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Dictionary For Decoding
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................. 49. Adventurous................. Slept with everyone. Athletic......................... No breasts. Average looking................... Moooo. Beautiful.................. Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure............. On medication. Feminist......................... Fat. Free spirit.......................Junkie. Friendship first................ Former slut. Old-fashioned................... No BJs. Open-minded.................... Desperate. Outgoing................. Loud and Embarrassing. Professional................ Bitch. Voluptuous................. Very Fat. Large frame................. Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate................. Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = You'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = You're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = You better not 8. Do what you want = Y

Touching You Touching Me
IN THIS MOMENT I AM YET TO BE CLOSE TO YOU, OR IS IT YOU TO ME? IN THE WAVES OF MY DAWNING YOUR TOUCH IS YET TO BE FLOWING OVER ME. OUR TIME AS ONE IS YET TO BE, MY HANDS ON YOUR SKIN, AS YOU ARE HERE WITHIN. THE MOON IS YET TO CLOUD OUR DAY, WHILE WE CHASE THE LUSTS OF PASSIONS WAYS. IT IS ALL YET TO BE, YOU INSIDE OF ALL OF ME. SO WITH GREAT PAIN I REMEMBER ALL WE HAVE BEEN, AND KNOW AS OF NOW IT IS YET TO BE.

To All The Girls Reworked To My Specs
I'm sorry that i bought you roses all the time to tell you that i loved you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you the first time we were together. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I opened the doors, and pulled out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things, but what I did have I spent it on you and got you the best I could afford. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of you on the computer talking to all your new found friends in the chatrooms. Of course I was to blame cause every minute I was home from work I was on the puter, of course, I forgot it was for school. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am alwa

Osculating
soft at first spirit waking bring together moving deeply vivid trembling at his touch in common is our first new found prussian blue bordering on risque desires thus in lavish endeavor....... a pool of your sweet kisses

The Highwayman
By: Alfred Noyes The wind was a torrent of darkness upon the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight looping the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding-- Riding--riding-- The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn door. He'd a French cocked hat on his forehead, and a bunch of lace at his chin; He'd a coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of fine doe-skin. They fitted with never a wrinkle; his boots were up to his thigh! And he rode with a jeweled twinkle-- His rapier hilt a-twinkle-- His pistol butts a-twinkle, under the jeweled sky. Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard, He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred, He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter-- Bess, the landlord's daughter-- Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. Dark in th

If Ur My Friend Please Read This!
I THINK THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE GETTING MIXED SIGNALS. IF YOU ARE READING MY PAGE THEN YOU WILL GET ENOUGH INFO ABOUT ME TO TELL YOU MOAT ANYTHING YOU MAY WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME.PLEASE DON'T ASSUME THINGS THEN START TREATING ME DIFFRENTLY BECAUSE I AM NOT WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO BE. I AM JUST ME AND I AM HONEST AND UP FRONT! YES I AM A FLIRT. YES I HAVE A MAN! YES WE ARE OPENMINDED. IF ANY OF THIS BOTHERS YOU WELL NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY CUZ IT WAS ALWAYS ON MY PAGE BUT YOU DIDN'T TAKE THE TIME TO READ IT.I AM WILLING TO GIVE ANYONE A CHANCE FOR FRIENDSHIP AND YES I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. THANX FOR YOUR TIME. MUCH LOVE, SHERYL.

Time For Us..
is it time for us? move together.. to touch our souls? is it time for us to make love under the moonlight.. to feel the softness the nakedness of we two? is it time to take this passion to the next star? to rush to the far off planets and taste the wine of this deep desire? is it time? make love to me and find heat within, take my hand as we make the world spin faster.. is it time for us to be? is it time?

This Week Tribute: Hector Lavoe.
Date: Mar 4, 2007 5:08 PM Subject this week tribute: hector lavoe. Body: Hector Siempre Sera Inmortal!!! September 30,1946-June 29,1993 Hector Juan Perez was born September 30, 1946 in Ponce, Puerto Rico, one of eight children. Luis Perez who played guitar with local trios and orchestras gave musical instruction to son Hector. Luis later enrolled Hector in the Juan Morel Campos Music School. His father had dreams of Hector becoming a great saxophonist. Although Hector learned the fundamentals of Spanish music, he soon lost interest in the instrument. He felt he did not play well. As a youngster, Hector spent much of his time at the radio listening to and singing along to jibaro (Puerto Rican folk style or country) music. Hector dreamed of becoming a singer. As a youngster, Hector's favorite singers were Chuito El de Bayamon. Odilio Gonzalez, and Daniel Santos whose voices and styles he imitated. Other singers that greatly influenced Hector were fellow Poncenos, Cheo Felic

Medical Concerns
>>After his exam the doctor said to the elderly man, "You appear to > > >>be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like > > >>to ask me about?" > > >> > > >> > > >>"In fact, I do," said the old man. "After I have sex I am usually > > >>hot and sweaty, and then , after I have sex with her the second > > >>time, I am usually cold and chilly." > > >> > > >> > > > >>After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said, > > >>"Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns > > >>that you would like to discuss with me?" > > >> > > >> > > >>The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. > > >> > > >>The doctor then said to her: "Your husband had an unusual concern. > > >>He claims that he is usually hot and sweaty after having sex with > > >>you the first time, and then cold and chilly after the second > > >>time. Do you know why?" > > >> > > >> > > >>"Oh, that crazy old fart,"

Girl In The Mirror
The girl in the mirror There's a girl in the mirror, And she stares back at me, Yet I don't recognize her, My face is not what I see She looks pretty, She looks happy, So I figure, That can't be me She smiles that beautiful smile, And she holds her head up high, She doesn't look embarrassed, Or the least bit shy She looks like a perfect girl, The kind that your jealous of, The kind of girl you believe, Was born with a true love Then I realize, wait a minute, This is not what I usually see, But that girl standing in the mirror, Really is me

Kiss Me... Kiss Me Now!!
¢¾Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready ¢¾Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever ¢¾Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ¢¾Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute ¢¾Kiss on the Hand = I adore you ¢¾Kiss on the Neck = We belong together ¢¾Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you ¢¾Kiss on the Lips = I love you What the gesture means... ¢¾Holding Hands = We definitely like each other ¢¾Slap on the butt = That's mine ¢¾Holding on tight = I don't want to let go ¢¾Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain love you ¢¾Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me ¢¾Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go ¢¾Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you ***Advice*** *Dont ask for a kiss, take one.* **If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.** *****If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head then Re-post this with

I Finished Pardise Kiss Yesterday
i love the series but the way it ended made me sad i guess you could say it kindof ended happy. they all got to start a buisness or make a great collection .. i guess i just wish that caroline and georgie would have stayed together they were so good together but i guess lov never works out... in life and in comics

Ode To My Goddess
Ode to My Goddess The mere thought of you My blood boils to incredible sexual heat My soft lips moisten like leaves in a torrential downpour My every waking desire is to serve you, My Goddess Your Breasts, big and soft Nipples hardenening against my tongue as I nurse them Raw animalistic desire, worship of my Goddess I love her, live to serve her On Your knees taste my warm tasty Sex Like the Cat Goddess Bastet she purrs Eyes like limpid pools, gateway to my soul My tongue flickers eagerly Her labias plump and moist my tongue determined to serve and please Holding my head in place, demanding perfect satisfaction Her primal fount pumps against my serpent tongue My hands holding, caressing her glorious tush Like a tiny Cock, probing her, touching her Desperate to release her divine nectar Pushing me onto my back You know mama has to get to work Impaling herself upon my manhood She is Goddess Grand mistress of my Body, mind, and soul Like the

A Taste Of Honey
A Taste of Honey Goddess is alive Passion flows free like the wind Her golden lioness mane unfurls Caressing the sky Her limid pools of mystery gaze deep itno my soul I love her, want her, desire and worship her High Priest I live to serve her every desire Valentine's day has come True Love for my Goddess oozes from every pore of my being On her way home from work Preparing her den of pleasure and comfort Candles, potpouri, incense, massage oil A hot Bubble bath with scented candles lit Images of the Great fire Goddess dancing in the dimly lit bathroom Strawberries, Cherry cordials, sweet Asti SPumante wine chilled Soft jazz plays, riding wiht the gentle scented breezes Then the door knob turns My heart beating with sensual and devoted anticipation Mee5ing her, taking her by her hand Sitting her in her favorite chair A glass of wine, massaging yher feet gently She coos softly like a predatory Tigress She moans her pleasure All in a days

Letting You Go
0 votes what is this to be? — Saturday, February 10, 2007 letting you go.. letting you go it is not so hard i just pretend as if i was dreaming... there is nothing that will change.. i cant take you back.. i would not fight for a heart ach like that! your lies and half truth cut me to the core, to love you now i'd be a fool forevermore. i toss and turn to rid my dreams of you .... the things we did and did not do.. no longing is left no joy to be found.. i waste away to nothing with you around.. pouring out my soul.. i taste my own blood.. you have taken my all and left nothing.. i want to wake and find it was not real.. just a bad dream it was a death that was made real...

Breath Of Sensuality
Breath of Sensuality Goddess teaches well art of breathing Control the intensity of orgasmic tremors Secret to pure passion and Pleasure?! Rhythmic breathing Inhale and exhale to the count of 4 Goddess' touch gentle and purposeful Heart chakra glows with sexual heat Her voice soothes and teaches Her touch influences and guides See and feel your energy flow Dont force Just let it be Kiss of the Goddess Pwerful, Seductive Enchanting of my mind, body and soul My breathing still rhytmic only deeper Fire and desire, Goddess and God within All five senses intensified and focused As the glow of sexuality engulfs me from within From the Heart to the Root, Chakras all connected and flowing The power of Rhythmic breathing Fondation of orgasmic bliss Tantric secrets revealed from the East The Great Union begins Missionary, Spoon, Doggy styl;e..does nto matter The Goddess taught me well Bretahing through the rhythms of our sexual connection In

Have You Kissed Your Goddess Today
Have You Kissed Your Goddess Today Her lips were moist and pink with early morning dew As I gazed with love into her deep eyes of feminine mystery She is beautiful and inviting Her long mane flows in the breeze as her limpid pools of desire pierce my very soul She lays me in the tall grass at water's edge Her intentions clear and determined I, her priest lay in waiting Disrobed and prrepared to serve my Goddess's every desire She stands over me undressing seductively I worship her every move and thought My throbbing manhood Grows more and mroe achignly hard As the Winds of desire caress my body Wuith her gentle breath descending upon my body wiht purpose My Goddess touches me gentle but determined My manhood grows with need for her satisfaction As she begins to feast upon me Commanding me to caress her glorious breasts Her nipples rock hard under my talented touch Her deliciate sensual kiss upon my lips My body arches towards her, begging to pl

Happily Ever After (poem)
I've found a soulmate in you A love that I know is true A one in a million find You're in my thoughts all the time I cannot even describe What I feel for you inside It's a love that runs so deep I dream of you when I sleep Of our very first sweet kiss All day it's you that I miss As I wait to hear you speak Every day of the week And long for that summer day When you arrive here to stay We'll share our love and laughter Happily ever after Dedicated to my sweet Amber ♥

The Secret To Being A King In Bed
The Secret to Being a King in Bed Worship your Goddess Listen to her moans and bodily tremors SHe speaks to you She is telling you what she likes Touch her sweet primal flower With fingers and tongue Be willign to go to the ends of her world Bring her the ultimate pleasure Nurse her glorious breasts Nurture and explore with different textures and touches Life is not always a race Sometimes the QUeen demands a marathon From the top of her head To the bottom of her feet Leave not a spot untouched pamper and serve her every desire Kiss her with confidence and power Not just the lips But all of her body Adding spice and Kink to this escapade This how to unlock the secret to her core To seek the keys to the Kingdom Simply to listen and to serve her every desire This is the way to become her King Listen..Learn..Serve!

Everything She Touches
Everything she Touches My Goddess feels so good Her rose petal touch STrategic and deeply felt She changes Everything she Touches Head to Toe, Fragrant to back Complete oral worship of her altar Her taste of fine wine, Skin soft as a babe's bottom Everything she touches changes On the Bottom or on top Side to Side She rules her destiny Her sexual prowess enfolds, keepign me under her spell I tatse her sweet "flower" delicately Smile with soft moans as it unfolds, exposing her heavenly delights Holding me in place, moaning her pleasure her raw Universal desire Allowing me the honor to taste the primal nectar of her fount My Goddess, My Mama Beautiful, Sexy, Enchanting, Mysterious I love her, serve her, please her every desire My body mind and soul dedicated to her complete satisfaction She feasts on me form head to toe My body trembling and on fire She touches my secret places, my manliness tasting me, swallowing me, Totally vulnerable to her se

My Angel
I Have an Angel I have an angel. Not in the sky, but here, on Earth. He keeps my head high. I do admit, he brings me pain. But he's the only one, That keeps me sane. He makes me laugh. And makes me smile. As long as I have him, The pain is worthwhile. If I were to wake up. And he was to disappear. I don't know what I would do. Losing him, Is my biggest fear.

Mom Knows All
HAVING MOM OVER FOR DINNER! > > > You don't even have to be a Mother to enjoy this one... > > > > > > Brian invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the > >meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but keep noticing how beautiful > >Brian's roommate, Stephanie, was. > > > > > > Brian's Mom had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian > >and Stephanie, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course > >of the evening, while watching the two react, she started to wonder if > >there was more between Brian and Stephanie than met the eye. Reading his > >mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be >thinking, > >but I assure you Stephanie and I are just roommates." > > > > > > About a week later, Stephanie came to Brian saying, "Ever since your > >mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the ! beautiful silver > >gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said, "Well, > >I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sur

Ladies, Can You Help Me Out?
Check out this situation: My wife went to Vegas for a work related function. She flew out there with a girlfriend from work (no problem). While they were there, they attended night/dance clubs and had a good time. One night my wife and here friend were out, and they met some guys who invited them to their VIP section. No problem with me at all. My wife ended up leaving with one of the guys there, and left her behind. I tried to call her and got no answer (she left her mobile phone at the hotel). I finally reached out to her girlfriend (who was extremely worried) because she had not seen my wife for about an hour. I questioned my wife about it, and she said that they met these people who invited them into the VIP section. While they were all dancing, my wife had to go to the bathroom (but her girlfiend didn't), so one of the guys said that he would walk out with her so that she could get back in the VIP section (she didn't have a wrist band). My wife said that a

Photo
The Photo of you Here I am Sitting all alone Staring at you In these photos I have Your Radiant smile your soft tender lips The happiness glows From deep within I wish it was real The photo of you I wish you where near So I could touch your soft skin I want to hold you close And be able to call you my own Give you a kiss And say I love you so You are the light That shines down on me When I am sad And when I'm not You are my life, You mean the world I love you darling And can't wait Till the day we meet

To All My Ct Friends
I am so sorry I haven't been here to say hello and fuck around like I normally would, but if you have read my blog earlier you will understand why. I haven't forgotten about my "homies" here on tap, I am just very busy with a new job and trying to get my shit packed to move out, yes I will have internet and yes I will be here to say all sorts of hello's! Please keep in touch with me, I will make sure I check my e-mail as soon as I can!..LOVE YOU TAPPERS :)

Relationships And Stocks
so i'm laying in bed earlier getting ready to take a nap and, like always, my mind starts to wander. it's strange what i come up with right before i'm off to sleep. i was thinking about relationships and the ultimate friend code that many don't talk about but all know it's there. it's the code that states: a friend shall never go out with another friend's ex. This code is true for both guys and gals. the reason being is that friend A still holds interest in the ex and friend B would be jepordizing the interest he/she has in friend A. this is where my crazy logic comes in to play. see in my crazy mind i think that everyone buys an interest, a stock, in the person they are dating. it's sounds strange i know. but think about it, everyone you've ever dated has in some form bought stock in you, and you in them. when you find that one person you want to spend your life with, then he/she decides to buy out all the stock holders to gain total controling interest. doesn't they own you

Geography Of A Woman
GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa,half discovered, half wild,naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America,well developed and open to trade,especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India,very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France,gently aging but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia,lost the war and haunted by past mistakes. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia,very wide and borders are now unpatrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet.Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages....only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 70, a man is like Iran - ruled by a dick

I'm So Happy
Hello all friend and fans!!!! Just wanted everyone to know I got to accepted TOP PRIVATE MAKEUP SCHOOL IN CANADA since 2002 it’s for this summer. I’m moving from home for two months so I can become a credited makeup artist. I’m so excited and nervous but this is just the started of my career. Then I hope I’m accepted to a college in New York. Which I’m applying in August wish me Luck …hehehe xoxoxoxox Shea

Tequila And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where you can read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you.

View And Rate Him He Is Single
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/690894 this member wants me to tell all my female Cherrytappers to drop on by and say hello. he is a sweetheart of a guy and worht the trip. well happy looking

Going Home
well my Green card has been put on hold so I have to head back home for a bit but never fear for I shall return...the only sucky thing is my wife has to stay back in the USA and I will miss her like mad on the up side I will see my family and friends that I had lost contacted with when I was here in the USA but still I would not Trade my wife for my friends for nothing......

