the couch. She panics. She has underwear on which is against the rules of his house. He lifts her skirt and sees her disobedience. “What is this” he says to her. “Do you not know the rules of my house?” “I’m sorry M

My Grandpa Passed Away February 11, 2007
MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY RECENTLY... I WANTED TO SHARE SOMETHINGS WITH YOU THAT I HAD MADE FOR HIM OVER THE YEARS.... FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED..... ON HIS BIRTHDAY JANUARY 14.. HE TURNED 77, 1AM ON THE 15TH HE WAS VERY WEAK AND WE CALLED THE AMBULANCE HE WAS ADMITTED INTO CRITICAL CARE HE HAD PHEMONIA AND THE FLU... HE WAS THERE 2 WEEKS... WHEN HE CAME HOME WE THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING BETTER (THE DOCTOR DID NOT TELL US ANYTHING) HE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHAT TO DO.. TO GIVE YOU SOME KIND OF IDEA HE THOUGHT IT WAS 1995.. ON FEBRUARY 11, 6AM > > > > THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ;) I WAS GRANDPA'S GIRL... THE WHOLE THING IS SOOO JUST UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT NOW... HE WOKE UP AND HAD SAID HE HAD TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, BUT HE COULDN'T WALK... SO GRANDMA HANDED HIM A URNEL HE DROPPED IT AND STARTED SLIDDING OUT OF BED ON TO THE FLOOR AND GOT HIS ARM STUCK BETWEEN THE BOX SPRINGS AND FRAME OF THE BED ON THE WAY DOWN... I COULDN'T GET HIM OUT,

Just A Note
hold your breath stop and stare looking out there at who knows where.... hold on tight the ride has just begun life if wonderful and full of fun but just a note don't go to fast or you might get hurt take it slow...... and guard your heart for boys will break it from the start trust them you must it's the only way but don't be mad at the next one that comes your way he could be the one who show you that love can be fun... so walk little one never run and if you should fall just remember i will there to help you stand up and stare out in the world to who knows where

Why Write A Song When Somone Eles Said It Perfectly.
I did not write this.... Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought was real It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me Standing here, trying to make some sense of this There's nothing between us Still I can feel your awkwardness You're so lost for words So you just tell me I'm your friend There must be one reason Only one reason in the end It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me So why are you pulling away It must be from things that I say And I'm thinking you're thinking of him So why do I even care at all

My Future
I Dont want to get married, because being attached to some1 is a trap. I will never have kids because I hate those lil fuckers. If I ever do become preggo I will get an abortion. I hopefully wont fall in love because love is lust and it comes with stupid problems that I dont need in life. Like lying cheating abuse fighting... small penis... lmao And I will hire a man maid to clean after me becuase we woman don't need that stereotype anymore. And I will watch him clean and cook for me in a thong (jk). Ill also be either a therapist or a psychologist. And figger oiut why I am a nympho... oh yea and why people do the things they do. AND THAT THAT OTHER SHIT CAN SUCK MY KISS :)

Hapiness
Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back I weeps frequently I smiles frequently Happiness is what I want in return Having him support me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get happiness back I wore masks thousand times I pretend and it hurt Having him to take off my mask To reveal the truth out of me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back My heart is shattered I grabbed a broom to gather it together I cry Having him glue my heart all together Brought me into happiness once again. But then found out it was all a lie!

All About Me
i'm a native american.....33years old female. i have 3 beautiful kids that i cherish very much.i come on the net to meet new friends...i'm not into that cybering thingy which i know theres alot of ppl do whatever floats your boat but i dont do it i just chill with my friends.....i have 7 tatts.i'm into harleys choppers native american history wolves white tigers.

