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Angry
You Are 42% Angry Generally, you are not an angry person. But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper. And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful. You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often. How Angry Are You?

Join Me Please
SHOW STARTS 10 CENTRAL TIME!!! DJ CLANDISTINE IS ON AIR NOW!! GET YOUR ASSES IN THERE!! (repost of original by '*~*UNDISCOVERED SOUL*~' on '2007-02-23 19:36:11') (repost of original by '~*~*Simion~*~*' on '2007-02-23 19:36:53') (repost of original by 'Lesson Learned~Wraith of Slovenia of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~' on '2007-02-23 19:37:33') (repost of original by 'Canadas¢¾BADDEST¢¾brunette¢âRATE MY PROFILE AND FAN BEFORE ADDING ME' on '2007-02-23 19:38:47')

Happy Hour Stash Ratings....
Stashes have been building up over time. I have, personally, built over 660 stashes since October 2006. Some have stashes that are far better; some have only begun to build up their stashes. In the meantime, a bulletin is posted that was reflective about folks that have indeed focused updating their stashes in their pages. See below for more details....................... Rating stashes during Happy Hour is the fastest way to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 4 points for you and 4 points for the owner of the stash! Below is a list of my friends with large stashes. Check out your own friends too! It's interesting to see what you do or do not have in common with your friends! Celticrose is better now yay :o)@ CherryTAP/cherrytap.com/user.php?u=540660&friend=540660" target="_blank">okiegirl7262@ CherryTAP 1700+ items in stash Sweet Okie Brat@ CherryTAP 900+ Celticrose is better now yay :o)@ CherryTAP 590+ karen878806 of The Confederate Bombers Of

For All The Haters
OK FOR ALL OF YOU PEOPLE WHO HOPE THAT I WILL DIE ..... WELL GUESS WHAT I WONT....AND WHEN I DO I WILL COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU JUST TO MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING HELL....LIKE YOU HAVE MADE MINE.... I AM THE WAY I AM BECAUSE OF PEOPLE HATING ON ME LIKE ALL OF YOU DO..... I LIKE THE WAY I LOOK I LIKE THE WAY I LIVE AND I LIKE THE PEOPLE I ASSOCIATE WITH ....IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT IM SAYING THE STOP READING MY SHIT.....IF YOU DO LIKE IT TAKE IT MAKE IT UR OWN TELL THE WORLD HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT IT LET ALL OF YOUR ANGER OUT VENT , CUSS, RAISE HELL BECAUSE FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS THE BEST THING EVER.....SO FOR MY FINAL WORDS I WILL SAY FROM THE GREAT VIOLENT J HIM SELF "IF YOU DONT LIKE ME YOU CAN FUCK OFF"

Love On A Wire
You meet someone wonderfull,someone you feel is the perfect match,but there is many miles between you.but this doest matter,because everything she says is interesting to you,and your chats run on for hours,you return to your computer every day ,waiting to learn more, and you do,then comes that day you know each other like a book.and theres nothing new to talk about,untill you take the next step,now the next step can be 1 of two.meet start sharing life and experiences,or find someone new,love is like a fish in the ocean,it must always move foward and grow to survive,if its trapped in a stagnant pond it only dies.

Louis L'amour
i just finished the most awsome book if you read books you should check out the louis l'amour. most people thinks he only wrote westerns but that is far from the truth. the book i just finished is called the walking drum based on ancient times in the european contenent

Lol Just For Fun!
If you really reply to this i might consider you but i mainly thought this was just funny and thought oh what the hell maybe someday i'll actually start using this. lol so either for shits and giggles or if you really want to you can comment on this. Fill OuT :) 1.) Name - 2.) Hair/Eye Color - 3.) Height - 4.) Location - 5.) Favorite Music - 6.) Favorite Movie - 7.) Favorite Food - 8.) Favorite Song - 9.) Do You Smoke? - 10.) Do You Drink?- 11.) Do You Like To Party? If NO Then Why ? - 12.) Whats the longest Relationship you have ever had? - 13.) How long ago did you/gf break up? - 14.) Have you ever cheated on your gf? - 15.) If we were gonna go on a date where would you wanna go?- 16.) How long do you wait to have sex in a relationship?- 17.) How many people have you slept with? - 18.) What kind of movies do you like? - 19.) Do you like roller coasters?- 20.) Do you like going out to dinner? - 21.) How Often

24 Feb 07 - Saturday
24 Feb 07 - Saturday 1876 Victor Moore Hammonton NJ, comedian (Ziegfeld Follies, 7 Year Itch) 1885 Admiral Chester Nimitz US Admiral (commanded Pacific fleet in WWII) 1921 Abe Vigoda New York NY, actor (Barney Miller, Fish) 1942 Paul Jones England, rocker (Manfred Mann-Mighty Quinn) 1944 Nicky Hopkins rock pianist (Stones-Ruby Tuesday, Jeff Beck, Quicksilver) 1946 Barry Bostwick San Mateo CA, actor (Rocky Horror Picture Show) 1946 Michael Radford director (1984, White Mischief) 1947 Lonnie Turner bassist/vocalist (Steve Miller Band) 1955 Steven Jobs cofounder of Apple Computer 1958 Sammy Kershaw Kaplan LA, country vocalist (Cadillac Style) 1962 Teri Weigel Ft Lauderdale FL, porn star/playmate (April 1986) 0303 1st official Roman edict for persecution of Christians issued 1803 Supreme Court 1st rules a law unconstitutional (Marbury vs Madison) 1825 Thomas Bowdler self-appointed Shakespearean censor, dies 1829 Auguste Chouteau St Louis co-founder, dies 1868 House of

Ugh
It's getting late. I'm about to fall asleep. K got all quiet and won't keep me up. LOL! Waiting on Bucky to get home. Can't stay awake anymore. Rambling very bad now. Got like 4 hours sleep last night and got up at 5am. Very tired. Going to go to bed. Good night. Love, Ria

No More Drama
Okay so I am a flirt? is that so bad??? I am here trying to get to know you and make some friends and maybe see where things go...but just cause i flirt does not mean i want to be with you...if i wanted to be with you i would tell you so...I got to many people jeleous or telling lies about me just cause they take my flirting wrong...and its hurtful because i try to be a good person and honest...i dont lie about my situation and what im intrested in and what im looking for. So don't judge me for my flirty way...just cause i flirt does not make me a whore slut or bitch....... If i tell you i like you i like you if i tell you i love you (prob wont happen) i love you and if i tell you i want to be with you I want to be with you...but unless i tell you those things then dont be mad when i deny you. Its also hurtful when someone pretends to be intrested in you and they tell you they are and then turn around and get with someone else or ignore you...just because im a flirt does not mean you s

I Just Recently Dumped A Friend
because she did NOTHING but post new pics pretty much all day. I tried to contact her, just to chat a little, and she never responded. She's obviously a point whore. I mean, spending all that time on a site doing nothing but putting more crap up that I honestly couldn't give a damn about and not taking some time out to say hi to friends who stop by? I have no time for wanna-be celebrities.

The Last Of The Blogs
well................this might be my last, no one visits my page anymore.....and this is bothering me, kinda, i mean, i wish more people talked to me, instead of just adding me and fanning me.......if someone, at least one person responds to this, then ill keep it for a little while......

Time...
so i was sitting outside, the freezing wind making my hands and face burn, smoking a cigarette on my break at work...for some strange reason no one walked by while i was out there...so i was just sitting there thinking...in 6 days i'm gonna be 24...24 and still working part time at a thrift store...24 and still without a college degree...24 and alone... last yr's birthday, tho not perfect, was still amazing b/c of the little things a certain person did for me and just spending time with him and such...and this year, nothing...i'll be working, just another night at the same shitty thrift store...thats it... 24...ok, so its not such a high number...not to alot of you...but it is to me...24 and basically starting things over...time is passing by too quickly for me to catch my breath it seems... today i'm 23...yesterday i was a teenager...the day before a small child....i don't want to see what tomorrow brings yet, but i'm barreling headlong into it... 24...heh...

Butterflies
A man found a cocoon for a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and could go no farther. Then the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. Something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly. What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to g

Really Sore
Ok, I may sound totally gay. But when you wake up in the morning or after a nap and you stretch one of your legs too far for your body to handle and you get a really horrible pain/cramp and you have to move your leg to get rid of it? Well yesturday afternoon, I took a nap. and i was still laying in bed so i stretched my leg too far for my body to handle and the pain wouldnt go away. So i got outta bed and realized i couldnt bend my leg back! My foot was just like laying there and i had to use all my muscles to get it back up to normal. So tonight I went bowling and everytime my muscle stretches it hurts soooo bad. I need like a deep tissue massage. Any people up to that? lol.

Drunken Stooper!!!
HELLO EVERYONE THAT READS THIS.. THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG .. EXCUSE ME IF IT IS KINDA JUMBLED. I AM KINDA DRUNK.. FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE ON HERE WHO HAS SHOWN ME AS MUCH LOVE AS THEY HAVE. MAN DO I LOVE CHERRYTAP! I SEE SO MANY POST THESE THINGS BUT NEVER DO ONE MYSELF.. I COULD BE A POET A COMEDIAN OR WHATEVER BUT HALF THE TIME I AM NOT.. I HAVE MY MOMENTS THOUGH.. LIKE HAHA..LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT.. YOU SAY WHAY AND I SAY CHICKEN BUTT.. OKAY THAT IS THE COMEDIAN IN ME...SERIOUSLY THOUGH..EVERYONE ON THIS SITE IS WONDERFUL! :-0~ I WISH I COULD GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.. ANYWAY.. BLAH BLAH... HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT MORNING, GOOD AFTERNOON AND A GOOD NIGHT...LOVE YOU ALL...

Uh
yep ok so im bored an need someone to talk to... i also have the hiccups an they wont go away i have had them for like a hour.... my throat hurts an i want them to go away... o yeah did i mention im extremely bored..... welp i am an grrrrr someone talk to me PLEASE :(

It's Friday! Yippie!
HEADED TO SOUTHPOINTE TO SEE SADDLE UP BAND... AND COCKTAILS.. IF YOUR IN PITTSBURGH COME DOWN!!! HUGS TO ALL... PICTURES WILL PROBABLY FOLLOW.. HA HA HA.. YOU KNOW ME!!! I LOVE PICTURES.... LOVE TO ALL...

Anniversary
Well, my wife and I had our anniversary yesterday. Even though its been a very hard year I would like to thank her for everything and everyone for their advice and support. Thanks to everyone especially my gorgeous wife.

Our Soldiers
My dearest Soldiers so little appreciation given for all you give never enough thank you's for a job done either way you come home the honor you bestow on us to wake up everyday and know you are there to protect us to the children who will grow up to be in your shoes one day those who just yesterday playing soldiers and today go off to war i pray your safe homecoming and welcoming smiles with hugs and kisses from loved ones i wish for you to come home.....

Lifeless
How can you do this anymore? You hurt yourself with every breath No one on this world is worth it anymore Why would you want to live on this rock anyway? No one can hear you cry and scream out No one cares Every night you cry your tears Every night you take that razor into your hand and cut deeper YOu feel your warm blood run down your wrist Can someone save this poor girl? Is there anyone there? The men that left her The women that screwed her over The parents that disowned her The brother that ignores her every word She's lost in her own little world She's screaming for help and no one can hear her I look at her and cry As I watch myself die She cuts herself deeper and lays on the floor She can't move She can't fight life anymore She's lifeless

The Lake
I am looking at a lake that has ripples going through the water trees are all around you see stones in the water and fish swimming around with no worries of a yesterday and a today there is a birch tree that has grown on the edge of the water it leans to have some branches touch the water just the tips so the tree can drink far off in the distant you hear birds a young girl comes to let her dog drink from the rippling water You see tons of people walking with the wind blowing through their hair you can hear it whispering your name and tells you secrets the sun shining on you you are able to think of past memories but the birds and voices intterupt your traqin of thought and you smile and look up at the sky and the sky is so clear and blue that you just stare into it like a never ending thought that has just blew in your brain just like memories floating towards you as you think you see more people pass by kicking pebbles that are on the ground sitting

Hey Ya'll!
COME CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW - AND JUST RATE IT FOR REDHAWK. PLEASE!! HE'S BEEN AN AWESOME FRIEND, ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP A FRIEND OUT. THANKS MUCH! LET ME KNOW IF YOU RATED THE PICTURE, AND I'LL SEND YOU A CHERRYTAP PRESSIE!

Untitled
You deserve someone so much better then me, I don't know if I'm who, or what you want me to be. I don't know if I'm whats best for you. It feels like you need someone, something I'm not. If I am, then lets not crash & burn, lets not rush it all and waste all our turns. It could all crash in a blur,would you take the chance even if it hurts & burns? I would not be shocked if you walked, and never returned to the spot where it died.

Today
I am stressing out again today!. My finances are a little shorter than I want and I don't know if my huuby will remember to give me the money I asked for. I talked to my best friend last night about a lot of things. One of the things she asked me was how were things with $$$. I said we have barely enought to keep the bills paid and I get frustrated because we need a little more and I know I can do what needs to be done to get the little more. What happens is I just get so frustrated with the lack of that I get stuck and don't go out and do what needs to be done to bring in the 50 or 100 or 200 dollars more that we need. While I was talking to my best friend about this she told me two things, 1) I'm too hard on myself and I need to stop that, 2) Try and focus on the positive and the good things I do have. Then today while I was visiting with the other ladies that I work out with I brought up the conversation I had with Allison and this other lady said the same thing. Focus

When It Goes Wrong
What happens when a friendship is broken because of a man or lies or both? So many friendships have broken and the parties have become bitter enemies. I knew these two friends. They had just met and were become closer everyday that is until he walked in. The tall dark handsome stranger. He knew how to talk to women and just how to please them. He carried himself like a man and looked women in the eye when he talked to them. This man saw the two women and set his sight on either one. While one's back was turned he flirted with the other one and vice versa. He in his own way loved them both but didn't really want to comment to either one. When love was mentioned he talked of loving another still. He had a circle going for a while so as no one knew who he liked. Slowly the friendship came into question as each confessed to loving the same man. What! And one said he told me he loved me and the next He told me loved that woman. Never really confessing her feelings while the o

Oomph!-scorn (live)
Lead me through your fucking world of joke Feed me with your luck until I choke Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally concentrate my pain? Call my name until I clench my fist Fan the flame until I slash my wrist Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally consecrate my hate? Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my hate Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my ... And now you read my mind And now you see my kind Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally consecrate me? Are you able to forsake me? Won't you finally consecrate my hate? Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my hate Bite - nothing can save

Fanning Update
Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. i would like to thank those of that have faned me but there is still a lot that have not.for those of you that have not fand me yet and you know who you and i will have to unfan you but i dont want it to come to that so be kind and fan me thanks. I now onlyhave 46 there is still a lot of you out there.thanks.

Taking A Walk....
While watching TV today there was a program called “Weird America” I’ve seen it before, an its pretty good. It’s a show about these 2 guys from Jersey and they go around the country an tell us about differt weird things you can find if you look. 1 segment was about the “Jersey Devil”. Being from the New England area, Rhode Island has a lot of weird things on its own (just have to be there or from there to know what I mean) anyway, “jersey devil” that’s something I kind of remember about, but didn’t put much stock in to it, cuz well I was a Rhode Islander. But a Michigander now. Anyway, it got me thinking, of a few things that I do that may sound weird, but to me it fun, interesting, and teaches me some history. You see when I can I like to take a walk threw a cemetery. Its something I have always done since I was a kid. I go there an to think, and to find the oldest grave stone, that there tells me how long the gave an how long the cemetery has been there. The earliest grave I hav

Computer Is Fawked :(
ok so my computer is not broken as such but it is my broadband and it really fucking slowww, and the company are being fucktardz so hence why i havent been around ALSO shoutbox is still off is too slow and keeps fucking up & dont need to add to the frustration any more :p not to mention the session expired i get all the time but will do a blog once i turn the shoutbox back on :D it taking me 5-7min to rate/fan one person lol fun times and that also leading me on to my next point apologise to all the ppl who like have waited upto 5days for me to accept friends I AM SO SORRY and to the few i rated and fanned but never added a double sorry to you guys if i added u and didnt rate u fan u i apologise too wow im full of sorry's today :p let me know and i will rate ya and fan ya - it just my dumbass computer now im going to try and do a few more friends request and then im off to rest cuz i have a stomach bug plus im off to the doctors to get the f

Always Bad News With The Good
So I'm thinking, "Every time there's some good, theres the eventual bad." am i rite? I had an interview yesterday, and it went pretty well. If I'm lucky, I'll become a staff member for a major university in my area. Well... I blinded them with science... that is to say I wowed my interviewers with a fantastic display of bullshittery and determination. Everyone clapped, smiled, and asked for an encore. I was on Cloud Nine. Well, I'm heading home, and I forget the rule of "Catch 22's" and low and behold, my jeep starts acting crazy. Long story short, the turn signal gets frozen and next thing you know, the steering wheel starts smoking right next to the turn signal handle. "OH SHIT!" My inner child yells, figuring I'll be stranded on 95 North. Long story short, I'll have to pay a pretty (or ugly) penny to get this damn thing fixed. Why is it that every time something GOOD happens, something BAD happens to equal it out? Would you say that this is the universe

The President Of The United States Is Surrounded By Pomp And Circumstances (and Protection) More Than Any King Or Emperor In History!
i'm starting to think it can't be head up the ass syndrome, because there's got to be more oxygen and more light up even the flabbiest ass than could account for such rampant and long--lasting self--abnegation.

You Save Me Kenny Chesney
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a highwi

Cold Sweats
welp there goes my sleep for the night.. lol.. wake up freezing cold... i know its 9 pm here and its 60 something out side.. 70 n side and your freezing.. wtf is up with that lol.. so here i am once again boring ya with my blogs haha... u can skip reading this anytime.. just had too vent once again haha.. anyways blah blah i know lol.. plus im waiting on a dvd too get done ripping.. gawd is taken 4ver lol.... ttfn

Untitled
I don't know how, I don't know why but somethings not feeling right tonight. I don't know what it is, but it all feels wrong, like something that isn't ment or shouldn't be. Its bugging me inside, and I wish I knew what it could be but hopefully tomorrow or sooner what this is shall be known by me.

