Fubar Blog Posts 2

Just The Same Usual Shit
HEY PEEPS, I FIGURED I WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR THE LAST BLOG, I'VE BEEN DOWN A LOT LATELY. WELL, NOW I'M TRYING TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT, WORKING ON MY STUFF FOR COLLEGE. I WAS REALLY ABOUT TO GIVE UP BUT I REALIZED WHERE I WOULD END UP, BACK AT HOME DOING NOTHING AND NOT GETTING THE CHANCE TO BE HERE WITH YOU PEOPLE. SO I'M GOING TO DO MY BEST TO MAKE SURE THAT I'M HERE COME SUMMER. ANYWAYS, I'M WORKING ALSO ON THE MOVIE I PLAN TO SHOOT WITH AUSTIN, ITS GOING TO BE GREAT TO FINALLY DO SOMETHING WORTH WHILE. YOU CAN TAKE A LOOK AT THE POSTER IN MY RANDOM SHIT PHOTOS FOLDER IF YOU LIKE. I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE ANYTHING AWAY BUT I'M THE ONE IN THE HOOD GIVING THAT SMILE. WELL I'M DONE FOR NOW, SEE YA.

Just Thoughts!!
I got way to much in my head today. I'm geting over the lost of a dear friend. I'm saying goodbye to another friend,that's leaveing CT. for a bit but will be back. I also got a new lust problem for someone on CT. I'm geting all mixed up with all these damn feelings!! I just want some more sleep hehe. Thats all for now.

Just Some Sappy Poetry. Enjoy..lol
i Dream of You thru the glimmer of life's intriguing destiny. Your thoughts, feeling's n compassion reach out n touch me. not only my heart, desire yet soul. my inner being's clarity.... for You, my passions grow. dreams of holding You or just being close... feeling our heart's beat ....i Cherish it most. running my fingers thru Your hair watching You sleep... the idea iz incomparable to beat. trouble n hardship's i know You must have gone thru make me yurn to do anything i can, for You. to see You wake...eyes sparkle in the soft candlelight ah wut an incredible sight..... love, passion, pure lust wud ignite if only i could make time sand still tasting Your soft lips like red wine never being able to get my fill content to be there for the rest of time to love You with my friendship, heart, soul... inner being wud be far more then i could ever know or ask for true. my darling.....i dream of You ________________________________________________

Just Thinking
Its really up to us wat we do with our lifes. we may have been Battered, beaten, molested , incested, spoiled, or over indulged. all of us have feelings and memories that we need to work through. None of us have perfect families. in fact dysfunctional families are of the norm for the society. The question for us is how have our experiences affected us and wat we need to do to learn from our experiences, to work through those lessons. Integrate them in to our being... turn them over and just move on...? When we get stuck in our blame, anger, and denial... we are the ones who suffer. its up to us to make good out of bad rubbish.

Just A Little Something..
It was a warm afternoon, Amy lay stretched out on the sofa in her underwear. She sipped on a glass of cool water and set it on the floor beside her. She eagerly opened the new anthology of erotica that she had picked up yesterday. So far, the book really turned her on. She quickly became engrossed in the story she was reading. Distractedly, she noticed John's footsteps moving across the bedroom floor above her. The vibration of his footsteps increased as he came down the stairs and stood at the foot of the couch on which she reclined. She didn't look up from her book, but she heard him pause (was he looking at her?) and she smiled slightly when she saw the zipper of his jeans come undone from the corner of her eye. Amy continued on with her reading as she felt the breeze from John's clothes dropped to the floor piece by piece. John brushed the back of his fingers along her lower leg, over her knee, and up her thigh. She raised her book up to block him from her view, trying to

Just Wanted To Let You Know !!!
No idea how we got to this point in our lives, no idea what forces are behind the turns life can take or why things sometimes can't be the way in our hearts we know it is supposed to be, It looks pretty dark tonight, and I know your hurting as much as me right now, but it's all going to work out in the end baby, never give up on our hopes and dreams Lady, we will find a way, some way to be together if only for a short while, I'd gladly give everything I own and all I ever hope to have in this life to just have you here with me right now, but for now it's only in my dreams.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Just A Small Touch
I lose myself in my own reverie. Stretch out my arms to reach your heart. Can you feel the heat at my fingertips? I brush your skin lightly, softly until you shiver at the feeling. closing my eyes we are there... Soft whispered hints of reminscent days are unspoken..only felt as our lips brush faintly. Feel the breath against your skin... I blow strawberry kisses and they tingle towards the spaces neglected. You forgot how it makes you aware. Powerless against your will, powerles against my own, it's then i realise that I am yours. ~D~

Just An Idea
so....I would approach you and lead you to your recliner...set you down on it .....and begin to kiss you cuz I believe that kisses good kisses opens the door to good sex......i would kiss you softly at first and gently increase the passion as I let my hands explore your body......i would the remove your t shirt...exposing your upper body...I would kiss you all over your chest rubbing my hands all over ....... then I would focus on your breasts, nibbling a bit on your nipples......then I would grab a nipple in my teeth and flick it with my tongue swiftly......feeling it harden in my teeth....then I would move and do the same to your other nipple....whil I left a hand slide down and rub your now moist pussy..... then I would lick your breasts and lick a trail down your tummy removing your shorts as I work my way down...I would recline the seat about half way putting your pussy right in my face......I would lightly lick but thats just it then I would kiss and lick all the way down

Just Curious!
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

Just A Dark Moment In Time....
Just a dark moment in time... Hands and feet tied to the bed, But leaving you in no sense of dread Blindfold over your eyes Oh what a wonderful surprise My hands running all over you, You’re so helpless What will I do? Lips ever so softly Are kissing you everywhere, As you start to think will he dare? My tongue sliders all around, As you’re hoping that soon, I might go down As my fingers tease your body And you’re are thinking, Oh how very naughty My body touches yours And you feel so free You’re so helpless As you’re still tied for me Your mind falls into a daze; Your body goes into a craze Lost without your sight But never Do you feel any freight Your heart beast faster With every second that goes by Now knowing That you’re all mine Now and till the end of time And I am yours Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

Just Buggin Outta Control
hey my cherrytap peeps, whats good, just chillin here....thanks for al the adds and rates...ya have been good to me.....please pay attention to some of the pics for i have ripped a few from friends..and soo on...my booboo u know I cant wait to meet up..its on when we do...keep addin points folks can never have enough

Just Something I Thought Of. Tell Me What You Think.
The gentle summer breeze caresses the young womans body as she is kneeling, awaiting with anticipation of what is to come. She knows he will be there soon,but not knowing exactly when he will arrive.For she is as instructed to be.She is blindfolded with her hands behind her back,buttocks lightly touching her heels.She is awaiting the her Master,awaiting the touch that she knows will come.Yet when the touch comes.She is startled,but stays still.She feels the touch again and stays still trying to figure out what it is.Again she feels the caress across her bare breast,down across her stomach,down across her thighs,then up over her shapely buttocks. She is holding her breath as she feels it caress her back,up over her shoulders and gently against her cheek.She then realizes what it is.For she smells the hint of leather.She knows it the whip that her Master had specially made for her.Master lightly touches her shoulder,she knows what is expected of her.She leans forward and offers her bar

Justice For Chevy The Murdered Dog.
I feel very strongly about this subject, and I wanted to make sure other people heard and had a chance to help if they wanted to. This is NOT and urban legend. This is real.You may or may not have heard the story about a 17 year old girl who had her special dog killed. Someone killed her dog and sent her the dog's head in a gift-wrapped box. The Humane Society of the U.S. is presently offering a $10,000 reward to anyone who can help with the capture/conviction of the person(s) who did this evil thing. They are accepting donations from people so they can raise the reward. I have donated $50. You can donate HEREYou can read about the story HERE (video of family and dog included) or HERE.

Just A Memory To Me
You’re just a memory to me All my lonely nights Without you It’s all just a memory to me All my tears, my wails Because of you It’s all just a memory to me All my pain, my hurt Because of you It’s all just a memory to me You’re just a memory to me All the hugs that Were so tight It’s all just a memory to me All the kisses that Took my breath away It’s all just a memory to me All the emotion I gave to you It’s all just a memory to me You’re just a memory to me Your soft skin Against mine It’s all just a memory to me The sent of you In every breath It’s all just a memory The way you taste With your kiss It’s all just a memory You’re just a memory to me

Just Be There
Your son is here... A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several timesbefore the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward,holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members ex

Just An Old Blue Chevy?
11 March, 2007 I65 North near Shepardsville Kentucy It was a nice sunny Sunday afternoon in North central Kentucy. I was on my regular route to Detroit Michigan like always. Traffic was moving along, in the middle lane was an old chevy. I was getting irritated by it, sitting there along side my 80,000lbs rig thinking If I blow A tire where that car is I will take out the windows. But then I saw the little boy in the passenger seat, pointing at the tractor and trailer I was driving up the road, looking at all the little details only children see and adults miss and automotive engineers live for. Then I saw his happy little face as they came along side my tractor. He looked to be about 10 to 12 years old, he pumped his thin small arm up and down signaling for me to blow my air horns as children love to do. I gave him a few honks, he smiled and asked me to do it again. I did as he asked, He gave me a big smile and a wave of thanks, I slowed her down to 60, I did not want hi

Just A Taught
It was a hot summer day...the evening was coolin off but the het was still in the bodies of two people...a young woman in her 30's and a young black man in his 20's....(humnm), the woman was thick but sexxy. The man was thin and built, carmel color, blue eyes and braids in his hair. As they are walkin they are both lookin like DAYMN CAN I GET DOWN...when they get to her house she asked him to come in the house...when in the house they go in the kitchen to get a cold beer...she goes in the other room and comes at him in only bra and thong. She looks at him and says " come one don't play let's do this"...he stands there his dick is hard and blugin in is shorts, knowin he wants her. He grabs her turns her over the table, goes down to her ass and licks her clits from the back.....she moans out, he removes his clothes, and tells her not to move...he pulls her thong off and continues to lick her pussy and play wit her ass..she moans and tries to move away from him over the table...he stands

Just A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing

Just Sitting Here (poem)
As I sit upon this chair all I can think about is you Knowing you are out there Waiting for me to find you For I try to find you yet I am blinded by your love Knowing you are waiting for me to find you and hold you tightly in my loving arms for you For my heart rages for you heart beating as one with mine for all of time Knowing this keeps me living For each day passes knowing you are there for me and I am here for you too Date wrote 17-03-07 By Aj Rich

Just So You Will Know!
Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow coloring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavorings. DO YOU KNOW..the difference between margarine and butter? Read on to the end as it gets more interesting! Both have the same amount of calories but.... Butter: Is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams compared to 5 grams. Increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods. Has many nutritional benefits where margarine has a few only because they are added! Tastes much better than margarine and can enhance the flavors of other foods. Has been around for centuries where margarine has been around for

Just For A Laugh
There once aw a man Amsterdam,And oh he was a very tall man.He would walk for 100 miles,he were a crooked smile.He was very tall and thin,and when he played a card game ha would win.A gentle man with a soft voice,put yet he was poor without no choice.Was yet a lonely man,and he had a vrey dark tan. One day a pertty woman came into his life,he asked her to please be hsi wife.Together thay had a big family, and thay live forever very happly.

Just Because
just because im divorcing him doesnt mean i dont stilve or care for him. i understand people out there cring abut what happens with me but i care about what happens to him too. he is in georgia homeless with no insulin or money ad noone will send him a bus ticket to come back , reguardless he will be going to jail when he gets back but at least in jail he wont die on the streets they will treat his diabetes there... im just babbling but i dont know what i can do. and i dontknow why someone has to be angry with me because i care about people

Just Thinking Bout Ramdom Things
yesterday I got a message on myspace from a girl who used to be friends with my daughter when she was 5 and 6 and now my daughter is the kid she makes fun of I told my daughter about it and she told me to delete it I couldn't because as a parent I felt it my right that Iwanted to defend her my response was this yes I remember you from you were 5 and 6 and you were my childs friend and from what my daughter has said you've been lessthan kind to her and to let her know I would not add her knowing she would use whatever info against her like that I'm on My space wellI'm on myspace really at my duaghters urging and so I can keep an eye on what content is on her page but I had to respond that my daughter is the same lovely child that she was than and is now was I wrong? while I was there i made contact with a girl i knew in highschool on the alumni page but I'm not sure I have anything in common to much with my age group because I don't feel my age I am not a grandmother and Istill see

Just One More Morphing Experiment Attempt Today....what Do You Think???
Well, this is certainly and interesting exploration today in learning a little bit out of the norm software for me. I do so love challenges and the learning curve is a bit of a challenge; it's a challenge type that keeps you wanting to perfect the photo before moving on to something else. Or, perhaps, it is just the perfectionist part of me???? LOL... This time I choose a B/W image of me and one of Meryl Streep.... What do you think??? PS I have been told all my life that I look like Meryl Streep. These morphs seem to be proving up the point in a sense. LOL... Off to head for some much needed sunshine in the outdoors!! :D

Just Something To Read And Think About...
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to call his wife. The man said,

Just In Case You All Might To See The Proof In The Pudding
Laurie, Hey how are you? Im okay look the other day things just got really blown up an out of the way yes when it comes to Chuck I am very protective and yes very jelaous because before him I went threw a former bad releationship and well when I seen the comment you had left him I honestly didnt like it and it pissed me off as for him blocking you I had nothing to do with that how ever I have told him I do not care if you are his freind you were theeway before me and I am encouraging him to unblock you but I dont know what hes going to do but I have told him and asked him to unblock you we just need to get this fixed asap because good friends are hard to come by and you seem to be one of his closest so I only wish things with you and him to be worked out. I never hurt him he did it himself there are things you dont know that happened also as well unless he told you but if not then maybe you should ask him his misery was brought on himself when he broke my trust by something he

Just An Update
Okay a little update. I had two jobs...the Tax place and at a day care. But I quit the day care because they were hitting the kids and I didnt want to be part of that. Well I called state to report them but I got an answering machine. I left a message and they never called me back I even told them what it was reguarding. I guess the state of NC doesn't care. Anyway Im still at the tax place and I still love it. I signed up for some classes at the community college, I'll have more info about that when I take the place ment test. I'm looking for another job still because Tax season is almost over. Stacy is coming to visit I'm excited because its been awhile since we saw her and I dont get to talk to her much. Thats it for now. Thanks for reading.

Just Things
well i haven't written one of these in a while so i figured i would just give an update.. Its not secret that i am now a manager for my place of work. Well i have been flip floped between 2 different stores.. i like both stores but i feel that i am needed in one store more then the other. Especially now since one of the other managers quit without notice today.. all over something stupid really.. but thats a different story. I was put in the older store out of the mall for reasons of watching things and keeping an eye out for problems.. and boy oh boy are there problems. When i am there things go smoother then when i am not and this has come from the owner of the store who can at any given time pull up our in store cameras and watch the goings on. She has told me that she praises me cause its like 2 different stores when i am there and when i am not there.. now after i take this class the begining of april BSM.. or basic shift management she is sending me to ASM.. or advanced shi

Just Feeling Down
Not that anyone cares, but i'm having a horrible night. It's been an all around shitty weekend. I feel so alone. My stress level is through the fricking roof. You'd think i'd be happy to have my internet back and all of my wonderful online friends to chat with and actually I am, just not the same as having someone next to you to actually talk to or give a much needed hug to! I do however admit all of you are wonderful and to those i've chatted with today, thanks for trying to cheer me up and for the smiles! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! Love you all! XOXO, Jackie

Just A Kiss...
The wonder of love The taste, the sound Belonging to one One that knows Your deepest desires Darkest secrets Hidden meanings Reside in a simple touch A kiss, just a kiss So sweet, ao innocent To the outside world Ignites the flame Of the passion Between two souls Becoming one Forever entwined

Just Something
I have, For I wish I have cut out my tongue For I wish not to speak I have cut my legs off For I wish not to walk I have cut my hands off For I wish not to write I have slit my wrists For I wish to bleed I have taken out my eyes For I wish not to see I have cut my ears off For I wish not to hear I have taken out my brain For I wish not to think I have cut out my heart For I wish not to love I have died For I wish not to live Burned out and burned down Lost and confused I will say I love you one last time I will say goodnight one last time Heres to an end that means nothing

Just Let Me Have My Emo Moments....
He sat in his car. In his hand, a worn out lanyard with his keys to everything. Keys to his life you might say. His mind cluttered, he hated thinking. He wished he could turn it off, just for five minuts. Thats all he wanted. A simple request, stop thinking about all the shitty experiences that he had had withing the last two years of his life. The irony struck him. Keys unlocked everything. His car which he valued. His room in which he lived. His trunk in which he stored his most preciouse memories, the ones he charished much but whish he could forget. One key opened his mail box to which he found empty day after day. He longed for a letter, a note from somone, other than his parents who wrote him often and he appriciated, yet would appriciate even more a letter from a person, any person who used to call him friend. Just to let him know that he had a life outside of his family. He leaned forward and pushed play. It was his favorite CD, track ten, thats the one.

Just My Opinion
THE FOLLOWING TWO PEOPLE ARE NOT IN MY TOP MILLION OF PEOPLE THAT I WANT TO "GET TO KNOW". THEY ARE SAD, PATHETIC LOSERS, WITH NO LIVES. AND WHAT IS WORSE, FOR SOME REASON THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. WHEN.. AS A MATTER OF FACT, THEY ARE NOTHING. THEY FUCKIGN BELONG TOGETHER. PERFECT FUCKING MATCH. A FUCKING LYING WHORE, AND A BASTARD MALE WHORE. I'M SICK OF THESE TWO PPL FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY, AND NOTHING BEING DONE TO THEM. SO THIS BLOG, IS MY OWN PERSONAL OPINION, AND I'M SURE THAT MY FRIENDS, AND FAMILY WILL TAKE IT TO HEART WHEN I SAY, STAY AWAY FROM THESE TWO FUCK UPS!!!!! phoenix4life@ CherryTAP *MF LOSER!! AND THIS kay@ CherryTAP **LYING WHORE!! THESE TWO PPL HAVE CAUSED NOTHING BUT CONFUSION, HEART ACHE, AND TROUBLE. AND WHATS WORSE IS THIS, THEY DO NOT SEE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, TO BE OF ANY FAULT OF THEIR OWN. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO THEM AND NOT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO OTHERS. I PERSONALLY AM THE FIRST TO POINT O

Just A Random Thought
I know that this has happened to everyone at some point. Why it never ceases to amaze me I'll never know. Have you ever put your whole heart into something whether it be a friendship or a relationship, only to get dumped on in the end? With no explanation as to why? I don't understand how those people can sleep at night doing that to others. I get tired of opening myself up to someone only to get hurt in the end. I need to toughen up and be a bitch like so many others can be. I don't know why it still shocks me that people act this way. I expect it, my intuition tells me I'm going to get hurt, yet I never listen. I try giving someone the benefit of the doubt and in the end I should have doubted them. Oh well. Another life experience tucked up under my sleeve I suppose. Doesn't make it hurt any less. My girlfriend told me I have too good a heart and those people don't deserve me in their life. If that's true, why does it still hurt? Hope everyone is having a better month

Just Blogging
I sit hear thinking about some one in my life, though we have only talked on line.. I woul like to get to know him mch better... should I tell him how I feel or keep my feelings to myself.. Sometimes I wish I was more out going, and I think he takes my shyness for snobbyness, but alass perhaps it is best to let fate take it's own course... for to be honset I'm ment to be alone

Just My Two Cents
I would like to know if anyone has seen the "God Hates Fags" video. I watched it and immediately thought it was a huge joke. Is it?? Upon visiting www.lovegodsway.org, I'm not quite sure. To tell you the honest truth, I wanted to fucking throw up. If this guy is indeed a "reformed homosexual", as he states, then what a repressed fucktard. I have never in my whole damn life come across some close-mindedness like this. Now, if it's just a joke, it's a damn good one, seriously...the fucker's got us all fooled. If it's not, I seriously want to wage a cyberspace war on this dumb fuck. Many of my friends happen to be gay, and for this dumbass to spout the bullshit he's spouting by desecrating music and the views of any Christian who was already anti-homosexual is completely ri-goddamn-diculous. Normally I'm all about free speech and exercising your right to have that speech, but sometimes, fuckers like that just need a good punch in the face. Or a decent fuck in the ass. Yo

Just For A Friend...
does it make sense, to go out of your way to look like a complete whore, just to try to cheer up a friend who's had a bad day...and it's just not like it's enough? sorry... i tried. bummer dude. WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO GO TO WORK!!!

