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Fuck Her
You short little bitch, I hate you. I hope you die, and burn in hell too. You think you're the shit, and you call me a fake. Yeah I bet you don’t want, a fuckin piece of this hate. You think your leg’s are attached at your hips. Yea fuckin right. What's up with your fuckin lips? Nobody fuckin likes you anymore, So just fuckin go away. You waste your breathe when you last spoke, Nobody gives a fuck what you have to say. You bug the shit out of me with your "I think I'm shit”. You wish someone would, lick your fuckin clit. I can't stand you bitch,, cause all this time you made me cry,. All I have to say to you is SUCK A DICK BITCH DIE! You run your fuckin mouth, behind my back. Cut the childish shit, and go suck on a big nut sack. I dont give a fuck if, you hate me. I dont want anything to do with you, Can't you see? I wouldn’t have to be a dick, but you open your fuckin mouth. I hate you so much, Every time I see you I just want to s

Exposed
Exposed ~Tony Martinez This is all new to me Please understand I'm used to the shadows Keeping to myself Letting others have the spotlight and credit My angel I lost you Cause I was swallowed away It wasn't my choice I thought I could fight through it And come out of it Before you or anyone else noticed But alas I couldn't Now I have torn my heart open Let go and let out all of the emotion I don't hide anything anymore I can't But I'm still scared Scared you will still think me unworthy Scared that nothing I do will be enough To get you away from the darkness that ensnares you But yet I still fight Exposing myself to you I love you My angel

Morning
Morning ~Tony Martinez Ah good morning my love Yes I have waited so long for this Yes my angel I'll be gentle Nice and slow Nothing rushed No pressure Baby steps remember I know the emotions are strong I know your torn Because of Darkness You are confused I promise my angel I will walk with you every step of the way Nothing too heavy today Just a kiss or two, and a gentle caress Don't worry my angel The Darkness wont see me I hide very well But you will always feel me Thank you for this Morning

My Angel Part 2
My angel part 2 ~Tony Martinez My angel I'm sorry I expected to have a tough fight I expected to have to fight Darkness I expected the pain to be hard on both of us I never expected to feel your bite too It is my fault though I caused the pain to be too great I understand now Let Darkness drink and get drunk from the cup of arrogance While we drink from the bittersweet cup of patience We will grow stronger While Darkness becomes comfy and forgetful We will find our flow Our rhythm My angel I love you

Darkness
Darkness ~Tony Martinez Darkness I can smell you Your stench makes me retch You can fool others But your grotesque appearance Sickens me But I remember my angel I have to save my angel That means being enveloped In the nasty muck that is you Each day you whisper poison to my angel And everyone else But I see and know you for what you really are I'll save my angel I'll never give up I'll always fight you Darkness

It's Real
It's real ~Tony Martinez My angel, I come to you now It seems as if our fight Has caught the attention Of the darkness That keeps us apart Do not fear For I am with you always I know the pain is great The fire burns But we are strong Stronger than anything That darkness can place before us Don’t let go of my hand Find refuge in my arms When it gets rough Let there be no doubt The fight now It's real.

My Angel
My angel ~Tony Martinez My angel I've found you But alas dark forces keep us apart The strength of our love brings us together If only for a few moments Oh my angel Yes I know The pain is so great. Yes I feel it too. Not to worry I grow stronger Each and everyday Find rest and strength in my arms As I find strength and rest in your heavenly wings 1 day my precious angel I will break us free From the darkness that took you from me I fight for you I fight for us Each day the darkness grows weaker Each day the light within us brightens I love you My angel

Read, And Understand Me
I hate the one's who pro-claim to be... Category: Writing and Poetry It is very simple if you read my blog's then you can see a man that is not only hurt in life by the one that wanted to say the word's " I love you" but the one's that say I will be on your side forever and ever. I am a simple man just like any other's in this world that has one need, and that is to be loved to the highest of the mountain that goes into the space where there is no air to breathe. All I want is to be understood and, for woman it is hard for them to understand us men but the best thing a woman can do is " TRY" and then you will get soemwhere. But over all to those that can see where I am coming from I thank you very much and my love will still grow to those that don't like what I say. Written By Slim Shady The Poet

Normal To Me
someone i know recently lost her baby too, and had this posted on her blog. i've changed some and also added some of my own. Normal is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone important is missing from all the important events in your family's life. Normal for me is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for Birthdays, Christmas, Thanksgiving, New Years, Valentine's Day, July 4th and Easter. Normal is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable with a funeral than a wedding or birthday party...yet feeling a stab of pain in your heart when you smell the flowers and see the casket. Normal is feeling like you can't sit another minute without getting up and screaming, because you just don't like to sit through anything. Normal is not sleeping very well because a thousand what if's & why didn't I's go through your head constantly. Normal is reliving that day continuously through your eyes and mind, holding your head to make i

What Remains
What remains ~Tony Martinez I fell into darkness A darkness so deep it sought to consume me Never to return You couldn't find me I couldn't find you The light within me Allowed me to fight my way out But you are no where to be found I hear the voice of darkness In the back of my mind Laughing a deep triumphant laugh I lost the 1 precious angel I needed most in my life Now begins the lifelong battle To get what I lost back But for now All that remains Is the memory Of us.

I Need You
I need you my love Without you I can not live I need you my love Without you my heart is incomplete I need you my love Without you my love is meaningless I need you my love Without you my eyes will not closed for sleep I need you my love Without you my words are speechless I need you my love Without you I am lost in this world I need you my love Without you I will lose my eternity I need you my love Without you I am weak I need you my love Without you I am nothing I need you my love and never let me experience without you my love.

"my Promise"
I promise to love you all the days of my life. Promise you'll do the same until the day we die. And if the angels call my number before yours, My soul will be waiting in heaven for yours. When we finally meet, we will live in happiness eternally. But, until that day comes promise to be mine. Promise to over come any obstacle necessary to keep us together. 'Cause I'll do the same. "Even when I have no strength to keep going, 'Cause for you I'll do anything, that has to be done. Remember you always will be: number one in my life, in my mind, and best of all, in my heart and all the space it provides. I love you and that is why I will not allow anything or any one brake us apart" Even if the world comes to an end, and there were no flowers to smell, or a sunset to see, we will always be! Written By Slim Shady The Poet

Fighting
Fighting ~Tony Martinez Can't give up It's an uphill climb You constantly fighting against me My heart aches but I can't show the pain Keep going don't stop I tell myself Over and over In the early mornings Or the late nights When all is quiet and still I can still touch your heart I help you remember What it's like For the rest of the day I have to fight Claw, scratch, for every inch So much pain I cry in the dark corners Fighting for you For those moments In the early morning & late nights To touch your heart To make you happy Fighting to make those moments Last longer and longer Til they last forever I love you I know you say as I smile and continue fighting.

This Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Dont Give Me Sorry
Sorry Sorry is for the weak Whose stories never stick When trying hard to make you look like a freak And leaving you with wet wounds to lick Sorry is for those Who are always in a hurry? They say "I will make amends don't worry" The never stop once to think once about the consequences of their actions For a minute, a second or even a fraction Sorry is like a mild tide That sets out 20 feet high You look at it from a far And say Oh my Oh why me why me just why Sorry Is for those who don't care They will always get away with it I fear They never stick to a plan Trying out all their options from a can Choosing which ever one suits them the most Sorry It's like the minute that is just about to pass Trying so hard to make it last before it is past Into an impeccable continuity Expecting from it some sort of loyalty But it ignores you audaciously As it moves on so fast Sorry is for you It makes you feel better about yourse

*special Mom's*
""** Special Mom's ** ? Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ? ? I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ? I never thought about immunizations. ? ? Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ? ? Pooped on. ? ? Chewed on. ? ? Peed on. ? ? I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ? ? I slept all night. ? ? Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ? ? Or give shots. ? ? I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ? ? I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ? ? I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ? ? Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ? ? I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ? ? I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ? ? I never knew that I could love someone so much. ? ? I never knew I w

"they Look At Me Different"
So lost deep inside, is all that makes me. My true fucking identity, Is hard to see. To my friends and family; think, think, I'm a different me. What, I have a secret identity, Wonder if you'll ever see. My thoughts and actions, Are all that makes me, But some things I may do, May not describe me. Na fuck this Look inside me, if you ever feel, like it, and see that I'm no-one but me, Never hiding my identity. Don't say I am hypocrite, because I never showed you, what the fuck You thought their were two of me. Now motherfucker please, Look at me, Try to see the real me. I'm no-one but, the real fucking me. Written By Slim Shady The Poet

Memorial Day
i want to take the time to salute and thank every soldier no matter any of the armed forces they serve or have served god bless them and tell them thank for a job well done!! i want to take the time to remeber the ones that are gone but not forgotten!!! god bless u and have a safe memorial day my heroes!!

To All The Women Out There!
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible

Urinalisis...
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer at the drugstore at the corner. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...a hell of a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to the drugstore. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his d

The Beauty Of A Woman...
As she first wakes up of the morning, the sunlight beams through the window. A cool breeze flows through and drafts the white curtains off the hard wood floors. She raises up from her covers, her hair curls to the back of her neck and down her back. I am looking at her, not with lust filled eyes, but rather seeing this woman for the inner beauty she emits. She lifts herself out of bed, wearing a white satin gown. It's a perfect fit from her shoulders to her shins. She walks to the window and holds the curtains in both hands. The wind blows past her, waving her hair in it's clutches. I let out a sigh, something so small she couldn't hear a thing. Her eyes are closed, allowing herself to soak in the sunrise. She turns to me and smiles. I am paralized by her. She lets the curtains slide out of her hand and walks toward me. She places on knee in the bed in the place she just raised up from and slides back in with me. Her arm goes around me and she continues to smile. What ma

Facts Of Loving Someone
what every kiss means" Body: what every kiss means Body: ?Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ?Kiss on the Forehead = "i hope we're together forever" ?Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ?Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ?Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ?Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ?Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ?Kiss on the Lips = I love you" **************************************************** ?What the gesture means? ?Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" ?Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ?Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ?Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" ?Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ?Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" ?Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" **************************************************** ?Advice? Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ****

Sex Today, Sex Tomorrow
Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, cause there is no sex Tomorrow I vex cause there is sex Amazing that sex excites me one moment Yet the next day I momentarily regretfully repent When I experimented with Moments of sex Today I cannot get enough of sex Today I itch for sex like a bitch Today I yearn for sex and ask when, when, when? Today I dream of sex and juicy sex streams Today I want sex & hunt for my first & last ex Hit me with a sixty-nine That will do me just fine Hit with an orgy of sexual erotic ness Scream out a forgery of moanful gladness Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, Because of sex Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex with my ex Because there is no sex Today I think sex with a flirty wink I think of sex and its erotic stinks I think of sex and the color pink I think of sex and how it all links In a city of sexuality, creativity and longevity Today I embrace sex Like all races I embrace sex Go back to history and trace When sex

Decisions
I just recently moved back to my home town. I hate it here I don't know why I came back, but I am moving back to Billings MT. in 3 weeks. I just want to be closer to my son. I am thinking about joining the army when I get back, but I don't really want to get stuck in Iraq if I can help it. I want to be able make something of my life but it is hard to do in this state. I want to help my country but I do not agree with this Iraqi war. I don't really know what to do.

44 Things A Woman Would Die For
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved

It All Falls To Hell
my life at this moment is seriously pissing me off i am living with my mom who may ave to get locked up 4 a year my grandfather is makeing me live with him and has just kicked my bf out i wanted to leave with my bf but couldnt... i have the responsabilty of two horses on my hands but its all good when my mom is out and its all back to normal my bf will come back to va so its just a matter of waiting and surviving through all the bull shit we all have to put up with

I Loved You
I loved you Yet I dont see you I needed you Yet I couldnt hold you I called for you Yet I couldnt hear you I cry for you Yet you're not there to wipe my tears away What should I do? Yet you couldnt tell me Should I hold on? Yet you're slipping through my fingers Should I wait for you? Yet you're already gone Can we be closer? Yet you're so far away Am I gonna have a life with you? Yet Im living the life alone Am I gonna to lay with you? Yet Im laying with my pillows Am I gonna look for you? Yet you're not there for me to find Are you meant to be mine? Yet you may be meant to be someone else's Are you thinking of me? Yet my ears hasn't ring to let me know Are you In love with me? Yet there's nothing there to know Are we 1? Yet we are 2 Are we meant to be together? Yet we are drifting apart I hate you Yet I couldnt I dont need you Yet I long for you I dont want you here Yet I look back for you Let go of me Yet just hold me close Im gonna find ano

Garg
I killed-d my laptop... We're talking sparks and all... And the worst part is all I did was plug it in! So... who knows when I will be on... if you have my cell number call me... I MISS people... I miss human interaction with people of intelligence *(see friends)* and people over the age of 10! (LOL... mom goes a little stir crazy when the only one I get to see is my kid... love her and all... but I need more conversation than what she knows about at this age)

Wtf!!!
I have had three accounts in the past month cause someone forgot to take there meds in the morning and rate a pic like a face shot as NSFW and report it and it has happen again. I got one yesterday for a chest shot of me in a T-shirt and now i got two one a face shot and the other my arm so now i guess my account will be deleted again and if so well i never will return this time. And i don't understand for the life of me why the boneheads at Cherrytap central are not checking out what is being reported and they are not doing so and this could happen to any user on here if you pissed someone off or just don't like you. And i know also it wasn't nobody on my friend list cause i rated 10's and commented on a new user and they visited mine and i get reported for NSFW and that was the thanks i got. So if i am deleted again i want all my real close friends on my list that i really do appreciate all of you. I even marked this NSFW just in case!! Thanks, Jerry

Nipples
Her nipples stand at attention Waiting anxiously for my tongue inspection I make a move waiting for their objection But there they stand in full erection Round and in alarming perfection Crying out softly in my direction Waiting for me Calling my name, (Slim Shady) Stating they are free Asking me to be Over and over again As if participating in some type of teasing game Underestimating the hype of their increasing fame my tongue starts to fiddle With them in circles Fiddle, fiddle and fiddle As they stare back in my face and giggle Fiddle, fiddle and fiddle my tongue starts to fiddle Suck them very gently Suck them relentlessly Suck them for a time, which is lengthy And then her body starts to wriggle She is witnessing the titillating tingles Whispering out loud that she's very single A moan escapes her mouth Now she knows What my magic tongue is about I hold her breasts in my hand And strokes them like my precious gem

Good Example Of An E-mail Scam
Dear Friend, Good day. I apologize for sending you this sensitive information via e-mail instead of a Certified mail/Post-mail. This is due to the urgency and importance of the information. My name is Richard Nwabueze; I work with Standard Trust Bank Plc as an Accountant. There is an account that has remained dormant for some years now with our bank valued the sum of US$9,850,000.00 (Nine Million, Eight Hundred and fifty Thousand United States Dollars) which I am the account manager. The account holder died on the 25th of July 2000 with his wife and their only two Children in an automobile accident. I am writing you, so that we can work together to remit the money to you as the next of kin since you have the same last name with him before they get declared unserviceable by the Bank where this huge Deposit was lodged. This money belongs to a foreigner and has to be claim by a foreigner; no one will ever come forward to claim it. Our Bank h

Daily Horoscope May 27
"Facing the truth isn't easy, but it saves so much energy -- energy you could be using much more profitably. So put aside those rose-colored glasses for now. You need to take a good, long look at what's really going on." I would say I have a pretty good handle on what's really goin on as far as all the stuff in my life is concerned right now, and hardly any of it is fuckin rosy. What exactly am I supposed to be spendin my energy on, anyway?

Where To Turn...
Sitting here all alone. Not a friend insight, till I look up and see the words of someone so polite. Friendly "Hello"'s and and comforting "Hi"'s. My story isn't so different that anyone else's. You've heard it a milllion times. Although, a nice understand person and a listening ear helps to sooth all that is wrong. I know life here isn't a bed or roses, but I believe there is some happiness in this life..even if it's not for eternity. Many people come and go in my life, some for work, other's for pleasure. My only wish in life is that someone will come along that I can really REALLY love. Someone that can make me complete on the inside. I thought I wanted something just for the outer me, but I've come to realize, I'm just not happy on the in. To have someone in my life that really makes me "me".

Kyle Petty's Big Finish
Well after several years of not finishing well it's about time Kyle Petty finished 3rd in yesterdays race. The great finish that he had yesterday has moved him up 5 spots in the standings. What a way to go out if he keeps it up. Kyle has plans on this being his final year of racing. He intend on commentating and concentrating more on the charity work that he does.

Alone Still
LOVE IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER FIND. LOVE HAS CAUSED ME TOO MUCH PAIN IN THE PAST SO I HAVE STOPPED LOOKING FOR IT. ALL THE GIRLS I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH DIDNT RETURN THE LOVE THAT I THOUGHT THEY FELT FOR ME SO AS I TYPE THIS I WONDER WILL I EVER BE LOVED AT ALL I GUESS WHAT THEY SAY ALL THE NICE GUYS DO FINSH DEAD LAST!

Inside Your Heart
When I shall have to leave this life, And you are left behind. I will never be that far away, I'm still inside your mind. Look not just in the sunny days But also in the rain. Think of love and laughter And I'll be back again. My darling this is not goodbye, Don't weep that we're apart. To find that I'm still loving you, Just look inside your heart.

This Past Weekend
this past weekend was really great, me an my ol'man an the kids all went out of town to P.A. for the weekend and we had a really good time. It has probably been about three years since i had been anywhere out of W.V.. It took everything we had and now we are completely broke but it was really worth it to break the routine of work and home all the time. We really do need to learn how to enjoy ourselves a little more often, I thank him for taken the time to show me how to relax even if it was just for a few days. Anyways i guess it's back to the same ol same ol for now, anyways gotta get this paper done for my daughter so gonna have to get my nose back to the grindstone.

