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So I'm Sitting On The Couch...
had just smoked a strawberry flavored white owl, and wondered if today had been a perfect day. i pondered why i had felt this calm and the feeling than it had been a good day... so i started at the beginning.... I woke up before the alarm went off... which was good cuz i had forgotten to even set the alarm.. My hair actually cooperated in to cute afro puffs... I got my roomie up and took him to work..came home.. got on the tap for a while... went got my nails done...ate wendy's... chilled at home... cleaned the hamster cage... took the other roomie to work...went to walmart... read the mail... vaccuumed out my car...picked up a friend....took him to work... came home chilled...picked kristen up... and finally smoked the blunt that made me hafta write this on here... so now that i see i had a jam packed day, i felt extremely like i hadn't really done anything therefore why i am thinking it was a perfect day. lol. i'll prolly read this tomorrow and laugh....

For Those Who Thought I Was The One....
First of all this is nothing made to be funny. Not to offend anyone, it's just something that needs to be said. What is a relationship to people nowadays. I mean we all have relationships with people whether it is business or personal. From time to time again I have been in relationships that I didn't even know I was in. For instance, ladies have you ever been in the club and a guy offers to buy you a drink and you accept it and the next thing you know this guy is following you around the dance floor all night because he thinks you accepted his gift that you were his. I call that the temporary club boyfriend, lol Or fellas have you ever had a really cool friend that you flirted with from time to time but never thought about anything serious and then maybe one day you get caught up in a compromising position and the two of you take that relationship the extra step. You wake up the next morning thinking about what you did the night prior and the female friend (who just promote

It's Ok To Hit Children, Just Not Anyone Else?
I wonder why most adults don't think they should be hit for doing something wrong? Wouldn't it be cool if you showed up for work late and the brought the cane out? Or maybe they just start shocking people for speeding. People know they ain't supposed to speed, so it seems like it would be a good idea. It might save some people some money atleast. Maybe do it for the repeat offenders, because the fines just aren't enough to keep them from doing it again. How about we vote to see what kind of capital punishments can be imposed on ust for committing the simplest transgressions? It seems like buisnesses ought to be able to "discipline" their employees with capitol punishment when they do something wrong, You are Their employees. What right is it of other people to tell them how to treat their employees? You wanted to work for them, you can quit if you want. You chose to be the companyie's emplyees. That being said, I'm not certain, but if buisnesses instituted a policy of capit

Biker In Black
BIKER IN BLACK Some think bikers are mean Some dressed in leathers and others in jeans You don't like our patches or the clothes that we wear You hate our bandannas and you hate our long hair You don't like our scooters and our loud noisy pipes You think we're not loyal to the stars and stripes You don't like our patches that are worn on our vests You think we're so different from all the rest But the truth is, Mister, we're kind of alike You drive a car and I ride a bike You have no tattoos painted on your arm But we fought side by side over in Nam So the next time your children are running around Enjoying their freedom and the fun that they've found Remember us bikers and all that we do We feed our lost veterans, we're Red, white and blue ! We bring toys for tots and toys for a smile By riding our bikes for miles and miles You see, us bikers have never forgot Our homeless veterans and our homeless tots We are loyal to our clubs and true to our bro's We will al

Memorial Day Should Be Every Day
On a weekend where most of us Americans take advantage of the 3 day weekend by cooking out and hanging out with our friends and family. I hope that we all can remember what this day is truly about. This holiday commemorates U.S. men and women who have died in military service to their country. This is for all our wars, and all out deaths. Remember those who died for our freedom, pray for their families and friends who still morn for them. Then remember the thousands of families here is in the US who have loved ones away from them right now keeping us safe. Remember all the men and women in Iraq, and all over the world. They have dedicated their lives to our protection. Honor not only the fallen but the ones retired and the ones still on active duty. Send them your love and prayers. Go to memorials in your area and leave flowers, visit cemeteries and place flags or flowers on the graves of our fallen heroes, fly the U.S. Flag and the 'POW/MIA Flag' as well at half-staff until

From Jay Leno....
From Jay Leno.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3rds of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having

Lies And Drama
Why in the world do people feel they have to lie?? Im not talking just about your flat out lies when some guy tells you he is single when in fact he actually has a woman in his life. Im talking about the lies by omission as well. Where people just so happen to forget to tell you things. You know at one time a few little forgets and slip up would not have bothered me. However as i have gotten older i have become more and more bitter due to being lied to and hurt over and over again. I will be the first to admitt that i have more issues now due to every thing i have been through than most small nations it feels like. Its harder than hell for me to even think about trusting another person, let alone believing every thing they say after one of the little ooopps i forgot. it takes so little to lose all my trust and so very very much to gain it. OOO lets not forget the drama that all these lies creates. No matter what i do i always seem to find myself in the middle of said drama in one way

And How Was Your Day?
My day was filled with laughter, tears, fun and food. My family and friends surrounded my daughter and I as we celebrated her graduation from High School. People poured in and out of my home like breaths of fresh air, my daughter bouncing into the kitchen to announce yet another "hey mom, look who came by to say hello!" I would turn and sqeal at the giggling smile of another long time friend or long lost classmate of hers that had stopped along the party trail to bid farewell and good luck to her. Its been a long but lovely day. I am glad in a way, that its over. I am so proud of her and happy for her. She has worked long and hard for this day and deserves much praise. I am glad its over because new days are dawning for both us, many changes are still to come, for sure. Also, I am saddened by its coming. I cant say that there will be no more cramming sessions with pig-tailed girls dawning t-shirts and sleep pants to study the ins & outs of mid-evil history quizzes, but surely th

Hello There
I WOULD LIKE 2 THANK YOU ALL OF YOU FOR THE GET WELLS AND ALL BECOUSE IT MADE REALIZE THAT PPL.. DO CARE..I WANTED 2 TELL I COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT WITH OUT ALL THE PRAYERS AND ALL THAT YOU SENT TAKE CARE MICHELLE

Mom And Kid Contest! Updated New Person
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 184 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 4th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Really Behind On Bbw Contest
I AM WAY BEHIND IN 2ND PLACE ON THE SEXIEST BBW CONTEST. IF YOU HAVE TIME PLEASE COME AND HELP BOMB SOME COMMENTS. THE CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1ST! I AM ON MY KNEES BEGGIN.....LOL HUGS CARRIE

The Two Of Them - Pt 8
She sat there quietly unsure of what to even say to him as he stood there infront of her. She could see how horribly hurt he felt and for all the pain she has caused him but she could not take it back so softly she said... "I'm sorry Petie okie are you happy i am sorry it's not like half the time i see the re-action from my own actions because when i walk out that door i don't see you for days and weeks at a time" *See Steph thats the problem you dont ever see what you are doing to me all you see is the end result of how you kill me from the inside and then you wonder why i dont bother to try and see you? Why would i try and see the person who left me crying in my bed in the dark but like you even care about that right* "You make it seem like i dont care about you petie and that isnt the case its just that i dont know what i want how can you expect me to at this stage of the game how can you even know what you want how can you act like you know when no one really knows right a

Happiness
I think I've learned a lot in the last week about happiness. I wasn't too happy , in fact I would say it was one of the worst weeks I have had. But its what we learn from life's challenges that makes us better people. You know it doesn't really matter in the end if someone lied to you, or played games, or hurt you. You pick up the pieces and move on. I felt pretty foolish this week for trusting someone. I hurt pretty bad for letting them get beyond the walls. I should have seen the game. And I lost a friend because of it. Or so I thought. I really didn't lose anything except the time and effort put into the friendship. But I did learn some lessons from it. Everytime I face one of these challenges I just need to be strong and learn. And not let it hurt, and not dwell on it. I need to just let it go. There isn't muchin this world that is worth being sad over. I learned I have a lot of great friends who care. You guys are awesome. You gave me hope, and strength when I

Spring Storms©
Oh how I love a rain storm on a warm spring day. To sit beneath my patio cover with me feet up listening to the sounds of the rain as it washes away the old and refreshes the new. The tempo of nature's music playing across the land. The rumble of the bass from the clouds along with a light show no man could come close to producing. The rain has a way of hypnotizing the soul, allowing you to drop your guard and senses come alive. The smell of a rain fall tantalizes and teases. The plants seem to reach toward the sky as if to embrace each and every liquid drop before drinking in the clouds offering. As spring storms are want to do, a close and powerful blast followed by the familiar hum as the lights go dim. The ceiling fan's blades slowly coming to rest. A glance through the windows hold true. The house has gone dark. From the house comes first the sound and then the soft but sweet smell of beauty. Without even turning to look I know she is there. The slightest scent of her skin ca

Advice For The Baby Boomers
RETIREMENT PLANNING - CHOICES OF WHERE TO LIVE You can live in Phoenix, Arizona where..... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 3. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 4. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 5. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 6. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. You c

Dad's Remembrance Party
I think it was very nice. Little Sis put together a lovely table of pictures and a fantastic scapbook she made to remember Dad for people to look at. Many of Dad's friends from the coffee shops and work came by. Thank god for my Mom who managed to get on the mic and sorta guide the whole thing. My Uncle Larry said some words and then the mic was open to whomever. No one came forth but I felt one of us kids should say something. So here it was, the moment I had been fearing. I had given up days ago on trying to think of words I might say in that situation. I figured if the time came the words would come.... Boy, was I wrong...I think I barely said "hello" without choking back tears. My mind was so blank...I'm not even sure at this point what I really said. It felt as if I struggled to breathe between every 3 or 4 words (and whether those words could even be understood by the people there I can't be sure of). I'm not even sure if I said what I really wanted to say. So much for thos

Torpor Time Again
Once again it's time for this kindred to slither into his tomb and go into torpor.If i'm really needed i'll be called but right now I don't wanna talk to anyone on here.Bad Day,REALLY REALLY bad day that has convinced me that I might be a failure

Mom And Kid Contest! Updates!
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 184 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Fake Friends
I hate how people always act like they are your friend but don't care about you at all. Saying things behind your back and never caring about how you are feeling or what you are thinking. People who act just because they feel they should but not because they really care to hear your answer. I feel there are some many fake people out there. Then when you make friends on here the people hardly ever contact you and you are just another number on their friends list. That is the one thing I hate about cherry tap.

Perfection.............................
Her hair is long and spilling over her shoulders...a long black dress with almost no back...cut very low in the back so her Master will see the suppleness of her...she is impeccably dressed and ready for Him...candles burning to induce the mood a bit...a snifter of brandy in her hand when He walks through the door...she hands it to him and removes his jacket and escort him to his chair...a game of backgammon is set up for a quick game... the smell of dinner cooking is wafting through the air...her perfume is subtle but when he inhales he is able to remember their last intimate moment a gentle but slight kiss on the cheek makes him shiver slightly...a wonderful CD is in the player..playing nice and soft she kneels on a pillow and lay's against him asking him how his day went and gently reaching over to touch his hand "by accident" When she rises to check dinner she runs her hands down her body to straighten her gown...a quick look and gentle smile over her shoulder brings thoughts of

Hmmmm... 2nd Date
Hmmm... I'm still wearing a smile on my face. :) You all can't imagine how much fun I had. Not just with the movie... but because I got to spend time with someone that I care about. Someone that is a true friend... We went and watched GrindHouse... very cool. very gory movie. Right up my alley... full of action and all!!!! Stevie's seen it before but that didn't stop him from coming back to see it again. He knew I wanted to watch it so we did. He'd make little catty comments... lol... had me about rolling in the floor sometimes. He stayed the night. And we did something that couples usually don't do in bed... We actually went to sleep. I know, I know... it's amazing... right, you don't believe me... But we did. We wrestled around, tickled, talked... but none of our clothes were off. promise. We slept cuddled up next to each other. He didn't try anything... although he knew he could probably get me if he wanted to. It's not that either of us hasn't had thoughts ab

How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
A woman walked into the kitchen to find her Husband stalking around with a fly swatter. "What are you doing?" she asked. "Hunting flies" he responded. "Oh! Killing any?" she asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked, "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone !

My Ode To Alcohol
"Here's to alcohol, the cause of—and solution to—all life's problems." - Homer J. Simpson Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work friend, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do

~~no Going Back~~
NO GOING BACK AS I LOOK INTO MY FUTURE IT REMINDS ME OF MY PAST AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THEN. IN SOME WAYS MY LIFE THEN AND MY LIFE NOW BRINGS ME BACK AND I CANNOT MOVE ON IF I KEEP STAYING IN MY PAST OR RELIVING IT.. I NEED TO LIVE MY FUTURE WITH SOME JUSTIFICATION TO WHY I SEEM TO RELIVE WHAT MY PAST HAS PUT ME THROUGH AND WHAT IT MAY DO TO ME NOW IN MY PRESENT LIFE .. I SEE THING THAT ARE NOW HAPPENING TO ME BUT ARE FROM MY PAST AND IN SOME WAY THEY SEEM TO BE BRINGING BACK THE ANGER THAT I THOUGHT I HAD LEFT BEHIND .. IS THIS WHAT I NEED IS TO RELIVE WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD PUT BEHIND ME OR CAN IT BE THAT SOME SORT OF TEST IS BEING PLAYED ON ME AND I AM FAILING MISERABLY.. WHAT IF I DIED WHAT WOULD THEY SAY ON MY TOMB : HERE LIES PAULINE SHE LIVED A MISERABLE YET SOMETIMES HAPPY LIFE WHAT WOULD MY FAMILY/FRIENDS SAY IF I LEFT THEM SO SUDDEN.. WELL THEN I WOULD HAVE LIVED A SHORT LIFE FOR THOSE THAT REALLY DID LOVE AND CARE ABOUT

Just A Little Reminder
To all those men and women who fought for our protection. For those that have lost their lives to safe ours. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com For all those that have served in any branch of the service. I want to thank you and wish you well. And for those that have lost their lives to know that I keep you in my thoughts and prays...For I have three children of mine own and one day they may be the ones protecting us. I have lived the military live for many years my father was a service man for 33 years and my husband a former marine. I love this country... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I know that we all have busy lives but take a moment this long weekend to remember those that have risked everything for the freedom that we have now and those that are still over there risking their lives everyday.... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

I So Did It!
Oh yeah I so did it. I got my diploma and I am out of High School. Now what do I do?? LOL!!! Besides get a job... I'm not going to college. For many different reasons. But who cares for right now I am on an offical break from the school life. I just need a break from life it's self. Only if that was possible. LOL! So much is going on. I am going to get my tattoo June 2nd. YAY!!! I will take a picture for everyone to see.

Erotic Poetries
The Music of Love Bodies warm with passion's heat pressed together in hungry embrace. Intertwined we move as one, synchronizing to the inner beat of desire's baton. The erotic rhythm of hips in motion thrusting in time with the melody that steals its way from the depths of our most primitive selves. A harmony of sounds unintelligible, voiced only by passionate lovers. Bodies warm with passion's heat, hard dancing to the music of love. --------------------------- AFTER THE DANCE IS OVER By Robert W. Birch We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighb

Boring
I'm really bored right now, I have things that I can do, but I'm to bored to even think about doing anything..LOL! Not much is going on here today, kids are here, they been playin in side and out, video games and whatever they play out side? The spouse was here earlier, kind of pissed me off, I was glad that she left. Suck though she said that she would get the kids early tomorrow so I can go to work.. Her idea of getting them early is 2 hours... Big woopie fucking doo! I can make what she makes in a week, just on my overtime... Bitch! I guess that going to prison to visit her convict is more important? PISS ME OFF!!!! Damnit! Anyway, that is my rant for now.... Ciao,

Dictionary Of Obscure Sexual Terms
Dictionary of Obscure Sexual Terms Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Arabian Goggles A "seldom-seen" maneuver when you put your testicles over her eye sockets while getting head. (Picture it: ass on forehead) It may be anatomically impossible, but what the fuck else is new. The Bait N' Tackle The sailors used this one in the old Navy days. Before you go off for a long, lonely voyage, get yourself a tall jar and fill it completely with earthworms. When you get lonely, open the jar and fuck away. The earthworms will provide some slithery stimulation, and your protein load will keep them nicely fed. Gone fishing! Ballsacking Takes some luck of the gene pool, but if you're able to do it, always great fun. While you are straddling her, take your nutsack and spread it out over her face like pizza dough. Bear Claw A s

Beautiful Woman - Poems
1 A Beautiful Woman by George J. Carroll I always considered you A beautiful woman. With your crimson painted lips And cheeks red with youth. Your Hair so meticulously kept That glistned in the noon day sun. Your svelte figure that caught my eye Every time I saw you walk by. From the first day I saw you I knew you were the one. And when I finally met you I was awed by the charm you spun. Though we dated other people I always came back to you. And then one day I proposed And to my delight you said yes. 2 A Beautiful Woman Remembered by William Bonilla Ha! Ha! Ha! Listen! Can you hear people laughing? Is it from the past? When you were on top Of the world. Most beautiful Of God's creations Men at your feet At your bekoning call At A snap, of your fingers Even killed For your alleged honor. I once remember you As a Goddess When I was a youth About seventeen. Waited outside your house God no! I w

Nsfw Stash Label
I was just wondering about how to keep nsfw stash can stash be nsfw?? is there some way to mark stash nsfw?? should i put that sort of thing in a nsfw photo album? could ct create a nsfw stash option? I dont want to get into trouble but i think if its our stash we should have the option to have what we want in there with the option to mark it nsfw what do you think???

Crisis
"Oppurtunity is always prestent in the midst of crisis" The chinese word for crisis carries two elements, danger and opportunity. No matter the difficulty of the cricumstaces, no matter how dangerouse the situation,... at the heart of each crisis lies a tremendous opportunity. Great Blessings lie ahead for the one who knows the secret of finding opportunity within each crisis. unknown

Why Is It So Hard To Find A Date!!
Is it me or are girls really that picky!!!I know I am an average looking guy so why can't I find a nice girl to date.Do I have to a ***hole to them to like me.....I am a nice guy so I try to be nice to them and all they say is why are you so nice why cant I find a guy like you-----Duh I'm right here----all they wanna be is friends;I'm not saying that friends aren't bad but I want someone who I can spend my time with...So if anyone has any pointers on why girls are like this please let me know....

