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Women Beware
Hi, there, I just got this forward and I have been approached before--it's been over 2 years. The 2 men and 1 woman were at the Pizza Hut in the Dove shopping center where Broadway is located. They were parked in front, and had the trunk open on their car and had plenty of bottles in there. I was trying to get into the ForeRunner and was ready to dash back into the pizza place and Josh came out and said we don't want any, "Mom get into the car now". I wasn't unnerved until they literally backed away from me when Josh got between them and me. It did happen fast. It does take you by surprise--because it is so unusual. It's scary that the trunk was open---my instincts did kick in with the fight or flight response and I was not tempted to smell anything. Be careful. with love, Janet Sent: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 8:20 AM Subject: security alert I received this email (within a string of emails) and thought I'd send it along to protect my family. MAKE SURE YOUR

Have A Great Week Phucker, Oops. Think'in Out Loud. :p
Don't waste a minute being unhappy. If one window closes - run to the next window - or break down a door. Live with your whole being all the days of your life. Your reward will be true happiness. - Rebecca Thomas Shane The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. - E E. Cummings LIfe's greatest accomplishments are those that at first seem impossible. I never worked a day in my life. It was all fun! - Thomas Edison When we are present in each moment, the past gently rolls up behind us and the future slowly unravels before us. - Rev Richard Levy Good friends are like stars. You don't always s

Man Of House
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can BeThe Man Of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen andannounced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of thishouse and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight,and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a scrumptiousdessert. After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and wewill have the kind of s*e*x that I want. Afterwards, you are going todraw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dryand bring me my robe. Afterwards, you will massage my feet and hands.Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?"The wife replied,"The f**kin' funeral director would be my first guess."

A Male Patient
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask Over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four-hour surgical procedure. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath around his operation scar. ‘Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and operation scar." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may go into shock from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting, rubbing and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and say

Ten Guidelines From God
Ten Guidelines From God Effective Immediately, please be aware that there are changes YOU need to make in YOUR life. These changes need to be completed in order that I may fulfill My promises to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in this life. I apologize for any inconvenience, but after all that I am doing, this seems very little to ask of you.Please, follow these 10 guidelines 1. QUIT WORRYING: Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way? 2. PUT IT ON THE LIST: Something needs done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can't help you until you turn it over to Me And although My to-do-list is long, I am after all... God. I can take care of anything you put into My hands. In fac

2am Thoughts
As I sit here at 2am in the morning on Monday morning, all i can think about is my husband and how i miss him. wishing that he was home with me so we can be a compleat family again i mean dont get me wrong were a family no matter where he is but, its just hard with out him here my daughter acts out knowing that daddy isnt here to reinforce me. my son just got to know his daddy, and then he is gone again poor baby. im not trying to selfesh, i know that he is doing his job but hasnt this gone on long enough? was the extention really called for? do they really care about the soldiers and there families? i mean this is just me thinking but i wonder do others wonder the same questions as i do? my husband left on the 23rd or this month from his r and r, yes he got a couple extra days to be here so when i had my surgery he could be here and i thank the cpt. for approving before he took that higher up, and when he left it didnt bother me to this day i think it was because i was still on my pai

Women
I Think This Applies To You A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, or does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but

How Long
A guy sticks his head into a barber's shop and asks: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop full of customers and says: "About 2 hours." The guy left. A few days later the same guy sticks his head in the door and asks: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around at the shop and says: "About 3 hours." The guy left. A week later the same guy stuck his head in the Shop and asked: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said: "About an hour and half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said: "Hey Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then, he doesn't ever come back." A little while later, Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So, where does that guy go when he leaves?" Bill looked up, t ears in his eyes and said: "Your house."

Ok Please Do This One For Me
OK THIS IS JOSEPH HES A FRIEND OF MINE WHOM I LIVE WITH. YES HES MY ROOM MATE. HE NEEDS HELP IN LEVELING UP. NEEDS TO GET TO A LEVEL 10. BCS HE WANTS TO JOIN THE CT MAFIA. PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND LET ME KNOW I WILL RETURN THE LOVE TO YOUR PAGE. HES STILL WORKING ON HIS PAGE OTHERWISE HE WOULD BE DONG THIS HIMSELF. joseph the italian stallion a.k.a dj_solo@ CherryTAP

Isolate
a wall of rain makes the earth sizzle i'm sitting, watching, the muggy afternoon suddenly fades, and there's a chill in the air again. i let it mist my clothes, my shoes, i wouldn't dare move from the spot until it stopped, mesmerized by the destructive beauty of nature. a clap of thunder makes the ground tremble, jolts me back to reality like a gunshot, and i go inside, a last, longing look over my shoulder as i head back to work.

Check This Out U Will Like It
if u like chattin then check this out. u create your own avatar and room and start chattin u can interact with people too u can make out, fight, and even have sex its pretty cool. if u check it out look me up when u get there http://imvu.com/catalog/web_invitation.php?userId=12742466&from=power-email

The People You Depend On
you know its strange. In this life, you come to realize that there are very few people you can really depend on. People come, people go. I've been hurt in my life, who hasn't? The hardest part is learning to move past that point, and finding it in your heart to trust again, to love again. To not let life make you so hard that you shut out your chances to live again, to love again. What do I hope for? to someday have a college education under my belt, to have a yard with a house set right in the middle, and in that house, a family that I can come home to everyday, a family I can love and call my own. To know that someone can love me as I love them, to know that I'm needed. THat's all i've ever really wanted in this life. Money? yeah, we work for it. My grandparents worked all their lives to make it, and I regret that they never really got to enjoy it. No, they weren't rich, but they had their family, and they enjoyed that fact. Most people don't stop and realize what they DO hav

Wondering Now
well i have always believed in put it right up front and yes i did in the bulliten, but when you hear, as many empty promises that i have herd, then it makes you feel that way, take the bulliten as wish, but the true ones will come forward ask what needs to be asked and what is truely wanted and needed !!!!!!! some will have fun with this and of course there will be haters, but atleast you know one thing, im not the one, who is sitting there saying DAMNNNNNN

Just Here
online tonight just here lol not really lookin for much just kickin it.. i wanna go to sleep but cant yet.. so i have to find something to do to entertain me self ya feelz me. if you are reading this you are really bored tooooo lolz... n e way this enough of this bloggg spitt.. bye

For Mine!
One glimpse of you sends me under my heart is beating,raging like thunder one word from you sends shivers down my spine to hear your voice is so devine i wish you was mine one touch from you melts me inside to feel you close,my thoughts i cannot hide you brush past my shoulder, instantly turn around as i stand and stare at the amazing love ive found one smile from you i cant explain deliver that smile over and over again so warm and wide,creates a dimple im so inlove with you its simple one sentence from you would make my world and day to hear that tiny voice say you feel the same way

Rights And The War On Terrorism
Terrorism is by definition "The unlawful use or threatened use of force or violence by a person or an organized group against people or property with the intention of intimidating or coercing societies or governments, often for ideological or political reasons." Meaning specifically, that the object of terrorism isn't so much the destruction and carnage it extracts in the one specific event, such as 9/11, but rather the long-lasting ramifications it can have on a nation. Case in point, 9/11 created a state of fear. Fear is a very powerful weapon. It's far more damaging than any combination of planes into buildings or even the detonation of a nuclear weapon on U.S. soil. All of a sudden, America was under attack by Islamist extremists. It was a wake-up call to Americans that their lives aren't so secure after all, and that America is more fragile than ever previously imagined. The trouble is these people are falling for Osama's overall plan. His long-term goal and also that of Al Qaeda'

Kilts Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Ok, so, not that I mind, but why do so many women love KILTS?!?!?! Could it be that maybe they know what we wear or more to the point don’t wear under a kilt? Or maybe they know that what ever they might find under a kilt will always get a the blue ribbon? And I have noticed that alot of them are sexy little Italian sweeties, what’s up with that? Again not that I mind. he he he he ….. and I have noticed and thank you….WoW really thank you, but all I can say is I already have my little Italian Princess and I so love her!!!! I never thought I’d ever say that. …… hmmm and just a thought, but if you ladies like a man in a kilt keep in mind there MILLIONS of us here in the US and Canada, as well as back in Scotland And a really good place to see and meet them is Renaissances Fairs and Highland games, so go, and have fun and watch the guys in kilts you just might get as lucky as me & my beautiful Italian Princess.

Uh. Oh....
There was a man who really took care of his body. He lifted weights and jogged 6 miles a day. One day, he took a look in the mirror and noticed that he was tan all over except his 'thingie' ... So, he decided to do something about it.... He went to the beach, completely undressed himself and buried himself in the sand, except for his 'thingie,' which he left sticking out. Two old ladies were strolling along the beach, one using a cane. Upon seeing the 'thingie' sticking up over the sand, she began to move it around with her cane. Remarking to the other lady, "There's no justice" she remarked... The other lady asked what she meant. When I was 20, I was curious about it. When I was 30, I enjoyed it. When I was 50, I asked for it. When I was 60, I prayed for it. When I was 70, I forgot about it. Now, I am 80 and they are growing wild on the beach and I'm too old to even squat !!!

Blah Blah Blah
So, I'm house sitting for my sister and her husband and I've been here all weekend by myself and now I'm sitting here drinking. And when I drink, I start thinking pretty deep. Don't really know why, but I do. So, anyway here goes. I'm so tired of the way my life is going, and I hate feeling like all I do is bitch about my crappy life. So, I'm gonna work on fixing all of that. Right now I'm working part time for one of the school districts in the valley and I love it. Trying to get on full time for the next school year. I just love working with kids. As much as they can drive me bonkers I really do love them. So, I've decided that in the fall I'm going to go to school to be a teacher. But I'll probably do high school. I just don't want to feel like I have to "hold their hands" all the time. But I would love to do that. Would be a job I loved and I would get the pleasure of knowing I was doing something good and helping shape who the kids were becoming. I've also been doing a lot o

~~battling The Oil Cartels~~
Also..7-11 has not renewed their contract with Citgo and will be moving to another gasoline brand. ----- Please Read and forward to everyone you know! Subject: CITGO CHANGING NAME...this is serious Americans...make sure you read this e-mail NEWS FLASH: Chavez of Venezula is NOW getting a Russian Weapons Factory built by Putin. The RUSSIANS are building an AK-47 Kalashnikov Assault Rifle factory in Venezuela, to give armament support to Communist Rebel groups throughout the Americas. Chavez NOW has IRANIANS operating his oil refineries in Venezuela for him. It is likely only a matter of time, if not already, before Chavez has Iranian built LONG RANGE missiles, with a variety of warhead types aimed at: Guess Who? CITGO is NOW in the process of Changing Its Name to PETRO EXPRESS due to the loss of gasoline sales in the USA due to the recent publicity of ownership by Chavez of Venezuela. Every dollar you spend with CITGO or PETRO EXPRE

Happy Memorial Day
As we Celebrate Memorial Day with BBQ's and Picnic's Let us Not Forget what this Day was established for.... To Remember Those Brave men and Women who made the Supreme Sacrifice to help Safe Guard our Freedoms....

The Rose That Grew From Conctete
The Rose That Grew From Concrete Did you hear about he rose that grew from concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk without having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one elese ever cared TUPAC

To My Friends Who Want To Know What The Ldc Family Stands For, This Is How M'lord Lestat Describes My New Family.
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you. This is not just a family its a haven as well. For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand... Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that. I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one. This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect. This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them. Please stop by to check us out. If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you, you can be most assured we will. Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Rebel Bitch, Lost,Pain,Lady Jessie,DemonStorm,Kaz,WolfiePuP and Rick... If you are interested in this family, in joining it and becoming part of ou

Real Newspaper Ads.....
REAL NEWSPAPER ADS? FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES... Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat ... Been out a while. Better be a reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. ! NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE . WORN ONCE BY MISTAKE. Call Stephanie. AND THE BEST ONE : FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannic, 45 volumes Excellent condition $1,000 or best offer No longer needed, got married last month. Husband knows everything I SAW THIS AS A BULLETIN, SO I JUST HAD TO BLOG IT

Friday The 13th Of May
Found out today that nothing is real Nothing is how I saw it to be, Wrong about everything The only one without the answers I fell form atop my thrown of happiness From king to begger, as I beg her Where did I go wrong, I don’t see How this could go down this way I should have saw the symptoms of a tragic end Your hand felt cold in mine A kiss goodbye denied, why? Now it makes sense. The warning signs I tried to ignore But the inevitable cannot be stopped My heart still beats, my lungs still breath But the world it seems is dead to me.

Ldc Family Laws
The Laws Law #1: If you leave the family take LDC off of your name and once you leave there is NO coming back. Law #2: From now on anyone that wants to join the family that is in another family will not be able to. If you're already a member of the LDC and are in another family you are fine because this is just being put in place. Law #3: All L.O.A (Leave of Absences) must be approved by a Creator and a Founder. Law #4: If you show inactivity by not reading or reposting the family bulletins and / or blogs for a months time then you will be notified and placed on probation, if it continues then you will be removed. Law #5: All members need to understand we are NOT a comment bombing family. Do not address comment bombing bulletins to the family. If we have time to comment then we will. Law #6: You must make an effort to repost all family bulletins that involve a new member or a family issue because we do not post much and the least you can do is repost them. Law #7:

Come Home....
I star into your eyes, to see if maybe you miss me the way I miss you, and I fear the worst. It’s been too damn long since I felt you touch, felt you kiss, felt your love, and its making me insane. I hear your laugh and it brings me to tears these past months have seemed like years, without you around. I just need a moment of your time, to say... [Chorus] Baby come home, you have been gone way to long. And when you get back, I'll stop writing these songs, and spend all my time with you. It’s been awhile since I felt your kiss, I didn’t think it would hurt like this, but there’s just no getting over you. I’m stuck in the days you spent with me, asking my self how could it be, that I found the perfect one. I reach out at night but your not there, I find myself embracing air, where you used to lay with me. If you come back, Ill be here, taking away all your fears, I will leave the light on at night. [Chorus] Baby come home, you have been gone

My Girl
Something New: Once upon a time, I said I would never take another submissive. Things had gone... not badly but unexpectedly and I just wasn't comfortable with what I saw in myself. I don't think you can be a Dom and truely be everything a sub needs, if you don't trust yourself. So... I said that part of my life was closed. Then someone came along that managed to change that, and re-open a door. Made me think about teaching again... about taking a submissive, and really trying to give her everything she deserves. D/s relationships, to me, are far far more than "getting kinky"... if I don't feel the connection to teach and to grow with a submissive, then it's not going to work. I know that. This happened more slowly than I expected... I found myself in a very deep relationship, and she came to me and offered her submission, with complete trust and a certain innocence. And somehow I found that I wanted to be her Dominant, and with her I felt completely comfortable. It's one of t

Oldie
What a sorry case she is Cant see her own self worth Dosnt care about her own value Just does whatever she is asked to do You can have her any way you want All you have to do is ask No matter if you love her All you have to do is ask No matter if you hate her You only have to ask So now she drops her head But the shame only lasts so long Allows her self to be objectified Because that’s all shes ever known You can have her any way you want All you have to do is ask No matter if you love her All you have to do is ask No matter if you hate her You only have to ask So now her confidence is gone Fell away with the lustfull sighs Fallowed by the non romantic goodbye She does it cause she is asked to No matter if there is passion You can have her anyway you want All you have to do is ask No matter if you love her All you have to do is ask No matter if you hate her All you h

Lounge/ambient/experimental Mixtape
right click - save as... to download playing time: 45:05 filesize: 62.0 Mb encoding: 192Kbps track listing: Ken Nordine - You're Getting Better UNKLE - Unreal Thievery Corporation (w/The Flaming Lips) - Marching the Hate Machines Solarus - Malignant Soul Punisher Earth - Land of Some Other Order sunn0))) & Boris - Blood Swamp Material (w/William S. Burroughs) - Soul Killer

Cut
I hurt, I ache. I think of all, I cannot take. I cut myself. I feel the pain. I feel the blood pour out my veins. I have to feel it, feel the pain. It tells me it's real, I'm still living in hell. Hell...it is my life. I don't cut myself, To end my pain. But, to feel the pain of my life. I begin to cut, but I can't stop. Next thing I know, the beating stops. -Crissy- January 26, 2006 I wrote this for a friend of mine in a feable attempt to learn more about how he felt.

The Journey & The End
Life is a bad joke, Told by a cruel individual. You keep telling yourself it gets better. But the truth is, it only gets worse. The problems you deal with as a child, Are preparations for those you deal with as a teen. Those you deal with as a teen, Are preparing you for the life of an adult. You tell yourself it’ll get better it has to. But truth be known it’s just the beginning. It’s the beginning of an end. And it’s an end you’ll soon desire. Momma always said, “Life’s not fair And whoever told you it was, lied.” But she should’ve told me also, Life has no attainable desires. Why do we even try? It does no good. We can only get so far, for it sees all. It is a powerful thing with godly powers. And will never allow you to achieve your dreams you so desire. They say what doesn’t break you, Will make you stronger. But each time it tries, It takes a small piece of something deep inside. Then one day, you open your eyes to see. And find all that’s lef

Dreams & Reality
You try so hard, and for what? Everything still seems to fall apart. No matter how much you plan or dream, Those dreams will never become a reality. No one knows what tomorrow may hold. But I know my dreams will never unfold. Life is not a fairy tale, No magic or princes and kings. Only the unreachable, Or so it seems. All of my hopes, dreams and wishes, Will remain just that and never change. With a false hope and a miserable reality, We continue to dream and think just maybe... When will we stop lying to ourselves And begin to face the truth? The fact is that my dreams will never be Anything more than an escape from reality. Crissy January 2005

Emotion Need Not Apply
Your in my heart, might as well be a million miles away. Hardend by the scars I will never let fade. Emotion need not apply. Cannot show you what I really am, because Im not really quite a man, but a machine with a heart that beats for you. I cannot convey these feelings I have, they are fogien to me. I hold you close and feel you sigh, knowing I cant be what you want. It wasnt always this way but know that... Your in my heart, but might as well be a million miles away, Hardend by the scars I will never let fade, emotion need not apply. In a life so new, somthing that I have come to value. But I am so affraid, how can it be true, that the pain is done, and my past is gone? Ashamed, I cannot show you what you want to see, wearing my heart on my sleeve is out, coldness is in. Its not you its me, Your in my heart but might as well be a million miles away, Hardend by the scars I will never let fade, emotion need not apply. Your eyes pierce to the d

The Fight
When times are hard and at their worst When you feel as if you’re going to burst You feel as if things can only get worse You want to lay down and give in You have the desire to quit, let the struggle all end. You feel there is no end to your pain and strife. You want to take the easy way out and end your life. What do you do to win the fight? Between you and yourself, death and life? Nothing, until you decide to win the fight. For if you give up, you lose the fight. You will surely lose your life. So no matter how hard the struggle becomes, Keep up the fight, find the strength to go on. It will get better, somewhere down the road. You’ll find a way to lighten your load. The sun will rise, the sun will set. Don’t give up the struggle just yet. You’ll be a better person for you’ll have defeated the doubt. You’ll live to learn what life is all about. In the end it will all be worthwhile. You don’t believe me now but soon you shall. As has often bee

Life
You go through life, Wondering what your future will be like. Who knows, What will come and go. Sometimes you wonder, What you want from life. Then there are other times, That you know. But like they say, You don't always get what you want. Although it's hard, You must go on. You don't always know what's best, But there's someone who does. Just hang in there, We all know life's tough. In the long run though, You get what you want. What you want just changes, To what you didn't need. It'll all work out, You just have to be strong and believe. -Crissy- April 98"

Questions You Don't Normally Get Asked...
1. Do you know anyone in Prison? Yes 2. Have you ever logged onto a bf/gf/crush's Cherry page? No 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? Last Thursday 4. Which do you enjoy more: Soccer or Hockey? Soccer 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? Hell no, and Thank god because if i was then the Party would have been over. 6. Name someone you miss. my Uncle Doug 7. Are you named after a grandparent? No a TV character 8. Who loves you? My family, friends 9. Have you ever broken a rib? No 10. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? I'm happy being me so i would say a Guy, then again as a girl i could play with my tits. 11. Who is the most spoiled person you know? Me 12. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? a Million Dollars, with it True Love will find me. 13. Which of your Cherry friends have a private piercing? I'm not telling because it's Private damn it! 14. Is your boyfriend/girlfriend a Marine? No

My Forever Soul Mate
My Forever Soul Mate Your smile brings light to my darkness Your touch takes away my pain Your eyes dance with love for me And your lips only speak my name. We were meant to be together There's no other way it could be Because without you by my side I no longer could be me. You've changed my life forever You've showed me the meaning of true love You've opened my eyes to new things And brought me closer to Goddess above. You are the love of my life Not even death could do us part For you are my forever soul mate And I love you with all my heart. I will love you forever and a day... and as long as we can get away with!