Lips Of An Angel
This song here is a song that makes me think of someone very dear to me. We havent always gotten along but we have had many good times. And Im sure there will be many more to come. Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your v

To Be Loved
I do not want to own, I just want to love. I do not want to control, I just want to love. I do not want to hurt, I just want to love. I do not want to decieve, I just want to love. I do not want to play games, I just want to love. I do not want to possess, I just want to love. I do not want to miss you, I just want to be loved. ~Antonia~

~~the Entrepreneur Spirt Is Not Dead~~
Cops: Ice Cream Truck Sold 'Pot-Sicles' MISSION, Texas (AP) -- Police say the jingle of this ice cream truck meant pot-sickles. Police say elementary school students tipped them off to an ice cream truck driver who was apparently selling $5 and $10 bags of marijuana from the truck. Most customers were in the third, fourth, and fifth grades. "It's a scary thought, but that's the info we received," Mission police Chief Leo Longoria said. Raymundo Flores, a 40-year-old illegal immigrant from Mexico, was arrested Thursday on charges of possession of marijuana. He was transported to Hidalgo County jail after a judge set bond at $30,000. His case will likely be turned over to federal immigration officials, Assistant Police Chief Robert Dominguez said. While police didn't witness any sales, a drug sniffing dog did help them find packets of marijuana alongside the more traditional frozen treats. News video showed the driver may have been doing some subtle advertising. While the

Locked Up
this song here is for one of my best friends. he got locked up the year this song came out so he says its his song. Im steady tryna find a motive, Why do what I do?, Freedom aint gettin no closer, No matter how far I go, My car is stolen, no registration, Cops patrolin, and now they done stop me, And I get locked up, [Chorus] They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (I'm locked up) They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they won't let me out [Akon] Headin up town to re-up, Back with a couple keys, Corner blocks on fire, Under covers dressed as feens, Makin so much money, Products movin' fast, Put away the stash, And as I sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up [CHORUS] They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (my nigga I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (I got locked up) They won't let me o

Cruelty Of My Heart
Out of the broken sky you tumbled into the solitude of my mouth and imprisoning hands. I have chained you to my darkest need. Now, you are bound to me by pain and blood, bound to me by cruelty and tears. I have savaged your wings, and burnt the shine from your eyes. Now I bind you into slavery, shackle you into servitude. Now I am your breath and the sound of your beating heart. You are the whimpering and the tears, as I open the moist darkness that is you, forcing you to descend into my deepest need, using you to feed my blackest craving, and still your pleading mouth opens for more. You lie cuffed and chained, your body bleeding its submission, I opened your tattered soul with my rending hands. Your agony is my ecstasy, as you surrender to the cruel limits of my heart. Your vacant eyes plead for the wounds and scars that my mouth will leave, your swelling eyes plead for the loving damage I will tattoo on your breasts. Your fallen body, bruised

Dear God
Subject: GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2007), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows, and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I k nocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request granted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons

~~america's Answer To Freakin' Saudi Oil~~
Plant to run on turkey power Published: Sunday, May 27, 2007 By Steve Karnowski The Associated Press BENSON, Minn. -- The gray, sandy mix of turkey droppings and other bits and pieces flowing through Greg Langmo's fingers back onto the floor of his barn isn't just funky dirt, it's fuel. With 16,000 hens gobbling around him, Langmo is standing on a 15-inch layer of turkey litter -- some 750 tons of the stuff -- that represents a new source of energy. It will help fuel a $200 million power plant due to begin full-scale production next month. The 55-megawatt Fibrominn LLC plant will be the first poultry litter-fired power plant in the United States, tapping a novel source of renewable energy to produce enough power for 50,000 homes. Its developers are planning similar plants in other major poultry states. Poultry litter -- a combination of droppings, wood chips, seed hulls, shed feathers and spilled feed -- has long been spread on fields as a fertilizer. That's cheap a

Ache For You
My body aches for you and yearns for your touch You are my burning desire My inspiration whom I love so much Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet With my mouth my tongue to seek Lost in your eyes I am losing control Its your body I want to know You set my heart on fire, because you are my disire Sensations overflow Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet Tracing my skin with your tongue to seek You make me so wet as I am controlled by you Raising my hips to greet your flow Entering my body so smooth yet so slow I am in ecstasy, just to have you next to me Quivering and shaking with the love that we make, I am breathless and Its makes me so weak I breath for you, and you for me Look into my eyes search your soul and I will always be.

Chapter 2: Oh, Ken!
A friend who worked at a daycare told me about a little girl who would pleasure herself with crayons. I never inquired about the details—I’ve no idea if she tried to make her pink a little pinker or if she just made a holy mess out of her pants (“Suzie! I told you not to fuck the BLACK crayons!)—but the story fascinated me. I cannot recall any erotic encounters with Magenta or Burnt Sienna, but I do recall my Barbie dolls being a bit frisky. My Barbie collection was scant—it consisted of identical twin Barbies, identical twin Skippers, and a lone Ken doll. Because of the gender imbalance in my toy collection and the impression that none of the women wanted to date stuffed animals, Ken had an active sex life. The Barbies and the Skippers would go on dates with him individually or sometimes as a fivesome, where the women had to share him. At the end of the date, the women would seductively slip off their plastic stiletto heels and tight jean jackets. Ken would stroke his helme

A White Rose
As a fallen love cleansed from lust, Falls upon the lovely pond, The bright blue moon shining upon her lips, Letting her shine with purity. Every tear drop by love, This rose remembers and takes in the pain, And brings out the pure love, From the soul, Into the open hearts of the green orchid. As an Aryan and a Goddess watching over, The angel who has set herself on life.

Im In A Sexy Eyes Contest
good morning my awsome friends,i hope you have a great day and remeber to smile click on this pic come rate and comment my picture,need all the comments and rates i can love you all your awsome

A Wish For You
Making you smile can be easy... Making you feel good about yourself takes more time. I wish for you a time a space a world where warm and soft is the norm. Where the clouds float easy through blue skies and the wind is soft and gentle. A place where all you have to be... is you. Let me know when you are ready to go.

A.a.a.d.d.
Recently, I was diagnosed with A. A. A. D. D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it develops: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mailbox earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox, when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left.My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm g

Bermuda Triangle - Myths & Facts
Myth 1. “A check of Lloyd’s of London’s accident records by the editor of Fate in 1975 showed that the triangle was a no more dangerous part of the ocean than any other. U.S. Coast Guard records confirmed this and since that time no good arguments have ever been made to refute those statistics. So the Bermuda Triangle mystery disappeared, in the same way many of its supposed victims had vanished.” Fact 1 This is completely false. Lloyd’s does not insure the smaller stuff, so all yachts go unreported and uncataloged in statistics. Lloyd’s seldom insures the smaller charter and private aircraft, so likewise for them. Lloyd’s is not the ultimate source. It is not a marine investigation bureau. It reports on sailing news relevant to insurance. US Coast Guard SAR (Search and Rescue) statistics for all districts are published yearly in a thick voluminous report. This details the statistics for calls of assistance, causes of accidents, weather, deaths, conditions, whatever. Ho

Priceless
A man was being tailgated by a stressed out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious and honked her horn, screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection, dropping her cell phone and makeup. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed, and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You see, I pulled up

A Bad Day
Havin A bad day!!!!!! I woke this morning got up and these's no coffee or milk (good start) I get dressed go out to get my car and find that someone has tryed to break into my garage (dam) lots of damage to the door but car and motorcross bikes are ok. Go to shop to get coffee and fill car up with petrol and forgot to take cash with me (Doh)..Rest of morning passes off ok.. Then later go to take part in motorcross race, first race passes off with out any mager problems and make it to the final....In the final race starts and I whipe-out on first corner (arrgh) pick bike up (wrong move) get back into race only for to crash and burn on lap to breaking my leg (that sucks) taken to hospital put in plaster (again) then have to get someone to go pickup my bike and car from the track only to find out that someone has broken into my car and stolen my camra (F**K)so end a perfect day NOT....Hope everone has had a good day

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The History Of Memorial Day
The History of Memorial Day Memorial Day was originally known as Decoration Day because it was a time set aside to honor the nation's Civil War dead by decorating their graves. It was first widely observed on May 30, 1868, to commemorate the sacrifices of Civil War soldiers, by proclamation of General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic, an organization of former sailors and soldiers. On May 5, 1868, Logan declared in General Order No. 11 that: The 30th of May, 1868, is designated for the purpose of strewing with flowers, or otherwise decorating the graves of comrades who died in defense of their country during the late rebellion, and whose bodies now lie in almost every city, village, and hamlet churchyard in the land. In this observance no form of ceremony is prescribed, but posts and comrades will in their own way arrange such fitting services and testimonials of respect as circumstances may permit. During the first celebration of Decoration Day, General James

Work
Well it would seem that some things do change for the better as I was recruited of monster.com for an interview at a fitness center. I didnt put much into it untill I got there and things definantly changed in my point of view. All said and done I got my own office, manage my own portfolio and hot damn get unlimited access to the athletic facility. The personal trainers are cool shit and my co-worker in advertising is pretty cool. So I gotta start getting some more knowledge of nutrition and fitness under my belt while I am there. So hit me up more often because I got Wi-Fi access in my office :) Later, :: OTT

Not Quite "nana"
there are always eight aren’t there? but this one isn’t it. for now we’ll stick with seven because i’ve always enjoyed seven. even with the fear. it’s probably the worst one i’ve obtained over the years. nothings quite right in them, and nothings quite right in me. it should bring us closer together, shouldn’t it? it doesn’t and it never will. like you and i… we’ll never quite fit and we’ll never quite be, but we’ll be something. something great, even with the bruises and broken hearts. an end all. “this one’s bad.” i know it is. i can feel it deep inside, but that doesn’t mean it’s less true darling. today i need a peck on the cheek and a smack on the ass to get moving. let’s get motivated. freeze time and disappear. i swear the lightning bolt will only make me able to teleport. i heard… him… tell me so. he whispered it to me this morning during a nap. which doesn’t really make any sense because i was thinking of it last nigh

May 25-28~my Weekend/monday
Friday~went to the track Saturday~went to the track sunday~was at my grandparents house until like 1 in the morning sitting around playing games out side n inside n drink. Monday~couldnt really sleep cuz i got my gurl thing so im not feeling so good right now.n now im home from a long ass weekend n really fucking tired ass weekend too. thats my weekend/monday have a great day much love britt

Wiccan Pentacle Will Finally Mark Fallen Soldiers' Graves.
MADISON, Wisconsin (AP) -- Since Korean War veteran Jerome Birnbaum died in 2005, his grave in a pagan cemetery had been marked with only a pile of stones and U.S. flags. On Memorial Day, Birnbaum's grave and those of other military veterans will be dedicated with government-issued markers etched with a symbol of their religion -- the Wiccan pentacle. Wiccans sued the government last year, arguing that it was unduly stalling a decision on whether to add the pentacle to the list of acceptable symbols for veterans' graves. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans added the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief." (See a timeline of the history of Memorial Day) "I like to see our success literally etched in stone, because it will be," said Birnbaum's wife, Karen DePolito. She said winning the fight is vindication for all Wiccans. Half of her husband's ashes were scattered outside their house in Utah, while the rest were interred

Life Through A Windshield....
Well here we go again, Off down the great highways of America. @ days off are just not enough. Anyway, If ya see me out there on the road, honk and wave. And to you ladies, I still have active membership in the "Show me your Hooters" club. So DON'T BE BASHFUL!!!!! Love to All..... Be back Soon

Whys Of The World....
Whys of the World... Soft breeze drifts down Birds chirping a soft calming sound Thoughts fill my mind So many changes in the last 7 months I was once a wife Now someone else has taken that role Single and alone Searching to find myself Answers in my morning toast Wheat or white Butter or Jam Why not both These are the biggest decisions I am capable of making Anything bigger Clueless Don’t ask me important things Don’t make me think too much Some days It is hard to even say my name Puddle of water Become my crystal ball Foretell my future Explain to us all Tell me what I need to know To remain a part of the daily show Unwind this ball of mistakes Guide me to a peaceful place Where I can be me No longer the past in my way Nothing but a brighter day Sunlight cast the reflection Show me the correct direction Paint the road less traveled Glow in brilliance to catch my eye So no longer will I have to ask The dreaded question of … Why Why must thing

Bitchin'
Yep, gonna complain a little bit. Not that it will do any good. But hell I have nothing better to do today. It's fucking hot outside, muggy and just a nasty, hazy day. I love that it's not cold anymore, but this humidity is awful. I have had a lousy weekend and I'm not real happy about it. The only good things were that I took my boys to the park and got my hair done. But now I'm going to complain about that too. I love my pink highlights, but they are starting to fade already!! That sucks because I paid quite a bit for the color. Oh well, guess I will just have to do it again in about a week or so. I'm bored outta my head. Not a damn thing is on TV worth watching and I've run out of things to do online. Oh yeah this Memorial Day sucks. Anywho, I just felt like typing I guess and this is what came of it. Ta-ta for now people.

What Do You Do?
When the world seems to be going 100mph faster than you. Things go for everyone else but you? What do you do when you have friends who are they only when they need something for themselves? But when it comes to you they are non-exsistant? What do you do when they ask the world of you but when it comes time to return a small favor they arent to be found or they just are too busy?? When you are there to listen to them but when it comes to you youre a big joke. You wanna know what happens? You end up not trusting. And thing is Im not a trusting person to begin with. And I have lost it all. Things have been boiling up for awhile so when I vent and lash out its from everything I havent said. The things I have said are nothing compared to what needs to be said. Anyways HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY EVERYONE! Get drunk and party. Everyone knows I will be smashed by the end of the night.

Survey
***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Little Angels
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above. We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold, So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye." So when a little child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children. Angels are hard to find.

Be Real People
you know when I got on here all I read from people was how real they were BULLSHIT ALL i'M SEEING ARE PEOPLE WHO JUST WANT THE POINTS AND DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO CARRY ON A CONVERSATION WITHOUT RATE ME FAN ME IT'S ALL THEY WANT WERE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE STOP FRONTIN AND BE WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE THATS ALL i ASK AND IF YOU CAN'T OR WON'T THEN fUCK OFF.qUOTE THE RAVEN NEVER MORE

Videos
you people should check out the videos in my stash. there will be more to come as well. but then you need to look them up on youtube.com and watch them there too. and if you go on myspace...look them up there too under 'bad and ugly pictures'. thanks. we could use the support. so pass it on.

Just Confused.
Well here we r.Not sure what im supposed to do.So please bare with me.lol.Im kinda upset and happy at the same time.See one of my girls who is 18 is going to have a baby.Im really to young to be a grandma.Anywho she has a bf that i dont care for to much.He wont work and he runs her all over the place.He wont let her rest.Well last weekend all 3 of my girls went to spend a week at the lake with my dad.Well the whole time she was there he was calling her and showing his ass bc she was not there to take him everywhere.So it caused a big stink she got mad and called someone to come and get her so she could take him where ever.I have not talked to her sence.So im not sure what this means????Does she not wont to have anything to do with us??????Im so confussed.

Thans To My Fallen Brothers
Day is done, gone the sun, From the hills, from the lake, From the sky. All is well, safely rest, God is nigh. Go to sleep, peaceful sleep, May the soldier or sailor, God keep. On the land or the deep, Safe in sleep. Love, good night, Must thou go, When the day, And the night Need thee so? All is well. Speedeth all To their rest. Fades the light; And afar Goeth day, And the stars Shineth bright, Fare thee well; Day has gone, Night is on. Thanks and praise, For our days, 'Neath the sun, Neath the stars, 'Neath the sky, As we go, This we know, God is nigh.

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL DAY As I recall, this is the day when we pay tribute to those who gave their lives in service to this country. This is the day when the Old Guard unit at Ft. Myer puts a flag on every grave in Arlington National Cemetery (ANC). It's been a while since I was on that detail. The Cemetery is a nice place to visit. Thirteen miles of roadway, Tomb of the Unknown Soldier, JFK's grave with the eternal flame. I was a member of the Presidential Saluting Battery back in the early seventies. Many of the cannon salutes I was assigned were in ANC - funerals for high ranking military officers. On this particular day, we had a fifteen-gun salute in the Cemetery. Three guns on a hill top, three second intervals. Below us, two hundred meters to the front, an older couple stood in front of a headstone. The order was spoken, "Ready on one. Fire!" The woman screamed, "Stop!" "Ready on two. Fire!" "Stop it! Stop it!" "Ready on three..." She fell to her knees with her

Memorial Day
HEY EVERYONE, I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MOMENT TO STOP AND APPRECIATE WHAT THIS DAY REALLY STANDS FOR AND I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OUR TROOPS OUT THEIR AND TO ALL THAT HAS PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO GIVE US OUR FREEDOM.. I SALUTE YOU ALL.. THIS DAY IS FOR YOU !!!!