Just Why
Why For minutes no second’s things around me seem so together But that last only for a moment That moment is a frozen moment in time I wish that things in life could be so perfect And reflect the reality that life is nothing more than a formality Headed for death For we are born to die you know I search my inner man to understand who I am and why I am him I get no answer because of the confusion that has me In disarray Staring in the mirror question after question I ask myself What is the purpose of my existence and why do I feel such pain As in my brain I strain trying to contain the thoughts that I’m just not meant to be Or my being is one that has met its end and continues to hold on to emptiness I digress as my stress consumes me Like a fire in a blaze of buildings I’m being turned into ash Dieing on the inside for the outer man really means nothing to me Let me be or let me see what this life really has to offer Right now I’m ready to cash it in and

Just Read It Lol
MY LIFE, MY CHOICE life, how it seems,so lost in it's direction. the path of amaze ,not knowing where to go so confused, this feeling of despair this widing road, when will it end all hope lost in the deep seeded pain flowing with anger...grasping for air biting for this freedom how is this fair every step forward leading two steps back a cry to day, a death tomorrow a fearless future walking tall and speaking high making a rigt,when it was a left turning the left into right this path no more a maze direction belongs in my hands my feet will guide night and day for this path is my choice I WILL LEAD THE WAY. MARCH 17 2005 BY RENEE

Just Read It.
SECRET COME, GET CLOSER LET ME SEE YOUR EAR. "I SMILED" YEAH , IT FEELS GREAT FEELS GOOD TO EVEN SAY "I SMILED" CAN'T HEAR ME? THEN I'LL SHOUT IT "I SMILED !" "I SMILED !" IT'S BEEN ALONG TIME. .......WHO WOULD OF KNOWN. SMILE .. SMILE..SMILE.. MARCH 14 2005 BYE RENEE

Just Believe My Lies. Ok?
The act that I play. The words that I say. Somedays I ask myself is it a game. I walk around under the stars, still in my mask. Lay around in my room, tipping up my flask. Trying to forget who I really am. The real me get's lost in the smoke that I breath. Always telling myself, I will change, I will leave. But still here I stand, lost in fake confidence. Standing behind my fucked up fence. To scared to let anyone in. So just stand back, and the trigger won't be pulled. Just stay away, and I won't have to say. Something to just push you away. You won't get hurt if you walk. Don't listen to the words that I talk. Always askin' if I'm alright. I say yes, and you ask why I called in the middle of the night? I answer not really sure, figured I might. Might just call to say hello, hope you weren't sleeping. By the sound of my voice, you knew I was weeping. Three sheets to the wind, laying on the mat pinned. My world get's smaller, as the tears stack taller. But still t

Just A Poem!!
my eyes gaze deeply into yours and they don’t look away tell me now Baby, if you can what do they have to say? are they saying 'hello there' are they telling you how they want get to know you better starting right about…now? my hips can't seem to be still seated in this uncomfortable chair can you read them Sweet Man as they wiggle in circles there? hips don't lie and neither will I you turned me on it's so true and now my whole body is awake and hot for you! my legs were crossed before but now they’re open more than a bit I notice that you are noticing my skirt with the long thigh slit and just in case you’re wondering no theres no panties at the top did I pass your expert observations SHALL WE CONTINUE NOW OR STOP??

Just A Poem I Like
Since I have found you, I have found a new life. The decision to commit to share that life with you is one I make happily and with full confidence in our love. Secure in the knowledge that you will be my constant friend, my faithful partner in life, and my one true love. On this special day, I give to you in the presence of God and all these witnesses my pledge to stay by your side, in sickness and in health, in joy and in sorrow, as well as through the good times and the bad. I promise to love you without reservation, comfort you in times of distress, encourage you to achieve all of your goals, laugh with you and cry with you, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live.

Just One Of Those Days !!
Im having a pretty pissy day today... First off...I had my hair done yesterday...washed it this morning..and instead of blonde with pink foils..its more pink with blonde foils ...ok..thats managable..rang the hairdressers..getting it fixed tomorrow. My middle daughter had a migraine, so was up with her most of the night..maybe thats adding to my tired grumpy mood !!! My mum rang...and she was in a pissy mood..so guess who copped it...lol.yup. We have 2 toilets in the house..the kids chose not to replace either roll..lol..now that pisses me off grrrr. I know this seems really minor..but to top it all off... I went and had a shower..lovely..hung out some washing on a beautiful autumn day..happily taking in the sunshine and the cool breeze..when I felt a warm..spongy sensation under my foot. Looking down to find the puppy had left her morning deposit..right under my freshly showered foot !!! Ok the day cant get any worse

Just Sometimes...
> Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > It comes in a dream > What is it that we have seen > How do we interpret the hazed scene > Then we think, then we wonder > What does it all mean > Sometime, sometimes, just sometimes > We connect, like legos > Just fit one to the other > And we start building > Never to realize, all the other colors > Just because they fit > Doesn't mean, its where it belongs > Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > Too much thought into what we seen > Step beyond our own means > Never seen, just for what it is > We make it too big of a quiz > Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > To realize takes time > In that time, its ours to piece > The puzzles together > Where one, we thought had fit > Stop, take a moment and look > A mistake is made, we are human > Take it apart, and find the peace > That makes the picture true > Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > This is where we find it > When we sleep > Our thoughts far and away > We

Just Do It!
I had always been a bit of a party animal, drinking smoking etc... But for some reason I just wanted to do a marathon once, sort of a life goal, tick the box thing. At the time all my friends and family were like 'man you can't do that, you don't run your way out of shape, there’s no way you can do it'. I kind used that as a sort of strength really. All the negative comments slowly building up in the back of my mind with a 'I'll show you' sort of undertone. One day I thought man I just got do this. So I tried to run around the block... only made down the street and came back. This was pretty disappointing but I though ‘no man just do it everyday just do it and go further’. So over the next couple of months I did, whenever I had doubts I just told myself this is not negotiable 'just do it' don't think about it just take action. Eventually I ran that marathon and finished. There was no one there at the finish line cheering me on (that I knew) but it taught me a lot about life an

Just When I Was Losing Hope....
Lisa Nowak has gotten a job in the navy. For those of you that cant remember Lisa Nowak is the diaper wearing astronaut who drove 900 straight miles to kidnap and kill a romantic rival. Now Ive said before that to win this war in Iraq the US needs to send over a whole bunch of serial killers and psychos and let them just go fucking nuts over there. It appears the Navy listened. I always figured that if you put a psychopath like oh I dont know Son of Sam or John Wayne Gacy or even a crazy Diaper wearing astronaut up against a terrorist the terrorist would always lose. See terrorists kill for their beliefs these other fucking nutjobs kill because its fun and they like it! It's ok Im sure it wont be long before Lisa Nowak goes Baby Huey again and tries to kill a fellow Naval Officer. Nice going Navy its bad enough the terrorists are trying to kill you off you dont need one of your own doing the same.

Just Pissed
So i totally dont understand why ppl think im fake. i really dont..im not fake, im one of the reast peopel ther eis when it comes to me n ppl. Damn all i did is for get to call my friend n he thinks im fake..i have no clue wat else i did. n then the past few days have been hell cant sleep at night, cryin, just being depressed. NO one seems to care at all either. for the friends i have on here n the freinds i have that know part of the problem then r there for me..n understand. Thats about it..my life just is falling the fuck apart n that how i feel. damn anyone else think im FAKE?

Just Got Back
Just got back from pistol Marksman (or whatever one wants to call it) training. I am happy to say I can now drop 10 rounds into a 8 inch circle at 11 years, and at 25 yards. And the Sigma does work well. Just like driving a car, it helps to get some professional instruction. As to political Mumms, well ... we can bat it about, but in the end we have little choice in what the world leaders decided what to do. We are just along for the ride. Hope for the best, plan for the worse.

Just Droppin' In
Just droppin' in to say a quick "HI". THIS IS MY KINDA DAY! It has been soooo beautiful here today...almost 80...ab out 78 last I checked. Boy, have I been lovin' it! Got my shorts on...and runnin' around outside barefoot! My plants are enjoying it as well. I've had them out all day. They're so starved for light after being cooped up inside all winter. We're suppose to get rain after midnight, and into tomorrow. I'm sure they'll love that good drenching as well. I DO hope that you've had a wonderful and beautiful a day as I have. Much love Lev

Just For "out Of Control And Loving It"
“Call Me Paranoid” Call me paranoid, but I think the aliens are here. There’s no way, humans could commit the crimes, of which I hear. Children being raped in our churches and schools. Mothers being murdered, by boyfriends acting the fool. Families being run down, by drunken drivers, with no remorse. Claiming their medication, forced them to drive off course. Grandmothers being slain, while combing their hair, at home. By a grandchild claiming her a leader, of a cult, unknown. Call me paranoid, but I think the end of our world is near. Sitting around waiting for our turn, to smell death’s fear. It must be the end, with so much damage and destruction. People losing their lives, over misunderstandings, without function. Natural catastrophes, tearing away homes with bitter ease. Victims left wondering, where they will live, where they will sleep. Countries in turmoil, over presidential overthrows and such. Having many in charge, whom actually do not know much. Call

Just To Give You An Idea
This isn't to get sympathy but just be glad you're not in my shoes...... I litterally have no money. I have a flat tire on my car, I need a oil change, I need new wiper blades for my car, then....today I get a call and get bitched out by both my dad and grandpa(whom I dont think either one of them are considered "family" cause of how they treat me in the first place) about my school loans, cause I can't pay on my loans either until I get a better job. THEN since my parents have been divorced since 2000, my grandpa decides to bring up my mom and talk shit about her to me. And to give you all an idea on the money I don't have....half the time I don't even have money to eat. I sometimes go days where I don't eat anything at all cause I can't afford it. So yeah...just be glad ur not me or in my shoes. You really have no idea how lucky you are. How's your life? *Annnnnd if anyone wants to send me $$ let me know. LOL *

Just Added To My Family....
UltimateCherryTAP.com@ CherryTAP Just added "UltimateCherryTap.com" to my family.... His site has codes, graphics, etc. especially designed for CT. I put him in my family to have easy access to the information. You should check it out sometime!!!

Just Writng My Emotions Freely
I AM SINKING IN THIS DEEP WATER ,FALLING ,FALLING IN DEEPER ,DEEPER THAN YOU KNOW SOMEHOW THE DAY IS GLOOMY WHEN YOUR NOT AROUND SINKING IN THIS DEEP WATER I FEEL SO ALONE, JUST LET ME DROWN I FEEL I WOULD BETTER OFF IN THE DEEP...FOR SO SHALLOW IS THE TOP..... I FEEL ISOLATED FROM THE WORLD AGAIN REACHING OUT MY HAND FOR SOMEONE TO RESCUE ME..I HAVE SAILED MANY OCEANS AND REACHED OUT TO MANY SOULS IN NEED NOW WHOS REACHING OUT TO ME...... SOMEONE TO HELP ME FEEL ME AGAIN IN THIS COLD DARKEN WORLD..WHERE AM I? LOST SO DEEP IN THIS WATER MY MIND IS FULL OF CONFUSSION...DROWNING IN MY TEARS AND FEARS LOOSING ALL HOPE

Just Gotta Love...
this guy's default picture (video?). LOL... I know, I know.... I need to leave in about 10 mins and I am looking at this site. Hee hee......... But, Don't you think that this guy is a bit clever for an eye-catching default pic???? Bazman@ CherryTAP Gotta run...............ttyml!!

Just Another Soldier
I stand on a Pedestal you put me here. You don't know me not even my name. You call me a hero. I'm no better than the rest. Many came before me and now lay to rest. I wear a flag on my arm and my name on my chest. I'm just another soldier. I lay my life on the line for my country and this land. I'm way across the desert fighting in the sand. My brothers falling around me going home in flag draped box. Yet I'm still standing solid as a rock. I will not quit because my brother is gone. I took my oath I will carry on. I'm just another soldier. I know some can't be here though they wish they could be. I'm here for you my neighbor because freedom don't come free. Don't worry that you can't be here my true brother or my friends. I'm fighting in your place. If I fall down and die don't let them call me a disgrace. I'm fighting for the politician who gave himself a raise but won't put on a uniform and join me in this place. I'm just another soldier. I will stay t

Just Talking
I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE ALL DAY THINKING ABOUT THINGS THAT MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL BUT FOR SOME REASON THEY ARE ON MY MIND. FIRST AND FOREMOST THERE IS THIS GUY THAT I WAS SEEING FOR A WHILE AND HE JUST STARTING THE LOVE WORD TO SOON FOR ME AND I FREAKED AND RAN. PLUS HE WANTED TO GET RID OF ALL MY MALE FRIENDS BECAUSE HE WAS JEALOUS. WELL I DON'T SEE THE NEED FOR ME TO GET RID OF FRIENDS FOR ANYONE. THEY WERE THERE BEFORE AND HOPEFULLY THEY WILL BE THERE LONG AFTER HIM. BUT WITH THIS PROBLEM I STARTED THINKING AM I JUST NOT INTO RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE I SEEM TO RUN EVERYTIME ANYTHING STARTS TO GET SERIOUS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT I DO. I MEAN I JUST DON'T THINK I AM READY TO BE TIED DOWN TO ANYONE BUT MOST PEOPLE MY AGE (30) ARE ALREADY MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS BUT ME I AM NOT LOOKING TO EVEN FIND SOMETHING TO SERIOUS. I JUST THINK THAT I AM SCARED BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY. I JUST THINK THAT I AM LOSING MY MIND. I AM A SHY FEMALE AND IF YOU HAVE SEEN MY PICS YOU PROBABLY DON'T BELIEVE THAT BUT

Just My Dribble
Spiritual Journey The journey is different for everyone we are all in the process till it's done Seeking the road to peace of mind the path is easy to know and hard to find So often side tracked by things unimportant missing the wonders that are heaven sent unhappy that life won't bend to our will discovery that we have yet to fulfill just to live in the moments of the day accepting things that don't go our way knowing it is better to be a part of the whole these are the things that enlighten the soul ego and pride take away from the ride leaving us empty and wanting to hide to protect our selfs from hurts yet to come is the way of many and yet very dumb for without risk we can never be right we must be open to advance into the light Standing tall at the journeys conclusion free of the bonds of material confusion By R.Thomas Dinsmore Imagine peace , Imagine no war Imagine love like none before The world needs dreamers It offsets the

Just A Reminder For All Contestants
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS''' 2 DAYS LEFT FOR THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER OR LAW INFORCEMENT ON CT CONTEST IT WILL END SUNDAY ON MARCH 25TH. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHHOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO BE A WINNER FOR A BIG GIFT,AND ALL THE GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT ROM CHERRYTAP GIFT SHOP ONLY... THANK YOU AND HAVE A FABULOUS UP COMING WEEKEND! WildCat

Just To Let You Know...
I'm going to make this a little short but to let everyone know, Angel got to come home today. Everything seems to be looking good now, her blood count is still a little low but it's ok. She also wanted me to tell everyone, Thank You for everything, she really appreciated it. Now, I'm going to spend sometime with my baby, it's been to long. Talk to everyone later. Blessed Be, Wildman

"just My Luck"
Just a little update about me, had a Dr's appointment yesterday, didnt like the news. I'l get to that in a minute, ne way, last April i went into the hospital for 1 of those in & out things, well lets just say i ended up bein there a week & a half, Dr's said they almost killed me. So back to now, well i havent been the same since that & now im told...........i may have to go through it all over again! So Mondays test will tell all. All i no is i really dont want to do that again!

Just A Romantic Dinner
The night starts out with a Candle lite dinner and nice convertion then we take a drive to a very privte place by the lake then while i am standing looking at the moon shining over the water you walk up behind me and wrap you arms around my and start kissing on my neck and then you slowly start to turn me around to face you while your hands are now roaming my body and my hands are roaming over your boday and you pull me closer to you and start kissing me softly at frist then harder letting me know how much you want me and i kiss you back with the same energy and then you slip your hand under my shirt and lightly rub my back with it and then you work your way up to my bra and you slowly unsnap it while your other hand is going under my shirt in the front and you start to take my shirt and bra then you kiss me more deeply and i return the kiss . I start to take off your shirt then you work your way from my neck down to my nipple slowly taking them into your mouth and sucking and lickin

Just And Update Of Why Im Not Here
Ok so I got some not ok news from my DR today, and I just had the pap a week ago GRRRR. As some of you know in August I had a PAP and then had to have a biopsy, my DR back in San Diego had found that I had Cancerous and precancerous cells but said DONT WORRY it doesnt grow fast you should be fine. Well I put off seeing a DR and put it off cuz IM SCARED to death of leaving my children behind without me to be here for them. I dont like DRs ever since I lost my mom when I was 14. And My oldest just turned 15 and my daughter will be 14 in April. The same Age my brother and I where when we lost my mom. Anyways I went into the DR here in Redding and told them what all I had been through, explained the symptoms I am having, stich pains in my cervix, irregular periods and other lil things going on. Well the Dr here said that if my DR in San Diego thought it was cancer he should have done something, well yeah he should have but I moved to Redding right when he got the

Just This Once
I feel as though my heart lay bleeding On a countertop. The pain is like a flooded scream That cannot, will not stop. I cannot live, I cannot breathe; Pain is all I do. I cannot think how I can be Long living without you. Ah, God! I want you just one time That I would gladly die To hold you in my arms just once And not care how or why; To hold you in my arms just once And tell you of my love, And then go gladly back to dust Should I your heart not move.

Just An Up Date
i have been with out a shower now for 3 days... yes i have bathed... we have a shower that we are using at our church ... thank heavens... i want my bathroom back... it has become a bigger project then we ever expected... the people at home depot didnt tell us everything about the shower and tub we bought so we are slowlin figuring out that we wont do a remodel project by ourselves ... again... okay off to work... have a great day everyone

Just A Bad Week
Well damn I am just goin to vent right now.. If you all dont like it THEN I DONT FUCKIN CARE... Wednesday I took muh boy to the ear specialist and they found a hole in his ear drum. They are talkin about doin surgery on his ear drum. And that means he has to be missin 8 weeks of school. Which is somethin that he loves very much.. So they gave me some medicine for his ear.. Ear Drops, pain medication and some antibotics.. I put the ear drops in his ear and he screams at the top of his lungs and tells me that it feels like I am stickin a hot poker in his ear. They told me that the ear drops would help him and trust me it made it worse. So I called the specialist and she said to stop with the drops and come back in wednesday.. So now I am fuckin scared outta muh damn mind.. K I am done for now ventin now for at this moment Trust me there will be more lol

Just Because
GOOD day to all, I juat woke and decided to grace you all with my wonderful freaky presence, yay arent you just over joyed? . yes thought you would be. Any ways. not alot going on with me for my day has just begun.I feel like shyt I SLEPT in way to late, I hate that shyt, woke up with my hair looking like a stork tried making a nest in it. or was that all he was doing? hmm. me and my warped sence of humor. Sorry ppl I sometimes on a few occasions have these wierd thoughts go through my head..ok ok ok All the time, see you did it you just had to make me tell the truth on that one didnt you. I know you are probably wondering what the point is to all this rambling, well my dear friends guess what. I DONT HAVE A FUCKING CLUE EITHER. After all my subject to this just so happens to be "just because". My neighbor gets on my nerves, he is in and out of here more than a slut gets dick on a good night. I think the man is an idiot,Its all gravy I am sure he probably thinks the same about me, he d

Just Bored ...
Went over to my bro's again today so my b/f could call me ... nice to hear he's eating well LOL ... I tried to eat a bit today, not a good day ... gonna have to grab some gravol cause my stomach is not dealing with the pregnancy too well ... it's all good though ... should ease up by the end of month 3 (or so i've been told by my doctor). I've been told that I shouldn't be as tired by then either. The constant wanting to sleep is driving me insane. I try to get out and get my mind off of how tired I am, but I can't enjoy myself cause the only thing on my mind is when I can get back to bed LOL. I finally got my prenatal vitamins today ... they're HUGE! i mean, i know all vitamins are, but i've never been one to take them ... my immune system is strong and I get what my body needs through a lot of fresh produce, so these things are monstrous! It's all good though, anything to keep my baby healthy. I kind of really want a girl. I always imagined my first being a girl. I just love be

Just Venting No Need To Read
what a makes a nice guy and why do people think that he wont just snapp and drown his self in beer hopeing his liver gives out and he can die the way he lived drowning in missery. eveyone looks at himm and say theres my patsy. lets see how far we can push him today. hwat makes us finish last. and what the fuck is last cause when i died i'll be remembered for who i helped not for who i screw over. sure i'll have the nice guy title still but i will be mourned and all those guys out there that pretend to be or those that say we finish last they are the one that gave up so they never finished and i win because im the only one in the race. i always get asked dont it make you mad you have to do for eveyone else and then get spit on or treated like your a bum when you need help. i say no cause even though everyone else got people to hang with and places to go the fact that i never lose my happy go lucky look on life. kills them they try to break me down and they get close. but again like it s

Just A Dream
I am waiting for that day when he will come and say I love you so much as I feel his gentle touch It might happen out of the blue my love for him is true I make a simple wish now let's seal it with a kiss I will love you with all my heart we will never be apart this love we have is so strong something like this can't be wrong We will explore new things together stay with each other, parting never This dream, I hope and pray will come true one day He holds the key to my heart which is a very big part I trust him with all I got and damn he is so hot! It's rejection that I fear so I hold this dream so dear deep inside my heart just waiting for this to start So until that day is near I will try and hold back my fear I thank the stars above for showing me my one true love

Just Because My Shirt Is Low Cut...
Doesn't mean that I want to go home with you. Is this something that guys don't get? And while we're at it, in case you were wondering guys, if you're at a bar and a girl won't provide you with her name, or any other pertinent information about her, she probably doesn't want to know anything about you, either. If she's not open to your *advances*, she isn't a tease, she just isn't interested, but not a bitch. There really girls out in the world who just want to go out with their friends and enjoy themselves, without having guys hit on them. It's annoying.

Just Kitten's Feelings.
I just have to stop and wonder about a few things. i mean why do people hurt other people ,I mean whatdo you get out of it. I mean I sit and i wonder after everything that the people who I thought as a friends have done to me in the last month or so,I just don't get it,I mean i've never set out to hurt any of them or lie to them,I sure as hell have been nothing but me and I don't get it. I mean is that all I ever was just someone they had around to hurt and use ,what the hell is with that crap. I mean really,if you have to hurt and be assholes to someone who would give you the shirt off of their backs just to feel good about yourself,that doesn't say much about you does. Thats all I'll write for now.