For The Brother's In Arm's
Mess with the best Die like the rest USMC semper FI For all the people that still protest, You're welcome,We protect you and you are protected by the best.Your voice is strong and loud, But who will fight for you?No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. WE might not be able to save the world, Well at least we try We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, Take a look in the back of your brain in oder for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. so please stop yelling and put down your signs,

This Wrong?
First off i have 2 (step) sisters and a brother in 11th grade right now. My mom was acting all bitchy so i went to ask her why... and she was all like im getting tired of people walking all over us. WELL i don't see how im walking all over her when my ass is always the one helping HER out! THEN she says that once my 2 sisters and brother graduate that her, her "fiance, bf, room mate" whatever the hell he is and my little sister are leaving and that we're gona have to find an appt. Now how the hell are you gona go up to your daughter and say that once "those 3" are done with school that you're gona take my little sister and leave the state?! WTF is that? PLUS she's the one who has been having problems with this "fiance" of hers, and she comes crying to me about everything, and then she pulls this shit on me? can someone please explain this to me?! Cause i don't know what the hell is going on... Thank you for reading.. ~Christine~

About Me?
Name:Kimberly Michele Birthday:January 1 = Im 34 Home Town: Groton Connecticut - currently in SouthCarolina Hair Color:Currently black Eye Color:blue - but they cange to green and grey Height:5-7 Weight:185 - yep Im a chubby chick Favorite Color:Pink Favorite Food:fresh salad Your Status:Divorced Music : Anything I can relate to with a good beat Movie: What dreams May Come Book: The Unwanted Occupation: Mommy Hobbies: the computer Recreaction: I like mountain climbing , rock climbing , reppelling,hiking , nature walks ,playing tag,dancing in the rain,playing on the jungle gym,ice skating,roller skatting,traveling (half of these I dont get to do anymore) Goals: I want to fall in love and get married again , start a new family and be happy.I want to buy a home and be the perfect house wife.

What My Eyes Show
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Eyes full of Pain58%Passion58%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Must Be A Moron..
Ok so am I out of my mind? I must be a glutton for punishment or something for putting myself through what I do. Yes this is one of those bash on relationships type blogs.. Cause I hate going places and seeing people walking around all happy-like with someone they love. Mostly I hate it cause I have no one to love like that..and honestly..I don't think I ever will again. I'm pretty certain my not-so-subtle hints towards someone aren't doing a damn thing..highly doubtful I'll get him back. After 7 years or so of friendship one would think you could get that through your head..uh..relationships from "long-term" friends don't work..regardless of how bad one of them wants it to. And I know..I know..shame on me for trying for a long distance relationship. Maybe I have attachment issues..actually I think I do..considering after 3 days of sleeping in the same bed with someone you've "known" for that long I fell in love with him..and I'm still falling. And all of it means nothing. And it makes

Hosting A Contest
OK all, I'm going to host my 1st contest. This contest is going to be for the sexiest cherry here on CT. The winner of the contest gets a cherry blast from me. Everyone who enters will get a gift from me. I need at least 10 people to enter. If I have 50 people enter the contest then 1st and 2nd place will get a blast. If 75 people enter then 1st, 2nd, AND 3rd place will get blasts from me. The pic that is entered cannot be NSFW but anything else goes. Give me your sexiest pic. The contest will start Sunday March 4th 12:01am EST and end Saturday March 17th 11:59pm EST Each pic rating is worth 4 pts no matter if the pic is rated a 1 or a 10. Each comment is worth 1 pt. You can comment your own pic and you can comment as much as you want so comment bome like crazy :) The person with the most pts at the end of 2 weeks wins. The contest is open to both guys and girls, so just send me a message and let me know which pic you want to use.

The Templars And Their Myths.
The Skull and Cross bones have long been known to have Masonic connections. It was commonly used as a symbol on Masonic Grave sites in the past. The Skull and Crossbones, Masonic or not point out to us all, our own mortality and eventual death. This image of mortality was believed to figure in Templar ritual. Now while this claim in and of itself seems quite believable, one of the legends of how it came to be is not. It is well known that the order of the Templars were monastic in nature and therefore forbidden to have involvement with women (see Templar Rule of Order). The legend of the Skull of Sidon states that one Templar knight had a relationship with a woman who died. He dug up the woman's corpse and consummated their relationship resulting in a most grisly birth nine months later. 'A great lady of Maraclea was loved by a Templar, A Lord of Sidon; but she died in her youth, and on the night of her burial, this wicked lover crept to the grave, dug up her body and violated it.