Crepes, Suzette??
lol.... While growing up, my Mom and I were well known crepe preparers for various events that she hosted. We learned how to make hundreds of crepes and freeze them such that all it took was a moment to heat them up after they had thawed out. I don't think I have found an interesting recipe for crepes; I do know that I have lost the recipe that my Mom and I had used. Here is a BEER-BATTER CREPES recipe that I found in Rachel Ray's magazine (Nov 2006 issue): BEER BATTER CREPES MAKES 24 CREPES PREP TIME 15 min (plus resting) COOK TIME 35 min 6 large eggs 2 cups milk 2 cups lager beer (16 ounces), such as Stella Artois 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted, plus 1/2 teaspoon for the pan 3-1/2 cups flour 2 pinches salt 1. In a large bowl, whisk the eggs until combined. Whisk in the milk, beer and melted butter. Scatter the flour and salt over the mixture and whisk until smooth, about 2 minutes (the batter should be the consistency of heavy cream). Cov

I Have The Most Amazing Friend
Today with much doubt and a few tears, some of my emotions actually came out properly. In the company of my bestfriend of 6 years we talked about old times, the now and then......she made me talk. She asked me to spill what was going through my head and directed at me her concern. I had very much planned on not saying a word. I was keeping everything I had inside and wasnt letting go. However like she does so well she peeled open the can and dumped out the contents onto the table. As she started lookin at me with many different expressions and I turned my head. The thing she said was not what i was expecting......"Kiki of all the people I know, you were the last person I thought i would ever hear that from" she says with angst. I looked at her with tears in my eyes....and replied. "I know." She exchanged some views with me and spoke her peace. I walked away from her today fullfilled and enlightened as always....Seems that whenever I am too far gone, she always manages to pick me

Scared
our love has grown stronger then we thought possible we think we want a future and the thought is amazing yet at the same time I fear the thought of the future cuz of all Ive been through dont want it thrown back in my face like already has happened in the past i know you arent him and you are much better in every way but it still scares me making me fear im gonna fight the thought longer then i should but please baby always know that being with you forever is the one thing i know i want even if it does scare me to think that way you are my love my boo my everything and i love you

Letters...
the days are long nights even longer not hearing from you makes me worry but i know you're doing okay just really busy i wait for the letter and read it over and over when it comes its hard to write back theres so much i want to say yet no words to say it right so when my letters are far and few in between dont think i forgot about you know that i cant explain my feelings but i love you so very much!

Update
Hey everybody, as you can see i am home. I am doing well, still a little sore and groggy,lol. Thank you to all of my wonderful family, friends and fans for all of the support, gifts, messages, comments, and hopes & prayers. Hope to be back to normal soon,lol. Thanks again ya'll you rock. Hope fully soon i will get back on track and get my thank yous out personally (still a lil to silly to keep up right now), I will try to do all of the tanks yous and whatnot soon. Big hugs to you all. Hope all is well for you and yours!! Lil Mama

Untiled 2
you're there Im here both alone with no one to hold wishing we were together holding each other tight yet knowing we're on each others minds the miles between us make things hard but i know no matter how close or far we are our hearts are always together and until we can be together again thats all that really matters

Haha
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO @ HEARIN U PICKIN UP CHICKS ON DA INTERNET WHEN U SO CALL HAVE A GURL. DUDE Us A TRIP. WORK DAT BITCH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I KNOW U WILL ERASE DIS COMMENT JUS LIKE YA BITCH DOES WHEN SHITS DA TRUTH I WONT BE SUPRISED LUV DEEEEZZZZZ HOssssssss LOL http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-1Ta1I0YlabOM640muxchT47w.7l6rgkz?p=576#comments http://cherrytap.com/fr33kdiddy

Just Wanna
i just wanna hold you close feel you next to me the way it used to be before you left hear your laughter and feel your gentle breath on my neck i just wanna hear your voice telling me you love me and will always be there everything we used to do replays in my head each night as i fall asleep wishing you were home with me

P.s On The Ketones
dr also mentioned it has nothing to do with what I am eating why my diabetes is just fucking me over, it has to do with my pancreas not working properly if at all. and my body at times rejects the insulin I take. so the biggest step for me is the pump which will force my body to take the insulin. i may have to take anti-rejection tabs to help... anyways im going for now. goodnight x2.

Family Crisis
TO ALL THE LADYS WHO IN THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS CONTEST , I HAVE TO END THE CONTEST AS OF NOW ,MY FAMILY HAS A CRISIS RITE NOW PLEASE UNDERSTAND I THANK EACH EVERYONE FOR BEIN THE CONTEST, I WLL SEND THE PRIZE IN A FEW TO THE WINNERS I SENT MESSAGES OUT TO ALL THE LADYS ABOUT THE CONTEST AN THIS IS WHAT THE THE WINNER HAD SENT TO ME ,,SOME PPL HAVE NO HEART, so its over? Is it to continue later? Surely its not just aborted after so much time & attention from the supporters. I understand family crisis, but are you awarding a winner or just doing away with the contest?????????????? You got mega points for everyone who had their supporters voting and it would hardly be fair if a winner was not awarded. So let me know if this is just put on hold till your crisis is over or are you saying no winners your just ending it? It was due to end tomorrow and I'll be very disapointed if there is to be no winner when you have made so many points from those of us that have voted day & ni

Understanding Engineers
Understanding Engineers - Take One Two engineering students were walking across campus when one said, "Where did you get such a great bike?" The second engineer replied, "Well, I was walking along yesterday minding my own business when a beautiful woman rode up on this bike. She threw the bike to the ground, took off all her clothes and said, "Take what you want." The second engineer nodded approvingly, "Good choice; the clothes probably wouldn't have fit." Understanding Engineers - Take Two To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist, the glass is half empty. To the engineer, the glass is twice as big as it needs to be. Understanding Engineers - Take Three A pastor, a doctor and an engineer were waiting one morning for a particularly slow group of golfers. The engineer fumed, "What's with these guys? We must have been waiting for 15 minutes!" The doctor chimed in, "I don't know, but I've never seen such ineptitude! " The pastor said, "Hey, here comes

Ketones
And so I get ahold of the dr and was told i have ketones in my urine... and for the medically unknowledgeable what it means is i have surgar seeping in my kidney. and its at a high level, so what am i told? more shots.. and more insulin. I had to up my dose on my insulins,and my insurance sent me the wrong insulin. i tell you im really sick of taking the shots. and if they cant get me this pump quick and my kidneys fail i will need to do dialysis. and Im not going to do the dialysis.fuck that, being a diabetic is real tough sometimes, alot of people dont really know the severity of it, to name a few things i could go thru,, besides the shots.... and some of these i go thru diabetes.... upsets the mineral relationships in your body: causes chromium and copper deficiencies and interferes with absorption of calcium and magnesium,can weaken eyesight,can cause many problems with the gastrointestinal tract including: an acidic digestive tract, indigestion, malabsorption,lower your Vita

A Promise To Everyone
I have some wonderful friends on here, i really truely mean that. I been talking to some of yall today and alot of yall r concerned bout mt me not taking enough time to rest, exspecially after just getting out of the hospitial. Well after thinking bout it, yall r right. So right here and now i promise to take this weekend off. I just locked up all my gunsmithing tools, told all my clients i am closed this weekend and will be opened till monday.I give you all my word, not a bit of work till monday. I'm gonna just catch up with my friends here on ct, do some reading and watch tv, cook out n bbq tomorrow. Just gonna take it easy. Honestly i thank yall all and i am truely blessed to have good caring friends lke i do on here. And each and everyone of yall has my word, no work at all till monday. So if ya want to message me, call or chatt please feel free to, i look forward to it.

Back To Chapter Four
I do plan to spend some time this weekend hoping to finish chapter four and then on to five of course... when I am five I figure I will be about half way done with the ebook. And then on to the next one and the next and the next...... I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.

Beneath A Silver Moon A Fire
Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Was rising swiftly ever higher That took me to my heart and soul And I became the flames control A mask of deeper divinity I wear to bide the Witches Rede! Oh rise I rise into the Sun And heat of passion rise become A dragons breath A flaming one A distant spirit in me come A lovers act transpires to a fiery red and gold And my hands become the blue flames to mold Rise I rise into the torch To light the way And bring you forth And I became the Phoenix A crackling spiralling beat To rise within the elements To score the world with heat Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Rising swiftly ever higher As wind I come to blow the flame As earth I come to ground again And dowse I dowse For I am Rain! Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Rise to Rise am I desire! Passion as the music comes To rise the flames A beating drum! © 2007 Lori Foster /Rain 8:28 Waxing>Full

Someone I Dont Even Know Put A Smile On My Face Today
THIS WAS A MESSAGE TO ME ON MYSPACE, AND IT INCLUDED THE PICTURE WHICH IS THE FIRST ONE IN MY PICS. JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU THAT GOD WORKS BEHIND THE SCENES SOMETIMES: A SMILE FOR SHERI, THX DAVE Body: Sheri, I've noticed for some time you are undergoing some form of recovery. I know it's none of my business and, don't care to make it my business but, I will say this; My heart goes out to you and your loved ones during any trying time you may have. And, I know I may be just a "weed in the wind" in this big world of the Internet but, I'm just a message away. Sometimes we all share a common denominator. You just never know what it might be. I was playing around with a photo editor and a couple pictures tonight. I call the end result "Sheri's Guardian". I thought you might like it: Look closely. Take care and stay strong in everything you do. And yes, you do have friends - friends who don't even know you! L&R Dave read About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips

Shop 'til You're Dropped
About six months ago, I was about to go on a first date, and I wrote the following blog: ---------------- I'd like to return this... Dating is, in some ways, like shopping. Lots of pretty, shiny new things. But returns are such a bitch. People take it fairly personally when you try them and don't like them. Umm... not the right size. Not the right color? Much, much worse. "Not quite the right fit" might be the kindest return, but everyone knows there's more to it than that. ("I don't know what happened. He just started to unravel as soon as I got him home.") Shopping might be easier. When I return a skirt, the skirt doesn't keep calling me. It just goes back on the rack, waits for the next unsuspecting shopper. To be honest, I don't really like shopping. Perhaps someone could just GIVE me someone. Of course, gifts can also be difficult. If I don't like it, do I have to display it? Can I just put it in the closet? Can I re-gift it? (Here, Sheryl, I think you might like th

Introducing Angel Dust....
Introducing Angel Dust, the newest author under Dominion Publishing. Following is an excerpt from her book, Was I born a slut...or slowly aquire the taste?, which will be released December 2007. Peace. Euftis Introduction It's march 28th 1992. Four days after I turned twenty-eight years old. As I sit in the dark and race desperately in and out of my mind for the answer to my misfortune, a light is broadening to remind me of my failure. I've never took the time to think of my next step, I just took it. And after a period of time sometimes lengthy and sometimes not, I'd always fall on my face. With the help of stress and what is now explained to me as being P.M.S., I'd quit my job in mid December thinking, “Oh well, I'm living with my aunt so she'd be liable for the bills and Angie would find a way to take care of Angie and say fuck everyone else.” But the moment I returned home from my former job, I remembered, "Ohhh shit! I have three children!” Well I

Television These Days
what is it with tv these days do they not think we get tired of hearing about death and distruction in the world and most of these reality shows are getting more and more stupid,they complain about violence in the world and sex crimes well maybe they need to take a few lessons from the 70's and early 80's era when they were more comedy shows none of this stuff they know when they say (don't try this at home) they will.

You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Passion83%Eyes full of Pain50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Cant Catch A Break
When all shit breaks loose, EVERYTHING breaks loose. ...I swear, I can't catch a break for the life of me. Appearnatly, neither can my husband. Missed first day of Math. Husband forgot to leave me the keys to the car. Had to email teacher in hopes that I can play catch up. College called, husband owes big $$ because his old institute is appearantly pissing that he is going to my college now. There is some major fuck up there that we have to battle. Yay. Paper called my husband to yell at him about some bullshit, but they have also managed to break the contract.... lucky them ha. But we all know that they will fight to pay us what they owe us. Dickheads. ...Bad day again?... You have no idea.

Inspired To Post This Cause Of Another Blog.
WELL JUST READ THIS BLOG. AND IT MADE ME THINK OF A SONG BY THE VANDALS THAT I LIKE A LOT. AWESOME IF YOU EVER GET A CHANCE TO LISTEN TO IT. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/58577/238948 SORRY MOM AND DAD.-THE VANDALS. Well, you came into this world naked, screaming and covered in blood who was there to wipe you off and give you your first hug? And it took a couple years to figure out how to not shit in your pants but someone was there to clean you up and powder off your rash It's been them from the start, the ones you tortured and broke their hearts the two that you hate- the two that you blame- the very same ones that gave you your name Remember the time you were five and you lied about who broke your lamp? Who were the ones that sat you down and gave you a second chance? It's been them from the start, the ones you tortured and broke their hearts the two that you hate- the two that you blame- the very same ones that gave you your name [Chorus:] Go home to Mom a

Taxi Service
So they decided to let the guys come home from the field for the weekend. My husband being an 88m (truck driver) for the 703rd a transportation attachment for the 3-7 infantry battalion has to load all the soldiers from 3-7 Battalion and take them to their separate companies and then once all the guys are transported from the field to their destination the 88m's can turn in their trucks and come home. So my friends husbands have been home for hours and my husband is still taxiing around other soldiers from the battalion. Then on Sunday when they go back he has to go back early to get his truck ready to take all the soldiers back to the field. So we are getting screwed out of time tonight and Sunday with each other.

Ringling Vs. Reality
Please watch this interview with Steve-O (a former Ringling employee) and read the facts below. Go to www.circuses.com for more information (and more videos) on the cruelty of circuses involving animals, and for a list of circuses that DO NOT involve animals. Learn More peta2.com Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey Circus paints a picture of happy animals doing tricks because they like to. We ask you to read the following and decide whether that's true. Here are Ringling's own words juxtaposed with the facts: Ringling vs. Reality Ringling: "At Ringling Bros., the relationship between animals and humans is built on mutual respect, trust, and affection." Reality: Video footage of Ringling trainers shows an elephant being whipped in the face and gouged with metal hooks. Ringling: "We are proud of our USDA inspection reports." Reality: Ringling Bros.' USDA inspection reports are riddled with instances in which federal inspectors fo

Sexual I.q. Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

War Veterans To Be Killed!
26 German Shepherds and/or Malinois are to be EUTHANIZED after 5 years' service of bomb detection in Afghanistan. The dogs are owned by a private contractor and obviously, there are no parameters for preventing wanton misuse and abuse of these dogs. He is most likely retiring them because he will be getting more money to put new dogs in to replace these. At present, I have a friend working with a friend at the GAP - Gifted Animal Program, to set up an angel network to get these dogs out. The guy at GAP says he can rehome all 26 dogs. However, the "contractor" says it will cost $2,000 each to fly these dogs out of Afghanistan. So I am begging for anyone who has connections for: Airline support Media coverage Political support If anyone has access to any of the above related resources, please please contact me immediately. It isn't long until Saturday comes and these dogs' time is up. Thanks! Tess Stinson --- Please see below: Please forward to DynCorp

Hardcore Happy Fun Time.
AIGHT SO LAST NIGHT WAS A KIND OF HOUSEWARMING PARTY FOR MY FRIEND CRYSTAL. LOTS OF KEWL PEEPS, AND TWO FEMALES THAT I HAVE HARDCORE CRUSHES ON, BOTH WHO I GOTS TO HAVE SOME FUN PLAYTIME WITH, AND YEAH WHOLE NOTHER STORY THERE. THE GREAT PART WAS AFTER TWO KEGS WERE KILLED, AND A BOTTLE OF EVERCLEAR, A BOTTLE OF GIN, AND NUMEROUS CASES OF BEER, WE WAS ALL PRETTY FUCKING TRASHED. THERE WAS THE SKINNY LITTLE BLONDE EMO GAY DUDE NAMED LEE THERE, DUDE IS HARDCORE KEWL, BUT HAS THE BUILD OF A CHEERLEADER. ANYWAYS THIS RED HEADED CHICK NAMED HOLLY, WHO HAS A CRUSH ON ME, BUT WHO I HAVE NO INTEREST IN, STARTED TALKING SHIT TO LEE, CALLING HIM A PANSY, AND PETHEITC, AND ALL THIS OTHER SHIT. LEE GOT UP AND WENT OVER TO HER, AND SHE PUNCHES HIM IN THE FACE!! NOW GRANTED I'M LAYING ON THE FLOOR ABOUT TEN FEET AWAY LAUGHING MY ASS OFF CAUSE OF THE FACT THAT CHICK IS TALKING SHIT TO HIM BECAUSE OF A COMMENT I MADE ABOUT HER WHORE STRIPPER FRIEND WHO WAS TALKING MAD GARBAGE THE ENTIRE NIGHT. SO LEE

Wtc 1st Responders & Our Government Turning Its Back On Us
"Catch Me Now" by The Kinks - I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN AND YOU NEEDED A HELPING HAND I CAME TO FEED YOU BUT NOW THAT I NEED YOU YOU WON'T GIVE ME A SECOND GLANCE NOW I'M CALLING ALL CITIZENS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD THIS IS CAPTAIN AMERICA CALLING I BAILED YOU OUT WHEN YOU WERE DOWN ON YOUR KNEES SO WILL YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING HELP ME NOW I'M CALLING YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I'M IN YOUR HANDS, IT'S UP TO YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN YOU WOULD ALWAYS COME RUNNING TO ME I NEVER DENIED YOU AND I WOULD GUIDE YOU THROUGH ALL OF YOUR DIFFICULTIES NOW I'M CALLING ALL CITIZENS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD THIS IS CAPTAIN AMERICA CALLING I BAILED YOU OUT WHEN YOU WERE DOWN ON YOUR KNEES SO WILL YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING HELP ME NOW I'M CALLING YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I'M IN YOUR HANDS, IT'S UP TO YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING WHEN YOU WERE BROKE YOU WOULD COME TO ME AND I ALWAYS PULL

Bill Of Rights You Got To Read Lmao
DON'T MESS WITH MOM My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than m

Vote No On Sb 861!!!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

This Is Love.
I love you............ Yes.... You........ I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be yours I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our love is my life You know who you are............ And you know how I feel......... I love you.......... I always will..........

(wel)come To The Meez Side...
Hello, and welcome to the Meez Insider blog! For my first act, I will avoid giving you a pointless intro. . . . And done. Moving on, an update on our latest band merch. Band merch? What?Read the rest at the Meez Insider.

About March Of Dimes And What They Do With Thier Proceeds
Encouraging the March of Dimes to Use Non-Animal Methods http://www.pcrm.org/resch/charities/mod.html http://support.pcrm.org/site/PageServer?pagename=pcrm_mod_leaflets&AddInterest=1009&JServSessionIdr001=7zlmdcg2x2.app2b the march of dimes use's it's proceeds for animal lab testiing. Kittens. Birds. Lambs. Monkeys. Ferrets. Mice. The March of Dimes has spent millions of dollars funding experiments that injure, mutilate, poison, and kill adults and babies of all of these animals. In one study, newborn kittens had their eyelids sewn shut for many months before being killed, in a failed attempt to study visual deprivation. The March of Dimes has funded a series of other disturbing experiments, such as brain damaging and freezing newborn ferrets, seriously dehydrating pregnant ewes, inducing the premature birth of lambs and deliberately inflicting lung injury, giving alcohol and cocaine to pregnant animals, and tethering pregnant monkeys to cages with monitoring cables inse

Furst Blog
Hey hey, this is my first blog here, just hangin out meeting new peeps...pls understand i aint here to met booty calls..just friends and and maybe I found someone special already....holla at ya gurl remember to rate my profile, my pic and so forth.you know the role...thanks

Who I'd Like To Meet:
Who I'd like to meet: Massive quantities of people of the male persuasion. Just kidding (sorta). Looking to see who is out there, maybe connect once in a while, check on each other. Nothing serious, nothing dramatic. Just hoping to make a few choice online pals. Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, Chocolate in one hand, Margarita in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" I've also discovered rather late in life I might add that if life hands you lemons make either lemonade or a damn good Margarita! In the last 24 hours I've opted for the margarita. I have this tendency to screw up good things where relationships are concerned whether they are purely platonic or of a sexual nature. However, I believe in Karma and if you set out to hurt someone intentionally then it will come back to bite you in the ass...and ten f

Yea!!!!!
Im so happy right now! We just heard from the lady who we were hoping to rent from and I am getting the apartment that I was hoping to get. It is going to be perfect for me and Heaven. I might have to borrow a lil bit of money but thats all good. So yeah my mood just perked up a lil bit more.

