i'm sorry mom for allt he shit i put you through over the years all the tears i caused the pain you felt inside when i left and died i came back in your arms passed out and cried i never knew how much i could cause with these words of abuse i use to use when we argued please forgive me when i spit these ad libs i know you hate to see your kid grown up now and out on his own had to leave the nest i didn't want to becoming a festering thorn inside your side besides we both have to live our lives according to ourselves but i promise i'll always come back and put the money on the shelf just to help with bills i owe you everything of my exsistence maybe i did the things i did because i had to much persistence in this cold world had to be mean to both of us i remember when we were a team but now we moved on but i will never say so long because i know where you and i belong