Photo Galleries
I re-did my guitar pick albums tonight so it's easier to see if your favorite bands are represented. If you don't see your favorite bands, let me know and if I have guitar picks from them, I will post them for you. I lost a couple of albums while doing this so I will probably be re-posting my stage passes. It sucks because I had over 100 photos there but I want that to be a part of my albums because that is who I am. I won't be re-posting them tonight but will do it sometime next week.

Luck Of The Damned
have you ever noticed certain poeple have the best luck? i swear they the luck of the damned, cause everything falls perfectly for them. me, i have no luck at all. i wonder if you have to sign a contract from the devil to get good luck? if so, hell here i come....

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

What Is The Atbash Cipher?
We have just looked at several theories of the origination and myths of the Templar's god ... here is another ... but there are slight errors in this one as explained to me by one who knows these things. The code of the Atbash Cipher consists in one simple substitution, based on the Hebrew Alphabet. In the code of Atbash, the first letter of the alphabet, Aleph, is replaced with the last one, Taw, the second one, Beth, with the penultimate one, Sin (or Shin), and so on. Baphomet As Applied To The Atbash Cipher Dr. Hugh Schonfield was one of the original researchers examining the Dead Sea scrolls. He was a man interested in the history of the Templars. In particular, the accusations that they worshipped the Baphomet. Believing the Templars may have possessed the knowledge of the Atbash Cipher, he first translated the word Baphomet into Hebrew characters: The word Baphomet written in Hebrew (Hebrew is read from right to left) Then applying the Atbash cipher, he r

Baphomet: What's In A Name?
Theories surrounding the name Baphomet and what it meant to the Templar Knights are many. Perhaps we will never truly know. Perhaps it never truly existed but rather was put in the mouths of confessors by those torturing them. The following are some of the more common theories proposed and some commentary on each. A Corruption Of The Name Mahomet (Mohammed) It is held that the Baphomet was an idol. If we take this as fact, then the word Baphomet as a corruption of Mahomet doesn't hold. This is because, if the Templars followed Moslem beliefs there would be no idols Islam forbids all idols. A Corruption Of The Arabic Term, Abufihamat The meaning of the word is Father of Understanding or Father of Wisdom. It is a term used to refer to a Sufi Master. In Arabic, father is taken to mean source. If this is the case, this could imply God. The Templars were quite likely to have come in contact with Sufism while in the Holy Land. For an interesting theory on The Abufihamet conne

The Templar Connection
Theories on what the meaning of the Baphomet are many. By some it is believed to be a corruption of the Moslem word 'Mahomet'. The Templars fought along side Moslem Assassins during their time. Another train of thought is that Baphomet is really a joining of two Greek words meaning absorption into wisdom. In either case the fact remains that the Templars were accused of practicing their initiations and rituals in front of a large idol of the demon Baphomet. How did this belief come to be? Since King Philip (the fair?) of France sought to own the vast Templar wealth he, along with his puppet Pope Clement, had the Templars captured and tortured. During these tortures they made many confessions, among these, the disclosure that they had worshipped Baphomet. Were these claims true? Perhaps we'll never know. Jacques de Molay, who had earlier confessed his and the Templars guilt slowly burned at the stake insisting the order was innocent of all but one offense, that of allowing

Accusations Against The Order
Accusations Against The Order It all started with the arrest of the French Knights by King Philip the Fair on Friday the 13th of October, 1307. What followed was a ridiculous set of accusations against the Brethren of the order. These accusations were broken into nine basic sets. They are as follows: The Accusations Against The Templars I. That during the reception ceremony, new brothers were required to deny Christ, God, the Virgin, or the Saints on the command of those receiving them. II. That the brothers committed various sacrilegious acts either on the cross or on an image of Christ. III. That the receptors practiced obscene kisses on new entrants, on the mouth, navel or buttocks. IV. That the priests of the Order did not consecrate the host, and that the brothers did not believe in the sacraments. V. That the brothers practiced idol worship of a cat or a head. VI. That the brothers encouraged and permitted the practice of sodomy. VII. Tha