Come Visit Me!
Hey yall this is my first blog! I have been on here since Dec. But still learning everything. And trying to help my hubby get ready to go to Iraq in May.(cries) But anywho I just posted some new pics come by and check them out! hugzzz

Spirit Love
Life is more than flesh and blood ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SPIRIT LOVE When our worldly Minds relax, it sets our Spirits free they quickly build a bridge across the obstacles we see. Thus when our Bodies sleep at night, no matter where they lay, Our Spirits join as one in Love … … until the break of day. The strange sensation that you feel, Is Spirit need inside; Yearning to fulfill Our Love your worldly Mind denies. I yield to Spirit voice inside, You ponder worldly fears; and when I cried my Love out loud, you wondered at my tears. The worldly Mind controls the acts of beings here on earth, here Spirit needs can be denied regardless of their worth! But when your mortal Mind’s at rest, your Spirit flies to me, to nestle in my arms each night, and share Our Love contentedly So if your Mind believes it dreams, of Love’s sweet happiness … it is no dream, we really are engaged in sweet caress. The worldly fears you listen to endanger Lo

Beneath A Silver Moon The Wind
Beneath a Silver Moon the Wind Beneath the silver moon As Wind I danced on crisp white snow I wore her as a jewel on me For everyone I know I swept into the shadows A silent drifting light As I became the song from the horned owl rising into a starry night To wisk into the grey wolf Panting hot and cold white mist against the chilling air Was pleasant and love kissed I came to stalk the one Who silenced me with rain I came to fly with ease A dragon I became Spit-Fire from a flaming sun And Earth Oh how I dwelled Beneath a Silver Moon The magickal muse concealed A spiralling I go Across the ice my breath Beneath a Silver Moon the Wind And Babe hath come to rest To bring the fruit And plant the seed Upon the wind and the moon Into my Breath a Goddess Oh come she may yet soon! For I am the Wind Each Breath I am Beneath the Silver Moon! © 2007 Lori Foster/Rain 7:13 Waxing to Full

She'll Forever Be Missed
Written by a friend of mine..For my 7 week old Granddaughter..Abagail.. Born Dec 17th, 2006 .. Died Feb 10th, 2007 She came into their lives in the middle of the night, oh, it was the wee hours of the morning when her sweet little face came into sight.. So tiny she was, with a heart of gold, which touched all that was told of her wonderful miracle birth. From the heart of North Carolina her birth reached the myspace site spreading like a wild fire filled with a strong and powerful holy love. Bringing people together in prayer around the world in far to many states to name them all.. We prayed for her recovery night and day, cheered and shouted with ounce she gained as she fought for her stay here upon this earth. Sweet little Blessed Angel was now a part of our lives and we loved her as if she was our very own shining little light. Jesus had another plan one we don't sometimes understand, and once again in the wee hours of the morning. He stretched out his war

Grrrrrrrrrrr
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight You think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Touch me baby, tainted love Touch me baby, tainted l

Leader Of The Most Repressive Regime Contest
I am looking for entry’s into the leader of the most repressive regime contest, rules are as follows (please repost) 1) You must be the leader of a repressive regime. 2) You must have shown a sustained lack of respect for human rights. 3) You must have been suspended from the UN or other another major international organisation within the last 5 years. 4) You must have at least $1 Billion in personal wealth stashed away in Swiss Bank accounts. 5) You must have total control of all media in your country. It's a rigged contest (to make it normal for the contestants), so any form of voter intimidation, ballot rigging, vote manipulation and general skull dagger are fine. 1st Prize Is a "donated" ex white owned farm of you choice in Zimbabwe 45 minutes with the "Pleasure girls" (contraceptives supplied) A holiday home in Pyongyang with electricity and state run TV. on tap (1.5 hours a day) A all expensive paid shopping trip to Europe with Mrs Mug

Don't Go Away Mad...just Go Away
My blood pressure is 145/100 I feel Icky People annoy me CherryTap Annoys me... Think imma go away for awhile We could sail away Or catch a freight train Or a rocketship into outer space Nothing left to do Too many things were said To ever make it feel Like yesterday did Seasons must change Separate paths/Separate ways If we blame it on anything Let's blame it on the rain I knew it all along I'd have to write this song Too young to fall in love Guess we knew it all along That's alright, that's okay We were walkin' through some youth Smilin' through some pain That's alright, that's okay Let's turn the page My friends called today Down from L.A. They were shooting pool all night Sleeping half the day They said I could crash If I could find my own way I told them you were leaving On a bus to go away That's alright, that's okay We were two kids in love Trying to find our way That's alright, that's okay Held our dreams in our hands Let

Hey I'm In A Contest
Hmm...must have had too much to drink, I am in this contest...I don't even know what you get for winning, but it's nice to get a vote or two from friends! I will do something nice for the folks who vote :) Later update: Apparently the contest runs until 5 pm Sunday!

Man Of My Dreams
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as you take my soul

Poetry
Lord He left me Oh my lord why With a broken heart When my heart was full of love That what my heart felt Til now my Lord The pain, just won't disappear My heart won't love again My heart is bleeding My heart is crying Oh my lord why My heart is dying There no more love Inside, the beat stop My heart has turn into a stone The light of my heart Can't you see my Lord The light of my heart faded away

R.i.p. John Hetu Jr
By Globe Staff A 22-year-old Rhode Island man died and a woman suffered serious injuries early this morning in a single-car crash on southbound Interstate 495 in Raynham, State Police reported. A preliminary investigation found that speed may have been a factor in the wreck, and that neither occupants of the car were wearing seat belts. The 2000 Volkswagen Cabrio was heading south near Exit 7A at about 2 a.m. when it swerved off the road, hit a highway sign, bounced back across all three lanes of travel, and rolled over. A man and a woman were both thrown from the car. Police said it has not yet been determined who was driving. The man, John W. Hetu, of Pawtucket, died at the scene. The woman, Abby M. Carnello, 19, of Middleboro, was rushed to Morton Hospital and then flown to Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston. The crash remains under investigation. Posted by the Boston Globe City & Region Desk at 10:18 AM Print | E-mail to a friend | Permalink | Subscribe via r

Grrrr
God sometimes I really hate my life. I so cant wait to have my own place so I can make my own decisions and dont have people thinking they can tell me what to do all the time. Last I checked I was a big girl and could make my own decisions but then again there are people who think I still need someone older always telling me what to do. My life is going to change for the best once I finally have my own place even if money is a lil tight. I would rather have money a lil tight then have someone standing over my shoulder telling me what I can and cant do all the fucking time. Its as if people dont think I know what Im doing because I am still young. But I do! I am a big girl and do think things out before I do them. God I so cant wait until Im on my own and my baby is home instead of miles away.

... Without You ...
... WITHOUT YOU ... There is no pleasure in today, no way to share the ecstasy of feeling, only knowledge that I could feel; the empty certainty of intellect. That is life today, without YOU. Without YOU, Life is a terminal case of obligation; a glowing sensation, slowing in anticipation, a waning flame that flickers out of view. Drained of Dreams I linger … yearning, without YOU. Without WHO? YOU do not even need a name, the naïve game I’ve played was being needed, instead of loved. But living’s not the same without a Dream, and life’s a losing game, without YOU. Without YOU, Death is not subject to transition, but Life is a decision, no one is condemned to Life or wife. Time will pay the past and end tomorrows, without YOU. Without YOU, there is only human mortality; my end to solitary giving. The end to Spirit living, without Love. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, April 21, 2006

Poems And Such
I WAS SITTING IN THE TEMPLE, I WAS MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, I WAS LISTENING TO A LOVELY HEBREW MASS....... WHEN THESE PLATENT PEOPLE PLUNGED IN AND THEY THEW ME IN A DUNGEON AND SHOVED A RED HOT POKER UP MY ASS. IS THAT CONCIDERATE, IS THAT POLITE...AND NOT A TUBE OF PEPERATION H IN SIGHT.

Here We Go Again
OK well my week pretty much sucked and just got worse today. Week started out with no school on money woohoo all the kids home. Then my mother still cant return to work and is still on oxygen another woohoo. Caiti came down with strep ( stay away lol ) and then today my ex's grandfather passed away and I need to take my over emotional daughter and my other 2 children to the funneral great just what I needed to end out my week.

Haikus I Wrote
here are a few samples for beginning: electricity conductivity takes my words into your soul unparalyzed loneliness love is the premise of separation. And you are beyond loving burst fast red clouds explode on the lids of my closed eyes till my heart shivers

#6
well i havent heard anything from him directly lately but his parents have. he promised to write to me soon. this week he had to go to the gas chambers and is once again sick. he has an ear infection now...poor guy. I feel so bad for him. but on the good side he has brought his pt time down almost to what it needs to be. so hes doing pretty good even though he is sick again. hopefully i will hear from him myself soon. well thats all i know for now. will keep you all updated

What Songs Are Good For Dancing?
I'm looking for new songs to dance to.. I'm tired of the same old shit.. Please Let me know what would you think would be hot.. Cause I'm doing a New Video tongith!! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Cheney Hints At Iran Strike
Cheney hints at Iran strike 24 Feb 2007 US Vice-President [sic] Dick Cheney has raised the possibility of military action to stop Iran acquiring nuclear weapons. He has endorsed Republican senator John McCain's proposition that the only thing worse than a military confrontation with Iran would be a nuclear-armed Iran. http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,21279082-5005961,00.html

Poems Of Sorts
I WAS SITTIN' FLICKIN' CHICKEN AND LOOKIN THROUGH THE PICKEN'S WHEN SUDDENLY....... THESE GAURDS BROKE DOWN MY WALLS. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEM AS THEY GRABBED ME BY MY SCROTUM AND STARTED PLAYING PING-PONG WITH MY BALLS. OH THE AGONY OH THE SHAME...TO MAKE MY PRIVATES PUBLIC FOR A GAME....

I Love You
day in and day out i sit here wondering how can this be getting harder when it really should be getting easier i never realized just how much you mean to me and I love you more then ever you totally stole my heart the day we met and still have it to this day so far you've been gentle and hopefully will continue each day I hope for a letter just saying your okay and you love me i know you cant write as much as i would like so the letters are more specail when they come i cant wait until you come home and i can have you in my arms baby i love you more then you will know you are my world my everything stay safe and come home soon

Virginia Beaver's Guide To Sex And Calories
It's been known for years that sex is good exercise, but until recently nobody had made a scientific study of the caloric expenditure of different sexual activities. Now, for the first time in the Western World, here are the true caloric benefits of sex. REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With consent....................... 12 Calories Without consent.................... 187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands........................ 8 Calories With one hand.......................... 12 Calories With your teeth........................ 85 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection....................... 6 Calories Without an erection.................... 315 Calories PRELIMINARIES: Trying to find the clitoris............ 8 Calories Trying to find the G-Spot.............. 92 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary............................. 12 Calories 69 lying down.......................... 78 Calories 69 standing up......................... 112 Calories

I Am Dracula
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius100%Lestat100%Dracula100%Akasha83%Deacon Frost83%Blade67%Angel50%Armand50%Spike33%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Need Your Help Friends
Ok i am in a comp well one of 3 others not starting for a few days but... if you have 2 mins please go and rate my pic in this competition rate and comment it plz THANKYOUUUUUUU Love n hugs Tigsy just clickon this pic below

To Get In To The Contest
the contest will start on MAR 4 and end on MAR 10th you need to send your information and the photo you want in the contest so i can rip it to the contest folder... all this needs to be done b4 SAT MAR 3 1159 PM EST...

Tgif!
Thank God it's Friday! Weekend's here, I think most know what that means! I'm sure folks will be having fun this weekend. My brother's having his birthday gathering Saturday night. I may or may not be around the computer during it. Sunday looks to be a BLAH kind of day for me right now. So for now, I am going to take off...go enjoy my Friday night, talk to yas later!

Looking For Drupal Web Developers
Okay I have put the feelers out to see if anyone knows of any drupal web developers, the scarybirds site is based on drupal and I could do with a hand to develop some of the modules and bits and pieces that can be attached to the site. Jenny has kind of got limited time so looking for a few other bodies. anyway if you know of anyone who can do this let me know.

Members Of The Bomb Squad
THE MEMBERS SO FAR IN THE BOMB SQUAD ARE AS FOLLOWS thediamonddew.com< ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; No 1 member of the bomb squad =cumwithdamo@ CherryTAP --------------------------------------------------- juicywetlipsxxx no.1 member of the comment bomb squad = juicywetlipsxxx@ CherryTAP -------------------------------------------------------- Simply Complex #2 member of the comment bomb squad@ CherryTAP --------------------------------------------------------------- No 3 Member Of The Bomb Squad = Mish Number 1@ CherryTAP --------------------------------------------------------------- 4 the no 4 member of the comment bomb squad@ CherryTAP ------------------------------------------------------------------ 5 the no 5 member of the comment bomb squad =tamster92574@ CherryTAP --------------------------------------------------- 6 jujuangel(READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU ADD ME)@ CherryTAP -------------------------------------

Because Of Me
Could you please come a little closer Cuz I'm holding on to the edge And this feeling is a bit too familiar And all the times that you run from me Deep inside of yourself Could you take my hand and show me the way To heal every pain that you cry over I only wanna be the best of friends to you I only wanna be the last thing that you see When you drift off to sleep I wanna be every reason for every smile that crosses your face And the one to erase every tear that clouds your eyes I only wanna be the love you can never forget I see you standing broken and alone And I don't know how to show you That nothing you could do would ever change you for me I really miss the way that we laughed And the smiles I see in all of our photographs But most of all I miss the look That you had in your eyes when we promised forever I only wanna be the best of friends to you I only wanna be the last thing that you see When you drift off to sleep I wanna be every reason for every s

Purpledragonlady
THIS WOMAN IS AMAZING, READ HER OWN WORDS AND CHECK OUT HER ART::: ~SHROOM~ I have been drawing ever since I could hold a pencil in my hand. I have no formal education in art. My art is very free I allow the creativity come from where it may. When my daughter was in an auto accident in June of 2006 I stayed home to care for her and began doing what I call my Vandoodles at that time. There are 3 common characters in each of them an eye, a heart and a stick figure.If the don't fit the picture then I add them to my signature. They represent my love for kids I advocate for child abuse prevention and donate 10% of what I make to buy art supplies for kids in residential care. I hope you enjoy my work and I do appreciate all opinions and comments. Feel free to visit my website http://vanessainelsonart.com/index.htm ~CHAOS~ IF YOU WANT TO SEE MORE JUST CLICK A PIC AND BROWSE THROUGH HER PICS...

Damn This Hole In My Heart
All i can do is sit here and think of you.. i know i shouldnt. Causei know you are with her... why does it make me so jealous? I dont understand why i feel for you the way i do. I cant describe how i love you or pin point why i love you its just there in my heart and in my soul. It seems every day i get closer to seeing you i get more and more nervous. A part of me wants our meeting to go terribly wrong... and the other part wants it to go perfect. And its not you that gives me false hope... it me. I have searched my soul, read the cards, even looked to the stars... and it all says the same thing... so why cant i believe it. You say you cant and wont choose me... so why do i see something else in your eyes? I have your heart and your soul... she has your body.. is it so wrong for me to want all of you? You have changed me in more ways than i probably even know. And the silly thing is... i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to spend the rest of my life loving you. And

Blast 4 One Week
hey ladies im holding a contest for a blast for a week for the winner this contest will start the first sunday in MArch send me msgs inorder to apply for the contest again the one with the most bombs gets a blast 4 a week...

Joke
Two gators were sitting at the side of the swamp near Washington, DC. The smaller one turned to the bigger one and said, "I can't understand how you kin be so much bigger' n me. We're the same age, we was the same size as kids. I just don't get it." Well," said the big gator, "What you been eatin boy?" "Politicians, same as you," replied the small gator. "Hmm. Well, where do yall catch em?" "Down to the side of the swamp near the parkin lot by the Capitol." "Same here. Hmm. How do you catch 'em?" "Well, I crawls up under one of them Lexus and wait fer one to unlock the car door. Then I jump out, grab 'em on the leg, shake the shit out of 'em, and eat 'em!" "Ah!" says the big alligator, "I think I see your problem. You ain't gettin' any real nourishment. See, by the time you get done shakin' the shit out of a Politician, there ain't nothin' left but an asshole and a briefcase.

True Friends
i once thought that some of my realtime friends were my best friends i gave then the chance to earn the title of my sisters and i see that some of them need to learn that they need to stay out of my life especially the ones i did not ask to butt in to the whole situation. my life and my love life are not for them to dictate i am the ruler of my destiny i am a witch and i have many friends that are witches and things that will be done will be done by the grace of the Goddess. From now on i know who to trust and who not to trust and they know who i am talking about they are on here too and yes one i have know is not behind the fact that someone will not speak to me again thanks to someone that wanted to see me happy or so she said she did when i called her crying on the phone i thought that she was there for me but i guess that she wasn't the other hurt me because i hurt her and told her that because of all that was going on i was taking her godmothership away from her over my son well

Tell Them, Before It Is Too Late.
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its pu

Regretful Temptation
Regretful Temptation Though your arms were warm to the touch.. There’s a trace of iciness that pains me so much.. For there is no love, no feelings of security.. Your just another way to escape a bleak reality.. I’m alone in this world, with no hand to hold.. So I search for a heat, to extinguish the cold.. Knowing once more, I’ll be abandoned in the end.. Left with a shattered heart, too broken to mend.. For a fleeting moment in time, you were my salvation.. Yet I’m consumed with regret, that I took such temptation.. I turned to you to satisfy an emptiness inside.. Hoping your touch would cause the pain to subside.. Subside it did not, but multiplied in force.. My dignity suffered and is besieged with remorse.. I engaged such passion for my soul to be healed.. But more damage was done than could ever be revealed.. So I must live with this mistake that I have made.. And put trust in finding a love that can cause despair to fade.. Original work of The one and only

Okay Here We R
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Rules From God For 2007
Rules from God for 2007 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it" Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lip s guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up! !... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10 5. Look Up !!.. To the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians

Analglocoma
I called my boss this morning and told him I won't be in to work today. He asked, "Why won't you be in?" I told him, "Because I went to the doctor, and I have analglocoma." "Analglocoma? What's that?" "I can't see my ass coming in to work today."

