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Lost Heart
I FEEL THAT I AM LOSING MY HEART, WETHER YOU SAY GOOD-BYE OR YOU BACK AWAY, THAT THERE IS NO PLACE TO GO, AND DREAMS AREN'T SAFE ANYMORE, SO I NEED NOT TO SLEEP, NIGHTMARES TAKE ME TO THE DARKEST PLACES, FEAR LIVES,LOVE DIES, MY SCREAM IS PARALYZED,... TEARS FLOW LIKE RIVERS, TO HATE IS POISON, AND NOT TO FEEL ANYTHING,IS DEATH. THE DEVIL WAITS TO TAKE MY SOUL, THE ANGELS ARE GONE, UNTIL THEY RETURN,IF THEY DO, I WILL BE CARRIED AWAY, THE ANGEL OF DEATH IS NEAR, I FEEL HIM, AND HE WANTS TO TAKE ME, FOR I DON'T HAVE MUCH FIGHT LEFT, SO I WITHER INSIDE, UNTIL I DIE.

Now I See Truth
Too long has my mind been confused lost in the depths of lies in a state of perpetual abuse for ignorance is intellects demise Rising from the grave with eyes pried wide i escape the clutches of stupidity to save myself of intellectual suicide to live a life fraught with longevity I search to sate the thirst to know to understand ignorance is a curse larceny of wisdom, the Christian plan To this i say, God is false an odious misconception the icon of all that man has lost deity of obfuscation

Dark To Light
Into my life you came, Without any kind of shame. Bringing into my life a spark, You clear away the dark. Changing the dark of midnight, Shining you love to give me light. Like a solider trained to fight, You changed the dark to light.

46 Some Never Know
She held his heart like a captive in the night And through it all lord it felt so right Now you might think A case of blind leading blind But in the end they find It's a love some never know He brought his love down from the mountain so high And he knew the price to pay to bridge the great divide But the freedom that he gained And the dreams he sacrificed With a soul that was stained... It's a love some never know And as the years go by Their lives intwine Until two nervous hearts become one They share their souls beneath that clear Dakota sky The roads were rough but they never lost their sight Now you might think A case of everlasting youth But in the end its true It's a love some never know

Bitter Dream Learning Stuff
I dreamed that I was in a dorm. Which is odd cause I've never been in one. I suppose that it could be one of my bitter regrets rearing its ugly head. I wanted to live in one, or at least get my own apartment. But oh no, I went ahead and followed my mothers wishes. I lived with this horrible old woman for like a month and then I found a room mate, who stole from me and made life hell. So yes, a tad bitter there. Anyhow, me being a kook, decided to look it up in the dream dictionary. This is what I found: "To dream that you are in a dormitory, represents the value you place on knowledge and education. You believe that you are always learning and not just in the classroom" I do like learning, but I've been slacking lately. I thought about going to the university and just hiding in the back for a lecture. Maybe I could read more dream books =P. I value my dreams, I think of them as peep holes into my subconscience, which is were alot of problem solving happens. Problem solvi

New Dreams
As the days pass and hours tick away, dreams come and go day by day. Every thing crumbles or so it may seem, But for each new day there is a new dream. So when bad things threaten to burst the seams, There is always room for better and new dreams.

I Need To Get Away....
Ive taken THREE vacations in the past two months. A week long in Florida. A weekend in the Desert at a Music Fest. A weekend in Baja. So far, NONE have worked. I come back and everything goes insane. I've made up my mind. I'm leaving Los Angeles. As soon as I find a job, im gone.

Patiently Waiting
I'm waiting here Patiently Just around the corner Many people passing by I talk to a few They aren't the voice I need Several birds fly through Singing your songs Keeping me content I have been here for years It seems Time stands still at this intersection I could call a cab I could jump on a bus Maybe I'll just wander I won't drift far Just takin the scenic route For now I can still hear the birds I'm still waiting Patiently

Check-out Day!!
Whoo Hoo!!!! They're finally leaving! For the whole summer, they'll all be gone... I am so psyched! I'm hitting the bar immediately after work to celebrate that and, of course, to watch the Ducks kick some ass... ~ * ~ QUACK ~ * ~

The Funeral Service
A young minister was asked by a funeral director in Lawton to hold a graveside service for a homeless man, with no family or friends, who had died while traveling through south-central Oklahoma. The funeral was to be held at a cemetery way back in the country, and this man would be the first to be laid to rest there. As the young minister was not familiar with the area, he became lost; and being a shy man, he did not stop for directions. He finally arrived an hour late. The young minister saw the crew eating lunch, but the hearse was nowhere in sight. He apologized to the workers for his tardiness, and stepped to the side of the open grave, where he saw the vault lid already in place. The young minister assured the workers he would not hold them long, but he believed that it was still the proper thing to do. The workers gathered around, still eating their lunch. The young minister poured out his heart and soul. As he preached, the workers began to say "Amen," "Praise the Lord,"

Your Opinion
Well if you read the last blog, you know what I went through with my mom the past week and a half. Well, on top of all that, I had other issues to deal with. My son, He will be 18 in June and He is out of controll. My husband came on home Sunday to find that someone had broken a window to get into our bedroom (I have to keep my bedroom locked at all times to keep things from getting stolen) They took about $450 in coins and a Nintendo Wii. We suspected my son but there was no proof. Well, Thrusday he decided to steal my husbands truck and go joy riding. He has no drivers licences and was high. He got pulled and searched and they found pot and a crack stem (whatever that is) on him and got him for drugs but not for stealing the truck. The police officer told us we would have to get a warrent for him for unlawful possition of a moter vehicle. After I got home this Sunday everything hit me all at once. I have pretty much cried uncontrobally for the past 2 days. I have had thoughts about h

Loving Cup
Search as long and hard as a man may, Pictures and words can not tell what love can say. Looking to the sky a man can send words up, But its all excting when he drinks from the loving cup. It springs feelings to life he hasnt felt before, All he can do is think of how he can get more. Even when he is feeling like he's in a slump, Its the love of a woman that get him over the hump. So when you think of giving up, Remember it could be your turn to drink from this loving cup.

Monday 5/21/07
I got behind again and was supposed to write this yesterday, but forgot. Yesterday was just another average day, I messed around on here and in MySpace and chatted and listened to music as usual. My friend that had been bugging me to join MySpace has been bugging me on IM several times a day now generally just being a pain in the butt lol. He keeps asking me if ProjectPlaylist.com is legal where its based yada yada yada, like I researched the site or something before I joined or something lol, I wish he'd either unjoin from there, or shut up about it, because he's getting on my nerves. Anyway, that's my little rant for today, So I'll end this here and write my other entry later today if I don't forget again lol. Have a good day everyone.

Capture
I ran a long time with bad memories, I didnt really know how love could come acorss seas. A lonely road of life in this journey of that I was sure, But then you came, surprized as I was to be a capture. Even though I thought I was to be alone, You showed me this was not written in stone. Within a true bond was truly secured, Blessed am I to be in your arms I am captured.

Destiny's Secret
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE? THERE'S A THIN LINE BETWEEN, THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE AND OBSESSING ABOUT SOMEONE.... BUT WHO DEFINES THE DIFFERENCE? WHEN DO YOU KNOW IF IT'S LOVE OR LUST? YES... I KNOW YOUR HEART WILL LET YOU KNOW... BUT ONE DAY IT FEELS LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND DAYS LIKE TODAY... I BARELY GET THE TIME OF DAY FROM HIM... THERE'S SO MANY OPTIONS... AND SO LITTLE TIME TO MAKE THEM. I GO THROUGH MY DAY THINKING ABOUT MY OPTIONS AND THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WANT... AND IT JUST SEEMS SO FAR AWAY FROM ME.. WHY IS IT THAT SOMEONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND WITHIN SECONDS... MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR JUST A SPEC OF DUST IN THE AIR? WHY IS IT THAT THEY CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS AND NOT KNOW IT? DO THEY NOT SEE HOW MUCH YOU CARE? DO THEY NOT CARE ABOUT YOU AS MUCH AS YOU THINK? DOES YOUR HEART OR YOUR BRAIN TELL YOU THAT YOUR BEING PLAYED? IS IT A PART OF THE HUMAN DESTRUCTION TO PUT YOURSELF THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN AND HEART A

I Keep Seeing New Arrivals...
and when they are female, they are pounced on by the horny male contingent. Hrm. A good set of tits gets you far in life, or at least on Cherrytap. I have nothing against a good set of tits, but there are at least 5 people I see here that must lead very sad lives. They're usually the first to "fan" any female. It's....slightly pathetic.

The Past Week
Ok....I havn't been here for a while and I want to explain why. Last weekend I went to WV to be with my mother for Mother's Day. I also had a special meeting planned with a very special person. Well, I got there Friday night around 11pm to rush my mother to the emergency room. Her fever was 103. After sitting in the ER the entire night they finially admitted her for an absess on her colon and an inflamation of her bowels. After she was in her room and setteled i went to take a shower and meet with my special person. Things didn't go as planned but I had a wonderful time with him none the less. Anyway, I got back to the hospital and my mother and I slept for a while. I was going to head to my mother in law's and get some sleep when she told me she was freezing. I took her temp and she had started running a fever again. I went to the nurses station and told them and went back to her room. She was laying down and all the sudden she looked at me and said that she couldnt breathe. I sit her

Nodda
There isn't a whole lot going on at work today, I was busy this am, now, just sitting here killing time till I get off.... I suppose that i'm going to the club to see Brandi this evening? I have to get home around 6 to watch the kids... I really hate doing things for the spouse, I feel that she has ruined so many portions of my life that it isn't worth it for me to to help her... In my mind that is. Nice conversations with Wendy, she is so hard to quit... We have so much fun together too.. part of what makes getting over her that hard. Brandi, she is in turmoil, all I can do is be a friend for her right now. I don't tell her to leave the scumbag that she is with, I listen to her problems and let others say that.... and take it from there, I don't feel that it's my place to say it. I told her that I do think it though. I guess that is about it for today I have to get a report off here... so! Ciao,

From The Ashes Of The World
Turned Hermod's blind eye Tearing through bone And sinew. "Ride to Hel" to bring back purity to stop tears from touching the ground the pire burns tall remembering what white used to mean and what was to come. Capture the trickster, bind him in such a way that he understands the pain of removing the world's joy. When the chains break, those that moved the earth, a new dawn will burn and cleanse. And rise again.

Under The Tongue
Death comes easy and cheap. Like a burst of cold air into your lungs, that moment where breath stops. Reaching frozen fingers around your heart deafening the pulse. Alone you die, though fruitless searches for other ways keep life occupied. Children and love amount to nothing in death, just something to cling to while your eyes slowly shut. Your body is not invincible, your life immortal, and while Acheron waits for us all you have not the toll to cross. The ferryman cares not for Earthly possession, nor for your vain appearances. One hundred years await your soul. Death is cheap and easy. What comes after is the purpose of living.

Not Finished
TIRED OF SEEING BLACK THROUGH A CLEAR CRYSTAL BALL MY FUTURE IS DARK I WENT WRONG SOMEWERE WHEN I CRY RAIN STARTS POURING DROWN HOLDING MY HEAD BACK SO I DON'T DROWN POURING MY HEART OUT TO A DEAD CROWD MY WORDS FALL UPON DEAD EARS I AM NOT FINISHED WITH THIS WORLD I HAVEN'T FOUND MY PLACE WERE DO I BELONG HOW DO I FOLLOW A PATH IN WHICH I DON'T BELIEVE THERE IS A WORD FOR ME I GET IT ALL THE TIME TIRED OF SEEING BLACK THROUGH A CLEAR CRYSTAL BALL HANGING MY HEAD IN SARROW & SHAME I AM NOT A SWEET ANGEL I AM NOT FINISHED YET SO STOP TALKING LET ME FINISH BEFORE I FORGET WHAT IT IS THAT I CAME FOR OH WELL FUCK IT THIS IS REALLY BORING LOL

All About U
Hey baby, I'm choking (I'll help you breathe) Hey baby, I'm smoking (I'll set your mind at ease) I feel you inside (what do you want from me) I want you to open wide I'm needing to touch you (do you fiend for me) I'm needing to fuck you (would you bleed for me) And you wanted it all - Before I fall Hey girl, better get up and move - Watch that ass, cause I come to groove When I tasted you, then I wanted more - Inside you I was reborn Lay down and you injected - Fill my veins up - I've been infected Your disease runs through me - Fills me up every time you do me It's all about the pain you put me through - It's all about the pain you put me through - It's all about the pain you put me through – It's all about you…. Hey woman, come thrill me (all night long) Hey woman, come fill me (I'll make you strong) I can feel the way you (The way I what) You touched me with betrayal (and I tear you up) I loved you, you moved me (I'm your little girl) Your very touc

Falling Behind On Rating Everyone
Hey everyone! Im really sorry if I have fallen behind on rating peoples pics. With Jamie leaving for Iraq and trying to get things done here I havent had much time to rate. Please if I have no rated any of your pics contact me and let me know and I will do my best to rectify the sisuation. I know alot of people have showin me the love here lately and I really want to return it. So drop me a line and let me know! Love yall Jenni xoxox

Vet School
*First-year students at Texas A&M's Vet School were receiving their first anatomy class, with a real dead cow. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In vet medicine, it is necessary to have two important qualities as a doctor: The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the animal body. For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the dead cow, withdrew it and stuck it in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes. But eventually took turns sticking a finger in the anal opening of the dead cow and sucking on it. When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

Jewellery
Its my wifes birthday tomorrow and i just spent a whole lot of money on a gold ring with a blue opal in it, i wasnt going to spend quite so much money but i figure shes worth it. I have been saving money towards buying myself a new guitar, a Gibson Flying V to be precise, but this ring took a big chunk of that money, oh well, ill get it later. My record label had a party at a bar last weekend, we had some DJs and free beer, i cant stand progressive house music so i left early but it seemed like everyone else was enjoying themselves a whole bunch.