Day 1
So here I am working at a hill, snowboarding my ass off everyday and what comes along. A movie, a movie about hot tubbing hotties. I wish. It is about dogs. Still fun stuff, so now i am just ripping around on a snowmobile for the next two weeks helping out. Don't worry all, I will still get my fix on the hill. ciao for now

Happy Thank You Baby
hey to all i have really not blog alot on this page but i want to tell my baby thank you for puting a smile on my face. so thank you sam you are the best i could not see myself with anyone differnt you mayed my weekend the best thank you honey well i just wanted to let you you know that sam and that my family loves you and is so happy for us well got to go

Grigori Radio - Paranormal Talk Radio
If you are interested in the Paranormal then make sure you check out GRIGORI Radio tonight. GRIGORI Radio is a paranormal talk radio show. Your hosts are me and Jeremy. Come listen and tell all your friends to listen also. http://www.blogtalkradio.com/grigori GRIGORI Radio

Comment My Pic
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=259494&albumid=250153&i=41665702 MY FIRST CONTEST PLEASE COMMENT IT ALOT.....please help all my friends and family ill do the same 4 ya'll if u get in an contest

Why?
I thought I was a happily married woman but...I was wrong, my husband and I are splitting up and the fuckin asshole can't give me a straight answer to why. One thing I do know is there is not another woman, yes I do know that for a fact! I just wish he could give me a straight answer, I have known this fuckin man since we were in high school, we haven't been together since then but we have kept in contact. We have a very handsome son together, and what I thought was a good life and now he wants to fuck that all up because HE is all fucked up in the head. He has been dealing with a hernia for 2 years and for most of that 2 years he didn't know it was a hernia, when he found out he just changed and not for the better ya know? He pushed me and our son away, never wanted to go do anything and then tells me he feels trapped...WTF? Well, if you have any advice or just want to console me that would be greatly appreciated, and to the people thinking I am gonna look for another man right away..

Censors
My latest blog has been deleted. I announced in it that I was seriously thinking about leaving CherryTAP. I got pretty annoyed by the management. I am never rude to anyone and expect to be treated with respect in return. That seems to much for the management of CT. Dear friends have talked to me and asked me to stay. I slept it over a few days and so I'm back. But now thinking about leaving definitely. It looks like the USSR or the Third Reich to me. I thought we were in a free world together. When this blog is also deleted I will surely not return! I was invited to this because it should be fun, if it turns into a thing I get mad about, I quit! I have troubles enough in the real world.

I'm Sorry To All The Women Who Think Nice Guys Don't Deserve Them
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

No Knickers
NO KNICKERS The Englishman's wife steps up to the tee and, as she bends over to place her ball,a gust of wind blows her skirt up and reveals her lack of underwear. "Good God, woman! Why aren't you wearing any knickers?" her husband demanded. "Well, you don't give me enough housekeeping money to afford any." The Englishman immediately reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's $50. Go and buy yourself some underwear." Next, the Irishman's wife bends over to set her ball on the tee. Her skirt also blows up to show that she, too, is wearing no undies. "Blessed Virgin Mary, woman! You've no knickers. Why not?" She replies, "I can't afford any on the money you give me." He reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's $20. Go and buy yourself some underwear!" Lastly, the Scotsman's wife bends over. The wind also takes her skirt over her head to reveal that she, too, is naked under it. "Sweet mudder of Jaysus, Aggie! Where the frig are yer drawers

Conception
I moved this from my private life section to this one, so some of you heave already read this! Well I've never done a pregnancy journal, however I decided to try it. (Even though im aweful at keeping up with journals) So I plan on writing in this thing off and on whenever Im excited or down or just need to write! :) Conception??? Not quite sure when we conceived however the first day of my last period is Jan 3rd and I tested positive for pregnancy on Jan 31st. February 21- Had a blood test done at Winn Army Hospital to determine an estimate at how far along I am. According to my bloodwork I am between 4-5 weeks pregnant. Not vary long considering with Isabelle I was 7-8 weeks pregnant when I found out and with Joe it was 6 weeks. So I guess by time you have baby #3 you just know your body and when its pregnant because according to how far along I am I would have had to have been 1-2 weeks pregnant when I decided to take the test! Maybe when baby #4 comes along it will be ...

Who Likes To Party?
I know i do lol wanna see just how much? check out my newest pics in my gallery under night at the club! Vote and comment on them!! I had a kickass time in Niagara Falls can't wait to go back and do it again!!

Ok Ya'll
i set up one of those voice mail thingies on here let the drunk dialing begin! ok really it's only like 1pm...but..hook me up..i want to hear your voices :) *kisses* and yes i left a msg on there and yes i sound like a total dork lol

Cant Believe I Did It
I took that next step.. but so scared of what's to come. What if I'm hoping for too much, I dont want my heart splattered to hell again. I know what I'm feeling, and it scares the hell out of me. But why? I deserve to be happy right? So when it comes why cant I accept it? Grrr... What if he doesn't feel the same? What if I just take xanax and calm down? LOL

I Am Losing It... Very Stressed And Just Lost
wrote this over the weekend... I want to say it was saturday night, not sure though. my weekend is a blurr. im losing my mind, my hopes, and my dreams. Very stressed right now and its bringing the worst in me out. give me some feed back I am all wrong and they're always right I try to be strong but I'm too weak to fight No matter how I try to get out and close the door It gets harder and I just hurt myself even more I try to hide all the pain that I know I try to smile, but through my eyes, the sorrow shows I keep on pretending that I'm alright But all I do is keep everything bottled inside I have fought so hard and I thought I've won Only to find out the war has just begun There's too much pain that can't be erased Now I can't seem to find my place I feel so alone in my so-called life I am lost, I am helpless and I'm frozen inside My hopes and dreams are blowing away with the wind I just want to live and breathe again I have fallen, but don't take my

Maternity Clothes Already???
March 5th- (About 7 weeks) I got out of the shower today and started getting dressed. Low and behold my jeans are very tight! Im already cramping I dont need to not be able to breathe, so I went into the closet and dug out the maternity jeans. I have smaller ones for when you first start showing and then the huge ones for when you look like a beach whale. So I am a little concerned that Im gaining enough weight in the second month to need bigger jeans. I dont look pregnant in regular clothes but when I put on maternity clothes I do. So I guess im sticking with maternity because Id rather look pregnant than fat. My worries about the weight gain are minimal now because I remembered that not only is this my 3rd child in 3 years which my body isnt fully healed so it stretches back out faster, but I also have gestational diabetes which makes me gain weight off of water. If I can handle the 102 lb I gained form Isabelle and almost lose most of it before getting pregnant with Joe im confident

Grrr...
For all who don't know, I play pool on a league Tuesday nights. I was just looking at the schedule and discovered we have to play a certain team. There's this guy on that team that hits on anything and everything that's alive, (and I think female may be a requirement too). He’s frumpy, he’s got long scraggly hair and, *Sigh* if you ever watch Seinfeld you'll know what I'm talking about, he's a close talker. He gets up in your face to talk to you, and he always stands so close. While he's spitting in your face telling you something you can hardly breathe because you're gagging on the stench of his cheap cologne. And I seem to be one of his favorite people to bug because he’s always hanging on me. So needless to say, I’m not really looking forward to my ‘fun night’ this week. He’s a nice guy though.

Tired At Work...
Yep. It’s official. I’m tired. The weekend was full of late nights and yet some restful days. I think the kicker was the waiting for WoW to download all the patches it needed. That’s right. You heard me. I gave in the peer pressure and am trying it out. It took till 11:30 for the damn thing to finally finish updating and then we played for about an hour to get the feel of it. Now I’m tired and this day is dragging like there is no tomorrow. *sighs* Ah well. If I can just make it to lunch time I’ll be happy because the day will be mostly over. I did pick up Phoenix Endsong at the local comic store. Got a nice hardback bound version of all 5 issues. Damn good artwork and story on it. I love it. I think I may have to grab Phoenix Warsong too.

The Shooting Of Robert Kennedy In 1968
He went to L.A. on that terrible day, A few kind words he did so say, He had won the primary, And everyone was so happy. Why did they hate RFK? For all hope died with him on that day, And they didn't even give him a say, For in his own blood they left him lay, Why couldn't they find another way? He died because he was a Kennedy, Like killing them is the only remedy, To change what's going on in the world, But they made cry every boy and girl. In nineteen hundred and sixty-eight, There came a shooting that made the world wait, To see if he was going to live or die, He died without us ever knowing why. by Michael Juneau

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The Death Of Martin Luther King Jr.
He had a dream that one day, His people will have an equal say, That the blacks can live out the year, Without persecution or fear. Martin was a great man, Who came from God's holy hand, They shot him down out of fear, Because his message rang too clear, His family lost a man who was dear. It's too bad Martin didn't live to see, The day when the blacks would be free, For I think they'll always have the right, To know how high they want to set their sights. Martin's son went to his father's killer, And asked him did you kill my father? And when Martin's killer had said no, The seeds of his innocence were sewn. By Michael Juneau

God Bless Our Aussie Friends
Very topical. A big earthquake with the strength of 8.1 on the Richter scale has hit Lebanon. Two million Lebanese have died and over a million are injured. The country is totally ruined and the government doesn't know where to start with providing help to rebuild. The rest of the world is in shock. - The United States is sending troops to help. - Saudi Arabia is sending oil. - Latin American countries are sending supplies. - The small island country New Zealand is sending sheep, cattle and food crops. - The European community (except France) is sending money. - The Asian continent is sending labour to assist in rebuilding infrastructure. - The Australians, not to be outdone, are sending two million replacement Lebanese. God Bless Our Aussie generosity. ======================================== -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Advertisement:

Support Out Troops
One of my favorites: When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building by George Bush. He answered by saying that, "Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return." It became very quiet in the room.

Love Makes Me Tick
PLEASE FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW TO MY DEAR FRIEND AND > ANGELFACE - K. O. T. MEMBER - Please , Sign my guest book.'LES BON TON ROULLEZ, MY CHERRIES@ CherryTAP SHOW HER ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN. I LOVE HER MORE THAN I CAN SAY.

Fuck Racism
BEFORE YOU READ THIS JUST LET IT BE KNOWN IF YOU CAN'T RESPECT MY MESSAGE JUST DELETE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW. IF YOU CAN THEN I FUCKIN LOVE YOU. LET ME TELL YA SOME SHIT ABOUT THE ARYAN BROTHER HOOD JUST A BUNCH OF FUCKIN PUSSIES UP TO NO GOOD THE ACT VERY PROUD, BUT DO THEY PREACH IN THE HOOD? FUCK NO THEY DON'T THEY KNOW THEY WON'T CUZ THEY KNOW THEIR JUST FAGS JUST LIKE THE CLAN HEAD UP IN BAGS THEIR ALL SCARED LITTLE BOYS SCARED OF GHETTO TOYS SCARED THEY MIGHT GET SHOT UP BY SOME REAL GHETTO BOYS I HIT 'EM WITH A BRICK I HIT 'EM WITH A STICK IF THEY PREACH TO ME I'LL CHOKE 'EM WITH MY DICK I HATE THESE FOOLS THEY DON'T LIVE BY GOD'S RULES ACT LIKE A BUNCH OF CAVEMEN USIN NO TOOLS THEY PREACH SOME SHIT ABOUT WHITE AND PROUD BUT THEY DON'T PREACH THEY SHIT WHEN IN A COLORED CROWD SO NOW YA WANNA ASK AIN'T YOU WHITE HOW YOU GONNA TALK THIS SHIT, WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT WELL LET ME TELL YOU WHY WHY THEY'LL GO TO HEL

My Kinda Balloons
----- Original Message ----- From: Yvonne Heard To: Yvonne Heard Sent: Friday, February 02, 2007 8:44 AM Subject: FW: MY KINDA BALLOONS "Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle" Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this heart to everybody you like. You may also return it to me. If four hearts are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Believe me...... It really happens! Send a lot of little hearts to your friends!!!

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

John F. Kennedy's Assassination
He came to Dallas just the other day, He rode thru the city in a motorcade, He went on by without being aware, Of the guns on the hill, And in the buildings up there. And then Mrs.Connelly said to him, You can't say Dallas doesn't love you Jack, You can't say Dallas Doesn't love you. Kennedy was a great President, But we'll never know where his assassins went, And the government says Lee acted alone, When not one gun did he ever own, When not one gun did he own. The crowd roared by when the shots rang out, But they didn't know what the noise was about, Six seconds later he slumped on down, Never ever again to move around. The man in front of him had seen him fall, And yelled Oh my God! they're gonna kill us all! In nineteen hundred and sixty-three, Five shots killed Mr.Kennedy, They shot Lee dead and denied him a trial, And they established a code of denial. As I think of what happened in sixty-three, I think Oswald was a patsy. The funeral lasted

Submit Quotes
I enjoy making banners for cherrytap to place on the layouts I make, but I don't know what words to place on them. Please share your ideas. Maybe you have a favorite quote? Anything that would be cool! Submit colors too if you like and I'll make the layout.

Inspiration
TODAY'S INSPIRATION ! HOW TO STAY YOUNG ... ... 1. Throw out non-essential numbers. This includes age, weight, and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimers! 4. Enjoy the simple things 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh unt il you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with her/him ! 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is our self. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your

Blonde Cookbook
MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Tom. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY: Tom wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Tom brought a friend home for supper. WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY: Today Tom asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Tom asked me why I was rolling around in the garden. FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY: Tom did the shopping today and brought home a chicken. He

Little Bruce & Jenny
Little Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes to Jenny's father to ask him for her hand. Bruce bravely walks up to him and says 'Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are in love and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage.' Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, 'Well Bruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?' Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies 'In Jenny's room. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely.' Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin, 'Okay then how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job.. You'll need to

Purple Hats
PURPLE HATS In honor of women's history month and in memory of Erma Bombeck who lost her fight with cancer, here is an "ANGEL" sent to watch over you. Pass this on to five women that you want watched over. If you don't know five women to pass this on to, one will do just fine. IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck (written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worri ed much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his y

Red Friday
Red Fridays /A Must Read > > > > > RED FRIDAYS ----- Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing > > red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be > > called the "silent majority". We are no longer silent, and are voicing > > our love for God, country and home in record-breaking numbers. We are not > > organized, boisterous or over-bearing. We get no liberal media coverage > > on TV, to reflect our message or our opinions. Many Americans, like you, > > all our friends, and me simply want to recognize that the vast majority of > > America supports our troops. > > > > Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity > > and respect starts this Friday - and continues each and every Friday until > > the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that Every > red-blooded > > American who supports our men and women afar will wear something red. By > > word of mouth, press, TV -

Offline This Week!
Hey everyone, just wanted to say i'm gonna be offline probably a good part of this week. I'll be staying at my new house as of tonight and I will call to get the cable and internet turned on later today. We all know how the cable Company is. LOL :) Please don't forget about me! XOXO Jackie

Geez
I post a bulletin go check it out and then check out the comments! I'm losing my faith in this place http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2612225151 Im sulking here in the corner. I had 2 moles removed and one may be cancerous. So I am listening to Happy Songs...so Listen up!

I'm Tired
INTERESTING POINT OF VIEW FROM A MAN WHO HAS "BEEN THERE". > > > > > LETTER FROM : LTC JOE RAPYA, USA > > "I'm Tired" > > Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was > forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to > my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. > > I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to > return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 > after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in > just four months, but I'm tired: > > I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack > the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks > through. > > I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when > the going gets tough. > > I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support > the Troops' by wanting th

Need Ratings, Comments, Contest Help Or Gifts?
If you need some ratings, comments, contest help or gifts, I'll trade ya for some help on this buy a yacht project that runs through March 12... Here's the link to it...send a batch of comments (20 to 50 ideally) and let me know you did, and what sort of help you would like!

