i dunno what i'm sapouse to do anymore i can't get anything right so iguess i'm gonna give up and say fuck it cause i'mtired of people not trusting me god i wana cry so bad and prolly will again i dunno how i do it but i always wind up loseing someone really close to me i just want it all to end........i can't take loseing someone i love so so so much so i might just never come back