Fubar Blog Posts 2

Just A Little Rant
Hey cherry peeps! Well I just wanted to do a lil ranting. Have you ever liked someone so much that you could barely keep yourself contained....well I do...I just cant help myself...Im trying to keep myself contained and not let it all out, but its hard to...especially when you just wanna show that person how much you really do like and care for them...aside from that have any of you had it where someone tells you to slow down or not do somethin entirely because someone else sees it and bitches about it to them and then you wind up getting an earful about it so to speak? I can not stand that shit.....makes me wanna tell the person who bitched about it to start with to just grow the fuck up.....seems like everything lately is a competition or jealousy issue with people and Im tee totally sick of it!! And I sure as hell dont need another "daddy" or "momma" tellin me what I can and cant do!! The only way Id really wanna stop is if that person really wanted to because they wanted it...not c

Just To Let You All Know
I will be leaving tmw morning and won't be back till the end of December or the beging of December..So just to let you all knowI am not ignoring anyone i am just gone..when i get home i will sign in and let you all know that i am back and i hope that you wont forget me in the little time that i am gone..I have added a few more pictures for all your viewing..lol...I hope to have a few more pictures when i get back..well take care and have a great Christmas to all you !!! And have a awesome New Years party...Happy New years!!! :) Courtesy of MsTags.com

Just Friends?
After I posted my blog posting, To Net or Not to Net, I had posted a Mumm called Romancing the Net. In that Mum, it seems to be a neck and neck race comparison (so far) as to whether or not people have actually met folks off of the internet. Before I got a chance to offer my next Mumm, someone else, Sproet@ CherryTAP picked up on the subsequent question and posted her Mumm, entitled What are you here for?, wherein it appears that the overwhelming majority of folks on the internet (or, at least on Cherry Tap) are here merely to make friends only. That being often the case, it just makes it that much harder to find that magical Mr./Mrs. Right type of person, if you are seeking it out on the internet. Even so, for those who are desiring to find that magical person, I am writing this series of blogs for that skeptic who might be contemplating "Romancing the Internet".

Just Feeling How I Did Before
Invisible. Thats how you make me feel sometimes. Why can't you ask me before you do something but I must ask before I breath? Why do you have so much freedom and I am a slave? Sometimes I feel like it isnt fair, but then it only lasts for intervals, short ones. Dont put me throught this ever, why dont you talk to me about things? and why is it always my fault that I dont see you? I sit here, invisible to you and all you have to do is open your eyes. There are so many things that are more important than the things you have made priorities. Stop leaving me, stop ignoring me, make me visible again, you are the only one who can.

Just Something That Is In My Head
as i choose to fade into this brown space that enfolds my mind before the black. the thoughts of life define the thoughts of grace. surrounding, the crimson flood engulfs my being in a drowning mass of self pity that will be overcome....with time. you see this as a hatred and a sense of what is bad and evil but its the true emotions of time that come and go, forever pulsing through my mind. a life as all have with the ups and downs that are consistent with someone that actually has feelings and emotions. it is not a bad thing. its the knowing that i am alive, even though its an unhappy exhistance for the time being that gives me a sense of knowing. but for the time being i am happy to drown in my crimson pain.

Just In Case U Wanted To Know
JUST TO LET YALL KNOW...............LAST NIGHT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME THAT I WENT TO BED MAD, AND THIS MORNING IM STILL PISSED OFF AS ANYTHING. LET ME TELL U SOMETHING IF U WANT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME THEN YOU FUCKING SAY IT TO ME. DONT GO AROUND AND DO IT BEHIND MY BACK. LAST NIGHT I SAW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE AND I LEARNED MY LESSON. SO IM TELLING YA DONT EXPECT ME TO TRUST YA WITH MY EMOITION, OR MY HEART OR MY FEELINGS. TODAY I PRAY THAT NO ONE GETS IN MY WAY BECAUSE SHIT IS GOING TO GO DOWN SO HARD AND FAST. PEOPLE HAVE CHOOSEN NOT TO CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS SO DONT EXPECT ME TO CARE ABOUT YOURS. TODAY WE WILL SEE WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE. IF U ARE REAL AND TRUE U BETTER LET ME KNOW RIGHT NOW CAUSE IM NOT DEALING WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE. NO ONE FUCKING HAS ME, SO IF U THINK YOU DID YOU WERE WRONG. SORRY TO TELL YA THAT, BUT ITS THE TRUTH. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT IT. I DIDNT DO SHIT TO ANYONE ON HERE, AND YET YOU CHOOSE TO TALK SHIT AND FUCK ME OVER. WELL HERE

Just Something I Wrote Again And Again Unfinished
I need to know whats in my heart I need to know if it is real Ive known from the start I pretend its encased in steel The love I feel for you Is so soft and new It scares me to think it might not be true Where do I go from here You seem so far yet so near I smell you, taste you, so faint it is too Do I keep hopin and prayin for what Im not sure So much to learn and yet I know too The more I learn the harder it will be To turn and set my heart again free This all new and alien to me Ive given away my heart again to you

Just To Let You Know
That i have been uploading a lot of comedy shows from the UK to my stash. Big Train - is a sketch show that I found to be hilarious so there is a lot of funny sketches I found, the funniest one I like is the one titled Bike Training its hilarious. Peep Show - is about two guys Jeremy and Mark, Mark is pretty straight and Jeremy is just a dickhead but he makes me laugh. Still Game - is a spin off of a series called Chewin the Fat and follows the lives of two pensioners called Jack and Victor and their shenanigans, its what real life is like in Scotland, I even work with a guy who reminds of the Jack character. I found it really hilarious, hope you dont need a translator. Chewin the Fat - a scottish sketch show that is sometimes hilarious, their star trek spoof I found to be really funny. Catherine Tate Show - she is just a nutter and has sketches about people that you meet in everday life, she didnt need to do much exagerating. The League of Gentlemen - is a dark su

Just A Few Things...
ok guys on my list... can some one please explain to me wat it means when a guyy calles u boo,babygirl,or llil mama..lol i mean i know its like cute names but ..im just not sure.. can some one inform me on some of this stuff.. plz :)

Just Some Questions....
So if you were pissed off about something and you told who ever u were pissed at what was wrong, and they said they understood, but didnt do anything to make the situation better, what would you do? Am i in the wrong for being even more mad? Ok and another thing... Say you had a friend of the oppiset sex and you were really close... And you thought you got over the hole lieing about girlfriends and boyfriends and were u were going and all that bull shit! BUT you think that person is lieing again, your not suer, u want to trust them, but something is telling you its not true. What do you do? What do you do if you love someone so much to the point that you cant be or stay mad at them, but everything about them that is pissing you off is just being held in and you dont want to yell at them, but you have to let it all out! And when you do let it out, nothing is accomplished except one thing out of the many you discused, or yelled about? Just a few questions that have been on my mi

Just Testing!!
Ok I know everyone on here seen my main picture floating all over the place from the blast, peoples friends list, people comments on pix and profiles....You know the picture I was exposing my legs and all...*Hmmmmm* Well If you noticed I've changed my picture to a plan "Jane" pic and I was testing to see if my page would be hit up as much as if I kept the other picture up....Well it just proved to me just that... most folks just wanna see tits and azz...Well folks you not gonna get it from me...That pic that I had up will be the most you will see from me...*lol* but I luv you guys anyway..*hehe*

Just Think Of Me
When you start to feel lonely-and a little blue Just think of those words I have whispered to you Lips pressed gently against your ear I love you escapes for you to hear When you feel sadness- and thoughts start to change Remember our dreams that we plan to arrange When your laying in your bed and just can't sleep Feel my heart it's yours to keep Remember the smiles and what they'er about Just stay in focus whenever in doubt Anything else is simply not real Listen to your heart it hears how I feel And if you get tempted and start debating Be reminded again for you I am waiting When thoughts run wild and you start to wonder Just remember the sun shines after the thunder And when it gets hard and you want to give in Despite all opponents our love can win So hold your head high feel the rain through the drought Remember my love for you whenever in doubt...

Just Wanted To Say...
If ur within the sound(metaphorically) of my blog, everyone have a happy and safe holidays, it just started snowin up here, and i know theres gonna be a buncha accidents. So like i said everyone be safe, a have a great holiday whichever one u celebrate.

Just The Last One Tonight
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Flaxen haired angel I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just The Way It Is Said...
One of my ex-husbands would always say... "Have you checked for Earl in your car?" I would look at him real funny and say, "Who is Earl and why would he be in my car???" lol..... He would look at me and say, "Oh, never mind!"... Eventually, I figured out that he meant oil! lol....

Just In -- New Words To The Workplace Dictionary!! :d
2006 Updates to Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER : A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard. 4. SALMON DAY : The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs : Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of them stops

Just Some Thoughts/reflections On All This.
you know its kinda funny,all the things that she made a big deal bout don't matter anymore like me gettin my drivers licence by the end of december,or me askin her to senior prom a certain way. the other thing to is y does she have to be so damn confusing and keep tryin to sneak looks my way.I have had to learn to live without her and so should she cause I'm never taking her back ,not after all she's done to me.

Just To Let You Know
its cobras friend just to let everyone know that cobra should be home by wed night thurs morning, he wanted me to keep his friends posted, so if you could think of him it would be appreciated, he is thinkin of all of you, thanks for the thoughts he knows who you are, thanks

Just Some Really Cute And Sweet Things..
I thought of all the people not going to be with their love ones on the THIS holiday... and these are cute.. I really love the love is.. drawing and say'ns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday day to all.. in this Season... HUGS SHY

Just Feeling Useless
ok , well , I have been sitting up late at night , for a very long time , just trying to figure out how to find someone to worship , and I have had such a person in my life and , for the life of me I cannot figure out why they have cast all that aside , yes , I have made some mistakes in the relationships of the past , and I know it is completely unheard-of , to have learned from them , and to have tried not to make the same ones again... I have for the last 19 years had real problems in dealing with loss , I have had a real hard time dealing with the fact that everyone I have ever cared about , at some point or another has abandoned me.. So when , it comes to me having a relationship with someone , it takes a while for me to really trust them and to give them the abused heart that I have, I had a beautiful woman once and she was the best anyone could ever hope to have in their life , and being the idiot that I have become , I had to screw it all up , I had no idea , at

Just Some More About How I Suck As A?
Was just getting in from what was supposed to be a fun night out, and they have been before, and I was really having fun with my cousin, (who I have never been out with, and have not hung with in a very long time, ) and it was sort of fun to a point, and yet it still suct ass, well not because of anything she did or did not do, it is me, I am the one who suks ass, I absolutely, just have the shittiest life, and no matter what I try to do I cannot ever change it, back to the other post, I am seriously starting to honestly believe , that I should just go live in a friggin' cave , somewhere and give up on ever trying, to ever have another relationship, first anyone could never even come close to the one I have lost and I am not so sure I deserve to even have anyone.......I have done all I think I should have done to meet some new people, and yet I have nothing, or no one to show for it, and I so absolutely hate being single, and I have tried not looking like everyone says , but either way

Just For Fun!!
You Are Blitzen Always in good spirits, you're the reindeer who loves to party down with Santa. Why You're Naughty: You're always blitzed on Christmas Eve, while flying! Why You're Nice: You mix up a mean eggnog martini.Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Just Some Thinking
well... once again this year has went by so quickly.. i dont really know where the time went. ive had some good times, some bad times and some inbetween moments. christmas is only so far away... i dont really know whether or not to be happy or sad.. my family is slowly going downhill. i miss them all so much... by being in WV i have missed a lot of growing up from my youngest brothers. i wish i could go home more often to see them... be an better older sister. I normally love christmas.. but this year i only think it leads to being lonely and not having anyone. Have you ever felt like you are just left hanging around? you dont really know which way to turn, but you pray its the right direction? thats the way i feel right now.. so many things are going on and lots of important decisions to be made. Christmas is a symbol of togetherness. Happiness of being around loved ones. for some it is lonely.. for others they have it all. right now im in the middle. i have my family.. the

Just Because Friends Are Important Too
A lucky star dropped on earth 1 night, and it asked me "what do u want? a million dollars, or a true friend? ". I chose nothing because i already had you. *Send this to 20 of ur true friends of CherryTap, !!! If u get this back ur a true friend 000000000000000 000000000000000 000000000000000_000000000000000 00000000000000___00000000000000 0000000000000_____0000000000000 000000000000_______000000000000 00000000000_________00000000000 0____________________________00 000_______*TRUE FRIEND*_____000 000000 __________________ 000000 0000000_________________0000000 000000_________0_________000000 00000_______0000000_______00000 0000_____0000000000000_____0000 000___0000000000000000000___000 00__00000000000000000000000__00 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Just Words And A Tune
I remember a story from when I was little, where a young Chinese boy was trying to tell his family that his older brother had fallen into a well. He ran and yelled, "Tiki Tiki Tembo has fallen into the well!" The adults would not listen to the cry for help of the boy, because it was their custom for the eldest son to be referred to by his entire name. So he repeated," Tiki Tiki Tembo has fallen into the well!" He was just trying to save his brother, but no one responded except to admonish him for not displaying the proper respect. That is why those folks built that big damn wall around their crib! It is a symbol for the misery of all mankind. We build "walls" around our inner most beings, hoping that no one dares to climb them to see what is on the other side. We hide our beautiful true selves from humanity based on fear. Why? Do you like every shirt you see in the store? Is every car on the road one you want to own? Do you drive around and think every home is someplace you would l

Just Getting Some Things Off My Chest
I HAVE RECENTLY GOTTEN BACK WITH THE FRIEND AND LOVER OF MY LIFE BUT NOW SINCE I AM BACK IN TOWN, HE IS ACTING DISTANT. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 10 YEARS TO A MAN THAT PAYS NO ATTENTION TO ME AND THEN I MEET WHO I THINK IS FOR REAL AND NOW HE IS ACTING DISTANT TO ME. HE WONT RETURN MY CALLS OR EMAILS. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I REALLY CARE FOR THIS GUY AND NOW HE IS TREATING ME THE SAME WAY. I GUESS IN LIFE, ALL MEN CAN BE DOGS AND I HAVE'NT FOUND ONE YET, TO REALLY TREAT ME THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED. ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED BY A REAL MAN, IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR? SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE JUST GIVING UP AND SAYING TO HELL WITH IT ALL. HE MADE ME SO HAPPY FOR A MOMENT IN TIME AND NOW HE HAS TURNED OUT THE SAME WAY. IS THERE A MAN THAT CAN LOVE AS MUCH AS BE LOVED IN THE WORLD? CAN SOMEONE PROVE ME WRONG AND SAY THAT THEY ARE THE REAL THING? I DONT THINK SO. I HAVE SO MUCH TO OFFER AND YET, NOONE CAN SEE IT. WHY DOES MY HEART HAVE TO WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN? WILL I EVER BE LO

Just A Little Christmas Thought Please Read And Keep Our Soldiers In Your Hearts And Minds This Holiday Season
A CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasnt loud, and it wasnt too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didnt quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twent

Just My Luck !!!!!!
WELL YALL ABOUT A MONTH AGO I POSTED A BLOG ABOUT HOW I GOT HURT AT WORK.. WELL MONDAY I GOT AN MRI DONE AND SAD TO SAY... I HAVE TO GET SURGERY ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER... DUE TO A TORN ROTAR CUFF... OUCH I KNOW!!! BUT IF I PROLONG IT I WILL LOOSE THE FUNCTIONABLITY OF MY SHOULDER AND SINCE I AM RIGHT HANDED IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO DO EASY THINGS SUCH AS REACHING ETC.... SO NOT A GOOD WAY TO START OUT THE HOLIDAYS.. THEN FOUR DAYS AGO... I FOUND MY KITTY DEAD.. HE STRANGLED HIMSELF IN SOME VINES ON A LITTLE HILL BEHIND MY CAR. I WAS SOOO SAD AS I HAD BROUGHT HIM HERE FROM FLORIDA AND HE WAS MY LAST TIES TO MY HOME THAT I MISS SO MUCH !!!! TO TOP IT ALL OFF.... IT SNOWED HERE TODAY AND I AM TERRIBLY AFRAID OF DRIVING IN THE SNOW... WELL MY DAUGHTER WAS AT HER FRIENDS HOUSE WAY OUT IN BFE AND NEEDLESS TO SAY.. THOSE ROADS WERE NOT YET SALTED.. SO...... I DROVE APROXIMATELY FIVE MILES AN HOUR UP AND DOWN WINDING HILLS.. FOR FOUR MILES... LOL I JUST HAVE BAD EXPERIENCE WITH MY FIVE SPEED

Just Part Of My Soul,showing!!
Would you love me even if I wasn't the one!! Would you even care if I told you that your wrong!! Would any of this make sense if you knew the truth!! Would you be so sure of yourself if you knew!! I twist and turn for you!! I ripe out my soul for you, I lie to myself for you!! I know the truth you don't!! Say one thing and do another Show yourself to me!! See how far you can push!! Do you care, for anyone eles, live for anyone eles, die for anyone eles. Or are you so far gone, that you feel nothing at all. I doubt if you burn, yurn, turn for anyone but yourself!!

Just More Of My Soul
It's early in the morning ,your time of the day. As it rains outside, I hear the echo in my soul. As if the world outside was intune with my insides. It's that time of the year,the time you loved so. As the rain falls, the brids sings. As if they knew what was on my mind. You were the summer brid of my life. Now as if the world was laughing at me. The rain that I love,the brids song that soothed my soul. They all seem empty and worthless to me now. I wish I know how to stop the death in my soul. As it slips from my mind,just like dream that has ended. As I wonder what it was that I had dreamed, the answer does not come. So as I sit here listening to the rain ,my soul go's on dieing. I wish that I could leave this death behiden ,even for a few hours. But at last the gods laugh at me,for even in sleep the death remains. It is as if Death himself, has sweeped me to him. Always close to him ,he keeps my leash tight. I wish he would cu

Just Another Day ...
Just saying hi tring to figure out .... what is going ...with my little peace of cyber space ... should really invest into some broadband... that might help out .. O well guess I stuck in the stoneages for a while .... hope everyone is having a great day ... peace out The Dork....

Just Some Thoughts..
So, I found out that ppl actually do read my blogs! YAY..I'm happy about that....just hope I don't offend anyone :) Well what should I write about today? I could tell about putting Walker back in school yesterday and how the school was calling by 9:30 wanting me to come pick him up. But they left me a message to actually come get him at 12:30. So by the time I got there, he threw a small fit and then calmed down after I was there for an hour talking to the teachers. I am just not sure the poor child is gonna make it in school this year. He's had such a rough start. But the good thing about yesterday was after he calmed down, they decided to let him stay. This is good since they have to count every time he's suspended as unexcused and I have already gotten a truancy letter on him for missing so much school. The sad thing is he's only actually been out of school a few times for being sick or dr appts, etc. So I guess we will see if they send me to court over this shit or not. GAWD, the s

Just A Retard
I have to look, again, for another job, because, besically, I'm too STUPID to do simple tasks at this one.... They took me off the job I was hired to do, and stuck me in with the fucking temps, unloading fucking trucks... I'm too STUPID in everything I try to work at... I fail in EVERYTHING I do.... I'm so incredibly sad and depressed... and, its never been anything new to me I'll never be the man I want to be... or who I should have been I hate the path my life takes me!!!!!! I want to just end it all... Whats truly sad is that thought, that feeling, never leaves me Oh oh ohhhh, sob story Jer..... cry for me Jer... waaah waaaah.... Yeah, you dont know what its like... what I deal with, in my mind, every single day, every single hour.... the loneliness, the hopelessness, the overbearing feeling of constantly failing and rarely ever succeeding... I'm so incredibly tired of it all!!!! I want to scream my emotions and soul right out of this god forsaken body and

Just Sayin Hi
hey all...new to cherrytap....looks like a fun place to be. about me..well im single, retired military...god bless our troops thank them today in your own way please. Love to target shoot hunt fish and anything else outdoors. New to this blogging thing so bear with me. Hope to get to know you on here ya can never have too many friends i say.