Ok All Sick Of Wasting Gas Just To Get Gas , Here Check This Link Out ,. I Realy Hope It Helps ,
Check out (if you haven't already!) - It's a "data-base" for fuel prices. You can search as a 'visitor' or log-in and join. Theres even a place where you can ENTER THE PRICES of fuel and the stations in your driving area! www.gasbuddy.com While we may NOT be able to cut the costs of this shit, we CAN find the cheapest available. tigger , thanks dad , for the e -mail

Comics
For those of you who like to read comics and want to know what's going on. I've got the answers and would like to entertain my fellow readers with the latest and greatest in comic news. Drop by and say Hi! Have a question? I might just have the answer for you.

To The Man I Love(todd)
THIS IS FOR U TODD U KNO U ARE MY EVERYTHING U ARE MY WORLD BABY I WANT U TO KNO THAT I LOVE U DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART .. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME I WOULD BE LOST IF I DIDNT HAVE U IN MY LIFE.... MY LIFE WOULD BE EMPTY RIGHT NOW IF I DIDNT HAVE U .. I LOVE U SOOOOO MUCH TODD CANT WAIT FOR US TO BE TOGETHER IN RL SO I CAN SHOW U AND PROVE TO U HOW MUCH THIS WOMEN REALLY DOES LOVE YOU

Marvel’s Mightiest Face Green Goliath In World War Hulk #1
“Planet Hulk” was a smash hit with readers, resulting in numerous sellouts and multiple printings, but in June Marvel Comics unleashes something equally monstrous: World War Hulk #1 (APR07 2302, $3.99), the double-sized debut of the blockbuster summer event! Written by Greg Pak (Incredible Hulk), penciled with a variant cover by John Romita, Jr. (Thor) and boasting an alternate cover by superstar artist David Finch (Avengers), this saga is one no Marvel fan dare miss! In this Earth-shattering issue, The Hulk returns from his exile in space, determined to even the score with the Illuminati for banishing him from Earth. Aided by his brutish gladiator comrades and driven by an unimaginable ferocity, Bruce Banner’s gamma radiation-spawned counterpart threatens to crush everything and everyone on the planet in his rush to exact revenge! The 64-page, full-color World War Hulk #1 is slated for delivery June 13.

For You Honey...
Well lets see here we have been together since Sept. 4th, 2000. You asked me to marry you on December. 24th, 2000. And I agreed to it. Beings that you had done this on a sad night for me but the thought counts you knew that Christmas Eve was depressing to me because of my Nanny passing away and the time you had asked me was the time that she had passed away. But I got to give you credit you did take the sad tears away and made them happy tears. I love you with my heart all the time and plan on to. Then we got married Oct.16th,2001. Then February I found out that I was pregnant serveral months passed and we found out that it was a boy and we chose to call him Keegan Adam Robinson, and he was born on Nov.3,2001. Then at the end of March I found out that I was pregnant again then a couple months passed and we found out it was a boy so we chose the name Isaac Nathaniel Robinson with a little help from a friend. Isaac was born on Dec.18,2002. Then two years past and I found out in March tha

Southerners
True Southerners are great story tellers. It's bred into their bloodline. Any mundane event can be turned into a great story with the proper amount of animation and expression, and never forget to embellish whenever it is called for. True Southerners are loyal to a fault. They will fight to defend the honor of someone even if they know that person is wrong, if it's a sibling or a friend. True Southerners have music in their blood. It doesn't matter if it is Rock, Blues, Country, or even Gospel, they can feel it in their soul. Even though he'd much rather not, every Southern Man can dance at least somewhat. "I don't care for fancy music if your feet can't shuffle around." True Southerners are not racist, but all the same recognizes that race issues are not as cut and dried as the left wing liberals want to pretend. True Southerners know that the increase in quality of life that comes from enjoying good food, outweighs the increase in quantity of life that you might get from

Spiderman 3
Somewhat long-feeling towards the end with too many epilogues that didn't feel quite needed? but... enjoyable, well-paced (the action scenes I did find confusingly fast personally but...!), moderately true to the comic book originals I guess (relative to other movies I've seen *g* and considering the instability of the originals)... I do recommend it.

The Weekend
Well, I am staying at my best friend, Billie's for the weekend. Me and the kids are having a great time. We made a lot of food and we are going to have lots of leftovers. My friend travis, Neptune from my friend's list, decided to come along too...I did not know if he was going to be able to make it because I thought he had to work...it was good that he came though. Anyhow, I had forgot to let my ex know that me and the kids were going to be out of town so since I did have his home phone#, I decided to call him a little after 6pm. Usually, Sammy likes to talk on the phone but I guess this time she was not up for it. And as usual, Jake does not like to talk on the phone. I wonder how I can fix this a bit...like I said, maybe the web cam thing will work out still. Anyhow, I get on here and look at my ex's mumms; heck after voting and commenting on their picture for the contest for "kids contest", and seeing their comments and votes, I thought okay well maybe things are'nt so

I Promise
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I promi

My Sweet Cleo...
My poor Cleo passed away at 8:30 AM on Friday Morning, May 25th, 2007. She was the greatest dog there ever was and will be missed forever and always... This was the very first picture I ever took of Cleo... And this was the very Last picture I ever took of her... :(

Observationally Speaking...
..first of all, is "observationally" even a word?...well if it's not. It is now. That's what I tend to be and lend that trait onto others that do not possess such a keen eye to observe the actions and motives of others. Because in every action, or even non-action, there is a certain amount of truth spoken through both the written words and actions of the participants. For example, if a person acts sheeplishly around you or cannot make eye contact of some variety, it speaks volumes about either how they feel about you or how they feel about themselves. Strong, confident and truthful people can be told by their words and actions, which ultimatley leads to a level of respect and trust garnered over a period of time. Such holds true on internet social sites as well, such as here myspace or the "other site" I always refer to it as, CherryTap.com. People are forces of habit and pattern, for the most part. They act similar toward certain people, say the same things, act the same ways

Opinions
Me and my wife have been having hard times lately but have been trying to work things out,my friends think shes up to no good and think i should leave her but i believe that no one understands the situation like i do. I know that people make mistakes and ive made my fair share of them, its funny but you ever notice how each persons friends in a break up take the side of the person there friends with without considering what they might have done to contribute to the problem. It takes two to tango and my friends have no idea what i did to make my situation worse, i know were i messed up and she knows were she messed up.my question is are they acting on a subconcience level when they open there mouths or are they just jumping to conclusions about something they dont know anything about. ive learned every relationship is personal between the two people involved and no matter what it might look like nobody really knows except the two involved.

Nothing
I dont know when or where to begin, nothing has over come me and swallowed me whole. Void, pain, pathetic, catagories that i fall in too are starting to become real. I had a dream when i decided to spread my wings and fly but now im back in the gutters with a broken wing. Did i make the right choice or am i going to fail again? No no i wont failure is not an option for me this time. I have to stand up and be strong. If there is one thing i know about myself its that when shit gets bad i am at my best. There are so many things i miss and all of my comfort is gone. Where and when do i begin nothing has come over me and swallowed me whole.

Excerpt From The Book, "maya's First Rose"
Excerpt from the book, "Maya's First Rose" If you ever love an animal, there are three days in your life you will always remember . . . The first is a day, blessed with happiness, when you bring home your young new friend. You may have spent weeks deciding on a breed. You may have asked numerous opinions of many vets, or done long research in finding a breeder. Or, perhaps in a fleeting moment, you may have just chosen that silly looking mutt in a shelter -- simply because something in its eyes reached your heart. But when you bring that chosen pet home, and watch it explore, and claim its special place in your hall or front room -- and when you feel it brush against you for the first time -- it instills a feeling of pure love you will carry with you through the many years to come. The second day will occur eight or nine or ten years later. It will be a day like any other. Routine and unexceptional. But, for a surprising instant, you will look at your longtime friend and see age

Help Police Find Wanted Pedophiles Us And Uk
HELP POLICE FIND WANTED PEDOPHILES US AND UK PLEASE REPOST To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. USA Today News article about 2 of the success stories that were a direct result of this myspace page, the bulletins I make and the many thousands of caring friends who repost them click to read 179,444,027 That is how many users have profiles on myspace. The number is always growing. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows what happened, witnessed something, or were themselves involved. Pass this information around to your friends. Someone out there holds the key to solving some

Places I've Never Been
I've never seen the sun set at Montigo Bay But my heart melts when you look at me that way And I've never seen the snow fall From a rocky mountain sky But I get a chill just by lookin' in your eyes 'Cause you take me places I've never been I travel the world in your arms and back again I have no need to wander or go chasing those four winds 'Cause you take me places I've never been I may never see the wonders on this earth I may never hold treasures of great worth I could search the whole world over But I don't have to go that far I've got it all right here in my arms 'Cause you take me places that I've never been I travel the world in your arms and back again I have no need to wander or go chasing those four winds 'Cause you take me places I've never been 'Cause you take me places I've never been

Fuck You!
FUck you! i hate everything about your type. All of you are so fucking fake. you make me hurt and i cant let you anymore. I am going to die and i dont care how you feel. To all of you im dead. Im sorry if i make you cry but i dont care. HATE is what you make me feel... Oh yes the cold steel across my wrist is what you think.. and maybe ill jump. You wish! I have cut you out and i feel no more pain... I HATE YOU! FUCK YOU! YOu dont diserve anything but a bullet to the head.. Die quickly DIE! so i dont have to hurt anymore.. I took you as you were and you hit me like a mac truck. Knocking me on my ass only to see you standing over me laughing like its some kind of game.... Ill make you suffer . Dead you are and now i have gone!

Interesting
I can’t get the vision out of my head I toss and turn in my bed I close my eyes I try to hide from these feelings inside I have been hurt many times before I have fallen to the floor I have crawled on my knees I have felt my heart bleed I don’t want to have these feelings inside I want to have a free mind But my heart has found the crack Through the walls that protect Find Me....... I never want to feel I never want the pain I never want to lose I never want you To be in my life So why don’t you walk away I can’t get you free of me I really wish I could see But yet I am so foolish To believe I don’t want you But yet everything I do.... Is all for you I find you are too far away Yet I want to stay...... The journey never begins I am paying for my sins Running a race I will never win Walk away Turn around and Walk away what I do best Walk away I do not want to feel the pain.

Not Doin To Good.
so im really depressed right now. i just realized my last 3 boyfriends really fucked me over and my most recent ex just basically told me fuck you. he told me i didnt make him happy and that he didnt feel secure with me.what the fuck. so im feely really down right now and im not doin too good.

Disbelief
Will this pain ever stop? Will my heart ever feel good again. The pain i feel is so real. Crushed and broken missing the good times and even the bad. I cannot hear you anymore. In my dreams you used to be now just a figure i cannot make out. Your so cold and distant its sharp and cuts me deep. Everyone else is so much more important that me. Just get it over with draw the knife across my neck and the suffering will be over soon. Do you even care that you have made me hurt? For years now i have given my all and for what? To have it thrown back in my face and treated like im less than you.... Good bye bad dream i will not allow you to contol me any longer. Keep what you will but give me back what is mine. I am no longer yours so i say good bye!

Clan Lupin Part 2 ((rules))
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. Now these are the rules: Rule 1: Wolfen’s can not hold judgment over another member of the family unless directly ordered to do so by the founders or the creators. As a Watchdog we must hold ourselves distant when there is a crisis, we can not be ordered to attack or intervene on someone’s behalf unless it is a last resort and even then only the founders or creators can order us. Rule 2: Wolfen’s are not above the Creators or the Founders, Wolfen’s are not all powerful and any Wolfen found Abusing power will be Judged by the Clan first then they shall be given to the Founders for family judgment. Rule 3: Wolfen’s must bring any family problem or issue to the Founders, If one can not be found then High Elder Wolfe & Beta Goddess of oceans wild, and £ost Ín Ťhe Ðark♦Lycan Warrior must be contacted so that the problem/issue may be resolved. Rule 4: The Clan is Responsible fo

Visitor From The Past By Thelen Paulk
Visitor From The Past by Thelen Paulk I had a dream the other night I didn't understand, A figure walking through the mist, with flintlock in his hand. His clothes were torn and dirty, as he stood there by my bed, He took off his three-cornered hat, and speaking low he said: We fought a revolution to secure our liberty, We wrote the Constitution, as a shield from tyranny. For future generations, this legacy we gave, In this, the land of the free and home of the brave. The freedom we secured for you, we hoped you'd always keep, But tyrants labored endlessly while your parents were asleep. Your freedom gone - your courage lost - you're no more than a slave, In this, the land of the free and the home of the brave. You buy permits to travel, and permits to own a gun, Permits to start a business, or to build a place for one. On land that you believe you own, you pay a yearly rent, Although you have no voice in choosing how the money's spent. Your children must

Choices And Thoughts
I've been doing a lot around the house today: cleaning, laundry, etc. I've had the tv on too, HBO has been playing away in the background. I got distracted by "Bury My Heart At Wounded Knee", played a little online, and got back to my chores. When I sat back down "V For Vendetta" was playing. I saw it in the theater and liked it, though I know it was lacking for some. The fact is, I like movies that require their characters to make personal choices that affect the world. Or at least a country or something. ;) I have this wierd.... obsession? No, that's pretty damn strong. Ummm... interest? Maybe. Anyway, I have this strange part of me that loves Armaggedon type situations and movies.... "Armaggedon", "Deep Impact", "War of the Worlds", "Independance Day".... They're not the best flicks ever, I admit, but they speak to me. I almost always tear up at one point or another during these films. I think it's because I hope to find the same heroism in myself that I see in

My New Poem - For Unelected President Goerge W. Bush
Do you ever think of the people you have killed Young men and women Wanting a future Serving a country they love They swore their lives To protect this land To keep us safe They never wanted to fight a war For a people who hate them To help those who kill the people standing next to them Young men and women The same as them With the same love of country The same faith in you as their leader They never knew you would lie to them They never thought you would turn on them They were yours to protect Day after day they die Defending your lies Does your thought remind you of them Do your ears hear their screams Do your eyes see the widows and orphans Crying beside flag draped coffins Husbands and fathers lost Their spirits forever wandering Persian sands They wander and wonder Why you sent them to their deaths In a war that never concerned us Except to finish what your father could not do At least he knew when to bring our people home He cared

Crazy Weekend...hip Fixed...summer Plans?
My crazy weekend is just about over. Our planned cookout was moved back a day to Sunday. So we did that today. I also did an event at my church tonight. I came home at 11:30 because I was dead tired and couldn't do any more tonight. So...I'm home. Tomorrow it's basically back to the old grind, but we still got grillout food to eat tomorrow :) The doctors fixed my hip on Thursday. The thing is - they did so while attempting to do x-rays on it...I'll take it though. :D As for my summer plans - we're not sure yet. It may be a calm summer. I have bladder surgery on 9/6, so there goes a week plus there...*sigh* We were supposed to go on vacation but that's looking less likely to happen. *frustrated sigh* So - if yours truly wants adventure - I may have to find it by myself in August. Birthday trip anyone? :D

Chainedme, Dick Chainedme....
So Dick Chainedme was on stage tonight... MY DRAG SHOW FUCKIN ROCKED!!! ::does the happiest dance ever:: Sooooo many people didnt even recognize me.. most thought i was really a man... (haha and yall didnt have faith in me that i could hide those monstrous things i call tits) Miss Dee didnt even know i was a girl till i turned around and she saw all my hair wraped up in the back that lead to my fadora.. Well i got done my second song... (Richard Cheese, Down with the sickness) and Miss Dee came over to me and said "i want to talk to you after the show" ... i was a little scared... here i am .. a first time drag king... and MISS DEE wants to talk to me... I took a deep breath... we did our final bows and the money was counted that was raised... we raised $500 for pride and Miss Dee and Regina took me out to the courtyard to talk with me. They do a show at the sanctuary once a month called the Appletini Review.. its a mixed bar.. Some Gay men... Some breeders (straigh

Why...
Why do people constantly feel like they have to lie? I mean is it just something that comes that friggin easily to them? Why do people lie about careing about people? Does it make them feel better about themselves? I mean can anyone honestly answer that? Maybe someone who lies to other people will give me the answers I'm looking for. It sure as hell would be nice.

Avon Stuff For Sale
Heya everybody! I just wanna get this the heck out of my way so I can blog normally once in a while, lol. I hail from Jacksonville, Illinois... been there 9 years, and still don't know a lot of people in town. Hence this blog. Now, I'm an Avon lady, and am desperately looking for A LOT of customers. I'm a stay at home mother of four children, 2 of which are too young to attend school. I really need a bit of residual income! Go to www.avon.com, look at the online brochures (there's more than just Avon's!) write down what you want, then just send me a message with the list! For those of you who are gothics, I got plenty of stuff here that's gonna get your freak on! Kohl eyeliners, dark lipsticks, nail polishes, etc. For the golden girls with bronzy skin, I got stuff for that, too! Anybody with a mixed ethnic background, I got the solution for razor burns and bumps! For those of you who want a complete collection of a variety of stuff, I've got 'em! Message me... huge summe

Clan Lupin Part 1
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. For many years the Wolfen or werewolves have guarded the family with there lives, now it is once more time to make our clan strong as this wonderful family needs our kind once more, we are the watchdogs and personal body guard¡¯s to the family, members that are dedicated to the family and everything it stands for, High Elder Wolfe Alpha Of the Clan. We are now able to except applications for the clan from outside the family look at rule 9 for more details thank you ^_^ To join one must be loyal to the Clan & the family and faithful to the point that you Could turn away from friends, now I don't say this lightly as if it where some game! The Wolfen must be Watchdogs to the family and as such we are honor bound to the family if you think you have what it takes to be a Wolfen of Clan Lupin then go to ether High Elder Wolfe and £ost ÍnŤheÐark Secound whose links are on this blog.

Refrain
Jan. 21st, 2005 Refrain I could weep from a broken heart, for I felt a tear I could curl up and die, For life attempted, yet again, to attack my soul. I’ll refrain. For it does not come as a surprise to me I’ve seen this all before One minute he is well contented The next he is out the door. To play his game requires much skill You have to stay alert Mind your P’s and Q’s Or he’ll dig up all your dirt. He cannot handle matters of the heart Without digging in his pockets first So come prepared for survival Cause he’ll leave you dying in a desert with thirst Look upon that heart on his sleeve with caution For it bares more than meets the eye He’ll use it to climb inside yours with passion And then smother you till you die Copyright@2005LaPoetress49

Today Was Fun
today was a all around pretty good day.... i took my son to audra state park with the family and he loved it and he and i got to spend the entire day together. Then Danielle (the love of my life) actually called me and we got to talk for like 20 minutes thats the longest we have talked in a week and a hlaf b/c she is 3000 miles away she comes back in 2 weeks though. YAY!!!!!!!!!!! ok bedtime good night

Marion D. Greene
Marion D. Greene, 103, of Concord, died Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Presidential Oaks nursing home in Concord. Born in Concord, she was the daughter of Oscar and Anna Weltha (Plummer) Davis. A graduate of Concord High School in 1920, she was recognized as the school's oldest graduate, attending its 150th anniversary celebration held in 1997. She graduated from Simmons College in Boston in 1925. In 1930, she married Warren H. Greene. She was a member of the Unitarian Universalist Church of Concord and the Unitarian Benevolent Association. She was a former member of the White Memorial Universalist Church and its Service Group. She served as a board member of the New Hampshire Centennial Home for the Aged, the Concord Female Charitable Society, the Concord Family Service and the Concord Hospital Associates. She was a member of the Concord Historic District Commission, the Concord Garden Club and the Concord Women's College Club. She was predeceased by her husband of n

Cute And Funny
The first grade school teacher had twenty-five students in her class and she presented each child in her class the first half of a well known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses.........................until they stop running. 2. Strike while the...............................bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before...................Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never under estimate the power of .........termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water............. but, how? 6. Don't bite the hand that ,,,,,,,,,,,,.looks dirty. 7. No news is..........impossible. 8. A miss is as good as a.............Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new .,,,,,,,, math. 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll ......stink in the mo

Anybody There?
HEY WHERE IS EVERYBODY AT ON CHERRYTAP??? IT IS TOOO QUIET. I AM GETTING WORRIED. OMG DONT TELL ME! IS THERE SOME PLAGUE THAT IS SPREADING AROUND AND TURNING PEOPLE INTO FLESH EATING ZOMBIES??? DUMB ZOMBIES THAT CANT USE THE COMPUTER! HOLY CRAP!!! THATS WHAT IT IS! I SURE HOPE I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON LEFT ALIVE. I HOPE THAT THERE IS ONE GUY LEFT AND WE CAN REPOPULATE THE EARTH. SCRATCH THAT! I HOPE THERE IS AT LEAST FIVE GUYS LEFT SO WE CAN REPOPULATE THE EARTH.( I NEED CHOICES DAMMIT, WITH MY LUCK ALL THE CUTE GUYS WILL BE ZOMBIES AND LEAVE ME WITH ALL THE UGLY ASSES). OK WELL IF THERE IS ANYONE LEFT THAT ISNT A FLESH EATING ZOMBIE, MEET ME AT SAMS CLUB. I WILL BE LIVING THERE FOR A WHILE. I WILL BE ALL SET FOR A WHILE. Graphics & Layouts

Poem
Making it right You've forgotten what it is you want yet you still work hard to get it you've become a prisoner of someone else schemes Something inside has been gone for far too long, and you can't remember where you left it It's in there, you can find it, make up your mind you've been on your own, so long now all you feel is lonely Imitation love is the only love you know But, theres a part of you Thats the heart of you That makes you a one and only somewhere along the way your heart slipped away like a theif in the night, somewhere along the way you lost your heart somehow you can find it give it a brand new start make it right.