New World Order...yes You Are In It Weather You Like It Or Not...all Of Us
The New Age Movement and Service to The Plan The New World Order as envisioned by the Elite is hardly a recent undertaking. Theirs is a philosophy rooted in ancient occult traditions. Success is near, and the infiltration of society by New Age occultism is the reason for this success. The New World Order has never been solely about world government, rather, from the beginning its proponents have been privy to secret doctrines and it is a spiritual plan more than anything. If one failed to take into account the occult nature of the New World Order, they would be remiss. The UN and the New Age have been bed-fellows since the beginning. America's secret destiny is the product of Rosicrucian and Freemason forefathers. The New Atlantis as proposed in Francis Bacon's work is almost at hand. The Ancient Mysteries are being studied for illumination and enlightenment by the New World Order's elite. Not to mention the New Age gurus — dutifully recruiting on behalf of the Secret Brotherhood

Shepherd's Pie Ingredients?
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine on page 62 is a recipe with Shepherd's Pie. This was something that we taught my daughter when she was young and wanting to help with dinner plans and learning how to cook; however, it isn't quite so elaborate as Rachel Ray's recipe in the magazine. It is known as a poor man's dinner in our household as it is something that we take and mix together depending upon the ingredients we have had at home -- corn, peas, tomatoes, tomatoe sauce and paste, mixed vegetables -- with cooked, seasoned ground beef which is topped with mashed potatoes (topped with grated cheese). Just curious.... What do you put in your Shepherd's Pie to make it unique???

Here Are The Top 10 Reasons Men Favor Guns:
Here are the top 10 reasons men favor guns: #10: You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. #9: You can keep one gun at home, and have another for when you're on the road. #8: If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7: Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for backup. #6: Your gun will stay with you and won't complain if you run out of ammo. #5: A fun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4: Guns function normally every day of the month. #3: A gun doesn't ask "Do these new grips make me look fat?". #2: A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason men prefer guns.... #1: YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN.

Visions Within My Heart...
I want to say at the very start these words you read are coming from my heart. But, just how do I express all that I wish to say so many conversations have filled up the days. At one point where am I to begin the Lord has blessed me with such a dear friend. You've helped me more than you'll ever know how could I possible repay back,to you, I will forever owe. Whether you know it or not, you've got a certain spark and I must say...you've really touched my heart. Writing this became so very emotional for me tears began to fill my eyes so that I could not see. Hoping this friendship can outlast many years sad to say, but, I'm sure they'll be many more tears. I now want to say thank you for being the person you are cause without you in my life, I could of never traveled this far. Not knowing what tomorrow may bring, I can now say this one thing the feelings that now have been expressed, I could leave this world having no regrets. Luvs&Hugs, Me

Why God Made Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by second grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I

Just Thinking
i have waited for this day why does it come now not fare to me i do believe in love but not at this pace i am afraid of a broken heart and what will you do to me? will you be good will be what i want i just keep on thinking what it will be like to be with you in the end its me i need to decide if it is us

New World Order...world War Iii
"When the prophecies-within-prophecies are deciphered, the hidden timeline of World War III is revealed." In May 2005, members of the Italian National Library in Rome made an amazing discovery. Buried in their archives was an unknown manuscript written by the famed prophet Michel de Nostradame, or Nostradamus (1503-1566). This manuscript was handed down to his son and later donated to Pope Urban VIII. It did not surface again until now, almost four hundred years later. Using cutting-edge data mining techniques, Dr. Rathford sifted this complex word puzzle searching for significant patterns and relationships. Almost immediately, he came up with the predictive model known as The Nostradamus Code. When the prophecies-within-prophecies are deciphered, the hidden timeline of World War III is revealed. A sample of the new predictions include: A conflict between the US and Iran The next major terrorist attack on the US Osama Bin Laden The nuclear destruction of Rome ---

Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Well after mucking about with the zen cart that Jenny had uploaded onto our site I suddenly realised that I didnt have a clue what I was doing and I tried for hours clicking things and making a pigs ear of it. So I bit the bullet and have now got professional help with fixing up the cart. Thank fuck for Matthew Therrien is all I can say, so he is know getting into the backend of the site and I will have a report by Monday or Tuesday of what is to be done and what training I will need to maintain it and fix it up myself which will be great as for the first time I will have a clue what I am doing. Anyway will post more about this next week and hopefully have the home page for the cart for the posters by then I looked up what Zen meant and its having a "dont know mind" with you everywhere, well that just sums me up in a nutshell I never have a clue what I am supposed to be doing but it all ends up alright eventually, but boy does it take fuckin ages

Day Of Peace
When the world come to an end, all his angels He will then send.Gathering all those who belived,will be the ones who get to leave.Together we will stand, holding each others hand.There will be peace and lots of grat love,you will get to see even the white doves. No more pain and sorrow, and no looking for tomrrow.To be in heaven is but a dream,for thoes that is hard to belive it sceems. Just me.

Wow. . .
Sometimes you have to sit and wonder why things happen. . . death, sickness, depression. . . My grandfather died in 2002 from lukemia. I miss him so much. And since he died, my Gramma has become a little dependent on me I suppose to keep her strong. I mean, there's 11 grandchildren, and she singles me out. I love her like nothing else in this world. My life has revolved around her for almost forever. Since my Grampa's death there's been alot of illness in my family. My Gramma lost 6 toes and she's had cellulitis three times. We've also lost one of her sisters, one of her nephews, and one of her brothers. May they all rest in peace. But this man was her rock. He didn't treat her good at all, but he loved her and she loved him. She is a survivor of Domestic Violence and he was an alcoholic. I would come spend the night with them, and play poker with him and his buddies and sip the foam off of their beers. Life was great when I was little. I have so many memories with my grandparents. I'm

Men Vs Women
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto

Where Do I Sign Up?
The Freemasons are often accused of all kinds of things from influencing international affairs to managing interplanetary alliances and treaties. The problem with research on the subject of Freemasonry, especially on the Internet, is that most of the time religious beliefs and superstitious ideologies get in the way and DISTORT THE TRUTH. I will attempt to lay out the differences between some of these confusions and set the record straight. FREEMASONS CONTROL THE WORLD!! (Thank You Matt Groening) They do not, however, have a secret alliance with satan, at least not to my knowledge. Although the activities they involve themselves with, would by most people's opinions, (if known) classify as Satanic. They are involved (in the higher levels) in magic and a high percentage of those in Black Magic. (If they don't control the world, then why are they trying to control the "Freemasonry Watch" website, by having it shut down) Click Here!! - To read the e-mail conv

I Am Going To Be Straight Up Honest
call me an asshole i am not going to sit here and deny it... so yeah i hooked up with my ex its not like you havent stop loving your ex either cause yes you may find it bullshit of me to do what i did but ill be honest i think its more bullshit on your part to constantley talk about your ex and how much you love him and get all pissed off at me when i would talk to one of my ex's not sorry for being a humanbeing with a heart of forgiving some of my ex's well it was only a matter of time before i got a messages from you saying you were getting back with your ex since you kept hinting at it towards me... so i skiped a few chapters and did it before you... i wish i could say sorry but then ill just be lieing cause i am not its not like your sorry either thats just life... so i will tell you this i wont be bothering of leaving you messages, viewing your page, or even try to compeat of trying to make you jealous... cause honestly it would be a very BIG waist of time on my pa

Help Me Get The Diamond Earrings
Hey my cherry tap loves...I have entered a contest and I need 800 comments to win the earrings...please bomb me with comments and I'll return the favor sometime. Thanks... Click on the pic below to start commenting THANKS EVERYONE..I GOT MY EARRINGS!!

A Question To Be...
Forbidden passions burn within Help release my sin Anticipating your every touch Let us express desires and such Caressing you as you shiver and quake Love is what we make Time being endless here Forgetting all pain and fear I take in your gaze Following life's maze Combined in soul by body Memories shared becoming uncostly Trusting in a gathered fate Will you be my soulmate

I Wish I Could Scream This ^_^
Precious burden I capture deep inside. What would my life be without pain in me? Rely on what you need, devour what you feed. Cause what I try to breed is me in you. There's no one else to blame, this is my favorite pain And all I want to gain is myself in you I don't know why but it's the best way to die You are the trigger and my deepest desire I'm loosing you but you will always be mine Promise me now that you will enter my mind

Please Help In Reaching My Goal
I walk in the March of Dimes and your Donations are so needs for the baby's born prematurely or a handicap "help me make my goal" to make a donation just copy and paste the link to your browser http://www.walkamerica.org/personal_page.asp?si=41F8A195-9AE5-4FED-A688-9C235024E23F&w=714935 thank you Pynkcherry fallen angel

I Love You Babygirl
Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give your endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldom come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once In Every Lifetime."

Body Art Stash !!
Happy Friday all Hope your week has been kind to you. I've added some body art to my stash, alot of it with an indian theme. Stop by and show some lurve !! Big thanks to those who were rating away as i was doing the stash (((hugs))). Have a great weekend !! Love Lin xx

Backgorudn On Vieks Pics
Well on Sunday for my bay present from my mom I had there gift of a vikes ticket. The original plan was for me to find some find my shift for me at work on Dec 16th 2006 so we could go spend the nite at Tony's house (my moms co worker). Failing that call in sick. Well because the person I was working with decide to quite the week before I couldn’t call in sick with out losing my job. So the plan was get to the tail gate lot on Washington and Chicago ASAP. On Thursday I got a fone call from my mom asking me what I wanted to drink for the party I go beer wise she goes I m at the liquor store what do u want. I paused to think for 2 seconds and responded the biggest bottle of jag u want to buy me. On Friday I got my pay check went to the costume shape got my war and hair pant, then got a 6 Pac of red bull. So I would have it all ready for Sunday. Then worked. Really didn’t sleep well, so I went to bed at 5 am cause I got home from work at 230 a.m. Woke up

For Rachel
When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

Just Saw This
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Am The Most Absolute Worst Person Ever
Currently I am facing a really big problem. Next Saturday I'm moving, and today it hit my Gramma that I won't be around as much. It hit her and it hit her HARD. I was talking to her about it, and she broke down crying begging me not to go. She kept saying "Sarah please don't leave, I'm old and I'm sick. What happens if I get hurt and you're not here?" That hit me like a ton of bricks. I need to get away from this place so I can grow up and expand my roots and my well being. I'm tired of living in a place that has no career opportunities or even a decent job. I'm so tired of being guilt tripped every time I wanna do something that I wanna do and something that I think is right, and it hurts my feelings to see people stand in my way of furthering my life by taking the next step and getting out on my own.

Ct
Hey everyone.. this is my first blog on here.. so i'm just checkin it out and seein how things work... if anyone can help me with some things on here it would be greatly appreciated :) Thanks for everything! :) -Conrad

Simply Devine Divinity...
Does anyone have a good recipe? I have an event that I need to go to soon and I would like to take some divinity to the event, but I can't find a good recipe for this. Let me know, if you do! :D Kat (Sure wishing I could find my Grandmother's recipe.... :( )

Peanut Brittle
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine: PEANUT BRITTLE MAKES 1 POUND PREP TIME - 5 mins COOK TIME - 20 mins (plus cooling) 1-1/2 cups sugar 1-1/2 teaspoons coarse salt 1-1/4 cups unsalted dry-roasted peanuts 1. Line a large, rimmed baking sheet with parchment paper. In a small, heavy saucepan, combine the sugar, salt and 3/4 cup water and place over medium-high heat. Stir briefly with a wooden spoon, then attach a candy thermometer to the side of the pan and bring the syrup to a boil. Continue boiling, without stirring, over medium-high heat until the mixture is light amber and the termometer registers 340 degrees for 12-15 minutes. 2. Working carefully and quickly, remove the thermometer and stir in te peanuts. Immediately, pour the mixture onto the prepared baking sheet. Using a silicone spatula or wooden spoon, spread the mixture so the peanuts are in a single, even layer. Let cool completely, about 20 minutes. Using your hands,

Do Not Judge, Before Understanding.
From time to time I sit upon the world and look to what I see. People running this way and that, some out to hurt others, some coming to their aid. Some crying for help, while others help themselves. I look around sad at times, that they can not always see what the Mother has given them. Nor the joys that this world has to offer. I look to the Mother, and ask, why do they not all know? why do they not see? She turns to me and smiles, they do knowit is you who does not see, pain is a leasson, for them to understand joy, sorrow, to see love, and yes even hate, to understand that not all is lost. But Mother I still do not understand. You have given them so much, and yet some only take, and do not give back. (Mother): Then go to them and learn from them, walk amonst them, be one of them. But do not judge to too quickly. for they too are my children, and though they may seem out of sorts, they will learn as all children will, that I am their Mother, and when the time com

You Know When You're --hispanic When.....
im puertorican and spainard so i can right this lol You Know When You're --HISPANIC When..... You put your clean pots in the oven for storage Your mother keeps a can full of recycled cooking oil on or near the stove Your relatives take photos and videos at a wake. You have to say "bendicion" to your grandmother / mother / aunts when you come in and before you leave Your grandma's couch is covered in plastic even though it's older than you You call all cereal "con flay" You call any sneaker "tenis" You can't leave a party without taking home a plate of food Your grandma makes you put on slippers because walking around barefooted will make you get sick You need that piece of cake before you leave the party You found out about a Saturday party on Wednesday "La Correa" or "La Chancla" were used to discipline you You have those huge wooden spoons on the wall The biggest pot in the house is burned from all the rice cooked in it You blast the music at 8am to clean the house on a Saturday

Froma Lady Friend
Dear Tide: I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I have used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well that the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband. What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you,

So
i get to thinking about people and their thoughts on friendship... usually i try to make the best effot in order to befriend someone... well not usually i actually put in 150 % because if you want to get to know a person in this fucked up internet world which is far more stressful than everyday life for some people apperently... but i know those people that i tried with and they are throwing or have already thrown mine friendship away .. for either.. they found someone more and exciting... or ... something went wrong... but im sorry for whatever ... guess you people think to much... bubi ^_^ Liz

The More I......
The more I talk to you The more I like you The more I like you The more I want to be with you The more I want to be with you The more I miss you The more I miss you The more I love you The more I love you The more it hurts I don't have you

I Will Be Away Tomorrow
my niece is turning 4 so i will be gone most of the day for her party....i will talk to you all when i get back...oh almost forgot i have yahoo feel free to hit me up submissive_lily2003 later

Chanllagne Or Truth
welcome to my blog,,where the funs begins and never ends...ever wonder what you would do if your plan was crashen, would youscream or take the delight in the isle and take her out with a bang, if your in a store,and a tornado hits, do youhind in the corner or visit the ice cream isle and grab some candle wax on the way...welcome to my world where fun comes first and scare comes after...i like a challange and open for one any time,,,did the stuff you couldnt imangine,,,i love truth or dare,,i take the dare,,,cause its the best....make a pack and give a holler back,,,let the fun begin,,,,you give a truth or dare,,and lets see who does it first,,,any players....dont be shy,,,you can be on my team :>

Reply If You Want To Ladies
hi im single and now lookin.. what ever you want to know about me you can read in my profile on myspace... heres the link http://profile.myspace.c om/index.cfm?fuseaction= user.viewprofile&friendi d=22121455 i even pasted a classified ad on there as well what ever information you dont find there you can ask me i dont hide anything

Impeach07 Campaign Launched
Impeach07 Campaign Launched The impeachment movement is uniting and expanding. Democrats.com is joining with many other organizations to launch Impeach07, a coordinated series of nationwide actions aimed at impeaching Bush and Cheney through widespread public protest, creative dissent, media activism, education, and lobbying: http://www.impeach07.org Bush and Cheney have misled this nation into an aggressive war, spied in open violation of the law, and sanctioned the use of torture - among numerous other offenses. Newsweek reported in October that a majority of Americans favor impeachment, and in January that 58% said they wished the Bush administration were over. "Only a great popular upheaval," historian Howard Zinn said recently, "can push both Republicans and Democrats into compliance with the national will." We need to end the Iraq War and prevent an Iran War, and impeachment is the way we will do it. On March 17, the anniversary of the start of the Iraq war (and

Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
So I FINALLY quit working for the Nazi's known as public storage. They can't keep a property working in good order if they had the courts forcing them to. I had so many customers pissed off at me and elevators that didn't work a video monitoring systems that hasn't worked for months, and a bathroom at you can't use. And thats just a few of the things worng with that place. I was GREATH to walk into my office yesterday and say "I don't give a FUCK!!!!!" weeeeehaaaaa Thats all

Message To All My Friends Even In Mummland
in a few days i will be moving ....i will be on the internet off and on but it will be a while before i can be on CT....i will miss you all, but i also have yahoo for those of you that have it and would like to keep in touch during that time....it is southernraised_rebelrose32....i will be thinking of you all a lot though....and those of you in mummland keep the noobs inline....i know ya will ...loves ya all

Make Money Helping Artists!!!
Check out this and get back to me Shaun "RevelaShaun 6:8" Robinson At 619-955-7916 or e-mail at: undagroun72@yahoo.com You can make alot of money helping other promote thier music also.

Flirts
There are many ways a person can flirt,it is so simple and so easy,most the time we don't even realize we are doing it but yet sometimes we do,we know what we are doing,it just comes natural.the smile on our face shows it they way our eyes glow when we get around certain people,makes us feel fluttery and warm and to say that someone notices,It makes us feel happy and young,that we are really alive.a touch,a wink,a tickle,or comment or compliment and such, we all know what it is and the fun in it,TO BE A FLIRT,OR TO BE FLIRTED WITH. Have a flirty day.