I Know, I Promised, Lol!
I promised I would do a blog this weekend and I better do it, lol! It's been a very quiet weekend, more or less. I've been online more than I've been off! For those who are still unaware, Lady Victoria and Eugene, two of my dear friends, are getting married on June 4th. I am so very pleased and overjoyed for them - they are good people, lol! May the Goddess bless you both and may you have much joy on your Journey, especially as you now Journey together! Nothing like having a companion on the way, lol! I love you both very much!! Enough of my gushing! Guess I'll mark this as NSFW, just to be safe, lmao! My life has been rather strange for awhile now, as some of your know. I've asked alot of "whys" and was not getting any answers, lol. I've tried to be patient, not my strong suit! Well, I got an answer as to why, at this stage of my life, the Goddess has blessed me with an overabundance of sexual energy! It is a mixed blessing, to be sure, and can be a royal pain in the ass, lm

New Erotics Poems
Erotics By Paul Curtis Grecian Yearns It was on a beach on a Grecian island We met on a warm and balmy night First we walked together hand in hand Then soon indulged in carnal delight I was quickly inside her clothes She tore at my shorts with eager hands I pull her knickers off over her feet Then we were both naked in the sands I squeezed and sucked at her breasts As I rummage through her thicket She chewed and tongued at my ear As her fingers played along my wicket I peeked between her private curtains Drawing them then began to sup Her body writhed and moaned As I drank deeply from her velvet cup She positioned her head beside my root As I brought her to a rhythmic climax She played on my organ like a flute And I took my turn at oral ecstasy Having concluded our oral conversation Panting and sweating in the darkness We began in earnest our fornication We writhed and moaned and grunted While I gave her a good rut and tup And we drank and smoked in th

The Military Spouse
THE MILITARY SPOUSE There he stands in camouflage....yet he cannot hide from you. You can pick him out in a crowd, and can eye his stride among a formation. There he goes, away from you again, off to do his part and be his best, leaving you in his wake - never "behind" yet always longing for his return. There you are, amidst boxes and paper and confusion, creating a home, designing a household, transforming a building into a loving, nurturing, comfortable environment. Memories will be made here. Events will be celebrated. Children will be born, graduate, grow, change. Your family will evolve. Your love will increase. Your marriage will improve. And you will then be asked to leave it all...again. There are those who do not understand... Who cannot comprehend, what it takes to fulfill your role, to fill your shoes, to be all that you need to be. They marvel at times. Criticize at others. Seldom appreciate. Cannot imagine. There are those moments, when you are

Expiration Date?
So, I have to be out of my house by this Friday. And I guess i'm going to go live with Julia, even though we fight constantly. It isn't as bad now because I don't hang out with her ex bf/boy toy. I mean, me and her mother get along great, and it's the same with her brother. He calls me his sister because we're always together. It's just that me and Julia always used to talk about living together, and when I lived with her before, it was basically a nightmare. And i'm just afraid something's going to go wrong. I just have to stay there until I go to JobCorp. And then i'm free. I'm just ready to get the fuck out of Michigan. There is NOTHING here. Especially when you live in a town that's only a mile in diameter. I mean c'mon. Wtf are you going to do with a Mile? Drive around and waste gas? No way. Unless you have a nice ass system in your car then FUCK YES. Anyways, that was so off subject. Most of my shit is already packed from the last time I got kicked out. So I guess i'm ready. Woo

Just Wondering
So not to offend any body here on cherry tap I am relatively new here still but I am not getting alot of contact with the people that have added me and fanned me or rated me so Im just wondering whats up. I think everyone I have met on here is totally cool and I would like to get to know some people better so Im asking everyone to show me where all the fun is at on ct lets party right

It’s The Veteran
It’s The Veteran Backbone of liberty; fighting to keep us free, Sacrifice homeland safety; battles fought abroad. First Veterans; founding fathers, Gave to us our freedom’s liberty. ‘Twas not the preacher, campus organizer, Who fought for religions free . . . free assembly. Veterans fought for your assembly, worship free. It was not the lawyer, politician, Who gave your right to vote . . . trials fair. Veterans fought for your voice, equal treatment. Nor was it the poet, reporter, That fought for free press . . . free speech. Veterans fight for unbiased news, talk. . . fear free. Saluting the flag under which he serves, Veteran’s foundation sacrifice. Freedom mortared by brave blood spilt . . . Maintains our liberty rights.

21 Rifled Respect
21 Rifled Respect Superstition once to scare the devil Began upon past war’s battlefield. Volleys to signal death rites given, Then the living back to battle. Tradition dictates the ceremony, Three sets of seven round honors. Coincidence honors our fallen heroes, 1776, Independence; digits adds to 21. Those now past who served so well, Three volleys, respect given, life goes on. Honors without cannons but rifles rowed, 21 soldiers with arms raised, poised. Unsung, undefined tradition’s purpose, Honors given . . . the 21 Rifled Respect. Fire ! . . Fire ! . . Fire !

Madness
Gently the blade, caressed her skin. Sliding across, Sinking in. Red blood flows, slowly down her breast, dripping silently, pooling on the floor. Tenderly I continue to explore. Softly as a lover, violent as a whore. More blood flows, across her pale white skin. It's shifting patterns Justifies my sin. Her lovely body, her beautiful form, hangs limp. Mute testimony to the madness that is me.

21 Guns
21 Gun Salute Tradition set the twenty-one shots, The number of states when set. Superstitions, peaceful welcomes, Becomes our honored tradition. Twenty one guns, cannons armed, Ready to fire honors, upon orders given. Twenty-one gun salute, protocol, Heads of states be honored. Honor given beginning diplomacy, Respect paid, beginning negotiation. Twenty-one gun salute on most navy ships, Washington honored on President’s Day. Twenty-one hails the Commander in Chief, President of these United States. Tradition of old; let us reflect, Honor paid with twenty-one rounds. Cannons; Ready, Aim, . . . Fire.

One More Hero Gone
One More Hero Gone One man, continued service, Served his country well. America sheds another tear. One man dedicated to country, Special Forces, Sergeant Major Fourth tour served, Iraqi front. Mother’s heart broken, Never more filled with pride, “Pride in accomplishment.” Father served for better world, Children to live in peace; One boy, two girls; left behind. Paraphrase of lover’s words, Believed in mission duty, “He did not die in vain.”

Erotic Poems
Kiss I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face ---------------------- Heat We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples an

Lore Of Might
Lore of Might Stars and stripes will fly tonight, As our enemies take flight. Over years and over wars, Above our flag will soar. Those who ready for the fight, Secure our sovereign rights. Brave young men within the corps, Protect our nation’s shores. Our Flag will surely fly this night, Availed by ready, military might. Victory, our soldier’s roar, Flying stripes declare the score. Ages of oppression plight; Armed forces duty tight. Freedom’s lifestyle we adore, Forged from liberty’s ore. Fifty stars our rights recite, Troops for peace unite. Sacrifice of young blood pours; Centuries implore liberty’s lore

Hero's Day
Hero’s Day One young lad in family tradition, Takes on the green of Army garb. Father served, retired Navy; Older brother, Army Warrant officer. Other big brother also served, Flew an A-7 in Vietnam. Unassuming, a quiet one is he, Three tours in camouflage served. Duty’s Diligence, serves his country, Forging path to Army Ranger. Family at home applaud, The life their son had chosen. Believing him in Georgia, safe; Chosen few; secret rescue mission. Black Hawk on the fly, saving others, Enemy fire ruled out, troubled flight. Helicopter search and rescue, Mission scrubbed by accident. Each day served, a hero’s day, Two rangers serve their last. Family of heroes grieve, back home, Their son, brother gave his all. Family gatherings; four had served; Now just three and one empty plate.

My Memorial Day Monday!
Well, all me and the hubbie been doing is playing Castlevania Lament Of Innocence. I am fixing up some lunch and then going back to playing and helping him out. I got the whole half ass guide of the net last nite. So that makes a big difference. Missing my baby girl right now, she is in Ohio for the summer with her Ma & Pa. So anyways you guys have a good day! Remember our Fallin Soldiers, and Those who are fighting for us right now. I am blessed with my husband not being over there! I pray and hope that faith and guideness lead them through a victory today and no one falls....

Making Prayer A Priority
Making Prayer a Priority By Marybeth Whalen “The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer.” Psalm 6:9 (NIV) As Christians, it is one thing to know we need to pray, but it is another thing entirely to make prayer a priority in the course of our busy day. So today we’ll look at some practical ways to strengthen our prayer life... no matter how busy we are. These are just tips and tricks I have picked up along the way through my own experience or from people I respect. I hope you will take a few of them and immediately apply them to your life. When our prayer life is strong, our walk with God and our time with Him is magnified a hundredfold. Commit to spending the first moments of your day in prayer before you even get out of the bed. Get in the habit of devoting just a few minutes before you put your feet on the floor just claiming the day for Him and offering up all you will do for His glory and the good of His kingdom. Starting the day this way will help

Lets Talk About Love Baby
I've been trying to keep pretty busy lately although I haven't really wanted to. I'm sick of working so much. I guess it gets like this every summer for me. I've been dealing with a lot of stress and unneeded crap. I think I've been doing alright for the most part. I've been wanting to write but every time I try to sit down and do it I can't seem to piece together my thoughts and ideas correctly. I guess honestly sometimes it's also because I've just got to many things running through my head. So I got thinking lately about some stuff because of the people in my life and the things they say. The love thing the people who say it, and what it means to certain people. I've been in a few serious relationships and every one of them that I have been in the guy/boy has told me they loved me before I was ready to say it or feel it. I've never said it to anyone just because they've said it to me. I guess maybe in the relationship situation it's me being a hopeless romantic that I jus

Smoke It If You Got It
I tell you what, these days the green in the field just aint the same. Yeup thats right I said AINT! It's kinda like gas these days, it just keeps costing more and more and the quality just keeps dragging .

My Journey Back East....
Once again my journey through life is taking a new turn. This time it takes me back east, to New York state. I have lived in Texas for over 12 years, it was much different than I had thought it would be. One thing you can say for Texas, it has some great people here. If there would have been more fishing I would probably not have left here, simply because of the people. I will miss many here, but know that it is time for me to move on. I am looking forward to the move, thankfully I won't be in New York city. But near the ocean and a lake is not even 2 blocks away. I have a new job there, an excellent opportunity. I will still be online and here at CherryTap so even though it may be a few days before I am back on, it is because my new adventure has begun.

Angel Poems
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end. ------------------------ Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend! I look to you from morning until daylight end! From the heavens I call on y

Bbq Rules
BBQ RULES We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine . . . (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine . . . (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he dea

Honor Or Men And Women
WE OFTEN FORGET TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT HAVE FALLEN WE OFTEN FORGET TO REMEMBER THOSE SERVING NOW SOME PEOPLE JUDGE AND SOME SUPPORT BUT MOST OF ALL BUT MOST OF ALL MOST OF US WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THOSE MEN AND WOMEN GO THREW SO ON TODAY AS WELL AS OTHER DAYS HONOR THOSE YOU SERVE AND THOSE WHO HAVE FALLEN AND NEVER FORGET THAT THEY PUT THEIR LIVES ON THE LINE FOR FOLKS LIKE YOU AND ME I AM A PROUD MILITARY BRATT OF THE UNITED STATES MARINES, ARMY AND AIR FORCE I GREW UP KNOWING NOTHING ELSE BUT MILITARY STORIES FROM WWII AND NAM RIGHT ON DOWN TO IRAQ I NEVER FORGET THE PAIN OF FAMILY LOST AND THOSE WHO MADE IT HOME I NEVER FORGET FRIENDS LOST AND THOSE WHO CANT FORGET THE PAIN SO I ASK THAT ON THIS DAY EVERYBODY WHO READS THIS TAKE 10 MINS OUT OF THEIR DAY TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO HAVE GIVEN THEIR LIVES TO PROTECT YOU AND ME AND THOSE WHO SPEND THE DAY IN PAIN AND MEMORIES OF THE WARS THEY SERVED IN I KNOW MY FAMILY HONORS THIS DAY AS A DAY TO BE HAPPY AND A DAY TO CRY Girly glitter

Teaching A Buncha Hooligans
A young female teacher was giving an assignment to her 6th grade class one day. It was a large assignment so she started writing high up on the chalkboard. Suddenly there was a giggle from one of the boys in the class. She quickly turned and asked, "What's so funny, Pat?" "I just saw one of your garters!" "Get out of my classroom," she yells, "I don't want to see you for three days!" The teacher turns back to the chalkboard. Realizing she had forgotten to title the assignment, she reaches to the very top of the chalkboard. Suddenly there is an even louder giggle from another male student. She quickly turns and asks, "What's so funny, Billy?" "I just saw both of your garters!" Again, she yells, "Get out of my classroom! This time the punishment is more severe, I don't want to see you for three weeks!" Embarrassed and frustrated, she drops the eraser when she turns around again. So she bends over to pick it up. This time there is an burst of laughter from another male s

The First One
well shit here it is my first blog entry. shit! what do i say well lets start by saying i love you shanda you my girl. i love ya baby. hey if you reading this add my girl as a freind and become a fan of her she needs the points. but then again so do i. so do the same for me too. this site is kick ass. so uh yeh hit me up and well talk sometime if you ever read this

Memorial Day History
Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University'sHistoric American Sheet Music, 1850-1920).http://memory.loc.gov/ammem/award97/ncdhtml/hasmhome.htmlWhile Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering of peo

Holiday
Hello ladies. I have the day off for the holiday, and looking to have some fun. Any ladies interested in chat, cyber, pic swap, cam, phone, etc... please contact me here, or on yahoo msgr at co_bigfoot, or if you are feeling daring call me at 720-229-3174, or if you are in my area lets see about getting together. Drop me a line with anything you want to do and lets see what happens. Mike

Memorial Day
I'm proud to be in the United States of America. I'm proud to be part of those stand up and serve their country. It doesn't matter if they serve because of college money, bonuses, a job, or patriotism; at least they serve. I don't mind that the holiday devoted to those who have given the ultimate sacrifice for their country has been relegated to the realm of 'sales' and 'BBQ's'. I'm actually pretty cool with that. Servicmembers have given their lives so the people of this country can be free to celebrate holidays the way they want. It's a disservice to soil their memories with false remembrances or forced memorials. I would hope that as the citizens of this country enjoy this day, they stop for a minute or two and give thanks for those that are willing to sacrifice for their right to enjoy life. Nothing much...just enough to remind themselves that what we have here in the USA is special...that it's important enough to fight for...and that it's important enough to spread aroun

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same. He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long.

Stood Up
If someone was to make a movie about my life it would be called "Stood Up" because I constantly am. Almost every time I make plans with someone. They either A. Don't show or B. Cancel on me at the last minute. I don't know what the fuck I ever did to deserve it either. I pissed off karma somewhere along the line. I don't think I will ever have a successful date in my life. Like today for example, I was talking to this really, what I thought, smartm funny and sweet guy on yahoo. We got a lot really well. We both had said we had no plans today. Well, he says "Let's go to lunch!" and because he was fun to talk to I agreed. Well, we set a place and time. Logged off. I get to olive garden at 12:15. Right on time, well guess who never shows?!?! I was livid. We had just made plans. I don't get it. Then I come home and go on yahoo only to find he has me blocked. We were on cam and stuff before so its not like he showed up and found me hideous. and I'm not anyways. But dammit! Why do I keep get

Sex App. If You Want It Fill Out
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play ? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "SEX APPLiCATiON"

Tired And Frustrated..
Well fortunately they all left today. It has been a rough, aggravating, and long weekend. Another big argument last night which only reinforced why things are the way they are. Here hasn't been much better. Been kind of frustrated with certain things and I know I shouldn't be, letting things frustrate me more than they it should. Tired of asking, digging, looking. Just tired in general. Anyway, I will let you all go and I will be around off and on.. Take Care..

For The Fallen Troops Remember Them
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Gone But Not Forgotten
There they lie in silence forever Having given the ulimate sacrifice for country Fighting a war they did not start But doing their duty to God and the nation Suffering through heat and exhaustion The sounds of gunfire ringing through their heads Knowing that any day could be their last Letters sent to loved ones just in time Before the Reaper paid a visit So now it is our duty to them To honor and respect their courage under fire For in our hearts they will always be Gone but not forgotten.

Wiccan Pentacle Will Finally Mark Fallen Soldiers' Graves
MADISON, Wisconsin (AP) -- Since Korean War veteran Jerome Birnbaum died in 2005, his grave in a pagan cemetery had been marked with only a pile of stones and U.S. flags. On Memorial Day, Birnbaum's grave and those of other military veterans will be dedicated with government-issued markers etched with a symbol of their religion -- the Wiccan pentacle. Wiccans sued the government last year, arguing that it was unduly stalling a decision on whether to add the pentacle to the list of acceptable symbols for veterans' graves. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans added the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief." (See a timeline of the history of Memorial Day) "I like to see our success literally etched in stone, because it will be," said Birnbaum's wife, Karen DePolito. She said winning the fight is vindication for all Wiccans. Half of her husband's ashes were scattered outside their house in Utah, while the rest were interred

I Look And Feel Like A Lobster
So Saturday, I went out to be a human sign twirler to make some extra cash....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....ouch. I got so sick form the head I had to go home early and quit. My shoulders and nose are burnt to high hell...I got bit all over the damned place...and to top it off...my dad laughed at me becuase i looked like a lobster...not because I was sick..(still have the damned headache) but because i looke dlike a loooooooooooooobstteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer. And then today...I found out that David is getting kicked out of his apt. because his roommate had to mouth off to the landlord and get them al kicked out. Now he has no where else to stay because people are bitches and all "I dont have anywhere for him"..YOU HAVE A FUCKIN COUCH!!! thats all he needs..he's been nothing but generous to his friends when they needed him..and how do they repay him? They let him live on the streets. So yea, I'mma be major worried about him. On a better note though, my lil brother Ryan flies in

Jokes
Gas for the drive to the convenient store: $20.00 Hooded winter jacket with large inside pocket to conceal identity and carry gun: $65.00 9mm handgun purchased from Ray- Ray up the block: $150.00 Failure to master holding on to your weapon during your planned armed robbery : PRICELESS (Watch closely...it repeats itself)

Winners Of The Sexxy Lady Contest Are.......
Winners of the sexxy lady contest are....... 1st Place is...... Wins Platinum Cherry + Trophy with 343 comments + 37 Rates = 1900 2nd Place is...... Wins Root Beer + Trophy with 63 comments + 12 Rates = 375

Changes
Why is it just when you think things are going good shit happens to knock you back down?????? I just do not understand life sometimes. There are days i just want to throw in the towel and not even get out of bed.

Florida Drivers(no Offence To Any1)
How many of you are from Florida? For those of you visiting, please note this applies to ALL areas of Florida. For those of you who live in Florida, you already know this!! How To Drive In Florida.... 1. Turn signals will give away your next move. A real Florida driver never uses them. 2. Under no circumstance should you leave a safe distance between you and the car in front of you, or the space will be filled in by somebody else, putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3. The faster you drive through a red light, the smaller the chance you have of getting hit. 4. Never, ever come to a complete stop at a stop sign. No one expects it and it will result in you being rear-ended. 5. Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork, especially someone from Florida or Georgia. With no- fault insurance the other guy doesn't have anything to lose. 6. Braking is to be done as hard and late as possible to ensure that your

You Were There
I needed a friend and you were there to guide me on my way i needed some love and you were there to pass on your good will i needed some advice and you were there to give me your kind words i needed a special person and you are here and for that im forever thankfull!