Who Were The Knights Templar?
The Knights Templar were a monastic military order formed at the end of the First Crusade to protect pilgrims traveling on route from Europe to the recently captured city of Jerusalem. Within a couple of decades the group became an order with the backing of both the Pope and the collective European monarchies. Within two centuries they had become powerful enough to defy all but the Papal throne. Feared as warriors, respected for their piety and sought out for their wealth, there is no doubt that the Knights Templar were the key players of the monastic fighting orders. Due to their vast wealth, the Templars essentially invented banking as we know it. Usury (the lending of money for interest) was forbidden by the church in those days, but the Templars were able to skirt the issue and finance even kings. Perhaps due to this wealth or fear of their seemingly limitless powers, they were destined to be destroyed. The order met with a rather untimely demise at the hands of the Pope an

Am I Easy?
You are 50% easy You are not very easy. You like to at least date someone before sleeping with them. For you, sex is about more than just the pleasure, although you do get a lot of pleasure from it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Women
Why do women let you know one side of them until you date them then they change almost completely then let the bitch in them come out? I just dont know if it is something i have done or if it is in every woman..So far in my life i have had one true love and she treated me like shit so after 7 years i left her..I came to the conclusion that life is to short to not be happy..Right now as far as i am concerned i am goin to take things slow and see what happens in my life..I am tired of all the head games..There is someone i am seeing as a friend and i will see where that goes from there!!!Dont get me wrong i am not woman bashing but for godsake can i quit being hurt by you women now!!!Right now all i need in my life is my friends and whatever else happens in life is by chance!!!I would appreciate any comments or advice to help me out..I have noticed that because of all the bs i am goin through that i have been drinking a lot more often than usual and i know that i need to find some other

Bloodists
Originally a Fetish was used in magic, for healing and many other positive things. Today a fetish is something that is often used purely for sexual stimulus. The word in modern day usage has more often come to mean a deviant behavior, a sexual act to help gain arousal or completion. It can be something as stupid as a pair of shoes, somebody's underwear, an old blanket you had as a child, or blood. Your own, or someone else's. With a blood fetish, it means someone who needs the presence of blood during the sexual act, either their own or that of a partner. A Bloodist is a person who partakes of human or animal blood, but generally not for a sexual purpose. Anyone who partakes of the blood of another is a Bloodist. Bloodists often call themselves vampires, or are called vampires by outsiders and the uninformed. Recently, many bloodists have begun calling themselves Sanguinariuns to differentiate themselves from Viral and other Vampires. They will also often call themselv

Soul Mate Or Heart Mate?
Everyone always talks about finding their one soul mate because that is who they're supposed to spend the rest of their life with. But I don't see it that way. A soul mate can be anyone that you have a past life connection with, male or female. Someone special that can be in your life either for a moment, a month or for many years. They can be there for you for many things & then suddenly be gone, their purpose in your current life served. Some you'll have an intimate relationship hoping they'll be the ONE, but they turn out not to be. Hopefully they'll still be in your life though. A heart mate on the other hand is the ONE. The one person that your heart connects to that you know from birth is out there somewhere. Did you ever have a feeling of emotion that you didn't know where it came from? It's your connection to that one. Ever feel moments of tenderness or like someone is thing of you? It's that connection again. You'll know them in a single breath at the first look into their eye

Genetic Vampires
Genetic Vampires are similar to Inheritor Vampires. In fact, the term Inheritor is correctly applied to Genetics as well. The difference being, true Inheritors must be born into the lifestyle and inherit their Vampiric abilities and attributes from someone in their family; although it may be several generations removed. Genetics are thought of more as having their chromosomes altered and being carriers of the genes, which are usually transmitted by birth or infection. It is generally believed that real Vampirism stems from an altered physical state, which is influenced by an original viral infection or other deficiency, such as body chemistry, altering due to some form of extreme mutagen. As with Night-timers, It is believed that the infecting virus for Genetics was a much weaker strain than that which infected Bornes. In most cases the modern view is that a virus which alters the immune system to produce longer life, greater physical strength, faster healing of an injured or othe