Shattered Mirror
I dont know what I feel anymore I am angry and resentful I feel rage burn, consuming my soul But then, I am hurt and confused I realize I am alone Then I think of you, and I am happy I content myself with my place in your world My life is like a shattered mirror... I cannot see whats really me I see the shards, but the whole eludes me I need to fix this, but I cannot on my own Will you be there? Can you repair my shattered soul?

Just Life It's Self!!!
As I was growing up I was always taught to be faithful to your friends your partner. But sometimes things change in life on how you feel about your friends or partner. You know not all of us is faithful to our friends we sometimes just sit there and let them talk your ear off. But really do you really wanna hear drama sometimes I mean if it deals with your family or you, yourself yeah be there for them but people that you don't know about you know why do you wanna sometimes sit there and listen to it when you have problems sometimes. I go to 2 best friends of mine that I have told them my life to but they sit and listen to you not pop off saying that you should just get a divorce or you don't need those two being friends. My best friends are there for me no matter what you know. I will always love my best friends but I mean if you have drama in your house do you really wanna hear more drama that is coming off the streets about people you don't know? Well its like this I love my to best

World Weird Web Blog
I have a new blog. This one is based on my World Weird Web segment from The Tuesday Afternoon Show. Each week I'll be presenting some of the more ... unconventional places that I've found in my travels across the internet. First up, "Die screaming with sharp things in your head" and VIP Fibers. http://weirdworldweb.wordpress.com/

†please Read This !!!!!!!!†
ok everyone i am going to say this out in the open i am taken by this woman she has my heart and always will we have been friends for a long time and now we are going to be together and hopefully be married i am sorry to anybody who got hurt by my stupidness and i hurt her as well acting like a dumbass but now i am saying it to you all i am sorry and to my baby girl i am sorry and i love now and forever baby

Car Wreck
On july 21, 2001 I was in a terrible car accident. After a day of fishing at lake travis, a friend and I went to the store and at a stop sign a woman in a blue dodge pickup rear-ended us. I was wearing my seatbelt but I still suffered a severe brain injury. I can't walk without a cane, my speech was affected, as well as my vision. In other words, I almost died. Now days I chat a lot on the computer. I don’t have any frieds (except people I meet online). I have’nt had a girlfriend since july of 2001. That is a big change in my life. Don’t go out much except for mom or someone taking me places.) probably because I have no car any longer. My car had engine problems, that I was working on. The most important thing that I miss is friendships & SEX( duh )!

Thought
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY MY FRIEND WHO THINKS ALOT. I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. Category: Religion and Philosophy If you are reading this then PLEASE read this entire disclaimer before you read the passage below. I did NOT write this for other people. I wrote this for myself and myself only. I wanted to try to place a sense on what I was supposed to be doing with my life and these words below are my argument to myself on why we are here on earth. Be warned... I did not start out this on the intent on writing on religion but in the process of writing I had to intertwine the subjects further down on this collection of thoughts. THIS IS NOT A PREACH TO OTHERS, THIS IS JUST MY INTERPRETATION OF WHAT I SEE AROUND ME AND WHAT I WANT TO BELIEVE IN. I did not write this in the terms of one religion for a reason. This is DEEP reading and if you are not in the mood to think deep and hard, you do not want to read this at the moment. I am also warning that if you do not finish reading this throug

Old Photos
I look at old photos and think thats not me, I'm not the happy girl that i used to be. Now its just a smile i pretend its all ok, there's so much inside that i want to say. I've been hurt so much, let done, i start cry, i wish it wasn't me and i start wonder why. Why am i so stupid why do i keep getting used? why am i not happy? i always get abused. So many things running through my head, i cant stop thinking while lie here in bed. I was so happy and always had a smile, if i ever got angry it would only last a while. I still seem the same people don't know that i lied, they don't know all the pain thats going on inside. The more i look at the photos i start to realize to remember the past not look with my eyes So I look at old photos and think thats always been me, the hurt that i feel nones ever been able to see.

Memorial Day Thank You
To volunteer your time is the request To spend time saving the lives of others Be a volunteer “why me” is the sound that goes through your head How can I make a difference in another’s life? What can one person do that would cause a monumental change Be a volunteer you are urged and you will see the change you make Small or larger the change is there and you see it in the first day you are there When that person smiles, laughs or votes for the first time The “why me” attitude changes to how can I get another to see what I see Your life changes and you look at the world with a new understanding Comprehension comes slowly like an awaking of the dawn each day As night falls, you are glad you made the choice to volunteer It is a choice we all make in time to serve others or ourselves You made the choice to serve our country To volunteer is the request you now make to others See what I have learned and how much I have grown Thank you to the volunteers in my life as I was

Life
Life Poem What Do You See? © By Kyle Kellerhouse What do you see when you look at me? Do you see my smiles? Do you see the laughter? Do you see all the happiness? Or do you see past the front to what really lies beneath? Do you see the walls I put up to keep them out? Do you see all the tears that stained my face? Do you see the fears that I try to hide? Do you see the scars inside of me? Those scars that wont let me free Those scars that run deep inside Those scars that mar my very soul Those scars I try so hard to hide So do you see the truth in me or just the truth I want you to see?

A Poem I Found
THIS MADE SO MUCH SENSE....BUT I STILL DO IT! drink I drank for happiness and became unhappy. I drank for joy and became miserable. I drank for sociability and became argumentative. I drank for sophistication and became obnoxious. I drank for friendship and made enemies. I drank for sleep and woke up tired. I drank for strength and felt weak. I drank for relaxation and got the shakes. I drank for courage and became afraid. I drank for confidence and became doubtful. I drank to make conversation easier and slurred my speech. I drank to feel heavenly and ended up feeling like hell - Unknown

You Dont Know
You don't know That I'm forever a mystery Ever a crying soul Ever a hungry heart You don't know That I am living my world in solitude While you're with your family While you're with your friends You don't know That my grip to your heart is so strong Yet yours seems to loose Yet yours seem to be untied You don't know That every time I want a sweet moment You are so far to reach You are nowhere to be felt You don't know That I lingered for this journey to be endless But I have reached this far And I am very tired You don't know That I am here waiting like a ghost Just for a simple hug Just for a real love. You don't know... You will never probably know.

Ok Here It Is For The Simpletons!
It goes like this .... If you dont have anything Better to do than go around and downrating people then expect to get BASHED! It isnt like MY friends would do that shit cause honestly they dont care about points and what not! They do however have what is called Common Courtesy than to go and fuck with people they dont know! So if you have a problem with what i have to say then DONT FUCKING LOOK!!! It is quite simple! So for all you haters!!! I frankly dont give a shit if I am liked by people who dont know me. My friends who know me Know what kind of person I truly am!! And for those who dont and those who thrive on this bullshit I have one thing to say FUCK OFF INBRED MORONS!!! I feel I should warn my friends of these Inbreed Idiots! Mordechai

For Nothing
Thinking of the good things, Reminded of the bad, Sick of feeling tired, Of feeling so sad. My past has destroyed me, Emotions always running high, Living on fake smiles, The tears I cry. Breathing for nothing, Only to stay alive, Dragging myself along, Just to survive. All seems pointless, Don't know where to go, This perfect happy act, Was always for show. Trying for nothing, Never find my way, Nobody will let me be me, Always have something to say. Always held back, From moving one step on, Feeling so weak, Forever seem to do wrong. Just wanna be myself, And try to find my place, I'm hating my make up, Can't recognise my own face. Don't feel that I belong, Can't describe how I feel inside, Just one single night, And my soul died. I'm tired of breathing, Don't wanna remember before, But it's all fading, I can't do it anymore.

Whats Left
There's a deep pain inside my breast Night and day it wont rest I am short of breath I can no longer fear death Tears keep falling from my eyes I look in the mirror and i see everything i despise I have slowly grown weak It takes everything i have to speak I want the world to stop turning Something inside me is burning Tearing my insides apart Scraping away at my heart i keep still but cant rest My heart is pounding threw my chest But yet it feels broken My soul was taken Why is this happening to me My eyes are swollen and i can't see I feel so insignificant and small Surrounded by a great wall What did i do wrong I loved you all along All i did was love you Now theres nothing i can do

Cell
While cleaning some stuff in my garage I came across this. I wrote it about 7 years ago in response to a fucked up situation that of course involved a female. So far its the biggest situation of unrequited feelings I've ever been in. How the hell this thing has lasted so long and I just find it now I have no clue but since the paper is yellow and falling apart and everything figure I better type it out before it gets lost..although how it didn't get burnt or thrown away like everything else I wrote then is still a mystery Cell I am wandering and lost In this cold dark cell Feeling forever trapped In my own personal hell I go through bad times when my world get ripped apart But it is a worse time now Cause this cell is my heart My heart as my cell Is a fact of pure irony Cause its in a heart One's supposed to feel love and be happy Each time my heart broke I had a chance to escape But something kept me in Making me feel my hope was raped I wach and I sta

2 More Downraters And Haters
Oh and this is another downrater!!! Come someone stop them they are inbreeding!!!! shawty@ CherryTAP And dumbass doesnt even have a pic!!! thanks for the 4 prick!!! Maybe your mother and father shouldnt have been siblings!! Oh since you are from Texas I guess we shouldnt be surprised! tnredneck@ CherryTAP OK this is for those people who dont get it. this isnt about points. it is about the mean spirited petty ass bullshit! if you come to my page UNVITED and started rating my shit 1s and shit without even knowing who I am. Well that is what I call childish and sheer stupidity!! So if you dont like my shit then DONT FUCKING LOOK you fucking MORON!!! christ it is that easy!!!Stupid Fucknuts amazed me!!! QUIT INBREEDING!!!

Dusty Underware
One morning a husband took a pair of underwear out of the drawer. "What the ? ? ?" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "Helen," he hollered into the bathroom, "why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She shot back: "It's not talcum powder. It's...... 'Miracle Grow'."

51
How do I tell you There was nothing you could do I make a better friend than a lover Always have always will Could kill the most beautiful moments Not even try and end up in a flaming crash Sometimes self inflicted wounds bring the most comfort I stumble into each day religiously Eyes closed and smiling waiting for the next shoe to drop Life is full and I am empty

The Angry American Part 2
Tonight I write to you about the battle lines drawn in Iraq. So far this month May 2007 has been the bloodest month since the war started in March of 2003. The death toll is near 90, however there is promising news. The Soldiers acted on a tip from locals in the Diyana Province and liberated a 'torture house' that held 42 prisoners, the youngest of which was reported to be 14. Commanders from the front lines stated that the liberation has boosted the morale of the soldiers over there. That's some great news to hear right before Memorial Day. NASCAR Driver Casey Mears who drives the number 25 National Guard Chevy drove into the history books tonight as he took the Checkered flag in the Coca-cola 600. Another boost for our Troops! Carrying on...Again bush has stuck his head up his ass, denying a 'spring break' for troops over in Iraq stating that insted they would be staying an extra 125 days. Now that just pisses me off...Bush is an asshole, yeah I said it an ASSHOLE, bit

50- First Winter Without You
My first winter without you Why is it so much colder How did the rain stay so much longer Now that i am feeling so much older Never noticed the little things Always had you there to fill my time Inside of me isn't such a pretty place More questions than answers in my mind Can you give me hope Can you hold the rope I close my eyes and reach back for your hand The only thing I find is like water through the sand You left your mark you left some scars Muffled sighs inside parked cars Down by the airport watching planes come and go Morning fog and footprints in the fallen snow Reduced to empty words on this page Seduced by the thought of me forever in your dirty cage

49
I feel dizzy, heartsick, empty as a desert sky Helped myself to freedom but the price was unpayable Everyday is another step away from everything I've ever known Driving at night with the headlights off, eyes closed Shoulders free from worry turns my stomach inside out Stumbling through my days mumbling incoherently Did we have that conversation or was it only in my head I opened the window to let the ghosts free You still have your stain on my daily grind Helpless as yesterdays child open arms and bloody Skinned knees roadrash hands come down off that cross This glass house wasn't made for shelter from these storms Inspiration in the direst moments ever known to man Random acts of kindness make no sense to me Pulling teeth like weeds in our garden state

48
Is it hot in here or is it just me Words fly as a full blown laugh escapes from my mouth Should have asked if the gun was loaded as... A crack of lightning and I hit the floor With the same cheshire grin that wouldn't leave my face Up for hours and down for days drawing circles in this red clay She had a way of saying my name could feel me losing my place in this storyline Listening to her sleep was like warm milk on a winter night Does she believe me cruel or is it just a defensive rues She has me read a chapter out of the good book which i rewrite nightly I am slain though I could not tell you why I am vain to believe this were more than a dream A path chosen never to be walked again Why am i a piece in the puzzle of your life A million miles a minute is the pace my mind has set And a lifetime is the seperation between where i've been and where you are I want to fill the water bottles that keep you warm at night I want to give you my coat on your way to catch the tr

She Said Yes!!!
This evening I officially proposed to Victoria and we are going to make our happy union legal! Thanks to Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap We found each other here and our relationship blossomed into the love we share today and only grows as each day passes more and more. We have been putting it off due to some legal issues regarding probate, guardianship and other things Victoria had going on, but the longer things drag on, the more sense it makes to avoid any future possible problems by getting a piece of paper signed by a stranger to avoid such issues in the future. Some say the third time’s a charm and she hooked into the eternal bachelor. Imagine that!!! There is so much to do but the plan is to have a simple civil ceremony on June 4th. We had already “jumped the broomstick” but once that piece of paper states we are “Officially Husband and Wife” we will be looking into a unique Handfasting Ceremony to celebrate or love for each other with family and friends. I want to

Aa
i went to a meeting for the first time in a long time yes aa ... ive been going ever since i can remeber although we can say im less then sober this one was actually pretty cool it was at an old hangout in orange at the circle ..at the ugly mug wow what a place for an aa meeting next to 2 of the towns most well know bars fucking o'haras? and pauls ..really all i have tosay is that i havent changed my mind either way about leaving or staying.. i truly dont know what im going to do .. my hope is to find a btter place to live and a better job but if that doesnt happen then my hope is to pack up a minimal things and go cross country for a little while see where it takes me ..yes i know run like a pansy ..its what feels good for right now

A Letter
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, Tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack Of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really

Im A Provider
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

The Day My World Fell Apart...
I was young but not to young that i couldn't understand what was happening to me i fell, fell deep into depression. i was scared i didn't no what was going to happen, i didnt't no where i was going to end up, i didn't no who i was anymore, or even how to control myself, i would always be so mad at myself, it was to hard. i couldn't hold on no more, all i wanted to do is die, i felt like i didn't belong in this world anymore i wanted to leave everything, i wanted to be alone, all i ever wished for was to be dead, i kept this in my head, i wanted to do it to get rid of all my pain, there was nothing to live for anymore.

I Miss The Times
I miss the times when we would talk for hours on end I miss the times we could feel the need For the other needing to talk I wish there was a way for this friendship to mend I feel that we are falling apart as time goes slowly by I feel that we are becoming strangers A distance to far to cross I feel that you no longer care enough to even want to try There was a day I thought we were so close A time that one could finish the other's sentence Or just know what needed to be said At time we never caused either other any kind of woes There was a time I really thought you cared About who and what I was A time where more than friendship could have bloomed A time when things we cared about was definitely shared A time that now I think this all must have passed You don’t seem to care how much you cause me pain Be careful or my love for you will certainly be in the past I can only think this is what you hoped to gain.

A Good Joke
the lowest level employee plays basketball or foot ball the average employee bowls the managers and assistant managers play baseball the store directors play tennis and the president of the store plays golf so what have we leanred today? the higher you go up the corporate latter the smaller your balls get lol

New Girl On The Block
HEY WHATS UP IM NEW TO THE SITE JUST LOOKING FOR SOME COOL FRIENDS NO GAMES NO BULL. LOOKING FOR A REAL MAN WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A LADY....IM 25 155LB. BRW SKIN.....IN THE CHICAGO AREA...NEED MORE INFO SEND ME A PVT MESSAGE

I Think I Finally Get It
I've had a lot of time this weekend to think about things. This has been a very lonely weekend, and I've been left with the ghosts of the past to deal with, and I think I finally get it. I'm alone. I'll always be alone. For whatever reason, things never work out for me.... "I'm more comfortable being alone," he says, and yet, he's got 'company' tonight. "I'm comfortable with the way things are," another one has replied. And I guess he was. He could still have his 'wife' and his mistress. Too bad for him he chose me to get his cake from... because this bakery closed shop when he wouldn't move out and get a divorce from a woman he claims that he was already divorced from. "I don't know what I want," from yet another guy. "I'm comfortable with the way things are right now," from yet another man. There's a pattern. They're all comfortable. Meanwhile, I'm lonely as hell. Maybe the kids would be better off with their dad. What exactly can I offer them? A less

Application To Date Me
ABOUT YOU.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age/location: 3. phone number: 4. Fave Color: 5. Are you a virgin? 6. Do you drink/smoke? 7. Do you do drugs? 8. What do you do for fun? 9. What do you do for a living? 10. Are you single? 11. Do you have any kids? 12.longest relationship you been in? 13. Pet peeves: 14. Turn ons/offs: 15. Reasons you wanna date me: GETTIN PERSONAL... 1. Do you wanna meet me? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. If you could dedicate a song to me what would it be and why? 5. What is your faveorite thing about me? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person?

Fathers Contest 7 Day Blast
I will be having my first contest ever. It will be a Fathers Day contest. A pic with father and kid or kids. It will start June 5th 12 noon eastern time and run for 10 days. The first place is a 7 day blast and 2nd and third place will be a vic gift. Please PM if you are interested in this contest. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Sex Test
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

We All Have Skeletons In Our Closets!!
What do you think? We all have reasons to hide from ppl. Either we think were ugly, fat, short, grey, even beautiful ppl hide. Maybe we were abused, raped, do drugs or drink to much. We hide behind things like trendy clothes, cool cars, fake pics......... I do not care about any of your skeletons...I am a true friend...i dont care what you look like, how much money you have or what you drive. If you looking for a "true friend" you have found one. I dont care if your black or white....goth or gay....married or single....as long as your good to me im here for you. Unconditionally!!! Muah xoxo

How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM, Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Romantic80% A Slave To BDSM80% Sex God70% Virgin50% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Omg! We’re Getting Hitched!
This evening Eugene officially proposed to me and we are going to make our happy union legal! Thanks to Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap We found each other here and our relationship blossomed into the love we share today and only grows as each day passes more and more. We have been putting it off due to some legal issues regarding probate, guardianship and other things but the longer things drag on, the more sense it makes to avoid any future possible problems by getting a piece of paper signed by a stranger to avoid such issues. Some say the third time’s a charm and I hooked into the eternal bachelor. Imagine that! There is so much to do but the plan is to have a simple civil ceremony on June 4th. We had already “jumped the broomstick” but once that piece of paper states we are “Officially Husband and Wife” we will be looking into a unique Handfasting Ceremony to celebrate or love for each other with family and friends. I want to shout it from the mountain tops and jump f

Suicide Of The Soul
(Not like anyone gives a damn anyway) Angry voice inside my head Blade of silver now turned red Hold it tight against my skin Cannot let the demons win. Pull it slow and feel the sting While to my sanity, I cling. Dark despair blocks out the light. Day becomes an endless night. Friendly faces turn away. Cost too high for them to pay. Her freedom, she now fights to gain As I slowly go insane. Plunging deep with tempered steel Sole intent to maim and kill. Gasping as the knife hits home, Pass the flesh and pass the bone. Possessing the body, the final goal Acquired through suicide of the soul.

~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 8 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 5 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/23 thur 5/30 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

What Action Movie Do You Belong In?
You scored as Pirates of the Caribbean, You belong in the adventureous movie, Pirates of the Caribbean! Welcome to the crew mate!Pirates of the Caribbean80% Lord of the Rings60% The Matrix60% Star Wars0% Harry Potter0% What action movie do you belong in?created with QuizFarm.com

Update~ct Is Getting Weirder By The Minute!
Ok, so I post that bulletin, get all kinds of hell from Razor, and what the fuck do ya think happens next?? Sin Derella herself, comes back to my page and re-RE-rates me an 11 from a 10, after re-rating me a 10 from an 11 earlier. She also unblocked me. Looks to me like she is just trying to cover her ass. And why is it, that when a bouncer, or any member higher than a 22 rates your pic, they don't show up in the "just viewed" section?? Some do, some don't. Is there a special button they can click called "Stalker mode?" Kinda like on Myspace where you can hide your online status??!! Hmmmmmm??!! AGAIN: These are only my opinions or questions that I have been pondering. Wouldn't want the CT staff getting thier panties in a bunch over my measly opinion, now would we??!! LOL

Eons
I gave you my heart And I gave you up my Soul that came inside of it.. Though we're more or less become strangers through each others eyes Our voices distant like the carried wind of time, to a far away place and dream.. I'd die, just to reach out and touch you again and feel the warmth your heart had felt for me.. I'd close my eyes for good, if it helped me escape this world I see.. I'd forfeit my life for you If I had to truly do.. For you were the one I loved so much before. I'd die..As many times it'd take to see.. through broken wings of coppered ash, you're no longer in love with me.. With each passing dream before my sight each passing day that enters night I visualize all that I had, and realize that now I'm sad without you..so, without you in my life.. -qique-

Depressed
i hate me! i hate my life! i hate that i am fat! i hate everything right now! i just want someone to love me! i want someone that will care about me and what i want! when is it time for me? life sux! i jsut want to be happy! fuck it all! fuck life! i cant say fuck it all! I have a son to think about! i care about him! I love him he is my life but when is it time for someone to love me?