Spring Cleaning Time For Beerqueen!
Ok Folks, it is now my turn. Time for spring cleaning my friends list! There are just so many people to fish through. Most of which I don't have any contact with so what's the point you know? If you don't have any picture up YOU WILL BE DELETED. Once I have finished that task (which will take a while) I will be moving on to those that only have 1-3 pictures up. From there I think I may delete you if you don't have a salute. I like to try and think that I'm talking to someone that's REAL on this place. I need more quality time with my good friends on here. I think this is the way to start for me. Less friends = easier to find the people that matter. :) XOXO BeerQueen

It Not Just For Vietnam Veterans Anymore
I was There Last Night I Was There Last Night By Robert Clark *The High Ground* P.O. Box 457 Neillsville, WI 54456 A couple of years ago someone asked me if I still thought about Vietnam. I nearly laughed in their face. How do you stop thinking about it? Every day for the last twenty-four years, I wake up with it, and go to bed with it. But this is what I said. "Yea, I think about it. I can't quit thinking about it. I never will. But, I've also learned to live with it. I'm comfortable with the memories. I've learned to stop trying to forget and learned instead to embrace it. It just doesn't scare me anymore." A psychologist once told me that NOT being affected by the experience over there would be abnormal. When he told me that, it was like he'd just given me a pardon. It was as if he said, "Go ahead and feel something about the place, Bob. It ain't going nowhere. You're gonna wear it for the rest of your life. Might as well get to know it." A lot of my "brothe

Gas Prices
>NEW GAS WAR - a new idea that WILL work. > >This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It >came from one of his engineer buddies who retired >from Halliburton. It' s worth your >consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we >are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by the end >of this summer and it might go higher!! Want >gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some >intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth >offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE >than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign >that was going around last April or May! The oil >companies just laughed at that because they knew >we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by >refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience >to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, >whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a >plan that can really work. Please read on and join >with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline >priced at about $1.50 is super c

Who To Contact Tot Help Dr Harmon
Mayor of Salem Mayor Janet Taylor 555 Liberty Street SE, Room 220 Salem, OR 97301 E-mail – jtaylor@cityofsalem.net Governor of Oregon Governor Kulongoski 160 State Capitol 900 Court Street Salem, OR 97301-4047 Governor’s Citizen’s Representative Message Line 503-378-4582 / fax 503-378-6827 Or mail the governor’s office at the “contact us” site and fill in the information at http://www.governor.state.or.us/Gov/contact_us.shtml Director of Human Services for Oregon – Bruce Goldberg Email: DHS.Directorsoffice@state.or.us CEO of Salem Hospital Norm Gruber Medical Director of Salem Hospital Dr. David Halloway

Last Night At The Hospital
After psycology class last night I came home and started having contractions. So around 9 pm we called my sister to take me to the hospital. When we got out to the hospital went up to labor and delivery the nurses hooked me up to the monitors and didn't see any contractions, but I was feeling them. About an hour later the doctor came in the room, while Mike went out to smoke, he checked me out and did a culture on me, and found a infection inside that was causeing the pre-term labor. The doctor sent me home with some medician to clear it up. He told me that I should be feeling better in five days. That is good that the doctor found out what was causeing the contrations to stop. I am only 6 1/2 mons she is to early to come out on us. The doctor also told us since this is my 7th birth and my last birth only went 30 mins we might be delivering the baby from home. Oh boy Mike knows nothing on how to delivery a baby. Other than that everything is going well. Just 10 more weeks left

October= Hottie
¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your repu

Totally Amazing
This is truly amazing to me, a thought that passed through my mind not too long ago that I thought I would share with you. On top of the screen here at Cherry Tap, you see a row of faces passing right before your very eyes. Real people, real problems, dreams and hopes. You see people on these blasts looking for what? More friends, more popularity, more attention? These people are searching but only if they knew what they really needed. Have you ever really looked at all those faces passing by? Have you ever taken real notice to them? Have you ever just tried to say hi to these people, sharing the good news of the Gospel with them? Showing these people that true love is from God Himself? Take a look around your neighborhood, how many people have heard the Gospel? How many of those people have you shared with? How many of them have you felt a leading to but ignored it because of being too busy? I have felt the need to write this down as a challenge to everyone that reads thi

Chain Graphics And Or Comments
Hey cherries, im not trying to sound rude or anything but, I do not like nor do I do chain graphics or letters. To me they take too much room up on my comment section and honestly, "Who in the hell hasnt seen all of them on here yet?" I do apoligize to the ones that post them to me but, upon recieving them I delete them right off the bat. So if you would like to post something on my comments then please do so but no chain graphics or comments nothing personal against anybody but just please dont do it and then your comment will not be erased! :) have a good one

After Being On Cherrytap For A While...
Here's what I think of it: Attention whores suck. I'm not here to be at some special rating or to get as many fans/friends as I can. This isn't my social life - I thought it would be a fun way to meet some new people and kill time while I'm working. Apparently I'm in the minority, as most people I've come across seem to be either interested in hooking up for sex with someone in their area, or just interested in getting a little ego stroke by people fawning all over their profiles. I'm not going to beg someone to buy me things, nor am I going to put anything other than my NAME where my NAME should be. I have no affiliation with any group of people on this site and I like it that way. I'm not a VIC because I honestly don't see the real necessity of financially supporting this site yet, even though I have more than enough means necessary. Why are there people that don't use their real pictures? Why are you here if you are that ashamed of yourself? I'm not the most gorgeous person on

Just Some Things To Ask You!
I have been thinking and I totally LOVE the Tap as you all know! I want to start a folder of Salutes just for me If you would like one, or would like me to make one for you...just ask me and please make me one I love them and want them. Also, I am going to be making a private folder ONLY I CAN SEE! So if you want to make a SPECIAL pic of any kind please do that as well, I would love to see what you can come up with! I will hopefully be adding new pics soon I did want to make it to a LEvel 20 before I added so I will need a couple more Blast I am sure. But anyway...you all please be creative and if you want a Salute made for u...from me...just mess me and let me know!! Hugs and kisses, Lizzy B

Kinda Stoopid, But Cute
A group of country neighbors wanted to get together on a regular basis and socialize. As a result, about 10 couples formed a dinner club and agreed to meet for dinner at a different neighbors' house each month. Of course, the lady of the house was to prepare the meal. When it came time for Jimmy and Susie Brown to have the dinner at their house, like most women, Susie wanted to outdo all the others and prepare a meal that was the best that any of them had ever lapped a lip over. A few days before the big event, Susie got out her cookbook and decided to have mushroom smothered steak. When she went to the store to buy some mushrooms, she found the price for a small can was more than she wanted to pay. She then told her husband, "We aren't going to have mushrooms because they are too expensive." He said, "Why don't you go down in the pasture and pick some of those mushrooms? There are plenty of them right in the creek bed." She said, "No, I don't want to do that, because

Fifty
1. How old will you be in 12 months? 32 2, Do you think you'll be married by then? uhm iunno? 3.Where did number 3 go? i ate it 4. Who was the last person you called? Moms 5. Who was the last person to call you? Joe 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text, but it gets expensive 7. Do you have any pets? i have children 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? texting 9. parents separated/divorced/married? separated 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? ysterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? i'm not there yet... 12. How many states have you lived in? 4 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 14 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet 15. Are you a social person? ehh no 16. What was the last thing you ate? cheerios 17.favorite ice cream. rockt road 18. What is your favorite dessert? twinkies 19. What is your favorite TV show? House, Lost, Grey's Anatomy 20. What kind of jelly do

Rejection
Why'd you take that away from me - Just one taste and I needed a little more of your sweet honey I want you to feel my pain I want you - don't walk away I need you - the time is right I need to hold you tight Rejection - I can't believe you're gone Rejection - why'd you have to walk away Rejection - I can't believe you're gone Rejection - now it's time to turn the page Rejection - What the fuck did I do Rejection - why'd you have to walk away Rejection - you broke me in two REJECTION - REJECTION What the fuck did I do What did I do to deserve the blame Remember this, and don't forget my name Handle this shit before I rope ya I'm gonna slit your throat before I smoke ya Bet it all - but you don't own me You tried to punk me - but you don't know me You tried to blow me off without no question You better pray for divine intervention You really didn't think I'd let you walk away from me Just one more time - I need to feel your lips around this piece If you co

Night Stalker
She walks alone along the path knowing better than to be so late. The night is still and the air is cool as the branches crunch beneath her steps. A chill suddenly runs up her spine as she hears something in the darkness. Instincts tell her to run and she instantly takes off in a full burst. Her persuer takes chase as she runs with all her energy allows her. Hearing the darkness take chase sends her heart into her throat and running becomes more difficult as her thoughts and fears begin to merge as one. Running till she can no longer she falls to the ground panting and near crying as she looks around her frantically into the darkness. Fighting to calm her breath and her thoughts as she listens for her night stalker. The silence is as terrible as hearing it was, knowing it is out there somewhere. The moment she chooses to relax a moment is the moment he is upon her. He is massive and easily overpowers her, pinning her arms under his knees painfully. Petrified with fear she ca

An Explanation
Everything you will read in this blog is nothing more than works of fantasy. We all have a deep dark side and once in a while is fun to explore that just a little. The same reason we enjoy a slasher movie is the same reason for this blog. If you just read the script for a good horror movie it would seem like the one writing it were a psycho but is nothing more than a story. Is a shame I need to explain this but from past experience if I don't I'll be swamped with mail telling me how the victim should be me. DO NOT READ anything in this blog if images of death bother you for many in this blog will end that way. Steven King makes millions writing about death and is called a literary success for it. I'm just doing it to explore another avenue of writing. To those these type of stories appeal to I hope you enjoy, to the rest of you I bid good day.

Juice Biggaho Favor
This blog doesn't belong to me I am posting it here as a favor please if you're interested just follow his instructions on how to get on the website he is proposing. Thanks. Terri.... Juicebiggaho user #515706 favor: ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy

Aaargghh!!!
We have a new sort manager at my job, He's an ass.....trying to tell me yet again I can't call in (especially after yesterdays events!!) oh yeah? Next time I WILL pass out, and you assholes can call an ambulance...we'll see how much fun that will be!! Christ! that full-time at my other job better open up, and I better get it, because I don't know how long this job is going to work now!!

Virtues And Vices
Virtues Love/Charity, Caritas Hope, Spes Faith, Fides Temperance, Temperantia Justice, Iustitia Courage, Fortitudo Wisdom, Sapientia And Vices Lust, Luxuria Gluttony, Gula Avarice/Greed, Avaritia Wrath, Ira Envy, Invidia Pride, Superbia

Favor?
ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy

Her Side~his Side
Her Side. In late April, I decided to follow him home from work. That’s right my own little investigation. It’s pretty late when he gets off, so I thought I should just sit on the side of the road until I saw him, everybody else had left. It’s almost 11:00pm and he still hasn’t driven down the road. Maybe he is still at work, so I drove down the road to the parking lot of his factory, that’s when I saw his pickup truck parked on the side of the road. Maybe he is having car trouble, I thought to myself. The lights were off and it almost looked deserted, as I pulled forward I saw someone in the car. I pulled over and shut off my lights. There was a woman in his truck, she was naked and on top of him. What do I do? Do I let him know that I was seeing this, no, no, I can’t do that? So I walked over to the pickup window trying to go un-noticed. I looked in and what I saw was amazing. The passion I saw in his eyes for her. The way he held her in his arms, does he love

Vacant.
He didn’t respond as he followed her up the stairs and decided this was a mistake. He was batting a thousand tonight. This house was too vacant and she looked and smelled to damn inviting. Standing on her tiptoes, she placed a chaste kiss upon his lips. That was all it took. He could have resisted an overt come-on; he’d had more than his share of women trying to reach him at a sexual level, but this…cheekiness…her playful smile and the light dancing in her eyes, the challenge he saw on her face, was his undoing. He grabbed her and, as she gasped, kissed her. Hard. His lips covered hers without a question of his intention. And she responded. As if she’d been waiting for him to make the first move. She sighed softly, opening her mouth, and his tongue slid easily between those firm lips. The twitch in his pants became a rock-hard erection. Her fingers slid down his back, rubbing his muscles through his shirt, and all the while he kissed her, he walked her back into the

Blogging Slowdown...
You know, it's been a while (over a whole week!) since I've update my blogs. I used to post several things a day, but recently, I just haven't been quite as interested in it.Why not?Well, I mentioned it before. A group of us is planning on forming a poly (3+ people) marriage.In a marriage, it takes a while to learn each other's quirks and such. Imagine having to find the quirks of two or more spouses.We've been talking almost nonstop whenever we can get online, figuring out all sorts of things we'll need to do, what will have to happen for us to live together as a family.It will take a while, but I (and the rest of the members) think it'll work, and work well...tag: polyamorous, marriage, polyamory, relationships, blogging-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

In This Day & Age.....unemployed Man....but So True
An unemployed man is desperate to support his family of a wife and three kids. He applies for a janitor's job at a large firm and easily passes an aptitude test. The human resources manager tells him, "You will be hired at a minimum wage of $5.35 an hour. Let me have your e-mail address so that we can get you in the loop. Our system will automatically e-mail you all the forms and advise you when to start and where to report on your first day." Taken back, the man protests that he is poor and has neither a computer nor an e-mail address. To this the manager replies, "You must understand that to a company like ours that means that you virtually do not exist. Without an e-mail address you can hardly expect to be employed by a high-tech firm. Good day." Stunned, the man leaves not knowing wh ere to turn and having $10 in his wallet, he walks past a farmers' market and sees a stand selling 25 lb. crates of beautiful red tomatoes. He buys a crate, carries it to a busy corne

Ok I Have Had It....
So don't know what it is but ladies not all but a lot are serious haters. I mean seriously do you sit around and down rate because you're a peroxide blonde mad because you brown roots are showing and I don't have that? Its like the crazy bitches sit on here and down rate all day. Pixie face I will be returning the love of a 2 rating tonight just because that was a bitch move. All I got to say is get a life!

Girls Just Want To Have Fun
Join me in my true love for life... I am in love with life. If you open your mind you will realize that life is just amazing. Try not to let your religious and cultural prejudices stand in the way of learning something new or understanding something differently. What seems one way to one person can seem very different to another. What would be correct and good in one instance can be wrong under other circumstances. Therefore, I consider the opinions of others as I do the words from a friend's conversation; to be considered alongside my own and carefully weighed and thought about. We are all brothers and sisters in humanity. I hope that you can know the joy and humility of realizing the many similarities we share with other cultures, even with their ethological constructs so seemingly dissimilar from our own. Ultimately, I would like to build bridges to greater understanding and empathy. It is not that I believe there is no evil in the world; for there surely is, and it must be deal

Ends
Lì, "profit, gain, advantage": NOT a proper motive for actions affecting others. The idea that profit is the source of temptation to do wrong is the Confucian ground of the later official disparagment of commerce and industry. The Master said, "The gentleman (chün tzu or ) understands yì. The small man understands lì. Li3, "propriety, good manners, politeness, ceremony, worship." Xiào, "to honor one's parents," filial piety

Doing/means
Yì, "right conduct, morality, duty to one's neighbor," righteousness. Yì may be broken down into: zhong1, doing one's best, conscientiousness, "loyalty", and shù, "reciprocity," altruism, consideration for others, "what you don't want yourself, don't do to others"

To My Future Husband Harry
Happiness is the smile on my face When you walk into the room Happiness is the love we share A love that's nothing but true Happiness is me... When I'm with you Only with you Do I feel happiness Happiness is... You I love you Harry, happiness is you!! You and me together forever baby kiss

Work At Home
My name is Patrick Bonet and I am 49 years old; I live in La Valette of the Var, a village near Toulon in the South of France. Some times ago I wanted to find an outwork!! I fell on announcement which I answered: it was the DHS club. My first réaction was to delete the info I got because I thought it was just yet another multi level marketing system. But because it was free I decided to subscribe and so I became an associate member. I was very sceptical at first but I went to my control center regularly and I saw my network was growing. When I started advertising myself and I got a new member on my own I got really enthousiastic and wanted too work more actively for DHS. And that's why I upgraded to VIP.Today I am "Builder Team Coach" and I continue my training, my network gets bigger in the daytime in days and my incomes also!! I have not regretted that decision for a minute. The information, the training and the help you get from your team is wonderfull. Meeting the

Part Of My Past
it was june 12 1995 we were called out because a 16 year old girl had gone missing . if eny of you know new brunswick then you know about gorden falls . well we started our serch there the last place she was seen . her and some friends went camping ther over night , had some drinks and got stoned . she had got up in the middle of the night and went to do her biusness . it had just rained so the ground was still slick and she slid down the inbankment and over the clift to the water . now gorden falls has an undertoe that can hold trees under water . as i said thats were we started our search , i was part of the dive team . nothing was found at gorden falls so we widend the search . i was then with a team going down stream from the falls . we walked for about 20 minutes and found her dead , she had drowned . sents i was the diver in the bunch i had to go in and get her . her skin pealed of in my hands but i couldnt leave her ther so i fulled her out she had been a thin girl but the wat

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Let It Go!!!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

Selling Dvd Collection To Raise Money From Car Wreck (please Repost & Help Us)
Due to our car accident we are needing to raise money. The insurance company will be taking care of all the bills but in the meantime we still need to live so if you are like DVDS and can help please help by buying some of these. You can read my blogs to get information about the car wreck. The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these or if you have any questions. Also you can choose to pick them up at Sunshyne Video store on hwy 411 s in maryville or possibly we can ship direct to you. Your Help is Greatly Appreciated!!! This list will be updated each time some sell or are added to it Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme

Sensible Observations
Subject: Fw: Sensible Observations > > > 1 When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his > sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." > --Author Unknown > > > 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, > do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from > children." > --Author Unknown > > > > 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group > for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." > --Drew Carey > > > > 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable > job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of > the night, drop them off at the wrong house." > --Jeff Foxworthy > > > > 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an > infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering > if the

