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Just A Poem I Wrote
You are born so full of life Every day full of joy and hope Time passes and the dreams fade You look around at all that has gone Never realizing what you have missed Until it is too late to get back You harden your heart and temper your soul Never growing too close to anyone Feeling alone and confused Wondering if you are even alive Perhaps waiting to die You steel yourself for things to come When you used to live just for living Jaded and scarred you have become Is there ever any going back Or are you completely done

Just Thoughts
"... the chant unique and erect of the poet – as if the muse and him were learning, from each other, the shadowed lines of navigating lights, just for the pleasure of crossing the salt of duets not yet tasted..." "Reading is a need, like breathing, writing is a lust, like living. Both are a passion, always evolving, through both I perceive and learn, always growing. Then, each one of them becomes a part of me, like dreaming, and we all become segments in harmony of the fruit of creation, that tastes much better when it is shared. Like love." The gift is a dance ******************88 a subtle ballet of whispered dreams and winged desires, interlacing breaths and arabesques of luminescent revelations between the hushed essence of a kiss and the hues blending in the eyes. The gift is a scented score of petal-like echoes touching and composing a whole garland a duet of answers of blossoms in perfect harmony to play upon the

Just Some ?'s
1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes my daughter loves kisses 2. What song describes your relationship status? 3. How much does your dog weigh? 70 lbs 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee? both 5. Ever waxed your legs? hell no have waxed my eyebrows won't do that again 6. Earrings or necklaces? actually i like both don't have either that i wear right now. i like wearing something that has meaning or emotion behind it. 7. Who have you talked to most today? my psychologist i guess i pay him so i gotta talk or i lose $! 8. What is the oldest message in your inbox on your phone? probably a few months ago i like keepin messages that are nice to replay 9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you? I have a couple in the area 11. How many years have you taken a language? would like to learn spanish, and chinese 12. Who's on speed dial 5? I don't speed dial 13. What color is your background on your compute

Just Filling You All In
Hi all...I haven't been on here lately, My step dad died and I have a new job. I hope all my cherry buddies havent forgot about me. Does anyone know of a good poll or survey that I can post? I have a question for everyone....If you were a food what would you be and why? Here I will start with me.....I would be a cherry....because something that tiny has a punch...and although I am by no means tiny....I have a punch. SO there you go...let's see if any one every reads these things.....Im begining to wonder...anyway you all stop by, rate me, add me, or hell just check me out...Peace and High five

Just Not Right
Ok, I'm a single parent of a 10 year old daughter. I work FT and try very hard to provide food, clothing, and a decent home. I don't like to take hand outs, but sometimes you just need to put your pride aside. So I go to the county social services office to see about getting assistance for food stamps. I am, afterall, a tax paying citizen. Well, not onlky did I not qualify for that, 2 days later I get notice in the mail that they're going to discontinue my daughters health insurance. It would cost me $200.00 to get her covered through my employer. It's bad enough that I get no support from my ex whatsoever because he's in prison, but what's even worse is that the taxes I pay that should be there to help me are supporting him and all the other low lifes out there. So while my ex and all the others get rewarded with food, clothing and shelter, I have to struggle to make ends meet and my daughter has to do without, especially with no healthcare. So where does one go t

Just When I Thought I Knew
***************************************************************************** The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. *************************************************************************** No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait...~ **************************************************************************** Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. ************************************************************************ You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. ************************************************************************** Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. **************************************************************************** The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. *************************************************************

Just To Funny A Must Read
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the

Just Thinking......................
When he places his hand on the small of my back, something that simple. I think is the greatest act of love and caring. Even if it is just to guide you through a door, or when you are in a group of people, he does it just to let you know he is there. Of all the things that he used to do, open doors, the kiss before bed, the hand that helped me out of the car, pulling a chair out so I could sit. It's his hand on my back, just to let me know that he is there. That is what I miss the most.

Just Look Into My Eyes & What Do You See?????
LOL... These are default pictures on CT tonight that have a mere focus on the eyes. If you were the judge, who would you vote for as having the best eye default picture???? JustDerek@ CherryTAP BaSiCaLlY_iNsAnE_cAnAdIaN@ CherryTAP KelMel@ CherryTAP NSFW DONT LOOK HERE@ CherryTAP ღ Only for you ღ@ CherryTAP Evanestorm@ CherryTAP Big Adam@ CherryTAP Tim@ CherryTAP Tube Bar Red@ CherryTAP blueeyes@ CherryTAP seekin' somethin' fun@ CherryTAP JW

Just Stopping In
Just stoppin in to let ya all know that I haven't died or nothing, I have been really busy, we got all this damn snow and ice and it really sucks ass...anywhos, I am still here somewhere, so plz if ya visit my profile drop me a line...Take care all of you and be safe in all you do, I will be back at a later date to maybe update my profile and change it a bit, till then......Laterz

Just Pondering Life And Meaning I Suppose
As silently as the tears slide down ones cheek wondering what life has in store for us, it makes you sit back and breathe. Makes you ask yourself, do all the little things in this life matter, do they make you happy, or is it the actions behind those little things. I guess what one should ask themself is Love about giving someone the power to hurt you, yet trusting them not to?... I surmise only the individual behind those feelings can judge the depth of their love and decide if its right for them. I know for me, I would give my life in a heart beat for the man I love, I would walk to the ends of the world and build a bridge to climb to the highest cloud if it was possible. I love him more than he will ever be able to fully grasp. If you ask me what I have done in this life so far would I do it again, certainly without hesitation, why you ask, simple, one word can only describe it, LOVE. I have been told that no one is that special, well i disagree, I believe that one person is that s

Just My Life
Hey people I am getting married in July 19, 2008 to a very wonderful soldier of mine he has been there for me through thick and thin and will always be. I can't stress this enough when you find true love you will know because you won't stop thinking about the person even when you break up and then go back out and then break up and go back out. I didn't think that there was a person that would be my Mr. Right. But I found him and he found me and now we are just right. Happiness comes in all shapes and sizes. It doesn't matter who or what it is. He/she will be there even though you dont' want them too. It is time that people start to love people for who they are and not what they aren't or how you think you can change someone. But the only thing that can't be done. Love them for who they are and how they respect you. I couldn't be happier then what I am now. thanks to him I am writting my vows. I can't understand how people use others. What if the hand was turned and it happe

Just For You
You have awoken the fire, You have brought it to flames. You reminded me of life, And set my soul aflame. Don't let this scare you, Please don't let it go. Let's revel in the heartbeat And enjoy it so! If going too far is what you fear, Take my hand and lead me there. Let me feel your passion, Let me join with you and share. Respect ourselves let's enjoy together, The pleasures the raptures of sensual beings. Take me, caress me, and fill me with desire Let me in return fill you with mine. Take you, caress you, and fill you with desire I will in return let you fill me with... yours.

Just A Random Blog
WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I FEEL YOU AND STRIKE WALK NOT QUICKLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I HUNT YOU AND DEVOUR I FEED OFF OF THE FEAR AS YOU GRAB YOUR COAT AND PULL IT TIGHTER I SHADOW MYSELF BEHIND YOU AND EMBRACE THEN AS YOU WHISPER HELP I CLOSE THE EMBRACE AND FEED SWEET DARK ANGEL DO NOT FEAR FOR I WILL LEAVE YOUR BODY WHOLE IT IS FOR YOUR SOUL I HUNGER YOUR INNOCENCE IS MINE AND AS YOU START TO RUN I LAUGH CONTENTLY IN THE DARK SO WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT

Just Asking....if Should We?
Should we stay home tonight, Enjoy each others euphony, talk the night into early dawn, say so much; without saying a thing. Snuggle up by the fireside, and embrace in each others arms, wrapped in fleecy comfort, loosely 'round our naked forms. Feel the warmth and revell in our amatory company. As the warmth of fire envelops us, gently desires begin to flow; soon our bodies feel the passion. from depths of nowhere fashioned, silently fire begins to feed, tingling in our hearts, our minds, touches our every need, We resist temptation to rush, control the desperate want. We trace our forms, and every inch, the fury we disperse 'til electric urges through us pulse our bodies, resist no more.

Just A Wonderful Day Not!!
Well typicall day, why is it Guys can't have friends of the oppsite sex with out getting drilled about them. I mean come on I have a few female friends not like I'm having an affir or something, geesh, all I want to do is be myself. And to top that off then the friends have a hissy because your chatting with others at the same time as them. Talk about really making me upset. Why do the good people always have such a hard time? Seems like family members really like to take advantage of what ever they can get. Crap we buy a house with the intent of everyone living on the land. One person is so damn selfish they just want to sell their part of the land to the other family that is just about ready to move into the addition. Funny thing is the other person does not own a darn thing yet, WE DO. How the heck you figure sell what you legally can't in the first place just because things are not going how you want them to. GET A LIFE!!!! Nothing goes the way you want or expect, ex

Just A Reminder, Site Maintenance Is Tonight!
here's the original maintenance post, but i just wanted to give another reminder-- the site will be down for awhile tonight (early friday morning technically) between 12:30AM PST and 4AM PST. however, have no fear... the world will continue to spin and we'll be back as soon as possible! :-) ps: some of the CT crew and I will be at Trials Pub in downtown san jose preparing for the maintenance from around 11pm until midnight. if anyones in the area, feel free to swing by and say hello! -mike

Just Thinking 3
So I was just thinking... as I drive the same route almost every day, and every day I pass this restaraunt. It never seems to do very well, as a matter of fact it's changed names 3 times is the past 2 years. It doesn't matter what the name is, people are never gonna frequent there. I wonder what each owner is thinking when they decide to buy the place. I mean, who wants to eat in a building that's conjoined with a crematorium? Anyways, I was just thinking...

Just Some Fun
to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days >>> than not. >>> >>> Here is your dose of humor... >>> >>> A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. >>> >>> B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it >>> >>> to friends and family and co-workers. >>> >>> Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so >>> they know you participated. >>> >>> And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as >>> Dorky Gizzardsniffer! >>> >>> The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants >>> And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the >>> evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names... So:- >>> >>> 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first >>> name: >>> >>> a = snickle >>> b = doombah >>> c = goober >>> d = cheesey >>> e = crusty >>> f = greasy >>> g = dumbo >>> h = farc

Just End Of Week Stuff
So,to all those mystery people who read this It's another weekend. I'm not sure what all i'll do with it. Probably best just to do a bunch of reading and homework and stuff. I have 3 tests next week. I also have drill in slc on the 3rd. It will be nice because I won't have to be around everyone else in my company. They will be in ogden. It sux to have to go all the way out to saltlake, but it may be worth it to not have to deal with so many people. It's been another busy week filled with appointments, and throwing up, and being hostile and all that fun stuff. No school today, so it's filled with appointments instead. I do have lots of Jack Daniels though, since it was my birthday last week, and I have been too sick to drink much of it. Feel free to bring bye some coke or something if you want some. ( LOL, not like anyone ever stops by when invited to in my blogs anyway. But hey, maybe one day I'll be surprised. ) I can't find my favorite game. It's kinda driving

Just When You Think Its Curtains
For a while I have been looking for someone to help me with the site, who i could chat to as we go and do a few minor changes and a couple of days ago I had given up on the idea of finding anyone. Anyway a few days ago I decided to do a blast just for fun anyway it seems to have done me a lot more good than I thought. Dave sent me a shout and we began chatting and since we met he has helped change the look and feel of the site and other stuff as well, all I can say is thank fuck for him, as I am not normally one for gushing but I cannot gush enough how great Dave is, yes it's official, the sun shines out of his arse, he can walk on water and is such a nice dude. I give you Dave, he who can do no wrong. Atypical Geek@ CherryTAP

Just Venting
after over a month of silence he finnaly speacks a whole month to heal to not miss him as much to finnaly stop feeling that i need him. then out of the blue he sends me a message. of all things hes imed me to yell at me over my new user pic. Once again what i look like is a problem for him. there doesnt seem to be anything about me thats good enough for him. im to stupid im to honest im to nice im to bitchy when im not nice im to trusting the list seems to go on forever. so i tell him if youve just imed to pick a fight pls go bother whatever girl your working on now. he claims there is noone ....i know better hes been smoozing natalie she let slip he may be moveing in with her soon. i hope for her sake hes grown up a bit or shell go thru the same garbage he put her thu before. the month of silence seems to have made it easyer to see him for who he realy is i know now hesa jerk and hes toxic for me....so why do i still yearn for him why do i still wish to close my eyes and belive the li

Just Wanted To Say
Just Wanted To Say A phone rings in a Motel room as two people try to sleep. A little voice says Daddy when our you and Mommy coming home to me;because I miss you both and I love you both with all my heart, the father with tears in his eyes turns to his wife and says back into the phonne we love you to baby. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Just Some Of My Thoughts
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doens't mean security. And you begin to accept your defeats With you head and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman or man Not with the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. And after awhile you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn That you really can endure That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn And learn, and learn With every failure You learn With every goodbye you learn.

Just A Poem
I wrote this in new orleans as a body was recovered ... I guess I think of things different from most A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s take a fall Six months later who will recall a name The world goes on always the same No time to waste on ones who won’t see No time to cry over things never to be To leave a mark on this world in pain Keeping myself and coming out sane Black leather clad demon or angel of light It will matter not if we were wrong or right Just that we lived and gave it our best Peace and content of a life’s well earned rest By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just Imagine
Imagine me in feathers, mia bella, and I will do the same for you. We'll be two birds, like Papageno and his wife, stumbling 'round, and singing of our joy. Then I will play for you my magic bells– I'll fill the day with music, then dark chocolate, then a dozen roses, and a kiss. But that is only afternoon, mein Mädchen . Daylight will leave us (but you'll hardly notice,) and when it does I'll lead you to our nest– I'll kiss you on your neck, and in your ear, I'll venture on your breast, and on your thighs, and then I'll feel your tension's low release. And in the morning, when you rise from bed, I'll watch you silently get dressed again. I'll bask in you, remembering our night spent in the cavern of undying fire. I'll smile, knowing that I've loved a bird.

Just Writing
I sat at my table and started to cry as I thought of you with tears in my eye I wonder what is wrong I wonder where I stand when I should be beside you holding hand to hand So tell me how to feel tell me what to do at times I am so confused I wonder are you to? At times you hurt me really really bad at times you make me feel super sad but all in all my love for you is not only special but sincere and true By:Tracy Campbell

Just When You Think........................
You know it just never stops!!!!!! Last night my 17 daughter was physicslly attacked! The person in question got away. He grabbed her and put his hands around her neck and choked her, my daughter is only 5'3 and very tiny. He wore gloves so, the police couldnt get any type of DNA from her body. He didnt even speak a word to her, she kicked and screamed and tryed to pull his hands from around her neck. I am thankful that he didnt have the chance to sexually assult her or worse. You see someone came out out of their apt and scared him off. I am very lucky that GOD was watching over her. She is doing fine, but note to all the ladies....anytime after dark PLEASE walk with someone you know.

Just Me ....
i can remember how i was in high school very.....quiet.... very emoish....kept to myself...and only chose who was to befriend and who was to forgot..... i never like anyone in high school....not even myself......i am very weird in a way but i had friends....and no i didn't hurt little animals for fun.....i befriended nature as well.....i treated nature as if it were a human being.....i was never cruel....but i hated everyone else that couldn't understand me......i have befriend the weird people but later found out that they were the key to whole alot of other things i thoughtthat was very cool.....they help me on alot of things and supported me with a whole lot of things in return i just befriended them......they were the ones that understood me when noone else did.......... my grandmother understood me and very much taught me alot....she knew that i had a gift, a gift so great that i was the only one in my family that was treated like a freak.....and i still am treated like freak f

Just A Thought .....
"There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart!" - Melanie Griffith "Love is grand; divorce is a hundred grand." - Anonymous "I was nauseous and tingly all over. I was either in love or I had smallpox!" - Woody Allen The great question, which I have not been able to answer is, "What does a woman want?" - Sigmund Freud "Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. Second marriage is the triumph of hope over experience." - Samuel Johnson "An archeologist is the best husband any woman can have; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her." - Agatha Christie "What do you get when you cross Odie with the God of love? A stupid cupid!"

Just A Freestyled Poem
Death has sought me since the first day of birth. Still trying to figure what I am worth. Life has seemed to be my curse. Played and frayed, which one is worse? My life is fucked and some may know that life to me is getting slow. Im here and so bad want to go back to the place that I call home. A diseased mind that cannot find a reason to be so defined. Why do I hear Im one of a kind? Im a shattered soul with a shattered mind. My heart is tired as are my eyes. My hands stretched out torward the skies. My screams are yelled at silent whys. My heart is close to all goodbyes.

Just One Of Those Days
Its just one of those days today, I feel like I'm not doing a thing right. I donno S*** just gets old real quick, and like I said before I know when something bad is gonna happen cause I'm happy the day before. I'm just so sick of getting happy then feeling horrible soon after. I just don't know what to do anymore... writing helps me blow off steam though *SIGH* I just keep hoping it all get better...

Just Cant Wait
Can't wait to feel your flesh Pressing onto mine. Can't wait to dive into your being Releasing lust divine. Can't wait till I hold your ecstasy A tip my hungry tongue Can't wait till your curving breasts My kisses are among.

Just A Common Soldier
This was written for me by a friend. Different country same job. PLEASE do not copy without permission. ~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies,they were heroes, every one. And tho'sometimes to his neighbours,his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened,for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer,for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer,for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many,just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary,quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family,quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing,tho'a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth,their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that they

Just A Theory
Just a Theory The question is who, what, and why we are here A question that will linger after a full case of beer Are we children of God that inhabit this earth Or the product of monkies who kept giving birth Now rarely do people bring aliens into the picture Our only two choices are evolution and scripture Now scientists want DNA, facts, and samples All I have is a false theory with an accurate example Let's just say two aliens got drunk one night Were looking for action so their spaceship took flight Crash landed here first thing they saw was a monkey Who's friends looked good to, so the spacemen got funky They sobered up, realizing what they did And beat up the monkies who had us as a kid They left their children to be a hybrid gimp With extraterrestrial intelligence, yet dumb as a chimp Aliens skip through the universe like a sudden flash We can fly to Chicago and hope we don't crash They have enormous eyes and are hairless beings We have ha

Just Some Of My Thoughts
The word of contemplation this week is Vanity. Vanity is a common trait of human nature. I believe we all have this from one degree to another. I think that vanity distorts perception. Perception depicts individual reality. Individual reality is the focused center from which our vision pears out at the world and from which we judge ourselves and ultimately from this our actions are born. But do we receive back an accurate reflection of our individual selves, and as such can we really know how the world both sees and knows us from it’s own personal experience? And more importantly does that reality, being the only true reality match our own experience of who and what we think we are? I think that maybe the only way to truly know ourselves is to live detached, or removed from this part of human nature, or in a sense surgically remove our vanity by way of using the personal objectivity of those outside of our own circles as a tool in witch to sever that part of ourselves that will and do

Just A Few Lines
HI ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HOWDY TO MY DAUGHTERS MINDY SHEETS AN SHARE BEAR. HIS WILL PROBLY BE MY ONLY BLOG ON HERE CAUSE I DON'T BLOG MUCH AT ALL BUT FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT OR TWO. I'M URE I'LL COMMENT BACK ASAP. SO I'M GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY NOW SO CATCH YOU ALL ON THE FLIP SIDE.