Just Stirring Up Some Shit
I am so bored that it is killing me....Some times I really think that if it wasn't for this site I would go mad.But then this site makes me mad.I get so mad at the way people judge people on here.I for one can not judge anyone.I pretty much raised myself on the streets of San Diego.I have been thru some rough times in my life.I have been to prison and kicked many of habits.I have not always been the nicest or the girl next door type of girl.Just today I insulted a guy for spending to much time in my family album.He has blocked me and now i can't apologize for being a rude and totally out of line bitch.So I guess this is my way of saying I am sorry and to him.I am hoping that someone comes across this and lets him know that I did my best in trying to apologize...Ginger

Just Getting To Know Friends
=== 'Baby Boo' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-25 08:25:02'.. > > 1.Name? > 2.Age? > 3.Location? > 4.Height and weight? > 5.Single or Married? > 6.Think I'm Hot? > 7.Kids? If so, how many? > 8. Would u have sex with me? > 9.No strings attached or relationship? > 10.Favorite Positions? > 11.Like to give oral? recieve? > 12.How long can u last? > 13.Have sex outdoors? > 14.one orgasm or multiples? > 15.Loud moaner or quiet? > 16.Like to use handcuffs? chains? > 17.In control or be dominated? > 18.3somes? group sex? on camera? > 19.straight or bi? > 20.Horny all the time? > 21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u? >

Just Down On My Luck.:
Just down on my luck.: My eyes speak miles and my heart does too Your impulse lies to you don’t reject me I’m human too as I go and sit next to you There’s a lesson within these arms that Speaks of tattered charms Broken dreams with realities too For one day this homeless one could be you My pride is fragile I hunger like you I would scrub your floors if you would allow me to Not looking for a handout you see Just a way up like the morning sun hitting the leaves on the tree. I have skills if you can see past the foul clothes that cover me I have aged with dark days Its not all ways bad there’s some sun in the days So lend me your ear as we speak today Please tell me of a warm place to stay A cup of coffee and I will be on my way Things would be better if I had a job and a place to stay. I am down and out that’s all there is I made a wrong direction and my wealth left me like a sieve. Just give me an chance and you will see That I can grow in mutual equa

Just For A Special Someone From Me
Just for a special someone from me By: doobiedoo48326 From time to time, I find myself thinking abut the way I would like things to be From you... I would like for you to be happier than you've ever been in your life. And I would ove for everything to start coming together for you... your plans and hopes and dreams. And you know what? Someday they will. Because you're doing all the right things Because you deserve to reach the peaks you climb towards, and because you are a very special someone. There will never be a day when I won't wish the world for you.

Just When You Thought It Was Safe
My school did not prepare me for all that would go on the first day of externship. I was so scared that first day. I know every first day of work is stressful as all get out, but, on the same end, I wish I'd had some idea of what to do. I kinda confessed to my mother Saturday night that I hated this, absolutely hated it. And I do. I'd much rather do transcription.(and earn a lot of money for it, too) Oooooooooh shizzle. Well I only have a few weeks of externship. Things will get better, I hope.

Just Tonight!!
my feelings tonight,well there all over the place. I'm being pulled in too many ways. I'm just so uncentered right now. Part of me is on my mom,another part of me is on Devon,another part is on weasle and phoenix,another part is on kitty anf the crap she's pulling. Just to much, I just don't want to be here or there.Grrrrr!!!

Just Some Of My Worries
There is few things on my mind I wish werent and I always feel better when I write them down.So here goes.First off and Drew if you read this thank you for making me doubt someon who really loves me you piece of shit fuck wad asshole.Any way.I am afraid that Michael will leave me once everything is much better for him.This is part from what he said when he first moved here about he had nowhere else to go and a big part because of my ex leaving me even though he said he loved me.Another thing that been bothering me is this I do a lot for Michael like give him a massage when he gets off work or have him a plate put up so he can eat but he doesnt do anything like that for me and I am kinda jealous of him.I feel like I am competing for his attention most of the time and sometimes I feel like saying is this relattionship worth this? Then I push harder because I love him.I dont want to lose the man I love not again but cant help feel like I will someday.That he will one day walk out of my li

Just Me..pissed Off Worried... A Bit Unsane At The Moment
If this makes no sense just deal with it. I'm on the edge and one more push will see me fall... I don't know wich is worst-- the worrie or the anger...Or the fear i must admit is there. This all seems a nightmeare yet I cannot wake up. To make it short my wife to be is in the hospital. She's been admitted. Yeah more bleeding. Yeah the fact slaped us in the face that we just may lose this baby. Yes, I said we. I'm home only long enough to shower n change.I won't be leaveing her side after this.I just needed to make sure my housemates made it back so I didn't relie on CC to watch there kids for to long. They're home so I'm going back. And OMG! My anger grew!!The bitch cunt that is responsable for this whole thing had brass balls and showed up here.She was esquarted off the esstate by the body guards my one housemate has. To bad they didn't just allow the dobbi's to rip her apart.I know that sounds cold n crule. She deserves no mercy. And my rage is earned fully. The hate I feel I'

Just Poems And Junk
Cinderella Story You read the fairy tales And watch the movies You read the poems Wonder why you’re so lonely You hope that one day Your price will arrive Sweep you off your feet Make you feel alive But what if he never shows And you’re alone forever Prepare for the blows And for the rough weather He’ll never show up He’ll never love you You’ll never find him He’ll never love you You’re no Cinderella… (10/1/2006) Ode to Single Mothers We stand at the bank Infant in tow Stronger than you think Few of you know We walk to the store Stroller in hand We can’t afford more Than a loaf of bread We see all of your stares But we don’t want your pity Consumed by petty cares You’ve no responsibility The life of a single mom You’ve no idea of hardship We each hear our life’s song Helping us finish our long trip Though we walk alone We share the same goal Tending our homes Guiding their souls Our clothes are outdated Our hair a total

Just A Little Something That My Local Friends Will Be Happy To Know About. . .
You guys were right. I should have never even tried to make it on my own in Lexington. I just don't know why it took this bullshit to make me realize how stupid I've been. I can't begin to tell all of you how sorry I am. Anyhow, I'll be online a little more frequent now. . . Whoopie I suppose. Eh. Add me on yahoo if you like. fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams

Just Another Lost Soul
I am all covered in blood.. Under my bed hidden I hid myself.. I ran from HIM. Now I know I will never discover.. Something that has been stolen forever.. The gateway to my soul is filled with fear.. Lost in eternal despair Just a lost soul.. Who is to weep? It is gone forever with my sleep.. I want to leave.. I want to die.. Every time I look in mirror.. I see only clouded eyes.. They carry all this tragedy and pain knowing there is no true love.. All love is a game All love is in vain.. Hope wants to live. But it has nothing left to give.. I know that I will die a lost soul.. Only emptiness in a deep dark hole.. Where I was dragged and left to die in the cold... always alone just another lost soul

Just Take Me And Love Me
The warmth. my body with yours. candles everywhere, the only things That keep us warm... Our bodies, The candles, And our love. Your touch on me, Mine on you. The sweetness of us, Openness and together. Holding me to you, While you do the same, Our bodies close And pressing. the love not stopping ceasing or stalling. You take me, Love me For everything I am. This is what I want, I want you, I know you want me too. So take me, Take me - And Love me...

Just When You Thought It Was Safe To Go Back In The Water....
Many of you know I am an emotional open book. I tried to stay clear of relationships and men who I absolutley adore...well in the lastmonth I have had issues....physical and situational. Physically everything seemed to have worked out for the best....Situational..no..I havent found a new place to live and no...I havent stopped freaking out. Well, I have emotionally shared myself with and individual recently and befriended someone else. Much to my consternation the other person was being my friend for no reason then to be a sneaky selfish bitch. I am extremely emotionally wounded at this point once again..because I am too much of a jackass to see when I am getting played. Once again..thanks for the lesson. At least this time I am in a moment of crisis and this bullshit isnt breaking me down. So everyone knows..what goes around, comes around. All and all in the end what you do will come back at your 10 fold. I will say this.....I will not get emotionally involved anymore. I am sick to d

"just Ranting"
Perks of Life "Life is what u make it, not what is tossed at u." "At fault, never more than idiotic nonsense." "Tempers flare, tears fall, rage is beknownst to break u." "Cry for me, I'd cry for u, do u still care or did u ever?" "Hmm, innocense is a virtue, it beholds the truth, but are u willing to hear it?" "P.S. To all that read these, dont copy.....get your own minds rattling at the perks of life......and let downs.....Thanks....but hope u all like......"

Just Wondering.....
So I have to sit and wonder why people come look at my page but dont rate, dont add, dont fan, dont comment well yea do NOTHING!! Just erks me sometimes... wow I think Imma moody bitch tonight huh LOL well Imma take my moody ass to bed... nite

Justice
Where has justice gone? We live in a society which has no common rules, no standards when it comes to how the land and its people are governed. No longer is there a guideline to follow in handing down sentences, no longer is justice blind in that every race and creed be treated the same in the eyes of the law. Looking around in today’s world, I see that justice is no longer blind, I see that blacks and mestizos are getting off based on the color of their skin, while hard working white folks are being punished with harsher terms after fighting a person because of their skin or religious creed. I see murderers getting off and young white men going to jail for the rest of their lives, because they made the decision not to be frightened in their own back yards, they made the decision that what they were taught throughout their lives was not reality and they decided to do something about it. I see more and more of our children playing into diversity’s hands and I feel that it is time w

Just Because
You stir me so deep inside Now my feelings I can’t hide The flame burns out of control Now I don’t care about my soul Only the passion I hold for you Only You are the one who knew How desires we share can fan the flame That nothing of the world can tame Fires that forge two into one makes us forever till time is done To think you. To breathe you every day To long when apart for you in every way To know that forever you’re my heart and soul And to know without you I will never be whole Bonded in the spirit that we both share No other heart and soul can compare By R, Thomas Dinsmore Some ones picts got me thinking

Just The Way It Is
LIFE IS JUST THE WAY IT IS SOMTIMES U DONT NO WHAT IS COMING TOO U IN LIFE BUT NO MATTER WHAT U HAVE 2 DEAL WITH IT I HAVE LEARND JUST SMILE AND THINK ABOUT THE GOOD PARTS IN LIFE AND IT WILL HELP U THIS IS PROBALY SHIT 2 MOST OF U BUT I BET THUR IS THAT 1 PERSON HOW KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT

Just To Let You Know A Little About Me
well lets see i am 31 years old and i have two wonderful and a awesome and very sexy hubby who i love alot. i am in the bbw adult model world and i have my own pay site wihich i hope goes very well. i also have my own yahoo grup which is free. well thanks for reading about me kinky kennedy

Just Like I Promised.
I promised to keep all of you posted on my progress in the Guard. Well I will be shipping to basic training in 15 days. Yes, I am scared but it's just because I have to be away from home and my daughter. I'm actually more sad than scared. I'm going to miss my daughters 2nd birth day and my birthday for that matter. Not really my idea of a good time to spend your 22nd in AIT. At least I hope I'll be in AIT as opposed to Basic. My grandmother is upset with the fact my MOS is a combat MP...She want's me to change my MOS to something that doesn't put me right in the middle of the hot spots...I told her I wanted to fly helicopters...that didn't set well either. My argument was I woluldn't be in the middle of it I would be abouve it. I don't think she found it very funny. I'm bursting with excitement and I can't wait until I go but at the same time I'm just not sure about all of this. I know it's going to be tough but I wouldn't be doing it if it was easy. I need chalenges in my

Just In The Writtin Mood...
It feels like things have been going crazy lately.. Its like every time I turn around something goes wrong...lol But I guess thats part of life or its part of mine anyways.. I have been sick and just can't seem to get over it.. Since my kids were lil they have had strep throat and I have never gotten till now..My son had it a cpl wks ago.. Trust me at 35 its hard to get rid of..lol It's hard to get over at any age..I am over the rough part but just can't seem to get my energy back.. And I have missed a wk of work and that bites.. But some good news my lawyer got the paper work done and the judge served the doctor the messed me up so bad, so maybe things will go a lil faster I hope and pray.. Sorry ppl I am bored..LMAO

Just Waving A Friendly Hello To All You Beautiful Ppl
Hello to all, fans , friends and people that just love to hate me. Not Alot going on in my world, went to get the snail mail and decided I wasnt looking all day for my shoe so I wore my house shoes, yes i was out in public sporting pooh bears. Hmm not fashion fad, I highly doubt it, do I care, MMM NO I dont. I got alot of looks. Some was amused and some not, but then again ask me , do I care. But any ways I have nothing else to blab about at the moment but rest assure if i think of something I'll let you know, love peace and all that good stuff

Just A Warning Watch Out For Her
So I just had 4 pics of mine flagged yet again...that's fine n all but this time i finally figured out who it was that is doing it since the person was the last person on my pic actually was the only person on the pics that were flagged and the person had also done it to my main pic yesterday which had already been approved by the bouncers. So now i'm going to warn those of you out there who this person is. She may or may not have hit some of you other people but i know she's hit me quite a few times. What's her motive or reason? who knows? jealousy? maybe....but at least you all know now. And this is someone i thought was a friend well watch out here's the link to her profile :) Please Repost this! Lotsa Love, Sue aka Your Temptation ♥ღßяσкєη_ληgєℓღ♥@ CherryTAP and here is a screen shot showing that she was the only person on one of my pics that got flagged

Just Let Me Go
Release the chains from around my chest. Undo the padlock that binds them. Let me go to the place where the river runs quiet. As the canyon walls whisper quietly the secrets of days gone by. No more pain, Only freedom. time alone from this hell that is called earth. Only the moon and the stars are shining now, Waiting for me, taunting me. Just let me go!

Just Another Tuesday Evening...
Well the weekend went great. my daughter is feeling better and i got to finally get out of the house and have some fun. Me and Kevin went to the local bar(THE OTHER SIDE) and got to see an awesome band called "SHOOT THE MOON!" They ROCK!!! so here is ther website...check them out and see one of there upcoming shows...u will be hooked! http://www.stmband.net/ http://www.myspace.com/stmshootthemoon

Just A ? Maybe Someone Has A Answer
Aight...Im not trying to bring no one down or nothing like that But I jus wanna know..Why is it woman(Most Not All) Always say they want love and Commitment when they always go for the Billy Badass's that always hurt them....I was always told Never sail ya ship backwards U will never see the sun rise nor set but damn has my ship sunk...Is there not one woman looking for someone decent or vice versa

Just So Everyone Knows My Thoughts On Our Military!
I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you speak...it could have been you who lost your life or a loved one. That's why we are at war...to ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So

Just Be Honest....please
Is anyone real about their feelings anymore?? Does saying "I love you" mean anything to people anymore....or is it just something that's loosely thrown around??? I can honestly say....if I tell someone I love them....I mean it. Maybe showing my emotions makes me weak....I don't know...but I do know that I feel....and I cry....and I hurt sometimes.....but that's because I'm human. I treat people the way I want them to treat me....been hurt too many times to hurt someone else. I don't know how to just turn my feelings off....that's just not me. How is that so many people can???? I sure wish someone would enlighten me.

Just Out Of Curiosity..
IS THERE ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT WISHES ME TO GO "FUCK MYSELF" CAUSE IF THERE IS PLEASE DELETE ME NOW. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THESE STUPID LITTLE CHILDISH GAMES. AND JUS FOR THE RECORD MR LOST4NOW, I AM NO WHORE, YOU R JUS JEALOUS THAT I WOULD NOT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY IN MY LIFE. SO TO THIS I SAY "YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF" AND SULK IN THE DEEP DARK NASTY CORNERS OF YOUR LIFE YA SIMPLE ASS. HA HA HA. AND IF YA STILL FEEL THE SAME BRING IT ON ASSHOLE I GOT SOMETHIN FER YA!! DON'T FUCK WITH ME IT WILL BE THE VERY LAST THING THAT YOU EVER DO!!!

Just So You Know
ok i made a comment on someone elsa blog about being rated a one because i would not listen to someone on my list who did nothing but bitch and moan about how there life suck well the only reason it suck so bad is because there ass was on here 24 7 and not spending it with there wife who even told him thats what the problem was....so go ahead and rate me whatever you want ...it doesnt hurt me in one bit it just shows how very stupid you are for not knowing the whole picture before you go and do something..if thats how you feel about me then get the hell off my friends and fan list i dont need people like you as friends....i support my friends who are in the service 100% if that bothers you i dont give a rats ass...now its your choice...

Just To See
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend

Just Thoughts And Words
Touch me … please touch me .. The world turns and does not care Of all that is and what may be I think of things that I would dare Is it a dream ? In time we may see Will any notice this love affair Touch me.. Please… touch me ! A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s take a fall Six months later who will recall a name The world goes on always the same No time to waste on ones who won’t see No time to cry over things never to be To leave a mark on this world in pain Keeping myself and coming out sane Black leather clad demon or angel of light It will matter not if we were wrong or right Just that we lived and gave it our best Peace and content of a life’s well earned rest By R. Thomas Dinsmore The Drive to build life is very strong Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ? Living t

Just Another Day!
Just another day Of everybody looking I swore they'd never see me cry And I will try to connect All the pieces you left I will carry it on And let you forget And sometimes I just want to wait it out To prove everybody wrong When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind It's a new day Let's look at all we've got It's everything we thought We ever wanted It's beautiful ________________

Just A Friendly Shout
Well I'm here. Why I ask myself , hmmm, Anyways just a shout out to all my friends, I am working on some things so I am in and out. Love you all muahhhhhhhh. I know I am probably the most boring person you have ever met on here but I have alot going on right now. love peace and all that good stuff

Just A Lil Bit About Me
well i am a 29 swm in dickinson texas. dickinson is just south of houston. i am a college student going to ITT-Tech majoring in computer networking systems "yes i a geek" i have about a yr left till i graduate, cant wait. when i do grad. want to try and get a job in vagas i think that would be a kick ass place to live and work as lon as i can stay off the blackjack table lol. well thats all for now if ya wanna know more add me and rate me then ask what ya wanna know.

Just To Let Ya Know ......if You're Wondering Lol
I started taking care of one of my best friends kids this week , three kids ages 2,4 and 5 SO, that's where I've been and why I haven't been on much ....this is gonna go on for at least another 7 wks. , just in case anybody was wondering where I've been. lol. I've been able to come on some of course and DO check my email here and my off line messages on msn and on yahoo so if ya wanna get ahold of me, leave me an email here or a msg on msn or yahoo......and if ya have my number, call me anytime. xoxox's Rose :)

Just For You My Love
Baby - thought I'd died and gone to heaven. Such a night I never had before. Thought I'd died and gone to heaven... cause what I got there aint no cure for. Ooo... it gets better. It's what you do to me angel. I never loved - swear to god... Till you came along I never felt this strong.

Just Keeping Everyone Up To Date
I STARTED SCHOOL LAST MONTH AND HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY. THE HOMEWORKS THAT THEY GIVE ME ARE TAKING UP MOST OF MY TIME. I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANYONE OF YA. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YA AND I'LL SPEAK TO YA SOON. DONT BE A STRANGER, STOP BY AND SAY HI.

Just A Thought
If you come to my home and see my many books about Magick on my bookshelf, and you ask yourself if I was studying witchcraft. You could have a tremor of fear in your voice. When you ask me. Yes, I will answer Oh, don’t do that, you might plead, your understanding of the word “witch” coming from the usual channels of misinformed media and vested interest pulpit. But I’ve always been a witch, I will say, and so have you. The day you pulled your children out of church, took them to a field of flowers, and told them they didn’t have to go to church to find God…you were a witch. Every time I pick an herb to make a tea for a sick friend…I'm a witch. I sit in my garden, realizing I'm part of nature, a child of Earth…I'm a witch. I take a moment, focus my intent, and dream. When that dream manifests…I've made magick. Magick is the art of changing the visible with the invisible. Pagan, ancient Earth religion, of the Earth, about Goddess, Gaia, the Earth Mother, about Communion,

Just Me
1. What is your full name?....Fredrick Mason Devaul 2. When is your Birthday?....July 17 3. What is your e-mail address?...bun.jr@hotmail.com 4. Do you smoke?....Yes 5.How many sexuall partners have you had?...Enough to gain experience 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many?....no not really 7. Can you cook?....Yuppers...and good at it too 8. What was your dream growing up?....To be a Chef 9. What talent do you wish you had?....Drawing 10. Favorite place?....Upper Canada Bird Sanctuary 11. Favorite vegetable?....Brussel Sprouts 12. What was the last book you read?....At the Stroke of Madness...Alex Kava 13. What zodiac sign are u ?....Cancer 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?...1 Tattoo 15. Worst Habit?....Smoking 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace?....Who are you? 17. What is your favorite sport?....Hockey Eh!! 18. Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?....None of your fucking business

Just Because I Am Bored Out Of My Ever Living Skull
Hello to all. yea it's me again with nothing really to say other than I AM FREAKING BORED. I dont have a clue where everyone is but if there is a party somewhere and I wasnt invited I am going to be very hurt. boooo hooooooo. LOL I will say once again I appreciate all of the comments and ratings, I was wondering something, does any one know where I can find any rainbow bright tags? I am 28 years old and still a huge fan so lol if ya wish lol. Feel free to add them to my page if you leave any comments. muahhhhh i love each and everyone of my sexy friends.

