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Could Not Be Said Better
New Jersey Housewife Sums Up How Most of us Really Feel About Islamic People Could Not Be Said Better Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one upset lady. Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Midd

Just As A Thought!
Why do i feel the way i do? Why do i do it again? Why want what you cant have? Why ask for the pain? Its the thrill of it all that takes me there now. Its the maybe I can thats says someday some how. Trodge on little soldier The fight comes today. move your weary feet. Love come your way. I may not be a poet but I do know what i feel! mikey 6-2-07

Please Help!!!
Please help!!! I need 15,000 comments total, but I already have over 6,000....If you will throw me 100+ comments and send me cherry mail (cmail) and let me know, I will buy you a VIC gift! This is for a VIC and mine runs out tomorrow! PLEASE HELP ME!! Just click the pic!

The Feaux
if you're going to mohawk your hair do it, but please stop slicking it all up to the middle into that frohawk thing. it looks stupid. one of those things that might have been fun to do while you're in the tub shampooing your hair; don't leave the house like that. everybody thinks they so cool but in ten years the kids will look back and laugh at people who did this. just like we do to people who used to rock the mullet or those wave hairspray bangs lol. if you are reading this, and you have a fohawk- slap yourself

My World
Never in a million years did I think I would find a girl that is as sweet as my Nicole and never did I think I would want to spend the rest of my life with one person but I found her and am the happiest person alive and if any one tries to get in the way I will judge them I love My little Nicole I have never felt this way about anyone and cant live with out her Nicole Petsch I love you

Moron Of The Day For June 2nd
Here's a new feature in my blogs. I encounter so many morons throughout my day that this will always have fresh content. I hope you like it! :) Todays moron is Charles Spencer Jr.!!!! At about 3:00 am est on Friday morning, someone tossed a big rock through the front window of the place I work. They went in and walked through the whole store, came back toward the front, grabbed a locked cash register drawer and left. Took nothing else but the box, walking by thousands of dollars worth of tools. He must've been really pissed later on because the box he took is one we don't use and had nothing in it except a menu from the Chinese restaurant across the street. lol He apparently went down the street and did the same thing at a deli, where they got him on tape using his shirt to try and wipe his fingerprints off. 16 year old kid. No record. Moron. Congratulations, Charles!!!

Not A Good Day
Today was a really bad day for a number of reasons. I just feel like I'm drowning and I'm only an inch or two under the surface, and I can see the sun shining down... but I can't get out. I try to pretend everything is alright and that I'm happy, but I'm not. I haven't been happy for a while. I know where it all started, I think about it all the time. The day I was discharged from the Army was the worst day of my life. It was worse than finding out I had cancer, because I knew I would beat it. It was worse than waking up 1/2 dead from the car accident because I was just happy to be alive. I didn't do anything wrong, I survived cancer and they kicked me out regardless. It was the only thing I really ever wanted to do and was something I was very good at. There are times when I can't even talk to friends from the Army or look at old pics because it hurts too much. Every so often I look in my closet where a pair of my old BDU's hang perfectly pressed over a pair of polished boo

Poetic Touch
Who got game? When does legitimacy set in that game is not a privileged asset but rather for game players? Juvenile little kids that pose to be men but actually are programmed to be heart slayers. These costumes they present are uniquely crafted and formulated from imposturous identities. Their educated and rehearsed lines transpire from recent encounters and devastating catastrophes. The insecurity and insolence that exists in the mind of a quick thinker emerges from practice and rehearsed situations. The bait is astonishingly overwhelming but presents deceiving identifications. Why play the game when you can coach voluntarily, take initiative to be distinctive. My offerings and dealings prove as sincere testimony and deliverance is instinctive. I value my word and protect my image from counterfeited impressionists. I’m honored to roam the land of manhood as a self-sufficient, honest, pro-active specialist. Game is a fictitious fairytale played by infantile individuals af

Can We Say Busted Boys And Girls?
Ok, so I'm not one to really write about my sex life all right but I/we got caught by my 7 year old. I am so embarrassed and horrified at the same time. I am scared to death that I have scarred him for life. I pray to God that he doesn't remember this later in life. So, when the question comes up later tomorrow...what the hell do I tell him?

Needed Some Advice On The Mumms Thing
Yeah ummmmm I asked people for their advice whether or not I should leave or stay here in MI. next yr. to move to Okalhoma & I got some that comments that sounded good; but then I got some that was just plain rude & unnecessary!! I know that when people read stuff & don't have the whole picture drawn out for them & only have part of the picture then it's hard to give a good sound advice, but come on telling me to move to Iraq was 1 person's comment to me, then I even had a rude ass comment about how I had stupid children yada yada.....!! Please people if you don't have anything nice at all to say then Have a Nice Cup of STFU!!!!!! People nowadays don't care at all how their words can hurt others. I know that I didn't tell everything & now I'm so F'ing glad that I didn't given the rude ass comments I got by giving only part of the story. Anyhow all a mumm is; is getting a yay or nay anyways!!!! I had a very good explanation as to why I didn't say everything; because of the backfir

Seven Years
He left me on a Saturday One day before we met Said he'd never forget me I said some things you will regret The words he spoke so softly will never escape my mind I don't deserve your love So I will leave you far behind Till my heartneeds you May the world treat you right Ask our star for guidance It will get you through the night He picked up his suitcase and headed for the door I followed close behind him and watched him take his course As he turned to face me Tears rolled down my face These were his last good-byes to me before he slipped inside Those words he spoke so softly will never escape my mind I don't deserve your love So I will leave you far behind Till my heart needs you May the world treat you right Ask our star for guidance It will get you through the night I will still remember those memories we shared The first night I met you Till the moon has passed seven years © S.R.G. 1991

Visions Out Of Darkness
I close my eyes yet sleep does not come Pictures fog my mind I awake in another place another time Scenes of life with colors so vivid I see you there Are you calling to me I cannot have you Dark shadows hide you from my sight I fight for you I die for you Every single night I cry for you Leaving teardrops on my pillow so I can find my way back for another try Visions out of darkness pull blood from my eyes Thunder rages in my heart As lightning strikes me from the skies Love is more powerful than any God It hesals most wounds and binds our hearts The rose is a symol of this love Let it destroy the shadows and pull light from above Send me rain so I can hide the never ending pain Send me thunder to cover my cries Send me the one who can save my soul, mend my heart, and make me whole I am running I am breaking I am crying I am dying Don't you see I need your help Fight for me Make the nightmares stop A sword is raised and an arrow flies Stop them both

Andrea
Andrea,lady so sweet. Gorgeous in all ways,glad i was able to meet. As beautiful as a sunset that she always glows. A Heart so big,it blossoms like a Rose. A precious Jewel,that's what you are. Eyes so hypnotyzing,like a Dimond,can be seen from a far. Blessed us with two beautiful gifts who are our world. Sapphire and Jazmyn,our two wonderful girls. Once together but now apart. Still my Friend,but most important,a woman i love who will always have my Heart. Thank you for everything,lady of my life. Exspecially the Nine years,though now getting Divorced,for being my Wife. My eyes are crying as i write and now sobbing wet. Due to my joy for you,Andrea.A lady so sweet,that i'm glad i met.Just up got on here decided to write thinking of you. Got on here and decided this is my tribute to us,and was imspired to do. Love you my Friend,always will. Just know for you my Heart will always stand still.Andrea,lady so sweet. Hot as can be,though far away but together soon,all the way from here i ca

Drifting Grains Of Sand Through A Withered Hour Glass.....
As time passes i see myself through new eyes the old an what needed to be made stronger a metamorpasis of sorts ive put myself through new streams of power an life flow through these viens. the power an things i feel unlike anything before the surge has passed an i am reborn. Something more nothing less the old has been shed, im finding myself amoung the thousands of currents an life beacons in the world sifting through them all sorting wandering through them all gathering what i need what i want an collecting all those i hold close an dear to myself. I am but one man you say i wasnt strong then im better now reformed reborn in this new flesh. shifting through all the lies the hate the fear i once again make it my own now dont fear the reaper but the judge waiting for you at the end. I will take as much as i can from you all as its in my nature the old me has gone some say i simply patched myself up an the cycle will return if so then i will welcome it as it'll be my quarter

Okay, So I Write Again
Like a razors edge Cutting through my heart again Like a brass pole and an empty hole Something that is found between your.... I find myself Trapped in a corner Like the butterfly cacoon wrapped again I have always found it better To keep to myself and not be bitter And I let you in And you tore right through Cutting my heart again The walls fallen again Cold hearted bitch It is like a switch Razorblade love Getting nothing done Stone hearted is what they say It is from all the games you play You reel them in It is like second natured sin Like a Wisconsin january morning This is you in your glory Cold as ice You are nothing close to nice I find myself Trapped in a corner again Like the butterfly cacoon wrapped again I have always found it better To keep to myself and not be bitter And let you in You tore right through again Cutting my heart again The walls fallen again cold hearted bitch It is like a switch Razorblade love Getting

Bars
Well I got dragged to the bar to hang out tonight. I ended up having a lot of fun. It was the typical neighborhood bar. Everyone knew everyone. No one argued. And a good time was had by all. I saw people I havn't seen in 10 years! Of course it was the standard friday night kareoke night, so by midnight my ears were bleeding.... No I am not picking on anyone, and I do it too. It's just funny being the only sober person laughing at everyone trying to sing songs they really don't know the words to. This was a better end to a really messed up day. At least I can go to bed with a smile!!!!

Falling Apart :'(
i am sitting here typeing this with tears in my eyes cause i may lose the woman i love cause i may be getting put back in jail cause i owe my probation officer $300 bucks and i can not get a job to pay it cause i live in a fucked up state where they laugh at you if you have a felony and try to get a job i have been trying now for about 15 months to get a job and nobody will hire me it sucks i do not know what to do anymore i need some help i am lost right now so lost i cannot think anymore please if you can give me any ideas let me know

5 Brit Hostages In Iraq - Latest - 2nd June
Details Emerge Of Britons' Abduction Updated: 15:49, Thursday May 31, 2007 US forces are continuing the search for five Britons who were kidnapped in Baghdad as more details of their abduction became clear. While troops carried out searches in the Sadr City area of the city a funeral procession was held for two people allegedly killed by US forces while looking for the five men. The Britons, four security guards and the computer expert they were guarding, were seized by up to 40 men in police uniform outisde the finance ministry. It is still not clear who abducted the men - none of whom has been named publicly - or exactly why they were taken. The brazen daylight kidnapping has been blamed on Shi'ite militas, possibly the Mehdi Army, which is loyal to radical preacher Moqtada al Sadr. There is speculation that they were abducted in revenge for the killing by security forces this month of a senior figure in the Mehdi Army in Basra, which is where most of Britain's

Maddie Mccann - Day 30 - Still Missing
DAY 30 STILL MISSING Mystery DNA Found In Madeleine's Room Updated: 18:27, Friday June 01, 2007 A mystery sample of DNA has been found in the bedroom where Madeleine McCann was abducted, according to reports. Portuguese newspaper 24 Horas claimed the DNA does not match that of Mr and Mrs McCann or their three children. Neither does the DNA match that of the only named suspect in the case, property developer Robert Murat, the paper said. It was reported that The Portuguese police, Policia Judiciara (PJ), have handed the sample to the national forensic laboratories, the Instituto Nacional de Medicina Legal. The newspaper quoted a source from the laboratory who said: "There is a new suspect, there is DNA which does not correspond to the family. "It is an important step in the investigation but the truth is that the DNA collected does not have a name. "In other words we cannot make any connection between the material collected and the suspects which we alrea

My Oldest Son
Well on 07/09/07 my oldest son will be leaving for his training. He joined the Army, and as long as all the testing that he hsd to do comes back as passing, he will be gone for about 25 weeks. As with all the men and women in the arm forces I wish him the best and hope for a safe return.

Down Raters
I just got my main pic rated as a 1.... Generaly I don't say anything...but If I rate someone I give them a 10. NO reason to go around rating people low..this is for fun and making friends on line.... ~*Yung Don*~

Middlesex
So, I just finished reading this AMAZING book (I read a lot, so when I call a book amazing, it usually is). As the subject of my blog implies, it is called Middlesex and is by Jeffrey Eugenides. I don't usually post blogs to tell people about a good book, but, as this website has no book section for our profiles, I thought I might write a little about it. The book is about Calliope, a girl who is born "intersexed" because of a strange recessant gene in her family. Somehow, the doctor doesn't realize that she was born this way. She is raised as a girl and doesn't find out until she is fourteen, and going through puberty, that she is actually more male than female. There is a lot more to the story, and it tells the tale of three differant generations, rather than just the main charactors. It follows her grandparents (who are brother and sister) as they immigrate from Greece to the US, continues to the story of her parents (who are second cousins), and then finally tells Calliope's

I Think This Is The List. If I Forgot Anyone Please Speak Up Or Foreva Hold Yo Peace!
okay the S*U*P* family is just a little family.. We don't have many members but we are growing every day.. All is welcome to join.. This past week one of my S*U*P* boys joined a contest where a large strong bombing group was in.. I knew right from the start we were done but I have a problem with giving up. I don't like to do it.. I was overwhelmed by the out come of this contest.. Never had I been in a contest that scored so many comments.. My Posse could not of gotten nearly half that many comments alone.. It took specail people my ct friends and friends of others to come out and help in this contest.. We ended up having a fighting chance after all. Wow.. Its hard to compete with people who are your friends.. I have been friends with a lot of the confeds members for a long time.. Long before there was even a Posse.. I cant tell you this. Being up against friends has not only made us closers as friends but gave us a fair, fun, and exciting contest.. Ya I wanted to win but if we didn't

† Notice †
in 7 days time i will be 23 years old and i am hateing the fact that i know nobody will bother to even say hi to me or happy birthday and i know nobody will show up at my lounge for the party but i will still post the click on my bday the link will be posted everyone is invited but nobody will show idc anymore it will be another sad day for me thank you for reading this

Ct Ratings
After seeing some of the high school levels of drama, I try not to take CT too seriously. It always strikes me as funny when users have photo albums of "downraters", like they're trying to shame someone who may have been completely honest in their assessment. What's the point of having a rating system if you're pressured into always rating 10s? At this rate, it might as well just be a thumbs-up/down system like in Stashes. I've been thinking about how this problem might be fixed, and after a few flawed ideas, the only thing I can come up with is if the ratings are all anonymous, and there's no Tab message saying that someone "just checked you out". I guess it just boils down to which is the higher priority: getting honest ratings, or meeting new people. I believe that CT is more about the social aspect, so my vote is to do away with the ratings, and have a single thumbs-up or "I like it" button, similar to collegehumor.com

I Miss You!!!
Why am I finding making a video so freaking hard for me to do??? Is it because its a reminder of how I lost touch with my family and never got to say Goodbye to my cousin before she died?? Is it because I never got to tell her how much she meant to me in my life?? I lost touch with everyone when my dad passed away. He was with me one minute gone the next without any warning. The depression I suffer from this traumatic episode is so incredibly great still after almost 13 years!! I cry everyday for the chance for my children to meet their grandfather. A day I know will NEVER come. I hide my grief behind a fake smile. Never bringing it to the surface!! My dad was my life my world!! I was a daddys girl and still am to this very day!! I was the only one with him when he fell in the hospital after getting a blood test done and died. An 18 yr old girl alone in the hospital unable to reach anyone in her family. Not even her mother or brother. An 18 yr old girl crying out to her

Sex Appeal
You Are 64% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

I Have A Crush
I have a big crush on you, A super-dinosaur! It sits upon my chest and throat And yet I beg for more. When you're away I miss you so My heart is full of sand. Yet when you're here my stupid fear Won't let me touch your hand. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I'm so wrapped up in you. My thoughts drift up, away from words, And fade into the blue. I know this crush is not your fault; The dinosaur is mine. Yet if you could, please rescue me, And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say you want me, and Oh! Would that be good!