Just More Ranting
Another day and there is still hell being dealt in the city where I live. How did it come down to this where it isn't safe to walk the streets in the daytime? Am I losing it or what? Children can't go out and play anymore, unless they want to risk getting shot. We have to increase the peace but how? Seems that almost every young person wants to be involved in selling drugs or have some kind of dealings with gangs knowing that it could lead to death. Do our children care so little for life that they don't want to live anymore? Someone please tell me. I haven't a clue! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Just A Funny One!
Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough! , there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck, and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps. She manages to go months without stepping on any

Just A Little Deeper Just A Little Wider
I sit here watching the blood drip...I know its wrong and I shouldnt do it and in the end I will regret it..But I just cant help but cut a little deeper and a little wider each time and I only do that to see if it even comes close to the pain that I feel inside...And it doesnt so I cut a little deeper and a little wider.I think of my past and things I regret and think it might take my mind off of it...It does some because I just sit there watching the blood drip from my wrist onto my pant leg..I wish my thoughts would go away..This has become an addiction and I dont know if I can stop it..I just want to cut a little deeper a little wider...I tell my self just one more time and it prolly wont hurt as bad..then I cut a little deeper and a little wider...Then somdays I think DEEPER...WIDER maybe I wont be here tomorrow if i go deeper and wider but the next morning I always wake up so I think to myself what does it matter if I wake up the next morning..Just a little deeper just a little wi

Just A Note To My Friends
I've been swamped with work. I will get back to everyone by next week. The Sex business is very busy around the holidays:) Lots of Luv. Don't think I'm not talkin to you please! Next week I promise! Xuxa

Just About Me 2
src="http://www.quizilla.com/images/codepastes/30qzlogo.gif" style="padding:2px;" /> Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your

Just Plz Learn From My Past
Just Learn Please What everyone should know about domestic violence: 1. It doesn't matter who you are Domestic violence can happen to any type of person. It happens to women, it happens to men. It happens to all social classes, people who speak all languages. It happens regardless of sexual orientation or religion. Many people have never thought about abused men, or the fact that it happens is same-sex relationships. Many also have never thought about how it happens to teens as well. 2. It does matter who you are There is a big debate in the domestic violence community over how to respond to the needs of "non-traditional" victims of domestic violence. Many advocates against domestic violence (we'll call them 'abused women's advocates') think that domestic violence is mostly a problem of women being beaten by men. Their theory is that men beat women to maintain patriarchal power in relationships. Because they have th

Just Words.........
I said "I love you" today I tried hard to make you believe it I tried hard to believe it myself But the truth is that I hate you my love I hate you now and I hated you when I said it When I look into your eyes all that I can see is a string of broken promises lies stacked upon lies things that you wanted to do but never tried and the countless missed opportunities created by the millions of precious moments I'll never get back Yes, I hate you I hate who you are I hate what you've made me and most of all I hate what we've become Even if I could love you and all of your cruel ways I could never love what we've become a sickening, rotten display of denial a putrid example of naivete run amok and a horrid case of idealism gone too far I don't love you but I love who you were supposed to be I love what I thought you were but you never understood yourself you never make an attempt to understand me and now no one not even the Gods above can understand us So why,

Just Another Day
Why is it when us men try to do something great for the family it turns out to be the hardest thing(having to leave them behind)I hate being away from my family but if you look at the record for how long I've been home in the last 3 years you'd think I didn't like being home. Don't get me wrong I can handle it but damn why do I do this to myself and the people around me? .....I guess I'm just as confused as the next guy...O-well. let me know if you have a clue why us guys do this type of sh-- ok.....

Just Want To Make Friends
hello There fellow cherry tappers,,how are you? well I am just trying this ou,,I don't normally do blogs ,,but will try this one,,I am here just to make friends,,and if you would like to visit my profile and leave 10's or comments please feel free to do s,, thanks,,

Just Like A Woman
Like A Woman Velvety soft smoothness to the touch of a fingertip. Sweet and spicey fragrance to the sense of smell. Beautifully delicate yet an inner strength that only the eye can see. The stem has thorns that can prick and cut causing bloodshed. The rose is a favorite among women because the rose is just like a woman. She can be soft, delicate and strong, but she can prick and cut when she is crossed. Why else would one flower be so much like a woman? Men give roses as a way to apologize and show their undying love, but has a man ever stopped to think how much alike the rose and the woman are? The rose is just like a woman. 4/27/03 by Colette

Just A Piece Of The Book
Confessions of a West-EnderWith east-end girls Yuletide season once again. Some people say it has a magic all its own. I call it the Christmas spirit: the wish/urge to get something for Christmas. My urge has been satisfied already. The one known as the Beasely woman has captivated the slumbering knight once again. A timeless rift to the core of my being now fires with ancient energies, for I am once again hers! Updates: Shirley Ann has shrugged off the title of girlfriend because of news that I may perhaps become Trese’s baby-daddy. This is unofficial word. So do not take such to heart. Felicia Michelle Holmes is also stating that I am the true father of her first born. This is horrendous. Tango Katrina? She has no hope of sustaining or maintaining me. Her fatal flaw was baby daddy. Ugh! Unusually festive, I realize that this euphoria might be short lived. But pardon me as I bask in this glow. -> I have yet to catch wind about a certain Jeraldine though

Just Call Me "rebound Girl."
So I met a great guy the other night (insert sigh here). "Yeah, okay, okay, we've heard that before" you're all saying. Yeah, I know. I say that a lot and in the end, they all turn out to be jerks. But I'm still enough of an optimist that I can't help but say "what if he really is a great guy?" So here's the kicker (because there's always a kicker). He is just out of a long marriage (that did end amicably I might add). I can hear Meredith screaming "RUN!" in my mind about now. Now I'm not running just yet but what do you suppose the likelihood is that a guy who's fresh out of a long marriage (or any relationship for that matter) is going to be ready for a girl like me? Well let's take a look at my history. . . So if you look far back into my history you will find several guys I dated that had marriages that ended badly that they just never recovered from. I think their ability to commit and take relationships seriously is very affected. To this day, those men are still single.

Just A Few Hours Left ..
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Just A Little Something
in the forest glade under a blanket of darkness set the night aflame to her we are beckoned we sing her praises as hymns fill the air take steps unknown in our dance divine she is the air, breathe her in she is the earth, dance with her everything she is, beyond thought dancing through the night never to dance alone she's with us always held in our hearts she will be there to wipe away our tears listen to our everyword as she sings our praises blessed be

Just A Dream
Just A Dream by Paul Baker Wrote 2006 Had a dream last night, it was so real Now I think I know, how you would feel Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU

Just A Deep Thought
It's often hard to remember that a deep thought you have isn't always welcomed by others. It may not be interesting to other people and it may even offend some people when all you were hoping to do was shed light on something. Something like showing how you think, or trying to offer help. Offering a different way to look at things, a different path to follow. Sometimes just a different understanding of the world around us all. My thought for the night is shared, but not always welcomed. It's about girls, women, all of them in general. No matter how many times they may be told they're beautiful, most of them will always think otherwise of themselves. Sometimes the media is to blame. If a person is not beautiful, what's the chances they'll get famous, or even noticed? But it's aimed more at females. They're told subconsciously they are not perfect, and in order to be perfect, they must buy the products off page 171 of some 'chick magazine'. The very same magazine that's showing them i

Just A Poem
Web of Love author: unknown On a beautiful moon night Creatively You worked your art You spun a web Around my heart How beautifully Your deeds have spread Each intricately Woven thread With strands of care You dried my tears Your gentleness Dispelled my fears Your wisdom Helped me understand And patiently You held my hand To give me courage To brave the storm With kindness You have kept me warm Your passion Lit a glowing fire That filled my soul With sweet desire You're all That I was dreaming of For the web you spun Was made of love

Just A Fool
I was a fool To think that I loved you And that maybe you Could love me in return. To think that maybe forever really wasn't too long to care And to believe that if it ended, that I could just go on with my life the way I always did. But I can't. And now there's a hole... an emptiness... That can't be filled, And would really rather stay a void. And to think... that once I thought That if it was over maybe you would cry, the way I do... inside. Once I thought that love was real... A true emotion. Now I know, Love is just a word that you throw around until you're tired of someone, so you throw them around. And I was a fool to think that maybe love was more than just a word. And to think that maybe I could hear it without being tossed away, so that my emotions landed in a jumbled heap of confusion But what if... We lived in a world where love was possible? Where I could be with you, and every day brought a new hope, and miracles really did happen. B

Just What Does Christmas Mean
What do you want for Christmas What did I hear you say You wish that it would disappear Just go and stay away There are so many hearts Who break this time of year They just don't feel the spirit And they sure don't feel the cheer There are as many reasons As there are hearts, I'm sure Don't try to judge another For you don't know where they were Perhaps it is bad memories Of some time way back when And when they lost that feeling They've not found it again Perhaps it is because they feel They are alone and no one cares Don't judge another for you Are not/nor have you been there It's easy to love Christmas When your heart is full of love You feel all of the tenderness And the joy from up above You love to buy the presents And the tree is just a joy But for some there is no tree For some children - there's no toy Try to understand that We just all don't feel the same Perhaps it's other's know not Even that was when Jesus came They have not

Just Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

Just Random Thoughts
If your happy and you know sneeze bullshit.Ok Yes I am happy most of the time.Today however I felt kinda lost.Like I didnt belong.I wanted attention today so bad and just didnt feel like I got enough.The damndest of all I missed someone today I havent missed in awhile.And I cried at the thought of missing this person.I am very happy with my boyfriend.He is my soulmate we both know this.I guess today is just a bad day.And seeing as how it is still today I still fill this way.Lonely

Just A Biker
I was just a biker I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me and my brothers

Just Some Bullshit
i have a question for all you people out there? when u look at me what do u see? for real? sex? becuz from some comments that i get and from some messages left to me from people that only see a picture, thats what it seems like i show in my pics. im a normal woman and im sure im like 95% of the women out here..lookin for the same things. love and happiness. just becuz i post an ass shot or show a little bit of titties doesnt mean im on here looking for a nice hot cock or a good time. please get to know me. i am sucha great person and u would know this if u took some TIME. women seem to be jealous of me. for what? i have seen some very pretty girls on here, and i have seen my share of some pretty ugly ones too. u make u not what someone else wants to make u into. make yourself happy..then ull see how much attention you get. love yourself before u try to love someone else. thats the only way to do it. i have a lot of friends on my friends list..and i wonder would they still have se

Just So Ya Know
I haven't fallen off the face of the earth, some of you know I had knee surgery awhile back and I'm still kind of recovering...life is still up and down....mostly down of course lol but hey if it wasn't I would be totally lost :-| anyway...... Thanks to everyone who has left comments for me....nice to know I'm thought about *hugs* love you guys....just wanted to make sure yall knew that :-P ok, enough with da mushy shyt lol xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Leah

Just To Let You Know
Ok, so here my deal, I have exams this week, only three more to go currently, and Ive been pretty busy studying for those, but you will see me on occassionally when my brain needs a rest. Feel free to write and message and what not to me, just don't feel to disheartened if I don't get right back to you as I normally do. However, with the news of exams comes good and bad news. Good news, no class, bad news, gotta be out of my dorm for the Holidays, so that means I have to survive on a dial-up connection whenever I can't make it to the coffee shop...so you'll have to bear with me! Other than that, I have a laundry list of shit to do, here it is, in all its glory ~Calculus Exam ~Spanish Exam ~Ecology Exam ~Pack all my crap up for the Holidays ~Go to RM on Thursday ~Come back to Gville Friday for a friends party ~BACK to RM Saturday ~Meet Ravenspedigree for fun photoshoots and goofing off this weekend! (this is as long as he can get his hands on a vehicle and I'm not dea

Just An Update On Me....
Not going away.... *Sigh* I have left you all with some blogs, stashes, and mums. I may be off and on in the next few days, but I have to buckle down and tend to a few things, but I shall be back soon to add more stashes, blogs, and mums for your viewing pleasure. If you haven't already checked them out, please do. Loves to you all.

Just Random Things People Make Me Feel
as i cut deeper watch my blood flow like a river watch it grow larger as it runs down every where watch it until i run dry let it fill up your dream full of me let me rest in you mind forever all i ever wanted to do was show you unconditional love but its a crime now i just wanted to hold you close but that is a crime you say you care but you hide be hind lies you said you wanted to see me and be more then my freind but you slept with some one else why do i have to hurt like this because of wanting to love you is this gods way of forsakeing me why tho all i ever wanted was to be a good prson to love someone like you but that just goes to show life is a tease just like you its a false dream of hope and lies dead ends to and thanks to you i see the truth behind ever closed door thanks to you i suffer more thanks to i bleed thanks to you im cold to every one everything and most of all thanks cause i am cold now to but now i bleed for you for now for al

Just Another Day
well here it is,just another day.i think a road trip is in the wind soon.holiday depression i guess,lol.got the new bike tore down today(indian)hope i can find the parts,shes an oldie,cannt even find a serrial number.any indian fans out there that can help im all ears.i got it out of a dudes storage shed.it hasnt even been started in over 30 years but suprisingly the cosmetics look pretty good.guess ill get the old dart board out and toss a dart to see where this trip will take me.im very scientific and plan these trips out well,cannt you tell?lol.

Just 100 Years...
As we approach 2007, something to think about from 100 years in our past. Show this to your children and grandchildren... ?? THE YEAR 1906?? This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1906. One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1906: ************************************ The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower! The average wage in 1906 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year A competent accountant could expect to earn $2,000 per year, a dentist $2,500 per year, a veterinarian between $1,500 and $4,000 per year, and a mechani

Just A Horse
From time to time, people tell me, "Lighten up. It's just a horse." Or they say, "That's a lot of money for just a horse." They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent or the costs involved for just a horse. Some of my proudest moments have come about with just a horse Many hours have passed and my only company was just a horse, but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by just a horse, and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of just a horse gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day. If you, too, think it's just a horse, then you will probably understand phrases like just a friend, just a sunrise, or just a promise. Just a horse brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust and pure unbridled joy. Just a horse brings out the compassion and patience that makes me a better person. Because of just a horse, I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the fut

Just A Little Nervous : ***
aw so my son signed up for 4 more years as a u.s.marine last wednesday. i am very happy and proud, but at the same time i missed his phone call saturday! and sunday i got a strange call from an operator who couldn't get a call through. so i'm on the edge of my swivel chair, anxious, waiting for his next phone call. i keep checking his 'myspace', no he's not been on it either. i love my son, i miss him so much and know how it feels to have someone out there. but i'll keep busy and keep sending packages out to my soldiers. that will never stop, its a year round thing for me. i love this Country!

Just A Thought
What if we didnt take that chance in life? No matter what it was we did wrong. Everybody has done something crazy now and then, some more than others. I know I have done many things, but have no regrets. If I had a chance to change anything I have ever done.......I still wouldn't. We learn from our mistakes and move on to the next one. You never know what could or would happen until it does. We should regret what we haven't done. A friend of mine believes it's the little moments in life, one simple moment that gives you what you need, not all the other things. Life is little moments.....try to remember the good ones.

Just A Lil Something I Wrote Awhile Ago
i love to sit and write down what i am thinking. to see the words on a page that came from my mind makes me feel as if i can do something better with my life. to have other people read what i write and understand me makes me feel as if i am a person. love makes me feel both happy and sad. sometimes i think that i ask for to much when it comes to being loved. that one man does not have all of that in him to give to me. that i will never find someone that can make me smile through my tears. a man that can hug me with so much warmth i dont need to have clothes on. to have a man kiss me when i am hungry and he fills me up so much that i could not eat for a week. to love me so much that i float when i walk, and when i dream he is the one that fills my head with sweetness. to look at things through his eyes and experience everything as if its brand new. to hear the ocean in a seashell and he can make me feel as if we are there walking on the sand holding hands. to miss someone so much you

Just Thinking And Wondering
You know i have been thinking .... guys this might offend you in some way i am sorry just ranting .... why is it the first time u meet a guy and omg they are like the perfect person in every way sweet caring and everything but after they get what they want boom just like that they change ... they try to hide it and cover it up ... guess what boys i see through it .. so yeah if u r just wanting me for viewing pleasure get the fuck out of my life i dont need it .... for the other who are wanting to know me and wanting to love me for me hell yeah u r more than welcome....ooo another one ... a guy meets u and think u r great and beautifuland then they find another piece of ass like 10 times better and then they have nothing to do wit you.... maybe i am just like thinking about stuff that dosent happen but i am sorry i cant help but wonder when a guy tells u they love u just dont turn around and have another chick on the side sayin the same things to..... for the boys out there be a fucking

Just To Clear A Few Things Up
Ok this blog is to clear up a few things.I thought my profile was very clear but i guess not so here we go.... 1.My name is Amy. 2.I am Married.I have a husband. not sure how many other ways i can say it. 3.The photos of the guy in my photos is Dave my Husband.Check out number 2 if still not clear 4.Ys my husabnd knows about the adult pics.He was the one who took the photos of me and he told me i should put them up. 5.The adult photos that I have posted do Not mean the following-that I have a open marriage,that we are swingers,that any man on this earth besides Dave will ever touch me again,that im a whore or that im a slut. 6.Yes I have yahoo messy and NO you cant have the screen name.I dont want to give it out and i shouldnt be asked why i dont want to 20 millions times after the first time i say no. 7.I will not get on cam for you.I dont care how nice of a guy you are its not going to happen.There are 80 some photos of me on my profile.You know what i look

Just To Join
Ok I have to be honest here I love this site and I am insearch of lovely ladies ! don't get me wrong I am a married man and slightly sexually deprived , but when I was introduced to this site I was over whelmed with the beautiful women here and how they love to show off their bodies . and DAMN WHAT FUCKIN LOVELY BODIES!!!! I am not picky! a womens body is lovely no matter her size! so please do not get it the wrong way but any of you ladies wish to send me a invite to be fiends or just some lovely pic's please do!! if you become my friend you ALL will get my vote for what ever !!

Just Close Your Eyes
Just close your eyes And you will see Fireworks of flowers Filling the skies As pain enters the past Your Soul steps on the gas Lost in a mystery Of your creation The mind endures This sweet sensation This could end up How I dread This is too soon Am I prepared? Your heart still loves And keeps beating It is your mind That keeps retreating You search for the chance To run away I've chased happy Long enough You found it too So just Stay

Just A Few Questions?
BE HONEST!!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] Beautiful / Handsome [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] nice looking [] cute [] Stunning [] ugly! Do you think i'm still a virgin [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] Whore [] freind type [] one time thing [] next gf / bf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] Girl friend / Boy friend [] Wife / Husband [] friend w/ benefit

Just Give It Too Him No Recommendation
Soldier who died smothering enemy grenade to be recommended for Medal of Honor By Mark St.Clair, Stars and Stripes Mideast edition, Thursday, December 14, 2006 A Schweinfurt, Germany-based infantryman who jumped on a grenade to save other troops is being recommended for the Medal of Honor. The 1st Infantry Division soldier, Spc. Ross Andrew McGinnis, 19, was killed Dec. 4 while on a combat patrol in Baghdad. Soldiers in his unit said he used his body to cover a grenade that had been thrown into his Humvee by an enemy fighter on a nearby rooftop. McGinnis’ actions probably saved the lives of the four other soldiers in the vehicle, his company commander and other officials said during a Tuesday memorial ceremony. As the U.S.’s highest award for wartime valor, the Medal of Honor is approved sparingly, and only one has been given out since Sept. 11, 2001, and the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. That award, to Sgt. 1st Class Paul Ray Smith of the Army’s 3rd Infantry Divi

Just Woke Up In The Worst Way
I been feeling very very bad today, cant move, my colds coming back..never really got rid of it. anyways i suddenly woke up a few mins ago like someone had punched me in the face...dunno why, there was no large sound or anything and found mom on the floor in the living room. She tries to walk around when she shouldnt and wont let us know. She fell on her chest and face inches from the fireplace. Luckily it didnt rip her feeding tube out her stomach or jam the trakia in her throat farther back or anything. Since she cant talk anymore this weekend or later today im gonna buy a whisle and put it on a necklace so any time she gets up, she'll have to wear that, so at least we'll know when she falls.

