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About Me
well to all that must knw i m a mom of 2 boys they r my world n there my everything..... i like fishing camping walks on the beach n watchin the moon light on the water on a warm summer night i like to walk the ocean front when i can i like camp fires just bout any thing i m right into dolphins n im not here for head games im here for friends maybe more if u would like to chat with me u can do so on here well this is all for now have a good night

I'm Going To Bed Early
Cuz I'm effin tired and I've had a trying day. I mean you know I was going to take nude photos of myself, but I decided not to be a porn star today. It has always been my dream to be a porn star/nude model. And you know how your parents always tell you to follow your dreams right? So tomorrow I will be a porn star, but for now, I'm just going to bed. I'll brb right after I sell this Brooklyn Bridge to somebody. This blog has been brought to you by: The coalition for people who have a fucking sense of humor. Splenda Haagen Daaz Happy Bunny Drugs... lots of drugs... And viewers like you.

Pagosa Springs, Co For Vacation Next Week
Well, it's that time of year...Family Vacation!!! The wife and I own a timeshare, and this year we'll be heading to Pagosa Springs, Colorado for the vacation (last year it was the Smoky Mountain Resort)! I don't much about Pagosa Springs, but there's an indie music festival when we get into town, and that makes it muy groovy already. Hopefully, we will get a chance to do some 'adult' things, but since it'll be us AND the kids, probably not. Still, I look forward to a great time! BTW, if you don't take vacations, I pity you. I've NEVER seen anyone have "I wish I could have worked more" written on their tombstones...get out there and enjoy!

Leather, Chains And Lace...
Leather, Chains and Lace... You bloom for me just like a rose, Leather, chains and lace. Nectar drips from your petals And smears across my face. You are my sweet and precious rose, Leather, chains and lace, And your thorns only accentuate Your beauty and your grace. I can almost feel it on my skin: Your icy breath coming out again, And your black lips peeling back To reveal your lovely, rotting grin. I'll write a requiem for you, Just words plucked from my head, And I will read it to you While you are rotting in my bed. How can this be considered rape, When your eyes still seem to glint? And as my mother always said to me, Silence indicates consent. You bloom for me just like a rose, Leather, chains and lace. Nectar drips from your petals And smears across my face. You are my sweet and precious rose, Leather, chains and lace, And your thorns only accentuate Your beauty and your grace. I never knew what love was Until I dug you up. Leather, C

Our Closest
It's not everyday that we find Friends that no matter what will be there through the good and the bad. Those Friends that when everything is going wrong in your life, and sometimes even with them, but they are there!! I can say that I have a couple of those!! I hold them close to me even though they don't realize it. I mean, Maybe they do know, but I haven't told them!! These few people that I can count on one hand are people that I know will always lend a hand, provide the shoulder to lean on, give some words of advice, and at least have a half ass answer for me if I Needed them to be!! No one can replace these people in our lives. We may come upon people in our lives that share similarities like these, but never make it to that line of trust that we thrive for in our closest. I mean, we can have friends that we don't talk to everyday...maybe once a month, but we know they are there!! For instance, I had a bill had to pay on a Saturday, and had no family close by. I didn't

Dominate Me
Bound by leather Unable to move You bound my wrists With skilled hands You expose my skin Cold air kissing my breasts My nipples grow Hard and erect Wanting your lips I feel your fingers Touching me caressing Raising my hips The heat of your breath As you move closer Teasing my spot I moan with pleasure Unable to move Straps holding me taut With me getting near You suddenly stop Prolonging all of my pleasing You left me there Still held by leather Wanting more of your teasing You come back to me After cooling me down I feel your touch Your presence surrounds me I smell your scent Wanting you so much Running your fingers Along my chest You reach for a candle Overwhelmed with ecstasy You brand me with wax Knowing just what I can handle You lower your mouth To suck in my nipple Teasing it with ice Hot and cold sensations All over my skin You’re not playing nice Squirming and moaning From all the teasing My body begs for you Do

My First Ct Contest Entry.....i Need Your Votes!
I got myself in my first contest here on CT. Please go to here to check out the salute photo I did for this girl. Make sure you rate and comment on it, too. That's actually how I get my points. Fun fun!! Thanks.

Never Forget
One Thing To Never Forget Your presence, is a present to the world. You're unique and one of a kind. Your life can be, what you want it to be. Take the days, just one at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles. You'll make it through, whatever comes along. Within you, are so many answers. Understand, have courage, be strong. Don't put limits on yourself. So many dreams, are waiting to be realized. Decisions are too important, to leave to chance. Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize. Nothing wastes more energy, than worrying. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. Don't take things too seriously. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember, that a little love goes a long way. Remember, that a lot of love goes forever. Remember, that friendship is a wise investment. Life's treasures, are people... together. Realize, that it's never too late. Do ordinary things, in a ext

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile.....
22 Ways To MAKE A Girl Smile..... 1. Tell her she is beautiful 2. Hold her hand at any moment...even if it's just for a second 3. Kiss her on the forehead 4. Leave her a voice message to wake up to. (This would also work to leave an E-mail or an offline message on Yahoo Messenger) 5. When she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to you 6. Recognize the small things...they usually mean the most 7. PICK HER OVER ALL YOUR OTHER GIRLFRIENDS!!! 8. Write her notes. (She loves them; And again this would work as an E-mail or an offline message on Yahoo Messenger) 9. Introduce her to your family & friends...AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND 10. Play with her hair 11. Tickle her, and play-wrestle with her 12. Sit & JUST TALK to her 13. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or JUST TELL HER JOKES 14. Let her fall asleep in YOUR arms 15. If she's mad at you, KISS HER 16. MAKE HER LAUGH 17. BRING HER FLOWERS 18. Treat her the same around

Gas Vs Smoking
you know its time to quit smoking when:: a gallon of gas is the same price of a pack of cigarettes all your friends and family quit smoking and you feel like you didnt get the memo you realize after two weeks of not smoking, you can smell things u couldnt smell before, like when you let off a silent stinker, you realize it really does have a smell.. lol you can take the dogs for a walk without having to stop cuz you are out of breathe Reasons to keep smoking: a gallon of gas is the same price as a pack of smokes, the smokes will last longer than that gallon. your going to rockfest and 9 out of 10 people there will be smoking herb or tobacco, so when in rome your going to rockfest and an ice cold beer always tastes better with a flavorful smoke, plus all ur buddies will be smoking lastly, you can let off those silent stinkers again and truly say it wasnt you, cuz you cant smell it.. might as well die happy I say,

Ever Have One Of Those Days?
The day starts off good and ends up kind of bad. That's what happened today. The day was going good with the exception of feeling rushed--I don't know why because I had the day off from work. I got some stuff done around here and when it was time, went and picked my sweetie up at work. I was tired -- I'd been up since 3, and I knew he was tired too because he'd been up just as long the only difference was that he worked hard today. I knew this was going to be a tough day to get through after his long weekend. I had expected him to be grouchy, which he wasn't or if he was he hid it well. We had a very nice dinner, and a decent evening until I snapped at him over something so blessed stupid that it is still bothering me. I of course apologized for snapping. I always feel bad when I snap at him , which I don't do often. He said it was ok, and not to worry about it, but he also knows that it is going to bother me. I've got the best man in the world and I snapped at him for

Post Surgery
Thank all of you beautiful people for your thoughts and prayers. A little over a month ago I was in New Jersey and got assaulted...busted my face about 25 times. A day and a half in the local hospital and two more in a motel room...I drove back to Texas with just half of an eye. Couldnt see shit. Over the next few weeks it seemed as if my eyes were getting better. About two weeks ago I developed a huge black spot covering my vision in my left eye. Rushed to the emergency room to learn that I have a detached retina and went straight in for emergency surgery. They removed the lens from my eye and inserted a gas ball inside to hold my eye together so maybe it will heal. I am left eye blind for the next two months (possibly permanently). I thought they were going to have to do surgery on my right eye, but found out today they aren't...thank God! Just need a corrective lens for it. I know for a fact that THE worst part of being completely blind is...How do you know when your butt is clea

Leaving Ct ( No Joke )
OK YA'LL THIS IS NO JOKE so pls dont think other wise... im just not on this site much anymore.. and its getting MORE about the ratings then actually meeting new friends.. so for the ones who actually know me or even know my name u can reach me at my yahooo Id Bec272001@Yahoo.com will miss the once i know.. so yall take care and the best of luck n life

What I Mean Sometimes
So you can understand me........ BOHICA - Bend Over, Here It Comes Again JANFU - Joint Army/Navy Fuck-Up SNAFU - Situation Normal: All Fucked Up TARFU - Things Are Really Fucked up BEIFT - Behold, Every Indicator Forebodes CF - Cluster Fuck CHAOS - Chief Has Arrived On Scene FISHDO - Fuck It, Shit Happens, Drive On FUGAZI - Fucked Up, Got Ambushed, Zipped In FUBB - Fucked Up Beyond Belief FUBER - Fucked Up Beyond Economic Repair FUMTU - Fucked Up More Than Usual FUNDY - Fucked Up, Not Dead Yet GFU - General Fuck Up JAAFU or JAAFFU-Joint Army-Air Force Fuck-Up MOAFU - Mother Of All Fuck Ups MUBAR - Mash Up Beyond All Recognition SAMFU - Self Adjusting Military Fuck Up SAPFU - Surpasses All Previous Fuck Ups SMUBAR - Semi Mash Up Beyond All Recognition SUSFU - Situation Unchanged: Still Fucked Up TOFU - Things Ordinary: Fucked Up TUIFU -

Dick Chainedme Is The Talk Of The Quarter...
Well... its been 2 days since my debute as Dick Chainedme and i have to say... its been pretty fuckin cool. Everyone is talking about how well i did and how convincing i was as a man... (i suppose its a compliment... giggles) Anyways... im loving it... this is something ive wanted to do for a while and its happening. Miss Dee called me a few minutes ago. The Appletini Review wanted to sponser me (well Dick) to be in the Mr Gay Pride competition! (as far as i know there are 2 people already signed up to compete in this competition.. .one is my other half... the other is someone who has been in it for years and never won)... Wow... it was definately quite and honor to have them want to sponser ME in this. I utrned it down tho... I dont want to compete against my other half in this. My first real drag show is 3 days after the competition. With everything i would need for this.. it would be too much.. Need formal wear... Show a talent.. and something else... It would be great to make

Tarantula
I dont want to fight. Every single night. Everything i want is in your light. You and me go there. To places i dont know to care. The spoils of all i got were left to scrounge. Dont let me say this, But you're not worse than me. Its crazy. We are real if real ever was. It's just because. We all feel, feel we've had enough. I'm real, cause someone gave me sound. I wanna be there when your happy. I wanna love you when your sad.

Ramblings
Come talk with me and lie Sit next to me and die It is contagious, this disease It will leave you begging, on your knees It courses through your blood, your brain It whispers to you, we are insane Save your worry, hold your fear It is going nowhere, for it lives here It ravages the soul, the mind Blazes a ruthless trail, leaves a wasteland behind Come and talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die You will feel it, it drifts through the air From me, now, to you, a new throat to tear A lifetime ago, they did rip through flesh so tender Your mind will resist, your very being will surrender The bright shining lies a child will believe The undying agony no one can relieve Come talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die Never alone, it will take us together Both halves of me, now separate forever It is contagious, this disease It will have you pleading, on your knees It burns alive the blood, the brain It begs a whisper, we are insane Hold your worry, s

For Soldiers N Families
Here is a poem/letter that was supposed to go out to or sent to all Service troops around the holidays(ok x-mas) written by a friend of mine and Lizzard's(David), Thomas Burke, this friend wrote. WITH HONOR With honor you have served during peacetime and at war. both here at home and on distant foreign shores. You fought in many battles long before my time. You're fighting now and still may be after I have died. I've heard the stories about the jungles of Nam, where you went through hell on earth. I watched you crossing desert sands, wishing you weren't there and for your quick and safe return I bowed my head in prayer. I feel blessed to have been born in a land as great as this. Where I have freedom to believe, and choose how I should live. This freedom I enjoy was bought for me by others, it wasn't cheap,it cost the lives of many sons and daughters. The sacrifice and courage that made our country free, still lives in you, is a noble cause, and keeps us free tod

Got Milk???
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Green Beans With Toasted Almonds
ingredients 1 1/2 pounds fresh green beans, trimmed 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil 1 tablespoon butter Salt and freshly ground black pepper Garlic cloves ( to your taste)Grated (garlic is optional) Toasted slivered or sliced almonds preparation Cook green beans for 5 minutes in 1 inch of boiling water, covered. Drain and return skillet to heat. Add EVOO, butter and to the skillet. Toss drained beans in the oil and melted butter, and season with salt and freshly ground black pepper and garlic. Transfer to a serving plate and garnish with toasted slivered or sliced almonds. Makes 6 servings

I'm In A Contest For The Sexiest Eyes... Please Help
Hello Everybody, I have been entered in a contest called the Sexiest Eyes on CT. It's a Comment Bombing Contest, I would appreciate it very Much if you could take a few minutes to go and Help me out.. You Guys are the Greatest, Dvldog91 Just click my pic below to be taken to the contest

Salmon En Croute
ingredients 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil (EVOO), plus some for drizzling 1 small onion, chopped 1/2 pound button mushrooms and stems, cleaned and chopped 2 sprigs dill, chopped 1/4 cup flat leaf parsley leaves, chopped (a small handful) Juice of 1/2 lemon 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard, optional 2 hard-boiled eggs, chopped Salt and freshly ground black pepper, to taste 4 6-ounce salmon filets, skin removed 2 sheets frozen puff pastry, 11 x 17 inches, defrosted but still cold 1 egg, beaten with a splash of water preparation Preheat oven to 425°F. Heat a large non-stick skillet over medium heat. Add oil, onions and mushrooms. Season with salt and pepper, and sauté 10 -15 minutes or until the liquid from the mushrooms has evaporated. Remove from heat and add to a medium-sized mixing bowl. Add dill, parsley, lemon juice, mustard, hard-boiled egg, salt and pepper. Mix to combine. mushrooms_mix Wipe out the pan you used for the mushrooms and return it to medium-hi

Soaping Again, And My New Job
I started making all natural soap and stuff again. My sister has really been on me about getting at it since i moved here. So we decided to book into a show in november. Good time to make gifts for people. My new job is ok, but since the price of gas has risen so high i don't seem to be making any money... again the reason for starting soaping. But with the job and the time it takes me to make the soap base and then rebatch it into bars, means i don't have much time for anything else...

Stressed Out And Not Knowing How To Get Past It
I'm stressed dealing with 2 kids that both have issues... Being by myself all the time really sucks... then u think u things are looking up and something just knocks ya back down again... I've been bummed bout not getting to go see haley and my fiends at the fair, it's been over 5 years since i've seen many of them and they help to keep me grounded. Thank god for the internet where we can at least talk here for a bit and catch up... But then life always throws ya curve balls don't it.

Fed Up With The Bullcrap
Ok I have seen a few things that are bugging me. When i joined LostCherry, People were friendly. They commented and rated pics. I upped 31 pictures today and the most rates the pics have are maybe 8. But hey theres like 20 viewers. If you are gonna view a pic RATE IT. The other thing is the mentality that if it ain't tits and ass you aint gonna rate it. If its a guy in my album you will look but won't rate. The other thing is NOONE reposts fucking bulletins anymore. And for that matter I posted a sticky for my babys bday and maybe 15 of my friends out of 7000 bothered to send a gift. Wake up you ppl. This isn't all about getting laid. Or how many sets of boobs you can see. FED UP

Fond Memories
DEAR FRIEND,I GET JEALOUS SOMETIMES BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU AND IT IS HARD SOMETIMES WHEN I HEAR SOME OF THE FUN INTRESTING THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE KNOWING I WAS NOT THERE,TO BE A PART OF THOSE THINGS,I KNOW WE HAVEN'T BEEN FRIENDS FOR ALL TOO LONG,BUT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO BEING THERE FOR YOU NOW,AND SHARING THE FOND MEMORIES WE WILL SHARE,FOR EVERYDAY WE CAN MAKE A NEW SET OF MEMORIES.AND THESE WILL BE OUR FOND MEMORIES TOGETHER.

Nfs Carbon
If your a fan of the underground racing scene like I am then you'll want to have a good look at the latest addition from NFS. After a few issues that required me to update both video and sound drivers, I played this gem for a while and it just rocks and puts all the other additions to shame EA Games does it again. This video doesn't do the game graphics justice but check it out for just a sample of what's in store for serious racing gamers. wow!

Who Kils A Child?
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 Posted on Tue, May. 29, 2007 Who kills a child? Itâ€™s shocking when death comes at the hands of a caretaker â€” but more often, experts say, it is parents who kill their own children By ISHMAEL TATE itate@thestate.com When young children are killed, more than half the time their parents are responsible. Itâ€™s â€œexceedingly rareâ€ for the killer of a child younger than 5 years old to be a baby sitter or caretaker, said Geoffrey R. McKee, clinical professor of neural psychiatry at the University of South Carolina School of Medicine. The federal Justice Bureau of Justice Statistics doesnâ€™t even have statistics on baby sitters who kill. That means Columbia has seen more than its share of such investigations in recent years. Gail Cutro was convicted in 2000 of the deaths of two children at her home day care in 1993. She was sentenced to life in prison. Last month, a Columbia woman, 39-year-old Andrea Person, was charged with two counts of

18 And Life - Skid Row
Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone. Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone. Just barely got out of school, came from the edge of town. Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down. He had no money, oooh no good at home. He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone And now it's 18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline. It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean. They say he loved adventure, "Ricky's the wild one." He married trouble and had a courtship with a gun. Bang Bang Shoot 'em up, The party never ends. You can't think of dying when the bottle's your best friend And now it's [chorus] "Accidents will happen" they all heard Ricky say He fired his six-shot to the wind - that child blew a child away. [chorus]

Bad Weather Ahead
Your emotional weather system is forecasting big storms ahead, but could it be that your barometer is a little bit off? Don't focus on what you think is wrong. Instead, look at everything that's gone right so far.

Piece Of Me - Skid Row
Sleazin' in the city Lookin' for a fight Got my heels and lookin' pretty On a Saturday night, night, night Good God, bless my soul I need a fix of rock 'n roll Come on baby you gotta wait and see You better hurry To get a piece of me Caught a lonely lady Crying on a cigarette I got nasty, nasty habits And that's all she's gonna get One for the money, two for the show So 'round and 'round and 'round we go Take a look at what-a you might need You better hurry To get a piece of me I don't have looks, I don't have money But I know one thing's for sure One night ain't enough of my love She wanted more, more, more Sleazin' in the city Lookin' for a fight Got my heels and lookin' pretty On a Saturday night, night, night One for the money, two for the show So 'round and 'round and 'round we go Take a look at what-a you might need You better hurry To get a piece of me To get a piece of me To get a piece of me

~human Torched~
Human Torched I'm leaving tonight, please don't follow my lead. Just try try to follow this: Go fuck yourself. I don't deserve you or this, I know I need At least a little of anything else. Cuz something else is out there waiting for me, But like they died, my eyes are blind and I can't see. You yearn to burn before your mourners, scorched, A joke, I'll smoke you, roll you and toke you. Now you're torched. Beneath those black smoke clouds, are you happy now? Because now your ass is ashes, you've been torched. You left last night, it's hard not to follow you, You blazed an exit, unescapable. A parade of your failures, all made brand new, You turned your car keys, and turned the tables. Horrible carbon monoxide suicide, You saw fireworks like on the Fourth of July. In your car, God only knows what target You were aiming for, but I maintain that you missed it. Now your memory's ashes, as if you'd been torched. You snuffed yourself out, ju

Metal
Inward and outward and over and under The ending beginning in lightning and thunder And fire and sulfer corroding your mind EATING AND ETCHING THE BACKS OF YOUR EYES And sometimes you feel like you're going to SNAP You feel like you have to just snap or you'll CRACK And your whole world's about to just fucking COLLAPSE And you sit and you stare and you scream and you SNAP C BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD, BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD H BETTER OFF DEAD, BETTER THAN THIS O BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD, BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD R END THIS EXISTANCE, THIS LIFE IS WORTHLESS U BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD, BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD S WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE, YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD, BULLETS IN YOUR HEAD DEATH IS YOUR BEST BET A BULLET IN YOUR HEAD We are all DAMNED to this lifetime And we're all DOOMED to this hard line To know your WHOLE life is finite And just as COLD as your mind's eye The world just BLOWS up in your face You just can't STAND this goddamn rat race And your MI

~the Game~
The Game A face for each encounter is tied upon a chain. A necklace made of masks is used to play the game. Every word is a secret. They've all been well rehearsed. Some are more misleading. I know which ones are worse. We are scrupled players, In an exhibition we call life. Some know their ambitions are attained by playing right. Sadness forms the solitude which prevents someone's success. We evolve at our pace, to change, or to regress. Some compound their inhibitions because they say they can't. While others build great wonders because they work like ants. A few of us realize the world hangs by just a thread. We study conservation as we live among the dead. I know there is recourse since we all begin the same. We lose ourselves within our lives as we play the game. Still, I can't help but wonder at how adaptable we become, When we feel the gnawing hunger forcing us to run.