How Can Peope Feel Good About Themselves Not Being Like Me? Lol
" I am wonderfull. And those who aren't like me, must feel worthless because they aren't like me. Then they do things becausethey are forced to, due to their worthlessness. They do it to escape from their feelings of worthlessness that they get from not being just like me. I feel so sorry for these people. " I think that is the monolauge that goes on inside some people's heads sometimes. How could anyone possibly want to be anything different than the awesome thing that you are? LOL So then we started blaming people's problems on self-esteme. " Because of course they have low selfestem if they aren't like me, how could they have anything else. " It's the narcissists way of lashing out at those who threaten their own selfestemes. The skewed view of this. The people who wear suits, and work in offices are only doing it because they don't have the balls to do anything different. They are scared of what other people might think of them if thei

Pool Party
another great pool party happened this weekend. You guys have to see this. I had Cyanide on one side of me and Poison Ivy on the other. And let me tel you, we were not holding hands. After steaming up in the pool, we all came inside. After a fast run to the liquor store... no telling where else the night will take us....

The Military...
OK here's the deal... I am a 26 year old soldier in the US Army, I have 8 years of active duty between the US Army and the US Marines... I this is what I have seen... Alot of people back in the country we love and we defend need to pull their heads outta their asses and look at us for who we are and what we do, not as what our commanders have us do or what we are told to... We put our asses on the line everyday for your fucking safety... I dont care if you did your whole time in combat sitting on a FOB or out on the line getting shot at and blown up everyday, You still served your very ungreatful country... Yes some of you are grateful but honestly from what I have seen and the looks I have been given, Most of you fucks are ungreatful... Should we just quit on you and see where, well how fast shit turns to hell on you, should we make you do our fucking job? If most of you ever saw what I have seen and experianced you would probally piss your self and faint... So to all you ungreatful s

Cherry Points
Man im addicted to cherry tap i wish i could create a lounge i love music that is why i created a cherry tap account i hope that one day i will get enough cherry points to be able to open a cherry tap louge and get enough people to go to my lounge well wnough about me i hope they keep updating and making cerry tap cooler and cooler

True Love
Love What does it mean to say I love you? It means I treasure you who you are, what you are but even more--- what you are becoming. When I say I love you I see you as you are-- beautifully and wondrously made; special and unique, like no one else in all God's universe. When I say I love you they are not words of ownership but of thanksgiving. freedom, not bondage, loving the you, you are! When I say I love you I see in you revealed in you the potential of all that God created you to be. When I say I love you I acknowledge oneness, with God, with you with all the universe. I am saying thank you to God, that you have touched my life and I yours thereby enriching us both. Many blessings of Love and Joy. Author: Angelbeybe

Results Of My Mumm
I asked in my Mumm, what would be preferrable to convert countries to democratism and found out that still 22% (but people can still vote at time of writing) would like to go to war to pursue democratism. In fact democratism has to have a need by the people involved and as such can not be establish by and outside party engaging war. It should root from the people that feel oppressed and limited, often poor, and by all means should be forced by coup détait (or an an mass revolution). To compare, a lot of folks in the USA are very upset with their government and feel oppressed and limited and poor, ideal breeding grounds for a revolution to bring back the power to the people instead of the political and rich elite. I live in a country which has not elections for the citizens, has a high level of sensorship and restrictions for alcohol and nudity. The citizens however will not revolt as they have: Free Healthcare, Free Education, No income Tax and a citizen has a garantied income.

The Days Seem Like Years-- When You're Gone.
I got woken up this morning by Dietrich crying at like 3 am. Checked my phone only to realize I had several text messages from Duane. I guess I was sleeping so heavily (which hasn't happened since we've been apart) but he tried to get me to wake up :(. But I did get his I love you message. Which is something I've been waiting for, for awhile now. He had a note up on facebook so, of course I read that. I guess when you're that busy and all you're trying to do is to stay safe just one more day, that is a one more day closer to coming home to everyone and everything you've ever known. And to shut off completely to that world, really only helps you stay out of harms way and do the job you trained many months and for some, many years for. But in all honesty here, we just don't think like that back home. While we want our soldier safe, we also want them to take the time to think about us and miss us as our hearts are breaking-- thinking will he call today? will he get online today? We l

Part 1
Dear Lord, I know I haven't been faithful, I know I haven't been true, but Lord please forgive me of what I have and haven't done yet. I'm afraid. Yes, me, Kenny G. The guy that laughed when he got shanked. The guy that would eat lightning and crap thunder. Me, Kenny G, I'm scared that I wont amount to anything in this world. I go to school and barely make it. I go to work and barely get paid. I've got a wife to support and soon more debt than I can imagine. I'm not ready to be an adult. I still wanna be a kid. I never got that chance in life. Oh well, life sucks I guess. I just hope that i'm good enough to be in Heaven when I go. But anyway, I'll stop buggin and let you do your thing I just pray for your help and guidance that maybe someday I will be someone that wont be a royal fuck up because lately I have been. I ask this in Jesus Name Amen

A True Friend
Have you ever found that ONE person who has entered your life that has taught you the most valuable lesson in life, whatever it may be or however much it hurts? I'm grateful that I have and I thank him so very much from the bottom of my heart. He knows who he is and it's just an amazing feeling to have this person in my life. I am struggling still to understand some things about my life, but this person has made me realize a valuable lesson. My only hope is that he stays in my life and allows me to learn more from him. So, to him, I want to say thank you. You will never really understand what an impact you have made on my life. I only wish and pray that I can make you proud of my future accomplishments and you one day may see the changed person and have yourself to thank.

Why Ar Eyou Fake
YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. BUT YOUR NOT YOU SAID THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME. BUT YOU DONT. WE SAID WE WOULD BE FRIENDS TILL THE END AND IT FEELS AS IF THIS STORY HAS WRITTEN ITS LAST CHAPTER. WHY ARE YOU SODAMN FAKE? PRETEND TO CARE BUT THEN YOU DONT...BITCHES COME AND GO BUT FRIEND ARE TO REMAIN AND YOUR JUST A BITCH IN MY BOOK SO YOU CAN BE ON YOUR WAY. SORRY I HAD TO GET THIS OUT MY BEST FRIEND OF 3 YEARS HAS FINALLY SHOWN HIS TRUE COLORS

I Want To Eat Pussy
I want to eat pussy and ass!!I love to get a hold of the nice little pearl and flick my tongue across it and suck on it...I love to wrap my arms around the girls thighs while I am eating pussy and lookin up at them.. Then we 69 And I love it when they cum and cum and cum.Then I cum for them...Who wants to??

Why I Love Punk Music.
Punk bands often have the most glorious sense of humor. For instance, tonight, I just heard this song: The Yuppie Pricks - Hummer In My Hummer Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, HHMMMMMMMM. Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, oh, yeah. As the Governator, I hereby decree, Wrap your lips around, My Austrian Red Heat. Steroids can’t hurt me, True Lies from the weak, My balls are too strong, Won’t you take a peek? Hummer In my Hummer Don’t have time to waste, Always Commando, Director says, “Take five”, Time for you to blow. One more for the road, Hop in my H2 Pussy Predator Suck it ‘til it’s blue. Hummer. While the lyrics are political in nature, they're often way too funny to be serious. Another of my favorites is this song: The Vandals - Anarchy Burger (Hold The Government) anarchy, kill a cat shoot james brady in the back raise an

Jole
Little Billy goes to school and the teacher says, "Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does nayone have an example of a multi-syllable word?" Billy says, "Mas-tur-bate." Miss Rogers smiles and says, "Wow, little Billy, that's a mouthful." Little Billy says, "No, Miss rogers, you're thinking of a blow job."

When A Girl Misses You"
Girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than

Say Goodbye...
man...i know some of you think i am some tart..or some crap..but i do have feelings. if it doesnt take the cake..i pour out what i really feel and i get kicked in the face. im going back into the isolation tank...thats why i dont get close to anyone

More To Read
Honesty is something I value and something that really helps inspire trust and build credibility in a relationship. If you really know me, you know by now that it is better to beg for forgiveness now and be honest than later. If you want any type of relationship with me and to be in my life, honesty is the thread that will hold it together and allow us to both grow. Bottom line, you need to be honest with yourself before you can have a relationship with someone else!!!!!!! You can't be "secretly" honest. Being "honest with yourself" is simply not separable from being honest with another. A person who says, "I was honest with myself, but decided not to tell..." is just another miserable liar and will have to suffer the consequences. Sharing honestly, with others present, is the way we can have an authentic relationship with another person Ask yourself, is it possible to be completely honest without hurting a person's feelings? Ummm, prob not. If you are in an ongoing relations

For My Friend D In Co
Should you ever feel alone If finding times hard to bare You can still count on me Know I shall always be there You shall be in my thoughts If you are hurting, I feel it too It is my friendship sincerity I shall forever share with you There each step of the way My support you can depend I will listen if you need me With love your forever friend

Pretty Good Day...
....so i cant really complain about it. i woke up around 7 this morning because i heard someone trying to break down my bedroom door. turns out it was my aunt having some kind of crisis that had nothing to do with me. anyway since i knew that going back to sleep wasn't an option i decided to lounge around & hope that sean would call with good news. sure enough after 2 1/2 movies sean called with the news i was hoping for. good news is always sweeter when you think you're not going to hear it. anyway i met luke for lunch at luby's. [[awesome lunch by the way]] i wasn't gonna go but i figured it was better than wasting time at home all alone with the tv & the dogs. lmao. anyway after lunch we went to barnes & nobles where we met up with veronica & tarren. soon we all had some kind of starbucks drink & were talking about baby names. its funny really...i have no idea how we managed to get to baby names from SATs & FDSs. i headed home only to realize that my parents had a

Treating Me Like A Human Being
Entry for June 02, 2007 I think i've come to the end of my rope for one reason and one reason only and I'm tired of being frustrated about it, simple as fucking that and it's going to be said on here and Cherrytap in seperate blogs and hopefully this wakes some up! Anyways, I'm tired of not being treated good by others other than a those few like my girlfriend Kate and also a few others who I won't say here, What I will say is, people, I'm still a human being and I've got feelings like you do and everybody else and people shouldn't be faceitious and say one minute, they see me for me and then go off and sit there and not be honest about how they fruly feel, if your my friend than great but if your going to "act like my friend" and not be one for sure and be faceitious, I got a newsflash for you, it's done, I don't care if that means I clean out a good majority of my list of friends on here or Cherrytap or what have you because I'm frustrated and sick of the bullshit and sick of th

Good Stuff Didnt Write It Though
In my life you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me

I Guess I Am So Bored Right Now That I Am Still Thinking.....
Sleep? Not a chance. Ok, yes it could be possible. Just waiting until at least 1 am now to go to sleep. I have said before that I can avoid sleep for obvious reasons. 1. Sleep won't last long if you have nightmares, 2. you wake up coughing (as I would do when I get bronchitis but right now I have been coughing and it's nothing like that right now) 3. my friend Bill is away at Drill (he's in National Guard) and when I need to hear his voice I know he's not around to calm me down. What I think is funny, is that my friend Bill and I get along so well. Sure, I confide in him since he doesn't treat me like a complete idiot (as my husband tends to do without even realizing he does it) and he understands more than the typical male would. He knows that I have trouble expressing my feelings which is something he knows about me. He can figure out the whole thing I am trying to say, and yet he doesn't say I am stupid or ugly. (Note, Steve (Husband) doesn't either) but there have been guys in my

Dear Lexi ; - Fill It Out !
Dear LEXI - You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Abk In Jackson, Mi
went out to jackson to see anybody killa tonight, made it fashionable late of course just as jay-mo started his set..... the crowd was hype, killa was on point... wish i would have caught the earlier acts but shit happens lol.... tomorrow is Hot 102.7 Summer Jamz in Pontiac, i'll be there for Swamp Dawg Da Gator Man of course, thats gonna be CRAZY INSANE WHEN HE HITS THE STAGE SERIOUSLY!!! Swamp is on the come up so keep ya eyes and ears open for real!!!! anyhow just anutha weekend for Metros Most....... on to the next show!

Contest Time - Help A Girl Out!
I have entered myself in a sexy eye contest! Follow the link below and it will take you to where you need to be! COMMENT BOMB AND RATE!!! Pass this message along to YOUR family, friends and fans! I will greatly appreciate any and all help. I will gladly return the favor! *hugs 'n kisses*

Who's Interested........he He He
BOOTY CALL APPLICATION!!!! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just

Life's Ambitions
Well... As my GOOD friends now, I have been wanting to be a stripper or Playboy model (okay, any men's magazine would do...) since I was about 13. I know some people think that's a bit young, but they can stfu. Anyways... I am going to start trying to reach that goal!! I mean, it can't be THAT hard to be a stripper. Well, I know it is. I read Jenna Jameson's auto-biogrophy (you should, too.), and she explained what it intitles, but it's a challenge for me, and I want to do it!!! Fuck yes, I do. Anyways, my goal is to make it to a strip joint by age 20. That gives me 1 year, 5 months, and 2 weeks to get my ass into perfect shape. I plan to get a gym member ship, save up, and get a few procedures done. Alright? So, I need you guy's help! You need to keep on my ass! Ask me about how I am doing on this. You better do it, for me. Love you guys. Oh, and who ever helps me, I will totally remember you when I am a rich and famous porn star. Charee

6 Woo!
FINEAZZZZ - ~FUBAR WIFE OF DEMONSEED~ RL G/F OF DEMONSEED...PLEASE RATE AND FAN ME hendrixj · The Internation... rated your photo a '6'! 3 hr ago The International Conspiracy of Malcolms kati_girl17 · cutiegurl_502 rated your photo a '6'! cutiegurl_502

I Want You.
I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT YOU BUT EVERYTIME I TALK TO YOU MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT,YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE EVEN WHEN IM HAVING A BAD DAY, U MAKE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF, I FEEL COMFORTABLE AND FREE TO SPEAK MY MIND AROUND YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME, YOUR EVEN IN MY DREAMS. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT READY. I KNOW THAT YOUR AFRAID, AFRAID TO BE HURT. SO AM I, BUT U HAVE TO TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I WILL NEVER HURT YOU. I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT. YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT PERFECT, BUT WHO IS. YOU TELL ME I MIGHT BE DISSAPOINTED WHEN I SEE YOU, I THINK YOUR WRONG. I KNOW IT HASNT BEEN THAT LONG, BUT MY HEART TELLS ME TO STAY. I WANT TO KNOW YOU, THE REAL YOU. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU, KISS YOU, HOLD YOU, FEEL YOU INSIDE ME. I DONT WANT TO BE JUST YOUR GIRLFRIEND I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.

What Mythical Creature Are You
You scored as faerie, You are a faerie! You love the woods and flying around with your friends. You often wish you could fly around for hours on glittery faerie wings.faerie70% angel60% mermaid50% vampire20% fallen angel10% Which mythological creature is most like you?created with QuizFarm.com

Texan Proud
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we do

~~ducks In Heaven~~
----- >Subject: Ducks In Heaven > > > >Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. > >When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in >heaven: don't step on the ducks!" > >So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the >place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck, and although they >try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on >one. > >Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. > >St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping >on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" > >The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along >comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another >extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment >as for the first woman.. > >The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained >for >all >eternity to an ugly man

Once Again!!
Once again...some little bitch with the screenname lil'd gave a 1 rating....slammed her door shut...little bitch....everyone beware that she is out there...block her b4 she downrates you....hope you read this you little bitch..D

~~grandma's Birth Control Pills~~
After working most of her life Grandma finally retired. At her next checkup, the new doctor told her to bring a list of all the medicines that had been prescribed for her. As the young doctor was looking through these, his eyes grew wide as he realized she had a prescription for birth control pills. "Mrs. Smith, do you realize these are BIRTH CONTROL pills? "Yes, they help me sleep at night." "Mrs. Smith, I assure you there is absolutely NOTHING in these that could possibly help you sleep!" She reached out and patted the young Doctor's knee. "Yes, dear, I know that. But every morning, I grind one up and mix it in the glass of orange juice that my 16 year old granddaughter drinks... And believe me, it help

~~our Politicians In Washington~~
Subject: Fw: Trainee for Congress -- so true................ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An Indian walks into a cafe with a shotgun in one hand pulling a male buffalo with the other. He says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says, "Sure, Chief Coming right up." He gets the Indian a tall mug of coffee. The Indian drinks the coffee down in one gulp, turns and blasts the buffalo with the shotgun, causing parts of the animal to splatter everywhere and then just walks out. The next morning the Indian returns. He has his shotgun in one hand, pulling another male buffalo with the other. He walks up to the counter and says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says "Whoa, Tonto! We're still cleaning up your mess from yesterday. What was all that about, anyway?" The Indian smiles and proudly says .