Just Another Day
Storm Storm from the X-Men on a bad day.Tags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:23pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments breathalize blond breathalizer testTags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:20pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments just nice quote just nice quoteTags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:18pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments just another day. another week i am sent home early for lack of work to do. Another week with less then 40 hrs. Another week that I am single. it seems to all suck. I really do think the world and universe hate me. Can i take a sit down?? I am not asking much just a job in my carreer field, 40 hrs a week, and someone to love and cuddle with on weekens & at nite. I not even that picky on the one to love. Just seems that life and the universe have it out for me and dont ever want me to get ahead or just even. Well i am almost

Just Fabulous:)
There are those relationships that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous I love the way I think:)

Just To Be In Love
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

Just For Mom"s Everywhere
JUST A MOM? A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in

Just Thinking
well, i came tho this site a month or so again, and i was thinking this is cool. butnow, im thinking that its not. shit, i dont really talk to many ppl, i use myspace more than i use this, and that is also how i found the site. i am meeting new ppl, but dont really talk to them. maybe its me, i need to be mroe outgoing i know, but its hard when ur a shy guy, maybe thats y i am single, and will always be single. who knows?

Just One Day
If I had to live my life in just one day I would choose today If I had one dream to fulfill It would be this dream If I could be with only one person It would be you I would speak So only you would hear I would laugh So only you would laugh in return I would cry So only you would hug away my hurt If all my wishes were to come true They have at this moment If luck ever shined in my life It is now If sorrow came tomorrow I have already loved a lifetime....Today

Just Thoughts
Implications of are deepest thoughts convey to us only our convictions. The lies the distrust and deceit, are always the same when we speak. I just cant get over knowing what you've done to me. Like a wild animal waiting to rip the flesh from my heart. All this deception leaves me distraught. I cant continue on if there is no purpose. Yet your pictures flip through my head poisoning my every thought causing much chaos to my reality. I cant go on I cant go on Knowing things will ever change. There has to be a reason. A reason why! I just cant seem to find it. Lost beneath the tides. Drowning from the inside. Trying to cover my eyes. So you cant see my tears. To not accept my fate only makes me more blind. Just a little weird poem, I meant to say that when we are in relationships thing are always misunderstood. Sometimes causes a lot of problems, I personally I have seen and experienced this. I was hoping one day this world could be a little bi

Just A Mom?
JUST A MOM? A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in

Just Something Funny
Had a Very Shiny Nose.. A Russian couple was walking down the street in Moscow one night, when the man felt a drop hit his nose. "I think it's raining," he said to his wife. "No, that felt more like snow to me," she replied. "No, I'm sure it was just rain," he said. Well, as these things go, they were about to have a major argument about whether it was raining or snowing. Just then, they saw a minor communist party official walking toward them. "Let's not fight about it", the man said, "Let's ask Comrade Rudolph whether it's officially raining or snowing." As the official approached, the man said, "Tell us, Comrade Rudolph, is it officially raining or snowing?" "It's raining, of course!" he replied, and walked on. But the woman insisted: "I know that felt like snow!" The man quietly replied: "Ah! But Rudolph the Red knows rain, dear!"

"just Sayin Hi "
Hey there,, just thought i would say hi to all and everyone im new to this still trying to work it out so will be a better blog nxt time (promise) Oh and yes im from australia so of course i have tht accent b4 everyone ask's lol

Just Wanted To Add This
I HAVE JUST ONE MORE THING TO ADD ABOUT MY LAST BLOG..HOW CAN ANYONE WHO PROFESSES TO BE A HUMAN NOT CARE ABOUT A LITTLE GIRL THAT HAD GOTTEN KILLED IN A CAR WRECK.. THIS IDIOT IS BITCHING ABOUT REPOSTING A BULLETIN SHOW A LITTLE GIRLS FAMILY THEIR SUPPORT AND LOVE.. NOW DOES THAT REALLY SOUND LIKE A CARING SOUL? DOESN'T TO ME!! I MEAN IF YOU CAN REPOST A BULLETIN ABOUT A JOKE ,A CONTEST OR SOMETHING ELSE,THEN WHY CAN'T HE PLACE ONE TO SHOW SUPPORT TO PEOPLE WHO NEED IT,AS IN THE LITTLE GIRLS FAMILY AND OUR TROOPS!! I KNOW WHO WILL BE GETTING THE BIGGEST BAG OF COALS THIS YEAR!!

Just A Thought
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain.

Just A Little Poem, I Hope You All Enjoy.. Please Comment If You Like.
As you walk threw the trial's of life you find yourself in place's you dream, It isnt the land of milk and honey, but life's up's and down's so it seems; People come and go in your life, it's those who have made a difference that matter, To actually say I remember you when, life has given me love on a platter; Many whisper sweet nothing's in your ear, but think truly does it come to you as clear? I am the one you share the most with, that is the reality and not a myth; So we get jealous, its a natural thing, don't blame me for wanting more than just a fling; So as I sit here writing this little something from my heart, take the time to read between the chart; Your taste in music has opened my eyes, your journey from there to here, has kept me not wanting other guys; So listen to what this poem is saying about how you make me feel, I'm walking on clouds and taking in the rays of how happy you made life seem so real; shorty

Just Leave Me A Lonestar
please leave me a lone star leave it right there on the bar well ill play a sad song on my old guitar i don't need no company so please spread the word just leave me a lone star so i can get over her when i came home last night she packed all my clothes had em all in a glad bag thrown out in the road she didn't bother leaving me she just kicked me out hell now i may never know what this is all about please leave me a lone star leave it right there on the bar well ill play a sad song on my old guitar i dont need no company so please spread the word just leave me a lone star so i can get over her we've been together for 9 years 2 kids and a dog and hey things have been rough on her since i lost my job she blames it all on the drinking and hell i cant blame her so just keep em' coming and ill keep em' upturned please leave me a lone star leave it right there on the bar well ill play a sad song on my old guitar i don't need no company so plea

Just My Quote For The Day
"Nothing last's forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have ANY regrets, because at one point in time or another, everything you did was exactly what you wanted!"

Just Shoot Me...
I always said Id never join a contest or take part in them but I had a moment of weakness.... I joined one to be on the cover of a Net Magazine called "Pimped"...lol... Please go vote for me....I would appreciate it.... And yes comments do count..So comment bomb me.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=140500&albumid=151666&i=2965344629 Oh how the mighty have fallen..lol..

Just Me
Forged in the fires of battle, my body is strengthened by every hero that has been or ever was. Their lives and experiences have gathered threw time and space to become a hero that the world so desires, and in their honor, I shall use my strengths and abilities to vanquish all that is evil, for evil has something to fear and that fear is me………………………..The Reaper

Just For You
there is a light at the end of the tunnel with hard traveling here in between you can breathe only though this funnel hold tight to your hopes and your dreams medication will take away your person planted thoughts will bring you down your aniety and depression will worsen the water level invites you to drown but look up the sun is still shining the moon and stars linger behind don't get caught up in self pity and whinning listen to the whells as they grind strike out at the powers that hinder guard against thier suttle attack don't worry about the time or the numbers just be concious of what you lack there's not much more i can offer lend a hand when your feeling blue there's happiness stored in the coffers and part of this belongs to you Stephen G Tudor copywrite 2005 this was inspired by a lady persion gulf vet who was having a lot of emotional problems

Just Another Funny Thing
Merry Christmas vs Bah Humbug... A family had twin boys whose only resemblance to each other was their looks. If one felt it was too hot, the other thought it was too cold. If one said the TV was too loud, the other claimed the volume needed to be turned up. Opposite in every way, one was an eternal optimist, the other a doom and gloom pessimist. Just to see what would happen, on the twins' birthday their father loaded the pessimist's room with every imaginable toy and game. The optimist's room he loaded with horse manure. That night the father passed by the pessimist's room and found him sitting amid his new gifts crying bitterly. "Why are you crying?" the father asked. "Because my friends will be jealous, I'll have to read all these instructions before I can do anything with this stuff, I'll constantly need batteries, and my toys will eventually get broken." answered the pessimist twin. Passing the optimist twin's room, the father found him dancing for joy in the pil

Just Thoughts!!
I WANTED TO LEAVE THIS GOD FOR SAKEN SITE BUT AS MANY OF U KNOW IM A WEAK FUCKER AND ITS MY ADDITION HAHA....OK THIS DOESNT PERTAIN TO ME BEFORE I START!!!!IS IT TRUE JUST BECAUSE YOU CANT MAKE SOMEONE WANT YOU....YOU ARE A LOSER "NO NOT AT ALL" MEANS YOU WERENT WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR OR VICE VERSA SHOULD YOU GRACEFULLY WALK AWAY AND NOT THINK ABOUT IT AGIN??... YES!! IF YOUR STRONG ENOUGH TOO!! WELL U SEE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AND FEARS HERE IN MY LIFE... I DO HAVE ONE PERON IN MY LIFE I WOULD JUST DO ANYTHING FOR BUT I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY WAS IT THE RIGHT THING PROBLY IT WAS BLIND IT WAS NEVER GONNA BE WHAT I WANTED IT TO BE! BUT AM I SORRY FOR IT...NOT FOR ONE SEC IT BROUGHT SUCH JOY TO ME AND LAUGHTER ..........WHEN U TRY AND BE CLOSE TO SOMEONE WHO DOESNT WANT TO IT NEVER WORKS IT ONLY CAUSES PROBLEMS SO THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMMING ON FAST I HATE THEM THEY BRING THE VERY WORST FEELINGS OUT IN ME....LOL.....WELL I HAVE MET SUM REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE SOME FINE ASS FRIENDS I HOPE THEY

Just One More Sweetheart
My Little Angel I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and memories, You are still a part of my memory. Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there

Just Love Me
Love me for who i am. Love me and all my flaws. Be honest even if it hurts. Say what u think and feel. Tell me I'm wrong sometimes. Hold me when I cry. quiet me when i scream. Just love me. Pure simple true love. Yea right like that'll happen.

Just Some Cheezy Poem
I love cheeze what could be better than a huge chunk of chedder oh please gimme a pizza all smothered in mozza Greek salad greens with a sprinkle of feta succulent swiss holy and true but don't give me cheeze that is blue brie would be fine with a glass of white wine a shaker of parmesan pasta to sprinkle on processed is nice by the slice all melty and gooey creamy and chewy bring me some food a taste of fine gouda will do me for now thank you waiter but bring me the cow for later

Just Call Me "betty Crocker Jr." Lol
You Are an Excellent Cook You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...Are You A Good Cook?

Just Don't
Just don't... Don't tease me if you can’t please me Don’t tell me you love me if you don’t mean it Don't call me just because you’re bored DON'T JUDGE ME IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME Don't take me for granted because I’m not the one Don't talk sh*t if you ain’t about it Don't call me your friend when you’re really not

Just Leave
Just leave me alone. Will everyone just shut up. You just keep on talking and making me feel worse. You just make me feel worse and worse about myself. Just shut the fuck up and leave me alone or my pain will never move on.

Just So No One Worries About Me!!!!!
Just so everyone knows the day after christmas I won't be on the computer for a while. I will be busy. I gotta hit the road. I just wanted everyone to know just so they don't think I died or something. That I will be fine and doing much better once I get in the truck. I hope everyone has a merry Christmas and a happy New Year.

Just Fyi..... ( Btw, I Like The Green Ones....yes This Is For You Jellybean...)
So that no one has to run to Tiger for an explaination......and also - this is not breaking any recent truces or apologies I have made to anyone.... I am just retelling a story to a lost friend... oh and yah - Im retelling it here cuz I know she can still read it. The only way you can get yourself deleted from my friends list and family list is to have been found to have been lying to me daily for weeks.... especially when it was something as stupid as an incident that I told you was "your decision to make, not something I was TELLING you to do". I RARELY extend friendships to women on here, and even more rarely do I extend sisterhoods.... when that is done, it is done from the love of my heart and genuine care and concern.... It takes a hell of a lot for me to remove that relationship.... but I will tell you - publicly tellin me (whether you name me or not) to fuckoff and growup... will do it - you may be an emotional wreck... well sister, join the fuckin club! You might wann

Just Frustrated
ok last night, i went to make a phone call,and to find out my phone had been shut off. now i pay my bill the first of the month faithfully,come to find out,some company has added services to my phone,without my permission,and it has caused my bill to get higher,i couldnt figure out,why,when i just have local service and caller id.so now my phone is shut off,my birthday is tommorow,and i only get payed 1 time a month,something always tries to pull me down,it seems..im a single parent,and i always pay my bills,i make sure of that.now i have no phone,i didnt even get a shut off notice,oh well,i cant do anything about it,i wonder if anyone else has had this problem...brenda

Just Alittle Warning !! Lol
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND IT IS OR SHOULD SAY HAS ALREADY STARTED OFF BAD.. FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS I WAS WITH SOMEONE AND HE CALLED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY AND WE ALWAYS SPENT IT TOGETHER. BUT THIS YEAR. HE WONT BE CALLING ME. WE BROKE UP 5 MONTHS AGO. NOT BY MY OWN CHOICE. AND I AM JUST ALITTLE DOWN AT THE MOMENT MAYBE ALL OF U CAN UNDERSTAND. BEING USE TO BEING WITH SOMEONE ON YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND NOW HE ISNT THERE ANYMORE. IF I GET A LITTLE BITCHY OR MOODY ON YOU. PLEASE IGNORE IT. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE. JUST ME. MAYBE I SHOULDNT EVEN BE ON HERE TODAY.SO PLEASE I HOPE ALL OF U WILL BEAR WITH ME FOR TODAY. HAVE A GREAT DAY ALL OF MY FRIENDS VICKIE

Just 4 The Jokers Of Cherry Tap!!!
A guy walks into a bar with a pet alligator by his side. He puts the alligator up on the bar. He turns to the astonished patrons. "I'll make you a deal. I will open this alligator's mouth and place my genitals inside. Then the gator will close his mouth for one minute. He will then open his mouth and I will remove my unit unscathed. In return for witnessing this spectacle, each of you will buy me a drink." The crowd murmured their approval. The man stood up on the bar, dropped his trousers, and placed his privates in the alligator's open mouth. The gator closed his mouth as the crowd gasped. After a minute, the man grabbed a beer bottle and rapped the alligator hard on the top of its head. The gator opened his mouth and the man removed his genitals unscathed as promised. The crowd cheered and the first of his free drinks was delivered. The man stood up again and made another offer. "I'll pay anyone $100 who's willing to give it a try". A hush fell over the crowd.

Just Another Day In The Bike Shop
Nothing too interestings, parts being delivered strange people coming in and asking ignorant questions. I have my own little world here with snacks, Dit Dr Pepper Berries and Cream flavored and camel turkish jade, cigs. I live a very unusual life to others but to me my life is interesting. I don't like to be bored.

Just For The Record
I LOVE and ADMIRE Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert. They rock my world. Thank god for the Daily Show and the Colbert Report. It's so nice to smile and laugh before bed instead of getting depressed by the local news!!

Just Because
For no other reason then my sheer enjoyment am I writing this blog. I have been under the weather for the last week. Maybe the Holiday pictures I took in the album dated 12-17-06 of my in a black thong and black sheer scarf or a red bow and high heels did it to me..was a little chilly taking those picture. I am so elated to be able to express my self artistically on one site and sexually on another. We all obviously know this is the sexual freedom site for me. With that, I will have to say that I think I have talked to some of the hottest and most erotic men and women I have ever encountered in my life on here in the last month. Today marks the one month anniversary to coming to Cherry Tap. i have to thank a friend for that. He was oh so correct about me loving this. I also have been speaking with someone who fits me so well personality wise...like that old pair of shoes...(it is scarey to say when i get the chance to be with him i know we were meant to be together like soulmates a

Just A Simple Leap Of Faith
lives led in quiet desperation day to day they ache alone searching for just one reason looking for a place to call home searching for a real connection for someone to share their soul hungry for some true affection a chance for a life made whole take me past the edge of reason make me jump into open space two hearts made whole together with just one simple leap of faith she looked up and saw him waiting he had lost all hope so long ago his eyes met hers he felt a waking a spark was struck, it began to grow just one look was all they needed eyes sparkled in the soft warm light love bloomed they both could see it both knew that this was oh so right take me over the edge of passion make me jump to you without fear catch me and be as one together with just one simple leap of faith

Just Announcement/rant
i'm depressed beyond all reason, i still have to study and shower...i dont really wanna deal with all of this shit...men treat me like shit and i just wanna get away from it. if this is love, then i dont want it...EVER. if you're gonna treat me like shit, then dont talk to me. i get enough of it and i dont need more. i dont need more reasons to think of hurting myself more than i already do. on another note, i will be layin down again...hopefully all night now. i also wont be online tomorrow, or at least try not to be online. hopefully i can go shoppin right after exams, cuz i need it and i'll get to see lonnie and aimee and burke...and matt too i hope. winter's official day is tomorrow. wheee...prolly no white xmas again this year...argh! i have my calc midterm tomorrow and i'm gonna fail. over 2 hours in tutoring and it's still in one ear, out the other. but, dont worry if i'm not online tomorrow or most of the weekend. i have to catch up on buyin stuff for my

Just Becuz Im Pissed
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll

Just Life....
Lately i find myself chillin and surfin the web...no excitement although i found some really cool friends but the drama needs to go! seems like there is more drama on the net than there is in life...unless ur in high school! we are all adults & know how to hadle ourselves...don't we...?? anyway, i wanna send out much luv to my friends!! take it easy and have a happy holiday season!!!!

Just A Poem Past
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

Just For Laughs
The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM" He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. A

Just Some Silly Stuff To Make You Smile.
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled W

Just Sentimental And Just Wondering
Ive written about my hurt i felt when my heart was broken it still is but slowly healing but being the time of year that it is I'm left still alone and will not just settle for things I have to fight harder for myself better there are some that see that and some who don't. but one thing i never forget are people that leave a memory a positive mark on me i have a few here on cherrytap first friends i made here CG,amourette leadfoot and somebody i think i lost GTOjudge and his wife i visited his page here and could no longer leave a message or comment and it hurt. there are some people i deleted because of one reason or other but to lose someone still is such a shame. AS with many of us on this site these few we become friends with are sometimes the only friends we can count on 4 now. due to divorce and situtations that bring us here. its nessasary sometimes we find answers with people we never met much easier than from people we already know in our lives family lovers co-workers etc.

Just Some Funnies
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips... The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... ******************** ******************************* If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all the condoms 2 make a tire... What would u call it? A fuckin goodyear! ***************************** ******************************** Sex is like playing spades... If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand... ****************************** **************************************** Big Bad Wolf told lil red ridin hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits... No, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! ****************************** **************************** A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool... The cat fell in and the rooster laughed... The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! ******************************* ******************************* Girls ha

Just So You Know
I am a woman who cares a great deal about people and if i say i'm your friend i mean it. I am honest and would like that in return. I hate players i do not believe in playing on peoples emotions i can't think of anything more cruel than to let someone believe you care for them when you don't.I believe in helping others in there times of need and to give what i can to help them. I came from a poor faimly but rich in that we loved each other and my parents went without alot to make sure we had what we needed, by no means where we a perfect faimly but always there for each other. I was a nerd in school and know only to well about bullys and what they can do to you. I had no teenage years as at the age of 16 i was kidnapped, raped and tortured and spent a month in the hospital and was then sent to live with relatives where i live now i met a man here who was 20 years my senior and had 3 sons moved in with him and stayed for 32 years and had two beautiful children of my own a son and a da

Just A Thought
Let me say this now, no matter how small one feels in the overall scope of life. You matter, you make a difference. There is a space made for you to fill, until that void has been properly filled you are important. Small role, large role, who is to say! More or less we teach each other daily and should learn *something* daily no matter how small it may seem. You matter, someone cares, somone needs you, somewhere you made a difference to someone.

