639166's blog: "Its All The Same"

Just yesterday i was sitting on the wall of the old middle school in the town i live in, all was well and cool, next thing i know a group of people was walkin up the sidewalk and i had realized that all those people were the crew i used to hang out with so of course i said hi to them thinkin they would be happy to see me and wanna hang out well to my surprise and painful awareness they totally ignored me and the leader of that group was someone who i thought was my best friend, and all he did was look at me like he didnt even know me, now if thats not messed up then i dont know what is cus i used to hang with those ppl all the time it was my favorite part of the day, and now no one wants me around! Am i really that bad? What did i do so wrong?? When i become someone and they are still no one and livin in a shit town then maybe they'll wish that they had noticed me! I was so upset i walked off and didnt even care if someone were to see me alone! i didnt care! I just want my life back and thats all there is to it. Sorry i had to vent it was really gettin to me sorry if anyof this offends anyone but FRIENDS JUST LET U DOWN!