-------------------------love-----------------------
IT CAN'T BE HIDDEN ON A SHELF. IT CAN'T BE BOUGHT.IT CAN'T BE SOLD. IT CAN'T BE KEPT WITHIN ONE'S SELF AND IT CAN'T BE PUT JUST ON HOLD. IT MUST BE READY FOR WORTHY DEEDS IT MUST NOT BE PUSHED OUT OF SIGHT. IT MUST HELP PEOPLE WITH SPECIAL NEEDS. IT MUST ACT LIKE A GUIDING LIGHT. IT SHOULD FORGIVE, TO BE FORGIVEN, FROM GOD'S PRESENCE IT MUST NT STRAY. ITS NAME IS LOVE-A GIFT FROM HEAVEN, BUT LOVE IS NOTHING TILL GIVEN AWAY.

So You Think You Know Everything?
SO YOU THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING? "Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand and "lollipop" with your right. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). Only four words in the English language which end in "dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in order:

2 Faced Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments or to see how many friends they can get. So lets see who will actually repost this. This is to see whos paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and i think i know who you are. Repost if you are a friend... dont reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "two faced friends'

------autumn Is On The Way-------
I'M GETTING RATHER ANXIOUS; AUTUMN IS SURELY ON THE WAY, AS FROST IS SCATTERED LIGHTLY AND IT'S GETTING COOLER EVERY DAY. I ANTICIPATE ALL OF THE BEAUTY SHE WILL BRING WITH HER TO SHARE. THE HILLS WILL ALL BE PAINTED WITH BRILLIANT COLORS EVERYWHERE. RED AND GOLDEN LEAVES ARE SURE TO CAPTIVATE MY HEART. THE EARTH WILL SOON BE SET AFLAME, WHAT BEAUTY THEY WILL IMPART. THERE IS A STIR OF EXCITEMENT THAT SEEMS TO BE IN THE AIR. I AM FILLED WITH ANTICIPATION WAITING FOR AUTUMN'S COLORFUL FLARE. SO HURRY PLEASE, DEAR AUTUMN. I'M WAITING PATIENTLY FOR YOU, TO SEE YOUR ARRAY OF COLORS AND THE BRILLIANT SKY OF BLUE. THERE ARE SO MANY WONDERS THAT GOD SENDS IN THE AUTUMNTIME. I FEEL I MIGHT EXPLODE WITH JOY... AND TO THINK THEY ARE YOURS AND MINE.

I Bet You Think This Song Is About You
pictures of what you most desire you post em up and talk him up because you have nothing but your past memories and what you thought was fire you were just exercise... and he laughed & they listened and told you what you wanted to hear he always asked for approval of what to say and would ask what you would like to hear claiming doesnt have to be a thang because these loyalties lie deep even when you thought yours was the only lips... that loyalty was to me never had to fake a child to look for attention never waited until my g/f left to say to her other half "i love you" with legs held high mmmmm don't I love that taste..it taste so sweet I dont need anyone's approval I have who I want right next to me GATA~the poetess

Men Are Like
MEN!! For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage. WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives .....They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...Bananas .....The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ...Weather.....Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ...Blenders.....You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ...Chocolate Bars.....Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ...Commercials .....You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...Department Stores.....Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ...Government Bonds.....They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like...Mascara.....They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like...Popcorn .....They s

A Theory ..
Einstein at the end of his life was trying to prove that time was an illusion. He believed that everything was happening at the same time, past, present and future. So, if he is correct, there are other dimensions, I think he said about 11 of them. Meaning there is a possibility that there are 11 of you spread out in different dimensions living at the same time. Which brings me to the topic of this blog. A theory I have about Deja vu or Deja vecu. Deja vu is explained in Wikipedia as an "experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously" Where as Deja vecu is described as an "experience involving more than just sight, which is why labeling such "déjà vu" is usually inaccurate. The sense involves a great amount of detail, sensing that everything is just as it was before." If Einstein was correct, then maybe deja vu or deja vecu is the present you meeting or connecting to a you in another dimension. When this happens, our thoughts of the past or

Back Again
I know, I know I made some type of promise, perhaps even a resolution to blog more. Oh well, guess I've been busy, plus didn't really want to get into anything too personal. I've decided to hold things in more, or even just talk about it and be done with it rather than dragging it along. I've made some pretty drastic changes in my life, which have turned out to be very beneficial for me personally. The important thing is that they have benefited ME. I guess some would view that as selfish, but after being so selfless for a while and not doing what's best for me I decided it was about time to make some changes. Some of those changes are easily seen, because they are physical changes. I've lost 13lbs overall, 20lbs of fat, gained 7 pounds of muscle and my body fat is down to 20% from 28%. With that obviously comes part of the mental turnaround where I feel better about myself because of my appearance. I've come to a peace with certain things in my life, so their previous effect on me

Exhaustion
So here I am at the end of a long week. I came close to breaking my record number of hours in one week at Pepsi of 86.5 during the week before Labor Day of 2000. Labor Day broke a previous record set earlier in the year during the week of July 4th. That week I compiled 82.5 hours. I believe 24 packs of Pepsi were something like $2.89 at Albetsons. It was frickin' insane. Enough about the past, this week came in 3rd with a grand total of 81.5 hours. If I didn't have two easy days this week, and by easy I mean 12 hour days, I would have been well on my way to shattering my mark of 86.5 hours. The beautiful part of working this much is the lack of appreciation for putting in the hours when most guys would just put their required 12 in and go home. My boss feels bad if we are out late. He feels bad? How about an appreciation that someone is willing to do whatever it takes to get the job done. How about an appreciation that no stores call on my route. How about an appreciation that I show u

Hatorade
It's funny how no matter how much you think you get away from something it just keeps coming back up over and over again. I was talking to a friend today, who shall remain nameless that shared with me her opinion of me and what effected her opinion of me. Surprisingly, she wasn't a big fan of me pretty much from day one. When I say day one, I'm talking 2003. Not surprisingly, her opinion of me was formed due to information from one of her friends that has despised me and has ruined a very serious relationship of mine. The thing that is throwing my friend for a loop is that all of the things that her friend has shared about me seem to be the exact opposite of who I am as she gets to know me more and more. This so called friend of hers has repeatedly yelled at not only my ex girlfriend, but also my new friend for even speaking to me, SPEAKING, to me. Stating that all I am going to do is try to get her to take my side. I'm not asking my new friend who is torn to take a side, I'm just aski

The Rose
I don't know how many of you can really remember this movie let the song. But it was a very important turning point in my life. My Grandaughter is named after this song and the movie itself. It is my All Time favorite and my oldest son knew this and promised himself that he was going to add Rose to her name even if it meant a fight. She now lives with me and I am raising her. She wants to be a singer and a dancer. I told her I will do all can to make this happen and will always be there for unlike in the movie and my life itself. I guess I just felt like sharing. Thanks for listening or reading as it were. BB Craftycrafts

Breathless
Time stands still in our eyes For this moment has been brought through time Spoken in our minds Our dreams Our fears Scenarios foreseen a million times Each one Bringing more hope More desire Passion Driving us to ignore the pain That we each face For we know of that one thing One small Momentary thing Bliss in a heartbeat That will stop time… Just one one breathless kiss

My Dominant Emotion
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Yayyyy
I had sooo much fun today...i went to the arcade n met this awesome girl...we had a great time n she gave me her number...her name is Chrystie not sure how she spells it..but u get the idea...n siii itz good ;) haha

Introduction
What's up everyone, I have been blogging for about 2 years on another site that some of you might be familiar with (www.livejournal.com). I took a recent break from blogging, but have started back up. So if my blogs cause any confusion and you need some background information then let me know and I can get you my direct link to my livejournal link. Ghost, J-Dray

-------the Dearest Friend-----
I HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS, HE'S EVER WLKING NEAR TO SHARE MY EVERY BURDEN AND TAKE AWAY MY FEAR. IT'S IN HIS PRECIOUS NAME I PRAY TO OUR GOD ABOVE; IT'S THROUGH HIS SCARED TEACHINGS THAT I LEARNED THE WAY OF LOVE. GOD DID NOT PUT ME ON THIS EARTH TO WALK LIFE'S PATH ALONE; HE SENT HIS SON TO BE MY GUIDE, THE DEAREST FRIEND I'VE KNOWN. NO OTHER ONE COULD BE SO TRUE, HE BORE THE CROSS FOR ME; BECAUSE HE DIED FOR MY SINS I MUST EVER FAITHFUL BE. IF YOU ARE LONELY ON LIFES WAY AND FEEL THAT NO ONES CARES, YOU HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS IF YOU WILL KNEEL IN PRAYER.

Thank You
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com First I want to say thank you for those that have supported me since I have posted those up to date pictures of myself. A few have stayed around and have shown they are true and real friends.. and I have had others tell me they don't want to be my friends anymore because of them. No, I didn't lie about my looks.. I have always been honest and told everyone that I have changed a lot since that college picture of mine. My crushes have fallen, I have lost so called friends now. Just because someone's looks change.. doesn't mean they change too. I am still the same Cassie. I feel so hurt and that nothing will ever be the same now that I posted them. And it shows just how shallow some of the men on this site really are.. they are only interested in the very young perfect bodied girls and to hell with the women that look like me, because to them we aren't good enough and you are WRONG VERY WRONG.. Just image what would happen if they (the

My Own Opinion!!
I posted a bulletin earlier about 6 of my pics getting flagged nsfw. The pics that were flagged were NOT, in my opinion, nsfw. They showed only my belly button or my CLOTHED ass. NO nudity. Well, I got a shout from Razor saying that if I didn't delete that bulletin, I would get turned in to Support staff. When I asked why, he told me that "~_RaZoR_~: WE DON'T NEED THIS DRAMA ON CT...." WTF????!!! Have they read the fucking bulletins or MUMM's lately??!!! It is FULL of unnecessary drama. Mine was but a drop in the bucket in comparison!! This was mine and his response(read from bottom up): ~_RaZoR_~: WELL FOR ONE THING SHE DID NOT HIT YOUR PICS A BOUNCER DID......... ->~_RaZoR_~: omg!! I just said I would and I did!! ~_RaZoR_~: OK IF YOUR NOTING GOING TO DELETE THIS BULLETIN IM GOING TO SEND IT IN TO SUPPORT WITH YOUR PAGE........... ->~_RaZoR_~: omg! that is funny!! I will, but I can't believe Sin Derella can get away with it JUST cuz she ranks higher. Thanks for the non su

My Theme Song!!!!
FERGIE LYRICS "Big Girls Don't Cry" Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I

What Do Guys Actually Want?
what do guys actually want? do they want good girls,bad girls,kinky girls or all of them? Do guys want skinny,medium,or heavy set girls? I don't kno what they want but it makes me kinda curious on what excatly they want? I mean we don't have everything!!! I mean its kool when you find a guy that doesn't care about looks he is just interested in your personality...but then you have jackasses that want to have a beatiful girl!!! I mean i also don't want a guy that is going to be mean,rude,abusive or anything like that!!! But DO GUYS ACTUALLY WANT IN A GIRL???? IF SOMEONE CAN TELL ME I WOULD BE THANKFUL BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL BE WONDERING!!!!!!!!!!!

A Special Cherry Needs Your Help. Show Her The Love!
So please keep it going..... Another morph contest... come by say hi Hugs Texxas.... a> ** Personal note from me everybody, TeXXas is an awesome young woman so please show her the love and support she deserves in this contest! Cheers,Rick

Profile Thieves
So i have my style pretty much set, i like to keep my page skinny so people don't have to scroll, and i like the pink and the stars thing i have going on. Now don't get me wrong, i don't mind if people want to share that, but is it bad to be weirded out when people copy me even down to where i position my little pink punk pic, my music player, and my meez? I know its childish but surely people should be individual and do their own thing? When even the wording of the profile is the same am i right to be a little freaked out?

A Parents Tradgey
March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isnt because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm suppose to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irrationaly that if you keep standing it won't be true but you know better as the scream comes out of your mouth and you pound on the desk with your fists hoping that will make it not true. The police thought that I was having a heart attack. People say alot of ba

Sharing Is Caring
I have this in my MSN Spaces blog, and wanted to spread the joy. This was a chatroom conversation on MSN in a girls only chat room. This guy came in and wanted to be one of the girls. LOL Its kinda obvious which one of these people is me, the rest are just random friends of mine. (Yeah its fuckin long, but worth the read. I was in an awesome mood and my humor was in rare form.) READ THE WHOLE THING!!! ITS HILARIOUS!!! 8Dingo has joined the conversation. Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo RottenToThe©o® : lmfao Skoobz™ : Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo Skoobz™ : LMFAO άỷĠi : hi dingo im really a swahelie dancer RottenToThe©o® : Skoobz™ : Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo Skoobz™ : good cover there dude RottenToThe©o® : whats a lesbo? άỷĠi : i dunno Skoobz™ : hi I am not a lesbo but most of my girlfriends were Dingo : isn't this the lesbo room? »»¤MÅ®†¥¤«« : lmao Skoobz™ : sorry dingo its not Skoobz™ : its the farmhands

I Wonder?
IF WE HAD SEX?? 1. Would I be in control? 2. Would I pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would I kiss you with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would I say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would I be gentle & romatic or rough & hard? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would WE do afterwards? 11. Would I take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would I lick and bite you all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 20? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would WE wanna "do it"? 18. Would You be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would YOU call me in the morning? 23.Would it just be a hook up or would you want it t

Yea What Friends
Just yesterday i was sitting on the wall of the old middle school in the town i live in, all was well and cool, next thing i know a group of people was walkin up the sidewalk and i had realized that all those people were the crew i used to hang out with so of course i said hi to them thinkin they would be happy to see me and wanna hang out well to my surprise and painful awareness they totally ignored me and the leader of that group was someone who i thought was my best friend, and all he did was look at me like he didnt even know me, now if thats not messed up then i dont know what is cus i used to hang with those ppl all the time it was my favorite part of the day, and now no one wants me around! Am i really that bad? What did i do so wrong?? When i become someone and they are still no one and livin in a shit town then maybe they'll wish that they had noticed me! I was so upset i walked off and didnt even care if someone were to see me alone! i didnt care! I just want my life back a

Goddamn Lighten Up Will Ya?
Below is a comment left as a joke on someone's page, as this person refers to themself as a "retard" constantly and masturbates almost as much. A fellow CT member took it upon herself to send me a nasty email stating that she is the parent of a retard (her words not mine) and that she cannot believe someone would be so insensitive blah blah blah. I got bored after the first 5 paragraphs and the damn email went on for like I dunno 97 or something. Long winded bitch I say. So, I guess I'm just venting that it seems to ignorant to me that someone has so much time on their hands that they're looking WAYYYY too far into a stupid comment posted on someone's page. Seriously, maybe she should spend less time whoring herself on cherry tap and more time with her MENTALLY HANDICAPPED child. And now she can have a reason to be offended stupid whore.

They Say It's Addicting
i'm new to this. it's..fast. it's..a bit difficult to understand. it's like myspace times ten. this site makes me feel a little lame and dumb. can anyone tell me how you edit your profile.i.e. music/pictures background. can you use your old projectplaylist on this? crazy. so if i don't respond to you immediately.. sorry. deal with it. i'm trying. tm.

Feels Like I Will Never Be Happy.
I have made some realizations today. Untill i am happy with myself how will I ever be happy with someone? Im so scared of being hurt again that I feel like my past is going to reoccur again. I really do love someone and had to let them go because I was tired of putting them through my struggles. I honestly feel like he may hurt me the way my last boyfriend has. I want to change, but i just don't know how to. I am faceing a lot right now. Lack of money, family problems, and no car, no liscense, and i have to straighten out my life before I feel like I can offer him anything else. I have hurt him and I do not want to do that anymore. I feel like he does not see the whole thing and In a way I would rather save him from myself and my accusations and moodswings and fears. I do not feel he should be put through that. I would rather let him see me a happier individual and come to trust someone maybe him. I feel like constantly i will never be enough for someone, due to the f

Hmm...
So... I try to stay on top of people that rate and add and fan me. I try to return the love as promptly as possible. I post new pics quite a few weeks ago and only 5 people have rated them all. I'm so stuck on this level cuz for some reason I am not qualifying for surveys as of late. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come HELP HELP HELP!!! :)

The Torn Soul
THE TORN SOUL by Country-Girl My heart breaks My soul rages and screams How do I fix my soul Life is unbalanced and I’m lost No path to follow my dreams shattered My soul cries but there is no one to hear no one to ease the pain My children bring me happiness beyond belief And my soul cries for the loss and looks for the comfort of loving arms but finds only emptiness And rages into the black void where Love sits alone. The dream of a loving family Of children created of that love Has been yanked away and denied On knees I beg for that love and creation All the goals I set for myself and achieve never fill the emptiness I feel inside The constant feeling that I’m not good enough That something is wrong with me That I’m a failure. All I ever wanted to be was a mother and a wife I have never cared whether not I was poor or well to do I would do anything for the two children I have and would love to add to them but I’m denied And I cry. How do I fin

A 100% Natural Cure For Male Pattern Baldness
www.neverbebald.com has been awarded exclusive rights to distribute and post the cure for male pattern baldness. This cure has been around for over 200 years, but has been guarded secretly and more alarming, has been suppressed buy the FDA because they want you to use harmful medicine, rather than a 100% safe and natural cure. Due to the high level of traffic on our servers we have added multiple servers to handle the capacity. We are proud to inform the general public of this exciting information. We would also like to thank our good friend Larry Flynt over at HUSTLER magazine for all his continued help and support in launching our website as well as the release in free speech and public information, which helped make this information available to the general public. Thank-you www.neverbebald.com - staff

Indian Pow-wow
Yestrerday Matt & I went to the annual Indian Pow-Wow at Smoke Mountain, which was a lot of fun. I grew up in New Mexico, and pretty much every other weekend my parents would take me to the Indian Pueblo Cultural Center. Inside was a museum dedicated to the history of Native Americans (mainly, obviously, in N.M.) but outside there would be awesome food (fry bread! mutton!) gorgeous jewelry sold, especially turqoiuse and best of all- the traditional dances and costumes. I haven't seen them in years, and seeing everything was like a trip back to my childhood, it was awesome. I also ran into my friend Alessio and got to meet his new mysterious girlfriend, so that was fun. Today I picked up a kids meal through a drive thru for dinner (what?) and as the guy was handing me the ketchup I had just asked for, he said "You have a really cute voice, by the way." A little compliment, but I get so few of them and I'm so insecure it still made my day :) Also, anybody that's heard me knows that I ha

Indigo
It's the nights like indigo spilled as black as ink that make me think of you. And in my night I've seen the tears across the pillow, the impression of your head as the night glow spills across your face. missing, are the sounds of your breathing, hold me and enfold me in downy warmth, my strength. For the moment in indigo nights is an unseen grace; I've been.

I Need.....
I NEED YOUR HELP friends/fans!!! I am desperate to make this modeling contest that is about to end JUNE 10th...its obvious people aren't voting daily, my ranking has been dropping instead of raising. SOOO if you are REALLY my fan/friend, reply to this blog saying "I voted today". Here is the link to go vote: http://216.117.193.21/modeling/profile.asp?SmashBox_ProfileID=1250606 This is for the Smashbox Cosmetics Modeling Contest, voting can occur daily....if you choose to do so. Thank you!!

Doors: The Game
I found a game on a webpage. The game is called Doors. its a point and click game. You have to get clues and pick up/carry things to solve it. I found a few webpages with the solution to it. I have no idea how to put a link on CherryTap blogs. The solution to it is on a webpage called Jarkey. www.jarkey.com. Has anyone ever played this game? I had been trying to put pieces together to form a box it says that I should already be able to.. not happening though. Can anyone help me?