Just A Few Days Left....
Well, tomarrow is christmas and I will get to spend the holiday with the kids. It will be a great thing for me but thier father will not be here to enjoy it with them. However, it is not such a bad thing, since he will be getting them just before the new years. But it is not like he will be spending the holiday by himself though...he has his family too. But I have had the kids my share of the time for the year and now it is time for papa to spend time with his kids. He will get them for three months. It will be kinda hard on me here for a bit but I will be working two jobs and getting stuff done around here so that my ex can give me a breather for a bit...it is good but somehow I will have to cope with the long goodbyes. I have never been away from my kids more than one month. But in the meanwhile, my son, JJ, is well potty trained and has not wet the bed for over a week now. He is four so this is a good thing for my ex and I hope this is of great help for him. I will find something to

Just For The Hell Of It
One thought, one heart, one desire One Thought living in a moment set afire One heart that beats to see one face true One desire belonging always to you True dream, true faith, true feeling True dreams of one who is a healing True faith due to one who does renew True feelings for one and only for you Found hope, found joy, found love Found hope a feeling from heaven above Found joy in the sight of your smile Found love in a moment shared for awhile Dreaming free, dreaming desire, dreaming you Dreaming free of a dream that I pray to come true Dreaming desire for the soul who completes me Dreaming you and needing me in time we may see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just Getting Home
Well we made it there and back and for sure a draining day. I have pics and will post as i can i have had a total of 2 hours sleep in 2 days so not sure how long i can prop myself up..lol From what i got from doctors his count is at 300 but they still wanna keep him a few days more not make sure all is still going well

Just Read It. Kinda Crazy..
I JUST TALKED TO MY DAD TODAY. LET ME BACK UP A BIT. I HAVEN'T SEEN MY DAD FOR 30 PLUS YEARS. REALLY SINCE MY 5TH BIRTHDAY. JUMP AHEAD 18 YEARS. I WAS DOING SOME CHECKING AS TO WHERE MY LAST NAME ORIGINATED AND IT SEEMD THAT IT CAME FROM ENGLAND. ONE SIDE BEING THE THEIFS AND THE OTHER ROYALTY. I'M THINKING I HAVE A LONG LINE OF THIEVES IN THE FAMILY. WELL AFTER MEETING BACK UP WITH HIMA FEW MONTHS AGO IT HAS BEEN BUGGING ME. SO TODAY I ASK HIM AND HE TELLS ME THAT WE COME FORM THE ROYAL SIDE. EVEN BETTER IT DEAL WITH TWO DIFFERENT ROYALTIES. THE FIRST BEING JAMES VI KING OF THE SCOTS AND THE SECOND BEING JAMES I KING OF ENGLAND (THE FIRST STUART TO SIT THE THRONE). SO WITH ME BEING ME AND VERY INQUIZITIVE I DID A BIT OF RESEARCH AND IT SEEMS THAT I MY BE ON THE PATH TO FINALLY FINDING OUT WHERE THE HELL I COME FROM. SO BARE WITH ME FOR AWHILE AND WHO KNOWS, YOU FOLKS MAY HAVE A ROYAL FRIEND ON HERE. BUT I DOUBT IT WILL LEAD TO MUCH. BUT HELL IT'S GREAT TO KNOW ONES FAMILY HISTORY

Just Looking Back On The Day
Well now that all the cooking is done and the presents were opened today. I can honestly say over all we had a pretty good day. My boys had there friend over with his sister and she was riding his bike and ran over the Fast and Furious remote control car that I got my son for Christmas but accidents happen right? Then we had another episode were 3 boys had tried to take my sons bike from him. And lets not forget the episode where we walked to the convinent store and my 4yr old was riding his bike down hill and did not use his breaks and almost got ran over. Scared me and Guy. But we had a pretty good day. We had ham and turkey. Green Bean caserole, macaroni and cheese with broccoli, candied yams, stuffing, gravy, deviled eggs, Jello, double layer pumpkin pie, cherry pie, lemon merigue pie, fried apples, christmas cookies, peanut butter cookies and oatmeal raisin cookies. WOW Looking back on it now that is a big dinner. The boys enjoyed riding there bikes and had fun doing tr

Just Wanna Die
well my ex just called me...they still havent left NY...what the hell am i suppposed to do???????? I sure as hell cant take much more of this shit. I already just wanna disappear and yeah Im one of those ppl who get really depressed and then suicidal...Im not there yet but damn am I ever close...what am I supposed to do???????????????????????? and to add to it hes got her at my stepfathers house....the asshole who told me a year ago that he wasnt my father so I shouldnt give a shit about him. i wanted my daughter to have nothing to do with that drunken asshole

Just To Win A Bet
I know that ALL women don’t feel this way, but I do KNOW that we do feel this way Some of the times. So to those who don’t feel this way today remember yesterday… Why are MY insecurities, giving OUR relationship inequities. Why do we think the same, yet my heart still wont play the game. When can I learn the “playas tricks”, you know “don’t get giddy over new dick. When can a sista ask a question, and when its not the answer in their head not think DECEPTION. Where can a sista get love and joy, without carrying more weight on losing the boy. Where is there moderation in the middle of my hurricane extremes… Oh you know I say a bunch of shit, and you say I know what you mean. What is it that makes me mad at your mistakes, but if I fuck up you know “I can give as well as I can take…(oooh a nigga will leave yo ass on that one TRUST ME) Let me come out of my mind and speak from the heart… A lot of the times i

Just Got Back From Hospital?
yeah supposedly i had a very bad case of acid reflux. i have acid reflux and what a major fucking bitch. hahahahahha yeah im laughing and i still have fuckiong agonzing gas build up in my god damn stomch. but yeah for those people that have acid reflux take prilosec otc its the best over the counter mnedicine or zabtaz as well. well i am back home now hahah thank god i hate being in hospitals i feel i would rather heal on my own than have some doctor know it all help. true but also its being an asshole for myself to those that want to help so ill fiz that. well assholesdid everyone have good MERRY CHRISTMAS :) I DID. AND IM LEAVNG TOMORROW FOR MARYLAND WITH MY WOMAN SO YES TO THAT WOOHOO. WELL YALL GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE. CYA!

Just Something I Like!!
THIS IS A SONG THAT I LOVE ,IT WAS WRITEN BY MERCEDES LACKEY, ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAV. WRITERS. AFTER MIDNIGHT In the dead ,dark hours after midnight When the world seems to stop in it's place, You can see a little more clearly. You can look your life in the face; You can see the things tha you have to- Speak the words too true for the day. In the dead,dark hours after midnight, Little friend, will you listen-and stay? In the time when I never knew you I could view the world as my own- I was God's own gift to his creatures, And I wore an armor of stone. I was wise and faithful and noble- I was pompous,piuse and cold. I was cruel when I never meant it- Far to cool to touch or to hold. It was you who broke through my armor; It was you who broke through the wall, With your pain and your desperation- How could I not answer your call? How could I have guessed you would touch me, And in ways I could not control? H

Just A Memory Now
Hello everyone...Visiting my aunts and thought i would check in and see what has been going on.I want to wish everyone the best and safest of holidays. Sence i have been off-line i have missed you all alot, espcialy my gang..To my sissys and cowboys i have missed you the most. Sence i have been off line i have begun to write some poetry again, and so i want to share with you all one that i wrote a few days ago, and would love your opinion....... Just A Memory Now Loving you wasnt something i had planed i wasnt looking for true love and now i am not so sure where i stand i guess it doesnt seem to matter any more i try to get your attention but you ignore me every time so tonight i am going to walk and leave it all behind and keep on going on what else can i do You said you loved me and i believed you so but now all this distance will keep us apart your just a memory now and maybe when i am blue and down one day i'll le

Just Plain Silly
People seem to get so attached to these websites I used to be, sort of, with Purerave.com I think its just silly, now Hence, why I deleted my account there Websites are silly People are silly Chatting endlessly about nothing is silly Go play a game *Snickers*

Just A Story I Am In The Process Of Writing
The clock ticking away annoucing the hour. Everything seemingly so loud. Tears rolling down Gina's face. Totally lost within her own thoughts and longings. Finally having had enough Gina gets up and walks towards the computer desk wondering what all the hype about the internet and chat rooms are about. Turning the computer on, and scanning sights to work out how one would actually chat on a computer. Coming across the sight of yahoo, Gina reads the protocol of how to sign up for a ID. Once establishing her identity that she will become known for on the computer Gina proceeded to find out how to enter a chat room. Hesitantly she hits the first room she finds, not knowing what to expect, Gina is bewildered that people could be so rude and arrogant to someone they didnt know. Some where friendly others where just down right rude and disrespectful, as though you had walked into their territory and pointed a gun at them and requested they hand over all their possession

Just Me
Im trying to get a grip on how "rankings" go in cherrytap.com. But thats not the "just" of my blog. I need your opinion, ANYONES opinion is welcome. Say you have full custody of your child, the other parent rarely see the child, doesn't help with clothes, food, school supplies, heck, child support for that matter. Should the mom be let off the hook, no responsible for any of the above mentioned items if its the dad that has custody? I don't think they should. So what should be done about it? If a dad does what was mentioned above he'd be in jail, why not the mom? T

Just To Much Going On....
idk there has just been so much goign on.. first the job i liek it but my feet hurt so bad and idk how to keep them from hurting..n then i had an ok day at work..but ppl still bitchin to much.. the movie aint working, cant see this cant hear that.blah blah blah.. i just wanna say u knwo wat shut up all we can do is try to fix it if not sorry get ur fucking money back..god n then say if ur gonan buuy fucking popcorn then when the movie is done throw it the fuck away so tis easyer on us to clean it .. dman.. but then other thing son my mind kinda just sad.. friends,family, n others.. then i get paid next friday.. geta new tat if i can if not then grr..umm idk wat else just so much on my mind right now n im sure u all dont want to hear about it but i had to type it out n let it out.. just cryed n it sucks ass.. but ohh well gotta cry sum time when to much stuff is built up over time n not letting it out but ohh well thats just me keep it in n dont let it out n its not good.. but ohh w

Just Received The Tickets!
Wow, just received my tickets to the AVN's and couldn't believe what I read with the memo. It says that if you have lower level seats, you will have access to the floor and tables. Well guess what, I'm going to visit some tables. I'm so excited....like when I lost my virginity....lol...minus the red wings!

Just Before You Go To Sleep...
What goes through your mind between the time you lay in bed and when you fall asleep? Here is a synopsis: US CITIZEN How am I going to pay this high electric bill for the winter months? Will I get a bonus on New Year's from work? Is my broccoli fresh enough for dinner or need I replace it? Will postage rates go up? New stamps are so inconvenient. Will I get faster Internet service one day? Should I wash my car tomorrow? DoI have enough dog food for tomorrow or need I go to Petco? Did I leave clothes in the washer? Is my recycling bin full? IRAQI CITIZEN Will my AK-47 fire if I need it to tonight? Are all the bullets good in the magazines? How will I get food enough for my family tomorrow? What new route to work need I take to stay out of sight? US SOLDIER Weapon cleaned. Check. Ammunition loaded. Check. Pistol under pillow. Check. Mid-month paycheck sent home to family. Check. Battle-Buddy is well. Check. Made peace with God. Check. Will up to date.

Just A Little Venting
This is not directed at anyone in particular....just a random thought for the day.. I wake up everyday, check my emails and then head over here to Cherry tap....As I am drinking my coffee and having a smoke, i spend a fair bit of time leaving comments, rating pics, becoming a fan, making new friends, reposting bulletins and dooing as much as i possibly can....but what has really gotten to me is the fact that only a handfull of my friends and family return the favor...and for that I am truely gratefull..I'm not on here to become a Top Cherry or anything like that....but it would be nice if more than 10% of my friends would stop by every now and again to say Hi...so i ask myself am I wasting my time leaving comments, and rating pictures and becoming a fan, and so on and so forth, if only a few of my friends are going to return the favor? Again this is not directed to anyone and please don't take any offence to it....just a lil pissed is all...knowing that out of all my friends on h

Just Deal With It
Someone will always be prettier someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. SO LET IT GO. AND LOVE YOU AND YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES. THINK ABOUT IT! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes...... Might be lonely. And the word says, " If I have not love, I am nothing" So, again, LOVE YOU. LOVE WHO YOU ARE. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!"----" Winners make things happen, losers let things happen." Be blessed and encourage other women.

Just To See Who Replies...
I'm going to clear out my friends list very soon... anyone who bothers to read this and comments, I'll be sure to leave you a gift :) Massive purging is in order... There are people who constantly ask for ratings, comments and then never hear from again. If I've missed you over the last 3 weeks, its because we lost power for 6 days.. then the holidays .. and now the stupid f'n spammer rule, which doesn't allow for me to leave funny pics on every pages anymore. So, I took a break from this site for a few.. but am planning to come back and start leaving comments again for all those who are still around! Miss you all... Dawn

Just Thinking
CLOSE MY EYES TO THE PAIN FEEL SO NUMB IT SO INSAIN OPEN MY EYES PAINS STILL THERE TEARS ARE WELLING VISION NOT CLEAR FOLD MY HAND BEGIN TO PRAY SO MUCH PAIN FORGOT WHAT TO SAY HOLD MY BREATH TRY TO THINK THOUGHTS ARE LOST IN A KINK WHERE TO GO WHAT TO DO HAVE NO ANSWERS PULLING THRU

Just 4 Laughs
1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name: a = snickle b = doombah c = goober d = cheesey e = crusty f = greasy g = dumbo h = farcus i = dorky j = doofus k = funky l = boobie m = sleezy n = sloopy o = fluffy p = stinky q = slimy r = dorfus s = snooty t = tootsie u = dipsy v = sneezy w = liver x = skippy y = dinky z = zippy 2 Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name: a = dippin b = feather c = batty d = burger e = chicken f = barffy g = lizard h = waffle i = farkle j = monkey k = flippin l = fricken m = bubble n = rhino o = potty p = hamster q = buckle r = gizzard s = lickin t = snickle u = chuckle v = pickle w = hubble x = dingle y = gorilla z = girdle 3. Use the third letter of your last name to determine the second half of your new last name: a = butt b = boob c = face d

Just A Word
just wanted to let everyone know merry christmas and srry i'm not on much i'm busy and i tend to forget about keeping up with things love you all and u all have been so nice to me. holla peole have a merry new year. peace and love.

Just A Few Words!!
ok,I have way to much to do,so going offline for a bit. I'm in between to place right now, so if i don't catch up with all my friends and family I am sorry.I'll be poping in and out throught the next few days,so feel free to leave a message or two if you like ok! Peace!!

Just Taken Pics !!!!!! Happy New Year
Here we are ! All new pics feel free to rate them comment on them and have fun !!!!!!!! To all my friends and family please have a safe and happy new year This site is a blast and love meeting all the new people so lets rock the new year in right and safe see ya soon John

Just A Taste
You try and grab a hold of just a taste Even just a little will satisfy the cravings Like a drug pumping through your veins you feel it burning long after its gone and you cant seem to forget about it You get close enough to touch and it fades away in your hands I thought it was always mine I know now it shall never be I shall never be free

Just For Fun
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Just A Friend
Sometimes I Feel Like I Am All Alone, All Alone In This Big World, But When I See You Again, I’m Happy Cause I Know It Isn’t True. You Give Me Te Feeling That Somebody Does Love Me. So… I Wanted To Thank You, Thank You… For Listening T o Me. For Being There When I Needed You. Thank You… For Don’t Judging Me. For Taking Me For What I am. Thank You… For Supporting Me In Every Way Thank You For Telling Me Your Secrets. Thank You… For Never Leaving Me, For Loving Me. I Have So Many Thing I Want To Thank You For, But There Are To Many, And There Aren’t Enough Words, Bit There’s Just One Thing I Really Want To Thank You For: Thank You For Being My Friend! I Love You…

Just A Taste Is Never Enough
A cold hand guiding me into the night I can't seem to fight as he pierces right thorough my soul as he shows me what it's like No pain No fear I can feel his cold body embrace my every move as i listen to the silence of a heart that is not there I open my eyes and see the moon reflecting myself in his eyes I don't make a sound as I feel the sweet embrace of the holes he is tearing in my neck As the moons brightness fades from his eyes Darkness starts to overcome my being as i taste the sweet nectar of eternal life my reflection fades away from his eyes and so does the pain

Just Because I Put "let The Sunshine In" On My Online Status...
doesn't mean that it is going to happen today! LOL... Yesterday, all through the day and night, were one storm after another through Texas. I heard that one tornado hit in the DFW area; not sure if any other tornados hit anywhere else. I haven't checked the news yet. My neighbors above me (I have nicked named them the natives because they stomp around like wild banchees) were stompin' all over my ceiling until well past 1am last night. After they subsided, I tried to get some sleep and just couldn't sleep well; perhaps a bit of it was the anticipation that they were going to start up again on the noise. I eventually got up around 5am and chatted with some of you through the IM this morning -- then suddenly I couldn't stay awake any longer. I went back to bed and slept as well as I could after folks continually calling me about consolidating my student loans. Finally getting some sound sleep for a bit then I fought waking up because my back and neck hurt, achy feelings,

Just Thought You Should Know.
Biggest turn off.....Blasts asking for comments and ratings. If your so in need of attention, and in such volume....then us guys know we could never be enough. Yeah, we all love to lust and think about sexy woman.....but believe it or not...the ones we truly love and give our heart and soul...are the ones we have (can) have by our sides for a lifetime. The ones we know we can be there everything as well. Any of you who have seen my adult collection may think ....who the hell is he to talk. Yet those who know me and have taken the time to know me always ask, "Why are you single, you seem like a great guy"...the reason....I want the one girl who needs no others love or attention. Just some food for thought....have fun...I truly adore you girls...and really only wish you all the very best and happiness. That is on the real and with all my heart. xoxoxoxox

Just A Wishful Reoccurring Dream Part One
sometimes when i feel hopeless and alone in this world and i wish all my problems would just disappear and go away. i dream someday someone would help me start over take some of the burdens i try so hard to remedy my self but I can't no matter how much i try those times of powerlessness come and i pray for the strength to bear with it. though i no longer have the tears to cry anymore, the quilt I carry remains. Once I worked and cared for my family was able to travel and give my family the comforts that i was afforded. the last couple of years have been hard and extremely difficult and what i took for granted was gone. I have learned to accept what i no longer have. I have blamed myself because of the poor choices I have made in life not all of this was true. when i had I gave My time heart and love without a thought or recognition. I still give my heart and love because I refuse to believe that should stop because i have nothing I am still in this world and I have to believe I still h

Just Thinking
sittin here thinking where everything wnet wrong.. just when ya think someone really does care..someone really does give a fuck then ya see that all the efort you put forth into things was just a waste of freakin time all the times ya thought hey i can really talk to this person..wasnt nuttin but wool pulled over yyour eyes.. a person who you thought cared who you thouht meant what he said wasnt nuttin but a bullshitter.. be careful who ya leand your heart out to i have learned that more then once this year 2007 ya better have something good in store for me..anyway have a safe and happy new year everyone

Just Another Day In My Life
Woke up one day and decided I could not stand the pain anymore and went to see if I had severe PMS or worse. Doc was nice and said it was not bad and he would make me feel much better after a small surgery called laperscopy. Well yes sir he was right! Until I saw a tv talk show with a well known actress talking about what I had, only now I learned there was no past tense, I would never be rid of it. No it doesn't kill you, just makes you wish it would. I did come to terms with it quickly when i put it into perspective as to how my life was going. If I had made different choices about a mistake I made I might have never had a family at all. Now I know it was not a mistake, it was meant to be, no matter how crazy and messed up it seemed to get I knew it was the right path that I had chosen. It wasn't the path I wanted, but someone did in order for things to fall into place the way they did. You know what, life still has been as crazy for 30 yrs. I am now disabled with Fibromyalgia, an

Just A Little Blah Blah Blah For The New Year
Okay, we are at the beginning of a new year. What will come in year 2007? Will it be better than last year or will it be mired by hatred and negativity? To me, a good start is to have the right mind set. I am going to have the best year of my life even if it kills me! Some may say that is a little extreme but think about it. If you are having fun and enjoying life you won't have time to worry about anything negative. If you surround yourself with good friends trying to go in the same direction with you and pull you along when the going gets tough all will be well. However, if you have the kind of friends who would laugh at you and take pictures of you at your weakests moments what good are they. A friend should protect you, I always thought, when the world is trying to get its grubby little fingers on you. A friend doesn't join in with everybody else to bring you down. They lift you up so you know you are not alone. People let's go into this new year with good-heartedness and tre

Just Plain Funny......aliens & Robots......
IF THIS WERE TRUE MOST GUYS WOULD NEVER HAVE SEX... THIS IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE FEEL LIKE MOST OF THE TIME......IF THERE LOCKED UP SOMEWHERE........ YET I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS.........