Just Fyi
Just to let those on my list know there is something for future reference to clear up... I do not vote in any contest no matter who it is for. If that was the case I would spend my entire day voting and commenting in contests and not talking to the few people that can be bothered talking to others on their list. Not to mention I'd get nothing else done... The above fact does not make me fake.. nor does it make me a points ho.. IF the above offends you... I apologize, but ces't la vie! (thanks hammie for the correction) the above will also from now on be stated in my profile for those that read them..

Just A Prayer
I claim it for you - now claim it for me. God has more than a thousand ways to provide for us, that we know nothing about. Here is your financial blessing! It's a simple prayer, you got 30 seconds? Don't sleep on this....Someone recently read this for the first time and received exactly enough for a $0 balance on all credit cards. If you need a financial blessing, continue reading this email. Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to You that You abundantly bless my family and me. I know that You recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in You. GOD, I send up a prayer request for financial blessing for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded this message on to. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in You is more powerful than anything.! I thank You in advance for Your blessings. God, deliver the person read

Just Rambling Or Past Life ?
Being someone who is different than the ordianry girl . I was 5 laying under my bed , with my dollies. Mother would ask me about why I was under there playing , telling her I was playing house , she would leave my room. Laying under my bed in the dark , daydreaming of the man I was to be with. He was also different than the typical everday husband. He was dark and fearless , He would claim her , for her to be much more than a wife. He would train her to his needs , and she would happily oblige his wishes. Punishing her when she did anger him . For me it was Ken and Barbie , this was to always be. He would touch with his gentle hands and our souls one, and I would my passion to his, He would violate her mind , her body. He would have this greedy hunger to taste and feel her beuty. She kneeling before him , in the presence of others as well Her body aching , and with just a glance from him she allready knew what his thoughts contained , weather it was approval , disapproval , hunger

Just A Litte Poem
Deepest desires burn without end Caring not of who they may offend Desires to hold and taste your kiss Desires to feel you and the bliss Two sharing loves sweet dance divine Being one knowing your love is mine Giving myself without worry and care Vowing from the soul to always be there To share all life is and love through tears To grow old with you through passing years To never loose the passion in loves act To always feel it for your soul and mine attract And love like that is always to be When two are one for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just A Puddle
Lost in thought, wandering aimlessly with out a purpose. Quiet skies dawned a sound of silence. Over and over the 10 minute tune plays and reminds me that there is another way. What the options are and what step to take first has become difficult to decipher. I walked the perimeter of 10 acres at 4 oclock this morning. As a sleeping baby dreamed soundly in her bed. I held the key to our future in a furious rage. Dark and colder than glaciers of foreign expectancies. Reality hit hard as it always does and brought on the prospects of needs and wants. Left alone in the darkness to ponder the earnings I wish to collect. If I started to walk I would make it there in about 2 weeks. Thats haulin ass and not stopping to break. As my face froze in the minus below weather I could feel the pain and tingle of every thought touching my skin. Telling me to hang on and not let go. I am just a puddle.....a drained puddle that is a pile of mush in the middle of nowhere alone. Occupying the gr

Just Sex Babe
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you d on't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes dri

Just Another Dirty Joke .......lmao
This little boy goes up to his dad and he says "Dad?, What's the difference between Potentially and Realistically?" To which the father replies "Well son, go ask your mother if she would sleep with Robert Redford for a million dollars. Then you ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then you ask your brother if he would sleep with Tom Cruise for a million dollars." So the boy goes up to his mom and asks her if she would sleep with Robert Redford for a million dollars and the mother replies "Oh my god, of course I would, he is so good looking!" So the boy moves on and asks his sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and she replies "He is so fucking fine, of course I would!" Then last but no least he goes up to his brother and asks him if he would sleep with Tom Cruise for a million dollars, his brother says "Of course I would, who wouldn't for a million bucks?" So he goes up to his dad and says "I think I learned the difference

Just For Fun.
HELP US MEN LIVE LONGER! As I grow older I fight what most men do, the middle age spread. I too see the poles weekly with the USA being obsessed from fast food which gives convenience and fits the time for the USA working schedule. So this is what I propose! That the fast food places should have a healthy fat burning meal available at drive through. Label it as a value meal #69 so us males can remember it. Burning calories as we eat, and builds muscle as we drive! Just put pussy on a plate! Warning! This meal comes in many flavors and dressings. You only want the freshest. Make sure it does not look freshly used, have a side of tartar or cocktail sauce with it, no corn flakes, no cottage cheese. Smell it for freshness, and play with it. Yes, it’s a food you can play with at the table! This way you can see if you missed anything that you did not see before! If you have swelling of the tongue, itchy throat, go see your doctor ASAP! Use your abs and

Justice Lies And Desire
I was requested to go and serve for jury duty this week. Once again I was reminded why I came. I am here to watch. I sat and listened to the DA. I saw a man who did not struggle with the language as his parents once did. He was dressed well but there was a scent of arrogance that comes with a person who is committing a farce. With rough edges he asked questions so polished in order to craft a jury he wanted. He asked questions that I found biased and tainting. The defendant..s lawyer objected the judge sustained with out even blinking. The DA claimed to be there to make sure that the jury could perform unbiased but all the while seeding the jury with bias. At the end of the day I knew the defendant was going to be convicted. The DA did not want unbiased jurors he wanted people on the jury that agreed with him. I..m not sure when the requirement for being on a jury was to agree with the DA. I thought about the DA and what he was doing after we were dismissed. I noticed he wanted a cert

Just A Dried Up Puddle
Its amazing how in a turn of a few hours everything can change. I love this attribute of life..... I got a swift kick of inspiration. When u find that open door walk through it, cause the view on the other side is always worth the wait and the pain. In any case I am way too wired to handle writing a blog right now. I am sure I will come up with an interesting one here soon.

Just A Poem
Alone I am without you Whole we are together Apart we are not complete We are two sides of the same coin Totally in sync yet euqally odd How did it come to pass That what we had is gone Do you have the answer For I do not have a clue Hope to one day know the truth Of why we are no more But in the end the fact remains The our love will not die It will not fade with time Everlasting and true it is Just sitting and waiting for you.

Just Want To Type
How goes it everyone?? I don't do this often, but I am bored n just want to type. I'm enjoying being w/ my man, our children, and our animals, in our new place!! Life is good.. For now.. Hopefully it lasts a lot longer!

Just Want You All To Know
MySpace Comments Graphics I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ALOT....PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED IF I DO NOT RETURN COMMENTS....I HAVE ARTHRITIS AND SOMETIMES IT IS HARD FOR ME TO EVEN GET OUT OF MY BED....I AM NOT ASKING NOBODY TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME BUT PLEASE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND....I LOVE MY CHERRY TAP FAMILY AND APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU....SO REMEMBER THAT IF NO ONE TOLD YOU TODAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU.....I DO LOVE YOU.....Tammy

Just Thoughts
There's a decision to make. It is not mine, but I'm worried about it anyway. I'm more transparent than I once thought. My emotions are quite legible. Impending music excites me so. Relationships are scary. I am hard-to-please. So many people encourage me, help me with the seemingly unimportant, and I'm afraid I don't show my thanks quite enough. I could eat chips and salsa for the rest of my life exclusively. I have low self-esteem, and I'm not sure why. Recently, I turned back to an old habit but barely so. -bites tongue- It does not overwhelm me. It pacified, I fear. It was once only. Altogether too common. Sick. I am trying to be better, really. Weekends are too short. I regret being so trusting. It makes me feel naked and frightened. I know God will carry me, so why do I not place my entire trust in Him? The future scares me in so many aspects. "allegedly" so filled a word. Speaking of words, great sequences of words com

Just Some Thoughts
so im laying there trying to sleep, and all these thoughts are rolling through my head, like horror movie style right before someone snaps and goes on a murder spree, lol dont worry behie wont be killing anyone just a few thing i really cant get off my mind like why is it though you hate everything bout someone hate what their about because your parents are somehow related you love them their saved by a title, and then there are some friends that mean so much more and why is it that a person makes one mistake their punished the rest of their life unless of course they have the money to buy the states attorney why is it that drug dealers get more time in prison then murderers or rapists (dont ask why i thought about this) why are people so afraid of who they are, and where they came from all that matters is where your going and theres more ill save it for another time

Just Some Stuff I Wrote
What Love Is Love is cuddling even when you are angry at each other. It's calling just to say hi at random times of the day. Love is telling your lover your panty size. And, It is aslo knowing her size fellas, keep up! What is Love? Love is knowing that you are with the right person. It's more than just knowing But feeling it, too. Love is always telling the truth even when it hurts. And, knowing what to say to ease the pain. What is Love? To be honest I just do not know what Love is. All I know is that I feel it when I am with you. No matter if by computer, phone or in person. I feel what love is and I feel like it is ME and YOU. Thats what love is to me, so what is it to you? Joe Bellmore Copyright ©2007 Joe Bellmore __________________________________________________ Long Distance Love It starts with a meeting in a far away place. Two people meet and both think its fate. Then comes a day when they must separate. The smiles leave and

Just Me Ranting.
Well I am bored right now so I figured I would types some random ranting for something to do. Have you heard that song by Fergie "London Bridge"? I have heard that song on the radio many, many, times but I never really listened to the words. I listened to every word of that song today and you know what? I still don't know what the hell it means when her London Bridge comes down. Does it mean her panties come off, her blood sugar drops, I have no fucking clue. If anyone knows I would love to be enlightened. I stay pretty much up with the times, I am a hip cat, I know what's going down, but I still don't know what the hell she is talking about. Chain emails, JUST STOP DOING THEM PEOPLE, or at least stop sending them to me. No magic leprechauns will dance on my screen. I won't have good luck if I forward it to 10 friends. I won't get lucky and come up on some money, and because I don't forward your email it does not mean that I am denying Jesus. It is that I just do not

Just So You All Know
hostage: hey baby do you like watchin hot xxx webcam shows?... im good to go! :P Not no but HELL NO...Quit messaging me this crap. I have no desire to see anyones dick! Or watch u wank off on cam FFS.

Just To Let You Know
Just to let you that.... You are the first thing I think about when I wake You are the last thing I think about before I fall to sleep. I find my self looking up to the stars and wondering if you are looking at them also. I dream of waking next to you I dream of going to sleep next to you I find myself wanting to be near you, to touch, to see your smile, to hear your laugh. I miss you when we don't talk. It is like something is missing. You can say the simplest of things to make me smile and make me think. So I just wanted you to know that you are very special to me and even though we might not talk every day I'm still here thinking and dreaming of you.

Just Sick And Tired
yeah im fuckin sick and tired of this shit happening to me you know im a real nice guy i can be an ass but only when it needs to be why does all this shit gotta happen to me all at once. Seems to me that the year has started off real shitty and i dont see it getting any better, first the resturant that i worked at for the last six fucking years that i put so much blood sweat and yes tears in burned to the ground now for the first time in 10 years im outta job and didnt think it would be this hard to find one with my tallent, then the worst of all happened my Grandmother died hit me preaty hard im copeing as well as i can as i am a man i try to hide it but it stil hurts and i know it will for a while, and then there is Kimmy why can this girl not make up here mind i just sick and tired of her fuckin with my head and i got way two much going on just to bend over and deal with it man im stressed the fuck out can things posibilly get any worse i sure they will. well if you read this i

Just In Case You Missed It.....
VICTORY IS MINE!!! GOT MY MUMMS BACK!!! GO ME!!!! FOR FUTURE THOUGH, I'M NEVER SHARING MY CLASSICAL MUSIC WITH ANYONE!!! TO MANY UPTIGHT PHUCKS ON HERE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND DANCING IN SWEET SWEET VICTORY!!! AND NOW, A VICTORY DANCE!!!

Just A Quick Observation...
none of my bulletins or blogs ever get read by people.. why is this? Do I have to have naked NSFW pics posted to get your attention? I just want to have some fun and get people's attention once in awhile,just like you do. I pass along jokes, they never get read.. someone else posts the same thing, and it gets read at least ten times.. I posted a bulletin that I am starting a contest. Only one fricking response. The Top three with the most comments win a VIC gift... let me know if you are interested in a private message... Someone else posts contest things and they get a high volume of responses.. I repost everything that I see from others, why isn't the favor being returned??? Am I just on your list for points?

Just A Poem
It's real late 'bout a quarter to 1, and I keep thinking 'bout everything we've become. And I hate it, I thought together, we could make it. I just can't take this, but I don't think I could forget 'bout it. I see your pictures, and read all the letters I've sent. You have me thinking, maybe we're more than just friends. Am I foolish? Am I just being stupid? For thinking there could ever be just you and I. This is how I think, after all the time that we've spent, And I see it in my mind, playing over and over again. And I know it's sad but for now, It's got me breaking down, and I just can't figure out why. I have visions in my mind, of the day we first met. You helped me through things, and I'll never forget. How you could take me to a place, where I knew I felt safe. You had my head up in the clouds, made me feel like I was floating. Some days you act like you think I'm playing, when you now its the truth. Like when I say no one else can do it, quite

Just Wondering...
Had this GF, lives near by...had....her life is 24/7 drama. Her life includes the following according to her. Attempted murder, rape, abuse, child custody, attempted breakin, hijacked computer, stalker from New Mexico, cyber stalker, cell phone stalker, suspended from work, continuous stalking from 'the guy' in New Mexico.....She changes her cell phone number one day, and the guy knows it the next day. She gets her son a cell phone for xmas, and within hours of activation, the stalker knows his number. She has told me an 'expert' has found hidden video bugs in her house, yet she seems very unconcerned. I have absolutely NO proof of all her reported incidences...although I have seen some court records to some of the above. Am I just lost, or does this seem like its so totally out of this world? Respond please...and repost for all opinions! Thanks girls! Boycott Wal-Mart

Just Talking
Well I thought I would try this blog thing out... and see where it takes me.. well i have been home for the past 3 days sick and i am so ready for that to be over... I have missed out on some great things... like getting to hang out with some friends and taking some pics that i wanted... but i have also been missing work.. which really does suck... but anyways i guess things will get better soon....

Just Some Thoughts...
In this the year of 2007 we all recieve a chance to not only grow and improve on who we are but prove what great people we have become. I think back to how much I despized people bothering me but lately my only thoughts are those reminiscent of all my "friends" When no one calls, comes to see you, or messages you only once a month you get to be a lonely person...Do I sound pathetic? *shrugs* Anyway most of ya'll either dont read these or realize its just my way of venting. So I guess that's about it.

Just For Today
Just for today I will admit I have a problem just for today I can admit the problem is me tomorrow is distant on the horizon so just for today I will try just to breathe yesterday was painful filled with sadness and hurt from years long ago no longer able to hold them close to guard myself Just for today i will tell you I am not in control just for today I will ask for some help just for now i feel i must go finding my breath shaky and shallow how sad it is to know i am not strong just for today i will just be alone

Just Fun!!!! Lol
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Pornstar Name is:Yyve Sage Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Like January , By Melissa O'neil
Put all the past in a box and seal it with shrink-wrap Send it away to a place you'll never go Smash all the glass that is keeping you trapped in a bottle Take your first cold breath of hope Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January Trash everything that has ever crashed your system Forget all the days that you've ever cried for help Shelf all the words that have ever been used against you Take the time to trust yourself Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January And I'm changing January And I don't know what's coming Or what lies ahead for me Just when I thought I faded You saved me

Just Another Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.sexual ACT that you enjoy the most?: 26.have you ever used BONDAGE?: 27.do whips and CHAINS excite you?: 28.does it turn you on when your partner DRESSES up

Just A Poem I Wrote
The Journey Sleeping underneath a stone cold sun Haunted by memeries of my past So hard to let go, so I try to run Run until my breath can no longer last Haunted by my pain, haunted by my sin How do you find the strength to let go? I try not to let my past win But it's determined to you know My past will not win, I won't let it end this way So I continue to run I try to hold the memories at bay Pausing only to sleep under the stone cold sun But the memories revive They won't let me go My heart is cold, but my soul is determined to survive Across this endless river I row I sleep underneath a stone cold sun But my past is calling I arise once again, continue to run But I lose hope, I'm falling Falling in a dark cold abiss When I am captured by strong arms The arms of the one who would help me, they promise bliss But I've learned well not to be captured by a mans charms He whispers forgivness, he whispers love Tells me my sin was forgiven long ago

Just Thinkin'
So there's this guy, and his smile makes me smile, and the way he talks causes me butterflies, and it's the way he just "gets it". He makes me laugh when I am mad, and cheers me up when I am sad. He's been there to keep me strong and has shown me there is no fear. He was there helping me get through and is there when I'm right or wrong, offering comfort or wise words or just a laugh. He makes me happy. Yeah he was a big jerk, nothing is going to change that, it's happened and things usually happen for a reason, the universe is turning exactly like it is supposed to, whether we like it or not...and yeah it hurt but caring about someone isn't finding a person perfect, it's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly. So for those that may be wondering, maybe I'm not over him and maybe I don't want to be, sometimes there is nothing to do but listen to ones heart. And yes I know to be careful, it could happen again. But what fun is life if we don't take chances. He's important to

Just A Word
www.faceparty.com/buckeyekitten you can find me there or at myspace http://www.myspace.com/buckeyekitten As you all can see i still can't post bulletins! SO I am here to rate and chat with my friends. If any of you have a page at either of these sites, please feel free to add me there as well! Much lvoe, Heather

Just Some Random Things From Me.....
When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person they can be. And when they take that away from you and won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow, sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out w/ tears I want to be remembered as the one who Always smiles even when her heart is broken, And the one who would always brighten up your day Even when she couldn’t brighten up her own There's a smile on my face but I don't know why its there I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care Have u ever wondered what is worse...? Saying something you wish you didn't or not saying something you wish you had? No smile is more beautiful than

Just A Lil Tease Story
your boat rubs on something, drags and scratches you sit up abruptly already scared, terrified of whats gonna happen next sunburnt chapped lips and pail, looking over the side only to see you've come across a deserted island. you struggle to get over the edge to touch land again, after several days of drifting you lay in the warm sand. Drained and exhausted head resting on the ground, eyes fluttering struggelling to stay opened. laying there you think to yourself, finally i have the strength eyes fluttering opened, looking around a bit dazed and to your surprise, you see a young beautiful long brown haired brown eyed woman. she's hovering over you, looking in to u'r eye's. you realize she is standing there with nothing on, nipples slighty exsposed through her long hair, and long enough it covers everything else. still exhausted u struggle to get up only to find your naked. this young woman leans to help you gently eases you to lay back down stroking the back of u'

Just Rambling.....
The last few days I think I have started to get some things straightened out in my head.. not feeling so lost and confused. Give me a couple days.. I'll be right back there though..lol. Seriously though, its nice to feel like I have a good grip on reality again. Pluto has been such a good dog since I got his antibark collar out again. :) David called already tonight.. actually called before I was able to stopworking for the ray. Wanted to play a computer game withme. He is such a good kid. I can't believe howmuch he has grown up... that he is 11 already. He will be taller than me I am sure. he is already about 5'3".. and I am 6'1". Sometimes I worry that I am not a good Dad because I am not there every day. But I try. I guess the reason he gets up so early when he is here is because we have such little time togethr. Sat he was up at 4:30 in the morning. I have a few friends on here that have cancer and that saddens me greatly. Both my parents have had cancer, with

Just A Feeling
with your street lamp for a soul i am just one of many insects in your light.i call on the dogs again, now nobody said you could go. and you wanted to watch me bend, well now im gonna put on a show.all things need an end, c'mon six feet below............ theres still six feet to go.