Who Is The Most Self Confidentcherry???
LET ME KNOW WHAT PIC 2 RIP...BE CONFIDENT HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF AND ABOVE ALL SHOW YOUR CHERRY PRIDE! NO TIME LIMIT, TAKE AS LONG AS YOU NEED AND THAT WAY EVERYONE COMES OUT A WINNER! ... YOU CAN ALSO HAVE YOUR GIFTS SENT TO THE MEMBER OF YOUR CHOICE ON YOUR BEHALF! GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT DURING HAPPY HOUR! 3,600 COMMENTS = BRACELET 5,000 COMMENTS = EARRINGS 10,000 COMMENTS = MEN'S OR WOMAN'S RING 12,500 COMMENTS = ROLEX 25,000 COMMENTS = SILVER MOTORCYCLE 37,000 COMMENTS = TROPICAL VACTION 50,000 COMMENTS = CORVETTE 62,000 COMMENTS = PORSHE 125,000 COMMENTS = GET A YACHT 500,000 COMMENTS = Million Dollar Mansion

A Bit Of Info On Lil Old Rogue
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: rogueNickname(s): roguey/rogueybabyAge: 31Birthday: 28th januaryBirthplace: minsterCurrent Location: kent, ukEye Color: blueHair Color: aluburnHeight: 5ft 3Weight: 182 lbLefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: aquariasWhat Do You Drive: kia pride Screenname: rogue{---Favorites---}Color: prupleNumber: 69Band: mika (at the mo)Music Genre: anything no countryTV Show: showbiz poker (at the mo)Movie: annieActor: orlando bloomActress: hmm dont really have oneKind of Movie: pornCartoon: xmen Sport: ice hockeyFast Food Restaurant: kfcFood: roast lambIce Cream: half baked (ben & jerrys)Cereal: special kCandy: anything chocolate

Strip Club 101 :: Funny ::
STRIP CLUB 101 For those of you that might stop off at your localstripclub this weekend this is too damn funny. The small little things to know when you go to a stripclub from a pissed off dancer. 1) Hey you over there, holding that one dollar bill in your hand with a death grip and waving it around at me like it's the f**king deed to Trump Towers... what the f**k do you want me to do, grow another pussy?!? It's a f**kin' dollar, put it down on the tip rail and blow my world away already. 2) You losers that come into the club for a lapdance with NO underwear or boxers and thin-ass, nylon shorts, so we slip and slide on your hard-on (which always feel like a sharpie pen ~ fine point)...f** k you. 3) You with the tight - ass jeans, this was an impromptu visit, eh? 4) Don't pull my thong up during a dance and ask me if it felt good. IT DOES NOT FEEL GOOD. 5) Hey you, Loser, the one counting out the 20 bucks in one dollar increments, rubbing your fingers between each

*7 Pleasing Characteristics Of A Submissive*
1. Honesty. This is very important to me. Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust D/s is nothing. On a safety note, be truthful in your desires, experience, fears and limits. I have seen many submissives tell "little" lies thinking it will make them more desirable. It usually ends up getting them hurt. If you have questions about what your Dom/me desires or expects, be honest and speak up. There is nothing wrong with asking questions respectfully, and is much preferable to looking ignorant. Remember, all Dom/mes are different. Don't assume because one wants you to wear stockings that another will enjoy them. Ask what he expects you to wear, how he expects you to act, what he prefers to be called, etc. 2. Submissiveness. While I enjoy the occasional SAM, I prefer my subs to submit. I want them to surrender their will to me. I like them to be polite, compliant, and to show me the respect I have earned. There is nothing that turns me off faster than a submissive trying t

Remeber Those Who Serve And Have Served
MEMORIAL DAY 2007 AS YOU GATHER TOGETHER THIS MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND, TAKE TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED THIS GREAT COUNTRY OF OURS. REMEMBER THOSE THAT HAVE FALLEN AND THOSE WHO CONTINUE TO SERVE THIS GREAT COUNTRY OF OURS SO WE CAN REMAIN FREE. GOD BLESS AMERICA

Fyi...lol
OK SO I WAS IN A BAD WRECK ON SAT. THE DOCTOR SAYS I HAVE A SLIGHT CONCUSION, SPRAINED NECK, AND THAT I ALSO CHIPPED A VERTABRAE IN THE BACK OF MY NECK....WITH THAT BEING SAID, IF I ACCIDENTLY COMMENT YOU TWICE OR FORGET TO RATE YOU OR ANYTHING PLEASE LET ME KNOW I AM TRYING TO KEEP UP, BUT IT HAS BEEN VERY HARD THE LAST WEEK LOL...MUST BE THE PAIN MEDS??? ANYWAYS LOVE TO ALL!

An Open Letter To Her Abuser
Hello everyone; I would like to share this piece found on myspace site put together by Elizibeth, an Irish woman who is dedicated to working with abused women. There are so many of us out there who have suffered a relationship that falls apart violently.Too many of us are unable to speak of the horror we have survived, I must give kudos to those who have found the courage to do so. Thank you Elizibeth for sharing this letter and thank you to the brave woman who wrote it. The comments at the end of the letter are from Elizibeth. An open letter to her abuser: **************************************************** I was too selfish, I was too giving. I didn't try hard enough, I tried too hard. I was too feisty, I was too soft. I was too pretty, I was too ugly. I was too vein, I didn't take care of myself enough. I worried about what others thought too much, I was inconsiderate of others too much. I was rude to people, I was too nice to people. I was a liar, I was too h

Remember When....
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN .....? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took 5 minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was every

Do Da Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROP

We Need More Kool Bombers
WE NEED MORE KOOL ELITE BOMBERS...IF YOU ENJOY BOMBING THEN SEND REQUEST TO JOIN THE ELITE BOMBERS TO THIS LINK.. NO TRY OUTS OR PROBATION TIME...JUST SEND A REQUEST TO THE LINK BELOW AND TELL THEM YOU ENJOY BOMBING AND WANT TO BE A PART OF A KOOL BOMBING TEAM... Scotty's And Angels Elite Bombers@ CherryTAP

Very Educating, I Am Glad Things Have Changed....
VERY EDUCATING - GLAD THINGS HAVE CHANGED Interesting. The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no

A Real Fan
Paul was a huge Chicago Bears fan. For years he had tried to get tickets to a Bears game, without ever seeing them except on TV. One year the Bears made it all the way to the Super Bowl, and to Paul's absolute delight, he won a ticket to the Super Bowl in a raffle! He was ecstatic! Finally, a chance to see "Da' Bears" - in THE SUPER BOWL, no less! He went to the stadium with great anticipation and it wasn't until he found his seat that he realized why the ticket was free. He was in the very top row, in the end zone no less! After trying to watch the first quarter with the players on the field the size of ants, Paul noticed that way down in front, right on the 50 yard line, was an empty seat. He worked his way down to the row where the empty seat was and asked the man sitting there if the seat was taken. "My wife used to sit there", said the man. "We have had season's tickets here for 28 years, but since she died, the seat has been vacant." "I'm sorry to hear

The Best Divorce Letter Ever Written
The best divorce letter ever written Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, b

Us Oil Crisis Explained Lol
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~?~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington, DC !!! ? Any Questions ???

Part 3b-verizon-postpaid
For each of the post paid blogs I will have a legend to follow the abbreviations. pk=peak time(7am-9pm) N&W=Night & weekend min(9pm-7am mon-friday and (pm fri-7am mon) kb=kilobit mb=megabit m/a=monthly access m2m=mobile to mobile(which is to any same carrier customer{which are unlimited for most carriers if not I will notate) For all plans any unused pk minutes rollover at the end of billing cycle! $39.99 m/a =450 min pk and unlimited min N&W $59.99 m/a= 900 min pk and unlimited N&W $79.99 m/a= 1350 min pk, Unlimited N&W $99.99 m/a= 2000 min pk, unlimited N&W $149.99 m/a=4000 min pk, unlimited N&W $199.99 m/a=6000 min pk, unlimited N&W All plans are Nation wide long distance, Roaming, call forwarding, call waiting, 3-way calling, caller ID. To get unlimited text to anyone add $20 to the prices above for what Verizon calls Select plan.(i.e.-450 min plan goes from $39.99 to $59.99 if added as a select plan with unlimited text) if you don't go with

Happy Hour Giveaway
`` HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY`` CLICK THIS LINK AND IT WILL GIVE YOU THE REST OF THE INFO NEEDED!!! OKIEANGEL~~HAPPY HOUR STASH DOUBLE POINTS~~ CHECK IT OUT@ CherryTAP THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT IS SET YOU GO AT YOUR OWN PACE. WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT PHOTO YOU WANT PLACED IN MY HAPPY HOUR GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER. I WILL RIP THIS PHOTO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ON IT UNTIL YOU REACH THE DESIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO WIN WHATEVER GIFT YOU WISH. GIFT WILL BE PURCHASED DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR AFTER YOU LET ME KNOW YOU HAVE THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS FOR THE PRIZE AND I VERIFY IT. 600 COMMENTS = MEN'S BRACELET 800 COMMENTS = DIAMOND EARRINGS OR PLATINUM CHERRY 1,600 COMMENTS = Men's Ring OR Diamond Ring 2,000 COMMENTS = Rolex 4,000 COMMENTS = Silver Motorcycle 6,000 COMMENTS = Tropical Vacation 8,000 COMMENTS = Corvette 10,000 COMMENTS = Porsche 20,000 COMMENTS = Yacht EVERYONE WINS COME AND GET YOUR BIG PIMPIN GIFT IN M

Twenty-one Steps
Twenty One Steps Arlington where our unknown soldier lies The place to honor those who gave their lives Those that died that generations be free May we remember them through eternity This Unknown Soldier guarded day and night By the choice of a few and with all their might To show mankind their respect and dignity To those who defended our lives and liberty Twenty one steps, he takes twenty one steps Eyes locked in honor for the soldier he guards And twenty one seconds before he turns To honor the soldiers who never returned Twenty one steps until the end of time For our lost soldiers we cannot find They gave their lives for you and me The price paid to preserve our dignity So let's take twenty one steps, just twenty one steps Lock our eyes in honor for our soldiers that died And think for twenty one seconds about their sacrifice To preserve our freedom and our children's lives.

Dont You Dare!
"Don't You Dare" Dark cloud moving in Just one fall of rain Would wash away Wash away the pain I could say that I don't care But the the truth is I'd follow you anywhere I've been waiting such a long, long time Don't you dare change your mind I could say that I don't care But the truth is I'd follow you anywhere I've been waiting such a long, long time Don't you dare change your mind Don't wonder round looking For someone to replace me Don't wonder round wasting The rest of your life Don't wonder round waiting For someone else to save you And don't you make the same mistake twice I could say that I don't care But the truth I'd follow you anywhere I've been waiting such a long, long time Don't you dare change your mind

Article On New Earth
Found 20 light years away: the New Earth It's got the same climate as Earth, plus water and gravity. Full Story: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/technology/technology.html?in_article_id=450467&in_page_id=1965 26 May 2007 http://www.dailymail.co.uk/

White People
White People Someone else besides me finally said it. how many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had White History Mon

Ruff Sex
rough sex Body: Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal

Something I Threw Together A Few Years Ago
The Sword Quickly the arm comes down, The deafening ring as steal meets steal. The hammer falls, making contact with the red molten metal. Cynders fly, Smoke rises, And heat wells up As the fire licks at the man’s skin. Droplets of sweat fall like rain in the early morning. The man works diligently at his task. Slowly the square of steal takes shape. Widening, Lengthening, and stretching out. It began as nothing, yet now it reaches ever further. Pin straight it seems it shall never stop. Yet slowly the journey finds its end. No longer cold, dull, and grey. It shines with brilliance that is completely unmatched. It reflects every gleam of light. Now a new journey begins. For it knows its life has only just begun. No body no breath. Yet it has a heart and soul Not even the gods can match. It has no wings, Yet it flies through the air, Like a majestic bird. A bird of prey, Ever searching for its next meal, It’s next taste of flesh. Finally it finds it, its n

A Party For The Penis....
It is well know in my circle of friends and especially my readers that I am a lover of the penis. I love them. I think they are beautiful and perfect....well..I have seen ooogly ones, but I do try and stay away from those. If I were a man I would be gay. And plus I would masterbate all the time. I would be a masterbating gay man who was hecka honkey because I would never go out in public. I would love my penis.Even if it were a baby one. So...Just for fucks sake Winnie and I decided to pay homage to the penis. We had a penis piniata and a table scattered with BLOW POPS, Miniture KY jellies and Penis blowers. Beautiful cuppycakes and lots of games...lots...of games. We had a pleasure lady come in who sold vibrators and many lotions. Including one that numbed your gag reflex...GENIUS! Ahhhhhhhhhhh it was a fun night...and altho winnie and I are kinda known for throwing wierd parties (including a gallbladder and a peepee in the pot one) It was the funnest one EVE

Hidden Waters
WE ALL HAVE A PLACE DEEP INSIDE OF US WHERE HIDDEN WATERS LIE,THIS PLACE IS OUR HEART, LIKE THE HIDDEN WATERS THAT THE STREAM THAT MERLIN SAW,WHICH THE FOUNDATION OF CAMELOT WOULD NOT STAND,HIDDEN WATERS IS A PLACE OF SAFETY,...LIKE THE COMFORTING WORDS OF A GOOD FRIEND,THE HIDDEN WATERS ARE IN OUR LIVES CALM US, THE RAIN,THE MORNING DEW, THE MIST,WHAT GROWS IS BECAUSE OF THE HIDDEN WATERS IT MAKES THINGS GROW WITH US, AND BLOOM,... LIKE THE WATER THAT FALLS ON THE ROSE. SWEET&KINKY 2007

Luton Airport?
Lorraine Chase just moved into a house behind me. I bumped into her in the street tonight and we exchanged a few pleasantries. She seems very nice, and now she knows that the recycling bins go out on the same day as the normal. None of you know what the fuck I'm on about, do you?

Cry's In The Wind
Scratch till fingertips ripple out the very substance thay're made of. Scram till the pull of the cords within your throat rip to shreads. Claw harder! Scream. Scream louder! No one hears,No one cares except for their own selves, You may claw till the bone chips and glistens with blood,fragments of flesh'. Screeches sound though only within. Your own screams,your own crys. Yet stil you belive someone will hear! Why belive anyone will care? You've clawed so deep.Screamed so loud. Why belive? People hear their own cries. Peole sympthize their own sorrows. Your cries are mere crys in the wind. Cries passing through the ears of those you love who say thay love you.

Changing Skins
i have a skin i riped that i really like it called black goth metal it's in my skins i want to add this picture titled "dragon control" (in my dragon colection) as the background but i cant figure out how can some one help please

Reason I'm Out Of Town : )
Well everyone it's that time again. I'm goin home to be with my family. Everyone wish me luck. I have a lot of problems to back home too. My mom, dad, aunt, and gramdma are sick. My aunt is slowly dyin but we are tryin to keep her happy. She is in the ICU right now. My dad is a heart patient. He is also sick right now and he isn't able to lift over 50 pounds. It's a hard thing to see my dad go from bein one of the strongest people i knew, to what he is now. My grandma is still sick from where she had her surgery for her cancer. It has been a hard time for me and it's now time to go back and face everything goin on. If you want to show your boy some love please leave it. I'll be back and make sure to return all the love as usual. Thanks to all my real friends for bein there : )

R.i.p.
You know today has been a real up and down day for me... first of all I will start by saying sadly my Mum Passed away this morning at 11.55am So for you Mum My thoughts will always be with you forever. Well I will start with my day... It started off with a phone call from the hospital at 3.30am this morning telling me and me dad that we had really better go to the hospital as they did not know how much longer me mum would be here for... well we got there and sat by her side... Me sister also came down and we just all sat there together. me mum did come round for a very short while to make sure we where all with her, but then she just went back under into her deep sleep... where at 11.55am she died very peacfuly... and that is a good thing, the cancer she had was just to powerful for her and she had become week from all the treatment... Me, Dad and me Sister all know this day was comming but how soon none of us could tell so in a way we was all pre-paired for this as best we can... Sh

Todays Thoughts
i would like to thank those who have view my blogs. so far only one had some back bone and posted to it. she knows who she is. now to my thoughts. every day i drive same route to work and back home. i drive the same slow as pace of speed limit. which on my route is 65mph. alot of people dont like. of course ill get the finger and some times ill even get cut off. well kudos to them for showing how stupid and in a hurry them must be to get to some where they dont want to be. what was really a kicker is when i had a JSO k9 unit 2 months back commit road rage on me. well he made a very dumb mistake by passing me and allowing me to see his unit number and zone id. well once i seen the zone id i knew who his lt was and had his direct number since we hung out sometimes. well eventually i no longer see him on my route driving. well to be blunt i never saw him since that day. of course im not allowed to dicuss what happen to him but like i said i no loinger see him in my area. you would think t

Like Apples Of Gold In Pictures Of Silverberg
As for the religious diversity that the Romans in their easy way had encouraged, it had let not to the perpetuation of faiths but the erosion of them . . . a society that tolerates all gods really has no faith in any. And a society without faith is one without a rudder: without even a course. I can't say whether what prolific American author Robert Silverberg has one of his characters say toward the end of Roma Eterna, a 2003 "fixup" combining and connecting several of his earlier stories about a Roman Empire which eventually encompassed the whole world, necessarily reflects his opinions, but it must have mine in 2003. I found I'd written this quote down in my journal covering June 18 to September 30, 2003. During this time, I got married -- Martha and I will be celebrating our fourth wedding anniversary on July 12th and might be spending it in the hospital because that's when our second baby is due! With just the right balance of action and deep thought, Silverberg (you might k

Happy Hour Gift Giveaway
``OKIEANGEL'S HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY`` THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT IS SET YOU GO AT YOUR OWN PACE. WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT PHOTO YOU WANT PLACED IN MY HAPPY HOUR GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER. I WILL RIP THIS PHOTO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ON IT UNTIL YOU REACH THE DESIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO WIN WHATEVER GIFT YOU WISH. GIFT WILL BE PURCHASED DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR AFTER YOU LET ME KNOW YOU HAVE THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS FOR THE PRIZE AND I VERIFY IT. 600 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = OR 1,600 COMMENTS = OR 2,000 COMMENTS = 4,000 COMMENTS = 6,000 COMMENTS = 8,000 COMMENTS = 10,000 COMMENTS =

Thank You All
Thank you everyone for helping me along the way when I was a newcomer. I really enjoy being here on CherryTap. I am now beginning to know the ropes around here and have a lot of fun doing it aswell. I also want to let everyone know that I have finally found my soulmate. The only thing I need to figure out is how to make my name stand out a little more than it is right now. Now again thank you all. darkprincess1345

Just Going To Write About Whatever
I don't know what to write for my first blog on CherryTap! I could write about me, but none of you really want to know that anyway. I could write a story of a girl, who looked so sad in photographs, but I'm sure that would bore ya too. So maybe I'll just leave it at that. And I'll actually blog next time! Luv, ME

Double Chocolate Brownies
Prep Time: 10 mins Cook Time: 15 mins Total Time: 25 mins Ingredients cooking spray 1/4 cup(s) butter 2/3 cup(s) sugar, granulated 1/2 cup(s) water 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 cup(s) flour, all-purpose 1/4 cup(s) cocoa powder, unsweetened 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 cup(s) chocolate chips, semisweet miniature 2 teaspoon sugar, powdered Preparation 1. Preheat oven to 350°F. Lightly coat the bottom of a 9x9x2-inch baking pan with nonstick cooking spray, being careful not to coat sides of pan. 2. In a medium saucepan, melt butter; remove from heat. Stir in granulated sugar, the water, and vanilla. Stir in flour, cocoa powder, and baking powder until combined. Stir in chocolate pieces. Pour batter into prepared pan. 3. Bake for 15 to 18 minutes or until a toothpick inserted near the center comes out clean. Cool on a wire rack. Remove from pan. Cut into 16 bars. Sprinkle with the powdered sugar.