Written June 30, 2006
RIP Lynda Tonns....OLD PIX Current mood: depressed id like to write more...but right now having just got home from the wake, im left speechless. ========================================== She posted this as part of her blog monthsss ago..and specifically emailed me..telling me which lines to read...this is what it said: the first girl i did real shit with right away i had the urge to buy her things, before i think i got attached, that was years ago, shes one of my best friends like before we did shit and after (not that there werent times we had issues of all sorts) there is one girl who i still have some feelings for who called me a few days ago and i havnt had a chance to call cus i cant call outside my area code in my room and my cell is fucked up, im going to call her when i get back this weekend,(sorry to that beautifull girl, you know who you are) =============================================== Lynda, I dont know why this happened...and when i heard i

Written August 14, 2006
THE SCENE IM JUST GOING TO SAY, FOR FUTURE REFERENCE, THAT THIS SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN PERSONALLY NOR AM I SPEAKING ABOUT EVERYBODY. THIS IS AN OPINION IVE FORMED FOR MYSELF BASED OFF OF MY OWN PERSONAL OBSERVATION. its pretty funny that just now im noticing just how pathetic the "scene" is. Its just as bad as "society". its like this...every race has the same kind of heart and brain even if they look different. "Live Fast Die Young"...is that really what you want? end up in the fuckin gutters and kill yourself from drugs cause you got that temporary high...is that worth your life?! even if it isnt...is it punk rock. Jesus fuckin christ man "punks" or at least the younger generation...are so stupid. You look at the band members up on stage that are older who go all out but you just dont get it. when you grow up, and you will if you dont kill yourselves first, you have fuckin responsibilities. When youre pushin 40 or so, you think people are gonna care how much ink ya got or how l

Museum Ids New Species Of Dinosaur
CLEVELAND - A new dinosaur species was a plant-eater with yard-long horns over its eyebrows, suggesting an evolutionary middle step between older dinosaurs with even larger horns and the small-horned creatures that followed, experts said. The dinosaur's horns, thick as a human arm, are like those of triceratops — which came 10 million years later. However, this animal belonged to a subfamily that usually had bony nubbins a few inches long above their eyes. Michael Ryan, curator of vertebrate paleontology for the Cleveland Museum of Natural History, published the discovery in this month's Journal of Paleontology. He dug up the fossil six years ago in southern Alberta, Canada, while a graduate student for the University of Calgary. "Unquestionably, it's an important find," said Peter Dodson, a University of Pennsylvania paleontologist. "It was sort of the grandfather or great-uncle of the really diverse horned dinosaurs that came after it." Ryan named the new dinosaur Alber

Written November 28th, 2005
The Al of Hate Tribute Show(pic link, thank yous, the outcome) It kind of upset me that everyone i gave flyers to and spoke to about this show did NOT come..but its okay because the people that mattered were there. The show was amazing. the bands played their hearts out for al...and everyone else sang and showed for this same reason. He meant alot to me...and out of happiness, i cried... Im not going to say what other people do how he was my lover he was my best friend he was my life blah blah blah. He was someone who could put a smile on my face...someone who really knew how to cheer others up. Im glad i had nothing to worry about having to do with fights. I saw everyone again and that really made me happy. I know somehow, al was there with us. The thought of eyes of hate on stage without al kind of brought a tear to my eye....but to see them together in his memory, really was wonderful...The dedications, speeches etc... AND TO ALL OF YOU PEOPLE WHO CAME UP TO ME AND SPOKE TO ME

Written September 4th, 2005
Al of Hate, may you rest in peace Current mood: teary-eyed The funeral was very depressing but it kind of gave me a dose of reality. I wrote something so if youd like to read it, let me know what you think. Its been weeks and my head/heart still cant let in the thought of having lost him when everyone seems to have accepted it by now. In those months I spent almost entirely with him, I learned how to be happy with myself instead of what i wished i was. He told me around the time i started getting to know him, something that made me admire him so much more... "The difference between you and i is youre too busy wishing you were someone or something else, I, am just happy being me." He passed away because of his heart but the reason why so many people will forever celebrate his existence, is because of how big it was. He tried to be coldhearted and empty inside but in very different ways, the truth came out. The years he lived, show his knowledge...the words he

Written December 6th, 2006
An Explanation----The Al Show Unfortunately my computer's been having major problems lately but i'm hoping i can finish this time with this blog. I hadent completely explained as to why the show on december 2nd did not happen. Fact is, there were some last minute problems with the venue we had the date at. In fact, we found out having the show there wasnt possible from the start, but the people there were not honest and for their own financial gain tried to make it so i couldnt really go elsewhere to have the show. But, we all know i'm a stubborn-ass so i walked out. I tried my hardest to find another venue last minute but unfortunately everything fell through. People gave me the run-around. At first i was hoping to postpone the show until i found a stable place to hold it but quite frankly, i dont think im going to try at this point. Through the booking of the show, i've learned alot of things..and certain things disappointed me a great deal. Though people may be selfish, i tho

Silly Baby Of Mine
You should be working Not reading my blogs You silly baby of mine I'm in class You caught my attention You silly baby of mine I like that I'm a student and you know just how to provide amusement You silly baby of mine You like my poems Because I am a silly ass They are generally about you You silly baby of mine I claimed you as mine It is what it is My stake is in you You silly baby of mine Now off to play student I go with a smile You made my Monday All worth while You silly baby of mine

Rest In Peace My Love
Feb 18th 2007 my twin sister my love passed away at 29 ......I love you , I love u, I love you....I will miss you and will never be the same...You started this journey without me but we will finish it together until then I will miss u ....You were my heart and soul my reason for sanity in this world...u were my angel and I will never forget you..........I will love your son as my own and remind him of how beautiful you were...Rest in peace my darling....

Survey
Name: Adam Date of Birth: 7-10-80 Birthplace: Reading, PA Current Location: Mohnton, PA Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'6" Heritage: Dont know Piercings: no Tattoos: Not yet ( cant decide on what I want ) Favourite: Band/Singer: I like all different kinds of music Song: Who knows Movie: Too many to choose from Disney Movie: Cars TV show: Scrubs Color: Red Food: Pasta Pizza topping: Steak Ice-Cream Flavor: Coffe Drink (alcoholic): Amaretto and Coke Soda: Mountain Dew

Can Anyone Help
My brother is in a contest and it goes until March 31st, most comments, so if anyone can go bomb his pic for me id appreciate it, almost every comment i get every day goes to his pic so please help him out. thanks..... heres the link

Why Do People Only Make It A Contest
Yes, there are many beautiful women on this site, but I can't imagine they can be reduced to just a pic or two. I actually do read every women whole profile to learn something unique about them. I have always thought women are totally awesome on levels we know about and one we will be seeking the answers for a lifetime. Here's a big hug to all the women on here.

Mateo
For my Mateo The sadness will ease You will find your dreams Open your eyes And you will see What you truly mean to me You are always in my prayers I worry about you the most Your smile is fading A lot is changing It's what life is Constant disaray You will battle it well Put a smile on your face Get your ass in gear no pitty parties You're a man Who understands What life has given you Don't wallow in your self Find the silver linning Lean on me if you need I'll always be here for you I love you like no other You are my favorite brother So quit your pissing and moaning Cuz it Thizz what it iz!

Missed Up So Sorry
Hello all friends and fans!! I’m righting this blog because I had a guest book made and somehow I missed up So if you read this be sure to come by and sign my guest book again!!! Or feel free to stop and just sign xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Shea P.S.. to all who have sign it so sorry

Thank You
I LIKEI TO THANK EVERYBODY WHO HAS VOTED FOR ME WHILE I HAVE BEEN IN A CONTEST AND STILL AM IN A CONTEST Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Another Poem I Wrote
LET THIS NOT BE THE FINAL GOODBYE As I look into ur baby blues, I can see forever with u. My heart aches, my mind and body shakes. When i'm with u i am certain that life will never be the same. When i'm not i have never felt so lame. You were my hope and my salvation, through u i had life. To live without u i am nothing, I wanted to be ur wife. I have never shed so many tears as i have for u. I never wanted something so much and yet couldn't have, that's true. Life is so unfair they say, I believe it now! If u love something u would do anything, Anything for it somehow! What changed? What have i done? Are u making excuses or have u met someone? I thought we planned on forever, Our lives together as one. We knew each other inside and out, or so we thought. You were the strong one, I was the weak. You lifted me up, Because i was so meak. You gave me ur strength, You gave me ur hand. And showed me how to understand. Where do we go from here? We can't g

You Know You're From Detroit When...
You Know You're From Detroit When... You call McNichols 6 Mile You pronounce Lahser as "Lasher" You add an "s" on Livernois You own a pair of gators in a variety of colors Your gators match your suit (pink, purple, green, etc.) You`ve had to wait forever for the DOT bus Your car payment is higher than your rent You outfit cost more than your car payment You get your nails and hair done every week just to go to the mall You can do any of the 3,000 hustles You take ballroom hustle lessons You airbrush your toenails You put nail tips and acrylic on your toenails You`re familiar with the term "Dress to Impress" You can find a cabaret on any given Saturday of the year You listen to Mason in the morning on 102.7 FM You know the words to "Hello Detroit" by Sammy Davis Jr. You are mad about the Joe Louis Statue (the fist) in the middle of Jefferson Your neighborhood church is across the street or next door to a liquor store AND a Chines

Omg!
A couple of monthes ago, this modeling agency came to my hometown. I learned about it from the radio. They were looking for women between the ages 18-25. So I figured I'd go. Not knowing that after a couple of pics being taken and 4 months later, I would get a an airline ticket to L.A. and a letter stating for me to come up there to sign my contract! I am sooo excited. I really hope I have it takes. What do ya'll think?

Life Its Happing
Hello everyone... Im not really sure what to put on this but life is good for me I turned 24 yrs old last december I got engaged in Jan of 2007 so know im in the process of planning a weeding which is gonna be crazy for me this well be the first one i have ever planned im really excitied for it though

Naughty Quiz
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes! 2. Do they know it? no? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? not yet 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? both 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? not yet 6. What is your favorite position? any as long as I am having sex! 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? yes 8. Give or receive oral? both, but love to give! 9. Kinky or sneaky? both 10. Loud or quiet? loud 11. Ruff of soft? both 12. Foreplay or not? lots! 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? bite 14. Spank or be spanked? spanked 15. Condoms or not? not 16. Masturbate or not? 3 times a day! 17. Role-playing or not? of course 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? just did!

Survival Of The Fittest
Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels. Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round. I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theater of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world. Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength. In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment. When I reach the end of the pack, I am left wit

A Poem......by Me
Deja Vu?' by Tom M. Dean Jr.(Me) It was a day unlike any other, no worries,no problems,just new things to discover. Until I walked outside this day, something strange and new had crossed my way. It was something new I had just felt, as I gripped and tightened and fastened my belt. Yet it didnt seem as if new at all, though I thought I did it at sunrise throughout sunfall. I started to wonder what it was that I ponder, but I cant seem to remember as I started to conjure. So I gave up trying to decipher this data, and I went out to become one with my neighors. I started to wonder why we are here, to meet, to greet, to mate, to fear? To be born, to grow old,to live, or to die, what is the real reason--why time must fly? As I thought of those statements I became confused. until a womans' voice acknowledged my mood. And in many situations people depend on and admire me, to love, to listen, to help with their needs. I've finally found what it was that I s

Single Again
I am now single again.. Don't ask I don't want to get into all the fucking details... I feel like shit about it anyways.. I just want to crawl into bed and stay there.. Fuck two timing asshole!! That is all I have to say on the matter at this moment!!!

Dr. Seuss On Computers
Dr Seuss' Guide to computers (With apologies to Dr. Seuss) Here's an easy game to play. Here's an easy thing to say. If a packet hits a pocket on a socket on a port, And the bus is interrupted as a very last resort, And the address of the memory makes your floppy disk abort, Then the socket packet pocket has an error to report! If your cursor finds a menu item followed by a dash, And the double-clicking icon puts your window in the trash, And your data is corrupted 'cause the index doesn't hash, Then your situation's hopeless, and your system's gonna crash! If the label on the cable on the table at your house, Says the network is connected to the button on your mouse, But your packets want to tunnel on another protocol That's repeatedly rejected by your printer down the hall, And your screen is all distorted by the side effects of Gauss, So your icons in the window are as wavy as a souse, Then you may as well reboot and go out with a bang, 'Cause as

Thank You!
I just want to send a quick sorry to all of you. I haven't been around much lately... had so much going on and most of it wasn't good. But if you read my blogs you know that. I am ok now though thanks to my best friend coming to visit the end of last week and this past week-end. I needed her here so bad and I don't know what I would have done if she wasn't here. I just want all of you to take the time and thank those around you for being there. You never realize what you have until it is gone and with her living in AZ and me in WI I know what I am missing. Don't get me wrong I have wonderful friends here (some of which I wouldn't be around anymore if they didn't help me) and a loving husband, but she is my rock. She has been there for 21 years and I know she will be around at least another 21. So... I want to thank all of you for being a friend! Some more so than others... but even the smallest hi can make someone's day and I am sorry I haven't been around much to send those out! I am

Everything That Could Have Been
There is an art, to falling apart Just follow steps 1 through 10 and you're done When you don't know yourself, anymore It's time to get out of here Just take my hand there is nothing to fear Another day is wasted again And everything that could have been A burden I still bear Even though you're gone I'm still holding onto everything that could have been Even though you're gone I'm still holding onto everything that could have been Mistakes, I've made a few Look at the mess that I've made and you'll see That things don't always go as planned Mistrust, the source of this pain You say you're angry, there's no one to blame but you and the choices you've made I wounder what could have been Is this the end? I wonder what could have been Is this the end?

Poetry That I Write.
MY DEATH It's cold, so cold Darker, it is growing darker I can hear the sharp, cold point cracking the many layers of cold, cold skin. I smell roses Aaah... the death rose It gets colder No! No! Please! Hold me one last time as my cold, cold blood spills upon the darkest floors It hurts so bad I look up and see ur empty eyes You never cared One tear u shed for me Now I lay here and welcome the once feared death!

I Knew It.
So I knew eventually he'd pop back up again. I'm a little angry because I had to find out from my BFF who found out through a friend of his. The "I love yous" "I miss yous" will start shortly. *Deep breath*

Flashbacks Of Saturday Night
wow... I am still getting flashbacks firing through my mind of what my husband and I did to each other last Sat. night. He sure does know how get me going when goes oral on me. A true artist with the tongue. Before I met him 23 years ago I had several lovers and I can honestly say that none of them were as good as he is when it comes to oral. There is something to finding an older man. The young guys just have not learned the art of oral. There is more to it than just licking...anyone can lick... an artist has talent.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not thin enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random girl. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always rubbed your back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another girl I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new girl dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to

The Park,,,,,
True as it was, I was definatly feelin you, Your touch sent shivers down my spine, I couldn't stop it,,, nothin i could do, Your smile was so uplifting, Our souls met eachothers half way, You were there for me through a tough time, You know i luv you for that till this day, Your friendship was so strong, I thought it would never break, Somewhere we lost who we were, I never thought for eachother we'd forsake, After some harsh words of misunderstanding, Till this day ive missed you, Your strength you let me feed on, You helping with what i knew to do, You and I go back a long time papi, Honestly what are we fighting for??? You know those feelings are there between us, Stop pushing me out the door, To see the pictures of us together, All the memorys of that day rush back to me, Like a ghost never saying goodbye, You are an angel with heavenly wings, You picked up my soul and gave me strength, To make it through a difficult time, I hope and pray that

My Quotes For My Life
"hurt is the soul of love, you must endure it and embrace it b/c when love, as a body, dies the soul, as the hurt, must continue to that inevitable unknown heaven, such as life, in a persuit of another body(love)" what good is your reality, when justice fails and dishonesty is glossed over and the ones who keep faith suffer.

I Hate The Stomach Flu
the night before i had a wonderful time celebrating my best buddys birthday....we took him to a good old Irish pub....had some yummy dark beer...and some good fish and chip....later on that night when I got home my stomach started turning and killing me...so pretty much all that night I was vomiting...didn't get much sleep....the next day my stomach was still hurting but thank goodness I was able to keep food down....I was trying to get some bread out of the refrigerator when a beer cans fell from the top of the refrigerator and landed on three of my toes nearly breaking them....so I had to suffer with that pain turning stomach lack of sleep....than my mother calls and says my son...is acting up....so I had to think of ways to punish him....took away his computer for thirty days and he's not going to any parties at any of his buddies houses for quite a while most likely till the end of the school year..... I hope today goes much better.....there's other crap that happened but I won'

First Blog!
First blog here, i want to find a new place to write sth,actually i don't want it to be read,or at least don't want to be read by the person who knows me very well, cause once i knew that,i wouldn't or couldn't write my real feeling,my real thinking...that's why i haven't written anything in my MSN space. But this doesn't mean you're not welcomed once you come into my blog---Welcome Stanger and thx for reading it!

So, He Sent Me."
United States Soldier was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Soldier went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Soldier and

The End Is Near!!!
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My Dreams Of You Will Come True
I WAKE UP AND YOUR NOT HERE. I AM SAD. MY DREAM FOR THE NIGHT HAS ENDED. I DONT HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS. I HAVENT KISSED YOU YET, IT WAS ALL A BEAUTIFUL DREAM. THAT HAS ENDED FOR THE NITE. NOW I LOOK FORWARD TO MY DAY DREAMS OF YOU. THAT LAST EVERY MOMENT I'M AWAKE. AND THEN MY JOY BEGINS ONCE MORE. THAT LAST THE REST OF MY DAY. FOR I KNOW THAT SOON VERY SOON, I WILL HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS FOR THAT 1ST TIME. WE WILL HAVE OUR FRIST KISS. THEN, ONLY THEN WILL MY DREAMS OF YOU COME TRUE. BESOS

Good Old Bob
Bob goes to see his supervisor in the front office. "Boss," he says, "we're doing some heavy house-cleaning at home tomorrow, and my wife needs me to help with the attic and the garage, moving and hauling stuff." "We're short-handed, Bob," the boss replies. "I can't give you the day off." "Thanks boss," says Bob, "I knew I could count on you!" Great idea, eh????? I know some of you will use it!!

Sagittarius Heh Heh
.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High sex appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna mess with you might end up crying.

Farmer And Donkey
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old and the well needed to be covered up anyway, it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement, he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well a

Internet
I have lost my connection at home, but working on getting that issue resolved. Sorry if I haven't answered your emails over the weekend. I do thank everyone for the Birthday wishes. I hope everyones weekend went well and there week goes better.

My Health
i still do not feel 100%.... bronchitis and a sinus infection seem to KICK MY ASS!! I am on an antibiotic since friday so i feel worlds better than i have...but fuck me! i wanna feel better! So yeah...ps friends, romans, countrymen..... you all only have 3 days left to find the perfect gift for me...my birthday is the 8th.... don't let me down....remember i am sick lol

Creamypuddles....
You’ve hear “Well I got a couple of things to say, it’s better to burn out then fade away!” Well this goes for me too. So I’m going to give my readers some points about me. First off (and one of the most important!) My handle Creamypuddles. Yes it means I creamy a lot, for instance the chair I’m sitting in is the third one in two years due to my puddles. My mother (of all people) gave me the nickname many moons ago. I had told her I was going to the gym with all intentions to do so, when I ran into a high school sweetheart and got inverted to his apartment and, well you can guess what happened from there. Anyway, I was wearing a light blue dress, by the time I drove home I had a very large wet spot that had come through. (Of course, I alone was not the cause of all of it) I walked into the house and my mother and her boyfriend (later to be my stepfather) were sitting in the den, she asked how was the workout; with a smile across my face and a knowing wink I replied wonderful. With that

Come On Peeps~help Your Friends
Hello everyone out there. I am letting you know that the Wolf Morph Contest has started. So please come and Vote for the these contestants. Help them win the contest. Please come and bomb, comment as many times as you can, comment on your self, bomb yourself, even leaving a couple comments are going to help these friends. The contest runs a full week to have comments so please Enjoy. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8.