Profound Questions
Can you cry under water? Only when your head is being held under by a person who made 1,000,000 last year. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If you make 1,000,000 a year, you will be assassinated -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? Went to the person who made 1,000,000 a year -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? You will be as you came in this world, naked and bald... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round

Puppys At Heard County Ga Hurry
THESE GUYS CAN STILL BE RESCUED... TIME IS OF ESSENCE THEY CAN BE SAVED.... I WAS ASKED TO KEEP REPOSTING.. SO ... COME ON PEOPLE.. LETS SAVE SOME MORE' Organization Dominant breed Age M/F Name Pic Features Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Boxer Young M 33007 TU Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Border Collie Baby F 33507,33607 TU Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Border Collie Adult F 35007 TU Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Border Collie Adult F 35107 TU Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Shepherd Young F 37307 TU Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Labrador Retriever Adult F 38907 Heard County Animal Control Center Franklin, GA Jack Russell Terrier,Labrador Retriever Young F 39107-39607 TU 7 pups Save this search Heard County Animal Control Cente

New Boxer Pups At Critter Crossings Rescue!
Thanks to the alert from Tazzy Animal Rescue Fund we were able to do a late night transport (thanks Leilani & Hubby J) and five new additions to Critter Crossings arrived at 10 pm last night.... needless to say I've been busy ever since!!! Meet... Polo - the one and only handsome boy Hula - gorgeous girl Lily - the bully brat (my favorite) Minnie - sweet little runt Honey - sweetest little lazy butt These pups are the result from an accidental litter and mom was NOT interested in being a mom (Tazzy Fund is sponsoring this dog's spay surgery)... she even attacked one of the poor babies and her thougtful and dismayed owner knew the pups needed out before more damage was inflicted. They are safe in our care, missing their momma, although they're now safe. Will be socialized, well cared for and placed up for adoption when I'm assured of their temperaments and readiness for adoption. Cute huh?! * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Help Feed Unwanted Animals For Free!!!!
~ About The Animal Rescue Site~ The Animal Rescue Site focuses the power of the Internet on a specific need — providing food for some of the 27 million unwanted animals given to shelters in the U.S. every year. Over 10 million animals are put to death every year in the U.S. alone because they are abandoned and unwanted. Each click on the purple "Fund Food for Animals" button at The Animal Rescue Site provides food and care for a rescued animal living in a shelter or sanctuary. Funding for food and care is paid by site sponsors and distributed to animals in need at the Fund for Animals' renowned animal sanctuaries (including Cleveland Amory Black Beauty Ranch in Texas and the Wildlife Rehabilitation Center in California), pet shelters supported by the Petfinder Foundation, North Shore Animal League, and other worthy animal care facilities supported by the GreaterGood.org foundation. 100% of sponsor advertising fees goes to our charitable partners. ~How You Can Help In Mer

In Grave Danger * 12 Yr Old Wise And Gentle Soul
PLEASE CROSS POST ** IN GRAVE DANGER * 12 Yr Old Wise And Gentle Soul * A868037 This old boy should not have to die alone and afraid at the shelter. He he such a sweet, sad face. He needs a foster home or a forever home. Please do not rescue him and put him in boarding, he has had more than enough of being caged. If you can help, please call the North Central Los Angeles City Shelter at (213)485-5767 or 485- 8855 PLEASE FORWARD AND CROSS POST ASAP!! WILL BE KILLED ANY DAY NOW! CONTACT INFO BELOW. "ALVIN" - ID..A868037 North L.A. shelter: (213)485-5767 or 8855 My name is Alvin, and I am a neutered male, brown German Shepherd Dog mix. Everyone says I am very sweet. Alvin came into the shelter as a stray. The shelter estimates his age as 12 years. One of the kennel officers said, Alvin is a very friendly. He is in the kennel with another old dog and doing fine. Alvin's eyes are cloudy and he "wabbles" a little when

Her First Paycheck
HER FIRST PAY CHECK Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that makes you believe that we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time... A young family moved into a house next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who s

May 22, 2007
TINGLING GOING THROUGH MY BODY, THOUGHTS RACING THROUGH MY HEAD. IS IT GOOD OR BAD, I AM NOT SURE!? HOW DO I CONVINCE MY HEAD TO FOLLOW MY HEART IF I AM UNSURE OF HOW IT FEELS IN THE FIRST PLACE? I HAVE SO MUCH CARING IN ME, BUT DO I EVEN CARE ABOUT MYSELF? I THOUGHT I DID, NOW I AM NOT SO SURE! IS MY HEAD GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, AND HOW WILL I KNOW WHEN AND IF IT IS? WHAT ARE MY FEARS ANY MORE? WHAT ARE MY PRIORITIES? AND WHICH ONE COMES FIRST? TIME TO DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING! HOW AM I CARING ABOUT MYSELF AND HOW AM I SHOWING MYSELF THAT I AM CARING FOR ME? INSTEAD OF THINKING OF OTHERS FIRST, I NEED TO THINK OF ME FIRST! I NEED TO BE WORKING! I NEED TO TREAT MYSELF BETTER! I NEED TO BUILD UP MY SELF WORTH! TAKE CARE OF MYSELF BETTER! NOT LET ANY ONE GET AWAY WITH ABUSING ME OR USING ME IN ANY WAYS! MAKE MYSELF BE HEARD BY THE ONES THAT THINK IT IS OK TO HURT ME, WHEN IT'S NOT! I BELIEVE ONE OF MY FEARS IS TO BE ALONE FOREVER! BUT ISN'T THAT WHAT MOST FEAR ANY

Mailman's Last Day
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars.. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had enough they went downstairs, where s he fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly sa

Today My Private Part Died
My Private Part Died Today! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad, Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall w ith his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas? (You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!!) "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

The Lord Works In Mysterious Ways
After starting a new diet I altered my drive to work to avoid passing my favorite bakery. I accidentally drove by the bakery this morning, and as I approached, there in the window were a host of goodies. I felt this was no accident, so I prayed ... "Lord, it's up to you, if you want me to have any of those delicious goodies, create a parkin g place for me directly in front of the bakery." And sure enough, on the eighth time around the block, there it was! God is so Good!"

Latest Michael Prick Update
From the Atlanta Journal Constitution: "Three envelopes addressed to 'M. Vick' were among evidence seized by police under the authority of a search warrant executed on the Virginia property owned by Falcons quarterback Michael Vick, according to documents obtained by The Atlanta Journal-Constitution. Also seized in the search, authorized in late April in relation to organized dogfighting, was a black 3-ring binder containing "contracts" or "copies of contracts." You know, it was all fun and games when Roger Goodell was swinging his big stick at guys who (with apologies to how good Pacman Jones is) are not true NFL stars. I am wondering if the applause from the panties-in-a-bunch-over-NFL-off-field-shenanigans crowd will be as loud when Goodell is forced to suspend Michael Vick. Because, at some point I am guessing, enough evidence will be collected that ignoring the bad smell wafting over Vick's off-season will be impossible for the NFL commish if he wishes to not be the world's

New Virus
I thought you would want to know about this e-mail virus. Even the most advanced programs from Norton or McAfee cannot take care of this one. It appears to affect those who were born prior to 1965. Symptoms: 1. Causes you to send the same e-mail twice. (done that!) 2. Causes you to send a blank e-mail! (that too!) 3. Causes you to send e-mail to the wrong person.(yep!) 4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. (who me?) 5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. (well darn!) 6. Causes you to hit "SEND" before you've finished. (oh no - not again!) 7. Causes you to hit "DELETE" instead of "SEND." (and I just hate that!) 8. Causes you to hit "SEND" when you should "DELETE." (Oh No!) IT IS CALLED THE "C-NILE VIRUS."

Rome Zoo Breeds Rare Egyptian Tortoises
ROME - Rome's main zoo has successfully bred several rare Egyptian tortoises whose parents were rescued from a smuggler's suitcase in 2005, officials said. The first egg hatched in April, six more followed this month, and there are still several eggs waiting to hatch, said Stefano Micarelli, the head reptile keeper at Rome's Biopark zoo. "These animals are so rare in nature that we are trying to breed them so we can have a stock of these animals also in captivity," he told AP Television News. The Egyptian tortoise, known as Testudo Kleinmanni, is protected by the Convention on International Trade in Endangered Species, or CITES. It is an Appendix I reptile, meaning it is afforded the highest protection. Trade in such animals, many of which are threatened with extinction, is permitted only in exceptional circumstances. The Egyptian tortoises, distinctive by their small size and golden hue, are very difficult to maintain in captivity, requiring the very warm and dry tempera

8 Days..new Pics
YEPP YEPP I'M PIMPIN MYSELF FOR MY BIRTHDAY !! I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 85,746 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? I ADDED A BUNCH OF NEW THINGS TO THE "ABOUT ME" FOLDER ALSO A NEW FOLDER "MAY 2007" !! XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !! ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP

Spelling To Get To Heaven
A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter ca me to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doing pretty well si

31 Days To A More Powerful You
31 Days to a More Powerful You David Jeremiah A number of years ago, I attended a men's retreat at which the speaker challenged us to begin a practice he said would change our lives dramatically. I was ready to write down a complex spiritual formula, and I have to admit I was initially a little disappointed at what I heard: "There are 31 chapters in the book of Proverbs. I challenge you to read a chapter a day each month for the next year. If you do that faithfully for a year, you will have read the book of Proverbs 12 times and your life will never be the same." I decided to accept his challenge. I was amazed at how many times I found myself in a situation during the day for which I had insight (or direction or a warning) taken directly from that day's reading in Proverbs. I came to the conclusion during that period of my spiritual life — a conviction I continue to hold today — that Proverbs offers the simplest, yet most profound, daily spiritual "pick-me-ups" to be found in all

Do You Know Everything?
***************************************************************************** > > > The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for > > > > Blood plasma. > > *************************************************************************** > > No piece of paper can be folded in half > > > > more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait...~ > > **************************************************************************** > > > Donkeys kill more people annually > > > > Than plane crashes or shark attacks. (Watch your Ass ) > > ************************************************************************ > > You burn more calories sleeping > > > > than you do watching television. > > ************************************************************************** > > Oak trees do not produce acorns > > until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. > > *******************************************

The Wives
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and dinner cooked. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from California . He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swel

Day 3
0853 Day 3 Well day 3 back in the states. Doesnt seem to be going to much easier cuz I find myself missing my him terribly! Last night stayed at my sisters so I could see him on cam before he went out of town for the week to work. This being on dial up is really difficult on me cuz I like to visit my friends and cant do much right now. I will be back on dsl this weekend when I stay at my sisters again. I need to be getting out and finding a job for the next 3 months just to keep my mind occupied. I have found that sleeping is difficult, I guess once you get used to sleeping next to a warm body and instead waking up to a stuffed animal (yes i am hopeless, its sprayed with his cologne) it just makes you miss that body so much more. While I was in Germany I always woke up before he did and I would just lay there and watch him sleep. Seems so weird to be back in the states having all my friends call just to see how I am doing. Then I am sure they get tired of hearing me say how much I m

4 The Daddies~win A Blast
Father's Day Contest Starts June 9th @ 9Pm(Central) Thru June 16th @ 9Pm(Central) ~Offical Rules~ Self-commenting is allowed. No Downrating. No FRESHMEAT. (Must be level 3 or higher to comment) A few ppl & myself will be watching the entire duration of the contest. If I catch u abusing any rules your pic will be deleted w/out notice. First Place - 3 day blast Second Place - Silver Motorcycle Third Place - Rolex If you would like me to send the gift to someone other than yourself plz let me know in advance. Just E-mail me the link to the picture you want me to rip before June 9th. I will post the contest links 1 hour before it starts. That is all.

#4 And I Think Last For The Day
Charlene`s Song Current mood: creative Category: Friends Bleak and cold would be my world, if ever you said goodbye; Without your friendship, my soul would want to die. Like sweet cotton candy, and warm summer rain; Having you in my life, helps to ease the pain. you`ve been there for me, for quite some time; to lose your love now, would be far worse than a crime. You mean more to me, Than you will ever know; When one finds a friend like you, They should hold on and never let them go. An Original work by: Carol Hamilton. This poem has a copyright @poetry.com. Please do not copy and try to use as your own original work .

Friendship Test
The reason this paper on the clipboard is blank.. is because friendships should never be tested. If they are real friends.. they will stick by you no matter what.. the good ANDthe bad. If they leave you..stop speaking to you, even though there is so much pain and hurt and self doubt.. thinking you aren't good enough.. think of it this way.. if they did leave.. it is their loss and weren't your friends anyways. Never give up.. because out there somewhere.. there is that ONE true friend just waiting for you to say..HI. So, start saying HI to people, you'll never know.. that one person might just be that "ONE TRUE FRIEND"

#3 For My Brina
Sabrina`s smile Current mood: happy Category: Friends Come on in my friend, Talk to me a while; Nothing warms a room; Like your beautiful smile. Following you every step of the way, Even if you travel for miles Bringing happiness and joy to all, With those wonderful Brina smiles. A bright spot in a dull dreary day, Such poetry one could compile; Just to gaze upon your pretty face, and see that lustrous smile. You pick me up when im down, That is just your style, Never change who you are; Smile Sabrina, smile ! an original by : carol hamilton. this poem has a copyright on poetry.com so please dont copy and try to pass as your own original work

Heres #2
a poem for naomi.... the baby aka shining starr Current mood: crazy Category: Friends My Shining "Starr" you are like my shining star, brightening my every day; do you know how loved you are? dare that i should say. you make me laugh, you make me smile, you make me want to cry; when you talk to me for only a while, you make me want to die. I think of you all the time, and wish that you were here; but always, like a shining starr, I know that you are near. if the day comes that we are apart, and your travels take you far I`ll look up into the sky and see your face, and wish upon my shining starr an original by Carol hamilton this poem has a copyright on poetry.com. please do not copy and try to use as your own original work

Trying To Be Creative
A POEM FOR RHONDA Current mood: creative Category: Friends Rhonda`s Rose such a pretty face you have none other can compare when looks are cast upon you one cant help but stare your eyes are dark and lovely, beautiful chestnut pools, capturing the silly hearts of so many lonely fools. your smile is like sunshine the golden ,striking rays brightening all the lives you come in contact with each day. but to see your true beauty you must know where to start dont hesitate and despair look deep within your heart A Carol Hamilton Original this poem is copyrighted @ poetry.com so please do not copy and claim as your own original work.

Hey
no here is an idea.. if you are interested.. and i show interest as well.. dont go getting pissed off at me when you ignore me for days on end and i chit chat some one else up.. jealousy was never my strong suit and i tend to dislike it very much.. why you want to be pissed off at me and make me feel like shit because you are off chatting it up with others .. not calling the kettle a little black is it

Attention
To ALL my freinds and fans and anyone else who reads this. In a day or so i will not be able to get on the computer, cause it needs fixed.. so there for if you would oplease leave me mail messages instead of useing the shout box that way i can get what you say. thanks sorry to my mafia family i will not be much help for a few days, but i will get bck and do what i need to!!! lots of LOVE yvonne kiddo_311_311~CT^*MAFIA^*~

My Dads Cafe In Maplewood, Nj
to anyone in the northern new jersey area. looking for a cozy cafe with great music from local and national artists please stop by heres to the arts in maplewood, n.j. it is located in the village on baker st. we have had musicians such as oz noy, keith carlock, lee finkelstein. and great local bands like dubious pastry and no outlet. come by and enjoy the food as well, cooked by my twin brother larry. the website is herestothearts.com to see who is coming by to play. thanks andy

Blah...
Sorry it has been a while. Being as I live in the country, there is no such thing as the internet. Well unless it is dial-up and then it is a long distance call. This is so so frustrating. I HATE it here. I have to literally go into town with my laptop and go to the coffee shop where they have wireless internet access in order to do anything online. I cannot wait until I get the hell out of there. But enough of my bashing country living. Late.