An Uncomfortable Survey
How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?: Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?: Are you crushin' on anybody?: Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: Are you happier single or in a relationship?: Have you ever been cheated on?: What is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?: Have you ever had your heart broken?: Have you ever broken someones heart?: Talk to any of your ex's?: If you could go back in time and change things with your ex's, would you?: Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: Have you been in an abusive relationship?: Have you dated someone older than you?: Younger?: Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: Believe in love at first sight?: Ever been given an engagement ring?: Do you want to get married?: Do you have something to

12 Months
Just got word that in July I will be stationed at Camp Liberty, Iraq for 12 months. This is my first tour over in Iraq. I'm kinda excited and kinda freakin out! I will keep in touch with all of you and keep you up to date on my tour info. Hope all is well! Nate

Nails In The Fence
Nails in the Fence There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day, the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally, the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they lea

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia
"Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia: the fear of long words." When I was in grade 4 I had a nun for a teacher. Sounds like the beginning of some kinky tale, I know, but this is alot less interesting. So Sister Eva, she had this insidious way of punishing her misbehaving students; instead of making us clean the chalk board or write lines, she would have us stay in from recess/after school and copy out a page in the dictionary. She had me start out in the early A's and throughout the school year I eventually managed my way through to the mid R's - I was a problem child. The funny thing is this: years later I can look back on that year, and realize what a blessing that absurd punishment was! Her method of discipline was also a gift that allowed me to express myself in a myriad of different ways. But I've also discovered that this gift was a double edged sword. I've discovered over the years that people become VERY confused and angry when they are confronted with a word they don

Two Line Rhymes
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes -- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings for you no words ca

My Reasoning
ok so you know there are so many people that know im joining the army. most support me and try to understand me but others do nothing but bitch and tell me im fucking up. well first of all if any of you bitching are parents and have a significant other helping you shut the fuck up and leave me alone cuz you will never understand what im going through. if your a single parent well you might understand a lil more but please dont put me down for what im doing. my daughter is almost a year old and every day i look at her and think "damn if only i had tried harder, done things differently you would have a better life". i can barely support her the way i feel i should be and it kills me every day. and yes i know joining the army is dangerous but what in life isnt??? with me joining the army i can go to school, get the nursing degree i want, support my lil one, and if i stay in the twenty years i can put her through college, an oppurtinity i never had. so yeah i know what im doin and i

Seasons Of Love
Spring Beginning of all things new in love, an infatuation Summer Fire up the heat, the heat of passion, where love begins to grow Autumn Feeling the true love and contentment, continuing to explore one another Winter Embracing the love, always growing in love, snuggled up close to the heart, holding love tight, never letting go A love for all seasons Always remembering and cherishing the new beginning you shared, always rekindling the fire, appreciate the love that is shared, and always hold each other close, holding each others heart with tender loving care, never to part, forever together-continuing in a love, a love for all seasons.

Fyi
I WOULD LIKE TO JUST TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY i'm sorry NOT FOR BEING WHO I AM OR DOING WHAT I DO BUT MAYBE FOR HOW I BE DOING THE SHIT. I LOVE THE FUCK OUT OF ME AND DON'T THINK I SHOULD REALLY HAVE MUCH TO CHANGE. THE WAY I LIVE AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I CAN STILL FEEL GRAND ABOUT MYBELF. I KNOW THAT TO THE MAJORITY OF THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME I AM JUST THIS WONDERFUL PERSON THAT IS A GREAT WOMAN TO KNOW BUT A THROWED MUTHAFUCKA TO BE TESTED. THERE ARE A FEW AND YES I CAN COUNT THEM ON ONE HAND, THAT KNOW DEEPER THAN THE REST, ENOUGH TO ALWAYS HAVE ME ON THIER MIND FOREVER. TO THESE MEN I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK-YOU. EVEN THOUGH I LET YOU ENJOY THE FUCK OUTTA ME I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE TO ABRUPTLY DESTROY THAT FOR A NIGGA. I REALIZE IT IS WRONG YOU DON'T JUST SHUT PEOPLE DOWN LIKE THAT. NOW I KINDA UNDERSTAND THE CHAOS I CREATED IN YOUR MINDS AND HEARTS ANE THE CAUSE OF WHY YOUR PERSONAL REACTIONS TO THE SITUATION TURNED CATASTROPHIE. I KNOW THAT I HAVE FUCKED UP A LOT OF GOOD SHIT.

A Peom That Touches My Heart :-)
Thought I sould try updating stuffs here...nothing that is written by me personally but just few things which I love and touches my heart!!! and here is the first one,a poem I love by one of my favorite poet :-) Love's Philosophy The fountains mingle with the river, And the rivers with the ocean; The winds of heaven mix forever With a sweet emotion; Nothing in the world is single; All things by a law divine In another's being mingle-- Why not I with thine? See, the mountains kiss high heaven, And the waves clasp one another; No sister flower could be forgiven If it disdained its brother; And the sunlight clasps the earth, And the moonbeams kiss the sea;-- What are all these kissings worth, If thou kiss not me? Percy Bysshe Shelley

Help!!!
How do you treat a rotator cuff injury? I was playing football in the pool yesterday and my shoulder popped out and right back into socket. I thought nothing of it, but now, a day later, I can hardly move it...what do I do? Should I baby it or use it? Ice it or heat it? Go to the doc or no?

A Vote For Paradise
I'm asking all my friends on here to lend your support for a very wonderful lady. Her name is Stephi and she's the model I not only adore but do exclusive art work for and I run her fan clubs and do extensive promotions for her. She's currently involved in a monthly bikini contest that offers prizes of money and clothing and she could really use your daily votes. Registration is free and all is required is a valid e-mail address, once verified you can vote every 24 hours. In 2005 she was voted Miss July and was rated the 2nd top bikini model at www.msbikiniworld.com She has been a successful model for over 7 years and this year at this competition I feel she should be the top rated bikini model of 2007. So please help me to help her. I adore this beauty and she is a close personal friend of mine. I will reward all my friends on here who show their support of this great lady. CLICK STEPHI'S PICTURE TO VOTE!

Adult (?) Survey
You: What color eyes? Hair? How tall? How old? What city do you live in? Male/Female? The Private You? How many people have you had sex with this year? How many of those people were one night stands? How many serious relationships have you had? What is your favorite position? Have you ever slept with more than one person at a time? Him / Her Eyes? Height? Weight? Body structure? Tall / short? Personality? Age? Misc. What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone? Have you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship? If yes, how many? Have you ever not been in love with someone you had sex with? Top or bottom? Have you ever considered being with some of the same sex? What are 2 turn on's? What are 2 turn off's? Why did you feel it necessary to fill out this survey and post it for everyone to see? Who i

Popping My Blog Cherry
It seems I'm popping my uh...cherry you could say. Cracking my proverbial knuckles (well, I guess you could take that in the literal sense too since of course my knuckles crack at that exact moment) and seeing if I can actually keep this blasted thing up to date. Because you know...I have nothing better to do on Memorial day. So yeah, I'm gonna start slow. We can get rough later :P Anyway, it is Memorial Day and well aside from going to the parade (it's ridiculously hot outside) I haven't really been remembering anything well...memorable. My gramps was in the Marines but that's about it. Of course I'd be kind of a jerk if I didn't pay some respects to everyone in Iraq. I'm not that heartless. Usually (but shhh. don't tell anyone) Other than that, it's hotter than hell out and I am waaaaaaay too black to be frolicking in the sun. I'm dark enough thankyouverymuch. So, this is my crappy attempt at starting this blog. Please to hurt me. I'm fragile and bruise easily.

Memorial Day Rant
Here in Winterset, Iowa, we just had our annual Memorial Day parade. It was nice other than the fact that yesterday we had the 100th birthday celebration of John Wayne, with parade of course. Take a guess which one was bigger, THAT'S RIGHT! John Wayne! There were cowboys, indians, floats, bands, presidential candidates, candy, clowns, big town events, stores open on sunday, THOUSANDS of people buying "Duke" memorabilia, it was spectacular! Now the memorial day "celebration", --- a parade with 10 or 15 vets, and the high school band and a prayer service at the city cemetary. THAT'S IT! WHAT A CROCK OF S@#T! One would think that a day of rememberance of our fallen soldiers, and soldiers still alive and fighting would be WAY more important than some actor that live in our town for 6 months tops when he was a baby, and never acknowleged this town for his whole life, I guess our youger generation just don't get it anymore. I'm only 38, but I was still brought up to remember our fallen

As Human Lands Into The Hands Of Enchantment
Consciousness found a planet And over ran it with panic Started turning small with no damage Then turned tall into language That left behind all that lasted Through words that only convey half of it As consciousness found a past in the passion that passed on Roots to branches through the dances evolution advances From generations of ages singing creation in stages painting history pages Songs of angels calling down their natures for futures to savor Each piece key to complete the expansion imagined As human lands into the hands of enchantment Striving to understand the paths that they stand in Confined to one mind in this passage of language Where patterns of matter awaken and take form As consciousness finds a past in the passion that passed on

Bored With Waiting?
I have no kids today or tonight, hubby won't be home for at least another hour or so if he isn't held over, and there is nothing on tv. it is a holiday so the pool is full of little kids, the gym is crowded, and I lack inspiration and motivation. This evening I am supposed to get together at my moms (I should call her and make sure that is still the plan) I guess I could go take a long shower or something....probably wont though. Maybe I will go to sissy's.... I think I will find out if hubby is held over or not first. I had the oddest dreams all night. yes that damn red ring and a few new developed things. I tossed all night and was up and awake by 7 am. ever feel like something or someone important is right around the corner? not in a romantic way or anything, just like your life is truly about to change in some way due to it? maybe the answer is slowly coming in the dream, maybe its right in front of me and I am just starting to open my eyes to see it. ..maybe I just have a grea

Remembering...written By A 3rd Grader.
Red, white and blue For those we knew Who marched off to war. We honor them now And show them how Their bravery we can't ignore. Heroes of war, They were so much more, Father and brother and friend. Flags at half mast For those of the past To whom our gratitude we send. We place flowers on the graves Of those who were brave, We salute them far and wide. Seeing poppies galore While our hearts soar, remembering proudly those who have died. © 2001 Jessica F., 3rd Grader, Academy Elementary School, Madison, Connecticut.

Heroes
The Heroes Some Heroes obvious, some unsung, their lives and health, tempting fate. Vulnerable in tasks for our civilization, few glories for their life's profession. The Service men in our Armed Forces, the cause be sure for freedom's sake. For their family, strangers, citizens all, few medals show their life's duress. The policeman whose life is in peril, by high-speed chase, gunfight ensued. The simple traffic stop may kill, few medals show the dangers faced. The man who is trained as a fireman, to save our lives, our homes from fire. The first on scene when aid in need, few medals show each hazardous deed. The utilities that keep our comfort whole, power and phone, the men on poles. Sewage, garbage disposed for health, no recognition for the civilian fight. The many others whose work obscure, performing tasks with risks not yours. Construction, or the viral flu to cure, no medals glory for the civilian plight. ©2002 Ro

Military Mom
No One Prouder There is no one prouder than a fine military mother Her support is of the strongest caliber to be found She knows what she has to do and lovingly does it Great faith is something she so abundantly shows The motivation of these sincere women is heartwarming The way they give to their own and others is an inspiration Their sincere effort to be helpful is foremost in their thought And how wondeful they perform when united in purpose They are such tremendous supporters of all our military troops Ask one hundred members of our Armed Forces about this You'll see how many place a loving mother right up at the top Don't bother asking this veteran, my words spell it out for me May God bestow many blessings on these very special women I'm in awe of their strength, determination, and courage Behold the powerful fortitude they so steadfastly show Do strive to keep them in your daily prayers and thoughts

Remembering The Fallen
I would like to remember the following soldiers: Army Capt. Phillip T. Esposito He was my company commander in Iraq. Prior to the deployement we served in same batallion. I knew him for over four years. Army 1st Lt. Louis E. Allen He was our new company executive officer. I only met him once while back in the states. He had only been in Iraq for four days. Army Spc. David M. Fisher He was in my first platoon. He had such a zeal for life.

The Seven Deadly Sins...
The Seven Deadly Sins... Wrath Who did you last get angry with? What is your weapon of choice? Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? How about the same sex? Who was the last person who got really angry at you? What is your pet peeve? Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? Sloth What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't? What is the latest you've ever woken up? Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? What is the last lame excuse that you made? Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning? Gluttony What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Are you a meat eater? What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits? Do you enjoy candy and sweets? Which do you prefer:

Nothing Personal
*snickers* Yes, I'm wrapped up in promoting my store... Ultra Girly Macrame Choker - rose quartz, amethyst, and blue chalcedony (pictured above) Ultra Girly Macrame Bracelet - rose quartz, amethyst, and blue chalcedony Spiraling Into Control Macrame Choker - snowflake obsidian

About A Soldier Who Was Finally Coming Home
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the so

Why Is The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier-arlington Guarded 24/7?
. Why is the tomb of the unknown soldier-Arlington guarded 24/7? I know that they started guarding the tomb in 1937 but I wanted you to know the reasoning behind it. It said that the decision to guard the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier was a sign of respect to the fallen ones. Below I included a piece I received from a fellow veteran regarding the Tomb of the Unknown. In 2003 as Hurricane Isabelle was approaching Washington , DC , our US Senate/House took 2 days off with anticipation of the storm. On the ABC evening news, it was reported that because of the dangers from the hurricane, the military members assigned the duty of guarding the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier were given permission to suspend the assignment. They respectfully declined the offer, "No way, Sir!" Soaked to the skin,marching in the pelting rain of a tropical storm, they said that guarding the Tomb was not just an assignment, it was the highest honor that can be afforded to a serviceperson. The tomb has been p

Review-anime Con,omg
was that time of year, the omg anime convention. its held in paducah ky ( and if you register now, you get the whole week end for 08 for $15...) as alwasy it was fun and great costplay every where! speakers pannels, previews of up coming animes to be released, a dance, and a product room that gives you a chance to buy some great stuff! not to mention local artists peddling their wares. once again greg aires was there, a great voice actor out of texas, and he was lots of fun. if youre able to go, and this was our second year, i highly recomend it. meet new people and have a blast, not to mention the party potential for those over 21. hope to see you there next year!

The Samurai Creed
I have no parents; I make the Heavens and the Earth my parents. I have no home; I make the Tan T'ien my home. I have no divine power; I make honesty my Divine Power. I have no means; I make Docility my means. I have no magic power; I make personality my Magic Power. I have neither life nor death; I make A Um my Life and Death. I have no body; I make Stoicism my Body. I have no eyes; I make The Flash of Lightning my eyes. I have no ears; I make Sensibility my Ears. I have no limbs; I make Promptitude my Limbs. I have no laws; I make Self-Protection my Laws. I have no strategy; I make the Right to Kill and the Right to Restore Life my Strategy. I have no designs; I make Seizing the Opportunity by the Forelock my Designs. I have no miracles; I make Righteous Laws my Miracle. I have no principles; I make Adaptability to all circumstances my Principle. I have no tactics; I make Emptiness and Fullness my Tactics. I have no talent; I make Ready Wit my Talent. I have no

Just Because I Can Blah
Hello to all. Hoping your memorial day weekend was a blast. Mine was ok didnt do anything special over the weekend but my brother and his family invited us to a cook out so I guess I'll be leaving soon. I wanted to thank you all for showing support on my page, I love you dearly. You know, I have met well chatted with alot of wonderful ppl on here and only a few times have I had someone get a bit pissy with me so I consider myself lucky. I got the good ppl. Well I guess I'll end for now, never forever, I have some things to do before leaving. Hope you all have a safe holiday and remember the true meaning behind it. My salutes go out to the men and women who have lost their lives and the ones who continue to fight for the land of the free. to bad there has to be a price on it, something that is more precious than all the riches in the world, thats life. People serve our country to be free and if thats not something to be thankful for than alot of people have issues beyond hel

For Our Kids And Grandkids...
This was written by Paul Harvey Some I can relate too and some are more my parents generation...but it makes you think ...what life was like and what life is like for our kids..... We try to hard to make things better for our kids that we make them worse. For my grandchildren, I'd like better. I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meatloaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility be being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it's all right it you have to draw a line down the middle of the room,but when he wants to

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 28,2007
Finagling your way into a plum situation is right up your alley. The more impossible the odds, the better. You didn't get this skillful by shooting fish in a barrel. The bigger the challenge, the more you'll rise to it.

May 28th....horoscope
Is it possible to have too much of a good thing? There are warring impulses going on within you: extreme courtesy and total extravagance. Walk the line and you'll indulge just enough to have fun without going overboard.

A Smile :)
Researchers have discovered that smiling increases our feelings of happiness and well-being whether we are the benefactor or the recipient, and even whether the smile is genuine or fake. Highly contagious, smiling serves to build a bridge between us and those around us and is the accepted and universal language of love and kindness and peace. So it appears that when you smile, your world really does smile with you. As Mother Teresa said, it truly is "a beautiful thing."

I'm Looking For People To Join The " Angels Of Mercy " Bomb Squad!
I'm Looking for people to join the " Angels Of Mercy " BomB Squad! If u would like to join please leave me a message and i will add u to the Bombing family! Ur pic will go on our family page! AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD@ CherryTAP If u will like to join us then leave me a message! thanks Maria Click on pic to leave message! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Life Can Be Mean
Well my friends, your prayers are needed yet again. You were there for me and my sister when she needed them. Now its her husband that needs your prayers. He had a heart attack yesterday in front of us. He's only 32 years old. There is damage to his heart. So please keep him and my family in your thoughts on this memorial day as well as the fallen!!!! His name is Jason Cabana. i love you all hugs and stuff Bren

Memorial Day
Memorial Day As we stand here looking At the flags upon these graves Know these flags represent A few of the true American brave They fought for their Country As man has through all of time Except that these soldiers lying here Fought for your country and mine As we all are gathered here To pay them our respect Let's pass this word to others It's what they would expect I'm sure that they would do it If it were me or you To show we did not die in vein But for the red, white and blue. Let's pass on to our children And to those who never knew What these soldiers died for It's the least we can do Let's not forget their families Great pain they had to bear Losing a son, father or husband They need to know we still care No matter which war was fought On the day that they died I stand here looking at these flags Filled with American pride. So as the bugler plays out Taps With its sweet and eerie sound Pray for these soldiers lying here In this s

A Riddle
When asked this riddle, 80% of kindergarten kids got the answer, compared to 17% of Stanford University seniors. What is greater than God? More evil than the devil? The poor have it... The rich need it.... and if you eat it you will die? if your stumped shout me or email me and I'll tell ya the answer

Void
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A simple void, is that what I'v

Angel From Above
Gazing into her blue eyes when we first met I knew then she was heaven sent. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. She had no idea from the start true love, I'd found in my heart. One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Still, her smile, my breath it takes away wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say. All my prayers answered when into my life she came to me, she is everything. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise so much beauty, so much grace. SHE'S even more through my eyes. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Together, forever, I long to be can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet. The only one for me. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be. With you, I feel so free. A vow to you I made, forever, you'll ha

Contest For Vic Status For A Month!!
I'm in a contest for a months worth of VIC status so if you could come and help me out I would greatly appreciate it, as I really need the VIC status for a month!!! Please click on the pic to rate and comment the photo thanks so so very much!!