Just More Shit No One Cares About
Just more shit no one cares about Okay so I know I told everyone I would tell what happened with me and my family during the tornado but it's pretty simple we are all okay. It was scary a little bit but for some reason I wasn't extremely frightened. We were all okay. There was an old lady down the road whose oxygen tank ran out so me and my neighbor ran down there to get her all fixed up. It felt good to do something like that for someone. Also something that bothered me was that I was standing outside watchin a tornado and thought man that's bad ass lookin, and me and my brothers and cousin and neighbor was crackin jokes and stuff as if it were entertainment. I find out this morning the tornado I was lookin at hit someones house I know. Suddenly everything was put into perspective and me and my brother went over to see what we could do to help out. But yeah we are all okay and that's that I guess.

Just Nodd And Smile...
Just nodd and smile... Ahh, boredon, I embrace it knowingly... For it is that which I am so familiar with. Not with an agonizing feeling of unsatisfaction, rather, a desire to be elsewhere, perhaps with others? Granted, an occupation is just as important as the next thing, but no one would protest to the occasional vacation, holiday, sick day(the ones when you're not really sick), and any other excuse one might give to be MIA at the workplace. No, don't lose your job over it, but take a day off, take a week off. Go hiking, skiing/snowboarding, fishing, whatever. Give something back to yourself, the one that should count first. The one you can depend on. Take care of yourselves. I send my love to all my peeps. Strangely inspired while stuck at work, Dizzy D

Just For Her In Responce To The Phone Call
My Gift To You by Lonely Shadow I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Just A Little Something For The "normal" People
HEY this is a personal blog to all you snobs out there who think your better than somebody else. For the preps who think that since their jeans cost $200 that they are better than us "normal' folks. Well guess what you may think that your better because you look like the "perfect" people in the magazines but your just another cliche. Another pointless watse of space. Your fake and you have no personality. Us "normal" folks know how to have fun, look good, and still keep our personality. Sorry to break it to ya but if you don't have a personality all you'll ever be is an eyecandy for someone to show off. So please do us all a favor and get real. Life isn't about gossip or clothes and if this offends you then guess what fuck off cause i don't care! FUCK BEING PERFECT!

Just Lost
OK i'm having a shitty day really ok i found out im pregnant the babys dad doubts its his and well now im going home t wisconsin where i belong he dumped me too btw and i hate feeling lost without him so im trying to write away the pain Fantasy She looks at him, he looks at her she watches him walk away she thinks to herself, i love this man as another tear rolls down her face the space between their lips was gone one more heartbreak to undergo another love to get to know it all starts over when they play their song she misses his words and the smile on his face the way he said he loved her and how they needed space this love like a fairytale one part heaven the other part hell this definate love to be was her ultimate fantasy

Just A Reminder
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS.2 DAYS REMAINING TO CLOSE THE CONTEST. THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST IT WILL END ON MONDAY 2ND OF APRIL.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIE

Just My Dribble Again
She She greets me and I feel as though I could fly She is like a wonder drug that gets me high She sweeps me off my feet with a angels smile She is my own private paradise isle She enraptures my soul when I do see She has sent but simple words to me She is the one who does fill my mind She is my treasure, my rare find She is the one I miss most when I do seek She is the on of whom my soul does speak She is kept in my thoughts I hear her name She alone is the keeper of desires flame She is the one that I feel was sent for me She is the one hope and dream my sweet melody She is sung in the mind and in the heart She is the one my love will never let part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just Like A Pill
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me I think I took too much I'm crying here, what have you done? I thought it would be fun I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill I haven't moved from the spot where you left me This must be a bad trip All of the other pills, they were different Maybe I should get some help I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can Run just as fast

Just Letting Ya'll Know I Posted A Message
just to let my friends now I posted a message where a friend of mine bet me a case of beer against a box of diapers that I couldnt make level 13 by monday lets see if it gets reposted and works just by reposting it woulsd like to see the out come of the bet because I really dont want to buy no beer and the diapers would come in handy

Just Need To Rant
I understand that as a strong individual, you have to be happy when you're alone. Basically, being independent, not dependent on having someone else in your life to make you happy. I have been independent for a long time, and certainly have dated as well. Without having dated anyone for a long time, it just is hard to feel happy with the idea of still being alone. I don't need someone in my life, but I sure as hell want someone there. Sometimes it makes me wonder if I am just too insensitive, too ugly, or something, I'm not sure. Confidence is hard to build with so few positive experiences, you know? No comments needed, just had to rant a bit.

Just For Fun
If You want to, fill this out and send it to me in a private message. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would yu marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? [[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]] 25.

Just Another Poem To Ponder
Oh, To Beat the Drum By J S Monti I heard it and followed. The drummers beat. It beckoned, I listened. Ever moving with my feet. Ever changing never dull, The beat continues still. Driving me near madness. A burden on my will. Some day I hope to learn to play, My own beat to follow then. The only question left to ponder, Not how or why but when. For I am just a pilgrim, And the drummer but a Muse. Who’ll lead me from the path I want, Keeping me confused. For life is such a miracle, It wonders to discover. And dancing to our own beat, Will never make us wander

Just Rambling/ranting
well let's just say that it is cold nasty dreary yucky here i need some sunshine to brighten up my day so come and rate me fan me add me and i will do the same for ya all...ready to have a cold beer and shake my f*kin ass to some tunes..anyone want to join in on the party???

Just Because You Don't See It, Doesn't Mean It Isn't There.
My feelings got stomped on. My heart ripped out. I got slapped in the face. No one can see me cry. I'm invisible. I shout for someone, anyone, to listen. I scream at the top of my lungs. No one can hear me. The middle of a crowded room never felt so lonely. Everyone walks past--pointing and laughing, Or not noticing me at all. I don't know what's worse. The odds are mounting against me. The army is gathering their weapons. I wait for the skin-piercing bullets. I welcome the thunderous guns. They never fire--I'm not worth their time. Wanting to give up, Wanting to give in, Not letting myself breathe. Feeling only the sting, Knowing there will never be a scar. I go back to my happy mask. Pretend like nothing is wrong. Pretend I matter in the world. Pretend I don't feel pain, But I do.

Just Answer A Little Different And You Become A Different Thing!!
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100%WereWolf92%Demon84%Angel83%Dragon75%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth

Just The Way Life Works...
Ok, so it's around 3:00 am and I'm kinda drunk. I'm here in Lancaster, PA to wish my grandfather a happy send-off. I have gone to many funerals and been ok, as well as a friggin' mess. This was different. He was being creamated. So his body was still available for the grandkids to see for an hour. I have some different beliefs than most people. To be honest, I don't really know what I believe anymore. What I do know is that though I have lost many in the past, this was different. I was completely cool, calm and collected throughout everything leading up to today. Even at the funeral I was fine. What got me was those 3 minutes that I spent seeing his body. Honestly, there are no words to describe how I felt. This was a great man who always had something to say about anything... and now he was silent.... forever. I was wanting to make this a story about the amazingly fun times that I had tonight drinking with my friend Liz and her boyfriend. We partied. I met some

Just Sayin Hey
Hey just wanted to say hi to everyone and thanks for reading my blog! i am currently going to school at CC studying management information systems. but i hate business so i am totally changing my major so that i can teach high school science! woo! anywho, thanks for all the great comments and e-mails and i will try and keep up with everyone! Thanks and love to dormotavian for "inspiring" me to join ;)

Just A Thought
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Just Because
the beauty of the day and the promise of wonder to come... may all your days moments be special. Ron Truest Fire In ones life there is room for many friends For loves that come and go the heart does mend There are few who leave their mark deeper still Who make ones heart jump and give one a chill When fond thoughts grow and become intense When there is mystery thrill and suspense At the daily life that draws one in deep Giving freely and drawing thoughts to keep Knowing that one can make a soul smile Yet feeling a longing for one all the while One who burns hotter than fires to melt stone One who is one of the best this soul has known The hottest fire burns truest and best None can compare so goes the rest As one inspires a soul to pronounce true The that is the only one who ever will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just Dropping In....
Hey gang, Just dropping by to say hello to everyone. Things have been crazy the last two weeks and I havent had much time to come by and see how you all are doing. Last weekend, we played two shows and this week marked the debut of our first single on radio. We kicked the event off with a radio appearance at WPKO 98.3 FM and played not one, but two new singles off "Conversations"...we got all the proofs back for the final album package and it was super cool finally seeing the completed package as it will ship out to all of you in JUNE. We've also launched our new merch line as we got three new t-shirt designs in. They will be available soon on our online store once the new website and myspace rolls out....so stay tuned for everything thats coming up. Things are a little quiet now, but I can assure you, we are about to muke some noise soon! Hope all is well. Enjoy the the coming of spring... Troy P.S. I will leave you with a clip from the frat show we played at Ohio Norther

Just Take Me To Jail !
A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from S.C., got out and watched the performance briefly. He the

Just Curious
Ever met someone in your life who touches your life in a way no one ever has? One who will always be in your thoughts and heart no matter where life takes you? One who you love but know will always be a friend and nothing more but thats ok cause they have touched you in a way that has changed your life forever? I have been lucky enough to say YES! to all that. After a year of waiting to meet this someone I finally did. This person has changed me forever. He has made me see who and what I am and what I want in life. He has opened my eyes to so many things in my life. He has made me see I am truly a beautiful and wonderful human. That I have so much to offer in life and that I can do anything I want in life if I just go out and do it and I can have anything I want if I have faith in myself and believe in myself. I hope everyone in life has or will encounter someone like this in their life's journey. And to that special person I am talking about I just want to say THANK YOU

Just For All My Cherries Mmm Xoxo
just to some that at times forget..sometimes this site becomes slow or computers dont always act right..so remember not everyone is ignoring u they just need some patience on here U just might not be the only one that person is chatting to and having fun getting to know, and believe me i am an adult so if i didnt want to talk to u im brave enough to tell u im busy cant talk to u ...its called brutally honest.. dont ever assume things then maybe u can keep ur friends or gain some really good ones hugsssss all have a great day

Just Not Right
the phone rings, his voice straind, all he says is "you need to come over". i pull in the driveway, somethings not right. i knock on the door with no answer, i know its open so i walk in. its quiet, way too fucking quiet. i shouldev driven faster i shouldev asked more questions, i shouldev done alot. i walk thru the house yelling "hey marty you here?" with no response. i walk down the hall to his room, i smell gunsmoke, i walk faster with my stomach in my throut. i round the corner unprepared, lying on the ground is his body. he had blown his face off with a .45, i run to his side, crying i seek life, any life. none is there he is gone. not a night goes by that i dont have nightmares about that day. all i know is that he lives on in the heart of every motorcycle rider. as far as i am concerned Marty Moates will never die!

Just For The Shit Of It....=)
K : You're wild and crazy. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. I : Great in bed. lol...hmmmmmmm A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other pers

Just Cos I Keep For Getting It
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Just Another Poem I Worte
"THE THINGS YOU SAY" ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLACK THE THINGS YOU SAY YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK JUST A SHORT POEM THAT PRETTY MUCH DECRIBES LIFE WRITE DOWN TO A T NOT THAT I WOULD EVER TAKE AND OR GET ANYTHING I SAID BACK. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNO THAT I LOVE YOU BABY.

Just Stuff I've Wrote
Heres a few things ive wrote in the past... A Poem I wrote about my Military experience.. These are a FEW of MY Likes and dislikes in a MAN! I need to edit a few things in here but haven't had the time... PLEASE RATE MY BLOG... THANKS A BUNCH! JEN

Just Thinking
I have been on cherry tap for a while. Since it was called lost cherry. Some people on here know this too but this site is becoming like myspace. With people egos, drama and other crap. I hope CT doesnt become like myspace. Cause i had my dramas, heart breaks and other crap on here. I dont know if i really wanna stay now. Cause i met a lot of wonderful people on here. I am both loved and hated on here. I just sit back and watch all this shit going down on here. One thing i dont like are these bombings comments for contests people have on here. Why cant people have one comment. Thats it. I didnt like the way before how they treated fat sonny. He is a real good guy. He always makes me laugh. Then there is o'rly owl. Owls need love too. heh. But really i dont know if i could stay on here. Should i stick to my guns or just plain fuck off. I dont know. I listen to people rant and shit. I wanna rant too and if you dont like it FUCK YOU!!! Down rate me or leave me nasty comments. I DONT CARE!

Just Now Like This
It's hard to feel just now..like this thoughts scatter dreams shatter you..flatter as my breath quickens.. I protest you steal a kiss never miss beckon a hisssssss this iron fist flattens your heart Now I hate beckoned fate sweet distaste radiates permiate to satiate how my hunger swells Soon this rush calls a blush libido's flush ride a hush lips to crush dancing in your lust Do I dare bodies ...bare passion's flare this...so...rare take me now like this.. Soon to neglect as we connect desires...defect intentions...inspect lack of respect just a passing whim Hips roll and burn taking turns savage yearns lessons learned another glutted ...return Just now... ......Like This.. Take me... © Andi 2004

Just A Quiz I Took...
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Story of O yeah! You scored 80 Knowledge and 76 Interest! You are deeply interested in every aspect of bondage and know quite a bit about it. You love to experiment with various bindings, positions and how much you can move during each one. Not only that, but you know quite a bit about bondage and would be a safe partner to play with. You probably frequently wear some item that declares your interest, even if it is meaningful only to yourself. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on KnowledgeYou scored higher than 99% on Interest

Just 3 Words...
Some of the most significant messages people deliver to one another Often come in just three words. When spoken or conveyed, those Statements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones And restore relationships that have cooled. The following three word phrases can enrich every relationship: I'LL BE THERE - Being there for another person is the greatest gift We can give. When we are truly present for other people, important Things happen to them and to us. We are renewed in love and Friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. 'Being There is at the very, very core of civility. I MISS YOU - Perhaps more marriages could be salvaged and Strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other, "I Miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, Needed, desired and loved. I RESPECT YOU - Respect is another way of showing love. Respect Conveys the feeling that another person is a true equal. It is a Powerful way to af

Just A Little Fyi For Everyone
just to let everyone know that im still alive. i have been very busy im going back to school now. i have a court hearing for child support on april 19th im happy for that my lawyer says it looks good. well i will have my net service up real soon hope to talk to you all again real soon.

Just So Everyone Is Fucking Clear On This...
JUST SO EVERYONE FUCKING KNOWS... DOM AND I ARE NOT TOGETHER, WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER, AND DONT WANT TO BE TOGETHER. SO STOP WITH THE BULLSHIT; STOP ASKING FUCKING RETARDED QUESTIONS; MOST OF ALL JUST STOP BRINGING THE FUCKING TOPIC UP. THE ONLY REASON YOU SAY THAT SHIT IS BECAUSE YOU CANT STAND TO SEE DOM OR ME ACTUALLY HAPPY NOT BEING TOGETHER, SO YALLZ CAN JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE IF YOUR GOING TO BE LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! ----------------------------- Ok so its really starting to piss me off that everytime I show a lil bit of happiness I get people talking shit again and bringing up stupid bs... ever since I started hanging out with, dated, and became friends with a certain person... its like this people have issues with us even admitting me know each other... Its really irritating! Its not just one person either, its a couple people and even some people in my own family... Everytime I think "ok its safe to be happy and put everything behind" these people insist on bringing up the

Just Fill It Out. I Wanna Know!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesi

Just Thinking
It makes me so mad how things are in this house hold. I cant say anything without my step dad or my mom trying to twist my words. I just want to everything back to what it is. But that won't ever happen again. I feel alone all the time when I'm home. When I'm not home I feel so alive. It's strange. My step dad says "You make things worse than they are" but what if it's the other way around? What if I make things just the way they are? And what if he doesn't understand how I feel? He said I like to cause trouble . That's true but I didn't start it this time. I tried to stay out of it. But the more I watch it's like the more I want to do something about it. I know when I talk loudly, I talk with my hands. That's the last thing I need..well not really but I just have to keep telling myself that. Maybe I'll get somewhere.

Just Not Tennis
GOTTA BE ONE OF MY FAV'S Little Johnny was watching TV in his room one night & decided to go & ask his mum & dad about something he'd just heard. He goes downstairs & asks them "What's Love Juice?" Dad is horrified & after looking at mum who's also gob smacked proceeds to give little Johnny the dreaded explanation. Johnny sits there with his mouth wide open in amazement. Dad finishes the talk & asks "So what is it you've been watching that you shouldn't be?" Johnny replies "Wimbledon." (that’s tennis for the non sporting types)

Just Moved... New On Here.
hey.. I don't know much about this website, but so far it seems like fun... is this like another myspace? lol anyways, i use to live in indiana, but i know longer have a family so i am living with my boyfriend Mike and his family in a whole different state... I am now in IL and I love it... anyways, I don't really know what to put up here, if anyone ever wants to talk... feel free take care Stephanie

Just A Lil Note
hello hope everyone is having a good day and not working to hard.. just wanted to drop a lil note and let everyone know that i really do enjoy looking at your pics and stashes.. and to keep em coming.. but also just wanted to let you know if it seems like im not rating them super fast to forgive me im just trying to keep up to make sure i get everyone and dont leave anyone out.. :) thanx

Just Sittin Around
I haven't blogged in a bit so I thought I would tell everyone what I have been up to. I have just been workin alot I haven't really had time to do much else but hey the money is good and I need it. but I'm going to go cause my nephew wants on the computer.

Just A Thought
Have you ever felt so alone...Driven to the darkness of a lonely heart...The ache of having love and passion to give but no one willing to except it...The hurt and heart break...Trusting only to have it thrown away with a laugh...Hurt that has no end...Hurt that grows as time move into the abiss....

Just My Thoughts
I see that someone I too thought was a friend is accusing me of starting rumors and creating drama . When in actual reality they cause drama everywhere they go . If said person didn't want anyone else to know about something then she should have said so in the first place .But since I had heard it from someone else too I didn't think it was that big of a secret. But critizing me and pointing me out and leaving mean comments about me on here is just plain childish . Especially after I had said I was sorry for whatever it is I supposedly did . Now who is causing the real drama here ? Anyone that really knows me knows that I wouldn't do anything like that at all. I don't talk bad about people or spread rumors whether I like that person or not . And rumors are something that isn't true ..it's not asking if someone told them something that is true . So before you start accusing me of something I wish you would get it right . And notice that I don't feel the need to use profantity in my b

Just Poems
I have been waiting here in my little corner. Watching the world pass before me. I sometimes wonder how long I can wait. Am I damned to be forever lonely. My confidence is weak,my patience grows thin.Sometimes it seems I will break from the pain. It seems as though i am stretched to the limit. It is getting harder to keep backthe tears. I am growing tired of lonely life, that I lead. It seems(as though)i am at the end of my rope.My fingers are growing more and more numb.

Just A Rant
I have a bar near my house that was a metal bar....I used to love this place...about 1 yr ago it was bought and turned into a country bar....now us metal heads get rowdy...but we treat each other as family. Since this bar went country...More fights and destution in the neighborhood...you would think that this would set an alarm off in someones head...but no...in my town anything construed as fun for a group of ppl that may listen to different music, or dress differently.....must be bad and there for have everything taken from them so rednecks..can take over and cause even more trouble....I have nothing against rednecks whatso ever...but I do have a problem with ppl who think that screwing with something that has been working by taking it away...those ppl should be shot

Just Bitching Sorry Y'all
OKAY....what is the reson y there is writing on nebodys page? a duh??? u obviously do not know. To read (or r u illiterate??)Ya know IF y'all read some ones page you will not be asking dumb assed questions..like do you have msn or yahoo? Hell yes I do, but I do not wanna live Cherry Tap 24 hours a day, so I will NOT talk to you on there. That info is ON MY PAGE!! READ IT!! If I do NOT holla back in the shoutbox, did y'all ever think I might b busi? It's not I do not WANNA TALK TO YOU, OR I AM MAD AT YOU. OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. Go on with your insecure self. I do not have time to b boosting your ego! And if you r going to act like a baby what r u doing on an over 18 site to begin with?? I AM ALSO JUST TOO DAYUM BUSY, a lot of the time, TO WASTE MY TIME TO ANSWER Y'ALL DUMB ???'s, WHEN THE ANSWERS ARE RIGHT ON MY PAGE. READ IT!! I don't appreciate the I wanna F**k you, or your pictures make me so hard and I am coming all over them right now.............I DO NOT NEED to

Just A Reflection Of Me Today
Why is the mind so lost in the dark ? Where is the one who brings the spark ? Consumed by the echoes that flow within Seeking the meaning and desires of sin Sitting and typing out dribble I spew Dampened of spirit and a need to renew Spiritual needs neglected so long Race for the money life just feels wrong Wandering lost confined in my head Feeling like one of the walking dead Hating the world and the zombie stroll Fed on the lies and hear the death toll War for the sake of diversion of all Watch the consumers taking their fall Excess in living and fulfilled they are not Rome’s lesson lost on the sinful sot Soon comes the change and the world undone All for the excess that has not a war won Nor hearts been bought and a change of mind Living another zombie in the world so blind Strolling on as all good zombies do Lost is our spirit and nothing to renew By R. Thomas Dinsmore I know that this is not my usual fare ... I seek to uplift but today I just did n

Just Things
I started writing this yesterday but I always forget that when I open a new tab.. and exit it.. its all the same window.. so.. What was I saying again? Something about how I think people put too much hope and expectation into me.. Which I guess is my own fault really. I'm always the guy who's always just an im, email, or text away from being there.. The open arms who will always catch you if you're falling. I'm a good listener.. And I have a big heart.. I care too much.. My three biggest problems. Well.. what happens? People start to lean on me a little bit more.. thinking.. Brian is such a good guy, he'll always be there for me.. which of course I will be.. But I don't think anyone knows about what lies beneath all my warmth and kindness.. This bitterness, lonliness, sadness, hatefulness.. So what happens when they start trying to get too close? I push myself away.. I'm too reclusive, so back in my little burrow I go. If I'm upset.. I don't lean ba

Just Blowing Off Steam
I Love my job most days, even though I'm a Shift Manager for a fast food resturant. But when I have crew, that disrespcts me and the rest of my team, it angers me!!! I work hard to get where I'm at profesionaly, and ask no one to do any job that I would not do myself. Then to have one Bitch cruse out a customer and try to belittle me.. Who is she and what gives her the right? Even worse I clock her out, write her up and send home, she dares call my boss, and tries to get me in trouble.. WTF?!?! Then I come here for a little fun, and what do I find, more drama.. Come On this is the net.. I say get a life!