Just A Little Ladies Humor
WOMAN IS LIKE A TEA BAG... YOU DON'T KNOW HOW STRONG SHE IS UNTIL YOU PUT HER IN HOT WATER I HAVE YET TO HEAR A MAN ASK FOR ADVICE ON HOW TO COMBINE MARRIAGE AND A CAREER COFFEE, CHOCOLATE, MEN. SOME THINGS ARE JUST BETTER RICH I'M OUT OF ESTROGEN And I HAVE A GUN WARNING: I HAVE AN ATTITUDE AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT OF COURSE I DON'T LOOK BUSY... I DID IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME DO NOT START WITH ME. YOU WILL NOT WIN ALL STRESSED OUT AND NO ONE TO CHOKE And last but not least: IF YOU WANT BREAKFAST IN BED, SLEEP IN THE KITCHEN GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL LAUGHING AT YOURSELF IS THERAPEUTIC

Just Words I Wrote...
Fast in love, slow in life, from doer to done, lover to wife. At the end of the game and what have you won? Anothers dreams, anothers name. Ante up, feed the pot, play your hand, my advice; bluff, a lot! Stay true to your soul but play to win stand firm in your goal, don't give in! II A tapestry of branches woven in the sky. Like a sad song, when lovers kiss goodbye. Summer dusk falls in blues and grey, to sleep and dream at the end of the day. Hope fills the wells of swollen eyes looking, fast at my future, steady, I rise. You are my life ant the reason I wake, my children, my soul, my heart and my fate

Just Sum Simple Thoughts
I have lived 4 a long time dependent upon no 1, answering 2 no 1 & committed 2 no 1 except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the world mine 4 the taking & truly believed that I was living life 2 the fullest. Then, u came in2 the picture, & all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself. I am an incomplete woman in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found a special some1 & along with it the 1 person who can make my life truly different. I'll be 4ever greatful 2 u for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance 2 give it depth & purpose. Until I c u (Sat), I remain totally u'rs in thought . Darlene

Just When I Thought...
Just when I thought it couldn't get better, u prove me wrong! If I could b with u it would b like having every single 1 of my wishes come true. I dont know how a person who I barely even know could make me feel on top of the world but this 1 person does that 2 me....When u change the way u look at things, the things u look at change. I need 2 give this a chance and im worried that im being foolish 2 think that any thing will ever come of this... Should I just be happy with how it has been the past few days and accept it 4 what it is, or do I just sit back and see what happens, or do I run away and pretend it never even happened? I dont know...He just does something 2 me that no words could ever explain or describe...I am not PERFECT and this I don't claim 2 b, but I am as perfect 4 him as he is 4 me. That is 1 of the ways he makes me feel. Everything happens 4 a reason, whether its good or bad, it always turns out 2 be good 4 something.

Just A Tired Rant
ok its only a few til midnight and except for running out to get some smokes and something to eat for dinner i have not been out of my office building since 7:05 am. now i am not bitching about my job. I do actually enjoy it. this is more of a bitch about those that push some bs off on others. Not a co-worker more of clients is the issue here. And part of the reson i am here and will be here for atleast 3 more hours if i am counting the print jobs correctly is by my own device as i promised the client that i wouls resolve an issue by the morning. And as to my word i will do it no matter what thank god for coffee and smokes. and yet if it gets to be to late i will crash in my office and be ready to go at 7 am again. Now here is where it eats my ass. You have people that act like it kills them to stay 5 minutes over but expect you to work all the hours in the world. They dont care that you stayed up all night just because somewhere along the line back someone fucked up and it had the rip

Just Read It
the surgeon came out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might he

Just Need To Unload
OK this is one of those time that i just need to unload to the world. My best friend ( we have been friends since the 8th grade ) Dan called me back today after i left him a message. So i was updating him on all of the life events and everything that had happened since we had seen each other which was my last wedding he was my best man. Note to self dont let Dan be anyone best man again lol joking. We have been there for each other thru the thick and the thin. and not only my weight. But i spilled a good chuck of what had happened. And like any good friend he gave me shit over getting beat up by a girl. Which as Dan said i could toss like a rag doll if i wanted. But then he jumped my ass for not calling and asking for help if anything from him. And like i told him i had gotten me and Christopher into the mess that i was in and i was getting us out of it. So then we proceeded to discuss women in the usual manner men do. Or at least for ones ending a marriage as all good friends do :) I

Just Here
well, I'm here. I don't have a clue how to edit these things... or add stash or any of that, but I managed to upload pictures. Oh well, I suppose I will figure it out over time. Tonight is one of those nights when I feel like I'm just here... Not really existing, just kind of in limbo here.... Ready for tomorrow to get here, yet anticipation is overwhelming at times. Glad yesterday is gone, but often wishing you could do it over again. Hard to tell where I really am.....lol... so I'm just here......

Just Shoot Me And Put Me Out Of My Misery!!!
Ok so far this week I've had my phone shut off, my thumb broken at work, and now my car dies. Can life get any shittier? I have no idea what I'm gonna do, I don't have any money to buy food, let alone get my car fixed, and I have no idea how I'm gonna get back and forth 2 work. The worst thing is I wont even be able to go see my daughter. So please if any one has a gun cum shoot me and put me out of my misery.

Just A Biker
I grew up with the love of motorcycles and bikers. I wanted to share this with you and hope it will make you think twice next time you see a biker. Just a Biker by Dove. I saw you; hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you; change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't

Just A Poem!!!
This was posted on a bulliten by one of my friends and I thought it was really good: Love READ EACH SENTENCE SLOWLY AND THINK ABOUT IT Love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there Nobody is perfect Until you fall in love with them

~just One Of Those Days~
- Upon arriving home, a husband was met at the door by >> his sobbing wife. Tearfully she explained: >> "It's the druggist. He insulted me terribly this >> morning on the phone. I had to call multiple times >> before he would even answer the phone." >> >> Immediately, the husband drove downtown to confront >> the druggist and demand an apology. Before he could >> say more than a word or two, the druggist told him: >> >> "Now, just a minute, listen to my side of it. This >> morning the alarm failed to go off, so I was late >> getting up. I went without breakfast and hurried out >> to the car, just to realize that I locked the house >> with both house and car keys inside and had to break >> a window to get my keys." >> >> "Then, driving a little too fast, I got a speeding >> ticket. Later, when I was about three blocks from >> the store, I had a flat tire. When I finally got to >> the store there was a bunch of people waiting for me >> to open up. I got t

Just Passing The Time
1.Are you Single? No 2.Do you hate your ex? No I saw him the other day too 3.Why are you Single or taken? Coz I'm with someone fool 4.Whats the one word to describe you? Erm I kep getting called Indie. You know who you are 5.How many close friends do you have? 2 6.Have you ever cheated? No 7.Do you cry a lot? Nope 8.Do you like being by yourself? Yeah on occasion 9.Do you like to read? I do 10.Do you like to sniff markers? No because it ends up all on your nose. 11.Do you like taking pictures? I do that's why I study photography. 12.Are you pale? I'm paler then a few people 13.Do you like kids? Yes and no 14.Do you like thunderstorms? They fucking own 16.Do you think you will be married by the time you're 18? Er I'm 20! I never wanted to be married by the time I was 18 if married at all. 17.Do you think you're going to college? I've done the whole college thing but Uni no. I used to want to go but I can't be asked with it any

Just Saying Hello To Everyone
hey there looking for friends and see what happens i am a feministic natured guy Not gay or even bi just well ask me i tell you anyhoo if you want to chat send me a message i want to start rating but still a new cherry LOL so i cannot yet but will soon i hope right now i am stuck in florida because my brother refuses to help repair my car like he said and the ac pulley is out of whack and busted , I have a piece that i think i needed but nothing yet I have someone that does not know what the **** they are doing

Just A Ponderable . . .
I was just wondering if Punxsie Phil took the dreaded Global Warming and effects of secondhand smoke into consideration before popping out of his hole today and not seeing his shadow? (Sarcasm is very becoming of me . . .) Think about it. How is it possible for a little groundhog to see or not see his shadow with all of the friggin' flashing cameras around? To me, it is cruel to pull a little groundhog from his hole for our amuzement and weather report. For the record, in my opinion, this is nothing more than yet ANOTHER holiday which just so happens to fall on or near an established Wiccan holiday (Saturnalia/Yule become Chrismas . . . Eostre becomes Easter . . .) Are we that pathetic that we rely upon a cute little animal popping out of the ground for a long term weather forcast? (*sighs*) Anyway, Happy Belated Imbolc to my fellow Wiccans . . .

Just A Man..
Just a man.. For I am just a man nothing special , but I do what I can. I’m not a sinner or a saint, I just walk with the rest of the race . I have a heart, and words to spare, caring ear and feelings to care. I’m no prize. I’m just like the other guys, I just see with clear eyes. The face that I see that sets before all to see, we are all just part of humanity With all its goods and all its faults . So don’t judge or be judge just remember we all are from the same cloth. We just have different flavors… Scott Baker..

Just Onlt ,sentiments...
The Lover's is the 6th card in the Tarot Deck. Its meaning is as follows: The most common (and understandably so) meaning of the Lovers card is romantic true -blue, passionate LOVE. It often is interpreted to represent new or rekindled happy, soul-mate quality loving relationships. But, at a deeper level, this card represents personal choices to be made in some sphere of the Querant's life. This choice is not an easy one, since there are usually many options to select from. The Lovers bid the decision-maker to relax, and tune in to their inner wisdom: the correct choice will soon make itself known. .. I have tried to describe what it feels like inside when you hold me in your arms with our eyes intact our lips interlocked as I feel your hunger and desire overtaking me causing me to melt into an unknown state lost in my desire for you. I have told you many times just how much I love y

Just A Taste Ofthe Short Story I'm Writting. Feedback Is Definatly Needed And Wanted
One summer afternoon, in a small cozy town named Malgrot there lived a girl named Nikola. Now Nikola wasn’t just any girl she was a 17 year old with medium to long black hair with hints of died purple in it, brown/hazel greenish almond shaped eyes, full lips, with a skin color so radiant no one could place her in a group to stereotype her. Only thing was she had something hiding from the world, something she was born with and wasn’t able to control; so mind twisting that she was afraid to tell anyone about it because she knew what would happen. She had super natural powers, not just any super natural powers, but ones so strong no one could stop her from doing what she wanted to do, except one. He was no higher power god like figure; no he was something else, something she couldn’t explain. He wasn’t mortal, nor was he like her, but he was far from being close to normal. His name was Atreyu. A fierce yet romantic creature of such high stature only a fool would have to have challenged h

Just A Thought
Set in a solice of soltitude...That doesnt really belong nor does it have any explainable purpose....It is a silence that isnt a censorship at all...Its rather a time frame spent waiting....Anticipation is the greatest test of human kind...And yet we all fail it...We lavish ourselves in this retarded thing called hope. We grab a reliance that branches from a point of dreams...we embrace it and believe in it as a whole. However there is a loop hole that occurs when waiting becomes more than a challenge, but becomes the one thing we thrive upon. What happens when the wait factor no longer is present?....The whole time you were dwelling on waiting, the moment arrived and it stands right before you. You have no idea what to do with yourself and the value of their eye sight becomes a withdrawn shot of ease. Lingering like a viking at his post...waiting for the war to arrive. Every stride against the working of a system and the pre written rules, brings the matter of ignorance to the tabl

Just A Little Something
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just,imagine
Many years ago Same great minds Time changes Hearts stay the same Peace is wanted Then and Now Actions speak louder than words I always say... I hope we all realize this soon Before the world departs its own ways With it's own natural destruction and torrid currents Wrecking havoc not only on our hearts Health, Death and War What more is there We need a detour A place to get away From the sadness in these days Let us not stop believing Is all I want to keep saying! Lord... Give us the answers we are all looking for far and wide Let us hear it and spread it before it's way too late Secrets in our soul They say it takes ONE To move the earth into repentance What is happening? What have we done? Give us the answers we are all looking for Our ears have been scrubbed clean We are waiting for the word (Patience Is all I hear wallowing back) Let us know and go Tell the others and let's make a difference Praying Everyday Actions

Just Little Sayings
"I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it". "Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them". "Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive". "You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me". "Earth is the insane asylum for the universe". "God must love stupid people; He made so many". "Consciousness: That annoying time between naps". "He who dies with the most toys is nonetheless DEAD". "The original point and click interface was a Smith & Wesson". "I smile because I don't know what the hell is going on".

Just Saying Thanks
I just wanted to once again say thank you for the kind comments~ Its nice of you all to leave them~ I have met alot of nice people on here~ But please dont leave me messsages if its just to give or get points. I am just me and I may not be the hottest thing on here~ But just here to make friends~ I am human~ Im not a dumb blonde~ So only leave them if ya are being honest~ Show me some respect~ I have feelings ~ ok i am done rambling ~ tried to get point across but i think i am doing more rambling than anthing else~ If you are a true friend you will know what i am trying to say ~

Just Cause
The stars twinkle in the midnight sky as I wait for you to come by.The moonlight hits my face as a tear begins to slide down my cheek cause I know deep down you are not coming by.The tears start to pour for I know I have lost you and you didn't say good-bye.

Just Sitting At The House
Hey Everyone:) Its 4:33am and yes I am still awake. I just can't seem to go to sleep at nite I am always wide awake lol I know what it is its the computer that keeps me up its my addiction lol. It is freezing outside gosh I miss Summer. If anyone can snap their fingers and make it Summer here tomorrow I sure would appreciate it:) I haven't been up to much lately. This past weekend I went over to some of my friends house and played poker, shot pool, karaoked, went to Wally World, and then to the wonderful Waffel House. I had a blast though kicking everyones butt at poker hehehe witch is great for me considering I am just learing how to play. Well I hope that everyone is doing good. Drop me a line whenever you all are not busy:)

Just For You
Life isn't easy Nothing is given like that Gotta fight Gotta fighht For you my love Without you I won't make it Just got to go on Standing here Makes me strong What I believe Is what I need I believe in true love In you and me Got to trust me No matter what it takes I'll fight for you For your love For us Doesen't matter if I brake Caus you'll be there for me

Just Married
Please come to the toast and meet the new Mrs. katharina Cathrine Ledic-Lucas. Our civil ceremony is Tuesday at 8:30 AM at the county clerks office. Kathy and I will be have a wedding toast at 10:00pm on Thursday, Feburary 8th. Location: Montien Thai cuisine 90 3rd Ave Between 12th and 13th Street. I brought a case of wine. So, don't worry about the toast. See you all there.

Just Might Make You Believe
I got miles of trouble spreadin' far and wide Bills on the table gettin' higher and higher They just keep on comin', there aint no end in sight I'm just holding on tight... I've got someone who loves me more then words can say And I'm thankful for that each and every day And if I count all my blessings, I get a smile on my face Still hard to find faith.. But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave You just might make me believe Its just day to day tryin' to make ends meet What id give for an address out on easy street I need a deep margarita to help me unwind Leave my troubles behind... I used to believe in us When times got tough Lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave you just might make Oh, you just might make me You just might make me believe

Just Was Thinkin
my days turn gray as my pain fades away .. why my nights so lonely .. empty bed so cold . my love goes sad ... .. i am so blue in the moon light ... u gone so far into the night .. lost in the darkness without u .. the heart is lost . ... come find me ... bring the black rose back to red .. make the heart beat once again ... for love .for happiness. ... kiss me .. to bring me back to life . for u

Just Me, First Time Blog
Hello. Since everyone else has a blog on here I decided I need to write something. I am on cherry tap to meet people...girls mostly. I don't have a very exciting life to talk about though. I go to work, party at night, sleep and start over. I live in St. Paul right now but was born in Marshall, MN and moved to Minneapolis and then here. I am out of things to say. I don't want to say anything too personal. Adios.

Just An Update...for Those Who Are Concerned
yes it hurts...it's going to hurt for while, so don't take it personally if i'm not my usual friendly, compassioante, concerned self. i don't want or need to talk about it, so don't ask. i'll be fine eventually and get in touch with y'all when i'm ready to face life and my FOOLISH FOOLISH heart again. thanks for your thoughts and prayers though guys.

Just The Other Day--- Really Cute And True
MY MOM AND I BOTH WORK AT THE AREA MENTAL HOSPITAL. THIS HAPPENED YESTERDAY (MONDAY) WITH MY MOM AND A 79 YEAR OLD PATIENT WITH DEMENTIA AND PYCHOSIS WHO IS USUALLY VERY, VERY DELUSIONAL. THIS IS A CUTE STORY, AND STUFF LIKE THIS HAPPENS ON A REGULAR BASIS WITH THIS PATIENT. IF YOU FIND THIS CUTE, PLEASE REPOST SO OTHERS MAY ENJOY IT ALSO. KELLY A pt is at the door in her merri-walker. She’s upset, cause her water has broken and the triplets are going to be coming out all over the place with the flood of water. What can I do? I ask. Help me give birth to the babies! I say I am not a doctor, but maybe we can find one if we turn around. I help her turn around, and she dashes to the nursing station to wait for the dr, whom she can name. But alas, he is not there. The staff at the desk warn me she has been doing this all day. I turn to her again, to see her still waiting on me for help. I ask again, what can I do. She replies, say a prayer from your heart. I said I woul

Just Got To Vent
Hmmm, women, i love you all i truely do. lets face it, no woman no me. no woman no hot sticky sex for me :)but man this one woman i turn into a person im not. that would be the mother of my kids. man she drives me nuts. throws it up in my face how great her new guy is that she cjeated on me with. well fine, good for him. but i moved beyond you. i dont ever want to see you again, hell never will be tooo soon. one time she made my heart bleed with love, now it bleeds with anger. the head games get old, im tired of the bull. im glad she got someone else, i truely am. but damn, let me move forward so my heart can heal and i can find that perfect female! sorry just had to vent

Just A Bit Of Prose
I know that blogs are supposed to be witty and entertaining..blah bah.. but I came across this quote actually two quotes that resonated with me... so I figured I would share .... And if you don't like it... TOUGH! 1. "I'd rather beg for forgiveness than ask for permission." 2. "The militant, not the meek shall inherit the earth." Well there ya go.... enjoy...