To Love Someone
To love someone so much That when he rejects that love Your world just crumbles It falls apart. The only answer is to fill your life With prayer and salvation The Lord will help you do what’s best To have the man you love say We’ll always be friends I’ll be here I’ve lost the rhyme in my life A writer’s block to some extreme That no true poem can be created

Im Leaving
if you dont hear from me dont worry about someday youll know .. and everything will be ok .. ill write something for all of you to read just so you know all the things that went on and then youll understand it all and youll understand me - midgit

I Love Being A Taurus
I LOVE BEING A TAURUS Aggressive Freak in bed Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want Extremely outgoing Sexy as fuck Very popular Outstanding kisser Very funny Awesome personality Hot as hell Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind Not one to mess with Now, Not all of us can be Taurus' So Don't Hate... Appreciate !! :) ~~Spanky~~

The Big Move
Well I did it. I signed the lease on a house in New Orleans. Call me crazy but I am picking up and moving to a town I have spent very little time in. I feel so drawn there lately. I have been dreaming of this old house and a week ago I saw it on a real estate page. Well who can argue with Karma, I didnt I signed the lease and very very soon will be there full time. I will still be coming back here on a regular basis to attend to my submissives needs. So Tada as of June 1st I am the Lessor of an Historic French Quarter New Orleans home complete with walk out balcony in the Master Bedroom to the Iron fence around the property. Been told the trolley is 2 Doors down and I am minutes away from Bourbon Street. Is that cool or what? Oh and BTW check out the pics that I have in the folder marked My new New Orleans Home. Lol So check back I have a feeling this is going to be some ride. Great thing is I will now be no more than a nine hour car ride away. And my boy is but 4. Yeah!!!!!!!

Cherry Blast
I just wanted to point out that I have never had a chery blast... lol i know alot of people on here havent but well i just want one lol.... so if anyone wants to be nice enough to buy me one i will find a way to repay you lol

Space Cadet
Yesterday i was fucking up left and right. For example, i bought some beer and when i got home it wasn't there, meaning i left it in the shopping cart. Well chalk up one more monster mistake. As i was preparing to cook breakfast in the middle of the afternoon, I couldn't find the eggs. Hmmm, wonder where they are! Duh, the freezer, lol. God i need to start getting more sleep!

My Smile
My Smile... I cant seem to find my smile, Ive looked all over. I went to the park, where I thought I saw it last. But all I saw there were memories and good times gone past. Then I went to the beach, where we walked in the sand But all I saw there were images of us hand in hand. I went down by the lake, where we once used to sit, Where you told me you loved me, I was sure that was it. But my smile wasnt there, it wasnt to be found. I tried so hard to remember the last time I saw it around. Then I remembered. I remembered the last time I smiled so true, The last time I smiled, I smiled with you. anonymous

This Would Make Me Happy
It would make me really happy if i can get some pic comments... rates are ok but i like comments because i like reading what different people say... if you could please comment my pics i would be really happy and would really appreciate it!!!! K Thanx!!

At Night
At Night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night ::anonymous::

Redneck Love Poem
Kudzu is green, My dog’s name is Blue And I’m so lucky, To have a sweet thang like you. Your hair is like cornsilk, A-flappin’ in the breeze. Softer than Blue’s And without all them fleas. You move like a bass, Which excites me in May. You ain’t got no scales, But I luv you anyway. You have all your teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we’re in a crowd. Still them fellers at work, They all want to know, What I did to deserve, Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duck tape, Yo’re there for your man, To patch up life’s troubles, And stick’em in the can. Yo’re as strong as a four-wheeler, Racin’ through the mud, Yet fragile as that singer, Named Naomi Judd. When you hold me real tight, Like a padded gunrack, My life is complete; Ain’t nuttin’ I lack. Yore complexion, it’s perfection, Like the best vinyl sidin’. Despite all the years, Yore age keeps on hidin’. And when you get old, Like a ’57 Chevy, Won’t put

You Are My Life
This is a conversation between a girl and her boyfriend.. Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

A Boy And A Girl
BOY: I saw her today GIRL: I saw him today BOY: It seems like its been forever GIRL: I wonder if he still cares BOY: She looks better than before GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him BOY: I asked her how things were going GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with GIRL: He's probably really happy right now BOY: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry GIRL: He couldn't even look at me BOY: I told her I miss her GIRL: He doesn't mean it BOY: I meant it GIRL: He didn't mean it BOY: I love her GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend BOY: I held her for the last time GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug BOY: Then I went home and cried GIRL: Then I went home and cried BOY: I lost her GIRL: I still love him

Sad And Lonely
What suck more than any thing is when you see other couples and moves showing so much love and mush and you don't get it at home. You have a man that you love and care about have wonderful children and he does not give you the time of day. why is it that men think they are so above women that when they have one they treat them badly. I know that my life with mine sucks when he tells you he buys you things to show you he loves you but can't even tell you in word. The man that you love and give your life to does not even want to touch you cause he thinks you are fat or ugly to him but wants his happyness by means of a BJ. To me it is worng and I hate it. I have no were to go or any one who wants me. I have no life and no soul left me in so I am in darkness all the time. I hope that some of you will take my addvice and find a man who can show love and care to you, but no woman needs a man to talk care of them they are strong inside unlike me that has been drained down to nothing.

The Party She Would Never Forget
Subject: The party she would never forget The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke up feeling much better and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as

A New Contest
I would like to start a contest, any ideas? best Ideas Ill get you a gift ...well if you want one lol ...no for real I need some ideas if you can help private email me or leave a suggestion here please thank you

Hatred!!!
If you hate someone, simply because of what they were born into or because they are in a situation you don't understand, you really need to take up a hobby or something. Because to hate someone simply because of what they are, whether it be white, gay, black, straight, republican, democrat, russian, polish, jewish, portuguese, legal status, australian, dominican, puerto rican, female, male, or likes the color orange... is just sad. I have a couple of really close friends and they're black, puerto rican, white, portuguese, polish, italian... WHATEVER.. and some people will criticize me and say "oh Dianna, if you met them at work/school, it doesn't count". You're wrong! I don't care what you think counts and doesn't. The point is, I found something valuable in each of these people and love that they're in my life. I love that I can learn from them and that I can make fun of them ..and them of me..and then we can go have /drinks/ hang and talk about how we hate Trinidad, but I don'

This I Really Hope Family And Friends Read Also!!!
MY LIFE - PLEASE READ!!! this is a letter I found online and it will help explain what I go through everyday. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT!!! thank you LETTER TO THE NORMAL PEOPLE LETTER TO NORMALS Having LUPUS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about LUPUS and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours

My Great Grandmother, Louella Mowery
My Great Grandmother passed away yesterday (05/25/2007) around 3:30pm. She is dearly missed and truely loved. She was like the center of the family and now I feel like the family is weakend. I dont know how many of you will care but I justed wanted people to know what I am going through right now. Thank you to those who do care. I really do appreciate it.

What I Do Best
I know that you lost your way. You need to find that somewhere you belong. "Cuz you've been running from yesterday. You stumble and you fall 'till love come shining through. There'll be enought time to spend. And if you let me, i can turn your world around. We can climb the highest mountain. Forever can begin so open your heart and let me in. The tears you had before will disappear. But if they come again one night, and if the darkness hide the light. And if you have to stand and fight. You know that I'll be there. 'Cuz What I do best. Is love you like a woman loves her man. I can love you more than any other women can. So just that I will pull you through and let me do the rest. 'Cuz loving you, is what I do best.

Politics
My choice early in life was either to be a piano-player in a whorehouse or a politician. And to tell the truth, there's hardly any difference. Politicians are wonderful people as long as they stay away from things they don't understand, such as working for a living. A good politician is quite as unthinkable as an honest burglar. A politician is a fellow who will lay down your life for his country. We would all like to vote for the best man but he is never a candidate. The word 'politics' is derived from the word 'poli', meaning 'many', and the word 'tics', meaning 'blood sucking parasites'. I'm not a member of any organized political party, I'm a Democrat!

Wal-mart Greeter
Wal-Mart Greeter A very loud, unattractive, mean woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't. Oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid? "I'm neither blind nor stupid", replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice." And have a great day!

Drinking
Actually, it only takes one drink to get me loaded. Trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or fourteenth. I don't drink these days. I am allergic to alcohol and narcotics. I break out in handcuffs. Time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day

And We Complain
WE MISS YOU!!!!!!! It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about you

Part 4 Do You Drive The Way You Push A Shopping Cart
Ok ya'll this one is a little bit different. There are tiems we have all needed something for a specific occasion that we KNOW we will never use again. Case in point, I'll use Superbowl as another reference. You have 50 of your closest friends comming over to your 1 bedroom apartment for the game and all you have is a 27 inch TV you snagged from your parents 10 years ago when you finally moved out. You decide that you have a choice you can pay rent for the next 3 months, and eat. or you can go out and buy an new 41" Flat screen TV to wow all your friends. TV wins. As you head to the store (Friends in Tow) you decide that along with the TV you are going to need more plates, cups and dishes. You head to the Deli to order 10 6' subs. that should feed 50 ppl right? You pick out your TV and new dishes and head to the checkout. Actually remembering that you have a Large item, you brought a large truck to tkae TV home in. You pay for your items an head home. Two weeks later, The g

Tonight On Wrr
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Horray For Me
Wow lucky me... another site with another blog. I never even use these have the time so why the heck do i keep making them!? haha... *to self* grab a brain genius. Anyway... i'm still fairly new to cherry tap... figureing things out.. its a cool site though definitly like it. moving on with life....

Sex
Sex is nature, and I believe in going along with nature. You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither! It isn`t premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married. Sex is like bridge: If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. Women need a reason to have sex, men just need a place.

Alright, Ladies, Gentlemen, And Others Like Me...
Aeldar's Realm is about to get a new look. It's cleaner, much less comfusing, MUCH easier to update, and best of all, it appeals to more than video gamers who like to read (yeah, all two of them). I'm now offering flash site design, ad banners, and very soon, a perpetual calendar! This calendar will read your computer's clock and give you an accurate calendar for the current month! Perfect for those of you who HATE buying a new calendar every year. Now you just buy it once and open the internet file to get your calendar for the current month, and the next! The calendar will only have to wait until I get the image gallery (now accessible via a thumbnail menu) and other minor details worked out, but it won't be long now, said the monkey when the train ran over its tail.

Irony Of Love
IRONY OF LOVE " The greatest irony of love... loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... and sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Priceless Treasures
This is something that my daughter wrote. It brought a tear to my eye. I am going to type it just like she wrote it. By the way, she is 10yrs old. Dear Priceless Treasures, I'm writing to remember this memory of happiness. My GiGi has died, but her soul hasn't. I know she watches over me no matter what. When people die, they stay inside you. Their precious memories go into your heart. Just because some people pass away doesn't mean you shouldn't go on with your life. Just remember that they are always right there to catch you when you fall. I've listened to God and have obeyed. I never turn around on my path because if I go forward through my path, I shall find the lights of heaven and that's something worth not giving up on. I have heard throughout my family and God say "Don't worry about the past, just think toward the future." Remember that everybody in this wonderful world is your family. But I want everybody to remember this: Just because someone passes away, doesn't mean you

By 10am...
May 26, 2007 my little girl had walked across the stage that welcomed her into what is now truly considered adulthood. She's no longer a child in high school. She's graduated. Its been such an incredible experience to be her mother. Not that my job is anywhere near over, I'll always be mom.. but I don't think anyone will ever truly grasp just how much I have been blessed. My amazing, blonde blue-eyed lil girl is no longer a lil girl. BUT.. BUT, she'll ALWAYS ALWAYS be a mommy's girl. I've watched this exquisite creature grow from just a happy baby into a beautiful, funny, gifted, completely out of control and yet so disciplined young woman. And believe you me, she has no qualms with telling anyone just how great and amazing she is. She knows. I've cried a thousands tears today. From the moment I sat behind her to straighten hair and thought, "Wow.. its the last time I'll have to wake up at 5am to hot iron this kids hair before school." Then again when I had to get out of th

Part 3 Do You Drive Like You Push A Shopping Cart.
Hey there everyone sorry its been so long since I added to this conglomerate of bitch sessions.. been busy dealing with the real source of these... the public. Today i think one of my top gripes is gonna be people who drive small cars and think they must be magic. For those of you who have ever moved a household you understand that when moving you have to transport items from one loacation to another. Most people use a large vehicle, either a truck or a van or rent a semi. LARGE being the opt word. WHY is it that when people go to the store to buy said large items they bring the smallest car they have and not only buy the biggest thing possible but insist that this item and 5 friends who came with them are going to fit back in said car. Case in point: Its weekend before superbowl and you decide you want a larger TV to watch the game. So you hop in the car and drive to your local TV retailer. Since its a big item you decide to take your 3 largest male friends to help carry this

The Cat In The Bag
The Cat in the Bag By Arnold Fine Aunt Faye and her cat Sophie were inseparable. In fact, though Aunt Faye never had any children, Sophie was like a child to her. I have to admit that the cat was amazing. Sophie always knew when Aunt Faye wasn't feeling well. In fact, Sophie even knew when Aunt Faye's feet were cold at night. Because that cat would snuggle up at her feet in bed, Aunt Faye used to call Sophie her "bed warmer." My aunt was sort of hard of hearing, so when anyone came to the door of her apartment, Sophie ran to the door to alert her. Good old Sophie the cat was getting on in years. My aunt would call me from time to time to ask me to drive Sophie and her to the veterinarian. In fact, I think she took better care of Sophie than herself. If Aunt Faye didn't feel well, she wouldn't go to the doctor; she would just take an aspirin. But should Sophie sneeze or cough with a hairball in her throat, we were on our way to the vet almost immediately. So i

I Once Knew A Man
He is one hell of a brave and prode man He spent 15 year in the Marines, 3 tours in Vietnam, rode with one of the U S most feared M Cs He spent 3 years on funeral detail and buried 50 young men returning from Vietman He attends parades and visits cemetrys of his fallen brothers and sisters. He has fought the demons and nightmares of PTSD for 40 years, even spent 2 years in a VA Hospital He still somehow has riased a family, and lead two lives, living in two worlds He still revisit Vietnam every night just after he falls a sleep, the faces,the bodys,the smells, all there He is a brave man to hear his family talk, however,deep down in his gutt there is a fear that is uncontrolable He is affaired of "THE WALL" he honors, and cries for each that are on it. He can never visit or touch it, for it will pull him in and live will end He know that visiting "THE WALL" has healed many a veterans, for th

Dr Chang
A woman was very distraught over the fact that she had not had a date or any sex for over 5 years. She was afraid she might have something wrong with her, so she decided to seek the medical expertise of the well-known Chinese sex therapist, Dr.Chang. Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang said, "OK, take off All your crose." The woman did as she was told. "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odder side of room. "Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now craw reery, reery fass back to me." As she did, Dr. Chang shook his head slowly. "Your probrem vewy bad. You haf Ed Zachary Disease. Worse case I ever see. Dat why you not Haf sex or dates." The woman asked anxiously, "Oh my God, Dr.. Chang, What is Ed Zachary Disease?" Dr. Chang sighed deeply and replied, "Ed Zachary Disease is when your face looks Ed Zachary like your ass.

From Str8 Diesel!!!
This is from 'STR8 DIESEL!!! *VELVET's CT Hubby* (4 NEW PICS NEED RATES AND COMMENTS PLEASE!!!) http://cherrytap.com/user/716471 It's entitled Only in America and is great! Stop by his profile and blog and pass along some 10's! ONLY IN AMERICA 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to sc

No Friend At All
NO FRIEND AT ALL I once had a good friend, Who was a wonderful girl. Being her friend, Was like having a bright new pearl. She was the best, She was so much fun. But then one day, She just decided that she was done. She would not talk to me, She just wouldn't say. So I was left alone, Left alone all day. To tell her how I truly felt, Well I just didn't have the guts. Yet everyday the pain got worse, Like excruciating paper cuts. This girl would get mad, Even when I would try to call. I thought I had a friend, a really nice friend, But it turned out that she was no friend at all.

My Answers
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Totally shaved off 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?None 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Hand job 17. How often do you masturbate?Once a

Shall I Buy You A Clue?
the men i have been with have assumed there are really only four erogenous zones. boobs, pussy, possibly ass and neck. the manual stimulation part is where i have run into the problem. the hand goes downstairs and immediately heads for the target area. very little in the way of gentle caressing of the lips or anywhere else. maybe a minute of stimulation and then a throbbing finger impales itself into me. ouch! a girl needs a chance to get herself a little lubricated before that bad boy slides itself on in there. a little attention is paid to the clit but its the wrong kind of attention. maybe i am just extra sensitive but rubbing me hard there is irritating and almost painful. soft and gentle initially seems more appealing to me. what i want... the whole body is an erogenous zone is it not? why dont they touch all of it? its so nice to feel fingers and hands trailing over all of me, my arms, my legs, everywhere, breasts and pussy included. gently, rubbing it gently, to me, is

The Perfect Friend?
THE PERFECT FRIEND? I thought I had found the perfect friend, but it only took about a week for that to end. I thought there was hope left in my life, but as it turned out, it was only added strife. I thought for once I had done something right, but I quickly corrected that oversight. I thought I wasn't useless or a bore, but I was all that and even more. I thought there was a purpose to my days, but that was only a very short phase. I thought you weren't like all the rest, but like those before, you miserably failed my personal test. I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit, but you decided it was better just to quit. I thought life was worth living for a moment in time, but the life I wanted could never be mine. I thought the hunger inside had been fed, but now I know I was just being misled. And now that I think I have found another perfect friend, how long will it take before this friendship will abruptly end?

