My heart is breaking from with in my soul.
Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie,
Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is
Pain and hurt all over again.
I cry for you to be my love long last the one I have
Looked for all my life.
You break my heart with words that make me cry inside
The laughter I feel now is only fake when outside it once
Was true .
My feelings are leaving my broken heart I feel the pain growing
Inside and yet I want to cover it up and never let it show.
Why do you make me smile the way that you can, is it my
Heart that urns for you deep within or is it just that I cant
Bare to be with out you in my life any more,
I’ve searched for you since my younger days and now that
I have found you I feel I should let you go ..
Maybe its that I have fallen in love with you that blurs my
Wanting to let go of you that makes me stop and think..
You say that you love me yet in my hear I feel the opposite
Of those feelings ..
You brought out feeling inside that I wanted to die but now I
Just want them deadened once again to feel no more pain..
To stop hurting , crying, wanting that love I though I found
In you my love..
Maybe I’m just feeling that anger that came back inside
Of me again that Is making me feel this way.
Why do you hurt me the way that you do is this some sort of
Mellow dramatic game that I am suppose to play along with.
Am I your pawn in your game of life that needs to feel
That fake feeling of love that you say you have for me inside
Your heart..
I want to believe that you love me but now I don’t think that you
Do its like some sort of lie that only gets bigger as the days go on..
Its like that song unconditional love but now to me its like I have
Conditions to my life with you ..
Win . Loose or draw. It seems that way to me now , I either win or I
Don’t , well maybe I just lost the game and I just don’t know it ..
Are you really what I think that you are my answer to my dreams
To my life and my ever lasting love or is it just my dreams that have gotten the better of
Me and I am just a pawn in this game of my own life …
Lovers come and go but for ever never stays for ever to me in my life called dreams
You came into my life and I into yours and all this time we never knew ourselves ..
What would we be together as one or living far away form each others heart’s , this
Is what my heart tells me inside ..
I never wanted to be left with out you for ever to become one , but as we go on into
This thing we call love thing have been changing and yet we still go on ..
Why do we do this to one another is this how love is suppose to be hurting each other and
Trying to prove who is stronger or who is the better one , well if that is what love is then
I don’t understand what love is ..
I know that you’re my forever and that is what I want it to be you and I for ever but if all we
Can do is bicker and fight with one another than what kind of love is that we have …?