Lonely
well.. my hubby has been gone since friday morning at 2am...it was so sad to see him go. i reallly didnt want him to go but he did. his mom came for the weekend to help me out. it was kinda nice to have someone here and now have an empty house but she just left. now im home alone for the next 2 days so its kinda depressing. anyways just 6 more days and hell be home!

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

So What's Your Score When U Take This
If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. done drugs. TOTAL: 10 1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. TOTAL: 9 1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to a therapist. 5. been to rehab. 6. dyed y

See If Your A Bad Influence See What U Rate At
78~~~~ ouch! I'm a bad influence. Body: If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. done drugs. TOTAL: 10 1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. TOTAL: 9 1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to

Steelers Mull Pursuit Of Lb Banta-cain
The Steelers have shown interest in unrestricted free-agent linebacker Tully Banta-Cain, according to an NFL source. Banta-Cain played outside linebacker for New England in the Patriots' 3-4 defense and he also has the versatility to play defensive end in the 4-3. The Steelers under new coach Mike Tomlin, who has a 4-3 background in the Tampa-2, are seeking players comfortable playing either the 3-4 or 4-3. With the release of outside linebacker Joey Porter, the Steelers need a veteran replacement at that position. Banta-Cain, a seventh-round draft pick in 2003, played all 16 games in 2006 (including five starts), recording 43 tackles and 5 1/2 sacks. He has 8 1/2 career sacks.

Nfl Investigating Steelers' Doctor
The Associated Press NEW YORK - The NFL is looking into reports that a Pittsburgh Steelers doctor was on the customer list of a Florida pharmacy whose owners have been indicted by a grand jury in Albany, N.Y. League spokesman Greg Aiello said Saturday that the league routinely checks out reports about activities with drugs or other substances that involve NFL personnel. Records showed that Dr. Richard Rydze purchased about $150,000 in testosterone and human growth hormone. The purchase was made on Rydze's personal credit card. The Steelers said after the disclosure that Rydze told them he made the purchase for his personal practice. "There is no evidence that Dr. Rydze prescribed or provided any hormone treatments to any of our players. Dr. Rydze has assured me that this has never happened and will never happen," Art Rooney II, the team's president, said this week. Steroid distribution networks, which might be responsible for Internet sales of performance-enhancing

Letter To The Family
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothi

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Why
Why do I wait instead of fight, Why do I care so much, Why have I gotten hurt an still go back, Why have I fallin, Why I dont even know if he really cares, Why do I want this bad, Why am I so scared of getting hurt again, Why is this so difficult, Why cant there be a way to where we want to go, Why is there this wall, why cant we be what we want to be.

Fed Up With The Childish Bullshit !!!!
Well Im going to just Spout off about this . not that it'll do any good . ...But .. I've had enough Freakin drama to last me a damned lifetime .. I sign off last nite after actually coming on and talking with friends .. feeling more myself and more social . get on this morning thinking .. Cool .. things are feeling normal again . and WHAM .. I get a message from a Freind saying someone they know told someone them that someone they know .. knows someone I know and whomever that person is told this person that Im doing things .. Yanno people .. Id really fawkin appreciate it if Youd keep me outta the Fawkin Conversations .. If I do something . and tell you about it .. Keep your damn mouths shut .. If I.. YES I .. want the world to know what im doing I'll Fawkin TELL THE WORLD .. I dont need a Fawkin Messenger service running their mouths telling the world what Im doing at every friggen turn .. This is about the straw breakin the Camels, Donkey's,Lama's,Horses, Goats,Emu's , And every

Birth Control
THE DOCTOR THAT HAD BEEN SEEING AN 80-YEAR-OLD WOMAN FOR MOST OF HER LIFE FINALLY RETIRED. AT HER NEXT CHECKUP, THE NEW DOCTOR TOLD HER TO BRING A LIST OF ALL THE MEDICINES THAT HAD BEEN PRESCRIBED FOR HER. AS THE YOUNG DOCTOR WAS LOOKING THROUGH THESE, HIS EYES GREW WIDE AS HE REALIZED SHE HAD A PRESCRIPTION FOR BIRTH CONTROL PILLS. "MRS. SMITH DO YOU REALIZE THESE ARE BIRTH CONTROL PILLS?" YES, THEY HELP ME SLEEP AT NIGHT." "MRS. SMITH, I ASSURE YOU THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IN THESE THAT COULD POSSIBLY HELP YOU SLEEP!" SHE REACHED OUT AND PATTED THE YOUNG DOCTOR'S KNEE. "YES, DEAR, I KNOW THAT. BUT EVERY MORNING, I GRIND ONE UP AND MIX IT IN THE GLASS OF ORANGE JUICE THAT MY 16 YEAR OLD GRANDDAUGHTER DRINKS...AND BELIEVE ME, IT HELPS ME SLEEP AT NIGHT." YOU GOTTA LOVE GRANDMAS!

Daddy's Gonna Eat My Finger Lmao!!!
DADDY'S GONNA EAT YOUR FINGERS ... (This one is worth passing on.) This one is for everyone who... a) has kids, b) had kids, c) was a kid, d) knows a kid, e) is going to have kids. I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers," pretending to eat them. Went back to packing, looked up again and my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

Still
Still we have not talked, Still we have not seen each other, Still I am wondering if were ok, Still I am falling for you by the days, Still I am scared of getting hurt, Still I am wanting this more then anything, Still I'll do anything to make this what we want, Still wondering whats going to happen in the future, Still wanting you more and more by the days.

We Miss You
We miss You In loving memory of landon sanderson It was dark outside, The new day was coming, Thats was a bad time, As I was asleep, I didn't know, What had happened, I lost a great friend, he was coming home from work, He was almost home, He drove to fast, Hnd didn't waer a seatblet, He was a great friend, I miss him so much, If only he wore his seatblet, He mite still be here, He is now a great angle in heven. Alex T Frick

Ocean
The waves crash in the night, Dolphins juimp in the air, The waves are in sight, Don't forget the whales are there, As i blow a kiss good night, I coould not dispair, But only to see the whales and dolphins fight, I could not watch or bear, They loook so pretty the plum trees with light, From sitting in the sand the sunrise is in sight

Fighting
Why must people fight, Must they not love each other anymore, Must they take anger out on each other, Will they hit, Why must people fight, To protect what they have, Or must they love but just not show that they do, Must they hate each other so much, Why must people fight, Will they forgive if one dose wrong, Why do they separate while still in love, Do they separate because one or more of the kids hate their mate, Why must people fight.

Your Life
You and your life are not problems to be solved. You are not something to be cleaned up and made better, to be repaired as if you were broken. You are a flower ready to blossom. You are a treasure to be uncovered, sparkling gold and silver, gems beyond imagining. You are a song ready to be sung, a dance that only needs the right music. And the music is drifting across on the breeze right now. Rather than think of your life as endless circles of disappointment and shame, where you seem to repeat patterns helplessly, think of life as a long road. And on this road are many things to be discovered and experienced: times to meander through fragrant gardens; times to walk through an orchard where the ripe fruit is ready to pluck; times to climb a high mountain, using every ounce of your strength to pull yourself up to the next ledge; times to wander into a forest in the fog, uncertain of your bearings; times to step out of that forest into sparkling clarity, as you see a seemingly end

Cherry Love
I THINK FROM TIME TO ANTHER I LOVE TO STOP TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND ALL MY FAMILLY AND ALL MY FANS I WISH ALL OF U DOING WELL BY WAY I WANT TO THANKS ALL OF U FOR BEGIN SO NICE AND VERY VERY KIND WITH ME ALL MY LOVE AND ALL MY RESPECT FOR THAT SILVER_HOURSE SOME LOVE_ALL THE LUCK MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Life!!!!!
Maybe God wants us to nmeet a few wrong people before meeting the right one. So when we finally meet the right person we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of hapiness closes, another opens, but often times we look too long at the closed door that we don't see the one that has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all of your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn't be content it grew in yours. It takes a minto get a crushon someone, aday to love someone, but a lifetime to forget someone. Don't goi for looks, they can decieve. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for the one that makes your heart smile.

Ramblings At 9 Am
So here I am 9 Am and no bed. I can't sleep, nor do I really want to. My moods have been changing like the music that is blaring out of my speakers...maybe it is the music. Music brings out all emotion to me... I even have a sountrack to my life, certain songs for certain moments...certain songs for certain people....maybe I am insane, but I really think I am sometimes! I can hear it and it will just take me back... Take for example "album of the year" by the good life...that album might have saved my life. I am serious. One night a few years ago ( I believe it was late July 2004 ) I went nuts one night. I was sick of life, I was sick of living, and I was sick of people judging me from a situation which no one knew all the facts and still most dont, and I dont care. I made my decision on my own, fuck it. On with the story, I used to be a cutter, and I quit in 2002 but I relapsed that night, then proceeded to cut off all my hair myself in the bathroom. (the length it is now is from gro

One For The Marines!!!!!!!!
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God,if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to,noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the h

Urked!
Im mad see my friend came over last night which was cool we hung out and had a good time lol! But why does there always have to be that one jerk to ruin a perfectly good moment for you? See this guy has been my friend forever but the girl who came over Ive known alot longer they met cause of me.Well they went out a long time ago and hes been a real butthole to me since he met my now ex-friend Kristy all up her butt and stuff which I dont care more power to him shes got a man had him for a long time now but hey cant blame a guy right?But everytime hes around me and my other friends he has to pretend hes not and rush out the door and go meet her and thats not cool I dont like being told to hush when hes in my crib to pamper that bitches needs feel me?Well so I was hanging out with Kristina and he starts blowing up my phone she dont want to talk to him and he cant take the hint.He wanted to come pick her up finally convinces her thank god AFTER we had our fun and he dosent want to pick he

Quotes
We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Sir Winston Churchill Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you. Wally 'Famous' Amos The great secret that all old people share is that you really haven't changed in 70 or 80 years. Your body changes, but you don't change at all. Doris Lessing,

Monday 3/5/07
Ok, today I think I am going to go to different sites looking for people who are interested in joining my disability room on Sparkpea.net. So far I think I have a couple new people willing to check it out but I would like to get as many as possible. It's a really great room with live radio and friendly people and hopefully soon we will be having trivia again as that was popular in the past but we stopped it for awhile when the room was dead. Anyway, looking for members and working on my Cherry Tap page is all that I have planned for today.

Im A Scorpio Baby
Scorpio (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21) -- HOLEE SHIT! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCK! Sorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Hey Lions, you are the kings and queens of everything ELSE...let it go...OMMMMMMMM) Scorpios KNOW how to seduce. They KNOW what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They KNOW how to get you to do what THEY want. They KNOW how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you WILL be on your back assuming the position. One Scorpio I knew used to shackle her lover to her dining room table and serve food around his naked body for dinner parties. She would put the Dip right between his legs and tell everyone to try some.This is just an idea of Scorpio kink. She would punish him later if things went...er...awry. Anne Rice (During her 'Beauty' phase) wants to be a Scorpio. Leos and Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst...but the emotions are staggering. Don't

Does Your Name Fit You?
A: Likes to have sex. B: Likes to flirt. C: Really likes to chill. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Loves to cuddle with their lover F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Has a very good personality and looks I: Is always there for true friends. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Gorgeous eyes M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in relationships P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite. R: Freakin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: A sweet heart. U: Really wild and crazy. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready. A: Likes to have sex. M: Makes dating fun A: Likes to have sex. N: Dead sexy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. A: Likes to have sex.

Disappointments
Disappointments When disappointments come one day, And they most certainly will. The way in which I respond to them, Will determine how I feel. If I let myself get discouraged, I’ll feel distraught, sad and alone. But by looking to God and trusting Him, I can face the future’s unknown. Could it be that God is testing me? Or wanting me to confront some sin? Could it be that He is chastening me? So He can cleanse my soul within? I will pray to God and ask Him. Have I somehow slipped from Your will? Guide and direct me to stay on Your path. So Your plans for me I can fulfill. Help me discern where I went astray. For I shouldn’t be feeling so down. Trials should be making me stronger, Not keeping me captive and bound. You tell me to rejoice in my troubles, And trust You for You’ll see me through. I can face all life’s disappointments, If I remember I always have You.

Thank You Friend
Thank You Friend I never came to you, my friend, and went away without some new enrichment of the heart; More faith and less of doubt, more courage in the days ahead. And often in great need coming to you, I went away comforted indeed. How can I find the shining word, the glowing phrase that tells all that your love has meant to me, all that your friendship spells? There is no word, no phrase for you on whom I so depend. All I can say to you is this, God bless you precious friend.

Beware Of The Sex Fairy
Normally I don't do Chain Letters but I thought this one was funny... 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexuall

~*new Picture's*~
JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW THAT I FINALLY HAVE PUT UP MORE AND BETTER PICTURE'S,OF JUST ME AND THEN WITH SOME FRIEND'S AT BIKE WEEK,THEM GUY'S ARE THE COOLEST,HAVEN'T HAD THAT MUCH FUN WITH FRIEND'S AND MY LIL SISTER IN A LONG TIME... I LOVE BIKE WEEK,WHAT A GREAT NIGHT WE HAD ON...03/04/07!!! THANK'S FOR READING:TARA

Awakened Princess
You want to think This is a dream But you were never Brave enough To sleep Thru this A picture With a pulse The screen Becomes alive At first You wonder If this is real It becomes A brilliant Surprise The image Becomes human You find an Individual soul With angel eyes Inner beauty That just flows While the fantasy Was lovely The reality Is so much More The person That you admire From a distance Becomes a friend You adore

Thanks For The Friend Requests!
So, I had become accustomed to y360 and myspace, when a friend invited me to try out Cherrytap. I would like to thank each of you for your friend invites. It will probably take a few days to make responses on your pages, as I am new to this and have to learn the Cherrytap way! So forgive me ahead of time. If you have a myspace account, I invite you to come visit my myspace page anytime at: myspace.com/anita68 Hopefully, I catch on faST and get my page set up correctly! Will come by and meet each of you real soon, so till then, TAKE CARE EVERYONE! aNITA

17 When You Just Don't Feel Like It
We have gone through a lot of different things to do and "stuff" to keep in mind as you start and move through your fitness program. By now I'd think you've gotten past some of the bad soreness and are even enjoying some of your workouts. That's the way it should be. In my book "Motivation, get it, keep it" I pointed out in numerous ways that what most people consider to be motivation is really the use of their own personal discipline. I have read in a number of places that it takes three weeks to start or stop a habit. The word "habit" is a negative going term for a behavior. There are good habits and bad habits and once they're established changing them normally takes a concerted effort on your part. In the case of your fitness program, if you started when I began this you are getting close to having established a good habit or otherwise stated a positive behavior. Another way to put it would be that it is a part of your daily routine. Regardless of how you say it, the f

Bloodlust.
This shine, the light that invades every corner. It fills the air, breaking through the darkness, shattering the peace. Put it out, shut it out. Turn to you. This is not ended. The light cannot defeat the dark. The dark is within this moment. It's there in your eyes. The inky blackness that brings us to this moment. The fury and the passion. You reach for me. I pull away. It's my turn. A blur of motion and your hair in my hand. Soft flowing fibers pulled taut with the force. Pulling harder. I see you cringe and it pleases me. Tipping your head back, exposing the milky flesh where your shoulder meets your neck. A sharp intake of breath. I grin. You know what comes next and you moan for it as I plunge my face into that soft hollow, bury my face in that crevice, savor the scent of your throat. I lay my lips against the spot where I can feel the life coursing through you. Steadily beating and flowing, calling to me... I sigh. I flick my

The Sex Fairy
The sex fairy ? This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. =============

My First Day Here
Ok, so a friend told me about this, and of course i had to join in. It looks pretty cool, i have'nt gotten into the good stuff yet. i wanna say a big thanks to that friend for letting me know about this..thanks!..you know who you are! you are sexy hot!...xoxo Aurora

Why, Why, Why???
Why, Why, Why??? Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles arealways white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people kee

Dragon
This is a story that a friend of mine inspired in me. It was a great experience. However this is the first time I have tried my hand at writing porn or something similar. So thank you very much to my dear friend and I hope you enjoy. The young maiden stirred as the wind blew through her hair. Her soft murmurs blending into the sound of his beating wings. The great dragon glided effortlessly into the wide opening of his cave. The beast lays her down on the great marble altar in the center of his chamber. The sounds of chains and shackles echo throughout the lair. Her forehead wrinkles as a low murmur comes softly from her cherry lips. Her young supple body stirring from it’s slumber as an unknown source of heat touches her body. The dragon stands before her as his fire breath warms her skin while his rough tongue reaches out to taste her. She opens her eyes slowly to realize she is no longer in her bed, but her wrists and ankles chained, both spread wide powerless to move. Again s

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh Holy shit, my god damn mother f***in ear is pissing me off. I can not believe the amount of pain the thing is causing me. And before all you ladies out there start screaming i know already.... men are crap at taking pain **women across the world nod in agreement** lol.We can fight wars, put people on the moon, but give us a little pain and we turn to shit, prime example....when we get flu, or as you ladies like to call it MAN flu. lol It's not that we want to turn into blubbering idiots at the first sign of pain i just think we were designed that way, i think it's mans easy way of trying to get a little sympathy lol sad ent we...lol Anyway back to my....very unpainful *Says through gritted teeth**lol ear. I went down to my Doctors who stuck that looky/lighty thing in my ear to see what was going on** very painful, begins to whimper**. He then announces...."you have an ear infection"... no f***in shit Sherlock Holmes. ahhhhhh lol. Oh, have i doc **spitting and s

Wanted:
I want to know why men and kids are so selfish and ungrateful. We were recently having money problems andmy husband told me to get another job so I did. I was already working weekends. ( I could have picked up more hours at the place i was at but it wasn't worth the drive but I had been with the company for almost years and the discount is good) So I get a job where I was only working a cpl days a week and then one of the employees went out on family leave. So I took her hours m-f 11-4 not a big deal but a big deal when I am working 7 days a week now and not getting much done at home. Well another employee decides that he cant work weekdays anymore so I took his hours too. So currently I am working M-W-F - 11-4 T-Th 11-8 and Sat and Sun 8 hrs each so close to 50 hours a week. My whole house looks like a teenagers bedroom. I threw my neighbor a cpl of bucks and she cleaned it up a bit for me with in a cpl of days it looks the same way again. Mind you I call my husband when

In Am Going To Holland In A Two Days
Well guys and girls, its down to the last few days, am going to Holland to hang out with some friends and family in Amsterdam and then going to Emmen and Arnhem in the Netherlands to see family and friends. I will be touring, depending on the cash flow, which i don't have much,I might see some European countries. I hope to hear from you all and yes i will be checking the internet and i will try to upload some pictures, if I can , to this site. Anyone I know or have talked to in Europe, PLEASE CONTACT me. Hugs to everyone and we will talk when i get back.