Feeling Better
after a week of fightin cold it seems 2 b breaking ...... was a warm sunny day so i got out of the confined house and walked down to the store ...... enjoyed da fresh air and layed down a bit afterwards 2 rest my sore leg ...... loved layin in my bed when my kitty cuddles up next 2 me ....... glad 2 maybe b rid of this maybe tommorrow b4 i move next week ....... thanks 4 all the cards, kind words & prayersLOVE CHUCK

Mom And Kid Contest! Updated
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 196 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 137 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 8 comments! 4th Mom is...... with 2 comments! 5th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 6th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 7th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 8th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~

My Spotlight I Wrote On Johnny Rodes For Bzoo Radio
My Spotlight Artist of this week is one Awesome Songwriter and One Dang Hot Singer. He’s from Nashville, Tennessee can’t get much hotter then that unless it’s his song “Tiny Red Thong ” playing daily on his myspace or his CD “Southern Etiquette” Which I am proud to say I own and im wearing it out listening to it everyday in more ways then one. From my pc, to my portable cd player so I can take” Johnny Rodes where ever I go. That’s right spotlight is on Johnny this week. Johnny Rodes outside of being one awesome entertainer being on over 900 sites, banners and music being displayed I can’t even begin to guess how many sites and myspaces by his devoted fans and friends, including yours truly, I don’t conceder him top friends because of just his awesome talent. Heâ€™s an awesome Dear Friend, with a heart of gold behind all that Sexy tough southern gentleman cowboy looks. He is a true Humanitarian even was official nominated of best practices in Global Health. He goes out of his

The Hormone Hostage
THE HORMONE HOSTAGE KNOWS THAT THERE ARE DAYS IN THE MONTH WHEN ALL A MAN HAS TO DO IS OPEN HIS MOUTH & HE TAKES HIS LIFE INTO HIS OWN HANDS! THIS IS A HANDY GUIDE THAT SHOULD BE AS COMMON AS A DRIVER'S LICENSE IN THE WALLET OF EVERY HUSBAND, BOYFRIEND, CO-WORKER, OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: WHAT'S FOR DINNER? CAN I HELP YOU WITH DINNER? WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO FOR DINNER? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. ARE YOU WEARING THAT? WOW, YOU SURE LOOK GOOD IN BROWN! WOW! LOOK AT YOU! HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT ARE YOU SO WORKED UP ABOUT? COULD WE BE OVERREACTING? HERE'S MY PAYCHECK. HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. SHOULD YOU BE EATING THAT? YOU KNOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF APPLES LEFT. CAN I GET YOU A PIECE OF CHOCOLATE WITH THAT? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT DID YOU DO ALL DAY? I HOPE YOU DIDN'T OVER-DO IT TODAY. I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU IN THAT ROBE! HERE, HAVE SOME MO

My Sadness
I will never understand why u said that to me today. U had to know that it cut me to the core...u could of called me a bitch or a whore and they wouldn't of hurt more than what u said today. I fell in love with u a long time ago...and still luv u today. But words like those make me hate u with every fiber in me...and I will not forget ever!!!!

How You Too Can Save
1. Flowers for a wedding can be so expensive. A good way to reduce the cost is to drive through a couple of cemeteries the night before the wedding, and pick up a couple of the bouquets that are lying on the ground. 2. To do a quick wax job on my car, I use furniture wax. It buffs really well. 3. Train your cats to use the toilet! I was spending a fortune on kitty litter until I read about teaching your cat to use the toilet. It took a little training, but eventually they got it. They're neat about it and I save lots of money! 4. Put that beer down! Save what you'd normally spend on beer. By the time you retire you'll be able to afford all the beer you want. A six-pack a day is what -- $5 for the good stuff? Five dollars a day is over $1,800 a year! You know who you are. Invest this amount now, and you can buy all the beer you want when you're retired. I might even do the same. 5. Don't throw away the plastic backing in the package of sliced bacon. Wash it well, and place it betwee

Naughty Application!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Proverbs
A first grade school teacher in Virginia had twenty-five students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the first half of a well- known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first-graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses until they stop running. 2. Strike while the bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but How? 6. Don't bite the hand that looks dirty. 7. No news is impossible 8. A miss is as good as a Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new Math 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll stink in the morning. 11. Love all, trust Me. 12. The pen is mightier than th

My Poetry
When I close My Eyes I am breathing in the essence of a moonlit dream I touched the sky felt the burn and heard you scream I'm leaving behind anything and everything I watched you die And listened to the siren sing Pull me away from this world Burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness When I close my eyes My lifes meaning nothing As the sunlight fades away When you live forever it's hard to believe they can hear you pray to be pulled out of the darkness into the remains of the day To feel anything right now would put an end to this dismay Pull me away from this world burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness when I close my eyes

My Poetry
Dying to Be Let Out Lying in the corner of some dirty cell, Wishing for the end to come. Blood matted to my head, This is what I have become. I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. Scratching the walls with broken nails, Screaming for a way out. Come to me, Child of Darkness. Open up my eyes to this world- Outside my cell. Pour unto my soul- The reason for living So I might die in peace! I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. Scratching the wall with broken nails, Screaming for a way out. Dying and bleeding, Torturous needing. I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE!!! I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. The dirt covers my wounds, Atleast the ones you can see. On the inside, I'm as dark and twisted as this cell i"m in. Please come save me.

My Poetry
Infernality - When I walked through the gates of infernal hell, I saw the dead turn from humans to demons, demons of hellful beings of nocturnal darkness. Immortal beings of the un-living vengefulness hate. Will or will they not become immortal to the living life of heaven. From the towering red inferno above me to the warm flowing of the blue clouds of trusting angels. This blasphemy has got to stop, for that the abolishment of evil humans will soon be brought to the gates of hell and will meet the prince of darkness. He broke the Hiatus of the rules of himself while that the lacuna will soon open for the beings to fall and live in Infernality. The Armageddon will soon come for that the livings of beings will be in vengeance. Forever darkness, Forever death, Forever will the beings of demons will live in the lust of torture and will feed off the undesirable hate of the sinners. The tyrants will come; the sinners will be fed to the hungry devils in the darkness of hell Dest

Dancing Stars
As into your eyes I longingly gaze, Like looking into the stars above, Such dazzling beauty does ever amaze, The stars, they dance, cause I'm in love. As onto your sweet lips I gently kiss thee, Tasting a fruit that seems forbidden, You unleash bonds that set me free, Awaken emotions that long were hidden. And as into your bosom I find rest, A sanctuary for my tumultuous soul, I certainly count myself among the blessed, To have found the one that makes me whole. And throughout this universe I dare to say, There is not another that could my heart so sway.

Missing My Soul Mate
To feel his touch, the warmth of his skin, brings me comfort. The smile on his face, the look in his eyes right before he kisses me, brings me joy. Having him desire me, love me, and want me, gives me passion I've never known. To say that I love him is so small, but to say that I would gladly give my life to him, at least comes close.

100!
100 signatures! As of this posting, it has been exactly one week since I got the first name on the Petition to U.S. Congress to Protect Property Rights In Animals. Since that night, 100 names have been added to the list, the vast majority of those names have come from you and I am personally very grateful to you. (#100 just signed a few minutes ago who I know for certain is a CT member.) Our fight has just begun however and there are other things you can do: Copy and paste this To all your email contacts: Dear [friends name], I have just read and signed the online petition: "Protect Property Rights In Animals" hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/usanimal/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, [Your Name] Send me y

My Poetry
Memories Memories shatter and fall, failing their purpose of good hope. A miniature figure sits amongst the tears and shattered dreams. Motionless, he stares out a broken window. A window that used to represent happiness. Now destroyed by pain and anguish. As a tear is shed by the shadow fallen figure. Time is Crucified, and all sense of reality is lost. Reaching for a shard of glass that lay amongst the bloodstained carpet. The figure waits in silence, staring off into complete darkness. A time will come when Suffering’s reign will come to an end.......

Hinder/papa Roach Concert
on may 8th me, my boyfriend eric, my friend kristen, and her boyfriend david went to green bay, wi to see hinder and papa roach. they were awesome. the opening band was called operator. i even got to meet papa roach. it was a great night, except for the whole mosh pit incident.

My Poetry
The Darkness Within Me i feel it creeping in my mind it calls calls to my deepest thoughts the thoughts that i try to hide pulling them out revealing the darkness insde my anger floods out spreading to the world around me drowning the happiness filling it with hate the world turns gloomy greeting the darkness inside they try to stay cheerful despite the evil around me they focus on the love not corrupted by the gloominess they battle on to fight stopping the darkness inside they cannot win failure is in their future the evil has taken over love will cease to exist hate and anger is in my destiny i become the darkness inside

Craxy 4 U.,. Peep
There are times I feel I'm gonna go crazy. What is it that you do to me? It actually scares me sometimes. The connection so strong, causing the flutters in my tummy. The way your words stroke me, bringing me near tears... That overwelming sensation of emotions that can't be contained. The way you stroke my body, bringing intense desires to the surface. You are all I think about. Everywhere I look , all the voices around me...all remind me of something you would say or what you would enjoy with me. Then there are the private nights. When I lay in my bed and I see your eyes on me, the smell of you, the textures of your skin and hair. How your touch sets fire to my skin. Nerves all sensitized and ready for you. I feel your hands with their roughness, I love that feeling, makes me aware of my own softness. Carressing every inch of me. Up my arms, over my shoulders, across my chest, finding my breasts. Massaging, avoiding the center, making me want. Your mouth on

Are You The One?
Are You the One? How do people stay together blissfully? Is there a protocol that I can follow to achieve such? In the real world where lies and deception are rampant, is it possible to stay faithful to just one person? The geniuses do not have the answer I suppose. They say two people end up together because of fate. So it means even if I don’t lift a finger the cosmic thing will arrange everything for me and tadah!!!...my perfect someone is standing right in front of my face. How about prayers? I asked God for someone and somehow this person came into my life expectedly..Well, yes, expectedly because I asked for him, right? Until this very moment I think he’s the one-God sent. But, does it stop there?? Nah! Life goes on. Each day, new trials. Each and everyday I still ask God- Is he the one? Not because he’s God sent makes him perfect. Imperfections manifest every single day. All his shortcomings are recorded in my mind. For how long will he be in love w

Our Troops
WHEN YOUR OUT HAVING YOUR COOKOUTS&DRINKING.PLEASE REMEMBER WHAT THIS WKENDS ABOUT.ITS ABOUT ALL OUR BRAVE AMERICANS WHO DIED FOR OUR COUNTRY.YEA YOU MAY BAD MOUTH THIS COUNTRY.THEY DIED FOR US.FROM THE FIRST WAR TO PRESENT.THAT IS WHY WE ARE HERE.THE BRAVE MEN&WOMEN WHO FOUGHT FOR OUR COUNTRY.SO THIS WKEND.WHEN YOU SEE A VET.SHAKE THEIR HAND.SAY THANK YOU.THEY WILL REALLY BE GLAD YOU DID.YEA IM SICK OF THIS WAR.AS MUCH AS YOU ARE.BUT WE ARE IN IT TOGETHER PPL.WE ARE ONE COUNTRY.EVEN THOUGH PPL WANT TO SPLIT IT UP.THEY TRIED THAT BEFORE A 120 YRS AGO.THAT DIDNT WORK EITHER.SO YEA IF YOU KNOW YOUR HISTORY.YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.50,000 MEN DIED IT THAT WAR.SO COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS.PRAY FOR THE ONES THAT ARE OVER THEIR.AFGANISTAN&IRAQI.SOME ARE YOUNGER OR OLDER THEN YOU.SO JUST THINK ABOUT THEM THIS WKEND.OK I SAID ENOUGH.HAVE A GOOD&SAFE HOLIDAY.GOD BLESS YOU ALL

Defined Love
Defined Love Hearts that shine like moonlight bliss Our souls are connected as we share a kiss A love defined and all so rare No other love in the world can compare To the love we have each time we talk It even shows in the way we walk We wear it as though it is a mask When each day we know it is a task To love each other and to hold Even when our future is left untold A loved defined and all so rare No other love in the world can compare.

Update On Things..
SoOo me & brian didnt really work out.. i mean, he still likes me & is tryna talk to me, but this time im backin up. Im just not feelin him like ii thought i was. One, becuz ii still want bookie && hes in my heart.. && two, is just cuz hes not growin up.. and ii want my man to b grown up && done with all the childish bullshit.. ya kno?!? Ne ways.. so i met a new guy named ray.. and ii like him a lot but we havent really hung out but once, so im hope'n more comes out of it.. we'll see && i def will try to update bout it sumtime.. AnGeL

Me
If anyone ever wanted to know anything about me all they have to do is ask. If I dont rate you a ten on here please dont take offense to it. I dont just hand out tens because if I do then I have a less of a chance of meeting and talking with them. I have very optimistic attitude. I love my kids. There are lots of things in life I enjoy doing. If you want to know more about me you can read my profile on myspace www.myspace.com/jennbanks or you can just ask me.

A Little Thing Called Love
A Little Thing Called Love Love is a many splendored thing, they say, And I believe it when you looked my way, Out of the blue, things seemed to happen By chance or destiny, is the question. Living my life so long, without knowing your existence, Then came a day we felt each others presence, Guess what's meant to be will always find a way, Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay. A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I" A love we can't even demonstrate, A secret we have to keep for life. I love you, honey, and its from my heart, I hope you know that you're no beggar from the start, You make me fly without wings, You make my heart wants to sing. Every moment I spent with you, Is every one of my dreams coming true, More than words, I want to show you how I feel, Someday, some place, sometime, I will. Love is a journey for two, Step by step, me and you, The future we can't see, Let love lead the way for you and me.

A Gift Of Love
A Gift Of Love My gift to you is my love Given from deep within my heart It is the best I have to offer And its yours until this earth we depart You have captured a part of me A part so very fragile that I am in fear For it is my heart I have lost To you my love, the one I hold most dear I chose to love you now With all that I have and all that I am And I pray that Goddess follows us To guide our steps as we cross this land For it is with Her blessings We will live most at peace with each other For She is the reason after all We found one another ........ I Love You!

Where Would You Have It
you tell me.would you rather have us fight over in the middle east.or here? we are fighting them on there own ground.yes we are losing men left or right.but would you want them over here.killing you in your own streets.do we another 9/11.maybe we do to wake you sloppy americans up .its been 6 yrs since we had a attack.so yea your safe here.if something does happen,god help us.we would help each other out.your just say fuck my neighbor.i"m all for myself.all it takes is one strike .to one of our main power plants.we are done.you see a homeless person on the street,sure you look the other way.so yes you wont help anyone.admit it your greedy&you know it.you just need to watch the highlights of 9/11.then again your mind will wakeup.then your say ohh yea we lost 30,000 of our ppl.maybe more maybe less.im just guessing.just something to think about on this wkend.thats what its all about.your fellow americans who died for their country.god bless them

Precious Memories
A minister decided to do something a little different one Sunday morning. He said "Today, in church, I am going to say a single word and you are going to help me preach. Whatever single word I say, I want you to sing whatever hymn that comes to your mind. The pastor shouted out " CROSS ." Immediately the congregation started singing in unison, "THE OLD RUGGED CROSS......." The pastor hollered out "GRACE " The congregation began to sing "AMAZING GRACE, how sweet the sound." The pastor said " POWER" The congregation sang "THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD ." The Pastor said "SEX " The congregation fell into total silence. Everyone was in shock. They all nervously began to look around at each other afraid to say anything. Then all of a sudden, way from in the back of the church, a little old 87 year old grandmother stood up and began to sing "PRECIOUS MEMORIES ." Pass this along and make someone smile today (I just did). GOTTA LOVE LITTLE OLD LADIES

Update 5/27/2007
I just wanted to let everyone know that Jacob's ct scan came back negative which is good. He is on the growth hormone shots now and we are doing great with them. The boys are out of school for the summer so of course we are spending a lot of time at the beach and outside. But anywho I just wanted to write a quick update on Jacob and let you all know that he is doing great

What Would You Do?
What would you do?. . . You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child" Then he told the follo

I Am So Stressed Out
hey everyone hows it going oh man the past few days have being a roller coster man i have alot of stress on me right now i never in my life had this much stress and people just love to put it on me whoever puts stress on me thinks i can handle it but i really can't i could end up in the hospital soon with all of this stress i will admit my health right now isn't great my breathing problems are worse cause of all the stress and it's like i keep saying to myself will i ever get a break at this point it looks like i won't but at least i have john my friend my family and god by my side cause this stress is just to hard to handle and i know i can't handle anymore i'm not getting any sleep i'm hardly eatting cause i'm to stressed it's just crazy well bye for now thanks for reading peace

Ozzy!!- Mama I'm Coming Home...
Man- where do I start with this song? This song and I have had years and years of a story. All the way back to being 12 years old and trying to go home to a mother who didn't want me. Today however, it means even a different meaning. I'm home in Washington, a place that constantly stirs up a ton of personal shit for me. It took me 10 years nearly after leaving this state to be able to come back to it. This song was on repeat on the plane back here on this final move. My moms gone now, a few years gone, I came home to finally settle her stuff and set the rest of her ashes free. This song is a strength for me more than a sadness though. It's odd but I hear this and I know it all made me stronger and now I'm strong enough for whatever I inherited from her. a Picture of her kills me and at the same time reminds me of everything and I'm ready to do it all over again to be the person I've become. This song to me is a journey, a long one.. and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. More recent

The Dreams In Which I'm Dying Are The Best I've Ever Had
Been at my new apartment for a few weeks now, stopping by my parents every now and then to check e-mail and all. It's a really nice place. It's also really lonely...hardly anyone calls or comes by to see me. I'm struggling. I try to make new friends, but it's hard for me. I don't know what to do.. sigh.

Why Can't They Understand????
Have u ever noticed when a man is being really pushy. Mine always complains about not getting enough sex but yet he gets it everyday. However if u ever say anything bout the way they make u feel they always find reasons 2 bitch. I understand that my man works @ least 12 hours a day but he doesn't understand that my day starts bout an hour b4 his & it doesn't end until after every1 is asleep. I mean I know that he does a lot of work but he has no idea what its like 2 b home alone w/ kids all day. The only conversation I really have is w/ 2 toddlers that doesn't know every word in the vocabulary. Plus I do all the cooking all day long, laundry, cleaning, & teaching 2 lil 1's how 2 be good kids. Then there's the times that have 2 take a kid 2 a doctors appointment but, it's not like that's an everyday thing. There r times when I can't wait until he goes 2 bed so I can have some & quite & relax a lil b4 goin 2 bed. I'm really thankful 4 everything that he does 4 our family but, he has 2 gi

Lifes A Bitch Sometimes
so i was in a relationship for a year with a girl thought was made for me. recently things changed and she broke it off because she wasnt into it anymore or something like that. i have never felt like this about anyone this shit is rough. its been since tuesday and i cant get my mind away from it. to top it off me and her have been friends since middle school and we were roomates beforehand and i have nowhere to go and neither does she so we are roomates again. talk about odd. o well life rolls on we still care about each other it just didnt work i guess (for her for me i loved it ). i dont know if i really should be sharing all this but i need to tlk to help myself. thanks for listening

I Fear [?]...out Of 70 Common Fears
IF you get more than 30 you're paranoid. If you get 10 or less you're fearless. People who don't have any are dummies who want people to think they are tough stuff. I Fear... [] the dark [] staying single forever [] being a parent [] giving birth [] being myself in front of others [] open spaces [x] closed spaces [] heights [] black cats [] dogs [] birds [] fish [x] spiders [] driving or being in cars [] flying [] flowers or other plants [] being touched [] fire [x] deep water [] the ocean [] failure [] success [] thunder/lightning [] frogs/toads [] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad [] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom [] my ex boyfriends/girlfriends dad [] my ex boyfriends/girlfriends mom [] mice/rats [] jumping from high places [] snow [] rain [] wind [] crossing hanging bridges [] death [] Heaven [] being robbed [] cotton balls [] cemeteries [x] clowns [] large crowd [] men [] women [x] having great responsibility [] doctors, includ

Another Brick In The Wall
KORN LYRICS "Another Brick In The Wall, Parts 1, 2, 3" [Part 1] Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, what else did ya leave for me? Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall [Part 2] We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all its just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all you're just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall [Guitar] [Part 3] I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall

Ozzy!!!! - Dreamer- Nuff Said
All I ever claim in life is to be nothing more than a dreamer. this is another one of my heart songs.. Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering if mother earth will survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her, sometime After all theres just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself, time after time Im just a dreamer, I dream my life away Im just a dreamer, who dreams of better days I watch the sun go down like everyone of us Im hoping that the dawn will bring a sign A better place for those who will come after us this time Im just a dreamer, I dream my life away, oh yeah Im just a dreamer, who dreams of better days Your higher power may be God or jesus christ It doesnt really matter much to me Without each others help there aint no hope for us Im living in a dream, a fantasy Oh yeah, yeah, yeah If only we could just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one

Violent Femmes- Add It Up- Nsfw Intro
Okay I had to flag this song as nsfw because confession time!!! The first time I ever fucked someone with my boots on , he was wearing a kilt and doc's.. I was wearing 28 hole doc martins and a leather top a spikey collar and thats it !! yeeeah.. yay for this song .. I hear this song and just wanna get dirty!! lmao Day after day I will walk, and I will pray But the day after today I will stop and I will start Why can't I get just one kiss Why can't I get just one kiss Believe me there'd be somethings that I wouldn't miss But I look at your pants and I need a kiss Why can't I get just one screw Why can't I get just one screw Believe me I'd know what to do But something won't let me make love to you Why can't I get just one fuck Why can't I get just one fuck I guess it's something to do with luck But I waited my whole life for just one... Day after day I get angry and I will say That the day is in my sight When I'll take a bow and say goodnight Mo my momma momm