Leos Rock..great To Know I Am One
LEO: The Lion in bed Great talker, Sexy and passionate, Laid back, Knows how to have fun, Is really good at being a Great kisser, Unpredictable,Outgoing, Down to earth, Addictive, Attractive, Loud, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative , Not one to mess with, Rare to find, Good when found

Drunkenness
Yeah my dad is smashed.... Its really depressing being around him... seeing him stumble all over the place... slurring his speech... talking to the dogs... Thats not even the worst of my day... but id rather not get into that in a blog... Lets jus say its about boys.. yeah boys.. nothin but trouble.. *sigh* i duno... im sick and tired of being depressed. I jus wish that i could get away from it all... Sometimes i really do feel that everything would be better without me here.... Sure i do some good, but its not enough to weight out the bad in my life. A few of you know what im talking about but if you dont, dont be discouraged.. things always have a way of working themselves out... *sigh* this is my life...................

Another Cherokee Vampire Myth
U`TLÛÑ'TÄ ~ A VAMPIRE FROM CHEROKEE FOLKLORE Among the Cherokee there is a legend of a terrible bloodthirsty ogress who slaughters people and eats their livers. Known as the U`tlûñ'ta, this she-creature can adopt any shape or appearance to suit her purpose, but in her right form she looks very much like an old woman, except that her whole body is covered with a skin as hard as a rock that no weapon can penetrate. On her right hand she has a long, stony forefinger made from hard bone, shaped like an awl or the head of a spear. She uses this ghastly weapon to stab whomever she encounters. Because of this fearsome weapon she is called U`tlûñ'tä, or 'Spear-finger'. Some people call her Nûñ'yunu'ï, or 'Stone-dress' because of her stony skin. By whatever name she is called, though, this vengeful and bloodthirsty creature is to be deeply feared.

Dreams
Dreams and Wishes If dreams were wishes That somehow came true, My life would be full Because of you. No more lonely nights Alone in the dark, No more cold bed, My existence stark. I have in my heart Feelings so true Earned by a sentence Whispered by you I see in my dreams What could be, A love so true For you and me Hand in hand We would walk Side by side We would talk Trust would be earned By word and deed You would always be there For whatever I need When I look in your eyes Id see nothing but truth Your smile so wide Reminiscent of youth No pain would I cause Given a choice My heart is a flutter At the sound of your voice Each moment I spend In dreams so real Helps to remind me How it can feel

Love It
~09:15~ Claire: this is cool, and pointless ~09:15~ Princess Satan: hahahahaha ~09:15~ Princess Satan: everything is pointless ~09:16~ Princess Satan: :-) ~09:16~ Claire: you know it ~09:16~ Princess Satan: lacking point ~09:16~ Claire: so why do anything? ~09:16~ Princess Satan: without point ~09:16~ Princess Satan: to be pointy

Laughing Sky
This is a condensed combination of the Vampire Creation Myth. To my knowledge, there are five, three of which I have seen. All are based on Native American myth but two are based on 'The Book of Enoch' (about the fallen angels and the Watchers). To save time I have condensed the non-Christian ones here. To my knowledge the basis for these myths are deeply rooted in the religious lore and Shamanism of the Lakota Sioux, Cherokee and Black Foot Nations. The Myth There was once a brave and powerful Medicine Man and Healer who was kind and ruled his tribe with love. His brother was the Chief of the Ten Tribes. The Medicine Man loved a maiden named Laughing Sky. He and his love were wed and they lived among their people in peace and harmony with all. But Laughing Sky was barren and brought forth no children. One day the Medicine Man, in his anguish for the lack of a son, raised his head and challenged the Great Spirit. He declared that he would no longer obey all thin

My Closest Friend
I remember that day as vividly in my mind as if it were an hour ago. I woke up, took a look at the alarm clock, and decided that it was too much of an ungodly hour to be up. I tried to turn over and fall back to sleep, but I could tell it just wasn't happening. I gave in, and dragged myself from the bed, and into the bathroom. After a long cigarette, and a few other necessities, I was awake almost enough to function. I sat down at the computer, thinking maybe today I could finally write something useful, after three weeks of writer's block, but that wasn't working either. So I flipped on the stereo. Eminem came on, louder then I was hoping to hear it�but still, I couldn't find the words I needed to write. After an hour of torturing myself in front of that computer, I gave up, and sacked out on the couch. Just then the phone rang. As I picked up, I was about to start cursing out whomever was at the other end, but when I heard your voice, I managed to stop myself just in ti