Just Venting
wishing someone would give me an explination for why i am hurting so damn much. i never thought someone could break my heart this way and not even care but he obviously doesnt seeing its been now three days and he hasnt even said a simple im sorry. i guess this is what i get for trusting people. so many times in my life i thought it was just something in my head making me not trust but now that i have opened up and began to trust i realize its not me its the fact that there are just too many people in this world who cant be trusted. i hope that the person who has hurt me is reading this and realizes just what he has done to me cuz seein he wont call me he hadnt had the chance to hear it from me. but im to the point that i just want to hide and not talk to anyone. but im goin to bed so hopefully things will seem better in the morning even though im sure it wont. and to the one who has done this i hope you realize that you have hurt me.....something you swore you would never d

Just Be
Just be my sweetheart Just stay here with me Just wait on more second Let's just be 'we' Just be my own Just be my love Just be together Just be my darling Just stay by my side Just wait one more moment Just let me confide Just be my own Just be my love Just be together Just be my confidant Just stay my friend Just wait a day Just hold my hand Just be my own Just be my love Just be together Just be dependable Just stay all you Just wait 'til we're older Just start anew Let me be your own Let me be your love Let me be together With you

Just A Glimpse?
I always knew I had a little devilish side in me that wanted to come out. I fantasized about seeing the welts a mans nails would leave upon my arms and back. I fantasized about seeing the scratches my nails could leave upon his chest. Upon that fantasy being fulfilled another appeared as I watched the drops of crimson drip from the scratches upon his beautiful body. A sudden urge to consume the drops overtook me as I bent and ran my tongue over the gashes...only to have another fantasy appear. I WANTED to be cuffed and forced to be submissive. To do as he said....but all of his orders are to please me. As this is the stage of the fantasy I have yet to personally experience I can not say how deep that little devil within wants to go. Perhaps there will be another....deeper one...Only time will tell!

Just Another Day
I never know what to write on these things. But just guess i will catch eveeryone up on my life. I am a tattoo artist and body piercer and i am having soo much trouble getting my own shop open. Its like a constant battle up hill and i am tired. But im not the type to complain so i know that its just not time for my own shop. So i joined this cherrytap world and so far im loving it! Got this level thing running and there are so many nice people here. I am in the market for a used car. I start a new job on april 16th give or take a day or two and i gotta find something to get back and forth to work in. Only problem is no money until that pay check comes. But i figured my checks out to be like 1400 a week so hopefully i can get my friend to loan me his beater car until i get paid. Hope and pray anyways lol Well im gonna end this thing cause everyone is probably bored with listening to me by now lol. Have a great CT day and know that i love all of you guys!

-----------just Like A Rose--------------
JUST LIKE A ROSE, SO PRECIOUS AND RARE IS THE FOREVER FRIENDSHIP THE TWO OF US SHARE PLANTED WITH KINDNESS, ITS WARMED BY THE SUN OF CARING AND SHARING LAUGHTER AND FUN IT'S GROUNDED IN TRUST AND NURTURED BY LOVE WITH A SPRINKLING OF GRACE FROM GOD UP A BOVE TEARS OF SADNESS AND JOY LIKE DEW, RENEW THIS FRIENDSHIP I SHARE WITH YOU AND IN THE HEARTS GARDEN WE FIND THE ROOM TO BE OURSELVES TO GROW AND BLOOOM A BLESSING OF BEAUTY UNSUPPASSED OUR FRIENDDSHIP A FLOWER THAT WILL ALWAYS LAST

Just A Day
Well... I'm pretty new on here... So I guess I should say a lil about myself. I'm 33, single yet again... divorced twice. I'm originally from Wichita, KS, and back here yet again. In the past 2 and a half years, I've lived in Biloxi, MS (for 10 months) and Cheyenne, WY (for a year and a half). my ex is in the Air Force. Anyways... I'm basically starting over, back home again, and working on getting back out on my own again. I'm really into photography.. no i'm not a professional. I'm also into playing the piano, camping, hiking, traveling, movies, and music. If you wanna know more about me.. just ask... I'll answer pretty much any question.

Just Thoughts
Every day brings soemthing new... I wish that everyone knew How easy it is to forget what really is important The health of my family, The sound of the their laughter. Their smile and their tears. The loss of a friend deeply cuts Even if you dont know them well. It reminds you to say I love you and mean it. When you meet someone new, that makes you smile and remind you how to have fun and stay young.

Just Speakin My Mind
This is my very 1st contest and the way it is going it will be my last. I just entered cuz I thought it would be fun, but with the response that Im getting it isnt really. I was hoping that I would have gotten a bigger response with the amount of people that I talk to everyday. I do appreciate all the luv that I get and my friends know who they are. If u happen to stop by my page plz show sum luv and sign my guestbook. Have a good day all!

Just Being Me
My sweet angel broken and afriad, Torn apart by love that has led her astray. Feeling nothing but a broken heart and pain. Knowing that only one cares upon this day. Holding tight to the hand of a friend. never letting on what truely lays within. Taken a walk along the water hand and hand. Chatting with eachother like noone else can. Her heart in pieces for the friend to mend. Her soul in shambles from the arrogance of some men. He takes a look into her eyes knowing in a moment what lays behind. Caring deeply and not letting go. He keeps her close to let her know she is loved. Loved for who she is and what she brings. Bring life to her tired eyes as he walks along singing her song and drying the tears from her eyes.

The Justice System
Someone is convicted of a crime, sent to prison for an amount of time, made to go through counseling, testing, hoops and hurdles and are supervised in most cases after their release. Prison is 'a rehabilitation program'. So why is it that when a person is released they are under certain stipulations that prevent them from having a normal life? Why is it that drug dealers get less time in prison than someone who beat the crap out of someone else in self-defense? Why is it if someone is charged with murder they can be placed in a mental institution and then released into society after just a few years but if I were to shoot someone to protect my family I get life or worse? I'm sorry if this offends anyone. Just mad over this crap!

Just A Little Update :)
Hey Friends :) i havent talked to the most of you lately, because im really, really busy. I will get back at all your messages when i have the time, promise :) I just came back from MIA. I had a blast there. Exxxotica was awesome. I finally met my Number One Idol/Hero/Inspiration Jenna Jameson there and she was super kind and signed all my stuff.. anyways i will keep this short... Right now im working almost 15h every day.. and to be honest i have no idea how i do this.. haha.. as the most of you might now im working on my own cosmetic line and right now i put all my energy and all my power into this project.. my website will be released in a few weeks, (www.ashley-b-cosmetics.com, stay tuned) oh so excited for that :) i finally found the right ppl to work with. i have awesome ppl behind me, people who share my visions and ppl who are ready to give 100 per cent for me. I love em. (Alex Paul you will probably never ever read this, but you are my fucking hero. Thank you for EVERYTHIN

Just Me
Hello to All My Friends, Just wanted to write something as there was something that had came to my Attention. I wanted to let everyone know the real me for a change. I am one who will turn your frown into a smile no matter what it takes. I think everyone is special in thier own way. If you are a true friend of mine you know this already. To me I call all my friends sweetie , babe, hun, ect thats just my personality. If you don't like it well then don't waste your time speaking to me. I am not on here to find a man. There is a man already that has my heart and soul, I am just waiting for the day to be in his arms where my heart lies. He knows who he is. As far as the internet well my personal life does not and willnot be on here. I love all my friends on here they mean alot to me through there love as a friend to me most here don't know how much they make me smile and cause tears of joy. Thank you to all my Trued friends. But to also let you know I hide the true me for many years bec

Just A Thought
Now I lay me down to study, I pray the Lord I won't go nutty. If I should fail to learn this junk, I pray the Lord I will not flunk. But if I do, don't pitty me at all, Just lay my bones in the dorm hall. Tell my prof I did my best, Then pile my books upon my chest. Now I lay me down to rest, And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test. If I should die before I wake, That's one less test I'll have to take

Just If You Were Wodering
YES i love peeps. YES i am a dorky Nerd. YES i like to drink. YES i like being naked. YES i am bisexual. YES i can do whatever the fuck i feel like doing. YES i am outgoing (thats y im posting this). YES I AM VERY RANDOM. YES i am fun. YES I AM SPONTANEOUS. NO you cant rape me without my permission. FUCK YES i feel awsome and powerful. YES i can kick your ass. YES i have 2 tats (in secret places). YES i like to have sex. NO i don't want ur body dead Anna Nichole Smith. YES sometimes i hear voices in my head (doesnt everybody??). YES im agnostic. NO you cant put that there. and YES my favorite words are penguin, onomotopia, FUCK, lerve, Suave, and Felipe (my imaginary Mexican boyfriend).

Just A Thought....
I heard something to day that made me kinda laugh! Someone told me that love was suppose to hurt. Well I was always taught that love was not suppose to hurt and if it did then maybe it wasn't meant to be!!! The last I knew love was supppose to make you feel like you were happy and floating on air and nothing in the world could ever come between that. I know that there are up and dopwns in all relationships but not to the point that you have to break up everytime it happens... So this is how I see it... The man or woman that is worth crying over will not make you cry!!!

Just A Little More Of Myself Exposed
Well what I posted last night was just a brief discription of myself, there is so much more to me than that..I love people yet have little tolerance for bullys. I find myself to be a protector of the underdogs, I was going to say the weaker ones but found that would be too harsh to say about them , would they be weaker if someone was not taking their strength from them by force or would they be strong if they knew who strong they could actually be with someone there backing them? I think we are all strong and weak at certain moments of our lives, in our developments of ourselves.But now I am sounding like I know everything , but I do not know enough. Like when someone hurts you, or breaks your heart, and they say they are sorry. Does that make it easier for them or for yourself? does it help in the healing processes of your broken heart? How often does one accept this word " sorry " before it because a habit for the one saying it? As you can read I have many questions inside that I fin

Just My Ramblings
I grew up in a lot of places, since my Dad was in the Navy, and well in that time things were changing quite a bit. Back then, women wanted to "bust up" the "boy clubs" and make their mark, which I can respect. However, I think things have gone too far. First, they were wearing our suits, and now they are stealing our pants at the Gap! In case you haven't seen the commercial for it, the girlfriend is saying anything he can wear she can wear better, which is a scary thought, because of the flipside to that, where he'd be in a bra and panties. So anyway, she can wear anything better, so she wears his slacks, and now they have pants for women called "the boyfriend slacks" or something like that. So now women want our jobs, they want our pay, and they want our pants! This isn't so bad, except now it really is like 1983 again for men. Back then, guys would wear all the glam make up and tight "girl" pants to get all the girls. These days, it's gone to a new level, with men wearing eye lin

Just What Is The American Dream?
Good morning this the day after Easter. How are you doing? I am doing fine, tired but fine. Tried putting down wood flooring and a bit of tile around the French doors on the main floor. I am glad Jax and Mandy were able to help my knees are sore enough. I heard a car commercial on the way into work this morning and it has me thinking. The commercial had a salesman trying to sell potential customers on the slogan to be able “To live the American Dream.” Ok, I am American and for the life of me I have no clue what the American Dream is. Do you know? I mean, I do not hear any other countries say what the Arab dream is, The French Dream, The China dream… although the last two sound like porn stars… But, you get my point. If anyone in another country hears their country say the Country they live in Dream then please let me know. I can only guess is the American Dream is to have a Home, Financially set, A family, A Great job and gosh I don’t know… what is it??? I mean I have often heard of i

Just Found Out...
Anyone who has read my profile or who knows me outside of CT, knows my oldest son is in the United States Marine Corp...He did get to come home for the Easter holiday and is still sleeping this mornin', in my bed where I KNOW he is safe and sound for the time being...He did let me in on a bit of info tho... Come July there stands a very strong chance that he will be going back to Iraq...This will be his third time of going... I know it is his carrer of choosing but he signed up exactly 2 months b4 9/11, on July 11... Come July I will become a basket case if he goes back, and will be calling you guys and gals of Cherry Tap to become my support group....I know you all will be there for me tho, ya'll always are...Just wanted to give ya'll the heads up... My love goes out to each and everyone of you who may know or have someone in the military... Will keep ya'll updated as the time gets nearer and then passes....

Just Need To Chat
Alright I need to vent. My friend Tammy, her husband and her two kids came over Saturday for dinner. One of her kids flushed my thermometer. How do I know its one of her kids you ask because the thermometer sits by the bathroom sink everyday and not once has my kids ever touched it. Tristen is the only one of the kids that goes to the bathroom on his own. The other two are still in diapers. So tonight my boyfriend is going to have to take the toilet apart and unplug the stupid thing. I am also stressed out because I have a shit load of spring cleaning to do and so little time. I have a lot going on this month and it needs to be done by the 26th. My boyfriend tells me he will help me but he has yet to help me with anything so far. I need to clean my basement badly and its hard for me to move big boxes around. So I kinda need him to do that. But sometimes waiting for men take forever. So I am kinda left to do it myself. My boyfriend has to work till 7pm tonight hes off tomorrow work

Just To Let You Know, If You Don't Know It Yet.....
I am the peak of evolution, someday everyone is going to be like me!!!! I am the ever so cute, lovable AMY.......and there is no baddness whatsoever.......(ok well maybe just a little) hahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Do you see my super shiny, well polished halo??? hee hee :-) Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Just You, Just Me (lonely)
Don't know why I ask you, When I know just what you'll say, always think you'll go changing, I nevre understood you anyway, you'd think by now, i could hear it loud and clear, For some reason I just can't let go, Is it hope or is it fear, Chorus why'd you let me belive, There could be more than this, Why can't i finally see, There is no us, theres just you, There's just me, Lonely I pray for direction, But I always wind up here, maybe I don't always listen, When the answers not what I want to hear, i should probably get going, Before we're too far gone, Unless thats the point we've long passed, And I'm the only fool holding on, Chorus bridge: Right now I'm on fire, try'na hold the pain in, This time it's long over, No use try'n again, Chorusx2

Just Me!
My name is Janna, 24 years old. I have a 7 year old son. I love all kinds of music. Love watching horror movies, and just about anything that I get into. I live in Alabama which is pretty boring. Not much to do here. I'm new to this thing so I'm still figuring out what to do on here. So rate me, hate me, whatever. If you think you might have something in common with me than message me if you want. See ya later.

Just Wondering
OK... IM NOT TRYIN TO BE SARCASTIC OR HATEFUL, BUT I AM WONDERING.... WHY IF YOU ALREADY KNOW YOURE HOT WOULD YOU NAME YOUR PAGE SOMETHING LIKE HOTHOTHOT OR DAMN IM SEXY...?.. I MEAN WOULDNT SOMEONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO CHECK YOU OUT ALREADY HAVE MADE THAT DECISION?.. REALLY? OR AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY....?...

Just Need An God Answer
how come nice guys finish last. when woman say your a nice guy somtimes i feel that is there way of saying your a loser i want the thug guy. what is it about nice guys that woman dont like is it that we treat you woman to nice and you are not use to it. i just kinda wanted an explaintion cause nice guys need to be first and not last on the list like the caveman

Just Because...
Okay so you have to answer this survey completely and totally honestly! 1. What’s your full name? Bryan F. Jakubowski 2. Where do you live? Hamlin NY 3. Are you happy where you live? No. 4. If you could live anywhere where would you live? Anywhere but here. 5. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Amber meade 6. Did you love them? at the time i thought i did. 7. Who was your first real love? For fear of seeming like a freak i will plead the fifth. 8. Do you still love them? Deffinitly. 9. Who are you dating now? No one. 10. Do you love them? um do i love no one? no. 11. Would you do anything for them? Would i do anything for no one? no. But when i am with someone it is about them and so yes i would do anything for them. 12. Have they ever hurt you? christ get off this already 13. Do you trust them? Do i trust no one? No. 14. Who’s your best friend? Ambers 15. What do you do for fun? ADVENTURE. SOmthing you can tell a story about. 16. Wh

Just Thoughts,read Eles Where.
Well this blog entry is one of many that I have thought of ,but didn't post. As I do this I'm still not sure this is the right place or right time to post this. I've been doing alot of thinking lately about the few people i call friends ,so the only thought on this blog is it must mean something, Like I told D that I to hide behind my stories and blog entry's. In the few years that I've had a 360 many blogs have come to my mind but were never posted,but most of them left my mind in a few hours after I thought of them or I wrote them in my note book, but for some reason this one that I'm about to post didn't leave,because of that I feel it needs to be posted. I'll I hope is that I don't piss anyone off with it. My thoughts are these this night. Why do we run from something we know we can get through because we have in the past. What I'm talking about is love, we always run from it, most people think it's because we're scared of the pain, but from my view i think that is wrong, becau

Just Another Update
hey everyone just wted to let you guys know how i was doing. i am doing good just trying to take it easy and trying to stay stress free for know. right now i am staying at my brothers and sister in laws until this friday or monday not exactly sure what day i will be home. but when i get home i wont have a computer so everyone is going to have to leave me messages. i will get to a computer as soon as i can and have the extra money. when i get home i will have a job interview. hopefully i will get that job. i also want to let everyone know that if you need me to rate, comment, fan you, or add you i can do that. i am glad i have some wonderful friends on here. if you would also like to stay in contact i am usually on my yahoo messenger also my id for that is mickeygrl2000.

Just Like Tha Title Says...
hey guys! Dont exactly know what all to do with this thing since i just joined tonight! I will say that ya'll are a very friendly group and its very nice to see real people hangin out!! Feel free to add me or whatever! I did post some pics but for some reason it doesn't want to let me add any more....so who knows but for now Ciao ya'll from a southern girl and her fam!!!

Just Figured Someone Needed To Say It!
What the f*ck is wrong with guys these days? Hell I guess if I could answer that I would be a damn millionaire. Why do guys seem to think that they can tell you anything that they think you want to hear then turn thier asses around and totally contradict themselves. Why is it ok for a man to cheat, sleep with a shit load of females, get drunk and do whatever whenever BUT when a female does it its wrong. Who the hell do they think they are? We are no different from you we both cant live with or with out each other so get your heads out of your asses and stop judging us and look at your damn self first. Just be truthful with us from the get go we'll respond to that alot better I can promise that. Don't feed us lines of bullshit about you like us and you can see yourselves with us when all you really want is some ass! Hell you don't think that some of us girls just want some ass too??!! If you really want to have a realationship with us then respect us when we take things slow, if all you

Just An Opinion & Suggestion
for all of you ladies that thinks every guy is the same. let me tell you something and i hope you listen to this. Not every guy will be the same way as a lot others. Some chose to be a certain way, others weren't raised properly, for those guys that are bad such as the ones that slam you in the face and throw you around a little bit, yell at you, hurt you in ways you wished a man would never his hands on. for guys like that makes the good guys look like the rest of them in ways of saying girls don't look hard enough or just staying with the same type of guys as usual. My suggestion is try a new way of finding a better guy. just cuz hes good looking doesn't always means he has brains or the heart you would like him to have. For a guy like me that has a great big heart and who cares about this world get little in life in return for a stupid reason. so try this ladies... if you are having trouble in a relationship or marrige don't hold back and stay to wait for him to get better such as

Just A Basic View Of Me..
take it or leave it Love me or hate me.. It's up to you If you were to ask your family, your partner, your friends … if they REALLY knew you, knew how you felt, knew your fears, your insecurities.. would they know? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My family would know some. Not all. They wouldn't understand some things. Hell I don't even always understand why I am/do some things. But I'm trying. * I was abused as a child. *I'm afraid of open doors when I am trying to sleep, and hate that I cant get past it. *I am a cutter. It's how I deal with things when I feel I have no control. It has gotten better in the past few months. *Life has taught me to be afraid of men. I know the power they have and the damage they can do. No, that doesn't make me a man hater. However I throw myself right back into the fire knowing each time I will get burned.. but unable to stay away. Who wants to be alone?