I'm New Here
Hi Ya All! I'm new here and please bare with me cause where I live I can only get diel up and it takes 3 to 5 min for each page to open so it takes like a half an hour to just rate a page, fan and add as a freind.... If ya catch me on and would like to chat you can find me on yahoo at Honey2mi . Hope ya all are haveing a great time tonight and finish it Hot, Tired and sweaty!! Hugz!

The Easy Way Out....
I dream about, how its going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People, making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, Ill kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, Im sure you will get yours too, Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what Im feeling now, The rope is here, Now Ill find a use, Ill kill myself, Ill put my head in a noose, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, Im sure you will get yours too, Dreamin about my death, dream, Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, Im suicidal, Suicidal dream,

So, I Decided We Were Going To Go And Get The New Washer/dryer Set
Leave it to me. I think my husband is completely exasperated with me now thanks to the fact that the washer/dryer set we saw in a sales insert in the newspaper wasn't the one ended up getting. Ok, the one we are getting (to be delivered in the morning) is actually 100.00 more than he wanted to spend but I figured since I would be the one using it, I was getting a choice this time. Like the refrigerator, he had to get the one that was on sale. Not one for a little more. But this time I picked what I wanted. This is actually the second actually item we have picked out (that was a necessity) since we have been married. But at least we got that out of the way now. We got home and he went to his mother's to mow her yard, which left me time to myself (for about an hour and a half I believe)yes, I was bored, which isn't a suprise. But we had stopped at his mother's on the way home from visiting a very dear friend of mine where she worked (it's also the same place I used to work) and I gav

My Very 1st Writing! Life N Love!
Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I jst wanna go and hide to cry , OD, and cut myself. The moment u take a blade to cut ur self. All what u felt before u cut goes away. The pain takes its place but not for long then all of the lonelyness and sad nees and hates comesback then u go take alot of pill to make urself pass out but u endup ODing you think to urself ("no one help me jst let me die") but then u wake up and ur laying there in a bed with all this stuff hooked up to u . U jst lay there looking at ppl and still thinking why? why? why? why did u help me? why couldnt they jst let me die? they say they love u but u know soon they will hate u. It starts all over again. Life and Love. My Li

Hillary Speaking On Healthcare
http://www.hillaryclinton.com/video/31.aspx I tried to embed the video but couldnt get it to work so you can use this link and it will take you to her site where you can see the video on Healthcare.

Love Thingy...ew..
U Was My Frist Love Now I Want u to be my last love. When I first meet u i feel in loved with u , i hid my feelings from u jst as i do now, not wanting to lose what i have with u. im to scare to tell u how i feel , i jst stand back letting u live ur life. but it hurts hearing u tell sum1 else u love them ,when i wanna be the one u say u love , i wanna be the one u hold at nite . why cant i tell u i love you like i did long ago in the past now im to scared to say it. i love u now and then i wanna love u more and more till i die.

A Messege From My Mom To My Son That Passed Away.
If tears could build a Stairway If tears could build a stairway And memories a lane I would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it and only god knows why. My heart still aches with sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to love you No one can ever know. But now I know you want me To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hollowed place within my heart Is where you will always stay. I will always love you and miss you Matthew!! Grandma

Hillary Clintons Modern Progressive Vision:
Hillary Clintons Modern progressive vision: Shared Prosperity Today in New Hampshire, Hillary Clinton outlined her vision for economic growth with fairness. She outlined her views on how America could restore a strong middle class in the face of globalization and the Bush Administration’s concerns for the special interests. Rising Inequality Undermines the Middle Class: The fruits of our modern global economy are showing up in the corporate bottom line, not in workers’ paychecks. CEOs have seen their pay go from 24 times the typical worker’s in 1965 to 262 times the typical worker’s in 2005. Last year, the share of national income going to corporate profits was the highest since 1929 – while the share going to the salaries of American workers was the lowest. Globalization and economic policy dynamics are generating rising income inequality. In 2005, all income gains went to the top 10% of households, while the bottom 90% saw their income decline – despite the fact that work

Luscious Mami's Contest #2
% SEXIEST FEET CONTEST % Who has the sexiest feet? Submit your pic and find out, in my Sexiest Feet Contest!!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST PRIZES: 1ST PRIZE: OR 2nd PRIZE: OR 3RD PRIZE: OR Luscious♥Mami of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL MA SEXI CHERRIES!!! HUGS, SONYA XOXOX

Bad Day
Ok today started off like most. I get up feed my dogs, let them out, take shower. Go to work. When I get to work is were it all starts. Outside of the fact that I've been depressed of late, a little more than usual, having girl trouble, and whats going on at work just made my f**king day. I work in a plant that is union. I how ever work for an outside contractor, non-union. Ok here the drill. A few weeks ago this little prick who work in the union, comes in to our storeroom that we run and steals a $250 saw. He only make about 19.00 a hr. Well we thought that had all blown over until today. They call one of the booses up stair and chew his ass out over this again. We are now being held reposeable for the tools in here. So noone is allowed in here! We were told that if something else gets stolein who ever is on duty at the time will be fired!! They however will do nothing about the little prick who stole it in the first place. F**ked up aint it! So that is part of my bad day.

Luscious Mami's Contest #1
YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE THE MOST BLINGED OUT ON CT??!! IF YOU HAVE A PIMPED OUT PIC WITH SPARKLE, SHINE OR IF YOU JUST KNOW YOU¡¯RE THE SHIT HIT ME UP AND ENTER MY CONTEST!!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *TOP (3) BLINGED OUT PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST PRIZES: 1ST PRIZE: OR 2nd PRIZE: OR 3RD PRIZE: OR Luscious¢¾Mami of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL MA SEXI CHERRIES!!! HUGS, SONYA XOXOX

New Feature In Photo Galleries: The Recent Images
Just noticed this now... if an image has been uploaded to someone's image gallery in the last week or today, a yellow(?) tag on the main page of that folder (main folder or subfolder) says as much. Neat :)

Lost It
need to stop so yeah I'm FORCING myself to walk which may be good or may not be. All I know is now my hip is bothering me as is my back. AHHHH oh well, Rather have physical pain at the moment. Means I have something to keep my mind occupied. So yeah I'm going to bodega tomorrow. Going to hike and then walk on the sand at Doran Beach. awesome place. Best place in the world, Glad its ALL mine and I didn't taint it. Oh yeah before anyone asks I'm going by myself and before you think be careful I will.... if i decided to jump off the cliff I'll make sure I hit a soft patch of water! ha ha ,so yeah.... I do need a hug though, one that would crack my back I think I need it. So anyways just one word of advice to all you who read this.... If you want to end a relationship, have the balls or GROW SOME and do it in person not in a TEXT I mean come on... At least have some respect for the person and give an explanation. (Not dwelling, remembre i only allowed one day and no tears so YAY ME! Ju

Juke Special Report
I'd like to take this time to express my love for chugging random shit at the fan in the hallway and hearing the *tear*, *crunch*, *kerplunk*, *bonk*, or whatever sound that I hear afterwards. I do not derive more fun from anything else (besides dry humping snow angels). More at 11.

Change A Life, Save A Life...
We all know or knew someone like this! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books.I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes, My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks.They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey t

5 Lessons In Life!!!
First Important Lesson - The Cleaning LadyDuring my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I wasa conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I readthe last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman severaltimes. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know hername? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just beforeclass ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward ourquiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you willmeet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention andcare, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello' ". I've never forgottenthat lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the RainOne night, at 11.30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing onthe side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a las

Friday!!!!!!
Just another given day,thanks Lord for another week that is almost gone and all the blessings received, for the obstacles, the trials, the highs and lows, the health, the job, ahhhhh for everything DAD, you're sooo good to me and I am not worth it of you,What i did that makes you love me so much, just to think about me and create me, that's just wonderful!!!! I love you DAD sooo much, you know better than me the desires of my heart, what i want and what I need in my life, You know what is good to me and what is not soo good please, take it away from me and i promise i would listen....Sabbath is here, my Lord, Another day to share with you, to be with you, our date, right...just you and me...Love you God!! I have a maker, He calls me his own, whenever I need Him and He hears me when i call.....He knows my name, He knows my every thoughts....Thank you Lord for Fridays!!!

Cherytap Is Better Than Myspace.
I thought that it was fun to have a myspace i found a bunch of friends that i have not seen but this is soo much better I love that you rate photos and can do more thing as you get high in the levels. The Mumms are fun to read and there is a shout box so no downloading a im. I think that it is funn thanks CherryTap

Take The Bad With The Good I Guess
take the bad with the good i guess So i created this second profile on here and just happened to start messing around with someone who i had thought no longer wanted to be friends with me... When I created this other account it was to prove to myself that there is still that person inside of me that could flirt and have fun and be the person i was a year ago So when he started talking to me i lied and made up some stuff and created distorted pictures to see how long it would take him to put the peices together... well finaly i sent him a pic with my face half covered sunglasses on and distorted knowing he had a program and he would probably try to clear it up to see if he had seen this fake person before... well he started putting the pieces together and I kept playing along with it till I couldnt do it any longer but I think/know I pushed it too far i was informed he never said he wasnt my friend which right then i knew it spelled bad news... it was a case of bad communicat

No Means No!
As a father of three girls and one grand daughter, life in prison for me if this happens to my daughters. Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: push

To You Know Who
subject: you know who you are hun! post date: 2007-05-23 20:38:22 views: 0 comments: 0 ratings: 0 how do you not care about someone who it makes you happy when you see them, talk to them, or hear their name? I can't just stop caring and forget about you or her or your family or the people I have met along this journey!! I don't know how anyone can forget about the people that make them happy inside and out! I love you to death your like a long lost friend I have waited years to hug again! The person I can pick up right where I left off with. The person who knows me best and can help me the most. When we are together its like we are invisible to the world and can laugh an giggle an flirt and all that stuff not caring what others will think of it. Not showing any boundries on the outside but inside knowing where that very fine line is and crossing it only when felt it is a necessary evil! With her, she is the sister I have always wanted to have. Someone who can keep an

Friends And Family Bring Your Friends To The Lounge With Some Of The Best Of The 80's
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Shit
Got my first tat the other day!! I lost my virginity!!! I was so freaking scared when my best bud kat went and took me but it was all ok because she was there. It didn't really hurt. I don't have a pic of it yet but i soon will as soon as i can get a cam because i lost mine at the park with nate. It freakin sucks because i wanted to get more pics and put them up. Oh well steve said he is going to get me another one soon since he is workin.

Lost A Friend Today
and the world lost an amazing soul. an amazing mother and a strong woman, sadie overcame alot in her life, most recently making life go on after her 14 yr old daughter was paralyzed in a car accident last year. she was found dead this morning and the people who she's touched their lives will have a little less spark in their world. rest in peace sadie...we all loved you!!!

My First X-rated Bedtime Story
HEHEHEHE..I JUST RECIEVED THIS....I AIN'T GONNA SLEEP NOW THATS FUR SURE Show header Date: Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:43:10 -0700 From: ct898983@cherrytap.com To: ct46098@cherrytap.com Reply-To: ct898983@cherrytap.com Size: 5 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tight me to your bed ? naked ? OK ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for I'm such a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drops of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanna taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanna taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please -" i don't think so you naughty boy !!!" and you come t

Volume Xxi - Captivation In Black
I call into the dark I call from the depths of my own hell To gain access into heaven. Seeking the power of lusts past and present I grow in strength and vigor, And her visual appears in my midst. She is clad in black. She is Aphrodite incarnate, Her sexuality evident in her movements. I call unto her, She comes to me, Soon she'll cum to me. Her hair shadows her face, Eyes of misty blue, Lips of crimson blood. We embrace, We kiss, We caress, We undress. Exposure to the elements, Exposure to our desires. Devouring of flesh and fluid commences. Storms approach. My Goddess of Night beings forth The viciousness of storm and sex. She lays down. She speads herself. She awaits my entrance. I insert with powerful lust. Thrusting repeatedly as lightning crashes. We cry unto the spirits, We cry each others' names, We scream in ecstasy. From one position to another. She lowers herself, all fours. I kneel behind, penetrating her. The rain

Just Venting
I have been told I put off a vibe...for those that know me do you think I put off a vibe? What do I have "pick me, I want to be the other women" well apparently I do and It sucks!! I guess I have a magnet attached to my head that attracts men that I should not be involved with and because I am such a sucker I find myself in that situation. *kicks myself in the ass and I know I have no one to blame but myself. I am not asking what to do or anyones opinion on the matter though I am sure somebody will have something sarcastic to say just venting here ... but I can walk away at anytime and it is getting to the point that I want to do that and just give up on men all together ....single or otherwise involved!! Sometimes I wonder if leaving something I was not happy in was worth it. Would I have rather been unhappy and have someone at least there to do things with and have conversations with or to be happy but lonely? like I am now.... but regardless of whatever decision I mad

Dungeon Monitors
Dungeon monitor BDSM dungeon monitors are entirely unrelated to Dungeon Masters in Dungeons and Dragons and similar role-playing games. A dungeon monitor (sometimes referred to as a "dungeon master" or DM) is a person charged with supervising a playspace or dungeon at a BDSM events such as play parties and fetish clubs. They can be of any sex and may normally take any role (dominant or submissive) in the scene, but while on duty their authority is absolute. If a DM orders a play scene to stop, it must be stopped immediately. DMs are usually people with several years experience in the scene, and who have training both in BDSM safety practices and first aid. They often have a special uniform or hat, but there is no standard way of denoting a DM. It is best to ask when arriving at a party or event how to identify the DMs on duty.

Ok I Have Had Enough
For you that are my close friends ty for being there for me.For the others i have had about enough bullshit.If you dont want to be friends then and if you do that is great.But if your going to start shit with me then dont even come to my page stay the hell away.

Bdsm Contracts
Contract (BDSM) In BDSM, a contract is an agreement, usually written, between the Dominant and submissive in a 24/7 or TPE relationship. It is the formal act of consent to the power exchange. Some are very formal and will detail exactly what is expected and can run for multiple pages. Others are as brief as a single paragraph. Either way, one is derived by negotiation on the part of both parties. BDSM couples consider the contract to hold equal moral authority to a marriage commitment. As such, constructing a proper contract is very much like writing a pre-nuptial agreement. General outline A typical contract contains many of the following elements. As there is no consensus within the BDSM community to the structure of a contract, this list is to serve as an example from which the Dominant and submissive may construct a document that both sides will accept. Petition The Petition acts in the same manner as a Cover letter for a résumé. In a petition a submissive will make

Images In The Clouds
I lay down, look to the sky and see static. I close my eyes then open hoping for a life, I open, but still a snowy screen. I feel the ground moving underneath my body towards the clouds. Yet my mind is on reality. I sigh as the grass dampens my shirt, I stand and begin to cry.

