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I Wish
I wish I could hold you tight, I wish you could make everything alright, I wish you would tell me its gonna be okay, I wish there was something else I could say. I wish you still loved me the way I love you, I wish everyday I wasn't so damn blue. I wish you would understand how I feel, I wish you would realize how hard it is to deal. I wish you could make me feel whole again, I wish you would remember back to when, I wish when you looked into my eyes you'd see my heart, I wish that never again would we have to part!

I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...

I Wish I Felt Nothing...... The Wallflowers.
I Wish I Felt Nothing Say when you're alone It's better 'cause nobody knows you When no one's your friend It's better 'cause nobody leaves you So you turned your back On a world that you could never have 'Cause your heart's been cracked And everyone else's is goin' mad Chorus: But I hear voices And I see colors But I wish I felt nothing Then it might be easy for me Like it is for you Now all of these people Come up from deep holes Pullin' you down And it's just no use When all the abuse follows you down By the morning you've gone Leavin' me here all alone Sayin' it's no mystery I know that nobody here needs me (chorus) And I know you believe that you and me don't belong here And the worst we could do Is keep trying to pretend we care (chorus)

I Wish For You
I wish for you Happiness. Deep down within Serenity. With each sunrise. Success. In each facet of your life. Close and caring friends. Love. That never ends. Special memories. Of all the yesterdays. A bright today. With much to be thankful for. A path. That leads to beautiful tomorrows. Dreams. That do their best to come true. An appreciation. Of all the wonderful things about you.

I Wish........
i want to laugh ... i want to smile.... i want to love.... but its all fake happyness is not real love isnt real he took it all away from me when he told me he didnt love me lets just be friend nothing more but how? how could he want nothing more when he told me he loved me i thought he did care that he loved me but thinking is what put my heart on the line i just wish that i nver would have cared maybe then i would be fine not hurting deep inside just wishing the pain would die

I Wish
I wish things could be easier and that drama didnt start. That you could love and give love as deeply as your are loved. That time could slow down and happiness last longer, and pain wouldn't hold sway over your life. But these are all wishes and just dreams. I'm not the best of anything and I'm lucky enough to have friends and love in my life, but as always the people I care and love go away...to many have I lost in my life, to much sorrorow to much pain...never enough love. So this is my wish for all I love and care deply about.... May you never know the darkness that destroys a soul, you find love in all the little things in life, that the sun warms your toes and the breeze tickles your cheek...and that i'm always in your hearts and memories

I Wish
i wish you were here i wish you cared i wish when you said i love you i wish you didn't sound so scared i wish you didn't get angry at me for no reason at all i wish that i never trusted love enough to take the painful fall i wish i didn't love you i wish i could forget i wish oh i fucking wish i could just get you out of my head do you realize you hurt me do you notice when i cry do you realize you make me feel worthless i don't even think you would miss me if i died i wish we were happy like we were before i wish you wouldn't shut me out i wish it didn't hurt me down to my core i wish so much but none of it ever comes true but the question i ask is do you wish too?

I Wish You Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?" "I am old and she lives so far away... I have challenges ahead and the reality is - her next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?" S

I Wish
I have wished for many things in my life ~ among them are these: I wish for: the terminal to be healed all of my kisses to be sealed one man to be true that one man to be, you. happiness in my life the absence of strife. all to experience the act of humanity not hostility; peace among us not only for love; but also for lust. looking at the stars with only you love making under the moon - ya, ya, I do. all of our dreams to come true. most of all ONLY YOU! you being here by my side you to hold me tight the ability to kiss you just because I could. My greatest wish by far though - is for HOPE in all of the above! ♥ ♥ ♥ ~Sussie

I Wish You
Subject: i wish you all the sunshine and love that your hearts can hold i wish you happienest when the nght falls i wish you peace of mind when troubles come i wish you laughter throught the song i wish you find the one true love in yourselfves and know the beauity of all around you and never take one breath of life for granted and enojy what life has to hand you in every way may every dream came true and every prayer be answer for you with love

I Wish I Were A Cliff
I wish I were a cliff Rather than a gentle hill That climbing up on top Might be some kind of thrill. I wish I were a sand dune Rather than a verdant garden That my undulations Might your passion harden. I wish I were a vixen Rather than a faithful dog That you might pursue me With more than just a nod. But I am the one I am Rather than the one I'm not, So please make me the fantasy That keeps our loving hot.

I Wish
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

I Wish!
You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. What Age Do You Act?

I Wish I Had Someone To Love Me
PLEASE FIND ENCLOSED ONE OF TTHE GREATEST IRISH TRADITIONAL BANDS OF ALL TIME FEATURING THE BRILLLIANT MR. BARNEY MCKENA SINGING ONE OF THE GRATEST IRISH LOVE SONGS OF ALL TIME. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW YOU LISTENED I GIVE YOU THE DUBLINERS, ENJOY....................

I Wish I Could Write As Mysterious As A Cat.
A strong argument for the religion of Christ is this - that offences against Charity are about the only ones which men on their death-beds can be made - not to understand - but to feel - as crime. Edgar Allan Poe All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry. Edgar Allan Poe All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream. Edgar Allan Poe As an individual, I myself feel impelled to fancy a limitless succession of Universes. Each exists, apart and independently, in the bosom of its proper and particular God. Edgar Allan Poe Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears. Edgar Allan Poe Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before. Edgar Allan Poe Experience has shown, and a true philosophy will always show, that a vast, perhaps the larger portion of the truth arises f

I Wish I Was In Va
Well My sister is Prego and she lives in VA and I miss her :( and tomorrow the doctor is gonna induce her and I wish i could be there with her while she has her baby so I'm sad today *sigh* I have another sister who lives in VA but shes well yeah to into herself to care so yeah thats my blog and I wish I was in VA!!