My Time Is Now By John Cena F/ Tha Trademarc
Like Real American, this is more than just an Entrance Theme [Chorus: John Cena] Your time is up, my time is now You can't see me, my time is now It's the franchise, boy I'm shinin' now You can't see me, my time is now! [John Cena] In case you forgot or fell off I'm still hot - knock your shell off My money stack fat plus I can't turn the swell off The franchise, doin' big bid'ness, I live this It's automatic I win this - oh you hear those horns, you finished! A soldier, and I stay under you fightin' Plus I'm stormin' on you chumps like I'm thunder and lightning Ain't no way you breakin' me kid, I'm harder than nails Plus I keep it on lock, like I'm part of the jail I'm slaughterin' stale, competition, I got the whole block wishin' they could run with my division but they gone fishin - - with no bait, kid your boy hold weight I got my soul straight, I brush your mouth like Colgate In any weather I'm never better your boy's so hot you'll never catch me in the nex

Ok, So I Need A Little Assistance
Ok, so I've started adding things to my stash, but I need some help otherwise. Where do I get the pictures and codes for pictures. I have tons of hotties I wanna post in my stash, but I don't know where to find pix with codes to stash. If you can/will help me out...hit me up! Thanks a lot! Cami

Yep Im A Genius...
So as I sit here on this Glorious of days,pondering how I might uselessy waste another beautiful day-off online.It hit me as I stare blankly outside.I have a great view of my screen porch which my daughter left the door open to.Over the past few days with the door open it has attracted many small creatures.All of which range up and down the food chain.Numerous types of Flies and other bugs and then we have my friends the LIZARDS!I have seen four or five of them today trying to catch the bugs.Some are more capable than others on thier hunts.Hence survival of the fittest.So ofcourse I can only sit here for so long without lending a hand.So I walk out on my porch and swat a few flies down,not to kill just mame them.Know comes the fun of watching the lizards feed.I have gotten one to eat so far and it was everything I thought it would be.GLORIOUS!!

Competition Cheaters
As I have said in my previous blog, I do not like comptitions on CT as they are usually fake and are just a way of the competition runner to get more points to level up. But, I am supporting my friend in one as she deserves the prize. Having looked at the competition runners comments, I have seen that this as well is infact a fake competition... or must be.... due to this following comment which was posted by the person who is mostly in the lead (bear is the competition runner)..... 2007-05-25 22:25:48 I love ya bear, but get our family to help me out! I can't compete against a bombing family. Babe, i'm doing my best! Love you! what does this comment say to you??? To me it says that all along this other person was supposed to win. In other words there probably isn't really a prize, and this plan was thought up just to get this bear some points, to level up. "get OUR family to help me out!".... in other words they are close and she was supposed to win anyway "I'm do

Chapter 1: Pushing The Button
When my mother was a first-grade substitute teacher, she found a little boy and girl behind the piano, naked, fondling one another. How the little rabbits got to third base while under my mother’s hawk-like gaze mystifies me. Even as a precocious teenager, I was seldom this fortunate. If only I'd known the piano was for varied kinds of music-making. Growing up on a farm and ranch in the middle of Dakota territory, I was relatively unsupervised--except for all things sexual. A surreptitious rub would earn me a dirty stare. Though all the farm animals were free-loving creatures, human sexuality was taboo. I knew very little about sex, and the information I had was about as accurate as leaflets dropped over war-torn countries. I knew nothing about female genitalia save for the fact that it felt good to touch between my legs. I knew little more about boys—what was this flap of flesh? I had seen my brother piss his name in the snow, and I felt a bit jealous; later, I tried

Great Night Again
so yea yesterday i thought was gonna suck i had no plans it was killer hott but once again my loving friends came through, i got a call around 1 to meet some people at the bowling ally(big suprize) once i got their i was informed of a house party in wilopgrove or how ever you spell it from their i drove up but i had work lastnight so i wasnt going to be their long i go and start to relize i knew were i was but i couldnt figure it out around 11 30 i was suddenly attacked from behind while finishing a beer i come to find the whole time i was partying i was at my cousins apartment whome i was covering for lastnight at work ha ha great times she was ready to kill me but it was all good i went to work with a nice little buzz and still go to have some fun my neck payed for it but hey whats it matter just proof of another great night!

To All Rebel Famliy Members
i am droppin my tag as a member of the git-r-done rebel family if u still wanna be my friend so be it ill still talk to you if not then you werent really my friend any way im outta here ttfn

Confession
Confession Of A Broken Heart Pain... Tenson... Fatigue... Depression... Anger... Aggression... Frustration... All these unwanted sensations. Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget to eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the coner of my mind. Repeating, resiting, insisting, refusing to be denied its recognition of it position in my frustration, confusion, delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to again by. Forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused unclear, out of control. My world spinning, spinning, spinning. My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic,Oh its tragic, I'm losing my mind..

Letting Go
Letting Go How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way.

Meh
I just woke up..tired still but the stupid neighbors woke me up.."Your music is too loud on Friday. can you turn it down?" I was like, " I cant." freaking old people der! Well today idk what I am doing prolly going to hang with the peeps.

Dreams
Lost Dreams Only in my dreams you could stay Only in my dreams we could love I wanted love you gave me dreams I wanted love you gave me hope I gave you my heart you gave me promises I gave you love you gave me lies I gave you love you gave me tears I gave you love you gave me fear I gave you love you gave me hurt I gave it all to you and only ask just to be with you My heart betrayed me and took flight Oh how you hurt me that dark Tuesday night The nights of planning for a new life Only in my dreams would that life come true Only in my dreams would I live a life with you Its true there's a thin line between love and hate I should have known only in my dreams

Believing
Believing How could you think that l wouldn't know, When we're so close? The lies - The deception. How could you think they wouldn't show? So you want to live in a fantasy world? Go Ahead - I don't care. Say the words you said were just for me, When some other girl is there? Someone told me, but l didn't believe it. Just bitchin' - Wasn't true. Discontentment and jealousy talking, Of the love l had for you. So go on with the pretense, Babe. World's a stage. We're actors too. Go on believing your illusion, While l believe in my dream too.

Why?
Why Do I? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Memorial Day Tribute
On this day to remember our fallen soldiers, let's also pause to remember and say thanks to the families of those who have paid the Ultimate Price for our safety and freedom. Without their wiillingness and support, our troops would surely have a much more difficult time doing the job they do! Let us also remember the 3,000 plus victims of 9/11: The World Trade Center, the victims on the two flights that brought the buildings down, the Pentagon, the victims on the plane that rammed it, and the heroes of Flight 93, brought down in Shanksville, PA. We will never forget you, or your families! We also remember the fallen First Responders on that day, who died that others might live!

Waiting
Waiting Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Lost
Lost Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone?

Fathers Contest 7 Day Blast
I still need at least 6 more people to have this contest remember it is 7 day blast for first place and it needs to be pic of a father and child or children......just pm me the pic that you want to use...

Flavor
Flavor Of The Day Here you come, creeping back in. Inside your ever-changing tastes, once again, I'm the flavor of the day. Are we still the same? Now I'm burning in vain. I gave you too many chances, and you left me standing alone in the rain. I loved you too much, and then I learned it wasn't worth the pain I brought down on myself. I still love you so very much, and here I am, the flavor of the day, melting alone in the rain.

Wish
One Wish If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Love Is
Love Is Every "I love you" is a promise. A promise to stand by you, Whatever the odds, Whatever the outcome, Whatever the cost. Every "I love you" is a pact. A sworn oath to stick by each other, To be there for each other, no matter what Personal sacrifice is necessary, and no matter what Consequences may befall. Every "I love you" has nothing to do With touches, Or kisses, Or sweet nothings whispered in an attentive ear. "I love you" is more than all these things. It means loyalty And honor And trust Without the expectation of the same in return. So, my friend, knowing this, Know also that I love you.

Friendship
Build A Box Of Friendship Into a box of friendship To insure that it is strong First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong. Then to the sides attach, In the corners where they meet, Several anchors full of trust, Devoid of all deceit. The height of friendship can be measured By the sides of four, So make them all a larger cut, And the box will hold much more. Now fill it up with courtesy, Honor and esteem, Understanding, sympathy, And passion for a dream. Add to that your honesty, Emotions joy and love, And since they're so important, Place them up above But leave the box wide open So all can see inside, To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride.

Friends
Friendship When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

Eyes
Eyes I gaze into twin pools of warmth Bright and sparkling I see something indescribable Something I can't quite put my finger on. Twin pool, blazing and brilliant Making all your sweetness And all your compassion Crystal clear. Twin pools shimmering and glimmering Showing how you're Sweet, sensitive, caring and kind Funny athletic cunning and friendly Twin pools, so animated and intense Help me to share Your love of life, Your life of love. I gaze into twin pools of warmth and I see the sweetest person I've ever met or ever will meet I recognize a sincere and honest guy who can never be replaced I realize you are so special because When I look into your eyes I witness a miracle, I find a friend.

Foreword
Consider yourself forewarned. This blog is to be entirely about a hot button issue: Masturbation. (Also known as Mistressbation, in some small but very annoying circles.) Unlike my usual style of forward rhetoric, there will be some beating around the bush. For the mathematically inclined, I will attempt to bisect my triangle. For the technologically savvy, I will double-click my mouse. For the technologically scabby, I will dial my rotary phone. Please: sit back, relax. Come with me. Hold my hand as I walk through the valley of love, tiptoe with me through the twolips. What's that? Oh, no. The pleasure is mine. All mine.

Words
Mere Words I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I f

Love
What You Mean To Me I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on YIM Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

Sex At Work
There are certain places that just do not easily lend to coitus. In front of elderly relatives, for example. On a pitched roof. Anywhere where sharp things are strewn about. Or, in a museum during opening hours. The first three are in order, disrespectful (not to mention gross), foolhardy and just plain fucking stupid. The last one is more jarring than anything else. Picture the scene; your faithful narrator (stop laughing) has been working at the museum for almost 12 months. During this time, no less that 5 different relationships have started between members of staff (three of them having a one person in common, one involving yours truly and one involving a new friend of yours truly. And our boss. Ouch. The dangers of employing several people at the same time, all in their early 20’s and all straight from university). Every morning, we (the staff) check the museum to make sure that nothing has exploded and vomited lethal shards of glass all over the gallery floors and, worse still, t

Loney
This Lonely Feeling Its very hard just walking away, Its hard to handle it every single day. All I know is the pain I see, a love I want but can never be. You know you were my one and only, but since you left I've been so lonely. Its been hard not loving you, I cant take this and u know its true. It hurts to think of the fun we had, but when I do it makes me sad. My feelings for you will never past, but this lonely feeling will forever last.

Rage
Rage such a strong, overpowering emotion, It takes hold of you and takes nothing less than complete control, Pours over you and seeps into every crevice of your soul. Rage destroys every thing it touchs, It festers, grows, so overpowering, Then it hardens in your soul, To stay there forevermore. Will someone with enough love come along to break the stone that surrounds my soul? Can it be broken? Is love strong enough to bring me out of this world of darkness that Rage has sent me to? Written by Paulette 5-28-07

Love
I Thank Of You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise You're the last thing I think of When I close my eyes You're in each thought I have And every breath I take My feelings are growing stronger With every move you make You're an angel from above who takes away my pain My love for you is so strong It's always just the same You're the miracle in my life Who can always make me smile Just knowing that you care Makes my life worth-while You've touched my heart and soul Which you have from the start Your warm soft words Will never leave my heart You are everything I want You're so pure and true I love you with everything I have And I love everything that you do

Beauty Of Nature
This is very pretty! I have never seen one! Very interesting! Hope you look at all the details! Per Snopes.com, this is true and is called a circumhorizontal arc or “fire rainbow”. It appears when the sun is high in the sky and its light passes through diaphanous high-altitude cirrus clouds. This is a fire rainbow – the rarest of all naturally occurring atmospheric phenomena. The picture was captured last week on the Idaho / Washington border. The event lasted about one hour. The clouds have to be cirrus, at least 20,000 feet in the air, with just the right amount of ice crystals. In addition, the sunlight has to hit the clouds at precisely 58 degrees. The actual pic of the rainbow is in my photos..This site doesnt offer the option of put pictures in blogs. Sorry :(

The Ultimate Sacrifice
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Today is a day to remember and reflect on the men and women that have made the Ultimate Sacrifice so we can have our freedom today. If it wasn't for them, who knows what or where we would be at today. Thought I never served in the service, I take time to remember them. I am proud of my father, who served in the Navy and was at Pearl Harbor. He remembers and he really doesn't like to talk about it. This country has lost so many lives in the past few years due to the war in the Middle East,but let's not forget the Older Service men that are up in age that might not be around that much longer. If you see one, thank them for their efforts in the past for helping making us a free country that it is today.

Stress
STRESS A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water? > > > Answers called out ranged from 8oz. to 20oz. > The lecturer replied, > "The absolute weight doesn't matter. > It depends on how long you try to hold it. > "If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. > If I hold it for an hour, > I'll have an ache in my right arm. > If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. "In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes. " > He continued, > "And that's the way it is with stress management. > If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " > "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden. " > "So, before you return home toni

A Goth Fairy Poem
A GOTH FAIRY POEM storys of unknown and a sprite here and there. the eyes of the elves, so very, very fair. pixie dust and unicorns. beautiful roses with deadly thorns. I wander through a word so tragic. I wander through a world of magic. what comes next is what i fear, as the sirens sing I'm drawn neer. They pull me in and say goodbye. Noone heard my desperate cry. So it has come to this and the pixies helped me not. just a little magic is what my heart saught. But watch out the faries bite, and ogars arent a prettey sight. stay away from the waters rim. or your fate will soon be grim. you will quickly die, when the sirens cry

Drunk Driver
[ The Test--] A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him that he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car, a drunk good old boy, from S.C., got out and watched the performance briefly,

Military
Today is Memorial Day I have a few members of my family that has retired from the military. My grandfather,my Dad, my Aunt, My grandfather was in the ARMY and VIETNAM VETERAN had left this world many years ago due to cancer. My dad was in the Army and also a VIETNAM VETERAN but stationed in Korea and he is still kicking my butt when I do wrong. My Aunt was in the air force and taking care of my grandmother since my grandfather is gone. My feance was in the NAVY he was in Desert Storm. So my prayers are out to everyone that has fought for our freedom and to those who didn't make it back. Thank Yall From My Family GOD BLESS

I Need Some Help Please
I am in a contest to win a week blast. the contest is for the pretties eyes and it is comment bombing. PLEASE BOMB ME!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=664485&albumid=372388&i=739937354 This is the link above to get to the pic in the contest. Contest goes on for a week so please help me rack up the comments!

"fallen Not Forgotten"
Thunder rumbles through the air Not caused by God but by man Plumes of smoke billowing Sounds of screams in the distance This is war. I count them one by one Each soldier lying as though in peace Army, Air Force, Navy, Marines It makes no difference This is war. Taps echoes in the wind The Colors draped over each coffin Twenty-one gun salute Each one lowered into the ground This was war. I will not forget The promise they made To defend, protect, and serve Giving so freely of themselves This was war. Now I can watch My slumbering children Looks of peace on their faces Knowing not the perils Of those at war. Thank you soldiers For your sacrifice That allows my children to sleep Keeping us all free And safe from war.

Linux Mostly But A Shameless Plug For Anothe Company
This is my first blog with a concern, that may or may not be world changing but it is killer news. Unfortunately i have to plug a company that many may not like. even I had shunned them in the past as inferior, including poor tech suport. But what they have done is make history, never has a popular computer company put linux on its hardware from the factory. This company is Dell, im not going to go into linux much but this is great, I have faught to learn linux for a long time, and the area that always plagued me was in the area of hardawre compatibility or getting the existing drivers to work. Well now i have a linux box with everything working, (wireless, graphics card, and a fairly kick ass one at that, for 79 bucks u can upgrade to an nvidia ? 256 mg card, and the cost shows no windows, its like 200 cheaper just for having linux, its ubuntu 7.x something (etch?) next there will be a made for linux version of wow just like for mac! (i know some have run it under wine, and im not un

Gone For A Bit
Hey i know i dont talk to alot of ppl on here. But to those that i do. I will be gone for about a week or so. but i wpromise to catch up with everyone when i get back. Thx for the friends and hope to make more.Talk to everyone soon!

Giving Up
so many thoughts in my head rite now i dont kno wat to think or do wat i do i always get to be the one hurting and suffering for doin nothing wrong its rediculous i dont understand why i fall for great guys and then get hurt maybe i need to stop getting into relationships and forget about ever being happy bc i kno it will never work no matter wat i do or how long i wait...