Just Something I Wrote
I sit here in the dark and wonder why i'm here with all your lies that you tell and with all the hurt you bring Why Am I Here? I tell myself that i love you and that you love me to With all the lies and heartbreak and the crushing of my soul How can i love someone that strikes and lies I sit with my head in my hands screaming while pulling my hair How can i love you? Why do i love you? Why am i here?, Oh god why am i here

Just Another Poem
Do You Know ? Do you know what you do to me ? Do you know it is you I long to see ? Do you know that yours is the face I seek ? Do you know thoughts of you make life less bleak ? Do you know you’re the soul that to mine is a match ? Do you know you’re the itch I long to scratch ? Do you know how I dream of our first kiss dear ? Do you know how I desire to hold you near ? Do you know that your voice soothes my soul ? Do you know that together we become whole ? Do you know we were always destined to be ? Do you know what it is that you do to me ? By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just A Thought
recently, things have been going pretty crappy for me. family members and friends dying, and a lot of other shit in my life. i think i found someone to love but im still not sure what to do. i need to look out for me and my heart. i cant get hurt again. i dont know if i want to believe the things some people tell me, or if i want to believe what i feel. i guess i'm just confuesd about what i want right now. *sigh*

Just Something I Wrote Today
Untitled Flesh painted crimson with my own blood. Purple spreads across my body as the life drains from it. Blue are my eyes as the tears of my death fall. You don't care I am going. You don't notice my absence. The breath leaves my body, my lungs. The last of it comes in a sigh of regret. Of loss, for I have lost so much for you. Forced to sacrifice all for you over the years. Pain and hurt have followed me with your hurtful words. You, the one who should of loved me all along, left me to the wolves. Cold and alone, wishing for love and beauty. Never finding what I seek. And now, just as I have found what I so greatly desired, you ruin all. You stab with your words and beat with your lack of love. How could you have forsaken me? ~Sarai~

Just A Pome
Your Eyes Are Like Fire To Light The Way And Keep My Soul Warm. Your Heart Is A Star That I Will Always Reach For Even If You Are Always Out Of Reach. Your Lips Is Like Wine A Kiss And Get Durnk. Your Love Is Food That I Will Gladly Eat & Grow . So To You I Say I Love You By Brian C. Cannon

Just A Little Poem
"Cycle of life" Life seems to fly by us each day. The older we grow, the less we play. Day turns to night quicker and quicker. Time fades away, there's no time to bicker. One day we are here, the next we are gone. Whether we like it or not we all die alone. Rain falls, the sun shines, light fades, and comes the night. An old man takes his last breath and an angel takes flight. Life has a cycle to death, from birth. Just remember, we all have worth. Laura Cummings

Just A Little Talk
Been here for about 3 months. I've met some nice people and some not so nice. I don't know what is wrong with the system but sometimes I go to pages and leave messages and comments and later I get questioned why am I visiting and not leaving a message. I've been pegged a perv. This is hurtful. I don't understand why my messages aren't going thru but I am in fact leaving them. I am considering just leaving the tap because of this. This has occurred with more than one person. So I am taking this serious. I do admit to having a little bit of a voyeristic thing about myself. However, I will let you know I was there so that I don't come across as if I am sneaking doing anything. If for some reason anyone feel that way about me let me know I will stop coming by your place. I am not a stalker and a total perv. All I want is friendship and someone to talk to from time to time. I don't think that's asking for too much. Funny thing is that people are stopping by my page also and not leavi

Just A Lil More Anna
Anna Nicole Smith has transferred the pain of 2006 to her shoulders by having tattoos of her dead son and new baby girl etched on her back. The busty model/actress showed off her odd new body art during a recent trip back to America from her home in The Bahamas. On her left shoulder, the buxom blonde boasts a large tattoo of herself and her late son DANIEL with his birth and death dates and the words 'My Pumpkinhead.' Meanwhile, she sports an image of motherhood with baby DANNIELYNN, who was born in The Bahamas three days before her big brother died in September (10SEP06) of a drug overdose, on her right shoulder

Just A Little Bit About Me ! !
Sometimes I wonder, is it me? Can I be so gullable, At 43 Am I not suppose to see the bullshit that comes out of men's mouth.. Do they all get together and create the same old lines? They say one thing before they get in your pants, then the words change... Im looking for a woman who wont take me for granted..... Id like to meet and be with just 1 lady who knows what she wants.... Then you spend a hot steamy night with this guy.... Then the words change to this.... I thought this was what I wanted... I just got out of a relationship, Im moving too fast... Why can't they just say.... Im in a relationship, its not going so hot... she stopped giving me "blow-jobs", Havent had sex in over 3 months... Would love to meet a lady who needs a good friend, and good sex... This way we have a choose, if I want a hot steamy night with this guy, Id say HELL YEAH... So come on guys keep it REAL Thats what a REAL man is about....

Just A Freestyle
When I awake youre there. In a thought. In a prayer. Never before have I felt this. The joy of love that comes from your kiss. You are real to me in so many ways. You take away clouds, bring me sunny days. Its you that does this to me and it just keeps getting stronger. Unlike those in the past I plan to be here longer. Im not going anywhere. You have me by the heart. Now Im taking actions so were no longer apart. One day at a time is what we need to be because with the love we share right now together we can always be,

Just Junk Im Bored
Your 80s Heartthrob Is Scott Baio Who's Your 80's Heartthrob? You Are 66% Bitchy While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood. And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong! How Bitchy Are You? You Are Most Like Adriana Lima Intriguing and sultry Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You? You Are a Total Player! Congratulations, when it comes to the game of love, you're a pro. Not only are you an expert player, you are a highly evolved one. For you, dating is like a game of chess - with a much happier ending. And you adeptly alter your moves, depending on who's in the game. Are You a Player?

Just Because
Nope, not another poem, lol. Actually, I just have a lot of happiness going on right now and its been forever since life has been this good. I wanted to share it. My past is pretty haunted and we wont get into details but I have been through a lot of shit. Ive lost a lot of very close people also. Ive dealt with a lot of depression, been hurt, used, stepped on, played, and it doesnt even matter to me anymore. Its my past. I have realized that dwelling and thinking and stressing about the past is what has dragged me down for so long. In the end, it eventually became clear to me that I was doing this to myself. Loneliness, lol. I know it all too well. I got use to it actually for awhile and after being use to it, got tired of being used to it because life just wasnt feeling right to me anymore. Im blessed to have the woman in my life that I do now because she is my all. Love is powerful and I never thought I was gonna take that chance after what Ive been through before and now that I hav

Just Me
Name: Staci Birthday: February 9, 1965 Birthplace: California Current Location: Elko, Nevada Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: blond/brown Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Scottish/American The Shoes You Wore Today: Stayed barefooted :P Your Weakness: Eyes and Smile Your Fears: Being alone Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese & Onion Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Becoming a R/L DJ Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "huh?" Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn that was some dream. ;) Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes/Lips Your Bedtime: Depends Your Most Missed Memory: My Daughter Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonald's or Burger King: Mickey D's Chocolate or Vanilla: Best of both worlds Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: I call it that LOL Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Going now :) Do you want to get Married: Not if it's like the last one

Just Wanna Make Sure U Dont Forget About Me!
Just posting it 1 more time before i leave just so nobody forgets about me while im gone..... Have a great night everybody, hope to see u all sooonn!! *kisses* LUVZ YA!! Leave Comments, dont forget!! Thankk youuu Click on da pic and comment!!

Just Maybe
High above the ground where i hide in the clouds dancing with the angels and dreaming of what my heart hides wondering if this dream will last or will i just slip again my heart holds the dreams of the little girl lost the part i hide from the world the part that i don't admit too because it hurts to dream to have hope to try again to laugh and cry within the arms of another to be held through the night and dream of waking up next to you everyday of another child...... time will tell me if this is real or an illusion my heart may have already decided.... if you can handle that then just maybe i can dream again and slip into sleep in your arms and be loved.....?

Just Something I Wrote!!
It was a soft night. No one around ,so I thought I'd lay you down. The grass was high and anyone who came by would only see us if they came to the lakes edge. So I helped you out of your white sun dress,pulled your black hair out of the ponytail. As the dress fell to the grass,your soft white breast fell to. You looked at me with those soft brown eyes ,I could tell you never been with another women. As I start to nibble at you left ear, I could feel you shiver and I could tell that you wanted release. So I started off slowly. I nibbled on your neck and as I did this my left hand came up to tease your soft pink nipple. It was so hard and so very lick able. So I moved down to tease it with my hot wet mouth,as I do this your body shiveres so sweetly. So I let my mouth tease your your left nipple as my right hand teased your right breast. As I sucked you started to relax. I started to hear soft sighs come from your sweet lips. I softly move my lip from your left breast ,you let out a littl

Just Another Story
I met this guy back in 1987 after i dovorced my first husband. We were friends for the longest time. One of his friends told him not to tell me how much he liked me casue he wnated to date me. (big joke) well any way i married him (the friend) gave him a beautiful son. In return he cheats on me and leaves me with all the bills to go live with his mommy. Then we find out he is dieing froma a brain tumor. Before he dies he changes his life insurance, so that his mom and stepdad get it not me and the baby... After about 4 yrs of him being dead i run into my friend who has not spoken to me in all the time i was married to his friend. he finds out that my husband is dead and starts to date me saying that he has always loved me and wants to make up for the fight we had all those yrs ago. After a yr of dating he asks me to marry him and i told him no. he asks every month for the next 7 yrs till i finaly said yes. Then the lies and the stealing begins. I still married him despite the

Just A Little Redneck Humor!!!
You know you're really trailer trash when... The Halloween pumpkin on your front porch has more teeth than your spouse. You let your twelve-year-old daughter smoke at the table in front of her kids. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. Jack Daniel's makes your list of "Most Admired People." You think Genitalia is an Italian airline. You wonder how gas stations keep their restrooms so clean. Someone in your family died right after saying "Hey, y'all watch this!" Your Junior / Senior prom had a daycare. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. The bluebook value of your truck goes up and down, depending on how much gas is in it. Ya' can't git married to yer sweetheart 'cause there's a dang law against it. You think loading the dishwasher means getting your wife drunk. Your toilet paper has page numbers on it.

Just A Dream ...
Just A Dream ... As the wind softly blows through the trees And the stars sparkle in the velvet night sky The warm soft winds carrying my love to you As I close my eyes to dream I whisper, "I love you." into the night Knowing you will always feel me near I'll join you in your dreamz tonight my love And close the many miles between us Until we are lost within one anothers loving embrace Losing ourselves in our passionate kisses Only feeling the naked warmth of one anothers body No longer anything between us, the miles are gone Our bodies giving into their passions & desires Planting soft wet kisses all over your neck, Stopping to gently nibble on your ear As I softly whisper, "I love you baby." Gently carressing your warm naked body with my fingertips Getting lost in your kisses, lost in our passion. I'll whisper softly in your ear, "Make love to me darlin." You'll gently take me into your arms Kissing me softly as you pull me on top of you Gently sliding into m

Just Dreaming
No one moves me in the ways you do I waited a life time for someone like you You sweet spirit brings me peace You break my chains my soul you release I am free to be who I am with out fear I hold in my heart only you so dear For in this world I have wandered alone Not sure of what all the things I’ve been shown Sometimes lost with out direction and blind Thinking maybe I was losing my mind Is there a God ? I ponder the thought To assert my own will against all I fought Left with out all these worldly things I found the path to peace and accepted all it brings Still wishing for someone that would always be there Someone I could be there for and for who I would care A soul that forever would be joined with me That soul is you and I am yours for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore Sweet dream do you even know The words you write and what you sow How you affect my thoughts to be How you stir things deep within me Hope does fill me and so does fear

Just Like A Star!
Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honour to love you Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, You've got this look i can't describe, You make me feel like I'm alive, When everything else is au fait, Without a doubt you're on my side, Heaven has been away too long, Can't find the words to write this song, Oh.,.. Your love, Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, I have come to understand, The way it is, It's not a secret anymore, 'cause we've been through that before, From tonight I know that you're the only one, I've been confused and in the dark, Now I understand, I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, I wonder why i

Just Something I Wrote -2
As we lay in the soft grass,we hear foot steps headed right for us. Neither of us moves we just lay there. As the foot steps get nearer to us we shiver. We look up, there he is,tall,with dark hair.We look at him ,he looks at us and smiles.We pull him down to us. We make him as naked as us. You start to nibble on his left ear and I start to nibble on his right ear. Then we kiss his warm neck and play a little with his nipples.We switch around a bit,making sure not to stop with the soft teasing of him. As you slip down to his tummy, I keep teasing his neck and nipples with my hot lips. You come back up,we kiss then we both kiss him. We do another switch and you let him slip his hot wet tongue,int your dripping hot little box. As you slip your hot wet tongue into my hot little box. We shiver as the storms break.We glaze each other. We switch around once again. As he teases my nipples and I lick your sweet juices off of his lips. Yous slip your hot wet mouth down his hard dick. You pick up

Just Say No
::::My Name Is Meth:::: I destroy Homes, I fear families. I take your children,and thats just the start. I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I am easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live down the street, and maybe next door. I am made in a lab, not like you think, I can even be made under your kitchen sink. In your childs closet, and even out in the woods, and if this scares you to death, than it certainly should. I have many names, but theres one you know best. I am sure you've heatd of me MY NAME IS CRYSTAL METH. My power is strong, try me, you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once, and I might let you go, But if you try me twice, then I'm in your soul. Then I possess you, you'll lie, and you'll steal, You'll do what you have to do, Just to get high.

Just Happy To Be Me!
I have been thru alot of trials and tribulations in my life, there were times I just did not want to live any more nor did I even know how I would. But I am really glad I didn't do any of the stupid things I thought of doing to myself at those times and that I am still in this world. I have a GREAT husband and 2 teenagers that totally drive me in sane and ya know thats ok with me too cuz atleast if I am going crazy I know im not dead! lol. For any of you who are going through a rough time in your life please know that IT DOES GET BETTER! Even thought I know it does not feel like it right now.

Just One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Just Blogging
I havent done one of these in a while so thought I should. So I guess a few things are new. I'm opening a body jewelry and clothing store at the end of the month. My kids have gotten older (but not me) LOL. This year started out kind of hectic but its beginning to mellow out. I have met alot of great cherries here lately( on top of the great ones I already knew). I am so glad I signed up on here things are great. How have you been Cherrytap?

Just A Friendly Note
Well for crying out loud, here we go again. Today, chaos yells at me to come and check out the TAP and what's on TAP, another Stang profile. That makes 2 since Wednesday or so. This one, was going to post a gallery of my "men"...LOL, I guess the person meant HER man that was probably on my list. Soo, as I've once been an insecure, jealous girlfriend in my life before, I'm going to be kind and write her a letter. So, here goes.... Dear Ms. Jealous Insecure Girlfriend, I don't know who you are, nor frankly do I give a rats ass however, being the person that I am I intend to help you out a little bit. Yup, odds are good that I have your man on my friends list, odds are even better that he requested me....now, that said, as my avatar plainly states, "Don't hate the playa...hate the game". In case you are one who is unsure what that means, I could direct you to a 3 year old to explain it to you but I'll use my valuable time instead. Deal with him......not me. A

Just Thoughts!!
First off those who liked my last two blogs will just have to wait for more of that kind of stuff for later,there was something eles that needed to come out. Not sure were this is going,so in case I upset or hurt someone with this,let me say sorry right off the bat. I mean that with all my heart. Ok that being said ,time to move on and see where this takes me this time. All my life I've always had to be something or someone other then me. Now I find myself standing alone for the first time in ages. It seems just like yesterday you were leading me. You took me under your wing so fast and close. That I know you'd never let me fall. Time passed and before I knew it, I found myself flying on my own wings , And no longer on yours. As more time slipped by, I found myself taking on your role. I let others fly on my wings . Now I look at them soar so high. That I hope I may join them some day. Then I found myself thinking of you, I wondered is

Just A Quick Note For Valentines Day....
...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 make out ...a make out leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you don't multiply

Just Rambling Some More
Writing things down usually helps me to think better.. not that I need to think any more than I already do. It is what gets me into trouble. I haven't felt like a good friend to some of you latey. Some of ya have listened to me be moody as hell the last month or so. Some of you haven't heard enough from me. I haven't been able to decide whether I want to run and hide or stay and say F it to everything that bothers me. So I do both and get nowhere..lol. I think I try to be too good of a friend to some people who don't deserve it... and fail to be a good enough friend to those who deserve more. I guess I try to make everyone happy.. and try to be everyone's friend. I wouldn't turn anyone away who needed a friend. Sometimes it is really hard. Had a friend go off on me last week when I went ot her to talk.. and email me today asking if I was mad at her still or if we were ever really friends. She is really like the mother of all drama queens. ANd when I talk to her if som

Just Wondering...
JUST WONDERING........ Since light travels faster than sound, isn't that why some people appear bright until you hear them speak? Why do you press harder on a remote-control when you know the battery is dead? Why do banks charge you a "non-sufficient funds fee" on money they already know you don't have? Why is the alphabet in that order? If you got into a taxi and the driver started driving backward, would the taxi driver end up owing you money? If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to see it, do the other trees make fun of it? When two airplanes almost collide why do they call it a near miss?? It sounds like a near hit to me!! Why are there 5 syllables in the word "monosyllabic"? Why do they call it the Department of Interior when they are in charge of everything outdoors? If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitar

Just Sitting Here
i sit here thinking of you when there no one around i hear your voice calling out my name .. is it that hard to know i miss you so much ... i love the way your so sweet to me ... i love the way you are with me . even da bad ... i just wwanna let the words out but nothing comes out when i try so i will sit here. thining to my self what mean the world to me

Just Because
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward this. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward this. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u

Just Wondering
1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things. 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor..... 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization. 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. 6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. 7. What if there were no hypothetical questions? 8. If a deaf person swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? 9. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? 10. Is there another word for synonym? 11. Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?" 12. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? 13. If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages? 14. Would a fly

Just For Posterity
I'm not removing my previous blogs...why you might ask? just because I want them there as a reminder to myself and others...I've made peace with myself and others...but I still want to remember what happens when I trust too much or I care too much...and I want people to realize that I'm not the same lil pushover I used to be...I will stand up for myself this time around...and I won't rely on other people to do it for me...I love all of you...and hopefully there will be no cause for any further problems or drama...have a happy valentines day everyone...I'm celebrating my 1 month anniversary with my bf...go us!!! lol

Just Random Thinking
I realized something today about relationships especially romantic ones..and that is I don't always take my own advice lol I used to always tell my friend when she had a problem with her guy that as long as she has told him how she feels about a certain thing or what she wants or expects then he really should make an effort to be considerate of that and try to avoid within reason whatever he is doing or not doing that upsets her so much...that if he really cared he would make the effort. In her case it was him not calling when he said he would and not expressing his feelings like she needed. Well I've been guilty of the same thing as him, like today, not really considering the other person's feelings about something although he has told me, I heard him but didn't really try to be more careful and avoid it. And I do really really care about him. So what I've told her all this time isn't always true. It wasn't a major stumbling block but ya know what if it was and I just disregard

Just Me
Well I want to start off by saying that i am a BBW..I have a great personality, easy to get along with oh and lets not forget that im also hot lol...Im happy with who I am...I have high confidence in myself...So with all that being said if you are someone that does not like BBW's then do not waist my time...For the ones that do like BBW's then feel free to drop me a line and know that u will have a complete package when you do lol :)

Just Things On My Mind!!!
Right now alot of things have been going on in my brain from having that mild case of HPV which scares me although its only mild if it does progress it can lead to cervical cancer...Then I went back on birthcontrol I even asked my man if it would bother him and he told me no hes happy with the one child we have together and I know im happy with my daughter and son I really dont think much about having anymore...Then out of no where my man was drinking and he comes out with I want another baby...Im like thinkin where the hell did this come from...I told him do to the fact of my anxiety and stress and all im going through at least let me get my mind fixed first and hes like your fixed But men dont seem to realize anything much about issues us women have most men can bottle up all their issues but us women we can spill our guts out about more than them NO OFFENSE MEN!!! I just know if I were to try and have a baby this second I couldnt handle it...Geez I can barely get out of my house wit

Just Got Back To Ca
i went to minnesota. it was fun its the first real vacation ive gone on in years ... it was so beautiful there.. the old buildings reminded me of fullerton or sanfran ive always loved old stuff like that makes me really want out of california though dont get me wrong i love it here its my home ... and has been forever i dont really want to leave but i wont be able to do all the things id like to do here ... so now i jst have to pick a place and go .. i dont know how long it will take but whatever. anyways i went to the mall of america it was huge ... way to much mall for me hahah im not one for shopping lol ...went to a show it was kool . went with my friend we he got a tat , got some kool plugs , saw the first town to celebrate halloween yay i love it ... i ate meatless food i loved it ... i missed eating food that was really good ... not to mention i feel better when i dont eat meat and shit like that ... i spent time with my friend sean and some of his friends it was kool

Just Noticed...
I just noticed that I have more of my friends here that are online tonight. I guess im not the only one that thinks that today sux. i think ill look at it a different way tho because if i wasnt very single i would have spent at least $50-$100...at least. Its a wonderful day now lol. No worrying if i got a good card...no worrying if she will like the flowers...no worrying if she will like the ring/necklace/earrings that i got. Oh...one more thing i dont have to worry about...will i get laid tonight?? hahaha the answer is simple...no.... ok ok ok so much for feeling good now... damn!!! god today sux....