People
People can be rude, people can be crude. Why? People come in different shapes and sizes. I believe that you should not judge others. Its like looking at a book cover and judging it before reading it. Well to me people are like a book, don't judge by the cover, judge by the inner self

My Mum Is A Survivor
My Mum is a Survivor This poem was lovingly lifted from The Compassionate Friends American website in memory of Matthew Thomas Page. My Mum is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away. I watch over my surviving Mum, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My Mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her know it's her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving Mum...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get the chance, go visit her. ..and show her that you care. For no matter what she says. ..no matte

Dlf
"Just because you were betrayed before doesn't give you the right to play with people and betray them like you did to me Dom....AKA Single Sailor" first of all it wasnt directed toward you, it was something I was feeling so I got it off my mind so I could freaking sleep... I know it doesnt give me the right to betray anyone but as of right now thats all I freaking know... i have never and I mean NEVER had a friend be true to me and I have had many friends use me and many friends who just up and left; i dont have any friend whom have ever stuck around and I have NEVER had the chance to know what a true friend is like... but I now see after all this that I am losing someone who was trying to be a true friend to me but I was too blind by all the past betrayal by friends that I didnt see it! "Ok now we know who is talking.....so if you want to post a blog show you are a crazy person that is cool with me.....you say you created that profile to find something about you but in your blo

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Desiderata ( Poem Of Life) By Max Ehrmann
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disencha

Useing Safe Words
Forms of Safeword in BDSM In BDSM, the safeword is generally used so that the 'bottom' can scream "no, stop", etc. as much as he/she wants without really meaning it, and still have a way of indicating a serious desire that the scene stops. Accordingly, a safeword is usually a word that the person would not ordinarily say during sex, such as red light, big tree, scrambled eggs, or even aardvark. Commonly the word safeword itself is used as a safeword. It is the default at many play parties. With the range of safewords in common use it is important that the safeword be negotiated beforehand. Green, Yellow and Red Some partners have different gradations of safeword, such as green to mean "ok" or even "harder" or "more," yellow to mean "slow down" or "stop doing that" without stopping the scene, and red to mean "let's stop the scene". On Request Another way to use safe words is for a 'top' to ask the 'bottom' "What is your color?" -- So in addition to red and yellow, gree

Just Some Tips
Heard alot from real life folks saying how things don't work out not any of you members just some close friends so I decided to post some info and tips now and then hope you enjoy it. Limits (BDSM) In the BDSM world, limits refer to activities that a partner feels strongly about, and to which special attention must be paid. Before a BDSM scene, it is common to perform a negotiation to outline what will and will not happen during the play session. During this time, all participants outline what they desire and what they will not tolerate. This is the time to discuss limits. Both Dominants and submissives can express limits. They can be spoken or written, and discussing them fully usually results in an improved experience for all involved. Popular variants include: Hard Limit – something that must not be done. Violating a hard limit is often considered just cause for ending a scene or even a relationship. Examples include “scat is a hard limit for me” or “I have a

What Mythical Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Mermaid75% Faerie59% Dragon50% Demon25% WereWolf17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

13 Things Pms Stands For:
13 THINGS PMS STANDS FOR: 1. PASS MY SHOTGUN 2. PSYCHOTIC MOOD SWING 3. PERPETUAL MUNCHING SPREE 4. PUFFY MIDSECTION 5. PEOPLE MAKE me SICK 6. PROVIDE ME with SWEETS 7. PARDON MY SOBBING 8. PIMPLES MAY SURFACE 9. PASS MY SWEATS 10. PISSY MOOD SYNDROME 11. POOR MEN SUCK 12. PACK MY STUFF &&& MY FAVORITE ONE 13. POTENTIAL MURDER SUSPECT

Politics
Okay, well I'm not very political or anything, but I figured what the hell, lets start this out good. So here goes, here's my big political statement of the year. Kevorkian is out of jail....How cool is that? There I did it! I said it and fulfilled my duty. Should I run for president now? lol On another note (non political - I hope) I probably should start this off with a introduction, but I'm thinking I won't. How boring would that be.. To satisfy all you "intro people" though I will give you this: Loads of kids, loads of companion pets, from Alaska, I've lived in Michigan, now live in South Carolina, was married once, been in a long term relationship for 10 years, going to college full time, I love knitting, reading, camping, fishing, and hockey. Oh, yea, and few things I won't mention here *w* Well that's that. Oh, and I have 3 tats. Pixie

Finally Home
Hello, everyone! I'm finally home!! I was just in the hospital for the past week. I had a non-canceris growth removed from my labia....my down stairs..lol. I am also a fully insuline dependant diabetic. oh yeah I also have high blood pressure and high cholesteral, but show me someone who doesn't! BUT, I'm home now! I'm going to be watching my sugar better, and I hope to NEVER be in there again! Thank you Super, Jester, Willow and DustBunny for all the love!!!! I love you all!!

Somebody Said..
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby ... Somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "normal" is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct, somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring ... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good"....somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ... somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother.... Somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first .. Somebody doesn't have two children. Somebody said a mother can find all the an

Free Beer
Hello to all my philly and jersey crew if you like beer come to this event here The party Poppers is hosting an fish fry/bar-b-que tickets is 10 dollars with all you can drink beer and soda for more information email us at dunnpartie@yahoo.com

People
god have u ever noticed how when u walk in the door at someones house and there is a lot of people there that dont know u .well i have and i dont see why people have to sit and stare the whole time or even wrose try to start some shit but hey thats just me i word to the wise though if u are one of these people its not very nice or appelling to the other person so STOP IT!!!!!!!!

One More Time.
Well here we go one more time.I know it seems like i do is complane.lol.Guessi need to vent some.Just seems like my life is one big mess.Not all of my life sucks just things between me and my hubby. We have been married for 14 years.I left him for 7 years been back for 3 years.All was great when i first came back.Now its all to shit.I just cant seen to get it together not sure what to do?????????? Guess i just dont have it anymore.Maybe i never had it.

My 1st Blog
My name is Kibbles I am 7 years old, but in human years I am 49 years old. I am a full bread pug. My mommy decided to do something different for me. My mommy made me a CT page! Isn't pretty! She is the one who runs my site along with my grammy, and my aunt Kelly. Since I am a dog *wags tail* So since is my first blog and it is titled a puggy's life. I will be telling you what I do every day. Today was a normal day for me I woke up with my grammy at 7am ate my breakfast. Mmm I love beaf liver. Then I layed down on the couch because my belly was very full. Then when my mommy woke up she petted me and we played bally ball. Oh boy do I love to play bally ball. Then I was all tired out so I had to go back to sleep. I would pick my head up on occasion to see who was here, but other then that I slept. Then my mommy's friend came over and she petted me and played with me and mommy played with me too. Then it was time for dinner. Mmm num nums! I ate my dinner went potty and chewed on a b

The Mystrey Of The Dirty Weeds Lmao
TAKE A LOOK JUST BELOW MY DRAGON CURSOR.YOU WILL SEE NEW MAIL FROM THE "SHOP" AND GIFT, BUT THIS PRIOR TO THAT "BILL CHECKED ME OUT.JUST PRIOR TO THAT ACHILLIES WAS THERE. HMMMMMM.IS BILL ACHILLES I THINK SO LMAO. HAS TO SEND IT ANONYMOUSLY FROM A FAKE ACCT. HEHE LMAO GREAT ENTERTAINMENT. bill@ CherryTAP HOW MANY ACCTS DOES THE CANADIAN GAYFATHER HAVE

My Hubby The Pope
The Pope had just finished a tour of the East Coast and was taking a limousine to the airport. Having never driven a limo, he asked the chauffeur if he could drive for awhile. Well, the chauffeur didn't have much of a choice, so the chauffeur climbs in the back of the limo and the Pope takes the wheel. The Pope proceeds to hop on 95 and starts accelerating to see what the limo could do. Well he gets to about 90 mph and, WHAM !, there are the blue lights of our friendly State Patrol in his mirror. He pulls over and the trooper comes to his window. Well the trooper, seeing who it was, says "just a moment please I need to call in." The trooper radio's in and asks for the chief. He tells the chief "I've got a REALLY important person pulled over and I need to know what to do." The chief replys "Who is it, not Ted again ?" The trooper says, "No, even more important." The chief replys, "It's the Governor, is it ?" The trooper replys "No, even more important." "It's isn't the President is it ?

Doctor Says...
ok i went ot the doc today for my surgery and she said that as far as she can tell it doesnt look too bad just some abnormal cells but she cant b sure until they go in for tests so i have the biopsy and will know by the 20th if its cancer or not. keep me in your thoughts and prayers!! I love you all so much!!

Something That My Hubby Told Me
A man goes to the doctor with a swollen leg. After a careful examination, the doctor gives the man a pill big enough to choke a horse. "I'll be right back with some water," the doctor tells him. The doctor has been gone a while and the man loses patience. He hobbles out to the drinking fountain, forces the pill down his throat and gobbles down water until the pill clears his throat. He hobbles back into the examining room. The doctor comes back with a bucket of warm water. "Ok, after the tablet dissolves, you should soak that leg for at least 30 minutes."

English Teacher
A high school English teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's final exam. She tells the class that there would be no excuse for not showing up, except for serious injury or illness, or a death in the student's immediate family. A smart-ass jock in the back of the room asks, "What about extreme sexual exhaustion?" The entire class does its best to stifle their laughter and snickering. When silence is restored, the teacher smiles sympathetically at the student, shakes her head, and says sweetly, "Not an excuse. You can write with your other hand."

Primal Anal
Primal Anal by Raunchy Romantic© Leaning against the doorway, I watch you; standing by a bed bereft of all but the sheets, bending over to retrieve a tossed and forgotten pillow from the floor. The sun revealing the parting of the curtains, your petite figure clad only in my shirt which is twice your size. Legs long and lean, I smile remembering their feel against my lips and hands. Watching you now, I bask in your sensuality, your taste still fresh upon my lips and chin. So long we have waited to be together, the urgency of our meeting filled with need and ravenous hunger. In two long strides, I am behind you. You gasp, not in surprise but anticipation as I press my body against you. There is no mistaking my need to have you and as you slowly moves against me in response. It is apparent the feeling is mutual. I take pleasure in sliding my hands under the hem of the shirt, moaning as your hands reach up and claps behind my head, drawing it closer to your sinewy neck. Your b

Wahooooooooooo
Ha Ha did you see the confed guys blast? He took a shot out to us in it? Wow how so major sweet. Okay business now no more musshy stuff. This is my give away.. I have been working on this for several months. It was a boat. Now its a big house for 90,000. I'm in no rush at all. I'd rather see everyone else get taken care of first. Thats not me being nice. Thats me being selfish in a sence. Cause if we have others out there that have stuff needing to be taken care of it adds stress to me.. I dont want to feel stress. So get everyone taken care of then we there is nothing to do work on this if you all feel like it.. This is just a time filler ya know.. bombs away.............

Lol
A fresh-faced lad on the eve of his wedding night goes to his mother with the following question. "Mom, why are wedding dresses white?" The mother looks at her son and replies, "Son, this shows the town that your bride is pure." The son thanks his mom and goes off to double-check this with his father. "Dad why are wedding dresses white?" The father looks at his son in surprise and says, "Son, all household appliances come in white."

Upon The Midnight Beach
Upon the Midnight Beach by mrPIT© Some would say I'm lucky, but I'd have to disagree -- the lucky went down with the cruise ship. I can't help but laugh at the irony of the situation. I've never been very sociable; preferring to be alone than with anyone else. Now I'm stuck on the cliché deserted island and I'd give anything to have another person around if for no other reason than to break the boredom and monotony of living here. Survival isn't as much fun as it appears on TV. My first two weeks here I stayed near where I had washed ashore -- hoping that any day a boat or plane would appear over the horizon. When none were forthcoming, I resigned myself to my fate and thought it best I explore my new home. The island was a lot larger than I initially realized. I've been walking for a week and I doubt I'm halfway around the perimeter. So far nothing around here but beach, ocean and trees. There was a swampy area I passed where the tide apparently flooded inland, but otherwise

3 Daughter
Mrs. Smith has three daughters who are all getting married within the same month. She tells each one of her daughters to write back about their married life. To avoid possible embarrassment to their new husbands by openly discussing their love lives, the mother and daughters agree to using newspaper advertisements as a "code" to let the mother know how their love lives are going. The first one gets married and the second day a telegram arrives with a single message, simply: "MAXWELL COFFEE HOUSE." Mrs. Smith gets the newspaper and checks the Maxwell Coffee House advertisement, and it says: "Good to the last drop..." So, Mrs. Smith is happy. Then the second daughter gets married. After a week, there is a postcard that reads: "ROTHMAN'S MATTRESSES." So, Mrs. Smith looks at the Rothman's MATTRESSES." So, Mrs. Smith looks at the Rothman's Mattresses ad, and it says: "FULL SIZE, KING SIZE." And Mrs. Smith is happy. Then it is the third one's wedding. Mrs. Smith is anxious because two weeks

Choosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future b

God?
> A United States Marine was attending some college > courses between assignments. He had completed > missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses > had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member > of the ACLU. > > One day the professor shocked the class when he came > in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, > if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this > platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." > > The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin > drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor > proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It > got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine > got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and > cold-cocked him; knocking him off the > platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine > went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The > other students were shocked and stunned and sat there > looking on in silence. > > The professor eventually came to, noticeabl

Night Court
Night Court by marcX© This wasn't supposed to have happened. I hadn't seen my ex-wife since the hearing, some 15 years ago. I wasn't crazy about her new hubby, nor did I dislike him. It was pretty much just a tolerable event, when the need arose. I feel that we've both been pretty much perfect gentlemen towards one another during our short minutes on the phone, except on two occasions, which were at length because I had some specific things to say to him, and believe it or not, they were all positive. Which brings me to this. How do I find myself having sex with my ex, his wife? I mean, this is too weird. I was shocked, to say the least when my phone rang and the voice on the other end was Klacey. It was totally unexpected, as I had maybe 3 times tops, had never done anything but exchanged pleasantries with Klacey, and then asked to speak with our daughter. That was pretty much it. I rarely gave her a thought, but during those rare times, I would think of how much we used to r

Lost Internet
temporarily lost internet :( it got shut off (along with my phone and a few other things dammit) while I was in the hospital. So it will be a couple weeks before I have the funds to get it back up n running. I'll miss u guys!!!

Madly In Hate
**MADLY IN HATE** i hate you... because i can i hate you... for hurting me i hate you... for the lies you told me i hate you... for becoming the person you've become i hate you... because you just don't care i hate you... because i have many good memories to forget i hate you... for making me cry i hate you... for meeting HER i hate you... for loving her more i hate... that i don't hate you at all

All Sex Postions
Ken and Barbie style - Neither partner is allowed to bend at the elbows or knees. Doggie style - The man attempts to do the impossible. Froggie style - Male and female partners in large spa. Male attempts to fertilise female using only the water as a transmission medium. For couples who don’t like each other much any more. Fish style - same as Froggie style, but neither partner may use their arms or legs. Mummy and Daddy Love Each Other Very Much, And Hug Each Other in A Special Way style - The only position in this list you won’t be embarrassed to tell the kids about when they're five. Style style - Sex with a Vogue Living editor. Crouch position - Each partner crouches down on the ground, then simultaneously leaps up, and attempts to couple whilst in mid-air. Couch position - Same as the crouch position, but starting at opposite ends of the living room couch. Ouch position - Usual outcome of the crouch position. Lazy Susan style - Susan goes to sleep. Russian style - Partne

A Perfect Circle-passive
“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me But I just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,” Maybe you’re better off this way Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been It's your right and your ability To become…my perfect enemy… Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now), Don’t play dead (don't play dead) Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You disappoint me,” Maybe you’re better off this way Maybe you’re better off this way Maybe you’re better off this way Maybe you’re better off this way You’re better of this; you’re better off this; Maybe you’re better off! Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now), Don’t play dead (don't play dead) Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I’ll (somed

Friday 6/1/07
Woohoo, it's almost summertime! lol. Not much happened yet again, just the usual listening to music and chatting online. I'm trying to get back to being active in here, but having a hard time doing it, and not sure why. This is still my favorite site, even though I have found more ppl than I expected that I know in RL on Myspace. I've just got burnt out on mumms and what not. Guess I've just been doing them too much lately. Well, I'm gonna end this here, not much to report tonight. Have a great night all.

This Dude Be Walking For Katrina Relief! Please Stop By His Myspace Page And Show Him Some Luv!
"A man leaves all kinds of footprints when he walks through life. Some you can see ... others are invisible, like the prints he leaves across other people's lives." -- Margaret Lee Runbeck -- "The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep." -- Robert Frost -- Click HERE for Walkthewalk07

Thursday 5/31/07
Not much happened today, just the usual chatting online, listening to CrushFm and playing in here and on MySpace. I'm behind again so I'm gonna make this short tonight so I can catch up before I get offline for the night. I found out my cousin is coming in again later this month, so hopefully I'll get to do something with her again like we did last month. Well, I'm gonna end this here and do my entry for tonight then get offline for the night. Have a great night all.