Just A Note
Just a note to say I hope that Everyone had a Great New Years and may this be the year that You get whatever you are wishing for. Sorry that I havent been around too much lately. but where it has been School Vacations been spending most my time with my 3 Kids. They start back at school tomorrow (thank god),so I am sure You all will be seeing alot more of me around. Hugsssss to Those that want them!!!!!!!!!

Just Joined
HELLO, MY NAME IS VICKI I AM FROM EKRON KY I LIVE HERE WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS SON, I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS I LOVE TO WATCH FOOTBALL LISTEN TO MUSIC IF ITS 'DISTURBED' THEY ARE REALLY GOOD I LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND I LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOO HE IS MY WORLD SO I WOULD LOVE TO HERE FROM ANYBODY I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MORE FRIENDS TO TALK TO.......

Just A Lil About Me
Just thought I would post a Blog and let you all know that I am new to this so plz be patient with me, I am slowly learning. I am NOT single at the present time and date...I am a very outgoing, outspoken, independent individual...My Motto is simply this...Like it or Leave it, It don't matter to me...Shit Happens and then you Step in it...Be Nice and I will Be Nice in Return...I could go on, but this is going to be boring enough for you all..anyways, if you are interested in chatting plz feel free to drop me a line or two....

Just Me Being Silly W/ Shit
Your Birthdate: July 29 You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean? You Are a Margarita Jelly Bean Wildly optimistic and jovial, you know how to get through anything with flair. You have a certain "je ne sais quoi" that makes you an alluring companion. What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You? What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

~~ Just Not Fair People We Should Speak Up Bj Seems Like A Nice Man To Understand Us ~~
~ See in the start of this it was ur choice to have a salute pic or not( freedom of choice! ) now it's no longer and i'm not the only one who thinks it's not fair...... So I Guess The RESPECT Of Being Anonymous Has Been Taken Away If You Desire To Level....This Is Ridiculous In My Opinion And VERY Manipulative And Very DISRESPECTFUL To All To The Memebers That Choose Or Prefer To Be Anonymous.......What Is the Big Deal That Some Of Us Choose To Stay Anonymous?? Its Becomeing VERY Difficult As Of Lately With All The RULE Changes And Lack Of Respect For The Chatters That Have Enjoyed There Time Chatting Here With The RESPECT To Be Anonymous.But Now If We STAY Anonymous We DO NOT Get Treated with ANY Respect For Our Choices Meaning We Arent ALLOWED To Level!Very Diddapointed In This Decision Of The Salute's As MANDATORY To Level....VERY POOR DECISION Aswell As DISRESPECTUL To A Persons CHOICE To Be Anonymous. †Pureknight†®™ Void~KOT~ Ya know when I bitched about the rule change

Just Another Day
Just thought i would tell everyone that i am doin ok yeah this month is probably goin to be hard since on the 6th will be the day we buried Jayden a year ago. But I would like to thank all that have supported me and I will hang in there.

Just Venting
Well friends..... I'm going under the knife tomorrow morning. This is my first surgery .. so I'm not afraid to admit it that I am a little nervous. I have to have my rotator cuff repaired. The surgery is day surgery it will only take about an hour and a half. But its supposedly one of the most painful surgeries to have :( The recovery is a long one as well. So I'm not looking forward to it!!!! I won't be able to drive for three weeks.. and I will have to do physical therapy. My rotator cuff tendon is pretty badly torn.. and I did it at my skateshop on the Indo Board :( I feel really retarded now... LOL So needless to say.. I will be laid up at home so show me some love... and if your up to it please help me out in the contest I am in that would be great... I will be home for at least a month or longer so.... I will be able to help all friends out as well :) I am looking forward to passing my time away on here..... LOL Thank God for Cherry Tap... I would also like to ment

Just Say No
I KNOW IT HIP,MAKES U FEEL GOOD REAL GOOD GIVES U CONFIDENCE,BUT DO NOT LET IT TAKE CONTROL, LIKE I DID,I STARTED DRUGS VERY YOUNG, PERSCRIPTION MOSTLY,BECAUSE I WANTED TO FEEL,NUMB FROM DEATH I LOST MY DAD MY MOM MY HUSBAND AND MANY FRIENDS I SHOT UP 24-7, TO KEEP UP I USED CRACK I GOT TO THE POINT I HAD TO DO METHADONE,IN THE MORNING,CRACK TO KEEP ACTIVE AND XANAX TO CALM ME DOWN I DID THIS EVERY DAY, BUT I TOOK CARE OF MY MOM TILL SHE DIED,I WOKE UP IN BED WITH A GUY I LIVED WITH ,HE HAD EVERY THING WAS BORED SO HE TOOK DILAUDID,WELL HE DIDNT WAKE UP THAT MORNING ,SLEEPING WITH ME,MY BEST FRIEND I GREW UP WITH SINCE 4 SHE GOT A HOT SHOT,I FOUND HER IN THE YARD LAYIN ON A AFAGAN AN HER HEAD PHONES ON,2004 MY HUSBAND DIED OF HIS HEART AGE 24 WE HD A LIL GIRL 1 I STOOD AT THE COFFIN 2 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH ARE BOY, THIS IS ONLY NOT EVEN 1/4 OF WHAT I CAN TELL YOU,IF U NEED TO TALK DROP ME A LINE,BUT U MUST WANT TO DO IT,MY OTHER 2 FRIENDS ENDED UP IN BODY BAGS AND THEY WAS STILL ALIVE,W

Just Some Thoughts...
What is the problem with people who ask sarcastic rhetorical questions? Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket. I'd strongly suggest you put on a pair of new Dockers Heat-Resistant Comet Pants first though, unless you're into third-degree burns. When technology advances enough to shrink cellular phones to the size of an actual cell, it would probably be a good idea to clone a bunch of them, because man, those things are going to be really easy to lose. Sometimes I just stare into the sun, marveling at its powers and gentle grace that warms the Earth and allows for life itself. Then I stop and think "Good God, I've blinded myself again!" If you ever decide to build yourself a house made of butter, you should try to live next to a house made of toast. That would make for a hilarious news story. You should never cry over spilt milk. Unless, of course, you are stranded on a deserted island and a magical genie shows up and offers you a lifetime of pleasure, fame, and

Just Because,i Love You
You rest your head against the door as you fumble for your keys. You're glad to be home and are a little annoyed at the errands I asked you to run on the way. Nevertheless you are home now and it feels good. You step through the door and a familiar scent greets you. Lilies? Strange you think to yourself and shrug the thought aside as you toss your keys on the bench. Then you notice the note on the entrance mirror. 'Check your mail' You roll your eyes and laugh at my cursive wondering what on earth I sent you this time. You make your way down the hall to the kitchen and the scent becomes stronger. As you round the corner you see them. Two huge vases filled with star-gazer lilies. You stare for a moment wondering where on earth I got them, knowing it's hard to find your favorite in the dead of winter. Dropping the drycleaning on the counter you stroke one of the white petals stained with amber. The smile that teases your lips is deep with sentiment. After kicking off your shoes you make

Just Sk8 Stuff
This is a place were you can blog about the crap that pisses you off.Like I would like to find some good Pirate Radio stations around the country cause I travel from time to time.And I like really alternative Music And Ideas that are not filtered.

Just My First Babblings
This is my first blog and i am going to just say hi to all that reads blogs and thought It would be a start to just type anything in here for my first time... yeah its not the best but hell its here... ty

Just So Everybody Knows
My hubby and I got our own place recently. Bad part of that is, we don't have the internet, so I have to wait until I have time to go to friends' and relatives' houses to use it...SOOOOO, I'm not ignoring anyone, I just don't have much of a chance to be on anymore...

Just A Rewrit Of A Project For A Class A Few Years Back
It hits me like a smack in the face, ten steps in side the door. The smell of green soap and vasiline permeates the room. the buzzz bizzzzz bizzz ringing in my ear,my palms get damp breathing a little faster now. If i had a mirror i bet my eyes would look like little black pools. Im hooked now and im sure there is no rehab for the jonez ive got. that sting in my back like a cat scratch sting. is it the indorphanes or is there some thing in the pigment that gets you when the needle strikes..my first hit was a pretty big one it whent from shoulder blade to shoulder blade all black..and now i think about getting another fix every day... By $%unkind%$

Just Lettin U Know
I started creating mums on this thing to get opinions of what i should do in my life! I think of them as little surveys! So if u wish to give your opinions go for it! I have two up right now! Also I added a bunch of vids to my stash cause I want to alter my profile but Im unsure what to do with it! Peace to all and I hope u all have happy days ahead!

Just A Song I Had Goin Thrumy Head...
There was rain on the street last night We stood beneath the front door light Everything we said, we made sure the neighbors heard You called me this, I called you that Standing on the welcome mat Everything we felt, it all came down to just one word But you couldn’t say it And I couldn’t say it You know I tried, my best to go I know you cried, ‘cause I hurt you so It should have been easy to say that we were through But to walk away from love was more than we could do It was almost goodbye Almost goodbye Now there was sun through the blinds this morning When I opened up my eyes Outside I could hear a mockingbird I could feel your heartbeat as you lay there by my side I thought of how the world could end With just one word But you couldn’t say it And I didn’t say it You know I tried, my best to go I know you cried, ‘cause I hurt you so It should have been easy to say that we were through But to walk away from love wa

Just Life...
Well due to the incident with my mother at work she got fired. I have been having to do her job of dispatching which is what my boss is supposed to be doing. That has been keeping me busy. At least she had another job lined up. The thing is this company she went to has bad blood with this company. I don't think this is going to turn out very good. James did give her some bullshit answers as to why they were firering her. They should have just told her the truth. Maybe getting fired from a job would help her see she needs help. They just told her that she wasn't what ______ ______ needed and that they were afraid that she would run customers off. Just tell her that you are not going to put up with her coming to work drunk and have her hateful outbursts towards co-works. Ask if they can help her. Not like she would take it. I don't know if there would be anything that would make her realize how sick she is. She had the hateful outbusts forever. That was just part of her.

Just For You
Lonely here I'm lost without you Here I'm wondering what to do I want to spend every moment in your arms Wrapped up away from worldly harms You're my rock to keep me steady Holding me close until I'm ready To go out and fight through another day But it doesn't matter to me what others say I just go through it to be there for you I go with it just to get through I want to end it and be by your side Where we have time and our worlds collide When we can lay and stare in each others eyes To me you offer me more than just lies I can see a world with you that no one else knows Its made up of what we want not with purpose or shows My hands can play upon your skin and just rest there We can live on nothing and stare You are my world my everything You are the music to my soul the reason my heart sings I want to be your lover for all time Caring this much I wonder if it's a crime Yet as I lay here and think of nothing but your face I long just to feel a

Just A Mom
JUST A MOM A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar". "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and

Just Lonliness
THE ROOM IS SILENT. THE SUN HAS SETTLED AS THE NIGHTS DARKNESS ENCLOSES AROUND ME.MY PLANS CHANGED, DREAMS SHATTERED. RUNNING TOWARD THE DARKNESS WANTING TO HIDE. I FIND THE SPOT. ITS BEHIND THE PANEL IN THE WALL. I REMOVE IT FINDING THE CAGE HE ONCE KEPT ME IN. I CLIMB IN TAKIG THE SHREDDED BLANKET COVERING UP, EVEN MY HEAD, HIDING FROM THE WORLD. I AM SAFE FROM THE MEN WHO HURT ME, SAFE FROM THOSE WHO ABUSE MY LOVE. ITS JUST ME IN THE DARKNESS NOT WANTING THE LIGHT LAYING THERE COLD. I CRY OUT FOR YOU, REALIZING YOU NEVER EVEN CARED. I DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP KNOWING I AM ALONE. ALWAYS ALONE. NO REAl PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD. LIFE GOES ON. ILL AWAKE IN THE MORN TO LIVE ALONE R MABE I WILL DIE ALONE TONIGHT.....

Just For 2
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

Just Wanted You All To Know...
I'm sure some of my friends have noticed that I haven't here very much in the past couple of days... well, I want to say that I will be kind of scarce for a few more days... The reason being, my brother decided to do something really stupid Friday evening and I've been at the hospital, on the phone with doctors, and just plain worried about my brother... I talked to the doctors earlier and they told me that my brother is stable, but still has the breathing tube and is still being sedated... I was told that he will probably be that way for the next couple of days, then they will try to wean him off of sedation... If my friends could please keep my brother in their thoughts and prayers, I would appreciate it so very much... One last thing, never forget to tell your family and friends how much they mean to you... you never know if you will get another chance! So to all my friends and family, know that I love each and every one of you!!!

Just A Dream On Christmas Night
Just A Dream on Christmas Night © BlueWolf Had a dream last night, it was so real Now I think I know, how you would feel Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU It was just a dream I had on Christmas Night, But I could swear it was you Donna..........

Just Wanted To Share A Poem With Everyone
DO YOU EVER WONDER WHAT GOES THRU MY MIND, IMPULSES OF THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU ITS TWISTS AND BINDS, ARE THEY GOOD OR BAD, WHAT ABOUT THE DREAMS I'VE HAD... STEP INSIDE MY TEMPLE OF FEELINGS, EXPLORE ITS HIDDEN MEANINGS, THERE YOU'LL FIND A SEA OF EMOTIONS, TOSSING AND TURNING, WAVES...ALWAYS IN MOTION... THERE'S MORE TO ME THAN WHAT IS SEEN... THERE'S MORE TO YOU I WANT TO SEE... I LOVE YOU BABY I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY IF THERE WERE ANY WAY THAT I COULD SHOW YOU THAT JUST SAY AND I WOULD DO IT TODAY ANY THING THAT YOU ASK FOR I WOULD LAY IT DOWN BEFORE YOU JUST SAY IT WOULD BE YOURS TODAY YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND ON MY PROMISES I STAND JUST SAY... ANY THING THAT YOU DESIRE ANY THING TO FEED YOUR FIRE ANY THING THAT YOU NEED I AM HERE TO PLEASE JUST SAY AND IT WOULD BE DONE TODAY... MY MIND, BODY, HEART, AND SOUL THEY ARE YOURS TO FOREVER HOLD FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, AND LOYALTY ALL OF THIS IS IN ME NEVER TO FADE AWAY I AM ALL YOURS TO

Just A Few Thoughts
The drama is getting out of hand again so let bring it back down to earth again. People are starting to forget that this is a website and not real life. On photo ripping: This is the public domain just like anywhere else on the internet. For anyone to complain about ripping photos is loosing site of the fact that you are the one putting your pictures out there. If BabyJesus took away ripping that wouldn't stop anything. All anuyone would have to do is right click and save. This way at least you get some sort of credit. Beyond that here are some solutions. 1. Make the folder private. They can't rip what they can't see. 2. Don't be a friend whore. If you add everyone then you can't complain when some random person rips your pic. Be a little more pick in choosing your frinds. 3. Block anyone you know that rips. 4. And here's an idea don't put PRIVATE shit on a PUBLIC site. On Salutes and Fakes: A salute is a personal choice. I don't think anyone has any

Just Say No!!!!!!!!
A ten year-old boy was walking down the street when a big man on a black motorcycle, pulls up beside him and asks, "Hey kid, wanna go for a ride?" "No!", said the boy, and he kept on walking. The motorcyclist pulls up to him again and says, "Hey kid,, I'll give you $10 if you hop on the back" "NO!" said the boy and proceeded down the street a little quicker. The motorcyclist pulls up to the boy again and says, "Ok kid, I'll give you $20 and a BIG bag of candy if you hop on the back for a ride." At this point the boy turns around to him and screams angrily, "Look Dad, YOU bought the Honda, so YOU ride it!!

Just Talkin
i sit here day in day out. minding my own business....i get so bored i go stur crazy.... i just can't stand backstabbing ppl.... why can't certain ppl just butt out of my life and work on their low self esteem selves.. for all those trash talkers ....U know who u r.... just dont bother me and the world will get along better.. u wanna be freinds cool but don't be one way one minute then turn ur back and be dicks... im know some ppl out there know what im talkin about... if the world was a lil more positive then we wouldn't be @ war with one anopther all the damn time

Just Got Married
I just got married are you happy for me? I just got married to loneliness and misery. I figured why not they never go away might as well make it official cuz I know it'll always be this way. I've tried to be happy I swear I have and when I did, misery laughed. It laughed and pointed, it nudged loneliness and said she thinks she can be happy?!? She's out of her head. She thinks she can get rid of us lets fix her once and for all they wrapped themselves around me like a giant barrier wall. Now no one will get close to her Ha she's all ours now and this is what replaced and kind of wedding vow. So no dress with I ever need no tux, no ring no dj, no band no one will sing It will just be us and for them that's fine I just wish my life could have been mine. A Desa Original

Just Getting Started**
Well whats up guys? Nothing much here... trying to figure this shit out... im getting there slowly but surely. Life has been absolutly crazy lately. Trying to settle down and just can't seem to do it. Well today is just another shitty day, trying to get by, and live on. I found the guy that lights up my world everyday, and we are awesomely in love and i like it. It took a long time but i think i finally found mr. right... i have already found mr. stupid, mr. abusive, mr. drug attict, and mr. wrong and threw them out... mr. right, well im keeping him. he is the nicest, most down to earth, reality seeing, kind of person, and that is who i have been looking for... and for all you haters out there with mine or his name in your mouth.. fuck off... you don't bother us u just amaze me by how dumb you actually are.

Just Make Me Feel Alive.
I'm feeling awful but all alone. Just missing someone I don't even know but untill I find her I'll wait patiently just feeling nothing inside of me. And where are you baby, where can you be? Why aren't you here loving me, cause I want to kiss you and make you feel right I want to lay with you all through the night. I want to feel Passion, I want to feel pain. I want to weep at the sound of your name. Come make me laugh or come make me cry. Just make me feel alive. And so I'll wait for that glorious day when the one I dream of comes my way. And when our lips touch so tenderly I'll feel that something inside of me. I want to feel Passion, I want to feel pain. I want to weep at the sound of your name. Come make me laugh or come make me cry. Just make me feel alive. Lyrics written by Joey Lauren Adams and Lifted from "Chasing Amy"

Just To Let You Know
Hey Guys, Just to let you know. Cherrytagz is not affialted with cherrytaptweaks.com He has been using my logo. It makes me sad :( Just wanted you guys to know. So you dont think its me. Cheers, Vlad

Just An Fyi
I just wanted everyone to know that just because I've just posted these poems, doesn't mean that they are all recent. I've a million poems that I've saved a million different places...just postin em as I find em :)

Just A Question
Enough love.........???? a question to ask yourselves. Do you have it, or just imagine you do. There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer, no disease that enough love will not heal, no river that enough love will not bridge, no wall that enough love will not throw down, It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, how hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake, enough love will dissolve it all. If only you could love enough, you could be the happiest and most powerful being in the world.