Just Can't Wait
Another summer coming with the feeling it brings Another reason to avoid all the permanent things Before you know what time it is it's time to go And reattach all the strings But you got me going So many places You got to be knowing What that look on my face is I just can't wait I just can't wait I just can't wait for you to say That you want me That you want me I just can't wait for you to say that you want me Well you need sunlight for things to go right It just takes a taste you know And every single little bit of love that I spread is coming straight for you Would it be all right to go out tonight? It doesn't matter where we go You're the only one that I want to be near And try to get to know Cause you got eyes that I would love to look through A life that I can't wait to get in to As long as I can see what you see As long as it's what you believe As long as I can see what you see As long as it's what you believe

Just Hit The Play Button And Wacth My Life Fall Apart
#### There Suicide #### She was living a broken life She thought no one cared She always wanted to be alone All because of a love she once shared. He broke her heart he made her cry He told her lies All this made her want to die. She swore to the razor She would be its best friend She couldnt get her mind off him All this turned out bad in the end. He found her dead He read the note He couldnt believe it In it is what she wrote: "I loved you With all my heart But all you did Was tear me apart. Im sorry and i still love you I just wish you could have seen What you did to me Now Im dead and only fourteen.." He started to cry He wanted her to know He still loved her too So then he thought it was time for him to go The police found him Laying next to her cold and bloody with a note on the floor It read: "I loved you too with all my heart I didnt know I was tearing you apart.

Just Listen
when I say I love you understand that I mean it when I say I miss you know that im really crying when I call you a jerk just know it means I love you when I say you’re beautiful you better believe it If I don’t see you for months know that every second im thinking of you when I stare into your eyes know im thinking of the future every time I smile it’s because im thinking of you when I hold you understand that I’m content when I tell you nothings wrong understand I meant to say everything when you’re not around know you’re all that’s on my mind when you are around know you’re still all that’s on my mind and when I tell you I love you understand I really mean it.

Just Wondering Why
ok i just wanna know why guys and probably some females( althought i have'nt been their yet) ask to chat You up on messenger and then when they start talking to you.. they ask Do you have any naughty pic?? and Your answer is No .. then they say Why Not?? well first of all if i had some i would maybe only let one person .. see them and HE knows who He is .. and yeah He is the lucky one.. and if and when He is ready for that He will let me know.. so please if that is all You want then dont bother to look me up.. Because if YOu arent MASTERCUFF You wont be seeing any naughty ones

Just A Thought
Have you ever thought about what makes you sexy? I know I haven't. Why because I don't think I'm sexy, call it humility but I really don't see what females really see in guys like me. I try to be sexy but when I look at my pics I'm embarassed, but if the ladies like it I do it. I don't try to look gangster or hard this is just how I look. So what is it... Realest

*just Human* By: Josh Brookover
Conceived by madness, sedated by sadness. delving in the inconcievable, life is unbearable.The pendulum swings as time wastes away,never knowing which way i will be forced to sway...I am a puppet of society, leaving me empty. Feeling no curtesy, for what’s within me. I destroy myself more and more everyday by drinking and drugs, while watching my mind decay. Elapsing to self affliction, while creating a new addiction, Emancipated mind free from society’s cage, changing from passive to an unexplainable rage. Humanity keeps me from being who I need to be. Held down by emotions and pity, stranded in an empty city. I await the end of me for there is nothing left to be....

Just Wanted To Wish You All....
a happy/merry (maybe belated) Feb 11 Make A New Friend Day Grandmother Achievement Day Thomas Edison Day National Foundation Day (Japan) Inventor's Day World Marriage Day 12 Chocolate Day Clean Out Your Computer Day Abraham Lincoln's Birthday Abraham Lincoln Birthday Celebration (Nebraska) Carnival (Spain) 13 I Value Our Friendship Day Dream Of Your Sweetheart Day Final Warning Day 14 Valentine's Day Hug Day Heart To Heart Day Have A Heart Day Statehood Day (Oregon) Admission Day (Arizona) Ferris Wheel Day 15 Thanks For A Great Valentine's Day Burger Lovers Day Gumdrop Day Jewelry Day Flag Day (Canada) Carnaval (Mexico) 16 Maha Shivaratri Arbor Day (Georgia) Garlic Fest (Florida) Second Honeymoon Weekend 17 Tet Nguyen Dan Mardi Gras Festival (Georgia) Carnival Carnival (Brazil)

Just Blind
your eyes staring to nowhere takes you to the most wonderful places filled with dreams and I wonder how does it feel to look trough your eyes surrender to imagination no matter how I try just like that place isn't meant for me though I'm searching seems like it doesn't exist maybe I'm just drowned in reality maybe my imagination is bounded by truth maybe I'm just blind...

Just A Little Something I Stumbled Upon...
Stolen Heart by Semone Akil Tabb Like a thief, unexpectedly you robbed me No more coldness within my heart You changed it from dirty stone Into a beautiful piece of art To passion I had no vision But you kissed my eyes and let me see Another part of my rigid being You so graciously set free Emotions which I found foreign, Seem to be a second language today You taught me how to speak them Within my heart they'll stay Like a thief, unexpectedly you robbed me Stole my heart without a peep I thank you for being so silent My heart you shall keep

Just An Update
WELL THUS FAR, I'VE DELETED 200 PEOPLE/EMPTY PROFILES FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. WORST PART ABOUT IT - IS, I HAVEN'T EVEN HIT THE HEART OF MY FRIENDS LIST. I'M STILL WORKING ON THE FIRST 5 PAGES. MOST OF YOU ARE PRETTY SAFE TO STAY =) THE PEOPLE THAT ARE GETTING CUT ARE 1) EMPTY PROFILES AND 2) PEOPLE I'VE NOT HEARD FROM - EVER!

Just Another Freestyle To Start My Day
I woke up and got twisted, suddenly feeling gifted, like a burden had been lifted, like my whole world just shifted. I stepped to the keypad to do what I do, just type without thinking it through. Letting my mind drift to somewhere new, I type with a vengeance but this isnt blue. Instead its of feelings of smiles worthwhile. So much Ive missed since I was a child. My ways in the world were crazy and wild. My blood was a little more hotter than mild. And now it is different, this way that I feel, so much different I can say that its real. Yes to me this is a big fucking deal. See it shows that my heart is beginning to heal

Just A Song
value="transparent"> > this is an grate song its from twinklebug bbw bulliten and i had to put it up here is a link to her page check her at you well love her TwinkleBug BBW ~Wolf Pack Family Member~@ CherryTAP

Just A Question Hopefully A Few Answers/comments
got to do my first blast and i see allllll these peeps blasts 50x's over and only seen mine once.....dang is that cause i not an up there cherry or not vic...just curious.

Just Rambeling
Why is it your in a relationship you give it your all and your treated like you don't exsits? Or your treated like dirt because the other person doesn't have what they want. I see so many people in relationships that are basically killed spiritually because the other person can't see past their petty selves to see what amazing person they have beside them. With out going into grave detail...why does someone put up with this and think they aren't worth anything when in all reality they should see how special they are and put the blaim where it should be on the other person!!!

Just Cool N Down To Earth Ppl..
I'M JUST A SIMPLE GUY WITH SIMPLE IDEAS.. IAM DOWN TO EARTH AND VERY LOVABLE AND FRIENDLY..I JUST WANT TO MEET PPL THAT R COOL DOWN TO EARTH AND DRAMA FREE.I DON'T ASK 4 MUCH IN LIFE JUST 4 U TO B HONEST WITH UR SELF THAT WAY U CAN B HONEST WITH ME..U KNOW THERE'S NOTHING IN LIFE LIKE SOME ONE THAT'S HONEST ..(( KEEP'S IT REAL..

Just Thought That I Would Do Some Ranting Before Goin To Bed......
Rant One The other day, some BITCH had the never to call me fat!!! Okay now i know i aint skinny, far from it (BBW and proud of it) but i feel that if you are going to call someone fat, make sure you have no extra weight on you and especially make sure that you arent as big as the person you are talkin about...this dumbass girl lost 60 pounds and now thinks that she's the shit. First of all, I'm not dissin big girls...shit i am one....but when you have what looks like cottage cheese on the back of your legs, do you really think you should be callin someone fat?????

*just Human* By:josh Brookover
Conceived by madness, sedated by sadness. delving in the inconcievable, life is unbearable.The pendulum swings as time wastes away,never knowing which way i will be forced to sway...I am a puppet of society, leaving me empty. Feeling no curtesy, for what’s within me. I destroy myself more and more everyday by drinking and drugs, while watching my mind decay. Elapsing to self affliction, while creating a new addiction, Emancipated mind free from society’s cage, changing from passive to an unexplainable rage. Humanity keeps me from being who I need to be. Held down by emotions and pity, stranded in an empty city. I await the end of me for there is nothing left to be....

Just Me....
I'm Sondra I make too many mistakes. Sometimes i wish i were perfect and flawless but it's quite obvious that i'm not. I'm really not the trusting kind of person, never have been and probably never will be; everyone i meet disappoints me in some way. i guess maybe i'm used to it by now. I like being outside when it's cold and smiling when i'm not happy. I laugh when things are bad. I guess that's just a habit of mine, maybe one day someone will find my flaws endearing and maybe one day I'll find someone who really does think with their heart. Life is inevitable, I don't take it for granted but i do wish i could change it even for just one day. I have faith in time that everything will work out for me and my family. And i won't change for anyone. LOVE ME FOR ME OR NOT AT ALL!!

Just Stuff
I haven't been writing much latly. All kinds of crazy stuff going on. But, I'm not writing about it. I need to foucous on the positive things. It's a nice sunny day outside. I went to a fun valentines party lastnight. There was a bulliton posted for it on the 15th. I somehow missed it though. They called me shortly after midnight and asked what I was doing. I was already drunk by that time though. So I couldn't drive out there. Someone came by and picked me up to bring me to the party. That was cool. I hang around with a very nice group of people. I didn't have valentines stuff to give to people, but ohwell. I usually give random stuff to people when I think it fits them anyway. Some of my valentines were themed towards following my raindbow. And coming to the other side of the rainbow. That's deffinatly not happening. It's kinda funny that people put stuff like that though. Valentines Day was interesting. ( not really ) I just went to school, took my ex to the h

Just Letting All Know......
Just letting everyone on here know that if I dont reply to ya could be a number of reasons.... one could be i just dont want to talk to ya two could be that now that i have my internet at home i stay logged in....but those are the 2 main reasons either i dont want to talk to ya or iam just not on here but if i see that ya message m e or what not i will tho in time get back to ya

Just Comment And I'll Know!!! Kisses!!!
2007-2-18 11:50:2 KISSES TO YOU! IF YOU RECEIVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED 1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED 2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED 3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED 4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVED SHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW!

Just When I Thought I Had It All Figured Out...
Just When I Thought I had it All Figured Out... ...Mother Nature plays her sick little joke. Today was a very humbling experience to say the least. Where as Monday's session happened to have the very tip-top conditions for a grommet like me, today was quite a challenge. We arrived in lovely Santa Monica around 1:00 pm on a lovely Saturday afternoon. After a quick bite to eat at the local Fosters Freeze (Dee-Licious burgers & fries) we headed to what is by now, quite familiar territory. I know, I know, Santa Monica is one of the most polluted beaches, blah, blah, blah.... Come on now, what beach isn't polluted these days? So i'll grow a tail, big deal. It will probably help me with my stability in rough waters anyway. Although, in retrospect, I do recall a disturbing amount of this weird radioactive green colored foam on the surface of the water, which concerned me. I debated asking a lifeguard about it, but decided I didn't really want to know. I was having WAY too much fun, b

Just Saying Hi.
I am currently in Germany in the army. I am getting out of the army in less then 3 months and am looking forward to starting my life outside of the army. I have alot of pictures on my blog of germany so feel free to take a look. Germany is a nice place to visit and go see the sites, but as for living there isn't much to do other then going to bars and clubs. It's not all that fun when you aren't out there site seeing. Well I'm out of here.

Just A Thought
The Grand Canyon: No one has ever built a bridge across it- or even wanted to. Walking across a bridge might get us to the other side quicker, but we would miss the point of the Grand Canyon. We shouldn't run across it. Everyone needs to stand there, see his own finiteness and realize there is only one way to the other side: through it's depths.

Just Because
i ask for opinion or advice, doesnt mean im gonna take it, i just wanted another point of view. were both fuck ups in this little issue. so much for not ignoring or avoiding me, clearly you are. way to tell me exactly what the matter is. i seriously can't comprehend it just yet. care to fill me in yet?

Just Me
I am just me. There are no hidden agendas. I am an open book and speak straight forward. If you ask me I will answer and it will be an honest answer. If I meet you and seem shy just look past it because that's just how I am when I first meet people. I'm not picky who I talk to, just who I talk to for long periods of time. I like to avoid confrontations, but I won't run from them, nor will I take anybody's shit. I'm probably the easiest person to get along with and talk to. I'm outgoing. I can be loud. I'm deffinitly goofy. I just moved here from *St.Louis* and I miss it like crazzyy. I'm always up for anything. I'm spontanious and compasionate. My biggest problem is that im too forgiving, but walk all over me, you'll deffinitly be sorry. Im really every thing in one, nice but a bitch, smart but dumb, funny but lame, pretty but ugly it all deppends. But I guess every one is like that. Truly I'm a great person to get to know (At least I think)Im very loyal and tustfull and I

Just Me
Alright my sister got me on this site. Have to say I've seen easier ones...but ya know ...family...anyways I won't be on here much so you won't see many changes most of my activity will be on other sites lists email groups and such if you want to know where to find me you'll have to ask. Oh and yeah I have an attitude guess that comes from my alternative lifestyle, but you'll have to ask me on that one.

Just A Puzzle
Swooning from the flight of the devil's rest, placed upon the shoulder of a soul who can not take it. Misery is not uncommon on the beaten path of bones, where once a hand was laid in anger. Downward motions forced in a thought of crime and solice, it is the cries from a weeping child in a corner that ring at night's break. To be free of pain, would be an unknown track, where nothing can be good for too long. Dying for the congestion of the city, but having no boat to take her there. There is no hoping anymore, if it should come true then she will pick up and fly. Plagued with worry and knots of dust, walking through the ice feild that bore no warmth for years, and an act of heat will no longer accept the stone that was made. To take an ice pick and chisel away the remains of an ancesterol decent, is to throw a man off a building and expect him to bounce back. A constructive thesis can and will be written in the hearts of each woman who looses herself in the next capture. Lov

Just Droppin' In
So, how is everyone doin'? It is beautiful in Columbia today. The sun is shinning, it's about 50 and the snow and ice is melting, and pouring down the edges of the streets. Man, I am so ready for weather like this. Naturally, as MO goes though, I don't think it's going to last for long. Last I checked on weather, it was suppose to be nice like this all week, with 60 by Friday...but by Sat., and Sunday nights, temps dropping, rain beginning, and turning in to freezing rain, and snow. It just DOESN'T quit! It looks like maybe the week after that it's going to perk back up again. I should hope so....by then, spring will only be a couple of weeks away! I'm feeling pretty good about my first week as an official Avon Representative. I only had 2 orders, but they totalled about $80, and $50 was the goal I needed to reach to maintain my free website for a month. So...I feel very good about that. I haven't done anything today. I had thought about it...I have books t

Just My Late Night Thoughts!!
Late night once again,here I am once again. Tonight my thoughts are dark,lustful and untamed. So my sweet here we are at death's door. Who will rise like the sun and who'll fade like the shadows. Tonight we danced a untamed danced. My hot lips on your cold lips. My warm tongue twist with your cold one. My golden skin rubbing your pale skin. As my warm had slides on your cold chest. You twist one of your pale hands in my bronze hair. I feel you pull me closer,my sweet. My warm smooth leg rubs your hard cold leg. My warm soft lips kiss and tease you soft cold ones. Mmm, closer your deep eyes say. Then I feel your hand slip on my breast and tease it. I shiver and you pull me closer yet. I feel my hands glide over you skin ,as if they have a mind of their own. Closer we twist into each other,until I feel a burst inside of me. Still your body screams for me to be closer yet. As I feel my body shiver and glide to yours, I feel another bur

Just So She Knows...........
heres the scope peeps...................... ~I like this girl, she likes me back..She still Loves her ex and I know this and I understand.She needs to know that I feel about her and that is I only want the best for her no matter who shes with I just want to see her happy..Even if I never get a chance, I will always be by her side forever cause thats how i am, all I care is that her feelings, I am more than happy to push my feelings aside for her to see her happy~ Anyways I wrote all my feelings because I want to remind her what kind of guy I am, and I want to show other guys that its not giving up to push ur feelings aside for the girl u care about just to see her happy!!! Everyone forgets what being true is (no offense my friends just writing in general) anyways I hope everyone had a fantastic tuesday night and Hope u have a great wendseday!!!! love, ~Tommy ~ ^_^

Just A Thought
America Without Black People JUST A PORTION BUT A GOOD ONE 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it one finds great difficulty reaching high floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gear shift, Joseph Gammell, also black, invented the Super Charge System for Internal Combustion Engines, and Garrett A. Morgan invented the traffic signals. 4. Furthermore, one could not use the rapid transit system because its precursor was the electric trolley, which was invented by another black man, Elbert R. Robinson. 5. Even if there were streets on which cars and a rapid transit system could operate, they were cluttered with paper because an African American, Charles Brooks, invented the street sweeper. 6. There were few if any newspapers,

Just Me
I a bit of an odd duck, some would say. I a systems engineer by profession. Currently I work for the Dept. Of Homeland Security/TSA. I am part of the National Deployment Office. Which is a group of about 650 people out of the 45,000 TSA that travel the U.S. going where they need us for special events, seasonal events, emergency situations. I only spend 2 months a year at home, in Portland, Oregon. I have worked for Intel, Daimler-Chrysler-Benz, and lastly, Enron(see the mug lol). I have been in computers and fixing them for over 25 years. So, I am quite the geek, but I also enjoy hunting and fishing. Not too many geeks own a Remington 700BDL in 7mm Mag lol. I am also a fantastic chef. I love to cook. I am also a hopeless romantic. I love to surf(you have to love it to surf in Oregon hehe), scuba dive, and swim. I swam competitive since I was 7. I usually piss off the other adults when I go do laps at the pool and within 5 min have the lane to myself.I swear I didn't mean to

Just A Thought
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on

Just The Usual Ramble
Like before I'm giving a heads up that CUBS RULE is my x-husband. He found the site through his x-girlfriend and feels the need to snoop around. I haven't even spoke to him since September when we got into a screaming match over him taking forever to bring me the kids. He's not exactly responsible when it comes to time management. He also likes to waste time and make us go to court over stupid shit..so be aware he apparently needs attention again and he's trying to find it. Lucky me I married a winner there. He hasn't seen his sons since September and hasn't tried, so it says alot about his demeanor. Just please if you like him great, just don't discuss me with him. You like his music and have stuff in common, great he needs friends but I would rather he know nothing about me and continue the nonexistant relationship he has with his kids. They don't need the stress he causes.