Just Something That Was On My Mind
I cut my wrists because I go through so much shit it's not even funny.You may think I have gotten through everything just fine but I guess that just shows you how well i can hide shit from you that i don't want you to see me go through I still do it when i don't get to talk to you for a long time because shit keeps gettin worse on my side of the fuckin world you only know half of what I go through because I don't think you even give a damn most of the fuckin time I already know you don't give a fuck if you don't talk to me or not cause you promise you will and you don't even answer your fuckin phone you say you "love" me and that I "mean" the world to you but all of this fuckin bullshit don't add up to me anyways does it to you?if so I wanna know how it adds up to you I cant stand thinkin about loosing you but if it takes that for you to realize how much you really care so be it that will just show how wrong we were for each other and I know if I didn't love you I wouldn't have stuck a

Just A Little Poem
Was feeling artistic the other night and wrote this , the words just flowed from my lips to my fingers This emptiness feels like a curse to me when I'm hoping that-- by striking the sky starless to light a smile in your eyes, placing drops of the MilkyWay between the dimples of your smile, and gift-wrapping the heart that now bears your name to set it gently in your palms should you so choose to accept it-- you might look beyond the make-believe of the words I speak to keep you in the dark and discover that all I'm wishing upon tomorrow for is one chance to mean the world to you. If only I could love you for just a day. The loneliness inside me is a hateful reminder of how empty my life is without you to hold a candle to my heart and warm it with your smile, a hint of love shining in your eyes. Engulf me in the flames of your words and soar me beyond the man-in-the-moon on wings of feathered hopes and the winds that dreaming brings a pounding heart; wh

Just A Silly Rant.
Sometimes stuff gets on my nerves, stupid stuff. Sometimes I have really hard time containing my displeasure, which is kind of a bad thing since I am a waitress, lol. I'm just supposed to smile and be sweet..... no matter what. I have gotten pretty good at that, but.... I sure have some days of falling short. In the last few weeks there have been some issues for me that are pretty nonsensical (yeah, I can admit that) but this stuff just PISSES me off. Some of these things are particular to being a waitress or being in retail or some job where you serve the public...... and they are in your face, in all their stupidity and self-centered glory. I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! It puzzles me as to why they come into a public place and do the following things....... When you come into a restaurant, turn your damned cell phone off, at least until you have ordered your food. It's someones job to bring you what you want, but they cant if they don't know what that is, because you

Just Another Day
Well lets see I got my colonoscopy and i have IBS and still having some pain. Doctor put me on prozac to help calm down my stress and it has me a little too calm where I get bored faster and just do not want to do anything anymore. hmmm I screwed my 4.0 up last quarter I got a B in phyics :(. I have missed a lot of school this quarter trying to fight my health but still holding strong A's in my classes. Jay and I are now really not talking anymore. He said he moved to the Keys but dont think he did since his gf he said he wasnt seeing is here with new pictures of them together. she keeps visiting my sites and talking to my friends. I decided after year and 1/2 if he cant figure out what he wants fro me oh well. Ill let her deal with him, after this last fight it will take a lot more for me to consider taking him back this time. But he seems to be blaming me for most of it so i guess im a bad enough person in his head that he wont come back. I have meet a few guys around tow

Just What I Always Wanted - Not!
(Originally Posted on August 21, 2006)Okay, this might be going overboard...Any parent who feels their child will be protected by these from evil influences must be loopy as a loon. And at $40 a pop plus shipping, it definitely wouldn't be worth it.Imagine sending kids off to camp or a sleepover with these. They wouldn't make it back alive!tag: Stupid Products, shopping, religion, christian, christianity, pjs, pajamas, children-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

Just Can't Get Enough
TIME FOR CHAPTER 2 OF MY POKER SAGA. THE TRIP TO VEGAS WAS AWESOME!!!! SO GOOD IN FACT THAT I AM HEADED OUT TO THE CARD ROOM HERE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS TO SEE HOW IT GOES IN A DIFFERENT ENVIRONMENT. BEEN A LONGTIME DREAM OF MINE TO PLAY THIS GAME FOR A LIVING AND AFTER MAKING MORE MONEY IN THE PAST 6 DAYS THAN I WILL MAKE IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AT THE POST OFFICE, MAY NO LONGER BE A DREAM. IN ANY EVENT, I WILL BE OUT OF TOUCH UNTIL MONDAY OR TUESDAY, 4/16 OR 4/17, SO WISH ME LUCK ALL MY BEAUTIFUL CHERRIES AND I WILL TALK TO YA SOON.....

Just See Why Me Adore The Boobs
WILL STARING AT BREASTS MAKE A MAN HEALTHY? I heard on our local radio this morning that since boy babies are nourished by breasts, they forever seek that old familiar & cherished nourishment. ********* Besides personal enjoyment men would get from this type of exercise it’d be interesting to see doctors prescribe visits to Hooters and husbands telling their wives the reason they’re spending so much time at a strip joint is that they are trying to lose a few pounds. Do you know of any men who claim to have increased their life span by boob watching? If you are a man, do you feel healthier after looking at a woman's breasts? What is it exactly that so attracts you to a woman's breasts? Dare to tell............

Just Something I Wanted To Spread
http://www.joefrank.com The short is sign up its free and try it out. The long follows below. I've been looking at a lot of art on the internet today. I rediscovered something great and also found some links to artists. Joe Frank is a radio talk show host who does some incredible spoken word. Its just unbelievable some of the images he evokes. His descriptions are just beautiful. His story telling is phenomenal. Its just indescribable how good he is. My brother and I originally found him while surfing radio channels after going out for chinese food. It was wierd because I just randomly decided to stop on a channel because my normal radio station which plays mostly heavy metal admittedly was not coming in. I just happened to hit the scan and it went to a jazz station that I would flip by every once in a while comment on and then pass. Today was different. It was captivating the verbal portrait this man created. Something cannot be savored nearly as well as hard standi

Justice System - If You Don't Read Any Of My Other Blogs...please Read This.
They just fucked over one of the few decent human beings I know. I don't know what to say....How can someone up there on the stand BALLING over his mistake...uncontrolably mind you, be a horrible dangerous criminal? I honestly don't know what else to say. I'm blown away...12 years for something that HE DIDN'T DO!!!!!!!!!!!! That's just completely fucked in my book. I hope the State's Attorney and the Judge read this. There are no words for how much I Hate the both of you...You made a huge mistake. Randy is innocent, he was trying to talk his friend out of robbing his neighbors....and instead Randy gets hit with 12 years out of his life. He's 28 years old. That's a looooong time. What can I do?? Nothing. I get to sit by and watch the justice systems fuck some body's life, and there's nothing I can do to stop it. So much for "Justice for All".

Just Sitting Here
I'm sitting here listening to music, letting my mind wander. I have had my trials in life as we all have, but overall, my life is going pretty well. I have a family that I adore, I love my classes in college and am very excited about starting a new chapter in my life. It hopes to be new and exciting with some similar experiences to be enjoyed as well as some new adventures to be had. These new experiences are going to involve some travel, but that part of it is also very inticing to me, for I will be traveling to destinations that I have yet to experience firsthand. I know I am just rambling, but when I am excited about something, I tend to put it to pen....or keyboard as the case may be.... Have a great weekend to those who read this... ~Pounce!!!

Just Some Funny Shit.
"I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~ Henny Youngman WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not." ~ Stephen Wright WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk and go to heaven!" ~ Brian O'Rourke WARNING: The consumption of alcohol

Just Venting......
I'm just going to sit here and ramble to get some things off my mind. First of all, whatever happened to the way adults thought and felt about relationships. These days people just don't think about what the true meaning of love is. All they do is think about themselves, and then when the other tries to let them know about their wants and needs they pretty much get shot down. Marriages is another thing, or even with people that have been together for several years. Anymore it seems like people think it's a joke. Both men and women do it, but people need to really think about what they want in life before they involved someone in theirs. That way people are less likely to get hurt. I let someone that I was with know what I am feeling and he pretty much got mad at me. I let him know that ever since he bought this house with his son that it seems like I'm not good enough for him anymore. He just thought that I was going to sit around and wait for him to come and see me so he cou

Just Talkin
well so far i like this site it takes some getting used to the one thing im wondering about on this site is how come most people wont talk to u in the lounges unless ur a dj that some how doesnt seem right maybe im just in the wrong rooms im always up for meeting new people from everywhere round the world i have in all my years on this earth ive been to alot of distant shores and i loved it all and one thing that bugs me i am greatfull for all of your support for what i am and what i do but it bugs me when people only want to talk to u cause of the uniform i wear or what i do for a living just once i would really like to meet somone who want to really get to know me for me ahh well i digress well thats all for my ranting take care

Just Thinking
I am thinking about how much of a fuck up I am. Not sounding all whinny or pathetic, but I seriously just love to fuck shit up. No matter how hard I try I let something little and stupid come in the way of true happiness. It amazes me how easily it happens, or the bad luck I must have. Do I try to hard? Maybe I am just not meant to be happy. I will never give up, but it is not that easy when I screw stuff up so easily. I promise to keep my head up and fight to make my dreams come true the best I can. No matter how much everything will try and bring me down. Wish me luck people! Massacre

Just Something That Came To Mind 30 Mins Ago
As mins turn to hours and hours to days. Thoughs days turn to weeks and then to months. One thing stays true and thats the kindness of you heart. Your beauty pales in comparison to any other ive seen. No matter where i go or where ive been. Its you that will remain with me till the end. The end something i cannot avoid. The waiting just to hear your voice. I hold to my dreams and wish's you see. For you have the one rare beauty. The beauty that comes from the soul and heart. Not the beauty that acts as a shell for thoughs to parts. Heart of gold soul of silver eyes of diamonds. This I see is true the beauty inside is shining through. Like a beacon guiding me home i see the glow of your heart and your heart alone. If it were destiny or chance that brought us close i could not say but i thank the one responsible on this day.

Just One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish for a man…... Who gets butterflies when he hears my name, he would not kiss and tell, he would care about how I feel instead of playing with my emotions, he would be content to just be able to hold me, he would listen when I talk, wipe away my tears when I’m crying, think I’m beautiful when I’m wearing sweats, give me his jacket when I am cold, tickle me just to hear me laugh, smile when I walk into the room, like to stay home just to cuddle and watch movies, he wouldn’t lie to me about where he’s been, he would say “I love you” first because he’s not afraid, and he wouldn’t give a damn about my imperfections, he would love me more for them. If I could have just one wish, My wish would be…… To wake up to this man everyday, hear the sound of his breath on my neck, the warmth of his lips on my cheek, the touch of his fingers on my skin, and the feeling of his heart beating against mine. White Icing

Just A Few Words
Ugh. I am so disappointed with myself. I started exercising Monday. Worked out Tuesday and by Wednesday I quit. Sometimes I wish I could take a pin and just poke a hole in my stomach and watch it deflate. But I know what the problem is. I can't leave the junk foods alone or the cokes. That is my down fall and its mainly my mom's fault for buying the crap. I just don't get it sometimes you know. I can hold out and then there are days where I just cave in and eat tons of junkfood. >.< Like yesterday I wanted this beautiful shirt that we had at work and because my arms are so freaking bulky, I couldn't wear it. It's not fair. Also yesterday I didn't eat a big breakfast because we had an awards ceremony at work yesterday and well they fed us breakfast and I grabbed the wrong lunch and I didn't eat til I got home. Which was like 2:30 pm. Then I ate a late supper. I'm going to start cutting back on my food and when mom goes to the grocery store I hope she buys me lots of veggies tha

Just A Thought...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Just When I Think I'm Numb...
I still get pissed off everytime my ex pulls stupid ass petty shit...but seeing as how the stupid petty shit ONLY hurts my son and I...and he sits pretty...I think I should be pissed... But what does getting pissed do for me...? Makes me feel like shit...b/c all I can do is stew in the pissedness... Not only could I never stoop to this lvl but when I manage to come the smallest bit close to it...I feel guilty the whole time...b/c thats who I am...I don't fuck people over nomatter how much they deserve it...I let karma take care of it... ...karma's been taking a vacation... So I got fucked out of doing what I was supposed to do tonight...but also made to stand out in the cold rain on my porch for a good while holding Adahy...to the point that when I finnally got to tput my son down my arm twitched like mad for an hour...a feeling more irritating than the pain... Long story short...when I leave I am nice enough to leave the key with his folks...b/c thats the plan... He leav

Just Something I Wrote.
I'm not sure if this is the right time to post this are not,but it doesn't matter,I'm posting it for myself. It's aimed at a few people and at the same time it's not aimed at anyone. So take it as it's meant to be the true me out in the open, you don't have to like it and you don't have to hate it. Hell you don't even have to accept it,because I know you never will,so not asking you to. "MY PERSONAL HELL" Your putting me through hell. You really are. One day your close to me , the next day your 1,000 miles away. Your putting me through hell. You really are. Not that it matters. It really doesn't. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I sit back day in, and day out. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I sit back and take it all. I sit back and say nothing. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I take and take. All of it. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I take all your good

Just Don't Pump Gas On May 15th, 2007.
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt, don't you want cheap gas?) repost this bulletin repost it with So Please just don't pump gas on May 15th, 2007. & Pass this to your friends & family to know all along too, please. Thanks.

Just Passing Time.
Well, here I sit just passing time on vacation in southern CA. Thus far I have to say the land scape has been beautifull, not to mention my company that is having me as their guest. Although I will be returning home soon which is something I am not looking very forward to.. But One must be at home to take care of various things on occasion. Things have gone well while I have been here, aside from the recent death in the family of my uncle, may he rest in peace.... I've been keeping such mornfull feelings at bay along with breaking down when thinking about things, which I know will eventually catch up to me. Just dreading when it does... Thankfully people here have been keeping me occupied and keeping my mind off of such things. Blessings to them. It's odd though I thought the other evening.. How someone you care about can so easily distract you from the bad points or events in life, to her and her family I owe a large thank you. Looking forward to seeing more of CA with the d

Just A Few Jokes...oh Those Blondes....
First I have to say if your a blonde, please dont take offense... A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning, the wife ( undoubtedbly blonde ) listened a moment and said "How should I know, thats 200 miles from here!" the husband said who was that? the wife said I dont know, it was some woman wanting to know if the coast was clear! ************************************************* two blondes were walking down the street. one noticed a compact on the sidewalk and leaned down and picked it up. she opened it and looked in the mirror and said "hmmmmm this person looks familiar". the second blonde said "here let me see!"so the first blonde handed her the compact, the second one looked in the mirror and said " you dummy thats me!" ************************************************* A blonde suspected her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she went out and bought a gun. she went to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opened the door she found him in the arms o

Just Be You
As i wake up.....i dash to the bathroom for my makeup....not wanting them to see me not until i put my face up, brushing my hair immediately, their calling me in need of me, to scared to show the real me i cant let THEM think beneath me, but instead HE walks inside as i run and try to hide, to scared to show the TRUTH i hold behind the M.A.C eyeline, lookin at me HE laughs as i watch him grasp.....a face towel shakin his head as he wipes away my mask, then kisses me and says, you dont know how you've truly blessed...my life with happiness the way you took away the stress...then he gently grabs my face...and kisses away the fake, sayin i see the trueness in you not whats on that drawn face..as he bends down on one knee, tellin me that he.............wants to marry the PRECIOUS IN ME.... i was just thinking about the way we women rush to fix ourselves up, when truly we're already beautiful to the ones that really love us, while the ones that don't sit back and criticize our

Just Stuff I Like
Everytime we turn our heads the other way when we see the law ignored--when we tolerate what we know to be wrong--when we close our eyes and ears to the corrupt because we are too busy, or too frightened--when we fail to speak up and speak out--we stike a blow against freedom and decency and justice." -Robert F. Kennedy

Just A Small Dedication To Billy
I was sitting here missing my Dad this mornin', so I was adding an Elvis section to my stash for Dad, Dad was the biggest Elvis fan ever...when I miss him I just listen to Elvis...While doing this this mornin' I ened up with my thoughts on someone else as I was watching the video for the song My Way....now it has always reminded me of my 3 children since they were born...they definitely do things their on way...But this mornin' my thoughts settled on Billy...You see Billy has been through alot in life, as we all have, but the way he looks at things in life, lets me know I didn't do too bad as a Mom...Billy has an oxymoron (hope I spelt that right) he use as his nick name, it is Loser 1....He says the loser has finally won...my son is far from a loser and he knows it but, he has done it his way and refuses to do things other than the way they should be done...he has over come much adversity in his young life and has seen and done more than I could ever hope to do...Sorry for rambling on

Just Say No.. Reflections Of Criminal
So yesterday I smoked some pot.... and today I feel like I'm still just struggling to get my head together, ya know? out for a walk or for something.. I should go... perhaps i should have just said no? Well I don't know.. I usually try to.. well not live in the straight and narrow so much as.. live according to certain priorities to which this seems some how incongruent... and I feel so sleepy and... stuff like...

(just A Simple Girl)
I never thought it would happen that fairy tales came true it was hard for me to believe until the night I met you. You awoke something up in me with only one kiss like Prince Charming and Snow White her heart, his life did miss. You sweep me off my feet like Cinderella at the ball I never thought for once how hard I would fall. But just like the stories the book has to end and my heart once again will take a long time to mend.

Just Thought U Should Know
American Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery. It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood. It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better.

Just Thoughts Of Today.
I 'm siting here remembering all the things that blue wolf and red wolf had said to me. We had got talking about many things those few nights and days that we talked. I had ask them why all these animals were coming to visit me in my dreams and in my awake hours. Then i remember how we talked about my past and how a dark Grey wolf had come out of the woods when I was just 4 years old at the time. I had talked to blue and red about it and all the other stuff that happen to me. They said that I was a Grey wolf that all of those animals spirits were coming to me for one reason or another. I remember how I told them I thought I was a lone wolf for I never had a pack like they do or so many others I know of. I also remember telling them how I just did not understand a lot of the thing's that happen around me and to me. They said in time you will,well it's been about 3 years since I talk to either of them and yes I understand some of the stuff that's happening to me and around me and other s

Just Thinking ... Way Too Much !
A tender spirit lost and suffers for what has never been Tears of anguish washed away but left the pain of sin What is love worth and why would one sell themselves so cheap Why would any take the chance and get in so damn deep To soar on clouds and walk the stars and feel joy in the thought Of one who holds loves light and through caring has taught Lessons of undying love and what it means to feel Lessons of torture and pain when she my heart did steal And ran away without a word and never to explain Left to feel the feelings and work back through the pain So left with the question and not sure what is true Is love real or is it just need that holds us to pay due I will always seek the answer and wonder where is home I may wander never knowing and forever left to roam And maybe there is no answer and maybe it is life And maybe I just think too much time to let go of strife By R . Thomas Dinsmore I tend to think too much don't I ?

Just A Poem....many More To Come...at Least One A Day!
A woman who doesn't see herself The way she truly should Is somewhat like the past mistakes You'd change them if you could Beauty shown in every sense Sincere in every glance Never seeing her own potential Afraid to take the chance To me you can do anything And I'd be there 'till the end Standing by you as a partner Or even just a friend Let me show you what I see So you can understand Why I want to be with you And hold you by the hand Take you in a warm embrace And gaze into your eyes Kiss you gently on your lips And let love surprise 12/23/03 ``` Cory

Just A Mom!?!?!
This made me smile and thought I'd share it with everyone. I now know what to put as my occupation when I'm not doing other jobs...lol. A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a...?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, "housewife covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day..I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. *"I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and

Just A Quick Freestyle
Life is so short and we fail to see the meaning of being free. It means everything to me. Its how I want to be. A choice was given to live or die I choose life and this is why. I dont want to die or make my loved ones cry. I cant give up, I will go on. Im finding that I am that strong. My road and journey has been so long. But I would rather live right instead of wrong. Ive made mistakes and payed the cost. See I have had my freedom lost. Prison guards became my boss. Thats the path that I want off. Me and life go hand in hand. I wont give up even though I can. I know now that Im a better man. I have the strength to finally stand. Its been a road of ups and downs and still i have true friends around. No longer do i feel like the clown who painted his smile into a frown. My frown has turned the other way and today I know I will be okay. I can back up what I say. Today is a day

Just A Soldier With A Few Spare Minutes.
So recently there has been a lot going on over here in Iraq. Just yesterday we detained 56 possible insurgents during one of their secret meetings. The day before we found and destroyed a whole "cell" of IED emplacers. We also found their warehouse with all the goods that were probably used to kill the 10 friends of mine that Ive lost so far. The day before that, we killed the "Tarmiyah Sniper" We are doing good for the people back home that we are trying our damndest to come home to. Lately Ive been going through my blogs and looking at who reads these things. I realize that I think I write these blogs more for myself than anyone else. I could give a damn what a civilians opinion is on the war. I had a comment on one of my other blogs the other day about some bitch not supporting the war but supporting the troops. Ma'am, I dont give a fuck what your opinion is. Really, if I wanted it...I would have wrote it up and threw that shit in a mumm. I dont give a fuck what anybody in the

Just A Lil Something
Not in every song,will you find the tune you are looking for. Not in every poem,will you find the words your looking for. Not in every book,will you find the perfect story. Not in every picture,will you find the beauty it holds. Not in every person,will you find happiness. Not in every thought,will you find the right answer. Not in every heart,will you find honesty. Not in every storm,will you find rain...but in my heart you will find,love deeper then the seas,and a friend that will forever be,its NOT the value of the treasure,its the treasure you find that matters..

Just Some Thoughts.
I live in a world where people getting shot and dying is an everyday thing. Lived there all my life. People are greatly touched by the tragedy at V.T. I am as well and my prayers go out to the families and the victims. It's touched us all this random act of violence. But I live in a world they doesn't always get alot of publicity, expcept for another black or hispanic person dead if it even makes the news anymore. Senseless killing for things that make no sense. I saw two more killed last nite. Third in two weeks. The first one on the sidewalk in front of my house. Had to wash the blood off of it the next day. I wish it would stop. I wish I had the power to make it stop. Tired of all the senseless death. Anyways all my sympathy and prayers to all the families and loved ones who have lost someone to violence.