Chocolate Is Better Than Sex
TOP THIRTY REASONS WHY CHOCOLATE IS BETTER THAN SEX You can GET chocolate. "If you love me you'll swallow that"; has real meaning with chocolate. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your work mates. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. With chocolate there's no need to fake it. Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. You can have chocolate at any time of the month. Good chocolate is easy to find. You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle. You are n

I've Never Been Anywhere As Cold As You
If I had to choose, I would have left you, Never stayed. You never meant anything to me but Material things. Our relationship and short talks Never consisted of love or compassion. We will Never be close, if I had the choice I’d move As far away from you as possible, marry without You knowing. Skip my Father-Daughter dance, You already gave me away. I spent 45 minutes standing outside the shower letting it run and thinking of him. Of what next? Of how far? Of how much? Of too much? Then I turned to get in and the water had gone cold. I didn't know before that moment that I am infatuated at the very least. You might get a prettier girl You might get a nicer girl You might get a funnier girl You might get a sweeter girl You just might get a better girl But you will never, ever get a girl who loves you more than I do They say that the more you laugh the longer you live. Well thanks to my best friend I'm never gonna die she won't call you. you have t

Ok Im Getting Ask Why The Name Change
ok im getting ask why the name change well for 1 i had gain a few pounds and wow its so hard to take off i know i hsouldnt gain it in the first place,second if iwas so hot as so ladys put it lol i would have somebody knockin on my door or callin me it isnt happening,or i get i like ot know ya but its take like 5 years so im like jeeze,so i figure callin me my new name makes me work harder i might never be a chip n dale but i hope someday to have the six pack abs and the women that quit talkin to me or repace me with studs will see this cowboy call look really just my 2 cents,i love all most of you back off from me jeeze im not that bad now :}

Remembering The Fallen
On this memorial day weekend, I find myself thinking about why I joined the Army. For the most part I joined because I wanted to prove to myself & others that I could make it. Make it through basic training & AIT. At my age, it wasnt easy. I was told I was crazy, had lost my mind, blah blah blah. There are many other reasons I joined, but I will keep those to myself. Here I find myself at 35 years old a combat medic in the US Army. I am fuckin' proud of it too! However, Memorial Day is set aside each year to remember the lives of soldiers lost. I nearly cry at days end when I hear a toll of how many of my brothers & sisters died in the desert defending the many freedoms granted to you & I. I don't care if you don't support the way, support the soldiers. They very well might not support the war either, but they are doing what is asked of them, their job! Although, this man isn't physically here on this earth anymore, he is here in spirit. Joey, I didn't hang with you much during basic

Unhappy!
I am really thinking of how this world can actually live with themselves sometimes. I am just glad it isn't me treating someone or doing something mean to another person. Being sick you see and get treated differently...whether it is someone feeling sorry for you, or someone just thinking you are a LAZY ASS! PLEASE READ THIS WITH YOUR HEART!! WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME My pain - My pain is not your pain. Taking your arthritis medication will not help me. I cannot work my pain out or shake it off. It is not even a pain that stays put. Today it is in my shoulder, but tomorrow it may be in my foot or gone. My pain is not well understood, but it is real. My fatigue - I am not merely tired. I am often in a severe state of exhaustion. I may want to participate in physical activities, but I can't. Please do not take this personally. If you saw me shopping in the mall yesterday, but I can't help you with yard work today, it isn't because I don't want to. I am, most likely, payi

No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to dry herself with that. After the girls did their business, they roceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a car

Damn
Well, ....I turn 46 tomorrow, and here I sit by myself. I never thought that at this age I would still be single. Have no children. And suffered through the loss of my mother. But I am a May Baby and they say that we are strong in spirit. I sure could use some of the strength now, that's for sure. So to all the May Babies....I dedicate this to you an me of course....HAPPY BITRHDAY

Needing
i need you in me, above me. i need your arms around me. your kisses awaken my soul. your eyes decieve all emotion in my bed tonight. my hands caress your bare chest. they slide down further, just my fingertips touch. i grasp your hips and pull you down, hungry for more deeper within. i want to go down on you . my hands holding you as i slide down to my knees. i kiss the firm tip of your cock, feeling the smooth roundness between my lips. i look up to catch you smiling at me. holding your stare, i take you in my mouth, feeling your veins pulsing and your muscles hardening against the pink flesh of my tongue. you grip my hair. come down to me. nibble my ear. i'll nibble your lip and run my nails across your back, all the while you caress my nipples with your tongue. my breast sinks into your mouth. i take your hand in mine. together, we'll reach deep inside of me and let the moistness wrap around your fingers. i long to feel the rush of you. my favorite ride is you, on the chair, the be

Sex Toy Party?
I was just invited to one, I had no idea they existed outside of shitty sitcoms "for women"! Should I go? I like the girls that are going to be there, but I don't know if I can deal with a Mary Kay-type waving a dildo in my face. That may be a fantasy for some, but it's not really mine. Opinions?

Attitude..
Im not really impressed with this whole big attitude on the internet, a venue where everyone is free to hype themselves up as whatever they wish. If you are blowing people out with your words on your page before they can even get a chance to say hi to you, letting them know "how its gonna be", and what criteria they have to meet and what actions they have to perform before you will ackowledge them as a human being, ....to me really just exemplifies your urgency to relay to people that you have ultimate control in this arena, which the need to point that out would only indicate a great lack of it elsewhere..i.e. real life. If your internet experience only exist to compensate for what you wish you were percieved as, then it and your novelty are surely destined to be short lived, and can only be maintained by invoking the curiosity of a steady flow of strangers and slight aquaintances, kept at arms reach not to see what you fear is the less interesting and unfathomably normal reality.

You Said You Were My Friend
YOU SAID YOU WERE MY FRIEND I used to think that all I needed was you, that no matter what happened we would always make it through. You said you were my friend, that you would be there for me until the end. But all you ever did was lie, now I sit here alone and all I do is cry. You never really cared for me like I cared for you, and now I say goodbye, because it's all I know what to do. I cared for you with all my heart, but sadly now we have grow apart. You selfishly turned your back on me, it was so very difficult to see. I wanted so much to believe in you, but I guess the truth just never existed between us two. You were such a good friend, but now everything has come to a sad end. Saying goodbye to you was something I should have done from the start, because now it's just so hard for me to depart. I wouldn't be so sad, if only I could take back everything we once had.

All Bikers And Friends And Family ..please Read This And Keep It Circulating..let's Help Find His Family
Repost for missing family All……..please pass the word to as many people as you can. I just received a call about a rider who went down really bad this last Thursday, 17 May 2007. The accident happened on Hwy 190 between Copperas Cove and Lampasas, Texas. The problem is that his family has not been found to let them know that he had a very serious accident. John is still in the hospital, not able to talk and is not coherent. I don’t know if he is a patch holder or a member of any organization. If ANYONE knows any family member of John Pettybone, please either let me know or get the word to his family to call Scott and White Hospital in Temple, Texas (254-724-2111) ASAP

~someone Told Me~
~Someone Told Me~ Someone told me There is no God Yet I pray and say... If it's true I'll ask you why Why am I here today? Someone told me to hold all hands And love the world as one Someone told me to take great heed And dream great things to come Someone told me there is no hell It's only in books and schemes Then why is evil all around In lifes hopes and dreams Someone told me don't believe And let your wide eyes wander Just close your heart and ears awhile And let your thoughts be pondered Someone told me just live your life To the fullest that you can That life is short With too much to miss Like an hourglass filled with sand

Lyrics
Looking in on me I'm sure you know Im tired of being me, Tired of being alone , Everything's turned to ashes for far too long still searchin for a place to call my home Drink away each day Tho I hold my own Looking at me , what do you see Is this my life Is this really me Why cant we Just leave behind This pain we breed , That destroys Our lives LET GO come on LET IT GO Never felt safe Never felt I've known My own face or even my soul So far away from everyone I've known The picture fades The story unfolds Forgotten my name I've grown so cold The child grows as the soul corrodes Whats left behind a face no one knows an empty shell left out in the cold alone far beyond any signs of hope a weatherd man struggling to cope far beyond light far beyond fear lead by regret the pain draws tears Look in on me , what do you see Is this my life Is this really me Why cant we Just leave behind This pain we breed , That destroys life LET GO come o

Reminder- If You Live In Dallas/fort Worth, Area!
COME ON OUT TONIGHT AND CHECK OUT SPLINTER AND OTHER VERY COOL BANDS, IT'SGOING TO BE A KICK ASS SHOW AT A KICK ASS VENUE! IF YOU KNOW WHERE BILLY BOB'S IS, IT'S RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO IT. COME ON OUT AND GET THE MEMORIAL WEEKEND STARTED OFF RIGHT! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! STEFANI

Please Dont Take My Sunshine Away...
I sit alone in my room and that's where I belong it serves as my tomb because I did you all wrong I wasn't real from the start I never trusted you with my heart I keep it under lock and key cause the only one I trust is me I was a liar and a cheat and now that's all you see it wasn't fair to you you had no clue that I was the guy that was going to make you cry I'd say I'm sorry but I know it would be in vain now those feelings you had are outweighed by pain the truth shall set me free but now its not that easy I'm a liar by trade an can't count the number I have played but I found someone I really care about its you that I need without a doubt we fucked up and caused our pain but there is always sunshine after the rain my composure is too hard to maintain with thought of you dancing through my brain now I know it will never be the same but without you I'm libel to go insane your the one I need I want us to be a we not just you and me how can I

Unwanted Pets
I came back from my trip to Orlando FL last Sunday to a dog in a crate on my back porch. My s/o said that the past wednesday he was coming back from getting dinner & saw a dog in the road dodging vehicles. She was covered with fleas & ticks. She is a very sweet and loving animal. In less than a week had learned the name we gave her. This dog is about 8 months to 1 year old according to our vet & is in great health. She doesnt even have to be on a leash in the yard as she doesn't stray & answers to her name when called. She obviously was taken care of by some humans at some point given her physical & mental health. My point in this is if you have an animal in your home that you find you can no longer afford to support with the proper love, food, veterinary care & daily interaction they need, then turn it into a no-kill shelter, or find someone that is willing to take in your pet. Dumping them off on the side of the road is most definitely a form of animal cruelty. I am not some anima

I'm A Emotional Pornstar Who Will Rock Your World
fairly amusing game get involved those who have nothing better to do! Take the first letter of your first name A-Boyish B-Gorgeous C-Pretty D-Popular E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic This is funny!! Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Gr

What Happened The Year You Were Born??
In 1958 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US The first US earth satellite, Explorer I, goes into orbit Rocker Jerry Lee Lewis marries his 13 year old second cousin, Myra Brown The "Quiz Show Scandals" rock the television industry and the nation Vice President Richard Nixon faces hostile anti-American mobs during a visit to South America 14 year old Bobby Fischer wins the United States Chess Championship Ellen DeGeneres, Michael Jackson, Ice-T, and Mark Cuban are born New York Yankees win the World Series Baltimore Colts win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Breakfast at Tiffany's by Truman Capote is published Elvis Presley enters the U.S. Army What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 12
...And the great dragon bled from the inside out. His heart now failing because of a simple human emotion...Love. How many times must I endure the solitude after bearing my heart to ones that tear it to shreds with their talons of deceit and treachery? As I look back now, I wonder, how could I have deluded myself into thinking that these human women would ever truly love an old ugly neverworld creature such as I. We live in two different worlds, them and me. They live in their world of what they realize to be a reality, when in fact it is not. My world IS the world of reality...pain, hunger, lost loves, depression. I have finally come to realize that I will never again know the warmth and love of a good woman. Being used hurts this old dragon's heart so very much....

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

So Close Yet So Far.
So vegas right? Yea I am going to vegas hopefully hear in about 3 weeks. I say hopefully because everytime I take a step closer something happens to take 2 steps back. I finally decided that no matter what friends or alone I was going. Then my boyfriend says he doesnt want me to come alone. I find tickets for really cheap. None of my friends can get the time off. My best friend decides that he can get the week off. I still havent gotten my income tax check (the money I am planing to use for this trip) so I cant buy my ticket which inturn is making it more and more expensive longer I wait. What originally started out as a $300 8 day trip has now turned into a $400 5 day trip. Now my boyfriend is second guessing if I should come out, and my best friend is telling me that he doesnt know if he can get the money. WHY ME!!! I am not a fan of fate today. Lady Luck is a bitch and she is not on my side! If yall know of a cheap way to get to vegas and a hotel for 5 or 4 nights PLEASE let me know

Oh So Much Stuff.
so its been a long past couple of dayz... two weeks ago monday my mom and i took hayven into the doctor and she had an ear infection... so they put her on meds for 10 days to clear it up... and since we had some extra we gave her one day extra... which doesnt hurt... anyways my mom went outta town to dallas last monday and was gone til wednesday really late... and on monday evening hayven started putting her fingure up her nose and i just thought she was trying to be silly... since shes done it before but yea... anyways she got a really bad stuffy nose tuesday into wednesday and then yesterday it went from clear snot to bright green snot... so we took her into the urgent care in rochester and found out she has a sinus infection... so they put her on stronger meds to get rid of it... and yesterday we were in the cities visiting family and helping finish up with the pool at my gmas... and my aunt comes over after work and decides that shes gunna get all up in hayvens face when im t

Burning Fires Of An Orgasm
pin me against my bed. dont worry you wont hurt me. i am not made of glass, i dont shatter easily. bite my flesh, lick my flesh and taste me. caress me with your hand, pull me close to you. thrust me from behind, every curve compounded by your strength. mmmm you know i want to have you everyplace you will fit. i want you to fuck me from behind, as my fingers move between my legs to play with my hot clit. wet, dripping like my kitten, boiling. let me feel your cock swell inside of me. hold your orgasm inside of yourself. wait....waiting for the right moment to let go. let it build as you pound me. when i orgasm from your thrusts and my delicate fingers on my clit, how about you slide your dripping pussy soacked cock into my ass? push my comfort level, push it all the way. until i feel i dont exist for any other reason than your pleasure. .....you smile at the tightness knowing next its your turn for a burning orgasm. you know how good my mouth feels wrapped around your hard cock.

Poem
You make me sad oh so blue to think of things you put me through You said you love'd me what a lie all my feeling for you have died you make me sick,yes you do I can't believe I fell for you I hope it hurts I hope you cry when that special some-one tells you GOODBYE

Where Are These Shadows?
I’m confused I hear the illegals are hiding in the shadows, but every time I drive around, I can see them standing out in the open. They march in public dmemanding amnesty, they stand on corners , home depots parking lots, U- haul rent centers looking for day labor, they are hardly in the shadows. Ok maybe a few stand in the shade but that’s not a shadow. So I called about a dozen senators Friday and asked their staffers the same question. “Can you explain to me where these shadows are?” Needles to say no one was able to or would answer me. Is it because the question is too hard or because i'm just some stupid American and cant handle the answer. Either way I am hardly to stupid to see what’s in front of my eyes, i’m not dumb enough to let them piss on my leg and tell me its only rain. So if anyone who reads this can answer my question” where are these shadows” please give me a shout.

Have A Safe And Fun Weekend And Monday
hello once again i am so happy right now i have the love of my life right now we will see each other some time this summer , i am goin gto take my friend carol out to the movies tonight to see johnny depps new movie he is so damn sexy i love him ever since 21 jump street i have an old video tap some where i have of him when he first came on it ,no wonder why i feel older then i am , i hope u all have a very nice weekend and a safe one , check my profile out when u can and comment me , i will do the same i am try ing to get at leaase ten people in the morn ing and ten late at night . it is hard for me doing the week nights because this computer is in our bed room and he is a sleep for work , i love ya all . call me if u have my cell , i think we will be going to the 7 pm show in g it is a three hour long movie , we will be going out to eat first,,, she is like a sister too me also , have a good weekend and monday keep cool,

More Pics - Horror And Sexy Pics
We've got more private pics for friends and Cherry Tap family! We've got more horror pics up as well. We need the pic rates! My wife loves the comments, keep them coming and thanks for those who have been so kind. I always repay the favor and rate daily until I'm maxed out to the limit! Hope to hear from you soon, Mark and Lina

Down Rater!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE U GO GUYS HERE IS A DOWN RATER FOR U HE RATED ME AN 8 I TRIED TALKIN TO HIM AND SER TRIED TALKIN TO HIM HE SAYS NO ONE IS A 10 AND HE DONT CARE IF PPL RATE HIM A 1 SO I RATED HIM A 1 I THINK WE NEED TO SHOW THE CT LOVE OF DOWN RATERS. LETS SEND SUM 1S HIS WAY. badboy6000@ CherryTAP

I Dont Get It..seriously
ok this is my Memorial Day Weekend rant.... People tell me Im cute, Im hot, Im datable, they wanna meet me and get to know me. Some even are like oh yeah we will hook up and shit. This would be the 4th year in a row I have been stood up. No calls that plans are changed, no calls they arent gonna show, nothing. Do I deserve this? I mean really. I am known to bend over backwards for people when they need me. When they got a bad day they come to me and ask for my help. And then I get screwed in the end. Do I really deserve this?

Somebody???
SOMEBODY ? Somebody out there please pray for me I don’t think I have enough strength And the people who prayed for me before I don’t think are praying anymore Somebody out there please cry for me I haven’t been able to cry much lately I lost the one who would break down and cry So somebody out there please at least try Somebody out there please sing for me My songs unsung even in dreams And the one who always sung my songs Has lost her voice and moved along Somebody out there please read this The light in here is much to dim The one who would read my every page My every word on every line Has turned her back and walked away And left me alone and unable to cry And voiceless in dreams Unable to sing Night after night Day after day Sapped of my strength To bend and pray Ez10

My Thoughts
I'M A FIRM BELEAVER IN "GOD" AND EVERYTHING HE IS, WHAT HE STANDS FOR, WHY HIS SON WALKED THIS UGLY WORLD!! WHAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IS THOSE CERTIN FEW WHO WALKED THIS PLACE, SOME RIGHT BESIDE HIM, CAN EVEN TRY TO AND AND TELL ME WHAT IS SO CALLED RIGHT, OR WRONG, I BELEIVE THEY CALL THEMSELVES THE MORAL MAJORITY! HERE I SIT ALMOST 49 YEARS OLD, AND THESE PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT, AND WHERE I CAN SAY THINGS THAT I WANT TO SO SAY OR WHAT I WANT TO LOOK AT OR READ! I'M TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP MY ANGER OUT OF THIS! WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN'T SAY! THESES SO CALLED WORDS, PICS, SAYINGS, HAVE PROBUBALLY BEEN AROUND JUST AS LONG AS J.C. HIMSELF! BUT NO BECAUSE THESES SO CALLED MORAL MOJORITY HAS DECIDED FOR ME THAT THESE THINGS ARE NOT SIUTTABLE FOR THE PUBLIC, THEIR NOT TO BE, MIND YOU I AM LEAVEING THE CHILDREN OUT OF THIS BECAUSE IT IS COMPLETELLY WRONG FOR THEM, IT'S THEIR CHOICE WHEN THEY ARE OLD ENOUGH AND GROWN UP ENOUGH TO MAKE THAT CALL THEMSEL

Everyone Wants A Little.....
Hot, sticky, passionate sex it one of the best things going. So why not have it all the time! Live it up! Fine the things that make you... and make sure it happens! Feel free to share what makes you.... Who knows... it could be fun to learn something new!

Potc 3
Was fucking amazing! I couldnt breathe lmao It was a rush! Cpt. Barbosa looked sexier than ever!!!MMMmmm yeh i bet u all thought i was gunna say Jack Sparrow but nah im all for Barbosa!!!! =D Anyhoo its a must i recommend u all to see it if u dont well ur fuckin lame!