I Wish I Never Meet You!
I hate myself for loving you it seems that you don't care one moment you love me deeply the next you pretend i'm not there you love me off and on while i love you thru and thru sometimes i wish i never met you because ever since i did all i've felt is more confusion more pain.....than i ever thought you'd give is your love just an illusion something i want enough to pretend its really there? by the look in your eyes i think you don't care all those sweet words you said to me are they full of meaning or just hollow lies tell me the truth or its goodbye.

I Wish....
I wish to give you comfort And show you that I really care To understand what you are feeling And when you hurt for you be there I wish you didn’t hurt hurt so much Be there for you before you call You wouldn’t get a broken heart And pick you up before you fall I wish to take away your pain Make it melt and disappear Hold you in my arms gently and then Erase away your every fear I wish to see more of your smile Grow up to be what you desire Do as you like with your own style Be on your own, light your own fire

I Wish People Would Take Me More Seriously
Lately, every time I ask a serious question people start laughing and joking about it and I hate it. I feel like no one wants to take me seriously anymore. Why? They don't know how much it hurts me. There's always a time and a place to joke around and when I try to serious and you start joking around it's not the right time. I wish people would show me a little more respect and not act that way when I'm in a very serious state of mind. Just wanted to get that out of my system. Have a nice day. - Julian

I Wish Upon A Star
I wished upon a star, and my wish came true. I dreamed of finding a friend, and then I found you. I wished upon a star that my life would be rearranged Not knowing my destiny, That out paths would interchange. I wished upon a star, and there you were. Since the day we met, my feelings have been astir. I wished upon a star, and an Angel came to me He's been there through alot, and we rarely disagree. I wished upon a star, And wishes do come true. I dreamed of finding someone But I didn't know it'd be you!

I Wish I Had That Kind Of Money!
I was just checking to see when Happy Hour was today. I noticed that there is someone who has about $3,000 worth of Happy Hours running between now and Monday. I wish I had the money to just throw away like that. But then, if I had $3,000 available, I'd probably be buying plane tix to go visit some people, lol!!!

I Wish
Hi, all its another blog by me so hold on and get ready for some depressing drunken ranting. After alot of thinking I've come to see that the two worse words to put together are I wish. These two words tend to make a person seem sad, esperate, or just plain depressing. Oh well here are a few of my,I wishes. I wish that my father hadn't died. I wish that i liked my job. I wish that I had more money. I wish that the girl I fell for returned that feeling. I wish that i could meet someone that loved me. These are just a few of all the things that I have wished for in just the past few days. I know its depressing but think of your own I wish list and you'll see what I'm saying about it being the two worse words ever put together. Hope to do better next time. Love, Phillbilly

I Wish He Would Stay
Have you ever felt a real connection with someone you met online Everything was great from the inside to the outer appearance aged like a fine wine Even though you have only chatted for a short while You actually feel as though for him you would go that extra mile The distance is the only thing that is keeping you apart He puts the biggest smile on your face while he is quickly stealing your heart You wake up looking forward to the messages he leaves for you Am I just a fool that is caught up and does not have a clue I don't care if anyone has negative comments on what I just wrote He is more to me than just a friend is what I am trying to say in this note The online thing is a game that a lot of people play I wish he would open his eyes and know I am not like them and stay

I Wish A President Would Say This
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to thos

I Wish...
...that certain people would quit saying the same fucking thing over and over and over again, when they KNOW that I see things from a different point of view than they do. Then they wonder why I want to die...

I Wish
I wish... ***I wish people would speak their mind without the worries of the weak people that can't handle opinions or truths. Example: 1 "Hey I got a new tattoo. What do ya think?"... 2 ..."I think you look like a total douchebag and you should have consulted with friends before completing this act" ***I wish slow work days had obstacle courses to pass the time. Everyone gets their exercise AND teamwork is practiced. Example: "Ok Bob and Jim are gonna start off in the back corner office and if Bob makes it up the stairs to Jeff's office before Jim does then he earns his team 4 points. No pushing or shoving boys. Oh and if you fail to answer a ringing phone on the way, you lose a point." ***I wish sales callers would talk slow and sexy when they called the home or business...again. Example: "Heeey Mister...Smith..is it? Oh how Ive got a big, hot, juicy deal for you today. You can...subscriiiibe to our thick...long magazine. It's got alllll you want and m

I Wish...
I wish there was someone out there, Someone, for me; But that can never be, Love does not know my name; I wish there was some way to forget you, And all that comes with you; But each time I step outside. I hear your soft whisper; And my heart aches to try again to introduce myself to Love; And even though I know you don't feel the same, I still dream that you do, And secretly cry and pray that one day, I won't need to dream any more. So I build my castle each day, And see it wash away; And yet I know in my heart, that I will never be what you want; I've known it forever--- That, you--- don't love, me--- But isn't it funny, How we can see things so easiley, but yet be so blind?

