Well where do i begin? All week i have sent my bf sweet little things through email and left him comments that mean something to me and come from my heart. What do i get in return...Nothing. Says he dont send me things cause its things he can say to me in person. HAHAHA thats funny because he says he CAN but DONT. I do everything for him and ask for nothing in return. He will even take time to read things from everyone else but i dunno its like when i post something that i want him to see he dont look at it unless i send it to him directly. Maybe i should just start posting my tits maybe that would keep his attention. I mean i cook and take it to him , pay the bills (just now asked for help with them after almost 6 months, wash his clothes. Take care of OUR child. I have worshiped the ground he walks on just to make him happy. So anyways i sent him a message saying that it didnt do me any good to send him things because he doesnt send nothing back (and doesnt say what he could send) anyways so i log on here this morning and find he left me a gift. Instead of sending a flower or romantic dinner or something sweet like that i get strawberries and whipped cream. If it isnt something sexual with him then its nothing. We cant even lay and watch a movie without him slapping my ass or doing other things. I just want one night of romance NOT LIKE IM ASKING ALOT. Hell we dont even kiss unless its a peck on the cheek. I love him more then life but sometimes it doesnt feel as though the feelings are returned. I mean i dont even get full contact lip kisses durning sex. So my question is whats wrong with me? because to me he is perfect. Well anyways im gonna go cause im sure no one is gonna read this. AND i know for a fact he probably wont really read it he will give it a glance over and pass it on.