Fuckin Tippers
HEY ONCE AGAIN IM HERE TOO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT TIPPERS ..... IF U STAY IN ANY KIND OF HOTEL ...IF U PAY 20 BUCKS FOR THE NIGHT, LEAVE MONEY IN THE HOTEL ROOM....ALOT OF THE CLEANERS THAT CLEAN ROOMS DEPEND ON THERE TIPS AND USUALLY ITS THOSE TIPS THAT GET US THRU THE WEEKS UNTIL OUR PAY CHEQUE AND WE STILL NEED THOSE TIPS GETTING TIPS MAKES OUR DAY AND HELPS WITH A LONG DAY AT I DONT CARE WHAT U LEAVE, 1 DOLLAR OR 5 ..ANYTHING TO HELP !!!!!!!!! PLEASE LEAVE TIPS !!!!!!!! IN THE HOTEL ROOMS !!!!!!!!!! NOT JUST BEER, LIQUOR , ETC....MONEY....WE NEED MONEY MORE ...EVEN THO ITS NICE TO GET SOME DRINKS.,.....PLEASE LISTEN AND HELP OUR DAYS GO BETTER !!!!!!!!

What Are Friends
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk , or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven' t forgotten them, and tell new friendsyou never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this text and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you....

Native Tongue Ii
...Its been over a week since she has seen her dark warrior, yet she can still feel his touch. As she passes her porch, she looks off to the Texas sunset and wonders what he is doing at this very moment...as sadness over comes her and she moves back into her house. The feather Greywolf gave to her sits on her mantle, the Buffalo hide he wrapped her in is layed across her bed. She did not relize there was a chill in the air till now, and she puts up a pot of water on the stove..perhaps some tea will help she thinks, and as she sits by the window her eyes looking to the hills where she first met him, her mind again replays the night in the cave where she gave herself to him..freely and fully. What is this I'm feeling? she thinks..... what magic does this man have over me? She moves to the fire place, placing another log on the fire and stoking it, she again see's the eagle feather on the mantle,..lifts it and embrases the memory....why did he give me this, what meaning could this have?

Missed Mcr Again
I have waited 20 years to go to another concert. I have chosen My Chemical romance to see. the first time was last year. they were playing the allentown state fairgrounds. got there and they had cancelled due to the drummer (bob) having a staph infection from a fire burn. Feb 25th they were playing at the Liacouras Center in Philly and I wound up in the hospital with a bad kidney infection for 5 days. Missed the show... I just don't know wheather or not to give up...am I too old for this...was I just not meant to see this band...I don't know... Disheartened Kelly.....

Shower Time (adult Content)
Adjusting the water to the right temperature, I am satisfied. Pulling my shirt over my head, my hair falls languidly down my back. My hands slide down my stomach to reach the zipper of my jeans, unzipping them and sliding them over my thighs, down my legs. I step out of them and glance at myself in the mirror. I can't help but wonder what you might think if faced with the same image. My hands caress my breasts softly before reaching behind me and unclasping the bra. Letting it fall unceremoniously to the floor, my breasts swing free. Bending over, I pull down my panties, stepping out of them and letting the underwear join the bra. Looking myself over again in the mirror, I strike a few poses, pretending you're watching. Giggling at how ridiculous I am being, I decide I better get on with my shower. Stepping in, I let out and audible sigh as the warm water envelops me. It washes over my body, caressing every part of me. My fingers follow the trail of water do

My Days Off Work
You know, you would think I would be able to sleep in these next couple days... hahaha! yEAH rIGHT!:p Not with my son around... :P I sleep whenever I can lately... Early to bed early to rise I guess you could say!:P I miss my sleep-in days... maybe I should take him for a night with grandma and grandpa!:P There's a thought!:P That's all for now!:D

Final Part Of Fibro And Me
after reading this many of you might ask why i live the lifestyle i do and there is only 3 words i can say SAFE SANE CONSENTUAL....the difference is even as a slave i ALWAYS have the power to stop a scene AT ANY TIME! as a battered wife the beatings didn't stop until he was good and ready..... My Story....this is all true Abuse. i was married at one time to a horrible man...Rick was never my master or anything...it was plain old vanilla but that is not what made him horrible....it was the abuse that he dished out almost daily....and it wasn't just physical, it was emotional and sexual also... i never reported him to the police...i was afraid to...he had threatened to kill me many times and he even held a hunting knife to my throat one day and told me that he could kill me and no one would give a shit...and then one night i was a few minutes late getting home from the grocery store and he met me at the top of the stairs with a loaded cocked gun and told me that i was lat

Morning
Good Morning all. I just got back into town yesterday.. I had to make a trip to freezing cold Michigan to pick up some friends of mine, that is why I have not been on all weekend !! But I am back and I miss talking to all my cherrie friends. I have to go to the dentist this morning ( yuck ) but I should be back around 12 or so, I will talk to you all then.. hope you had a great weekend....xoxoxoxo

About Fibro And Me Part 2
Fibromyalgia At A Glance Fibromyalgia causes pain, stiffness, and tenderness of muscles, tendons, and joints without detectable inflammation. Fibromyalgia does not cause body damage or deformity. Fatigue occurs in 90% of patients with fibromyalgia. Irritable bowel syndrome can occur with fibromyalgia. Sleep disorder is common in patients with fibromyalgia. There is no test for the diagnosis of fibromyalgia. Fibromyalgia can be associated with other rheumatic conditions. Treatment of fibromyalgia is most effective with combinations of education, stress reduction, exercise, and medications. What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is one of the most common dis

About Fibro And Me Pt 1
the spoon theory is a good read if you take the time and try to understand....then there is a letter that someone else wrote to try to help people understand...and the last thing is the response i wrote to that letter although it was over a year ago...since then you all know i found Master i just don't want anyone to think he and i broke up....love ya all The Spoon Theory My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to ha

Marriage Humor
have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A woman inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted" Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was Until I got married, and by then, it was too

Painfully Numb
Today I am painfully numb....but yet aware. I plan my next attack carefully....protecting my own. Why is it that some people are so full of themselves that they dont see that they are hurting the most important person in my life. She should be the most important person in his life to but he is too self centered to even think of anyone else but himself. Alright fucker....you want a dirty fight then so be it. And make no mistake, mark my words ....She will win! I dispise people who hurt kids, in any way, shape or form and he is hurting her. The gloves are off fucker so prepare to meet your end. Karma has a way of coming back and kicking your ass....and after all you have done.....expect Karma to be kicking your ass for centuries and life times to come.

Lost
i know im not good at writing pomes but i try like i tried with us i trusted u i told u things about me i let u in u hurt me i hurt u im not perfet i have a bad past i may drink i may smoke cigs i may have even given up my child but im not the person i used to be i stop doing drugs years ago i may smoke every now and then but to me its better than being on pills the rest of my life living in fear u used my past to hurt me u told me u would never love again to hurt me worse i didnt mean to hurt u like that but u lied u found love again rather quick i might add i never lied to u but i cant change what u belive u never met me for all i know u lied to me ever day i cared about u so much and no matter what u say to/about me i will always care about u i didnt take u soul i never had it YOU LIED TO ME u dont understand me u never did im young i have been hurt it takes more than 4 months to love someone i never met my feels do run deep but the fear is strong

What Is Love?
"Attention is the most basic form of love; through it we bless and are blessed." - John Tarrant "We love because it's the only true adventure." - Nikki Giovanni "Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." - Dorothy Parker "Love is friendship set on fire." - unknown "Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe "To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong "Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer "Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes "Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum "Love stretches

First Driving Lesson In 6yrs!
Well I did it!! I finally got back behind the wheel of a car. I decided last week that I really need to pass my driving test! I've had lessons over the years and never got round to taking my test. Mainly circumstance and me not having the confidence to take my test. So I booked an assessment lesson for this morning. It went very well according to my new instructor!! Apparently well enough for him to throw me in at the deep end, and take me into the heavy traffic on the main trunk road into the Town centre! I'm not afraid of traffic - so I've passed that confidence bit. I never hit anything - Gotta be a plus!!! I broke the speed limit *cough* was looking at the bloody rev counter PMSL never drove a diesel before, not easy to stall but i managed it once! But had everything remarkably under control and was off again before he could say anything LOL Just have to work on my own confidence in my ability to drive. I made silly little mistakes but then compensated by

9 Reasons Why It Sucks Being A Super Villain
1. Costumes never fit right They are always tight around the crotch area. This is a problem for both the heroes and villains. In the old days they used to take time outs from fighting each other to adjust themselves. You just don’t find that kind of common courtesy anymore. 2. It’s hard to find decent help Regardless of how many background checks you run, you will always be surrounded by inept fools. It doesn’t take much schooling to get a good job in the henchmen racket. The upside is they are all going to get killed anyways, so you don’t have to worry about any of them being around long enough to get on your nerves. The downside is that for the short time they are alive they will manage to screw up every key point of whichever evil plan you are using that day. 3. All the good themes are taken Some of them are even done to death. Good luck trying to find anything original that is actually respectable. Animal and skull themes got played out 15 years ago. Go with anything too c

Don't Steal My Stuff
Visit my page! Say Hi! Read my blogs. DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF without giving credit OR asking. I see a bulletin goin around that rips my 10 ways to be a good cherry. The chick visited my page earlier and ripped it.

Joy, The Inside Job
Philippians 4:4 “Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice.” Happiness comes from outside circumstances. Joy comes from within. So it’s cruel to say to people who are in sorrow, “Smile, and be happy.” It's better to come alongside and mourn with them than to try and force the square peg of happiness into a round hole of sorrow. The human life is a life of tragedy, sorrow, heartache, and pain. Yet in every difficulty, you can find joy. Happiness is an outside job. Joy is an inside job. There is someone in a nursing home that longs for that joy. Find some time this week to bring the joy of the Lord to them.

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Christians Murdered Indians Even in the initial stages of contact between European Christians and Native Indian people the stage was set for ethnocentrism, and the attitude towards the Indians was that of Christian superiority. The Indians were read a proclamation in Spanish which they had no hope of understanding, they had no hope of understanding the death sentence they were being read, and it went something like this: "We ask and require you to acknowledge the church as the ruler and superior of the whole world and the high priest called pope and in his name the king of Spain as lords of this land. If you submit we shall receive you in all love and charity and shall leave you, your wives and children and your lands free without servitude, but if you do not submit we shall powerfully enter into your country and shall make war against you, we shall take you and your wives and your children and shall make slaves of them and we shall take away your goods and shall do you

Thoughts And Dreams, Dreams And Thoughts..
Notice that I do not talk about the Horses when I am in last place…. Bonnie is kicking my butt! I knew I should have stuck with John Velasquez …oh well! Good Morning. You know there is a fine line or gray line between real and not real. Take for instance the dream world. I believe dreams are a daily event not just an evening happening. Trust me on this one and your toes may just curl. Have you ever woken up from a nights sleep and still in a dream state? Not like Hawaii or California but, in a dream where as you are not sure what is real and what is not real… That is some freaky stuff. Go first time to a place and think to yourself, I have been here before.. another term for that is Deja-Vu and no not the Dancer establishment either. I sometimes, oh lets be honest most of the time while in my grade schooler years was deemed a day dreamer, wild and aloof at times. I think all kids dream to an extent just like we adults do. Here is an example. Do you have plans on vacationing this year?

Just A Rant.
I am going to copy and paste something that I wrote earlier today in response to someone who had to let me know that it was ok to just be me. Aren't I always being me? I thought I was!!! But, it got me thinking that although I am always me as a whole .... I like most of you, have many layers some of which are shared, some of which are hidden from even myself. Some of them I already knew of and some of them I discovered during the 2 hours it took me to write this. After turning off all forms of communication I began to type. Unlike my earlier blogs this one did not just pour from my fingertips ...each word coming in quick succession of the one typed previous to it giving no real thought to the subjects that happened to spill their way into my little piece of the net. This one that in fact was NOT intended for this blog , is different. This one reached its icey hands deep into my soul and slowly began to squeeze until who I am at my core was tested and then released. It was

Violets
In the early morning While music consumes Our Room Its rhythm Makes it easy for me To slip into eternity Bathe forever in our love Every night While you sleep I will transmit Whispering melodies To stir-to fondle you Until your soul Melts with mine

Sad :(
everyone keep my boyfriend and his fam in your thoughts and prayers they lost his grandmother last night but she passed peacefully. i do believe she was in her late 80's if i'm not mistaken. but i'm due in six weeks and he wanted a picture of the baby and his grandmother together and sadly she passed before that could happen. thanks, sexymom07 aka charlotte

Here Is Some Truth, Suck It Up!
Do you know any women who wants the man they're dating to behave differently? Of course you do. And just like me, I'm sure you have friends who date guys who don't have much going for them or who don't treat them very well. Somehow these women always have an excuse for the guy's shortcomings. What's going on here? It's actually very simple. Women (and men) don't base their choices of Each other on how "nice" or "good" someone is to them day-to-day. Women choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Some women will continue to put up with a guy that doesn't treat them very well. Sometimes for months or years... But why in the world would a woman do that!? Well, to put it simply, women confuse the strong attraction they feel for the guy with a deeper "connection". And women who do this are doomed to end up in failed relationships

Dam Dreams
I cant stop the dreams the nightmares the guilt is eating me up inside,its been years and I cant seem to shake these dreams I am always at the pool side and I am giving him CPR and his face, is cold and I can feel his little body cold and wet even the smell of chlorine, so strong I cant feel his heart beat his eyes are open and lifeless there is water coming from his nose and mouth, I hear the ambulance coming and distance screams for help like in slow motion things around me seem to go very very slow almost to a stop, and I know help is on its way but I want to at least get him to breath choke up this water,I feel myself heaving my heart racing I stop and run to the front of the house and see the EMTs running to me all I can do is tell them he is in the back and then I feel helpless so heavy with helplessness so much hate I feel because I couldn't help him he slipped by me I never sleep in and I did that morning goddamn if I had only been up that morning if I had only been 5 minutes a

Just A Heated Story,nothing Big!!
She offen found herself alone and without anyone close to her. But after a few moons of being alone she was use to it,because once an outsider always an outsider. She offten told those who look at her, to look away for she was nothing but a thing of shadows and light,real but yet not the same. Beside to care and be drawn to her always coast so high. For in the deepest part of her soul there was something that no one had ever seen ,those who have,payed one way or another. She know this world of light and warmth wasn't her true home. But she was taken from her true home long before now. So she just wander through the wrold she found herself in. Yes it had alot of light and laughter,but there was pain and loneliness as well. She found she had 4 people that were of this world that she could trust,but thats it. Two were like her from the other world ,where even if you had light and darkness you still were a part but not a part. Then there was one man that was from this new world of light

Birthdays
So here it is on Monday 5, 2007. At 4:31 a.m. Dreading tomorrow.. I would rather crawl under a rock an die but i sit here contemplating my life. What have i done with myself? Another year has come an gone already, an I'm still sitting here thinking about life. I know everyone is sitting here thinking.. How old is she turning.... I'm gonna be 24 tomorrow. an a year closer to 25..then to 30.. then 40. I try not to think about all the bad things that have happened to me over my years...thinking about writing a book by the way. The only good things that come to mind are... my kids for sure... my man when he gives me attention... brad...well what can i say about brad. He will always be there. Terrence my Jamaican flame..so hot. Damon..my first internet friend an love. Will never forget you. Made those cold lonely nights up here in Canada more bearable. The list could go on an on but i won't. But i want to say thanks to all the people that i have met on CT. your all awesome people, an your a

Salutes: Did You Know (copied From A Bulletin)
YOU CANNOT GO ABOVE LEVEL 10 WITHOUT A SALUTE I SEE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW THIS AND ARE STUCK AT A LEVEL.. MY POOR FRIEND EVEN PAID $100 FOR A HAPPY HOUR AND HAD NO IDEA HE HAD NO SALUTE SO EVEN WITH ALL THE LOVE WE SHOWED HIM IT DID NOTHING FOR HIS LEVEL... PLEASE LET OTHERS KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OUT THERE WHO HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT SALUTES AND HOW IMPORTANT THEY ARE ONCE YOU REACH A HIGHER LEVEL CHERRRY RULES ON WHATS A SALUTE What are Cherry Salutes? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with your homepage on your computer in the background, a hand written note with your name, or while wearing a site t-shirt. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account being removed. Roo & I could've used this bulletin back when he was stuck at level 11...apparently they had just started doing that--t