I Wish Someone Had Told Me This In School....
Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room. Rul

I Wish He Felt The Same
its been a week a really long week and still he has not came back to me he told me he loved me and missed me so much yet the day after that he took away his love how can it be was it even real or just a very bad dream i never wanted us to end and here i feel as if i am to blame yet i know it not that all i know is he don't feel the same he says he don't love me like he should but how can that be how was his love denied from me to be married we were yet noting came from it just heartbreak and tears and a sadness from within my heart is still breaking and i don't know what to do i feel so empty and alone without his love here i am again feeling blue i miss him more then i think he knows my love for him will always be my love for him will never be shared he is my true love i know this all now i just wish he knew this i just wish he loved me as i do him

I Wish I Could
I Wish I Could If it were only pain, then I'd be done. But widening orbits turn lush green planets icy blue, Churning supernova, red dwarf, ashey spray, In a sky that once was filled with golden sun. In the hollow of my chest, there is a vacuum, And in the ribbons of my flesh, I can hear crackling, Stretching tissues pull from bone, as I struggle here alone, I guess it's possible to bear indignity -- Just not for me, just not for me. It seems that virtue is a cord whose spool is reeling, With the tugging hose that sucks my soul away; Grinding seconds press to minutes cruel, unfeeling In the hours that drag me to that awful day. I don't know in whose design, my universe became defined By flickering images, glyphed hearts and keyboard strokes, But I might have lost my mind, if I had one I could find, Sifted from hard splinters of Prince Andrew's Oak. I guess it's reasonable to accept defeat, To pack up principles and values to retreat. I guess it's possibl

I Wish But You Dont And I Cant
i wish you could see all the pain you cause me but your blind i wish you could feel how my hurting is real but your numb your silence bleeds me of all the love i once had to share now i live life like i don't give a fuck and i don't even care now i want you to know ill never be there so don't even try cause im here and your there and i can't see truth through the tears in my eyes i wish i could hate you but i can't cast you aside i wish things were different i wish you would try wish i could forget you but i cant live a lie i cant live this lie im sick of the lies i cant live this lie I should have posed this a while ago.i might add or change some of it but i need to write the music for it and i need a chord chart to do that. and then i need someone who can actually sing to sing it for me hahahah.

I Wish
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the each and every day. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them but then an entire life to forget them

I Wish You Enough....
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

I Wish
I wish it was never like this I wish you to never go If only I could change it But its too late we can never go back I wish you could see What has become of me since you've been gone I wish I could change this but you broke it.

I Wish You Enough....
I received this in an e-mail some time ago, and just saw it again on a friend's profile page. I may have blogged and/or stashed this before, but even if you have already read it, please take the time to read it again... I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I

I Wish...
I wish…. I Attempted to erase the memory, but it only cuts worse…. I hoped and prayed that I could erase the pain from the memories if I could forget them like a foolish child.. So now I sit here hoping, praying, and begging for you to come back to me. I only want it to be that way it was before… Why cant it go back to that? I wish I could turn back time and stop the incident from happening…. I wish I wasn’t the only one in this relationship who cared. I wish this was more than a one sided love… I wish… I wish.. I wish that I didn’t wonder who it was you actually love the way you claim to love me.. I wish…

I Wish I Could Get Some Dick Or Give A Good Lick
it would be nice to get laid... damit it would be nice to go about six times and all night .... i guess i'm a nimpho and fuck i spelled it wrong but i ( DONT care) The thing's i could do by my self but it really wouldn't be any fun =( Ladies Donmt be shy... and i'll admit i like both but i dont get it very often lol

I Wish My Brain Would Stop
Did you forget? All the sweet times that we had? Did you forget? Why you made me so sad? Did you regret? sharing the times we had.... It made me sad.. To walk away from you. So were you Im sure that your heart was in two. As was mine but now youve forgotten us... Now youve moved on.. Found another girl. I feel so invisible to you... we dont talk anymore... Now im the one with my heart in two...

I Wish
The day fades away as night draws near. the phone still hasn't rang like You promised so desperately it would. Nothing you say is true and you Can't keep one word you say. I'd change time around if I could. I finally believed you cared, then After you realized I believed in you, You said your good-bye's like It wasn't at all hard to do. If you don't really care...why Put me through this mess? I have feelings too, that don't Need to be toyed with. If I could have one wish...... I wish I could've honestly believed in you.

I Wish You Could
I Wish You Could I wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too fami

I Wish Guys Understood The Language Of Love.
I wish guys understood the language of love. why is it so hard to understand? I don't want to be worshipped. I want to be loved. I don't want to be touched. I want to be held. I don't want you to beg not to leave. I just want you to ask so i'll know you care. I don't want to be your number one. I want to be your only one. I don't want to mean a lot to you. I want to mean everything to you like you are to me. If that's too MUCH to ask, you have too LITTLE to offer.

I Wish
that I understood. it sucks trying to read a mind or heart. I dont mind reaching out or being unreasonably patient even but shoot this is silly. Whats a woman to do when everythings not layed and spelled completely out for her. Just walk away, give up. Sounds easy enough. then wny cant I.

I Wish
I wish it didn’t have to come to this I wish it didn’t have to be the last kiss I wish I could be lying there just holding you I wish you would believe my words were true. I wish you could hold me as I fall asleep. I wish you hadn’t hurt me so very deep. I wish you had a better temper and I a better heart. I wish we weren’t so damn stubborn and wed not have fallen apart. I wish just can’t change things anymore than I was able to change you. I wish I knew the answer to why the hell I still love you.