This Video Was Reedited And Fts Our Sponsors At The End..u Have Not Seen Ths
i am looking for people to sponsor my next video comes out in 3 weeks...this video will be o......our most expensive video to date.the graphics will be unmatched the video will debut in a sticky...for 3 days everyone who sponsored my band with a 30 day blast will be in the video automatic.everyone else who would like to sponsor the video.we ask for 2 sticky bulletins that we can use at anytime..to help promote our music and sponsors.. thank you for your support and viewership...enjoy the video...and contact me for information on sponsoring my band with a blast that is ..differant and separate from sponsoring the video...i will post a sticky tonight ft this video and a list of all our generous sponsors..ty

Cam Girl Profile: Sweet Victoria
Since we launched FOUNDRY CAMS earlier this year, we have exposed millions of surfers to some of the HOTTEST girls on the internet. That's no malarkey either, boys and girls. Those videos of the lovely girls who you have seen sporting FoundryMusic 'F*ck Me' Shirts and shaking their asses in front of their webcams have been downloaded millions of times all over the globe, and will continue to be drooled over for years to come. Seeing that they're SO popular, we decided to allocate a little more real estate to these girls in a little feature we're going to call the 'CAMGIRL PROFILE' (original, eh? Yeah, shut up). Today we'll feature the lovely, buxom, and very do-able Sweet Victoria. DEMONCOW: What gives you goosebumps? Sweet Victoria Walking through a graveyard DEMONCOW: Name a hidden talent not many people know about Sweet Victoria Baton twirling DEMONCOW: If your boyfriend cheated on you, how would you get back at him? Sweet Victoria Post his photos and phone num

Memorial Day
Make my death a canticle for peace. Evil has no greater friend than anger, Making ready converts to its cause. On me think but of beauty as you pause, Remembering the service of a stranger In giving life to purchase your release. Armies live according to their art. Love of life at times requires death, Defending what would else find hungry jaws. As you enjoy the gift of every breath, Yet mourn for me with morning in your heart.

Ohio Friends (got This From One)
Talk about taking a trip down memory lane. This is so my friends, LOL. So I figured it needed a permenant place on my blog. Friends: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk OHIO Friends: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- Friends: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs OHIO Friends: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the nasty bitch you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- Friends: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. OHIO Friends: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. OHIO Friends Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ----------------------------------------------------

Witch Test
My score on The the witch's test good or bad Test: The Dark Witch(Congratulations! You scored)these people have evil Intension and have all the powers hell at there command . I would suggest you let go of selfish wants and reach much higher before it consumes you Link: The the witch's test good or bad Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Eulogy For A Fallen Hero
Eulogy for a Fallen Hero Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the Gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.

A National Moment Of Remembrance On Memorial Day
A National Moment of Remembrance On Memorial Day That poem about where “poppies blow” And, “the crosses, row on row” Still rings true, these ninety years After written, still brings tears. We still have Dead, “amid the guns” And lose our young and our loved ones Those who lived, “short days ago” Who, “felt dawn, saw sunset glow”. In Flanders Fields, “the poppy red” Still grow near where the blood was bled They, “Take up our quarrel with the foe” And still die for Freedoms that we know. They pass, “The torch” to, “hold it high” And not, “break the faith with us who die” For they, “shall not sleep, though poppies grow” Beneath all those, “crosses, row on row” In Flanders Fields. Del “Abe” Jones 4-25-2005

I Stand Before You
I Stand Before You I stand before you all today But not one eye can see my way My time arrived, to leave this earth A fact so planned, to every birth It happened where I had to go My torch for life was so aglow I transferred while in uniform Protecting freedom, through a storm Should I resent I died for you Not on my life, red white and blue Please help my family through each day Tell all my friends, try not to stray And of the country I did love Do think of me, through God above Your memories, brought forth this day Send love to us, who could not stay ©2001Roger J. Robicheau Former SP5 US Army

My Ex-husband
Dam what can i say about the man who was such a big part of my life ...well for starters I loved him with all of my heart...we had a daughter together and she is so much like her daddy ...it sometimes hurts me..I wish he could see her grow...but he left us on august 30th 2005 and it was are really hard day and everyday seems like i just got the news ...see he took his own life he was hooked on booze and drugs...and it took over his life and he just gave in to all the pain of them...I will never stop loving him but i have to move on but how do you let go of someone who was a part of your life for 15years I hate things that i did to him and some of the things he did to me...but no mater what he did and i did we both know how much love we shared..sorry i am just fucking losing it today...I miss his love so much....just don't forget to let everyone in your life how much you care ...because it may make a difference in there life....have a great day....Friends

Happy Memorial Day!!
Get the grills ready, open the beer and break out the fireworks. It is Memorial Day! It is more than a sign summer is almost here, or a reason to get drunk, or a day off, or the beginning of bbq season. Let's not forget why we are celebrating today. So, let's drink, eat, and enjoy today with our families and friends, but keep in mind why this day even exists. Happy Memorial Day everybody and be safe!!

I Should Have Been Born A Pirate.
Remember the time that I drove you home, you leaned in and became a big part of my world, remember the time that you slept over, and i threw away everything I ever known, Remember the time you didnt tell the truth, it brought me down like a bottle of pills, Remember the time I got mad at you, And you put up with my shit when you didnt have to, Now im stuck here, wondering where you have gone, and whats going on, leaving me little choice but to walk away, cause it feels you moved on. And liking you just isnt enough, cause you want somthing more, My heart i dont have. Remember the time he was in the parking lot, I just wanted to take you away from there, Remember the days spent in bed, The mounds of homework i never did (it was worth it) Remember the dreams that I had and the pain that i felt, Feeling the weight of your guilt, Remember the sweet nothings you said, Your words are still lingering fresh in my head, Now Im stuck hear wondering where you have gone,

Again I Have No Idea
I held her close as I watched her fade away. Right before my eyes, she was gone in a day, I gave up what I knew to be right, to stay in her arms and have her in sight, But nothing i can do will change her mind no words, no actions can convince her to be mine. I'll call you later she said, and he never heard from her again, He locked himself inside his room, He sat their rotting slowly making it his tomb While she was out laughing, he was curled up crying, wondering if this is what if felt like to be dying. She was gone the very next day, she wouldnt listen to what I had to say, I could have confessed my love for her right their, But why waste his time he knew she wouldnt care. He sat alone, himself his own captive, no were to go and no will to live. How could the world be so cruel as to take his heart from him and play him for a fool.

I Dun Even Remember What I Called This One
It's been 13 hours since I saw you, It feels like an eternity to be truthful, Looking back at the pictures we made, Wondering how I could have let this all fade. I should have said what wanted to, I shoulda been more bold, Like the song goes, I never meant to be so cold. But now your gone baby and I'm left here alone Wondering if I will ever feel like I'm home, The days that we spent in each others arms, The silent vow I made to do you no harm. I shoulda been more open, that's what you said, I'm sitting here broken feeling like part of me is dead. My failure to act was stupid, there's no doubting that, Hoping and praying there's some way to get you back, Back to the way that things used to be, Back to the days when it was just you and me. I'm tied down and helpless, not much I can do, But utter those four precious words "baby I love you".

~ Best Bombing Family On Ct Contest ~
~ Best Bombing Family On CT Contest ~ Okay we will see who is the Best Bombing Family On CT Contest! Rules are as follows: * Must have a salute on file to comment bomb! * Must be added to my friends list(only with a salute). Folder will be only friends! * If we run into any problems i will stop contest to we find out what is wrong! Contest will be with both Rates + Comments = Total Contest will run from 6/7 thur 6/14 1st Place will be the 7 day Blast! 2nd & 3rd Place will be gifts from the Gift Shop! If uwant to join please send me a pic to your bombing family page or the Founders page And i will add your family! Thank You Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

4 Steps To Dysfunction
Random Lyrics for the day/week/however long till i do another.. 4 Steps to Dysfunction - Tactical Sekt " 2 point 4 kids riding in your Volvo A Kodak moment for the world to share Mommy's in the kitchen, cooking up a pot pie Watching "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" Little Johnny's in his room loading up a 12 gauge Jenny's in her room smoking crack What happened to your precious little family now? The devil slithered in when you turned your back (Chorus start) Step 1 - I want you to bleed for me Step 2 - I want you to kill for the thrill of it Step 3 - I want you to love the taste of murder Step 4 - I want you to die (Chorus end) Thousands of people die every day Thousands of people forgot to live Millions of dollars wasted on our egos Not enough money to buy salvation with Always want to put your 2 cents in Always quick to snatch it right back Always bitching about the state of the world today But you can only see the world in white and black 2 poi

Alive Onstage
Charley Drumm, ALIVE ONSTAGE 28 May 2007, 3:53pm For more than 25 years, CHARLEY DRUMM has been standing in front of people, playing his guitar, and singing the songs he loved to sing and the songs he wrote. His original songs are inspired by benchmarks in his life, loves and heartbreaks, friends and family, and a lifestyle that has taken Charley from rags to more rags. Now 50 something years old, Charley is undergoing a major lifestyle change, moving from married, family man to single, singer/songwriter, with a penchant for fishing. Any performance of Charley's witnessed, leaves one with the definite feeling you have just been a part of something special. Coming straight from the heart, leaving nothing onstage but sweat and tears, Charley pours out his energy and love of entertaining to his audiences. With a few exceptions, Charley has always been a solo act, completely comfortable being the focus of everyone's attention in any room he's played. The many years of solo work h

Running At The Mouth
I just want to thank you guys for coming to me to let me know when you see links & such of people smearing my name. It's cool though...you don't have to send em the links or anything. peoples' number one hobby is to degrade others and usually,I'm on the top 10 of that list. But it hasnt, nor will it EVER stop me from doing what I do.. I've been told I'm a sell out..that I act white..that I'm a bitch..that I can't act..and the list goes on. If any of the above ever proves to be true ::shrugs:: so what? LOL Am I to change into someone else? Nope..I think not.. so again..thank you guys & you rock I'm a big girlll...and hearing those things only make me realize that I'm on the right track.. In this society..its when they DON'T talk that there's a problem

Work
Hi there I am placing this so that all my friends and family will know that I have not forgotten them. For some unknown reason this is my busy time of year and I am working twelve to sixteen hours a day trying to get some plumbing done. Why do some people wait till it is the hottest time of year to build but this makes for good pay for me. I guess I shouldnt whine but if I dont answer right away this is the reason but I have not forgot the great people I have requested to be my friends and will get back to you asap. Thanks for filling my time up with a lot of fun surfing and allowing me to get to know each and all a little better each day.

Its Not Over
I was blown away. What could I say? It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything, And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life, But good things in life are hard to find. We'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. Taken all I could take, And I cannot wait. We're wasting too much time Being strong, holding on. Can't let it bring us down. My life with you means everything, So I won't give up that easily. I'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? 'Cause it's all misunderstood. Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This

Broked Bulletinz
I just tried to post a bulletin, but they're broken! Why does this site feel like the Citgo down the road? The glass sugar canister's broken, I say something, and the bitch behind the counter just tells me I'd better like my coffee black. Which I do. But still. Cunt. Goddamnit. I had important misinformation to share with you all today, and now the ever-important, life-affirming, life-SAVING bulletin feature is indefinitely fucked up. NOTA BENE: There may be a few shards of glass in the Sugar.

Salute Pics(for My Bombers) Part Three
First I want to extend a BIG Thank you to everyone who helped me all week!You have ALL been awesome!!I came in second and got a Corvette!:DThank you all so much!!Here are the last of the Salutes.. at least that I know of..lolWas so hard to keep track of all of you..lol!!I appologize for the delay, I had some camera issues..ugh!!My Bombers(In no peticular order)Big King FunWolf - Kris's DemonCannonbillLustful1LicksSir ShoetoJables♥ brat ♥

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I havent been here in a long frigin time. Boy have i missed a lot. NOT. Still see all the point wh*res. Cry babies. And a holes :) Geee arent i glad i got married and have a life :) Some of you amaze me. Exspecially the ones who care more about this site then there own "children" Nicee.

New Poem Im Working On Some What Dark
ok people here is new one i am working on let me know what you think and if you want to add some to some part let me know as well --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all traces of love and laughter have gone from her face her life is now nothing but a big disgrace all the years of pain and tears burried deep inside now stream down her once pretty face how she longs for the happiness to return; for her suffering to be over and the pain to subside her strength is now gone, no longer can she fight she walks away her life still nothing but a big disgrace.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- pain o glorious pain what a sweet release with every new cut blood drips out the deeply burried pain...... years of build up gone in a few simple scars so easy to hide.... anything to have the strength everyone wants and needs her to

"seize The Day...
...or die regretting the time you lost." I think about it every now and then. On maybe why we were all put here. On Earth, I mean. What was God's original goal for the human race and it's presense here? Were we all just part of an evolution of whats to come? Or are we now the final product? Whichever it may be, Im glad we're here. Well, I'm glad I'M here. I can plainly see without any help that the life I lived back in the day is not the same life I am living now. Back in the day, I wanted everything for myself and only for myself and thought nothing of the world and everyone because I was just too little to understand that caring for others was important. Today? I feel inspired by everyone I have helped, talked to, and cared for. I've learned that it is much better to give than to receive, and helping others would give you a chance to get back what you gave ten fold. That makes me feel good. So good that I want to be the me everyone knows me by today for the rest of my life, as

Reply From A Friend Abuot Billy Jack Aka Tom Laughlin
Bunch of pussies. Make love not war...HA! End the war... its about oil... the poor troops... its such shit. -The war will never end as it started in the fucking 50's by the booger eaters themselves -Oil? Whatever. Theres 10 times more in Africa alone. Equatorial Guiana has more than the US and its only the size of Maryland. -3400 dead soliders in 4 years sucks. Hell, 1 dead solider sucks at any time. Still... More kids die in car wrecks in the US each year. Don't hear any outrage about that do ya? The arrogance of the left is this: "As long as it happens 'over there' then fuck them. When it bothers me getting my mocha latte at Starbucks then I will consider it a global issue". Haji wants you dead... he will betray you... he will kill anyone... he will never stop. Shannon

Honor Our Fallen Heroes Today
Today is Memorial Day in the USA. MSNBC has done well by placing a photo article online to look into the faces of those who have died during the conflict of Iraq and the Afgan struggle. Show one moment of respect today for them by looking at the pictures of those who have been lost in the struggle for freedom of a people who needed our help. Some in our country have forgotten why we exist and part of that existance is to help the oppressed in the world by using our power and might to aid those who cannot do it alone. Many in our country bitch and moan about what has been happening in the struggle against the oppressiveness of terrorism and our military involvement. I say FUCK YOU if you dont get it and stop bitching. Start acting like men and women with pride for our efforts to help the oppressed. Make all the excuses you want for reasons why YOU think we should have never been involved but remember a few things: (1) 9/11/01 ended the reason to be idle in involvement. We bitched in thi

Sunday 5/27/07
I didn't do much yesterday, just sat in LooneyTuneHangout all day, and The Lobby for a little while, since that room isn't very talkative lol. Other than that I just chatted in messenger, messed in here and Myspace and litened to music all day. I'm trying to work on not being so shy, and it's harder than I thought it would be, unless I'm in LooneyTunes or messenger, no one really talks to me much in the Lobby, but oh well lol, I'll keep trying. Well, not much else happened yesterday, so this is all I'm going to write for now, and I'll write more later.

Memorial Day, May 28
It doesn't take a hero to order men into battle. It takes a hero to be one of those men who goes into battle. -- Norman Schwarzkopf Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear. -- Mark Twain Bravery is the capacity to perform properly even when scared half to death. -- Omar Bradley Valor is a gift. Those having it never know for sure whether they have it till the test comes. And those having it in one test never know for sure if they will have it when the next test comes. -- Napoleon Bonaparte How sleep the brave, who sink to rest, By all their country's wishes blest! When Spring, with dewy fingers cold, Returns to deck their hallow'd mould, She there shall dress a sweeter sod Than Fancy's feet have ever trod. By fairy hands their knell is rung, There Honour comes, a pilgrim gray, To bless the turf that wraps their clay; And Freedom shall awhile repair, To dwell, a weeping hermit, there. -- William Collins

Today Is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day
Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so please send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back to me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Have a wonderful day !

Clan Lupin The Wolfen Watchdogs Of Lestat's Dark Covenant
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. Now these are the rules: Rule 1: Wolfen's can not hold judgment over another member of the family unless directly ordered to do so by the founders or the creators. As a Watchdog we must hold ourselves distant when there is a crisis, we can not be ordered to attack or intervene on someone behalf unless it is a last resort and even then only the founders or creators can order us. Rule 2: Wolfen's are not above the Creators or the Founders, Wolfen are not all powerful and any Wolfen found Abusing power will be Judged by the Clan first then they shall be given to the Founders for family judgment. Rule 3: Wolfen's must bring any family problem or issue to the Founders, If one can not be found then either Elder WolfiePuP or Elder Bound Wolf must be contacted so that the problem/issue may be resolved. Rule 4: The Clan is Responsible for choosing new members and only Elder WolfiePuP &

Who I Am
Who am I ...I am a single mother of 3 very beautiful girls....I am a daughter, a mother , a sister, an aunt, I am a friend. I am very out spoken , very insensitive at times but very emotional. I am down to earth but very nit picky at points. Sometimes I have low self esteem and others I am very confident. I have loved and lossed and I have had my heart ripped out. I dont trust easily something a certain man took from me. I am a role model for my children and there best friend. I put my own needs and wants aside to just to see the light in there eyes when they smile. I love very few and the few that have my love have it unconditionally. when I love I give it all or I give nothing. I love my friends and we love to hang out and just have a good time! I am who I am and I have learned that nobody is worth changing for. If you cant love me for me than dont be in or a part of my life. I have made my share of mistakes and I try to learn from them but it doesnt always work out that way. I have

Blue Moon
Thursday, May 31 brings us the second of two full Moons for North Americans this month. Some almanacs and calendars assert that when two full Moons occur within a calendar month, that the second full Moon is called the "Blue Moon." The full Moon that night will likely look no different than any other full Moon. But the Moon can change color in certain conditions. After forest fires or volcanic eruptions, the Moon can appear to take on a bluish or even lavender hue. Soot and ash particles, deposited high in the Earth's atmosphere can sometimes make the Moon appear bluish. Smoke from widespread forest fire activity in western Canada created a blue Moon across eastern North America in late September 1950. In the aftermath of the massive eruption of Mount Pinatubo in the Philippines in June 1991 there were reports of blue moons (and even blue Suns) worldwide. Origin of the term The phrase "Once in a blue Moon" was first noted in 1824 and refers to occurrences that are uncomm

Japan! 私は日本に行きます
Yeah that's right! I'm leaving both Canada and the US for Japan! For a year atleast, then I might come back, because it's expensive to live there. like a grand a month just for a nice place. But I am still going! Yay, but this will probably be in a year or so no immediate worries.