Just Wish
Just wish, I'd taken the time, To trace your smile, With my fingertips, And memorized, The contours of your face... Just wish, I'd taken the time, To listen to the way, Your voice sang, When you spoke. Just wish, I could capture, All the moments, We spent together, In a bottle, And pull them out, When I was beginning, To feel blue...

Just A Funny
9 Things I Dislike About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7 When something is 'new and improved!'.

Just An Update
I wanted to wait a few days before writting a new blog. So I would have more to tell. Saturday the 17th Tristen, Alex and I had a birthday party to go to in Lively. The last time we where out to Lively Nicole Tristens godmom told him the next time he went out there he might be able to spend the night. Well he never forgot he packed his pj's so he could stay the night. After the party was over we Tristen asked Nicole and Norm if he could spend the night they said it was okay with them. Norm and Nicole are Tristens godparents. So that was Tristens first night sleeping away from home. He sure liked it tho thats all he talked about for two days he was driving me crazy. I didnt mind not having him here it was a nice brake mind you I still had Kieyah & Alex. Tuesday 20th I had playgroup with Alex & Kieyah I was telling the lady the does the playgroups that Alex still wouldnt crawl well as we where talking about it the little guy decided to crawl and he hasnt stopped since. I was so happy

Just Wondering ???
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies."

Just Do It
This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME (via reply). My name: Summarize me in three words: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: Do I smoke: Am I happy: Am I a good person: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: How do you make me smile: What's my favorite type of music: Have you ever seen me cry: Can I sing: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): I'm hot? Am I not? Go ahead, you can say ... : Have you ever hugged me: Kissed me: Wanted to kiss me: What is my favorite food: Have yo

Just Some Random Quotes I Like
- "Be of use....But don't be used" - "I know on some level it's wrong but luckily I'm not deep enough to have that level" - "Friends are made by many acts and lost by only one" - "To be stupid, selfish, and have good health are three requirements for happiness, though if stupidity is lacking, all is lost." - "May you have the hindsight to know where you've been, the foresight to know where you're going, and the insight to know when you're going to far!" - "I'm surrounded by idiots...some village is deprived" - "You can kiss a fool. A fool can kiss you. But don't let a kiss fool you" - "The hardest thing in this world is to live in it" - "Love is the slowest form of suicide" - "I never stopped loving you! I just stopped showing it" - "Pack your bags, we're going on a guilt trip"

Just Because I Can
SOMETIMES THE WATERS GET ROUGH, AND IT SEEM YOU MIGHT LOSE YOUR WAY. BUT WHETER IN FRONT, BESIDE, OR BEHIND YOU, I AM WITH YOU EVERY DAY, SO WHEN IT SEEMS TO MUCH TO HANDLE, REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL MY NAME. I WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL THE SAME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD, I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!!

Just Because
DAMN I'M GETTIN MY SMOKE AND MY DRINK ON AND I FEEL LIKE TYPING SOME SHIT JUST BECAUSE. FOR THOSE WHO HAVE READ MY LAST BLOGS, WORD OF ADVICE, SQUASH THAT SHIT BECAUSE I HAVE. I'M DONE WITH THAT SHIT, MOVIN ON TO BETTER ANS SEXIER THINGS. I DIDNT COME TO CT TO FIND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND FALL IN LOVE. I NEVER CHASED OR APPROACHED A DAMN SOUL. IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND. ANYWHOOOOOOOO BOTTOM LINE IS THIS, I GUYS, I LIKE GURLS, I LIKE ROCK, I LIKE RAP, I LOVE ANGELS AND I LOVE GOTH. I AM ME AND THAT IS ALL I WILL EVER BE. NO I AINT A SKINNY CHICK SO IF THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR, YA IN THE WRONG SPOT. I AM HOWEVER ONE BIG BEAUTIFUL BITCH AND WILL LET YOU KNOW IT. I GIVE TITS N ASS A WHOLE BRAND NEW MEANING. I'M NOT HERE TO MOTHER OR YA LOVER JUST YA FRIEND AND DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH I AM INTO TO YOU THERE MAYBE SOME BENEFITS WITH THAT FRIENDSHIP. SO IF YA LOOKIN FOR A FRIEND, I'M YA GURL BUT IF YA LOOKIN TO HATE THEN STEP THE FOOK OFF BECAUSE I AINT GOT TIME. IF YA ASS I

Just Yeah
JUST... YEAH Things have been going to good i think im scared that they are going to go bad here soon... right now i have a wanderful boyfriend who means the world to me and my best friends... I have always been dealt the wrong end of the deal... but for once im feeling very content and happy with my life... Im just trying to find a job and be happy ... And iam .... I have been trying hard to find a job but i cant... I just wish i could ... I love my family and friends ... they are the best for me... I love them and my boyfriend treats me great and i love him to.. im very fortunate to have people like this in my life.... i try to be there for everyone when they need me... Ok well i dunno i guess enough rambling on... Just wanted to tell u guys how much u mean to me... and everything...

Just Thinking Out Loud
I went to one of my PTSD clinics at the V.A this morning. One of the other guys kept saying "for God and country" whicw made me start thinking.......WHY? I would have to disagree w/him on that. Because when the bombs start exploding and the bullets start flying you don't fight for God and country, your family back home in the states, or your girlfriend. You fight for the man standing beside you because when all is said and done he is the only son of a bitch that will get you through this. You know he has your ass covered and you cover his. That is all we had was each other at those times. And those times will remain with us forever, every time we close our eyes we see the faces of those that made it and those that didn't. The carnage that we left behind. We all left a part of ourselves in those places. A part we will never get back. We will never be the same person that we were when left. We are changed forever. Thanks

Just Saw This
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Thinking
i have waited for this day why does it come now not fare to me i do believe in love but not at this pace i am afraid of a broken heart and what will you do to me? will you be good will be what i want i just keep on thinking what it will be like to be with you in the end its me i need to decide if it is us

Just Wanna
i just wanna hold you close feel you next to me the way it used to be before you left hear your laughter and feel your gentle breath on my neck i just wanna hear your voice telling me you love me and will always be there everything we used to do replays in my head each night as i fall asleep wishing you were home with me

Just Wondering Lemme Kno :)
1.Name? 2.Age? 3.Location? 4.Height and weight? 5.Single or Married? 6.Think I'm Hot? 7.Kids? If so, how many? 8. Would u have sex with me? 9.No strings attached or relationship? 10.Favorite Positions? 11.Like to give oral? recieve? 12.How long can u last? 13.Have sex outdoors? 14.one orgasm or multiples? 15.Loud moaner or quiet? 16.Like to use handcuffs? chains? 17.In control or be dominated? 18.3somes? group sex? on camera? 19.straight or bi? 20.Horny all the time? 21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u?

Just Letting Everyone Know About My Tattoo!!
I'm leaving this morning. In about two hours to go see my tattooist in orlando. The outline of my sleeve will get done today. Dont worry there will be picks. most of you guys and lovely ladies have commented on the first part of my arm. The same guy is doing the entire arm for me. So see you people soon.

Just A Little Bit About Me...for Those That Want To Know
Hey someone told me that I should post a blog about myself so here goes....I am a single mom who is soon to be 30...god am i getting old..I have a 5yr old son who is my world, plenty of pics posted of him...his name is Tieler.I have been married once and only once..I was engaged married and divorced almost all in the same year..Whoa!! you say..well he decided to get busy with his bosses' sister and get her pregnant while we were married, needless to say that ended that..Why do people do things to intentionally hurt people.. I have never cheated, never needed to or so I thought..oh well enough about that..Trying to find someone who is honest just doesnt seem to be happening for me..guess thats the way its supposed to be I guess. Most guys dont like women who have curves, well guess what if you dont like curves...stick with your bean pole fake women who treat you like shit..go for show, instead of whats on the inside..I live in North Carolina..born and raised, I have been here all my lif

Just A Note
hold your breath stop and stare looking out there at who knows where.... hold on tight the ride has just begun life if wonderful and full of fun but just a note don't go to fast or you might get hurt take it slow...... and guard your heart for boys will break it from the start trust them you must it's the only way but don't be mad at the next one that comes your way he could be the one who show you that love can be fun... so walk little one never run and if you should fall just remember i will there to help you stand up and stare out in the world to who knows where

Just Thnkin Bout Her
when you're not around, i fear my death is near when you're not around, it's your voice i long to hear when you're not around, it's your body my eyes wish to see when you're not around, my heart simply bleeds without you, there is no me when you're not around, my day turns to night when you're not around, i'm longing for your smile full of light when you're not around, my lips long for your tender kiss when you're not around, i'm longing for your jokes, joy and bliss when you're not around, it's simply everything about you i miss

Just A Thought...
Hey, just a hint...i LOVE criticism and help with my stuff...if you stop by and read, PLEASE let me know what you think...I've been writing for years and haven't been in a writers' group in a long time and could use the help. Thanks Jessie Oh yeah, not a shameless ploy for comments...I would just like to know whether my stuff is worthwhile or not. Thanks

Just Thoughts!!
Dead life is the way to be. Dead laughter is the way to be. Dead love is the way to be. Dead heart is the way to be. Dead soul is the way to be. Dead spirit is the way to be. Dead on the inside as well as the outside.

Just A Poem I Wrote
I love the way you touch me with your gentle fingertips And I love the way you kiss me with your soft and tender lips I love it when yhour tongue meets mine and I like the way you taste And I love it when I get to wrap my legs around your waist I love how yor scent lingers in the warm and steamy air And how sometimes I feel you even when you are not there I love how you thrust yourself with a hard but gentle motion And how my body rocks with yours like a boat out on the ocean You cause my skin to tingle and you make my body tremble It's a strange and wonderful feeling like no other can resemble You make me feel like a real woman and not a little girl You give me goosebumps all over and you make my toes curl I like how you make me feel I hope it lasts a while And forever wwhen I think of you it will always make me smile.

Just Once
I CRY......I CRY.....I CRY.......I CRY...... I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED JUST ONCE IN MY LIFE THE WAY I GIVE IT I OPENED UP MY SOUL TO BE LOVED I GIVE GIVE AND GIVE AND I THINK OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE TO BE HURT AND I COME UP WITH NOTHING I AM A COOL CALM AND COLLECTED BROTHER RESPECTFUL THE DAYS COME AND GO WITH MY SPECIAL SOMEONE I TRY TO PUT ALL THE DAYS INTO ONE... BUT HAVE TO SAY ONE DAY AT A TIME WHEN WILL THAT DAY COME I THINK AND THINK AND I COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO KEEP IT MOVIN IF I GIVE MYSELF TIME TO THINK I WILL FEEL THE PAIN OF LONLINESS A ROLLING STONE GATHERS NO MOSS BUT I MUSTN'T BE LIKE PAPA WHERE DO I MOVE TO DO I MOVE TO LOVE OR DO I MOVE NOT TO GET HURT I GAVE MY SOUL AND I GOT ONE I SHOULD SHAKE IT OFF LOVE WILL GET BACK TO YOU BUT I LOOK UP AND SEE IT HAS LEFT ME ALONE I GET TO THINKING WAS IT MY BREATH OR DID I LOVE TO HARD ONCE AGAIN I AM THE ONE WHO WILL FEEL IT AGAIN I CRY AND I GO RIGHT BACK TO LOVE ITS THE ONLY WA

Just Think First...
if you are with someone then you need to read this....if you have lost someone then you all already where i am at. they say that when you are mad an in an argument you say thing that you don't mean...but those words still hurt...before you say something stop an think.....if you love that person as much as you think then you will take this to heart....cuz love can't heal all wounds...there are even some wounds that time can not heal....so if you do say those words there is a chance that you could lose them....then you can spend your nights laying awake...missing them...missing their smile...missing them in your arms...you are the one feeling utterly empty inside....feel your self "die" inside....wanting to hide from the world so it doesn't see you break down...pain can drive some but love of someone is a better fuel....love of family...love of friends...but yes they do help..but the strongest love there is is the love of someone you SHARE a life with...you do not control it....so w

Just Check First
it always the same..you try to make sure that you're not the one...you even ask them if it is..what's their response..no...so to make sure you let them have some space..but sure enough that space just seems to grow..so what do you do....fight to keep them..an all that does is push them away...an then at the end...they're the one to end it...you try an try to stop it but it doesn't matter....so as they go on you're the one who is left in the abyss...trying to figure out what to do next....the pain you feel weights you down..dragging you down further down...you try to fight your way up..but after sometime it dawns on you that after fighting so many times before that now you have nothing left in you to fight with...with this realized you start to allow yourself to sink even further down...you have no clue who you can trust anymore...friends..sometimes family...as you sink you can "hear" yourself scream....but there's no one listening...you know you can't answer it cuz it's you other part

~ Just My Rambled Thoughts On Life, Relationships.. And The Need To Fill The Void ~
I'm inspired to write this blog..because it agrravates me that people I know, love and care about end up in relationships that didn't have any grounds to begin with. They say Trust is earned...and I'm a true believer in that! I mean don't get me wrong..I don't automatically distrust a person. I'll trust a person in the beginning just as much as I trust the average stranger - which isn't much by the way!! Trust is not be given freely..to do so - is down right stupid. Now how does this all fit into what I started to write about in the beginning?! A WHOLE Fucken Lot actually!! Why do people go from one relationship...right into another, without a fucken grace period?! I mean..whatever happened to the whole "gettin to know you stage"?! Why go from one fucked up relationship and move right into another, whether the next relationship is fucked up or not - why get into it at all?! Why not just take a breather, relax, enjoy life, live each moment a day at a time and let it all come to you.

Just Ranting...
There must be a sign on my vehicle that says, "Please, for the love of God, Speed up, get in front of me, and then slow down to 10 miles below the speed limit!" Because me going 60 in a 45 was not an obvious sign that I was in a hurry! You fucking cunt... I am so angry right now... And I'm not sure if any of you have seen a greek girl lose control of her anger. Now I just need to regain that control. My son had a dr's appt. today. So his father and I got up and took him. Both had to be to work after it was over. The bastard decided he wasn't going to work today cuz he was "irritated". And does not deal well when he is irritated, well fuck you and your irritation. I am getting so mad at those damn days off... I wish I could miss a day just cuz I feel like it. But no, I'm the only one with any kind of work ethics, and its really starting to break my nerves. Anyway... Question of the day, Can philosophy exist in a world full of technology? I'll tell you my views on this later...

Just Getting Worse
You know what i think is totally lame and stupid, people that have a name thats a full sentence, it was cool when the first 5 people did it, but now everyone has to do it, how come everyone copies what everyone else does on here.....ahh ha i know why so they can be cool to and level up.....lame..who cares about leveling up, oh one final thought if one more person gets a picture that morphs im gonna puke.....it old done a thousand time ..lame

Just Finishing Where I Left Off
The competion bullshit..This is so annoying to me.Because I have lived with it all my life.You know I have alot of friends seeing as I live in the town I grew up in.Me and my friends go back to elemtary school.For the most part my homies all know I don't mess around with their man.But every once in awhile I meet some new chick and she fears the worst that her no good cheating ass boyfriend wants to f**k me.And then here we go....to be continued..

Just Wanted To Let You All Know
I wont be on as much my grandmother is passing away and i'm not taking it well.they have given her until mother's day so i will be traveling to be with her very soon....i will try and check on this everyday that i can.love to all

Just For Fun
You scored as Armand. Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really areArmand75%Marius50%Dracula50%Lestat33%Akasha33%Angel33%Blade33%Spike33%Louis25%Deacon Frost17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Just A Small Take On Going To The Dentist
Went and had my 6 month teeth cleaning yesterday (actually its been 3 yrs but who's counting) I always feel like an ass going in for a cleaning because you walk in the door and its like "Hey come on in we are going to brush your teeth for you because your too stupid to do it yourself" btw they said my mouth was great lol

Just To Going To Say This Once:
I have two friends who are having it out on my bulletin board putting each other down and causing havoc. I will say this only once: Leave me out of all of it!!! I have no idea what happened to suddenly fill my bulletin board with all of the mess of their fight, and I don't want to hear it, if it's only attacking the other person. You two should know who you are, and if you want to talk to me about it like mature, civil people feel free to message me. Otherwise, I am turning off my bulletin board until it blows over. I have enough drama in real life, I don't want it where I come to surf when I need to relax!

Just Waiting
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I'm waiting around for my family to get ready to go to the circus. We are taking all the nieces and nephews to Ringling Brothers circus. It's kind of a tradition we sort of do it every year.

Just Moving Along
It's been a little over a month since I joined this Cherry Tap thing and it's been pretty good overall. I've read a lot of the messages that gripe about people just accumulating friends and gathering points and that's okay it's a fun thing to go along with meeting people. Every now and then though, while bombing lots of contests and answering a lot of comments and such, some people get over looked and that's the last thing that is intended. If I have done that to any of my friends, fans and family, I beg you to forgive me. You all are just great and I love you. Here's wishing you all a wild hump this evening.

Just Wanted To Say Hello
were to start iam new to this my name erica aka something tasty :)iam 32 years old from new york i have no kids dont want any i enjoy traveling and meeting new people iam a bisexual women i like to hangout with friends when iam not doing that i work as a sub teacher in the high school i love horror movies music video games reading amd being my wildself lol iam iam a pain at times but for the most part iam a sweet heart i love to joke around and make people laugh well i guess thats it for now take care iam always looking to make new friends hope to hear from you erica

Just A Tingly Feeling...
I'm feeling kinda horney right now, anyone else feeling that way too? I just want to know who else feels that way. Is this normal? LMAO! Much love to all my Cherry family & friends. I'm feeling generous... XO'S

Just Got To Thinkin And Reminiscing
You know what I haven't done in a while that made me feel proud to be me? Made me feel like a man and worth something? Made me express feel powerful and strong, dominant and respected, just made me proud to be who I am? Fuck! I mean lay it down! Make the bed bang against the wall, make a woman scream out while I'm drivin it in deep and hard. Makin the titties bounce back and forth. Just dominate some pussy. Not even to come just to poundin away just for the power and sheer pleasure of it. I miss the sound of wet fleshy slaps, flesh on flesh, sloppy, passionate, intense FUCKING! I just want to feel my dick drivin inside a woman makin her scream and scratch, pull and squeeze my body. Just have a time with it. You know that part of it where it's real good unlike the fumbling beginning and the careless ending. Tha part in between when the man is at his best not too energetic but not spent. That time in the missionary position where his rock hard dick is just right. That's what I miss

Just Wonderin Thoughts
what the hell so im bored and these are just well i dont know Trees, have you ever thought about them? Dont worry neither have I. Where this is going I dont know so... here we go. All these little bad ass kids that go up into schools and shit shootin the fuckin place up. How God damn physco do you gota be? Plus I think parents should still beat the little mother fuckers ass. My dad would beat the fuck outa me when I did shit wrong. Dont get me wrong I was one of those little bad ass kids who thought my shit didnt stink, but you gota have something wrong with you to do some of the shit people do these days. Shouldnt parents notice if there kids are that fucked up. Here is something REALLY fucked up that Ive thought about more than once. If I was to ever kill some one i would first knock them out, pinn em crucifix stlye to the wall, making there head look straight down, thumb tack there eyelids to their forehead, and slit in a smiley face motion along the pant line. Now if you do thi

Just A Futile Blog
Theres an emptiness that weve all felt at one time or another in our life.Everyone has a desire , a need to love or to feel love , its funny to sit back and hear people try to deny it.Its human nature to want , long for , and yes need human companionship.So why then are so many people afraid or ashamed to admit? As a mother I have the greatest love anyone could experience. The unconditional love that everyone seeks in a romantic relationship. I think to my self that should be all the love I need , I dont need a lover , I dont want one , yet I still find my self crying for whats missing in my heart.I find myself laying in bed at night and just crying for what I want , yet believe is impossible for me to attain.I know I can go the rest of my life without a man , or with that love , but isnt it strange , that for something we claim that we dont need we morn so greatly ? I also think its funny how I always manage to set myself for what I cant have .I guess that saying holds so true f

Just Death
no breath just death i frantically repeat to myself i force my head below the surface the water fills my lungs no breath just death i persuade myself i force the knife into my skin the blood runs freely no breath just death i yell at myself i swallow the pills whole the feeling makes me sick no breath just death i whisper to myself i place the rope around my neck the fall stops my breath now there is just death...