Just Wont Quit
And I never really sleep anymore And I always get those dangerous dreams And I never get a minute of peace And I gotta wonder what it means And I gotta wonder what it means Maybe it's nothing and I'm under the weather Maybe it's just one of those bugs going round Maybe I'm under a spell and it's magic Maybe there's a witch doctor with an office in town Is this a blessing? Or is it a curse? Does it get any better? Can it get any worse? Will it go on forever? Is it over tonight? Does it come with the darkness? Does it bring out the light? Is it richer than diamonds? Or just a little cheaper than spit? And there used to be such an easy way of living And there used to be every hope in the world And I used to get everything that I went after But there never used to be this girl No there never used to be this girl Maybe I'm crazy and I'm losing my senses Maybe I'm possessed by a spirit or such Maybe I'm desperate and I got no defenses Can you het me a perscription for t

Just Thinking
So, I was just thinking... Today I was admiring the building I work in. It's an 8 story building, with a fire escape off the 2nd floor. As I admired this fine structure, I'm thinking "that fire escape is made of wood." And then it dawned on me... isn't that almost pointless? One would think that it would be more dangerous on the fire escape during a fire than actually inside the building. Anyways, what do I know. I was just thinking.

Just Funny!!!!!
This was written by a black guy in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! When I born, I black, when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black, when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black. You white folks... When you born, you pink, when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red, when you cold, you blue, when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple, and when you die, you gray. So who you callin' colored folks???

Just A Heads Up
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon.

Just Me
Your Personality Profile You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Just Joined
I just joined Cherry Tap today and I'm still trying to learn my way around here. It seems like a pretty fun and active site, unlike the one where I found the link to this site(thanks watchdog). Anyways, life has been hectic since I went on my Christmas break in mid-December of 2006, but things are starting to get back to normal, which is good.

Just The Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
SINCE IT SEEMS THAT SOME OF YOU MAY NOT HAVE ALL THE MEMBERS I AM DOING TWO BULLETINS WHICH WILL HAVE ALL MEMBERS STARTING WITH THE COWBOYS: AND HERE THEY ARE PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ADD ANYONE THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE THANK YOU THE COWGIRL IN PINK~HEAD OF THE COWGIRLS & COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP~ l/h country boy (member O.T.S. AND C. AND C. OF CT)@ CherryTAP FeederRat( COWGIRLS&COWBOYS )@ CherryTAP The Jersey Cowboy - Bouncer Of The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of CT@ CherryTAP CT Cowboy..YEEE HAW...Ride The Sunset@ CherryTAP Cowboy~Bouncer of the cowgirls and cowboys of CT~@ CherryTAP TXOUTLAW!!COWGIRLS&COWBOYSOFCT@ CherryTAP bubbaggg the cowgirls and cowboys of cherry tap@ CherryTAP Tony~Member~Cowgirls@CowboysOf CT~@ CherryTAP james@ CherryTAP loves Buffy Bear ~Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT

Just Not Sure
As the saying goes, if I did not have bad lucky I'd have no luck at all. A week before Christmas and all was well. I was almost out of debt and closer to moving on up. Then 4 days before Christmas, my world comes a crashing. Not one, not two, three traffic tickets. All my fault, the begining of my bad luck. I could no long drive, due to so BS law I knew nothing about. Could not drive to see my family for the holiday, I could not drive at all. No real friends at all, and my only family in town had far worse problems then I. For her husband had become sick and the day after Christmas was take to the hospital and in the ICU. Thankful he was released yesterday, but not in the clear. My family has a curse, I am not sure why. My mother killed herself 10 years ago. Booze and anti-depressents, not a great combo. So, as the new year comes, I do nothing but work for a losy $7.75 and hour. I am the only one at work know who is blesed to work the midnights at the hotel. S

Just A Little Tidbit.
Alright people. i am NOT persian. It's just my name. Normally i wouldn't disclose the origin of it but here it goes. Myself and Ruby (who's not Egyptian btw) were messing around one day. (No not like that). Anyway we were talking about Alexander the Great *my favorite person of all time* and we were talking about how he repeatedly invaded Persia. Oh and yeah Alexander was Greek. Figure it out.

Just Read It!
This new version of the "footprints" story really caught me off guard at the end...What a blessing JUST READ IT! FOOTPRINTS..A New Version Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together. For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace. But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns. For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently. You and Jesus are walking as true friends! This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: Your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps. Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.

Just Love Me
Why do you say I am perfect? I would think you have outgrown such simple words. How could you say I am perfect? So broken, so complex, so flawed. A perfect woman does not succumb to temptation A perfect woman does not lie to her partner A perfect woman does not harbor secrets She doesn't have to. I am endlessly flawed. I am not saying it is because of you. Well it is, but I'm not blaming. How can you say that your life is perfect? How can you say that you cannot cast a shadow on it When you have? As I have on mine. It follows me everywhere Till the end of time. Our secret... You say you love me, But you have cast your shadows on my perfection. Does this bring you satisfaction? Your scent will never leave me. Your fingerprints are all over my body. The evidence is here. There is no perfection here. Just lies... Oh I am undone. And he thinks he is so lucky Because I am so beautiful. But little does he know. I could be less pretty. Maybe then, I c

Just A Quick Stop...
...to say hello! As many of you know I have 5 new puppies and am now caring for three toddler girls...I'm busy as all hell but I wanted to make sure everyone knew I was thinking of them... get code @ MyHotComments

Just Poems
Some one once got very evil with people on my friends list ... said nasty things about them and to them ... I wrote this then ... Grace Form and balance , a sense of style Blessed by the angels with a beautiful smile Head and shoulders above lost soul Sought for your heart and mind in control Standing your ground, facing the fire Despite the evil ones heated desire To step in and end my friendship with you That is just something I can not do For there are people lost in cyber-space You are the one who carries on with grace No drama of one who lost grip on reality I would rather seek you out and in time see If you and I have a lasting friendship true This is my clean slate to begin all anew By R. Thomas Dinsmore Just other un posted poems Desire for change from the drab and dreary This cold and drama can make god weary Wishing I was where the sunsets sweet Where there are interesting people upon the street Where others think instead of react

Just Bitchin
went to cardiologist again today need to have some more test done on my heart. not exactly what i wanted to hear this morning. ya'll keep me in mind while i do this and see if the blockages have gotten any worse than what they were.

Just Curious....
HOW MANY OF YOU ALL FROM THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP NOTICED THAT I TOOK THE TIME TO ADD EACH ONE OF YOU TO MY PERSONAL FRONT PAGE? IF YOU HAVE BEEN TO MY PAGE TODAY IT MAY HAVE BEEN NICE TO SAY HEY THANKS PINK FOR ADDIN MY PIC THERE BUT ANYWAYS I WAS JUST CURIOUS.

Just Not My Day!
Have tried to get a pic and phone says it does not have mms! It used to! Will have to check with the service to see what is wrong. Those who require to see a salute before adding as a friend...well *shakes head* so be it! I tried and if you cannot see who is real by the person....! I will keep you folks in my prayers! Read my signature quote in my profile. It just pains me to have to put conditions on a friendship!

Just Keep It Real
Sooooooooooo my first blog of 2007. Damn where did 2006 go? Seems like just yesterday I was gettin drunk on hypnotiq and ringin in 06. lol However 365 days have passed and a new beginning has to be made. Highlights of 2006: Almost got fired (again) Jesus will these ppl lighten up??!! Yeah I know I fill your disabled black man quota but ya cant get rid of me that easy! Started a relationship in July Ended a relationship in November (hmmm was she cheatin on me the whole time? With who?? OH YEAH The "best friend" who was "married" and there was of course "nothing to be worried about baby" blah blah blah BITCH!! Hope ya happy with his wannabe gangsta ass. Ya didn't deserve this KING right here! Spent time with family and good friends (The TRUE Friends).. God bless ya'll I Love ya to death ride or die forever! And joined cherrytap (again). Lets see how many people actually add me as a friend and keep in touch!! lol Ya know u just look at the pics.

Just Like Everyday
He didn't think of himself as a creep. Really, who could blame him? Any guy would do the same thing, given the chance, right? He half believed that she knew he was watching. Some mornings, he was sure she looked right at him and touched herself as she did… Regardless of what she might be thinking, he enjoyed the show she put on for him. Every morning, just before the sun was up, she'd get out of bed and pad around her apartment naked, switching on the lights as she went. The city was quiet, and the open windows let in the air of the summer morning. She'd put the tea on to boil and head back to her bedroom to slide on her tight little yoga shorts and a tank top. Back to the kitchen, quick cup of tea, then on to the living room to stretch and sweat… He watched her breathlessly in the darkness behind his windows, and felt himself starting to swell. He stroked his growing hard-on through his boxers as she went through the ritual of her morning exercise. He never took his penis out

Just Makes Sense
FUN TO READ Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why

Just Another Day In Paradise
Howdy Folks! Hope everyone is doing great. I got to blow the day off from work! Of course I had to go to the doctors for this damn earache I’ve had since Monday night. Script for antibiotics and a decongestant. I took my boy in too, he has a pilo.., paloda…, ah hell, he has a cyst on his tailbone. Seems that the cells for hair and teeth originate from the tailbone area when we are in the womb. Somehow they know to travel to the proper place and grow. Occasionally some stay behind, and later in life start to cause a literal pain in the ass… He faired better than I did, antibiotics and Vicodin. Of course it is not that much better, I’m allergic to codeine, and he has to go in for surgery… As we were leaving the Dr’s office, I get paged about work. Same stuff I’ve been telling everyone for the last week and a half. Not sure why they do not listen to me. I get home, get some meds in me, and decide to check emails for work. Big mistake! More emails flying about

Justice Legions
The Justice Legions as depicted in the DC 1,000,000 event The Justice Legions There are apparently 26 Justice Legions. Those featured include: * Justice Legion A is based on the Justice League. See main article Justice Legion Alpha. * Justice Legion B is based on the Titans. Members include Nightwing (a batlike humanoid), Aqualad (a humanoid made from water), Troy (a younger version of Wonder Woman One Million), Arsenal (a robot) and Joto (killed in teleporter accident). * Justice Legion L is based on the Legion of Super-Heroes, and protects an artificially created planetary system (all that remains of the 30th century United Planets). Members include Cosmicbot (a cyborg based on magnetism, based on Cosmic Boy), Titangirl (the combined psychic energy of all Titanians, based on Saturn Girl), Implicit Girl (who contains the abilities of all Cargggites in her "third eye", very loosely based on Triad), Brainiac 815 (a disembodied intelligence, based on Brainiac 5 and

Just Wanted To Share This Poem With Everyone!!
My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, Take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms W

Just A Poem
I wish I had a dream I'd tuck it away Where no one can see There it would stay To hide me from The things I fear Let me have What I want near I'm really scared I'm just a girl I'm not so tough Unlike the pearl Whose life is hard Her home is rough I'm just a girl I'm not so tough The front I use Is a shield you see The rough exterior Isn't really me I'm a romantic fool With a tender heart I like warm springs days Long walks in parks I like to spend Cold winter nights By fire side Without the lights I like poem's songs And music's words The warmth of love That music stirs

Just Saying Hi !!!
Wuz up to all the BBWs out there you are the Queens of the Century and to all the Full-Figured Women out there how you enjoying the new year so far? To all the Cherry Tappers keep it real for 2007!!!

Just One Kiss
I've heard there's always one that's got to get away Let him go, even though it's not that easy I never listen to what the people say I lose control, I let desire lead me My conscience aches but it's gonna lose the fight I don't care, I'd give it all away tonight For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one Of these fantasies I kept inside till now Lead me on, I will follow gladly Please don't be mad at me because I let it show Is it so wrong to want you this badly You got the power that I know I can't resist My heart is pounding and I'm bound to take the risk For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss What if we lose tonight, we'll never know Should we give love a try or let it go I can't help what I do, the closer and closer I get to you My conscience aches but it's gonna lose the fight I don't care, I'd give it all away tonight For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss

Just An Appeal
girls r see me point of view of sex they want to concern me in sex my body's structure is betray me sexy but I'm not also my frens r chatting their lovely wives they involve in night club & another colorfull places they like to want sex appeal sex, oh god.... whats a meaning of sex? They didn't knew their eyes r so-called love their manner r something wrong they didn't love the nature & god sex is natural thing like a human being but they didn't understood their knowledge storing dirty garbage of sex higher education give us protecting human sense but educated person who is falling dirty game society say philosopher? our education is concentrate in sex educational planning is not sensitive &, whole phenomena r waste of garbage i don't believe educated society they make people glamourous fashion show is being to throw sex expose civilized society is fell down dirty game

Just A Thought
Just one thought Just one mind I remember being with you all of the time WHen I sit and I wonder All the memories of our time Your favorite season Your favorite color Your eyes sparkle like the oceans water When You looked You saw Not a bum taking you for fall Your prince Your man Your dream that would never end When you smiled When you stared You were in love like no other When you died my heart cried I would remember the simple things Like a tear from your eye Your laughing for joy at the fair your childrens birthdays and cakes I sit at your grave Desperate for one more day I smile I look to the sky I will remember all those times

Just My Last Post Till Latter Maybe
NO ANSWERS The gifts that come from a higher source give us all reason to wonder why in due course some have the perfect most wonderful lifes and other have hardship and unwanted strifes Some are just blessed with all that is right others are working to get to the light of those who have only the best few of them know how greatly their blessed They take for granted the meeting of needs never knowing that it is more than sowing the seeds the harvest we reap is not always the same some have it much harder in lifes game Some will have it all go their way most of us work to get through the day trust in something beyond this material place there peace can be found beyond this drab space As to what reason there is for these things if I knew that answer many phones would ring I would send the word out to the world to know we should all count our blessings and let our light show By R. Thomas Dinsmore Surender When there is nothing to loose an

Just A Few Hours Are Left!
ONLY SiX HOURS LEFT PEOPLE!!! T-SHiRT CONTEST UPDATE DAY 7! iTS DOWN TO THE LAST FEW HOURS OF THE CONTEST AND AS OF RiGHT NOW THESE ARE THE RANKiNGS: STiLL LEADiNG THE WAY AND GETTiNG EVEN MORE COMMENTS AS WE SPEAK iS!!! baltimorevibe Mikey iS STiLL CLOSE BEHiND iN SECOND... DOES HE HAVE ENOUGH FANS TO GET HiM BACK TO THE TOP SPOT? i WANNA BE YOUR SUPERMAN LOVER iS HOLDiNG DOWN THiRD ALL MY THANKS TO EVERYBODY ELSE FOR PARTiCiPATiNG: !!Blood of a Slave~Heart of a King!!! mobetta dre ~-Sweet Cherry Pie-~ U.S.D.A Nigga STEVEN DOPSON(THE BLACKEST WHiTEST BLACK MAN YOU KNOW) OK SO THERE ARE ONLY SiX HOURS LEFT! LET'S SEE WHAT CAN BE DONE! KEEP THEM RATES & VOTES COMiNG! THE 1ST PLACE WiNNER GETS A 3-DAY CHERRY BLAST AND THE 2ND PLACE GETS A 1-DAY CHERRY BLAST!!! link to the contest: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=65278&albumid=156643 THANKS AGAiN FOR ALL THE PARTiCiPATiON! KiSSES!!

Just A Though
You know. I was simply sitting here thinking. Why I do what I do. I mean I flirt yes, but I flirt with truth. I believe if a woman is lovely she needs to know it, and You can always find somethign to love about a woman. You just have to be open to looking for it, and not close your mind or be blinded by your own eyes or thoughts. What you see is not always what you get. You must look for more. becase there is always more to a woman that what meets the eye. So love em hold em and let them know they are beautiful. because through them life is made, and to me that is the most lovely thing in the world.

Just Wanted You To Know
JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW I was tired of being betrayed Of always being let down I thought I would never find a true friend Until you came around You're my night in shining armor A friend when I'm in need You make me feel whole again You sweep me off my feet I just wanted you to know That for you I will be right here You mean the whole wide world to me Cause you take away my fears

Just Want To Know
I want to know how many of my Cherry friends would date me I am not much for dancing around the truth so I figured I would just ask and see what my friends think of me and to find out if honesty still exists. With my brother passing away and the nonstop work I really need some one at the very least I can talk to but most importantly know there could be a future with them I am usaly very up beat I love Poetry I write it all the time when I get emotional I am strong most of the time but there are times when I break down, maby I should not be emotional at all but I am I love my daughter and my Family but there are times when I need some one special in my life if any of my friends read my blog would you please send me a msg on weather or not you would date me I am looking I may be pickey about the fact that you would have to like my daughter but not really pickey about age or looks I have my limits but they are very resonable. Hope to hear from you all Sincerily Aaron P.S. at

Just Me..
I'm 100% all american male...just ask any female that knows me..lol..I'm an over the road trucker..(owner opperator)of a 80,000lbs rig,(when fully loaded)..so you little 3,000lbs 4 wheelers need to keep your eyes open, and your phones outta your ears..lol..I may have 10 brakes,but it takes me a mile to stop!!!Anyhow..welcome to my world,where all i need is a good cup of joe,good freinds,and a few hooter shots from time to time:)(Thank you ladies for the wake up calls):)P.S..Be nice to us truckers...we keep america running...Hooligan.