Who Will Read This?
I am horny.. I want have several sex tonight!!! would you lick my wet pussy? I would suck ur cock I want ur hot cum all over on my face, in my mouth so I can swallow it whole.. I want spanking ur ass until ur ass become red.. stratch ur back until it bled or not. ;) what else. I would say lots more.. I might bite you ;) gotcha.. get ur attention ;) I will know who would read this kinky blog :P

Untitled
Inside I've got some plans, if only they knew about them and about my dreams they'd freak out on me. If they knew they'd push me away, for planning to be with someone who wants to be with me. I'm still torn in what to do, hopefully I don't cause someone to fall for me, as I will cause them hurt though its not like me. I could get a fresh chance, even if on my own but I do not know. If I pushed it all away and decided to keep going musically who will, who won't hate me? Is it wrong to want to be alone, or to walk this lonely road? These things will take time, but these demons are still slowly closing in on me. Where will I wind up, what shall become of me? I have those who know of my ideas & plans, one tells me not to bother and to move on. Others claim to have my back, and to always have my back despite what comes of me. If things pick up, and someone decides to persue me. I will be speechless and dumbfounded, clearly. I ask the question of why, I am reminded time and time a

New Modeling Contest
$25,000.00 CASH PRIZE For 1st Place Winner. 2007 CalendarDOLL Contest 1. Become a Contestant, Its FREE 2. Upload your Photos. 3. Network Friends on MySpace, Yahoo, AOL, Post, Blog, and E-mail Friends To Vote For YOU. s 4. Most Votes WINS $25,000.00 CASH And A Trip to Destination Daytona 2008 Bike Week, valued at $1,000.00 We are a Tastefully Wild Voting Calendar Website NO NUDITY Tell Your Friends That Each Time They Vote For You, THEY Get A Chance To Win a CUSTOM MOTORCYLE Valued At $30,000.00. Everybody Gets A Chance To Be A Winner To enter, visit the website: http://www.bikerdollsgonewild.com/

Friends, Family And Fans
My Wife & I Have Had Alot Of Ppl We Had Visited, Rated, Added & Fanned, To Show Some Of Our CT Love & To Meet Some Cool New Friends. What Did We Get In Return Some ppl Came Over Did A Visit Then Left, Some Stopped By To Rate Just Our Profiles, Some Also Rated Some Pics, Or Stash, Some Added Us As A Friend And A Few Added Us As A Fan. If You Want To Be A Point Whore Then Just Say So, We Waste Alot Of Our Time On Some ppl That Don't Even Plan On Doing Anything On Our Site Yet If We Don't Come Over & Rate You, You Want To Jump Up, Change Our Rating To A 1 Then Block Us, That Shit Is Lame, Immature, & Very F@CKIN' Stupid, So Why Don't You Grow The Fuck Up & Return The Favor We Helped You Out, Now Do Us A Favor & Return The Love We Shared, Or Just Remove Us From Your List Please, We Have Not Any Intent To Do Any Bad, Other Then Just Have More Time To Help Out Our Friends That Return The Favors & Love. We Have Started To Remove Some Of Them Asses That Have Not Done Anything But Wasted Our Ti

Its The Weekend
hi it is friday and one more day to low places , i hope my friends from lancaster n near me will meet us at lowplaces tomorrow night u dont have to know how to country line dance , just be there for a good time, just make sure if u drink u have a driver that doesnt drink, to be safe , it is 5,00 dollars at the door , some times the djs from big 105 fm djs there , please email me tonight or tomorrow before 5 pm, it is cross from dutch wonder land , lov eu all sweet rose , go give my best friend sweet ness a big shout out she can useone by now , , thanks,

Be Careful Of What The Fuck You Ask For
Ya'll may remember a few days ago I was lamenting about how I wished I was fine…. Like "Damn, who is that dude?" fine. And the natural extension........if not actually the root......of this fleeting desire was that I wanted to know what it's like to be approached and/or propositioned by women in random places for no other reason than the very sight of me makes her panties sticky. Well…. be careful what the fuck you ask for… Before I start, I don't even want to convey the impression that I'm suddenly the shit and have become Mr. Desirable… 'cause that couldn't be further from the truth. I'm still pretty much that average nigga that is easily overlooked in a room of crowded muhfuckas. I mean, just a day or two ago I wrote about my belly girth and shit! And just how sexy can a dude who lost his dizzle after stepping out the shower be??? Exactly. But, with that said, I got a taste of what it's like on the other side of average… and dude…. it ain't pretty…

Don't Dwell On What Was Lost....
Sometimes it's hard to tell someone Exactly how you feel Maybe it's because we know That what we feel is real And maybe we're afraid They won't feel the same So we say nothing So we have no one to blame Afraid to show our feelings Afraid to show our heart Knowing we could be hurt Even before we start But somehow the other person Always seems to know Because we send a message That let's our fellings show It may just be a smile Or a gentle touch of the hand But there's always a signal To let someone know where you stand Now I don't exactly know Where it started with you But I do know that when I see you My feelings start anew Absence makes the heart grow fonder I've heard people say Well if it's true My heart grows fonder every day But if the end should ever come And we turn and walk away Never dwell on what you lost But look at what we had each day Too many times people Judge everything by loss They do not see the whole picture They on

Rolex
i need 25,000 comments on this pic fast, i know the new errors suck and shit, but once i hit 25,000 comments i will get free vic, and right now the finances dont allow me to do it, and yes i will still give out a rolex to the first 2 people to dropp 500 comments on this picture id really apreciate the help guys

Hire Me Please
DRF PROPERTY MAINTENANCE Current mood: excited MY BLOG. IM TOLD THIS IS MEANT TO BE GOOD FUN AND PEOPLE LEAVE MESSAGES, WELL HERE GOES IN MARCH 2007 WE ARE PLANNING ON WORKING IN THE HARTLEPOOL AREA, AND IF YOU MANAGED TO GET A COPY OF THE HARTLEPOOL MAIL DATED 22/02/07 MAYBE YOU NOTICED ME IN THE PAPER AND TO PROVE IM A PERSON WHO MEANS WHAT I SAY THIS IS WHY IM DOING THIS BLOG IF I GET ENOUGH CUSTOMERS AND THEY EMPLOY ME TO GET WORK DONE IN THEIR HOME IM GOING TO BE OFFERING POSITIONS TO MEN AND WOMEN AND I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR FROM PEOPLE ABOUT THIS (THEIR VIEWS ) AND THE JOBS WILL VARY FROM A-Z SO HOPEFULLY EVERY DAY WILL BE A DIFFERENT DAY .

Removing My Stories
I just wanted to thank all my friends who have taking time to read my stories and comment on them. I will be removing them from my bogs sometime this weekend. I hope you enjoyed reading them as much as I enjoyed writing them.. Sir Dave

Do You Know What It Means.....
communication One entry found for communication. Main Entry: com·mu·ni·ca·tion Pronunciation: k&-"myü-n&-'kA-sh&n Function: noun 1 : an act or instance of transmitting 2 a : information communicated b : a verbal or written message 3 a : a process by which information is exchanged between individuals through a common system of symbols, signs, or behavior ; also : exchange of information b : personal rapport 4 plural a : a system (as of telephones) for communicating b : a system of routes for moving troops, supplies, and vehicles c : personnel engaged in communicating 5 plural but singular or plural in construction a : a technique for expressing ideas effectively (as in speech) b : the technology of the transmission of information (as by print or telecommunication)

What You Wanna Be When You Grow Up, Son
NOTE: I just got this joke from my Captain while I was in USS Nicholas DD-449!!! He was in U S Navy for about 35 years!!! He is now 85 years young!! Thought you all might get a checkle out of it!! Subject: What you wanna be when you grow up, Son What you wanna be when you grow up, Son? An old southern country preacher form Georgia had a teenage son named David (AKA Bubba) and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession Like many young men, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects: - a Bible, - a silver dollar, - a bottle of Jack Daniels, and - a Playboy magazine I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself," and when he comes home from school this afternoon, I'll see which

I Hate..........
I hate these feelings I get everyday Feelings of isolation I'm scarred in dismay Alas, the thought in me has awoken I'm broken Can you make it all better? Please tell me you can Save me from life's evil plan Unspoken, these feelings in me have awoken I'm misunderstood Told I'm nothing good I wish for closure I wish for hope I wish for the ability to cope Inside, I'm crying Asking myself why? Why I go from day to day Letting these feelings consume me this way I scream loud In this faceless crowd But nobody hears I feel so weak My soul is tired Love is all I require Can you give that to me? I'm empty inside, can't you see? My heart was taken away from me I want to fly away Runaway from all the world But I know I can't I'm stronger than that Running from all the world Is something too weak for this girl

Babysitting Again Tonight
Well dr said 2 more weeks till the baby gets here YIPPY, thank goodness cause i'm honestly sick of being pregnant. HAHA. well today is gonna be slow till Diana gets here then just sit and watch cartoons more than likely Cause i don't have any toys for her to play with here mom keeps forgetting to bring her toys over, even though i remind her all the time. Randy is off doing laundry, yea i know the man doing the laundry so he doesn't ever let me do it, believe me I have asked before and he still says no, well i guess that is enough bloggin for me today, we went and saw ghost rider last night... VERY RECOMMENDED TO GO SEE in my books, well until tomorrow fellow cherries, and fellow blog freaks... NIGHT

Some Ppl Are Sooo Stupid
ok so here is the deal.. this was a convo in my shout box.. wtf this cunt is dumb check this shit out ->j: if the humor isnt apreciated why biother.. and whoops you just pissed off Tara ->j: i only make pervy comments to be funny or apreciated.. not usualy after i have been told im disgusting ->j: ok now im thourgh;y confused j: no im not talking about ur weight i thought u were going to rite me some thing perverted so do it please ->j: ann asshole usualy have deep and painful esteem problems.. i wish you luck with yours ->j: on both i was trying to be amusing.. but meh i found it amusing so i guess thats all that really matters here.. and yeah honey im fat but you know what.. im happy with me.. are you happy with you? most likely not because ppl that go out of their way to be j: both nice fat ass j: both nice fat ass ->j: which part my spelling about coming by or about you being a ->j: which part my spelling about coming by or about you being a cunt? j: i like that -

The Day Finally Come!
The day has finally come! As days went by I thought I was fine, no pain and no sorrow. The day finally came your out of my life for sure, but why do I feel the pain more then ever. I thought everything that was happening was only a dream and you'll finally change.I was wrong and it hurts so bad, you lied and played with my emotions, but i was the fool to let you in. I live in a fantasy thinking your thinking of me and that im all you ever want.Well little birdy fly away and never come back.You left me confuse and wanting to cry.If i cry and let my tears out will it be ok, or will I die. My heart, my soul, my mind is tired but all I see is memories of you and I. Now Im all alone in the dark thoughts of you, but all I hold is a pillow and memories of you. I try to cry but I cant am I all out of tears or is it if I let it out I will die.Old wounds cover by new wounds, should I be cold or is it that my heart has turn cold and into stone. The day has finally come and i dont know

Who Am I?
I am the girl that is always there at the drop of a hat...no matter what. I am the girl who prefers blue jeans to skirts. I am the girl who prefers Chuck Taylor's to high heels. I am the girl who prefers t-shirts than tight tank tops. I'm the girl who likes to go out and drink, but can still handle my responsibilities. I'm the girl that if you ever need someone to have your back I've got it. I'm the girl who likes to say what she thinks no matter who's listening. I'm the girl who would rather talk on the phone with her one true love, than a few random guys. I'm the girl who is faithful to the person she loves...and will always stick to that. I'm the girl who is scared to disappoint her parents but seems to do it a lot in their eyes. I'm the girl who seems to be sad alot but smiles just so you'll never know. I'm the girl who would rather work than do nothing all day. I'm the girl who does everything on her own and is too proud to ask for help. I'm

Im An Idiot
i got my car towed and the only person who could take me to get it was my ex he bit my neck while we were in the car waiting for the peopel to give me my car what an ass so he left i left woo fucking hoo at 2 am he calls come smoke with me . i told him no i dont smoke anymore but ill come hang out so i went over and we wtached comedy shit on tv and i was half asleep and he was looking at me from the foot of the bed and i looked at him and i was thinking about how i thought he was the one ..the one that id be with forever and i grinned and he said i giggled too but i dont think i did lol how fucking horrible is that .. i dont know i guess its pretty funny cause i know ill never settle down hahahas so its just a funny idea its probly because we wee such good friends tho lol i mean 3 fucking years video games beaten,laughs and cries and bands hahaha one day ill move away from here and start a new life by myself

For Everyone Who Asks Me...
IS IT JUST LIKE MIAMI INK? Now, don't get me wrong, the show has done wonders for the popularity and social acceptance of tattoos of late. I have had the honor of giving many soccer mommies their first body art as a direct result of seeing that show. However, a few key points concerning "reality-tattooing": 1. NONE of the artists on the show actually work in that shop. For instance, Chris Garver and Kat Von D work at True Tattoo in California, much to the dismay of those who make the trip to FL to find them...They come there to film. 2. A B-team of artists is present to actually work the shop when the show is not filming. For what I have heard from clients of mine, there is a man with a clipboard outside, screening potential clients for size, skin type, and subject matter, a luxury most of us artists will never have :) 3. Marathon sittings and multi-session tattoos are made to look like 15-minute walk-in-walk-out affairs on the show. Large work takes time, money, an

Chocolate Milk Made Me Smoke Marijuana
ok here's the DL, i wrote this paper coming off a high, and needed a topic for my Philosophy paper, and what better topic the pot. i chose the gateway theory again for this paper, as i have written many papers on it in my writing classes because it is college, not high school and they cant do shit about it, but like you have to read this paper to fully understand my argument, which is valid, please no haters because i'm not judgin you, and i hope you won't judge like the rest of this stereotypical judging world (and sry trhat i didn't use proper english in this intro, its the internet, the paper is written well, so you can back off, im a writing major, dont try me.) here it is: Chocolate Milk Made Me Smoke Marijuana An interesting quote I heard before from a show on television, but I can not recall its name is a guy in a jail cell saying, "I used to smoke a lot of pot, but then I ended up doing a lot of coke, but it wasn't the weed that did it, it was me." And this has alw

This Is For You,forever In My Heart
there are things that transpire in our lives everyday.some are but fleating moments while others last a life time.this is about those fleating moments that last a life time. in my memory there are pictures of things that i saw for only a split second but will last in my heart and mind for all eternity.some are of happy times,some sad,some are terrific and others horrifying yet each is permanatly embedded. the one im referring to has lasted but mere days but i know will be in my heart and mind forever. its about people who have helped a stranger ,people who have reached out to help without asking for it in return.people in a make believe world that can only exist in ones mind. the people of cherrytap. i have developed friendships here that will last a life time though i may never lay eyes upon them.they have listened,helped laughed and cried with me and have never said u o me. its true that on line friendships are in your mind,but its also true they can exist in yourart. this is

Pick Up Lines That Might Not Work
Pick up lines 1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 7. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass! 8. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 9. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 10. Your parents must! be retarded, because you are special. 11. Could I touch your belly button.....from the inside? 12. I'm not too good at algebra, but doesn't U+I = 69? 13. How about

I Miss You
Sunrise to sunset filled in thoughts. A beautiful love plays into view. What have we but distance? Almost as if a fairytale at times I wish I didn't know. What will become of us? I feel life as if inside an empty box filled with pictures. I know, I see, I feel you there, I look around and you're nowhere. I wish to cleanse away the pain within with droplets. Must love always hurt in it's situation? Can or will it be strong enough to out-do it's given obsticles? How can I cope with life having this weight drag me down? "Be strong," she says, "It's only for a while." To her, "Maybe" to me, "Forever." I Miss You.

Self-esteem
I have a blog about high school roles and the meaning of the word "popularity" percolating in my head, but it hasn't coalesced into a coherent blog yet. But hey, figured I was past due for a blog of some sort. So last night, I turned off my Tivo, and Oprah was on live TV (it was very late), and they were doing a show on people who wanted to lose weight. Which is fine. Of course I don't have a problem with people wanting to live healthier lifestyles. What I found disquieting is how down on themselves these people were because of their weight. It was like they had no self-esteem whatsoever just because they were overweight. And, honestly, these weren't grossly obese people. These were heavy but healthy looking people. But it was as if their entire self-identities were completely shattered by the fact that they were overweight by modern standards. (I was also amused by an interview with one woman's husband, who said "I feel guilty about it, but I wish she looked like she d

From A Mother With Love
Dear Child, I am writing this slow because I know that you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the paper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from your home so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address, as the last family that lived here took the house numbers when they left so that they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is real nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure if it works too well though. Last week I put a load in, pulled the chain, and haven't seen them since. The weather isn't too bad here., it only rained twice last week, The first time it rained for three days and the second time for four days. The coat you wanted me to send you, your Uncle Steve said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. We got another bill from the funeral home. They said if we don't make the last payment on Gra

How Rude.
If I committed a crime against a toilet like the one I encountered when I went into the men's room today, I would either try to hide the evidence or turn myself in. I just can't accept the premise that going to the bathroom is that tricky a proposition.

The Game Is Over
THE GAME IS OVER I BEEN LOCKED UP IN YOUR HEART SHAPE BOX FOR TO LONG. I BEEN COUGHT TRAPPED IN YOUR GAMES AND IM SICK OF IT. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT YOUR JUST THE SAME AS THE OTHERS........... PLAYING GAMES THAT DONT MAKE NO SENSE.YOU PLAY THE ROLL OF THE CHARMING, INNOCENT, AND THE ANGEL SENT FROM UP ABOVE, BUT YET YOU THINK YOU CAN USE ME TO BE POPULAR. I WAS PLAYING THE GAME ALONG WITH YOU, BUT I REALIZE I WILL NEVER WIN THE GAME, THERES A DIFFERENCE......... IM LOST IN MY WORLD OF DARKNESS AND THIS WOULD NEVER LET ME BE THE PERSON YOU WANT ME TO BE.YOU SAY YOU UNDERSTAND, BUT YOU DONT. YOU WANT TO DO THE SAME THING'S I WANT TO DO................ BUT CAN YOU HANDLE MY PAIN AND CHASE AWAY MY FEARS. CAN YOU WIPE MY TEARS, AND MAKE ME SMILE. ARE YOU REAL OR JUST A VIVID OF MY IMAGINATION.......... JUST WHEN I WAS LEFT FOR DEAD YOU BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIVE, BUT WHY DO I FEEL LIKE IM DYIN ALL OVER AGAIN.THERES SOMETHING WRONG, IS IT THAT I LEARNED YO

Who Remembers This?
This is for all the 90's kids It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain And who could forget: Clarissa Explains it All You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. Playing square ball at school was THE recess activity. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You know who Littlefoot, Spike, Sara, Ducky, Petry and Sharptooth are and watched ALL the movies You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to schoo

Untitled
I thought my world couldn't get any darker But you came just in time to light it up Never did I think I'd find something so wonderful From a place I least expected Until you told me your love wasn't detected My heart sings to a different beat now You unthawed my heart some how I'm workin on it, it needs some revision, and some additions to it lol

New Guestbook
Well, I have finally gotten around to adding a Guestbook to my page. It's about time. lol I've been meaning to do it for awhile now. So...I do hope that eveyone on my friends, and fan list, and anyone who visits my page, will please take the time to drop me a few lines, and say "HI"! I'm really looking forward to seeing where all my visitors are from. Take care...cya in the Lev's Guestbook!