I Wish You Could Know
although unsaid by this sinful mouth i wish you could feel the beat of my heart what i offer is my true love i'll give my all even my life for you, my love i will not hurt you that's what i swear i'll shield you from wounds all of that i could bear 'cause this love that i'm giving appreciated or not it is yours forever fade, it will not

I Wish U Understood
I wish you would understand I wish you didn't get upset or mad because of the pain I go through I wish I didn't have to Believe me I wish I didn't have to feel so depressed But this is what happened To me Because of it this is who I turned out to be It ruined my self esteem I have bad dreams I have moments where I want to die And I can't help but cry I can't help but feel hopeless I wish you could understand it And maybe reading poetry Of those who've gone through the same thing as me Is my way of coping Is my way of hoping That just one day There will forever be a smile upon my face

I Wish I Wasn't Here
the little things in life suck even worse then the big ones... stress is an everyday thing with me i can't seem to find a time to get away and breath i try but it doesn't matter nothing helps being stressed out just takes the fun out of life i grow older and older every second of everyday having no reason to smile, not even on the inside but why would it matter anyway no one could ever care if i was truly unhappy no one would care if i hit the breaking point no one would care if i was tried of everything no one cares i get used and used and nothing to show for it why can't everything and everyone go away why can't i be alone why can't ppl just go away why do i have to deal with stress why do i have to be here why do i have to be me!!!

I Wish It Was Legal To Kick My Husband's Ass.
Oh damn he has pissed me off good. OOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo I am so pissed! He is damn lucky that he doesn't get the wrath of me. He is DAMN lucky that it is a wrestling night. HE IS DAMN LUCKY THAT I LOVE HIM. How can such a smart man be such an idiot sometimes!!!!!!!!! The man is brilliant yet STUPID AS FUCK!!!! I want to punt his balls! I want to rip his head off Mortal Combat style, but I wont.I ooooooooooooooo man ooooooooooooooo FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

I Wish You Enough!
I WISH YOU ENOUGH!! Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever? 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask wha

I Wish Sara Palin Would Die!
I am soo fucking sick of hearing about this stupid psyhco dumbass cunt! the election is over McCain and Palin LOST! and yet im still hearing about this stupid cunt everywhere! i am soo sick of it! the only thing i want to hear about her is she died! ok maybe i was a bit too harsh...maybe not die.. i would just like her to go away.

I Wish
I WISH I wish that I was as pretty as her so I could get your attention I wish that I was as fun as her so that asking for your time wouldn't have to be mentioned I wish that I could keep your interest so that I could stay in your thoughts but, I'm not what she is, I'm not her..... I'm me and that's all I'll ever be Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me why can't I have it all Is it the way I look, the way I talk, the way I remain silent at times, for fear of losing you And when I think about who I am, and what I do, I know that it's not me It's you that has the problem, open your eyes and see I'm a girl that's got a heart, one easy to break I'm the girl that most DO love, in spite of my mistakes I'm the one that tries to smile, even in hard times I'm the woman with morals and understanding, that's stood the test of time So if I'm just not good enough, for whatever it is you want then that's alright, I'll turn around, with my head held up and not worry i

I Wish You Enough
I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this forever good-bye?' 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means? '. She began to

I Wish I Could Find A Girlfriend
I wish I could find a girlfriend. I want someone I can hang out with and still be as sexual as I want. I don't even have to share her with my boyfriend. If you wanna be it, message me.

I Wish
Sometimes I think it would be better to just lay down and die, I think I could be more happy, and I'll never cry. I think finally I don't need to hurt and hold in all my fears, I could just end my life now, I won't feel tears. But what if I were wrong? And there's no such place, What if we just die and our souls erase. I think about this all the time, maybe it is true, Imagine if it is, and end what I've gone threw. I can't suffer any more, this is not the real me, This is a risk I'll have to take, I have to go and see. I can't just say I'm happy, and say that it is real, I can't just hide in the shadows, and don't even try to heal. I will not comet suicide, but I wish I will, That is way to easy, and don't want to kill. I'm waiting for that day, when I say good-bye, The day of joy and laughter, the day when I die.

I Wish You Could See
I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only too find their house and belongings damaged or lost for good. I wish you could know what it is like too search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done too try too save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke; sensations that I've become too fa

I Wish
I wish i was taken on Valentines Day,but the ladys can't handle sweet n lovable man like me. Let me tell you just how sweet i can be, i have had women dumb me for being to sweet to them. And from treating them so very good. They have actuly told me i dont derseve someone like you because you treat me to good. I thought that what a man was supposed to do is to love them make them feel wanted n loved!!