Starfires Return
i walk to the center of the empty dance floor in my heart happiness and sadness at war standing alone in the dragonsong inn a place out of memory a place to begin calling a name thats seared to my soul i weep softly for what will be told come hither starfire let me see your scales shine a last ride friend just one more time she flys in gracefully for all her size love and puzzelment reflected in her eyes long leathery tapered head and scales of colbalt blue michele my child i have missed you i bow my head and weep some more starfire rises slowly off the floor my fingers trail along her spine easy starfire old friend of mine i called you here to say goodbye starefires head swivels watching me as i cry im happy now my life is very good when that happened you would leave i understood oh child of mind and heart what souls are woven is just the start from cry in night to deaths door my michele i travel evermore through your pain i have carried you think not i want to share in your happi

Music
This is my personal assessment of Hip-Hop as of 2-28-06 1. Is Hip-Hop Dead? Personally, I think Hip-Hop is alive and thriving. Hip-Hop influences more of society than any other form of music ever has. From albums, downloads, to ringtones Hip-Hop is always the leader in sales. As far as trends go, Hip-Hop is like a constant Halloween! If Jay-Z is drinking thousand dollar champagne, we are trying, too. If Lil Wayne is rockin Bathing Apes, then we are trying to rock Bapes, too. If Young Jeezy is wearing T-shirts with a snowman, then we are trying to wear T-shirts with a snowman. Is it right? Thats a whole different discussion. I'm just presenting the facts. The fact is Hip-Hop is the most influential art form today!!! 2. Which coast needs to be brought back? East or West? Are you serious? Both coast had damn near decade plus reigns at the forefront of Hip-Hop!! a. First, I constantly hear and read people saying that someone needs to bring New York back!! Well Jay-Z

...a Novel By Anz Epsilon
http://360.yahoo.com/brfcandle Hi, my name is Brief Candle (my friends call me Flick), and I’m a novel. My Dad, Anz Epsilon, is finally letting me out, a little bit anyway. He says I’m not finished. I don’t know why, I feel complete. I just want to spread my wings and fly! I think he’s a little over protective. He keeps wrapping me up in these red, yellow, and black covers and writing “Copyright © Anz Epsilon, 2006 all rights reserved.” He even wrapped me up in brown paper once and mailed me to himself. He said it would inoculate me against thieves. It was awful. Didn’t even send me first class (3rd CLASS – can you believe), and he says he loves me. Oh well, I’ve dusted myself off now, and I’m ready to play. Dad, of course, has his ground rules – even a freaking curfew – but I’m afraid that most of these “rules” apply to you. Sorry. He says the only rule that applies to me is that I must tell you the rules. He even wrote them down for me so I wouldn’t forget any of

Angel Quizz
so i do this quizz to see what angel i was You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldnt see you secretly keeping them safeGuardian Angel71%Angel of Death64%Angel of Guidance61%Angel of Prayer46%Angel of Hope39%Angel of Good Fortune29%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

First Ever Post
I'm a Brit, and I've just taken up a new position working in Saudi Arabia. Culture shock doesn't even start to describe it. But what to do. I'm sure I'll get used to it, and I'll get used to the restricted access to the net eventually. This place appears to be accessible so I guess I might end up spending quite a bit of my of time on here. Time will tell.

Military Friends Vs Civilian Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will Low Crawl naked into the room with a camera and hope for the tag team. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will listen to your relatioship problems and hope it works out for you. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will listen to you over a l

What I Learned When Deployed As A Soldier
1.General Order #1 does not only apply to Generals 2.No male soldier should be called “princess” 3.Cannot call the team leader of princess, his Mom. 4.“Or what?” is not a proper response when an MP tells you to stop doing something. 5.Disrespect is when the other person thinks its disrespect, not you. 6.It is still disrespect even if it’s true 7.It is not “racial” for someone to use a color to describe their car 8.“Whitey “ is not out to get you 9.Soldiers at the front desk of the BDE TOC do not find humor in the phrase “don’t let the man get you down” 10.I am not the “Master of creative acquisition” 11.When asked where it came from “it fell off a truck” is only acceptable if it actually fell off a truck 12.“If you ask, you lose all deniability” is not the proper answer to any question anyone other than below Staff NCO or LT asks. Captains and Sergeant Majors want more info 13.That officer still outranks me even if he has no UCMJ authority over you 14.I don’t get to argue

Life!
Why is it that when you are married or bf or gf, ThAT it seems to be so important to try and be the one always on top in the relationship? Some ppl even get so desperate that they offten go to extremes to try and be little their partner so that they r on top.. Im sick of this... does this make any sense to anyone? or am i just rambling..

Things I've Learned
As I close in on 40, I thought I'd share some of the knowledge and wisdom I've gained over the years: 1. There are very few problem that a bottle of Jack Daniels or Patron Silver tequila can't solve. 2. Being a complete fucking wiseass has not really held me back. If anything, it's thrown people off their game and allowed me to "sneak past" them. 3. It's not plagarism if you give credit to the original author. 4. Watching NASCAR is like watching a golf game....I'd rather watch flies fuck. 5. I have not matured with age.....I've aged with maturity. 6. Legos are still fun. 7. As my son goes into his 8th year and acts more and more like me at that age, I understand why my mother went prematurely gray. 8. With great responsibility...comes great bills. I had more "disposable income" when I was 15.... 9. Las Vegas has routinely become a place where I deposit my money...it's like a bank...with only a slightly worse interest rate.

This Is...
It's fucked up I still reach for you. Only this time I know you aren't there. In the middle of the night I wake up to tears, instead of you whispering that i'm safe. Even now, I ache to reach out and pick up the phone, to hear your voice. Except this time I know it's not right, I know you aren't mine. I know that I've lost everything I've ever loved and I'm just aching to be numb again. To reach that point where no one can feel me, no one can make me feel. I long to just be invisible again, since I can't be in your arms. I don't expect you to say anything, because I know there's nothing you can say. I'm the fallen, the warrior who has lost. Jaded, disgraced, and alone. I know people are out there but it doesn't matter if they aren't you. They'll never touch me or complete me the way you did. Tonight I give myself to the one thing you hate, just to kill the pain...

The Why's Of Men & Women
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) And my personal favorite: 6 WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) The Why's of women 1. HOW DID WOMEN BECOME SMARTER BEFORE SEX? (she didn’t or she would not be in the position she is now) 2. WHY DO WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (she is counting in my case) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (she was driving all over the white dots, now why do you think it takes so many) 4. WHY DO WOMEN NOT SNO

Duets
I always thought if you show the world you tender spots they'd either devour you or else just feel pity. But it seems that's not always the case. This blog has been written and is being written as a road map through all the achille's heels in my persona. Yet it brings no predators. No missionaries. Only people just like myself. Stronger than they are weak. Weaker than they are strong. Not lost, but unable to commit to a destination. Everyone has their vices. It's just some people's are more flagrant. I never wanted to be weak. Nor to be strong. I just wanted to prove I wasn't the only person who couldn't be sure of what they are. I worried the words would be too ripe. Too dark. Old fruit fallen off the vines. Sticky on the fingers, but sour in the mouth. Just thought for a change I'd speak instead of listen and see what might be heard. And to my surprise people listened. People just like me. Just like everyone. Who want to be weak. And want to be strong. But still hav

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you know i was just wondering how many men out there actually enjoy eating a girls pussy a lot of men sure do talk a lot of shit about how they can stay there for long periods of time just munching down girls u know what i mean they say all that but then fall short of the job oh but the MEN that can handle their business i salute!

Full Circle....
What does it mean when you say: "It has come full circle"? For me the following came to mind- Well, It happened for someone and I, In our hearts we just can't deny. Our friendship has become better for it now, Everyday wanting to express it somehow. Sure we both need space and freedom- But continuous worry and love for them. Respect and honor are earned not given, Life's love lessons are harder being taught than learned. I love my friend so deeply and true, That one day I hope that it means more to me and you. We have our dark sides and our demons within, We wouldn't be able to rely on each other and tell the other what is going on if we weren't friends. I have a lot of respect for him and he for me, Our friendship is not just based on love you see. I love you forever and always... to you and to me that will be in our hearts and minds. (just joking... sex does make it better) written by: Becky aka naughtyBBWnurse 3/4/07

Pain Was Not Even The Answer....
Well as of 1 A.M. yesterday morning, I went with my next to oldest sister to go get her a tattoo... Needless to say we made it a sister bondin tattoo instead. Knowin I did not have 150 dollars to spend on a lizard I agree'd and WAAAALLLAAAA... it is on the top of my left foot. And let me tell you, that shit hurt like hell.... lol. SO that means I now have 2 tats and THERE WILL be more to come. I will posts pics soon. Well HUGS AND KISSES!!!!! *~*Pixie*~*

You Are Alcohol.
YOU ARE ALCOHOL. How many times have I to tell you? You are not welcome at my door! Today I believe I can respect your power I have found many friends to help me control you. Tomorrow I will learn something different about your programme for my destruction. You are the world's liquid devil. You are the most dishonest and argumentative, Compulsive and omnipotent wretch anyone with a clear mind would reject from their lives with delight. Yet………. I must applaud your determination. You have the knack of attacking me when I am weak. To take you as a fool is very dangerous indeed. No……………….you do not sleep. You thrive on weakness You live on my self pity. You are so cunningly simple, you are complex. You have many degrees in excellence. You are the world's liquid devil. I do not doubt your genius for one second. For the time being I bid you a cautious farewell. I will wait for your knock at my mind's door. I do not expect you to van

Just Me
for the one or two that might be curious as to why I haven't been online for a while..... well sometimes I just get depressed (don't we all?) and using the computer becomes too much for me, as do most things -- except for eating, that seems to increase :{ -- so nothing serious and I'm back online. yeah I know big whoop

Important Info For All That Need To Know
hello all i am Lost In The Dark and i am i think the onnly CT Pastor that performe ceramony's all night long if you would like to be married levae me a privite message and i will get back to u a.s.a.p and give the link to my lounge so i can marry you thank you, Lost In The Dark (al to his freinds)

You Make My Body Blush
IN WILD WAVES OF WET WHISPERS, YOU DRIP INTO MY GLOWING DREAMS.. I FEEL THE DEPTH OF YOUR PASSION AS WE TWO BEGAIN TO UNFOLD.. YOUR SOFT SWEET WORDS LIKE POISON.. I CANT STOP MYSELF.. I MUST DRINK IN ALL OF THIS ... YOU MAKE IT HARD TO GET PAST YOUR WAKING VIVID WANTINGS... TOUCHING YOUR LOVE, HOW IN THIS BLISS I AM AROUSED TO THE EDGE OF ALL YOU BRING INTO ME.. YOU DEEP INSIDE, YOUR PASSION FLOWING INTO ALL I AM, IN YOUR HANDS MY BODY SHAKES AND I AM COVERED WITH THE BLUSH OF MAKING LOVE TO YOU... TONIGHT ... FOR ALWAYS.. I BECOME

Life Is Good
There's something in the air. For the most part, I feel like life is pretty good. Sure, it has its ups and downs, but I tend to think that everything happens because you make it that way so I don't get too down when things don't go my way. After all, I have no one else to blame but myself. Besides, it's cleaner and more organized that way. This week, though has beens simply amazing. I'm still working a lot but there's a good reason...the more I work the more I make. A year ago, however, I took a job with a new law firm with the promise that I'd be made an equity partner at the beginning of this year. Well, there were some rocky points and it took us a couple extra months to get everything done and set up but this past Thursday, I got my partnership and my name went up on the door. Over the next five years, the other new partner and I will gradually completely buy out the business from our former boss who is now our partner. I've had a couple other amazing things happen re

Bad Ratings? Read Here
Yeah, so, if you were one of the people that received like a 2 on their pic, dont have a heart attack. I was going through pics, and whatever I didnt like, I rated low. Somethin' ur gonna have to live with.

Diminishing Love...
diminishing love.. feel it as it fades, to blistering blackness, hearts laid to waste. declivitous love.. pulling down, steeply falling, into nothingness. boiling love.. true essence of all, extracted away. blade of realization, slicing the pain from this love. compressed love... chocking life, killing hope. trinket love.. without honest value, just for show. this is my death, i beg let me go! too long here in brokeness not quite breathing, no joy to be found, i lay my head and heart upon the frozen ground. to have this any longer will take my last breath. with nothing real i have nothing left...

Read Under The Lines
his hands ran down her back.. seeking hands wanting hands.. looking for that kissable place.. his touch like warm rain her craving of him undefined.. her whispers temption lust pouring forth as honey so sweet.. his want of her exposed making him weak.. this longing stripped bare to the skin.. her neck uncovered pulling him in.. with each touch of his wet kisses he could feel her breasts breath quickening with his touch her desire of his kiss stinging her all around she reachesfor him without a sound.. soft steamy caresses play on her skin as his love of her grows deep within.. lips as seductive as lovely wine his hand smooths the round of her behind.. lusious and full a pleasent lovers treat.. how they share the very same breath legs tightly woven in this love fest.. so are they aroused to the core.. with a sigh of passion.. i say nothing more..

Up In The Heavens
UP IN THE HEAVENS LOST TO YOU IN MY DREAMS A WONDER OF FORGIVING FLYING ON ANGEL WINGS TAPPING LOVELY WISHES HAPPY JUST TO GAIN WE PLAY IN THE DEEP WATERS, TO SWIM IN THE SEA OF BRAKING BONDAGE AND SET THIS PRISONER FREE. BLOWING IN THE TIDES WASHED IN DIZZY LIGHTS, HOLD TO THIS OUR PLAYFUL DREAM AND MAKE LOVE WITH ME THIS NIGHT.

Thoughts In Her Little Head...
AS WE SIT HERE TOGETHER I SIT STARING AT HER... WONDERING WHAT THE THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH THAT LITTLE HEAD WERE... WAS SHE THINKING OF WHAT SHE WOULD BE WHEN SHES OLDER... IF SO WOULD SHE REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS THAT I'VE TOLD HER... WAS SHE THINKING OF WHO SHE WOULD MARRY SOMEDAY... WHILE SHE WALKS WITH HER DAD AS HER GIVES HER AWAY... OR WAS SHE SITTING THERE WONDERING ABOUT THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD... ABOUT WHAT I DO AFTER SHE'S FALLEN ASLEEP IN HER BED... FOR NOW I SHOULD JUST ENJOY SIMPLY STARING AT HER... AND NOT WORRY TOO MUCH WHAT THOSE LITTLE THOUGHTS WERE... IN TIME I KNOW, SHE WILL TELL THEM TO ME... AND I'LL WAIT, REGARDLESS OF WHEN THAT MAY BE... SO I'LL SIT HERE AND CHERISH STARING AT HER... AND WONDERING WHAT THE THOUGHTS IN THAT LITTLE HEAD WERE... LIFE IS TOO SHORT...CHERISH THE ONES YOU LOVE NOW...BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME!!! I LOVE YOU SERENITY ANNE AND GABRIELLA GLORIA... A POEM WROTE BY: ~BRANDY NOEL MOSHER~ ...

My Change To Her For I Will Not Change A Thing About Her
for as i walk i shell think of being with my true love as she will be every thing i want her to be but i shall not change her to make her that as she will be all ready that way as she wants me for who i am as i will change for her if she asks me to...

Fixed On Me..
July 11, 2006 it is swollen loneliness that eats me from the soul i fight for freedom and i have lost all control. i dont know why, the moon looks at me so, i cant stop the stars they stay fixed on me, it is the way the clouds move as if the clothe my very way they cover my body in all i do as the night falls down on me. i feel this wind as it makes love to me spinning and twisting around me pushing me soul to the crashing place and washing me in aww touching all i am in very place i be you the wicked wind the lover in this dreami, into the pouring water flow my physical self reborn you blanket my everything lingering in your poision touch never telling you to go into my very depths i call you myself i am very still as the lover wind caressing my all, i taste you i taste the lingering of our last night, bring to me more of you thrashing wildly about for it is the win

Mur Murs
mur murs in this twilight whispers of content sipping amber fragrant wahing away longing in colbalt midnight sessions of fancy disbelife a wonder of displacement treasure chest of new emotion in mur mur's of this twilight my soul is in your hand you touching deely i come as you command...

Without A Name
oct 27 2006 — Tuesday, poem with no name chrisp is the breath of night sky of deep distance lay foggy shadows on my memories... the mind trips away from me... taking my heart and soul to distant lands... into the dunes of wildness into a pool of silver waves to climb the crest of galentry and long be forgotten by the day... tossing pushing all that was, into what will soon truely be... a shame of a death in the soul of who once i was.....

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) And my personal favorite: 6 WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and Laughter in your heart......Then you are just an old sour fart. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number

Holes
This is a little cheeky A little old lady dies and goes to heaven. She is chatting with St Peter at the Pearly Gates when all of sudden she hears the most awful bloodcurdling screams. "Don't worry about that," says St Peter, "it's only someone having the holes bored in their shoulders for the wings." The little old lady looks around very uncomfortable. Soon there are more bloodcurdling screams, worse than before. "Oh my goodness! Now what's happening?" says the little old lady. "Not to worry," says St Peter, they are just having their head drilled to fit the halo." "I can't do this," says the little old lady, "I'm off to hell." "You can't go there," calls St Peter, "You'll be raped and sodomized!" "Yes," says the little old lady, "but I've already got the holes for that!"