Very Adult Story I Wrote!!
Contains: Breast torture, non-consentual sex, objectification. D/s stuff! If this bothers you, DO NOT READ! Remember--it is just a story! I have written others as well! My Tits I am tied, my hands are tied above my head, and my legs are tied together. He gags me, but making sure I can breathe freely. He touches my tits, gently caressing them then pressing them together then letting them go and watch them fall. He takes one tit and wraps his hands around it and lolls it back and forth then stretches and kneads it like bread dough. He takes the other tit and does the same thing. The he takes the tits and kneads them up down together. Slowly at first then faster then suddenly lets the tits drop. He takes the nipples gently teasing them, by flicking them with his fingers then squeezing them between his fingers and gently pulling them. He takes the nipples and pulls upward then out then down, more roughly and grinding the nipples between his fingers at the same time. He ligh

For Those Of You Who Think I Am
OKAY LET ME TRY THIS AGAIN.... UMMM WELL I WILL SAY THIS FIRST OF ALL.... I AM NOT PERFECT AND I DO MAKE MISTAKES... BUT THERE ARE SOMETHING THAT I KNOW TO BE THE COMPLETE AND HONEST TRUTH... AND WHEN SOMEONE TELLS ME I SAID SOMETHING OR DID SOMETHING.. .THE PROVE IT.... HAVE SOMETHING TO BACK IT UP.... I WILL SAY THAT SAME FOR MYSELF... AND SINCE I DONT.. I WILL BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND ADMIT THAT I MIGHT BE WRONG... BUT GET THAT IT IS ONLY A MIGHT.... BUT IF YOUR GONNA ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE MADE OUT TO BE SO HORRIBLE AND "IMMORAL" AS YOU SO KINDLY PUT IT ... THEN PROVE TO ME THAT I DID WHAT YOU SAY

Sexy Blog
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Kids Who Cant Sing
can someone please explain to me who would actually buy that kids bop crap? its a bunch of songs sung by kids singing off key and that naked brothers band show, gawd someone put me out of my misery rhetorical questions really but if someone can shed some light, please do

Does Anyone Have An Online Blog??
I have a Mindsay and Xanga blog. Does anyone else??? If you do, please let me know and I will give you my name! Thanks If you get one, I'll love you forever. xoxox www.mindsay.com www.xanga.com

Green Eggs & Ham!!
Leave it to Rachel Ray to publish an actual recipe for Green Eggs and Ham!! LOL.... I noticed that it calls for cilantro leaves which may not suit the taste of anyone who isn't from the South; however, I think it will still have the greenish coloring from the avocados alone. :) Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine: GREEN EGGS & HAM 8 SERVINGS PREP TIME - 15 mins COOK TIME - 1 hr 20 mins (Adapted from the Green Eggs and Ham Cookbook, $17, Random House) 1 fully cooked bone-in smoked home (6-8 pounds) 3/4 cup mint or apple jelly 3 medium tomatillos, finely chopped 3/4 cup cilantro leaves, finely chopped 3 ripe avocados, halved and pitted Juice of 2 limes 1 teaspoon salt 4 tablespoons unsalted butter 8 large eggs 1. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. Place the ham in a roasting pan with 1 cup water and bake until heated through, about 1 hour. Let the ham cool slightly, about 10 mins. 2. Meanwhile, in a small saucepan, melt the j

Ty Guenivere
BDSM for Dummies Whenever I tell anyone that I'm a dominatrix (that's pretty much everyone; love talking about my job), "prostitute in black leather with a whip" may be the conjured schema. That is a very flawed notion of what a domme does and what domination is. There is no sex involved (including oral and manual), which is why domination is legal in several states. If properly regulated and executed, it is a safe and fun practice that can teach one a great deal about interpersonal interaction and physical gratification (and get one through college). Presented in a very basic, factual manner, here is a textbook style overview: BDSM: B(Bondage)D(Discipline/Domination), S(Sadism/Submission), M(Masochism) The Four Categories: 1)Physical Restriction: I personally hate it; won't even wear a seat belt. Luckily, I have the option of never being the submissive in my sessions. Involves use of bondage straps, chains, handcuffs, dungeon-made, black leather suspension devices, harnesses, bondage

Just Thinking Out Loud
I went to one of my PTSD clinics at the V.A this morning. One of the other guys kept saying "for God and country" whicw made me start thinking.......WHY? I would have to disagree w/him on that. Because when the bombs start exploding and the bullets start flying you don't fight for God and country, your family back home in the states, or your girlfriend. You fight for the man standing beside you because when all is said and done he is the only son of a bitch that will get you through this. You know he has your ass covered and you cover his. That is all we had was each other at those times. And those times will remain with us forever, every time we close our eyes we see the faces of those that made it and those that didn't. The carnage that we left behind. We all left a part of ourselves in those places. A part we will never get back. We will never be the same person that we were when left. We are changed forever. Thanks

Poetry Contest
I wrote a poem called(TRUE FRIEND) You can go to this web site and vote if you like it or not you may have to type the link in your search bar or go to the post and read the one there so here it iTo view this email as a web page, go here. ENTER TODAY LEARN MORE Dear Betty, Throughout the years, Poetry.com has enjoyed your artistic talent and our Managing Editor, Howard Ely, has decided that it is time you share your extraordinary gift with the world. An iPod a Day Our Editorial staff has created a unique way for you to promote your poetry and see what others have to say about it. We are proud to introduce a challenge called the Poets Choice: Rate My Poem Contest. This challenge is for you, the poet, to send your poetry around to everyone you know so they can voice their opinion about your writing. In addition, we will be holding a free daily contest and two free monthly contests for you to win great prizes. We will be giving away an Apple iPod t

Update
Hi all!! Date went very well last night! he showed up alittle late..he has a blow out on i90..i was on the phone when it happened..but its was all good in the end..another date monday..we shall she where the road takes us.

Soooooo Close
so close in both personally if i win one i will b happy *wink* make sure ya click on the link thats below pic to read poem.....comment bomb is aloud but where votes and rates matter are where the pic is. so please b sure to leave the love on the pic not the poem...not far behind on this one at all > > Crazzy lil **M.I.L.F** > > > > CLICK HERE TO READ AND COMMENT THE POEM!!! have to add this one too doin awsome in it and pretty far behind, please show the love in the blue eyes contest too if ya can...and damn i think these the last ones i am joining....lmfaro

Their Concert Last Nite
OMFG...was it ever amazing to go the RASCAL FLATTS concert here in CALGARY last nite....they really know howta bring sum good times!! Anyways i went with a friend of mine...and we hada fukkin blast!!...ROW 6 on the floor...the edge of the stage was RIGHT THERE...and DAMN...*giggles*.....anyways if ya like country music...and ya ever wanna go see a really great band LIVE.....go see RASCAL FLATTS!!!.....U'll have a really amazing time!!....Jason Aldean opened up for them...he was really good as well... ....DAMN and that HEROIN beer they serve there....WOW!! amazing fukkin stuff i tell ya...*giggles*....anyways....was definately good times!!

Going Offline Update
It Now Looks like it will be in the next few days. So if I dont get chance to chat with any in my friends, fans, or family list I wish you all well. I hope it want be too long In gone but I dont honestly know. It maybe a while. And thanks for being my friends

Jokes
A cucumber, a pickle, and a penis were all sitting around one day talking about how much their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my lifesucks. Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone cuts me up and puts me in a salad." "So," the pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone puts me in vinegar, puts spices on me, and sticks me in a jar." The penis glared at them both and said, "You guys think you have it rough? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, they put a rubber tarp over my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out." _________________________________________________ There are two girls and a boy. SHe is standing in a quik-e-mart one day, when the shop is robbed. She is shot three times in the stomach. The doctor tells her the babies will be fine, but with some odd side effects. 13 years later, she is fixing dinner, and the oldest, a girl, walks i

Bomb Sqaud Members Go Make Donald One Of Us
GUYS WILL U ALL GO AND SAY HELLO TO DONALD AND WELCOME HIM INTO THE GANG DONT 4GET TO ADD HIM TO YOUR FAMILY AS HE WILL DO THE SAME THANKS number 19 on the comment bomb sqaud@ CherryTAP glitter text

Dreams Vs. Reality
If I could stay within my dreams and not be forced to live in reality, I could climb the mountains high, touch a star and reach the sky. I could fly with wings unclipped, dream in color to my heart's content, never having to touch the ground, claim each pearl as mine when found. Reality mixed with sunshine and rain and sanity crossing over into insanity. Some dreams fulfilled but others still, remain in life, a bitter pill. In my mind, I live my dreams, travel far and reach for stars. Reality always pulls me back down, placing my feet back on the ground.

Cooking Idea Websites
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine: McCormick Love Your Raisins Folger's Coffee Muir Glen Organic Tomatoes Lunchables (great for snacks) Smoked Paprika Italian Olive Oil Recipes Broth Recipes Raw Sugar Recipes Honey Recipes Chocolate Recipes Almonds Are In! Other items of interest -- Petal Business Card Case Storage Containers - Small on Space

Simple Beautiful!
I close my eyes and imagine you, sliding up behind me.....running your lips across my neck, lifting my hair ever so softly while running a hand across my waist. I purr with the tremble you just set running through my body. I stop what I’m doing and turn to invite you into my arms, as I glide my hands around your neck. So our bodies rub gently against each other as I turn to face you. Your mouth slowly making wet soft trails down my neck and onto my collar, pushing forward, knowing I’m open to your every needs. Your grasp shows the strength I’ve needed for a long while now; I just want to melt as you make me feel like the woman of your dreams. I’ll give you my all, as you give me all in the way you love me. Your caressing lips on my breast, and your gentle tongue....hiding the craving I know will come in time. We collapse on the ground, the sun shining so bright, I see your eyes drink in my body. Slowly I undress you, kissing where I pull cloth away from your body. Awww, your tas

Virus Alert!! Pass It On!
VERY IMPORTANT WARNING Please be extremely careful especially if using internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless email with a Power Point presentation "Life is beautiful." If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES and delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: "It is too late now, you life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC and the person who sent it to you will gain access to your NAME, E-MAIL AND PASSWORD. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti-virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner."

Disabled
It makes me wonder whether Bush or Blair has actually taken the chance to study or look at the war works/ literature. To be able to see, feel and to go through what these soliders have to go through. This poem written by Owen again, converys the outcomes of the war, the physical defects that war can do to people. He sat in a wheeled chair, waiting for dark, And shivered in his ghastly suit of grey, Legless, sewn short at elbow. Through the park Voices of boys rang saddening like a hymn, Voices of play and pleasure after day, Till gathering sleep had mothered them from him. About this time Town used to swing so gay When glow-lamps budded in the light blue trees, And girls glanced lovelier as the air grew dim,- In the old times, before he threw away his knees. Now he will never feel again how slim Girls' waists are, or how warm their subtle hands. All of them touch him like some queer disease. There was an artist silly for his face, For it was younger than h

"date Night" Contest Winner -- Ldrs
Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine's November 2006 issue had a "Date Night" contest and the winner is one that had a creative idea for LDRs. "While long-distance dating, I called my girlfriend (now wife) and gave her a grocery list for the evening. We had a phone date that night, each cooking the same meal in our respective cities [Seattle/Chicago]. We had a delicious meal and conversation, even if we couldn't be together." Adam Ellis Seattle, WA That certainly is one good way to bring the long-distance relationship closer together and not seemingly so far apart!!! :D

Featured Cd: Raven-red E.p
*edited note: the back cover here has no barcode on it to prevent bootleggers to make money off my fat ass! -KM-* The Classic Killa-mo 187 Album. Released on March 14th 2006 Localy across Emmet County..Than Released onto the internet April 4th 2006. This is the CD that introduced everysingle music fan to Killa-mo 187. A now 23 year old Horrorcore Rapper who first Sinked his teeth in rap at the tender age of 13 in 1997. Reissued and Repressed just for the 2007! new Cover, new packaging, same ol flavor! Featuring Mindless Thought, Nitro (Featuring Reapz Tha Heretik), Da Fuck U Doin Now!, 70-Second Style Part 2, Raven-Red, A Lil Story, and Raven-Red Remix (Featuring Mortality and Cryptic Lok Asassain). Don't Be a pissant! pick it up today! 1. Diagnosis 2. Mindless Thought 3. Raven-Red 4. Talkin 5. 70-Second Style Part 2 6. Killa's Gonna Kill You! 7. A Lil Story 8. Remembering Those (Skit) 9. Da Fuck U Doin Now 10. Trailer Park Breed 11. Nitro Ft Reapz Tha Heretik

When U Love Someone
WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE VERY SPECAIL THEN HE LEVES U ALL BROKEN IN PIECES HOW DO U MOVE ON HOW DO U PICK UP THE BROKEN PIECES WHEN IT HURTS EVERYDAY AND HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS AND HE SAID IT MIGHT BE THE BEST THAT WE DON'T CONTACT EACH OTHER FOR A WHILE BUT HE DOES ANYWAY HOW DO WE HEAL FROM THAT IT JUST HURTS TO HEAR FROM HIM BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS CARE FOR HIM NO MATTER WHAT EVEN WHEN HE IS THE ONE THAT BROKE MY HEART

Hood Ass Nigga Makin Money
http://cherrytap.com/user/655385 the shout out i recieved a few mins ago from this user ->HOOD ASS N...: how bout i show u a fkn cunt and show a butt plug tight up ur fkn ass now fk off HOOD ASS N...: fuckin cunt now the next time u come to my page u fkn goof i will bring the drama back to ur page now stay away from me or u will go home crying ya dumb sack of shit now for anyone else who wants to come to my page and start drama ... im not here for that so either grow up or stay the hell away from my page cause im not a feeble woman at all..and i can give it back twice as hard..now to my other good friends and family..if u dont like my page get off it simple as that..

Hood Ass Nigga Makin Money
->HOOD ASS N...: how bout i show u a fkn cunt and show a butt plug tight up ur fkn ass now fk off HOOD ASS N...: fuckin cunt now the next time u come to my page u fkn goof i will bring the drama back to ur page now stay away from me or u will go home crying ya dumb sack of shit now for anyone else who wants to come to my page and start drama ... im not here for that so either grow up or stay the hell away from my page cause im not a feeble woman at all..and i can give it back twice as hard..now to my other good friends and family..if u dont like my page get off it simple as that..

Note To The "new" Girl...
Jen, When two people are gone at lunch that is not a good time to go take a smoke break or chat it up in the back. I hope you were able to hear the irritation in my voice when I paged you for a call. I think if you didn't hear it you must have been the only one. --Juliette (who has seniority over your bitchy-ass)

The What Is Your....tests
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The MasterYou scored 80 DOM DOM DOM -- You are DEFINITELY dominant. You control the relationship, and your partner, and you like it. You don't like being left out of the loop most of the time, and you're very certain of your expectations in your relationship(s) with your partner(s). Find yourself a good little slave girl, and you're definitely good to go! My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on domsubLink: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

I Read A Blog Today...
I have a friend here who wrote a blog...and it really touched my heart. Not because it was super eloquent or anything, but because it was honest. I can appreciate that. So Sam, thanks! The fact that you are so genuine in what you think or feel no matter the subject (or how much you've had to drink LOL) is quite refreshing!! But it did get me to thinking!! Why do we take people for granted? Im talking about the people we love most...including the he or she in your life? I don't so much...I know that on any given day, it could be my last chance. Last chance to talk with them, or laugh with them, or give them a hug, or tell them I love them. Life is too short anyway, and then its gone...and I am so sad at the idea that people forget that...The guy I've been dating has forgotten it for sure. And how do you tell them that without them thinking you are being for attention? You don't. If they choose not to acknowledge it...then so be it. And I am really saddened by the fact th

Chicken Soup For The Workplace! :)
LOL... Although probably a title of a book, it is so fitting today. It seems that the flu is hitting a lot of folks here in Austin and half of our morning crew has called in sick today. Bad for them (with all ailing symptoms); Good for me (since it is my job to hold the fort down when people call in sick). I think, though, that I probably should be making some of my magical chicken soup that is the cure all and wards off all evil illnesses (lol.. as if there are any good illnesses!). Maybe I should patent my recipe so that instead of flu innoculations, one merely needs to eat my soup!! :D LOL... I wish it were that simple, don't you??? However, there might be something to it since I am not getting sick amist all of this chaos and havoc!!! :D

Family Lists
I would love to know what did I do to everyone to have them remove me from their family lists? I have checked the ones I used to be on and I have been removed.. and replaced with porn look girls.. is that all the kind of people want to be in their families? Do you have to look a certain way to be in your family? WHY? I thought I was good enough.. helped with points and everything else.. I was there when you needed to talk and to listen.. offered shoulders to cry on.. Why can't that be enough? Why does a girl have to have a big chest with massive cleavage showing, ass being flashed, covered in make up to be good enough for anyone?? Why can't the inner person and a great heart be worthy of someone's family?

Can This Be For Real??
It was just brought to my attention by a friend that her daughter came home from school one day distraught over something she had learned at school. It seems that she is learning that insurance companies are now telling women that if they follow through with a pregnancy that tests show will end with a baby with mental disablities that insurance will not cover that baby. I guess the idea is have an abortion and start over. If there is ANY amount of truth to this...I am OUTRAGED!! There are SOOO MANY parents out there that would be HAPPY to have a baby PERIOD....and since when are we all supposed to be "perfect" anyway? I told my friend to try to get more info about it like if there is a group fighting this or if there are specific insurance companies named. Please tell me your thoughts.

Friday Night!
Cuzzin Willy will be over late this afternoon to spend the weekend. That gives Cooky the weekend off so he can visit his family and friends. I don't have any plans. Willy called me and said we would have tacos tonight. He is bringing more cigars and booze, too. A few of the strippers at the Saloon are going to come by fer a late night swim in my indoor pool. That will be after midnight when they finish their acts. Looks like it is gonna be Nookie Night in Hillywood! The Kookster is up fer it!

Dulce Et Decorum Est
Wilfred Owen is one of my favourite poets of war time literature. I started enjoying his works and it gave me clearer understanding of war and what goes on when i studied A-level English literature. Here is one of the many poems Owen has written, this one im sure is very well known. Very graphic and an emotion which comes from the heart. Bent double, like old beggars under sacks, Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge, Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs And towards our distant rest began to trudge. Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind; Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots Of tired, outstripped Five-Nines that dropped behind. Gas! Gas! Quick, boys!-An ecstasy of fumbling, Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time; But someone still was yelling out and stumbling And flound'ring like a man in fire or lime... Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light, As unde

The Search Is On!
I like cruising around the internet. It reminds of the times of cruising fer babes. Only thar is a lot more babes on here then out thar. Guess what..? The Military Jeeps have been patrolling the backroads on the Mountain today. Obviously, they are searching fer something. My guess is it would be the giant coyotes. Well, I think that is a sure bet. Sheriff Earl came out this morning nosing around. He would not admit he was looking fer tracks. But he was looking down at the ground around the Hillywood Complex. I don't think he lost a ring. Chief Seeking Beaver phoned me and said two of his braves had seen the 4 giant coyotes in the woods before sunrise. I feel better now. At least, Cooky and me ain't seeing things.

Introduction
I wanted to share some work of famous poets, as they have always inspired me to expand my knowledge and inner self. What brought me to share this blog is the world out there. The war, the fighting...everything. It makes you think whether the world has stayed the same, or whether it is changing for the better? I mean what do you think? Ive picked out some poems which convey upon this idea; this topic, and many which has inspired me to carry on writing and wondering, pondering in my mind. I feel in some of these literature, it seems somewhat ironic to what is happening in this world now.

Where Did They Go..?
I made some phone calls this morning and apparently no one else had seen the giant coyotes that Cooky and I saw last night. Cooky went outside the game and saw no tracks. What is up with that..? Elephant sized coyotes should leave tracks. I know it was below freezing last night but thar should have been tracks. I would chalk this up to me seeing things agin. But Cooky saw it, too. Course, He was smoking weed last night. I was drinking booze. But still... How could we both see the same damn thing? Tis a mystery!

Kooky Is Spooked!
I am watching a dvd. It's called "Dog Soldiers." It's about these soldiers who are stuck in a house with werewolves all around the outside. Pretty spooky! Especially, after seeing the giant coyotes. But I will watch this movie. I got the shivers-chivers! But I will leave you tonight with the wild cry of Kooky Nutt... "FubbaFoo! FubbaFoo!" FubbaFoo is my catch phrase! What does it mean? I dunno, but I like saying it!