The Unknown Soldier
The unknown soldier's strangled cry Sounds like the boyfriend's continuing lie. The rain pounds on the glass pane The sadness deep is still the same. And by this unkown soldiers grave We remember the men and all they gave. Their pained yells echoing in my head Floating around me, causing dread. I wish I could help them But they're stuck back then. I wish I could show them hope and love But there is no freedom Without the white dove.

Memorial Day Weekend
Another weekend up to Heather's, and another one survived. Heather is our friend who is exhausting. She likes do drink, and be loud, and make everywhere a better place. Or at least a place where you can look back and realize the humor in what happened, from swearing that bactine had cured the pain in her boob, to passing out at a Chinese restaurant, due to too many beers, and too much sun. Her husband Dom is as quiet as she is loud, and basically keeps her out of jail. They are the perfect match...yin and yang. Dom looooooves boobs. So we arrive up there Friday night, around 1030, after 7 calls from her wondering when we'd make it up there. So we did, and the drinking began. We met her sister, who is getting divorced and is living with them. She's newly separated, so kind of a downer, but I've been there. I drank some fine tasting ale, and we visited until 130. Nobody got too drunk except Sue. Saturday began at 10, with the smell of coffee brewing. We were going t

Warning
warning WARNING TO ALL WOMEN...... PLEASE READ! WARNING TO ALL WOMEN...... PLEASE READ! Date: May 20, 2007 10:56 PM Subject ::READ THiS:: Body: Date: May 20, 2007 06:27 PM Subject plase read! Body: Body: Body: STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to

The Choice
Yup, you guessed it, old old old... and will stay that way. The choice Love is two people that share one heart. love is two people that didn’t just start they found each other through trial and error and stuck together through the pain and terror They spent time together to prove their worth now only they mean as much as this earth two hearts as one, two hearts that are bonded together by the love, of two hearts that responded Emotions inside can be hard to see but once found can make you jump with glee Open your eyes and open your heart that way you'll know just where to start Once love is gone, can it be found? Love can only be found on common ground Love is like fire and fire like love A song of passion, a bird called dove Sometimes it's poor and sometimes it's great But love is never the same without your mate If you give one up that really loves you make sure your choice was honest and true The choice you make won't go away It

The Rose
Once again, written many years ago, and will remain unchanged The Rose Fresh as a newborne baby's breath A rose in the morning filled with life, not death The heart symbols life, the rose symbols love Hate for the sword, peace for the dove A sword for the black rose, Love for the red rose The giving of love to whomever you chose Now life is filled with pain and despair You finally see that your rose wasn't fair The love you need, given only by one Is a love of value, not a love of fun The love recieved should also be shared Not for yourself but for the one that cared All of one's love is all of one's life The thorns of a rose, the sins of a wife The deep dark secrets hidden so well Can put any man through a living hell With the carriage of sin one feels not clean But there is always love that one hasn't seen Straffe

Just Some Thoughts
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Wisdom Teeth?
When do they usually grow in? I was always under the impression it was a late teen years thing, but just recently mine have started coming in (I'm 23.) I kind of forgot wisdom teeth even existed... I can't ask a dentist either. I take really awesome care of my teeth, but after my childhood dentist was thrown in jail for attaching razor blades to his sons football helmet so he'd slice up the kids on the other team (how the hell could I make that up?) I have a phobia deep as a root canal. So anyway, are mine kinda late or is this normal?

The Greatest Love On Earth
This is a poem I wrote Many many years ago, I refuse to change it now ( many years later) becuase I wanted it to keep the mindset of my age when written The greatest love on Earth What is the greatest love on Earth? I think it is the love that springs from birth There is only one other that might come close It is the love of two people that chose To be together as one couple, one mind Their thoughts of each other only one of a kind One heart feels doubt and the pain comes to The other heart, of the pair, that made two Why is there doubt? only one heart will know While the other just accepts that mighty blow But wait! There just might be some hope The pair still cares, two hearts can cope Doubt fades from the heart, leaving only the love Of the original pair, now as free as a dove It is not the love that springs from birth For now, it's not, the greatest love on Earth The love of a pair, the love of a heart Of the two that chose where to start That is the

11 Months
So it has been 11 months since my husband Tommy passed away. He is still very much in my heart. I don't think I will ever be "over" him. That just won't happen. But I have found that time is working in my favor as far as the healing process goes. It's still hard, don't doubt that for one second. But with the help of my boys and the people in my life who really care about me, I have found that I can move on and be happy with my life. Life itself still throws me curve balls that make me think I am just not going to make it through, but I manage. There are days that I am on top of the world and days that I feel like I can't get any lower. I guess it is just part of it. I love and miss him very much, more than anyone thinks I do. I tend to hide those emotions for some reason. I suppose that is because I have to be strong in front of the boys. They still talk about him all the time, even though they were 3 and 1 when he passed away. I didn't think they would remember much, but

Only In America
1. Can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Do people order double cheese burgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. 10. Do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille.

Who?
Two 90-year-old men, Moe and Joe, have been friends all of their lives. When it's clear that Joe is dying, Moe visits him every day. One day Moe says, "Joe, we both loved baseball all our lives, and we played minor league ball together for so many years. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's baseball there." Joe looks up at Moe from his deathbed, "Moe, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on. At midnight a couple of nights later, Moe is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him, "Moe, Moe." "Who is it?" asks Moe, sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?" "Moe -- it's me, Joe." "You're not Joe. Joe just died." "I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice. "Joe! Where are you?" "In Heaven," replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news." "Tell me the good news f

Celebrity Worship/ Deification Sickens Me
The Perfect We bared our souls and our teeth today For your love and adulation While the fawning throngs of worshippers Looked on with envy and admiration We fucked you in your back seats today For our mutual gratification And though tomorrow we will fade away For today we are cherished Because we all Want to be worshipped And we all Want to belong to this phenomenon Want to be three-day-gods and pop icons In your minds and on your t.v. screens We'll be your heros and you beauty queens And the world still fucking turns And your hearts still bleed and burn For The Perfect We raped your morals and your minds today And birthed our fetid squirming children And when the cameras came on we smiled And your hearts simply melted We watched your families and lives decay And numbed you with cathode-ray medication And when the cameras went off we grinned And watched you posture, dance, and mimic And the world still fucking turns And your hearts still fuc

Step By Step, Something Good Will Happen
Ok, so it’s about time for an update on my physio/recovery…. I am back to work as of next week. I know I will get no sympathy for anyone, because I have been off for a whole year, but it is going to be hard. I’m looking forward to it though. As for my rehab, that has unfortunately taken a turn for the worse. Not good at all…. As I have said before, last summer I was up walking and almost free of me wheelchair. It felt so great! What has happened in the last few months to put a damper on this is my right ankle as flared up and started causing problems. I’m not able to weight bare on it for very long, which makes walking almost impossible. No fun… I do have good days from time to time; on those days I still try and get up and to some walking to maintain what I have gained in strength around my knees. My goal is still the same, I will walk. I have seen my doctor, and what the plan of action is now is to get in and see a surgeon about my ankle, see if there is anything that can be do

Today Sucked
Wow.... you know, somedays it just isnt worth chewing through the ropes to get out of the house some days..... Im usually ALWAYS nice to people and really dont ever give them a reason to be rude or ignorant or hateful to me.... Id bend over backwards to help most anyone, and even more for people I know and or care about.... Yet and still, I get shit on, walked all over and all of that good shit, I may as well be a fuckin floor mat..... I dont really get like this ever but every once in a great while you have one of those days.... and today is that day for me anyone else know how it goes? you can imagine how I fuckin feel right? Probably a pointless rant that nobody will read cuz most dont care but... oh well

Simple Translations
Adult: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. Beauty Parlor: A place where women curl up and dye. Cannibal: Someone who is fed up with people. Chickens: The only creatures you eat before they are born and after they are dead. Dust: Mud with the juice squeezed out. Egotistic: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation. Gossip: A person who will never tell a lie if the truth will do more damage. Handkerchief: Cold Storage. Inflation: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. Mosquito: An insect that makes you like flies better. Secret: Something you tell to one person at a time.

05-29-07
Your emotional weather system is forecasting big storms ahead, but could it be that your barometer is a little bit off? Don't focus on what you think is wrong. Instead, look at everything that's gone right so far. wow thats hard to do

My Forever Soul Mate
My Forever Soul Mate Your smile brings light to my darkness Your touch takes away my pain Your eyes dance with love for me And your lips only speak my name. We were meant to be together There's no other way it could be Because without you by my side I no longer could be me. You've changed my life forever You've showed me the meaning of true love You've opened my eyes to new things And brought me closer to Goddess above. You are the love of my life Not even death could do us part For you are my forever soul mate And I love you with all my heart. I will love you forever and a day... and as long as we can get away with! ~Written by Lady Victoria~ 5-27-07

Nice (cont)
i know who i am. i know who i want to be around. as much as i wish i could say everything in that email was a lie i cant. did i throw something away that didnt belong to me? yes. it belonged to an ex girlfriend who cheated on me as soon as i left for a year long deployment to iraq. am i in love with a married woman? yes i am. but because of this fact i have not done anything to make her life harder or the life of her child or the man whom she is married. i love her cause she is who she is. and me caring for her as i do has made me a better man. dont be jealous or bitter because she is something youll never be. and dont even think about trying to bring her into all this more than you have. she is out of your league altogether. am i alone and will i remain alone? yes i am single. i have been for quite sometime now. i apologize for not sleeping around with just anyone. i guess my parents must have raised me wrong. as for me remaining alone? i have no idea what the futu

Im Tryin A Giveaway This Time.... Here Are Ur Prize Choices
i wanna try to have a giveaway... so its going to work like this. i will rip a photo of your choice, and you deside what gift u want to go for..you can start right away. if u deside u wanna quit, thats fine and ill buy something appropriate for what u have accumilated. comment bombing is allowed and encouraged. there is no time limit. you may bomb your self too. Gifts will be awarded during happy hour only... here are ur choices... mansion 90,000 comments yacht 25,000 comments porsche 15,000 comments corvette 10,000 comments rolex 2,500 comments ring 2,000 comments earrings 1000 comments

Nice
i came home today after work. went through the daily rituals that i normally do. checked my email. noticed i had 1200 spam messages. opened it up scrolled the the first then i found this email. Remember me? its ?????. I heard you threw away my necklace asshole. what makes you think you can throw away something that doesnt belong to you. see things like that are why you are alone right now. thats what you get for falling in love with a married woman who youll never have. i told you that you were going to be alone all your life, and guess what your going to die alone too. no wife no kids not even your family will be there when you die. haha and if it makes you feel any better you were a horrible fuck. do everyone a favor and just disappear. you dont make anyones life better being around.

Yelling From Cars
Invariably, when I mow my lawn, some jackass (or multiple jackasses) feel the need to honk and/or yell at me as they drive by. Why? What the fuck is the point in doing this? Thankfully, The Onion provided a wee bit of insight on WHAT they're yelling. This only partially answers the WHY question. Any ideas?

Please Help Him Out Ill Make It Worth Your Time, Wink.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mI rated you and fanned as well, if you would like I would love for you to come by my page and leave me some love as well. Rate me, fan me and leave me a friend request if you like. I hope you have a kick ass day and welcome to CHERRY TAP!!!

My Thoughts Of My 2 Ladys I Love You Both
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head her first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had she felt so happy, never before had she felt so alive she next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that she knew in her heart that she was the only one her last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that her hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to her, reflected in candlelight she longed for it to be like this, each and every night she rose from her dream in the middle of the night Stretching out her arms and rubb

Cherry Tap Stuff Up For Grabs!!! Don't Miss The Boat!!
PRESENTS ONLINE SCAVENGER HUNT on www.cherrytap.com Ahoy SCAVENGER HUNTERS Just a quick reminder that the Adventure Begins 12 noon thurs JUNE 1st pacific time on www.cherrytap.com 101 prizes including Laptop,30 day cherry blast, happy hours, digi cams, dvd players, cherry tap t shirts, etc If you are competing in this Adventure, make sure to “Launch” your entry now, I wish all of you the best of luck! Tell your FRIENDS to come ABOARD for the Game of a lifetime lots of PRIZES lots of FUN WORLD WIDE WEB PIXEL SCAVENGER HUNT. exists because of people like you, and we Thank You for it! The more people that sign up, the bigger prizes we get the bigger Rewards we can give away… It’s that simple. So help us spread the word and MAKE Cherry Tap Scavenger Hunt the MOST talked about GAME on the NET! Remember you must enter to win! I love all of you my friends but unfortunately being a friend doesn'ty automaticaly enter you. Ship Sails on Thursday

Can U...
fan me, rate me, add me, leave pic and page comments, sign my guestbook, anything. i will repay the favor! thanks so much! Dont forget to join me and the rest of the awesome crew in the cherries gone wild lounge! we have the best time ever in there! love ya'll

It's Being Built!
Yesterday I met with my tech crew of welders/machinists and I am happy to say my new spectacular extreme stage escape, aptly titled, "The RAMMSTEIN" is now officially under construction. If preliminary designs are anything to go by this death dealing extreme fire device will look like something right out of a post apocolyptic industrial nightmare! I am sure the band RAMMSTEIN themselves will love it :) Construction will be completed by mid July and then I will be posting pictures here for all to see. Cheers, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com

Bflo Blog.com
Buffalo's first daily sports blog focusing on the Buffalo Bills and the Buffalo Sabres along with the rest of your favorite local teams. We're not above dabbling in current events or pop culture and we'll even throw in an occasional video showing painful shots to the groin for good measure. Don't act like you're not impressed. BFLOBLOG.com

Have U Ever
SEEN a guy in a lime green truckers hat a red poofy vest and a pair of blue and yellow striped pants standing on a corner talking to himself or an old man pulling a car down the middle of a one way street the wrong way with a rideing lawn mower ? welvcome to my ride home from work LMFAO

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 3
In many ways the old dragon is angry....Angry that it cannot take its own life, because if it does it will doom itself to an eternity of darkness and tortured horrors. I t has lived through enough of this darkness and horror while it existed here. Angry because it is immortal and the only way to really end its life IS to take it itself. Angry that it cannot see the true love it once knew once more or ever.... It feels as if she left it too soon to go on. Left it centuries ago, yet as if only yesterday....

Please Help, I Need Your Honest Opinions.
http://www.laddertheory.com/ I'm sorry, but you'll have to go to this site and read it thoroughly to help me puzzle this out. Sadly, it rings quite true, but in my mind it HAS to be satorical. What do you think? -ang.

Dragon
Dragon Eyes of gold looking deep into your soul Wings rustle impatiently folding neatly to the side You wait as he judges your self, your soul, and your life Talons stretch out grating on the stone Will it be death or servitude in his decision about life His tail snakes behind you moving you closer to him The dragon breathes out flame and ash bathing you in the flames Eyes wide open you stare in amazement – you are fine Servitude is the dragon’s choice for judging your soul Chains of loyalty and love bind you stronger than any metal Knowledge and power is granted from his kind to you Friends you make and forge crossing between the lines Those that don’t understand ask why Those that comprehend only nod their head and smile Dragon eyes of gold amused at your kind draw you deeper Deeper into the world of dragons because at heart you are one of them Not of human kind. Emotions stowed deep inside you learn to see with dragon eyes Decisions are made and some not ki

Let Down Raised Up (poem)
After a life of let down A long time, only a frown Cold stone beneath my ribs and flesh No longer the air I breathe fresh Stale and cold has the prison of my mind become Empty, dark, fearful feelings this comes from Weeping spirit, hollow soul The lone church bell will soon toll Out of dark depression came a light Giving a broken man reason to fight A beauty of incomparable proportion Clearing my focus; life out of distortion Warmth melting the ice within my being My eyes as if for the first time seeing The days no longer grey Music in my head on every word you say A rose opening in the sun A life no longer burned well done My existence you have saved A smooth road you have now paved Down to earth, tried and true Baby, I will always love you. RHB 12/29/06

This Is Scary...
For Immediate Release Office of the Press Secretary May 9, 2007 National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive NATIONAL SECURITY PRESIDENTIAL DIRECTIVE/NSPD 51 HOMELAND SECURITY PRESIDENTIAL DIRECTIVE/HSPD- 20 Subject: National Continuity Policy Purpose (1) This directive establishes a comprehensive national policy on the continuity of Federal Government structures and operations and a single National Continuity Coordinator responsible for coordinating the development and implementation of Federal continuity policies. This policy establishes "National Essential Functions," prescribes continuity requirements for all executive departments and agencies, and provides guidance for State, local, territorial, and tribal governments, and private sector organizations in order to ensure a comprehensive and integrated national continuity program that will enhance the credibility of our national security posture and enable a more rapid and effective respons

Priceless
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles to press on your spine and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He had no choice but to go under the knife.When he left the hospital, he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. Joe saw a men's clothing store and thought, "That's what I need... a new suit." He entered the shop and told the salesman,I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see...size 44 long." Joe laughed, "That's right, how did you know?" Been in t

Come An Join
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Brett Dennen-there Is So Much More
When I heard the news, my heart fell on the floor. I was on a plane on my way to Baltimore. In these troubled times it's hard enough as it is. My soul has a known a better life than this. I wonder how so many can be in so much pain, while others don't seem to feel a thing. Then I curse my whiteness and I get so damn depressed. In a world of suffering, why should I be so blessed? I heard about a women who lives in Colorado. She built a monoment of sorts behind the garage door, where everyday she prays for all whom are born and all whose souls have passed on. Sometimes my trouble gets so thick, I can't see how I'm gonna get through it. But, then I'd rather be stuck up in a tree then be tied to it. There is so much more. I don't feel comfortable with the way my clothes fit. I cant get used to my bodys limits. I got some fancy shoes to try and kick away these blues. They cost a lot of money but they arent worth a thing. I wanna free my feet from the broken g

A Little Bit About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jessi Birthday: 11-15-78 Birthplace: Spring Valley Current Location: LaSalle Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: German Polak, I hate myself I just dont know why The Shoes You Wore Today: Sandles Your Weakness: chocolate Your Fears: Losing my kids Your Perfect Pizza: Lots of pepperoni and cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get caught up on bills Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh, I wish these damn cats would leave me alone. Your Best Physical Feature: Everyone says its my tits. Your Bedtime: After Ernie goes to work Your Most Missed Memory: Going oh hillbills with the boys. Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!!! Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke:

Life
Well i did it, i called/appyed online to be a Big Truck driver, should hear back from the company in next few days. Not goin to say who is it just yet, till after i am appoved an are hired. Wish me luck :) It felt good to do it, felt like i was doin somethign good for my dau and her future.

Where Is America ?
When 9/11 took place everyone stopped it was a time across the world where some ppl stopped and cried , others flooded the streets and cheered burning flags, and other said "Oh shit we have stired up a fight".. But my point is where are the american ppl now .. you couldnt drive down the road for 10 secs without seeing a flag now it seems the only ones you see are the ones that were left up there from 9/11 so what im asking and this is for all the soldiers b/c it seems to be all them feel this and we as american soldiers depend on you AMERICANS to keep us in the fight.. Go get a flag and hang it up . if you already have one make sure its in good up kep tell a friend to do the same pass this around make the soldiers fell it again put us back in the fight please im asking you to do this as a solider on a mission thank you and god bless all of you for your support thus far

Alabama Here I Come
On Monday 4th of June ill be off to Alabama for 10days so you all have to bear with me in replying once again lol. Sorry everyone but this trip is a definate must. I just hope and pray it goes well which right now i think it will. Will explain more another day. Hugs to you all Tigsy

Ra-do You Call My Name
Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked You saw this, don't you lie At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will... Do as you are told and maybe then they'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario No nothing Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity But nothing ventured, nothing gained You see... your fear's your cage You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage Do as you are told and maybe then they'll let you out You might be dead and cold,

Whatever
How ironic,,,my first blog may be my only. Yeah,,you heard me right. It maybe time to move on. When I signed up for CT,nothing could have prepared me for what was yet to come. Now don't get me wrong, I have made some awesome friends on here and that's a reason there is doubt I'll go through with this,,then again,,nothing is for sure. Maybe blowing off steam is just what I need and I'll be ok. I have enough R/L drama going on right now to last the rest of my life if nothing else were to ever happen again. When I first got on CT, it was my escape,my release. Now,,there's almost as much drama on here as R/L.. WHO THE FUCK NEEDS THAT? There is not 1 specific event,not 1 certain person,or, anything like that for my decision,it's the whole ball of wax.... Maybe I'll stay,maybe I won't. Maybe we'll still be friends,,maybe we won't. I don't know at this point,I just don't know.. I DO,however, want to say this..I won't make a final decision without talking to my closest friends first.

My Letter To Her
If I could write a letter to her, and she knows who she is, this is how it would go: Dear... well she knows, I want you to know something. We all know that you are a fake. You only do what you want to make yourself happy. Its a shame that people cant see that. But there are the ones who do. You are hurting not only your kids, but yourself. They are going to grow up and hate you. And you know what, I hope they do. You cant keep thier father away forever. As they get older, they are going to see you as the bitch that you are. Your oldest already does. She is miserable and you cant even see that. All you are tying to do is hurt them kids and us. Does that make you happy? If you just answered yes, then you are one sad person. I mean come on, even your own family see this. Why do you think they let him see the kids that one day. And you cant replace him as much as you try. Those kids will never love your new man the way they love thier father. What I cant understan

Blond Guy Joke
If you are offended I am sorry, but this is just to funny to pass up! I have a blond guy joke: A blond, a Mexican and an Irish man were working building a highrise. The Mexican opens his lunch and says "Tacos again! If I have tacos one more day i am going to jump off this building." The Irish man opens his lunch and says "Corned Beef again. If I have corned beef one more day I am going to jump off this building." The blond guy opens his lunch and says "Bologna again! If I have Bologna one more day I am going to jump off this building." Well the next day comes and they are at lunch again. The Mexican opens his lunch and sees that its taco and jumps to his death. The Irish man opens his lunch and sees that he has corned beef again and jumps to his death. The blond man opens his lunch and sees he has Bologna again and jumps to his death. At the funeral the Mexicans wife shakes her head and says "If I only knew he didn't want tacos I would have given him so

***devils Play Ground***** Looking For Good People
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Work And Rayna Marie
I love my job. How many people can really say that? They are bringing another person over for "temp" help for the summer for us. They are going to be putting a new desk in next to Emmy. Now that I have this job everyone wants to be doing what I am doing. I mean it is great. I can check my email and my myspace all day from here. If only I could figure out how to get around having to use a proxy all the time to get to myspace. If you have any ideas let me know. The proxy kinda messes up my CherryTap page. I cant see anything on there. And my darling beloved Rayna. Well her last day of school is Wednesday. I can't believe it. She brought her journals home from school. I was shocked. According to her I am a very very very mean mommy. Am I really? Or maybe this is just the writting of a 6 year old. I dont know. Ofcourse it would explain this little attitude that she has had lately. She has been a little brat at points in time. If she cant have it her way well then sh

Its Official And Real Now
Its official and for real now Well alright, that was special. Myspace just decided to delete everything I had written, so we'll try this thing again. In regards to the subject line, my parents are officially not going to try and work things out. No counseling for them. There's no need for it Dad says. It's been over for a long time, and according to him, the rest of the family has really wondered why they bothered to hold on for so long. *sighs* At least my world doesn't feel as rocked as it did, and I guess that's a good thing. I was able to smile all day at work today, and I'll admit, it has been a long time since I've been able to do that. My boss even noticed. A fellow co-worker gave me a funny look and I simply said, "I'm in a giddy mood today. You'll just have to deal with me." I had a big grin on my face and all I could do was look at both her and my boss and say, "Life is good". My boss responded, "It's really good to hear you say that again." I just smiled and walked

Madd Woman
i was just sitting around and started writing one night and this is what i got. love it or hate it doesnt make a diff. to me.but feel free to leave comments. confessions of a madd madd woman Dont doubt the need for escape from the ties that bind. some sort of altered state of mind the release we all must find its not all in my mind its in my heart and soul i am eye trying to b complete and whole fillin in the painful holes created by flaws that cannot b controled i exist and no not y need meaning to this maddness the logic eye hold is my own and i must own it for all its worth worthiness effortless dreams paralizing me coating my mind w/ a slick sicness called life betraying my wants to fullfill the needs of others bottling selfconspirisies to fake a sane face blinding paranoia blocks the light of the sun darkness conceals the real faces eye hold in attempts to portray the norm of all im not an extrodinary person no way to be special needing reco

Hug Your Kids Please
I just heard on the radio about this mother in Texas that hung her 4 small kids in thier trailer and then herself. The littlest one survived. How the hell can people do that to thier kids? I love my kids so dearly that the thought of any harm coming to them breaks my heart. I would rather take a thousand bullets then see my kids get hurt. It just brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. I mean these kids had to know that thier mom was hurting them and stuff. How could she watch them die like that? What kind of sick person can do that? I know that atleast the kids are with god now and in a better place. Those poor kids though. It just makes me want to go home and hug my kids and never let them go. But it is things like also make me hug my kids more because I know that there is that chance that they may not be with me forever. As much as I dont like to think about it, that thought does cross my mind. I could not imagine not having my kids. That thought just kills me. I

Nothingface-ether
Ill never hesitate Because Im too good for that Ill never show restraint Because theres no need for that I know everyone Ive been everywhere I know everything Because Im everybody We came to take control We came to sell you freedom We came to burn you down We came to brainwash children And its not our fault Its just your all new suicide Where we belong Theres no one to hurt Its some place where we cant be found Where we belong Its darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it cant be found Its that time again Can we get it right He wants us to revolt To set the world on fire We wont show restraint Because we like the violence We are security Wrapped in our brutality And its not our fault Its just youre all new suicide Where we belong Theres no one to hurt Its some place where we cant be found Where we belong Its darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it cant be found Find our way through space Well never b

Today Things Seem Okay But Then Again....
So far everything has been pretty much quiet over here (meaning no phone calls) and for that I am grateful. I have been so frustrated in the past few days, that trying to take my mind off of things doesn't seem to help, and every time the phone does ring I am very cautious at this point. When I saw my ex I was thinking, ok, he isn't going to bother me as much but then as the time went on, I saw a different side of him. I know, my friend Bill is worried, but what can he do? He's about an hour away from here (Note, Bill is my best friend for over so many years that I love him to pieces) and he can't reassure me that yeah, I will be ok. I knew I should have trusted my gut instinct on this. Oh well. I might add more to this in a bit. Going to get some food right now for dinner.

Brutal Reality Meets A Warped Mind
I guess its kinda getting harder to be cheerful around here these days, and I am starting to see too many things than what I can defend going on especially when they effect me so personally. I have thought for a while now that CherryTAP was nothing more than a science experiment with us all being the lab rats, but we could all find our way to make the place work for us. With that said I carved out my niche to the best of my ability and then I watched the CherryGODS collapse that all in on me slowly but surely. I coined the phrase that “CherryTAP will punish you for being a non fake” lately and everyday it appears to be so true as I watch it all.I was joking with a friend that it appears that when you turn your back they do something else to make it more difficult on you as I was still pissed off about the attachments not working in Cherry Mail, and making my good deed of the weekend sheer hell. We actually deduced that while I was working too much and sick that week the whole system go

Doers Of The Word
The James who authored the New Testament book bearing his name could be considered the bridge between Christianity as a Jewish sect (by public perception of that day as well as before the scattering from Jerusalem -- for more details, see the book of Acts) and Christianity as a distinct religion. Four individuals in the New Testament are named James, but the one who authored this general epistle -- that is, a letter meant to be read in every church -- was most likely not James, the son of Zebedee and brother of John, one of Jesus' original twelve disciples who was martyred in Acts 12:2, nor James the son of Alphaeus from Mark 3:18 and 15:40, another of Jesus' disciples, and definitely not James the brother of Judas [Jude] referred to in Luke 16:6. So who was he? James, the half-brother of Jesus first referred to in Matthew 13:55, was uniquely qualified to pen this epistle because he had to make a complete 180 from skepticism about Jesus to belief in Him as Savior and Lord. C'mon, w

Ufc/mma Vs. Boxing
After the past month of boxing venues and UFC venues, on the surface it would appear that boxing still holds the crown as being a top draw. Let's go a bit further though, boxing has maybe 1 or 2 huge matches a year. The weight classes are all chopped up from middle weight, light middle weight to fly light weight. Each weight class has at least 3 divisions, what's the point of that? Add to this the "Alphabet Soup" of sanctioning bodies that exist within boxing, IBA, IBO, WBA, WBO and so on and so on. Finally add the corruption allegations, fixing fights and contract strong-arming that has been alleged/proven at times over the past few years. Jim Lampley is one of the outspoken announcers who says (I'm paraphrasing here) - Boxing is still king and is better at pulling the bigger paydays than any MMA venue.- Fine I'll grant him that, but when you only have 1 or 2 big fights a year you can't help but have a big payday. With MMA and namely the UFC, there are fewer weight divisio

May 29,2007
Frankly, there's no fathoming this person's reasons for acting the way he did. It's definitely not the way you would have done things, but what can you do? Live and let live. You'll save yourself a lot of time and worry. WHO THE FUCK KNOWS ALL OF THIS ABOUT ME! Its starting to creep me out a little bit LMAO!

If You're Not The One
If you're not the one Then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one Then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine Then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine Would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't want to run away But I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you Then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you Then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me Then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me Then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life wit

Day 9
I think its day 9.... Things aren't getting a whole lot easier being back in the states. Sure I was able to see him this weekend on cam off and on, but it wasn't enough to satisfy me. I sound greedy I know, but when it comes to Rudi, I absolutely cant get enough of him. The other night I was really negative when I was talking to him and that was not a good thing! He straight out told me that if I wanted it to work I needed to try to remain positive for both him and I. Which after some thinking, I must say that I do have to agree with him. Tomorrow I am going to apply for a phone job (doing surveys), because its something easy, and they don't have to invest money in me and wont miss me when I leave in 3 months to go back to Germany. That is something else Rudi said to a friend of mine, is that I need to get a job so I keep my mind busy, its not so much about the money its just when I have nothing to do I sit there and analyze and pick apart every situation there is. He is so optimistic

Li.lo Goes To Rehab
I hope Lindsay shaves her head and attacks SUVs with umbrellas too! On a side note: I'm actually glad she's getting help. The girl was destroying herself, her career, and her own health. Now, if she actually learns anything this time...we shall see.

Hurt Me, Break My Heart!
well if y'all have been talkin to me lately youve known that i was in a relationship with someone i thought the world of someone i thought i loved and that they loved me. He's hurt me once before. Heres the 1st time he hurt me, I've been through a lot and we started out as friends me wanting more maybe but he in a relationship with another soo i waited well after a while i as well got in a relationship and just about the same time he broke his off. I disappeared for a while reasons i hate discussing then i came back around a few months later and was treated like shit by him. I got really fed up and got bitchy yes it was hard for me to do because i liked him soo damn much but he needed to know, well then he started trying to make me feel like i was the one responsible for him being an ass while yes i had started dating someoen but i wasnt gonna wiat around forever for him. Well things moved on and we didnt talk again then once again someone comes around once more this time he has a g

Wanna Be A Barmaid? Bouncer?
i want to have one night a week ONE NIGHT where my lounge is the place to be----somewhere to chill and chat with all the friends on my list (and more) so do you wanna help me and be a part of it?

Coming Up....
Well, this sunday I will be seeing my new nephew "Talan" aka Baby Cartman...my younger sister first and only child...cause I know she aint having any more..lol..it will be good seeing my kid sister..I haven't seen her in a year....we have some things to talk about, mother-hood changed her for the better....Next Monday tho...I will be writing something special...so if you are reading this please read the next one I will be posting up.

Come Leave Me.. Sexy Voice Love!
I just put my voice message recorder back on my page.. it's been absent for a while. I would LOVE to hear from you. It's simple, just click on it, it will give you a number to call and you just leave me a message.. NO, it's not a 900 number it's just a regular phone number and best of all, it's FUN! Long distance charges would still apply but in this day and age, who DOESN'T have free long distance?? Come leave me some sexy voice love :)

Its Almost Time
well im new to this site and once i get the hang on it i think ill like it....but ill be offline for a lil whil e...im livin in new tazewell tn at the moment but this weekend ill be movin to harlan ky ...startin all over again ..its kind of scary for me cause im leavin 2 of my children behind....my daughter 18 and son 20.its gonna be hard to leave my daughter cause she my best friend too.ill still have my baby that 16 with me but it wont be the same...as they start thier new life ..ill be startin a new life for me so bear with me ill be back when i get settle in after this weekend may take me a month but ill be back lol

Again
ive fallen again back to reality never make amends just a formality remember me im the guy that made you smile remember me we would sit and talk awhile when i finally came home you were there to guide me when i sat alone you shined your light on me but now youre gone seems like only yesterday sitting all alone i guess its back to reality i know that when i see your face it makes me sad inside because youre gone my feelings i cant hide again never again dont forget about me

Smile
I don't want to loose you now, That I've found, You're the reason why I smile, Sometimes why I cry Happy tears, Of joy, not fear When you're not around, My smile fades to a frown, With you comes the sunshine I'm smiling all the time, Just happy that you're here, With those dimples that you wear. Damn. I see you and my heart starts to pound Around your finger, you've got me wrapped, wound. Your loving is prime, And I mean ALL the time. So let's get this clear, I see you, and that smile appears. You've met your match, now how does that sound? You've got me going in circles, around and around. I just smile, All the while feeling high, So keep me, hold me near Then I bet you my smile will reappear.

Michael Prick- My Personal Mission To Bury Him
In case you missed it over the weekend, ESPN unleashed (heh) a rather in-depth and sickening look at the world of dog fighting, complete with juxtaposed pictures of Michael Vick. Oh, and a confidential informant who put Vick squarely in the middle of that world. What I missed was the league reaction to the ESPN piece. Enter Jeff Schultz from the Atlanta Journal Constitution with this recap in his column this morning: "The ESPN story prompted the league to release a statement. It read, in part: 'Dogfighting is cruel, degrading and illegal. ... Any NFL employee proved to be involved in this type of activity will be subject to prompt and significant discipline under our personal conduct policy.' Question: Before Goodell suspended Adam "Pacman" Jones for the season, was the league moved to announce, 'The NFL is against any player, coach or official who might incite a riot by 'making it rain'?' Goodell is worried about this story and where it's going. That's illustrated in how league

A Fucked Up World
PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!!

Glass Heart Turned To Stone
BROKEN AND MENDED MANY TIMES MEN LIKE MY FATHER LOVED AND SHATTERED IT MEN LIKE MY FATHER MENDED IT WITH GLUE ONLY TO BE BROKEN AGAIN BY THE NEXT MAN THIS TIME GLUE HAS TURNED A BROKEN HEART TO STONE STONE HEART TURNED FROM GLASS FEELS HURT NO MORE GLUE MADE IT HARDER AND HARDER TO BREAK TO TURN A STONE HEART BACK TO GLASS IS TO LOVE IT

5-29-2007
~ The Best of Alice Cooper - Mascara & Monsters ~ Blackhawk - Blackhawk ~ Black Sabbath - Greatest Hits 1970-1978 ~ Breaking Benjamin - Saturate ~ Breaking Benjamin - We Are Not Alone ~ Clay Aiken - Measure Of A Man ~ Ultimate Dirty Dancing Soundtrack ~ Disturbed - The Sickness ~ Disturbed - Ten Thousand Fists ~ Pantera - Reinventing The Steel ~ 8 Mile Soundtrack ~ Frankie J - The One ~ Tim Rushlow - Tim Rushlow ~ Godsmack - Awake ~ Godsmack - Faceless ~ Godsmack - The Other Side ~ Godsmack - IV ~ Jeff Bates - Rainbow Man ~ Rammstein - Rosenrot ~ The Very Best of Kiss ~ Korn - Follow The Leader ~ Pantera - Cowboys From Hell ~ Billy Currington - Doin' Somethin' Right ~ Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction ~ My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge ~ Scorpions - Big City Nights ~ System Of A Down - Toxicity ~ Thrice - Vheissu ~ Thrice - The Artist In The Ambulance ~ Trace Adkins - Greatest Hits Vol. 1 ~ Trace Adkins - Chrome ~ Trace Adkins - Comin

Every Tear Falls For A Reason
TEARS FALL FOR LOVE TEARS FALL FOR HAPPINESS TEARS FALL FOR LAUGHTER TEARS FALL FOR PAIN TEARS FALL FOR HATE TEARS FALL FOR ANGER TEARS FALL FOR SADNESS TEARS FALL FOR DEATH TEARS FALL FOR EMBARRASSEMENT TEARS FALL FOR FAILING TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN

Lover Or Friend
WHAT DO I GOTTA DO 2 GET YOU 2 HOLD ME CANT YOU SEE I WANT YOU 2 HOLD YOU WHAT DO I GOTTA DO 2 GET YOU 2 LOVE ME CANT YOU SEE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART WHAT DO I GOTTA DO 2 GET YOU 2 SEE IM HURTING AM I HURTING YOU AM I YOUR LOVER OR FRIEND 2 ME YOU ARE MY LOVER, BEST FRIEND, WORLD AND SUNSHINE

Okay, Last Minute Tip For Flash Designers...
You just built a complicated web site out of a dozen separate Flash files, so what do you do when your computer crashes and you have to reformat to use it again? Well, before that happens, there is something very simple you can do. Zip it. No, no, I'm not telling you to shut up. Send your raw Flash documents to a compressed folder, and upload them all to your web site, preferably not in the main public folder. That way, should your computer go bye-bye, and you have to start over, all you have to do is access your web site from the back door and download those zipped files. Extract them, and you have all of your progress ready to update. I wish I had done that last time...check out my new review for Spiderman 3 on aeldar.com and you'll see that I had to completely rebuild the review template as well. I'm not going to redo every single review I ever made, so all of the new ones will look different. I have 112 reviews now, and it would take forever to change them all to one

An Iraqi War Song
This one was so good that I felt I had to share it with you. It's a video called "Stick Magnetic Ribbons On Your SUV." glumbert.com - Stick Magnetic Ribbons on your SUV Hope you enjoy it! tag: war, terrorism, oil, iraq, afghanistan, musical, comedy, satire, video -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

A Friend Who Might As Well Be Dead.
YOU You were there when I needed you , Until I needed you the most. You were the one who always stayed true, But now you've become a ghost. You are the only one who haunts me, You are the lesion on my brain, You are my best friend turned worst enemy, The one I loved, the one I hate. You are the one who let me inside, The one who gave me a place to stay. You are the old friend who I now despise, You are the one who turned away. You are the bitterness that keeps me up at night, You are the one I knew would not forget. And you may think that you are still alive, But not to me, to me you're dead.

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

About A Dead Friend...
One More Lost One more fantasy foresaken, One more violent final statement, One more quiet loss of patience, Lost as the blood drops slowly fall. Once again a dream has faded, One more lifetime has been wasted, One more face among the faceless, Lost in the crimson on the walls. One more family is childless, One more voice has been silenced, One more best friend is cold and lifeless, Lost in eternities dark halls. One more genius couldn't take it, One more artist couldn't fake it, One more hero couldn't make it, Lost forever, a loss to all.

Hate Mail.. Haha
I got this on myspace.. here is his link too just in case some of you want to pay him a visit! And, my reply at the bottom... http://www.myspace.com/mydriversed Date: May 28, 2007 4:39 PM Subject: I'm amazed! Body: What do you tell your child about your tattoos? Do you say that you were drunk or stoned when you got them and made a mistake? Because one would have to be drunk or stoned to get one because no one can be that stupid! There is nothing greater than a mutilator who has no repect for herself! Nice mother! Geeeeeez You, Paris Hilton and Brittany Spears would get along GREAT! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First of all, If you think this little email from you would make me feel the slightest bit bad or anything about my tattoos, you are SADLY mistaken. Secondly, My daughter loves my tattoos & her fathers also. We are proud of them. You and everyone else has your own opinion about tattoos bu

The Rockshow Thursdays @10pm Eastern
Hey hey hey Gang Just wanted u all to know that I will be streaming tonite from another site. If you want to tune in and listen in on my show click on the link below. I stream every Thursday Night from 10pm eastern to 12am eastern..... Keep Rockin click here to tune into the Rockshow http://shadowbots.com/shadowbots_live.ram (You Must Have Real Player inorder to tune into my show)

Cowboy Contest
To all my friends, fans, family, would ya drop by at the link below and put ya comments in for me n have ya friends help me out as well. Repost this link as well if ya like. *smiles* Most comments win this one. This is my first contest ever entered and would appreciate all the help possible!!! May i return the favor one day!!! Take care n have a good one!!! *smiles* Rod aka HarleyCowboy http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=159760&i=3334358744

Samething I Guess
Well yesterday one of my kids lynn that is going to have a baby.i talked about her in my last blog.well she called me and told me that she loved me.i told her i loved her to but we needed to talk.She said ok.Well that was last night i have not sence im not sure where this leaves us now?????????????????

~kwel Science~
Blah! Blah, blah, blah… I’ve got the blahs. HomeAbout Some Cool Science Sites Whether you like it or not, science holds a central and critical role in modern society. Even those of us who are science-adverse still have the cell phone, the car, and the TV that are the direct result of scientific innovation. But, beyond that, science has transformed how we view the universe, as well as how we view our place within it. It behooves all of us to know at least a little bit about science so that we can better understand the world in which we live. Here are a few science related sites I stumbled upon that are worth the visit. The American Institute of Physics, publisher of Physics Today, also runs the Center for History of Physics. Their mission (from their website): AIP’s Center for History of Physics works to to preserve and make known the historical record of modern physics and allied sciences. Through documentation, archival collections and educational initiatives, the Center

Till Further Notice
Untill further notified and as the other contest's are under control all bombing is to be directed at our family member Froggygirl.Earlier today she was almost within 100 of catching 1st and now she 1000 behind and the competitor isn't even part of a family.WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE!!! Cmon get in here and GIT-R-DONE

The Descent
The Descent Do you ever get the feeling that you're falling through the ceiling, That the revolution's over and your party's been defeated? Yet you still stand there at the front line, with your pride and dead convictions, Brandishing your tattered banner in the face of countless billions. Screaming, railing, knowing that you alone cannot be beaten. And you're pretty sure you're wrong, but they'll never catch you kneeling. Your pride becomes your anchor, but you're savoring the feeling, It might drag you to the depths of Hell, but you'll arrive there still unkneeling. And when you get to those black gates that stretch forever, unreceding, You'll hoist that tattered banner and march onward, still unbeaten.

We Are Back
OK SO MY ACCOUNTS GOT DELETED AND MY IP WAS BANNED FROM CHERRYTAP FOR 48 HOURS! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT WAS DELETED BUT I AM BACK AND TRYING IT ALL OVER AGAIN ;) NOW YOU ARE GOING TO SEE ALOT OF UAO MEMBERS NOT HERE ANYMORE AND THATS BECAUSE I AM STICKING WITH THE BEST BOMBERS ;) SO IF I HAVE ADDED YOU AS A FRIEND ON THIS NEW ACCOUNT ITS BECAUSE YOUR AWESOME ;) SO I AM GOING TO BE GETTING THE BLOGS TOGETHER AND ALL THAT FUN STUFF AND WE WILL GET THIS WORKING AGAIN BETTER THAN EVER ;) I WILL BE ADDIN STASH TO HELP ME LEVEL UP SO IF YOUR ONLINE CAN YOU PLEASE RATE FOR ME ;) LOTZ OF LOVE XOXOXOXOXO

Why We Don't Need Gun Control
____________________________________________ NRA files – Butte, Montana Home invasion gone wrong for criminals. Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez 23 and Enrico Garza 26, probably believed they would easily overpower a home alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things, they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buck shot from the 11 year olds knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the stairs, he took a blast to the left shoulder and staggered out into the street where he bled to death before me

Shattered
You know, I have spent my whole life trying to make something of myself. I have worked many jobs, and regret never being smarter with what I did in that time. I am like most everybody else in the world, who has hopes, and dreams. So many people out there have never had faith in my abilities, and are so blind to see what somebody is really capable of. Several years ago I had a vision that someday I would open my own Skatepark, be my own boss,maybe open my own store. I live in an area, that has a demand for what i want to offer, and so recently I put in so so much of my time, did research, made contacts, talked to many people in the area; radio stations, locals, other businesses, and they thought what i had in mind was awesome. I wanted to be the first in our area, you know? I went to many banks, some didn't give me the time of day, and I finally went to one, that gave me a small glimpse of hope. I waited agonizingly day after day, waiting for them to call me. Making preparations on what

Fun
This past weekend was my nephew's 4th birthday. I also went clubbing that night with my sisters and my nephew's girlfriend. It was so fun!! I hadn't been clubbin in so long. I had a lot of fun even if I was with family. I hope we get to go again soon....

In A Pasture, Between Rhome And Justin,,,,workin Another Well Is All!
Hey, miracles do happen ya know. I actually got back on here to update this thing again. Yes,your probly right, if you figured i was sittin out here, watchin this well, taking readings, and being bored off my ass. I dont really have anything exciting to tell, so i will update the boring for ya!! I just been working these gas wells, tryin to make a few bucks is all. Last week was really slow, so i got to be at home with Cyn all week.(You know, long enough to drive her crazy!) I'm sure she was glad to get a little break from my butt finally. My oldest daughter, Heather, finally turned 18 on May 7th. They sure grow up fast on ya. damn. My 2nd daughter, Lyndsey Jo, will be 17 on Aug. 27th. NOOOOO. haha. School will be out soon, and we aint sure what they are gonna be doing. Adam may attend summer school. Aint sure. He will be living with us again before school starts though. Zack has said he wants to live with us too, And his mom said fine. So we will see what happens with that. As fo

Human Stupidity?
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods: On a Sears hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. ( that's the only time I have to work on my hair). On a bag of Fritos:! ..You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special)? On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (as opposed to "special" soap???) On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine: "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot

I Like
another day at work... went thru pretty fast thanx to lotsa coke-breaks in the sun oglin purrdy girls :p went home.. and there it was... my margarita all cold and lonely waiting for me in the refridgerator. made sum burgers on my balcony (it actually works pretty ood as long as u dont max it... then it kills my fuses) more margaritas! damn its lotsa cute girls on here, maybe i should talk to sumone instead of just lurking around... might be less creepy =P jimmywho rated your photo a '1' 2 min ago well.. ur not really my type either =) and even if i was playing for that team i think i could do better.

Are You Controlled????
FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14 Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't sh

Concussion
the thing I hate most about today would have to be one thing. I have a concussion. Not from wrestling either. I'm quitting drugs so my body's going insane inside. I blacked out and smashed my head on the coffee table resulting in my mom rushing me into the hospital. It's actually kind of embarrassing to think about now.

~oops...sorry About That ~
I noticed i had several of my latest stashes showing broken links, i apologize for this and have corrected that and thank those of you that rate my stashes! Just wanted to let you know I am aware of the problem I had and please let me know if anyone notices that again as sometimes I forget about my stashes and move the location of my items on photobucket which then ofcourse breaks the links! My bad! =)

Do You Know Me?
Chances are you don't. Sure, you "know" me on CT, have added me as a friend, fanned me, maybe even added me in your "family" list. But chances are you don't know me. That's ok. That's why I'm writing this. I'd like to introduce myself. Those of you who already know me, and the very few who have actually met me in person, can attest I'm a geek. Borderline dork. I get excited over Star Wars specials on the Sci-Fi channel, or MythBusters marathons. I love Philip K. Dick and James P. Hogan; at the same time I swoon over Stephen King and Dean Koontz. I play the piano. I'm nowhere near a concert pianist, but I have been asked to perform in private and public events. I taught piano for a few years. I've even composed music, but I'm way too shy to share. I play chess. My father taught me. He was the reigning chess champion during his college years. I've only beaten him twice, and I think he let me win both times. But I continue to challenge him... I snort when I l

White Girls Talking Ebonics
i watched maury today and there was a young white girl on there talking like she was raised by snoop dogg. she was on there to find out who her baby's daddy was. won't tell u the color of the men, you should already know. can anyone tell me why this is happening? black women are talking very suffisticated and classy ...and the white girls are talking like they were raised in the hood.

Lower Gas Prices?
Gas - Read this if you aren't interested in paying $1.30 - $1.50 / liter this summer This idea may actually work. Give it some thought. "War On Gas" This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of our consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $1.50 a liter by summer and it might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're proba

Job Interview!
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, "Have you been in the service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Afghanstan a year." The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment" and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way? The guy says, "Yes 100%...a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, "O.K. I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. To 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00A.M." The guy is puzzled and asks, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. To 4:00 P.M. Then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?" "This is a government job" the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls..point in you coming in for that

Jason Coley@ Six Flags Over Ga.
ALL FANS, FIRST THING, THANKS TO ALL YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. THINGS JUST KEEP GETTING CRAZIER BELIEVE IT OR NOT. I APPRECIATE ALL THE POSTING /BULLETINS AND MESSAGES, THEY ARE JUST AWESOME AND THEY/YOU ARE THE REASON FOR KEEPING ME GOING STRONG. JASON COLEY IN ANOTHER NEW SHOW AT SIX FLAGS CALLED SUMMER BEACH PARTY. HE WILL POST ON YOUTUBE LATER THIS WEEK HIM SINGING SUMMERTIME BY KENNY CHESNEY IN THE SHOW. WE ARE STILL DOING THREE SHOWS A DAY **DAYS GO BY** TWO SHOWS A DAY**SUMMER BEACH PARTY**HOPE TO SEE YOU AT ONE OF MY SHOWS. I AM WORKING SATURDAYS THRU WEDNESDAYS. ALWAYS CHECK HIS SCHEDULE FOR CHANGES FROM GODBLESS JASON COLEY

This Is So True!
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 29,2007 Frankly, there's no fathoming this person's reasons for acting the way he did. It's definitely not the way you would have done things, but what can you do? Live and let live. You'll save yourself a lot of time and worry.

Jesus..
My mom was diagnosed as pre-diabetic. Of course her coverage doesn't insure ANYTHING until she's actually diabetic. Now is that a crock of shit or what? "You could have a massive heart attack. You can't get a dietitian though. Coverage won't help you." Canada, anyone? That hospital isn't very helpful. I can't put the blame on them, it's the stupid insurance policy of her work. Fuckers. I'm so stressed! Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

Friends
well just figured I would write alittle. Well just on here to meet some friends and get to know them . I like yahoo to chat and sometimes so if your interested in getting to know me just send me a message and I will add you to my friends or family list hope to here from people who like to have fun and flirt just to have a good time

Nazis Scram.
Dont know if anyone has noticed it,but recently,there has been quite an number of Nazi scumbags appearing on CT. Surely these zoomers dont have a right to be in here,agreed? Come on CT,sort it out,you know who they f****** are,sort it out please.

Crime Of Passion
I cheated. I don't feel guilty. It felt good to be wanted again. It put a lot of things into perspective for me. I might as well be single again. My boyfriend neglects me and only spends a couple of hours a week with me, if that. And realistically, that time is to have sex. It's not like he's busy because if he was, would he have all weekend to drink with his douche bag friend? I just don't fit into his priorities anymore. It took having sex with another guy to make me realize that...

May 29, 2007~nooooooooo!!!
As I sit typing this blog tears roll down my cheeks for I just got a call 10 minutes ago informing me of the news I am about to share. Two days ago a dear friend bought a motorcycle against the advice of many. He failed his motorcycle endorsement test and many of us tried to talk him out of getting the bike....it's not his driving that worried us but rather the driving of others that we feared. Yesterday on his way home from a wedding we lost this dear friend....from a motorcycle wreck. PLEASE, for those that drive a motorcycle, do so carefully and watch for others. Let this serve as a warning that life is precious and is so easily lost. Like deja vu~I've been here before...hence the poem I wrote many years ago for another loved one! This poem is dedicated to a friend I lost to a motorcycle accident. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ You're in a hurry to leave, Anxious to go for a ride. You didn't even think about it, You left your helmet inside. Alone

I Wanna Fan You!
I have alot of fans and I would like 2 fan everyone back but it is hard 2 keep up with!So if you are a fan and I haven't fan u please leave me a comment on my blog and I will glady fan u.Please don't be shy I want 2 fan you!:p.I love all my friends fam and fans!KISSES CHERRIES!

Insatiable
Im not sure why or how..maybe in two days it's my 29th birthday loneliness... im not sure why but Im sad. No hard feelings there is enough self doubt. No matter the comments or ratings my eyes are still looking down to the ground. When will this end.

Hey Ya'll
Well as some of you might have guessed, still no internet at my house. Going to work on getting that back on this coming up month. Might have to get the cops involved on the ex bf so he gets the hint to leave me the fuck alone. There is a chance I might be preg. We will have to wait and see.

This Is The Week That Was 05/29/07
This Is The Week That Was 05/27/07 He Just Couldn’t Steal Her Heart. Okay, I’ll admit that some are pretty cheesy when it comes to asking a girl out, and this Milwaukee stud was definitely one of those guys. When he tried to steal the heart of a U-Haul employee by using such lines as, “Hey baby, you’re pretty fine.” And “Can I get your number and go out sometime?” Well, I guess it really wasn’t such a bad line; maybe it was because he, and a friend, just robbed the U-Haul store and forced the “Fine” young lady to the floor, with her associate, and emptied the cash register moments before asking for the date that made it seem such a bad thing. “Odd thing, she turned him down. I wonder why?” **************************************************************************************** The Napper Thief Lisa Siepert, of Wasilla, Alaska, called police to report that someone broke into her house and stole two handguns, some food and some spirits… booze that is. Well, L

Out Of Commission
So... Most of the public blogs I've been writing have had to do with trying to figure out what to do with my life when there's hardly anyone around to do this stuff with. Since leaving New York, roughly 95% of my non-work contact with people has been through the computer. Well, that was until last week. Before leaving on a weekend trip to Houston to take myself to see a show (which, by the way, is a topic for another blog), with a sudden burst of motivation caused by new free time (my hours changed again), I decided to sit in front of my computer and try to fix the problems I was having with frequent, spontaneous restarts. Unfortunately, this led to Windows corrupting itself. Reinstalls of the OS failed; the PC would shut down mid-install and a loud shriek would emanate from within the case (not the speakers). That was Wednesday. Thursday, I brought the box to a PC repair shop I was referred to - the same place I'd bought my 19" flat-panel monitor. Keith, the owner,

To Someone Dear To Me
Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Fuck You Bush I Love My Country
This is the very last straw, now im being labeled as a bad American because I believe amnesty is a joke .when has amnesty ever worked? It didn’t work in 65 it didn’t work in 86 and it didn’t work in 96. You have built 2 miles of fence after last years law that you signed out of 700+ miles. It’s not UN American to say no more. You tell me almost daily we have to bring them out of the shadows; I live at ground zero of the illegal movement they are hardly in the shadows. The dems have sold us out to service workers unions and future voters and the GOP has sold us out to business that wants real cheep labor. I'm disgusted and at my wits end, I see I huge backlash coming. Time for a third party or a return to the base either way No amnesty ever again. And if you think this is harsh fuck you. I didn’t hold a gun to anyone’s head and told them to come to my country illegal.

A Man Was Riding His Motorcycle
A man was riding his motorcycle along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind."The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when she

How Smart Is Your Right Foot?
This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keep trying at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't. 1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so .........

Test For Dementia
Below are 4 questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.... Ready? GO!!! First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time. Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are in which position in the race...? Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only . Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it. Take 1000

Guy Is Sitting Quietly Reading His Paper
Guy is sitting quietly reading his paper when his wife sneaks up behind him and whacks him on the head with a frying pan. "What was that for?" he says. "That was for the piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Mary Lou written on it," she replies. "Two weeks ago when I went to the races, Mary Lou was the name of one of the horses I bet on," he explains. She looks satisfied and apologizes. Three days later he's again sitting in his chair reading when she nails him with an even bigger frying pan, knocking him out cold. When he comes to, he says, "What the hell was that for?" "Your horse phoned."

Voted Best Joke In Ireland 2006
A teacher asks her class to use the word "contagious". Roland, the teacher's pet, gets up and says, "Last year I got the measles and my mum said it was contagious." "Well done, Roland," says the teacher. "Can anyone else try? " Katie, a sweet little girl with pigtails, says, "My grandma says there's a bug going round and it's contagious." "Well done, Katie," says the teacher. "Anyone else? " Little Irish Sean jumps up and says, in a broad Dublin accent, "Our next door neighbour is painting his house with a 2 inch brush and my dad says it will take the contagious."

Riddle
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. Try to come up with the answer on your own. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of the earth: One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers. The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85 year old woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing. What are they both thinking? Scroll down! Don't look down Don't look down. Don't look down.

Teaching A Buncha Hooligans
A young female teacher was giving an assignment to her 6th grade class one day. It was a large assignment so she started writing high up on the chalkboard. Suddenly there was a giggle from one of the boys in the class. She quickly turned and asked, "What's so funny, Pat?" "I just saw one of your garters!" "Get out of my classroom," she yells, "I don't want to see you for three days!" The teacher turns back to the chalkboard. Realizing she had forgotten to title the assignment, she reaches to the very top of the chalkboard. Suddenly there is an even louder giggle from another male student. She quickly turns and asks, "What's so funny, Billy?" "I just saw both of your garters!" Again, she yells, "Get out of my classroom! This time the punishment is more severe, I don't want to see you for three weeks!" Embarrassed and frustrated, she drops the eraser when she turns around again. So she bends over to pick it up. This time there is an burst of laughter fro

The Seven Dwarfs
The Seven Dwarfs go to the Vatican, and because they are "THE" seven dwarfs they get ushered in to see the Pope. Dopey leads the pack. "Dopey my son," says the Pope, "What can I do for you?" Dopey asks, "Excuse me, Your Excellency, but are there any dwarf nuns in Rome?" The Pope wrinkles his brow at the odd question, thinks for a moment and answers, "No Dopey, there are no dwarf nuns in Rome." In the background a few of the dwarfs begin giggling. Dopey turns around and gives them a glare, silencing them. Dopey turns back to face the Pope. "Your Worship, are there any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?" The Pope, puzzled again, thinks for a moment and then answers, "No Dopey, there are no dwarf nuns in all of Europe." This time all the other dwarfs burst into laughter. Once again, Dopey turns around and silences them all with an angry glare. Dopey turns back to the Pope and says, "Mr. Pope, are there ANY dwarf nuns in the whole world?" The Pope answers, "I'

Troubled Heart
They see I'm a lonely woman living close to the edge Desperately seeking someone looking for the same Yes, that is what I said, just watching them pass-by For a brief moment I know that I am nothing in their eyes Why should I try everyday, to escape the pain of a troubled heart Troubled in love Troubled in thought Being cut down by a single word If only you knew how hard I have fought Leading myself down a deadend road Where are you? Who are you? Just give me a chance and you will believe the touch is soft, the kiss is sweet God how I wish God may you please Satisfy my hunger I'm down on my knees To hear "I love you." is all that I need I'll give you the world should you agree If I can just hear "I love you" I'd settle the score Why should I try everyday, to escape the pain of a troubled heart I'm wasting my time just wasting away I'll never have love till I reach the grave. ©S.R.G. 1995

Warning
Rant: ABCDEFG PCP and LSD that is what I want in me. Sniff it up and swallow me whole, leave me to waste in the isolated black hole. Imagery of a self slit throat, blood pours as I begin to choke. Thoughts written on a page collide with ideas of lust and rage. Down goes the liquid numb goes the mind loosing myself in an endless time. Now theres nothing I hate as much. Rip the skin off as its raped, what started as a simple date. Screaming voices in my head grab the shotgun shoot them dead. I couldn`t care less about the way that you see me. Bipolar breakdowns, mental meltdowns, living in a world of ignorance. Deafening silence as my ears black out. Living in a moment full of doubt sitting back watching you reach out. Choke it down on the reality you ignore. Choke it down as you become another worthless whore. I don`t need you anymore.

Hidden Fears
Do you feel Can you hear Have you searched for hidden fears Burning to the touch Searing to the touch Leaving their reminders advice from far below the ground Afraid of what I might miss or what I might discover Hoping to find my one true lover I'll walk through this world a woman alone to rekindle a flame with warmth and desire to bring back love from the funeral pyre Make me a list I am your slave For the kind words you say and a heavenly kiss I promise to obey Please turn away when I am disgusted and down I don't want you to see me pick myself up off the ground I pray to the stars I pray to the moon I pray for the children because they are doomed By these hidden fears is how I will perish Under the soil, no love to cherish ©S.R.G. 1998

Away
It's been almot a month since I've been on cherry tap, and I just wanted to let all my friends know why they haven't heard from me. My days off have been spent at the beach as much as possible, it doesnt seem that I am ever home alone and well we all know my fiance would kill me if he knew about this profile. we have been getting along very well, in fact he bought me a nikon d80 so I plan on getting some new pics up soon. of course it would help if i were allowed to upload more pics, i need to get my level raised in order to do so. anyway if you want to see some of the non sexual pics i've been taking with my new cam, check out my myspace page. www.myspace.com/raelola123. i love love love the new camera, i'm still learning to use it and now i need a new bigger tripod to hold it. so i promise more pics sometime soon, and even better i just visited the store last week to buy some new toys. yay. miss y'all bunches. miss r

Fucktard Of The Week 5/29
×º°”˜`”°º×Ðãmîåñ×º°”˜`”°º× First of all this guy, who has never shouted me until today asked me to sign his guest book & I asked him to remind me after Happy Hour because I was helping a friend w/their contest & dude got pissed. So he gets all pissy w/me so I get pissy back. Most of you know I'm not usually this way but today I just don't feel like bein nice b/c I've had a really bad weekend. And furthermore just cuz I can't do it the instant he asks me I'm a point whore? LMAO!! ah I needed a good laugh today *sigh* ____________________________________ ×º°”˜`”°º×...: will you pretty please sign my guestbook ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: remind me after hh k ×º°”˜`”°º×...: i won't be here if points are that important nevermind ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i'm helpin a friend ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: & actually I think this is the first time u have shouted me and the first thing u do is ask me to do something 4 you? what does that say about u? ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: guest books are lame mmk ×º°”˜`”°º×...: y

Chile
Chili Recipe This Site: My Home Cooking Mexican Food Home Mexican Food Recipes We Love Mexican Food Recipe Links Finding Ingredients Are you ready to get started! Don't worry we will take you through step-by-step. It is a very simple recipe. Chili Ingredients Chili Ingredients Chili Ingredients This recipe calls for: 1 Pound Very Lean Ground Beef 2 Tablespoons Chili Powder 1/2 teaspoon Salt 1/8 teaspoon Garlic Powder 1/8 teaspoon Red Pepper 1 teaspoon Ground Cumin Powder 1 cup water Chili Equipment Chili Equipment Chili Equipment For this recipe you will need: Large Sauce Pan Measuring Cup Measuring Spoons Stirring Spoon Beef Beef First Step: Beef Place your sauce pan on the burner and put the lean ground beef in it. Don't turn the burner on yet. Mixing Chili Spices Mixing Chili Spices Second Step: Mixing Chili Spices Now mix the

Only Cold When You're Crying
He was crying over dinner and a bottle of champagne Two places at the table and one still remained So I slowly wandered toward him and asked if I could help As he looked out of the window into the stormy August night Candles on the table had burnt the whole way through I asked one more time if there was something I could do The words he spoke so softly flowed gently from his lips "I just can't stand the loneliness, its been this way for years." As his hand laid over mine "Would you please take me?" He started to cry again "I can't make it on my own." As we walked down the street to where I parked my car A chill fell upon me stepping in with the storm I said "It's only cold when you're crying, so please dry up your eyes, your eyes give me the best smile and leave the raining to the skies." He pulled me close and kissed me on the cheek, wrapped his arms around me and said "Thank you, you're sweet." We spent the night together, held each other tight, and talked the whole n

My Horoscope
Your brain doesn't know the meaning of the word 'break.' All this overtime is producing excellent results. Tackle any knotty issues, and you'll see solutions leaping to present themselves. You're filled with inspiration. wow how true this is... Ive put in alot of OT the last week workign the carnival. my ass also shrunk a little. *looks at it* Yep it did

A Goddess Reborn
the shadows that closed in slowly gently killing the light of the moon drained her of her glow as she walked the forest path the trials of her spirit crushed her light and dreams longing to wake from her nightmare trapped in this mortality her heart longing for answers her feet tired from this journey she gazed to the heavens and fell to the cold earth crying to gods she screamed from her soul begging for answers to the question of why ..no reply cast from the graces of above she could feel her love for this life draining with every drop that left her as the forest eyes watched in victory as her silver tears drenched her robes in final moments an answer came clear from the winds she was not fallen but sent and as her golden eyes dried by the breeze she rose and the shadows gave way the light of the moon! viewed clearly through the forest trees the light of the moon! renewing her hope for this journey of trials and the dead path beneath her bl

Chicken Enchiladas
Chicken Enchilada Ingredients 20 Corn Tortillas 4 Pound Chicken 3 Cups Shredded Monterrey Jack Cheese 4 Ounces Sour Cream 1 Cup Buttermilk 3 Cups Chicken Broth (you will make this using the chicken in the first step.) 1 Tablespoon Chili Powder 1/2 teaspoon Garlic Powder 1/2 teaspoon Salt 1 teaspoon Ground Cumin Powder 4 Tablespoons Corn Oil 5 Tablespoons Flour 2 Sliced Jalapeno Peppers 1 Chopped Onion Chicken Enchilada Equipment Chicken Enchilada Equipment Chicken Enchilada Equipment 2 Large Sauce Pans Frying Pan Cheese Grater Spatula, or Tongs Spoon Measuring Spoons Measuring Cups Adding WatterRaw Chicken Boiling Chicken The Bird First Step: The Dreaded Bird Ok, lets get started! If this is your first time boiling a chicken it looks scary, but don't worry it wont bite (usually.) Most of the gross stuff is already taken care of. If your chicken is frozen like a brick just fill up your sink with

Hate Bein Single
I'm 31 Single In Rockford, And Hate It. I Just Wish I Could Find Someone Who Can Relate To Me. Someone Who Is Serious, Trusting & Caring. But Seems What I Want Is Not Out There. I Guess I'll Have To Stop Looking And Maybe They Will Find Me. What I Look For. 18 - 35 Yrs Old Under 5'8 Race Not Important Slim - Avg Looking Must Listen To Rock, Techno, Trance, Drum N' Bass If You Listen To New R&B And Rap I'm Not Interested If Thats What You Like 24/7 I'm Picky On Music Made In The Last 10 Years. Movies Comedy, Drama, Chick Flixs & Some Action / Thriller I'm Mostly A Homebody, But Do Go Out Sometimes. So If Your Under 50 Miles Of Rockford And I Might Interest You Contact Me:)

I Am A Bitch
This Monday I hung out with this guy that I like and this dude that likes me and has liked me for about two years. We tried dating but I fucked that up. The whole night I was making out with the guy that likes me. And when my sister showed up with her two guy friends, we started hard core drinking games, I got drunk off of my ass, and was on the verge of almost sleeping with the guy that likes me. And when the guy that I like was puckering out his guts, at the other camp ground, me and the kid that likes me walked over to make sure that he was still alive, yep he was he was sitting by the fire staying worm. The kid that likes me went into the tent and made up the bed while I was making out with the kid that I like. I know I’m a syco crazy whore. But the fucked up thing is this is the second time I did this to the kid that likes me. And the kid that I like he might have a kid on the way? Maybe, maybe not.

Ever Notice
Ever notice if you dont put a name in your blog everyone wonders who its about... is it about me OMG OMG is it me! LOL this is a smart ass blog to be a BRAT saying if your name aint in it then dont worry about it. Unless you have a gulity conscience... then you need to deal with that yourself. Did you do something to me that I didnt notice? are you on my shit list? anyways the world doesnt revolve are you its me! ALL ME!! :P. And around my big fat.......... ................... toe (hmm could of said ass but didnt.. dont any of you dare go there you beaners.

To All My Friends
to all my family friends an fan i just want you to know this today if i donyt always get the chance to do so love all Kirk FranklinLean On Me - Featuring Mary J. Blige, Bono, R. Kelly, Crystal Lewis & The FamilyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Lost It!!!!
Well today is a very down day for me. I got a call this morning from my employee placement agent, she told me that my current assignment at a really great company I have been with for about the past 4 months, has been terminated/cancelled. I LOVED IT THERE!!!!!! I m both sad and pissed off by it all. They didn't give me any really reason for it, except for "work performance. THATS BULLSHIT!!!!!! Now I feel like I have failed my family and let my wife down.

Tortilla De Patatas
Authentic food recipes from the great country of Spain. If you like the taste of french fries, you'll love the spanish tortilla. When made correctly, the spanish tortilla is a delicious half-inch thick "cake" of fried potatoes mixed with fried eggs and onions. After cooking, the tortilla can be cut into pizza-like triangles to serve 4-6 people, or cut into squares to give a whole group a bite-sized toothpick sample. 1 cup olive oil four large potatos (peel and cut into small pieces about 2mm thick) salt to taste one large onion, thinly sliced four large eggs. Some people add thin slices of red pepper together with the onion. Heat the oil in a 9-inch skillet, add potato pieces, one slice at a time so that they don't stick. Alternate layers of potato and onion. COOK slowly, medium flame. DO NOT FRY!! Turn occasionally until potatoes are tender, but NOT brown. They must be loose, not "in a cake". Beat eggs in a large bowl with a for

The Mirror
Thoughts are near Thoughts are far Ethereal pictures My mind reflects From a blood stained mirror The night is cold My pain is fear No use receiving Ethereal pictures from the mirror I sit here reading passages from doom Satan lurks deep beneath the tomb A bible is bleeding on a black marble table My hands are trembling My body unstable The rain is pure Unleashing the thunder Lightning strikes the ground Everything goes asunder The mirror beckons The mirror shouts Change your ways no time for doubt As shape takes form My guardian angel appears The mirror is streaked with heavenly tears She reached for my hand as I step through My life force is parting What else can I do The mirror shatters Good deeds are set free May they cleanse the evil Let the good spirits breathe. ©S.R.G. 1995

Natural Desire
Do you know what its like to live this way Out of love with no way to repay Strike me down I've got nothing to give The natural desire is hard to live with Missing what is not known Needing what is not given I am one of your children am I not worth forgiveness Why choose me such a bad decision The world is blinded and needs some vision Natural desire building up pressure and no valve for release The pressure will surely destroy me I see a fire burning I see a teardrop falling I see the children bawling Yes, pain is being rendered it would end if he would come I am the beacon if you seek the truth I am the fire to warm your cold hands I am the symbol you search for in the stars See me there, someone to talk to See me there, someone to lean on See me there, someone who will love you for eternity My feelings are about you I am always searching for you. ©S.R.G. 1995

My Home
My Home A mystical and scared place A place of love A place of happiness A place you look forward to meeting, After a long day. A place to meet a warming family Wow, I must be dreaming. It's a place of anger A place of hate A place of bullshit (excuse my French) A place I never liked to be in A place to meet an unsatisfied family A place most wouldn't call a home Maybe it's my fault Maybe I wasn't suppose to be born Maybe I was a mistake Maybe I wasn't suppose to help others Maybe I'm not smart enough Maybe I was switched at birth Maybe I was abandoned Maybe it's entirely my fault Maybe Is this the cause of my migraines, Or is it that I'm lazy. Is this the cause of my low grades, Or is it that I'm stupid. Is this why some teachers like me, Or is it that they think I'm a forlorn kid. Maybe. Maybe my parents were right. I'm a stupid, good for nothing, lazy, low self-esteemed, poor excuse for a child.

How My Memorial Weekend Went
Ok. First off I was busy as hell. the place was packed. The tips were good. The craziest part of the whole damn weekend is that I got suckered into being a backup dancer in a drag show. Now I am not one of those people that complain, but when I am backing up a dude with bigger tits than me, I start complaining. Oh well, they tipped me well for doing it. It was interesting to say the least. hell on saturday night, i was molested by a pack of gay guys. That was seriously wrong. But it was interesting.

About The Cheater...
This is why we should think before we actually do things in relationships with others...think about it when you do things that you know will hurt someone else.. Read the entire story.. Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her ex boyfriend and her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, CRAP! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was

Mizoram
Mizoram pronunciation (help·info) is one of the Seven Sister States in northeastern India on the border with Myanmar. Its population at the 2001 census stood at 888,573. Mizoram boasts a literacy rate of 88.8% — the second highest among all the states of India, after Kerala. Mizoram is a mountainous region which became the 23rd state of the Indian Union in February, 1987. It was one of the districts of Assam until 1973 when it became a Union Territory. Sandwiched between Myanmar in the east and south and Bangladesh in the west, Mizoram occupies an area of great strategic importance in the northeastern corner of India. The boundaries with Myanmar and Bangladesh total 722 kilometers. Mizoram has the most variegated hilly terrain in the eastern part of India. The hills are steep (avg. height 1000 metres) and separated by rivers which flow either to the north or south creating deep gorges between the hill ranges. The highest peak in Mizoram is the Blue Mountain (Phawngpui) with a hei

2 Days Left
Hello friend! I need your help to put me back in first place in the calendar competition!It ends May 31st at midnightIt's also My BIRTHDAY month!!! I think I should represent May... no? Send your votes everyday ( it's almost over) please and tell all your friends. Repost this Bulletin and help me out. Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for May!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Life Is Too Short
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Returning
ANTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY WITH ALL OF U MY CHERRIES AFTER A VERY LONG TIME I WANTED TO STOP TODAY TO SAY HELLO FOR MY FAMILLY , MY FRIENDS , MY FANS I MISS YA ALL I WISH EVERY ONE IS DOING WELL THERE SOME TIMES IT TAKE A LONG TIME TO ASK ABOUT EACH ATHER I THINK EVERY ONE IN HIS WAY IN HIS LIFE SO I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAPPY AND HAVE GOOD HEALTHY ALL MY LOVE AND ALL MY RESPECT FOR ALL OF U MY FAMILLY . MY FRIENDS . MY FANS MUCH LOVE SILVER_HORSE

From Bad, To Worse, To Whatever
So it's common knowledge now, to anyone that reads this, that I lost my job. I keep applying for new jobs, and hoping something would happen and my luck would turn around, but that simply isn't the case right now. Interview after interview, application after application, looking for a new job is awful enough, but now my options will be even more limited. Since I had my license officially suspended, I won't be able to drive around to get to a new job. I won't be able to drive anywhere to do anything, I'll be basically stuck at home for 60 days now. When I got the notice, I saw that I could appeal, and I tried to, but by the time I finally had all the paperwork straightened out, I had missed the time limit to file my appeal. So far, I am left with no job, and no license. People seem to forget how to call another person on the telephone as well, seeing as no one has called me really in about a week. Life does indeed go on, but I thought my friends might have been a little different

I Need A Swimming Buddy
Okay I hate swimming alone. My brother and his girlfriend swam with me yesterday and all they did was make out, ewww. Anyways its the biggest above ground pool you can get so its pretty big. Now all I need is some swimming buddies, any volunteers? Let me know....

Happy Hour Points
Most people on here know I'm a high priced point call girl. But even I was surprised when I was awarded points for the surveys I took over the weekend and they were doubled in value for Happy Hour. Take a look at the before and after shots of the difference 3 surveys made. That's a 67,000 point difference. Wow. OK, I'm just strange enough to be happy about it, lol. And yes, I know my crush is showing, I'm not ashamed.

Forrest Gump Goes To Heaven
FORREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It sure is > good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the que

What The Hell?
What is it with some people? You try to be polite, and they treat you like you're the fucking antichrist! Take this VERY brief exchange with a girl named Whlchrcutie... All I did was go rate a couple of her pics, and this is what I got! Do I really come accross the way she accused me?? I mean, what is it? My pictures, my music, my friends? (It shouldn't be my friends, they're the coolest people here!) Remember to read from the bottom up... ->WhlchrCuti...: anyway, thanks for making me feel 2 inches tall for trying to be nice... I'll leave your mean ass alone now ->WhlchrCuti...: sounds to me like you're the one with freakin' issues... all I did was go rate a couple of your pics, you didn't need to get shitty ->WhlchrCuti...: okay, whatever... WhlchrCuti...: go fuck a dog u freakin asshole ->WhlchrCuti...: Might I ask what the hell that was for? ->WhlchrCuti...: Excuse me? WhlchrCuti...: leave me the fuck alone u fucken freak

On The Can, On The Phone
Ok, are you really so busy that you have to talk on the phone when you are in the can? Just heard someone in there having a conversation. No matter who you are, you are either important enough to say "I'll call you back" or not important that they don't need to talk to you anytime anywhere, you gotta take some private time.

Footprints In The Sand...love This !!!
Footprints in the Sand One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints. This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints. So I said to the Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?” The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.” Mary Stevenson

Rough On Emotion
The last few months have been really rough on me. I hate where I live, and the Person that I'm living with, & really not by choice, but for the simple fact I have no where else to go. I do everything around here that I would rather be doing the person that I'm actually In Love with. You would figure that the longer that I'm away from My Love the less I would Love him, but that's not the case. If anything I Love him even more. I miss the Touch of his hand on my skin, the feel of his Lips on mine, I miss looking into his Eyes & getting lost for hours. I miss being able to breath. What gets me the most is my 3 year old son. He misses his Daddy so much. Everyday when he has one of his play phone he talks to him all day. Every night when he goes to bed he swispers in my ear I Love Daddy. Now tell me that's not Heartbreaking. How do you tell a 3 year that he can't have the Daddy that he wants, because the Father that he has wants to be totally selfish, & only think about his Happiness??

Prose Of Moments
"4 AM Forever" There Are Moments Moments when my heart skips a beat at the sight of you. Moments when my breath catches, unable to escape, in my throat. Moments when every fiber of my being cries out to just touch you. Moments when I question the sanity of my own being in the fanciful notions. Moments when I am alone, sobbing for the loss of your company. Moments when this life seems futile at best with you missing from it. Moments when you leave me, always a petite morte, leaving me afraid. Moments when I need you desperately but I am afraid to reach out. Moments when my body betrays me, yearning to belong to you alone. Moments when thoughts of you ravenously consume my soul. Moments when thoughts of what we can be to one another overwhelm me. Moments when I feel I will never break free from the chains that hold me down. Moments when I wonder where I have taken the wrong turn along the path. Moments when I question my purpose here in this va

Myspace Survey
100 TruthsTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this survey001. Full name?N******002. Nickname?Ruby003. Single or taken?Single004. Zodiac sign?Taurus005. Male or female?Female006. Elementary?Merrick007. Middle?JR Williams008. High?Riverside009. Eye color?green-hazel010. Hair color?Brown011. Long or short hair?medium012. Shoe size?8 1/2013. Asthma?no014. Health freak?no015. Height?5' 8"016. Do you have a crush on someone?yes017. Do you like yourself?no018. Have piercings?just ears019. Tattoos?three020. Righty or lefty?righty021. Sexual orientation?straight022. School clique?noneFIRSTS:023. First piercing?ears024. First best friend?Persia027. First pet?Mabel (dog)028. First concert?Hall & Oates033. First stitches?finger034. First broken bone?Rib035. First grade teacher?Mrs Branthover036. First car?Monarch037. First cell phone?EricksonRight Now:038. Im eating?Starbursts039. Im drinking?Diet Pepsi040. Im listening to?people packing041. Im workin on?building a computer042. Im waiting on?Someone043. Im wear

Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Uh Oh... Match Made In Heaven
My favorite song, and character.... Sigh. I think I have died and gone to heaven. See him? The beautiful piece of work with the long white hair... He can be my armor... Shame he's only a cartoon... :(

The Prescription
A lady walked into a drugstore and told the pharmacist she needed some cyanide right away. The pharmacist naturally was concerned by such a request and asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady then explained that she needed it to poison her husband. The pharmacist's eyes got big and he said, "I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband! That's against the law! I'll lose my license. They'll throw both of us in jail and all kinds of bad things will happen! Absolutely not—you cannot have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well, now.that's different You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

Charleyrocknroll Quoted In Local Newspaper
Future of internet radio hangs on new regulations By LIUAN CHEN, The Enterprise 05/29/2007 Updated 05/28/2007 10:05:39 PM CDT BEAUMONT - Sheila Cain runs a one-man show at Beaumont Live!, an internet radio station promoting music by little-known local artists. She relays an eclectic mix of delta blues, jazz, modern Texas rock and "red dirt country" to listeners in 14 countries, but the rhythms could stop July 15 if new Copyright Review Board regulations go through. The rulings would increase Internet radio sound recording royalties up to 1,200 percent and carry a $500 minimum channel royalty fee retroactive to January 2006. What does this mean for an independent broadcaster like Cain? The royalties would add up back to October 2006 when she started the station, meaning a $4,000 fee "for something I never made a penny on." For Cain, a musician herself, finding and promoting local artists is a "labor of love," not work for profit. Most artists on her station aren

Growls~ A Moment Of Annoyance
Screams~ Climbs up and begins................ I read constantly about how people want someone who is real in their life and see the opposite is true in many cases. They either cant handle the reality they so desperately sought or deem the one providing it some how unworthy of their time. There has been a saying for many many years which few have sought to take to heart~ Be careful what you wish for because you just may get it! Here is the reality you sought~ If you seek this gift from me then be prepared for what is to come reality is not always pretty. Sugar coating life is for children and fools .. a lesson learned hard. Reality is the double edged sword in which I so gladly offer to those who's hearts truly know what it is they seek.

I Watched The Flag Pass By One Day
This was a bulletin posted by my son on his Myspace page. I thought it was very moving, so I wanted to share it with you. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease... I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or

On Cherry Tap
People who stop by my page/blog and don't say 'hi'! People who rate less than 10! (and for some reason, it's almost ALWAYS a chick! Wassup with that?) Slow connection speeds, viruses/worms and the like (get alot of those from here), plus hard drive overload!

Information I Just Found Out....
I contacted my ex husband about getting his lawyer information and he contacted me also by email that my lawyer needs to contact his lawyer about this information. The information that I wanted from my ex he could not give to me, however, about his lawyer. Here is what is going on though: I just found out that my ex wants to get a restraining order against me and if he does this he will not be able to stay in contact with his children as I am the custodial parent. But I still have some stuff of mine that is in his possession that he has to send to me. So I felt like, well, if he gets a restraining order against me I may not be able to get my stuff back from him. Anyhow, I felt like that there was one more option for me to do in all of this. I called my ex's post office of the Inspector General and spoke with a man named Fred Hall about this situation. He told me that for one, my ex can not get a restraining order against me since I live in Nebraska and he lives in Alabama. Then

Alone
Why let me pass his path? When i'm not supposed to love his heart, Why let me fall so hard? When i don't know how to make it start, Please God, stop sending me signs, When you know he'll never be mine. How did this start? He was never in my chart, I've never cared about somebody so young, Let alone trying so hard to make him mine, But somehow i feel that he doesn't want me that much. Qualities that i've looked up upon, Characterstic that i've never come across, Shoulders that are so broad, Arms that are so inviting, warm and strong, Though i know that i've never felt them before. I know, That he'll never adore me, That he'll never think twice about me, That he'll never want to be with me, And that he'll never be mine, If so,why is this torturng my soul? Signs to keep aways shone like neon, Though he had never been unkind, In fact, he had been at his best at all times, Smart, athletic, charming and fun, A man that had all in one. Dear Lord, Help m

Nosey People And Their Pathetic Lives
I have been on the outside of drama lately and can't quit understand how someone online can effect other's lives so harshly, and i can no longer sit back and watch, i have got to voice my opinion. What are we people...a bunch of elementary school bullies or something??? This is ridiculous how coniving people can be to make up information about a person that they only talk to online. I know it happens all the time, but come on, why is it so important to you people who i choose to be friends with, or have my crush on, or who has a crush on me. This place is supposed to be a place to forget about all the shit in our lives and hang out with some really cool people. Is your life so pathetic that you have to make my life hell for saying what i want and doing what i want? If that's the case then you REALLY need to get a life. shut down yer ct account and get out in the real world sometime, cuz everything you throw out on the internet will come back to bite yer ass in the long run.

The Shit We Do Fer Fun
I posted a blog about this new game system the (WII),,lol... This damn thing is giving me an hubby both a fucking work out like you wouldn't believe,, I am sore all over but it's a good thing cause I'm working muscles in which I never thought I had...tee hee.

Nfl Off-season
I will cut Roger Gooddell some slack for a few months while police investigate further and gather information. Once that there is any shred of credibility given to the police informant who can place Vick at dog fights all the way back to 2000, then Gooddell needs to grow a set of nuts and sit Vick down for a year just like he did "Pacman" Jones and Chris Henry. This off-season Marquise Hill, Darrent Williams and Damien Nash all met untimely deaths all for different reasons. Yet "Tank" Johnson, Chris Henry, "Pacman" Jones, Michael Vick and a few other Cincinnati Bengals still have their health and NFL lives to salvage. Roger Gooddell has an even more daunting task in salvaging the reputation/image of the NFL. If he doesn't bring the same punishment to 'high profile' offenders then you can just go ahead and change the NFL to the TFL (Thug Football League). Now onto Ricky Williams, he wants back in the NFL, why. Well turns out Ricky figured that unless he plays football he ca

New York
new york would have been cool, i was watching forrest gump and it made me think. new years in new york, couldve been great. couldve spent it on time squarewith the one i loved. couldve been the beginning of something wonderful. i wouldve had you. i would go to sleep and woke up with you. couldve had u but i let my inner bitch out. what if i had just ignored it when u called me a stupid bitch? would i still have u or would something else have fucked us up? if i had just let the sorry piece of shit go in the beginning would that leave me with u? is this where we are supposed to be? what was the reason u were in my life? now i find myself wondering where u are and what ur doing. im sure i already know. but do u think of me.....maybe even miss me? i wish i had the answers and the ability to turn back time. now i have to find a way to let u go. to pretend i never knew you. goodbye hopes, goodbye dreams, but mostly goodbye love...my love. goodbye.

Gas
GAS!!!!!!! Body: You may have been told about not buying gas on May 15th. Check out this alternate. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, ha

Woooooooo
your eyes rake over my body instantly I feel naughty hard to breathe I can't catch air so consumed by your masculinity oh lover I want you in me your love that consumes my soul with you there is no control wet I am blame it on your ways I know with me only your heart stays growing hard am I what you need give it to me I want your seed tell me what you desire your eyes hold a fire moans of love ever so true always this way it is with you control is the key making love to me tasting your skin feeling your juice flow in your name escapes my lips your hands on my hips then you hold me tight throughout the night waking up to morning light your eyes they smile at me

Thank You Cherry Tap
I like you because of who you are to me... A true friend . And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes . Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead . I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned..that money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Roses R Red
Roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, when its stiff, stick it in. send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to F*** YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da sex train - if u get it ur cute... u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur f***able

You
His gentle caress so soft on my skin Tender baby kisses is how he begins His lips teasing mine Bodies begging for more Connecting on levels to hard to ignore His fingers begin flirting My body replies as his hands make their way down towards my thighs His kisses more passionate He starts to explore He takes off his shirt pulling me to the floor I lay down beside him my body quite tense From prior experience I can't take the suspense He teases my body with his fingers so strong Its been only days but even thats too long He can feel the wetness within my lips As I pull him closer into my hips His body now hardened, with this look in his eyes he kneels down before me, and spreads open my thighs His silhouette in the darkness, but I still see his eyes He pulls me up towards him to see him inside He feels so incredible, no words can describe He is touching my soul when he's that deep inside Two souls connecting Our bodies as one

*************a Dime**********
A very simple dime,dropped because they thought you did a crime..No one wants to hear what you have to say, time is up on your life today..A dimes value is only ten pennies, but after it's dropped it will affect so many..Now your standing in court with nothing to say, and this is your judgement day..Who can tell between right and wrong,when once captured we all sing the same song..And this may be true of some, but I am not the one..I was on the the block like always grinding, and had no idea this kind of trouble I'd be finding.. just then a car flies down the street, six shot's later a family to rest in peace..I reacted what would you do,emptied the clip and layed to rest their crew..Now here I stand to face my crime, all caused by the drop of a dime.....

Fingers
Wanting a little Needing a lot It’s just the kind of love we got Kiss me a little No, kiss me a lot One little kiss and desire runs hot Like a sumptuous dessert One taste of that sweet cream And you know You’ve just got to have more Just a taste Smear a little on my lips Do it slowly, So I can enjoy What little I can have Wait, I don’t think I got it all Let me see that finger Tastes like there’s a little left Tastes sweet, I really like it Are you feeling that… That I’ve gotten it all now? Does it feel like it to you? I don’t want to leave any No, I want every drop Somehow I just can’t stop Better take your finger back now I can only have a little But my, I am wanting a lot…

~back From Vacation~
Hi my friends, I'm back from Myrtle Beach. Got back yesterday (Monday). I had a blast wasn't ready to come back. I got a bad sunburn, sun block didn't do me any good. Chest and legs feel like they are on fire, but other then that the beach and the water was awesome. I'll have photos to add soon. I didn't take to many, not as much as I wanted, was having to much fun lol...but I did take some. I'll share soon. Hope everyone had a good Memorial Day weekend. Missed you guys and gals. Luv/Hugss/Kisses Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Read
A guy wrote this on his Myspace. It should make u think... I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... Because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... Nobody can measure up to that... And its not fair... Because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... Deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... Realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook

Dream Car Lol Help!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE EACH OF YOU HAVE I HAVE NOW 762 I THINK ON MY COMMENTS NEED TO GET TO 8000 PLEASE KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING!! LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN HELP YOU!!! THANKS CHERRY FRIENDS AND FANS!!

Shiver
For just a moment….. A shiver ripples up my spine, From your smooth fingertip. A short deep mone escapes me, But you just smile. Your hands explore me, And your eyes burn sweetly With desire for me only. For just a moment I am not me. I am you, we are us. My legs tingle lightly As you brush past me. You can hear my heart pounding, My soul sings like a choir of angels. I have a taste of heaven. My jaw tenses tightly, My lips crave yours for just One second-one touch. My eyes are filled with hunger, As I look at you-my sweet. And for just a moment, I hear you, though no words are spoken.

A Touch
I want to run my hands all over you I want to feel your body all over again I want to be your lover I want your endless love inside of me I want you and only you to experience the pleasure I can give I want to run my tounge along your chest and feel you get so breathless I want your heart beating inside of me I want your love flowing through my veins I want to feel something only you can give me pleasure the pleasure that only you can love me that certain way I want you...

Bored!
bored! well it is like this i am single and bored to freaking death. nothing to do but waste time. sure would be nice to have a date or a real relationship sometime in the future. but i see all my future hold is getting drunk and passing out. oh yeah life is freaking boring. so who is gonna help me do something besides sit here and drink alone. ggggggggggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. well that my thought for today. freaky pagan

Here You Go I'm Going To Tell You A Little Bit About Me...
For you all that don't get to know me I'm a decent girl that has always been there for here friends but at times I can also be a B***h at times to and the only time I'm that is when I have 2 faced friends that likes to run there mouth about me behind my back. And you know I just wish people wouldn't be so rude and have nice things to say sometimes even though you might not like them. Everyone has there on personality and thank god for that because I wouldn't want to act like some of them. I'm a type that will tell you what a think if its good but if not I don't say anything at all because I don't like to hurt peoples feelings. That is wrong to do to someone even if its your friend that you love to death.. So there you have I can be B***h if I have to but I prefer not to.

Intellectual Amusements ...
Here are the winners of the 2006 Washington Post's Mensa Invitational, which once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supplying a new definition. The 2006 winners are: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying or building a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. 2. Ignoranus: A person who's both stupid and an asshole. 3. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize that it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. 6. Foreploy: Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid. 7. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high. 8. Sarchasm: The gulf betwe

Pissed Off People.
I met this woman yesterday and we talked for a while then she left. I thought I had made a new freind. what do I find this morning when I sign on she's pissed off at me and has blocked me. I have no idea what I did or said. and now she won't tell me. it may be me but if i was pissed at someone I would at least tell them why I was pissed at them.

Nba Playoffs, If You Fuckin Care
Consider this a brief public service if you have stopped watching the NBA playoffs (not that David Stern remotely cares): 1.The Spurs are still freakishly good (and now just about have their bags packed for the Finals). By the way Manu, when your flopping is so extensive that even the hometown San Antonio newspaper leads with it, perhaps the time has come to back off it a bit. Just sayin'. 2. I had the good fortune of stumbling across Game 3 of the Eastern Conference Finals a few days back as the fourth period was getting underway, which was swell because it was just in time to see LeBron James play transcendant basketball. The array of plays he unleashed (step back threes, Magic-esque assists, and an all-time balls to the wall drive the basket with a finishing dunk over a stunned Rasheed) were jaw-dropping. Good enough, in fact, to perhaps compel me to maybe find Game 4 of that series a little earlier than the fourth period tonite. James' progression since turning pro out of hig

"just Go" Staind
I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces Those fucked up places In my memories none of them I've lost, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure But I know that I'm the only One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the f

Been Missing
Sorry I haven't been around much. I'm on the job out in Phoenix and been on nightshift working 13 hours a day. Add the hour and a half drive to that for round trip and I get pretty tired. But, even after all that, I go out and cook up some food on the grill almost every morning and work on my tan by the pool. I'll try to get back on when more when I can. Thanks to all that have not forgotten me in my absense.

Let Me Know Your Thoughts On This One
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the

The Kobe Bryant Throat Clear In Los Angeles
So, Kobe wants Jerry West to come back or Kobe wants out of LA? Really? Is it because of West's track record of "success" in draft and free agent decisions in Memphis, Kobe? Brian Cardinal and Dahntay Jones say hi, Kobe. TJ Simers went to whacking yesterday at Bryant: "THE KOBESTER can wear a sandwich board and walk all around Staples Center protesting his dislike for the current Lakers situation, and it really doesn't matter. He's got his contract, his obligation to perform, and like any other employee will be asked to make the best of it. One team wins a title every year, and a lot of great players go into the off-season frustrated. Happens every year. A player sounds off about being frustrated, and the fans like it. It's good for someone's image. Sounds like he really cares. But no matter what the Kobester and Lakers fans might think, the Lakers are not entitled to annual success. Or overnight miracles." True dat. Mark Heisler has a must read today in the Times on the playe

God Created The Heavens And The Earth! Satan Said, "you Want Fries With That?"
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent yo

Ode To Mouse
This is a photo I snapped of my dad at his Memorial Day Weekend Party last Saturday night. Over 200 people were there at his camp before I left at midnight which makes me laugh because these days he doesn’t make a bunch of phone calls or schedule a lot of bands. People just show up. In 1987 he had a birthday party that people still talk about today. Ten kegs were empty by the time I got there at 4 PM from shooting a wedding, along with most of the food which he had bought from Rax – several cases of burgers, buns, and fries. The remaining 12 hours people survived on beer runs that cleaned up every grocery store and gas station in the for miles. After that, mom told him no more; it was just too much for her, not to mention their bank account. The reason I laugh is there’s nothing mom can do to stop it now, and so she sits and tries to enjoy it. People just know Mouse will have a party every summer holiday, and the big one around his birthday. These days everyone comes in vans and pi

Bound
With his words he touched her Deep within her mind Taking her to places She'd long since left behind And with his heart he reaches her Gently taking her by surprise And she's filled with love again just by looking into his eyes When he calls her name in the darkness She feels a twinge in her soul And she believes that fate has bound them Destiny's no longer in their control And when she longs for his touch The warmth of his embrace She closes her eyes and dreams of him And a smile lights his face For she feels what he feels And she sees what he sees Their souls are bound together And shall remain for eternity.

People Can Be So Rude
You know I never notice at how many people are rude when you do mumms I agree with the on comment that a girl had left on it if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all. And what cracks me up the most you vote and you have to put your comment in along with it. I'm sure half of the girl when they go out to a bar on the weekends don't ask there friends that are girls if they look good. So moral to this blog if you don't have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all keep on going to other peoples profile and rate them. Have a good day just like I am...

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol: First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends / girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat at TACO BELL, or SWEET THINGS, or DENNY'S and some cold french

Sorry I Have Not Been Talking Much
SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE I HAVE NOT BEEN TALKING TO IN A WHILE BUT I HAVE FINALLY DESIDED WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. IAM STUDYING FOR THE CIVIL SERVICE TEST AND IAM GOING TO TRY AND GET INTO THE FBI. YEA MOST OF YOU WHO KNOW ME MIGHT LAUGH BUT ITS A GREAT PAYING JOB AND AND I CAN ALSO RETIRE WHEN IAM 50 AND STILL HAVE FULL BENEFITS. ITS GOING TO BE ALOT OF HARD WORK AND THE TEST IS NOT LIKE ANY OTHER TEST IT MAKES YOU THINK AND IT TIMED. I HATE TAKING TIMED TEST BUT ITS WORTH IT WHEN I PASS. I ALSO GET 15 POINTS ON MY TEST AND HEAD OF LINE FOR JOBS BECAUSE IAM A VET SO I HOPE THIS WORKS OUT FEDERAL AGENT ROBERTS GOT A NICE RING TO IT DONT IT P.S I GET TO CARRY A GUN TOO WOOOT WOOOT

A Brand New Me!!
I said I'd never drop another tear But today I'm feeling blue All these tears I drop are for me And no longer for you You played your part in my life And took so much away The day you broke my heart I thought I'd never see the day When I could smile without you And see my days shine bright I thought my life was over The day we said good-bye I sit here and cry for me And the fool I was with you How could I've been so stupid And lived for loving you? Someone who was a liar And didn't care at all Someone who betrayed me And crushed my honest love But today I'm over your love And here is a brand new me A woman who has fought To heal the wounds so deep I'm free and it's all over You're finally out my life I found a brand new me The day you broke my heart

Above
This mystical you knows my every thought This slender silver thread that connects me to you These feelings read These feelings caught This mystical you What you do......... to my soul Opening up the power like a budding flower Instinctively knowing The mystical you, keeps it all flowing, in to my deepest place, unlocking the heart case, filling it too Slender silver thread winds its way through, the mystical you, from heart to head Flowing too What you do, petals unfold, colours they hold This mystical you These thoughts foretold My deepest place, my opened heart case Delicate silver thread My thoughts read, by mystical you

A Brand New Day
Have you ever wondered, where your life has went, and are you happy with the way, all your time has been spent. Do you ever stop and think, if you wasted your precious time, I know I lost good months, trying to make you mine. But as people always say, there's a reason for it all, that even though yours didn't, my heart couldn't help but fall. Now it made me stronger, and I'm very proud to say, I've finally gotten over you, because today's a brand new day.

Broken Hearted Prayer
Dear Lord I pray That you help me get over this man I try not to ask too much of you I am doing the best I can I loved him so deeply I handed him my heart Slowly but surely He began to tear it apart I gave him my time I gave him time of his own He never made time for me He always left me alone I showed him how much I cared How much he meant to me I loved him with all I had He was my everything I always fought for us I always fought so hard I never realized He was just tearing me apart I was fighting for a love That was no longer there A love that was gone A man who no longer cared Now that it's over He is still on my mind Lord please help me To leave him behind He knew how much I loved him How deeply I cared Yet he kept quiet And let me stay there He was unhappy then But I am unhappy now I am trying to get over him But I really don't know how He's the first person I think of When I awake to sunl

I Want A Woman
I Want a Woman I want a woman who will give me her heart I want a woman who misses me when we are apart I want a woman who loves to hold my hand I want a woman who will be my best friend I want a woman who is honest as can be I want a woman who will cuddle up with me I want a woman who thinks of me when I’m gone I want a woman who will hold me when I come home I want a woman who can make me laugh I want a woman who can be my better half I want a woman who wants to share her day I want a woman whose love will not stray I want a woman who is loving and kind I want a woman who will say what’s on her mind Why is this woman so hard to find Rob Hall © 2007 5-29-2007

Great Family
friend request for the CT.L.R.L.Society of Wolves Hows it Going ,I'm Jeff Founder of a Bran new Family here on the CT. Seeking Loyal new members,to be part of the L.R.L.~The Objective of this Family is to Win Contests.The Wolf is out Totem,A Wolf Morph comes with membership.The Wolf is Strength,Unity + Loyalty.Either just send this back as a regular friend.Or send this back a member of my Family.Add L.R.L.~Society of Wolves to your nic.An I'll be by to retrieve your Code an add it to the Family blog,an a Picture for your Morph.Hope to see u.Many Hugs. http://www.cherrytap.com/i_come_in_peace

Blah!
Well the holiday was a regular day. Not much happened and it slowed down my job hunt being as everyone was off. I am going to give this place two weeks and decide if I am staying or not. I know it has been a while but when yo live inthe middle of BFE and you have no internet access it is hard to keep up. It is so friggen silly. It is like, "pack up the car ma! we're going to town!" This is the 21st century. Do people still pack up the car to go to town? Why would they do that? Why the hell am I doing that? Late.

New Beginnings
As most of my friends know I am moving Wednesday morning to start my life over, I may be out of touch for a while , but I will be back. I Love and really do care about all of you and I will miss you while I'm gone. thanks for being the special people you truly are!!

Creative
"Flex your creative muscles. If you're willing to go deep, you'll discover that you have more to contribute than you thought possible. If all these ideas aren't viable now, write them down and save them for later." How creative can you be in your life? Creativity doesn't just consist of the arts, it has to do with the mind. Are you creative throughout your day? Expand your horizons and be creative!

3 More Days To Re-coop
We are back from our 3 day trip to Indianapolis, arriving home around 1 a.m. Tues. morning. Now, after spending the past 3 days helping my mother in law unpack from moving, and the total of about 14 hrs. on the road, I feel like I need 3 more days just to re-coop. lol Making that trip absolutely wears me out. But, here it is, Tues. and I have to leave for work in the next hour, and sure aren't looking forward to it. I really wish I could just stay in this house all day and do nothing. I know Lee has it worse than I do...he'll put in 10 hr. day today, unlike me, and I know he could sure use another 3 days to re-coop from the trip. We got a late start on Friday night, and it was about 5 am Saturday before we even got into Indy. Then when you sleep 1/2 the day away, trying to catch up from lack of sleep the night before, you don't seem to get much accomplished. Our sunday was cut short too, being able to unpack, since we went and attended a family "race party" that is held eve

The Hunt (part:3)
I open my eyes and the night is dark around me...The air cool on my bare skin...I take a step quietly...Moving slowly...I pause a moment and listen...There is no sound other than nature.I begin to run...My bare feet against the dirt...The white nightgown clinging to my sweaty body...My heart races...I can feel you behind me...I run faster...The night air sharp in my lungs...My foot hits something hard on the ground...And I stumble...Losing my balance and I begin to fall.But your hands fall strongly on my body...Gripping me tight as you pull me back and spin me around...Pulling my body hard into yours...My heart beats against your chest as I gaze up into your eyes...Lost in the moment...Hungry for you...Your lips fall upon mine with a fire that burns them...Soothes them.And I become helpless in your arms...My tongue tasting your passion...My lips enticing you to feed...My bite urging you to touch me...You press me against a tree...Your hands pushing my shoulders back...As your mouth mov

Daily Horoscope May 29
"You know that saying about fools rushing in where wise men fear to tread? Well, the fools probably end up having a much better time than those stuffy old wise men. So go ahead and jump in, feet first." Now THAT is what I like to hear!

Hi
First let me say I'm going to try and update you as much as I can. I have a ton of blogs on many different website. So, if I don't update every week please forgive me. I find myself looking at website for cool pictures. I don't know what I'm going to do with all of them lol. But, I love having a ton of pics to look at and to share. The ones I've put up today are my favorites. I've gotten them from all over the web. I'm still new to blogging. I just got back online last month. The one I do update regularly is my yahoo blog. I guess because it's the easiest one to get too. You can get there by clicking on this link: http://360.yahoo.com/profile-Ibr53q8zdLWWqAnMsBoIAzprGos- or copy and paste into your browser. I found this on another person's profile and thought I would use it too. Just to make myself clear on things. So, here goes and excuse the yelling. I JUST WANT TO MAKE THIS ABSOLUTELY CLEAR TO EVERYONE. I AM NOT HERE TO LOOK FOR A PLAYMATE. I AM HERE TO LOOK FOR FRIENDS, I

Legal Victory For Families Of Disabled Students
WASHINGTON, May 21 — A Supreme Court decision on Monday gave parents of children with disabilities the right to go to court without a lawyer to challenge their public school district’s individualized plan for their child’s education. The 7-to-2 decision involved an interpretation of the federal law that gives all children the right to a “free appropriate public education,” regardless of disability. Millions of children receive benefits under the law, the Individuals with Disabilities Education Act. Most federal appeals courts have ruled that when a dispute brings families and school districts into court, the parents cannot proceed without a lawyer. Many parents, including the couple from Parma, Ohio, who brought this case, either cannot afford a lawyer or cannot find one. Increasingly, school districts have been bringing parents who seek to handle their own cases into court on charges of violating state statutes against the “unauthorized practice of law.” The Supreme Court’s r

Developmental Therapies For Autism Spectrum Disorders Part 3
Son-Rise The therapeutic concept behind Son-Rise is very similar to that of Floortime: parents become therapists, and engage with their child at their child's own level of interest. Over time, relationships and skills emerge. Some of the key differences include a tremendous focus on the idea of the family as the key to success, and love and respect as the tools for success. There is also a focus on the home as the source of security and the foundation for growth. In practice, this translates into a series of on-site workshops for parents and children, followed by a very unusual lifestyle in which parents (or one parent) is homebound for a very protracted period of time. Son-Rise does recommend that families recruit volunteers to work with their children in the home. Pros: For families seeking a sense of community and empowerment, Son-Rise offers all of that and more. It also makes use of many of the same developmental approaches as Floortime and RDI to help children with auti

Erotic Poem - Instinct
Instinct She would never try to conquer him; She knows her place. Her purpose is to serve. Wild huntress, stalker of the night, Crouches in reverence to his might. Lone predator, ruler of all she sees, Offers submissive, whimpering pleas. Taking command, he forces her still, Something says, "bend to his will." Making known his rein, he plays the part, Mounting, fire quakes in her heart. She waits with shear anticipation, On the coming of elation, Laying all power at his feet, Never trying to usurp his seat.

Developmental Therapies For Autism Spectrum Disorders Part 2
Top Developmental Therapies for Autism Spectrum Disorders While there are quite a few variations on "play therapy" available, there are really only three well-known developmental therapies available. The differences among them are more related to style and approach than to content. Floortime/DIR (Developmental, Individual Difference, Relationship Based Therapy Floortime/DIR was developed by Dr. Stanley Greenspan and associates. Its basic premise is that autistic individuals learn to communicate when they are engaged at their own level, and by things that interest them. Whether a child is lining up cars, flapping their hands or reading Harry Potter, there is a way to connect. As the therapist begins to establish a relationship with the child, the child begins to respond -- whether verbally or non-verbally. Over time, the child starts to open and close "circles of communication" -- at first by knocking the parent's hand away, or by leading the parent to a favored toy that's out o

Developmental Therapies For Autism Spectrum Disorders Part 1
Many experts agree that people with autism, while they're very different from one another, share "core deficits." These include difficulties with social and communication skills and emotional engagement. Of course, many autistic people also have other difficulties ranging from sensory disorders to motor issues, but because these difficulties are not shared across the spectrum they are not considered "core" deficits. Traditional therapies, such as speech, physical and occupational therapy, address specific areas of need which are generally NOT considered "core" concerns. Behavioral therapy, such as ABA, is intended to address outward behaviors and to teach concrete skills. Pharmaceutical and/or biomedical intervention treats physical differences which may underlie core deficits. Developmental therapies are intended to directly addresses autism's core deficits. To achieve this goal, they recommend that therapists and parents work with the child's own interests or actions to slo

Erotic Poem - Received
Tormented This is what I meant, When I said you were killing me, I'm tormented by my own insanity, Over you. I am so tired Of hurting, Of crying, Of longing, Of this trying that insists, Of waiting, Of aching, Of wanting, Of this need that persists, To have you deep inside, To be at your mercy, To plead with you to ride, As I'm whimpering out your name, Forgetting to breathe, Hoping you won't leave, Of feeling like I have no other choice, Except to be scorched by your fire, Like a moth to a flame, Not being able to resist The beauty hidden in death

2day
kk it gettin really close 2 that time now...i have meetin wit my lawyer 2day & if all goes well then i b movin so im very exicted bout that but nervous @ the same time i been dreamin of cats but i cant wait 2 blow this town wish me luck yall eek! =)

Mayo And Beer
I got this from an email someone sent me and just loved it mayo and beer When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...and the beer. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cans

Erotic Poem - Received
If Your Walls Could Speak If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside,

Erotic Poem - Seduction - Received
Seduction I have forgotten my own name, Demon, Misleader, driving me insane, Taunting tainted fruit not for my tasting, As in the juices of lust I'm basting. Believing I'm climbing higher, All along damning my heart with this fire, Slowly binding to passions you're inflicting, Sensations forbidden, observed once with convicting. Desire ruling this human form, Swelling heat in a boiling storm, Temperature rising, preparing incineration, Poisonous delight, anticipating penetration. Fitting we meet as I was upward going, Your serpent's tail now showing, Masquerading, you greet with black deception, Can I withstand its full erection? Tortured not knowing, will I ever be the same, Sanity again to reign? Transmuted genes from years of disconnection, Something's missing in this game called Seduction. Love, You say for it you're searching, While drowning in selfish identity, lurking. Deceiver, before the fall I saw you here, Wallowing in this abyss of li

Erotic Poem - Mystery - Received
Mystery I wish you could know how it feels to be me, Why I appear so intoxicated, When I let you inside to seek, Looking for what you seem to need. Some nights you enter ever so tenderly, Others you ravage and plunder, Pervading primed lips, as I silently wonder, As host, which pair you like most. Occasionally you command my head, Forcefully pushing down, Saturating my mouth with your entirety, As I succumb to the rhythm that you need. Intensity enflames me, When you speak my name in ecstasy, Igniting a craving, insistent that I mount, To fuse us with its heat. At times you are a hungry lion, Stalking, as soon as I step through your door, And I fear being torn apart, resisting, As savagely you thrust, the moment tasting. Desperately searching, Exploring for something I hide, You tunnel further with every stride, Into the cave that houses my soul, Digging for a treasure to make you whole, One you think is buried within, Beneath my skin. Although

Who Is Jack Schitt ???
WHO IS JACK SCHITT ??? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a

Jelly?
PHILADELPHIA, Pa. - A woman is suing the pharmacy that sold her a popular contraceptive jelly - because she ate the stuff on toast and got pregnant anyway. And, incredibly, many legal experts are saying she's got an excellent chance of collecting! "The woman is a complete idiot," said one attorney who asked that we not use his name. "How bright can you be if you think eating a vaginal gel will prevent conception? "But certain aspects of the case involve truth in labeling and false advertising issues. She may not collect but she'll make a lot of noise and trouble. People are down on lawyers anyway. They think we waste time and money on frivolous lawsuits. This isn't going to help our public relations any." A spokesman for the unnamed mom-and-pop drugstore says he's shocked and angry that such a case could ever be taken seriously. "All she has to do is open the box and read the directions," says the spokesman. "Next thing you know someone will come after us because they could

All My Ct Friends And Famil
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com wanting to say hey to you all it was a long wkend for me I had to work so realy tired today so i'm putting this out for everyone and showing my love to all in one and thanks to those who showed their love over the wkend to me you guys are great!

Sprint
ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of every month so not only will this cost the 55 bucks but 32 for over charge so what do u think..im about to call all the news station in st .louis what would u do ty

Most Talked About Subject:
1. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. 2. The most common fantasy is oral sex. 3. 8% of us have regular anal sex. 4. 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. 5. Women buy 4 out of every 10 condoms sold. 6. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with two penises. Since then, there have been eighty documented cases of men similarly endowed. 7. Men say the average erect penis is 10. Women say itfs 4. 8. A female orgasm is a powerful painkiller (because of the release of endorphins), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. 9. 56% of men have had sex at work. 10. Among the Mangaians of Polynesia, 18-year-old couples make love an average of three times a night, every night, until their thirties, when the weekly average drops to a mere 14. 11. 1 in 3 of us have had an extramarital affair. 12. 62% think there is no

Definition Of Irony...
I find it hilarious when people, mostly Big Fat American Men, pop by my page purely to mention how gay my pictures look, lol Something you wanna share with the world guys? Obviously, this just earns them a block, a chance at me to laugh at them and a comment deletion, rofl Later my friends Be well Angel

Shit!
Well, it's Shit... that's right, Shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: you can get Shit-faced, be Shit-out-of-luck, or have Shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your Shit together, find a place for your Shit, or be asked to Shit or get off the pot. You can smoke Shit, buy Shit, sell Shit, lose Shit, find Shit, forget Shit, and tell others to eat Shit. Some people know their Shit, while others can't tell the difference between Shit and shineola. There are lucky Shits, dumb Shits, and crazy Shitss. There is bull Shit, horse Shit, and chicken Shit. You can throw Shit, sling Shit, catch Shit, shoot the Shit, or duck when the Shit hits the fan. You can give a Shit or serve Shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep Shit or be happier than a pig in Shit. Some days are colder than Shit, some days are hotter than Shit, and some days are just plain Shitty. Some music sounds like Shit, things can look li

My Oldest Son's Visit To The Eye Doc
This was his first visit to an optomologist in I don't know how many years, and I've got to tell you it was amusing--for me, not him. First he's in one room doing a few tests with lights and such, then the assistant tells him to come over to this other machine, sit still and keep his eyes open. He got a burst of air into each eye, I swear I thought he was going to jump through the ceiling. I was laughing & the assistant gave me a dirty look....can I help it if I thought it was funny? Then he's taken into the exam room. Before the doc comes in he tells me "This stuff is really creeping me out." I started laughing again. The assistant comes in, and does the chart on the wall thing--where they dim the lights...she says "Can you see the fourth line from the top?" Being the smartass that he is, my son says "Yea, I can see it." (Now I'm biting my lip to keep from laughing.) She says, "I mean read it to me, what's it say?" He says "Those letters don't spell a word and I'm no

Inner Peace...wow, It Actually Works!!!
CALMNESS IN OUR LIVES I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace :)

Im No Good
Meet you downstairs in the bar and heard Your rolled up sleeves and your skull t-shirt You say why did you do it with him today? And sniff me out like I was Tanqueray Cause you're my fella, my guy Hand me your stella and fly By the time I'm out the door You tear me down like roger moore I cheated myself Like I knew I would I told ya, I was trouble You know that I'm no good Upstairs in bed, with my ex boy, He’s in the place, but I cant get joy, Thinking of you in the final throws, this is when my buzzer goes Run out to meet your chicks and bitter You say when we're married cause youre not bitter There'll be none of him no more I cried for you on the kitchen floor I cheated myself Like I knew I would I told ya, I was trouble You know that I'm no good Sweet reunion, jamaica and spain Were like how we were again I'm in the tub youre on the seat Lick your lips as I soak my feet Then you notice little carpet burn My stomach drops and my guts churn Y

The Anniversary Gift...
Mark, a loving husband, was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary and his wife was really ticked off at him. She told him, "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in under 6 seconds, AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!!" The next morning, Mark got up really early before work. When his wife woke up a couple of hours later, she looked out the window, and sure enough, there was a small gift-wrapped box sitting in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe, ran out to the driveway, and took the box into the house. She opened it, and found a brand new bathroom scale. Mark is not yet well enough to have visitors

Profile Map And Voice Comment
i would really appreciate it it all my friends vould add them selves to my map and leave me a voice comment, and please include a pic...let me know after you do and i'll send you a gift, also if you have a map or guest book let me know

Everyones Horoscope;
EVERYONES HOROSCOPE; Cancer Daily work (by Astrology.com) On a big project, you may feel hesitant about committing to one option or another. Set up a team to research and return with brief memos to help you decide. Getting in the trenches will give you real-life experience too. - Horoscopes by Email - Co-Worker Compatibility - Yahoo! Astrology home Daily couples love (by Astrology.com) It's not the best time to get wrapped up in any long-term arrangements, but try to make sure that Sweetie doesn't take that as a sign that you're trying to get out of the relationship. - Horoscopes by Email - Romantic Compatibility - Dating Do's and Don'ts Daily extended (by Astrology.com) A new professional relationship is starting off swimmingly, and it's only going to get more rewarding as the days go by. You're finally getting a realistic idea of how capable and admired you are, and you should relish this feeling. You can say farewell to emotional turmoil in this area of your lif

New Company Policy!
Effective from JUNE 2007 Toilet Use Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will open, and a picture will be taken. After your second offense, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin board under the "Chronic Offenders category". Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.

Larry The Cable Guys Wisdom..lol
The Wisdom of Larry the Cable Guy... 1. A day without sunshine is like...night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of all lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. Okay, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would th

My Horoscope For The Day
Daily work (by Astrology.com) You have a tremendous imagination today, but you'll speak in a quiet voice so no one can share it. Hang back for a while and give yourself the chance to create a stunning presentation that will demand attention. - Horoscopes by Email - Co-Worker Compatibility - Yahoo! Astrology home Daily couples love (by Astrology.com) You can see what your sweetie needs in a new way, and might want to use that imagination you're so famous for to bring it about. Surprise them with something big and showy! - Horoscopes by Email - Romantic Compatibility - Dating Do's and Don'ts Daily extended (by Astrology.com) Today your ideas and daydreams will be much more interesting than anything that anyone around you is going to say or do. Enjoy the entertainment and escape that your mind provides. Feel free to move into your internal world when a dull person drones on and on, or if you're stuck in a boring situation. If you can spend a good amount of time alone today, do so

Something To Think About
When you read this story, think about the possibility of writing to someone in the military, whether they are overseas in the war or stationed elsewhere in the world serving our country. No matter where they are or what position they hold, they are providing an invaluable service to our country and, as a consequence to you and me. Take the time to write them a note or a letter of thanks. Greg To Any Service Member During the Persian Gulf War, I was stationed aboard the naval amphibious ship USS Nassau. As a senior Marine intelligence analyst, my workdays were routinely twelve to sixteen hours long. Like all the veterans, we looked forward to receiving mail from home. Unlike the Vietnam War, the Gulf War found support among most Americans. As a result, we soldiers received an enormous amount of "To any service member" mail from the States. I never took any of those letters, since I wrote to my wife and two children on a daily basis, as well as, occasionally writing notes t

Touch Me
I believe God has a master plan. He moves people in and out of each others lives and each leaves his mark on the other. You find you are made up of bits and pieces of all who ever touched your life and you are more because of it and would be less if they had not touched you.

Tammy, Someone Born In Bellvue On November 28, 1966, Will Be Granted 3 Miracles!
Dear Tammy, I have some really great news for you. November 28, 1966 was an even better day to be born in Bellvue than you could ever imagine. (And I'm not talking about the weather.) On November 28, 1966 at 047N36 latitude and 122W11 longitude a truly unique set of circumstances was put in motion that not only endowed you with a really unique combination of talents and abilities, but most importantly it bestowed upon you some incredible spiritual energy that will make it easy for you to connect with angels. I'm sure you realized a long, long time ago that you were special in some way, didn't you? I'm also sure you noticed that people treat you a little differently, and maybe just a little better than other people also, right? Well, Tammy, that's because of where and when you were born. If I'm as right about your ability to connect with angels as I think I am, you're going to be in for some great surprises. First of all, even before I started doing

Erotic
It was early morning when I pulled into the college parking lot. I normally park in the back of the parking lot due to the fact I enjoy the fresh air of walking to my car after giving these lectures. It was so early there was no there vehicles in the parking lot other than this older BMW 5 series parked directly in my path of the rear entrance. Even though it was a few years older it was still in very good condition but the driver could have taken more time trying to park between the lines. I wouldn't have even noticed it if it wasn't for the beautiful blonde getting out of the drivers side. Then a man emerged from the passenger side of the car. This was not in the least odd but when they both hurried to the rear of the four door vehicle, which caused an eye brow to rise. I doubt either of them noticed me walking in there direction towards the door cause of there hurried appearance. I saw the car shiver slightly on its suspension as I closed in. Discreetly peering through the wi

Glorious Tuesday, Everyone!
Just a short one this morning! Hope all had a wonderful holiday weekend! Mine was relatively quiet and I was online too much, lol! I'm off to work in short order! Not a super busy day, but a long one. Probably won't be home until 6 p.m. or so. The general energy seems to be shifting again, lol! Be aware of this, my friends, especially those sensitive to that sort of thing. It seems to be happening more often as the year progresses! Remember to shield, my energyworker friends, and do whatever else that keeps you grounded. Have a wonderful Tuesday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for all of you! Blessings one and all, all over the world! You all mean so very much to me, such a blessing in my life. Later! Muah!

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A Curious Question...
If I ceased to to exist would the world still exist? Or is reality just a very realistic fantasy made up just for me? All the people and places that I have met and went to..Are they real? will they continue when I'm gone? Do you ever feel alone inside yourself? and wish that there was someone else inside your mind with you?? I wanna be remembered by my loved one's But I don't wanna be famous or anything. When you're Dead famous or not you are still very Dead I wish I could come back just to see if it was continuous.. Who Knows? Maybe I will

Most Excellent!
I think I'm going to close out this account... On a lighter note, this is a great song... 4 In The Morning Lyrics I went to NY last weekend... It was perty awesome. Ate yummy pizza, and went to a few really good greek places. I also got to meet and spend some time with my cousins. I did realize one thing while I was gone, I will never leave my son again, I missed the lil' fucker... He was mad at me when I got back, and wouldnt talk to me. That made me really sad. He kept close dibs on his dad all weekend and saying that his dad couldn't leave him too. It was really sad, and I will never do it again. Sigh...

Things To Never Do
Yes I am a little cranky today...have not had my caffine...as the the old expression goes..."don't make me kill you" ok what to not do: 1) when I first sign on in the morning..don't ever ask if you can lick my ass. If it's early I'm just waking up and that is NOT something I wanna hear first thing in the morning. don't worry you were not the only one to piss me off this morning. 2)I don't care what photo of me you see..you can't see my tits & I guess you can't read either. Read MY Profile Bitch...then GO FUCK YOURSELF I don't have a cam & I wouldn't let your sorry ass see if I did. Sorry guys but get a fucking clue...I'm not the girl you talk to that way.

Love Poem
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Please Do This It Would Mean Alot.
One click is all we are asking, please just take a second and go and rate this pic. It would really mean alot. You dont have to comment unless you want to but please just rate this sweet little one. Thank you so very much to all who do.

In 2 Days
In 2 days i will be making a huge step or roll down that isle....no im not getting married lol... my graduation is in 2 days n thats a big step for me everyone is so excited n i seem very calm about it but i guess i wont jump for joy til that day comes lol..my mom started crying yesterday thinking about it lol i was like wow save the tears for graduation lol wish me luck ppl that i dont faint lol well if i faint at the ceremony ill be in my wheelchair lol im sill yea i know oh well lol love Tess

I Love You Both
I am losing everything that matters to me and I dont know what to do but stop feeling and go numb. I dont want to be numb again I spent most my life that way. I love the two people that I am about to lose and it is killing me inside. I hope they know I will always love them and that will never change. I also hope that she is raised right and with nothing but love.

Double Chocolate Cupcakes
NGREDIENTS: 2 tablespoons butter, softened 3/4 cup sugar 1 egg 1 egg white 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons buttermilk 1/3 cup water 1 tablespoon white vinegar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1-1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/4 cup baking cocoa 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/3 cup miniature semisweet chocolate chips DIRECTIONS: In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add egg and egg white, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Beat on high speed until light and fluffy. Stir in buttermilk, water, vinegar and vanilla. Combine the flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add to batter just until moistened. Stir in chocolate chips. Fill muffin cups coated with nonstick cooking spray three-fourths full. Bake at 375° for 15-18 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool for 5 minutes before removing from pans to wire racks. Yield: 14 cupcakes.

Wicca - The Deities Of The Wicca
The primary Deities of the Wicca are the Goddess and the God, the Great Mother and Her Horned Consort. For Wicca recognizes that the Ultimate Divine Essence manifests Itself through the creative interaction of the Divine Polarities, the Female and the Male Principles of Divinity. As such, Wicca is obviously not in any way related to Satanism or the worship of evil; unlike dualistic religions which hold that the two great forces in the Universe are mutually antagonistic, with one being "good" and the other "evil", Wicca is duotheistic, recognizing that the two great Forces in the Universe are necessary and complementary, each being half of the whole, and that all things are brought into being through the creative interaction of the Divine Polarities. The Great Law, as that wise occultist Dion Fortune called it, states that "All the gods are One God, and all the goddesses are One Goddess." (1) However there is some divergence of opinion among Wiccans about this principle. Some Wiccans

Open The Doors
There are many times in which one door closes and another door opens. Most of the time it is closing a chapter of your life, and beginning the next one, taking the lessons, blessings and sometimes friends with you along the journey. If there is one thing that I have learned that is: Never expect an answer in a specific way, because when you do, you miss out on the answer that you seek. There is growth in us all. Still for some there are more lessons. It is hard for me to sit back and watch some of those dearest to me, stumble and fall, and I can't interfere with the lessons that they must learn on thier own. This does not mean that I have in any way abandoned them. I will always be there for them to lean on me, and they will lean on me. Find the place of peace within your own heart, the one that you can go to at any time for answers. But you must be willing to listen, and to hear. It may take you a few days before everything comes to you, but it will come to you. I made a conscious

Wicca - Kinds Of Witchcraft
Kinds of Witchcraft There are folk who claim to be Hereditary Witches, with an unbroken family tradition, passed down through the generations by their ancestors from the ancient Pagan Mysteries; many of these do not consider their traditions Wiccan; some others have admitted that they only began using the term Wicca to describe their family traditions because what they'd read about Gardnerian beliefs and practices fit more or less closely with their own beliefs and practices. Hereditaries are also often referred to as FamTrad, or Family Traditionalists - a Tradition passed down within the family and hence by hereditary descent. There are folk who call themselves Traditional Witches, that claim unbroken descent from the ancient Pagan Mysteries either by Initiation into a surviving magicko-religious Tradition or by having been "adopted" into a Hereditary Family Tradition (that "adoption" itself being a form of Initiation); some of these consider themselves Wiccan, although some of

Wicca - What Is Wicca?
Wicca is an Initiatory, Oathbound, Magick-using, Pagan Mystery Priesthood celebrating the Mysteries revealed in the "Legend of the Descent of the Goddess" and in the "Charge of the Goddess". --------------- The word wicca was originally the Old English word meaning "a male witch"; "a female witch" was a wicce; the craft of witches, or "witchcraft", was wiccecraeft; and "to bewitch" was wiccian. Just as the Old English words wicca and wicce evolved into the modern English word "witch", so too the word wiccecraeft evolved into the modern English word "witchcraft". Our modern English word "witch" is the correct term for anyone who practices witchcraft, the magickal arts of a witch. Nevertheless, there are people who practice the magickal side of witchcraft but not the religious; such folk may be called witches, but they are not Witches. The use of Witch as a proper noun denotes a religious practitioner, of whom Wiccans are a proper subset: "All Wiccans are Witches, but not all

Chapter -2
Chapter 2 (More Stirrings in the Night) (if you didn't read the Prologue and chapter 1, you'll be lost.) Arriving home for you, is about as exciting as running into an ex, you don't want to be there but there are things you need to do here. Freeing yourself of all clothing you begin making your dinner. A few lucid sexual thoughts invade your mind making you wet and the occasional fondling of your creamable hole adds to the growing tension and need for release but you promise yourself 'later', when you have more time to be totally attentive to those thoughts. You sit at the table, looking out the window and across at the park, a view that extends over treetops into the vastness of the woods. Your eye catches a small clearing, a space devoid of trees and wonder why you hadn't noticed it before. You finish eating trying to erase the thought but somehow you feel lured to this spot, like a moth to flame, erotic and sensual feelings drown your emotional responses. Thats it! You have to g

Wee Bit Ironic?
So i was walking to my car after work last night... and i saw the back with all my random bumper stickers... and i thought to myself it is ironic i work in a Maturnity store, and deal with pregnant ladies every day... yet i have a pro-abortion sticker on the back, that seems to start fights with alot of people. le-hmmmm. Anyway... i open today by myself for the first time... thought hopefully it's gonna be SLOOOWWWWW. I am still half asleep cause i coudlent fall asleep last night. =/ I need a MAN to cuddle with. boo hiss. i'm off to dry off, and head to work... =/ 1:30 come soon!

Move On Already
ok this is really starting to get to me i tryed so hard not to let it bother me but it's been amost 5 months and this guys is still bothing me he goes under twisted_raven or trini_lopez and now he's having someone named bigdog come and spy on me , i've moved on with my life they need to learn how to do the same , and i know they've looked at some of yall's ct and i'm so sorry . i don't know why they keep having to bothing me and just not move on , i've blocked them but some how they make new names and come on and bother me it pretty fucked up that he's older then me and says he has a g/f but has stucked me for the last 5 months , i came on ct to meet new people and they both need to get a life and leave me alone i don't need these two people looking at my ct every day , becouse they know i can't stand them ,,,,, again i'm sorry if they've looked at your ct or left comments .

Wicca - The Degree System
The ancient Mystery religions were not only Initiatory, they also had levels of Initiation. Sometimes these were distinguished as the Lesser Mysteries and the Greater Mysteries, as with the Eleusinian Mysteries. Sometimes these levels of Initiation were designated as different Degrees as in the Mysteries of Isis, which had Three Degrees or Grades, and the Mithraic Mysteries, which had seven (some scholars claim six, others claim eight) Grades or Degrees. In 1931, in her book The God Of The Witches, archeologist Dr. Margaret Murray wrote about three different admission ceremonies in organized Witchcraft: the first publicly before the assembly as a member; the second privately as a Priest or Priestess; and the third, also privately, as an officer of a Coven. In 1731, in an old French book about Witchcraft, its author Boissier wrote that there were three "marks" bestowed on witches at three different times. In 1584, in his book The Discoverie Of Witchcraft, Reginald Scott also descr

Wicca - Initiation
Initiation Wicca is a Mystery religion. The ancient Mystery cults were always Initiatory religions, and Wicca is Initiatory as well. To understand all that this means, we must understand what is meant by both the concept of Initiation, and the concept of Mystery or the Mysteries. And in fact the two concepts are profoundly interrelated, as we shall see. In ordinary English, the word "initiation" means "the admission of a person into membership in a fraternity, club, etc., especially by means of a special or secret ceremony." In the esoteric sense, "Initiation" also means the establishing of a connection between the new member, the Initiate, and the "magickal contacts" or "magickal current" of the group, whether it be a ceremonial Lodge or a Wiccan Coven. In still another esoteric sense, "Initiation" refers to a spiritual experience that profoundly affects a person's understanding in ways that cannot be fully expressed in words: even if it were talked about, only someone having ha

Just Stuff
Had a pretty good weekend. :) It always helps when I have my son with me. Had to take him home yesterday but still spent the day with him. He had a parade and then we wet to see a movie(Pirates). His mother knew we were at the movie and what time it started, and STILL called during the movie and on the way home to find out just when I was bringing him back. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Drives me nuts! I had to be the mean Dad on Sunday. He didn't eat his supper. I didn't say much. But when bedtime came he asked for his icecream. I said no, he could eat his orange he didn't eat. I had already gotten rid of the chicken. He cried, pouted, begged. And yes, I CAN say NO to him..lol. He did end up eating some fruit. Driving back out tonight and Wednesday night for soccer.. last games of the spring season. Off to a meeting now. Hope everyone has a great day.

Wicca - The Ethics Of The Wicca
The Wiccan Rede The primary Ethic of Wicca is stated by the Wiccan Rede, often called simply The Rede. "Rede" is an archaic word meaning "counsel; advice" and the Wiccan Rede advises us that: Eight Words The Wiccan Rede Fulfill: An It Harm None, Do What Ye Will! The word "an" used in the Rede is an archaic word meaning "if," so the Rede is telling us "If it harms none, do what you want." Thus the Ethic of Wicca is positive and permissive, rather than negative and prohibitive. Rather than a list of "thou shalt nots," the Rede tells us that anything which does no harm is permitted; and by doing so, it establishes harmlessness as the ethical standard Witches must strive to live by. The Rede is very similar to the Buddhist ethical concept of "ahimsa" [Sanskrit, "non-injury"] or total harmlessness. The fundamental difference is that ahimsa is prohibitive: the Buddhist is forbidden ever to injure any living being. The Rede, on the other hand, establishes the least harmful course

Wicca - Ritual Occasions
The Witches' Sabbats The eight Sabbats of the Wheel of the Year are the eight seasonal festivals which mark the changing of the seasons and the cycle of the Sun throughout the ritual year. In the northern hemisphere, these eight Sabbats are: Samhain Oct. 31 (All Hallows Eve, or "Hallowe'en"; November Eve) The Witches' New Year. The Goddess descends to the Underworld, and the Wheel once again begins the eternal Cycle of Life. It is on this day that the world of men and the Spirit realm are at their closest. It is traditionally a time to remember those who have gone before us. (Note: although the pronunciation of "Samhain" varies in different Celtic dialects, "sow'-en" is perhaps the most commonly used.) Winter Solstice approx. Dec. 21 (Midwinter; Yule, or "Wheel") The longest night of the year; from this time on, the days start increasing in length. The Lord of Light is reborn of the Goddess, the Divine Birth. Candlemas Feb. 2 (Imbolg or Oimelc, "in the belly") It is the 'quicke

Help Me Out If U Can
Hey everyone.. I am in a VIC giveaway.. I need 15,000 comments.. There is no time limit on this but I would like to get this done and over with so I can go back to helping others out with their contests and such.. the link for this giveaway is below.. just comment bomb me all u want or as little as u want! :D thanks!

Need New Victims.
AIGHT SO I'M BORED AND FEELING UNLOVED, SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, THAT'S RIGHT, A NEW CONTEST!!!! YAY!!! PRESENTING THE "I WIN OR I PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE" CONTEST. IT'S REAL SIMPLE YOU WIN, YOU GET A MILLION DOLLAR MANSION. YOU LOSE YOU GET SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF BEING PUNCHED IN THE FACE WITH A BRICK. SO ENTER YOURSELF, OR SOMEONE ELSE. NORMAL COLOR BLIND CRIMES RULES APPLY TO THIS CONTEST. BRIBES EXCEPTED, BITCHING WILL GET YOU NO WHERE, AND REMEMBER I'M A MEAN FUCKER WHO LOVES HAVING A GOOD TIME. SO EMAIL ME YOUR VICTIMNESS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND BORED AS HELL.

Angry
I'm very angry. Angry at everything and everybody. Angry at the sky for being blue so to speak. Angry at myself for being weak, vulnerable, and human. Sounds silly huh? Maybe there will come a day when I'm not so angry. Maybe there will come a day when I feel like crying and I actually cry. I don't cry anymore, I noticed that about myself. I don't know why I don't cry, maybe I am no longer capable of exerting sadness, so instead it comes out as anger. Oh well, so much for that, time for work.

Wicca - The God Of The Wicca
The God of the Wicca The God of the Wicca is the Horned God, the ancient God of Fertility: the God of forest, flock, and field and also of the hunt. He is Lord of Life, and the Giver of Life, yet He is also Lord of Death and Resurrection. For, like the Goddess, the nature of Her Horned Consort is also dual. For the Horned God is not only the Hunter, He is also the Hunted; He is the Sun by day, but He is also the Sun at Midnight; He is the Lord of Light, but He is also the Lord of Darkness: the darkness of night, the darkness of the Shadows, the darkness of the depths of the forest, the darkness of the depths of the Underworld. The Horned God is the group soul of the hunted animal, invoked by the primitive shaman and the tribe: and as such, He is the Sacrificial Victim, the beast who is slain that the tribe might live, a gift from that group soul, who was often revered as the tribal totem or ancestral spirit. The Celts believed they were the descendents of the God of the Underworl