After three years of single, dateless life, I have found someone that makes my heart skip beats everytime I see her. The scent of her hair makes me weak. To be around her brings happiness. She knows of my interest but much like my heart, shes taken. She is with a great guy and I would never want to do anything to change that. That would be selfous. Why her, I mean I know why shes taken, shes great. We share more in-commen than anyone I have met in such a long time. Music, food, style, what we like in a partner, etc. We are friends, and for that I truely hold close to my heart. We can talk for hours on the phone and have yet to run short on what to say. You wanna talk about a "crush" here on CT?? That is nothing compared to what I feel for this girl. I do dream about her, but to my own supprise they are never sexual. Thats unheard of since I havent dreamed in years, atleast not that I can recall. One would think that with my feelings for her that it my spring forth sexual dreams of disire, but no. They contain thoughts of slow danceing, caressing her closly but nothing more than just that. I have looked into her eyes and just melted away. Its like a high that no drug could ever reproduce. I will hold her friendship dear forever, but live with these feelings only in my heart.