Lil More About Me Lol
Age: 27 Gender: F / Cow lol Location: LIL TOWN CALLED NO WERE Occupation: ARTIST Relationship Status: WHAT IS RELATIONSHIP? can u BUY one? Interests: spending time with my 3 kids Favorite Saying: Cherish this moment as if it were your last for we may never pass this way again Favorite Music: Country General Information: Im lost can Someone help me find my way HOME ??? ((( HELP ))) Feel free to add me love to meet new ppl want to talk about any thing and just sit and have coffee :)

Giant Coyotes On The Prowl.
I heard the shrill of coyotes. I peered outside! I had to rub my eyes in disbelief. I saw 4 coyotes that was bigger than elephants! I thought I was seeing things agin. Cooky was checking on me. He saw the giant coyotes, too. All he could do was make faces and say words like "Eeeeeh!" I don't know sign language. Cooky is a deaf mute. He can utter sounds but that is about it! He was making all sorts of signs with his arms and hands. Then Cooky ran back inside. The giant coyotes were outside the security fence. They could not get in. I grabbed my cell phone and woke up Sheriff Roscoe Earl. I tole him about the giant coyotes. He gave me a cussing and hung up. So much fer the law. The fat Sheriff don't never believe me! I reckon I should not have lied to him all them other times. The coyotes left and vanished back in the woods. Cricketshat! No one is safe around here with giant coyotes on the prowl. Chalk up another one fer the bubbling toxic wastes! I am certain the toxics somehow m

Kooky's Horny Fluid
My Moron Mama visited me today while I was taking a nap. She tole me some new things that freaked me out. More of those crazy dreams. But I believe they are the real deal. It would explain some things. Like, why is a 46 year old man still addicted to sex..? I mean, I should be slowing down. Not so, according to mama. She claims Moron Men only reach their sexual peak at age 55. Damn! I still have a ways to go before I peak. Mama called me a Lust Varmit. I have been called worse names. She asked me why I found some women so wild about me and other women would not give me the time of day..? I said, "Human Nature?" Nope! Not according to mama. I have a horny fluid within my body that some women cannot resist. One touch of my skin will make some earth women want me, while others will have no response to it. But thar is a part in my Moron half that feeds off the lusty desires of women. I need sex to stay alive. Weird stuff! Mama sez, "The women who have sex with you will always have a lo

Nookie Nite At Hillywood
Cuzzin Willy will be over late this afternoon to spend the weekend. That gives Cooky the weekend off so he can visit his family and friends. I don't have any plans. Willy called me and said we would have tacos tonight. He is bringing more cigars and booze, too. A few of the strippers at the Saloon are going to come by fer a late night swim in my indoor pool. That will be after midnight when they finish their acts. Looks like it is gonna be Nookie Night in Hillywood! The Kookster is up fer it!

Your Views
I have been asking, questioning myself for a long time...when will it stop, just when? Till every single one of those men out there dies? Till there is no man on this earth that lives anymore? Will Bush and Blair then stop sending people out and call it quits? (Due to having no more men to send out?!) It really fustrates me, this so called 'war' drags on as if it is a candle which will never go out...a second hand dial which goes round; turns endlessly. My love goes out for the men out there, fighting for their country, their people, their loved ones. I know a few friends on CT here who are in the army. My heart goes out to you all. I know friends who have gone out there to fight and never heard from since. It just makes you wonder what this world has come to, doesn't it? I always question myself that. To turn on the TV and watch the news; one in ten of those stories there is a happy one, but is that enough? Watching the news is like watching a nightmare. (its more like w

I Am.....
You scored as Tiger.. You Are The Gentle Tiger. Always roaming around with your family or by yourself. When you have a family, your cubs are your world! You\\\\\\\'d do anything to protect them! You can be gentle when you\\\\\\\'re calm and feirce when you\\\\\\\'re angry! The big paws make it easier to be quiet while you run away. The cute big kitty you are, be careful some are out to get you!Tiger.88%Wolf75%Kitty Cat!75%Panda.69%Polar Bear.69%Bat!50%Horse.50%Snake.38%Koala31%Alligator!

Thx For Shopping Wal-mart
Joe says to Mike, "My elbow hurts so bad. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer downat Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe depositsa urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart.He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart" That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samples from his wife and daughter, and a sp

Piano In The Dark
When I find myself watching the time I never think about all the funny things you said I feel like it's dead Where is it leading me now? I turn around in the still of the room Knowing this is when I'm gonna make my move Can't wait any longer And I'm feeling stronger but oh Just as I walk through the door I can feel your emotions here It's pullin' me back (Just a little more back) Back to love you Oh no, caught up in the middle I cry just a little When I think of letting go Oh no, gave up on the riddle I cry just a little When he plays piano in the dark He holds me close like a thief of the heart He plays the melody Born to tear me all apart Silence is broken And no words are spoken but oh Just as I walk through the door I can feel your emotions here It's pullin' me back (Just a little more back) Back to love you Oh no, caught up in the middle I cry just a little When I think of letting go Oh no, gave up on the

I'm Pissing Off Kdt I Guess
Well I called twice yesterday because it's been about a month and no one calls me back from KDT. I asked if my truck was all paid off yet so I could get it back because HELLO I NEED MY TRUCK! And I guess the ONLY one who can find out that information is Stacy not even the manager or Owner can find that information out. So I called back today and they said that they already gave her the message and she would call me back when she got in. Now I have the state paying them and I found out from my friend who it was I need to speak to at the state office for that, So I called her and I told that I need to know this information soon, and told her that no one else could/would give me this information over at KDT. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I hear back from her today. SIDE NOTE: If you live in the area around AUGUSTA MAINE and are getting STATE's AID for anything DON'T GO TO KDT IF YOU NEED YOUR CAR, TRUCK OR SUV worked on because they lose info, never hear you right, or can't

Bad Days
Past 48 hours have been pretty rough. Just looking for a place to vent it out a bit. I work at a group home for boys and last night one of the boys was arrested...for no reason. None of these kids know their rights or the process of the law so they have no chance versus the police. This kid was told that he was arrested for failure to appear in court but yet the cops told us he was arrested for disorderly conduct. It makes me question my career in criminal justice. No wonder people think the systems corrupt. My friend's mother passed away last night...it just makes you think. So thats currently the state I'm in. Just thinking, and feeling horrible for my friend and her family. This weekend was supposed to be crazy. A bunch of random parties were planned for Friday and Saturday, now I'll be spending it at a wake and a funeral...not so much fun. it ain't about how hard you hit...it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward, how much you can take, and keep mov

Stay With Me
When i think about the time I believe I knew the ways of love All the chances that I took I thought i knew it all Even when I wonder how I made it through it all I know I do it all over again Stay with me You & I would always be Close to each other Stay with me Loving you is so easy Please wont you stay with me When I look into your eyes I don't need to hear the words I love I can feel it in my heart You have a way with me & I feel so good each time I hear you say to me Living each day with me Is all that you need Stay with me You & I would always be Close to each other Stay with me Loving you is so easy I want you always

Larryguy20...: Go Loose Weight
OK, I find this just utterly funny! I am busy surfing, then I switch back to cherry and I find this in my shoutbox. larryguy20...: go loose weight larryguy2007 is his screen name. Loose??? Obvisiously a non speller as well. I do not understand why this "kid" as he does look, felt the need to criticize me for the way that I look. I truly did find it humorous. I have been on CherryTap since Jan 10, 2007 and have never had a negative comment from anyone. As a matter of fact, I have a few admires and I love them all. So I am thinking this "kid" larryguy2007 is probably a virgin, or has never had the pleasure to be with a BBW, I am guessing he is lucky to be with himself with his attitude. Sad, sad, sad little boy! Like I said, thought it was funny and it was a blog opportunity!

Somewhere In The Night
Somewhere In The Night Somewhere in the night a child cries, A woman weeps and someone dies. Somewhere in the night, humanity hides. Somewhere in the night , a soul screams, As people fade and die, lost in dreams. Somewhere in the night, reality lives. Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells, As people die, no sounding bells. Somewhere in the night, she dies alone. Somewhere in the night ... Where is the light?

Someone.
Someone. There was SOMEONE you had, Who Was Always There, The Pain Has Risen, So that SOMEONES Not there, The Anger Inside, For trusting AGAIN, Feelings Shattered, TOO much pain, This Wont Subside, Or Die Down, Just SOMEONE to laugh at, You Won that Round, That SOMEONE, Had this Big Delusion of u, Thought Ur heart was gold, & had feelings too, That SOMEONE is Pissed, For Trusting again, Doesnt Want Nothing, Not even You As A Friend, So Bite The Dust, Its Clear 4 All to see, That SOMEONE isnt NO ONE, That SOMEONE was ME.

My Friday Story
The Happiest Day Of My Life Written by Michael T. Smith It started innocently. Many years ago I worked in an office with large windows facing a busy overpass. I was standing by one of those windows one day when a woman in a passing car looked up and made eye contact. Naturally, I waved. A chuckle escaped my lips as she turned and tried to identify me. It was the beginning of a year of window antics. When things were slow, I would stand in the window and wave at the passengers who looked up. The strange looks made me laugh and stress was washed away. Co-workers began to take an interest. They would stand from view, watch the reactions I received, and laugh along. Late afternoon was the best time - rush hour traffic filled the overpass with cars and transit buses, and providing lots of waving material for the end-of-day routine. It didn't take long to attract a following - a group of commuters who passed the window every day and looked up at the strange waving man. There was

When Depression Owns The Heart
When Depression Owns the Heart A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, and kills, everything, inside, of you.

Tellemarketers (wait Idk How Ya Spell It)
Tellemarketers.. where do i start... hmm. They dont get paid enough for what they do lol. And I think we should start getting paid for talking to them.. I just had the dumbest one call me.. They go "Is this where Erica Ward lives" And I go "I answered the phone, didnt i?" They are soo freaking stupid. I hung up laughing my ass off. Their pains in my ass'.

Hello Angel Family
As some of you were not in the lounge lastnight but i had stated that i will not be taking down the family website as i have added more to it. I had also stated that i will be putting it online today and that i will be doing it in a few moments. The site is currently offline. Here is the link to the

The Wonder Of You
The Wonder of You In the early evening hours Just before the rising of the stars My mind begins to wander Contemplating who you are. My thoughts gather quickly On my face a smile begins My body fills with warmth I feel your Love within. Never truly looking For I never thought I'd find A man so true and loving One who is so kind. Gentle words you spoke I could feel from the start Melted away walls of steel Softened my hardened heart. You are the Sun and the Moon You are the Stars above The Only Wonder of this world You are the Man I Love.

First Blog
well... im used to myspace, where i always am writing blogs... i have come to find they are so much easier to write then in a journal or diary... anyways... so this week has been busy... i recently broke up with my bf who i have been with off and on for about a year... it was a bad relationship... we did nothign but fight and argue... so i know that times will hopefully be better... although the loneliness hasnt really hit me... and i know it will... but i have good things to look forward to in the near future... my sons 8th bday and my 26th bday... both in march... plus im taking him to see WWE Raw on march 19th... and i know he will love it... so for the moment thats my random thoughts!

I Want Love
I want love I want a love that always have trust not a relationship always comes lust A love where friendship comes first A love that will stay true for better and for worse A love that would neverever lie or cheat A love when things went wrong it could take the heat A love that money can not buy I want a love that would never die.

Passion With No Limit
Passion With No Limit Teasing lips and tantalizing eyes The sweetest face but a mind of lies You pull me close and kiss me sweet And speak of love as our eyes meet Is this a true love, one that's real? You touch me and my heart you steal My body aches for you to be close So you pull me near you as a toast As our souls do become as one with each other Our hearts start a fire that never will smother A passion hotter than the hottest flame A fire out of control with just us to blame

My Guest Book
TheRH Cherry Rock Star@ CherryTAP Hey all Friends, Family, and Fans. I have put up a guest book, please add yourself, don't forget to include a picture of yourself. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/335594 RH

All New And Stuff
ok so im new on here .. thought id join cos of my mummmmyyyy!!! and our very good friend "insanecatlady" .. well being new its guna take me awhile to get used to this new place .. but il get there !!! chow x

Really Old Poems I Came Across
Writhe in my morbid fantasy Drink the wine then come and dance with me You're mine I've come to realize Your lies You're everything I despise Fantasize About another reality With me Then you'll see Nothing's real ///////////////////////////////////////////////// Everytime I close my eyes A vision of you is all I see Without this, my heart dies Without you, I can not be ///////////////////////////////////////////////// A misplaced blame Can't handle the pain So I'll close my eyes Slip into a world so vain Distorted illusions Are haunting my mind A spell of confusions So I can not find Tears of blood An endless flow The third eye opens So everyone will know Over your head In the black lit void Your entire life Just to be played with and toyed Cast you out dispell your kind All of life's loves Are now in a bind ///////////////////////////////////////////////// Like an angel from above In the form of a dove Such a beautiful thing That could only bri

Loyalty
friendly, loyal and understanding Sensitive, kind and caring secure and true... you are a friend I turn to when my spirits need a lift. you are always there.. You're one of a kind, different from the rest Appreciative, warm and precious like diamonds You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
You Are Rum You're the life of the party, and a total flirt You are also pretty picky about what you drink Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

No More Stories
Just wanted to let everyone know that i will not be posting anymore stories for people to read. Very few ever commented so I see no point in continuing doing this. I think maybe some people might have been uncomfortable with reading them and I forgot to realize that. I didnt mean to dis-respect anyone. I will post a message on my page saying that one is finished and if you want to read it, message me and I'll be happy to send it to ya. Scotty xoxoxo

Comfort In The Dark
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I whisper like a lover in

Love Hurts
Love is such a simple word, to often it comes so free, no thought of how it makes us feel, or how much we believe, there is so many forms of love, there's family,friends and lovers, but all come with a price we pay, only one love is painless, the same love everyday, that is a mothers love, it never fades away I've tryed every sort of love, I geuss I've gave it too, one thing I have found, I'll share it now with you, LOVE HURTS... Nazareth - Love HurtsMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Internet Problems
Internet Problems that I must endure on a daily basis.Atleast 10 x's aday I loose my connection.Some of the Problem stems from Verizon giving us the wrong black box modern.They gave us a modern that is basicly for 1 computer.An we are trying to run 4 comps off it.They issued us the westall 6100 which is incorrect.What we need is the westall 327 W,.But acourse they want $80.00 for the device we need.False Advertizeing etc. Bunch of Meatheads at verizon.All the comps.run wireless as well with Linskys.My other problem requirements for verizon DSL,is 100 gb harddrive.Unfortunately my handidown piece of junk only has 80 gb's.+ absolutely no memery( Brain Fart ).Staying connected is a big struggle for me.It does wear on my patience at times.Friends with lots of stuff on their pages takes a long time to load + causes me to disconnect.An if I happen to loose connect after a certain Sleep hrs.I'm shutoff till the next day as everything is in the master bdrm.Today is a bit percular day.I ran sca

Short Story
From an old episode of Cowboy Bebop, the story kind of stuck with me. Spike - "Ever heard this story?" Jet - "Huh?" Spike - "There once was a tiger-striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives, and he was owned by various people who he didn't care for. The cat wasn't afraid to die. Then one day the cat became a stray which meant he was free. He met a white female cat and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger-striped cat cried a million times then died too. Except this time he didn't come back to life." Jet - "Yeah, it's a good story." Spike - "I hate that story. I never liked cats, you know that." *Laughing* Jet - "Hey, Spike, I just want to...one thing..." Spike - "She's dead. There's nothing I can do for her now."

Job Interview Today
Well this week has been awesome I must say. Not only spiritual wise but in general.I lov the weather out right now pretty much every day I have had all my windows open and front adn back doors(I have screen doors on both-man I love living in an house so much better than an apartment). But I had my interview today at KumNGo and I feel really good about it. The way we talked and she was talking to me. I just wont know anything until next week. So I just pray in the mean time that I get called to substitute teach again. Licoln element here in town wanted me to sub all day today but since I had my interview I couldnt. And that is why I do want the job at Kum N Go so it wont interfere with my church schedule since but also so I can substitute teach or go find a part time job during the day. But I overall have a really good feeling bout the interview its just waiting patiently until they call me next week to let me know. So please be in prayer with me because I really need a job also and thi

Why Geeks And Nerds Are Worth Being Boyfriends
Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It... 1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are. 2.) They're useful. In this tech-savvy world, it's great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself. 3.) They're more romantic than they're given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends. 4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like 'em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like 'em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too. 5.) They've got brains. Come on now, how can intelligence be a bad thing? 6.) Most are quite good at re

Come To My Page And Help Me
PLEASE EVERYONE... IM TOTALLY NEW AROUND HERE... TRYING TO GET UP IN THE RANKS..LOL... IM 21 YRS OLD... BLUE-EYED.. BLONDE HAIRED MARINE FROM SO CAL... JUST LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD FRIENDS..LOL... SO PLEASE.. STOP BY MY PAGE.. AND RATE AND FAN ME.. I YOU HAVENT ALREADY DONE SO.... HELP ME MAKE MY NEW RANK BY THE END OF TODAY... AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR.... SEMPERFI LCpl Jonathan Patrick

Sorrow
Fuck, am I depressed. My LLW is leaving in less than a week for her trip, and I am really feeling blue. We really haven't had any opportunity to spend time together for the last month. Maybe a couple of hours a week, but that's about it. And no, we haven't had time for any intimacy, even the plain old vanilla stuff, due to illness, family and work obligations, and a host of other things. Knowing that she is leaving makes me sadder than I ever thought I could be. This morning, I flashed back to a memory of an incident just after our wedding: I was driving somewhere, and noticed this odd pattern of light being reflected onto the ceiling of my car. After a moment, I realized that the source of the reflection happened to be the light glittering of the stones in my new wedding ring. I had thought the reflection oddly beautiful before this realization, and afterward, it became even more so. Now, everytime I see that reflection, I have a physical manifestation of how beautif

A Miracle Too Late
A miracle too late Why do I strive to be a better man than my father? Because I feel alone to him, because I cannot be my brother.. We can talk and talk and never work things out All he seeks is praise from others, such a shame I want to shout The man that made me is so blind to see I am nothing like him, but I am me! Oh I tried for years just to get along But it always ends in a country sad song Most men would have been so proud of things I've done I'm a man's man, not a wimpy ass clown! Oh I love woman, beer, and yes even Nascar! But I put on a suit to work, Integrity I will go far! Parenting, yes I now a thing or two I've raised 6 not of my own, even purchased their shoes They had no dad, and I was a welcome sign Stood proud in front of them, covering their behinds That is how I go about my day Giving them loving, attention, showing them the right way Yes their are days, my kids aren't good enough for you But the

A Speech By The Commanding Officer C Company 1st Belfast Battalion 2001
This speech was read out by the commanding officer C Company 1st Belfast Battalion Sunday 11th November 2001 WE ARE STANDING HERE TODAY TO REMEMBER OUR FALLEN COMRADES VOLUNTEERS CHAPMAN, McGREGOR, McINTYRE, HANNAH, WADSWORTH, FREEL, RIDINGS, MORELAND, McCULLOUGH, REYNOLDS, AND MARTIN. THESE BRAVE MEN FOUGHT THE REPUBLICAN MOVEMENT JUST LIKE THE MEN OF THE 36TH ULSTER DIVISION WHO FOUGHT IN FLANDERS FIELDS SO MANY YEARS AGO. THE OFFICERS AND VOLUNTEERS OF C COMPANY 1ST BELFAST BATTALION SHALL NEVER FORGET THESE BRAVE MEN AND THE ACTION THEY TOOK IN THE DEFENCE OF OUR COUNTRY. IN 1912 WITH ULSTER IN UPROAR AT ATTEMPTS TO ENFORCE TYRANNY UPON THE LOYALIST PEOPLE OF THIS PROVINCE, IN BARS AND BACK ROOMS THE SEEDS OF RESISTANCE WERE SOWN, AND SOON THE PUBLIC WOULD SEE A NEW FORCE, A FORCE THAT WOULD SHAPE THE HISTORY OF ULSTER FOR NEARLY A CENTURY. WITH CARSON AND CRAIG GUIDING THE POLITICAL FORTUNES OF ULSTER, RICHARSON AND CRAWFORD SET ABOUT TO REALISE THE DREAM OF A VIABLE DEFENCE FO

Tax Office
At the end of the tax year, the Tax Office sent an inspector to audit the books of a synagogue. While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said: "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle drippings"? "Good question", noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them to the candle makers, and every now and then they send us a free box of candles". "Oh", replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer, but on he went, in his obnoxious way: "What about all these biscuit purchases? What do you do with the crumbs"? "Ah, yes", replied the Rabbi, realising that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturers, and every now and then they send a free box of holy biscuits". "I see", replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could fluster the know-it-all Rabbi. "Well, Rabbi", he went on, "What do you do with al

Farewell But Not Forgotten!
Farewell But Not Forgotten Losing you was bigger than I ever gathered Filled with lonliness and sleepless nights My heart is broken up and shattered I think of you with each passing minute Why did you have to go? There were times I regret So much more I had to show Our time was not long enough For it was my turn to be your brother I hope you enjoyed me as much as I did you I hope I wasn't a bother God I want you back I have missed you so much Brother you were too young to die I still need your gentle touch As you passed away I hope you knew That I was there The bond between us two brothers The love only we could share!