Just So You Know
Just So All Of You Know And Are Made Very Aware All Poems Posted On Here Are Legally Copyrighted. So No Funny Shit Ok. If You Want To Read My Poems Feel Free To That Is Why I Have Them Up. But If You Take Any Of My Poems Without Written Consent From Me Then You Will Be Breaking The Law. Get It Got Good. Oh And Yeah I Will Fucking Sue You Too Lol....Try Me

Just Alittle Bit About Me
Alright I figure I'd better do this that way everyone knows what I'm about lol. I'm a 26yr old mother of two, happily married for 4 yrs. Don't worry guys its okay we are swingers!! For those of you that don't know what that is feel free to ask lol. I'm currently a stay at home mom and just moved back to Goshen Indiana. I love to scrapbook and I'm also an animal rescuerer. I'm not shy at all if you can't tell by my page. I don't get offended easily either so if there is anything at all that you want to know feel free to ask away. Well I guess thats all for now I'm sure I'll post something again soon.

Just Blab No Comments
ok im just so sick of stupid ppl ok a person (you know who you are) talks shit about my mom becuz the person put a hole in my wall and my mother owns the place i live and he is pissed off cuz its gonna cost him 200 dollars to get the two walls replace becuz he punched his fist throw the kitchen wall and into my lil girls closet and my mother dont want a shitty job done on it i have never done drywall and have no clue yet yet he can talk shit about my mother call her a bitch and every thing else and exsepct me not to blow my steam about his memow well there is alotta more then what i told him that u could say i think it is time for him to grow up and be a man he need to take responsibility for his own actions and not xspect everyone else to do it he want everyone else to find him a job he wants everyone else to do it all fo him but why shuld anyone else have to do it when he is the only one that does it to himself i didnt punch the wall i didnt get fired from my job i didnt walk out of

Just A Rant
This Is Jest A Rant About All Those Pepole Who Are To Fucked Up To See The Shit In Front Of Ther Eyss& Wont Enjoy Ther Life With Out Fucking Up Others Those Pepole So Goddam messed They Need To Hurt Othes To Feel Good This Is Only A Rant To Knowone & Eveyone Thank You

Just Song Lyrics
The originals are always better .. damn censorship and the radio Akon I wanna fuck you Lyrics (featuring: Snoop Dogg) Konvict...Music...and you know we Up front. I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know Girl... Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale, dont tell, wont tell, baby say I dont talk dogg but she told on me, oh well, take a picture wit me, what the flick gon do, baby stick to me & ima stick on u, if u pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and im here to put this dick on you, I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, rip ridin and them poles and them doors is tight and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby ur pussy for life. I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already

Just Some Fun Stuff
Your Stripper Song Is Pour Some Sugar on Me by Def Leppard "Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man?" Break out the baby oil, you rock it old school. What Song Should You Strip To?

Just My Poetry...........
Lover unknown...... My lips yearn to speak your name, though i know it not. My ears desire to hear sweet nothings you should whisper, yet i have never head your voice. My skin burns for your touch, but yet you have never touched me. I crave to taste your kisses, are they sweet and gentle? are they urgent,demanding and passionate? My heart belongs to you all you must do is claim it. My soul is wild and reckless, you need to do nothing but whisper my nameto tame it. My temper is firey and demanding your gentleness can cool and temper it. My love is yours all you must do is capture it, all i have to give lyes hers waiting for you, my sweet lover unkown.

Just A Small Questionaire.....what Would You Do?
1. Which of us would be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me if i asked you to? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have multiple orgasms? 18. Internal or External ? ( When I Cum ) 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY? take the chalenge...Leave/Send me a messege!!

Just Lettin Ya Know..
I wanted every one to know that I didn't not put up my last blog for any sympathy. All I was doing was letting the great people I have met here, where I'd been for almost 3 weeks. I believe God put certain pleople in my life and those are my friends that I call loyal and trusting. I have met many here, and hope to meet more. God knows how much I missed being able to get online and hang out. Well TGIF.....yall have a great night and God Bless to those whom I call Family and Friends. p.s. PLEASE RATE!! Lady Di

"just A Biker"
http://www.bikerenews.com/Stories/Justabiker.html "Just A Biker" I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store linebut you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalkbut you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurantbut you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more moneyfor the hurricane relief.I seen you roll up your window and shake your headwhen I passed youbut you didn't see me driving behind you when you flickedyour cigerette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your childrenbut you didn't see me when I took time off from work to runtoys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hairbut you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for"Locks of Love".I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glovesbut you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old jacke

Just 4 Fun
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Just Love Me Tonight
Just Love Me Tonight by BlueWolf I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight.

Just A Sign That I've Been Thinking Too Hard!!
"There's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me." - Gretchen Kemp

Just In Case...
YOU BORED OFF YOUR ASS, AND YOU KNOW YOU ARE, THEN LISTEN UP TO THE MUSIC I GOT PLAYING AT MY BAR RIGHT NOW. SAME MUSIC I'M MAKING ALL MY CUSTOMERS ROCK TO, SO JOIN THEM YOU, OR DIEEEEEE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. HALF NAKED, AND ROCKING!!! http://www.freepowerboards.com/digitalmix/portal.php

Just A Kiss
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts I've never had the chance To kiss your beautiful lips To hold you tight all day To run my fingers through your hair Or talk to you till the sun comes up My mind says this won't be so But my heart knows different Someday I will do these wonderful things And never let you go No matter how long it takes No matter how many tears it makes I will see you Kiss you And hold you Until the end of time

Just Me
for the one or two that might be curious as to why I haven't been online for a while..... well sometimes I just get depressed (don't we all?) and using the computer becomes too much for me, as do most things -- except for eating, that seems to increase :{ -- so nothing serious and I'm back online. yeah I know big whoop

Just A Heated Story,nothing Big!!
She offen found herself alone and without anyone close to her. But after a few moons of being alone she was use to it,because once an outsider always an outsider. She offten told those who look at her, to look away for she was nothing but a thing of shadows and light,real but yet not the same. Beside to care and be drawn to her always coast so high. For in the deepest part of her soul there was something that no one had ever seen ,those who have,payed one way or another. She know this world of light and warmth wasn't her true home. But she was taken from her true home long before now. So she just wander through the wrold she found herself in. Yes it had alot of light and laughter,but there was pain and loneliness as well. She found she had 4 people that were of this world that she could trust,but thats it. Two were like her from the other world ,where even if you had light and darkness you still were a part but not a part. Then there was one man that was from this new world of light

Just A Rant.
I am going to copy and paste something that I wrote earlier today in response to someone who had to let me know that it was ok to just be me. Aren't I always being me? I thought I was!!! But, it got me thinking that although I am always me as a whole .... I like most of you, have many layers some of which are shared, some of which are hidden from even myself. Some of them I already knew of and some of them I discovered during the 2 hours it took me to write this. After turning off all forms of communication I began to type. Unlike my earlier blogs this one did not just pour from my fingertips ...each word coming in quick succession of the one typed previous to it giving no real thought to the subjects that happened to spill their way into my little piece of the net. This one that in fact was NOT intended for this blog , is different. This one reached its icey hands deep into my soul and slowly began to squeeze until who I am at my core was tested and then released. It was

Just Having A Blah Monday!!
I'm stuck in a rut. Somedays I feel great, somedays I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I will graduate in May, with an Associates Degree in Accounting. I am 43 and I am sure we all at one point in our lives, sit back and wonder where it all went, what have I accomplished. I love meeting new people and chatting on here and yahoo messenger. Everyone is great. I love the 10s, picture comments, love comments, gifts, and most of all, the awesome friends I have met on here. Thanks to you that, I get up wanting to show my friends love, and chatting. Thank you all very much, for the love and support, that you have given me, since I have joined Lost Cherry/now Cherry Tap. Angel

Just To Make Ur Flight More Exciting
Airplane Sex Guide For your own safety, comfort, and that of your fellow passengers and crew, please observe the following regulations when engaging in in-flight sex. Sex while Seated Regulations require that you keep your seatbelts fastened at all times when seated. Therefore, only oral and manual sex are permitted in the main cabin. If you desire privacy, you may request a blanket to conceal your activities. Autofellatio This option is always available to our passengers who prefer to self-suck. To avoid head injuries, make sure your tray table is secured in its upright and locked position. Hand Job To initiate a hand job, open the fly of the passenger seated immediately next to you, freeing his penis. Grasping the shaft firmly, use a brisk up-and-down motion until climax is achieved. Flight attendants may provide moist towelettes for cleanup. Hot towels are available to our first-class passengers. Blow Job To initiate a blow job, open

Just Something I Wrote... A Hot Start...
A Hot Start Tonight... poem Shall we start this night off right? Come to me. Let's kiss by candle light. Let me slowly strip your clothes off that hot body. Tonight's going to be a night we get real naughty With handcuffs and toys and candle wax. Bending you over and spanking that ass, Caressing your Beautiful body up and down, Throwing you to the bed and tying your ass down. First are your hands above your head. Then next your legs get tied to my bed. As I have you spread eagle and helpless Right now, in this moment, nothing matter but us. I want to go down on you tonight, Tease and lick you just right. I want to taste your body's sweet nectar. You're my queen tonight and I'm your protector. I'm going to take my time tonight with you, Using my tongue and a finger or two. As I take you into a state of pure desire, Baby I'm going to set your body or fire. I want to drip hot wax on your chest, Kissing you softly and sucking on your

Just Some Of My Writings
Desires stir the flesh and all is due To a raven haired beauty who did renew Thoughts of taste and loves sweet grind Desires to drive lust on in the mind To hold her in a sweet embrace And see if both our hearts do race As lust consumes and passion ignite Fires within burn and souls take flight Kisses that trail into places of love A look in her eyes as she sits above And my tongue does it work on her skin I suck her nipples and hear breath she draws in My hand to caress her loins wetness they seek I am driven down to make her lust speak Loud moans and shudders she does tell me true That my tongue and fingers are helping to do The work of making her orgasm sweet I enjoy seeing her Cumming complete To feel her convulse and I drink with desire Now burns so much hotter the inner fire I slip my hardness inside her deep Consumed in her I am hers to keep We grind and buck to more orgasms loud We cum hard together my lust is so proud To make her scream in passion and

Just Dreams
Sweet dream do you even know The words you write and what you sow How you affect my thoughts to be How you stir things deep within me Hope does fill me and so does fear Yet I seek you , your voice to hear For pains of the past built my wall And now you come and they fall You go where none have been let in And you stir my lusty thoughts of sin Passion that pulls me in your way My mind fills with you more every day Thoughts of the taste of our sweet kiss I wonder if your mind fills like this If you are drawn to me as I am to you This is something in me long over due Would you dream as I do of sharing life Would you share both the joys and the strife Face hand in hand all that will ever be Link your soul and mine through eternity It is clear we share much of the ways we see This world and of what we think it to be We share a passion for life and we feel You seem like a dream yet I know your real So I know this so deep and know it is true What will be will be ! Li

Just Asking Do I Have To Beg Anyt O Havea Crush Oneme And Guess
LOL Do I have to have to ask my fans and family to havea crush on me,lol i just kidding my crush is list is quiet small like zero. come on I need some love give me soem love please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 later eric

Just Call Me Negative Nancy.
DATING ADVICE! Except not really. Well, maybe a little. Confused yet? Well, seems all my monogamy-loving friends want advice from me. I know, why would you ask some one who was on and off with the same guy for 3 years, only to find out he was sleeping with her best friend? Well, since we're still friends, I don't see the harm in me bashing all your relationships. Here it is.: Dating Advice, from Me! The not so censored, Miss Clementine ComAtose. -People who cannot maintain a relationship where they are apart from their signifigant other for a short period of time. *ALRIGHT, seriously. I understand attachment. It's a part of being a human. If you have blood running through your veins, you are probably attached to someone or something. BUT JESUS CHRIST! Stop relying on the other person to feel good about the relationship. Just because they want to spend 1 hour apart from you doesn't mean they hate you, or their sleeping with your best friend. If he/she comes home with a condom

Justa Tuesday In The Mind Of Marty
Good Morning. How are you? I am good myself. I am in desperate need of springtime weather. Summer, I will not complain if that comes before spring either. Beggars can’t be choosers. I must admit if there was a place like a tanning salon, day spa you name it, that could house you in a room and make the obeisance as if you were at a beach, sunshine, warm breeze what have ya, I would pay kindly to have that one day in the sun. What is the saying? Every dog has its day… Well not saying I am a dog but, I think I have had my fill of winter for one year. You know. I bet a place that would give you certain feelings you were there and away from bitter cold would do well in today’s culture. Oh well someone will get rich if not already on that idea. Have you seen the new Aflac Commercial with super duck? Oh, it’s beyond funny. But perhaps it’s just cute and my sick and twisted mind finds it hilarious. You ever realize people when they talk about their child having a baby it’s not just a boy o

Just A Crazy Idea From Me
if u dont like someones mumms or blogs or stashes they put up on here..just a lil brain storm why not just go to people that create some u like instead of complaining or getting all butt hurt at the ones u dont like..nowwww thats just a lil crazy i know but far be it from me to be all sane on here...as im an adult and its called freedom of choice and speech..so enough said on that everyone have a temptingggggggg tuesday cause hell i am wahoooooooooooooooooo

Just Because...
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, Doesn't mean you shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, Doesn't stop you from being the best. Just because no one has come along to share your life, Doesn't mean that day isn't coming. Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, Doesn't give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized how much of an awesome woman you are, Doesn't mean they can affect your femininity. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, Doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you deserve the very best there is, Doesn't mean that life is always fair. Just because God is still preparing your king, Doesn't mean that you're not already a Queen. Just because your situation doesn't seem to be progressing right now, Doesn't mean you need to change a thing. Keep shining, keep running,

Just Dont Ask
I feel like you lied, though you said nothing at all. I feel betrayed because you couldnt confide in me. I feel uncertain because i dont know what reprecutions lie ahead. I understand the difficulties and know that things happen that we can not or feel we can not control. I worry daily although you may not know, but i am proud to know that you try I can't protect you though I wish I could, and i can't make your decisions for you, when it comes to that i know i have to step aside. My place is not to scream and yell but to stand beside you and help you up when and if ever you may fall. I love you for who you are not for what you have done. I care not because i have to but because i choose to. I feel so much, much more than you know but most of all... I feel ashamed because I could't ask you straight up or tell you this all to your face. And i pretended that I didnt know, but no matter what happens know I love you and you will get through.

Just Me
I just wanted to say i love it here on CherryTap i have met some of the coolest people on here and i wanted to say to my new friends you are welcome to chat or stop by my page anytime. A little about myself i started back at the US Postal Service a few months back and i am loving ever minute of it and i am going to buy my first house in a few weeks so i am very happy about that also it a 3 bedroom and it just me, myself , and I (I am still single ) but i will have my own house and i will be posting pics of the new house on here to show it off. Well everybody have a great weekend. Peace, Jerry

Just Having Alittle Fun Thats All
i'm just on here to have a little fun and to make friends you can never have to many friends. i dont need a boyfriend i have one of those already and im not bored with him yet. i just want to have a little fun flirting LOL thats all!

Just Wanna Die
Do you ever feel like you just wanna die? Where everything in ur life just always seems to go wrong and no matter how much and how hard you try to make things right they always fail? My life feels like a damn rollercoaster ride....goes up then comes down so fast my head feels like it's going to fly off. The one person i want to be with keeps coming in and out of my life...one minute wanting me the next not wanting me and saying he doesn't know how it's possible for us to be togehter cuz we fight so much. Yet i'm willing to work with him to work on our problems and make things better but yet he can't do things to work on them and make them better or even try he just wants to walk away....but then he'll come back n i take him back...but why? why do i do it to myself? Why can't i just let go and move on with my life? I've never had this problem before with anyone i was always able to just move on but i don't wanna waste 8 1/2 yrs when i know at one point before we both fucked up that we

Just A Quiz That I Took
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Just Stuff
Not too much going on today... beeen working.. mixed in with some playing on CT and yahoo. Got another project done today. Want to finish off 2 more tonight if I am lucky. Waiting on the clients to give me the last bit I need to finish it. Got about 4 inches of snow last night and today. Thankfully it was not ice at all so shoveling will be easy. Allergies are kinda bad today. Eyes are itchy and head is stuffy. Maybe I should clean? lol. Feeling pretty good about life today. :) Sometimes just little things help bring you out of the blah moods and make everything better. Anyway I feel so much more positive in how I think the last few days. I feel like I will never get to level 10..lol. OK.. so thats not positive thinking..lol. I have 3000+ points to go. At the rate I move we can expect that around April. :) Back to work for me.

Just When You Think.....
Just when you think you have everything together and everything going your way...LOOK OUT! It fucking falls apart...I am in a stage right now where it is hard for me to trust people with anything from my feelings to my heart. I have tried in the past to give my all and give 100%..guess what..it backfires! I treat anyone I am with like a KING....is that wrong? Treating someone like you want to be treated shouldnt be wrong, if its not wrong why does it backfire everytime? Should I start treating them like shit and maybe then it wont backfire? I dont judge people by their looks...I take the time to get to know them and let it go from there..start off as friends and just go with the flow. I have never been much of a shallow person..sorry its a flaw I have...and putting my trust into someone is getting harder and harder by the minute.. That is something that will take time. I want to find someone that is willing to take the time with me, not reject me for it..someone who knows what I have b

Just A Note To All!
Hey everyone!It's 8:45pm central time here in Alabama and what am I doing?I'm in cherry tap!!!This is a cool place.Well at least I'm not fresh meat anymore,Hummmmmm I don't know I kinda like that titel,lol,but once I move up some more i get to play more,or at least I think?Anyway I hope everyone who sees this have a great night,and I'll catch ya later!

Just.....
I love James Dean and he quoted~ Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” And thats what i need to do...I need to finally start living my life how it should be lived instead of living in the past, and the past hurts, and let downs...I have actually pushed so many away because of something in the past...But even though its been this long...Its time for me to finally let go and be the person i was before this all happened...I want to be happy again...So this is the new and imporoved me...SO....