I Wish
Wish - SuperChickThe saddest thing is you could be anything That you could want We could have been everything But now we're not Now it's not anything at all The hardest part was getting this close to you And giving up this dream i built with you A fairytale that isn't coming true You've got some growing up to do I wish we could have worked it out I wish i didn't have these doubts I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now I wish i didn't know inside That it won't work out for you and i I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye After all the things you put me through Tell me why i'm still in love with you And why am i, why am i still waiting for your call You broke my heart I'm taking it back from you And taking back the life i gave to you Life goes on before and after you I've got some growing up to do I wish we could have worked it out I wish i didn't have these doubts I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you

I Wish He Really Knew
I wish he knew just how much he crosses my mind and how offten he make's me smile just by thinking of him and if he did know why hasn't he said anything to me.If he really did know i think it might just scare him off but then again i'll never know because i could never tell him what i really really feel inside for him yes he know's i love him but he doesn't know just how deep it flows maybe someday i'll havee the guts to say it but untill then he'll just have to read this and just get some sort of feel for what i feel inside..hmmm and if he doesn't feel the same it'll crush me mind and soul and i'll more then likely never give my heart out again...i'll become the crazy mom with the cat's sitting on my porch drinking ice tea and talking to mr wiskers or some s*it

I Wish(h)
I wish I knew HOw to make this right I wish It HARd with ALL My Might! I reach for You But I'm So So lonely At night! No-One there For Me to Hold Tight! They say it Takes a fool And Sadly that Fool Is Me Because even though I know it aint right I still Long to hold yOu tight!I still believe You love me It gets me through the NIght!

I Wished For Chicken
i wished for chiken, to immerse myself hotsouce and to wake a craving long afraid to eat..if dt wish wil b granted and if having that is tragic then give me tragedy.. because i wouldn't give it back to the hungry"..."" Caring is sharing. amen..

I Wish Upon A Star
I wish upon a star that no matter how far apart we are. You will find me and you will see how perfect we are.I wish that if for some reason my wish doesn't come come true. That another person out there is wishing for me. . . Hopefully that person is you

I Wish You Enough.....
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments togetherat the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the securitygate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish youenough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough.Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the windowwhere I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed tocry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in byasking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forevergood-bye?' 'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her ownbusy life. I have some challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next tripback will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' M

I Wish You Enough
I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, But why is this a forever good-bye?' 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'. She began to smile. 'That's a wish tha

I Wish You Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'.The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'.They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking,but why is this a forever good-bye?'.'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said.'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'She began to smile. 'Tha

I Wish You'd Stay-brad Paisley
I talked to my sister in Memphis and I told her you were movin 'to townHere's her number, she said she'd be glad to show you aroundWell, I left a map on your front seat just in case you lose your wayBut don't worry, once you reach Sallasaw, it's all interstateI know you need to goBut before you do I want you to knowThat I wish you the best and I wish you nothing lessThan every thing you've ever dreamed ofAnd I hope that you find love along the wayBut most of all, I wish you'd stayI figure right about sundown, you'll be in West TennesseeAnd by then maybe I'll understand why you had to leaveWell, I know that you've done some changin 'I know there's no changin 'your mindYes, I know we've been through this a thousand timesAnd I'm sorry for still holdin 'onI'll try to let go and I'll try to be strongAnd I wish you the best and I wish you nothing lessThan every thing you've ever dreamed ofAnd I hope that you find love along the wayBut most of all, I wish you'd stayYes, everything you've ever

I Wish I Could...just One Time
I wish I could... just one time , say what I feel,without you feeling its a crime. Will you ever be someone that I can fall into?Or will you remain someone that never knew? I care for you, more than you care to know.Why is this something that makes you say "whoa"? Everyone in this world needs someone to care;Even if it's someone that's unaware. Maybe its me that you can't feel for...if this istrue, then don't show me no more. But, If this is something you need to explore,then know right now, how much you're adored. I wish I could...just one time, take your handand see what we might find.

I Wish You Could Have Known Me
I wish you could have known me when I was young. When I looked more like a girl than a boy. When hope and pure sweetness was still in my heart. I wish you could of known me when I was 4’ 11” for 3 years of my life. Wondering if I would grow to be tall enough to reach the lips of the first one I would kiss. I wish you could have known the love I held inside that helped me to see the beauty in everything. To have compassion and trust that should neverbe broken and a love for the one I was spoken. To give to the one true love for which I would cherish. I wish you could have known the boy before he became a man. I wish you could

I Wish I Could Quit You
I Wish I Could Quit You Why is it so hard? To not like you? Why do I want you? Why can't I just walk away and leave you be? Why do I hang on? You've made it clear you don't like me. Why does it have to be so hard? To just forget about you? I wish I knew how to quit you I wish I could just walk away But the pain is unbearable and it makes me want to stay The kisses and the hugs we shared Are forever engraved in my mind How I wish I could quit you and leave all the memories back in that time. Sometimes I wish I'd never met you that we were two unacquainted souls that way life would be easier... and I wouldn't be a tortured soul.

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

I Wish This Poem Were Pixie Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love Who loves another one.

I Wish For Once....
I wish for once that I could be, the one in which you often speak. The whom of which you like to think, the one who makes your knees go weak. I wish for once that I knew all the things that I could do to be the one thats close to you, to be the one that you love too. I wish for once I was that guy, the one that takes you out at night. The reason for which you smile wide, the one that will make you his wife. I wish for once that you knew how I really felt for you, and all the things that I would do to be the one that you loved too.