Gonna Piss Some People Off
Ok so i just finished getting into a very heated yet insightful conversation with a woman about black men who date white women.And whilst speaking with said woman i began to think, why is it black dudes date white women, and not just me myself, but in general. And i came up with the answer. Now this is an opinion spoken of, and if you dont agree, you may not. But there is general truth spoken in these words. During the 60's well into the 80's, black men of today had no role models or older men to look for to recieve wisdom. Alot of men were lost to the Korean and Vietnam wars, the rest were lost to LSD, Pot, alcohol and whatever drugs used during those decades. Alot of women (fault not being lifted fully from them) slept with these men and they became pregnant and these men (term being used loosely) left. Resulting in alot of young boys and men growing up with out fathers.If they were lucky they had uncles, or neighbours, or family friends or mom's boyfriends to give them some ki

*coldice's Sad But True Story*
* I have put this story here as a reminder to everyone. Play safe.* ColdIce's Story A sad but true story The following article/story was originally found on the Anvil Dungeon International site (which WAS specifically for BBW -Big Beautiful Women- and had an IRC Undernet channel #BBW-BDSM). This non-fiction accounting of a woman's true and horrific IRC-to-'real life' is here thanks to DRKfantasy. MY STORY Some of you know me personally, some only through the computer. Some of you may not of ever heard of me. I am writing this in the hopes of saving someone from going through the anguish and heartache that I and my family have gone through. My nickname on Chat is Cold as Ice1. I am 38 years old. I have a family consisting of three children and three step children. The older two step children do not live with me /but I was very close to them. Living at home are my three children. Lisa is 19. Shelley is 13 and Daniel is 7. My step daughter 18 also lives

My Decree
My Decree Im not a man of many means. Im not a man of many things. Im not the man with the best of looks. I am a man who can cook. I can be a man and take care of my own. I am a man who can be grown. Im not a man who's prone to violence. Im not an angry man, i'll fight you with silence. I'd rather kiss you than kick you. I'd rather hug you than hit you. I'd rather be true than beat you. I'd rather love you than hurt you. But beware and understand your decisions and how you choose it It takes awhile to gain my heart, but a split second to lose it

Moods
Around, all around, the mourners gather. My dread grows as the angry hand of Heaven falls against my heart. It mutilates me, and darkly my essence drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In unholy terror I try to run while my doom takes me. Now alone, my fervent plea falls upon uncaring eyes. This is my Hell

Yeah Whatever
Ok, so this is one of my own self depricating type blogs. I was having a conversation with my love and bestest friend, and she thinks that i have like these large number of girls i talk to, socialize with and who hit on me.So of course in defense(and with all honesty) i proceeded to tell her that i dont have girls hit on me.Which is the honest to god's truth.I'm just not THAT guy.Im not the guy who walks into a room and has the girls drooling and falling at my feet. Well some of you may wonder....well Q,you're such a cool and outgoing guy, how can you say you dont pick up chicks.It's easy, im just not attractive plain and simple.Now granted my "magic number" is of an unusually high type, but seriously if you were to see 70% of the chicks i've slept with *hangs head in shame* they're not much to speak of. I've worked at my present bar job for about a month and a half now, and i've had 3, count them 3 girls ever hit on me the entire time i've been there.of course the chicks that

Help Shane
A 7-year-old boy in Lancaster, Ontario who is fighting leukemia is hoping people here will help him fulfill a birthday wish. Shane Bernier wants to receive the most birthday cards ever so he can beat a world’s record. That’s 350 million cards. Bree Bullock, an employee of Ponderosa, has set up a box to collect cards for the young man at her place of employment. The business has agreed to ship the cards it receives to the boy. You can also mail a card to him directly at PO Box 484, Lancaster, Ontario, KOS 1N0, Canada. Bullock can be reached at home at 573-747-1391 or at work at 756-1158 for additional questions. “I was just very touched by his story,” she said. “I hope people will help him fulfill his wish.” Bernier was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was 5. He has recently had a relapse after 108 weeks of 130 weeks of treatment. His birthday is May 30. He hasn’t asked for toys or money, just a birthday card from anyone who’d like to send one. An on

Falling And I Want To Fly.
Falling and I want to fly. Feels like my wings have been cut to soon. Am I an angel that has been punished for something? I feel like I have been falling and I can't stop it. My fears are just caveing in on me. Someone catch me because I can't stop It all. The tears I can't stop from welling up inside me. Soon the heavens are going to rain upon me. If I don't stop falling what will be next? His little hand is all that keeps me from hitting rock bottom. His smile is the only light in my life. I feel like my heart is overwhelmed with more pain that i can bear and if It does not stop I will end up dead to the world all but him. If that truely happens I give up on all that has ever meant anything to me. If I ever once wanted to be loved i give up. He will be the only love i need. I do not want to try anymore. I care not to know what anything means anymore. Im being swallowed by a darkness eating me alive and my wings have been shattered and torn. I can no longer

Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/20 thur 5/27 ! 1st Lady is...... with 324 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 58 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 2 comments! 4th Lady is...... with 4 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Fate Has Brought Us Together
You can't fight fate You can't fight destiny No matter how far away you are What's meant to be will always be I don't believe fate could have brought a more perfect person in my life For if one even exists I know of them not Fate has brought us together Destiny has sealed our lives I'll live with you forever In perfect love and perfect trust Take my away from this place Where my heart is torn in two Keep me safe in your arms I'll do the same for you

Have A Safe Weekend...
Wishing you all a safe weekend....I am not doing much except probably going to go see my parents on Sun or Mon. Wish the price of gas would come down some,would make it cheaper to go visiting,I had some offers to go camping this weekend,but my friend is 2 hrs away just couldnt afford to go. Take Care Hugsssssss Julie

Alone
they say being alone in life hurts. i am beginning to think that trying to make something work with someone hurts worse then going to bed everynight alone. spending life alone isnt so bad, i mean i have made it so far without going completely insane right? least when i am alone i dont know what i am missing out on. the kisses, the hugs, the holding hands, that wanting feeling, the feeling of actually being needed. i think sometimes i was just put here on this earth for people to play with. afterall sure i have had relationships in the past, but seems i was just a pawn, a passing moment, a you will do for now till someone else comes along better. hmm someone better. yeah i guess i am nothing since someone better always seem to come along. i will admit i am not the best looking, definatly not skinny, i am shy, why would any man in their right mind want me or need me? my views on sex are quite different then others it seems. to me i like to take things slow, to not give it up rig

Which One Are You?
Which one are you? Carrot, Egg and Coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she re

Will Be Gone Some Here; I've Got To Reformat My Drive
No it's not a virus or anything; it's just an old drive and sometimes I need to rebuild it...I should be up and going again by later tonight or early tomorrow so wish me luck! Love to you all...and any guy friends let's just shake hands lol!

Thank You
I'm back from being away to a friends families funeral today. I read my cards and well-wishes and from the bottom of my heart I wanted to thank all of you sincerely. You absolutely have been wonderful about it all. That kind of support will always reinstate faith in mankind. Again, may thanks and I will continue to rate, comment and SUPPORT my Cherry Tap friends. God Bless, Chris

Even In My Dreams I Dislike Them
So, last night I dreamt I was stuck with some annoyingly prissy fucks. I can't remember who, or where they came from. I just remember that one person was so annoying, I gave them my booger. It wasn't any ol' booger. It was more of a dallop of mucas and crusty boog. The size of a scoop of whipped cream, sitting in the prissy person's hand. That's all I remember.

Letting Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, You can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then yo

Thinking Early In The Morning.
"This is where the men choose sides...and your day is coming soon!" ~ Shadeland It wasn't until the other day while talking to a friend that I seemed to list the things that were not totally rotten with my current station in life. I hadn't stopped and thought about this in a while but there are some good things about one's husband leaving you... ~I've lost weight....I now weigh the same as before I started having kids....and the same clothing size too... I look better than I have in years....and feeling better when I see that woman in the mirror looking back at me...she's not that bad.... ~I think clearer than I have in a long while. It's getting easier and easier to tell which emotions are supposed to be around and which ones are passing through. Not that this has made any difference in how often I put my shoe in my mouth but one thing at a time..... ~I talk more with my kids, about things that matter. Safety, care, goals, and things like that. Not in just a 'do it becau

What A Hershey Kiss Tastes Like
WHAT DOES A KISS TASTE LIKE? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mommy before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled...... "Spit it out! It's a piece of Ass!"

Why, Why, Why
Why, Why, Why.... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do peopl

Lets All Be Coffee
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother

Sexual Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With and animalist roar, steffie died while in the sack with their lover, Paris Hilton.steffie will be terribly missed by Fergie. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With and animalist roar, gina died while in the sack with their lover, Colin Ferrel.gina will be terribly missed by Their favourite dildo. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com hmmmmmmmmmmmm kinda funny to me lol what is urs

Dear Ali
Dear Ali. Dear T.V., I want you to know that I really enjoy watching you. I know that sometimes I can't watch you as much as I would like. But I am writing you to tell you that sometimes I wish you weren't around. Its not that I don't like you, please see above, its just that sometimes I put off things that I need to do because I'm so engrossed in what's going on in your world. Missing out, Ali Dear pills, I know that I am supposed to take you every night because you will help me sleep. I understand that you are only trying to help me. The problem is that when I take you, the next day I am so out of it I can barely function. And then when that passes I crave food so much I am in fear of becoming morbidly obese. Unable to function and pigging out, Ali Dear Newports, You help level my mood swings but I can barely get thru a conversation without coughing. I tried quitting but everytime I get mad I smoke like there will be none of you left at the gas station. I can't help th

Ex Boyfriends Suck
on may 24 it was jesse's 21 birthday. we were drunk as fucking fuck and having fun. well he had to carry things too far with his grandma and she called the cops on him. we ran to the trailer park down by his house and started partying back there. we here the cops say get on the ground and dip out. everybody gets away except my ex boyfriend. i'm thinkin it's okay, you know, he'll be out in a lil while, he just got drunk tank, but no his stupid ignorant ass had a fuckin crack stem in his pocket. i found out later on yesterday, which was the 25, about it and i also found out that he stole money from me to go buy the rocks. i had serious feelings for him but fuck that bitch. i'm way too good for him. i have to stop crying because i'm sick of it so show some luv cuz i need all the friends i can get right now.

For Those Who We Have Lost
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com Why GRIEF AND SORROW STRUCK THIS NATION IN AN UNEXPLAINABLE WAY LEAVING US SURROUNDED BY TEARS AND SORROW AND ONLY ONE THING LEFT TO SAY WHY WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN WHAT DID WE DO THAT WAS SO WRONG WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE OUR LOVED ONES HOW DO WE REPLACE WHAT IS GONE BUT WE WILL NOT GO QUIETLY WE WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT UNITED WE WILL STAND TOGETHER FOR WHAT IS TRUE FOR WHAT IS RIGHT HERO'S ROSE OUT OF THE ASHES TO SAVE A LIFE WE THOUGHT WAS LOST NEVER THINKING OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN NEVER CARING WHAT THE COST THEY DIDNT DO IT FOR THE GLORY THEY DIDNT DO IT FOR THE FAME THEY ONLY DID WHAT THEY KNEW WAS RIGHT THEY ARE OUR HERO'S THAT HAVE NO NAME UNITED WE CAN BUILD A BETTER TOMORROW LET US FINISH WHAT THEY BEGAN TO START LET US SAY A PRAYER FOR THEM TOGETHER AND KEEP THEM CLOSE IN OUR HEART

Goodbye
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It almost seemed impossible That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun w

For The Fallen Heros
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com We want to especially remember the firefighters, the policemen, the medical personnel, rescue workers, and all the common people who helped others on the attack sites during the actual disaster days, and those who helped to clean up in the aftermath of 9-11-01. Some of them accomplished some truly heroic tasks, and deserve to be called heroes! These people did save some lives, helped multitudes of people on the attack sites, and accomplished the tremendous task of clearing all the dead bodies, rubble and debris from the destroyed buildings and aircrafts. They didn't concern themselves with their own comfort but unselfishly were more concerned about others - even to the point of losing their lives. "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends

Between Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life Just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh Until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe That there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you That there really is an unlocked door Just waiting for you to open it. Always try to help a friend in need Believe in yourself Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes Study hard Give lots of kisses Laugh often Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number Always try to see the glass half full Meet new people, even if they look different to you Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless Take lots of naps.. Be weird whenever you have the chance Love your friends, no matter who they are Don't waste food RELAX Take an occasional risk Try to have a little fun each day. ...it's important Work together as a team Share a joke wi

Part Of My Mind To My Old Girlfriend
life is like a game to u and u think evey one need to make u happy will when u with someone u try to make u and her r him happy not just u so don't think just that u have a pussy and i have a dick that u get what ever u want yes when u was with me u did get want u want from me i give my hart and u use it and now it will come back on u. ok to peggy

Have A Great Weekend
Hope everyone has a great holiday weekend. David is here so I won't be on much. Just finished up making waffles. :) Later we are heading out to play minature golf and then to a movie. Tommorrow is church and time with the family. Monday he has a parade and I have to take him home. But he has soccer on Tues and Wed nights so I will be driving out again. I am feeling MUCH better about myself and things in general. I am still gonna struggle with this concept of putting myself first. But its best for me. In the end when I accept it I will be a happier person. I felt really guilty this week for doing that. But today, I feel much better about it. I took some steps this week I really hated doing, but it was best for me. And though 2 people really won't be a part of my life now, It is not my fault. I am off for now to play with David :) Have fun, and stay safe.

Friendship...
Ponder the meaning of the word: Friend. It seems such an obvious thing, friendship, and yet often it becomes so very complicated. There is a fine line between friendship and parenting, and when that line is crossed, the result is often disastrous. A parent who strives to make a true friend of their child may very well sacrifice authority, and though the parent may be comfortable with surrendering that dominany position, the unintentional result will be to steal from that child the necessary guidance and, more importantly, the sense of securitythe parent is supposed to impart. On the opposite side, a friend who takes a role as a parent forgets the most important ingredient of friendship: Respect. For Respect is the guiding principle of Friendship; the lighthouse beacon that directs the course of any true friendship. And Respect demands Trust... Though we will often look back over our shoulders and wonder, we will hold fast to our understanding of Friendship,

Horoscope May 26, 2007
Take a deep breath and come up out of that contemplative state. You do some of your best thinking while alone, but it's in relationships that you really learn to thrive -- yes, even you! Your loved ones want to see you.

Update
i made a lot of great friends here and some buttheads dont add me to your friends list if you dont want to talk, im not that hard up for points. and if you leave me a profile comment please dont leave me pics of women, im not into women ill be cleaning out my friends list again so if you are reading this and dont usually talk to me but want to stay a friend, then i suggest you talk to me otherwise see ya to my real friends, i love you guys oh yeah the ones who dont want me on, it would be nice if you took me off so i dont have to go through 2000 ppl lol take care

" In Gratitude To You "
My whole being pulsates with the fire of desire for our everlasting union. My very breath is but Yours. My heart is a limitless beacon of Your Love. My spirit, being Yours, is the light of the world. My eyes but radiate and reflect our Perfect Love. My very essence vibrates with You as the harmony of music not yet heard. My vision is but Your Love flowing through me, seeing only its reflection. My only fulfillment is following Your Direction and Guidance. My voice, being Yours, can only bless. My prayer is but an eternal song of gratitude, That You are in me, and I am in You, And that I live in Your Grace forever.

Help
why is love so confusing,how do u know that u love a person;maybe when you will come to their every beckoning call,or when they r the only one u think of every day .how do u know really know. can somebody help me?!#

" Love Is The Answer "
Whatever the question is, Love is the answer. Whatever the problem is, Love is the answer. Whatever the fear is, Love is the answer. Whatever the illness is, Love is the answer. Whatever the pain is, Love is the answer. Love is the answer no matter what Because love is all there is.

Our Own Path...
We each have our own path to tread. That seems such a simple and obvious thought, but in a world of relationships where so many people sublimate their own true feelings and desires in 'consideration' of others, we often take many steps off that true path. In the end, though, if we are to be truly happy, we must follow our hearts, and find our way - alone, or with those that share the same road.

Do You Ever Really Accept The Past For What It Was?
Yesterday afternoon while driving through my little town where you are bound to run into people you know, I ran into someone that I have a not so good past with. When I was 11 years old my sister and i had a mutual friend whos house we both went to. I knew her family very well, it was her mom, grandmother, and uncle living in the house. I had been over there many times. They lived on a canal and had a little pier. Anyway every detail is irrelevant. We were over there on a Saturday afternoon and her uncle was home which was very rare. He asked me if I wanted to go fishing (God I was such a tomboy.) Of course I did I love to fish even now. No one else wanted to go they were playing barbies *rolls eyes*. We went down to the garage and opened the door to the peer, it was kind of a smaller garage door. It was such a beautiful summer day, the sun was so bright and there was a breeze. We rigged out the poles and then the trouble started. He told me to do to the back corner and get the bait ou

Me In A Nutshell
I am a Sergeant in the Army and have been in for over 6 years now. I set up this profile mainly to show my support for the other men and women in the Armed Forces and their Families. I have just recently added a few new photos and a video to my profile, feel free to leave comments on them. If you have any suggestions for me I always have an open mind and if you can recommend some good photo or video sites having to do with the Army or Military in general please share. Im also on here to meet new people to talk to. My job keeps me busy and my family keeps me busier, so I don't have time for the "bar thing" nor do I wish to be consumed in that type of atmosphere. I don't spend every waking moment on here and I don't intend to, but will get back to you and show sum luv for ya when I can. PLEASE! Do not take offense if I don't get back to you right away or leave a comment for you the same day you leave one for me. Pretty much, if you want to get to know me, then take the time to do so b

" The Passing Of A Dream "
Help me out of my prison of darkness Created by the shadows of my ego. Awaken me from my dream of fear Where guilt, blame, and attack Beckon from shadowed doors. Help me to see the world differently By finding no value in blame Ans self-condemnation. Help me to experience Love As my only reality. Help me to cross only The bridges of forgiveness That I may come Out of darkness Into the light.

End Of Month~ Update
Well I guess I should update this thing! I am here and still alive. I guess that is a good thing. The month has gone by once again and it seem's like the moth's are getting shorter and shorter. Well for Mother's day my baby boy took me out to eat at McDonald's and my oldest son bought me a dozen Roses. I have such sweet boy's. I guess Im not doing a bad job at raising them. Now just to hope they stay that way. Nothing too new here,Im still single and looking for a job. That suck's!!!!! But I enjoy the whole being single part! Im not looking for anything right now and possibly not in the future either. I miss all of my friend's that I used to talk to on a regular basis. We need to start doing that again!!!!!! But this is where I am going to end it for now. Take care and have a safe and Happy Memorial Weekend!