Myspace.....
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1179836137240730.xml&coll=1 MySpace will turn over data on sex offenders Social networking site yields to the legal efforts of state attorneys general Tuesday, May 22, 2007 By ROB HART ADVANCE ALBANY BUREAU STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE -- ALBANY -- MySpace.com agreed yesterday to comply with the legal demands of several state attorneys general and release information on registered sex offenders who trolled the popular social-networking Web site. Among the contingent asking the site to supply the data was Attorney General Andrew Cuomo, who will pass on the information to law enforcement officials to determine whether any sex offenders violated parole by using a computer or contacting minors. "Working together, my office and MySpace have taken another strong step to help protect our children, and rein in sexual predators using the Internet to find their prey," Cuomo, a Democrat, said in a statement. "Hopefully, more on

Sniper@owned.org.uk
Here is a recent snippet of convo from a recent verbal sparring session with me and the one and only Dj Sniper from http://www.hookahradio.com ! " (09:58:03) >> • Sniper • : do u know why his screen name is oni (09:58:19) >> • Sniper • : its the sound he makes when he bangs sheep in the farms of scottland (09:58:51) oni: you want to know why they call him sniper? When it comes to sex he so premature he cums 5 miles away! " Owned your ass!! Everyone knows British is best = P

They Walk Among Us (humor)
I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave the money back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened in Austin at MoPac Boulevard and Parmer Lane. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Starbucks with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a Grande Latte. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free," she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free Lattes and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look a

Can You Show Some Lve To Me?
hello e everyone!!! i am in a new contest if you can drop by and help me some that would be so great!!! to those who have already helped me thanks you so much!! remember ill be around when you need my help!!!!!

How Would You Feel?
How do you think I feel? Feeling so lonely, I might cry. I miss you so much, You don't even know. You don't call anymore, This isn't right at all. Just think how would you feel? If he left, with no goodbye? Thanks alot.

Yesterdays!!!
YESTERDAY'S!!!! Yesterday I wept to hear the words that were said . We spoke of our life together and you marked that shit as dead. No more idle kisses and no more I love yous. We once were as one but now we’ve come back to two. Each one so much different in judgment and in thought Despite our lessons together both learned and taught Your teachings have marked me for life this I know When I said my feelings had changed Id lied Please Don’t go Then here today I almost wept I turned and I cried I’ve long cherished this love that has seemed to have Died And I tried not to show all the destruction in side And I had it under control till you left then I cried My arms ached to hold you and my lips stung for your kiss My heart was so broken how’d I let it come to this……WITHOUT YOU? Without you here in my life Who am I to be? And were am I to go? What am I to become? And what I to feel? Without you with me in my life And if I ever find another To come and be here by

Company
Yay, fer me my dad is coming up fer a visit which isn't to often that he does this, not to happy with him and the things he's done in the past but ya know the man gave me life so I can be thankful fer that, anyways I maybe a little busy while still on here so if I don't getta ya right away don't get mad at me....

Please Help I Dont Ask For Much
hey everyone i dont ask for much from you but i am begging you to go to my bullentin and comment bomb me this is my first contest even and i am actually surpirsed at everyone for not helping me. this is sad i have helped almost every single one of you out with something rather it being comment bombing you in contest to rating your stash to leaving commets on stash to rating your pics and leaving comments on your pics this is sad you wont even help a friend a fan a fan of or family. i am making this a promise not a threat anyone that doesnt help me in this contest will not get another comment bomb from me if you are in a contest. period point blank.

Friends
You know I have got a lot of friends. But there are only maybe 3 at the most that I have as my best friend. Two of them has and always will be there for me no matter what. The others they only like the drama and try to bring it here and I get so sick and tired of the drama here. It just sucks.. Then one of my friends don't understand that people are just using them. But one day they will realize who there real friends are they ones that has stood behind there back the whole time threw thick and thin. I have 3 kids and I mean common do I really need the drama brought into my house. Well thats it for now about my friends and my fake friends...

Lost Of A Good Friend.
Lastnight i recieved a phone call from my sister chelsea. She called to tell me that my friend Greg was just killed. I don't have all the details about what happen.. but all i know is that he was hit by a train... He was one of the few friends that understood me.. was always there for me n now he is gone..When I heard this news i dropped to the floor.. I haven't talked to him in months for the simple fact that i was always busy with work n other things that i have been going through.. I feel bad that i didn't keep in better touch with him.. n now i didn't even get to say goodbye.. I just wish that i could have talked to him before or seen him cuz maybe i could have pervented it.. I was one of the people that could always calm him down.. I know he is moved on n is at peace but it just still hurts that he is gone.. all i can say is that i hope he is in a better place.. RIP GREG WILKEY!!! I will never forget u

Thx 4 Lettin Me Know...
The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way.

The Hardest Part Is Yet To Come.....
Wow, I can't believe the time has come to say goodbye. As many of u kno, my brother Rob is heading over to Iraq to protect our country cuz Bush is a fucking Idiot. My brother and I have had our fair share of ups and downs, but he's my brother. I love him to death. This week, especially Friday, will be so frikking hard for me and my family. I've been do torn up inside since he first said that he would be going to Iraq. But now the time has come for him to leave. As of tomorrow morning, he won't be home anymore. He goes to the Dundalk Armory and then from there will go to Elkton, MD to the Armory there. On Friday at the Elkton Armory, the families of the Soldiers can go there to have their "Last Goodbyes" before they ship out. I dunno what I to do with out my Big Brother. He's always been to protect me, so I guess it's time for him to protect me even more. It's just so hard. I know a lot of people have had family ship out, so I am gonna find out how they feel. I don't want to, but I

I'll Miss You, But I'll Be Around
I just changed positions at my job.. this is a good thing for me. Unfortunately, it means that i no longer sit in front of a computer all day, which also means that i will not be on here nearly as much.. :(. I will get on when i can, and i will miss my peeps when i can't.. Don't forsake an absent cherry, the stem is still attached to the tree.. ;)

Makes U Think
Too many people put off the things that bring them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming, or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Law and Order' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?"She would stammer, "I can't. I have clothes in the washer. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, "And my personal favorite: "It's Monday. "She died

Well I Actually Did It!
hi everyone! i actually went thru with the gastric bypass op....the most hellish 3 days in the hospital i've ever had! lol it's interesting how a girl that used to be able to put food away like a man can now only drink an ounce of liquid at a time now....lol i haven't eaten in a week! it's very liberating though and i actually am starting to feel healthier already...hmm strange....lol

Don't Change By Musiq Soulchild
For Kally. I love you regardless. Follow this song and you will see that my feelings are the same. [Verse 1] Lately you've been questioning If I still see you the same way Cause through these trying years We gonna both physically change Now don't you know you you'll always be The most beautiful woman I know So let me reassure you darlin that My feelings are truly unconditional [Chorus] See I'll love you when your hair turns gray, girl I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah The way I feel for you will always be the same Just as long as your love don't change, No I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need, yeah Girl the way we are is how its gonna be Just as long as your love don't change [Verse 2] Cause I'm not impressed, more or less By them girls in the T.V. and magazines Cause honestly I believe that your beauty Is way more than skin deep Cause everything about you

Birthday
i am now 19 years old on my secound kid with a juggalo and well you know you are stupid when you had a kid with him b4 but any way shit happens when you feel un loved by some one that says they are your bf but now i got a tat and tong done my prom is june 1 but i dont get why is it an hour away from my school hello what are they trying to do make all the senourse get lost to go to the own prom and i want a juggalo dead cuz he is bs me and i will like to punch him in the face he an ass that should die and go to hell his lil girls should hate his ass for using woman but ya i wish i wasnt feeling shitty to the point i hate this bed but any way i hate phones i hate cars i hate guy but i love my snowball cuz it dont metal

Angel Series
Every so often I'll have something happen in my life that will inspire poetry to really flow. The last 6 poems that I have posted here, starting with "fighting" are all connected to each other, that's why I call it a series. I consider these 6 poems to be some of my best work. There's alot of emotion behind these poems, there's alot of heart behind these poems. In fact I don't think I've ever exposed my heart as much as I have in these 6. I cried when I wrote all of them. Enjoy the series, as it continues, the next poem in the series will either come later today or thursday, comments are always welcome.

Meeeeeeeeee
Well I just wanted to tell some people that I just wanted to know why so many people have a fear of people that are Wiccan cause people see us as bad people all because we are a different religion we are still humans but because we are different and we are Wiccan people see us as the black sheep in a community we ya know what we are not freaks or anything like that we dont pray to trees we have different ways of doing things just like i have two tattoos one on my left wrist of a pentacle one on my right wrist of a trinity knot i have hear about my tattoos from people that see them cause they are different i always get called a devil worshiper ok whatever but we are always getting our ass chewed by somebody but you know what we are what we are we are Wiccan and that is what we do so if you dont like it well sorry for ya GET OVER IT WE ARE WITCHES AND WE DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT US

Stupid People
yesterday i had to go to the library on post to change my password for my AKO account. while i was there waiting for a guy that was with me to get done, i got a phone call. it was another guy from my unit that was there to do the same thing. he called me to tell me it costs .20 cents a piece to print. i was like im like 75 feet down the hall where it doesnt cost a thing to print. he said im on way way there, not like i cared anyway. just to satisfy my own curiosity, i asked him why he told me about the price of printing. he replied he wanted to borrow the money to print, which confirmed my suspicions. i lokked at him and said u dont have .20 cents. he looked at me with a serious face and replied, i only have 100 pennies. i just looked at him and walked off. it would be one thing if it was a machine u had to put money in, but it wasnt. u pay the lady that sits up at the desk where u pick up your papers.

How To Measure Success....
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children; to win the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayed of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better; whether by a healthy child, a redeemed social condition, or a job well done; to know even one other life has breathed because you lived- this is to have succeeded. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Debuting At No. 9, A Headliner Tour, Download, Family Values, It Just Doesn't Stop For Hellyeah. Ringing In Another Rave Review, Hellyeah Scores A
As we all know December the 8th 2004 was a vary sad day indeed for the world of metal with the tragic passing of one of it’s greatest artists, ever since we have wondered what Dime’s brother Vinnie was going to do next in terms or music. In late 2006 those questions were answered with the announcement of a project involving Vinnie, Mudvayne’s Chad Gray and Greg Tribbett, and with Nothingface sadly calling it a day on their career Tom Maxwell and Jerry Montano also had climbed on board to create something that can only be described by one phrase, HellYeah. So what does it sound like when you create a machine powered by Pantera and fuelled by Nothingface piloted by Mudvayne? Well exactly how’d you expect actually, there is a perfect balance between the influence of all three bands, the guitar lines sound distinctly Nothingface, the Melody and vocal lines sound distinctly Mudvayne and with out a doubt Vinnie Paul brings the alcohol soaked southern metal beats to the party. The lo

Life
This was wrote by my son when he was 15 LIFE LIFE IT SOMETHING TO CHERISH, EVEN THROUGH HARDSHIP AND STRIFF, BE THANKFUL YOU DIDNT PERISH, YOU CAN STILL FEEL OFFENDED FOR THAT OTHER LIFE AND THE WAY IT ENDED NOT BEING ABLE TO SURVIVE. BUT THE SUFFERING AND PAIN THAT PEOPLE FEEL TRYING TO PLAY A LIFE LIKE A GAME NOT TAKING IT FOR REAL. THE MURDER THE SUICIDE THE WAY PEOPLE KILL OFF A LIFE LIKE IT JUST ISNT REAL. ITS UNHEARD OF THE WAY PEOPLE DIE SUICIDE OR MURDER JUST TO END A LIFE. THEY DONT CARE THEY DONT THINK FIRST, THEY JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE TO END THE HURT. WHAT THEY DONT KNOW THEY WILL SOON ENOUGH WHERE THEY ARE ABOUT TO GO THEY WILL NEED TO BE TOUGH. NO MATTER HOW HARD THEY TRY THEY WILL NEVER ESCAPE, THEY ALREADY HAD ONE LIFE AND NO MORE TO TAKE. YOU SHOULD NEVER SUFFER UP HERE WHERE GOD COULD HAVE HELPED YOU THROUGH BUT NOW YOU GOT TO SUFFER DOWN THERE. WHERE THERE NO HELP AT ALL FOR YOU. SO BE FOR REAL WHEN IT COMES TO A LIFE, MAKE A BIG DEAL WHEN

Print And Bring To The Bar!!! $1500 In Cash Prizes!!!
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Cherry Tappers Who Low Rate
I am sure a thousand people complain about this all the time, but it is such a joke when people rate you 1's and 2's! I mean COME ON! You know that is so rude... yet you do it anyway. I KNOW damn well I might be a 6-10, but I surely am not a fucking 1 or 2! If you stop by someone page and do not like what you see or read, then just leave or rate them a 10, just to be polite... BUT don't leave someone a terrible rating... it makes you look stupid as fuck! There!! I vented!! LOL

Grab Your Whiskey And Weed Because You're Going For A Ride
Hellyeah! The Supergroup comprised of members of Mudvayne, Nothingface, Damage Plan and one Mr. Vinnie Paul of Pantera, Rebel meets Rebel and Damageplan defies genre definition with their self-titled album. A little bit metal, a little southern rock and a whole lot of attitude comprise the 12 song offering. The album debuted at # 9 on the Billboard Charts, a feat that the band is really proud of considering the amount of work they put in to it in a small amount of time. The band started out as a project that Jerry Montano, Tom Maxwell (both of Nothingface), Chad Grey and Greg Tribbett (Mudvayne) wanted to do. After struggling to find a drummer the guys finally decided to call up Vinnie Paul. After a bit of hesitation Vinnie decided to give it a go. What happened could be one of the greatest musical collaborations of our time. The album was written and recorded in Chasin Jason studios in Dimebag Darell's house in Texas in a matter of a few short weeks. According to Greg Tribbett the

I Hate To Be Political Here But.......
Sees that those who wish for all who enter this country, whether legally or illegally, be allowed to do so without regards for this counrty's laws. There are lies being told about people doing killing farmwork for little money, which I will admit might be true, but the real truth is that most are taking the skilled labor jobs in constrution and in the hotel and restraunt business were not only pay much better than farm work but do in fact take jobs away from REAL American citizens. However, this illegal imigration situation is solved, I hope that all involved would be more honest about who is doing what.

Past
Past Although we will never be together again, Even if so, it would cause too much pain. Times when I look back and smile Whatever was it that made me run that extra mile? That extra mile I shall no longer run, For that part of my life, history is already done. Whatever I did wrong, I do not know Even today, it remains unwritten so. But at heart a true friend you will be, Many think I’m mad, but I can’t stop being me! Everything is in the past now, far far away. It’s the future of tomorrow which brings us a new day. But now its time to close this door, To lock, to turn the key once more. (c) Angel

Time Passes By
Time passes by, and I’m still alone. Alone with my thoughts, my fears, my dreams, and my hopes. Will I ever find my true love??? Or have I already met him and don’t even know it. I try to hide my soft side and I tend to push people away when they start to get too close. I show my tough exterior because it’s the easiest to show and the hardest to hide. I’ve been hurt a lot and have tried to build a wall, in hopes that no one will penetrate it. I tend to look the other way when someone is interested in me; well that’s what my sister says. I know I should be a bit more trusting, but it’s hard when you’ve been screwed over so many times. It’s not that I have trouble finding someone, it’s finding someone I really like that is the problem. I don’t only look at the exterior of a person. I look past what’s on the outside, I’m more interested in a person’s personality then how they look. I like a man that knows how to make me laugh, one that listens to me when I say something. On

Selling Dvd Collection To Raise Money After Car Wreck
Due to our car accident we are needing to raise money. The insurance company will be taking care of all the bills but in the meantime we still need to live so if you are like DVDS and can help please help by buying some of these. You can read my blogs to get information about the car wreck. The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these or if you have any questions. Also you can choose to pick them up at Sunshyne Video store on hwy 411 s in maryville or possibly we can ship direct to you. Your Help is Greatly Appreciated!!! This list will be updated each time some sell or are added to it Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme

Love
it's funny, they say guys love s hard as women(not as fast but just as hard). I think it's bull shit cuz if they do then why r we usually tha ones getting hurt? I think love is sooo overrated cuz its just way to painful go thru more than once and if you ever find ur true love don't let them know how much you love them cuz they will take total and complete advantage of that, and you ll be the one paying for it for tha rest of ur life.