Please Lets Help 'sin's Own!!luscious Lucia!!infamous Crew's Kitten! Miss Scotland'
ok i need your help now. we need to get miss kitten to win this thing. for those who have not been helping out i will give a special gift to all that put 1500 comment bombs down. and be truethfull. for the results will show if you were honest or not. so get to work and lets get miss kitten to win this.

Royal Irish Rifles
1st Battalion August 1914 : in Aden. Returned to UK and landed at Liverpool on 22 October 1914. October 1914 : attached to 25th Brigade, 8th Division. 3 February 1918 : transferred to 107th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division. 2nd Battalion August 1914 : in Tidworth. Part of 7th Brigade, 3rd Division. 8 October 1915 : transferred with Brigade to 25th Division. 26 October 1915 : transferred to 74th Brigade, 25th Division. 13 November 1917 : transferred to 108th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division, absorbing 7th Battalion. 8 February 1918 : transferred to 107th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division. 3rd (Reserve), 4th (Extra Reserve) and 5th (Extra Reserve) Battalions August 1914 : in Belfast, Newtownards and Downpatrick respectively. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England. Territorial Force The Irish regiments did not form TF battalions. New Armies 6th (Service) Battalion Formed in Dublin, August 1914, as part of K1. Became part of 29th Brigade, 10th

A Eulogy In Strings.
Darkness, in the light of day A lone tear in my eye A violin sings of plight Songs worthy of a cry. Hell…is a circle; to each their own circumference. Arms-length is the farthest you’ll get ‘fore the claws tear at your flesh. But life won’t feel much different than home, sub tropical, and a migraine in every bone… The past will catch up to the present, which is where you always wanted to be; your future is still certain…a damned eternity. Drowning since birth, you were born into this, and long after these creatures eat…every ounce of your meat, will they pick their jagged teeth with splints of bone from your feet. And as they work their way up your calves to your knees, devouring any and all of your physical means, they smile; jaws full of marrow…knowing that your mind isn’t free, and you’ve no way to scream. Once erased from existence, the real fun begins. Fear is everywhere, and something you can no longer quell. You’re final destination…in the bowels of those in

10-05-04
10-05-04 Splendid grass waving with the wind Soft silence over coming me The presence of a gift shake me Then the memory of your love surrounds me The happiness of the thought of you The craving to see you again That laugh that comforts darkness The unwillingness to ever let go Walk tall as you did here As you should in heaven Always know your loved and missed Always know you'll never be forgotten I love and miss you..........

Life And Lack Of Sleep
omg I am such a nerd sometimes... this morning I thought to myself "hey, maybe I will order some private stash kit kat from our supplier" since that way I don't keep eating all the shops inventory. so I go the site, and what do I find? PEACH!!! I was going to order some Sakura. but peach? yummy!! so I notify my partner in crime and nerdiness (sissy) and pretty much beg her to let us order some for the biz. I get so excited over the littlest things sometimes, I almost make myself laugh. as for work, today we finish the rest of everything and then street dance, (ready or not?) here we come!. It will be fun, you should all come! It will take place at the Garden Plaza down on Main in visalia. (right next to Enchanted Playhouse, if you really don't know) starts about 7-7:30 ish on Saturday night. and it's fun if you like good music and love to dance. it's a great way to show support for the Creative Center, they do great work. I know those who are Icehouse penguins are always frus

Princess Victoria's (the Royal Irish Fusiliers)
1st Battalion August 1914 : in Shorncliffe. Part of 10th Brigade, 4th Division. 3 August 1917 : transferred to 36th (Ulster) Division. 24 August 1917 : transferred to 107th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division. 8 February 1918 : transferred to 108th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division. 2nd Battalion August 1914 : in Quetta Division in India. returned to UK, arriving Winchester on 20 November 1914. November 1914 : attached to 82nd Brigade, 27th Division. 2 November 1916 : transferred to 31st Brigade, 10th (Irish) Division. 3rd (Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Armagh. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England, where it absorbed the 4th Bn. 4th (Extra Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Cavan. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England, where it was absorbed by the 3rd Bn. Territorial The Irish regiments formed no TF battalions. New Armies 5th (Service) Battalion Formed at Armagh, August 1914, as part of K1. August 1914 :

I Can't Believe You Left
| Text Only Version I can't Believe You Left Me I can't beleive you left me I always remember calming you the night before But still I held you for my love for you to see Your body shook, your temperature was 104. It's been several months, and I am still not over this My favorite person in the world is gone My heart is empty, for you I truly miss Everyone says, time will bring in a new dawn When they asked me "well there is nothing we can do" I knew you heard me tell them to not use Life Support Your heart raced, and I knew you didn't want to leave It fnally sank in with you, that it was time for you to go I regret that each and everyday Maybe that would have let you rested So we could call out to God, lower our heads and pray Now each day as I move on, I feel lonley, cheated and tested Brother what do I do now? There is no money No love No funny things for me to laugh at I can't believe you left me!

Just Yeah
JUST... YEAH Things have been going to good i think im scared that they are going to go bad here soon... right now i have a wanderful boyfriend who means the world to me and my best friends... I have always been dealt the wrong end of the deal... but for once im feeling very content and happy with my life... Im just trying to find a job and be happy ... And iam .... I have been trying hard to find a job but i cant... I just wish i could ... I love my family and friends ... they are the best for me... I love them and my boyfriend treats me great and i love him to.. im very fortunate to have people like this in my life.... i try to be there for everyone when they need me... Ok well i dunno i guess enough rambling on... Just wanted to tell u guys how much u mean to me... and everything...

The Royal Inniskilling Fusiliers (nickname: The Skins)
1st Battalion August 1914 : in Trimulgherrey, India. Returned to UK and landed at Avonmouth on 10 January 1915. 10 January 1915 : attached to 87th Brigade, 29th Division. 5 February 1918 : transferred to 109th Brigade, 36th Division. 2nd Battalion August 1914 : in Dover. Part of 12th Brigade, 4th Division. 6 December 1914 : transferred as GHQ Troops. 26 January 1915 : transferred to 5th Brigade, 2nd Division. 22 July 1915: transferred as Army Troops to Third Army. 8 November 1915 : transferred to 14th Brigade, 5th Division. 24 December 1915 : transferred to 96th Brigade, 32nd Division. 3 February 1918 : transferred to 109th Brigade, 36th Division. 3rd (Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Omagh. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England. 4th (Extra Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Enniskillen. Remained in Ireland and England throughout the war. Territorial Force The Irish Regiments did not form battalions for the TF. New Armies 5th

Love
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

Desire
Desire Fresh soft satin sheets Fluffy pillows my head meets You came from the bathroom in sexy lingerie A White lacey number you proudly display Lying ever so closely next to me My hands become eyes rubbing you so I can see The soft gentle kisses we both share Feeling the passion and panting without care Stroking each other with much pleasure Finding new ways to reach each others treasure Holding and touching all through the night Loving and sharing what a true delight The feeling of ecstacy and lust Daring each others trust Trying to get up, but can't leave the bed Wanting and craving you all in my head

Young Citizen Volunteers ( Ycv )
The Ulster Volunteer Force was an adverse and complex organisation spanning rural and urban protestant Ulster, stretching from the shipyard communities of East Belfast in the heartland to isolated loyalist outposts on the Atlantic coast of Donegal. One of the most dedicated groups of men, at first quite separate from the UVF, was the Young Citizen Volunteers of Ireland ( YCV ). The inangural meeting of this organisation had been held in Belfast City Hall on 10th September 1912, just prior to the signing of the Solemn League and Covenant. Each member was to pay 2s.6d on joining the YCVs and a further 6d each month; he was to attend weekly drills to learn 'modified military and police drill, single stick, rifle and baton exercises, signalling, knot-tying and other such exercises". If possible he was also to gain some knowledge of 'life-saving and ambulance work'. The constitution of the YCVs insisted that members should not take part in any political meeting or demonstration. They wer

Wow
OK so i get a car.. and its GREAT... then this morning my friend offered me her house... a rent to own thing.. WOOT its a nice house!! and the topper.. I AM VISITING MY SON SOON!!! they are going on vacation to florida for a couple of weeks then when they get back we are getting together and having a visit!! ITS SOOO COOOOOL!!! I love my baby soo much.. Damn i should stop calling him my baby.. he is 6 now.. I AM DANCING WITH HAPPINESS!!!!!

Carson,s Volunteers Ulster Special Service Force
SIR EDWARD CARSON BORN 1854 DIED 1935 CARSON OF THE .U.V.F. Sir Edward Carson (1854 - 1935) might justly be described as the founding father of Northern Ireland. A Protestant Dubliner, he threw in his lot with the northern unionists to become their acknowledged leader, some would say their national saviour. It is largely due to his efforts that the six north-eastern counties of Ulster remain to this day in union with Great Britain under the Crown. Carson rose to high office in both politics and the law, becoming First Lord of the Admiralty in David Lloyd George’s war cabinet and, as Lord Carson of Duncairn, a Lord of Appeal in Ordinary (that is to say, one of the Law Lords). Yet he was notably lacking in personal ambition and turned down the opportunity of becoming Northern Ireland’s first Prime Minister. With single-minded determination Carson dedicated his political life to opposing Irish Home Rule. He regarded England as the fount of liberty and justice, and

New Designs And Items!
Just letting everyone know that there is a new design for many many items avaiable in the Official Vampire Slayer Store! Just go to the following web address to check it all out!!! http://www.cafepress.com/heather_designs/2450671

Ulster And Irish Men Fighting Side By Side
IT IS A MISTAKEN BELIEF THAT ALL THE YOUNG MEN AND BOYS FROM THE SHANKILL AREA WHO ENLISTED IN THE BRITISH ARMY IN THE GREAT WAR OF 1914-1918 JOINED THE 9TH BATTALION ROYAL IRISH RIFLES THE WEST BELFAST VOLUNTEERS .U.S.S.F. MANY YOUNG MEN FROM THIS AREA JOINED ENGLISH ,SCOTS, AND INDEED JOINED THE 10TH AND 16TH IRISH DIVISIONS ccording to populair It was a belief that the youngest boy to enlist in the allied armies was John Condon from Waterford, Ireland. He was supposedly 12 years old . In 1915 John Condon went with the Royal Irish Regiment to Flanders. He died on 24th May 1915, during a German gas-attack near Ypres. His gravestone (picture on the right), nr. 6322 at the Poelkapelle British Cemetery in Belgium, mentions his age as 14. New investigations in 2002 by Aurel Sercu from Ypres, Flanders, revealed that someone else may be buried in John Condon's grave. Sercu also found indications that John Condon was in fact 18 years old. WE MUST BE CAREFUL NOT TO PUT THE 10

The Ulster Tower
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36th Ulster Division ( Uvf )
The division, formed mainly from the Ulster Volunteer Force, came into being in September 1914 as the Ulster Division with brigades numbered 1st, 2nd and 3rd. A month later it was numbered 36th, retaining its Ulster title and the brigades were renumbered 107th, 108th and 109th. As a divisional sign the Red Hand of Ulster was adopted. The 36th arrived in France in October 1915 and on 1st July 1916 its attack on the Schwaben Redoubt, Thiepval, achieved the only success that day apart from XIII Corps on the extreme right of Fourth Army.But the failure of the divisions on either flank to secure their objectives left the Ulstermen exposed and they were forced to fall back. Their casualties that day amounted to 5,100 and four VCs were won. Their memorial, the Ulster Tower, stands on the ground where they fought on that day. The division was at Messines in June 1917, fighting side by side with fellow Irishmen from the South, the 16th (Irish) Division in the capture of Wytschaete. Later in 191

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After directory assistance gave me my boyfriend's new telephone number, I dialed him -- and got a woman. "Is Mike there?" I asked. "He's in the shower," she responded. "Please tell him his girlfriend called," I said and hung up. When he didn't return the call, I dialed again. This time a man answered. "This is Mike," he said. "You're not my boyfriend!" I exclaimed. "I know," he replied. "That's what I've been trying to tell my wife for the past half-hour."

High Tech
I recently saw a distraught young lady weeping beside her car. "Do you need some help?" I asked. She replied, "I knew I should have replaced the battery in this remote door unlocker. Now I can't get into my car. "Do you think they (pointing to a distant convenience store) would have a battery for this?" "Hmmm, I dunno. Do you have an alarm, too?" I asked. "No, just this remote thingy which she handed to me with the car keys. As I took the key and manually unlocked the door, I replied, "Why don't you drive over there and check about the batteries...it's a long walk."

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It was but yesterday we met in a dream. You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky. But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over, and it is no longer dawn. The noontide is upon us and our half waking has turned to fuller day, and we must part. If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall sing to me a deeper song. And if our hands should meet in another dream, we shall build another tower in the sky.

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Lol
Lena was in bed with her lover, Sven, when she heard Ole's key in the door. "Stay where you are," she said. "He's so drunk he won't even notice you're in bed with me." Sure enough, Ole lurched into bed none the wiser, but a few minutes later, through a drunken haze, he saw six feet sticking out at the end of the bed. He turned to Lena: "Hey, der are six feet in dis bed. Der shud only be four. What's going on?" "Nonsense," said Lena, "You're so drunk you miscounted. Get out of bed and try again. "You can see better from over there."Ole climbed out of bed and counted. "One, too, tree, four. Damn, you're right!!!" >

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Deep within a dark night of unrestful slumber. I wander down halls that I haven't seen in many years. Lost and confused I turn from this hall to the next wondering why I am here, seeing phantoms from my past. I hear laughter coming from around the bend; I peer around the corner and spy shadowy figures from my past. I stare as two kids share candy, sitting alone on a playground. I watch as they grow to teens, sharing a soda in the school cafeteria. I watch as they hold hands walking under the bleachers at a football game. I stare in disbelief as he took her home one evening after school, and sat on her couch sharing another soda and a kiss. And then, gone, ripped away from each other by a pain that was unending. I stare, unable to take my eyes away from the pain unfolding. I stare into eyes that I haven’t seen in ages, longing for those lips I can never kiss again. Why did she lie to me, tell me she loved me and then walk away like I was nothing. And I watch as these feelings submerg

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Arrgghh
Taking a break for awhile. Realized that I need to find peace with myself, before anyone else. All too often we do and say things according to how we think we feel. I believe there is a duality to all. I could be wrong, but it is my experience. Those that need to find me, can. I just have to be right with myself, for my sake. Peace, Beers, and Smokes Jess

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GILFORD - Deane H. Brown, 76, formerly of Sargent Place, died Wednesday, Feb. 21, 2007, at Presidential Oaks in Concord. Mr. Brown was born July 21, 1930, in Rowe, Mass., the son of Edwin H. and Katie (Reed) Brown. Mr. Brown lived in Loudon for several years before moving to Gilford three years ago. He was employed at Sprague Electric for more than 20 years. Mr. Brown enjoyed sports and loved his garden. Survivors include his wife, Alice "Sue" (Gilbert) Brown of Gilford; a daughter, Donna Vallieres of North Adams, Mass.; seven grandchildren, Lee Bareschi, Katie Trala, Mandy Thirrien, Kyle Vallieres and Joyce Cote, all of North Adams, Mass., and Jason Vallieres and Jessica Vallieres, both of Florida; 11 great-grandchildren; two brothers, Robert Brown of Rowe, Mass., and Stanley Brown of Arizona; and several nephews and nieces. He was predeceased by his son, Henry Brown, in 2005; two brothers, Everett Brown and Robert Brown; and a sister, Christine Gorzakoski. C

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i have great news.....mine and spikes son is now in the all clear from having over two tousand cancer cells and a tumor to having nothing in his body. we are so thankful. we just hope that he stays like this. we would like to thank all of those who prayed for us and him.

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Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Naughty Jokes One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to be naughty and have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me fo

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My First Contest Please Help
Ok everyone i need your help This is the first time I have got into a contest so I figured I would give it a try and see how this works. Please try to help me out if you can it will be greatly appreciated. comment bomb me please .

Why Do People Have To Lie Cheat And Back Stab On Here
Ok hers the deal. It seems we have some scum sucking bitch ass drama queens that can survive with out making life hell for some of us. Why is that Sonny and I and a few others are here to make friends and be cool with all and here we have the high school bs of clicks and basing and he said she said bull shit. You know it’s a shame when people a have nothing better to do then to lie to you or beg for money from people on the net cause there to lazy to worker/ pretend to be a woman when there not and you can so tell that surten pics they have been photo shopped to make it look like they are but in reality the are fully male. I mean I have no problems with sissies and tyrannies but be honest about whom and what you are don’t hide it because you’re scared of what I might say. I mean when I see some one asking for money to help pay the internet so they can stay on line then to find out they just spent 300 dollars on bs stuff that morning that fucked up our s

Gotta Love My City
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These people don't have any moral whatsoever..Makes me sick to my stomach Anna Nicole Smith 2007/02/22 Anna Nicole's TV funeral Anna Nicole's TV funeral Anna Nicole Smith's mother has accused Howard K. Stern of selling the TV rights to her funeral for $1 million. Virgie Arthur claimed in court - during the battle to determine where Anna Nicole will be buried - that the lawyer and lover of her daughter is profiting from her death. Arthur said: "I have not profited from the death of Daniel and Anna Nicole - but he has. "I heard that 'Entertainment Tonight' is buying her funeral for a million bucks. He's the one who is getting the money - I'm not. That's why he wants her body." Stern claims Anna Nicole wanted to be buried in the Bahamas next to her son Daniel. Arthur wants to take her daughter home to be laid to rest in Texas. She is now asking for Daniel's body to be exhumed so he can also be buried in Texas. Yesterday (21.02.07) Stern, Arthur and Larry Birkh