Safe!!
THE WEDDING TEST I was a very happy man. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate. Because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her 'little' sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, 'I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild f

'complete' Vs. 'compliment'
Ultimately, your 'soulmate' is not the one who 'completes' you -- they are the one who 'compliments' you... They are the one who will share many of the same likes/dislikes you may have, but will have just enough differences to compliment your personality...so it is ok to share the same desires, vices, likes, dislikes, faults, etc., as long as they are not ultimately destructive... This is when the ability to anticipate your loved one's needs is at its best. It becomes an instinctive thing rather than a 'trying to please' thing...You will find yourself doing things simply motivated by the fact that you know what your partner's reaction will be, and most of the time you will not even realize you are doing it... You will never be so angry at someone, but at the same time so anxious to resolve the issue to get back to the level of comfort that you share with the one who 'compliments' you. We often tend to hate in others what we hate in ourselves...For example, I hate procrast

Singing Again
So wow.. things have definately come full circle. I'm happy these days... very happy. I began singing again... okay okay maybe just in the shower and the car but it has been a while since I have been that happy. I mean... well things weren't good... everyone should know that. And now I'm telling you things are awesome in my life. Somehow somewhere i did a good deed to come back from the shit that had me at bottom. This week I got called a playa... lol! and LT gave me da nickname "Lady Pimp". He cracks me up. I love living with LT. He brings humor into my life. funny... I showed him the pic that is new but not my profile pic and he was like "wow!" *blushes* i know those are some seriously hot pics... amazingly i took them myself! And Nikita said I should look into modeling for like Lane Bryant... I'd do that shit.. FREE CLOTHES! lol! Work is great now... the biggest pest of them all quit. *does a little dance* I don't miss her and doubt I ever will! She was like a pesky fly....

How To Make An Animated Button
First off, you probably have some idea what you want your animation to be. If not, then figure it out and make it yourself, because there are just WAY too many possibilities there. Once you have your idea made and animated (preferably with a gif animator like Photoshop or (my favorite) Ulead, you're ready to make it into a button. Flash can export gif files, but they come out REALLY grainy, so go with a dedicated gif animator. It just looks better, trust me. The first thing you want to do is open an unnamed, empty movie clip. Hit CTRL+F8 to do this, and you will open a new window with nothing in it and a generic title. Import your animation by hitting CTRL+R, and resize it to what you want your button to be. Now why are you making a movie clip instead of a button? Because porcupines are spiny. Just kidding. You have to use this movie clip because the button is only going to be on one frame itself. When you have your animation in the movie clip, go ahead and return to

100%
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+ 18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E! 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L- S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you over the top....

The Handicapped In Bdsm
HANDICAPPED in BDSM The handicapped in the BDSM community are often overlooked and many assume they do not exist. They do. There are Dominant's who are blind, deaf, paralyzed or otherwise physically impaired. And, there are innumerable submissives with varying degree's of disability or other physical problems that to some extent leave them handicapped. It is quite possible to scene from both sides in spite of such impairments. However, there are some key things which should be addressed. In many cases an impaired Dominant (wheelchair bound), may seek out and bring to intense scenes an assistant. This assistant can act as the hands, eyes and ears of the Dominant. However, in lighter scenes (mostly those with only partial bondage), the Dominant often can easily scene alone. S/he may bring the disability into the scene itself. This might be to utilize the submissive as a tow vehicle using harnesses attached to the wheelchair, and some even use the chair itself as something to easily

Dealing With Abuse (in Bdsm) And Other Damage
DEALING WITH ABUSE and other forms of Damage... (Please note - If you have a serious mental illness relating to abuse in any form that you should immediately seek out excellent professional assistance and work through, process or otherwise reach a point of mental stability. This should occur prior to seeking out or engaging in a D/s relationship. A D/s relationship requires mental health or competence as part of it's fundamental ideal of consent! You should not look for a relationship to rescue or heal your abuse!) This article is written about 'some' submissives who are mentally healthy yet who continue to maintain or use their past as part of habits created in the past and thoughts about what those habits might be and possibly how to deal with them! Damage occurs. Each us carries a history forward from the moment of birth that is a compilation of our life experiences. Some of these experiences are good and some are bad. Both can actually damage. I will describe damage her

Aftercare
AFTERCARE Affectionate care and attention following any type of traumatic or mentally challenging event. D/s relationships are engaged with a passion and intensity that are often so strong that they can strip away at the barriers and defenses that we normally use to protect ourselves from exactly those extremes. To 'feel' that intensity means that we are not 'as safe'. To some extent we have stepped across our own thresholds of security and exposed some or all parts of our inner selves to the scrutiny and possible damage of others. Scening can or may be seen as a compromise between what the submissive is seeking or desiring and how close to achieving those desires the Dominant's own fears will allow them to go. This is a stretching in 'both' directions. Both the Dominant and the submissive often venture into areas they have never gone before. These areas can test their inner strength and resolve, their will and compassion. To retain 'personal integrity' or a belief in ours

Fairy Tale
Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on light

A Memorial Day Poem
Memorial Day by Michelle R. Christman As we stand here looking At the flags upon these graves Know these flags represent A few of the true American brave They fought for their Country As man has through all of time Except that these soldiers lying here Fought for your country and mine As we all are gathered here To pay them our respect Let's pass this word to others It's what they would expect I'm sure that they would do it If it were me or you To show we did not die in vein But for the red, white and blue. Let's pass on to our children And to those who never knew What these soldiers died for It's the least we can do Let's not forget their families Great pain they had to bear Losing a son, father or husband They need to know we still care No matter which war was fought On the day that they died I stand here looking at these flags Filled with American pride. So as the bugler plays out Taps With its sweet and eerie sound Pray for these sold

Advice
Advice is such an interesting word. In my world, it means asking for and accepting the opinion of another. Now I like to think, when we ask for advice we ask for it from someone who is an expert. If my car makes a weird coughing noise every time I take a corner at 80, I go see my mechanic. She will offer her advice, based on knowledge and experience. If I ask for the same advice from Bob the cop, his advice would be, do not drive like that, cars can be dangerous. Two right answers, from two different viewpoints. But, going with the expert, I run off and get a wheel alignment. Is asking the advice of a friend, on every life topic, asking the advice of an expert? My definition of a friend and a person I call a friend, is that they are an impartial listener. Not an expert in all life events. My friend is an expert at not judging, meddling or manipulating any situation. So with that in mind, I never ask a friend to help me solve a problem, listen yes, but the minute the friend starts offer

Quote For May 26
These heroes are dead. They died for liberty - they died for us. They are at rest. They sleep in the land they made free, under the flag they rendered stainless, under the solemn pines, the sad hemlocks, the tearful willows, and the embracing vines. They sleep beneath the shadows of the clouds, careless alike of sunshine or of storm, each in the windowless Place of Rest. Earth may run red with other wars - they are at peace. In the midst of battle, in the roar of conflict, they found the serenity of death. I have one sentiment for soldiers living and dead: cheers for the living; tears for the dead. -- Robert G. Ingersoll Bonus Quote: Comment Myspace Sexy This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Three Roses
Three Roses Three roses for three graves, Three roses for three soldiers, Three roses for three loves, A rose for my father A rose for my lover A rose for a friend Three roses scarlet red Three roses to place at the tombs of their weary head's. Three Roses I said to the florist Three roses for three memories Three roses for three pieces of my heart Three Roses cause of to the seraphim they did depart. All three fought in wars, All three came home, All three lived with nightmares of the darkness they dealt just before dawn. None died on a distant shore You three died by the third largest disease: Cancer. As it claimed you all in 3 different ways.. Three roses for three graves Three roses for three soldiers Three roses for three love's Three roses for three pieces of my heart A rose for my father A rose for my lover A rose for my friend ~Shadowancer~ CRH 5-26-07 3:36 A

Jesse's Dance
Jesse's Dance You said once , the tragedy of a dreamer is they always see the beauty just before dawn.. Alas that is true as you and I always met to watch the sun rise on the river.. Darling dreamer mysterious southern gent, how I miss our converse.. Your amazing smile as we danced at dawn in the land of sun.. When we met you were so kind not wanting to intrude, you came tapped me on the sholder, as the wind whipped through my hair.. So polite, so kind asking me to dance a waltz divine. The tragedy is, I found out while I was away you died.. No more mornings at dawn personified.. I remember you said Shadow, I am not a kind man.. How alone in the darkness you did stand.. I saw through the exterior, into the debths of your soul, Where beauty and honor still did grow.. Softness and grace,and honor still had shown on your face. Now at dawn at the park alone I do sit.. Having an emotional poetic fit.. How I do miss your grace, the

The Last Dance
The Last Dance (for my Father) The ichor darkness so sublime the feast is finished, fruit left dying on the vine. Wilted roses, petals lost in the wind, perhaps it is best to finish the cycle before it begins Life cut short in its prime, isn't fate so sublime?? I remember your smile and warm blue eyes, ones that held no guile and wern't disguised. Rose of Ashlaron lost in tyme never again to dance the waltz divine. You taught me much in such a short space. You had shown me beauty and grace. The lake we spent so many summers on on is now still no ripple of life. The wind blows softly the moon is silver above.. Ah, how my heart aches to remember.. I cast your ashes to the wind.. the cycle now over, yet I cannot again begin. You will always dance in my memmories.. just at the end of the cycle , save the last dance for me... ~Shadowdancer ~ CRH 5-9-07

Family List
So I just cleaned out my family list... If I had you on my list and now I don't. Look at your family list and see if I am there. If I am then you can come bitch to me about it. But If I'm not there, then you can stop the bitching. If you want to be family with me, then its got to be mutual. that is all, have a nice day!

Sex Quiz
whats ur name?KRISTINAwhats ur age?24where were u born?MIAMIwhats ur fav body part on a gurl?MOUTHwhats ur fav. body part on a guy?EYESare u bi lesbian or gay?NOT GAY SO...do you like porn?SOMEdo u like to play with ur self or with a partner?BOTHdo u like it ruff or smooth?MMMMMMMM THAT DEPENDSslow or fast?AGAIN IT DEPENDSwhat type of sex do u like?THE KIND THAT MAKES YOUR TOES CURL AND WANTA SCREAM...what do u look in a girl/guy?WHAT KINDA PERSON THEY ARE AND HOW THEY TREAT THERESELF..would u ever try new things with them if they asked?YESif they asked u to shot a porn film , would u or not?YESwould u ever talk dirty to them even when ur apart?(the phone):I WOULD LOVE TO!would you ever bring toys in the bedroom? what type?YES do u like likin pusseys or sucking cocks?BOTHWHEN IS THE LAST TIME U HAD SEX?LAST NIGHTDID U USE A CONDOM?NOPE!HAVE U EVER HAD SEX IN THE BATHROOM?YESOUTSIDE?YESIN A CAR?YESTHE OLDEST PERSON U HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH?25WHAT DO U LIKE TO BE CALLED WHEN HAVIN SEX?M

Week-end
Just a quick note to wish everyone a safe and happy Memorial week-end. I won't be around much as we have parties planned - (I'll be a friend to the toliet!!!) HA HA I will answer my emails and send some shouts out on Tuesday. With comments. Don't want anyone to think I am ignoring them. ***NEVER*** Enjoy the week-end. But remember the men and women that fought and are fighting for our country. Let's raise a glass and toast to them this week-end. ~Cheers~ Peace, Lisa

Bisexuality
Freud was a great advocate of the bisexuality of all persons. It was no surprise to him when he studied dreams in which romantic content existed that was contrary to the dreamer's usual sexual preference. Many times, this romance is a form of mirroring. Mirroring is the desire to find affirmation of a particular aspect of yourself in a particular sort of relationship. The romance contrary to your usual preference should be set aside initially in order to discern what sort of affirmation you may be seeking from this liaison. Another possible reason for a dream that involves bisexuality for a typically heterosexual person is that the anima/animus is flexing itself.

Daily Horoscope May 26
"You're all business early today, but later on, you're in the mood for a little frisky business. Whether that means flying a kite, playing some hooky or calling up the cutie you've had your eye on, the choice is yours." Since when does frisky business mean flying a kite? hahaha Anyway. We'll see what happens later with all THAT I suppose. No kite flying here.

Dare Ya
THINK U GOT WHAT IT TAKES.................HAHA U KNOW U DO! JUST CLICK THE PIC! ITS THAT EASY! FEATURING TORTURE CHAMBER AND ITS KICK ASS FAMILY....... GET OUT HERE JOIN THE FUN JOIN THE FAMILY ALL NUT CASES WELCOME!

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Life Manual - Section 2, Chapter 1
Life Manual.....section 2, chapter 1 The Nature of Pain As humans, one of the most constant issue we have to deal with is pain. When we bump our toe on the end table, we feel pain. When we fall while trying to catch a cab and skin our elbow, we feel pain. But the pain of hearing someone say that you are worthless, or finding out a love one has died....well that kinda pain overshadows a thousand skinned elbows or a million bumped toes. So why must we feel the pain? How do we deal with the pain? It's a Life Lesson that takes a whole lifetime to even come close to the answer.....not because it's difficult to figure out, but because it's difficult to dwell on the pain long enough to work it out. So section 2 will be spent dealing with this question. Why the pain? Let's look at physical pain.....when we do something that can damage our body....like sticking a bobbie pin in an electrical socket to see what happens ( I'm not saying I actually did this.....just a random exam

God To Woman
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects his heart and his lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support the man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not

Calling All Friends And Family.....................repost............................
I NEED HELP IM BEHIND IN CHERRYTAP PIN UP CONTEST! I NEED EVERYONES HELP!PLEASE COME AND COMMENT ME IF ALL MY FRIENDS JUST DID 5-10 I WOULD CATCH UP OR BE IN 1ST.... PLEASE HELP!! CLICK HERE.........

War
Darkness Falls……….. An eerie silence blankets the land Love and Hate once again begin to dance A flash of light in the amongst a midnight sky No longer does it matter whos wrong and whos right Upon the wings of death it comes Another light and all is gone Blood flows over land and sea Man has failed again An eye for eye is the price we will pay If we live to see the coming day Innocence this night is lost No time to think The horror comes Memories lay amongst the shattered dreams of what use to be Nixy 2005

Surrender
Drink my friend from my distress Take from me this shattered soul There is no will to see the dawn No earthly reason to live on Wrap me in your arms of death Lead me to your darken shores There is no fear or no regret Your kiss is truth My trust in you is now complete Eyes do flutter Pulse grows slow Peace at last from all Ive known Nixy

Aphrodisiac
Even now, I feel Him filling me to the point of satiation. A burning want: I need Him again. To remember Him, it is my own body, I touch. I want to kiss Him. I don't dare. I want Him to kiss me. he doesn't. Palms together against the small of my back, Fingers twisting and untwisting - fragile butterfly wings. His eyes on my body. My eyes on His hands. Anticipating His touch. Fingertip on my skin tracing my collarbone, over my breasts, through silk, along the curve of my hip, down my spine. Infinite slowness . . . I can't breathe as he pushes my legs apart. I am no longer me. I have lost possession of strength, will power, and consciousness. I am His. I am who he wants me to be. Torture. Thumbs sliding up my thighs. he steps back. His eyes between my legs. Penetrating. My body screams silently for his hands. he does not touch me. Yet. He reaches out, touching thin, black lace - Then wetness. He st

Join Holy Terror Alliance
Guidelines: 1. Please keep drama out of the squad! 2. We don't care who you are friends with! thats what we're here for... just leave their problems with them! 3. We are here to have fun the he said she said should be kept in blogs or shouts! Negative statements bring others down so please don't post bulletins about such issues! Sabrina has a blog set up for those! 4. Respect your fellow squad members! You never know when you might need there help on a contest! 5. You will only be put on the squad if you have a verified salute picture! (exceptions being made for a few active military & others that are getting them.) 6. Contest information should be posted with Austin. He has blogs set up for this... IF YOU POSTED ON ORG OR ARE ON THIS LIST YOU WILL NOT NEED TO ADD URSELF AGAIN

Jealousy Is A Mother Fucker
It's funny how jealousy, spreads like a common cold. I have a facebook account and got this message from some bitch, hating on me. I don't even think I know this chick, she doesn't have a picture displayed lmfao. Here's what she said to me, hope ya'll have a great laugh. Danielle Dunn Today at 12:34am Report Message Oh please poser, give it a rest. Are you still looking for attention Sherry?, cause I can't imagine anyone is looking at your skanky pics thinking to themselfs that your even close to good looking. Your nasty and you know it. GIVE IT UP!!! Go try and wigg yourself out some more!! Sexy_Shell Today at 8:39am Poser whatever you loser. Do I even know you, give it up and don't bother fucking messaging me, cause I don't have time for an idiot like you. Sexy_Shell Today at 8:49am It's funny how your such a fucking chicken shit, can't even show your picture eh. Well you know what it's all good. I think you need to GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE.

Today's 'scope
"Take a deep breath and come up out of that contemplative state. You do some of your best thinking while alone, but it's in relationships that you really learn to thrive -- yes, even you! Your loved ones want to see you." ROFLMAO ... I have been writing some deep contemplative work on the fate of the nation this day, and this is my 'cope. LOL. Are they spying on me? LOL

Tomates And Gardening....
Anyone else love to garden? Or ever grow an "Upside Down Tomatoes" ? After living in an apartment with no yard (which I wont do again...LOL) I had to come up with ways to garden, its a necessity for me. I grew "upside down tomatoes". They are an awesome way to get fresh veggies with no fuss or staking. I am working on this summers today. You can see my photos of last years here: http://angeljoly.20fr.com/custom.html I know it's an odd blog topic, but it was what was on my mind today...

Happy Friendship Week
I like you because of who you are to me... A true friend . And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes . Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead . I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned..that money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Happy Friendship Week To You!!!!!!
I like you because of who you are to me... A true friend . And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes . Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead . I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned..that money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Fun Stars
You and a loved one may be smack in the middle of a rough patch, but that's to be expected. Both of you are becoming more vocal about what you need. Believe it or not, you'll get through this and things will improve. raises eyebrow............ummmmmmmmmmmm, what? think this one is so way off base here its not funny.......loved one? what loved one? only loved ones i have are my twins and well....they don't talk yet oh, and my sister but that's not the same thing either..............so go fig on this one, i'm lost if anyone has an idea plz enlighten me

Being There
I never thought in an instance that even though I am in Criminal Justice that one of my own children would be a witness to something terrible that would be with them for the rest of their life. In an instant my 14 year olds life was changed forever. I know after you read what happened you will wonder but I am still wondering. My son and many of the kids here where I live would go down to another kids house not but a few doors down to play games on the computer. Well my son had only been away from the house for 15-20 minutes....before he walks into the house white as a ghost and holding his stomach....all that would come out of his mouth would Joe shot himself....My baby had to see one of his close friends shoot himself with a 12 gauge shotgun. I know your first thoughts is where were the parents of this kid. The boy was 16 years old...his mom was on her way home from work at the time....The neighbor had been in and out. We are still not sure what exactly happened...But my son along wit

Horoscope May 26, 2007
You and a loved one may be smack in the middle of a rough patch, but that's to be expected. Both of you are becoming more vocal about what you need. Believe it or not, you'll get through this and things will improve. You think?