Twelve Steps To Sobriety
1. WE ADMITTED WE WERE POWERLESS OVER OUR ADDICTIONS AND COMPULSIVE BEHAVIORS, THAT OUR LIVES HAD BECOME UN MANAGEABLE. 2. WE CAME TO BELIEVE THAT A POWER GREATER THAN OURSELVES COULD RESTORE US TO SANITY. 3. WE MADE A DECISION TO TURN OUR LIVES AND OUR WILLS OVER TO THE CARE OF GOD. 4. WE MADE A SEARCHING AND FEARLESS MORAL INVENTORY OF OURSELVES. 5. WE ADMITTED TO GOD, TO OURSELVES, AND TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING THE EXACT NATURE OF OUR WRONGS. 6. WE WERE ENTIRELY READY TO HAVE GOD REMOVE ALL THE DEFECTS OF CHARACTER. 7. WE HUMBLY ASKED HIM TO REMOVE OUR SHORTCOMINGS. 8. WE MADE A LIST OF ALL PERSONS WE HAD HARMED AND BECAME WILLING TO MAKE AMMENDS TO THEM ALL. 9. WE MADE DIRECT AMENDS TO SUCH PEOPLE WHENEVER POSSIBLE, EXCEPT WHEN TO DO SO WOULD INJURE THEM OR OTHERS. 10. WE CONTINUE TO TAKE PERSONAL INVENTORY AND WHEN WE WERE WRONG, PROMPTLY ADMITTED IT. 11. WE SOUGHT THROUGH PRAYER AND MEDITATION TO IMPROVE OUR CONSCIOUS CONTACT WITH GOD, PRAYING ONLY FOR KNOWLEDGE OF HIS WIL

Violent Femmes- Kiss Off
Oh man- the Femmes!!!! what can I say- so many of their music is my heart , when I first shaved my head into a mowhawk it was to this album.. I LOVE the fuckin femmes. This Song in particular however.. is my I hate the fucking world song. I hate you I hate you I hate you.. fuck you fuck you fuck you song.. thats all lmao. I need someone, a person to talk to Someone who'd care to love Could it be you Could it be you Situation gets rough Then I start to panic It's not enough It's just a habit Hey kid you're sick Darling this is it You can all just kiss off into the air Behind my back I can see them stare They'll hurt me bad but I won't mind They'll hurt me bad they do it all the time Yeah yeah, they do it all the time I hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record Oh yeah well don't get so distressed Did I happen to mention that I'm impressed I take one one one 'cause you left me And two two two for my family And 3 3 3 for my heartache And 4

Memorial Day 2007
HERE AGAIN WE CELEBRATE ANOTHER MEMORIAL DAY. A DAY WHERE WE GIVE THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED OUR COUNTRY, REMEMBERING THE ONES WHO NEVER CAME HOME WETHER BEING K.I.A , M.I.A OR P.O.W'S. BEING A DISABLED VET OF THE U.S.A.F THIS DAY IS A SPECIAL ONE TO ME. EACH YEAR I REFLECT ON THE TIME I SERVED, REMEMBERING STORIES WHICH WERE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN THAT MY DAD TOLD ME ABOUT VIETNAM, STORIES IVE LISTENED TO RECENTLY ABOUT THE INSANE WAR WE ARE FIGHTING IN IRAQ. I,VE BEEN TO THE VIETNAM MEMORIAL AND ALTHOUGH I WAS STILL UNDER THE AGE OF 10 WHEN IT HAPPENED SEEING ALL THOSE NAMES,,,,THE FAMILY FRIENDS OF LOVED ONES LOST TOUCHING THE NAME OF THIER LOVED ONE, BUDDIES AND COMRADES TEARY EYES AS THEY TOO TOUCH THE NAMES OF FALLEN SOLDIERS THEY SERVED SIDE BY SIDE WITH...WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST EMOTIONAL EXPERIENCES I HAVE EVER HAD. i ASK EACH OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR DAY TOMMORROW TO THANK AND PRAY FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND ARE NOW SERVING TO PROTECT

Van Morrison- Into The Mystic
Oh man.. what can you say about this song? If I ever ever get married *cough* This will be that song to play during my hand fasting. This song is the song that was also sung to me once by a good friend. I have to smile when I hear this. This song is truly the hopeless romantic in my gypsy soul. Someday... haha riiiight :) We were born before the wind Also younger than the sun Ere the bonnie boat was won as we sailed into the mystic Hark, now hear the sailors cry Smell the sea and feel the sky Let your soul and spirit fly into the mystic And when that fog horn blows I will be coming home And when that fog horn blows I want to hear it I dont have to fear it I want to rock your gypsy soul Just like way back in the days of old Then magnificently we will float into the mystic And when that fog horn blows you know I will be coming home And when thst fog horn whistle blows I got to hear it I dont have to fear it I want to rock your gypsy soul Just like way back in t

Cinderella "nobody's Fool"
Nobody's Fool Lyrics Artist(Band):Cinderella I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no You take your road, I'll take mine The paths have both been beat Searchin' for a change of pace Love needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out, just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties Ohhh I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fo

4 Non Blondes- Drifting-
My Crash and burn song. In a nutshell. When I need a good cry.. and to sing at the top of my lungs until my voice breaks...this is that song. lol. What a wonderful hesitation Who would bear to feel sorry for me Dropped another pill just to calm me Collapsed to my knees and fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into the sunshine Expecting to crash but I'm tied to a string Look at me I'm a tangled puppet I might be a mess but I sure can survive Find myself awake counting sad days 1-2-3 that's too many for me Dropped another pill just to find me Reached for my hand But It was already there Then I started believin' That I fell out of a tiny raindrop That lost its way when it decided to roam Chasing me was a hungry dweller But I had escaped it by pretending to die Come follow me you won't expect the illusion You'll see, it's my imagination Hand me your eyes I will put them in front of mine You'll see a little better You'll see a little better W

Three Days Grace "pain"
Pain Lyrics Artist(Band):Three Days Grace Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Only About 3 Hours Left
www.myidolworld.com the song called get here sang by me chrissylou75 and also singing a song called because of you in the oyaka contest based at the same site please please show me your love and support and vote for me and tella ll your friends to do so too , it only takes a few minutes to sign up for free as long as you have an email addy then you can sign up and cast your votes so even if you have like 20 email addys then you can cast 20 votes all for me and i will be ever so grateful , genuinly sincerely grateful too xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Please Help Comment Bomb
IF YOU HAVE A LITTLE FREE TIME AND WANNA COMMENT A FEW TIMES PLEASE GO BY THE LINKS THANKS FOR ANY HELP SHE IS WAY BEHIND IN THIS CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1st SHE COULD USE A LITTLE HELP ENDS MAY 29 THE NEXT 2, ARE 15,000 COMMENTS TO GET A VIC FOR A MONTH THIS ONE IS MINE...4000 COMMENTS FOR A MOTORCYCLE (repost of original by 'BIGSEXY' on '2007-05-26 19:49:08') (repost of original by 'SEXY JAMES- #11 of the N E WHERE BOMBERS and PROUD CT HUSBAND to TRACY' on '2007-05-27 10:24:45')

Im Gone To Crawl In A Hole
Just a little note to any one out there that may actually give a rip a bout me or may actually miss me, I am off to find a hole and crawl into it and pull the boulder over the top. that way i cant be found ever again. BYE ALL

4 Non- Blondes- What's Up
So , this has been my qua h song since I was 13 and was off in the hell of life already (long story) but-(lol) Now- I'm 28 .. and it's still my song.. and I'm still inlove with Linda Perry. This song right here.. is like a punch in the gut for me. It brings back so many memories of just hope and drive and resolve and fear and everything. This song I think.. every one can feel sometimes. What’s Up? 25 years AND my life and still I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope For a destination I realised quickly when I knew I should That the world was made FOR this Brotherhood of man For whatever that means [Chorus:] And So I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed JUST To get it all out what's in my head AND I, I Am feeling a little peculiar AND So I wake in the morning and I step Outside AND I take deep breath AND I get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, EAH HEY YEA YEA I said hey! what's go

Courtesy Of Non On Yahoo! 360
Obviously, I would be the guy in this scenario . . . but still funny! LOL David HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL... YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY That I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. HMMM ..OR COULD HE??? AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL."YES. YES, I DID. I HAD A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!

Homophobia - No Place In America
Homophobia Is Wrong! I am the Soldier who was wounded in Iraq and then recieved a dishonorable discharge. I am the passager on Flight 77 who died after Charging the Cockpit and thus saved the CApital Building or the White House. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We

Queensryche "i Don't Believe In Love"
Queensryche - I Don't Believe In Love Lyrics I awoke on impact Under surveillance from the camera eye Searching high and low The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe

Great Lies...
Great BDSM Lies The Great Lies of BDSM (and a few others)... ...that we tell straight people: It's a fashion statement It's for a crafts project I fell off my bicycle ...that we tell each other: I've never even fantasized about doing that I just do this for fun. I don't need it Mistress, I'll do anything you want ...that we tell ourselves: I'm normal I always stop when I feel genuine anger I only play with people I respect I'm doing this for healthy reasons ...that dominant men tell submissive women: I think of women as equals I have a healty relationship with my mother I truly believe that it takes a strong woman to submit ...that submissive women tell dominant men: I don't have any unresolved issues regarding my father It's enough to serve you, Master. I don't need to get off I really want you to be in charge I love it when you ejaculate in my mouth Licking your feet and bottom really turns me on I like your pot belly You own

Norah Jones- Painter Song
Another one that helped me through my moms passing. Nuff said. :P If I were a painter I would paint my reverie If that's the only way for you to be with me We'd be there together Just like we used to be Underneath the swirling skies for all to see And I'm dreaming of a place Where I could see your face And I think my brush would take me there But only ... If I were a painter And could paint a memory I'd climb inside the swirling skies to be with you I'd climb inside the skies to be with you

Happy Memorial Day
Hey everyone.... this weekend we remember all the men and women who fought for us. Remember those that are still over seas fighting and the families that have lost loved ones. Be safe in everything you do and have a wonderful day!

Hello To All That Read This
I haven't been on the last past like 2wks cuz my comp is really messed up. We hopefully fixed it for now and I hope it doesn't mess up again. I will try to get to everyone soon and start helpin people level up and ratin/commentin pics/profiles. Thanks for reading this. ~Notorious

Sunday
I sit here and I look up things about IHRA, thinking what it would be like to have a car that would go down the 1/4 mile. I have looked at a few cars that are for sale that I could turn into something like that but then the fact that I live in a apt comes back and slaps me in the face. I have always wanted to run 1/4 mile. I even go so far as to see how fast I can take the green light when I am sitting there at a red. With going to the Sooner Nationals and Looking at my friends ( Prostreet71 ) page I am sitting here trying to think of a way I can build a car from the ground up. Well sorry for boring everyone w/ my blog. Luv ya Jim

Bob Dylan- Forever Young- *tear*
This song- means the world to me. When my mom passed away I listened to this song over and over and over. It was one of the only things that got me through it. My mom died very young a few years ago and we hadn't seen or spoken to each other in about 5 years. It's a very long very sad story, but I have moved on from the bad memories and remember her when I was young, she was young , and she will forever be young in my heart and mind. About a month after I found out my mom had passed away it was my birthday, My qua h- Johnny Juxo, keyboardist for my old band, my soul mate and my kindred spirit surprised me by playing this song for me. He had no idea what it meant to me and all I could do was cry for about an hour after that. This song, is literally my heart. I will always be , forever young, I wish the same on you. I wish this song on everyone. May this song be a blessing to you all. May God bless and keep you always, May your wishes all come true, May you always do fo

What If"s
The paper in which I write my thoughts upon has felt the pain of my pen. The words I take from my heart to say could never messure up to the meaning they hold. Give me just a few minutes and read what I have locked inside, I know pride will not allow an extra day nor a life time to live it in. So, I shall begin.... As the days pass one by one I take a deep breath to carry on. There are oh so many times I regret deeply and wish to turn back the hands of time, back when things did not matter so much. But if I did I would only walk to darkness regreting even more. I wish for no WAR nor is this word a disguise, for the hurt and pain we all go through. In the years that must face me I shall hold my head up high, underneith my heart will drag my soul fly no more. Memories are a gift to all, but they too will walk you to darkness as they are the past in which we must not dwell. Each tomorrow brings a new sun that gives each day a meaning to go on. Our sorrows

Life
What is a Boyfriend Between the bothersome stage of adolescense and the delightful feticitueds of fatherhood, we find a gangly jealous, but darling hunk of a man called a BOYFRIEND. Boyfriends come in handy and they come in all types of cars and clothes, but on the inside they all have the same MOTTO: "Go with as many girls as possible, break as many hearts as you can, and hurt as many feelings as possible without being made a fool of or falling for anyone themselves". Boyfriends are found anywhere and everywhere except where they are supposed to be--at their girlfriends house. When you are washing dishes or fixing your hair they want you to come over, but when you want a kiss they are fixing their cars or adjusting their computers. When you are with his friends he is making smart remarks and disregarding your new outfit and feelings, but when you are alone he is an Angelic Romeo. When you want to make a good impression on your parents he trips over the table spills ev

For The Troops...........
I wanted to let those of you reading this that my first 7 music tracks were put in place for the troops that are now serving as well as those who have. I wanted to mix new with old. Freedom isn't Free and it is always needing to be defended. Take a moment a your BBQ to remember and Never Forget!!!!!!! BB Craftycrafts

Judas Priest "beyond The Realms Of Death"
Beyond The Realms Of Death Lyrics Artist(Band):Judas Priest He had enough He couldn't take anymore He'd found a place In his mind and slammed the door No matter how they tried They couldn't understand They washed and dressed him Fed him by hand Yeah! I've left the world behind I'm safe here in my mind Free to speak with my own kind This is my life, this is my life I'll decide not you Withdrawn he'd sit there Stare blank into space No sign of life Would flicker on his face Until one day he smiled It seemed as though with pride The wind kissed him Goodbye - and then he died Yeah! I've left the world behind I'm safe here in my mind Free to speak with my own kind This is my life, this is my life I'll decide not you Keep the world with all its sin It's not fit for livin' in Yeah! I will start again It can take forever, and ever, and ever And ever, but I'll still win. How many like him, Are there still But to us, all Seem to have lost the will

Caniticle For The Immaculate
ode to you vacuum salesman guy you absterge the carpet with such cultivationas your silver contrivance devours every molecule of mayhem you simper at the recognition of your obsidian chompersas you peer into your commiserable personage you notice that your life is full of mortification for you have failed you do not speculate ways to make it convalescent you just sit and grovel in your misfortunes and drop small ones on the floor

Bad Memory
A couple in their nineties is having problems remembering things, so they decide to the go the doctor for a checkup. The doctor tells them that they are physically okay, but they might want to start writing things down to help them remember. Later that night, while watching TV, the old man gets up from his chair. His wife asks, "Where are you going?" "To the kitchen," he replies. She asks, " Will you get me a bowl of ice cream?" The husband says, "Sure" She gently reminds him, "Don't you think you should write it down so you can remember it?" He says, "No, I can remember that!" She then says, "Well, I'd like some strawberries on top. You'd better write it down 'cause I know you'll forget it." He says, "I can remember that! You want a bowl of ice cream with strawberries." She adds, "I'd also like whipped cream. Now I'm certain you'll forget that, so you'd better write it down." Irritated, he says, "I don't need to write it down! I can remember that! Ice cream

Update On The Crackhead Ex Boyfriend
if anyone read my last blog then you know what's going on. well yesterday he called me up and was like come down to my house, i need to talk to you. i was like i don't really want to and he was like nothings gonna happen i promise so i was ok with going down there. i went down there and he talked to me for like five minutes and left and i went and found him down at his house and talked to him. he said some fucked up shit to me and now i'm drunk so i'm gonna tell the world how much he sucks. he keeps on telling me i'm just another number in his book and how i meant nothing to him, but if so why's he keep on calling me for and bothering me and making me cry? why's he keep on telling me that he's going out to get some pussy tonight by some twins? why's he so worried about making me jealous if we're split up. well that's ok it's time for the Malibu Rum. well here goes, bottoms up *cheers*

Winners In The Best Morph Contest
THE WINNERS IN THE BEST MORPH CONTEST ARE: 1st place: 2nd place: 3rd place: 4th place: PRIZES 1st-TROPICAL VACATION 2nd-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3rd-ROLEX 4th-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* *PRIZES HAVE BEEN PAID* THANKS TO ALL PARTICIPANTS

Whitesnake- Here I Go Again
Whitesnake - Here I go again, What can I say, as a gypsy in life, this has always been my heart song. The road alone is a loners way of life, will be til I die, but man this song has been there for me through heart breaks determination and truckin. Here I Go Again Lyrics » Whitesnake I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time But here I go again Here I go again Tho' I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for, Oh Lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Cos I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity An' I'm gonna hold on For the rest of my d

To Bettie
the sun will shine, when you not expecting it, it will shine again, you will cheer up, you will smile again, i talked to the big guy upstairs, he was crying over lost childeren, you will be fine, time for me to go, to say i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you. bedrock

32 Flavors- Ani D- My Nutshell Take 2
Ani sings most of my qua h songs- This is my other one- I'm me , I'm hated and I'm Loved, I'm perfectly okay in my own shoes- I Don't need anyone's approval. Ever. Fuck you if thats not good enough. squint your eyes and look closer I'm not between you and your ambition I am a poster girl with no poster I am thirty-two flavors and then some and I'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of the words you just said both my parents taught me about good will and I have done well by their names just the kindness I've lavished on strangers is more than I can explain still there's many who've turned out their porch lights just so I would think they were not home and hid in the dark of their windows til I'd passed and left them alone and god help you if you are an ugly girl course too pretty is also your doom cause everyone harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the ro

My Own Prison
A court is in session A verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn Chorus (And i said ohh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And i said ohh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time Should

Open Letter...
Hiii everyone!! I hope i can help whit this what i now wrote someone or just give some hope...somebody over there, I,m sorry that my blogs are little dark allways but these things will get up my mind now and then.And it,s nice when you can share those whit someone.. When i was church today i met there some father how have teenage daghter at home(15).She is in deep depression(think in that age!!). Dry to take her own life many times..and doctors say:"killing your self is not promlem" We live very hard time in this world now,cos if this is a good place to live we dont have any promlems. Thank God that this girl ask help herself..but how many have not time for that. They say it.s lottery win if you born in finland,,i say it,s bigger win if you have help your promlems in here. When my oldest daughter is 14 (she is now 23),She have this same promlem ,she is very deep depresion and cuting herself all the time..allways anger,,sadnes,,dark....soooo dark. She dont have many

I'm Hurt
I got hurt at work yesterday.I hate this,I can only chicken peck right now.Stupid collar bone.......lol it also sucks cuz I am NOT LEFT-HANDED.So ya I'm whiny n complaining.I hope I get some kisses and love soon. I'm sorry if I seem like a big baby right now but I'm hurt,sore and cranky cuz of it. So,now I know how some people hate when they are hurt.I am one of those people Any-ways take care you all

May 27, 2007
SITTING DOING WHAT I DO BEST, THINKING ABOUT THINGS IN LIFE! WONDERING WHAT IS REALLY WHAT MY WANTS ARE AND WHAT MY NEEDS ARE ANY MORE! I THINK WAY TOO MUCH, TALK WAY TOO MUCH, AND CARE A WHOLE LOT TOO MUCH! WHY SHOULD I DO EITHER OF THESE THINGS? IT NORMALLY GETS ME SO CLOGGED UP WITH THINGS THAT I CAN'T SEE MY OWN ASS FROM THE HOLE IN THE DAMN GROUND,IT IS NO WONDER WHY I SINK SO DAMN MUCH WITH MY THOUGHTS AND LIFE! THAT CAN BE CHANGED AND THAT IS THE BEST PART OF IT ALL THOUGH!! MY WAY OF THINKING IS WAY TOO FUCKED UP, I JUST REALIZED THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING LIKE A 18 YEAR OLD AND THAT IS WAY TOO FUCKED UP CONSIDERING THAT I AM REALLY 34! TIME FOR ME TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND MOVE ON IN MY LIFE AND LEAVE ALL THAT DAMN TRASH BEHIND ME!! BUT WHEN AND HOW DO I BEGIN IT? WELL MY FIRST MOVE IS TO STOP JUST TALKING ABOUT IT AND ACTUALLY DO IT DAMN IT!! I AM NEVER GOING TO BE PERFECT, BUT I CAN BE A PERFECT FRIEND! I WILL NEVER BE QUITE WHAT SOME ONE THINKS IS THE PERFECT LOVER

Not A Pretty Girl- Ani Difranco- My Song, My Quah, My Nutshell.
Ani is my biggest musical influence, but this song.. is Everything about me . This song- is my quah. "Not A Pretty Girl" I am not a pretty girl that is not what I do I ain't no damsel in distress and I don't need to be rescued so put me down punk maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere I am not an angry girl but it seems like I've got everyone fooled every time I say something they find hard to hear they chalk it up to my anger and never to their own fear and imagine you're a girl just trying to finally come clean knowing full well they'd prefer you were dirty and smiling and I am sorry I am not a maiden fair and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere and generally my generation wouldn't be caught dead working for the man and generally I agree with them trouble is you gotta have yourself an alternate plan and I have earned my disillusionment I have been working all of my life and I am a patriot I h

Debating On-relocating Part One
I'm debating on re-locating from Southern Illinois to Katy, Texas. My Aunt and cousins have been trying to convince me to move down south and get a job down there. I'm going down there on my vacation and looking around. Anybody from that area have any opinions on this? Please share comments.