A True Salesman
A gas station owner in Mississippi was trying to > increase his > Sales. > > So he put up a sign that read,'Free Sex with > Fill-Up.' > > > Soon a local redneck pulled in, filled his tank and > asked for his > Free sex. The owner told him to pick a number from 1 > to 10. > If he guessed correctly he would get his free sex. > > The redneck guessed 8, and the proprietor said, > 'You were close. The number was 7. > Sorry. No sex this time.' > > A week later, the same redneck, along with a buddy, > Bubba, > Pulled in for another fill-up. Again he asked for > his free sex. > > The proprietor again gave him the same story, > And asked him to guess the correct number. > > The redneck guessed 2 this time. > The proprietor said, > 'Sorry, it was 3. > You were close, but no free sex this time.' > > As they were driving away, the redneck said to his > buddy, > 'I think that game is rigged and he doesn't really > give away free > Sex.'

I Just Want To Let It Go..
I don't mind to cry, and let my tears fall down, without hesitation, that your there, seeing me like this, that im hurting to much, i wont mind to speak up, the words that i say, the feeling that i felt, maybe this time you listen, i don't mind if i cant hide, the pain in my eyes, the beg in my voice, just want to let it free, i don't want to pretend, that you did not hurt me much, i don't care anymore, i just want to let it free, all the emotion that i kept, for the time im with you, i don't care anymore, i don't mind if your going, i just want to let it go, i just want to let it go...

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Please Read Important Info On Granadaghia75
HEY YALL HELLO EVERYONE ITS WHITEANGEL2229, GRANADAGHIA75'S REALLY LIFE WIFE LOL.... I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON AND Y HE ISN'T HERE.. MY HUBBY DECIDED TO AGREE TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOTHERS DOG FOR THE 2 NIGHTS THAT SHE IS AWAY EXPECTING TO STILL HAVE COMPUTER ACCESS, LMAO...BUT IT TURNS OUT HIS MOTHER'S COMP STILL ISN'T WORKING RIGHT. SO HE IS FIGHTING WITH SOME GUY ON THE COMP RIGHT NOW THAT WORKS FOR SYMANTICS, BECAUSE THAT IS HOW SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GO ABOUT GETTING RID OF WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HER COMP, BUT TO HIS SUPRISE IT DIDN'T WORK. SO HE IS STUCK BEHIND FIREWALL AFTER FIREWALL AND IS GETTING REALLY PISSED LOL, AND HERE I AM AT HOME WITH ACCESS TO THE COMP, TEACH HIM TO GO AWAY, LMFAO.... HE HAS MY LAPTOP WITH HIM BUT BECASUE OF THESE FIREWALLS HE CAN'T EVEN GET THAT ON LINE LOL.. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT AND HOPEFULLY HE WILL GET IT ALL WORK OUT AND ON BUT IF FOR SOME REASON HE CAN'T, HE WILL BE BACK EITHER LATE TOMORROW NIGHT

Kids Write About The Sea (in Case Anyone Out There Is Considering Having Any More Kids )
1.This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly, age 6) 2. Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James, age 6) 3. If you are surrounded by sea, you are an Island. If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne, age 7) 4. Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie, age 6) 5. A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy, age 8) 6.My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie, age 6) 7. When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William, age 7) 8. I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen, age 6) 9. I'm not going to write about the

I'm Back!
Hey everyone just wanted to say sorry to all of you that I havent been online and that I had removed all my pictures....I was going through a tough time in my love life and made some major mistakes but I am back where I need to be, with the man I need to be so I am able to be on here and show you all the love you deserve!! I also quit my job at T-Mobile so I am even more happy because that job just depressed me so much, I am currently working part time at a gym that I used to work at for years, there I can be my own boss and if I need time off I can get it no problems so its great. Well I just wanted to say hi to everyone and apologize for not being around and let everyone know my pics are back and there are a few new ones so please take a look and comment. Bye All Bella

Slims Night Club Needs You Help
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Remembering 9/11/01
On Tuesday September 11th,2001. After most people went to work at the WTC. A group of men from a far away land, Hijacked 4 large U.S aircraft, their objective to put all U.S citizens in fear. They first attacked Towers 1 and 2 of the WTC, then 1 to the Pentagon, Their final objective was the US capital building. The passengers of US flight 93 stopped their final reign of terror by retaken over that plane. It crashed in a field in Pa. The world was in shock. 343 FDNY firefighters lost their lives trying to save others. I am a West Virginia Vol. firefighter, and am a NREMT-B, The ambulance company I worked for at the time was called and placed on alert to go to New York. I was one of 10 people that would have one from the community I live in. My prayers still go out to the families that lost somebody that horrific day. Please never forget 9/11/2001.

Ugh Feel Like Shit
If I seem to ignore ya'll tonight its just my head is pounding...I was running threw the house today to catch the phone ,triped on Koda ( my lil puppy ) and slamed my head on the tial floor .I went to the hospital and recived 5 stiches in my freekin head ...Damn i hate weekends lol Hugs and kisses my Kodas

Hello Everyone
we are needed in here because wikkad 1 is going against the ct mafia and really needs our help asap.here is the link to ctdaddy so please send him a friends request.... CT DADDY™ THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~Husband Of Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~I Love And Adore My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP this is the link to wikkad 1 contest and as soon as u are a friend u can go and start bombing.. and she is really needing alot of love due to the fact she is going against the ctmafia. and here is another family member that needs us asap and the link to her is so please lets show them our love and support

And They Prove My Point!!
Ok, as u know my last "bitch fest" was about duchebags w/ no original ideas... so they have responded and only PROVED MY DAMN POINT!! c'mon, couldn't come up w/ something original so u had to quote a song directly??? BAA HA HA you are truly more brainless and idiotic than i first believed!! Thanks for being a total duchebag and giving me something to bitch about!! HAHAHA

Turning The Tables. (x-rated)
This story tied with another good one for Hottest Author of the Month for April/May... Turning the Tables The cell phone rings and you look at the number on the caller ID; it’s the same area code as yours but you don’t recognize it. Flipping it open you answer it: “Hello?” in that sexy and bitchy voice that turns most men into an incoherent mess. “Hi Liz” the masculine voice on the other end says in a tone that is assertive and confident. “Who is this?” you ask in most indignant princess-like voice. “Its Dennis, the guy you gave your number to yesterday at the Benz dealership.” I reply. You’re surprised because you gave me your number on a dare from a friend of yours; she was there to pick up her car and I was there looking at replacing my older Mercedes with a newer one. You and she thought you would play a little prank on an older guy; give him your phone number and if he calls ply him with phone sex and then get him all excited. Afterwards say you’ll meet him and

The Most Beautiful Rainbow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

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COME JOIN CT HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE "GUILTY PLEASURES" LOOKING FOR FRIENDLY, OUTGOING CHERRIES TO COME JOIN THE FAMILY. LOOKING FOR WAITERS, WAITRESS', GREETERS, BARTENDERS, SECURITY, FOR ALL SHIFTS. GET A HOLD OF ME IF INTERESTED! :) http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5305 STOP BY, BECOME A MEMBER, HAVE A DRINK & RELAX, AT THE GUILTY PLEASURES LOUNGE! LIVE DJ "EXCALIBUR RADIO" AWESOME GROUP OF DJS! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE! MUCH LOVE, XOXOX JEN

You Make Me Feel .....
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tight me to your bed ? naked ? OK ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for I'm such a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drops of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanna taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanna taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please -" i don't think so you naughty boy !!!" and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, all opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your clit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to gro

I Was Thinking
i was thinking wouldn't it be nice to come to your room this night, and get with you in bed ....I'll move real slow , not to wake you , wanna feel your warm back against my body ... I'll touch your beautiful body with one hand ... slowly... move it over your hips , wanna feel how soft you are !!! then i touch your breasts ... go to your nipple . I love to feel a woman's body change by my touch ... your nipple gets hard now ... You think you have a nice dream ... suddenly , you turn to your back . I can see you smile !! yep, must be a nice dream .. i know it's risky , but i can't resist to go with my mouth to that hard nipple ... i lick on it , make it all wet , then, gently blow a little ... mmmm she gets even harder now .... My hand go's slowly down to your pussy .... I'm getting nuts from excitement now .... hope you don't wake up .... think it's so kinky , touching you like this !!! my finger touches your pussy now ... waaaaauw you're so w

Hey To All My Friends And Family
I am sorry i haven't been on in over a week and i appolagize for it i have some family things i had to do and i wrote this to let ya all know i am ok and sorry ....i missed all my friends and family on here i see all the time when i am on .... hehe...so i hope ya all can understand and foregive me... i am backand will try my hardest to get on more..k promise...i hop[e u all had a great Memorial Day...I did hehe...lots of love to yaz all huggzz stacie

How It Is Done In Iowa!! I Miss Almost Everyone There!!!
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk IOWA FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs IOWA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat guy you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. IOWA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. IOWA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. IOWA FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Borrow

Heart
i feel like my heart has been broken for the last time i don't know if it will ever be fixed i feel in love with a woman who i though was my soulmate now i hear that her jeep went up in flames and so did my heart. Why do i fall for women like this and a older woman on top of it.

Motorcycle Ride
Wouldn't it be nice to FIND A CURE FOR CANCER? I'd say! Pass this info on if you know someone who may be interested! A bone marrow patient came up with this idea and wants to give back! How awesome is that...sign up to be a Bone Marrow Donor! It doesn't take much time and you could save a life! :)

He Did Me Wrong
Thought of u and me o the good days, I try to drive u out of my head Not knowing what we could have been, I’ll think of u Some day With the moon shinny bright I'll think of u, Ever since u left I haven’t been myself, Dreaming of the day u will come back I can’t say no to the drug, I can’t hold on to my life, Pleas give me back my heart, I wish I could believe, I wish this could be a dream I run away from the pain, Don’t say u love me its not true I give up on love, I give up I’ll brake down , With a cut I bleed With a tear I’ll fall , With one last breath I’ll say I love u

Lost......in Love
Lost.......in love Day after day I wait and I cry For the time to be with you for the time that never comes Cold and alone Longing for your touch For your tender kiss to feel For your arms holding me tight Heat of your body Taking over mine Kissing me gently Down on my spine Turning me over Caressing my breasts Inhaling his scent That makes me possessed Possessed by a man Possessed by a demon Possessed by a saint Possessed by a GOD Don't know anymore What I am possessed by The thing that I do know Is I belong to him now. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this poem on January 6th of 2006...It might not make sense to some of you who read this but trust me when I say this....It's very deep. Thanks for reading..

Better
I am not so sad anymore, however i did move home to my mothers house with both my boys. but at least for now it is rent free. I am well medicated and over the depresion that came with breaking up with my boys father. But alas i am still sad about many things most of which makes no cense to even me. i have given up on getting laied for the sake of getting laied what i want is a relationship does not have to be love but must at least be a really good friend w/benifits of course. lol anyway just felt like typing for a few to kill some time later all you beautiful ppl May the Goddess and the God protect you and May you always fing the silver lining.

Passion...
The look in your eyes and the smell of your perfume. You hold me tight as we kiss in the living room. My hand on your knee and your hand on my thigh. Open mouths, playful tongues, we aren't paying any attention to the time as it flys by. The feel of my hand in your hair and your hand on my cheek. The candle lights dancing in the darkness and my secure love is what you seek. The doors are locked and the lights are low. The eternal flame of passion in my heart begins to grow. You exhale a deep breath as on your neck I kiss. You lean your head back and from the bottom to the top I lick. A moan a whine, whispering sweet words in the air. Your hands in my hair, then your hands down my back. Pulling up the shirt that I took so long to decide. You lean me up and with a wicked evil grin say Prepare for the ride!

Pain
Pain Bleeding heart Empty body Without life Without hope. Trying to heal Trying to feel Hoping for something Hoping for anything. Lost is my mind Lost is my soul Reaching for you Holding on to nothing. Pain is all I feel Pain is all I have And all that I know Is that I'll never heal. Balance in life There isn't such a thing Balance in death Is all that I need. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this poem on december 18th of 2005

Hey Its A Good War Going On
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=664485&albumid=372388&i=3010138868 let's all pitch in and make it even closer and more fun common bombers yall are more than welcome she is competting against a bomber and yall know how that works

Kiss Of Death
Kiss of death I reach your lips, To feel their passion. I reach your mouth, To feel it's wetness. I touch them slowly, To feel their softness. I touch them close, To feel their fullness. I kiss your lips, To take me further. I kiss your mouth, To take me somewhere. I kiss you softly, To enjoy the passion. I kiss you harder, To make me tremble. I take the kiss, That makes me weaker. I keep the kiss, That makes me sicker. You lay my body In my bed, I feel my soul About to escape. I look at you And whisper softly, You've won my love It's done, it's over. I close my eyes And lick my lips.... You kissed me, With a deadly kiss. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this one on feb. 9th 2006

To My Wife
THIS IS STRANGE FOR ME TO DO, I WAS JUST PLAYING ON THIS SITE. THINKING MY WIFE WOULD NOT FIND OUT. SHE DID, THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE ON MY PART BECAUSE SHE HAS STOOD BY ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS AND I DO THIS TO HER, IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD HAVE DIED FROM MY HEART ATTACK, AND NOW I HAVE MORE OR LESS BROKEN HER HEART WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE. I ONLY WISH SHE WOULD FORGIVE ME BECAUSE THIS IS NOT REAL AND MY MISTAKE FOR PLAYING THE SINGLE GAME. I HOPE THIS FINDS IT'S WAY TO HER, AND SHE WILL FORGIVE ME. I LOVE MY WIFE AND OUR KIDS. SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME, EVEN WHEN I CHEATED ON HER BEFORE. SHE WAS THERE GAVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE AND I DO THIS TO HER. I AM SORRY WILL YOU FORGIVE ME ?! I BEG YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME !

Dirty Weeds Lmao
THIS JUST WAY TOO FUNNY.WISH I KNOW WHO IT WAS SO I COULD BUY THEM A CORONA,AND GO OVER THE PICTURES OF HIS MOM AND I IN THAT MOVIE.SHE LOVED IT WHEN I FILLED HER MOUTH.PRETTY SURE IT WAS THAT QUEER FROM CANADA, CALLED HIM AND THANK HIM FOR STOPIN BY MY PAGE BUT ONLY GOT HIS MACHINE.IF ANY OF YOU WOULD LIKE TO CALL AND TELL HIM HI I FOUND HIS IN A BULLITEN 6O4-288-8260 TELL HIM GABE SAID HI.

The Science Behind "hell"
The following is an actual bonus question on a chemistry exam given out at some random university... The following is supposedly an actual question given on a university chemistry exam. The answer by one student was so profound that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the d

Email From My Boss, On Why We Lost Our Jobs!
Hello Team, I am really sorry to be sharing such difficult information with you. I just want you all to know it has absolutely nothing to do with our performance as a team. Each of you has put forth a stellar effort. However, another company has offered our high numbers at a lower cost to Chase. (Which, if you ask me, is not possible!) Some of you may actually know this company and some may be contacted by them. I will not give out any of your information because it is confidential. I am also hoping this is a temporary situation. The company that has taken over has an alleged low ethical standard and I've been told they only pay reps only $7-9/hour with no sliding scale based on performance or app count. And some have said they have not been paid at all. I am doing further research to find out the info on this new company. My best suggestion is if you are contacted or see a listing posted, do your research and ask a LOT of questions. In the meantime, I am going to help t

My Life
It is so funny how you spend forever trying to figure life out and just when you think you have it, the unexpected comes along. I always thought I knew what I wanted and damn it I was going to get it, even it took me until my dying day. I hate change. Things should always be the way I expect them to be. I try to keep control of everything to make sure that it is that way. Recently, something unexpected came up and changed what I want in life, what I expect in life and everything that I think should be. I am trusting something I would not normally trust, believing in dreams that I thought were just dreams and I am willing to sacrifice everything to achieve it all. It is definitely not what I planned on, not even close to being able to fulfill that, but oddly enough, I think I am okay with it! I just hope that it is what it seems! And I thank you for giving it to me! I have made alot of leaps of faith lately and life has never been any better. I hope to God it stays th

Borderline Personality Dissorder
Borderline Personality Disorder, a discusion by Crystal Grimes. Borderline personality disorder is described as "a mental health condition that causes unstable emotions, impulsiveness, relationship problems, and an unstable self-image. People with the disorder often behave self-destructively, have problems managing anger, and have an intense fear of being rejected and left alone (abandoned). They often also struggle with other conditions such as depression, eating disorders, or substance abuse problems." I have done quite a bit of research on this topic, the symptoms of the disorder, and the likelyhood that one would be diagnosed with it... I found that it is said that only 2% of the worlds general population are diagnosed with borderline, and 75% of those people, are women. Now I find this interesting that so few people are diagnosed, and I started to ponder why that may be... Out of the many people I have met during my last few years battling my manic depression and borderline,

Why God Made Moms
Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl

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Come Join me at The Flo Lounge June 8th. It's going to be so much fun. Hope to see you there. The Flo Lounge 2325 Ulmertion Road Clearwater, Fl 33762 Official Myspace Muah xoxo, Breann

Coming To An End...
Well today was the day I got to appear once again before a judge on the order on my dog;Sabatian;to be put to sleep..No good news here...they decided that because he was blind ...that he could not be a trusting animal to have...no matter we said ..it didn't matter...he has 30 days then he will be gone..he is my familiar and we all love him very much..I prefer not to ever talk about this again this is the reason for this blog...we have enough to deal with now...so please don't ask. Wonderful world we live it huh? Only thing they could say to me was 'When are you going to pay some more money'...yes I went off ..good thing my mother was there...don't think I needed to go to jail..but right now I don't really care...there is no justice...and no faith..just a lot of shit to deal with.....knowing he's in a small cage ..knowing he thinks we deserted him....and there is nothing I can do...I have nothing left but the wait now.....