Ever Wanted Something So Bad
HAS ANYONY EVER SAID YES TO SOMETHING EVEN THOUGH THEY JUST KNOW IT WAS WRONG AND THEY SHOULD HAVE SAID YES? I DO IT ONCE AND I HAVE BEEN IN THE BEST RELATIONSHIP FOR THE LAST 3 YEARS WITH THE GREATEST BLOKE I COULD HAVE EVER WISHED FOR. IT MAKES ME BELIEVE IN DREAMS AND WISHES COMING TRUE. AND I KNOW HERE COMES ON CT SOMETIMES SO IF HE HAPPENS TO READ THIS,MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY,,,LUV ME

A Broken Heart
Pain is something she knows right now, She can't make it stop, she doesn't know how. Right now, her life looks dim. Her biggest fear was losing him. She's in the bedroom cryin. Inside she feels her heart dying. Tomorrow is another day. She's praying he will stay. She turns to God for guidance and light. She prays for goodness in all that is right. In the morning, when she awakes, The new day seems the same.

I Need Help...
Yea, this isn't your typical bullshit... My house just got burglarized. They opened my window and frickin took my purse, my digital camera, my 512 MB jump drive... and my identity. Anyone care to help me replace my items that were lost? I am swallowing my pride asking for help but I am a fulltime college student and I can't afford this. Any help would be appreciated... - Rachel =/

Memorial Day
Sorry I don't have time for individual comments as I have been busy with a Memorial weekend and packing- so I leave my comments for all here and I hope for each to be enjoying their long weekends safely and happily - just please remember what this weekend is all about - and make sure that you thank those service men and women that you see and send a prayer up for those that have gone before them and a prayer of protection for those to yet serve. We set aside Memorial Day Each and every year To honor those who gave their lives Defending what we hold dear. In all the dark and deadly wars, Their graves prove and remind us, Our brave Americans gave their all To put danger far behind us. They made the ultimate sacrifice Fighting for the American way; We admire them and respect them On every Memorial Day. Sailor soldier, Risk upon the sea. Sailor sons, Depth on submarines. Sailor gunner, Aim be true. Sailor Sister, Nurse or fighter. Sailor on Battleship,

The Note By Okieangel
THE NOTE by OKIEANGEL In the bottom of her dresser drawer we found a little note. He wrote it to her years ago the words he'd never spoke. The paper it was yellowed and worn from all the years. But the words he'd written on it had helped to calm her fears. It talked about there life together and the things that they had done. Bout raising up there children, and he was proud of what they'd become. About the place that they had built and the life they had shared. And how sometimes he didn't show it, but his love was always there. How he thanked the Lord above for the life he'd been givin'. And for having her by his side, he knew what it was to be livin'. In the bottom of her dresser drawer, we found a little note. He closed it with " I Love You", and that's what meant the most.

Can You Believe This Mothafucker?
"Dude, I think guns are for wimps who can't fight.. Also would you rather someone tell you the truth or bullshit you??" Bitch, Im in the motherfucking United States military. And I cant handle firearms now becuz it makes me a wimp? Ok, so you say you grew up in the fucking heart of NYC and raised to fight like a man with your two bare hands? Good fucking job, but this isnt your childhood anymore. If you dont remember, 6 years ago some assholes flew planes into your downtown area. We are now caught up in something called, um, war? Pfft. Get the fuck outa here.. Youre just as worthless as the mothafuckers we're bombing day in and day out. People like you give the American name a bad rep. Eat shyt, you douchebag!!

Mom And Kid Contest!
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Dad And Child Contest
Dad And Child Contest I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Dad is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Dad is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Dad is...... with 1 comments! 4th Dad is...... with 1 comments! 5th Dad is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Saturday, May 26, 2007
Twists & turns Sometimes you must get it wrong before you can know how to get it right. Often, short-term disappointment is a necessary step on the path to long-term fulfillment. When things fail to go according to plan, all is not lost. Mistakes, surprises and distractions can bring their own unique and valuable possibilities. If you were unable to get the results you intended, don't waste a lot of time being angry, resentful or disappointed. Instead, look for the new set of opportunities with which you've been presented. If the first ship sails without you, that could very likely turn out to be a blessing. For the voyage on the next ship can end up being better than you could ever have previously imagined. Don't put a lot of energy into judging, after the fact, whether a particular outcome is desirable or not. Put your energy into finding ways to move forward from the current situation. The road to fulfillment is never a straight line. Learn to navigate the twists and

Why
MOST GUYS MESS UP NOT ON PURPOSE, SOME GUYS DO IT TO GET A RESPONSE, THERE ARE A FEW OF US THAT CANT SEEM TO SEE THAT THEY HAVE IT MADE IN THE SHADE AND THEY TAKE IT FOR GRANTED HOW CAN YOU TELL IF YOUR ONE OF THOSE GUYS HERE IS A QUIZ???? 1 DOES YOU GIRL EVER JUST PUT YOU ON CLOUD NINE WHEN SHE WALKS IN? 2 DOES SHE MAKE YOU THINK THE SUN RISES AND SETS WITH HER? 3 DOES SHE DO THINGS THAT SHE WOULD NOT DO IF YOU WASNT WITH HER? 4 DOES SHE ONLY WANT RESPECT AND LOYALITY AND YOUR LOVE? WELL IF YOU ANSWERED YES THE THESE 4 THINGS GUESS WHAT DONT FUCK IT UP SHE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU SO CHARISH IT AND DONT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED BECAUSE IT WILL HURT IF YOU LOSE IT.

Help Me Please!
I am fairly new to this and have a little idea of what I am doin. Can any of you tell me some more stuff I can do with my page and how to do like step by step instructions Please!! I will take all the help I can get!!! Thanks In Advance, Nikki

Discipline And Punishment
Last night Kay as per her guidelines came to me and requested her discipline, taking her to the kitchen, she stripped and bent over the table. Picking up the new loopy she had made for me, I proceeded to spank her bare ass, right from the start I could see little loops of red form on her ass, the sting from this item causing her to whimper. Going slow I spanked her for about twenty minutes, then having her stand in the corner her red bottom showing. After a 15 minute corner time, I instructed her to bend back over the table, upon which she inquired as too why since the discipline was over, I informed her that now was the punishment time for her use of forbidden language ( saying the "F" word ), I also made a loopy like the one she made, but mine is heavier, I then scolded her for using language that a lady should not, with each word spanking her already stinging bottom. Kay took this well, and after another thirty minutes worth of both loopy's her bare bottom was quite red and

May 26
Life rarely happens in an organized fashion. Learn to deal with the haphazard and practice thinking on your feet. Yes, it sounds like a paradox, but that's what existence is -- the reconciliation of opposites.

Thia Will Give You Chills!!!!
Thia will give you chills!!!! A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let th em die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, " But the seat belts w

Memorial Day
Have a Sweet and Gracious Memorial day peeps Please remember those who have fallen while serving our country and those who have passed leaving us with our freedom... I dedicate this to My father who served in th US Navy from 1955-1965 he was an aircraft mechanic and also cook he served on the U.S.S. Saratoga ... I am proud to honor him this weekend

A Bikers Prayer
A BIKERS PRAYER I saw you pull your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. You didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. ------------------------------------------------------ I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. You didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. ------------------------------------------------------ I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant with a few motorcycles out front. You didn't see me attending a rally to raise more money for the hurricane relief. ------------------------------------------------------ I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. You didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. ------------------------------------------------------ I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. You didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the needy. ------

Things Are So Confusing
wow so right now things are really confusing my life is very chill but i miss home an needed to clear my head so i took off letting my head tell me where to go instead of my heart an descided to deal with things my way i sat out back an pondered the questions in my life idk why but ive been depressed as hell for some reason

Garfield
MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY LOL We all get heavier as we get older, Because there's a lot more information in our heads. So I'm not fat, I'm just really Intelligent, And my head couldn't hold any more, So it started filling up the rest of me! That's my story and I'm sticking to it ! Have an awesome day

My Fantasy
The one fantasy I have that keeps poping in my head goes like this. My girlfriend is sleeping nake in our bed, but I'm not in it yet. Instead I'm out preparing for the sneak in. I creap in like a vampire with my fangs in there's some vampire themed music playing softly. I then crawl in bed next to her and sink my fangs into her neck while she moans I do all I can to seduce her. Then we make love for hours. The woman this is gona happen to knows who she is ;D

Please Pay Attention: End This Illegal War
PAY ATTENTION MY FRIENDS: THE POLITICAL HEAT IS ON !!!!!! Between now and September, it is more important than ever for you to CALL YOUR CONGRESSMAN and tell them to PULL OUR TROOPS AND STOP FUNDING THE IRAQ WAR. If you get poll questionnaires in you inbox about the Iraq war.... fill it out and send it. If you get phone calls from pollster's, take a few minutes out of your day and let them know that you want our troops out of Iraq and to stop funding this illegal war. We are Americans... This is Our Country ... We live in a Democracy... Our voices WILL be heard..... You may think that your ONE VOICE does not make a difference. BUT IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE. Because your voice, along with my voice, and voices of millions of others... IS ONE BIG FREAKIN' VOICE. The politician's in Washington work for you. As an American, it is your RESPONSIBILITY to tell them what you want them to do. PLEASE PAY ATTENTION MY FRIENDS ! ! THE TIME IS BETWEEN NOW AND SEPT

Wondering!!!!!
I always wonder,do woman have to have a certain connection with people they have sex with?Or is it just men can have sex with just about anyone? I just wonder!!! Do women think of sex as often as men?Or is it just that us men have a penis? I have been told that a woman wanted to,meet me for friends with benefits,it never happens and the quit talking to you alltogether! I know being a married guy alot of woman,wont even bother chatting,but dam I need friends too.Even without benefits.And why when a guy and a woman are friends,why do others always think its with benefits?? All im after is just sumone i can talk too,like sumone outside looking in.Everyone needs a therapist type of friend!Right??? So this is just me waking up in the middle of the night,cant sleep and just wondering sum things.

Very Upset And Very Alone
So I met this guy a while back and he was amazing. He was interesting sexy quasi charming and in a very short period of time he became a very large part of my life. Then all of a sudden he had to leave. Go far away due to circumstances beyond his control with the promise he'd be back in a week and we'd talk every day and sun shine and daisies tra la la. So then he leaves abruptly without so much as a goodbye just a note on the computer but with more promises of a quick return. I handled it I was upset i cried but I tried very hard to trust that while gone he would return soon and all would be right with the world again. Then i didn't hear from him for three days not a word then I get a few lines in an email saying he'd lost his phone. No sorry no i love you just that quick fact. I dealt I made excuses he didn't have a computer at home he couldn't email me everyday i send him a messege i love you and I miss you and I'm scared you won't come home please messege me or call or something so

So How Bad Can Life Get!!!
i got fierd from my job on wendsday and i cant find a job any were and rent is due andphone bil is due and everything is due its the end of the month so for the last couple of days i have been sedating my self with all sorts of things mostly alchol though so yea idk what im going to do i mean my baby loves daniel said he would cover me for rent i even got so despraet that i called my mom my dad my brother and my other brother and none of them are in any situation to help which its all right in the end this will make me stronger no matter how bad it gets!!! i went to my high schools graduation and it was a day to the year of mine and it was so sad i remember moment by moment of mine even though i was so fucked up!!!! man it was one of the greatest days in my life!!

Story Of A Cab Ride
STORY OF A CAB RIDE Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When I arrived at 2:30a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, then drive away. But, I had seen too many impoverishedpeople who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was

Pass This One Around
That Gives You Goosebumps A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry," "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free," "Oh, God, d let them die!" "Then firemen came and cut her loose, "But when they searched the back," "They found therein no little boys," But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had g

To All The Mom's
Before I was a Mom Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of

First Grade
>>> > Subject: Fw: First Grader > > >>> > > >>> > > > What Starts with F and ends with K >>> > > > >>> > > >A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having >>> > > trouble with one of her >>> > > >students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's >>> > > your problem?" >>> > > > >>> > > >Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st >>> > > grade. My sister is in the 3rd >>> > > >grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I >>> > > should be in the 3rd grade >>> > > >too!" >>> > > > >>> > > >Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to >>> > > the principal's office. >>> > > > >>> > > >While Harry waited in the outer office, the >>> > > teacher explained to the >>> > > >principal what the situation was. The >>> > > principal told Ms. Brooks he would >>> > > >give the boy a test. If he failed to answer >>> > > any of his questions he was to >>> > > >go back to the 1st grade and behave. She >>> > > agreed. >>> > > > >>> > > >Harry was brought in and the conditions wer

Friendship
Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. Gibran

U Know U R When
Yes, the new one is out! Brand new edition of... "You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a pr

Love? What?
interesting thing, the human heart. this thing that gives hope, and happiness, can build a person up, and then totally destroy the very fabric that holds a person together. i do mean this figuratively, of course. bear with me just a second, and i'll explain my point. there is no such thing as unconditional love. it doesn't exist. sorry folks. the problem with unconditional love? let me offer my opinion. and it is exactly that, my opinion. for i am not the educated scholar on the affairs of the heart. anyway, the problem is this: one gives, the other takes. there is always, in my pathetic experience, one who would give all to see the other happy. the other? just takes advantage. my point (and you should never write a blog while drinking vodka) is this: if you are the giver, and get noting in return, then you start to figure that the other doesnt care. then you start to have doubts about yourself, and your ability to please another. especially when all you get is negative feedback. s

Waxing Is Not Your Friend Lol
Oh this is funny! Hot wax is not your friend! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this

Tissue Alert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
** Tissue Alert ** > > > > Her hair up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow > > Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go > > But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home > > Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone > > > > But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say > > What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day > > But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone > > And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home > > But the little girl went to school, eager to tell then all > > About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. > > > > There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet > > Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats > > One by one the teacher called, a student from the class > > To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed > > At last the teacher called h

If I Was Your Vampire, Marilyn Manson
6am Christmas morning No shadows No reflections here Lying cheek to cheek In your cold embrace So soft and so tragic As a slaughterhouse You press the knife against your heart And say that ‘I love you so much you must kill me now’ If I was your vampire Certain as the moon Instead of killing time We’ll have each other Until the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Hold my hands across your face Because I think Our time has come Digging your smile apart With my spade-tongue The hole is where the heart is We built this tomb together And I won’t fill it alone Beyond the pale Everything is black No turning back If I was your vampire Certain as the moon Instead of killing time We’ll have each other Until the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Hold my hands across your face Because I think Our time has come Blood-stained sheets In the shape of your heart This is where it starts Thi

One Day
**If One Day..** If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to be there

Very Powerful
TWO THOUSAND ONE, NINE ELEVEN > > Two thousand one, nine eleven > Five thousand plus arrive in heaven > As they pass through the gate, > Thousands more appear in wait > A bearded man with stovepipe hat > Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat" > > They settle down in seats of clouds > A man named Martin shouts out proud > "I have a dream!" and once he did > The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." > > Groups of soldiers in blue and gray > Others in khaki, and green then say > "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" > The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." > > From a man on sticks one could hear > "The only thing we have to fear. > The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, > trust us sir, we've passed that test." > > "Courage doesn't hide in caves > You can't bury freedom, in a grave," > The Newcomers had heard this voice before > A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores > > A s

Dj
I swear the poor boy is addicted to me. *sigh* Oh well. Chris is in jail, and sorry, but I'm broke, so he's just gonna have to sit there for a while, haha! Ok, Off to bed again, yep, second attempt, and my boy is awake now too...yay.

Night Before Christmas
'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, > > > >>HE LIVED ALL ALONE, > > > >>IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF > > > >>PLASTER AND STONE. > > > >> > > > >>I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY > > > >>WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, > > > >>AND TO SEE JUST WHO > > > >>IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. > > > >> > > > >>I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, > > > >>A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, > > > >>NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, > > > >>NOT EVEN A TREE. > > > >> > > > >>NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, > > > >>JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, > > > >>AND ON THE WALL PICTURES > > > >>OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. > > > >> > > > >>WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, > > > >>AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, > > > >>A SOBERING THOUGHT > > > >>CAME TO MY MIND. > > > >> > > > >>FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, > > > >>SO DARK AND SO DREARY, > > > >>THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, > > > >>NOW I COULD SEE CLEARLY. > > > >> > > > >>THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, > > > >>SILENT, ALONE, > > > >>CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR > > > >>IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. > > > >> > > > >>THE FACE WAS SO GENTL

Nymphetamine (overdose), Cradle Of Filth
Evanescent like the scent of decay I was fading from the race When in despair, my darkest days Ran amok and forged her face From the fairest of handmaidens to A slick perverted wraith Nymphetamine Heaving midst narcissus On a maledict blanket of stars She was all three wishes Sex, sex, sex A lover hung on her death row I was hooked on her disease Highly strung like Cupid’s bow Whose arrows hungered meat And the blinding flare of passion In the shade of narrow streets Where their poison never rationed All the tips they left in me Two tracks Bric-a-brac Something passed between us Like a bad crack Upward-lit I’d met another kind Of rat In fact With every Rome inside me Licked and ransacked She haunted at the corners of my mind In black Cataracts Wouldn’t whitewash away Her filthy smoke stack She burnt me like a furnace For my future suicide LEAD to the river Midsummer, I waved A ‘V’’ of black swans O

A Girl's Prayer
A Girls Prayer: Lord, Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong, One who's willy is thick and long. One who thinks before he speaks, When he promises to call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows just what to say, when I ask "How big's my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin, In the hall, the loo, the garden and kitchen! I pray that this man will love me to no end, And never attempt to shag my best friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed, I look at the creep you sent me instead. Amen. A Boy's Prayer: Lord, I pray for a nympho with huge boobs who owns a beer store. Amen

Gilded Cunt, Cradle Of Filth
Your misery is worn as a veil To hide bewitchment of the ugliest kind In place of Eve a bitter parody hails Daggers from the swagger Of a sodomite's concubine Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Your thin pretence overstretched and sickly Feigns love and light a long time laid in the grave My preference leans to killing you quickly Scissored in the gizzard That a heart no more maintains But i am tied To the labyrinth and the beast The one way track of eyes Black and grey like panzers Loose your shell Shoot the mouth The gates of hell Have often dropped their jaws about Satan's agents are perversions to bear Side to side with the diversions You use to guide my fingers there Dirty little gold digger Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Nothing is above you save a boreal light That halo paid for by a consummated ring of ice And below you, will i see you tonight Glower from your tower Built of ivory and spite? For i am torn Between the sheets that keep me bor

Message From Computer
A Message From Your Computer: You look really sexy in that...thing you've got on tonight. I like the way your eyes are always open when you read your E-Mail. When you type, it reminds me of a concert pianist tinkling on her keys. You really know how to push the right buttons to turn me on. If I wasn't a computer, I'd show you what "Hard Drive" really means! But Alas, I'm only a bundle of circuits and wires, obeying your every command. Yes mistress! I'll balance your cheque- book. Yes mistress! I'll run your silly little program. Don't get me wrong...I like the Master/Slave thing, but maybe just once in a while you could show some compassion? Maybe instead of just ramming the diskette in, you could slide it in slowly, maybe even blow in the slot first. And maybe instead of just using me and turning me off when you're through, we could talk for a while afterwards? I know other computers have hurt you in the past. But I'm different!