I Wish
i feel the darkness consume methere is a tear in my soulit hangs on after waves of desperation i feel nothinglacking courage destiny is a lie nothing remains of this weakened soul left with out a lightnothing remainsbut the cries

I Wish I Could Meet Someone Who:
I wish that I could meet someone who is fun to be with, outgoing, likes me for who I am. I wish that I could meet someone who likes to surprise me because they want to , and not because they feel they have to. I wish that I could meet someone who does spontaneous things to surprise me or likes to do romantic things. I wish that I could meet someone who falls in love with me and the real person that I am. I wish that I could meet someone who likes to make love slow and passionately. I wish I could meet someone who does not treat me like a play toy, and wants to make love to me as much as I would like to make love to them. I wish i could meet someone who does not ask me what type of positions that I like. I wish I could meet someone who falls in love with me and treats me as if I were the most important person in their world. I wish I could meet someone who loves me so much that he dosent mind spoiling me through surprises, spontaneous gifts, or just because. I wish I could meet

I Wish?
i wish i had the ultimate man,the ideal fan,he is so sweet and kind,he is always on my mind,he steal my breath right from the start,he knows what is exactly in my heart,sum1 who will luv me for me,and all that he will see,i want him to always think of me night and day,and i want him to always say,i luv u i miss u i need u,and everything i say is true,i want my heart to pound,with just the sound,of hi voice,that he will always be my only choice,to run too when i am in need and i only want to receive,his luv and never want him to deceive,my heart,or ever tear it all apart,i want a good hearted man,a man who has luv as his plan,sum1 who wants to stay with me,and realize hw much woman i can be,and hw much i care,and hw many wndrful emotions i can share,then i realize..........that man does not exist,then i get depressed and pissed!

I Wish U Enough
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

I Wish You Enough.
This is beautiful, and a tradition I intend to start with my children, should I ever have them. “Recently, I overheard a Mother and daughter in their last moments together at a regional airport. They had announced her departure and standing near the security gate, they hugged and she said, ‘I love you. I wish you enough.’She in turn said, ‘Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.’ They kissed and she left.She walked over toward the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in by asking, ‘Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?’ ’Yes, I have,’ I replied. ‘Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?’ I asked. ‘I am old and she lives much too far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the

I Wish I Was Your Lover
You know I got this feeling that I just can’t hideI try to tell you how I feel I try to tell you but I’m meWords don’t come easily When you get close I share themI watch you when you smileI watch you when you cryAnd I still don’t understandI can’t find the way to tell youI wish I was your loverI wish that you were mineBaby I got this feelingThat I just can’t hideDon’t try to run awayThere’s many things I wanna sayNo matter how it endsJust hold me when I tell youI wish I was your loverI wish that you were mineBaby I got this feelingThat I just can’t hideI wish I was your loverI wish that you were mineBaby I got this feelingThat I just can’t hideOh I need is a miracle Oh baby all I need is youAll I need is a love you giveOh baby all I need is youBaby you I wish I was your loverI wish that you were mineBaby I got this feelingThat I just can’t hideI wish I was your lover ( I wish I was your lover)I wish that you were mineBab

I Wish I Had A Subject For This...
have you ever felt that you were destined for more than what was given to you?As if you have a calling? A calling for something greater than what we can see.Sight is an illusion. We see everything around us and yet we cannot see anythingat all. The buildings we see, the trees, birds, animals, people, they are all real.Yet we still cannot see anything at all.We love each other yet we hate each other. We help each other then we kill each other.And for what? For freedom? Whos freedom...not mine. Freedom doesn't exist! We have the"Freedom" of speech. Yet we will be chastized and punished if we truly speak our mind. Wehave the "Freedom" of knowledge yet we cannot obtain true knowledge without some moderatingwhat we learn. We have the "FREEDOM" to pursue what makes us happy. Yet the system is setto where majority of us fail and never obtain what truly makes us happy. Convalusions!It states it so boldly. PURSUIT. It doesn't say we have the freedom to be happy, but thepursuit of

I Wish...
Not on fubar do I wish, but this is where I wish to blog. I wish one day, I'll meet an awesome guy. A little good lookin; may I add? A hopeless romantic- church goer, who loves me and unconditionally and has an undying attraction toward me. One day do I wish to lose all my eight, and be super hot, but still be me. One day, I wish to have a family that loves me so. One day, I just wish to be loved. Love me

I Wish I Could Eat Your Cancer
written on June 6th 2010. (Taken from my main blog) My mom has been hiding something from me, I can feel it. I didnt push it though, I knew it would come out soon...and it did. She finally got drunk enough to tell me. She's Dying. She has bone cancer, which was caught too late, she's known this for about 6 months.. and she's dying. She will die...I cant even comprehend this. Ive spent my entire life trying to save her from the drugs, trying to save her from the crazy fucked up life we live.. but, now, all that work, for nothing...She's going to die anyways. When she's gone, I will fucking die on the inside. She's everything to me. My whole life, Ive taken care of her , worried about her, tried to help her, always always thinking of her. Now my mind goes blank and worried when I try to think of ...what now? This is my biggest fear. She's 37 years old. and shes gonna die. ...

I Wish
I wish that you were mine and no one else’s. I long for the end of a hard day where we sit on the couch and you stroke my hair. And kiss my cheeks. I want to argue over the remote and whether or not to screen calls during dinner. I wish that you love me as I love you. And when you look into my eyes you can see the depths of my soul. And I touch you and feel the smoothest, softest feeling I’ve ever felt. I wish I could wake up to your smile and go to sleep with you lying peacefully next to me. A perfect day of you and I together without hesitation or fear of the outside world. I wish that you could understand the heart of a woman and the soul of a man. Meet me in my paradise.