What A Man Needs To Understand
If you can understand this and what you need to do then you are the type for me. If not don't bother. My name is Loreen Shizue Akamine. I was born at 3pm on September 9 1981 which makes me a virgo.I was born normal or we thought I was. At the age of 3 months old I had seizures so my parents took me to the ER and found out I had seizures so I was put on medications for seizures. Today I am still on meds for seiuzres.At the age of 12 or 13 I developed another form of seizures(psychological non epileptic seizures/somatoform disorder) which for the longest time I had no cure but I now take goji juice and it really works for me.I was in special ed all my life. I have physical therapy,occupational therapy,and speech therapy. No one can tell something is wrong with me by looking at me.Sometimes I have difficulty walking up on a hill so I would need someone to hold my hand.I can do most things by myself but I would need some reminders. I can cook pretty well. I have been in hospitals/group ho

A Man For Me Is:
What I am looking for in a man is someone who has a big warm heart, great personality,good sense of humor, at least no older than 30 and no younger than 25. also well educated,makes good money and i am not out for the money but it is based on what you have read abt me in the previous blogs.good education. you may be from anywhere in the world except from india or pakistan or iraq. the reason is i don't deal with the war and never believed it should have happened in the first place. enjoys to travel,likes to go to church. you may be any religion except the ones who don't believe in god or you may not believe in god but willing to learn. also any music is ok except hard rock and alternative. soft rock is ok.please no one who likes motorcycles.no one who does drugs or smoking. clubbing is ok but not much. mainly who has goals in his life and eventually wants to settle down. also who wants to make a relationship work . if you are similar to any of these hit me up and see where we go from t

Martial Law
Martial Law has arrived Nancy Levant Nancy Levant May 31, 2007 Okay, what does it take to declare Martial Law in America? It takes 1) a declared state of emergency, 2) a readied "homeland" paramilitary system to enforce the powers of Martial Law, and 3) one signature of the one person who has the authority to make the declaration. So, let's get this straight. 1) In 1933, America's WAS declared into a state of emergency, which has never been rescinded. We ARE PRESENTLY in a declared state of emergency (and have been for nearly 75 years), 2) multiple paramilitary systems have been raised, readied, operating, and practicing — beginning in 1974, and 3) the president of the united States need only sign a piece of paper to END the constitutional government of the united States. On May 9, 2007, our president signed a National Security Presidential Directive — an unconstitutional piece of paper — which gave to himself the powers of total dictatorship over the entire nation (N

I Had To Post This
This pissed me off when someone posted it, and I will post it here. I think my gender needs to learn a woman should be respected. It maybe their mothers, wives, daughter, sisters. But a woman SHALL be RESPECTED under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES -------------- Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Gir

My Southern Sign Is: Crawfish, What's Yours?
Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptial of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in their right mind is going to marry, so don't worry about it. MOON

Bcr And Tcr Bully
HEY WANT TO COME LISTEN TO SOME GOOD MUSIC HERE ARE TO LOUNGES TO CHOOSE FROM BRUTAL DRAGON RADIO OR TORTURE CHAMBER!! THIS PLAYER IS FROM BDR THIS RADIO IS FOR TCR CLICK THE PIC YOU WANT TO FOR THE LOUNGE YOU WANT. IF YOU WANT ALL GENRE OF MUSIC GO TO BDR. IF YOU WANT NOTHING BUT ROCK GO TO TCR. IF YOU WANT GO TO BOTH AND HAVE FUN!

Burf-day
yup, it was my birthday yesterday...i just wanted to take a minute to thank everyone for their kindness and well-wishes. i promise to thank you individually in a couple of hours...gotta work. i had a great birthday...i'm still hung over. later!

Strangelove
"Some have argued that the plausibility of a nuclear war was low during the Cold War; nuclear weapons were never used. This is a misnomer. There was a nuclear war, it ended World War Two. Hiroshima (bombed on August 6, 1945) and Nagasaki (bombed on August 9, 1945). Both are the initial targets in the history of nuclear war. The conventional warfare of World War Two did turn into a nuclear war. As such it was not, and is not now, outside the scope of history for such an event to occur again. As the preacher said in Ecclesiastes, “The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.” Cliff Potts

10 Things You Can Do Instead Of Hateing
10.take a shower 9. watch a porn, or a movie 8. go swimming, ride a bike 7. clean the house, apt, your room, whatever 6. make some mac & cheese, a grilled cheese with ham 5. workoff that mushroom top 4. wash the car 3. go shopping 2. read a book, newpaper, listen to some music 1. do whatever it takes get ya game up. upgrade your life style make it better for your family on the real hateing is for losers that don't won't nothing in their life and is fine with working at a gas station for five years so if i hurt someones feelin with this one it just means you are a hater so don't take it personal

Flooding
ratings blocked for 10 minutes. stop flooding our servers! --babyjesus Maybe the servers should be fixed. I may not be here much longer. I have a few friends, but ... the way this is run, all the hate and rudeness, and the general selfishness is talking its toll on my civility. Click to join CherryBack This is still open. If I vanish, you can find me here.

Prayers Please
We are having to make an emergency trip back to Indianapolis, after just being there last weekend. They believe that Lee's mom has possibly had a stroke. We still haven't heard the final diagnosis from her dr., who was to see her this afternoon. We're expecting some word, hopefully, before much longer, and it's already an hr. later there than it is here, so hopefully the dr. will be contacting us soon. So, please keep Lee's mom in your prayers, and for our safety up there and back. Also remember Lee and I, and the rest of the family, as there may be some tough dicisions to make. I just don't know what we're going to do. I'm not even sure what to say as when we'll be back....I'm assuming late Monday. It all depends on what we find when we get there. I'll let you know as soon as we return. Thank you so much! Lev

You're Invited!
That's right, I'm still waiting to finalize my divorce and all that crap, but I'm already planning for my new non-existant wedding. No I don't have a groom, I havent been purposed to by anyone... hell for that matter, I'm just a single little girl.... But I had to order these dresses for my future wedding.... so any thoughts? comments appriciated.My Brides Dress.My Braidsmaids Dresses.Hopefully my brides maids will include: Virginia (Danae), Kristina, Rage, & Sheila.

Whatever The Fuck Ever
I dunno about blogs. Im not a fan. ok 2 things. dont have a profile with 100 pictures and 98 are PRIVATE. why bother. and dont have 100 pics, all of your face. we get it. after about 20, thats enough of the face. other than that I love life. and I dunno about anything else. TOODLES!

Thou Shall Worship The Ten Comandments
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF A CHEMICAL ROMANCE: 1; Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head. 2; Thou shall be willing to die for love. 3; Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you 4; Thou shall be a demolition lover 5; Thou shall unleash the bats 6; Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires) 7; Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard. 8; Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance 9; Thou shall see beauty in bloody love. 1o; Thou shall rock hard

**** Moving This Weekend ****
just got the keys to new place and toured the house my friend just bought ...... just been rebuilt with new carpeting, windows & HVAC unit ...... gonna b a lot stressful for both of us there ...... my kitty gonna learn new hiding places and need to set up a window perch 4 her at new place (((MEOW))) ..... cable, internet & phone should b connected monday ??? ..... just need to get router so i can network my computer HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY - - - Chuck

My List
Ok...its time to clean out my list...i went thro about 600 people and quit....if i dont talk to you ever...your gone....i know who leaves me comments daily and takes the time to talk to me.....if you dont...bye bye...my list has gotten to out of control....im not on here for popularity just to make friends and ive met alot of awesome ass people on here and want to stay close to them..to all you other..thanks for whatever you did give me but if you dont talk your outtie....have a good weekend

Wednesday's Ex Is In The Contest And Need Your Help!
It would be nice if you could join in to finish this crazy race from hell. Or in the Massacure which we can't catch up due to someone who's in the contest is killing us! :-( Please help us beat this contest for all of us including my goth sis Wednesday. Thank you all

My Subjects
Born in destruction Shelling from all angles Grown in torment A living hell with steep hills I climbed and escaped Only to become a soldier myself Causing the same destruction I claimed to not know I stand about looking at my war torn life Look at the holes in my heart And the shackles on my wrist And wonder where I went wrong Past mistakes not inventoried Nothing reconciled Nothing gained Just another ounce of pain I can’t hold much more Carrying this burden is getting me soar All I want is to get up off the floor Be strong and march forward with my head to the sky And not try to wonder why Just as the tide was turning I got hit and now I lay in my shadow If there is a god I need you now To hold me up and set me free So I can live again I follow your rules I don’t look for my old tools The ones that numb the pain The ones that hurt The ones that torture Instead I stay on course Living with all my remorse I am sorry for your pain And the torment th

Love You To Death By Type O Negative
In her place one hundred candles burning as salty sweat drips from her breast her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya,get... Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine I am your servant, may I light your cigarette? Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... I beg to serve, your wish is my law Now close those eyes and let me love you to death Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. Let me love you too Let me love you to death Hey am I good enough for you? Hey am i good enough for you? Am I? Am I? Am I good enough for you?

Contest Ideas?
I'd like to run some legitimate! contest on Cherrytap that also associates with our website (http://www.texascarbq.com) and we're wanting to give away a blast or two, as well as send out some autographed photos of the Flames, as well as some other prizes. Can you cum up with some ideas? If you can email them to me! I'll love you madly for it! muahz Tiff and the Texas Flames

In A Darkened Room By Skid Row
In a darkened room Beyond the reach of God's faith Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed And the innocense of a child is bought and sold In the name of the damned The rage of the angels left silent and cold Forgive me please for I know not what I do How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room All the precious times have been put to rest again And the smile of the dawn Brings tainted lust singing my requiem Can I face the day when I'm tortured in my trust And watch it crystalize While my salvation crumples to dust Why can't I steer the ship before it hits the storm I've fallen to the sea but still I swim for shore Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there

Damn The Doctors!
Ok, so if you've been keepin up with this whole damn thing, you know that I wasn't gonna go to the doctor until it hurt really really bad...today is that day. Just got back from the doc and I'm so mad at her. She made me move it in ways I can't even do when it's 100%, and made it hurt worse. To top it all off, she didn't give me any kind of pain meds and I'm dyin over here. So, she tells me it's not my rotator cuff/cup whatever...which is good, but! There's always a but! I have tendonitis in my shoulder. She recommended that I get some Motrin and take three with breakfast, three with lunch, and three with dinner. Call me stupid, but I think that's called over dosing? Anyways, I'm gonna see if I can't get some generic anti-inflamitories and if I do, I have to take them for a week...if no improvement, go to the athletic doc. So, another reason I'm pissed at the doc is because her bitch ass made me get on the scale. I don't weigh myself. I look in the mirror and say "I need t

I Hate Friday Anymore..
Seems like more often than not these days I spend Friday nights by myself. Never had that problem before. Guess everyone ran off and got a life and forgot to tell me I should go with them! Thanks. Thanks a lot everyone! So I guess I am going to sit here all night, watch movies I've seen a million times, eat tons of popcorn and mope. *sniffle* Damn, what I wouldn't give to go to the actual theater and watch a movie tonight. Anywho, that is all for this broadcast of boredom. Hope you all enjoy your weekend!

Don't Ya Just Hate...
fucking downraters! I didn't really think a lot about it until some fuckhead downrated a pic of one of my kids. That fucking pisses me off. You fucking loosers out there who downrate pics, fuck with me all you want but at least have the balls to show yourself. If you downrate one of my pics, please leave me a comment and let me know. You are a big fucking yellow coward if you can't let someone know that you downrated one of their pics and why. Fucking chickenshit little cowards. Fuck with my pics all you want but don't downrate my kids. Be big enough to tell me why you would downrate a child. If you can't respect someone's kids then don't fucking rate the pics, just move on. I just hope that i can find out who did it and for you that did do it and those that do it in the future, hope like hell that I don't find out who you are. I will bash the shit out of ever pic you have. I will probably move your rating up with the comments I will make on your pics and I will rate every

I Will Buy A Gift For Everyone...
that helps me out. I have a lot of friends and just one vote from everyone would help me a lot. I want to be on the show "Real World" but so far I only have 25 votes. There are only 4 day and 16 hours left...so please help me out. I will buy a gift for everyone who votes for me. All you have to do is vote and leave me a comment on the site with your cherrytap link. Please repost! www.realworldcasting.com/people/Karena Vamp

Tryin So Hard
I'm sorry, that I can't be perfect, In your distorted sight. I'm not sorry for begging you to stop, Screaming at you with my pleas and cry's. I fought to keep my dignity, Pleaded within myself. I don't understand why you did the things you did, Why you thought you had to put me thru this hell. I wanna just close my eyes, And picture myself running away. And maybe just maybe, when i come back, everything will be ok. But i know it won't, that the pain will still remain. I'm trying to be strong, But its so hard to do. I've gotta figure out how to go on, And try an deal with this too. I'm pleading for your help Lord, I need you now more than ever, Please tell it its gonna be ok, And let me know its gonna get better.

Trying To Level Up
once again im down under 1000 points to level up, ive added some new morphs and pics in my folder if you have any free time please stop by and check them. Some are funny some are cool. Im also in a blast giveaway where I could use some more help if anyone has any free time come share the love at this pic link...ill return the favor whenever needed. Thanks for helping me out my friends LUV YA ALL.

Relax...
Let's relax for a minute... A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. "If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance." "In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes. " He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden. " "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work/

Have A Great Night
WELL IM OUTTA HERE TILL 2MORROW. I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT NIGHT. AND I HOPE 2 C YALL 2MORROW. AND I ALSO WANT TO SAY THAT I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE MET NEW FRIENDS ON HERE 2DAY. YALL KNOW WHO YALL ARE. AND I WANT 2 SAY I AM ALSO GLAD 2 HAVE MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE ALSO. AND I TAHNK EVERYONE OF YALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS. WELL GOTTA GO HAVE A GREAT NIGHT, C YALL 2MORROW. AND ALSO I WANT 2 SAY GOOD NIGHT 2 MY NEW FAMILY.

Guys I Want Ur Opinion
I have been in a with my boyfriend for almost 3 years in september. I moved in with him almost 2 years ago. He was gonna kick me out a few months ago cuz I wasnt making that much money to pay for half the rent and bills. He wanted me to prove that I can take care of myself. I took care of myself b4 I met him so I didnt need to prove to him I can take care of myself. In order for me to stay I had to pay the rent and electric and phone bills myself for 2 months to show that I can do it. I did that and he didnt have me move out and I contiued to pay him my half of bills. Then I went into the hospital and had been out of work for 2 weeks and when i did go back to work I could only work 4 hours a day and had to work a month almost b4 I got a check and it wasnt that much and I asked him what he wanted me to do I could give him my check or I could get groceries he said groceries. Well today he said he was irritated cuz money was tight and he was irritated with me some cuz I havnt payed

Today Again
i get a bonus today and have very little to do tonight, so i was plannin on findin something to do, then the boss man comes in and tells me theres a truck comin in at 7pm, and they really need me to stay. Doing shit like that got me my bonus, but now i can't even get to the damn bank to cash it! GODDAMMIT! So it seems like every thing that starts looking good, turns to SHIT!! i'll still be going out somewhere, but it would have been nice to have been home by now and get an early start to the weekend! Everytime i bitch and complain about this shit to the boss's, i just get handed another check and pretty much told to shut up and get back to work! kinda fun playin that game, it always gets me more money! but when the fuck am i supposed to go spend it? I want to trade in my pink truck and get a new car, Maybe a dodge charger or a toyota tundra! not sure yet! But i also want a better tv in my room, cuz thats where i end up watching tv mostly! who knows what i'll do? not me.