Really Bored And Have Something On My Mind
okay so a good friend of mine is being acused of something very wrong and i dont know who to side with... i dont know all teh facts but i want to and now the person is avoiding human contact so i dont know what to do....... anywho thats all i have to say

Ahhhhh
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Please Help Sponser My Sister
**... Please if you care for all the children and women who have been raped Please sponser My sister or just repost About my Sister's Charity SOAR - Speaking Out About Rape, Inc. By raising funds for Speaking Out About Rape (SOAR), Operation Freefall will help: Maintain and expand the National Sexual Assault Hotline at (800) 656-HOPE to ensure access to free, confidential counseling to victims of sexual assault, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Extend efforts to provide prevention, recovery, and prosecution information to tens of millions of people, including your community, each year. Expand SOAR's programs to educate lawmakers, police officers, students and the media about sexual assault. SOAR (Speaking Out About Rape) runs national awareness, education and prevention programs to empower survivors of sexual violence and enhance the public's understanding and acceptance of rape victims. DADDY PLEASE DONT RAPE ME" Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes

Laying On Saturday
Looking at the wall 8 people are online I love all my friends Do they know who I am? One is my CT mommy One wants a baby One wants cock but not me by myself One is not ready to tell me everything One is with a guy who has 4 kids and 2 failed marriage One thinks her best assest is her ass One is in Florida and calls his girlfriend less than I call her One enjoys fucking with my mind and guys 14 years younger than her One believes he is a brother but he uses material and anger to overshadow his insecurites One is in his room right now wondering why they are all too busy I sit alone in my room ~Timmy~

Night
There is a world beyond ours, That lives right along side, But no one can see it, Even though many have tried, There is a nemesis to everyone, Their night is the stalker to our day, But no one can tell, Because we look the other way, There is a right for every wrong, In the world we cannot see, Even though we cannot run, Even though we cannot flee, The other world stalks ours, It walks on our right hand, It mimics our sea, Our air and our land, Sometimes you may see them, They are the dark and black, They flit through the shadows, They live in our every crack, The night stalks our day, Poisoning the inky sky, They never feel remorse, As our daytimes dies.

Fuk Those Bitches
All those chicks that are scamming off of welfare those hoes with 8 kids complaining about not getting any when they treat people like shit those bitches who never call when they don't care ones who have brothers but they don't even say hello when they cut you off in traffic and don't even give a shit on the cell phone with you and can't even give you the time of day when your in line at the store and they say they are in a hurry and go in front my ex girlfriends who left cause im not ready the ones on drugs who blame it on society who have my messenger and don't write to me who are too busy but are on here who don't give a fuck and skip my blogs the ones who like attention but don't give any who wear those big sun glasses in the middle of winter who think paris hilton is a trend setter fuck em all ~Timmy~

Sadness
To live in a life where you always feel sadness is not an easy thing to do. To have many others around you constantly say that you just need to let go of that sadness is a hard thing to hear. I'm told that alot of people live with this same sadness and that is a hard thing to believe. My heart is filled with kindness and love for everyone around me. I do all that I can to help others because it is one thing that makes me feel happy. I regret that the sadness always returns and lingers. I'm told that my life will always have this sadness and that we've done all that can be done, and I agree that I've come to a much better place in my mind. But, I want to feel the happiness that I see in others eyes. And I want to have one day go bye where I feel no tears in my eyes. I feel that it is unfair that I should live with this burden of feelings that hold the weight of many upon the shoulders of one. I am who I am but I sometimes wish that I wasn't. I hope that some of you