Damn The Army
Okay this one is important. So I need you to pay attention. I am now on one of the military bases here in country. And I see the source of most of our problems here. I know what you are thinking; I have spent a great amount of time in Afghanistan, so why didn’t I have the inside track a while ago. It is because I didn’t have access to this information a while ago. Or maybe it was that I was so used to it, that I hadn’t had a different experience to compare it to. So here we go, this proves the military is wasting resources and hurting the war effort. What am I talking about? Single ply toilet paper, yes I said it, single ply toilet paper. What the hell? Seriously, what were they thinking? Don’t give me some crap about wanting to save money; the Army isn’t the best penny pinching organization out there. In fact they are all about wasting money. When an artillery general came to one of the major bases in country the arty unit there fired rounds all day long. It was a sustained ra

Horses Rescue In Holland
Horses were trapped for 3 days on a tiny piece of land in wind and rain in the Netherlands. Apparently it had the nation mesmerized, watching about 100 horses huddle against the wind and having to watch 18 of them die. First firemen, then the Dutch army, tried to rescue them - both unsuccessfully. So 4 women on horseback rode out to the rescue. Here's a video of it.

Soul Rebirth
when your feeling too dead to cry that's when you are done with it.cry nomore and live, darkness prevails only in the soul of the givin' up and withered. struggle on and turn one good turn again. slip only as far as can be recovered. bright is on the horizon so walk on with the living.

Mmmmmm I Luv Ta Use Em
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bell Witch Cave
A few years ago my best friend Josh, his girlfriend Courtney and I went to the Bell Witch Cave in Adams, Tennessee in July of 2002. It wasn’t hard for me to convince Josh to come with but Courtney was hard to sell, but I made my pitch to her and Josh and I got her to come along. Naturally along the way we got lost as hell, but we found the cave with minimum stress. We arrived and it was pretty much what we expect from what we heard about. The Cave is now located on private property but with the fame of the legend the owners conduct tours year in and year out; spreading the story of Kate Batts who is infamously identified as the Bell Witch. We went into a booth/shack building where we paid the tour fees, checked out old photos of past tour groups. There were pics of mist and shadows and people with their arms out like they are around someone’s shoulders but no one is beside them. There was about maybe 8 people in our tour group; as we made our way down the trail the tour guide men

Cross My Heart And Crack The Sky
what is this you do? let all fall to the ground, thrashing hearts, they make no sound. i cross my heart and crack the sky just to save your black heart, i know you lie. in the dust you pour out from deep inside your life is a trap i cant get free, i call to you on bended knee. yet there in your cave of misguided lust; feelings of longing and passion linger and rust. the tears of a thousand years will not clean the stains of twisted dreams and gray wants... cross my broken heart and my hand cracks the glass sky, i let you go so i dont watch you die.... charri *little girl lost and found*

Moon Song
in the drifting winds i see the change, a heavy thought kept in a cage. in the chill of twilight the staleness of us near, i ..lost in the darkness nothing i hear. i miss being with you the quiet soft adoration that too is locked up without hesitation.. realness is abandoned to wanderlust and truth is abiding in mistrust. i cant hear the sweet song the night once did sing, just the crashing of a broken heart falling in shame how is it this would be what logic we become? i have misplaced the moon song that once i loved..

Tattoo Blue
tattoo blue show me the wonder that you are, i'll take time learn how to love you teach me how to move you show me what makes you play, so great is this pounding my heart is aflame i'm calling out calling out your name sign your name right on my heart, tattoo it here in blue sign your name on my heart and there in my soul too, brand my spirit with your touch yeh, baby that will do kiss the places only you can reach and fill me like you do tattoo your desires on my soul put them there in blue, shake the world once again let me know it's you so crazy is this thrashing going on here in my heart your name is poison just to know sign your name here on my heart tattoo it in blue make me linger in that place till all of this comes true

Naked Whispers...
strech out your hand, hold me tightly love me deeply peel away the world till only we remain hear my naked whispers singing to you visions in a dream so desprate is this love ......wanting you desiring you dreaming of you... in all i do.. there is you

Chemical Burn...i Must Be Love
how this burns, like acid on my skin, your yelling is kicking me yet again. right here in my soul you pound away i will fall and fail if you keep treating me this way. i was so strong able to stand now i am feinting just to live... i ..lost that lovely woman that once was i.. left here to broken, but to die. you cheer when i cry it makes you so big.. you shine as i die.. i see you live. i serve to disspell this wicked fever you bring to me. it huts so deep, as a knife cutting to the marrow to the smallest cell... a poision you share and share it so well. this mixing of us was not ever to be, i twist in this burnning ..... our chimistry..

To The Little People
To the Little People (aka my FANS), To the little people.... I GET that you have lil to nothing going on in your lives. And I GET that I AM just such an AMAZING person why SHOULDNT my name keep coming outta your mouths???!!! I mean, I f*cking ROCK!!! lol But in all seriousness... this is getting old... I mean not like that was yesterdays news I mean like gray haired alzehemiers patient OLD Yes I am AWESOME it IS TRUE But really... you shoud look into an activity of some sort... A CLUB or SUPPORT GROUP the way my name and my biz fascinates you it worries me You keep talking and saying all these thing I mean, Ouch you gave me a booboo All these hateful lil comments and storys I need an emotional bandaid really... GET A FUCKING LIFE! GET A FRIEND! GET A sprinkle even of PERSONALITY!!!! KEEP MY NAME OUT YOUR MOUTHS OUT YOUR MIND AND OFF YOUR PAGES!!!!! But on a happier note I love my lil people the more u talk shit the more famous I get BITCHES Love

Twisted.....
When ...... it comes to this.... a twisted kiss.... a stage that never stops.... The westward pain... love and shame... and the pain ... it never comes to a full stop... Trap or drowned...... you ... my passion.. you my... poision.. Fallen from grace.. the birth of new growth.. aloneness to feed.. To the everlasting wonderment of depths.... yet into new daze i crawl... to the passage of post mort.... to nothing i wander...

You Have No Idea!
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poem
He flies on wings of all that he's lost. He sighs of things no matter the cost. His will should bend and be blown away. Instill the end, upon those astray. What have we done? Fate fails to see the cause of sorrow, and pales of me; fearing tomorrow. "A shame" He say, "We worry about, the games we play with fear of the stout". What have we done? Awake again there left with some hope to make a friend to help us both cope. I love your flaws Descendant replied Above the laws of remnants who lied. What have we done? Hello everyone. It's not easy to explain this poem, but it can be done. Overall, it's about love and friendship, and the fears that comes with them. It makes sense to me, in a weird way, but I don't expect my thoughts to transcend into anyone else. If you want insight, let me know, and I'll do my best to try to explain.

My Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Running Bull
An Indian walks into a cafe with a shotgun in one hand pulling a male buffalo with the other. He says to the waiter: "Want coffee." The waiter says, "Sure, Chief. Coming right up." He gets the Indian a tall mug of coffee. The Indian drinks the coffee down in one gulp, turns and blasts the buffalo with the shotgun, causing parts of the animal to splatter everywhere and then just walks out. The next morning the Indian returns. He has his shotgun in one hand, pulling another male buffalo with the other. He walks up to the counter and says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says "Whoa, Tonto! We're still cleaning up your mess from yesterday. What was all that about, anyway?" The Indian smiles and proudly says .. "Training for position in United States Congress: Come in, drink coffee, shoot the bull, leave mess for others to clean up

True Love
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

Dead To Me
when does the person you love become faceless.is it the ever growing suspicion of unfaithfullness, is it the hell they seemingly created.perhaps this isn't right,do you hide in your own sickness, or make a reason to go on and be afraid of the unknow darkend path. run in circles of a poision desperation feeling broken and wonder if you could feel anything you once did?

Funny...
Funny emails .... KIDS IN CHURCH 3-year-old Reese: "Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, "That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I wanted to stay with you guys." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One particular four-year-old prayed, "And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sunday school teacher asked her children as they were on the way to church service, "And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?" One brigh

Wow That Wasnt So Bad
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Human Skin...or Just Canvas
TATTOOING : AN EXPRESSION OF ART OR SIMPLY A MENACE...? History of tattooing Well , tattooing is an age old custom. The art of decorating the body with tattoos dates back as early as the Ice Age. Tattooing is an integral part of the Tahitan culture and has been practiced since 1500 BC. The western word tattoo is taken from the Tahiti word "tatau" meaning open wound! A tattoo represent a girl's sexual maturity, tribe rank and other social symbols. Tahiti woman would traditionally tattoo their loins and buttocks deep blue, taken up ... by some of the HMS Bounty Mutineers during their wild extended stay on the islands. Missionaries tried to stamp out this sinful celebration of the flesh, but it has recently enjoyed a renaissance on home turf. The tradition was kept alive in Samoa, and revived in the 1980's in its old form in Tahiti along with other ancient "supressed" arts like firewalking, chanting and dance. Although the use of tattoos among indigenous peoples is w

Part Iv
Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oc

Gwot Part 3
Okay so here is my new thing. I think that I should be allowed to carry a cricket bat and hit anyone who says something stupid like, "this isn't a combat zone it is garrison." If it isn't a combat zone, why do I get hazard pay jackass? Or anyone that does anything to hurt the effort to fight the war. This is why we are fighting the war on terror, and not winning it. So if you are an assclown, I should be allowed to hit you with a cricket bat. Where I hit and how hard I hit will be dictated by how big of an assclown you are or the level of assclownery what you said or did was. Here are my recent examples. Yesterday I was walking along one of the main roads on post and saw a Lieutenant Colonel stop a Sergeant because he was driving his gator without safety goggles. There is a war on, and all he thinks it is important enough to stop this guy, yell at him, and force him to park his gator on the side of the road and walk back for glasses. If you have nothing more important to do then me

Eighteen Vission - Broken Hearted
I need a beginning again I want to feel how I used to feel When everything was in the palm of my hand And you were here with me [Chorus] Ya know I just don't get it Ya know I really don't get it all That you would leave so sudden Well did you know you would leave me all alone? I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted Some days I wonder where I would be Cos I don't think it was wasted time I always thought you you'd be waiting for me And now I'm facing the world alone [Chorus] Ya know I just don't get it Ya know I really don't get it all That you would leave so sudden Well did you know you would leave me all alone? I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I wonder what you are doing today I wonder if you could've ever changed I wonder if you still think of me, the way it was, the way that it used to be I need a beginning again I think we

The Second Wrong Makes You Feel Right -fata
Begin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now, This time, this time A lesson learned is a picture burned, You're a memory to me, Upon ignition come bear witness to the greatest therapy, Just begin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now, This time That was the day I put your picture aside. Swallowed the fact that our dream had died. Every time you close your mind, You should be seeing me. Every time you close your eyes (at night) Every time you close your eyes You should be seeing me. As you lay in bed at night, I'll be there in your dreams. So sorrows in, is that what you heard? You can't cash in on what went wrong. Helpless isn't the right word but it's the first that comes to mind, There's worse things than being alone, I think in time I'll get by That was the day I put your picture aside. Swallowed the fact that our dream had died. Every time you close your mind, You should be seeing me. Begin, present, fade out, Judgemen

Apoptygma Bererk - Until The End Of The World
I'll wait for you until the end of the world All the weights that keep me down Seem heavier than before They hit me in my face Though you feel nothing Only time will heal you say Your word's not therapy That half of me is gone My dearest treasure torn away I'll stick with you until the end of the world I cry out loud but you hear nothing I'll wait for you until the end of the world My dearest treasure torn away All the weights that keep me down Seem heavier than before They hit me in my face Though you feel nothing Only time will heal you say Your word's not therapy That half of me is gone My dearest treasure torn away I'll stick with you until the end of the world I cry out loud but you hear nothing I'll wait for you until the end of the world That half of me is gone, my dearest treasure torn away I'll stick with you until the end of the world I cry out loud but you hear nothing I'll wait for you until the end of the world My dearest treasure

Exhale
dead lands shadow come all and see for yourself. some people cann't even feel it untill the reaper takes what little soul is left. so with the exhale of the last of your being, shaking nerveless,motionless,thankless,souless........

Nsfw
Ya see, here's what I don't get. Why would you post nude pics of yourself and your significant other? I mean, hell, wouldn't you just rather go join a nudist colony? And what I despise is all these guys that leave comments like "I would lick that, nice ass, can I come over?" I mean, get a fuckin life

Alone Hates Walk
walking alone with the dead, no i cant see a thing, feeling gone from my soul. i won't take in the good times, free i don't seem to be, with every breath i keep on making the same mistakes. tortured i seem to be, keep the light of your destruction shinnning through my soul. i will fade into the peices of the shattering moon shadow's hate.

Michael Buble - Guess I'm Falling For You
When I look into your eyes I see sunshine The coulds are blown away I hope you're here to stay 'Cause I've got me needing more of you Guess I'm falling for you You walk away My eyes caress you Then you turn and smile You've caught me thinkin' of love with you Guess I'm falling, I may be falling for you Since I met you days are brighter Life's uneven loads are lighter When I hear you whisper the words I long to hear dear Now I look into your eyes I'm lost in knowing that you are all I want My need for you is growing Guess I'm falling, I think I'm falling for you Think about falling for me too

Michael Buble - Fever
Never know how much I love you Never know how much I care When you put your arms around me I get a fever that's so hard to bear You give me fever when you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever in the morning Fever all through the night. Sun lights up the daytime Moon lights up the night I light up when you call my name And you know I'm gonna treat you right You give me fever when you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever in the morning Fever all through the night Ev'rybody's got the fever That is something you all know Fever isn't such a new thing Fever started long ago Romeo loved Juliet Juliet she felt the same When he put his arms around her He said 'Julie, baby, you're my flame Thou giv-est fever when we kisseth Fever with the flaming youth Fever I'm afire Fever yea I burn for sooth' Captain Smith and Pocahantas Had a very mad affair When her daddy tried to kill him She said 'Daddy, o, don't you dare He gives me fever with his kisses

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Michael Buble - You Don't Know Me
You give your hand to me Then you say hello I can hardly speak My heart is beating so And anyone can tell You think you know me well But you don't know me No, you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips And longs to hold you tight Oh I'm just a friend That's all I've ever been 'Cause you don't know me I never knew The art of making love Though my heart aches With love for you Afraid and shy I've let my chance to go by The chance that you might Love me, too You give your hand to me And then you say good-bye I watch you walk away Beside the lucky guy You'll never never know The one who loves you so Well, you don't know me You give your hand to me, baby Then you say good-bye I watch you walk away Beside the lucky guy No, no, you'll never ever know The one who loves you so Well, you don't know me

My Life
Well some people might think this boring, but to truely understand me, you need to read all of this... I was born in San Bernardino, California was raised in Fontana,California. I graduated from Fontana High in 1993. I met my hubby in 1989. We dated up until I was 18 and then he moved away. In 1995 on my 21st birthday I get a call from him wanting me to move out to Oklahoma to marry him. Well I move out there get pregnant and me and him move back to Cali. We have been together ever since. We got married on March 1 1999, three years after my daughter was born and 10 mos after my son was born. My hubby is my life and my kids are my future. I have been through alot with him and I will go through a whole lot more for him. I collect dragons. I have 10 tattoos. My life and my love life is an open book.

Michael Buble - Quando Quando Quando
Tell me when will you be mine Tell me quando quando quando We can share a love devine Please don't make me wait again When will you say yes to me Tell me quando quando quando You mean happiness to me Oh my lover tell me when Every moments a day Every day seems a lifetime Let me show you the way To a joy beyond compare I can't wait a moment more Tell me quando quando quando Say its me that you adore And then darling tell me when Every moments a day Every day seems a lifetime Let me show you the way To a joy beyond compare I can't wait a moment more Tell me quando quando quando Say its me that you adore And then darling tell me when Whoa lover tell me when Oh darling tell me when Oh come on tell me when Yea tell me when

Michael Buble - You And I
Here we are On earth together It's you and I God has made us fall in love It's true I've really found Someone like you Will it stay The love you feel for me Will you say That you will be by my side To see me through Until my life is through Well in my mind We can conquer the world In love you and I You and I, you and I... I'm glad At least in my life I've found someone That may not be here forever To see me through But I found strength in you Cause in my mind You will stay here always In love you and I You and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I In my mind We can conquer the world In love you and I You and I, you and I You and I...

A Few Things On Being Human
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called life. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work". Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. Learning lessons does not end. There is no part of life that doesn't contain it's lessons. If you're alive, there are still lessons to be learned. "There" is no better than "here". When your "there" has become "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here". Other people are merely mirrors of you. You can not love or hate s

The Future
Well it's here, my daughter is fully moved in and we are moving on with life. We are going to make it. I know we are, and I know she is happy being here with me, which is awesome. But after the school year is over she will probly be moving to Houston with her mother which will limit my time with her. Yea sucks loads. But I have her now and we are going to enjoy the time. The only worry that I have is that this will put a strain on my two roommates. I do not want that, but at least my daughter gets along with both of them, and has fun with both.. Ok enough for now, write more soon.

An Update Once Again.....
well lets see.... ive been talkin to this guy i met on here... and he seems real nice.... he is moving closer to where i live tomorrow.... and i really hope to get to know him alittle better.... he seems like a guy i could really like.... but who knows maybe we will hook up.....