Never Forget!
I know many fo you have plans for today. BBQ with family and friends. Maybe takiing in a movie. I'll be out at the Ball Field watching kids play baseball all day. These freedom don't come cheap and many young men and women of this great country have giving some and many have giving all to protect them. Please take a moment in your day with your friends and family to remember them. I Know I will! Sir Dave ** If You Feel The Same.. PLEASE REPOST! **

Its All Inside
Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us or we find it not. --Ralph Waldo Emerson The little rabbit stood alone, watching her family and friends hop and skip about her in the forest, playing her favorite rabbit game. Try as she might, each time she attempted to join in, she tripped about awkwardly. When this happened, the other rabbits laughed uproariously at her and called her "Grace." Soon even she forgot her real name. But in the moments when Grace was alone, she danced around the trees with ease. She was as smooth and graceful as any ballerina. An old owl sat high above her one night, watching her intently. The moonlight streamed through the treetops like a soft spotlight and he sat and watched as little Grace moved in and out of the moonbeams. Finally he said, "Grace, you are more graceful than any creature I've ever seen." Grace was startled that someone had been watching her, but listened carefully to the wise owl's words as he continue

Ways We Can All Do Better!
Ways We All Can Strive to Do Better!! 1) Make realistic goals for you, write them down, pray about them and try to achieve! 2) Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email address and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! 3) Stop making excuses about your life and make change! 4) If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor and be "Grown & Sexy" like you claimed all last year! (LOL) 5) Stop being someone's mistress! (Especially if you are aware that you are) 6) If you are between the ages of 22-35 please start listening to more than just Hip-Hop! 7) Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time and stop being pissed about missing a "mix"! You can party anytime! 8) Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! 9) Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get yo

The Magical Kitchen
________________________________________ Imagine that you have a magical kitchen in your home. In that magical kitchen, you can have any food you want from any place in the world in any quantity. You never worry about what to eat; whatever you wish for, you can have at your table. You are very generous with your food; you give your food unconditionally to others, not because you want something in return from them. Whoever comes to your home, you feed just for the pleasure of sharing your food, and your house is always full of people who come to eat the food from your magical kitchen. Then one day someone knocks at your door, and it’s a person with a pizza. You open the door, and the person looks at you and says, “Hey, do you see this pizza? I’ll give you this pizza if you let me control your life, if you just do whatever I want you to do. You are never going to starve because I can bring pizza every day. You just have to be good to me.” Can you imagine your reaction? In your kit

Narrow Mindedness
'There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance, that principle is contempt prior to investigation.'

Check This Or Die
lol did the title get your attention? well took me a fair while but I have finally finished my latest digital art piece which I have uploaded and is now my main picture on my profile. so go see and rate and comment ... or die lol

Friendship
What Is the Meaning of Friendship Who experiences it, and what does it really mean? Friendship goes far beyond human quantification, and all creatures have the capacity for this wonderful exchange. I'VE MADE TONS OF FRIENDS ON HERE...SO I TREASURE THEM AS MUCH AS THE ONES I HAVE HAD SINCE I WAS A CHILD..I BELIEVE YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE..THE ONES WHO HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST...THOSE WHO WITHOUT EVEN SAYING A WORD KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG AND ASK ME WHAT'S WRONG...THOSE WHO JUST PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE BECAUSE ALL THEY DID WAS STOP BY MY PAGE, THEY DIDN'T NEED TO LEAVE A COMMENT BUT JUST STOPPED BY...TO ME THAT'S WHAT A FRIEND DOES...WELL AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT...TO GIVE AS WELL AS TO RECEIVE...THEN ALL THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN LIFE.. AND FOR THOSE WHO WERE MY FRIEND A FEW MONTHS AGO AND ALL OF A SUDDEN FORGOT WHO WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED AN EAR OR SHOULDER AND NOW FORGET TO SAY A SIMPLE HI...JUST LET ME TELL YOU IT HURTS..BUT I NOW K

The Moral Of The Story
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight mini-skirts, and generally was braless. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a pleasant view of her private parts. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day the "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling

Think Like A Woman
A woman was walking down the street when she was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked her for a couple of dollars for dinner. The woman took out her bill fold, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some wine with it instead of dinner?" "No," I had to stop drinking years ago, the homeless woman replied. "Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?" the woman asked. "No," I don't waste time shopping, the homeless woman said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?" the woman asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless woman. "I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!" "Well," said the woman, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my hubby and myself tonight. The homeless Woman was astounded. "Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I

Ok, Copy And Repost Adult Questions - Dont Be Shy
1. Is sex best morning, afternoon or night? HELLOOO???? How would I know??? 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right side 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? I love Chicken 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No, I have never been drunk.. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Left 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? I dance even when everybody is watching . .hehehe 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? No. I played that I am a firewoman 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Filipinoes are very particular in cleanlines.. 12. Shower or bath? Both 13. Do you pee in the shower? No 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Don’t know yet 17. Do you love someone

Hey There Cherry Friends
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Hey sweeties, I got my car back so happy!! I am heading out for camping for a week at the lake. So if you dont hear from me thats why. I already sent in my updates for southern-charms and my clips stores. updates for sc are tuesday and thursday this week. and on my clip store I have one going on each day. have a good one sweeties..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie my group- http://groups.yahoo.com/group/loriesc4/ my e-mail loriesc4@yahoo.com

Happy Birthday Baby
Happy Birthday Playfulgod! Today is his 39th bday!!! Can you all show him some birthday love? please? He has to spend his day on a plane so I want him to have lotsa love when he gets home!!! þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP

Living In The Present
I never knew that things would happen as it would now. The whole world unfolding before my very eyes. To taste every pain, every joy, every sorrow and every heart felt smile to the fullest, and I do mean the FULLEST, was beyond a shadow of a doubt the best experience ever. And who would have thought that this could happen just by ignoring the past and future and just by staying in the now. This is one of the paths to Mastery. So what does Mastery entail?.... Being here, now, present. Have you ever been aware of every thought, every feeling and every physical sensation that went about your system? But this wasn't just a one off thing. This had to be practiced. I was like..wtf, I just got my heart broken and you want me to feel it to the full? Are you insane? Please let me just drown it with a bottle of Jack Daniel and I'll be fine. But then I surrendered, I surrendered to my heartbreak. I closed my eyes and when I opened them I was back in medieval Japan, and

The Scared Love
You said you wanted love, yet you stood there scared Even when I told you, that yes I really cared Knowing you'd been hurt, it made me love you more For what I saw in you, is what I'm looking for. Don't change your ways, stay the way you are Together in life, our love will go far. Just promise me love, and to give what you can And I'll vouch you my love, and forever your man. I won't break your heart, but I'll know when you cry That it's not from despair, but from how much I try. I'll never give less, but then to be in your heart, Forever to be one, and a love that won't part. So take hold of my hand, and walk with me Forever to love, and for our Lord to see That the hearts he had planned together as one For a quest that is filled, and a love that is won.

The Hunt (part:2)
If I dare to bare my soul...Will you embrace the innocence like that of a newborn child?Will you will you fall into the depths, the darkest places...And not be afraid?Will you get lost in the hidden places?Or displaced in the storms?If I take your hand, will you follow me into chaos and find a fire to burn with me?I will show you real.I will show you beautiful.I will open my eyes and see you,But only if you see me.I will teach you to dance with someone under the starlit sky,And not just propose such things.Let the heavens open up and pour your rain down on me,So I am drenched in your soul.Your lust.Your passion.And you too, will feel me in every part of your body,Tingling...Like a drug known to no man. Immerse yourself in me,And I will breathe life into your lungs.

What Is Love
Love is like a dove, Singing a sweet song, You never know when this song will end. So girls dont be shy. Boys dont act like big men. Just wait you time, Until it is all right. If you think you are in love, You can't be hilarious, It is something you have to take serious. So just move with the pace, And it will go all great. If he cannot wait, Show him the gate. There is no need to rush, Why not move smoothly like a brush? If you're not ready, Tell her do'nt be dreary. There will come a time when you would say, why did we have to break away. do by Christine

Love Is Hard
Love is hard, but it is great, I am in love, maybe you are to, I wish this guy knew, I want to be his forever, If he was mine I would never love anyone more than him, I just want to be in his arms, I want to kiss him so bad, but I think he thinks that I sleep around, I don't though, I just want to be his, but Love is hard. do by Christine .

Loneliness
I saw loneliness clearly She was so thin and frail She turned slowly and effortlessly over the ground. I saw her translucent skin, Her clear eyes and then I hear her whisper softly and that is when I truly felt alone. Done by Christine

If You Love Me
If your ever going to love me Love me in the here and now For it cannot be bought Nor traded Let it not pulverize But shine deep inside Embers sparkle the scent of peppermint Let us dance in the midst of the twilight The signifiance is only known unto us done by Christine

My Love For You
The sight of your face Made me weak The shine of your smile Made me faint Your love for another Made me jealous I have loved you from a distance for ever I will love you until time is through I wish I could have you and hold you I wish you saw my love I would treat you like a God I would guard you from all pain I would never let you fall Jealous as I may be My love shines over As strong as I can be My love weakens me done by Christine

Wish Of Love
If I had a wish tonight I would wish with all my might That in the moon and stars above My wish would bring me my True Love And if I had a dream come true It would be just me and you For all I wish and all I see Is for you to love me endlessly So I close my eyes and wait The decision of the Fates And if my wish comes true I'll know The true connection to my soul Done by Christine

Love Has A Chance
A rose needs sun to blossom and grow, Just how much no one will ever know. My heart is the rose, your love is the sun, It's a cloudy day and sunshine has not begun. My pedals are wilting, slowly to the ground, Now more than ever because you're not around. I started with ten pedals, now down to five, Without sun this poor rose will not survive. Four pedals left and still no sun, Now I wonder if you're really the one. Three pedals left and I don't know what to do Clouds just won't let the sun shine through. Two pedals to go before my little rose dies, So far the weather report has been a lie. One pedal left before this rose is gone, Then without warning out pops the sun. Love has a chance. done by christine

The Hunt (part:1)
I lean my back against the cool bark of the tree, breathing deep...But ever so quiet...I sense your presence...Looming like a shadow in the dark night.You are so close, I can almost taste you.Yet so far, I cannot see you.The night air fills my lungs...My heart races so fast I fear it will give out.My body aches, as the blood rushes hot through my veins...Invigorated by your hunt...I close my eyes, and hear your voice in my ear, like the passing wind.For a moment it is unreal...A distorted thought manifested by my desire.My madness.I dare not open my eyes, for you may disappear,And I can already feel the hands of ecstasy lay down upon me...Scorching my skin with the fire of it's passion...Might I open my eyes....Might i embrace the animalistic tendencies my body feels when you are so close?Be your angel in the night, and lead you through the darkness?

What Do I Have To Do
All this time ive felt i was doing things all wrong and many thing have told me i was. Although its been said that im not but things just seem to be all the same i tend to find a way to fawk things up In more ways then one and now it seems ive pushed u away. i feel like that toy the kid gets tried the one that gets its 5 minutes of fame I guess its all really my fault Ive never been good at this time and i guess I will never be I cant say ive done my best, But i can say i never stopped loving you So now ill just leave it at that, its all up to u now. I will havee to learn to live with ur decision and live with my mistakes. I wont like it but what more can i say What do i have to do......

Our Very Own Raven, In A Vampire Contest.
raven is a contest that will finish on the 31st of may, she is our very own co-founder of the bombers and needs our help. one rating stands as ten commens and comment bombing is allowed too, drop by and show her some love...

Mumms
It's been a while since I posted a blog. I am gonna try to do this more often. Anyway, I haven't really looked at mumms or anything before this week. Now since they're such high point totals for each vote, and furthermore they get you alot more points if you make one. With that said... People...mumms are really not that serious. Real tough life situations are really not crucial to be posting on a mumm...whether you should stay with your cheating boyfriend or take your kid to therapy or your whether you should accept that your son is gay or not...I mean sure, it's always nice to have that outside opinion...but do you really want it from a bunch of immature strangers who really couldn't care an ounce less about your problems? I'm not trying to be a pessimist here, but think about it for a second...how many sincere, thoughtful people have you met on here compared to the care-free, full-of-shit ones? I bet the assholes way outnumber the others. Now think about that...how many as

Temp Bombers List, To Help Me Sort Out Links And Bio's.
This is just a temp list until we get everyone in and together, as its a new bomb squad so gonna take a little time. ME (Raven) Bubba Lezka Crazy Lady, (Bubbas Mom) Sting DJ Soulz DJ BearNekkid if i missed anyone then please tell me or put tbr in your name so its easier for me to know who you are?!?!?!?! Thats it for now until i speak to the remaining ppl WITHOUT TBR Bombers in their name ... tut tut!

Dare To Dream
You may get a lot of negative feedback from others, and so much happens in life to block the road you wish to travel. But you must dream anyway and cherish your dreams as they come from your soul and are the blueprint of who you are. What's more, they represent the direction you should take on earth. Let your heart set your goals and remain dedicated to them . Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it. Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away

Please Accept These Words.
Looking back, I do regret so many things Memories I've made People I've pushed away Those that I've made feel so afraid... But I'm not nor have I been anything but the same little girl you met that day, tugging your hand. Thinking back, I know now that I can intimidate, hurt and break so many many things; Those I've hurt, with open hearts... Please accept these words. Still I'm not nor will I now accept all the blame; The little girl you meet today, can't take that. Sorry... sorry... I've never been good at this; Sorry... sorry... But at least I'm saying it. Sorry. To those I've pushed away.... Sorry. To those I never forgave.... Sorry. For being so afraid.... To those I intimidate... And those I'll meet someday...

Lmao Check This Out
Is it possible to have too much of a good thing? There are warring impulses going on within you: extreme courtesy and total extravagance. Walk the line and you'll indulge just enough to have fun without going overboard.

Be Careful
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer." The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled

Not A Contest But A Giveaway
HEY EVERYONE..IM IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A 7 DAY BLAST..I NEED TO GET 14,000 COMMENTS IN 7 DAYS STARTING TODAY...PLEASE STOP BY AND SHARE THE LOVE....HERES THE LINK...COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED...MANY THANKS IN ADVANCE

More Adult Questions
1. Is sex best morning, afternoon or night? It's best whenever I can get it. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? In the Middle 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Beef 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yes 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Left 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Yes 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Yes 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No, but I've been offered money to put them back on. 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top I'm a good cook. 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Both 12. Shower or bath? Bath but i take mostly showers. I'm to tall for most tubs 13. Do you pee in the shower? No 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Depends on how I feel so i would have to say Both 17. Do you love someone on

The Prayer Of The Fallen
The Prayer of the Fallen We gave our lives that you may be free No matter what nation we served We gave the supreme sacrifice our lives And when we returned home To our final resting place beside comrades old and young We lay under flag draped coffins Now is the time to remember us Dedicated to all fighting men and women no matter what nation or flag Just remember who ever they are they fought with valor

Repost As "questions You Don't Normally Get Asked..."
Do you know anyone in Prison? No 2. Have you ever logged onto a bf/gf/crush's Cherry page? No 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? I don¡¦t like them.. 4. Which do you enjoy more: Soccer or Hockey? None of the above.. I enjoy Basketball 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? No 6. Name someone you miss. My mama 7. Are you named after a grandparent? No. Named after the Goddess Venus 8. Who loves you? My family, friends, Jeff 9. Have you ever broken a rib? No 10. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? A girl .. 11. Who is the most spoiled person you know? Me 12. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? A million dollars so I can give something to Unicef 13. Which of your Cherry friends have a private piercing? I never bother to ask.. 14. Is your boyfriend/girlfriend a Marine? No 15. What would you describe your last relationship as: It was full of Lies. lies lies 16. Would you rather dat

A Fallen Soldier!!!!
I would like for everybody to bow their heads and pray....One of my best friends will not be coming home from Iraq this time around....I will be calling his momma today to get some nice pictures so I can put them up in honor of him....His name was Jacob Alan Mosely Jr. and he was only 28 years old....Please everybody just bow your heads for a moment and pray that his body comes home safe and pray for his momma and the rest of his family as well!!!! Ringtones | Downtown Chicago Real Estate | mp3 codes

Professionalism Vs. This...
So I posted a limerick as announcement on MM. I got a few responses back, but this was the most...interesting. Thought I would share it with you. :) (Protected Identity) 05/28/07 4:50 AM So it looks like we may be up through the night I say hell, thats perfectly alright Cause your smokin hot I don't say that alot Join me on my space, I'll try not to bite. Well maybe a little...lol Cyleste 05/28/07 4:54 AM (Message read) Ha...that was cute.... (Protected Identity) 05/28/07 4:59 AM If you care to join me for a bit of fun or two I'll try not to take up all of your time Feel free to ping m%$32ger@yahoo Relax and enjoy silly shit with a rhyme Cyleste 05/28/07 5:03 AM (Message read) Another cutesy rhyme I REALLY have to pee I can't run out of time... Since I have nowhere to be! Mmk...gimme a sec Cyleste 05/28/07 5:13 AM (Message read) Okie added you on Yahoo...I have to re-boot, but I shall be right back. Promise. ^_^ (Pr

Arrest
this week end i was arrested, and spent the week end in Worm town's jail cell. I hate the system, it doesn't work, it just makes money off of innocent people. who ain't really doing nothing well real criminals go free, i know what i'm sayin' isn't anything new, but seriously, this country is fuckin' bull shit now adays.

