I HAVE RECENTLY GOTTEN BACK WITH THE FRIEND AND LOVER OF MY LIFE BUT NOW SINCE I AM BACK IN TOWN, HE IS ACTING DISTANT. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 10 YEARS TO A MAN THAT PAYS NO ATTENTION TO ME AND THEN I MEET WHO I THINK IS FOR REAL AND NOW HE IS ACTING DISTANT TO ME. HE WONT RETURN MY CALLS OR EMAILS. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I REALLY CARE FOR THIS GUY AND NOW HE IS TREATING ME THE SAME WAY. I GUESS IN LIFE, ALL MEN CAN BE DOGS AND I HAVE'NT FOUND ONE YET, TO REALLY TREAT ME THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED. ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED BY A REAL MAN, IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR? SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE JUST GIVING UP AND SAYING TO HELL WITH IT ALL. HE MADE ME SO HAPPY FOR A MOMENT IN TIME AND NOW HE HAS TURNED OUT THE SAME WAY. IS THERE A MAN THAT CAN LOVE AS MUCH AS BE LOVED IN THE WORLD? CAN SOMEONE PROVE ME WRONG AND SAY THAT THEY ARE THE REAL THING? I DONT THINK SO. I HAVE SO MUCH TO OFFER AND YET, NOONE CAN SEE IT. WHY DOES MY HEART HAVE TO WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN? WILL I EVER BE LOVED?THAT IS THE QUESTION.
