What suck more than any thing is when you see other couples and moves showing so much love and mush and you don't get it at home. You have a man that you love and care about have wonderful children and he does not give you the time of day. why is it that men think they are so above women that when they have one they treat them badly.
I know that my life with mine sucks when he tells you he buys you things to show you he loves you but can't even tell you in word. The man that you love and give your life to does not even want to touch you cause he thinks you are fat or ugly to him but wants his happyness by means of a BJ.
To me it is worng and I hate it. I have no were to go or any one who wants me. I have no life and no soul left me in so I am in darkness all the time. I hope that some of you will take my addvice and find a man who can show love and care to you, but no woman needs a man to talk care of them they are strong inside unlike me that has been drained down to nothing.
Live your life to the fullest and don't live in the dark it is a lonly place. I do have my magic to keep me happy and full so I hope that you all will find what you injoy to make you happy.
Blessed be to all and this is what I am filling at this time in my soul and heart. smouches