Memorial Day Update: Worst Of O&a, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos Online
Happy Memorial Day from the Opie and Anthony Show. We hope you're all enjoying a nice, restful extra day of weekend bliss to hit the beach, get a tan, or catch up on some much-needed sleep. If you happen to turn on the radio (terrestrial stations, that is), you'll enjoy the Worst Of Opie and Anthony in most markets. The O&A Show returns LIVE tomorrow, Tuesday the 29th. NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks again to our pal Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face (so very NSFW), we have some lovely new boobies to gawk at: RateMyWOW: Lexi Bardot RateMyWOW: Olivia Winters RateMyWOW: Hailey Young The lovely girls from FOUNDRY CAMS sent in a great new compilation video of their amazing hot asses: FOUNDRY CAMS MONTAGE - A Bevy Of Beautiful Women The first Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus Comedy Show is only a few weeks away!!! Sweet Jesus, do you have your tickets?!?!?!?! If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS (h

A Witches Duty
Craft Law holds that we have a variety of duties: to the Gods, to our fellow Witches, to our neighbours, and to the Earth. Our duties to the Gods: To the Gods we offer our devotion, freely given, for they demand no sacrifice of us. Our offer is simple enough: to share our acts of love and pleasure with Them when we feel so inclined. Those acts of love and pleasure go beyond the obvious ones that we share with our lovers in private moments - think of the taste of cool water on a hot day, or the beauty of the Moonrise on a clear night, or the sheer joy of music well-performed. The Witch's customary duty, and great pleasure, is to listen for the messages of the Gods. The Gods do not force us to listen to Their words, nor can other Witches tell whether we are or are not paying attention to the Gods. But all the same, we learn through the wise words of our teachers, and the example of our fellow Witches, that listening - actively and openly - to the Gods is a good thing to do. For

Harrasement
I have had to block this arrogant bastard...he's downrated me constantly and shouted obscenities in the shoutbox... spiralvayn...: hey bitch..wanna facefuck my cock.. That is just one of the things he said to me this morning. People will read this and nearly every one of you will just fob me off but let me remind you of the downrater bulletins that have gone on here....this one is not a downrater bulletin... THIS IS HARRASEMENT. if someone was knocking on my door doing that to me you wouldnt let ithappen so help me out and show this arsehole that he cant get away with terrorising people on the internet. Have wasted my breath but its worth a shot. spiralvayne@ CherryTAP

Websites And Stuff
Hi there, we recently had a guy build a website for our pics and stuff. We have just over 3000 pics taken over the last 5 years. We have no idea about this stuff, the site was launched without us knowing it was online and we have not uploaded the content which has caused hubby no end of grief...... but he is trying to sort it all out this week. What kind of things do you want to see on a solo girl site? Let us know. Kylie...x

A Stupid Error Message.....
I've been trying for the past several hours to repost bulletins. For some reason I can't do so. All I get is this error message..... Error: failed to post bulletin of type '1'! try again later. Has anyone else been getting this message as well? Or am I the only one?

Saturday, 27 May 2007
It was time to make sure Kay remembers her place and the she is to submit, this is done with a maintenance soanking, not hard, just enough to warm up the ass, and remind her to behave. After a discipline or punishment Kay must thank me for taking the to to correct her behavior, and yesterday was no different, except when done with the maintenance she decided to just walk off, no thank you at all. I quickly reminded her of that rule and she said thank you and off she went. Later in the day Kay came to me and apologizes for her actions, she on purpose did not thank me to see if I would say anything or not, she had tried to test me. Although Kay knew once she did this she would be in more trouble, she submitted and allowed herself to face the punishment she was sure to get. very proud of her for that. Upon hearing that she tried to test me it was back over the table where for the next 30 minutes her bare ass was made to pay for her actions. afterwards was typing sentences, corner,

Class Ring
CLOSE TO THE DOOR WAY HE PASSED TO STAND AS HE TOOK THE CLASSRING FROM HER HAND ALL WHO WERE WATCHING DID NOT SPEAK AS A SILENT TEAR... ...RAN DOWN HIS CHEEK AND THROUGH HIS MIND THE MEMORIES RAN OVER THE MOMENTS THEY SHARED IN THE SUN AND SAND BUT NOW HE SAW HER EYES WERE COLD HE WOULD NEVER AGAIN HAVE HER HAND TO HOLD THEY WATCHED IN AWE AS HE BENT NEAR & WHISPERED I LOVE YOU" IN HER EAR WITH THE RING ON HIS FINGER HE KISSED HER GOOD-BYE REMEMBERING SHE'D WORN IT HE BEGAN TO CRY THEN THE DOOR SHUT AND THE WIND BEGAN TO BLOW AS THEY LOWERED HER CASkIT ... INTO THE SNOW

Through The Ages...
Music has come a very long way. From classical to classic rock, and rock & roll to heavy metal. However, our opinions on them have always been different. Some folks like to live in the past where others seem to find their santcuary in the new music. There will always be debate upon which music is better and which is really just crap. It will never change. However, how people see the music of today can actually be altered, since it seems the music has decided to take a step back...way back. There have been several occasions where bands have kept with the "old school" sound, which, nowadays, couldn't be beaten. Of course, this is just an opinion. Am I wrong?

Im A Bitch
->popeye1346: haha takes one to know one dont it wanker popeye1346: dont think i will bitch ->popeye1346: fuck off mate read pro-file 1st then ask me again popeye1346: whats ur yahoo o msn? its easy 2 do read my pro-file b4 asking 4 addy oh and im proud 2 b a bitch go show him sume love hey http://www.cherrytap.com/user/190127

This Is It...
Three Days left. This is a code and directions on how to spread votes for my benefit! this is crunch fucking time! spread to mad comment pages! Tell me you helped me out. There's something for you in the end if i'm first! here is the code save this! all you do before copy pasting, is remove the * before each HTML code, replace it with

Love Is Patient With A Life
Love is patient with a life That brings its share of pain. We know sometime there is an end To the most stubborn rain. We know the sun comes out again On a world that's fresh and new, And all the gifts we freely give Somewhere, sometime accrue. We know sometimes we have to wait For life to come around, And sometimes that it won't, but still There's some good to be found. And even when things happen that Your soul can hardly bear, Know that I'll be next to you; My love is always there. @};---;-- SweetDesire

What Tree Did You Fall From? ( I Am An Ash)
What Tree Did you fall from? >> >>WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? >>Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and >>somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that >>sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but don't >>forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and >>see what you are like... >> >>Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree >>Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree >>Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree >>Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree >>Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree >>Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree >>Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree >>Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree >>Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree >>Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree >>Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree >>Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree >>Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree >>May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree >>May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree >>May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree >>Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree >>Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig

Iwas Buried In Boobies
This is the first photo I have seen from the recent video shoot for Julie Simone's "House on Horny Hill" from Abigail Productions... whoo hoo!!! There I am peaking out from the bottom of the pile, literally buried up to My neck in boobies. I must say... I like kissing pretty girls, and boobies... Sometimes, I like to call girls "squishies" and boys "pokies". I am getting ready for the next video project with Julie Simone... this one is actually a series I am to star in called "Duality". I just read the script and outline the other day, and I'm really excited. So excited I sent off for a new rubber hood to shoot in. Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

When The Going Gets Tough
I cant even sleep anymore with out tossing and turning.No matter how much i try to lie to everyone i know.. i am feeling worse and worse. So what do you do when you cant explain to the people in your life.. you blog. Its not like he will read this anyways.. so it will be all ok..or will it. Every day i fight with demons. Just like everyone does. Jealousy, wanting, needing, lonliness.. its all there. Seems like since this has all happened i feel even more alone now than i did before. I try to say everything is ok.. smile. But inside my heart is breaking. If i was smart i would have never gotten envolved. But no one ever said i was the bright one of the bunch. lol. It just stings you know. To love someone so much... that you are willing to go through hell and back again. Just to be with them again. And i hate taht i get mad at him everytime i get upset. And i cant stop being upset. Because of him.. no because of us.. i cry everyday. I had a great night tonight.. went out with some ol

Woman And A Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the Pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the Pastor. The young woman explained. "My grandmothe

Friends
I rate & fan all the profiles I visit.To me there is no need for crewlty so everyone gets a 10. I appreaciate all who takes the time to do the same back. I love making friends, don't read anything into it, I'm just friendly, but not looking for anything more than friendship .I appreciate my friends,they are treasures to me .

Just Up.
Just up with my boy Ronnie drinking some beer. And chillin while trying to get over this lady i've known and loved 4 a long time. She stays on my mind constantly. And i just want 2 emotionally just let her go.Don't get me wrong,i have other woman i could move on with but this 1 paticular still has my complete Heart and Soul. She is the 1 i consider 2 be my Soulmate. But because i was so stupid,selfish and self ricious. I may have lost her 4ever. And that truely breaks my Heart. Because Again,i know she was created 4 me,but i did things that drove her away. Babes i do and always will love you. And can never thank you enough 4 blessing us with 2 beautiful Angels who i adore along with this lady whom i lost due 2 my stupidity. I live now everyday hoping and wishing i could find awy 2 erase the damage i've done and ust get this very special lady back. Like i said i'm just up.

A Life Poem
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Tak

Icp
From deep within the Netherworld of shadow walkers comes yet another exhibit of the Dark Carnival. He is the master of the art of using magic without magic. He is a Necromaster... the craft of using magic through the dead. Dead meaning both physically and mentally. This spectacle shall be witnessed only by those who are meant to see it. Look deep inside of your soul and ask yourself... Do you hold a ticket to witness the show? The answer lies within yourself. He is the fourth to rise. He feeds upon one's own greed. He is powered by one's own jealousy, lust, and temptation. To envision yourself with something that rightfully does not belong to you... that is the illusion cast by him. To act upon this vision and seek it out at the expense of another... that is the magic cast by him. Continuous dreamers of profit at the cost of another are pledged and haunted by his wizardry. Others are content and satisfied with what they can achieve by themselves and have not the urge to tamper with ano

Icp
The Insane Clown Posse claim that they were visited by the spirit of the Dark Carnival and were shown six revelations in the form of Jokers Cards; the first Jokers Card being unleashed on the world in 1991. Each Jokers Card is more than an album... each has a specific message telling the world to change their evil ways before "the end consumes us all". Will this be the end of the Jokers Cards, of ICP, or "the crumbling of time itself"? No one can be sure. 2004 marked the unveiling of the last of the Jokers Cards, the culmination of the Six. A Calm has settled on Humanity, but they have little time to prepare for what is next in store for them from the Insane Clown Posse! Welcome to the show, the traveling ghetto. No longer will the ghetto just be that slum that you keep your kids away from, that slum that you drive through pointing and gawking at. No longer will the ghetto just be a slum that you hear about on the news. If someone from this hell hole wanders into your neighborhood he

Its Monday And I'm Still Not Special.
My tummy is upset. My thumbs hurt. I can't sleep. That dude on that show was on that other show too. I never watched that other show, that's why it is still only the other show and not The show. I won a free game of mini golf while playing mini golf. Lunar style with black lights and glowy stuff every where. Once I'm gone no one will keep in touch. No one ever keeps in touch. I'm not gonna keep in touch either though. That would envolve work and we all know I am not all about that at all. I played tetris for a couple hours on a big screen TV, high deffinition, good times.

Icp
~ The Story Behind the Mayhem ~ ICP has created somewhat of an epic with their albums. Over a decade ago, they released the first of 6 Joker’s Cards. Although they have several albums other than the Joker’s Cards, these 6 albums represent their main purpose. Each album preaching another one of the Dark Carnival's messages to the world. J and Shaggy say that they gave themselves the identity of clowns to better fit in while spreading the messages of the Dark Carnival, others say they're clowns because? well they're buffoons. However you perceive this strange rap group from Detroit, the fact is that they're here to stay. With their grease painted faces, fat, heavy carnival beats and demented, vulgar lyrics injected with positive messages and magic? You have the band you love to hate? the Insane Clown Posse. ICP recorded its first Jokers Card in 1991. After money problems and other hurdles, Carnival of Carnage was finally released in October 1992. It was followed by an EP en

Another Turn
You say to your self, stop this, I won't go back there again, and knock on the door. Don't look in the windows, you know how you are in there, close your eyes, pretend you were never there. All evidence to the contrary, call your self a liar, don't go back for that, not again, again, again, again. This sort of behavior could be looked on as addiction, it does break one down, as you put you hand on the handle of that door, close you eyes, and open.

The Great Gathering
After that call she left and didnt see him for 1 1/2 years, they meet in the Rivia, where she was vacationing they spend alot of time together, but with no commitment to each other, slowly they are beginning to fall in love with each other, Storm had something she wanted to talk to Gino about but they were having to much fun to bring up something she wasnt sure of herself.......her work required alot out of her many hours of her time and the dangers of the job would put both him and Tamra to risk and she couldnt do that even tho Tamra was now almost 2 years old she took picture of Gino so her daugthter would know who her father was it ate at her that she didnt have a father and her daughter does....she wanted her daughter to have what she didnt have, so she planned on the next vaction if she ran into him again she would tell him of his daughter now that she is 3 years old and tell him of her work as an agent from the WSB,World Securtiy Bureua....She desided to go to Spain for vacation,

For My Son
my dear son i see how you're confused so young you didn't know there was so much to lose just know the love we have for you will never change your sadness i promise it won't last forever you will always have a family even if we're not together dry your eyes and grab your toys so we can play just like you i didn't want what has taken place i don't know what to say when you ask why things can't stay the same one day when you're old enough you'll know the truth i know how hard it is for you to truly understand when you ask me if she will ever be coming back it won't be here but don't worry you'll see her really soon through it all your love for us has been so unselfish your love has given me so much to learn from all this your heart is big and i wish things would have gone your way i know you want things back to how they were it kills me to see how much you really hurt but over time you will grow strong from this all one day you point out familiar places yo

Crystal Meth For Kids?! (repost As Bulletin Please)
I got this in an e-mail from my mother, and reworded it. She got it from a friend of hers in Missouri .... I've posted it as a bulletin in my MySpace (nockternyl_dreams) but for some reason can't get it posted as a bulletin here on CT. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE repost it, linking it back to thig blog. It can save childrens' lives!! This has been in the news a lot in Missouri as there have been quite a few cases detected. Not sure where it stands in your areas, but thought I would forward the information. I have been alerted by one of our EMT's for our VFD (Volunteer Fire Dept.) that they have received e-mails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystal Meth that is targeted at children. Please be aware of this new form! If you have friends who "protect and serve" or even who are emergency responders, please let them know. If it's a child showing symptoms of drug usage, or drug overdose, this new form may be the cause. They ar

I Need To Tell You A Secret
1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LOOK AT #5) 2) THE ANSWER IS (LOOK AT #11) 3) DON'T GET MAD (LOOK AT #15) 4) CALM DOWN DON'T BE PISSED ( LOOK AT #13) 5) FIRST (LOOK AT #2) 6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (LOOK AT #12) 7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY BOO!!!..LOL 8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS (ANSWER IS ON #14) 9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4) 10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (LOOK AT #7) 11) IM NOT MAD WHEN I'M SAYIN THIS (LOOK AT#6) 12) SORRY (L0OK AT #8) 13) DON'T BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (LOOK AT #10) 14) I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (LOOK AT #3) 15) YOU MUST BE REALLY PISSED OFF (L0OK AT #9) hehehe

So I Went To A Sick Ass........
Rave last night oh my god it was so much fun just even when i walked around gow sticking and dancing how ever i wanted and not to get jugded there or anything it was so much fun ran in to a bunch of old friends from high school and made alot of new ones!! i so cant wait to go to anouther one!!!

Ramblings Of My Sleep-deprived Brain.
DELTA 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry. Had to get that out of my system! 911 was hectic today. I had all kinds of silly stuff going on. It would seem that everyone and their mother decided to become deeply inebriated today. Add to that the fact that several of 'em thought it'd be quite splendid to break into a couple of different houses and threaten folks and you have a day full of hoohas. We had an accidental gunshot wound to a 74 year old man's leg. How's that for fun? I had several life flights, but no deaths! Score for the Kloey! Twas a good day. I met my new EMT. He's a nice fellow. Can't wait to meet his family (from what I've heard, his wife has the most awesome sense of humor!) whenever he gets around to bringing 'em up to the office. Also, one of my officers brought me some chocolate covered strawberries. First time I've ever had any. They were quite delicious! Such plump, moist berries! Fortunately, no one witnessed the red juices coating my lips. The way

I Wanted To Thank All Who Voted!
I want to take the time to thank all who voted for my band "The Ghosts of Now" we really appreciate all the support! Maybe next time eh? Nothin but love! Thanks again, Lee the untouchable world breaker! I'm huntin down yer crew like a pack of Bloodhounds!

Happy Mermorial Day Everyone...read Ty
Hello I want to say thank you for ur time an courage an efforts for what you do for our country. i feel ashamed i couldn't do my part do to a disablitly but i am glad we all have others like ur self's to help us out.you will not be forgotten NEVER!!! god bless you an ur families. love you guys....ur friend always Trouble Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Problmes
i am sorry to the new people I have added to my page today. I am sorry that I could not rate some of you sites like I wanted. The comeputer was having a small glish I hope it is fixed now and i will try to go back and rate the sites I missed. Sorry all. And a higher note, as most of yoou know my b-day was last week. It was a great day for me. It started it started with a give from my mom on Thurdsay. Then I wen with someone I consider move for a all afeternoon fun time. And to me it ended yesterday wen my rl bf gave me his gift. Witch I will be using as soon as he is done doing all the upgaradies to it. LO I want to ty you all that sent gift to my gift bix. That was so sweet of all ove you ty. Love P_Angel

Body Parts
Body Parts........... Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose Kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the Kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every Day. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was Just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who Would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for Years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the Entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I Resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy Pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. My ass was next. I knew it was the same gang, because they took pains To match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I Couldn't believe that my new ass was attached at least three inches Lower

What What U Say
Proverbs. 21:23 Whoso keepeth his mouth and his tonguekeepeth his soul from troubles. Most of the time, when people feel bad aboutthemselves, they talk about others to make themselvesfeel better. People that are always talking about people aredangerous. They speak curses and poisonous venom thatcan kill. Usually, their life is not where itshould be, so they have to pull everyone down to theirlevel with their words. It's easier to pull people down to your level when youare a do nothing, than to follow your vision, becomesomething, and pull people up! Don't you knowthat your situation could be the result of a cursethat you spoke on someone else? Don't you know that you put yourself down when you putothers down? You must realize that your life is whatyou said it would be. AND YOUR SITUATION COULD BE ARESULT OF CURSING SOMEONE ELSE WITH YOUR WORDS! Be careful my friends. This is something that we allneed to watch. God is speaking this very loudly inthis day and time. When people hurt you,

Never Lie To Ur Mother
Brian invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but notice how beautiful Brian's roommate, Jennifer, was. Brian's Mom had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Jennifer, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Brian and Jennifer than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Jennifer and I are just roommates." About a week later, Jennifer came to Brian saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: Dear Mom, I'm not saying that you "did" take the gravy ladle from the house, I'm not saying that you "did not"