Mission Accomplished.': 48 Blood Soaked Months Later...
Forty eight blood soaked months later, what exactly has been accomplished? * Possibly as many as one million Iraqi dead, four million fled or displaced internally. The largest exodus since the establishment of the State of Israel in 1948. * The erasing of the history, monuments, archaeological sites of the Cradle of Civilization. * The kidnapping and lynching of the President and members of the legitimate government. * The slaughter of the President's sons and grandson. * One hundred journalists and thirty seven support workers killed. A figure in order of magnitude higher than any war zone on earth (shoot the messengers of this illegal disaster?) It seemed to be policy from day one, literally. * Over three hundred academics assassinated and thousands fled. The education of the next generation snatched from Iraq's youth, in the country that brought near every academic subject to the world. * Overflowing morgues. * Sectarian gangs roaming hospitals and pulling pa

Chevelle "send The Pain Below"
Send The Pain Below Lyrics Artist(Band):Chevelle So send the pain below where I need it, You used to beg me to take care of things, And smile at the thought of me failing. But long before, having hurt, I'd send the pain below, I'd send the pain below. Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) You used to run me away, All while laughing. Then cry about that fact, 'til I returned. But long before, having hurt, I'd send the pain below, I'd send the pain below. Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating. I can't feel my chest, Need more, drop down, Closing in. I can't feel my chest, Drop down. I liked, having hurt. So send the pain below, So send the pain below, (Much like suffocating) [I liked] So send

Which Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Fool The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Guardian Angels
Don't much care how corny it is. Don't much care if you aren't into prayer. Here's the thing...I am a spiritual person who prays everyday. And today I am praying for our men and women in uniform here at home and overseas who are going through hell to make sure we don't. And I don't limit this to the Armed Forces, but cops, EMTs, first responders, firemen, whomever puts their balls on the line to protect others. Bless you. Thank you. Today and every day.

Warrant "i Saw Red"
Warrant - I Saw Red Lyrics Oo it must be magic How inside your eyes I see my destiny Every time we kiss I feel you breathe your love so deep inside of me And if the moon and stars should fall They'd be easy to replace I would lift you up to heaven And you would take their place Then I saw red When I opened up the door I saw red My heart just spilled on to the floor And I didn't need to see his face I saw yours I saw red then I closed the door I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore Everyday I wake up I thank God that you are still a part of me Opened up the door to which So many people never find the key And if the sun should ever fail to send its light We will burn a thousand candles And make everything alright Then I saw red When I opened up the door I saw red My heart just spilled onto the floor And I didn't need to see his face I saw yours I saw red then I closed the door I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore I've been hurt And I'

Freedom Isn't Free
Do you know why freedom isn't free Our grandfathers, fathers and brothers Fought and sometimes lost their lives Just for you and me People bitch about the war today As friend and foe die alike More hatred blooms as each battle is fought But they fight so you have that right to say Say what you want about our government The laws and grievances we all seem to have They fight for the right so we have our lives To give or not to give is quite a sentiment Kennedy said ask not what your country can do for you But what you can do for your country So many are brave and have taken up that call Some have turned away which one are you Support the country plea for peace No need to say I will rebel Your freedom gives you the right But freedom isn't free not even at half the price So thank your servicemen and women For all they do for you Without their dedication to get the job done No freedom isn't free one of them is worth ten of you 5/27/07

My Chakra Reading
Merritt, you are radiating positive energy from your: This is the chakra located at the top of your throat. The fifth chakra represents honesty and truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your fifth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to feel a more burning need than others do to speak the truth, treat people with respect, and act with integrity. Possessing strong fifth chakra energy also suggests that you're not one to fight your life's natural path. Instead, you seem to align your will with divine will. More than many others, you really are able to go with the flow. Perhaps this is because you sense that your life is connected to something greater. Such a belief can help you accept situations that don't go your way. It gives you the ability to remember that life has

Women Are Like Roses
a truth- what i know as a truth. women are like roses all come in diffrent colors diffrent shapes but all are beautiful.so ladies when feeling down feeling low remember this somebody looks forward to your smile.you may not realize it but your in somebodys thoughts .so smile let the beauty of you shine/// Best Graphics - MySpace/Hi5/Friendster

Come In Have Fun
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Kiss "reason To Live"
REASON TO LIVE Lyrics Artist(Band):Kiss Review The Song (0) Print the Lyrics Send Kiss polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone Out of love, there's nobody around, all I hear is the sound of a broken heart Out of time, no more waitin' for you Now the hurtin's through, and a new day starts And I feel a change in my life, I sailed into dark and endless nights And made it alive Chorus: Everybody's got a reason to live, baby Everybody's got a dream and a hunger inside Everybody's got a reason to live, but it can't be your love Out of touch, with myself for so long, now a feelin' so strong comin' over me Down the line, there's a lesson I've learned You can love and get burned, if it has to be And I see a change in my life, and I'm not alone when I'm strong inside And I realize chorus And I feel a change in my life And I'm not alone when I'm strong inside and I realize chorus repeats 2x No it can't be your love, no it can't be your love No it can't be y

My Past Now My Fututure
well im not real sure how to do this so bear with me.since the incident that happened to me my past has truely become my present and possble future.i have little recollection of things from the past so i feel god has given me a chance to form my past as i would of liked it to of been.everyday now since my return has become the only past i really remember.its called long term memory loss. when it will return ,or if,i dont know but i do know ive been given a second chance to redo my life.there are people that ive been told i knew but dont remember,this is my chance to possably reform that into a better relationship becouse i have no need to forgive or forget,its gone.maybe thats the reason for what happened to me,there were things i could forgive but not forget,now i have the chance. ive read my blogs and though some seem so familiar the events seem like vauge dreams.some day i may be able to remember them but for now,ive got the chance to maybe redo some of the mistakes i had done bef

Places To Go
well only been on pc since janurary. i was told don't do computer to complicated. so oneday i bought one somebody lied . so i tried meeting new ppl. went to penpals so many ppl tried to rip me off.went to my space. had 5 ppl look in 6 weeks .friend said theres cherry tap but you better not go there you'll get lost. ppl ignore you. i have met the nicest sweetest ppl in here.some i will be with friends for life. so when ppl tell you don't try something .do it you may be missing out more then you'll ever know//

Feel
well im n love wit my best friend should i tell him? well i would but it not that eazy...i just dont wanna git hurt...what if he runs away? what if he dont feel the same way? i dont think i can take that rite now he makes me happy but idk im so confuzed i ll write more l8r

Joan Jett & The Blackhearts "i Hate Myself For Loving You"
Midnight, gettin' uptight. Where are you? You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you. Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town. I turn my back and you're messin' around. I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown. I think of you ev'ry night and day. You took my heart, then you took my pride away. I hate myself for loving you . Can't break free from the the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you . Daylight, spent the night without you. But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do. I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through. Hey, man, bet you can treat me right. You just don't know what you was missin' last night. I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite. I hate myself for loving you . Can't break free from the the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you. I ha

What's The Point?
Wanting to be my own person but scared of who I might really be, Do I believe in god I do that's what they have always told me. But maybe life is just life and there is nothing after you die, maybe everything I've been told is a lie. Church was made by man and they make all the rules, they blame everything on the devil saying their hands are his tools. It doesn't make sense who is god to take away the innocent, what did they do to deserve what they get. If there is a god then he is very unjust, he gives us the ability to choose then takes away our trust. If there was a god life would be a lot better for a lot more people, but life isn't good for everyone even though all men are created equal. I hate that I feel this way but honestly it's who I am meant to be, A girl with out a god a woman with out a way that's me.

Another One From Russl
Body: The Most Personal Survey Ever. 1. Who were you with last night? Sean mostly.. Some other people over the course of the night. 2. What woke you up this morning? Sean came in the room. 3. Where are you? My place. 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Absolutely! 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Yes, both! 6. When was the last time you cried? Couple weeks ago. 7. Ever thrown up in public? While I was pregnant I threw up everywhere I went. Every smell made me sick. Especially meat cooking. haha 8. Passed out because of alcohol? yep 9. Who's on your mind RIGHT NOW? My mom because I bought her something today. 10. Would you take a bullet for anyone? If it's a vibrating bullet I'll take 2. 11. Where would you like to live? In Sicily. 13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Healthy, wealthy and wise. 15. Who is your number one? Me!! lol.. And then Sean. 16. Have you kissed your number one? I've kissed me. I taste like c

Hello Everyone
Well now, Since this is my first blog post I just want to say hey to everyone. It's really good to have good people in your life. Sometimes when things just are not looking so great, God extends his hands to help again in our times of need. Here's a little poem I wrote a while back ago. Love is special you want to hold onto forever Whether it be your family, child or lover You never want it to sever Oh the things you can discover No matter how you try it will never go away Something that will never die Thoughts fill your head day by day No matter how much you fight, piss & moan & cry Memories of wonderful times The fun the laughs the love the shine It's hard to look back & not cry when it's out of reach It’s just something you never want to breach When times are tough, you’re there no matter what Nothing else matters than making sure they are safe You do what you need to make sure it’s enough In your heart, head & body, their pain causes

This Is Bothering Me Today
Remember your friends when you first got on here or when they were a lower level? what the hell is wrong with keeping good friends at any level? this is the reason we have a family list right? I have not forgot the emails and the little shouts everyday the comments everyday (that were returned) and the nice wishes for a goodday,why did you forget?? I remember watching people (my close friends) go from level to level and helping them out in their contest until 4 or 5 in the morning and I was there when they were joining this group and that group feeling bad when it didn't work out or even happy for them when it did, and chatting till all hours of the morning, sharing pictures and thoughts not shared with others on CT,cause I felt close and comfortable enough to share my life with you,why did you stop sharing with me? is it because I am at a lower level then you? did you forget I was the one who rated your stash, and all your pictures I set the pace for your new level although being frie

I've Been On This Thing For About A Half Hour...
And already, I've seen people stealing pictures. >_> What's with that? ANYWAYS. I've stamped all my photos. Which means all of you who have rated/commented on them... should probably do so again. ^^; Thanks. =]

Gifts Of My Choice For Those Who Help Out My Friend Native Hunny
HEY FRIENDS I WILL GIVE GIFTS OF MY CHOICE FOR HELPING HER WIN. LEAVE ME A CT MAIL AND LET ME KNOW YOUVE BEEN BOMBING AND I WILL SEND A GIFT. THANK YOU ALL AND I WILL BE HERE TO HELP YOU TOO. LET ME KNOW ABOUT HOW MANY YOUR LEAVING AND I WILL BE KEEPING UP ON IT TOO. GIFT WILL DEPEND ON HOW MUCH HELP I RECIEVE FROM YOU. THANK YOU ALL CRAZYLADY

My Girl
the girl and woman of my dreams is someone who is into comics and cartoons, someone i can talk to about them and is into them as much as i am, cause they are who makes me who i am, to me it don't matter about looks or what they do just into comics is all so untill i meet one im single for as long as i live.

All Friends And Family My Friend Needs Your Help
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FRIEND NATIVE HUNNY AND SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP IN A CONTEST...PLEASE SHOW HER SUM LUV AND HELP HER SHES A GREAT LADY..IM ALWAYS HELPING WHOEVER NEEDS IT NOW IM ASKING FOR SOME HELP BACK. THANK ALL OF YOU FOR ALL YOU CAN DO....I WILL RETURN THE LUV WHEN NEEDED. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2422938870 ]

Birthday
so i been doin the birthday thing today for Jeralin she was 8 today lucky me shes almost grown shes so hatful.....but all in all a good day.....last night was my oldest prom to her surprise she was voted prom queen im so pleased i was prom queen so thats cool now i can relax and sleep.......xoxo

Lets Get Started!!!
THUNDERBOLTENTERPRISEPRESENTSTHE ONE AND ONLYKLUB HOUSECONTESTS We are proud to anounce that our contest gallery site is now up and ready to go!!! There are 10 contest ready to go and more will be added soon!!! However these contests will have judges make a winner once a month for each contest!!! Everyone is welcome to join in!!!! Make sure that you check out the whole website for info and news!!!! We would love for you all to check it out and let us know what you think!!!! Most of these contest are considered for adults only and want to make that clear!!!! There are contests for both males and females on most of them!!!!! So dont get left out and do join in!!! You get to make a gallery album per and under each contest you wish to join in!!!! These are some of the best thought up contests and you can help make one by telling us what you want to see as a contest!!!! Want to get involved or just check out the website? Use the links bellow to brow

Its Now Ready!!!
THUNDERBOLTENTERPRISEPRESENTSTHE ONE AND ONLYKLUB HOUSECONTESTS We are proud to anounce that our contest gallery site is now up and ready to go!!! There are 10 contest ready to go and more will be added soon!!! However these contests will have judges make a winner once a month for each contest!!! Everyone is welcome to join in!!!! Make sure that you check out the whole website for info and news!!!! We would love for you all to check it out and let us know what you think!!!! Most of these contest are considered for adults only and want to make that clear!!!! There are contests for both males and females on most of them!!!!! So dont get left out and do join in!!! You get to make a gallery album per and under each contest you wish to join in!!!! These are some of the best thought up contests and you can help make one by telling us what you want to see as a contest!!!! Want to get involved or just check out the website? Use the links bellow to brow

Jess
I am 23 years old, i have two wonderful children that i love more than life itself. They make me happy even on my worse day. I dont know what i would do without them. I work for a sercurity company and am engaged to my honey nick. we are like every other coupe we fight more often than not but we love each other dearly. Well I will make another blog in a few days. Hit me up. Jess

My Own Poem
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

New Pics
Hello friends and fans, I wanted to thank everyone for their comments, ratings, and being my friends and fans. When you all get a chance, check out all the new pix I posted. Some of me, my kids, my cats, and some private ones (those were hard for me to post). Check them all out and rate them, but if you don't like them rather then be mean and rate me low, just don't rate me at all. Personally I feel anyone that's not afraid to post pix of themselves, private or otherwise, deserve a rating of 10. Ok, well I hope everyone has a great Memorial Day weekend. JPLIPS (Jenni)

Whispered
Whispered As you arise from upon your bed You hear these words whispered from behind your head I Love you and support you in all that you do I’ll always be here to motivate you As you arise from upon your bed You hear more words whispered from behind your head I want you and need you in all that I do You start my days with faith anew

Believing
I just keep feeling better and better. And its not just because of what I found out this morning. That helps though. Knowing the truth is always best. I feel better because I listened to more than just the truth from my "friend". I listened to what is in my heart. I know some of my friends don't believe in God or organized religion. But you know, He got me through all the rough times in life. Whenever I placed myself in his hands and trusted Him, things always got better. I always felt better about myself and life. The times when things got rough, when I felt overwhelmed, when I felt lost or depressed, those were the times I tried to go it alone and didn't trust Him to guide me. I guess the best advice I got in the last week were the times I had friends send me scriptures that were uplifting to them. God has blessed me with very special friends. And I know everything happens for a reason. And each time it does, it makes me stronger as long as I stay true to Him.

Been A Good While, Whats Been Going On...
Hey to all who read this... Sorry I aint been around in a good while... Alot has been going on with me... Since January I have miscarried had my man walk cuz he got mixed up in bad stuff and then became real ill... I am in the process of recovering from emergency surgery that was done on April 30th, I was doing alright and before I knew it I was put on bed restriction due to a slight infection starting up... I miss every one and think of yall often... Hoping to be 100% better soon so I can visit more often on here... Take care and be safe... Big Hugs to all!!!

Okay Everyone My Kids In A Kid Contest !
Okay everyone my kids in a kid contest ! The contest runs til next monday so we got time! I Need comment bombing when u get a chance to help! Thanks Maria click on pic to comment bomb!

Camping
Umm we got back from camping earlier today and I took a shower then I went online and did all the same crap that I do. I have no idea what i am going to do for the rest of the day prolly just sit and be fat..fun huh? yee i guess..not!

Been A While....
sorry i haven't been writing on here much... since daddy passed away... things have been up in the air for me. i went into depression for a while and hid from the world basically... but i'm getting better. i miss him a lot and still cry for him often. i start college soon... i was supposed to start on may 29th, but due to transportation issues i had to push it back 6 weeks... but it's alright. i enrolled in the Academy of Court Reporting... which should be good for me since i fly on a keyboard anyways and with it being a freelance job i can easily work for a company that lets me travel. the renovations on my apartment are basically done and over with... there are just a few odds and ends that have to be tweaked and it will be complete. my divorce is going nowhere atm... which is irking the hell out of me... everyone hopes that jason and i are going to get back together and its not going to happen and it's pissing me off that nobody will just let things be and accept the fact that i don

Ratings Ettiquette
What is up with these dumbass people who rate pics less than a 10? If you don't like a pic, just don't bother to rate it! I have had a few people contact me to say that they accidentally rated a pic less than a 10 but then they re-rated it a 10 (or an 11, if I am lucky). That's fine. That mistake is as easy to make as sending a shout out to the wrong person (which I have done many times, sorry if I did that to you). However, I get these chicks who check me out and rate my pic a 1. I don't get it, does it make them feel better about themselves? It's just plain rude. Most of the people I have met on CT are really terrific but these few just plain old piss me off. There, I feel better now that I was able to rant about this.

Karaoke In So Cal Tonite!!
Here It Is Karaoke Fans... Join us Every Sunday 4pm to 130am@ The Sportsman's Lounge The sportsman's is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. Come out to the city of La Mirada California. IF you have the SKILLZ Come on in and have fun at the party year with tons of fun and karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose, save cash with The Sportsman's low Drink Prices Karaoke friday May 25th @ 8pm and Every Sunday 4pm to 130am Host "COWBOY" Dan Hosted By:: KJs Robert Mendosa and "Cowboy" Dan e-mail When: Sunday May 27, 2007 at 4:00 PM Where:: The Sportsman's Lounge 13902 Imperal HWY La Mirada, CA 90638 United States Directions; From Disney Aria... Take the I 5 north, EXIT Vally View exit turn left off the freeway Turn Right on Vally View. Turn Left onto Imperial HWY. End at The Sportsman's Lounge: 13902 Imperal HWY, La Mirada, CA 90638 A land mark is Big Lots This Show Is Hosted By REDNECK SING-A-LONGS To Book A Show or Part

How Dare You Say I'm Not Perfect... Lol
criticality — Sunday, May 27, 2007 There's some people that see people offering alternitives, or ways to improve, as the peson is telling them as they are bad or horrible at whater. Just because one isn't perfect at something doesn't mean they are bad, or horrilbe at it, because. no one is perfect at about anything, so that would mean everyone was bad, or horrible at everything. Soemtimes people get insulted at others questioning their perfection. If i tell someone something, then realize there are some givens. 1- I usually think they have a brain and are smart enought ot understand what I'm saying. If I didn't think they were smart enought to understand it, it would be pointless to say anything. 2- I'm pretty direct in what I say. If I think someone is bad, or horrible person, parent, basketball player, or whatever, I will likly tell them that directly either before or after my othedr critical statements. 3- so to combine the previous two, If I thought

Thank You For Showing Me Some Love On Here :)
Hey EveryOne I Just Wanted To Say Thank You To All My Frienfds Fans And All The Other CherryTap Members For Showing Me Love By Rating And Commenting On My Profile,Pics And CherryStash You Are All Very Awesome Love You All As Friends Of Course lol And Also Have Crushes On Quite A Few Sexy Goddesses On Here And The Guys On Here Are Awesome And Kool Friends And I Hope To Make Some More New Friends Men & Women To Those That Dont Know Me I Am Very Straight But Do Have Bi & Gay Friends Male & Female So Please Continue To Show Me Some Love On Here As I Will Do The Same In Return Guardian Angel Chris

My First Blog
Ever get the feeling that your being watched? Look at all the lonely people, where do they all come from? Surrounded by people you think you know but what lies under the lies under the words. what words are left unspoken? what truths are never reveiled until your soul is exsposed. Is it too late then to turn back and run; not walk, to the nearest exit? Could someone please point the direction because lately my vision has been clouded by tears...