Temptation, Cradle Of Filth
I've never been closer, I've tried to understand, That certain feeling, Carved by anothers hand, But it's too late to hesitate, We can't keep on living like this. Leave no track, Don't look back. All I desire (temptation) Keep climbing higher and higher (temptation) Adorable creatures (temptation) With unacceptable features (temptation) And trouble is coming (temptation) Its just the high cost of loving (temptation) And you can take it or leave it (temptation) But you'd better believe it. You've got to make me an offer, That cannot be ignored, So lets head for home now, Everything I have is yours, Step by step and day by day, Every second counts I can't break away. Leave no trace, Hide your face. Full Of desire (temptation) Keep climbing higher and higher (temptation) And you can take it or leave it (temptation) But you'd better believe it (yeah) Step by step and day by day, Every second counts I can't break away. Keep us from temptation, keep us

Horoscope Blah
Give with generous and pure motivations and you'll find the recipient is delighted. Heck, with that great attitude, the gift itself is almost beside the point. What a great lesson to learn, and not a moment too soon.

U R My Companion
You're My friend, my companion, through good times and bad my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you. Forward this to all your good friends on-line to show them you are friends.

Another Poem
You are the shining desire that burns in my heart, Every moment you are on my mind, I feel that gentle embrace, That enticement, That utter devotion lingering in my heart. You are that person that makes my dreams become reality, I thank you for that, I love you for that, You are all that. In my eyes my love, I see only the beauty, The beauty that life has brought back to me, You are that beauty my love, You are everything that is life, You are the reason for my existence. I will always love you, Even after death, For I know the meaning of eternity, That is what I feel in my heart, For you are there always, Even now as you are not by my side, When I close my eyes, I see and feel you near. Until you are here with me, I must say this to you, I am here when you want me. Kisses....

Plzzzzzzzz Go Show Boone Some Love
PLEASE GO SHOW BOONE SOME LUV.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONE...LUV YA HUN....HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Boone-It's My 50th Birthday Woo Hoo@ CherryTAP

Poem
Sitting in the dark, Waiting for the tears to stop, As you are embedded into my memories, I envision your beauty every time I close my eyes, I can see your face smiling at me, As I sit here dreaming of you with me, Only to realize thatâ€™s all it is, Itâ€™s only a dream. I canâ€™t imagine not being with you, I canâ€™t even think of being with another, My stomach knots up inside, Like the rapids of a wild river, I can only feel the love I have for you, I canâ€™t stop my feelings, It wouldnâ€™t stop the pain if I could. I am here feeling my heart beat, Beating slowly and heavily, Beating as if it was itâ€™s last beat, I can feel the blood pumping through my body, If only for a second, I wish I could make my heart stop, I must stop the beating of my lonely heart. As the tears run down my face, I am here thinking of you, Exasperated by the emotional break down, Tired of the pain lingering in my

I Want Ur T Houghts On These Song Tittles
I GOT A COUPLE OF SONG TITTLES FOR A SONG IM GOING TO BE DOING I JUST WANT UR TOUGHTS ON IT 1)ANUTHA SUMMER IN THE 805 2)ANUTHA SUMMER IN HUENEME 3)AUNTHA SUMMER IN VENTURA COUNTY LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE

How I Feel
I know each Master has his own ways of viewing and teaching a submissive slave as for being a Master to me it is many things it knowing my own desire and want as well as my slaves , it is cherishing what is mine and watches over her . showing the respect to her as she herself shares within me.never acting out in anger or jealousy for these acts are ones of a lack of trust and a lack of ones own control. my beliefs are that if one is to control another one must be in control of oneself! You will find that I have my ideas as how beings Master/Dom should be to me the Master is a strong man, a dominate man. He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence. He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be t

Nemo, Nightwish
This is me forever One of the lost ones The one withoug a name Without an honest heart as compass This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavor To find the missing lifeline Oh how i wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loveing heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything My flower, withered between The pages 2 and 3 The once and forever bloom gone with my sins Walk the dark path Sleep with angels Call the past for help Touch me with your love And reveal to me my true name Oh how i wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loveing heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything Oh how I wish For soothing rain Oh how I wish to dream agian Once and for all And all for once Nemo is my name forevermore Nemo sailing home Nemo letting go Oh, how I wish...

Fake Love(poem To My Man)
My heart is breaking from with in my soul. Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie, Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is Pain and hurt all over again. I cry for you to be my love long last the one I have Looked for all my life. You break my heart with words that make me cry inside The laughter I feel now is only fake when outside it once Was true . My feelings are leaving my broken heart I feel the pain growing Inside and yet I want to cover it up and never let it show. Why do you make me smile the way that you can, is it my Heart that urns for you deep within or is it just that I cant Bare to be with out you in my life any more, I’ve searched for you since my younger days and now that I have found you I feel I should let you go .. Maybe its that I have fallen in love with you that blurs my Wanting to let go of you that makes me stop and think.. You say that you love me yet in my hear I feel the opposite Of tho

Wish I Had An Angel, Nightwish
I wish I had an angel For one moment of love I wish I had your angel tonight Deep into a dying day I took a step outside an innocent heart Prepare to hate me fall when I may This will hurt you like never before Old love they die hard Old lies they die harder I wish I had an angel For one moment of love I wish I had your angel Your virgin Marry undone I am in love with my lust Burning angelwings to dust I wish I had your angel tonight I`m going down so frail`n cruel Drunken disguise changes all the rules Old loves they die hard Old lies they die harder I wish i had an angel... Greatest thrill Not to kill But to have the prize of the night Hypocrite Wannabe friend 13th disciple who bertayed me for nothing! Last dance, first kiss Your touch my bliss Beauty always comes with dark thoughts I wish i had an angel

My First Tornado
Ok today or yesterday you want to say. May 25, 2007. I went through my first tornado. I was scared as hell. I remember that happen was Jim and Me was trying to get free ozzfest tickets. But before I try to submit it. My power went off. And Jim heared winds and ran to the back door. I have no clue why he open it. All I heared was HOLY SHIT!!! Then he told me to run in the closet with my dog. I have no clue what was going on. Until he told me. I freaked out more. And ran to the closet with my dog. But ran out looking for my cat. Couldn't find it. Man I called for my mommy. I did call her freaking out. I was in the closet and I heared the house shake when it went by. Then when it was over I ran try to find Jim. OMG the house cross the street was fucked up. I just can't believe this happen. I'm so nerves and shaking still. But anyways to keep this short. Everyone is fine and ok. Nobody was hurt. THANK GOD!! anyways just want to write this down, before I forget this happen. Ran out with

Kate And Gerry Mccann - Full Interview
'We'll Never Stop Blaming Ourselves' Updated: 18:17, Friday May 25, 2007 Gerry and Kate McCann, the parents of missing Madeleine, have spoken to Sky News' Ian Woods about the night she was taken and the support they have received three weeks after she was snatched in Portugal. Here is the full transcript of the interviewIAN WOODS (IW): Gerry and Kate thanks very much for talking to us. I'd like to begin by taking you back to the events of May 3 on that evening. Tell us how you discovered how Madeleine had gone. KATE McCANN (KM): As I think people are aware, we were checking regularly on the children and it was during one of my checks that I discovered she had gone. I can't really go into any details about that. I'm sure any parent will realise how that felt. IW: Did the panic set in immediately? KM: Yeah (whisper), very much. IW: This is a resort that offers childcare facilities, babysitting facilities. Why then, were the three young children left alone at the apartmen

Maddie Day 23 - New Suspect Revealed
Madeleine - Police Probe Strong Lead Updated: 06:19, Saturday May 26, 2007 Portuguese police are pursuing what appears to be their strongest lead yet in the hunt for Madeleine McCann. Detectives are looking for a man carrying what could have been a child, seen in the resort of Praia da Luz on the night the four year-old disappeared. The man is described as white, aged between 35 and 40, and about 5ft 10ins tall. He has short hair and was wearing a dark jacket with light-coloured trousers. Sky News correspondent Ian Woods, in Praia da Luz, said: "This description was given to police a short time after Madeleine went missing." Chief Inspector Olegario Sousa, of the Policia Judiciaria, said the suspect was possibly carrying a child or an object that might have appeared to have been a child. He appealed for the man, or anyone who knows about him, to come forward. In an emotional interview on Sky News, Madeleine's parents have spoken about their guilt at leaving t

I Won The Lottery!"
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."

Nice Guys
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. We like that aggressiveness about you and we like the unexpected. When we know you're really happy, it makes us happy too. Don't be mad when we hold the

Sigh..sigh..
Pain is when you cant breath even if your chest still rises and falls… Sadness is when you look out the window and thinks that rains are your tears.. Loneliness is when you still feel a hand touching you, even if there is none.. Desperation is when you wait for a message that will never come ……. And love is when you experience all these things and still open your heart to that someone..

My Wish
If I could write as beautifully as I wish I could I would tell you how beautiful I think you truely are I'd tell you about how you give me butterflies and about how you have this amazing capability to make me laugh when I don't even feel like smiling. You hold the key to my heart, you always have and you always will, from here on out, it's yours and yours alone do with it what you wish. There's no boundaries or chains on how far our love could go sometimes I hold back afraid to let you see me in my true light but I know it isn't right so i unveil myself to you and pull open the shades and at the moment you see the true me Sometimes I can be cruel I'll shut myself down block anyone from getting close but I only do it to try and prevent myself from getting hurt but I guess I shouldn't worry because no matter what I do you always continue to love me, unconditionally. I miss you being near to me I miss your touch and everything else that comes with it

?stay Or Go?
im giving serious thought to deleting my cherrytap, myspace, facebook, and xpeeps accounts. i dont hear from anyone..... besides itd be better to get my face off the internet.... i dont need to be seen.

Forever
I wish I could take the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes just to see them sparkle and shine your laughter echos pain and your heart holds more secrets then it can contain I want to take it all away I want to take you to a better place where never again will you feel alone and never ever again will you feel pain it'll be place more peaceful then you could ever imagine and i'll keep you there safe from harm I'm keeping you forever and for always In my arms you'll be safe and that's a promise I can keep... FOREVER © 2007 Kirsten Oge

Roses
Roses are Red Violets are Blue When i'm down in the dumps i think of a special place its called Fantasy land. In my fantasy world i have very intersting things in my little made up world. Like lily pads,candy apples,sugar plum trees Whipped cream and choclate bunnies mmmmmm so yummy and tasty i want to eat all those yummy foods mmmm yum yum yum mmmmmmm

§notice §
to all my friends and family this month coming up on the 9 of june will be my 23 birthday i will be holding a party in my lounge all that want to come are welcome to as for myself i may not show so have fun for me i do not think i will make it to then i feel so useless that i may not make it thru the weekend i am not sure of anything anymore so please have fun for me and remember me with a smile please?

What A Fuckin Hottie~~
BTW.. i am not payin attention to this contest i wasnt asked if i wanted to do it and so i beg off u to not waste ur vote on me but to vote for this chick instead thx xoxox MISS CHERRY HAS BEEN SICK AND FEELING ALOT BETTER NOW AND ALWAYS HERE FOR HER FRIENDS.SHE WANTS 2 HELP ME WIN THIS CONTEST AND IS TAKING IT ALL OFF!AHH ITS ALL IN GOOD FUN LOL BUT IF YOU CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND VOTE FOR ღ_§PÀÑKÀLÏÇ♀Ü§_ღ THEN SEND MISS CHERRY A PRVT MESSAGE SAYING YOU DID SHE WILL LINK YOU TO A SPECIAL SHORT VID SHE MADE HEHE. REMEMBER WE WILL WATCH VOTES ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SIGN IN AND VOTE THEN MAIL ME.ALSO ღ_§PÀÑKÀLÏÇ♀Ü§_ღWILL GIVE YOU ALL A GIFT.PLEASEEEEEE HELP ღ_§PÀÑKÀLÏÇ♀Ü§_ღ CLICK HERE TO VOTE FOR ღ_§PÀÑKÀLÏÇ♀Ü§_ღ & http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/board,204.0.html All YOU have to do is click the link below, register (which only asks 4 things) and then vote for me.You may need to paste this l

Materialistic
Materialistic One day, there was this lawyer who had just bought a new car, and he was eager to show it off to his colleagues, when all of a sudden an eighteen wheeler came out of nowhere and took of the driver's side door with him standing right there. "NOOO!" he screamed, because he knew that no matter how good a mechanic tried to fix it, it never would be the same. Finally, a cop came by, and the lawyer ran up to him yelling. "MY JAGUAR DOOR WAS JUST RUINED BY SOME FOOLISH DRIVER!!!" he exclaimed. "Your a lawyer aren't you?" asked the policeman. "Yes, I am, but what does this have to do with my car?!?!" the lawyer asked. "HA! Your lawyers are always so materialistic. All you care about is your possessions. I bet you didn't even notice that your left arm is missing did you?" the cop said. The lawyer looked down at his side and exclaimed "MY ROLEX!" The girl snapped up the package, pointed to the old geezer standing beside her, and smiled, "Grandpa will pay the bill."

What Is Wrong
What Is Wrong This woman rushed to see her doctor, looking very much worried and all strung out. She rattles off: “Doctor, take a look at me. When I woke up this morning, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw my hair all wiry and frazzled up, my skin was all wrinkled and pasty, my eyes were bloodshot and bugging out, and I had this corpse-like look on my face! What's WRONG with me, Doctor!?” The doctor looks her over for a couple of minutes, then calmly says: “Well, I can tell you that there ain't nothing wrong with your eyesight....”

Mugged
Mugged A turtle was walking down an alley in New York when he was mugged by a gang of snails. A police detective came to investigate and asked the turtle if he could explain what happened. The turtle looked at the detective with a confused look on his face and replied “I don't know, it all happened so fast.”

Taking A Leak
Taking A Leak An American tourist in London was desperate to take a leak. After a long search he couldn't find any public bathroom to relieve himself. So he went down one of the side streets to take care of business. Just as he was unzipping, a London police officer showed up. "Look here, old chap, what are you doing?" the officer asked. "I'm sorry," the American replied, "but I really gotta take a leak." "You can't do that here," the officer told him. "Look, follow me." The police officer led him to a beautiful garden with lots of grass, pretty flowers, and manicured hedges. "Here," said the policeman, "whiz away." The American tourist shrugged, turned, unzipped, and started pissing on the flowers. "Ahhh," he said in relief. Then turning toward the officer, he said, "This is very nice of you. Is this British courtesy?" "No," replied the policeman. "It's the French Embassy."

New Secretary
New Secretary Two friends meet in the office of one of them, a notorious techo-geek. "Hey, bud, how are ya?" "I'm good. Congratulations, that new secretary of yours is beautiful!" "Well, I'm glad you like her. Believe it or not, she's a robot! "No way, how could that be?" "Way! She's the latest model from Japan. Lemme tell you how she works. If you squeeze her left tit, she takes dictation. If you squeeze her right tit, she types a letter. And that's not all, she can have sex, too!" "Holy shit! You're kidding, right?" "No, she's something, huh? Tell you what, you can even borrow her" So, his friend takes her into the restroom and is in there with her for a while. Suddenly, he hears him screaming "Eeeeyaaaaa! Heeelp Ooooooh! Aaaaaaah! Eeeeeeeeeeeaaargghhhh!" The guy says, "Shit! I forgot to tell him her ass is a pencil sharpener!"

Like A Woman
Like A Woman As a boat is about to sink, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces: "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks: "Is there someone on this ship who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says: "Here, iron this!".

Hog
By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer Fri May 25, 10:50 PM ET MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attention over his pig. "It feels really good," Jamison said in a telephone interview with The Associated Press. "

Flowers
Flowers A blonde and a brunette are walking past a flower shop. The brunette sees her boyfriend inside and says: "Oh no, my boyfriend is inside buying me flowers again." The blonde asks: "Why is that so bad?" The brunette says:"Every time he buys me flowers, he expects something in return and I don't feel like spending the entire weekend with my legs in the air." The blonde asks:"Why, don't you have a vase?"

I Didn't Know I Had It In Me By Sweetthing0864©
I Didn't Know I Had It In Me by sweetthing0864© After a bad relationship I had decided to take some time off from dating and sex. My self imposed celibacy had been going on two years. At first it had been really hard, I would wake up finding myself masturbating. But before long I was doing alright with it. I had inherited some money from an Uncle and could take my dream vacation. I had always wanted to go to England and the time and opportunity had finally come. I had a friend that had been living in London for several years. She was thrilled that I was finally coming to visit her and couldn't wait to show me the sights. The first week I had been there we caught up and she showed me all the sights, it had been wonderful. Of course she had to work during the day, but I always found things to occupy my time. On the Friday night of my second week, she told me about a club she wanted to take me to. She said it was a private club, and she had missed last week and really wanted

I Am My Master's Slut By Msvixen416©
I Am My Master's Slut by MsVixen416© Sara lay on her mat, ankles and wrists bound securely, as Master dressed in His office attire. He glanced over at her a time or two and captured an ethereal expression on her face. "What is on your mind, my beautifully sexy slut?" "Oh Master, you caught me! I was just dreaming of sailing the ocean blue with You. Do you remember? A dream we once entertained for an evening." She smiled and stretched sensuously. "My dear one, one day, yes, we will take a small trip on my boat. I shall bind you to the helm, and steer with my fingers deep within your vagina." He laughed aloud, and she joined him. He walked over to her as she lay sprawled on her mat at the foot of his bed. He had indeed grown to love her deeply. He gazed at her body, fully His, and again smiled. "How would you like to spend your day today, my beautiful slut?" "In whatever way would please you most, Master," she replied. He thought for a moment. "As it happens,

Aint That A Bitch
o i fineit funny as hell that u think about not tryin to hurt the one u leave but yet i find that u end up hurting them. but yet u try not to say somthing dumb but that take wat as the other way around. oh well life goes on. Even thought u didnt know that it might hurt them. that way. But on the real im still opissed off cause of wat i was told that caused the whole mess in the frist place. Now but urself im my shoes. Ok whay would u do if one of ur ex's calll u out of the blue and tell u that its ur dault that they cheated on u. then found themself pregnant or got someone pregnant. Then they lost or the person they got knocked up lost the kid or kids they was goin to have. But u didnt cause anything to happen like that. and u know dam well that u wasnt around them at the time it happen. but any damn way life goes on. im tried of a lot of things right bout now, im tryin to got my life the way it should be. and then fate throws u a monkey wrench at u over and over. Youi try to deal wit

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