I Wish You Could!
I Wish You CouldI wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too

I Wish
i wish i could have quit you. i wsh i never missed you, and told you that i loved you, everytime i fucked you. the future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew how could you do this to me? look at what i made for you it was never enough and the world is what i gave to you. i used to be love struck now i'm just fucked up

I Wish....
I wish I didn't still love you. I wish I didn't still miss you. I wish things were different. I wish I didn't think of you daily. I wish I was as important to you, as you still are to me. I wish I was your someone again, your anyone. And I wish... I could just forget you and what we had for I fear its something I'll never find again and that breaks my heart over and over and over. Happy Valentines Day

Iwish You Enough
I never really thought that I'd spend as much time in airports as I did. I don't know why. I always wanted to be famous and that would mean lots of travel. But I'm not famous, yet I did see more than my share of airports. I love them and I hate them. I love them because of the people I get to watch. But they are also the same reason why I hate airports. It all comes down to "hello" and "goodbye. I have great difficulties with saying goodbye. Even as I write this I am experiencing that pounding sensation in my heart. If I am watching such a scene in a movie I am affected so much that I need to sit up and take a few deep breaths. So when faced with a challenge in my life I have been known to go to our local airport and watch people say goodbye. I figure nothing that is happening to me at the time could be as bad as having to say goodbye. Watching people cling to each other, crying, and holding each other in that last embrace makes me appreciate what I have even more. Seeing

I Wish You Linger In My Eyes
I WISH YOU WILL BE MINE AND I'LL BE YOURS I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART I WISH YOU LINGER IN MY EYES I WISH I CAN TOUCH YOUR HAND I WISH I CAN FEEL YOUR LIPS I WISH YOU CAN TOUCH MY WORLD I WISH YOU CHANGE MY SOUL I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY LIFE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY GOAL I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ALL AND I WISH AND I WISH AND I WISH I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ROSE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY BABY MY MIND AND BE MINE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS I WISH YOU ARE HERE WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND I OF YOU I WISH THAT I NEVER WISH FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY BE TRUE.........NOT JUST A WISH FOR ME

I Wish Everything But Me Would Stop Moving.
Yeah, there are days I think that too. But as I was working in the back corners of my mind on what to write about in my never ending story “As The Jungle Turns” (wait, that I hear on the radio during the week) a line from Rudy Rucker’s 1984 novel “Master of Space and Time” (ISBN 0671559974) occurred to me, which may or may not have meant something. Two scientists put together a device that allows them to achieving ultimate power for a limited period of time, and they learn quickly that wishes – like actions – have consequences. That reminds me too of a conversation my wife Martha and I had this morning that stemmed from a commercial I’d watched during a Saturday morning treadmill walk at Anytime Fitness. “The trick for stopping the world is basically to turn your time axis at right angles to everyone else’s. It’s nothing for the master of space and time.” When I first came to North Dakota to visit Ma

I Wish You Enough
My mother sent me this a year before she passed away... I just came across it and it brought back what a amazing person she was.All of us know there are some real douche bags that we come across on this site.... But then there are those rare, real,almost to good to be true, awesome precious people that makes u realize that even with all the bullshit, u can find a treasure .... Thank u for being more than a screen name on my monitor.. and I hope u know who u are... I am blessed to call you my friend... LuLu Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see s

I Wish The Best For You
You were there for me when I needed you, and have been every since. How could I possibly forget you, and your beauty within. I've cried on your shoulder, screamed at the top of my lungs. But you are still there, when things go wrong. Regardless of where we went wrong, there is a special place for you. You're the father of our child, I hope all your dreams come true. It kills me inside, but I'm not in love with you anymore. That part of me left, long before I walked out the door. Just know that I wish you, the best. But you do not want me, you'd be settling for less. I can't lay beside you, without my heart in it too. I'm sorry, but I wish the best for you.

I Wish You Were Here
I have never needed, anyone before. I have always walked, through my own doors. That's why, this is all so new. Because I just can't make it, without you. I have tried, it just hurts more. I have never in my life, been so sure. Your stare, your words, just YOU is enough. To make everything around me, just disappear. All I can say is I love YOU Baby, I wish YOU were here.

I Wish You Could Know........................
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could understand how it feels to go to work in the morning after having spent most of the night, hot and soaking wet at a multiple alarm. I wish you could read my mind

I Wish You Enough!
Found this elsewhere and liked it enough that I thought I would share it. Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.' The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.' They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.. 'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.. 'When you were saying g

I Wish You Enough
I Wish You Enough Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever goodbye?" "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying goodbye, I heard you say 'I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?"

I Wish You Were Here
I can be tough, I can be strong But with you, its not like that at all There's a girl that gives a shit Behid this wall you walk through it And I remember All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there , you're everywhere Right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you here, here, here I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you near, near, near I wish you were here I love, the way you are It's who I am, don't have to try hard We always say, say it like it is And the truth, is that I really miss All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere Right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're e

I Wish
i wish i could show wish someone could see all this pain locked inside of me it screams for release for tears to flow but i dont know how to let them go i wish i could find peace in my heart but to many pieces have been ripped apart i wait for the darkness to come and play wish for the shadows to take me away.......... outlaw angel

I Wish/today
I woke up today in love again, your way with words will be my end..Forever trapped by your charm and your voice.. I'm here by love but not by choice.I wish I could leave, I truely do,I wish you could see in my point of veiw..I wish you could feel the pain you cause.I wish you'd help me through my withdrawlsInstead of feeding addictions almost too far to cure,I wish you could hear the things I hear..I wish you could here the cries you ignored,I prayed you'd leave the lock off the door.Sometimes I feel like you're in my mind,you know what to say every damn time..You'll hold me and tell me you're done forever,Just a few more months and we'll leave together.........I woke up today in love again..Today your abuse will be my end.