Just Another Day
Today is just another on of those days were yes I turn older but... nothing exciting happens. I turn a year older but I am still a year poorer. My cat blessing me with babies... but they will have to go when they are old enough... I have no friends where I live that celebrate the day with me and my family is too far away... So to be a birthday is just another day to push on for the next day... One day at a time.

Just Bored
Well I thought I would post a blog cause I am so bored its driving me crazy lmao , Well My birthday is Sunday and trying to find something to do I have no clue , so if any one has any suggestions please send me a comment or mail and give me some ideals.

Just A Place To Blow Off Steam
I think that we all need a place to blow off steam at this point. You can pretty much put in anything. As for me, I take issue with people who say how wonderfull socialized medecine is. Dunno, Lived overseas where that was the norm, and it was a disaster. you wait for 3-4 months for a Doctors appoit. and not because the Dr. is seeing less patients but because there are only so many hours in the day to squeeze everyone in. This leeds to substandard care (cause the Dr. is rushed) and to mistakes being made.

Just A Little Request
On May 19th, I am walking with fellow arthritis sufferers and supporters to raise money for the arthritis foundation. I have created a team and so far have only 4 out of 10 people walking with me. All I need is 5 more people to complete my team. If anyone is interested in walking with me, check out this site http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/dreamsalive. If you would like to make a donation, go here http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/notgivingin. thanks for taking the time out to read this blog and respond to the links if you did. I appreciate it and so do the rest of us.

Just ...
Just ... An unquenched desire carelessly wished. One last grasp at hope nearly extinguished. The frantic dash toward the endless wait, emotion laid bare at the hand of fate. The meaningless gesture that means far too much. All the weight laid upon the poisonous crutch. So much depending on such small mistakes. Astonishing, just how little it takes.

Just Then Things Couldnt Get Worse
Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse. My brother calls me today and was worried that my daughter went to Virgina Tech, I told him " No she didn't, she graduated long time ago from Randolf Macon Woman's College in Lynchburg". That put his mind at ease. Then he tell's me that he just had surgery on his hand due to Nerve Damage and Carpel Tunnel. And to make it worse...Dad has Pneumonia again, due to him not wearing is O2 24/7 like he is suppose to. Then my own personal hell week sure the hell didn't help anything any. Geez do I need a "DORK" stamp or what.. I am so at the "Calgon take me away" part again.

Just Thoughts
well.....not sure how my life will end up. 4 those of u who "really" no me, u no what im talkin about, i have alot on my mind, to much if u ask me, alot to deside........some of u r so damn nice :), u no who u r, & others......dont really think u no that what u say can really get to a person, dont get me wrong, i no its the internet, some ppl r fake, im finding that out more & more everyday. some may talk 4 a day or 2 then.........dont talk at all. some say, they r a friend, u talk to them (as a friend) outside of cherrytap or ne where, then its like ther gone. u no who u r. ne way this isnt really about that just thought id throw that in. so i have some life changing things to deside...outside of all the health shit im goin threw, some of u no what it is, its very hard to deal with. please dont think bad of me, but honestly lately iv come very close to ending it all! only thing keepin me is......well check out my kids pics & u'l c y, they r my life & truely the only reason i am here,

Just Another Survey...sorry.
70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? No. 2. What describes your relationship status? Dating. 3. Who was your last 5 calls from? Crystal, Mom, Kaolee, Kaolee, Mom. 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the broken heart? Ummm…neither. 5. Ever been skinny dipping? Nope..can’t say that I have. 6. Earrings or necklace? Definitely earrings. I hate things around my neck. 7. Who have you talked to most today? Crystal. My sister. 8. Pumpkins? They’re orange. Halloween. Spooky. Carving. Umm..what exactly are you looking for here? 9. Friend that lives closest to you? Scotty the Pimpin Hotty. 10. Color of your shirt? Black. 11. How many years have you taken a language? Three. Two for sign language and one for Spanish. 12. Who's on speed dial 2? I haven’t set anyone up on speed dial yet. 13. What color is your background on your computer ? It’s actually a picture of the Pride and t

Just A Little Bed Time Story For You
I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen

Just A Friendly Hello
Hello to all. NOthing going on here , I have not been feeling all to well these past couple of days. But It's nothing serious, I will be fine, going to take alot to keep this good o' dog down "woof woof" lol. I've had my eyes glued to the telly watching the news coverage, It's so devastating. I know time is supposed to heal all wounds but this is something that is going to be on the minds of alot of people for a very long time. I was asked by someone why I even cared, they was like it's not as though you knew any of them. Well like I told that individual you dont have know someone on a peronal level to care, Or at least I dont, I guess it was the way I was raised, My mother instilled morrals and values in me to care about the human race reguardless what culture you are. I dont agree with alot of what goes on but I do love everyone as a whole. Call me what you will. I just cant find it in my heart to be prejudice towards anyone because of the colour of ones skin. I know not al

Just Wanted You To Know
Just wanted you to know: I love you. Months have passed since we became close friends. Every day I find I'm thinking of you, Though no word from you that message sends. And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings: I cannot wait to tell you of my day, And you give me the gist of all your dealings, Which makes me hope we walk in the same way. Telling you this is opening a door That never can be closed again, and yet I must, because I ache for something more, Something that I must risk all to get. Some night, perhaps, we'll go hang out somewhere; I will reach for you, and you'll be there

Just A Test On How It Looks
Happy Birthday Fornicates fornicates*@ CherryTAP I want to take this time to wish you a very Happy Birthday! There is many things I can say about this woman. She is a great Friend, she is everything you can ask for. Please show this great woman the love she has shown me on her Birthday. Fan her,Rate her, add her you know the routine by now! Please Repost show others can show her Love she has been great. Emily dont have too much fun! I love you Girly.

Just A Lil Story...
~Warning:: Not for virgin eyes. lol~ In the background, Your favorite ballads are playing softly, as I lay You down upon the soft, silky sheet. Around You, the scent of wild jasmine and the soft glow of blood red pillar candles create a relaxing atmosphere. The moment my hands touch Your bare neck and shoulders, I can feel the hard knots. They're physical manifestations of the stress You've collected and I happily adopt the task of soothing them away. As I rub the first handful of massage oil into Your neck, You moan Your appreciation for the scent I've chosen. I rub hard enough to work those knots loose, but gently enough to relax You as You deserve. I work my hands into Your smooth, oiled skin, feeling those knots grow smaller and smaller, until they are gone. I move down to Your back, where my hands find even greater tension. I rub and knead Your flesh, working the tension away. I can feel the subtle burning in my wrists now, but I say nothing; Your pleasure is my sole purpose. I

Just My Warped Humor
I was in my car alot today so for whatever reason i just had this lil iner demon that said be a lil bad so i rolled down my window and screamed out he(meening my hubby michael)is wearing wolverine underwear.Then I started laughing at my own thoughts ok I think this is funny.I thought about a shirt that had a pic of a baby with big red circle and slash through it that said be a baby killer....masterbate.LOL.I know like I said warped humor.Then I thought of this one.Swallow b*tch there are whores getting paid for what you can have for free.LOL OMG Im so warped but that to me is funny

Just Rambling
Well, life takes so many twists and turns that you never know what is going to happen from one day to the next. Just when I think things are going good the ball drops on me again with something new. I know that is how life is, but damn I just want to have a peaceful life. I have found me someone to be with and am very thankful for that. I am his PRINCESS, and that makes me feel good to know that someone thinks that highly of me. I really am a good person and am very loving & caring. I am looking forward to living my life and starting over with a fresh start. I LOVE YOU, HONEY!!!

Just Married! Ct Husband Award
Congradulations to "Fire" for winning my CT Husband Award! This entiles you to 30 days of marriage without the fear of paying alimony after the divorce. This award entiles you to all the rights of a husband encluding but not limited to bitching, moaning, groaning, and the occational "Shut the F*** up woman!". Please enjoy your marriage as your contract ends in 30 days!

Just Written
Foolish romantic with a heart and soul .... lost in this world out of control .... Wandering where my fate can not hide ... seeker of answers and truths deep inside .... Dreamer and lover of lifes moments sweet .... passions puppet when our eyes meet .... thrill me and take me to the newest high ... I always seek pleasures till the day I die .... a road tramp a wandering poet you see .... and this is all you need to know about me. I wrote this for my profile .... I did not care for the bad cherry name so I wanted to go back to one of two names I have had in the past ,,, I combined them and now amd Road tramp the wandering Poet .. both names are fitting and this poem is in my about me . Ron

Just Thoughts And Wonderments...
I just so tired of getting guys who just want to talk about my breasts and what I like about sex, etc. I just want someone to talk to for now. I don't know why, well I do, but I'm not gonna keep bringing it up, ok? But I feel like I'm dead inside, the part that wants passion and caring. So I'm just not going to jump into anyone's bed just for fun anymore. I can't seem to separate the two anymore. Opening up my passion would be like opening up my heart for love, and I can't do that right now. I mean I'm not lonely in a way that's bad. I'm kinda calm and sedate about it. The thing that scares me is letting someone in, I still gotta work on the Trust issue. And I've been reading alot of helpful things and moving slowly towards letting myself out there again. I just gotta get through this damned Hallmark holiday and all the commercials with love, love love....... But I don't have to worry about love coming to me, cuz all I'm getting is offers for sex. So I'll be backing off every time I he

Just A Few Thoughs In My Mind
Ever miss someone so much, that it hurt like losing aloved one for good? If you met that special person, would you know how to act? Would you be able to think? Breathe? Function on a daily basis? Would you do all those little things that keep the spark alive? Are you able to express your feelings to them and show them each say in some little special way that you really do care? I believe when you meet that certain someone, love will be so sweet and special, that the heavens will shine from above. I know am not a professinal by far at relationships, but knowing I can give my all to someone so sweet and loving and caring and beautiful to show them how much they mean to me, would only be like taking my next breathe, or my eyes blinking as they do naturally. I would not have to think twice about what coems next. Be there for them no matter what, in good times or bad times. Many people use lame cheap loser lines. It takes a real person to be able to say something and be able to back

Just A Quick Hello!
This is my nephew's wedding weekend! Wish me luck! The chaotic energy flowing about is really taking its toll on me! If I can get through this wedding without triggering a family riot, I will be happy indeed!! Everyone is moody and incredibly touchy! Not good! I'll appreciate any positive energy, good vibes sent my way, lmao! This has become too bizarre for words, truly! Even Aidan, my niece's 5 week old little guy, has been in the hospital with croup! He is just miserable with it and croup is just one of those things you have to ride out. Not fun, for anyone involved! Have a wonderful weekend, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, lots and lots of them, for everyone all over the world! You are loved, dear friends! Later! Much later, lol!

Just Another Quiz...
Secrets..(do you have the guts)whats your name?:angela whats your nickname?:whatever u feel like calling me at the moment how old are you?:36 are you single?:yes do you want to be?:no do you like someone?:yes do they have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:no do they know you like them?:yes do they like you?:yes do you think they'll read this?:no do you want them to read this?:i don't care do you have the guts to say their name on here?:yes i do would you kiss this person in public?:yes would you say i love you to this person infront of your friends?:if i loved him but right now i only like him.. would you pick hanging with this person or your friends on a friday night?:him would you ever sleep with this person?:ummm no comment whats your fav. part of the oposite sex?:take a wild guess do you like to dance around crazy when noone is looking?:yeah do you sing in the shower?:yes have you ever ate cat food or dog food?:NO ewwww have you ever cheated on a test?:yes do you ever takl to yourself?:i

Just A Quickie
Yesterday I went to the range for what should be my last annual qualification with an M16/M4. Out of forty shots, I got... 39. Seems to me that qualifies as Expert, but it feels kind of trivial, considering that I'll be leaving the Army as soon as this deployment's done with. Guess I'll just enjoy it (the title Expert) while it lasts.

Just A Dream
I woke one morning to the sound of birds singing and the sun shining brighter than ever so I yawned and stopped the alarm from ringing and kissed my wife and caressed her we went to the shower and then to the bed for a little bit of TLC What a way to wake up , she joked and said but you wait until we go back to sleep work was great no rush hour traffic everything all day was a breeze while I was heading home I started to imagine this special night set for my queen I enter my house, lights off and lit candles then I am greeted at the front door by my lady just waiting so patient and admirable for daddy to love her some more our night together is indescribable full of moans and passionate screams but I wake up the next morning, much to my surprise to find out it was all a dream Nemesis of Nazerath

Just How I Feel Right Now, Sure They Are Song Lyrics...
The Fray - Hundred The how I can't recall But I'm staring at what once was the wall Separating east and west Now they meet amidst the broad daylight So this is where you are, and this is where I am Somewhere between unsure and a hundred It's hard I must confess I'm banking on the rest to clear away Cause we have spoken everything Everything short of I love you You right where you are, from right where I am Somewhere between unsure and a hundred And who's to say it's wrong And who's to say that it's not right Where we should be for now So this is where you are, and this is where I am So this is where you are, and this is where I've been Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

Just My Thoughts
i've come to the general realization that most people on this site have an attention issue. not that it cant be held or that no one pays attention to them its more on the line of being an attention whore. everyone on my list on this site has something i deemed special about themselves. most are cute, beautiful, have big boobs, write some beautiful poetry, live life to the fullest and are just great people. others are people who dont get attention and have found that portal to be someone that theyre not. be real with yourself. if you have a brain be smart. hell i've come across one of you thats smart beautiful and a freak all wrapped into one. but then there are others that just want to go up in the rankings and become a goddess of the tap. thats not going to happen. throwing tantrums wont get you attention it just proves that youre a bitch and you need love. online love is online love. it may fill the void when youre online but sweety when you lay down at night. you'll still be a bitch

Just A Thought
The look in your eyes, it captivates me. When I close my own, you're all that I see. Your touch, it soothes, and excites me; to a point, words I cannot find. Your kisses; They're so soft, and so sweet. They take my breath away, almost sweep me off my feet. Your body close to me; sends shivers up my spine. I cant believe the day has come, to say that you are mine. The beauty of your smile, has the innocents of a child. You make the rage of my past, become so mellow and mild. When we're together, your love supports me, like a sturdy crutch. Away from you, your radiance is one of many things, that I miss so much. These gestures of how I feel, I know I can't ignore. Yet something deep inside, makes me want a little more. You're someone for my future, you make my colors shine true. Everyday I find myself so very, much in love with you.

Just Feeling A Little Lonely Tonight...
My daughters father is off getting laid by his boyfriend... My wife is at a convention... My available playmates aren't so very... available. And I'm stuck at home babysitting the kids on a Saturday night while everyone else is out having a good time. This sucks. --- Still, I had a few good weeks there playing with the new boy. Ye Gods... what a lover! Plans are in the works that will allow me to see a bit more of him on a more regular basis. That... will make me very happy. ~I

Just Because
Well I might be rambling but what can I say. Im in one of those moods I guess. Right now I am sitting here and being bored outta my damn mind. I do have to say that my life is so outta wack. I think my brain has went on permanent vacation since I started back in college 2 years ago. Thank goodness I am almost finished with that. Yea 12 more weeks, the best part is that its the class I have been waiting to take the whole time. Forensics......Anyways. I am just ready to get school over with and move away from where I am now. Its hard I know because my family is here but I do have to say I do much better when I am not close to them. I love them all dearly and god knows I would do anything for them. But theres that thing called "you have been used"....Yes I know that well. They have a tendancy to elect me to do things without consulting me first cause they know i have a problem telling them no. I guess cause I have a big heart when it comes to the ones that I love.My boys there is no doubt

Just Got It Figured Out
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 #10 IF YOUR NOT IN A SO CALLED FAMILY YOUR FUCKED ISN'T THAT SAD AND I THOUGHT ALL 363 WERE FRIENDS I HAVE 6 OUT OF ALL WITH THE CONSIDERED ONE I DELETED AFTER HIS BLOG DURING THE NITE , SO, MUCH FOR FRIENDS , WILL , I GUESS ALL WILL CHANGED , ITS NOT THE CONTEST IT IS THE THOUGHT , AFTER I WENT THROUGH MONDAY JUST LIKE A FEW WHOM LOST SOME ONE , AND THIS IS SAD HAVE A GOO ONE , I WILL GO DOWN WITH HONOR .CHERIE

Just Something I Wrote.
I can hear your voice when your not around.The sounds beating in my head like a drum.Over and over again.Sleep is something i can not have,dreams are to far away.The sounds getting even more loud as i lay awake trying to find that peace i once i had and still all i can think of is you and the peace your gave me.But now you have become the soul source of pain.

Just T Say Hey
Well i made some awesome new friends with my blast and I just wanted to let everybody know that you should say hi anytime, im around a bunch cuz im an addict and ill try to get to ya as soon as i can!! Thanks for all the love and thanks for allemas69 for getting it for me!! yayyyy.... now i only have 90000 to go still lol but thats better than 300,000 but anyway THANKS AGAIN LUVZ YA!!! ~Cindy

~just A Survey~
1. Name someone who made you smile today? My Daughter.. 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Changing and feeding my baby.. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Just playing around on CherryTap.. 4. What was something that happened to you in 1994? I moved up to Show Low, Arizona for about 6 months.. 6. Four words to explain why you last threw up? Pregnancy hormones really suck!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? Black & Silver.. 8. What was the last thing you bought? A Propel.. 9. What was the last gift you received? My neighbors gave me a card, because they are new around here & needed some help while they got on thier feet, so they gave me a card to say thank you & that I'm good ppl.. 10. What color is your front door? White.. 11. Where do you keep your money? In my planner or bra.. 12. What was the weather like today? Cloudy/sunny & windy.. 13. Where did your last hug take place? In my bed.. 14. What are you excited about? Fi

Just Sunday Stuff
I read the strengthening family relationships part in my book today. It wasn't all that insightfull. It talked mostly about parenting, and divorce, and making a family of your own. It didn't talk much really about relationships with brothers, or ants and uncles, or anything like that. It talked about being a grandparent some too. Mostly stuff not directly related to me though. I'm not a parent, and don't want to be. Reading that stuff just makes me more critical of others in things I have virtually no experince in. I'm sure there were small bits and pieces of stuff that grew my knoweldge or something in that chapter, I just don't remember exactly what they were though. I went to my brother's girlfriend's last symphony concert today. I was a few minutes late, so I had to wait for the first song to get over with before I could go in. It was good though. I liked a couple of the soloists. It's kinda weird, cuz everyone was dressed in black, other than the soloists. I guess

Just So Hard To Believe
As my feelings grow I get scared Even though you say That your feelings are strong too It's just so hard to believe I have been told that before Those are the ones that hurt me the most I try my hardest not to let myself get so close But you are so amazing I can't help myself I do my best to hide it Hide the fear in my eyes My wish is that it will go away That i can ignore it like everything else I don't want to screw it up with fear It's just so hard to believe I have you And that you care for me too

Just To See How It Works
This makes no sence Things felt so right I thought it was so right Then in one moment Just in a blink of an eye it went wrong I try my hardest not to get hurt No matter what it seems to go wrong I have a tendencey to get so hurt easily Why did you seem so right Why did this have to happen now My heat was willing to admit Admit I love you But I guess that doesn't maean anything now You say you don't want to hurt me No matter what though I will hurt It amazes me you wont even try The guy willing to try everything once Why wont you try this try and see how this works You say you love me If you really did you would try this Just to see how it works You say you don't want to hurt me Yet you are hurting me by not giving it a shot

Just Songs I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And We can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goe

Just Say No: Five Reasons To Turn Down A Job Offer
YAHOO JOBS Just Say No: Five Reasons to Turn Down a Job Offer Caroline Levchuck, Yahoo! HotJobs Employer caution has extended the hiring process by weeks, even months. You may interview for a position several times, in person and by phone. No matter how long the process is and how well you've gotten to know your potential colleagues, it's still perfectly acceptable to turn down a job offer. In fact, there may be many valid reasons that you should politely decline an opportunity, assuming, of course, that you're not in dire financial straits. 1. The word on "The Street." Is the company's stock price tanking? Or is there talk of a merger? Both of these things could indicate that layoffs loom large, and the position you accept today may not exist in a few months. To calculate your risks, speak with industry experts, do your due diligence on Yahoo! Finance, and consult with family and trusted friends. If you still want to accept the position, try to obtain an iron-clad emplo

Just Need To Know ! ! !
I'm in my room, alone, wondering where my guy is, does he know I'm waiting for him?... Why is he taking so long to come to me, doesn't he know that I'm the one whose going to make him so happy, that I'm that girl who can make all his dreams come true... That every step I take, every breath I breathe, I take thinking of him... Doesn't he know by now that I'll stand by him thru thick and thin... That when he's sad, I can cheer him up, I will make him feel like the KING he deserves to be... No one deserves to be so alone, so lonely... Just 1 man to do a thousand things with.... Always Me

Just When I Thought Things Couldnt' Get Worse
So I found out today my grandma is thinking of quiting her kidney dialysis. She's been on it for about 7 years by now I think. She hasn't been doing well. She's been in the care center for a few monthes now. But between her heart problems and the complications she's having from her poor kidney function. If she comes of dialysis, the doctor said she'd live two weeks at most. I mean it's probably for the best, because she's tired and just ready to give it all up. But it'd be hard anyways. Anyways I've been a funk for a while now. I've been feeling really down about myself and my life lately, and now this? I guess when it rains it pours. This just makes the other situation feel nonexist. Makes me feel so stupid for worrying about this other situation. But I still can't help but think about that too. My mind is flooded right now. I just need a break, everything is just too much lately.