Just Rambling #1
Why is it that people when we first get into a relationship we gotta lie? And the fucked up part about it we lie over the stupidist shit like some of these girls that are young lie about they age like crazy and den dats how some dudes be endin up in jail n shit also why is it that people be like ur so gud to me i will never leave u an then leave u and why is it that we always go to our friends ex's knowin its da un written that ur not really suppose to date ur friends ex's... well shit i say til about a year later lol but on a real tip if it's been more than a month since you and yo ex broke up and u aint found another love intrest or friend ya need to get started cuz the datin game is changing fast.. I am rambiling on about stuff dat comes to my mind so thanks for reading so tune in next time to rambling nation where anything u say can and will come up ~Mr. Charismatic~

Just Another Reminder
JUST A QUICK REMINDER TO ANYONE THAT LOOKS OR EVEN READS PROFILES!!!! I AM CURRENTLY TRYING TO MOVE SO THEREFORE I WILL NOT BE ON PROBABLY TILL AFTER MARCH 19TH OR LATER. I AM VERY SOORY BUT PLEASE KEEP LEAVING COMMENTS AND RATES I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO GET BACK ON HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I AM MOVING TO MYRTLE BEACH SOUTH CAROLINA SO YEAHAW FOR ME!! AFTER I GET MOVED AND SETTLED IN I WILL BE BACK ON HERE WITH A VENGENCE TRYING TO RETURN EVERYONES LOVE BUT JUST IN CASE I FORGET SOMEONE PLEASE DON'T HATE ME! I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS FROM ALL OVER AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE ANY OF THE FRIENDS I ALREADY HAVE. SO JUST PLEASE BEAR WITH ME THROUGH THIS MOVE AND I WILL CHAT WITH YOU ALL LATER!!!! PLEACE AND LOVE TO ALL AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL AS WELL!!! ~~~~ANNE~~~~

Just Something That Came Out
I keep my paintbrush with me, Wherever I may go, In case I need to cover up, So the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you me, Afraid of what you'll do, That you might laugh or say mean things, I'm afraid I might lose you. I'd like to remove all my paint coats, To show you the real true me, But I need you to understand, I need to accept what you see.

Just Cause It Made Me Laugh...
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment,then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying "Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.

Just Seeing How This Blog Composer Works!!
Ok I'm not sure if I'm doing this correctly...so if I am GREAT!, if not well then I guess I'm not so GREAT!...Totally glad it's Friday, about stinking time...had to wait 6 whole other days just to get here...anyway like I said this is cheezy and I'm well aware of this but had to see if i was doing it right!

Just A Quote That I Thought Was Cool
Life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat u right, forget the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason if you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Just Music
Just Music We go through life thinking its going to be easy For most it's been challenging Some is lucky to have it handed to them As you listen to a song you have think "This song relates to what I am going through now" Most of us felt that way when you hear something Hearing something we have not heard in a while Listening to the radio saying "that is my song there" Most of us done that before Like listening to a classic "Tony Terry" jam "With you " Make you feel good all over again Make you feel the way you felt when I you first heard the song You was excited with anticipation The way it made your heart felt The way lyrics made you fall in love May be wanted you to be in love Just like a "troop" jam making you love the person more May be want them more I wonder if you can feel that way now Now music just don't have a message All about bumping and grinding Ballin and bling bling It's very redundant if you ask me

Just Another Day
Well i knew I should have stayed in bed, but I didn't want to lose my job, so, you know I went to work full of that same feeling of dread. ( not really ) I cursed under my breath the whole way!!! Well I am not going to sit here and act like I am a psychic, although I am intuitive and I have had my fair share of contact with the after life, they seem to be drawn to me. Anyway, by the good grace of our great mother, and I did pray my way through the day, after 27 miles of cursing,( I know people passing thought I was singing hate songs from the look on my face and the speed at which my mouth was moving ) I finally arrived at work, The mother was telling me to just make it through the day without losing my kool. Well why cant I have listened like a good girl. Oh Great Mother, why couldn't I have just gone back to bed and fell fast asleep. Yes I would have got into some trouble, but now my middle name is trouble, I promise I was pleasant and smiled alot and said

Just For You
There is a risk involved in everything. Every time you share a smile, Every time you shed a tear, You are opening yourself up to hurt Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Sidestepping the things they can't understand, Turning away from those who care too much, Those who care too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love. You cannot approach it cautiously. It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic. It is unprejudiced and unmerciful. It strikes the strongest of mind. And brings them to their knees in one blow Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part Of someone else, Without either of your consent, But, from the moment it overtakes you, It hurts w

Just Take A Few Minutes And Make A Difference
Dear Friends: You probably never thought of this, but women's shelters in the U.S. go through thousands of tampons and pads monthly. Assistance agencies generally help with expenses of "everyday" necessities such as toilet paper, diapers, and clothing, but one of the most BASIC needs is overlooked - feminine hygiene products. (Who is at the helm of the funding assistance agencies!?) Seventh Generation, a green paper products and cleaning products company, has a do-good attitude and will donate a box of sanitary products to a women's shelter in your chosen state - just for clicking the link. Talk about easy (literally takes less than 1 minute and they ask nothing of you). And, yes, it is Legitimate! http://www.tampontification.com/donate.php

Just One!!
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cute. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

Just Something I Wrote Nothing Good Move On!!
My dear Dreamwalker, I know your true name . You the one that tease, You the one that please. My dear Dreamwalker, You twist and turn, You shiver and slip. My dear Dreamwalker, Your Fingers are like fire, Your Lips are like wine. My dear Dreamwalker, Your Skin is like silk, Your Soul is like heaven. My dear Dreamwalker, Your laughter is like rain, Your mind is like shadows. My dear Dreamwalker, Where will you walk to next, in the shadows of my mind , or in the light of my soul. My dear Dreamwalker!!

Just Putting Some Thoughts Out There
For my first blog entry im going to just put my thoughts down and go with whatever may come... for anyone who may come across this and read it let me go ahead and say i dont use proper puntuation or write in paragrahs and niether do i write with any sense of style other then like this, with my all lower case words and theses(.....) as seperators for sentences....this is my style i dont blog much...just every now and then....it comes over me like a mood and i go put my thoughts down for everyone to come across and read...but mainly im a private person who stays locked up inside not daring to venture out in the world..to reveal to anyone who i am...only those few that are able to get close to me are allowed to hear my darkest fears or get to know of my deepest passions...but then there are times when i feel a calling to come put personal things or allow ppl a glimpse of the person locked away deep inside of me thru only reading my blogs will some ppl ever get to come to know me

Just Thinking Out Loud
A free spirit shouldnt be harnessed...for the free spirit needs to roam...unbridled with free reins to roaming where it will..theres no changing a free spirit...all you can ever really do is glide along beside a free spirit and enjoy the ride of your life... "Random Thoughts" P.T.

Just Deep Feelings Geting Out!!
I love you but I hate you. We've been friends for 3 years now. I love you but I hate you. Even if we are the same sex,it doesn't matter. I love you but I hate you. We walk the same path,we are the same. I love you but I hate you. Every guy I had feelings for, want you. I love you but I hate you. Your a part of my soul,yet not. I love you but hate you. At least I have good taste. I love you but I hate you. As much as you hurt me, I still love you more. I love you but I hate you. I can't have a world without you. I love you but I hate you. Your one of my dearest friends. I love but I hate you. As much as I hurt ,I can't be without you. I love you but I hate you. But most of all I hate myself. I love you but I hate you. Love,Hate ,one in the same path. I love you but I hate you. I love you so much that there are no words. I love you but I hate you. I hate myself more then anything.

Just Saying Ty.. :o)
Want to say ty too all my friends for the support and luv... andddd.. too all my new friends that I have made friends with.. I have been trying to show luv still to all my friends.. and is hard to do.. I wish they would change the friends list and make it show when you are online all friends would show up and the ones offline.. wouldnt show.. would make it sooo much easier lol, as for the contest I can only bomb soo many at once soo be pataint with me plzzz.. Hard to keep up with you all, and if i havent hit you up in awhile plz dont be mad or feel that i dont want to show you luv.. because that is not how i am at all.. Just hard to find you all lol, and if i havent hit you up stop by and let me know, and ill hit you up with some luv. TY all again for helpin me out to get my month blast also. Hope all of you are doing well.. in the real world and in ct. Fuck all the drama and fakes or liars.. just move on all i gots to say :O) all of us here for friends or some just for fans and points

Just Take A Moment To Read This
Listen up guys...at this point..I'm not only scared for us as a people..but mainly our children! I know Global Warming is happening now, but the blunt of the horrorfic effects will hit our children. People the movies we watch are no longer just tales..they are very real..I know its hard for us to change the way we do things and it may even be too late at this point...but is your life and everyone else's worth it to try? I know this isnt something cool or whatever or something that people really want to be bothered with..but we can't ignore it anymore..we simply can't I'll be posting information afew times a month. Let's make ourselves aware ok?We have to open our eyes guys

Just Got Home
Hello everyone...I just got home from training for the Army, I missed you guys, just thought I'd let you know why I wasn't around this weekend. I hope everyone had a fun and safe weekend :) Gonna hop in the shower and get ready to visit my mom...haven't seen her in a couple weeks. Take care and hugs to everyone :) Nellie

Just Playing With Colors :))
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Just Some Questions..lol
1. how many people get up in the morning, get all dressed up to sit in front of the computer and chat? i bet pretty many..u never know when someone is gonna ask to see u on your web cam!! lol 2. how many people STILL look the same as they did when they were in high school? not many, so learn to buy a cam and take some new pics...no one wants to meet the chick with the sky high hair or the man with the run dmc glasses on! 3. how many of you know that the person you are talking to on the other side of the computer screen is really who they say they are? you could be talking to a 16 year old gay kid, or a 80 year old pervert..but yet they show you a pic of a hot sexy stud or gorgeous woman but seems to always have a broken web cam?!?!?! 4. how many people get their feelings hurt by what someone says to them in a chat room? i bet alot! i know i sometimes get a little pissed and feel like i am helpless and wanna kick someones ass...but what do you expect? the net gives people balls 5.

Just Because..
HAHAHA Gotcha nucca Unless you want to see the skinless dead girl climb out of your heating duct with a machete dripping black blood and speaking in owl mating calls, as it tries to pluck out your eyes and eat your gonads with a rusty spork you need to repost this shit. I suck. HAHA CHain letters = ghey so knock it off

Just In Case Anyone Wanted To See....
HERE'S TH ELINK TO MY MYSPACE PAGE, WISH I COULD GET THE SAME BACKGROUND I HAVE THERE FOR MY CHERRYTAP BACKGROUND. OH WELL, ENJOY IT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED CLEANING GUNS. http://www.myspace.com/5525164

Just You
just you Current mood: dorky Just You 1. Whats your favourite sandwich filling? 2. Do you have any style icons? 3. Whats your skin colour? 4. What colours do you like to wear? 5. What do you like most about yourself? 6. What colour eyeshadow do you wear? 7. What colour are your eyebrows? 8. Do you keep your armpit hair? 9. If someone hot asked to see you naked for $200 dollars, would you show them your assets? 10. Whats your cup size (If female)? 11. How long is your hair? 12. Which family member do you look like most? 13. How long do you spend in the bathroom? 14. Do you walk around your house naked? 15. Do you dance around your bedroom in your underwear? 16. What part of guys do you like the least? noses. 17. What part of guys do you like the most? 18. What annoys you about guys? 20. Describe your figure: 21. Describe your ideal man: 22. Do you like men with beards and goatees? 23. Do you like guys who are

Just Some Ink
My mind is open My pen poised Over a blank sheet of paper; Silently I wait for inspiration. Quietly observing, Channeling, All my thoughts toward one end Focused towards one purpose. Some ink is finally on the page. It records the moment; It saves it from disappearing Into the abyss where all things go To die. Quietly, I write. My mind is clear, Yet streaming, Sometimes Screaming! With my pen in hand Anything is possible. Everything is real. Just some ink on the page— Nothing more. Yet, it crystallizes The moment For all to see And love Or hate Now and forever.

Just A Little Short Of Heaven
You scored as Fallen Angel. You my friend are a Fallen Angel! You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness. Fallen Angel 75% You are a Demon 50% You are a Vampiric Elf! 42% Black Witch 33% Vampire 33% What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!) created with QuizFarm.com

Just So Everyone Knows
Go to Brassnux.com...and then scroll to the bottom where it says card 17 march stpattys something like that click there and look at the 13th person on the list that is me my fight is on st. patricks day so have fun I willl..lol..I'm gonna win one for roseburg...woop woop

Just A Sample Of My Book
"Hush" Stephen breathed against Kayala's lips, moving his head slowly from side to side, genteling her with soft kisses. "You're all right little one.You're safe with me. I won't let anything hurt you." Kayala parted her lips to explain that she was wasn't frightned, but the gentle glide of Stephen's tounge into her mouth stole her from both the ability and desire to speak. This was totally different from the kiss he had guiven her before. His mouth was sedutive rather than demanding. his tonuge tempting rather then overwhelming.the sliding hot almost secret touches were unbearablely sweet. Without realizing it she began to return his caresses. At first the movements of her tounge were tentative, but when his arms tightened, bringing her even closer to his bod, she knew thathe was enjoying the kiss as much as she was. Stephen felt the hesitant touchof Kayala's tounge as though it were a soft flame. The knowledge that she wasn't frightened of him both reassured Stephen and tighten

Just A Funny For Today !
A man wakes up one morning to find a gorilla on his roof. So he looks in the yellow pages and sure enough, there's an ad for "Gorilla Removers" He calls the number, and the gorilla remover says he'll be over in 30 minutes. The gorilla remover arrives, and gets out of his van. He's got a ladder, a baseball bat, a shotgun and a mean old pit bull. "What are you going to do," the homeowner asks? "I'm going to put this ladder up against the roof, then I'm going to go up there and knock the gorilla off the roof with this baseball bat. When the gorilla falls off, the pit bull is trained to grab his testicles and not let go. The gorilla will then be subdued enough for me to put him in the cage in the back of the van." He hands the shotgun to the homeowner. "What's the shotgun for?" asks the concerned and confused homeowner. "If the gorilla knocks me off the roof, shoot the pit bull."

Just A Quickie
Just a quickie this morning. Grandpa Dick collapsed last night and is in the hospital. Nothing to do with the infection in his leg. They are running tests this morning to see if they can find the cause. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. Still have something alive in my basement... Temps are wonderful. 60's and 70's the next few days before dropping back into the 40s for the weekend. Pluto is loving it ... he is able to spend the afternoons outside with the warm temps. And he is back up on his favorite spot to sit... on top of the picnic table.. where he can see over the hedge and be nosey.. seeing all the people walking around. Hope you all have a great day.

Just A Day Dream
Welcome to the dream Within a child’s eyes Like a candle Ever dwindling As the ages pass Everything is so simple here Innocence Never ending Purity never in short supply In the mind of a lunatic Nothing ever ends Ever-clear So far and ago A playground built in my mind A leaf in the wind Carrying me away Calm Serenity Everything I need and cannot reach

Just Fed Up
why are people so fucked in the head these days, I am always so fucking tied down all the fucking time!!!!i am so tired of it!!!!!!well as of now there isnt gonna be anyone who can run my damn life or tell me what I can and cant do!!! and there is my rant for the day,lol love ya'll

Just Remember...
tomorrow is the day everyone!! I leave for washington. I am not sure when i will b back on here as i have to get setteled in!! but i will try to not stay away for too long!! I am gonna miss everyone!!! ~huggs & ~kisses~ ~Stephie~

Just Random Thoughts
i sit up at night and ask myself what does matter is it remembering the one you loved with every part of your being or is it loseing that someone when you finely wake up and know it's gone could you really live with out them or could you just pretend it doesn't bother you when do you really get over that one person??? i also wornder why people go on living as if nothing in this world mattered to them like the wars and kids going hungry and do water to drink i guess i'm thinking like this cause if i don't i'll cry all over again and wish i never lived at all i dunno what i'm saying i guess it's all just coming outta my head so fast...yeah i know none of this makes any sences to any of you but it does to me

Just A Taste....
I'm working on a new story concerning a very confident woman who makes a wager concerning her oral skills. If she loses, she will be used in any way deemed fit by the man she has made the bet with. The story takes place outdoors, and thus I can explore the danger of public play (or punishment, depending on your perspective). It's not finished yet, but I thought I'd give you a taste of it, and let you decide if you wish to see more. In this excerpt, the woman has just lost the bet... “All right,” she said sullenly. “You win.” He smiled coldly. “Yes, I do. And now it’s time for you to pay off your debt.” He turned her around and she heard the small click of the handcuff keys. A moment later the rings of steel fell from her wrist. She turned to face him, her cheeks burning with embarrassment and anger. “Strip,” he said. She did not move. She merely stood there, eyes wide and blinking in surprise. “You don’t mean right now,” she said. He said nothing. “B

Just Killing Time.........
seems like things are starting to pick up and are starting to look on the bright side for once. The problem with my son's ears is just a super germ that needs strong antibotics and an eardrop. I just wonder if this round is going to work or not. If it doesnt i dont know what the hell we are going to do. I guess immune difficency tests or something. I really dont want to run tests like that. Just makes a mom worry and think something worse is wrong. Guess this blog will be about him, lol. Well he is my life so that kinda makes sense. But he is growing up so quickly. I'm gonna turn around one day and not look at a toddler by a 6 foot tall grown man, lol. The kid is big, he is in 3t shirts, but still in 2t pant and only 18 months old!!! He is half my height, 32 inches and i'm 64 inches. (i'm 5'4) I know im short! All i know is he is growing up fast and soon he isnt going to be my little boy anymore. Kinda makes me sad but Im happy to see him get a little independence. But

Just Some News
well the upgrade of the site to Drupal 5 went well. Caleb is just fixing up the CSS and the front page and then at least it will be fixed and then we can get on with the development of it. I am really looking forward to having a site of our own up and running again so I can get things moving, have some fun and get to know some good people better

Just Stuff..
Well, I feel kinda lonely today.. It's been an okay day but I just feel like the only connection to the outside world is the internet. I have no friends around here... I mean, I have family and my husband but sometimes when we have problems, that leaves me with nobody to talk to. Anyway, sorry for the bitching. I just sometimes need some to vent... The next one will be more positive!

Just A Stupid Survey With Stupid Answers
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Well, I a not sure when I ate the cocoons exactly, but I am guessing a a few days after that 2. What was your last alcoholic beverage? I believe he said his name was Phillip, he was pretty toxic too I tell ya 3. Who is/are the friend/s you can count on the most? Well, Judy right now I guess . . . She not only has all her fingers and toes but she has the spawns in her as well with fingers and toes 4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other? Exactly who is this significant other of which you speak? 5. Favorite Band? Hmmmm, I’ve heard some freaky ass stories about Band Camp so I am going with any that I find there 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? Contrary to popular belief I am in fact a human being 7. Do you like anyone? Nope I am an equal opportunity hater - hate ya all the same 8. Do you know anyone who is engaged? I am currently engaged in typing answers to

Just You Need To See Better So That You Can Know What Is This
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Just Thoughts
bare with me for this is my first attempt and usually my words dont come out as i would like them Some things I have been missing in my life; all the time we used to spend discussing todays events being there to listen to things that made you sad and the things that made you happy being there to help you with all the little things in life being there to help you find solutions to some of the things that once made you happy being there in your time of need and reminding you things will be alright offering a shoulder or hug to comfort you when things might not look so bright. But as I write this, I realize that this is not things I have been missing, but rather we have been missing in our lives.... if that makes sense at all. So somewhere along the line, things were taken for granted and things or obstacles were missed or pushed aside, not intenionally knowing. But now stepping back, I am able to see my error in stride. To whom it may concern, know this, you have made

Just Wondering...
You know its wrong but you do it anyway..thinkin aint nothin gonna happen..its just a joke..your on a high from the adrenaline..your just about home..it'll be over in no time..then you look in your mirror and see the lights..that high just sunk to your gut..Was it worth it now?? ...JUST WONDERING...