No Going Back
I can’t see the truth anymore, The faces around me all smile, Hidden behind masks, That are warped and vile, I was pushed aside, I was thrown onto the sidelines, But I’m claiming my life back now, Ignoring the accusations against my crimes, Let me go, there’s no turning back, I fought myself free, I didn’t want to have to do this, This isn’t how I thought it would be, But who will care now? No one can change the darkness I am, I fight and shout I have changed, I do what’s wrong only because I can, The more you push, The more I draw away, Nothing can make me return, Least of all the words you say, I try to bend the rules, I try and turn truths to lies, I don’t care what you think, I don’t care who lives and who dies, I was pushed aside, I was ignored and forgotten, You made me doubt myself, I became unbegotten, But we can’t take it all away, It’s happened and it can’t be changed, I will not back down, Until I have tasted reve

~~help Our Seniors~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

Blackness
Peaceful at the night sky Scariest in love like a Pearl Jam song Describes the mood of an entire emo fan club Of a panther party with rebellion to overcome Outer Space with the sun and stars Like the black ashes from a warm fireplace If you want it to be sadness Or anger at an ex with a that rose Blackness describes more than just negativity Its more of where you see it When you feel it ~~Timmy~~~

Cherrytap...
Hmmmm. Cherrytap is interesting. Its darker than myspace, more goths and Emos too. However, I do prefer the maturity. Thanks to everyone who greeted me. Check out my new pics. I can't beleive you stole my freaking Frog! you know who you are. :E3 (Baring my fangs)

What Was I Thinking..
Was One Of them Days.. We Made that trip Down the H***** Hill On the Noon Hour! I Dont think We Was looking to TAKE anything.. Or to go into ANY Stores, but i guess to satisfy a Sweet tooth and when you have No Money What are you gonna do?? I was I think the Only One to Nervous to Start "Shovin"... LOL u know Into my pockets..Not Like That OTHER Cherry In here ( and She KNows Who She Is) Yes YOU!!!! Anyhow when We got out of there.. We have loads of Candy and good's of course you know there was Dividing time..i was all the rest of the day getting rid of the GUM i got stuck with!!! I would say That Was a fun Day!! PS: I am SOOOOOOO Dead When SHE Sees this!!!

Crying
Crying alone it is to be never letting anyone see, How I hurt, how I suffer I pretend I am tougher, It is by far the better to seem to be the go getter. Always trying to be bright shelve it all for the night, No one sees, no one knows they see, smiles and glows, Suffer this in utter silence or pay the price of penance. Bound in chains of despair to tell all I do not dare, Stupid me, it is my fault because I'm always such a dolt, Why can't I just be normal, stand up straight and be tall?

~~making It Rise~~
>>> Subject: Raisin Bread >>> >>> A bakery owner hires a young female clerk who likes to wear very >>> short skirts and thong panties. >>> >>> One day a young man enters the store, glances at the clerk and >>> glances at the loaves of bread behind the counter. Noticing the >>> length of her skirt (or lack thereof) and the location of the >>> raisin bread, he has a brilliant idea. >>> >>> "I'd like some raisin bread please," the man says politely. >>> >>> The female clerk nods and climbs up a ladder to reach the raisin >>> bread, which is located on the very top shelf. The young man >>> standing almost directly beneath her is provided with an excellent view, >>> just as he surmised he would. >>> >>> Once she descends the ladder he muses that he really should get >>> two loaves, as he is having company for dinner. >>> >>> As the clerk retrieves the second loaf of bread, one of the other >>> male customers notices what was going on. Thinking quickly, he >>> requests

Always The What If's?
recently, i've been thinking and thats dangerous. i've just been wondering the "what if's" if things would be much different than they are now. i wish some things were different.. *sighs* don't mind me... i'm just being sliglty depressed...

Oh Boy!!!
A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, >because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says ........ "Grandpa ,......

I Once Knew..
How to find myself Which way I was going To where it was from Finding out where i was in a small relationship than finding out that I nothing at all I once thought love was pure full of enjoyment and lacking in pain I once found out that pain and love were one in the same Not just different in words and meaning but more different in the dwell I was feeling I know who I love cause I wouldn't be missing you Even though I cry With the other guys talking to you I once knew a guy quite similar to eye Once happy with a hug Now just happy with a wink and a hi ~~Timmy~~

Stupid People !!!!!!!
SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL