I was young but not to young that i couldn't understand what was happening to me i fell,
fell deep into depression.
i was scared i didn't no what was going to happen,
i didnt't no where i was going to end up,
i didn't no who i was anymore,
or even how to control myself,
i would always be so mad at myself,
it was to hard. i couldn't hold on no more,
all i wanted to do is die,
i felt like i didn't belong in this world anymore i wanted to leave everything,
i wanted to be alone,
all i ever wished for was to be dead,
i kept this in my head,
i wanted to do it to get rid of all my pain, there was nothing to live for anymore.