Hot Man Score Updates !
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1430 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 980 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 191 comments! 4th Man is...... with 58 comments! 5th Man is...... with 53 comments! 6th Man is...... with 7 comments! 7th Man is...... with 2 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Quote For May 22
Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. -- Franklin P. Jones Bonus Quote: Be thankful we're not getting all the government we're paying for. -- Will Rogers This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

New Poem
Sunsets As the sun sets beyond the horizon The colors it leaves in the clouds are amazing The shades of red and pink speak to us Of a beautiful day on the morrow As darkness falls we look into ourselves Living each moment of the day On some days we regret things we have done Asking our Father for forgiveness On others thank our Father for another wonderful day

Support Our Troops Read This
Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don\'t support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____ ______________________ You make sure your cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. _______________

~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~ Scores Updated
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Girl is...... with 1079 comments each! 2nd Girl is..... with 910 comments! 3rd Girl is...... with 758 comments! 4th Girl is...... with 191 comments! 5th Girl is...... with 48 comments! 6th Girl is...... with 19 comments! 7th Girl is...... with 12 comments! 8th Girl is...... with 2 comments! Comments + rates = total 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum*

Members & Rules
~Insane Asylum Rejects~ {I.A.R.} Fan Train is on the move. If you would like to jump aboard please follow a few simple rules. Rate, Fan & Add All the People on the train before you add yourself. When you send your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. After you have fanned, rated & added everyone, Click the banner below to add your link to the bulletin & Plz comment this blog as well so I can add you here & to the original bulletin. Note: This is NOT a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album so if u would like me to use a different picture please say so when you contact me. HollieHottie{Founder of I.A.R.} .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.} ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Family Page ~ ~ GodFathers/GodMothers

Loved By Many, Crushed By Few
I use to have what 17 crushes and now its down to 8. SO to my 8 crushes THANK YOU for keeping your crush on me....I am flattered! And to yall who dumped me...well you suck! So what if your jeans are torn They've been torn since Bros were cool I wanted you for a little while You got it wrong by a million miles Big deal, what a thrill, what a let down Kissing in your car When I should have been out I want the Prodigy really loud I want it all right now [Chorus:] Over and over I feel it Boyfriend you're alone You must be out of your mind Jellyhead, you've really blown it Over and over I feel it Boyfriend you're alone You must be out of your mind Jellyhead, you've really blown it In the slow lane Never change the way that I feel Go home, never know, never be real 'Cause not one thing you said was true I'm gonna find somebody new Make up, break up, always the same Get out, what about you and me say I've been hanging around you too long When summer comes I

Past
CAN WE FACE OUR PAST? "MY HAIR IS GOOD-EVERYTHING IS FINE" Life looking good,sometimes it,s even smile.It.s nice how seasons goes by.There is hard times and good times. You find your place in your life,but there are those moments when you ask yourself:" IS EVERYTHING FINE?" Something bottering you from your past.You dont even sometimes see that..or feel that. Why you do things way you do? Why these feelings allways come up your mind?What,s wrong whit you? It just that you never be in face to face whit your past. Past influence our life,but it not have to rules of it. It,s sad if is happend like that man who goes to doctor,because he thinking that he is a dog.And that "doc" ask him how long he being feel that way? He answer:when i was puppy. When you face you past ,you have to face sometimes shame,sorrow,guilty and that you never can forgive someone. When people shame ,they cant look others eyes.yes? We can live IN shame,even that we know. And it,s different th

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Score Updates!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 3744 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 3499 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 270 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 87 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 32 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 25 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 6 comments! 8th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Crush Me???
this is a crush tag!! people can leave a crush on someone if they realy like them. they have the option of doing it anonomous too!! also you can leave a message to the person options are you can also make the message private so only the crushed person can read it. now here's the deal you can leave the crush in this tag. also get your own is very easy. Crush this person!Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag!

One Phone Call Changes Everything
My friend's husband passed away last night. Her name's Tracey and she has a 16 year old son named Dillan. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. If you do pray. They're going to need a lot of help and support and all the thoughts and prayers anyone has to offer. Tom. You were a good man. A loving father, husband and friend. May you rest in peace.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
OK I AM FAT AND HUGE! This is my secret. Why bother leaving me comments like this? 2007-5-21 17:13:42 You know most of your photos are the same you should try useing someone help you get some more full pics of you.

Apoem Titled :~would You Shed A Tear For Me?~
~Would You Shed A Tear For Me?~ Would you shed a tear for me if I left here tomorrow? Would you shed a tear for me to take away my sorrow? Would you shed a tear for me when I sit in darkness and fear? Would you shed a tear for me when my end is growing near? Would you shed a tear for me to help me ease my pain? Would you shed a tear for me if you had nothing to gain? Would you shed a tear for me if my soul you had to borrow? Would you shed a tear for me if my life was dim and narrow? Would you shed a tear for me if tears ran down my face? Would you shed a tear for me if I could not be saved by grace? Would you shed a tear for me if my heart broke into pieces? Would you shed a tear for me until my all my pain releases? Would you shed a tear for me if noone else would care? Would you shed a tear for me and let me know you're there? Would you shed a tear for me as I would for you? Would you shed a tear for me,Well would you? Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~

Daily Horoscope May 22
"Do you feel like you owe a certain person an explanation, yet you're resenting that fact? Put all that aside for now. What you owe yourself is an honest look at the situation first. Getting some perspective will help." Ooo nope! My days of THAT bullshit are over. I don't owe anybody shit as far as explanations go anymore, and woe to them that think I still do.

Ashes
I wrote this last night so read carefully its called Ashes. Again with the pain, it surfaces again. To a lovers soul, long since past I found a love that didnt last. No one knows what lies within me, everyone else seems happy and free. As I lie awake I see all this hate, As I yearn for a clean new slate. It all seems the same, like I'm alone, searching for a love to call my own. The Whispers and smiles haunt my soul, Now I know my heart is a black hole. What can I say to make you all see, that its not life its only me. Thats how I was feelin yesterday cus everything seemed like it was all blowin up in my face.

The Cats Ass
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has lon

Apoem Titled :~the World~
~The World~ The World is a sea to me, Open wide as far as the eye can see, The World is a ray of light, Bright in the day,twinkling at night, The World can be a very lovely place, Like feeling the wind blowing softly upon your face, The World is here for us to share, But it would be lonely without you here, The World is a wide and wonderful maze, To be here with you in it's glorious of days, The World is firm at our feet below, It brings us sun and pure white snow, The World is here for us to cherish together, Hoping that it will last forever, The World is ours for us to live in peace, Because you know,The World will never cease, Written By :~CH3RR13L10US~

You
there was a time i thought the sun rose and set upon you i thought you would never break my heart but i guess i was wrong you broke my heart in to the day you found someone new now as i sit here wondering why you had to go and make me cry as the tears run silently down my face i will pick up the broken pieces of my tattered heart without leaving a trace try my best to forget all about you and never let some guy like you hrt me again

An Australian Incident
When David Lowe, a local Stafford breeder of an esteemed 17 years, opened the local Herald Sun Newspaper on May 2nd, 1997 he was stunned. In reporting on a local dog attack, not only had the paper misidentified the breed of dog in the attack as a Stafforshire Bull Terrier, they had also fabricated a totally incorrect picture of the Staffordshire Bull Terrier. Rather than reporting on the wonderful, loving characteristics of the Stafford -- characteristics that are a cornerstone of the breed and indeed are front and centre in the SBT breed standard -- the paper had maligned the breed quite badly. Disturbed by the incorrect information, and determined to set the record straight, David Lowe wrote a carefully thought out letter based on fact, which he sent in to the offending paper. It would seem that the paper was not interested in the truth, and one can only assume that this either relates to extremely sloppy reporting or to a desire to present a skewed version of the truth to the publ

Libra Daily Horoscope ,may 22
Libra (September 23 - October 22) Your peers may judge you harshly today, but don't take any criticism in an overly personal manner. Others are likely being more supportive than you realize. They are telling you what they think you need to know in order to be a better person. Listen with an open heart; save your defensive posturing for when you need it. This is about libra..about what kind a person i am ... The Libra person is a seeker of balance, justice and order. There’s nothing worse to a Libra than being in conflict. But making a decision is another story; Libras are famously indecisive. Libras are also frequently sought after for their exceptional looks and general aura of beauty that surrounds them. Noted for their social graces and charm, Libras enjoy a favorable social status, especially because part of their charm is making other people feel important. Libra in a Nutshell Born: September 23 - October 22 Element: Air - communicative and logical Quality:

The Media
In a world where the media educates the public, owners of specific dog breeds have reason to be fearful. Rather than reporting on the truth, the majority of media companies see an opportunity to sell papers by building false myths about certain canine breeds. What is the truth about Staffords and related bull breeds? How does the public feel about being manipulated by the media? Should the media be accountable for their role in encouraging dog bites? It is about time that people looked at the real problem behind dog bites and realized that dog owners are the true problem. The media's methodology of sensationalizing dog attacks and the supposed 'dangers' of certain dog breeds not only deflects attention away from the people that are the real problem, but it encourages those people to continue abusing their dogs.

So Just Wonderin
i was thinking of of getting my first tattoo, wondering if anyone has any good and/or bad experiences trying to make up my mind. I'm thinking of getting a shooting star and my kids names in the sparks flying off but have to find design too, any help on that would be nice also. take care, been awhile i hope i haven't been forgotten intirly *smiles*

Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest Score Updates!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 208 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 21 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 2 comments! 4th Lady is...... with 4 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Mutter
Rammstein Videos | Music Video | Nashville Relocation Mutter (Mother) Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Die Tränen greiser Kinderschar ich zieh sie auf ein weißes Haar werf in die Luft die nasse Kette und wünsch mir, dass ich eine Mutter hätte Keine Sonne die mir scheint keine Brust hat Milch geweint in meiner Kehle steckt ein Schlauch Hab keinen Nabel auf dem Bauch Mutter Ich durfte keine Nippel lecken und keine Falte zum Verstecken niemand gab mir einen Namen gezeugt in Hast und ohne Samen Der Mutter die mich nie geboren hab ich heute Nacht geschworen ich werd ihr eine Krankheit schenken und sie danach im Fluss versenken Mutter In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal entferne es mit Messers Kuss auch wenn ich daran sterben muss Mutter In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal entferne es mit Messers Kuss auch wenn ich verbluten muss Mutter oh gib mir Kraft Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams

Engel
Rammstein Videos | Music Video | St. Paul Homes Engel (Angel) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden den Blick gen Himmel fragst du dann warum man sie nicht sehen kann Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn kann man uns am Himmel sehn wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Sie leben hinterm Sonnenschein getrennt von uns unendlich weit sie müssen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest) damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn kann man uns am Himmel sehn wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn kann man uns am Himmel sehn wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Who in their lifetime is good on Earth and will become an angel after death you look to the sky and ask why can't you see them First if the clouds have go

Du Riechst So Gut
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Columbus Homes For Sale Du riechst so gut (You Smell So Good) Lyrics ©1995 Rammstein. Der Wahnsinn ist nur eine schmale Brücke die Ufer sind Vernunft und Trieb ich steig dir nach das Sonnenlicht den Geist verwirrt ein blindes Kind das vorwärts kriecht weil es seine Mutter riecht Ich finde dich Die Spur ist frisch und auf die Brücke tropft dein Schweiß dein warmes Blut ich seh dich nicht ich riech dich nur Ich spüre Dich ein Raubtier das vor Hunger schreit wittere ich dich meilenweit Du riechst so gut du riechst so gut ich geh dir hinterher du riechst so gut ich finde dich - so gut ich steig dir nach du riechst so gut gleich hab ich dich Jetzt hab ich dich Ich warte bis es dunkel ist dann fass ich an die nasse Haut verrate mich nicht oh siehst du nicht die Brücke brennt hör auf zu schreien und wehre dich nicht weil sie sonst auseinander bricht Du riechst so gut du riechst so gut ich geh dir hinte

Bück Dich
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Seattle MLS Bück dich (Bend Down) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Bück dich befehl ich dir wende dein Antlitz ab von mir dein Gesicht ist mir egal bück dich Ein Zweibeiner auf allen Vieren ich führe ihn spazieren im Passgang den Flur entlang ich bin enttäuscht Jetzt kommt er rückwärts mir entgegen Honig bleibt am Strumpfband kleben ich bin enttäuscht total enttäuscht Bück dich das Gesicht interessiert mich nicht Der Zweibeiner hat sich gebückt in ein gutes Licht gerückt zeig ich ihm was man machen kann und ich fang zu weinen an Der Zweifuß stammelt ein Gebet aus Angst weil es mir schlechter geht versucht sich tiefer noch zu bücken Tränen laufen hoch den Rücken Bück dich Bück dich befehl ich dir wende dein Antlitz ab von mir dein Gesicht ist mir egal bück dich nocheinmal Bück dich Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Bend down, I command you turn your face away from me your face means nothi

Member's
There are a lot of cool people here, only trouble is keeping up with all of them. I say I'm not a people-person, but that's not true. Nice to meet all of you, near & far. It's the member's that make this site work, Cherry Tap is just the road there! Thank's, Butch

Bestrafe Mich
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Nashville Relocation Bestrafe mich (Punish Me) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich Stroh wird Gold und Gold wird Stein deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich du meinst ja und ich denk nein schließ mich ein in dein Gebet bevor der Wind noch kälter weht Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein deine Größe macht ihn klein du wirst meine Strafe sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt doch gibt er nur dem den er auch liebt bestrafe mich Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Punish me punish me straw becomes gold and gold becomes stone your size makes me small you may be my punisher The lord does take the lord does give Punish me punish me you mean yes and I think no include me

Victory Is Mine!! (((new Poetry Inside)))
THIS IS GOING TO BE A 2 PRT BLOG..I AM GOING TO START THIS OFF WITH SOME POETRY I WROTE LAST NITE AFTER A REVIVAL I ATTENDED..I CLEALRY CANNOT TAKE CREDIT FOR THESE WORDS BELOW..YET I GIVE THE CREDIT ALL TO GOD. CAUSE ONLY FROM A INNER PEACE COULD I WRITE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL FOR A MAN WHOM ASKED ME TO WRITE FOR HIM. What can i say about our love. A love that grows with each day. Looking to god on our way. To our god have we humbled. Cause without him we would crumble. He can take all thats wrong inside. If only you would walk by his side. He wants you to give him everything. Peace and happiness he promised to bring. Again you ask what can i say about our love. Remeber that it was a blessing from above. Never take our god for granted. Give thanks for what he has handed. You prayed for me and i for you. Now god has made those prayers come true. He will answer every time you call. If only into his pressence you would fall. Dont wait until its too late. When he has shut h

Mein Teil
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | St. Paul Homes Mein Teil (My Part [1]) Lyrics ©2004 Rammstein. „Suche gut gebauten 18-30jährigen zum Schlachten“ Der Metzgermeister Heute treff' ich einen Herrn Der hat mich zum Fressen gern Weiche Teile und auch harte stehen auf der Speisekarte Denn du bist was du isst und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Da das ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Die stumpfe Klinge gut und recht Ich blute stark und mir ist schlecht Muss ich auch mit der Ohnmacht kämpfen ich esse weiter unter Krämpfen Ist doch so gut gewürzt und so schön flambiert und so liebevoll auf Porzellan serviert Dazu ein guter Wein und zarter Kerzenschein Ja da lass ich mir Zeit Etwas Kultur muss sein Denn du bist was du isst Und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Denn das ist mein Teil – nein Yes it's mein Teil – nein Ein Schrei wird zum Himmel fahren Schneidet sich durch En

Feuer Frei!
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Nashville Homes For Sale Feuer frei! (Fire at will!) Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Getadelt wird wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das die Haut verbrennt Ich werf ein Licht in mein Gesicht Ein heißer Schrei Feuer frei! Bäng bäng Geadelt ist wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das in Lust verbrennt Ein Funkenstoß in ihren Schoß Ein heißer Schrei Feuer frei! Bäng bäng Feuer frei! Gefährlich ist wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das den Geist verbrennt Bäng bäng Gefährlich das gebrannte Kind mit Feuer das vom Leben trennt Ein heißer Schrei Bäng bäng Feuer frei! Dein Glück ist nicht mein Glück ist mein Unglück Bäng bäng Feuer frei! Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Whoever knows pain becomes criticized from the fire that burned up the skin I throw a light in my face A hot cry fire at will! * Bang bang Whoever knows pain is raised from the fire that burns in desire A sparking thrust into her

Answer The Questions Its Just For Fun
1. Whats yur Name?? 2. Are we close? ? 3. What do you think of me?? 4. Do you hav a crush on me?? 5. Wld u flirt wid me?? 6.Wld u kiss me?? 7.Wld u fuk me?? 8.Describe me in 3 words?? 9.If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat wld you do?? 10.Wat was ur 1st impression of me?? 11. Do u still fink da sme?? 12. Wht reminds u of me?? 13. If you cld give me anything what would it be?? 14. How well do u know me?? 15. What do u like best about me?? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?? 17. Could you ever love me?? 18. Give me a nickname and explain why?? 19. R u gona put diz on ur blog n c wat i say bout yeww?? 20. Anyfink 2 say b4 yeww go??

Life Is A Puzzle
Life's one of those puzzles with about a billion little pieces. And they all seem to have the same colors. And someone took away the box so you don't remember what it is supposed to look like. Sometimes you keep trying to make a piece fit where it doesn't belong. Sometimes the piece you need is right in front of you and you can't see it. But I keep trying.. every once in awhile I figure out a couple pieces. As for my puzzle... I think someone threw in a couple pieces that don't belong.

For My Friends
As you can tell, Lately I have not been on that much. I'm feeling totally burnt out here. I am contemplating on leaving the site. Now this isn't a sad plea for more attention like others do. I am just giving my good friends a "heads up". Come tomorrow, I will be going home to TN to move a little bit of my stuff back in my house so the move at the end of June won't be so bad. I will be back on Tuesday. **hugs** ~M~

Fav Part Of The Body
Ok gents and ladies, what are you favourite parts of the human body? are u an ass? tit? eye? leg? chest? etc person.. i love a nice set of eyes and strong upper arms and a i love a hairy chest on a man .Mmmmmmmmm.. so whats urs?

Com Mon All S*u*p*'s
THEY ARE THE HOTTEST!!! THE COOLEST! LADIES ON TAP! YOU SIMPLY CAN'Y DENY IT!! THIS IS THE BIG CHERRTAP THROW-DOWN CONTEST! WINNER RECEIVES FROM BRYANT MCGILL: $100.00 CASH MONEY (Payable by PayPal Only) A Yacht and a Porsche Profile featured forever at the top of his page as the winner with links to profile. ALSO!!! ADDED!! Thanks to Chris at www.mybabespace.com, the winner also gets their picture and link to their profile on the front page of the mybabespace.com site for one month! You can thank Chris for his kind offer here: http://cherrytap.com/user/487785 ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON THE PIC AND REGISTER TO VOTE. THEN DO IT! THE REGISTRATION IS QUICK AND PAINLESS I PROMISE!! IT IS TO ASSURE NO CHEATING. SO MAKE SURE YOU ONLY VOTE ONCE FROM 1 COMPUTER ADDY :D XOXO DO NOT CHEAT! HE SAYS HE WILL HUMILIATE CHEATERS! THIS CONTEST ENDS ON SATURDAY MAY 26TH @ MIDNIGHT WEST COAST TIME. HIT IT! YOU CAN VOTE FOR BOTH OR 1 OF THEM. ~~BBG ~~ ~ MIZZ SHADY ~

Life’s Riches
Life’s Riches If you walk among the flowers and never watch them bloom, nor stop along the way to inhale their sweet perfume; If you look upon your child and never watch him play, nor see the many changes, with each new waking day; If you walk across the land never looking towards the sky, nor gaze upon a sunset, or the birds that pass you by; If you walk alone, needing no one, passing all others by, feeling you should always be strong, and never even cry; If you dwell among many never opening your door, You've denied yourself of riches, For then you will be poor. “For every moment you live and regret you lost a moment of life”

New Homepage For Family Member's
OK GUY'S HERE'S THE DEAL IF ANY OF YA'LL ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO READ THESE.WE REALIZE THAT NOT ALL OF YA'LL WANT TO BE BOMBER'S,SO WE HAVE COME UP WITH A SOLUTION.A FAMILY HOMEPAGE FOR ALL FAMILY MEMBER'S.THIS PAGE HERE IS FOR MY BOMBER'S SO IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER SAY SO SO I CAN REMOVE YOU FROM THE FAMILY LIST OF THIS PAGE.THAT WAY I HAVE THE PEOPLE HERE I KNOW I CAN RELY UPON AND BETTER UTILIZE THE RESOURCES OF MY BOMBSQUAD FOR TOP PERFORMANCE AND RESULT'S. I ALSO FORWARN YOU ALL,IF YOU ARE NOT A BOMBER AND JOIN A CONTEST DO NOT MAKE THE ASSUMPTION THAT THIS SQUAD WILL BE THERE TO BOMB YOU.OUR FIRST RESPONSIBILITY IS TO EACH OTHER,OUR FELLOW SQUAD MEMBER'S.SECOND TO SUPPORTER'S I.E.THOSE THAT SUPPORT/BOMB WHERE WE ARE BOMBING,REGARDLESS OF WHAT FAMILY THEY BELONG TO AND THIRD TO FAMILY CONTEST'S,I.E.LIKE BOMBFEST WHERE IT WAS THE FAMILY THAT WAS IN IT.LASTLY WILL BE THOSE NON-BOMBER'S OF THE FAMILY,IF I HAVE THE MANPOWER AVAILABLE AND NO OTHER OBLIGATION'S THEN WE WILL BE THERE.S

Do Your Math!
To My Dear Wife: You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 year-old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel.Please don't be upset - I shall be home before midnight. When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about me being 54 Years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who is also the assistant tennis coach. He is young, virile, and like your secretary, 18 years old. As a successf

A Racist Maddie Hater
my friend the bag lady sent me this in IM I think this has to be the worst I have heard of yet .... I don't believe some people this one is a real jerk I asked him nice why a one rate n basically its because Maddie is a white girl even when I pointed out I'd support any family pink black grey or purple he still wouldn't rerate I am so cross people can think like this. I went n got the link here it is home_247@ CherryTAP

Ct Freinds -real Or Fake
OK THIS IS MY RANT FOR THE DAY I WAS JUST LOOKIN THROUGH A (AHEM!) FREINDS PAGE THE OTHER DAY AND COULDNT UNDERSTAND WHY AFTER ALL THE TIME I HAVE BEEN HERE (BTW SHES ONE OF THE FIRST PEOPLE I MET IN HERE) THAT I NEVER GET PIC ALERTS OR ANY KIND OF ALERTS FROM HER ANYMORE, I THEN WENT THROUGH HER FREINDS PAGE (12000 PLUS SHE HAS I MEAN COME ON ) AND DISCOVERED SHE HAS TAKEN ME OFF HER FREINDS LIST NOW YOU MIGHT THINK THIS IS TRIVIAL BUT I ACTUALLY AM QUITE OFFENDED BY THIS I MEAN WE NEVER ARGUED ABOUT ANYTHING WE ALWAYS HAD GREAT FUN WHEN WE TALKED SO WHY THE HELL WOULD SOMEONE WHO CONSIDERED YOU A FREIND KICK YOU OFF THIER LIST WITHOUT TELLING YOU FOR NO REASON IT DONT MAKE SENSE TO ME AT ALL AND I KNOW SOME ARE GONNA SAY PEOPLE AINT YOUR REAL FREINDS IN HERE WICH IS A FAIR POINT BUT IF THEY HAVE THE DECENCY TO ADD YA IN THE FIRST PLACE AS A FREIND DONT THEY OWE YOU SAME THE SAME COMMON COURTESY OF TELLING YOU THEY ARE TAKING YOU OFF THIER LIST NO MATTTER WHA

Proper Behavior
Here I will talk about the proper behavior when disciplined, the wife has misbehaved in some fashion and her Husband has determined that she is in need of correction. The whole reason the wife is disciplined it to correct behavior and when she tries to resist the unpleasant but totally necessary task she is guilty of a worse offense and must be punished accordingly with a second spanking after the original one has been completed. The proper behavior is to lie still with out to much movement and not to back talk, or try to prevent your husband from correcting you, someways of trying to prevent the discipline include; hands or feet in the way, trying to argue with him to get him to change his mind, swearing at him, trying to cover up, refusing to be punished, rolling of his lap. All of these are improper and require an additional spanking to correct your behavior. Any woman who has been spanked for discipline will say that it is a very unpleasant and painful experience but als

Desires
Why do women crave the idea of being controlled, desire it so much? Lets look at a few thing, when a man and a woman make love it is natural for her to be on the bottom, submissive like. She may put her hand over her head, wrists crossed like they are tied, she openly spreads her legs waiting for him to enter her, submissive once again. The woman has a natural desire to submit, she willingly accepts a man who is strong and determined, she wants to be held and know she is protected, submissive again. Look back throughout history, the man has always been the Head of the House, the Hunter, the protector, the Dominant person. While the wife has always been the submissive, weaker, more docile, passive. She desires a strong man, one who can provide for her, and will make her happy. When God created woman from Man, he gave control over her to her husband, that she should submit to him in every way. A wife will gladly accept a Husband who is firm in his decisions , and shows her wha

More Things To Ponder ....
When exactly is Hammertime? What are you supposed to go figure? Would working out help a road with soft shoulders? If a road has no shoulders, how does it keep its arms on? If a bunny is so quick, why do so many get run over by cars? Why do you drive on a parkway and park on a driveway?

A Maddie Hater Must Have No Heart
I don't understand some people why would anyone rate a pic of a lil girl anything other than a 10? especially a pic showing support for a family who don't know where that lil girl is if she is alive or dead they must have no heart .. well here's his link if you want to block him or tell him what you think have fun! Minusred@ CherryTAP

Finally Home
I've been home for just over a week and I must say...Damn it's good to be home. I'll try to get on more often now and just want all of you to know how much I have missed you. Thank you so much for all of your love, thoughts, and friendship. They mean more to me than you could ever know... Love ya all.... Kimmer

Downraters
Ok, I am fed up enough now that I am starting my own "list" of downraters. 7/18/07 · _Cotton_Candy_G... rated your photo a '6'! 3 min ago Headphones@ CherryTAP whateverrr@ CherryTAP freakyj@ CherryTAP young stud@ CherryTAP ONE OF A KIND SEXY LOVE@ CherryTAP coombzo@ CherryTAP hammurtyme37@ CherryTAP youwontlikeme@ CherryTAP tinadavis@ CherryTAP

Other Thoughts
What happened to the REAL men? I have been doing a lot of blogs and I hear from a lot of women that they wish their husbands would be the type of MAN to hold them accountable. In the past the man was always the Head of the House, what he said was done, no arguing, no fights, not as much divorce. Have the times changed so much the the men are just week and wimpy? I see it all the time, wives wanting to return to the traditional values, craving the Husband that will take charge, be the strong man. Feminist say this is wrong, but is it really? The Bible says that the wife should submit to her Husband, because he knows best. In today society this is all backwards, the wife seems to be in more control and the men sit back and do as she says, boys are taught to believe this, and the cycle continues. Men stand up and take what is right in the eyes of the Lord, you are to be the Head of the House, take charge and show your wife the REAL man. I believe the down fall as of late

Random Signs Of Stupid!
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the

New Thoughts
Been a little while since I wrote, Have been asked many question about LDD, CDD, and why some women want it and why some men are hesitant to give it. Why a HOH may back away, and what to do if the wife feels she is getting away with to much. In today's society it is harder for a man to accept his wife wants to be controlled and held accountable, where ever you turn you see women's lib ideas, wives that put their husbands down, and young girls dressing like sluts. A boy is taught to be nice to women from a young age, you see on T.V. comedians saying that the wife runs the house, adds that make men look like idiots, even in church I have seen men that are hen pecked by their wives. Now you have some women who believe that the MAN should be in charge and want that way of life, but with all this things going on showing men that is not what is happening it is hard for them to see the right way. I was asked once "where would you men be if us women did not take charge?" My response

Too Many Maintenance Spanking?
I have been told by some that Kay receives to many maintenance spankings and that I should not give so many, well lets see, she has had two since New years eve, wow too many right. We have decided to start them more frequently, because when Kay is spanked for maintenance it eliminates the need for punishment spankings. Kay has a better attitude and submits more with these then if I were to only punish her for actions. Although she receives maintenance spankings they are not the same as a punishment, these types are less painful and less in duration, a simple reminder to behave. In the past we have tried to spank only for punishments, but quickly found out that Kay was being punished way to frequently, her attitude and behavior suffered as she was not getting the attention like a maintenance provides. So instead of just getting punished for guidelines and having a very sore bottom we started maintenance spankings, even though they bring her to tears, the amount of the spanking i

My Stalker
my stalker is still with me. you will see him on my page ,under recent views.he goes under id of FORD,yea i know 1 of a million with that origional id. he used to say he was my friend,but it was more he was jelious of me,and that i talked to a mutial friend.and only used this friendip to get dirt on me,or so he though it was,but im open an honest,ill tell the truth no matter what i did.so his plan never paid off.so now he has a profile full of bitter sayings you find on buttons and bumperstickers.yep takes a lot of work to find those and add to profile and he so afaid of me and my opion,and what ill do he deleted his own pic.he can use my pics,and say anything he wants.i know who i am. so here is his profile go say hi and,cheer himup ,hes a sad man.http://cherrytap.com/user/335443.and have a great and positive day,makes somebody smile,maybe ford

Hand Or Implement
In my time as an HOH I have found different ideas on how to spank a submissive wife, some believe that a short, very hard spanking is perfect while other prefer a long, slow, medium spanking. I prefer the long slow method, starting with hand. I have used paddles, straps, crops, brushes, spoons, belts, switches and cane. In doing so have found that with the hand you can administer a very thorough spanking, taking your time, changing the stiffness of your hand to cause a desired effect. Most HOH's I have chatted with and a lot of the women complain that when an instrument is used they have bruises, welts, blister, etc... When using an instrument such as the paddle less force is needed to inflict the same sting as the hand, by using to much force the wife may close down, go into her own little space to escape the pain, hence causing her to hide in her self and hampers the reason for the discipline, to correct misbehavior. Not all wives are the same, some prefer to wear these mar

Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly. You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions. And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring. It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world! What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Thoughts Of Suicide
Thoughts of You Run Through My head Just like thoughts of suicide Will I live in the end When these thoughts of you are over And the thoughts of suicide take over Our Love will never last With these thoughts of suicide Mixed in with you These thoughts of suicide will soon take control of me And I will no longer be able to love These thoughts of suicde mixed in with you Will kill me soon Ill break your heart and Kill myself Thoughts of you run through my head Just like thoughts of suicide

A Small Surprise.
I received an e-flier last night for a gig my band is playing this Thursday. You can see it amongst my photos. I was a bit surprised to see that we were listed as Terminal Heads, for a couple of reasons - we're not Terminal Heads (we're Terminal Decline), and three of us were never in Terminal Heads (and Gonk, who was their bass player - in the 90s - plays guitar with us). We don't even play any of their stuff. I hopped over to the website for the venue, to find a billing that reads: 'Terminal Heads: The long-awaited return of South London/ Gravesend's ground-shaking "77" punk rockers.' Sounds lovely, but I suspect there are going to be a few very disappointed punters come Thursday. We're the wrong band, and we're shite. No pressure, and all that. Marky Ramone is supposed to be DJing there in a few weeks' time - bet it turns out to be 'Diddy' David Hamilton instead. What's ironic about the whole thing is that we're supporting P.A.I.N. (stands for Propaganda And Inf