A Fear
I never really got to know you though I had several chances The moments that we spent together seemed to come and go in glances I thought those times were something special But now it seems they were just a vessel Now I know what's in your heart But still I don't know where to start You say your sorry so many times You say you love me with words that rhyme My word to you is quite sincere You will always be my friend so dear The one that I love and hold so near You know how to find me, just look here So now please tell me just one more time Should I stay close by so you could be mine Or should I take a few steps back til the end of time

Michael Buble - Home
Another summer day Is come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aerorplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me But this was not your dream But you always believe in me Another winter day has come And gone away And even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I’m surrounded by A m

Bleed The Sky
bleed the sky one by one the stars revolt against the lone moon rakker of desilution. from off in the distance lies their only hope for regress the anger grow's tomorrow is too late and now is gone, bleed the sky one time for me.

Evanescence - My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

Michael Buble - How Can You Mend A Broken Heart
I can think of younger days when living for my life Was everything a man could want to do I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow And how can you mend a broken heart? How can you stop the rain from falling down? How can you stop the sun from shining? What makes the world go round? How can you mend this broken man? How can a loser ever win? Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees And misty memories of days gone by We could never see tomorrow, no one said a word about the sorrow And how can you mend a broken heart? How can you stop the rain from falling down? How can you stop the sun from shining? What makes the world go round? How can you mend this broken man? How can a loser ever win? Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again

Fucking Over It!!
I DON'T WANNA PRESS 1 FOR FUCKING ENGLISH!!!! YA KNOW WHY?? CUZ I LIVE IN THE MUTHER FUCKIN UNITED STATES!! WHERE I WAS TAUGHT TO SPEAK ENGLISH...AND SO WERE MY PARENTS AND THERE PARENTS AND SO FORTH. WHY THE HELL IS OUR SYSTEM SO DAMNED CATERED TO THE SPANISH SPEAKING POPULATION!?!?!?! I DON'T FUKKIN GET IT!! AND YA KNOW WHAT ...I DON'T WANT TO EITHER! MY SON IS HALF PUERTO RICAN ...SO BEFORE ALL OF YOU START THROWING THAT RACIAL CRAP AT ME...THINK AGAIN. MY SON HOWEVER WAS TAUGHT ENGLISH AND SPEAKS ENGLISH AND TAKES PRIDE IN KNOWING IT IS THE LANGUAGE THAT OUR COUNTRY SPEAKS..HERE IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!! HE WASN'T RAISED AS A CHILD ON SEASAME STREET IN FUCKIN SPANISH OR DORA THE FUKKIN SPANISH SPEAKING EXPLORER..HE WAS RAISED WATCHING CHILDRENS SHOWS > THAT TAUGHT HIM TO LEARN ...ENGLISH!!! AND I WILL PROUDLY ADD THAT HE HAS BEEN AN HONOR ROLL STUDENT FOR 8YRS RUNNING. BECAUSE HE WAS TAUGHT THE IMPORTANCE OF EDUCATION..WHICH BY THE WAY INCLUDES LEARNING TO SPEAK ENGLISH..C

My Giveaway Continues Threw March!
i got all these morphs for my giveaway in feb thanks to all my friends for helping me. i also got a blast and some gifts. this mth he has promised a 3 day blast after i hit 40,049. a 2 mth vic or 30 day blast at 75,000 and the same at 90,000... im already over 30,000 so i am getting there but i need all your help in my giveaway..let me know if you give me 100 and ill share some luv w/ u! i spend all my time bombing for the mafia, we have a hard time gettin to my giveaway cuz we have contests ending so please try to help me out thanks so much ~sarah

This Is So True N I Am So Sick Of It!!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Bumped My Head.
outside the rain fell dark and cold, lost in timeless pondering on this irresitable pastime, never looking for an answer for the questions that keep my mind from focussing on the the thin air of my surrounding orbit of the moon. i don't stare too long at the immense distance between real and surreal. hopeless enthousasim abounds the binding forces of my malcontent. freedom from this evolving pain of my own design. i need more weed.

Into The Sunset (written 10/7/1990)
Sail on sailor gently to sea follow the wind full sails to see Sail on sailor follow the sun your journey Earth is over and done Sail on sailor toward your reward throw your pains and sorrows overboard Sail on sailor away from the grind with tears flowing from those left behind Sail on sailor no need to wait we'll meet again at heaven's gate Sail on sailor the storms are through Dad before I forget I love and miss you.

Sooo...
The stupid shit never seems to end.... I don't even know why the fuck I try, it just keeps happening... so I am at a point where I am wondering, is this all for convenience?? Why should I give a fuck when it's obvious he doesn't.. yet he claims he does. We both see very differently about how a relationship is, and I can enver get a straight answer always I dunno and I'm sorry.. I wish I could write more positives than negatives but even when there is positives I can see it's only because he's trying not to make me upset.. I want him for him, I love him for who he is, but he doesn't treat me the way I should be treated. A relationship that I guess was fucked from the getgo. All because he doesn't know why he does the things he does and how much it hurts.

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Will you give this to my Daddy? Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of

2 More Needed
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast. That’s right the least number of comments

Celebrate Life!!!
I sit here tonight and want to change pace in the bulletins. Just this last friday my Great Aunt Beth passed from this life into heaven. At the age of 85 she lived a long and very fruitful life. She will be greatly missed by so so many people. It makes me sit and think about what is really important in my life. I write this and listen to the 3 little different breathing sounds of my 3 very beautiful and very wonderful children sleeping. I hope that while they grow they come to realize what a precious gift each and every day is to us. So tonight I beg you to stop and instead of posting those bulletins about if you break this chain your wish won't come true usual fare, stop and think about the people that mean the most to you in your life and remember why we wake up each day and welcome the new sunrise. To my family - I love you always, you are always there when I need you the most. Even in the hardest of times and the worst of decisions, you backed me up and when it fell apart were

Writing
Fore note: Okay, bare with me now, this might not be the greatest but my philosophy professor thought it was brilliant! I wrote it for an assignment, and he thought I stole it from something published... or something like it!? Not really sure! PLEASE WRITE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK, IN YOUR HONEST OPINION! It was a cold, damp winter night with nothing in sight but patches of dead grass, dancing in the moonlight under a cloudy sky, and the silhouette of what appeared to be an abandoned mansion. There was a tall, slender, mysterious shadow standing out front of the cathedral style entrance to the rundown abode. It belonged to an old, but agile, man. He pulled out a cigar from his left breast pocket and lit it, inhaling a huge amount of cancerous oxygen and smoke. As he exhaled he checked his wristwatch, as if he were expecting company, followed by a faint, liquid-like cough. He pulled the cigar in for a breath of death as a black sedan pulled-up four feet in front o

Growls_ Apparently I Need To Repeat Myself
If you seek a cyber partner... a web cam buddy etc.. Leave me Alone! I dont want nor do I need your attention... I am not seeking to get laid !!!!!!!!!! While that maybe someone else's issue it is not mine!! The first in a list of people was banned tonight.

Life
Every once in a while life comes along and crinkles the fabric of comfort. It doesn't matter if your 50 and have it all figured out... or 15 and just finding out what it's all about! We've all been there, or are there, or are stuck there! What do you do? How do you define who you are or what you are when the world around, and within, is always and constantly changing? Who really makes much difference anymore? In a time where upstaging your fellow neighbor or improving on the already improved, where is there room for individuality and purpose? What line is left to be crossed, if 2 months from now some-else (and if not a friend or even loved one) is going to push that line another 2 inches! In a world of quick riches and faded glory, what honor is there in justice, humanitarianism, or universal achievement? Nothing will ever be good enough, nor will enough ever be good! When the moral, ethical, and spiritual fabric break down what is left is barely even a shimmering core of something pur

~let Us Not Fall Asleep/terrorist Activity~~
**Gingrich Speech in ****New Hampshire****. Apparently it is causing a firestorm.** **NEWT GINGRICH: The third thing I want to talk about very briefly is the genuine danger of terrorism, in particular terrorists using weapons of mass destruction and weapons of mass murder, nuclear and biological weapons. And I want to suggest to you that right now we should be impaneling people to look seriously at a level of supervision that we would never dream of if it weren't for the scale of threat.** **Let me give you two examples. When the British this summer arrested people who were planning to blow up ten airliners in one day, they arrested a couple who were going to use their six month old

Tiny Moments
Life is built of tiny moments. One small movement in the right place can knock over a tower of granite. One small rain drop may cause a flower to blossom. One word and an ego can be lifted or crushed. These tiny moments hold so much weight. One stiff breeze and the last leaf of Autumn falls to the ground, and winter is upon us. Happy Spring to you, my foe Frost just found me.

Second Commercial
INT. -- APARTMENT -- LIVING ROOM -- NIGHT A 20 something, ATTRACTIVE, WOMAN is DRESSED UP for a night out. She sits, COMPLACENT, on the COUCH watching a MOVIE. She GLANCES at the CLOCK on the WALL. It READS 07:15PM. There are FLOWERS and a CARD sitting DILIGENTLY on the COFFEE TABLE. She picks up her CELL PHONE and sends a TEXT. Her ATTENTION returns to the MOVIE. Her PURSE is LOYALLY at her SIDE, and COAT in hand. CUT TO: INT. -- APARTMENT -- BEDROOM -- MIDNIGHT The WOMEN walks OUT of the DOOR to the BATHROOM, BRUSHING her TEETH, and TOWEL WRAPPED around her HEAD. She is now in her PAJAMAS, as she WALKS over and SITS on her BED. She picks up her CELL PHONE to CHECK for MISSED CALLS. She SIGHS, noticing no calls and the time, 12:00PM. INT.--APARTMENT -- LIVING ROOM -- CONTINUOUS She walks over and picks up the REMOTE and TURNS OFF the TV, puts the REMOTE on the ARM of the COUCH. She PROCEEDS to the COFFEE TABLE and GRABS the FLOWERS an

The End Is Near!!
UPDATE:Pariah here, mama came close tonight, but we got some much needed help from others, those of you know who you are, thanks, come back tmorrow! we can win this! as of 1230 AM on monday, mama is 500 ahead. lets gap it more! comon! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~BOMBERS WANTED!!!!!!!!~*~*~*~*~*~*~* WE ARE SO CLOSE TO THE END OF THE CONTEST, WE CAN ONLY INCREASE IN COMMENTS FROM HERE!!! COMPETITION IS GETTING REALLY CLOSE... A LITTLE TOO CLOSE!!!!!!!! *WINK* I REALLY WANNA WIN THIS ONE, I DIDN'T FARE SO WELL IN MY FIRST CONTEST, AND I WANNA SHOW EVERYONE THAT I'M WORTHY OF WINNING THE SEXY LEGGZ CONTEST!!!!!!!!!! SOOO COME HELP ME OUT!! IT WILL BE REALLY HELPFUL IF I WIN THIS ONE!! I REALLY WANT TO WIN!! I WILL BE HAPPY AND LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!! RATE = 1 COMMENT COMMENT = 1 COMMENT just click on the pic of my leggz below, and get to bombing!!!! COMMENT BOMBING WELCOME!! ♥ MAMA BEAR ♥

Know Your Limits Campaign
This is my little contribution to the ongoing problem of overconsumption of alcohol and it's effect on the human race. I've taken the liberty to dull it down, professionally (on here), for those of you who aren't knowledgeable of the format of professional screenwriting. I hope to get a lot of feedback on this one, enjoy! EXT. -- CEMETARY -- PLOT -- DAY The clouds BEAR down, and a MIST begins to FALL, on a small GATHERING of people HUDDLED around a SMALL, BLACK CASKET. the CASKET is DRESSED with an ASSORTMENT of FLOWERS and RED RIBBONS. The CROWD looks ONWARD, some CONSOLING and others SOBBING. The CAMERA PANS to a MIDDLE-AGED, ROUGH MAN HOLDING the HAND of an 8y/o GIRL. She is wearing a BRIGHT PINK DRESS, with RIBBONS and BOWS in her HAIR. In her FREE HAND she GRASPS a SMALL BROWN TEDDY BEAR. The man LIFTS a TISSUE to his EYES, barely CATCHING the ROLLING TEAR. The GIRL looks up at him and SMILES! GIRL (happily) Can we go for ice cream? NON RESP

Hullo One And All
After a several week time out from this place I've decided to bounce back here from a fresh perspective. Its gonna take a few days to get back into it, sort out my pic albums again, redo some skins and get round a few people to say hello. I've also been busy with some new 3D software, so on top of the old 3D landscapes I'll be adding new scenes and other renderings. Its good to be back and speak to you soon. Lots of love to the real people (and lots of genital warts to the fakers)

Soo Is This Wrong
ok soo yesterday i put a bid on the spotlight thing.ok wow and when i came home. nothing happened i didnt get a message or anything. and then i look at the bids and its like 700500..thats not fair. i think it should be the first person not on the bid. because thats not fair to the people that dont have alot of bucks. okay if you have more than 500,000 then you need someother fucking way to get noticed and let the people that have little to get them noticed.. ok im done.i just thought it was fucked up but thats just me

My Engagement Is Over
ok so latest news is that i'm no longer engaged to jamie ....i'm not gonna say why over the net but if i consider u a good friend and u ask me then i'll tell u. i'm mostly writin this because i wanted to thank everyone who was there for me on friday night especially my mom and my bestest best friend tine .....even though neither of them apparently listens to my advice they taught me that just because i tell them what i think they should do doesn't mean that i shouldn't listen to my own advice. therefore this is jamie's last chance and he's considered to be on "relationship probation" and yes i did make that one up all by myself ......if he fucks up one more time then its over because i don't want a relationship like everyone elses. i actually want to fall in love with someone who won't lie, cheat, who i can trust , who won't get jealous and will treat me good. and not demand that i give up things for them and who will always be there for me and help me out anyway they can. by the way t

A Dream Come True.. Kind Of
Ok some of you know of the ultimate dream name for my son. For those of you who don't its Lando Calrissian. When Taryn got pregnant of course this was my first choice for a name but then I got thrown the curveball of a penisless offspring. No biggie did some thinking and talking and came up with Terra, now the original namesake for her is HHH since his first gimmick many years ago was Terra Ryzing. Well tonight I came across a translation thing and decided to translate things into polish.. being as I am part polish.. ok mainly polish probably closer to 60%. And just for the hell of it typed in Lando Calrissian and well it turns out that Lando translated into polish comes up to none other than.. that's right you guessed it.. Terra. So even though it was inadvertenet and took me almost 5 years to find out I do have a child that can be called Lando, this took my once crappy day over my lack of being able to find a Wii in town and made it pretty good.

Beauty
OK people lets find out what people think of beautiful sexy ladies what makee a ladie beautiful and sexy Me personaly love a woman with some maturity which comes with AGE and the Hollywood sexy does not work for me I like a woman with some meat on her so I dont feel like im going to break her so lets hear it guys and gurls let it all ot

At Wits End...
i give up... nothing in this world was ment to go right for me period. ive given up, i dont fucking care anymore, everyone can go fuck themselves cause i dont need anyone... im starting to wonder why i keep fucking breathing. fuck the world, fuck you, and fuck me too. we're all shit, thats the only real explination as to why life stinks.

Poem #1
When you say my name, it sounds like a song I can't get tired of When you touch my hand, I feel like I'm protected When you smile, I am warmed by your honesty When you look in my eyes, I am stripped to my soul When we kiss, I taste the sweetness of love. This has been one of those times that I will never forget When desperation and depression clung to my heart By a mere chance of fate You changed my life from something I wanted to escape from To something I never want to let go This is just a taste of what I can write, ;emme know what you think :-)

Mushroomhead's Spring 07 Tour
03/02 - Cleveland, OH - Peabody's 03/03 - Grand Rapids, MI - The Intersection (16+) 03/04 - Madison, WI - The Annex (18+) 03/05 - Springfield, MO - Remmington's (at 201 S. Campbell Rd.) (The Human Abstract joins tour) 03/06 - Topeka, KS - The Static Bar 03/07 - Moore, OK - Diamond Ballroom 03/08 - Little Rock, AR - Juanita's 03/09 - San Antonio, TX - White Rabbit 03/10 - Houston, TX - Meridian 03/11 - Fort Worth, TX - Texas Hellfest @ The Rockyard 03/13 - Fort Lauderdale, FL - Culture Room 03/14 - Orlando, FL - The Social (18+) 03/16 - Jacksonville, NC - Hooligans 03/17 - Fayetteville, NC - Jester's Pub 03/18 - Charlotte, NC - Amos' Southend (16+) 03/19 - Townson, MD - Recher Theater 03/20 - Lancaster, PA - Chameleon Club 03/21 - Asbury Park, NJ - The Stone Pony 03/22 - Allentown, PA - Crocodile Rock 03/23 - Portland, ME - The Station 03/24 - Farmingdale, NY - Crazy Donkey 03/25 - New York, NY - Rebel (16+) 03/26 - Springfield, VA - Jaxx 03/28 - Montreal, QU - Ca

Deep Thinkin
for you, i awake when the sun sets and the moon rises, wisedom as ancient as the devil himself for mayb you are he....you are woven unto me like stars in the sky...and i see in your eyes different low and highs....alot had come to pass since u have been sleepwalkin the line...but sure enough life goes on by and by....dont worry itll come to pass one day when all the anguish and aggravation gets washed away...till then ill be round if u need me in any way... cut all the people down whove put you in pain....a vicious cycle in all its disdain...but listen to me my gorgeous king...ull soon enough sing...for when they all find out wat they have lost....and know how much shit to u its cost...theyll be starin up from their backs cause with me around they wouldnt last

Creepy Personality Test
I took this test and it is creppy how it really picks out who you are. Answer the questions and answer them as honestly as possible, there are only 4 questions. Check them out here: http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

Rose
The Rose Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger an endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, and you it's only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long. And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the spring, becomes the rose