Just Say Ing Hello To U All ,
hello all my new friends i am so glad i am o n here with u all now ,i am on here more then any where else , hell u can do more t hings on here then what u could on my space .c om this is a lot better , just watch ing the eagels and saints play off while i am type ing this , i am married but very open , i like to go to th concerts movies , go out to eat at times, i have my own day care center , i love people but i hate player sn liars , guess i will gonow dont play no head games with me please guys, i am not in to head games , love all my new friends cindy

Just One Breath
~*Just One Breath*~ If I could let you go with just one breath, I'd squeeze every last bit from my lungs. If the only way I could be with you is in death, I'd wait until the angels' last song was sung. I realized long ago that I'm not your one, But this is a love I won't soon forget. Only time can undo the damage done, But never turn this love into regret. I'll cherish the moments we've spent, Every kiss and caress and how much they meant. In time from your heart and mind I'll fade, The impression you've left has been forever laid. If wiht just one breath I could have you back, You'd make me whole and make up for what I lack. ©Katie Do

Just Another Post...
Well it's been awhile so I thought I'd write a lil sumthing. Well in a week or so Scott goes to rehab which I think will be great for him. After that he can work on getting his life back together. Not much more but awwww someone on here has a crush on me that fuckin rocks lol i know im a good ~giigles

Just My Thoughts Of The Day.
I can never let that day go and out of my head. The nurse asked me if I wanted to know if it was a boy or a girl. It plays over and over in my head just like it was yeasterday. I see you and I know you were not meant to be in this world with your brothers and I see your pretty face looking down and smiling each and everyday. I have a love for you and I will never let it go. I see your hands reaching there so tiny and so soft and I see your eyes just as beautiful as they could possibly be. I know you are healthy and your at peace. I know you wait till the day as much as I do to meet you at last. You are in my dreams and there is not a day that passes that I do not think about you. There are even days that I cry and do not understand why and then I see an image of you and I know why. I keep asking myself what would life be like if God would have let you be mine. I keep asking myself why did he have to take you after all that time. I keep playing the what if game like so

Just Ramblin............
ever have one of those days and it seems one thing after another is just screwed up?? Before I even woke up this morning things started going wrong. Im usually pretty chipper and happy go lucky ill give as much as I get..today i dunno it was like the weight of the world was sittin on my shoulders n i just couldnt carry it anymore. Im not a cryer @ all ..today I cried just broke down n let it all flow. I thought maybe i needed to be less od a hard ass and just be human for awhile. It didnt help. maybe its depression hell maybe its a midlife crisis.any way i needed to vent so this seemed ike the best place as any to let it all flow out. A few of you have offered hugs n friendship today I appreciate that greatly. anyway I guess im done bein a oversized crybaby. If ya read this have a great week!~*~hugs& Kisses~*~

Just Read It
I saw this on a guys page here and thought to myself this is really true every girl has one guy friend that they totally overlook. I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE YOU NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE... I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for

Just Thinkin
So much time spent learning; how much you'll never know Searching, seeking for the truth, from ignorance we grow And when we think we have it, the truth is in our sight Our hopes are smashed and soon we see, never were we rightTo know our self, that is the end. It's truth we cannot find All things outside experience, to those, we're ever blind This frantic search, this everquest; goes on, it does not endAnd so we must go on in life, our failure to transcend For living is the key, from whence the answers come To learn as things present themselves, and add them to the sum Time ticks by while slowly we come to know our mindOnly to realize that admitting it will put us in a bindWe are not who we think we are, nor who we'd like to be We struggle to reconcile the truth to any small degree But experience has taught us that we put on a good show And others as the audience, the truth, will never knowThough the quest goes on, its importance now is less For inside ourselves, against all odds, the

Just Read It!!
-------------------------------------------------- Comments on this posting: ~Love isnt about finding the perfect person, its about seeing an imperfect person perfectly~ 2006-11-22 21:42:38 Yes, true...but how many actually live by this? The boring ppl like me is who! Hehe

Just Thinking
As I sit here and think back...I wonder where I went wrong in past relationships and just where in my path of life i went wrong to be a single mom of 3 handsome boys whos fathers aren't around. Well one father is but not like he should be. I begin to think maybe I am ment to be single ment to just live my life raise my babies and teach them how to be stronger men in life and to put them on the right track for life. But I also wonder if I will ever find that true love. That kind of love where you never want it to leave and never want to see that person hurt. The kinda love where when he wraps his arms around me I know I am loved. Someone who wants to just hold me. Someone who wants me for me and doesn't want me to change who I am in any way. Damn is it to much to ask that I want someone who will stand beside me pay attention to the little things and who isn't afraid to show me that he loves me. and not only be there for me but be there for my kids. not as a father but as a friend someon

Just Thinking....
The past month, I really let a lot get to me. Got me sad, made me treat a friend like crap, made my self esteem take a dive. Sometimes things from the past can come back to haunt you, and I sure let all my skeletons out of the closet. I let the abusive nature of my past marriage haunt me. I let the lies told in other relationships cause me to doubt when doubt was not deserved. I let financial concerns overshadow what the holidays were about. Maybe my friend is right and I need to talk to someone. Maybe there is a little too much I have not resolved from the past. I think it is more me just not looking ahead to the future. I got caught up in the past. I read a book once (actually I read a lot) called In the Company of Heros. It was about Michael Durant and when his helicopter went down in Somalia. Remember the movie BlackHawk Down? This was about the captured pilot.. his story. There was a quote in here, and I don't exactly remember the words. Basically he was feeling a

Just Be Happy..
Recently, I became aware of the fact that, no matter what the circumstances, I can find joy and peace in my environment. Whenever I am somewhere, I cannot imagine enjoying anything but what I am up to. And yet, I move on. I am either fighting my own nomadic nature, or it is what stirs me forward and onward when I know I can be happy where I am. Something meaningful in this... I need to feel my writing more. I need to write more, in general. If I cannot understand what I am doing, then what is the point in doing it? This mindset has carried me onward for years, and I attempt to make myself as transparent as possible. Who needs misunderstanding and secrets, when clarity is so much easier to maintain? Many people apparently, even myself. I do not know if I present my true self to any; the only ones who can claim to know me are those who have dealt with me for years, and even then their opinions are colored by what they observe, and not by what truths they ignore (or might not notice).

Just A Think I Thunk.
The light at the end of the tunnel is always a train. You are always bound to the tracks. Nobody will throw the switch as there is no other set of tracks. I'm grumpy as hell. So nuts to you. :-p

Just Saying Hi
i just wanted to tell all my friends and family on here a quick hello , and sorry i havent been on in a while . but been busy as a bee.... but wanted to tell my true friends out there still loves ya , bb soon as i can kisses and hugs

Just A Thought
we grow old and suddenly we want to hurry things. dont commit when you're not yet ready... don't keep others waiting endlessly... to fulfill your parenting fantasies --get a puppy don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons... to keep yourself warm, buy a jacket... in the long run it will be less complicated and less costly... take care of yourself... don't wait for someone to take care of you... no one complete you --EXCEPT YOU!!!

Just Me....
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY TO EVERYONE FOR THE FIRST TIME..I'M GLAD THAT YOU ALL HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO LOOK AT MY PROFILE AND MY PIX..SO, THANK YOU..HERE SOMETHING FOR YOU ALL THAT I WROTE.. I LOVE THIS, I READ IT AND IT HELPS ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON IN MY LIFE.. She feels stuck, standing still, caught between fruitless desperation for what was and crippling fear of what might be, and overcome by the weighty realization that knowing what she has lost is the clearest evidence that she can never get it back. Maybe there's never any going back. Maybe we are forever changed by new perspectives, such that our old realities, even if somehow revived, could never again be quite the right fit. Then again, maybe she was always standing still, as life passed by on every side, and she only knows it now because she no longer likes where she is standing. And hands once alive with songs of healing claw frantically at puppet-strings of doubtful imperfect

Just A Another Joke
Managerial Mishaps... The manager of a large corporation got a heart attack, and the doctor told him to go for several weeks to a farm to relax. The guy went to a farm, and after a couple of days he was very bored, so he asked the farmer to give him some job to do. The farmer told him to clean up all of the cow manure. The farmer thought that to somebody coming from the city, working the whole life sitting in an office, it will take over a week to finish the job, but for his surprise the manager finished the job in less than one day. The next day the farmer gave to the manager a more difficult job: to cut the heads of 500 chickens. The farmer was sure that the manager will not be able to do the job, but at the end of the day the job was done. The next morning, as most of the jobs in the farm were done, the farmer asked the manager to divide a bag of potatoes in two boxes: one box with small potatoes, and one box with big potatoes. At the end of the day the farmer saw that t

Just An Ass...'so.fla.paul No Guys'
OK so...I rate people when i get chances when i am work...I try to stay on top of all my friends with the whole new pics and sometimes when i see pics on top that i dont no I go t there profile and rate them a 10.. NEVER would of thought rating someone a 10 would cause so much drama and shit from this asshole... @@@@@@@@@@READ FROM BOTTOM UP@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I am sorry for rating you a 10 if it caused all this i was being nice and friendly and IF i wanted your ass for a friend i would of requested it and i am glad that i didnt because of your fucken attitude, I thought that rating was saying hi BUT some ASSHOLES dont like that i guess..Ill tell ya what i am now blocking ya so no talking anymore to useless pieces of shit like you!! >=== '~*~Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~*~' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-14 08:52:11'.. > you are just another wack job, there is no point to rating profiles just for the sake of it, the end of your name seems to fit well === '~*~Ass Kickin Rednec

Just A Rant, Another Bad Day......(i Know It's Deep. I'm Capable Of That Sometimes) Lol
Well, the kids are gone again.... I have had some time to think today...(I know a lot of you will say not again ....and that some people will hear this that shouldn't but oh well....) And I have come to the conclusion I don't like myself! After 15 years of being with the same person...Not doing a lot of the things I could have or should have done.... I feel I should have been a better father, husband, and protector of my family. After my accident I tried to be that person and I have come to the conclusion that maybe what I have been told here recently is just the plain ole hurtgul truth! "...It's too little, too late...!" No matter what I done there was always something missing, no matter how one sided it is, the truth hurts! Did I do too much, or too little? That's the one question that I'm left to answer everyday, and I just can't seem to find the answer! I tried I really did! Being married, you find yourself, If you truly care for that person, wanting to express yoursel

Just Dreaming
Last night I dreamt of you and me. We went to Hawaii and swam in the sea. We went to the movies, and you held my hand. We drove down a winding road, in the country land. You made me dinner. You were such a great cook. You told me you loved me, Like it was straight from the book. Last night I dreamt That you were mine. As long as we were together, everything was fine. We went to Majic Mountain, and went on all the rides. I told you my secrets, 'cause in you I could confide. I woke up this morning, not quite the same, 'cause I came to realize you don't even know my name.

Just A Poem
Time slides passed unseen, unfelt Play the cards that life has dealt Just a visitor to the place and time Paying the prices of others crime Unsure that I follow the path Does my life deserve gods wrath Seeking meaning in all ,wanting more Tired of being bought and sold like a whore Fucked and paid and left without care Going home to have no one there Existing and surviving each onslaught Over coming all the life has brought Yet left alone with unfulfilled desires Ashes of the past left behind in the fires Seeking that one heart felt soul who knows me Believing in what is yet meant to be Trusting in an unseen force to guide Stepping out on that faith unwilling to hide Breathing each day in hope of love Is it illusion or sent from above By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just To Love You
Just to Love You by David Kowal When we were little, I would share my milk with you before we took our naps; ...just so I could play with you. When we were teens, I listened as you talked about your boyfriends, (and thought of us together); ...just to ease your mind. When we grew older, I helped you move into his house (and wished you were going to mine); ...just to make you comfortable. When you got married, I gave my best friend away (and kept my heart hid); ...just to see you happy. As you lay there, so very sick, I whisper how beautiful you are (because it's still true); ...just to see you smile.

Just Thinking
I'm sorry for the way I say I love you. I know this kind of talk is far too soon. I cannot stop myself; I just adore you. And so this truth pronounces its own doom. But when a truth betrays itself, I wonder: Could it be that such a truth be true? Or could the sweet compulsion that I'm under Be caused in part by ignorance of you? I know only the truth of what I feel, Which lies beneath all sanity or rule. My love for you is deep and rich and real, Though it may be I simply am a fool. Time will tell the truth, for if you do Not want my love, I cannot long love you.

Just Smile
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu. When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner, and someone saw my grin - When he smiled I realized, I'd passed it on to him. I thought about that smile, then I realized its worth, A single smile, just like mine, could travel round the earth. So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected. Let's start an epidemic quick and get the world infected.

Just Some Thoughts On Paper...
Just something I actually wrote down in the middle of the night a couple years back... The last few months had been so tough... I never thought the road of life could be so rough... Then there was you... Such an unexpected surprise...when you walked into my life... Just when I thought things would never get better... Since then, everything has seemed to changed... I wake up and look forward to hearing from you... I daydream of when I'll next see you... And I fall asleep thinking that it will all happen again tomorrow. Now I realize that a person probably shouldn't feel this way after a short while... but there's just something about you I just can't resist... your work, your passions, your dreams, your face... you're particular, you're thoughful, you never rest... These characteristics you have are really good... and believe me, I've had a good look!

Just Writing And Nothing Special
Turmoil in the tempest swirls Chaos rains and confusion hurls None do know the souls dark side Before it all would run and hide Afraid of the ugly face of sin We know it for it lives within Every soul and every heart Not for most our favored part The selfish side we all possess Never free of even if we confess For the choice is what sets us above When we refuse hate and cherish love When we do what is true and right Then we become children of the light We live in peace with in the storm Make the world better and change it’s form In this way we make life so great It is an easy choice why let it wait For to live happy, joyous and free Just let go of the world and follow me Do unto others as you want done unto you In this way we make this world brand new By R, Thomas Dinsmore

Just Me
look in my eyes, look for my heart if you are looking 4 me its the place 2 start you will never find what make me, me if my soal is one you are to blind to see so stare somewhere else but i will let you know my heart is where only blind eyes go ~~December 2006~~ All My Soldiers Loves Me

Just For The Hell Of It
Time moves way too slow For one so wanting you I need the answer to know So I can begin life anew Time has come for me to go Travel on to love true The riddle in time to show Having paid life all it’s due Sought and found now does grow Strong for all we can do Time that passes too slow For loves of me and you By R. Thomas Dinsmore In the beginning there was the word … and the word was in the presence of God, And the word was GOD I am nothing but an instrument to be used I have lived a life and been abused Tortured by things beyond my control Stained and ruined and left less than whole The world inflicts wounds that never heal And pain of the spirit is mine to feel And yet through it all I sit and write And Often late on into the night To find the truth that lies within That most of my trials are born of sin That I author all that life does bring And there is the rub and pains sweet sting That I have caused my own worst pain And that I may suff

Just My Thoughts
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY WHO TOOK THE TIME TO VOTE FOR ME IN THE SWEETEST SMILE CONTEST.I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT THANKS FROM MY BIG OKLAHOMA HEART.THIS WAS MY FIRST CONTEST AND MY LAST.I GUESS I REALLY JUST WANTED TO EXPERIENCE WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO COMPETE WITH OTHERS,WELL IT SUCKED.I LOST ALOT OF FRIENDS OR SO I THOUGHT.I AM NOT ON HERE LIKE MOST OF YOU FOR THE 3 P'S...POPULARITY,POINTS AND PRIZES. I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS. SO IF YOU DON'T MY STYLE OR WHAT I'M HERE FOR,PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DELETE ME. I AM A LADY FROM OKLAHOMA WHO DOESN'T WANT FAKE ASS FRIENDS. PEACE N LOVE

Just Because
Just because I am not here on a regular basis, infact hardly get to get online at all doesn't mean I don't care. In a house with one on line computer and share it with 2 young adults and the love of my life. They come first and second I am working a lot of strange hours. I miss posting and commenting etc... etc.... but I think about the friends I made in the short time here and try to get others to log into the tap that I meet. This is a good place to kick back and relax, or meke new friends. I love to read your post and comments also, and I will try to to comment when possible. I usually get here only once or twice a week and never have the same schedule so never know exactly when. I will not be online when my significant other is at home because I want to share that time with her. Cherry friends and family love ya qll and hope that life is good to you each and everyday. May your days be peaceful, but prsperous.

Just Letting You Know...
...The kvlt is still alive. Earthwhore WILL be continuing and I will put full power into it once my computer returns upstairs. In the mean time I'll be doing the drum sequences for all the songs, I plan on writing about 8 or 9 so watch myspace.com/earthwhore for updates and add me if you wish.

Just Sumthin I Wrote
I'm wallowing in my depression watching everyone else happy in their relationships while I'm ever so slowly killing myself to the music of their joy :(( I guess the darkness of loneliness in my soul its the only companionship i have. I'm falling into a never ending pit. As i fall I see everyone at the top laughing at me. Goodbye to happiness and everything that is pleasurable as I enter the abyss. I wish, just wish I had some glimpse even a speck of hope but all that was light has left my heart or is trapped beneath the pain. Will I ever experience love again? I doubt it...guess there are some destined to be alone. So I give up on ever finding some one to truly love me for me. The joy of marriage...the bliss of children...the overwhelming pleasure of grandchildren. Everything that everyone else will achieve. Everyday I struggle to maintain this "façade" called happiness. Some times I can, Sometimes I fail. But it never really matters...no one ever notices.

Just Updating Those Who Ask To Be Updated...
My son is very sick at the time...Still waiting on surgery date...He may also lose his feet...As a mom I feel so lost, wanting so bad to help her son and not knowing what to do or say...Wish I had better news and hope to have some soon... thanks for all the prayer and please keep it up.... Courtesy of MsTags.com

Just Want To Say Hello To Everyone...
Just want to say hello to everyone. I'm taking a few classes at Long Beach City College.. Beginning typing class which the last time I took a typing class was around 1984 or 85 which was when typewriters actually existed and was more common than computers of today...Also I don't remember my typing speed so this will help me refresh my typing speed plus. I'm also taking another class as well..I had a terrible week of sleep which really sucked!!! I went from sleeping 14 hours one night to 0 the next night!!!! Yuck!!!! I slept okay but I kept waking up a lot last night... Nervous energy that I have to deal with a lot!!!! Besides that I am okay and I want to say hello to everybody and hope things are well with everyone!! Take care always!! :) Jeremy

Just A Dream...
Wouldn't it be great to turn on the TV and hear a U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN give the following speech? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those

Just Wanted To Introduce Myself!
I wanted to say hi to all of my friends and family! Below, I included my myspace page link so people can check it out to! I am married so, I am here to meet people, make friends and just chill! I hope everyone is doing well and enjoying themselves on cherryTAP! I know I am! I have made a couple of really cool friends and added others to my family! Enjoy and Have Fun! http://www.myspace.com/chrmarie33

Just Release !!
I feel a sharp pain in my soul. What is it,thats so sharp. Could it be the remains of you. You were the air I breath. You were the wind to me. You were the day to my night. The more I think of you, The more the pain increase, The harder it is to remain. Your laughter was like the sun. Your touch was like fire. Your taste was life itself. I feel a sharp pain in my soul. What is it,thats so sharp. Could it be the remains of you. As night turn into day, Life into death, My soul screams for release. The release that only comes From one soul to another. Just release is all I need.

Just Curious
WELL TO START OFF WITH I RESPECT EVERYONES RIGHT TO BE AS THE WISH. HOWEVER I AM PERPLEXED AND AMUSED BY ALOT OF PEOPLE AND WHAT THEY SAY ON THEIR PAGES. WELL FIRST, A LOT WOMEN SAY YOU BETTER READ MY PROFILE FIRST~ IF YOU WANNA BE MY FRIEND. THEN THEY SAY I AM ONLY HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS~ NO SEX OF ANY KIND, NO RELATIONSHIPS JUST FRIENDS. LOL THEN THEYY POST NAKED PICS, OR PICS THAT SHOW SO MUCH CLEAVAGE, THAT ONE COULD GET LOST IN THERE! LOL THEN THEY POST A BULLETIN SAYING MEN ARE PIGS WHEN SOME GUY HITS ON THEM. WELL DUH!!!! WHYY DO WOMEN THINK THAT MEN CAN GO AGAINST THEIR NATURE!! YOUR WORDS SAY ONE THING AND YOUR PICS SAY SOMETHING ELSE!! SO MY WARNING TO THE WOMEN WHO REALLY DON'T WANNA BE HIT ON~~ DON'T POST THESE PICS ~~THAT BASICALLY SAY "HIT ON ME" AND HAVE USER NAMES THAT ARE SUGGESTIVE ABOUT WHAT THEY WANNA DO!! SO DON'T BE SHOCKED IF SOMEONE HITS ON YOU! MEN ARE PIGS THAT IS NO SHOCKER BUT SOME OF US TRY TO RESPECT YOUR WISHES BUT BE CAREFUL ABOUT YOUR MIXED

Just Food For Thought Folks, Nothing Personal
good morning people. as i was surfing CT this this morning, noticing all the little quarks that make us individuals, more and more things popped out that really just were very silly. so heres part 2 of my observations. if you are bringing sexy back. along with everybody else. you might not belong here. where did it go anyway? if you have 200 pictures of your arm out with you cell phone over your head making the same face. you might not belong here. if you have a reference in your name to a cat, kat, or kitty. and your name isnt really catherine. you might not belong here. if you have 3 music players on your page, and all 3 start playing at the same time. you might not belong here. and my very favorite. if you have a link to your myspace page where your "about me" should be. you surely dont belong here. anyway, no offense meant to anyone, i hope some folks will get a good laugh. more to come. mwah!

Just For Fun......
Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! ====================== roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. ====================== Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply ====================== Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground

Just Comments...
Hey friends... If you have time in your very busy days could you go comment my pic that Mette Kenzo has of me, by commenting my pic as many times as possible I will get a pair of diamond earrings. It's not a popularity contest and I'm not running against anyone...just need some cherry love. I know a few of my friends are not into this and it's ok if you don't participate, but to those who don't mind help a sister out!!! Here is the link: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144601&albumid=162949&i=4069663020 You can comment as many times as you want...or can. Thanks

Just Wanted To Tell The World
My idol is my baby brother born 51 weeks after me I still see him as my baby brother when in fact he is bigger and stronger than me...He has been over sea three times since he joined the army, missed almost everyone of his oldest daughter's b-days, and even missed the birth of his youngest daughter.. Yet he never complains, when you thank him for what he dose he say "its my Job".. He risks his life so we can be safe and never ask for anything in return... I support all of our troops and have amny friends that have gone over and that are still over there.. I pray for the safe return of all... But my brother is my biggest hero and I pray everyday that my son will be like my brother when he grows up...