My Baby Boy!
As the family stood around Minutes and hours went by Waiting patiently for the arrival Of a brand new baby boy Flowers and gifts lay all around the room Still no motion from the little one in the womb Feeling the pain Wanting to cry watching and waiting Seeing the doctor fly by He says with a grin Lets begin Its time to put this all to an end Emotions start to run high Feeling the joy Wanting to see my little boy Time is starting to run out Its time for the little one to come out They lay him down right on my heart Then and there knowing we would never be apart

The Echo Of Life
The Echo of Life A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, "Ahhhh!" Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, "Ahhhh!" Filled with curiosity, he screams, 'Who are you?" but the only answer he receives is "Who are you?" This makes him angry so he screams, "You are a coward." And the voice answers, "You are a coward." He looks at his father, asking, "Dad what is going on?" "Son" the man replies, "pay attention!" Then he screams, "I admire you!" The voice answers, "I admire you." The father shouts, "You are wonderful." And the voice answers, "You are wonderful." The boy is surprised, but still can't understand what is going on. The father explains, "People call this 'ECHO' but truly this is 'LIFE!' Life always gives you back what you give out! Life is a mirror of Your actions. If you want more love give more love! If you want more kindness, give more kindness! If you w

I Know Who I Am
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12) I

The Cracked Pot
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That

Titles...and Why On Earth Do We Need A Change..
Good Morning, I guess I should be some kind of spokes model for this one site I am about to bring up once again. The site is called, “In the Motherhood” The site is also on MSN in the Spotlight series. Today there is a video of a Mom who just steps both feet into the dodo with a flight attendant. Very funny video if you get a chance stop by and view it, it’s worth a look. You know, that times fly by so fast that names and titles we once used are not use any longer. Like stewardess for example. When did the change between stewardess and flight attendant officially take over? Was it so bad to be called a stewardess? Or is it because there are now both male and female air waiter’s and waitress’s? How about Doctor. I mean I still refer to a Doctor as a Doctor. Now there are so many titles, Family practitioner (is that someone who practices medicine on your family? And why do they practice it, when they have went to college for so long they should know it by heart) How about Lawyer… Now it’

Tuesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Turn On Your Webcams, Rock Screaming, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos
Happy TuesDEE, boys and girls. The Opie and Anthony Show is indeed LIVE this morning (on terrestrial radio), and if you don't want to take MY word for it, well then turn on your Paltalk and see everyone LIVE in studio. Of course, you could just gawk at all the naked women in front of their cameras showering, sleeping, flashing, or just looking cute... 'cause that's what we do. Here's list of stations where YOU can hear the O&A Show in your town (many have online feeds) Have you seen the Jim Gillette Heavy Metal Scream Video? You might want to familiarize yourself with it, because the staff of the O&A show is going to have a little fun making jackasses out of themselves today. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are on FIRE!!! (so buy two... 'cuz one might burn up). If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The beautiful Nyli from FOUNDRY CAMS has se

Can They Get Any Worse?
So at 4 am this morning im laying on the couch watching a movie on TBS. ok normally they have pretty good movies on this late. but this one sucked. I dont even think if i was stoned and drunk it would be funny. hell i cant even be sure its a movie it mayjust be a show. but ick... the name of it is blotter. and its a generic version of cops. how generic you may ask... well you know b rated films? this is worse than those. its so stupid you cant turn it off because you wonder if it can get any more stupid than it is already. but on the upside i woke up soon enough to hear a song that i used to listen to several years ago on the end of a movie. i just couldnt think of how it went. lol

Me... Think About What You Know Before You Read This It Will Be A Bit Of A Shock...
Here is a bit of shit about me some of you may know this but i doubt that even half of you could even give a shit to know any of this... I am who I am... I am very unstable and very aggersive... I am capable of doing the unthinkable without a second thought... I could give if shit if you like me or not... I am very lovable and very compassionate... But I don't like when people play games with me... I have very few true friends and they have seen me at my best and at rock bottom... I am capable of snapping on anyone at anytime so don't fucking piss me off... I don't like to be pushed, so be careful... I dont like alot of people and i like even less... I have a strong attaction to the opposite sex but half of you aren't even worth my time because you fall into one of the catagories of people I hate... I hate people that are fake and people that think they are better than everyone else the most, next would be people who can't be by themselves, then would follow annoying people and possers

Venting... #2
I put myself and my life out on the line evryday to keep everyone safe and i dont expect anything in return but a thank you or something would be nice... Now I have put my heart out there and is it not enought for you or do you want more? Is what I do for you not enough? What do I really mean to you? If you want me to fuck off just say so? Don't worry you're not the only one that thinks this life isn't good enough.... Maybe one day you will take a step back and realize I was right or I was the one you were looking for to complete you... Just maybe you will come crawling back to me and maybe I will let you back into my life, but honestly I wouldn't hold your breath... Life moves way too fast one second you're there the next you're gone... But what the fuck did I do but you ask what the fuck did I do to you? Maybe I need to step back and say for now fuck this none of this is worth it... The pain is not worth it... So yes nothing is worth giving it everything you ever could because you wo

The Feeling I Always Feel.
You know every time i just feel sad,cause i'm always home,and i don't have any feet to walk to the store or take a bus to the mall.When i was like 13,i always felt left out from everyones life,including my family.That feeling never goes away thou.Until i met some people,but then.those peoples have life of their own,and they can't just be their for me.Up until now i been haveing this feeling that i'm left out.O-kay i know someone who always appears send me an e-mail telling me some bullshit that i'm not alone nor left out.To that good person i am okay.I know you're alway trying to make me happy,but i am not happy.Okay sometimes i am,but not alway,so live with it damn you.Many times i sit here in the computer,just wondering to myself,what i did wrong.Nothing in my life please women thou.I had like many relationship,and out a those many relationship.I been dump for no apparent reason.Well a few of them just found someone better then me i guess.Their is one relationship were i did hurt thi

Lonely Road Of Faith
So many dreams have falling, somewhere along the way, so many broken promises, so many wasted days, if only I could turn back the clock, relive this life once more, would things really be better? or would it just hurt so much more? could I find a better way? or is this all life holds for me, being lost & empty, would I find the path, the way life should be, would you travel with me? or would I still journey alone, trying to find my way, through this world to you, would we be together, would we meet along the way, somewhere on this, Lonely Road Of Faith

Venting... #1
Today I realized that no matter what we do its never enough for anyone... No one really gives a shit or cares about how others feel... You can tell someone just how much they mean to you and that you love them and for some fucked up reason it always comes back and slaps you in the face... Is any of this bullshit worth putting everything out on the line for people? You can even give someone your heart but you know that isnt even enough for some people... You all should be able to understand this we have all been hurt and all we hear in return is "Keep your head up things will get better..." But what the fuck nothing is any better! Maybe we all need to step back and realize what I have today and maybe just maybe people will start giving a shit again... For now good bye... Maybe typing this wasn't even worth it... I guess I'll have to wait and see...

Fun Stars 5-22-07
The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way.

*sigh* If Only...
The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way. If only I could get past the sinking feeling that fate is going to bite me in the ass somehow, this would be a decent horoscope.

Who Are Friends!!
You know I sit back sometimes and wonder who my friends are! People I think have my back until its turned! Then I take that Dull Rusty Blade right in the shoulder! You know how they Say 'A True Friend stabs you in the front! But thats not what I have been getting lately! Lately I have had a few friends that I consider family, that tell people. That I am no good, or just speak their opinions while I am not around. BUT when I am around they stroke me off like I am the best thing in the world and come to me with their problems! and being the real friend I am I do everything in my power to help! So now I have to deal with some consequences! But for the people that I thought were my friends...I think Freddy says it best...listen to your song!!

I Hate Being Shy!
I have this fantasy..... This woman i know, shes about 21, beautiful, funny, cool, and sexy. She flirts with me alot, and at first i thought it was just playful, but the reality of it maybe getting real is starting to look possible. I think about how bad i just want to lay her in my bed and look at her, touch her, taste her, and pleasure her in ways she may have never imagined. Shes just my type too. But I'm older, bigger, and not nearly as attractive. Some might say i am, whatever, i need confidence because if that ever happens, i'd be too shy, giggle and back down, then kick myself later. She might just be playing still. But OMFG! She crawled in my bed while i was sick, showed me her new nipple ring..WHILE IT WAS ON, she offered me a lap dance, (of course, she was drunk) and shes always popin to see me. I might have a real chance to fulfill my fantisys about her, or i'm building myself up for another rejection.

Bloody Horrorscopes!
Ok this is a quote from yesturdays.. "you're filled with a serene and startling clarity." Contrast that with todays! "Wishing won't make it so, but getting some clarity around your intentions and motivations might help level the playing field so you get a fair chance. The stars give you a little extra something to help you along too.".. Firstly I had no clarity yesturday (And yes Los Angeles Fog is Smog i forgot).. So yesturday's serene clarity that never existed has been replaced with a need to get some.. What happened to yesturday's!!!!!!!! To be fair, intentions and motivations at 9:45am don't extend beyond having no intention to get off my arse for at least another half an hour, and my only intention is to replenish my soft drink supply that ran out an hour ago.. The only level playing field i need is not to get run over by a slightly miffed double decker bus on the way to the shop! And as for the stars giving me extra help.. HELLO! I don't see those

H0rosc0pe # Urmm Lost Count Hehe
Walk with confidence. Dress with style. Speak with panache. Even if you don't feel those things on the inside, adopt the persona of one who does. Think of this as your greatest role, and it'll fit like a second skin.

Is It Just Me ?
IS IT JUST ME ? I had to have a rant about this, sorry, I know that CT is a chat and networking site, and we are all here to have some fun etc. but surely we can do some good along the way. Every day I see hundreds of bulletins asking for votes and comments and requests for various things and thats all good, hell I have done it myself, but I also take time out of my day to do something I feel is worthwhile. I have had ppl complain that I am spamming thier bulletin boards with MADDIE McCANN appeals, well if people were to repost and yes I know who does cos if they do it ends up back on my page lol, then I wouldn't feel the need to do so as I know these IMPORTANT appeals are being seen. I am a mother of 5 children, and I know what it is like to lose a child, I buried my daughter on her 1st b/day, I cant sit back and let another parent go through that and know that I did nothing to try and prevent it, Can you ??? All it takes is a simple click on a button to repost, hell it

Lost Love
The stress from losing your love has finally taken it's toll, my emotional state of mind is now beyond control. At the slightest mention of your name, i still break down and cry i can still hear the echos of your voice, telling me goodbye. The reality of it caught up to me, when my mother asked me what's wrong? and why lately i've been depressed, and constantly wearing a frown? She then asked me about us, She wanted to know where's my friend? i couldn't tell her you'd left me, i just had to pretend. But i guess she saw right through me, she knew that something was amiss and as i turned off the light she said, son,i know it's her you miss. As she turned to leave my room, my emotions i tried to hide but she saw right through me, she knew that i was crying inside. The next morning when she awoke, she asked me about the tears she knew quite well that you, were a huge part of my happy year. She then asked if i still love you, and truthfully i said

One Regret
Those nights never meant anything Despite what I'd always thought When I stayed up to hold your hand When life left you distraught Drying your face of every tear Thought you knew that we'd be alright As long as we had each other We could make it through each night Something inside you changed somehow Along the way something went wrong Pain kept gathering inside Leaving you to think I wasn't strong Pushed me out; Built up high walls Every sentence spoken filled with hate Angry words thrown around constantly Leaving everyone involved in a delicate state In a world where we only had each other We fell apart and lost our grip I never had a single regret Until one day I let you slip

Friends
I will be adding more to this blog, but for now... im just bummed and venting. the bike ride helped a bit, but didnt cure my weakness. this has nothing to do with love but everything to do with friendship...even though i do love most of my friends.

Daily Horoscope: Leo
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 22,2007 'Let the good times roll' is your motto -- and when other people see how well you're doing with it, they'll want to join in on the fun. How convenient! 'The more, the merrier' happens to be your back-up motto right now.

In The Air.
I lay in the dark. As the ceiling fan makes lazy circles above me. The air is there. It's all around me. Caressing my cheek. Cooling my skin. Blowing my hair back from my face. I want it so much. This thing that I may never have. It's in my head. It's in my heart. It's in the air. I can feel it coming. That moment when I can just... BREATHE.

The Chumscrubber.
JUST WATCHED THIS MOVIE THE CHUMSCRUBBER, AND MY GOD IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING. I AVOIDED WATCHING IT FOR FOREVER, BUT NOW I'M GLAD I RAN OUT OF ANYTHING ELSE TO WATCH SO I CHOSE THIS ONE. THE MOVIE IS ABOUT A KID WHO FINDS HIS FRIEND HANGING, LITERALLY, IN HIS BEDROOM. KID TURNS OUT TO BE THE PILL SUPPLIER FOR THE SCHOOL AND DRAMA ENSUES. TO THE POINT THOUGH, THIS MOVIE WAS FUCKING BRILLIANT IN IT'S OBSERVATIONS OF JUST HOW PEOPLE IGNORE ONE ANOTHER. USE YOU WHEN IT'S CONVIENT, THEN JUST THROW YOU AWAY. THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE BLOW YOU OFF, OR PATRONIZE YOU, AND THE ONES YOU WOULD NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT TURN OUT BEING THE ONES WHO REALLY COME THROUGH IN THE END. NOW I KNOW I HAVE WRITTEN SEVERAL THINGS LIKE THIS, BUT THIS MOVIE KINDA PUT IT INTO REALITY FOR ME. I DON'T CONSIDER MYSELF IGNORED ANYMORE, JUST PAID ATTENTION BY PEOPLE I JUST NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT. IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE, GO YOU!! I KNOW ONCE AGAIN IT'S KIND OF SAPPY THAT I FIND MEANING IN LIFE THROUGH A

Daily Horoscope: Capricorn.. May 22
Walk with confidence. Dress with style. Speak with panache. Even if you don't feel those things on the inside, adopt the persona of one who does. Think of this as your greatest role, and it'll fit like a second skin.