Another Reason Why To Leave Ohio....
ok I got this from the local newspaper....... Jillian's clears tables for good Downtown bar, restaurant closes after 9 years Beacon Journal staff report Jillian's restaurant, one of the cornerstones of downtown Akron's renaissance, closed without warning on Memorial Day. By Tuesday morning, many of the furnishings had already been removed from the restaurant and bar on South Main Street. The once-profitable location lost money for the past 14 months, said Chuck Corcoran, vice president of marketing for Jillian's parent company, JBC Entertainment of Louisville, Ky. ``These decisions are always tough,'' he said. ``We hate to leave the city.... We just couldn't get it back to profitability.'' According to an e-mail from a laid-off employee, about 50 people lost their jobs. Akron Deputy Mayor David Lieberth released a statement Tuesday that expressed gratitude for Jillian's involvement in the revitalization of the south end of downtown. ``We're pleased that Jillian'

Forever Died
The first time someone told me they wanted forever it last almost 15 yrs. before she went after her next forever. The second time it was 3yrs. before I was trading for a guy who made more money and didn't travel for work. After three years of being alone I finally (with a nudge from a mutual friend) decided to try again and this time told her up front that I wasn't interested in any less than forever, she said that's what she wanted to. GUESS WHAT forever ended after one weekend. So given the rate of decline, I'm pretty sure that at this point Forever is completely gone and Ture Love is only a fairy tale. I have my kids and friends and I think I need to just be happy with that. Love is a wonderful feeling until it isn't there anymore and this replaced by heartache and that's the a feeling I can do without.

You Know Who You Are!!!!
My so called friend I have loved you to pieces Fed you with caring and nurturing Accept you in my life like you have always been a part of it I have fought for you Take you with my two hands beyond reasonable doubt Loved you to a fault I introduced you to my family Treat your family of my own Breathed the air you breath Eat what you are, gave you what I eat And what did I get? I am accused of being untrue I am accused of being a user I’ve been judged without fair trial That all the favor I did was a way to buy friends My family had undergone malicious judgement And I thought I found a friend I was condemned, I was discouraged, I was stepped until I’m broken I have been taken for granted and been silent For talking means nothing for me but a useless way of reasoning for unreasonable consequences. But you never stopped, after years you still judged me. You still think that all I did was a scheme to destroy and use you. While you are the one who is trying until

Please Sign
HELLO WONDERFUL PEOPLE, I KNOW A FEW OF U HAVE SIGNED MY GUESTBOOK WELL MY DUMB SELF ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT. SO I HAD 2 DO ANOTHER ONE SO IF U HAVE OR HAVEN'T SIGNED MY OTHER GUESTBOOK PLEASE COME BY AND SIGN MY NEW ONE AND I PROMISE NOT 2 DELETE THIS 1. THANK SO MUCH.

Quote For June 1
In terms of being late or not starting at all, then it's never too late. -- Alison Headley Bonus Quote: I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by -- Douglas Adams This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

In Loving Memory...
First, I would like to take this moment and thank God for everything he has allowed me, especially my most precious children and grandchildren. Then, I would like to take a moment to say how very sorry I am for the loss of two young, beautiful, sweet, fun and loving teenage girls, Tiffany Allen and Miranda Walker, of whom were killed last night in an automobile accident on St. Rose Ave. My children knew them, especially my daughter Tiffany, and they will be greatly missed. I can not even begin to imagine the suffering their families are going through at this very moment. It is all I can do to keep myself together. I am asking all of my wonderful CT friends to please take a moment and pray for these families. Pray that God can give them the strength they need to get through this horrific tragedy knowing that they may never understand why it was time for their precious daughters to move on so soon. We will sadly miss you Tiffany and Miranda, may God keep you well until the next time we s

How People See Me
Tony sees me as a beautiful Angel Jack sees me as a sexy Princess Bear sees me as a survivor Paul sees me as natural beauty Everyone else sees me as a heart with something sweet inside I love each and every one of you!

This Is Amazing
Yesterday while checking the main myspace page of the 11 I have, I know q: what's the point of so many?) a: just or the heck of it. Anyway, back to the subject. I opened an message that was sent to me from my biological mother...who I've never met in my 24 years on this earth. I find out that I now have 3 brothers, and sister on her side. On my father's side (I've never met him either) I have 2 twin sisters. She said that she just got the urge to look me up on myspace and found me. FYI~ I was adopted straight out of the hospital because she was only 19 years old, and in the military. (I thought this as an important piece of information needed in order to understand the situation.

My World
I can believe that things are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen – I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are be

Negative People
i can't stress this enough, people with negative atitudes need to shut the fuck up and grow up, you negative losers bring other people down to your stupid level, i dislike negative people, most negative people are jobless losers with no sense of direction on life so they take it out on others, it's better off ignoring the negative person hoping that they would grow up

A Love Story
A Love Story I will seek and find you . . .. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you . I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot (BETTER LATE THAN NEVER) "YOU CAN CLOSE YOUR EYES TO THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE, BUT YOU CAN'T CLOSE YOUR HEART, TO THE THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO FEEL"

Passion
Her hand upon his chest She did softly lay. His hand upon her thigh, Did gently start to play. Their lips together did, They tenderlly met. As the sun beautifully, Began to set. Peeling away the many, Confiningly dreadful layers. She blushed at how hungrily, He did stare. Coming back togther, In a firey embrace. She gave to him, With a loving grace. He slowly lowered her, To the ground. Before his fingers sought, Her throbbing mound. Flicking teasing pulling, She got him near. Pushing her futher with each soft sigh, And moan in his ear. Both to the point, That neither can wait. He fills her completely, Then begins his delightful gait. Arching up inot his hips, She eagerly mets his thrusts. He gave to her a sense of love, And unconditional trust. She drove him crazy, He drove her to the edge. Hand in hand they, Stepped over the ledage. Their bodys shudering as, They cry out their release. Clinging t

Thought
You thought you wanted one thing, but now something surprising has happened and it turns out you want something else entirely. Well, who'd have predicted that? Accept that your destiny has surprising twists and turns.

Pumpkin Tales
This was apparently in the Washington Post. The title of the article was 'Best Come Back Line Ever.' In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch 11:38 p.m. on Friday. Lawrence was charged with lewd and lascivious behaviour, public indecency, and public intoxication at the Gwinnett County courthouse on Monday. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to stop. 'You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around for miles. At least I thought there wasn't,' he stated in a phone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged 'need.' 'Guess I was really into it, you know?' he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett County police car approac

George Carlin's Solution To Save Gasoline
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop Using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. P

Winners In The Kid With Pet Contest Are......
Winners in the Kid With Pet Contest are...... 1st Place is...... Wins Corvette + Trophy with 3503 Comments + 27 Rates = 17650 2nd Place is....... Wins Motorcycle + Trophy with 3208 Comments + 27 Rates = 16150 3rd Place is....... Wins Diamond Ring + Trophy with 822 comments + 7 Rates = 4145 I want to thank everyone in the contest! We did have fun! Thanks Maria

Dreary Life
I'm sitting here and thinking, Of what someday I'll be. And I have to wonder, If this was ment for me. My life it seems is endless, To drag on day to day. But I have to stop and wonder, Will it always be this way? I streatch and then I look around, and emptyness I see. I have to wonder if this was the way, Things were ment to be. I look about as I wonder, If I'm doing this right. Before I try to lift the stone, while straining with all my might. I move on through the timeless, Rivers of the soul. And as once more I wonder, I take another spoon from the bowl. Through all my hardest trials, And my unseemly fears. I can only hope and pray, That I will be held dear. But if that isn't ment, To be. Then what will ever, Come of me?

Collaring
I am hosting a collaring ceremony, and reception tomorrow, and could not help but think of the signifigance of the ceremony. A collaring ceremony I use is based on the pagan custom of "hand fasting". A binding of souls. So, since I am feelings so pensive I thought I would describe this ceremony for both of us. BDSM has always been a formal lifestyle, more than likely stemming from its' roots in medieval times. And so the ceremony may seem quite formal. The submissive to be collared enters carrying a single white rose with thorns, the rose not quite bloomed. The dominate carries a single red rose in full bloom. Both roses have to be freshly cut and with thorns. Clothing for both Domme/Dom and sub is optional and by personal choice. The dominate takes the jewellry used to symbolize the collaring and with the left hand places it on the submissive. The left hand is the hand of the heart. A declaration is made that the Dominate will protect and guide the submissive. With the thorn of the

Leaving Ct
hey Everyone, I will soon be deleting my profile.. so if you want me to keep in touch you need to send me an alternative way by private message! Thanks to all my new friends... many of you are very special to me! xo Cheryl

The Repairman...2
Slowly at first then faster and faster. As Scott teased her wet pussy with his tongue Anna squirmed with ectasy and pure pleasure. Scott wrapped Anna's swollen clit into his mouth, she moaned louder as he had done that. Sucking on her swollen clit Anna squeezed her nice tits together pinching her nipples as well. Scott had slipped one finger into her tightly trimmed pussy. Anna screamed in delight as she had reached her first orgasm. Her body was shaking with sheer pleasure. Scott's cock grew harder and he felt as thogh he wanted to explode but didnt and held back. Anna begged for Scott's hard cock, he wouldn't let her have it just yet. Scott removed his finger from her glistening tight pussy. Anna begs for Scott's cock again, Scott finally gives into her demands. Scott peeled his shirt off and under his shirt revealed rock hard abs, muscular arms and a tan body. Anna was in shear lust seeing Scott's hard body in front of her. Scott came to the side of Anna's bed, he had on a pair

Some Of The Things I Believe
I believe - . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . that we are resp onsible for what we do, no matter how

Sick & Tired
im deletin my acc it been nice talkin 2 u all but im never comin on here ever again im just sick & tired of the lies & childish games ppl wanna play...u no who u r so dont play stupid now 4 my real friendz nice talkin 2 u good bye

Teach Me...
Teach me how to love, for i guess i know it not. Trying hard is not enough, it doesn't reach the spot. The place inside your heart, is where i wish to be. And though the path seems long and dark, i know that you can see. My love is never ending, and only just for thee. So take my love into your heart, and shape it as you should. For no one loves you more than me, and no one ever could........Silverthorn...

Things That Make Us Wonder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people

I Just Had To See What It Said.
Whats Your Sex StyleROLEPLAY!!you are always up for jumping into the sexy lil play outfit, and telling your partner what to do!!! your up for anything!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Holy Shit It's True....
Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station because this one's just too "yucky." Same work...more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding Dress $5000; Tux rental $100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with: "So, notice anything different?" One mood, ALL the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jar

What Cusswords Really Mean!!!!!!!!!
wut cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later the g

Enough Of The Bullshit (edited)
My best friend ...NOT so called best friend ...MY BEST FRIEND, that I love like a sister and her children know me as an aunt, asked me to come to Cherry Tap and READ something her older sister had written about her back in January. Now, mind you, I do love her like a sister. We have been through a LOT togetherr. I have known her three years and I have seen her children grow up without their father in their lives. Oh, and YES, I have made my own mistakes in the past. Which I assure you will be brought up at some point. YES, I suffered from severe depression at one point. YES, I gave my children to their father because the depression was overwhelming and didn't want them seeing me like that. YES, I took sleeping pills when I was alone, as the doctors all say as a CRY FOR HELP and not a suicide attempt. YES, I have made my own bed and deal with it day by day. YES, I have a GREAT lawyer who is getting things done the RIGHT way with me. YES, I made mistakes in the past. I

Maintenance Night
Every Friday night is maintenance spanking night, at 9:30 pm Kay will strip nude, kneel at my feet, head bowed down in submission, and meekly request her weekly spanking. Once she has done this, I decide if I will or will not spank, sometimes I decide she has been very submissive all week and reward her with a massage instead. If she is to be disciplined I will have her go to the Kitchen table and bend over, her bare ass arched out waiting, with my hand I will caress and warm her with easy swats, after a long warm up, it will be time to administer the discipline to tears. The loop will be used because of the quietness and sting it delivers, her ass, thighs and most importantly her sit spot will be spanked bright red, till she has tears flowing for ten minutes, these are not harsh, bruising spanks, but still are painful. After her spanking Kay will be hugged, loved, held, and then she will thank me for taking the time to correct her and spank her. Sir Don

Day 1
Day 1: I've seen webverts for 10,000 cheery pounds for taking a survey. Upon clicking said survey I found it was not available in 'my area'. This puts me at a distinct disadvantage I feel and would therefore like to claim Cheery pound income support.

Pain
I feel this pain deep inside me I can't control it Within me it is hiding Waiting to be released From the depths of my heart When it comes out It tears me apart... My arms are bleeding My mind is racing... Will this pain ever end?? Is there any hope for me??? Can someone truely love the person I really am???? Perhaps you could love This mut I've become... Maybe your the one That is supposed to Pull me out of this darkness That I have been drowning in...

Tact
Here ya go ...another famous saying from the South...Tact now most ppl don't really understand this word . Tact- is the ability to tell someone to go to Hell ...and making them feel oh so good about being on their way

Ian.
This is the second dream that has taken my subconcious mind to Ian. The first was a few days ago and as that I had to work I was not able to record it and remember.. I was on a bus and I was going on a long trip to who knows where. I fell asleep and when I awoke it ws dark and the only people left in the bus were another young lady, myself and the driver. She awoke around the same time that I did and we realised that we had missed our destinaion. We went to the front of the bus and pleaded the driver to stop. The driver was Ian. He refused. Quite frankly he took us hostage. We were frightened but he was not a bad man.. just a relentless man with a destination in mind. Both she and I had a cat with us. I had my black cat Matt. The woman and I got together quite well and found solace in each others company. He ended up taking us back to his residence. Where or what it is I am not sure but it was not large. I don't remember details of what happened there other then we grew and tr

The Escape
Alone in a white cell four blank walls without color, the silence is deafening I cant stop their screaming downward, we spiral completely, and totally out of controll. If I cant solve their problems then why do I beg to know I hear a voice, soft and loving, I dont know who it is, But they are calling, calling me to come home, to return to my normal estate To return to the darkness that only I have seen that I seem to grasp for once I would like to see the light, ya know the one at the end of the tunnel. But I will never get to experience that feeling, I am doomed to roam the dark streets For eternity. Doomed to a loveless, unhappy, tormentous life. No one seems to understand the pain the pain I deal with everyday. No one can grasp the concept of being alone forever No one understands just what it is like to be unloved, to be unhappy, There is only one escape from all this. The esca

Evidence
They told me you had been to her and mentioned me to him She gave me a good character but said I could not swim He sent them word I had not gone (we know it to be true): If she had pushed the matter on what would become of you I gave her one, they gave him two you gave us three or more The all returned from him to you though they were mine before If I or she should chance to be.. involved in this affair He trusts to you to set them free exactly as we were My notion was that you had been (before she had this fit) an obstacle that came between Him, ourselves and it Dont let him know she liked them best for this must ever be A secret kept from all the rest between yourself and me

Heart Prints
Heartprints Whatever our hands touch—We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture,on doorknobs, dishes, books, As we touch we leave our identity. Oh please where ever I go today, help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness and genuine concern. May my heart touch a lonely neighbor or a runaway daughter, or an anxious mother, or, perhaps, a dear friend! I shall go out today to leave heartprints, And if someone should say "I felt your touch" may that one sense be… YOUR LOVE Touching through ME. This is to all the wonderful people I have met! I offer you my hand in friendship so that when you reach out in times of need, you can be certain that I'll always be there. When it returns to you, you'll know who'll be your friends for life!!!