Just Tell Me...
the truth shall set you free!! be real with me! I'll be real with you I promise! so either way do hide from me. I'd rather be told then hidden from and avoided! So if you got something to say to me, no matter what it is.. just say it, no holding back! you only get one life and one chance to live it so make it right, live life like there's no tomorrow. and dont hesitate to tell your feelings... or truths... just be real!

Just Read It!!!
I HAVE LOST MY MIND, I HAVE LOST MY PLACE ON MY FRIENDS LIST.....BLAME IT ON MY 'LIL FREN' IF I DONT HIT YOUR PAGE SOMETIME TODAY, GET OVER IT..I LOVE ALL MY FRIEND, I JUS GET SO CONFUSED! ANYWAY, HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! BONES

Just A Little Lonley Today
I am just feeling a little down in the dumps today, so if I seem distant, please bare with me. I love all my friends. You are special to me. Right now I am trying to take my mind off lifes weary events. lol. Which is sometimes pretty hard to do. Thanks for your patience and understanding. Much love to yah all! Linda

Just Another Intense Day
It bugs the shit out of me when you get these dip shit ass news people, dumb ass politicans and these people that think you can talk to these people and work everything out. Extreamist only want one thing to see those that are not Loyal to Islam, or covert to Islam dead. Plain and simple! Our Men and Women deal with some intense shit every day, this is only a glimpse. Don't berate them, don't blame them because you may not believe in the cause. Honor and Support them till they all come home.

Just Sayin Hello
Hey there, i'm new to this site. Just wanted to see what its all about. I'm all about meeting new people, and makin friends...I'm 29 almost 30, and I've been married before..divorced now....Oh, and I'm Bi-Curious. If ya wanna chat, just leave me a comment or message me!!

Just Read This
i am deleting tons of you from my friends list! if you never talk to me then what is the point of being on my friends list. its not like ur getting a lot of points from me. anyhow i used to have 1400+ friends now im down to 500 something and still deleting ppl. i am only keeping ppl who talk to me...

Just Got A Call From Work
Ok...For those of you that really know me you know what I do for a living. I'm a 911 dispatcher. Well, I got off work this morning at 6am. I was working from 6am to 6 pm. Then over a year ago I wanted to go to nights. I work from 6pm to 6am. Yes I work 12 hour shifts. But, I only work 3 days one week and 4 days the next. YEAH!!!!! Anywyas, I was laying on my couch just dozing off today when my phones rings. It is my boss..I'm half asleep. She is like we are changing the shifts around. Do you want to go back to days? I tell her NO..I love being on nights. So, I'm losing my partner. We work very well together. I'm not happy about this. My current partner and I have worked together for over a year now. We have a nice pattern. My officers know they can do there jobs and know that we have there backs. I'm not looking forward to this at all. I know I have to be positive. However, I know things aren't going to be very good at work. My new partner won't like coming to nights. It

Just To Say Thanks
Just want to thank everyone for the welcomes and the sweet comments that were left for me.Everyone seems to be cool and like to party!!!I am new to this site and just learning how to work this site and find the messages.I love to drink some and dance alot.lol I am like to 420.I enjoy meeting new people and having a good time.I also enjoy cooking out and entertaining friend. :-) Thanks everyone hope to chat with old friends and new one.

Just In Case.
To all my Cherry friends, fans, and family: There has been someone who has accessed my Yahoo and Tap accounts through phishing/hacking and has contacted several of my contacts. If anything out of the ordinary has been said to anyone, please confirm whether I said them or not. This person has held conversations as me as well as messaged people telling them things about me that are very untrue. This person used a Cherry user name of sinful_one. The problem has hopefully been taken care of, but please notify me if this person contacts you. I am sorry if this person has contacted you and/or has caused any inconvenience. Much love to all of you!!! --baldarmyguy

Just A Thought
I was thinking of a conversation I was having with a friend so many years ago this question always comes up What are you looking for? Knowing what she ment I told her I am not sure I had that idea in my head once that I wanted someone sencer and loving but I have to wonder so many years later does that exsist? If it does why is it that I cant find it even when I am not wanting it. I come across people in my life for a reason that I will never understand I hope one day I will.

Just A Poem Of Mine
I sit watching tv wishing i was some one else wishing i was some place else but still here, still me I hold my breath till I hit the floor only to stand again same person, same place I run to get nowhere only to where I've been cant escape my thoughts cant escape this prison The prison I've created the prison society created only in my mind but always around me I let it surround me the hate, the pain Its in my thoughts but its not mine The walls start closing in the room starts to spin the lights go dim finally free of my thoughts I awaken to my thoughts sitting watching tv wishing i was some one else wishing i was some place else

Just Peace And Contentment
Fearless storm Winds howl and thunder crash Sound of titans as they clash Quake and shake the world around Flashing and captivating sound Icy fingers of white dance across the sky Hold the attention of mortals such as you and I Force of winds that swirl and blow ever so intense Hide inside safe in cover if you have any sense Yet I am drawn to the show and can’t look away Thrill of it fills me with desire and makes me want to stay Do not fear my sweet one it is only a passing thing Soon to be far away and gone a memory of the sting No more tears for thing that simply just must be I will keep you safe and secure through eternity No thing that is of this world every should you fear For you’re the sweet and touching soul that I hold so dear Winds may blow and thunder crash lightning streak and run When all that is has passed to calm and storm is done You will still be safe from harm and enjoy the moment shared For you will never worry knowing there is always one who

Just A Dreamer
Freedoms Death Stagnation holds me in it’s grasp Icy hands around my throat are clasp Dragging me down into the mire Burning my hopes upon the pyre Destined to walk the world at hand To never find home within this land To see things with eyes that are too clear To know the loss of freedom through fear Minds that recoil from the challenge to live For security away their freedoms they give And thus the demon in power does grow Till all too late do the masses then know Trapped in constriction and lost in this style See them goose step and hear them scream hiel Glare at those who voice their opposition The land is now sick beyond need of physician Terror has won and a way of life killed Done in by deceit and those in politics skilled Who turn a phrase and twist the meaning of word Till none are sure of what it is they have heard The price is too great and the losses be grieved It is the fault of our own that we were deceived For ours is to question the actions of

Just Stuff
just stuff — Saturday, January 20, 2007 I went to my mom's house on my birthday after school. I had a good day at school actually on my birthday. I didn't go around telling everyone it was my birthday or anything though. I don't like all the attention and people telling me happy birthday and stuff. It's so fake and silly when it's like that anyway. I don't crave attention that much. Uh, the math teach said something about my answer to the interest problem on the quiz to the class the other day, but it was a day I missed cuz I decided not to drive all the way across town to go to one class, and then come back again. I didn't feel well anyway due to lack of sleep and stuff. Back to my mom's. We played some mortal kombat, and ate pistachio cake and pizza. No, not pistachio pizza. Chicken garlic pizza. Trinn began throwing up all over the place. So that wasn't fun. We played a game for a little bit, but it was getting late and I had to wake up in the morning early

Just Come And Leave Me Some!
I'm just standing along the side of the raod...and I wanted to let ya know that: "I WILL BARK FOR COMMENTS" haha maybe u had to be there....but its funny to some of us.... Click on da Pic and leave as many comments as possible!

Just Want To Bitch About Things
Well where do i begin? All week i have sent my bf sweet little things through email and left him comments that mean something to me and come from my heart. What do i get in return...Nothing. Says he dont send me things cause its things he can say to me in person. HAHAHA thats funny because he says he CAN but DONT. I do everything for him and ask for nothing in return. He will even take time to read things from everyone else but i dunno its like when i post something that i want him to see he dont look at it unless i send it to him directly. Maybe i should just start posting my tits maybe that would keep his attention. I mean i cook and take it to him , pay the bills (just now asked for help with them after almost 6 months, wash his clothes. Take care of OUR child. I have worshiped the ground he walks on just to make him happy. So anyways i sent him a message saying that it didnt do me any good to send him things because he doesnt send nothing back (and doesnt say what he could

Just Checkin'
I just want to see who actually checks out there friends blogs. I know I'm guilty of not checking them out myself, but I want my friends to know that i value there friendship and its time to make a change you know. So for all my friends that leave a comment on my blogs will get the favor returned!! Peace out to all ya'll!!! Much luv!! Jay aka What's Really Good?!

Just One Wish
Just One Wish I'm thinking of you constantly You're always in my dreams; If God could grant me just one wish You'd be right here with me. Instead, you're many miles far You're running through the sand; If God could grant me just one wish It'd be to hold your hand. You wake up at the start of day And try to keep up pace; If God could grant me just one wish It'd be to see your face. I'm proud of you for all you do You've yelled and learned to fight; If God could grant me just one wish It'd be to hold you tight. You know I'll never leave you I'm always by your side; If God could grant me just one wish It'd be to be your life. If I could only have one wish It'd be to marry you; Cuz not only would I get that wish but all the others too.

~just Wanted You To Know~
You, sweets, are my peace When life gets too full You are my release When stress starts to pull You summon a smile When I want to cry When handed a trial Strength you supply When I hear you say "Not going anywhere" Seems my spirits stay Soaring in mid air I like how we grow Unlike both our pasts Take it nice and slow As long as this lasts These feelings for you Are not just for show It all seems so new Just wanted you to know

Just A Hint
myspace icon myspace icon Friendster MySpace Layouts MySpace Layouts I am seventeen about to be eighteen in feb.. i have a little boy that is 14mnths. his name is damion. i have been in a realationship for 10mths.. and it is great but we have our ups and downs.i like to kick it with my friends..i like to be mischeivous..and i like to schmoke that chronick...............hehehe and if u dont kno me wat the fuck are u doing on my page??? image hosting for myspace girls layout @ HOTFreeLayouts.com HotFreeLayouts

Just For His Pleasure..forget About Yours
Ever feel like the only time anyone wants to talk or have anything to do with you is when they wanna fuck? I mean you could know someone for months.Think that they are a nice guy.Then all of the sudden its like it dont matter what you say or do. or how you feel. The only thing on their mind is sex. you know i have a brain and a mind and feelings. Im not some fuckin whore that only thinks about dick. I mean it has its time and place. But damn, there is more to a person then just their body.and more to life then just getting fucked! just some thoughts...

Just One Touch
Just one touch of the bow sent shivers across the strings of her violin as she began to scream her melody of passion. Soft and gentle it stroked until she was giving off notes an octave above euphoria. Then suddenly the cadence of the bow escalated and begin to see saw it's way deep into the crevice of her inner lining. The hair of the bow began to smoke as it melted the hot resin over her G string.

Just A Repost
Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of things beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be a sweet dream For so much of life is heart break extreme Longing for innocents touch and sweet smile Longing to close sweet distance of miles For the heart beats and longs for those it lost And would pay any price no matter the cost To hold and feel the love yet again To feel the end of that dull pain To rest and know the world is right This is the dream that makes joy take flight Sweet nothings yet are the stuff of fantasy Sweet dreams held in hope by fools like me Sweet the knowledge that tomorrow is not set And only god knows and we may see yet Release in the joy of love to return I hold on to hope for it

Just Letting Yall Know Whats Up
Well its been a few days sence I last posted so was gonna let yall know whats up. Well let see im still single (kinda hard to find a girlfriend when you dont have a way to go anywhere). I went to the doctor last monday and yes my elbow is for sure broke I have to be in my splint atleast another week, and to top it all off I went into where I was (yes i said "was")only to be told they had replaced me so lets see. Im now broke, single, living with my parnets, have a broke elbow, and to top it all off "UNEMPLOYED" GOD I AM IN HELL. well this year can only get better. Yall pray for me.

Just My Luck!!!
Well I started off the new year sick with the flu...which sucks cuz I usually only get sick once or twice a year... So after missing a few days of work... I get back into the grind, only to get in a accident the next week!!!! Why me??? who cares really, I'm just lucky to have lived thru it!!! So on the bright side I now get to spend more time here!!!!!!Yay the wife is not as happy about that as I am!!!LOL!!

Just A Begining
Love's gently whisper softly breathed on me. Through written words you carefully enscribed, I saw your heart, that it was meant for mine; two separate beats intertwined as one song. Completing the life I was meant to have is the one I have chosen for all time. Jealousy comes not from within my soul, but from others wanting what we two share. I thank you for the beauty you give us, for all the joy you bring through your smile, for the love you have shown me how to give, and for openting me to who I am. Our time together has only begun, still, eternity is not long enough.

Just Got Home..
Just got home from having biopsy... Hurt like hell!! Now it's a waiting game til Wednesday afternoon for the results but the surgery is a go for Friday regardless to the biopsy results. Thanks all for your prayers and support! Lots of Love~ Jackie

Just A Joke
A blonde, a brunette and a redhead are stuck on an island. For years, they live there, and one day they find a magic lamp. They rub it, and sure enough, out comes a genie. The genie says "since I can only give out 3 wishes, you may each have one" So the brunette goes first, "I have been stuck here for years, I miss my family and my husband and my life - I just want to go home." POOF, she is gone. The redhead makes her wish, "This place sucks, I want to go home too." POOF, she is gone. The blonde starts crying uncontrollably. The genie asks, "What is the matter?" The blonde said, "I wish my friends were here."

Just Some Facts About Me
1. What time is it? 4:52pm 2. Full name: Connie Jean Rizzo 3. What are you most afraid of: Spiders 4. What is the most recent movie that you've seen in a theater: Pirates of The Caribbean 5. Have you ever seen a ghost? NO 6. Where were you born? Chicago, Illinois 7. Favorite food: Italian and Mexican 8. Ever been to Alaska: no 9. Ever been toilet papering: yes 10. Loved someone so much it made you cry: yes 11. Been in a car accident: yes 12. Croutons or bacon bits: Croutons 13. Favorite day of the week: Friday 14. Favorite Restaurant: Giordano's 15. Favorite Flower: Roses and Tulips 16. Favorite sport to watch: Baseball or basketball 17. Favorite Drink: Pepsi 18. Favorite ice cream: Mousse Track Chocolate 19. Disney or Warner Brothers: Disney 20. Favorite fast food restaurant: Taco Bell 21. What color is your bedroom carpet? Light tan 22 How many times you failed your driver's test? None 23. Before this one, from who

Just Thinking
As I was going to work today I couldnt help but think. You see going to and from work I have alot of time to myself to think. Why is it that when we are alone by ourselves are thoughts seem to come out more clearly? Everyday I think of the same thing going to work and then from work, but then there are those times where other thoughts come in. Some good and some bad. I cant help but think that I get paranoid when I have this alone time to think. Dont we all get like this sometimes. Who can honestly say that when they were alone with their thoughts that they didnt get some paranoia, depression or other down bringing thoughts. Lately I have been doing alot of thinking, maybe even some questioning about alot of things. My only hope is not to fall off the wagon. I know I have gone here before but the last several months only keep me to this, What is going to happen as time goes on. For those that dont know me and for those that do, the one fact that I have to face in my life is his

Just Another Never Posted
Life rhythms Seeking the calm inside the storm I sometimes step outside the norm And seek the voice of one in touch Who speaks of the divine and such Who places a perspective new Upon all the things I’m going through Who see with eyes different than mine Who brings my thinking into line With the order of life as it will unfold So I may accept this gift good as gold And make this moment the best it can be And follow the rhythm like tides of the sea And see the wonder of natures sweet plan To know life goes on within and without this man By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just How Many Of Me Are Out There..?
Go to this website called How Many Of Me. http://ww2.howmanyofme.com/ Put in your first and last name and see how many people in the USA have your Name as well. I'll Start. After me just put your name and results below. Like I did. MAKE SURE YOU ONLY WRITE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME EXACT NAME! 1. There are 73 people in the U.S. named Jody Jordan. 2. There are 354 people in the US named Darlene Gonzalez 3. There are 18 people in the US named Connie Roche--- 4. There is only 1 person in the us named Roxie Lumpkin 5. There are 155 people in the U. s. named Susan Craft 6. There are 433 people in the U.S.A. named John Metcalf 7. There are 17 people in the U.S.S named Robert Feil 8. There are 22 people in the USA named Calvin Conrad 9. There are 11 people in the USA named Dee Dawson 10. There are 10 people in the USA named Tara Lyle. 11. There are 275 people in the USA named Lisa Buchanan. 12. There is only 1 person in the USA names Jane Hanvey 13.

Just A Little Bitch Blog.
This is just a little bitch session for me, mainly about 2 things.....racism and homosexuality. I get online quite a bit, both here and other sites, and a particular game that I play online that I am addicted to. No matter where you go, these two words pop up in a negative manner all the time.....FAGGOT and NI**ER. I would like to know.....what makes these two words so powerful for someone? What makes people think that by calling people one of these two words it makes them better than the person they called it? I have family members that are racist, and I honestly don't understand it. What makes people think they are better than someone because their skin is lighter than someone else's? Why give a shit to start with? The fact that someone else has darker skin than I do means absolutely nothing. We still laugh, love, fight, fuck, and put our pants on the same way. If your a racist and you are reading this.....get over yourself.....your hatred and bigotry will get you nowhere in life and

Just A Little Update.
Well, I went to the doctors today...they violated me in so many ways lol. But I heard the heartbeat, and the baby is good. I am good..and My boobs and Pchina are all good haha. I find out what I'm having on Febuary 13th, how freakin exciting. Right before valentines day...

Just Some Thoughts
Category: Friends hey there everyone i just had some thoughts i would like everyone to see.. well i was sittin here thinking about some of myspace friends and it occord to me that some of you added me to rais the number of friends on your list i never hear from most of you and i was worndering why add anyone if you don't plan on talking to them.. then i was thinking about the comments you guys send or ask to be sent and then it occored to me again some of you just wanna see how many you get.. now the pictures i added an ass pic and a friend pointed out that no self respecting women would post that kinda pic and i took it down why because it just goes to show how slutty you are or how you have no self respect last i was thinking why any of us would want to meet up and have sex with someone we don't know god knows if thay have an STD i mean do you really want to put your life in that persons hands... well if you would like to comment on this feel free to message me

Just To Hear You Say You Love Me ~ Faith Hill And Tim Mcgraw
If I could win your heart If you'd let me in your heart I'd be so happy, baby Just for these arms to be Holding you close to me There's nothing in this world I won't try No limit to what I'd do to make you mine, 'cause I'd climb right up to the sky I'd take down the stars Just to be in your arms, baby I'd go and capture the moon That's what I would do Just to hear you say that you love me Just to hear you say that you love me If I could taste your kiss There'd be no sweeter gift Heaven could offer baby Oh, baby I want to be the one I want to be the one Living to give you love I'd walk across this world just to be Close to you 'cause I want you close to me, yeah I'd climb right up to the sky I'd take down the stars Just to be in your arms, baby I'd go and capture the moon That's what I would do Just to hear you say that you love me Just to hear you say that you love me For the rest of your life For the rest of your life Love me for the rest of all

Just So That Yall Know...
i have been out for the past few dyas due to a family funeral. i'm in a weird sad mood and not real talkative. when things get a little better i will be back to my old self, until then i dont have it in me to "fake it" and be talktive or pay attn. I am sorry and hope yall understand. Much Love, Carrie

Just In A Dream
A love Newly found Mere moments apart Eyes that have never met Lips that have never spoken Faces not seen except in dreams And in passing Chance meetings Not knowing each other Walking by No hug No words Nothing Not even a glance A thought of you Just a wish Someday we may meet Someday I will tell you of my love That day will be paradise My heart will fill I will know happiness You will be in my arms I will be complete That day is not today There is no sun There is no love Only thoughts of you Only a dream That may never come true.

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY Smile at a stranger Listen to someone's heart Stop and smell a flower Learn something new, then teach it to someone Share your knowledge with a friend Tell someone you're thinking of them Hug a loved one Don't hold a grudge Don't be afraid to say "I'm sorry" Look a child in the eye and tell them how great they are Look beyond the face of a person into their heart Make a promise, and keep it Call someone, for no other reason than to just say "hi" Show kindness to an animal Stand up for what you believe in Smell the rain, feel the breeze, listen to the wind Use all your senses to their fullest Cherish all your TODAYS and finally, Tell someone you "love" them