not sure if this is a blog or not but had to get it off my chest
this morning about 3:15 i woke up to get ready for work my daughter is at the puter after her work (she works nights, i work days) a friend left her a message about something and i put it on paper and left it in front of the puter where she could see it when she came in.. first thing she does is jump on me about it, so we had this big fight and now i am the worst mother that ever lived, i was called a bitch, a internet whore, an idiot,stupid asshole, and told i don't want any better for her... she said she did not want to be here and i told her that if she did not feel good here than to go where she did.. i have always wanted better for my kids her husband and her broke up about 5 months ago and i told her to come here, i just guess here is not good enough for her...i have done all i could for her and she says i don't encourage her but i have always told her that is she wanted to go back to school to do so.... but now because i don't harp on her to do it, i am not encourageing her... i just don't know what way to turn i missed work today because of it i was using her car to go to work because mine is messed up and she through that up in my face like i am dependent on her now and she cant do what she wants to do... my car should be fixed in the next week i hope but now in the mean time i have to get my friend to take me and bring me home... sucks being a parent sometimes.. but mostly it is great... i love my daughter and i have always and still want the best for her she just doen't realize it ... thanks for listening... any comments are welcome again thanks