My Special Someone
I set here listening to it roaring thunder on this hot summer afternoon. Watching the light raindrops fall from the heavens. It feels like the tears i weep the night we shared our first kiss and hug. I shed tears not of sadness but of joy from the moment u came into my life. No matter where i go i see in the heavens above me the trees etc. Baby i could go on forever but i wont. You know how i feel about from my heart, mind and soul. It belongs to u now and the end of time and past that. God brought us together and i thank him everyday that he did. So baby i will end this like this. If loving u is a crime i will pay my dues for it. Cause I'll be guilty till end of time.

Hmmmmm.....
Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 1,2007 Oh, 'Give you a home, where the antelope roam ....' In other words, the stars are telling you to head for greener pastures and wide-open fields. It's all about exploration, expansion and manifesting your destiny. you know... day after day i read these... usually i don't put too much thought into them... but lately... they have been right on the money as to how my life has been going. some think these things are just more BS to clutter pages and take up mailbox space... but in my opinion there's more to these readings than really meets the eye. lately i've been thinking i need to start new... get out and get my life straightened out... whether that be here in medina or somewhere else... but i've been scared about doing so as well... i've lived in medina my entire life... i dont know anything else. but everywhere i turn i see signs telling me that it's the right thing for me to do. so we'll see... i'm not going to plan on doing anythi

Used To The Pain
Used to the pain Keith Urban And so I wrote this song for you I think I know just what you're going through Did you believe you'd never change Nothin ever stays the same I know it's hard holdin on Even harder trying to let it go And so you're frozen like a stone But you are not alone Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain What you hide inside I see There's a scar that's always gonna be There's a past in everyone You can't undo You can't outrun Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain Once you get used to the pain

Blue Moon
Blue Moon I hear whispered incantations. Can ya feel it in the breeze? Do ya get the same sensations, When the full moon starts to tease? Even in the light of daytime It's found tuggin' at my soul. As it screams to me of playtime And this need to to shed control. Oh I gotta get a handle, But I wanna let it fly. Wanna be a part of scandle - If I don't I'm gonna die. Baby, come a little closer - let your inhibitions free. I'm a lover - a composer and this moon is callin me. Now slide on over - saddle up And show me what ya got. Lemme look into that face I cup And lick that special spot. Cause tonight wer'e gonna let it rip Like we ain't never done. In a ragin' esoteric trip 'cause were the only ones. Oh it goes so deep and warmin' as we unleash our desires. Now we get our hands to swarmin' As we cradle passions fires. Then you wrap your very essence 'round my crazy twichin' mind. Let this Blue Moon’s luminescence feed our beings intertwin

Beauty
Zeus's Toy April 2005 MDJ Oh, my feet have grown roots into this carpet! A sudden striking of your Aphroditian beauty Befuddles and bewilders me! Here, within these halls of eating, Where all expect everything bland Upon inspection, even mundane; To find you! Such exceptionally rare and exquisite visual repasts, Calls for more self control Than any man alive may condone! Are you the gods, play toy? A being carved not from flesh Rather the unrestrained desires of immortals Incarnated to drive the normal man mad? Zeus must have called to the 7 corners of the world Requiring a full pantheon of goddesses divine attributes To pose while he chiseled alabaster marble, Painted midnight stars into your hair Laughing when he breathed life into you, A walking talking breathing incomparable statue Designed to melt the race of mens hearts! Your every step and bounce An ache to the wandering soul Of every male within eyesight; Hearing church bells ring with

Tribute To Jenny
Tribute to Jenny Richards on the Second Anniversary of her Passing > >Jenny was born on March 30, 1959, the firstborn child to Rusty and Amy Richards. Rusty was tenor and lead singer with The Sons of the Pioneers, for twenty-one years. Jenny was lulled to sleep with albums of the Sons, and she heard her daddy sing and play his guitar and she watched him write beautiful songs, and at the age of ten, she dedicated her life to music! And what a life it was! The music just poured out of her! Jenny started singing professionally when she was seventeen at the Alpine Cafe in Silverado, and several places in Laguna Beach. She had written poetry since she was ten, and she wrote songs that were truly amazing and powerful! We are using one verse of her song, " Live My Life Out Loud," on her head stone. (Which has not been set in place, as yet,) Jenny was never satisfied with her work. Her singing moved people to tears, and her writing sent chill bumps up and down your spine,

Bats
Few mammals are as shrouded in fear and superstition as bats. In western culture, bats are regarded as symbols of doom and darkness and associated with horror stories in the Dracula tradition. Common fallacies are that bats are blind, a sign of death and will entagle themselves in people's hair. Undoubtedly, some of this fear stems from an unfamiliarity with these mammals. In fact, bats are among nature's most fascinating animals. They display a number of remarkable adaptations for their unique lifestyle. Bats are flying mammals. Like all mammals, they have teeth and a body covering of fur, they give birth to live young and nurse their young with milk. However, bats are the only mammals that possess wings and the ability to fly. A bat's wing is quite different from a bird's wing, cosisting of a membrane of elastic skin stretched across the bones of the fingers and hand. The scientific name for bats, Chiroptera, is a Greek word that means "winged hand". Scientists recognize some

Hurt
I hurt, oh how I hurt Searching for answers Where do I turn? My heart filled with despair Crushed and torn apart Should I make a new start? Or should I just forget about it and not go on Theres no point in living My life is pointless; worthless What the hell did I do to deserve this? Everybody is leaving me behind I need a place to go and unwind To escape from it all I need answers I need help I need someone to save me from all hell I need love I need hope I need someone to help me cope I need direction I need understanding But most of all I need to know that Im needed

Family List
If you are on my Family List, that means I have given you access to all. If I look through and find a Private area on those remaining I think maybe I should drop you out of that list to make room for those that do share they're all.

Love
Why must you be so far away? I see you only in my dreams I need you now, here with me I need to feel your arms around me I love you so much yet your so far away Why can't you be here, with me, today? I need you know, I need your shoulder to cry on I need to feel your arms around me I will make you see That I love you, you mean the world to me I need to feel your lips upon mine And I need to feel your fingertips gently caress my cheek I need you so much, even as I speak You mean the world to me, I will make you see That I love you so, and I need you here with me.

Depression
Depression, if only it would go away It makes me wonder why I live life this way Why I go from day to day Trying to look for the light But the darkness just pulls me back Pain consumes me And I want to escape Not worth the breath of life I wonder why Im even here Life was just a mistake Just a face lost in the crowd Screaming so loud But its like no one hears I wipe away these tears But more fall Trying so hard to be strong But a silent tear is all I have to show I dont want to face this pain anymore I want to lock myself away from all the world Im so confused Sick of life Sick of the pain Sick of going through this shit from day to day Why must I live life this way? Guess Ill never know Silent tears are all I have to show

What Mix Drink R U?
What type of mixed drink are you?Long Island Ice TeaYou love to party, and sometimes get knocked on your ass. You crave adventure. You enjoy life and can't wait to see what happens next.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Krusin Klassics
tonight is the Krusin Klassics Fun Run where i live. yes, i know it's spelled wrong but that's how they named it. if anyone is wondering Krusin Klassics is, it's so named for what is going on tonight. it's a parade of classic vehicles. it's fun to watch them. one year when i went, someone had painted a school bus up in a Richard Marx colors theme (also had decals on it like a race car, like a Dale Earnhardt car)

3 Classes Of Friends
I'm from the South ,and darn proud of it . In my book there r just 3 classes of friends...see if u agree Social -those who u only see at work ,or ocassionally. True- those who u can call at 3 am ,and tell them u gotta move ,and they'll be there ,no questions ask. Best- those who u can call at 3 am ,and tell them u gotta move a body ,and they'll be there no questions ask . Now how do u rank with ur friends...and where do ur friends rank with u

Kiss
A chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskis

Need Some Bombers To Help! First Contest!
Just wonderin if I can get some help in the Sweetest Candy Contest! Click pic below and drop me some comments...I'll comment back anyone that does. Thanks guys...this is my first contest, so I wanna try to place well. :) Loves. XOXOXO

Ive Been Thinking About When You Leave
its easy to sleep next to you, and its nice to wake up and see you sleeping next to me and as creapy as it is its even nice to wake up and see you staring at me ..when your not with me i think about you cause ive had a ton of fun hanging out with you. it scares me though because i know that a year from now you want to move away.. who will i stay up all night with drinking .. and who will i make jelous when we go out cause girls check me out instead of checking you out. who will i walk down the street with and check out the same girl and say i was thinking the same thing ..im an independant person and it really scares me that i care about you and our friendship soo much...cause when its gone .. a part of me will be too .

For June 1,2007
For June 1,2007 A new twist makes this game a lot more fun than you thought it would be. Now that there are intriguing players and more complicated situations, you can throw yourself into this wholeheartedly. Enjoy!

True Facts
ABSOLUTELY TRUE FASCINATING FACTS The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odour. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place

Lookign For Ppl That Have Hello
i have this program called hello. its a free file sharing program wh includes pix and vids of all kinds. now i dont doi vids cause my osund is out on my pc. but i do girls pix. u just go to hello.com fill out the info snd downlaod. now if u already have it in lezgirl4u on hello. u can add me any time. im on from usually 9am till 9pm. somtimes the time varies when in log on. hello has unlimited pic and vid sharing there. it also can hold ur history w/ ur friends converstaions. plz join me on hello. im very bored and ill shhow u my new pix. princess

Things You Wishyou Could Say At Work!!!
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh...I see the f***-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.

This Is What Love Is Truly About....
THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she w

A Touch Never Felt...........
A TOUCH NEVER FELT HOW CAN YOU ACHE AND CRAVE FOR SOMEONE'S TOUCH? WHEN YOU HAVE NEVER FELT IT? I DO THIS FOR YOURS, THOUGH. AND THE YEARNING GROWS MORE EACH DAY. I HAVE NEVER WANTED ANYTHING IN MY LIFE AS MUCH AS I WANT YOU. WHEN YOU WHISPER SUCH SWEET LOVE, IN MY EAR WHEN WE TALK. YOU MAKE ME MELT INTO A PUDDLE OF COMPLETE HELPLESSNESS. YOU HAVE BECOME MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT AND MY DREAM EVERY NIGHT. I BREATHE IN SO HARD TRYING TO CATCH MY BREATH WEHN WE CAN'T TALK. I CLOSE MY EYES SO TIGHT HOPING WHEN I OPEN THEM, YOU WILL BE THRE. BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT. IT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY THAT I THINK I AM LOSING MY MIND. I WANT TO BREATHE IN YOUR SECENT. AND KEEP IT WITH ME ALL DAY LONG. I WANT TO TASTE YOUR LOVE FOR ME. BY KISSING YOUR SWEET LIPS. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR BODY NEXT TO ME SO WHEN YOU LEAVE FOR AWHILE, I CAN HOLD ON I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I REALLY, DO LOVE YOU. WHEN THE DAY COMES AND WE ARE TOGETHER YOU

4 Da Hata
REACH Why have a dream if your not going to seek it Why seek it if your not going to reach it Why reach for it if your not going to touch it Why touch it if your not going grab it Why grab it if your not going to pull it Why pull it if your not going to own it Our dreams are out there so we can seek them. The world is ours, so take it like you own it. I rather take a failure trying instead of not trying at all.

Vacations
It seems like everyone I know takes their vacations in the summer. Family and friends plan trips. People want me to go have a good time with them. I would love to go somewhere during the summer. The only problem is I work in road construction in Michigan. Summer is the busiest time of the year. Nobody seems to want to get away during the winter when I have just about all the free time in the world. I guess I'll plan a vacation for myself this winter.

Enslaved
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Friends.....
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it

Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenalin, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when your not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to s

Crazy Joe's Specials
Myspace Layouts Graphics TOP SITE MON THRU FRIDAY 4PM TO 8PM IS HAPPY HOUR!!! FOR HAPPY HOUR IT'S A DOLLAR OFF ALL DRINKS!!! EVERY FRIDAY HAPPY HOUR WE HAVE A FREE BUFFET SO COME ON DOWN, GET DRUNK AND EAT!!! TUESDAY NIGHTS COME ON DOWN AND SING LIKE A STAR WITH OUR KAROK AND 2.75 TWISTED TEAS ALL NIGHT LONGI!!! THURSDAY ARE THIRSTY THURSDAY SO COME QUENCH YOUR THIRST WITH $3 PITCHERS FROM 8PM TO 11PM AND SHOW US YOUR SKILLS AND SING YOUR HEART FOR KAROKI!!! FRIDAY NIGHTS YOU BE THE DJ!!! WE HAVE 25,000 SONGS TO CHOOSE FROM. ALSO BUD AND BUDLIGHTS ARE $2 ALL NIGHT LONG WITH $1 SHOTS!!! SATURDAY NIGHT COME PLAY BEER PONG AND DANCE TO THE MUSIC!!! WITH $6 PITCHERS ALL NIGHT LONG, COME POLISH OFF YOUR SKILLS WITH BEER PONG, THE ONLY GAME WHERE NO ONE'S A LOSER!!!

You Can't Tame A Wild Rose
They say you can't tame a wild rose. I say you can. A rose is nothing but beauty that is protected. Like the beautiful entity with the amazing blue eyes. She says you can't tame a wild rose. Well that wild rose can be tamed. A wild rose may have thorns, but they can be Clipped in order to smell it's beaustiful Fragrance. She says you can't tame a wild rose. I say you can. A rose is nothing but beauty that is protected. A wild rose is only wild in nature, But if you pluck it and put it in a loving home, It is no longer wild only beautiful. She says you can't tame a wild rose. I say you can! One day that wild rose with the amazing blue Eyes will be plucked from her wild state and be Tamed so everyone can see her true beauty! You can't tame a wild rose!

Awakening
There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, “ It’s not your fault, I’ve just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, I’m sorry but I need out!” She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach on this warm dark ni

Voice
by popular demand, you can hear my northern accent! A lot of people that I have met on here are from the south and want to hear my northern accent. Well it's on my profile. Go and visit it and listen to it. Send me a message, record a message, anything. Keep an eye on it cause I might add something every now and again.

Just Do It
To hate you to despise to destroy you as you rise To watch you fall From safeties reach As others stand and preach Breaking sound Falling down As you hit your bottom now Reach up high Past the skies Don't let this burn you now Watch your step Do not fall Go out fast to prove them wrong Forced to feel All the pain As your life must be maintained Do not step and close your eyes Back up now While theres still time Throw your arms up to the sky Bite your pride on its own hide Do you thing Like you do Don't let this end what's you Plant your feet Firm on the ground Stomp and scream really loud Let it out What inside To see the better side. Love for life Not for now Forever hold and be real proud Light the torch And throw the flame No ones standing in your way

People
Its amazing that I haven't went on a murderous rampage yet. Living in a trailer park is a continueous episode of fuckin Springer. People are cunts around here. These motherfuckers get all up in business that is not theirs,Then they get mad,You'd think when they get all bent out of shape they'd come punch you in the face or at lesat yell,Right? Well not here you know what they do here when their mad they were discontinued? They call child services and tell them You're all strung out. Thats wonderful huh? Well I know who called,You are on my friends list and will probably read this So what I got for you is a big ole HAHAHA Bet you didnt count on me having friends who work at child services and guess what one of them took both your calls. Be a man you walk around here like one so next time you have a fuckin issue,just hit me Don't ever fuck around with my kids.

Who Knows Me Best?!?!?
Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME...even if you don't have any idea...and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest 1. My name: 2. Summarize me in one sentence: 3. Where did we meet: 4. Take a stab at my middle name: 5. How long have you known me: 6. When is the last time that we saw each other: 7. Do I drink: 8. Do I smoke: 9. Do I do Drugs: 10. Am I happy: 11. Am I a good person: 12. What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: 13. What's one of my favorite things to do: 14. Who do I love more than my life: 15. Am I funny: 16. Have you ever made me smile..if so when & how: 17. What's my favorite type of music: 18. Have you ever seen me cry: 19. Can I sing: 20. What is the best feature about me: 21. Am I shy or outgoing: 22. Am I a rebel or do I