Stuck In The Middle
ok so i dont usually write in thease stoopid things but i think i need to vent a bit before i go crazy !!! DAMN MEN ! see i really like this guy i have since the first night i talked to him i just have this feeling that hes going to be another tommy and i need that like i need another hole in my head ..... shit when is it my turn to be the wanted one not the one thats just there ? i know that he has his issues and what not, every one does but wtf ... ok so enough ranting i fucking hate not knowing how i feel or what to make of a situation it makes me revert back to the bad times in my life .......i guess i just miss all the good things about haveing a relationship with someone ..... and it dosent help when u meet kick ass ppl anyways....FUCK i think im just going to cut myself off to everyone well emotionaly that is becase im so sick of feeling like crap ..... or mabey i jsut need to gro some balls and be like look if u want to

Remember Our Fallen Heroes....
Here's a couple of videos I wanted to save so that I might could go back and watch them in the future. As we enjoy our holiday this weekend, let's remember to be thankful for those who gave their lives in service to our country...and for their families who live their lives without a loved one so that we might be with ours. Thank you for your sacrifice.

Why Athletes Shouldn't Have Real Jobs
Subject: American athlete's are not brain surgeons Why Athletes Can't (Shouldn't) Have Real Jobs 1. Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to copulate me." 2. New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes first." 3. And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my own mother to win the Super Bowl, "Matt Millen of the Raiders said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too." 4. Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings." 5. Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein." 6. Senior basketball player at the University of Pittsburgh: "I'm going to graduate on time, no matter how long it takes." (now t

New To The Club
Just wanted to say hi to everyone. Thought that it would be cool to meet and talk to new people. I don't get online much because I work so hard and am in college still...guess the major...hehehehehe Have a great day and hope life is good to you.

Me...?.......a Mother, Huh?! Kick Ass
Daegon is such a nice boy. My boy is going to be sweet too. Well...if I have a boy! I'm so hopin for one!!!! My own little guy! My family members often talk about the labour and how "scary it is" and how "it's goign to hurt like hell" and that I "shouldn't panic or else..." I probably will panic and it will most liekly hurt....so shut the fuck up guys! I got this! Sometimes I really crave for a cigarette....maybe a stiff shot of jack.... BUT, that's all going to wait! This woman i know was right hammered drunk when she was carrying her child at one month or so.....HAH, I mean, "it is only the brain and spinal cord that is developing" Fucking retard! Crap, well..gotta cut this short! I have got to go!

Me, A - Z
The Letter A Are you available?: Yes, but not interested. What is your age?: 27. What annoys you?: Drivers trying to drive on top of my car, gangsta rap, screaming kids. The Letter B Do you live in a big house?: No, a medium-smallish apartment. When is your birthday?: May 12. Who is your best friend?: Shannon. The Letter C What's your favorite candy?: Licorice allsorts, Milk Maids, Coconut Creme Hershey's Kisses, Nerds. Who's your crush?: Shut up. When was the last time you cried?: Oh wow, it has been a few days at least. Go me! I teared up two days ago when I got angry, but that's different. The Letter D Do you daydream?: Way too often. What's your favorite kind of dog?: I like Labs and Retrievers I guess. What day of the week is it?: Sunday. The Letter E How do you like your eggs?: Well-done! Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yes, let me try to count... no, let's not count and just say yes I have. What's the easiest thing ever to d

Unfriending
I have un-friended my first person today. I don't normally do stuff like that, but when you get all sassy and salty, that's what you get. This person (who shall remain nameless) left me a shout saying, "Thanks for not raing anything of mine when I rated you!!" (I copied that straight from my shout box). How childish is that? I don't want to deal with that kind of stuff on here. So just FYI, if you're gonna say stuff like that to me, I won't reply to you, you'll just get un-friended. This foll didn't know if I was busy, if I was on or what. Yeah I looked at his page to see who I was adding and that's it. I got off afterwards. I don't need CT friends like that.

Our Troops
Its Another Mermorial day and it is a very special time for us to remember all of those that have fought for our country and that are still fightin for our country...Not that we don't think about them everyday but this is the most important time...I spent the weekend and the lake with my family and s eve4ral family members that were in the military and fought for our country and I have several that have passed away that I heard stories about and let me tell you....to hear it from ther lips of someone that has been there makes it so much more real and memorable for someone that has not been there...Please remember our troops in all branches of the military...Think of how good that we have it to be here and have men and women that will fight for our freedom and safety... So no matter what day it is take five mins out of your day to remeber them and take a few mins on Mermorial Day to remeber those special people and the familes that have lost loved ones and those families that have loved

Hungover And Hung Now
went to a going away party last nite at a friends that i use to work with got trashed out of my mind because my friends around work had me sad for leaving pa.but like i said had a hell of a time with all my friends.the wife also had a party with me today so that's y i'm hung (afternoon delight) woooohooooooooooooo.

Just A Little.............fun 1
Baby id get u al naked & start 2 kiss u moving fr ur lips 2 ur neck. Not letn u touch me. then move 2 ur chest. Lower & lower til i reach rock hard cock slowly i kis & lick the tip teasen u @ 1st then taken u al in every inch. Sukn u like no1 ever has, my mouth riding ur cock deep & hard. Hardr & hardr til i feel u almost there then stoping Climbn up on u kisn ur lips stroken ur dick w my hand mmm then slowly sliding my hot wet aching pussy down on ur cock riding u. Oh baby it feel so good. U rubbn ur hands down my chest. Squeezing my nipples. I start 2 ride u fastr til i cant take it ne more i moan u push me off & turn me over wanting to fuck mew hard u slowly start 2 fuck me hard pounding my pussy hard holding my hips. Mmmm then suddenly u pull out & start fuckn me in the ass hard & fast makn me scream with every push. Reaching that point u pull my shaking body 2 u, reaching around holdng me tight while u shoot ur hot load im my tight ass both enjoying ev

Karaoke Tonight @ The Sportsmans Lounge - La Mirada
Here It Is Karaoke Fans... Join us Every Sunday 4pm to 130am@ The Sportsman's Lounge Hosted By:: KJs Robert Mendosa and "Cowboy" Dan e-mail Where:: The Sportsman's Lounge 13902 Imperal HWY La Mirada, CA 90638 United States Directions; From Disney Aria... Take the I 5 north, EXIT Vally View exit turn left off the freeway Turn Right on Vally View. Turn Left onto Imperial HWY. End at The Sportsman's Lounge: 13902 Imperal HWY, La Mirada, CA 90638 A land mark is Big Lots This Show Is Hosted By REDNECK SING-A-LONGS To Book A Show or Party Call Cowboy Dan @ 714-750-9319

Wii
My husband finally broke down an bought a WII,, he is having the time of his life with this new toy..lol.. I think he is insane because it costed over 500.00 after he was done with the games an what not....tee hee.. Owell it's all good I guess at least he has something of his own now!

So Long Old Friends
Yes it's been a crazy road,but we are coming to it's end.My sunday nights will never be the same.I've laughed, cried,cheered and booed.I have screamed with anger and looked on in fear.But all of that will soon be over because there are only 3 more episodes left.Then it will be time to say good bye to tony and the gang.One thing is for certain I will never forget any of them.I know some of you out there are thinking this guy is loopy! But No this is not the case.and if you have never watched the sopranos,Then I can understand why you would think such things.But if you are reading this and you too are a fan,then I have no need to explain,not to you.I found it very interesting to see this big mob boss "Tony " handle all the mob business that he does, yet it seems that at times it is near impossible for him to deal with the often trying times of raising kids and dealing with everyday family life. Yes, I was hooked after the first or second episode and soon all I will have left is the memor

Responce I Got Back On My Blog "u'l Love This 1"
This is the rest of your (our) story........ As I begin to open my eyes I am suddenly aware of a presence in my groin area. A warm, mist sensation begins to arouse me. I feel your weight upon my thigh as you lean against me engulfing my rapidly growing cock. I reach out and run my fingers through your hair and grabbing a handful, I move your head up and down. You take me as deep as you feel you can and I push you a Little farther till you feel like gagging. I hold you there for just a second longer and then let you back up to the tip. I push and pull you repeatedly along my shaft until I want more. I pull you off and push you onto your back. I pinch and suck on your breasts as you moan in pleasure. Your nipples once again get hard;as I pinch them to full erectness. You are trying to squirm and move around, but I hold you in place as I begin to move slowly down your body. I suck and nibble every inch of your body as I work myself towards your sweet Pussy. I can smell your desire ema

Sworn Enemies
washing over me again... here it comes... my blood begins to boil teeth are self-sharpening I am becoming the animal I despise Let the world know not what I show. I try in my mind to make right the minds of those who refuse to see light Unlike any creature known to mankind... I taste adrenaline green and see blood red A messenger, prophet if you will to all the indigent...money well spent Seeking revenge...hunting...I pledge To avenge... Those lives that have been pushed to the edge. Even though I am possessed with pure evil intentions I remain fearful for: ...the damage I may cause ...the lives I'll affect ...the pain he will feel Holding his life in my hands....do I deliver the final blow? Risk leaving my son, away from his father... the only one that he knows? Do I want to spend my life talking to him through a window? This "man", I shook his hand and now my hand is grasping him by the

It's Always About Sex....
If you can answer all of these without getting offended you are probably a pervert, but so is the person who sent it to you.Send this back as a reply and then send an empty to the people you know deep down really wanna answer this. 1. How much is too much? IS THERE SUCH A THING AS TOO MUCH LOL 2.Slow and steady or hard and rough? THE SEX IS SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE MAD AT ME SO I WOULD HAVE TO SAY HARD AND ROUGH 3. last time? LAST NIGHT 4. Fav. position? ME ON TOP 5. Oral or not? A LOT PLEAE AND THANK YOU ;) 6. dirty talk? ONLY IF YOU ARE CALLING ME YOUR DIRRTY LIL WHORE 7. lots of foreplay or get down to business? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD 8. spooning or sleeping after? THE JOB AIN'T DONE UNTIL WE ONLY HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY LEFT TO SLEEP 9.does the first kiss get tongue or not? MOST OF THE TIME 10. toes? I HAVE 10 11. tantric sex? NEVER TRIED IT 12. public places? AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO COPS AROUND LOL 13. audiences? WELL I'M NOT GOING TO STOP IF SOMEON

Making Decisions In Actionscript
Okay, you have made a movie clip, and you want it to change. Problem is, you have more than one change to make depending on the results of a user action or what-have-you... What do you do? Simple. You take the variable and put it into one of two types of condition statements: If or Switch-Case. The syntax is different for the If than it is for the Switch, but they do the same thing. They take the variable and give you different results depending on its value. "If" conditions are like Boolean variables. The result is based on True or False, or in the case of the Boolean variable, 1 or 0. "Switch" conditions give you three or more possible results. The SWITCH takes the variable and tells the rest of the statement to make a decision based on it. CASE is where the variable is tested for value, and it gives you a result based on one of many possibilities. if(variable1>=3){ gotoAndStop(2); } The above tells the file to go to frame 2 and stop there if the variable

Hollywood Effect
Streets are boring, when photographed there is nothing exciting about them But with Photoshop you can give that boring street a look of mystery like they do in Hollywood, making you wonder what is lurking around the corner just waiting to jump out at you

A Very Strange Person
This guy is extremely wierd - his profile is full of pix of women. He has left comments like "This Woman is my love and my life" on a bunch of my pix in the past. It was creepy enough, but it stopped so I thought that he had gone away. Now I find that he has ripped several of my pictures to his galleries... I blocked him, but you may want to tell your female friends to watch out for him - he seems to have lots of other pix of CT women on his profile and I am sure he hasn't asked for permission from them either... Rony@ CherryTAP

Ok So Anyway...
im as happy/ as good as i can be...the one girl i like ALOT...is moving to texas next month...and i want to tell her...im not scared to...if i told her and if she likes me it wud make leaving worse...and i know what that feelz like...so i can't tell her...that iz y im writing this...i hafto tell someone...itz driving me nutz...thank you for listening/reading

A Dark Day
The sky was dark, the thunder crashed demons loose, the gates are smashed torment comes to all, no light I gain this power in the darkest night Lust and pain at my finger tips relising misery, blood on lips Come to me, I share the dark Feel with me and know your part

Bush Makes Power Grab
When the president determines a catastrophic emergency has occurred, the president can take over all government functions and direct all private sector activities to ensure we will emerge from the emergency with an "enduring constitutional government." President Bush, without so much as issuing a press statement, on May 9 signed a directive that granted near dictatorial powers to the office of the president in the event of a national emergency declared by the president. The "National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive," with the dual designation of NSPD-51, as a National Security Presidential Directive, and HSPD-20, as a Homeland Security Presidential Directive, establishes under the office of president a new National Continuity Coordinator. That job, as the document describes, is to make plans for "National Essential Functions" of all federal, state, local, territorial, and tribal governments, as well as private sector organizations to continue functioning

Spider Bites
This is a small piece written for those of us who have had the disinctt pleasure of having been bitten by a spider. Specifically a "brown recluse". Their bite is quite painful and the after effects not much better I had the distinct pleasure of a formal introduction. One of the eight legged little beasties paid my couch a visit while I was reading. I felt the bite and slapped at my leg. It was too late, it got me just by the knee instead. I was allergic it seems, I started to itch. I went to emergency, got stuck with IV. 6 hours later I well on my way Meds are prescibed and I'm loopy as hell. Now leg is sore and the skin will die. Another new scar as if I don't enough. Well watch out for those eight legged beasties. Their bite is no fun They you should shun!!! Lady Shakira Rose

It Was F****** Awesome!!
Damn I had a blast last night. Kevin Fowler's performance was by far the best of the night. He opened by telling everyone that at 6:31 last night his wife gave birth to his new baby girl. I didn't drink till after Kevin Fowler's performance and let me tell you in less than 35 minutes I slammed 5 Crown and sprites. I was feelin' goooooooood when Robert Earl Keen got his ass up on stage. Reckless Kelly was amazing and damn their lead singer is sexy as hell. He has an amazing voice. The Eli Young band was good but was by far on the bottom of the performances for the night. Roger Creager was the opening singer and damn he was great and cute to boot lmao. There were loads of cowboys and cowgirls looking good, cutting loose, getting drunk, dancing, and having a blast. Just goes to show us Texans know how to have fun :P. I only dealt with one asshole all night and that was my own fault cause I strayed from the group. We made some new friends. My only disappointment was not getting to hear Kev

Creative Lightening
This is a good photo of a girl with the flower, but it is also busy, ie a lot of other things in it that takes your eyes away from the girl and the flower By using Photoshop and rendering different lightening effects you can draw the persons eyes into where you want then to focus

Naughty Application"
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? fill out and reply

Summary Plans For The Beginning Of The Week :)
5-27: not get rained on or have too heavy a rain-related headache, tape an interesting Czech classical-era mass setting broadcast last week (over BBC, not over a Czech station I also listen to which however tends to have a more broken signal web-wise), see Spiderman 3 with a group I'm in, do some web-work (all this internet shtuff leads me to web puns. May do the webwork tomorrow though.), mail some important organizational material (menu, ...) to my "coach" (no, this is not spy stuff :) - this is independent living stuff, Eric is getting there but not fully self-supporting. Considering some incidents last year I am hesitant to write that publicly but that horsie? He is well out of the barn... and already contentedly eating in a pasture on the moon...) Probably do laundry also after movie. And continuing to work on the score-sheets in the "Reissiger" folder in my images gallery, which only go from the end to about 220 bars from the end (I was perverse and went backwards, not

Harley's "daisy"
2 oz. tequila 1 oz. lemon juice 2 tbs. greadine splash club soda 1. Fill mixing glass with ice 2. Add tequla, lemon juice and grenadine 3. Shake 4. Straine into a rocks glass 5. Add ice 6. Top offf with a splash of club soda (The Complete Bartender... Robyn M. Feller)

Down Raters...
We've all had them and wondered !WTF! did I get a 1 for?!? If you let it bother you, THEY WIN! It's part of their game..to anger us. DON'T GIVE THEM THAT SATISFACTION! Sometimes I rate them higher than they rate me(unexpected by them:) Or send them a shout thanking them for the "honesty"(no responses to that yet:)LOL. None the less, it's ONLY an opinion... we cant be rated 10 by everyone, and those who don't aren't worth our time and emotions:) Peace to all of you...ScoRpiO

Salute Pic Rant!!!
I am not one to go off on many things that annoy and frustrate me, but I AM PISSED OFF NOW!!! I joined Cherry Tap some 3 - 4 months ago and during the course of learning the "in's" and "out's" of how to participate in the program, I began to enjoy it. I knew many people who were involved in Cherry Tap that involved me and encouraged me to participate and came to know many more. Once I reached level 10 "Friends of Cherry Tap," I was not allowed to level up unless I posted a Salute pic. Okay, fine. I read the Cherry Tap "Bible" in regards to Salute Pics and followed the requirements to the letter. Where did that get me, you may ask? MY ACCOUNT WAS OUT OF THE BLUE REMOVED, after the powers that be at Cherry Tap declared not ONE, but FIVE different Salute pics (and signs) FAKES!!! I received rejection after rejection and then found my account deleted!!! What the hell??? All of the Cherry points I had legitimately earned were gone, my friend's, fans and ratings erased, comments...

Adding Mist
Sometimes you have a photo and you wish you could add something extra to it, well with the help of photoshop you can add different effects to your photos. Here is 2 identical photos the second one I add a mist effect

Salutes
Okay... ummm.. So I am supposed to do some sort of take a pic of myself with my CT ID#? WTF For? I made the profile.. I got a pic or 2 of myself.. and for fuck sakes I even have a pic of my son's memoriam tat.. But in order to be looked at as a real person I have to take a frickin pic of myself... WTF? I pot some up...lol Guess what I am trying to say.. is that I'm not going to go out of my way just to take a pic that will make people realize that I am a real person and not some fucktard that makes up shit for shits and giggles. Take care and be safe my Friends.

Memorial Day Is Personal Now
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com As I've done for the past couple of years, but yet not limited to that time period, I've been thinking about our miitary both past and present, as well as reading various blogs from some of our soldiers who have been through a hell that us civilians will never be able to begin to understand. Yet, being a mom of one of our soldiers, holidays that refresh the memories of what I went through while my son was in Iraq, causes me to be alot more aware, compassionate, supportive, and thankful that my son made it home alive and well. When I said goodbye to Joe the day he left for Iraq; although, at that time we really didn't know for sure that he would be going there, but my mom instinct told me he was, I remember staring in his eyes for the longest time. He asked me, "what are you staring at?". I said, "I'm just looking at MY son one last time because when you come home, you'll be a different man". He is. He disappears on holiday

Need Help In Comment Bombing And Ratings
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Lets Have A New Ct Pinup...
Would anyone who reads this please take 5 seconds to rate this pic for Meee? Please. I have commented my poor mouse to near death. lol come to find out it is a ratings contest. I know I have some wonderful friends. And you know I would do the same for you all. Love yahs, and many thanks, Just Meee

Looking For A Sugar Daddy! Serious Enquiries Only!
Looking for a sugar daddy! Someone who is able to take care of me financially & someone that in return I would take care of sexually! I would be your sexual benefits partner! :) Can be male or female! Anybody interested in being my sugar daddy and being satisfied sexually-email me here or leave a comment!Prefer someone local or that is close enough to drive to be satisfied! :) Hugs and Kisses Kelly

R U A Slut
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Go Back, Way Back, Way Way Back!!
Close your eyes...And go back... ......Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ......Before semi-automatics and crack.... ......Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ......Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ......way back.... ......way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize

Why Am I Here.
Why am I here? I am here because I want to meet some one to be with maybe and make friends get to know some of you if I get the chance. I am not here to seat on my butt for 18 and 19 hours a day like alot of people do to raise my points make more more get more friends that I can even talk to or even keep up with in the first place . How can some one keep up and talk to 1,000 people aday or even 4,000 or more . I never seen a site where a person's only goal in life was to waste there life away to be online all day and most of the night to see how many points and friends they can collect the fastest I mean yea its fun to meet and greet and make friends but wow this is realy getting crazy now. I could never do that to my self I have to work as it is any more im lucky if I can be on this site for 2 hours or so a day . I didnt make this blog either to piss any one off ok but I know this if I was with some one and she was on her most of the day and night then ther

Your Best Friend
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I will have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one.

Job Placement Aptitude Test
Put 400 bricks in a closed room. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. Then analyze the situation: a. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. b. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. c. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. d. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. e. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. f. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. g. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. h. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. i. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. j. If they have already left for the day, put them in Marketing. k. If they are staring out of the window, put them in S

~body Farm Founder: Dr. Bill Bass~
For those of you that do not know, I am VERY much into many different realms of Forensic science and plan to be going to college at the University of Tennessee very soon! I will be posting topics in Forensics that I find interesting on occasion! I hope You will enjoy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is answers to questions that were asked of Dr. Bill Bass whom is the founder of the very first 'Body Farm' in Knoxville,TN. Dr. Bass has co-authored with Jon Jefferson a book called 'Death's Acre: Inside the Legendary Forensic Lab, the Body Farm Where the Dead Do tell Tales! What is forensic anthropology? Forensic anthropology is the application of the traditional tools and techniques of physical anthropology--skeletal analysis, mainly--to criminal cases, especially murders. Forensic anthropologists are often called on to help identify murder victims. If the police already have a pretty good idea who the murder victim is, a forensic anthropolog