Huh,,,,,,
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God60%A Romantic48%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Type Of Angel Was I Before Coming To Earth?
You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldnt see you secretly keeping them safeGuardian Angel96%Angel of Good Fortune93%Angel of Hope82%Angel of Prayer82%Angel of Guidance79%Angel of Death57%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Complexities Of Life
been busy — Tuesday, May 22, 2007 I been busy with school. The chapter a day thing is hard on my brain. I fall asleep trying to read my chapter. There's all kinds of stuff based on how long children (infants ) look at pictures and things. And then people assume meanings from that. It's really hard for me to trust that. How do they really know what the child is thinking based on how long they look at pictures?????? Their assumptions may be true, I'm not saying it has to be bullshit. But if someon was trying to figure out what I was thining based on how long I looked at certain things,and then talked about it as fact; I'd have to say they were probablay full of shit. Granted, it may be easier to figure out what an infant is thinging than what I'm thinking, ( only sometimes, people can tell about exactly what I'm thinking by the look on my face ) But it's still hard for me to trust their statements as absolute, and proof of anything. It might just be proof they a

What Do My Eyes Say To People?
You scored as Loving Eyes. When people lood at your eyes they see warmth, comfort, and love. They know who you like because your eyes drop off hints, but they know how much your secret means to you so they wouldnt tell him.Sparkle Eyes100%Loving Eyes100%Caring Eyes83%Window Eyes67%Happy Eyes67%Hurt Eyes50%Hidden Eyes33%Lonely Eyes33%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate0%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Bedroom Style
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM98%Sex God85%A Romantic48%Virgin23%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Words We Live By
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we c

For A Rootbeer To Anyone You Want
my new video fan these 2 people right now..and send them a shout saying i sent you......then contact me for the gift..u can keep it or send it to anyone you want anonymmously......... Boone~Sign My Guestbook@ CherryTAP Fear The Grunts (SiK) Bombsquad Founder -=- RAWR -=- ID Maker@ CherryTAP

This Is My Story.
Ok, so for those of you wondering how I became a wrestler..here's the story. The whole story filled with nothing but absolute truth and nostalgia! This also goes right on up to current. So enjoy! So I was 14, and it was a Sunday. The big WWF Pay Per View was going to be on that night and me and a couple of my friends were going to go to Hooters to go watch it. I had been a huge fan of The Hardy Boyz. I grew up basically watching them and Lita because I loved their high fly, high risk style in the ring. Anyway, earlier that day my friend Jeff came over and gave me an article out of Creative Loafing (a newspaper in our area) for a wrestling school. He knew that I wanted it because I had been searching for schools to attend 2 months prior to this date. Anyway, he gave me the clipping. I stuffed it into my back pocket and we hung out all day. Later that night, we were at Hooters, whooping and hollering at the TV. A guy I had never met before walked up and placed a business

Float With Time
I wish to say thank you, For being here for me. Not all of you hear from me all the time. It does not mean you are less important, Or less appreciated, It only means I have spread myself too thin. Friendship is unusual to me at times. When I feel lonely, I'm tempted to feel I am without hope, But, I see God in you, In your word, quick messages, a photo, A quick comment to boost a vanity that has no need. To you my friends, I give thanks, Wish well and desire all good things. You deserve all that love gives til you cry joyous tears because you cannot take anything more. In small ways you can stay with me, In some ways, I may lose you along my journey, But, my heart has you and it shall not let you go. Duane aka Duke copyright 2007

Update On Life - May Need More Surgery....
I'm just doin a quick-hitting blog... Life's been crazy as heck. We're trying to figure out when our family vacation is gonna be - was going to be June, looking more like August now. We'll see. The DJ thing is still rocking along....if you haven't heard me yet - hit the Twisted Radio lounge 1-5pm EDT. I always put out a kickass show. Finally - my hip has popped in and out like crazy for the last 4 months - I have a feeling I might need it replaced...*sigh*...oh well, those are the breaks. TTYL - have a good Tuesday...

What Could Have Been
Well I am in no way bragging. I have nothing to really brag about. But one thing I can say I do well is play baseball. In my high school days I had a full paid scholarship to play at Auburn. I love the tigers. Well my first game in high school I had a scout from the Seattle Mariners come to see my first game. He met with me and the coach and said that if I could keep my average above .350 that fame he would fly me to Seattle and let me see the place and then talk business. I was offered a starting position with my favorite player of all time Ken Griffey Jr. I still remember it. Bottom of the 4th. No outs. I was batting .1000 I had a hit everytime. 2 doubles and a triple. I hit a line drive to left field as I'm rouding first I stop. Basic base hit. It rolls under his legs and the first base coach yells go for 2. I start to sprint and as I do a sharp pain runs up both my legs. Before I knew it I was on the ground. I snapped both my ankles. As I looked up the scout gat

Late Mothers Day Poem.
Momma There are so many of these women that we adore, yet some how; some are forgotten, like so many crumbs on a floor. They show us love, compassion and so much more; for some people that is lost, as if burned out from the core. There are those who sacrifice their own hopes and dream; for their children’s love and lives, all alone, it would seem. Some must work to support their kids; through every lesson and team, yet there are no cards or calls; which is this rhyme theme! They come in every color, shape, and size; They come in every variation that anyone could possibly devise. They love unconditionally, without pay, for them there is no prize; Yet a mother’s love always stays true, her love never dies! My momma is different, because she has always been “The Queen,” her heart is so large it never runs short of love, it would seem. She was there to support us in all of our troubled times, yet she insured that when pay, for all our crimes. Compassion

This Is What Happens When I Get Bored...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rebecca Birthday: 09/19/1983 Birthplace: San Dimas, CA Current Location: The Valley of The Sun Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Honey Blonde (Natural Brunette) Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: Left handed people Rule The World!!! Your Heritage: mainly...Irish, German, & Chzek The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops, as usual Your Weakness: Boys ;) and a BIG heart Your Fears: Spiders and Failure Your Perfect Pizza: As long as it doesn't have pork on it... Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I want to be headed down the career path I feel is right for me... Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: OMG Thoughts First Waking Up: "What are the Plans today???" Your Best Physical Feature: I'd say my Eyes...but I hear it's my Ass :P Your Bedtime: Whenever I fall alseep Your Most Missed Memory: "Noooooo Ou-thide!" Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: MacD's Single or Group Dates: Gr

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Red Neck Vasectomy
After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his doctor and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have anymore children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. "A less costly alternative, said the doctor, "is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10." The Alabamian said to the doctor, "I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me." "Trust me," said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count... "1" "2" "3" "4" "5" At which point he paused, placed the beer can between his legs and resumed counting on his other hand.

Bad Two Weeks
i had a really bad two weeks first my uncle deid and than a friend of mines kid got hit by a car and died and than my cousins wife died and there baby and than my brother in law wrecked his motorcycle and we dont know if he is going to make it and that pic of my sitting on that motorcycle is the one that got wrecked and to top it all off i have been having chest pains and the only one that knows is my sister

To All The People Hea
hi my friends...i dunno how i came across this cherryTAP....but m thankful that i did..this place is really amazing..getting to know people is mah passion...i dunno i m a lil confused but will get hang of it...till den i hope u ll check me out ... gtg cuz gt manythings to do here...uploading and stuffs u know..nyways people here i go..bie

Red Neck Pick Up Lines
1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea .. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

Makes You Go Hmmmm
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the

Mothers Day Fiasco
This years mothers day sucked for me cause I had to deal with drama and backstabbing friends and rumours and having weight holding me down all in the same day....so i mean why the fuck you gonna hate on someone that you have been friends with for the longest but thats how life goes u gotta treat it like a female fuck it and fuck it hard or get fucked in the process and I do not intend to be get fuck by these bitches SIVS ...Got Into a Fight tonight with miles and let me tell ya It felt good blasting him in his got damn face ..I remember lookin into his eyes before I got the bright idea to head butt that motherfucker and I did and he crumbled only untill He regained his stamina and me overstepping over his leg made me trip and i fell on my stomach face down on the cold unforgiving ground and Then i felt the sour taste of defete feeling punches to my head and knees to my face ( i was blocking btw bitch u landed maybe 1 good knee!!) made me realize that Friendship is really a cover up wor

Whats Wrond And How I Feel
i make a wish and nuthing happins i pray at night but thangs never happin i try in life and thangs look down what more can go wrong in such a lil town my wishis never come true and my prays dont even matter to who but my life seems to drag i wish this pain i would never have but what more would i live for if i could never feel pain but thats the way it works but mines all in vain but this is it and now is the time me and my life will never rime not any more and never again i had enugh pain its time for it to end but it wont caze im still around hell what more will this bring to this small lil town my head it hurts but nuthings in side i killed it long ago and i try to hide that this is my life nuthing more damn i wish to never been born but i am and i will try to live my life with in time i hope my time comes so really soon but it never comes fast eunuf ant that the truth i with this heart would just say poof but no

Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 21,2007 Let people see the warmer side of your personality. Heck, let them see the downright gleeful, childlike side while you're at it. Not only will they like what they see, but you might be pleasantly surprised too.

Poem 30
I Know Who You Are I know who you are I know you are in my mind I know you are on my mind every Day and night I know you are Thinking why what when and how How can we know what each other Think I know you have me on Your mind I know I am on Your mind every day and night Night brings us closer then the Day why does the night have us Why cant the day have us too Why cant we know who we are Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

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I Am Who I Am I am who I am I am not who you Want me to be I am who I am I am me for who I am I love me For who I am Not for what You want to love Love me for me or Dont love me at All want me for Me not for what You want me to Be want me for What I am about But not for what You want me to Be about Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 28
How I Cant Have What I Want How I cant have what I want I want a baby that I can call My own a baby to cry and need me A baby that I can change in to a Person some day in the future A baby I can give my name I want a baby that I can spoile And never have to give them up A child I can hug and say way to go Hun you can do it I have faith in you And kiss on the cheek as I send You off to school a child I can Go shoping with and say no Hun we can not buy that it is not For you or I a child I can see Grow up in to a young man or lady And have a baby of thier own and A grandchild of mine How I cant have want I want Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem27
Hello Who Are We Hello who are we Why are we here in this place Where do we come from Outter space How long have we been here When will we be leaving Will we come back here Where is here Who are we and why are we here Are we here because of some Kind of god or thing Or some thing else even greater then What we know now what do we know How do we know why do we know Why do we want to know Hello I am kimberly doreen davis From the planet earth and you Are all aslo from here but where Is here and why do we call this place Our home our life and who are we Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

22nd May 2007 Lmao
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, May 22: While you've always secretly wished that you were a genius, you can't really get away from the fact that you simply aren't. Lowered expectations are often the route to happiness.

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Hair Of Blond Eyes Of Blue Hair of blond eyes of blue Hair of blond that goes to her butt Eyes of blue as the sky Hight of 5ft 6inches She is beautiful to me She is myself I found peace in My heart for me to love myself I found my good in my soul I found love in my heart I found site in my eyes I found honesty in my mind I found a man to love me in my life Hair of blond eyes of blue I am this woman who are you I am the one you think of from time To time Hair of blond eyes of blue and 5ft6inches and weights about 300lbs But my best is my heart not my looks Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

22nd May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, May 22: What's the big idea, here, anyway? Knowing you, you're all over it right about now -- and others can tell you're tuned in. Don't be surprised if they've got a million questions and are hanging on your every word.

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Eyes Of Blue You have eyes of blue Blue as the sky up above Blue as the ocean of blue As blue as the blue bird singing As blue as the blue flower I see Out side As blue as the bowl I put your food in But there is only one of you and two eyes of blue as yours Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 24
Charrish Thous That Cant Help Themselfs Charrish and help thous that Cant help themselfs charrish And help thous children out There that cant feed themselfs Help thous that cant dress themselfs Help thous that cant drive for themselfs Help thous that can help others Help is for everyone that needs Or wants it Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 23
Big Sexy Ladys Need Love Also Big sexy ladys need love also We may be big in more ways then one But we are people just like the Skinny ones too we have a heart That beats blood and a heart Beat just like you we have feelings We hurt we get sad we get happy We like to have fun Just because we are big ladys Dont mean we dont need love also We can be sexy we can be ugly We can be fat we can be small Every lady needs some one to love Everyone is beautiful in thier own Way it may not be on the out side But look where it counts In the heart and soul you will know we Feel pain and hatered and love Just like small ones and other sizes In between Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 22
Are You Out There For Me To Meet And Fall In Love? Are you out there for me I want to meet you are You the man of my dreams The one I have been dreaming of Since I was a child and I knew Of when I was a teenager And still to this day as A young lady I am still Dreaming of you with every being In my heart and soul I want to fall in love With you and your life Can we meet just once So I can say I love you from the First time I look in to your eyes Come on baby just say yes I am your one true love come And find me I am right here waiting For you to find me and love me Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem21
Am I Missing Or Am I Lost Or Am I Found Am I missing or am I lost or am I found Am I missing from this life Or am I lost in your mind Or am I found but not yet seen Or heard Am I missing or am I lost or am I found I feel like I am treated Worse then a dog I feel like I am missing from your Body or am I just lost And you can not find me in your head Or am I found but not yet in your Heart who am I am I missing Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 20
Always Remember Always remember Always remember life is never Measured by the number of breaths That we all take but by the number Of the moments take our breaths away May all our dreams come true For each and every one of us May there be work for us to do When it needs to be done May your pockets be full of change when You need change to use May the sun always shine on you When you see nothing but glemm There will be a rainbow out When nothing looks rainyer on the Day you walk out side May there be a friend near when you Need a friend to lean on or a hand To hold may our hearts be filled With love and cheer Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 19
A Prayer From Above A prayer from above That came down here to earth To someone in need that is indeed A prayer and a blessing from above We do not all know what these Prayers and blessings are But some day we all might in our Own little way we may not Pray to a god everyone knows But at least we do pray and try Not to judge others for who they Pray to as will as ourselfs Prayers are answeared not in the Order we would like them to be But they do get answeared in one way Or another we are all truely blessed By the prayers we have asked for And live our lifes by day in day out Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Fifty
1. How old will you be in 12 months? 22 2, Do you think you'll be married by then? No 3.Where did number 3 go? U tell me 4. Who was the last person you called? ummmm, My mom I think 5. Who was the last person to call you? Brian 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text, but it gets expensive 7. Do you have any pets? a turtle named Henry 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? trying to sleep 9. parents separated/divorced/married? divorced 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? it's been a while 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? I got my ass outta bed finally 12. How many states have you lived in? 1 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? haha like 10? 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? socks 15. Are you a social person? Not too much 16. What was the last thing you ate? hershey kissables 17.favorite ice cream. choc chip cookie dough 18. What is your favorite dessert? ^^^^^ hmm ice cream! 19

Poem 18
A Mothers Love For Her Doughter A mothers love for her doughter What would a mother do for her Doughter there is no greater Gift to a mother then a doughter A spitten image of her own Self what would a mother do for Her doughter where would she Go for her doughter A mothers love for her Doughter is never done It never leaves a doughter Sad and lonely hurting from Not knowing a mothers love A mothers love is more then Any other can imagen I love you mommy she wants To hear more offten then not I love you my mother My best friend the one I look Up to Kimberly Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 17
A Mother A Friend A Wife A Grandmother A mother a friend a wife a grandmother Who is she to us she is our Friend we have known her by the name Of supergrannysarah she was out friend She was a mother she also was a Grandmother to day they told us That she had past away. We morn her we pray for her family We hope things are going ok for thous Who she had lefted behind We wish things to go and things to come But most of all we remember her The way she was a fun friendly lovly Loving honest caring friend For us who used to play pogo.com Lottso with her known her only as a Name but we all knew her heart Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 16
A Mommy And A Daddy A mommy and a daddy Is all we want to be Can this ever happen can we ever Have at least just one child That will call us by thous names Or will we just be known for Our first names will we ever not Get enough sleep because of a baby Or a child that has a nightmare and Wants to sleep with us or run around Like never befor to get to thier games That they play in a mommy and a daddy Is alls we want to be Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 15
A Moment In Another Time A moment in another time We find our self's thinking How it would be if we found Ourself's in a different time In the past or the future We dream of how it would be We dream of old clothes we Would wear how we would talk How we would walk or even Thous we loved on how they Would be a moment in time We wonder if we could of been From there or here is the life After death have we been there Once before or have we lived Only once in our life time A moment in another time We wished we was there or here Or to be there Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem14
A Childs Love A childs love is never ending A childs love is under standing A childs love is unclaimed A childs love is loving That child back A childs love is never letting go A childs love is is knowing Where they are a childs love Is knowing who they are A childs love is becoming a friend A childs love is thier love to you A childs love is thier love to all Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 13
A Child'S Poem Once there was nothing but a whom A sack of jell to move around in Once there was a mommy to give A child the nuturing it needed To make it through the first day Once there was a mommy and a daddy To show a child the loving and help It may need and to show it the Way in life to be once there was a Bother or sister to pick on a child To show them that they are loved By others A child's poem is never to be taken To lightly a child mean's so much In our life's today never take a child For granted they know they are Are future for today and ever more A child's poem Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem12
A Child I Will Never Get To Know A child I can not have A child I want so bad A child I will never get to know A child I can never hold A child I will never get to burp A child I can never change A child I can not watch Grow up to be a man or young lady A child we will never know togeather A child we wont get to hold A child we can not have A child we can not watch grow up In to a young man or a young lady Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 11
Loving My Friends Every time I wounder how my friends are doing I always make sure they're ok When I dont know that they're ok, i worry. I love my freinds and I always want them to be safe 24/7 Kimberly Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly D Davis

Poem 10
Friends My friends are special They are also careful They can sometimes be boring But they go out just to have fun My friends are all winners And not loosers If anyone says anything different It breaks my heart They should never make fun of anybody Because they never know who would stick up for them in the future My friends are special And so are yours Kimberly D Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly D Davis