Just...ugh.
Hate (I Really Don't Like You) - Plain White T's Love love love love love love You were everything I wanted You were everything a girl could be Then you left me brokenhearted Now you don't mean a thing to me All I wanted was your Love love love love love love Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you Brought you around and you just brought me down Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you I really don't like you Thought that everything was perfect (perfect) Isn't that how it's supposed to be? Thought you thought that I was worth it Now I think a little differently All I wanted was your Love love love love love love Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you) Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you) Brought you around and you just brought me down Hate is a

Just When I Thought Rock Bottom Had Been Achieved . . .
I am convinced, WHOLEHEARTEDLY, that someone put the bad juju on me . . . Just when I thought my life had hit rock bottom with the death of another friend a little over a week ago, I received an interesting little e-mail today from someone I never met informing me of something very disturbing about a man who is, rather WAS, a very large and important part of my life. Let's just say it seems I have been playing the idiot for quite sometime now . . . pretty much since last Summer. As has become the norm, I cried a great deal today. I am done with that right now as I am convinced I have no more tears left to cry. As always, I have regained my composure (Thank you Slappy!) and I know that I will get past this YET AGAIN. My friends don't need to say anything . . . I will be quite fine . . . I always manage to be. The song playing on my profile says it all . . . Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain I swear I'll never, ever wait again You gave me your word..but words

Just To Inforn Everyone
i think i been nice enough where i rate and comment your guys pictures and help you with points and i do what you guys ask, like help you guys in all the stupid contest and shit like that and i have no problem doing that however when i asked for help and when i post bullitens no one will read them what kind of friends is that only very very few helped me and they know who they are and i appreciate and you guys know ill help you, so for now on i will not help anyone anymore except for a few of you that are REALLY my friends fuck the rest of you for the people that helped me god bless you and thanks very much for ur help even though i was no where near finishing in the top 10 thanks I love you guys have a good one

Just Want To Run!!!!!!
so much hurt.... so much death.... so much pain.... can't stand it!!! everywhere i go... when i'm awake... when i sleep... cant close my eyes... they're there... all of them... can't take it!!! want to scream.... need to cry... need to sleep... can't sleep... can't close my eyes.... so alone... so very alone... why?... no answer... just want to run.... just want to leave.... start over.... new life... new love... new me.... want it... crave it... need it... desperate... tears falling... throat raw... chest heaving... lost... afraid... numb.... angry.... grabs... screams... throws... shatters... blood... pain... uncaring... frustration... sleep... no sleep... cant close my eyes.... faces.... gaunt... empty... staring... no soul.... only shell... never ending.... always there... go away... i don't want to see... can't look... no choice... can't close my eyes... screaming... crying.... breaking down.... giving in.... want to run... cant run... nowhere to go... nowhere to hide.... start ov

Just Like Myspace.
wow i didnt realize how much cherrytap sucks.no matter what i do every time i come on here now. no one has bothered with me at all.im am getting so bored of here all ready.i thought this would be different then myspace but its the exact same as it.no one seems to actually come on here to do anything but scrounge points.they dont come on here to make friends or to chat at all.im gonna start getting rid of three quarters on my friends list cause i came on here to make friends not to see how many people i could get on my list.so if ya wanna be firends and chat some just let me know and ill add you onto the do not get rid of this.this sisnt any kind of childish threat im just sick of it al.

Just Chillin To Mother Natures Music
I am really enjoying the great massive thunderstorms we are having today! got sent home from work 2 hour early because they didn't want anyone in the store room in case of tornados. I am not really scared of tornados but I do have alot of respect for their power. you just have to get out of their way or get underground! I love the thunder and lightning...hell yeah, it's just mother nature rocking out! so sit back and enjoy the ride!

Justice
It will take my lifetime, to understand me. Tolerance pores through my pulse. Pleading cases of mistreated people, not myself. Strong on justice but I'm mute. Stand in the X on the stage as I state my theories, but I'm no Statue of Liberty. I'm unable to yell wrongs and rights. Agreeing with both sides. When to believe? Don't judge, pity, look differently at me because of honesty. Hissed at for beliefs, applauded for others.

Just One Of The Guys
I guess it's true I'm always going to be just one of the guys Nothing else I was told I was warned Did I listen No I was tole that if I hang out with guys Act like them I wouuld just be one of the guys Would never be more to them I guess I'm just going ot be one of the guys It's to hard to change now Who I am just can't walk away so quickly Why can't they like me for who I am No because I am like them All I wanted was for them to like me It didn't turn out how I wanted They like me all right As one of the guys All I wanted was for someone to care Why can't I get that I guess I can't I'll always be one of the guys

Just A Little Bit Deaf.....for 92
A 92 year-old man went to the doctor to get a physical. A few days later the doctor saw the man walking down the street with a gorgeous young lady on his arm. At his follow up visit the doctor talked to the man and said, "You're really doing great, aren't you?" The man replied, "Just doing what you said Doctor, 'Get a hot mamma and be cheerful'." The Doctor said, "I didn't say that. I said you got a heart murmur. Be careful."

Just Me...
To talk about myself is kind of strange but I am the only one who truely knows 'me'.I am a mother of 5 children inwhich are a very important part of my life.And I am also a grand-mother raising her grand-daughter..In my spare time I study for which I thirst for knowledge.I take great pride in my religion and honesty is a must..I pass no judgement on anyone and I except this in return(which doesn't happen much).And to know more about me...well you would just have to ask...

Just How Much I Love Him
I am loving this person with all my heart. He has my soul he has me in his life isn't that enough for one person. Bo because u want confort and just the little things. He dose that for me as well as i do for him. Each momment i see in his eyes or just a smile makes me blush. He just has something about that u gota kiss him every damn time u see him. It's that adorable. Even tho i am bisexaul dosn't mean i can have two for the price of one. But the thing is i respect my boyfriends choices and he resepcts mine. So that i a very greatfull for. Well have a great day love lins.

"just For You"
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

Just Out Of Austin Bound For San Antone
Hey pretty baby don't you know it ain't my fault, I love to hear the steel belts hummin' on the asphalt. Wake up in the middle of the night in a truck stop, stumble in the restaurant wonderin' why I don't stop. Well, I gotta keep rockin' why i still can, I got a two pack habit and a motel tan. When my boots hit the boards I'm a brand new man, with my back to the riser I make my stand. One of these days I'm gonna settle down and I'll take you back with me to the Guitar Town.

Just A Friendly Pimp Out
Rider Here ... Trying to get all my friends the love they deserve!! 1st of all My Heart!! Yeah she is a Top Cherry but still!! *ANGEL~BABY*®™ @ CherryTAP 2nd My Son!! Ben Dover yeah he is a godfather, but he is doing photoshops now!! Ben Dover@ CherryTAP Now For White Rider's Angels!! Sweet Tits@ CherryTAP DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OR SHOULD I SCROLL BY AGAIN@ CherryTAP Now for a few other friends that are precious to me!! ~Clandestine~@ CherryTAP ღ Only for you ღ@ CherryTAP ~FATTittykiTTy~@ CherryTAP ~*BikerLdy*~@ CherryTAP If I missed you...add your self here and join the Short Bus Rider's

Just Another Day
Today I finally graduated from my training and officially have become a public affairs specialist for the Air Force. Although it should be a happy occasion for me, my celebration has been very short lived. I have so many things I have to deal with now and it's wearing me down. It's incredibly frustrating. I don't know how I've managed to keep my head for the most part. Further feeding my frustration is how I've tried to update my blog on myspace and the website keeps redirecting me to a blank page and fucking up. Oh well, that's hardly worth complaining about though. On another note, I am currently working on one final video with some great interviews from some of my Air Force classmates that should be up within the next few days (hopefully) after I fine tune some things. I wish I could have gotten to know them a little better since my time with almost all of the them was limited to the classroom. Making those dumb videos has really helped get my mind off things and fill in so

Just Sayings All Other Blogs Aint Shit..lol
1.WHY BE VANE WHEN U CAN PAY TO BE PRETTY 2.IF WOMEN ARE SMARTER AND MEN ARE DUM THEN WOMEN TEACH MEN NOT TO BE SO STUPID 3.LIFE STRESS LOVE SEX ALL CAN BE SLOVE WITH MONEY..THAT BS. IT COME AS FAST AND DIE EVEN QUICKER CAUSE IT NEVER BE REAL LOVE. 4.DREAMS ARE REALITY WAY OF SAYING GET URS 5.NO MEANS NO NOT UNLESS IT'S THE SAFETY WORD..LOL 6.NO SUCH THING AS I TRY IT ANYTHING THE 1ST TIME IT'S I BEEN FREAKY ALL MY LIFE AND U THE RIGHT FREAK FOR ME..LOL 7.WHY NOT CAM IF U GROWEN GO HEAD BUT ..THEY RISK IN ANYTHING IN LIFE U CAN WALK OUTSIDE AND A PLANE CAN FALL FROM THE SKY 8. LIFE NOT A BOX OF ANYTHING IT A DICE GAME WITH AS MANY DICE.SAME CARDS NO MATTER THE OUT COME THE DEALER HAS THE OUTCOME ....TO BE COUNT..????

Just Sittin Around Thinkin.....
I have been single for the past 10 to 11 months. Its almost been a year, plenty of bad dates. I had a friend tell me I was trying too hard. And I guess at moments I have tried to hard. So I am going to take myself in an just try to let things happen. I really havent taken a whole lot of time just for myself an for all those single with kiddos, it is hard. I want to start my life on the right foot instead of the left. I am young an I know I have a full life ahead of me, well at least I hope I do. I want to thank all my cherry friends near an far for all the wonderful support an ratings an comments it feels good to know even though after 10 years of told I wouldnt amount to nothing, I came out to be something to you all. Take care an all be well with you. Slainte, Irish Goddess

Just Want 2 Say Thanks.
I just want to say thanks to all my friends, family and fans on here. I am very glad that I have met all of yall. Everyone are very special to me. And I am glad we are all friends. Everyday at least one or friends say hello to me on here and that means alot. And I also love the comments that yall leave and messages. But I guess I will quit blabbin, but I just wanted to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.

Just Keeps Getting Better "what"
Veterans decry plans to downsize Montrose VA hospital By SUSAN ELAN THE JOURNAL NEWS (Original Publication: April 21, 2007) MONTROSE - More than 100 Vietnam, Korean and World War II veterans converged on the VA Hudson Valley Healthcare System this week with a message for the federal government: Maintain and expand services at the FDR Campus in Montrose to meet the needs of aging veterans and those returning from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The Department of Veterans Affairs has decided that Montrose is costly and underused. To save money on the maintenance of its 54 buildings and structures dating from the 1940s, the department intends to significantly downsize Montrose, moving most of its programs and services to VA hospitals at Castle Point in Fishkill, Dutchess County, or to the Bronx. The hearing examined several options for doing that and set in motion plans to lease portions of the 189-acre campus, which has Hudson River views. "We are very disappointed," said

Just Another Day At Work!
Hey everyone, today is just another day at work, out here in the oilfield, and away from my Cyn. So, like most days out here, I am sitting out here watching this gas well, and thinkin bout my girl Cyn. Other than that, aint much goin on here. Oh ya, if anyone is in the market for a 93 Ford Ext. cab dually that has a new motor, trans, and a lot of other done to it, hollar at me and we will talk. Laterz.........Love ya Cyn!

Just To Clear It Up...
okay... this is me officially "MENTIONING YOU" in one of my blogs Jake. I LOVE YOU! OK?! *to be honest I kinda thought you woulda read between the lines of my last post, you know- me bein' happy even though everythin' is goin to shit. You tool.* so yes just to clarify... ~I LOVE JAKE aka KID KRONIK~ ~Kitty~ *runs away in embarrassment* HAPPY?!

Just Something I Wrote When The Sky Fell Down
Silence echoes Throughout the house Everything is quiet In this big old house Thoughts of you Spin round my head Which has become All but dead All is silent In the land of nevermore All is quiet In the land of nevermore Nevermore will I feel your touch That I long for so much Nevermore will I feel your kiss That has brought me so much bliss Nevermore will the sky feel so bright Or the moon dispel the darkest night Nevermore will I hear your cry As passion colors the sky Nevermore will I stare into your eyes Remembering them I have to stifle the cries Nevermore will I run my hands through your hair Nevermore will I be able to show you care As the night falls Darker in the land of nevermore Thoughts turn dark and bleak Hope is extinguished The light grows weak Nevermore will my heart be broken Nevermore will my soul be flayed Nevermore will my will be stifled N

Just Wondering....
so i have alot on my mind...its been a very long day...hell its been a long year already and i have so many thoughts and emotions at the moment that i just really don't know what to do to handle them...so i am writing a blog. the last couple of years have been a struggle for me. dealing with life and all that happens sometimes just gets to be too much. dont get me wrong...i am grateful for all God has given me in my life...and i am not talking material things. I know that this is a blog and people will read what i put down...but i dont care. at this moment i just need to write and get some stuff out of my head..so if you read this maybe you will relate, maybe not. I am not putting this here for comments or bashing...i am putting this here because i have to put it somewhere...please dont come back at me with..."your punctuation sucks or you aren't putting capital letters or you are using slang...i am not in english or language class..and i am intelligent and know how to write...but thi

Just On My Mind
Well some of you don't know but I went through a very abusive relationship years ago. I suffered from many bruises,my nose being broke,black eyes,my body just aching in places I couldn't imagine hurting. I survived that, and yes I can say that I suvived because I am still here and I no longer have to deal with that and haven't for 10 years. But yes I still have those moments when something triggers memories. Yes tney hurt, and yes they will always be there. FOr those of you who have never had to deal with something like this you can't say you know what I am going through because you don't. For those who have been through it well I just hope that when you are reading this that you have been stron enough to get out like I did Someone like that will never change. I know this because he's still that way. At this point in my life I have become stronger than him and I control every situation. He knows that I will hang up on him if he gets out of hand when talking about our children. Even thr

Just Lucky I Guess
My heart may not be considered a worth while prize, with its duct tape and glue holding parts of it together. But someone came into my life and totally blew me away. I wasnt expecting him, not at this time, not in this situation, all I know is here he is, the greatest thing to have happened to me. I care about him very much. I know he cares about me too. He calls me beautiful, and calls me baby. Granted these are just words but they are better then being told you are sexy or hot all the time. I want to know that I am a beautiful person inside and out. I think he sees that side of me. He is sweet, smart, a great listner, caring, interesting, and most importantly funny. We have so much in common that it freaks us out. I have never met anyone like him. I am not revealing who he is at this time because we have both decided it best not for our privacy, but he knows who he is. I listen to his song over and over. I think about him all day long. When my cell rings and I hear his song I smile a

Just A Quickie, Lmao!
I'm getting ready to head out to my all day belly dancing workshop! Should be alot of fun and there will be VENDORS!! Oh, goody! Yes, my daughter is in jail, being held on "attempt to deliver." And people wonder where my gray hair comes from, lol!! But this is her life lesson, now. She best start learning it! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, Dear Ones, all over the world! You are all loved more than you know! Later! Muah!

Just Have To Love All The Curves That It Gives!!
FIRST DAY YOU ENTER, OTHERS OOOWW AND AAAHHH OVER YOU. THEN BY THE 6TH YR YOU ARE WORKING OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH OTHER KIDS, HATING ON YOU AND LEARNING OTHER THINGS! BY THE NEXT SAY 12 YRS OF YOUR LIFE YOU WORK AT ADDING, SUBTRACTING, MULTIPLY, DIVISION, LITERATURE, WORLD HISTORY, GEOGRAPHY, AND ALL THAT LOVELY SHIT. THEN YOU ARE LED OUT TO THE WORLD TO WORK ON BETTERING YOURSELF, AND GET JOBS. YOU EITHER CONSIST OF LAYING AROUND AND DO NOTHING, DEPEND ON OTHERS OR YOU GET OFF OF YOUR ASS AND GET A MEANS TO SUPPORT YOURSELF, AND GIVE YOURSELF THE RESPECT THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE FOR YOURSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE! THEN YOU WORK IN THE WORLD OF JOBS FROM AGE 19-62. GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS IN BETWEEN THE YEARS OF 19-35 OR MORE SOMETIMES. THEN GET READY TO HAVE GRANDKIDS AND THEN GET READY TO DIE! THERE ISN'T MUCH TO LIFE AS YOU SEE, SO LIVE IT TO NO END AS IF YOU ONLY HAVE ONE CHANCE! BECAUSE BASICALLY LIKE I WAS WANTING TO SAY EALIER YOU ONLY HAVE 1 LIFE TO LIVE!!!!

Just Droppin' In
Just a quick note to say "HI". I haven't been on much at all, just a short time yesterday morning, before having to go to work. Once work was over, I had to take the car in to have a tire checked. Then made the little over an hour drive to the lake to pick up Lee's mom, and bring her back to Columbia, to spend last night with us. We are leaving, probably within the next 1 1/2 hr. or so, and headed to Indy, to take her back home. Lee had a bunch of stuff still at work to do, so he did have to go in for awhile today, to try and finish up, or we could have left before now. He is due home in 30 mins. or so, and then it will just be a matter of getting the car loaded and we'll head out. We were talking about stopping in St. Louis for a bit, to sees Lee's nieces new baby, but I haven't heard any definate word on that, so I'm not sure if that is still in the plans or not. Lee doesn't work Mon, but I do, so we're going to have to turn around and leave tomorrow, so won't get to spend as

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Just Wanted To Blog For A Few
Hello everyone how is it going? It is going good here just really busy with work and trying to take care of my kids.......... well lets see my daughter had her 7th birthday on the 20th WOW she is getting so big............ and now i have my younger sisters birthday on the 15th my older sisters one the 20th and mine on the 30th all in may WOW ya my mom hates that month lol........... Also i have a great man in my life His Name is Nathan he is so great my kids like him and every thing to so that is a good thing......... Well also on the 20th my IUD exspired so i had to get it taken out so ya that mean i can have another kids WOW.......... I am thinking really hard about having another one but not for sure yet we will take that one day at a time.......... IN AWAY I WANT ANOTHER ONE SO I AM JUST GOING TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPEND WORK IS GOING GOOD FOR NOW JUST WORKING ALOT DOING ALOT OF ONCALL FOR MY BOSS MO MONEY SO ITS ALL GOOD BUT OTHER THEN THAT LIFE IS GOING GOOD DID SOME YARD WORK

Just Because I Am Freaking Bored
Hello all. heres hoping you all are doing great, hoping your weekend is rocking. Mine is going well, I'm not drinking anything, I'm on a natural high. Not feeling any pain. just chillaxin doing my thing. So if you find yourself realy bored come on over to my page and have a laugh at my portraits. LOL. I think I may go to bed in a bit. had a busy day doing alot of nothing and I'm feeling a bit sleepy, so unless I get some entertainment I'm going to cry myself to sleep, lol , gotta love my boring crazy unique self, either love me or love to hate me, just know you are loving me for the right reasons and hating me for them as well. Slow ya roll and get to know me before you truly start to hate me please, thats all I ask. To the rest of you that have crossed my path and do like me, muahhhh much love to you, I love all of my Ct friends, you all are great, remember if you are partying do it safely and wisely , please dont drink and drive, have a dd or stay in one place. it doesnt pay

Just A Little Something....
Passed on to me from a friend: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Just Reposting This So It Shows With An Update!
The Toughest Woman I know... The toughest woman I know was molested from 7-10 by her stepfather. Grew up from learning to take care of herself and trying to protect herself because no one else would/did. The toughest woman I know buried herself in "fat" to make sure no one would ever hurt her again. Took the jeers, laughs and torments because it was the lesser of the evils that she had been shown in life thus far. The toughest woman I know married a man and had a child at 28. The greatest gift she ever received. She endured this man 11 years while also living with and taking care of parents and grandparents. Working 60 plus hours a week to support all of them. When all the elderly ones had finally passed she took control of her life. Lost 120 pounds in 10 mos and another 170 of a useless man. The toughest woman I know then endured another heartbreak. The man she had shared her life with showed his true self while in charge of her son. Was arrested for indecent sexual interc

Just Hanging Out On A Sunday
I am hanging out. Today is such a beautiful day. I looked at a house for sale. It is like a cabin in the woods. I liked it a lot. Small , cozy, quiet, peaceful. Perfect place to get naked and run in the woods there, have sex in the back yard, front yard, on the deck. Tying my man to a tree and give him a handjob, bj, and finally taking him from behind while he is tied up! That sounds like a perfect way to spend today being nude outdoors getting some sun. :) Tell me how you are spending your day today! Love, Belle your sweetest cherry!

Just To Let My Friend And Family Know
on friday im gonna be deleting my account. in my earlier bulletin, i said i would be keeping my messenger and myspace accounts. after further consideration, i have decided not to keep those accounts either. i have met a lot of nice people here and value their friendships. something has came up in my personal life, and only one other person knows what is going on. this person has given me a promise that what is going on will not be repeated. im waiting till friday to delete so i can tell my friends good bye. if everybody could repost this for me, i would be thankful. again, i will miss the friendships ive made on here. richard