I Wish I Had Never Met You.
I wish I had never met you. There would be no need to impress you. No need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for everything you've done to make me feel like nothing. But then again, im glad I met you. Cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. You were the one who loved me for me. You were the one who care when everyone else didnt. The one who stayed up late to talk about the craziest things. The one who taught me new things. The one who laughed at my bad jokes. The one who did things, just for me.

I Wish You Enough
I WISH YOU ENOUGH.Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said:"I love you and I wish you enough."The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left.The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry.I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?""I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said.When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?" She began to

I Wish You Good Tidings.
Maybe if I had a better idea of the full scope of life then I could better assist everyone. But I don't, perhaps you don't know how lucky you are. I don't wish for anymore frustrated males coming my way just to clear their minds. I am over and done with the whole lot of ya. Since there is little chance of me succeeding I am recceeding. Simply put in the easiest way, the most simple of terms; no more!! Once upon a time things seemed okay. Somewhere along the way they screwed themselves into a fury of hell. I can't and won't claim responsiblity. It isn't in anyway, my fault. I didn't start or add to the fire that has destroyed your ability to have feelings of true love for anyone that trusted you with their heart. Wasn't my fault that you missed the part of life where fairness and loyality were taught, learned, brought to and sought for your own good. Hopefully sooner rather then later, you will be able to understand why it isn't that wise to rush into any kind of thing. Thinking befo

I Wish Sex
I was wishing for Cheese Cake I got it.. like sex with carries on top. Ending a night with a kiss like to kiss me my love on this night with my carries lips. bY LoVe GiRL I dare you in the dark night as the wind blows, is a good reason to love me tonight.

I Wish This Pain, Would Go Away
There's times in my life where I justI just wanna run away, I justI just wish the pain would stopI don't wanna cry no moreI wish the pain would go awayStart a day, bad hands make it hard to dealSometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bulletHard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshitMad as fuck, a whop had enoughI recapture the pain21 years, 10 when it happened31 now, still I can't stop the tearsI can still hear the KNOCK ON THE DOOR that left on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said"God why? Got to know how hard we tryDon't let him die, please don't let my DAD be dead"But it was too late, HELLWERE sealed his fateGone now, hard to move on now, fuck HOW CAN MAKE MUSIC nowWish I could die, I could flyIf they don't give a fuck, fuck it why should I?That's when DAD spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3with platinum wings and said, "DAVID listen to me"He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through youMake YOUR MUSIC AND SPIN continuous, this is what U doI know it might

I Wish ...
I wish I didn't feel like this...I wish I wasn't so sick all the time...I wish I could be a better person...I wish I could be a better Mom..I wish I could be a better friend...I wish I had a better job..I wish I wasn't so fat..I wish I wasn't so depressed..I wish I didn't have to live so far away from people that I enjoy to spend time with...I wish I didn't have to worry so much...I wish that when people hurt me I could just forget...I wish I wasn't so scared about different things...I wish I could do what I *really* want to do...I wish I didn't wish sometimes that I would die...I wish I didn't hold so much pain within me.. I wish there was someway I could let it all go...I wish I didn't see so many others in pain...I wish I could take it all away...I wish I could leave this place...I wish I could move far away..I wish I could be happy...I wish everyone could be happy..I wish the world, the universe didn't hold so much pain for so many...I wish people didn't have to die and go away..I

I Wish I Could Wish Upon A Star...
maybe it is broken and bruisedand for far too long has been abusedmaybe i have said all there is to sayand maybe i can't go on like this another dayi wish that i could wishand wash away all of thislike the rain washes the earthand start over again from my birthi really don't have any answersthere isn't much of what i am surei have tons and tons worth askingbut really i think i'm lackingmaybe i wear it on my sleevemaybe i should throw it to the ground and leavei don't know why things are the way they arei just know i am bleeding from the inside, and life has been too hardi really wish that i could wishand wash away all of this

I Wish You Were Here
My dearest Love, Everything is seeming so out of place. Even sleep seems to be hard. If it's not nightmares it is dreams of us together with Dan. It's so hard to imagine and think that your not going to ever be in my arms. Most days I am forcing myself awake just so I don't feel my heart hurt cause you're not there. I don't know how or even if it is normal for me to feel that way but I do and I can't stop it. I want to talk to Dan about it but I don't know if he will truly understand or even comprehend. I have words just form any more as if you were right there and I was looking into your eyes. However even though I write them down it don't seem to make me feel any better nor does there seem to ever be any relief from the pain. Amy Mi Amore what do I do? Through letters and poetry is the only way I have to talk to you. When I close my eyes and see you there it takes so much not to wake myself. I just want to feel you near me. To follow through with all of our plans that w

I Wished Ya Was Here
I can be tough, I can be strongBut with you, it's not like that at allThere's a girl that gives a shitBehind this wall, you just walk through itAnd I remember all those crazy things you saidYou left them running though my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereAll those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you here, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you near, near, nearI wish you were hereI love the way you areIt's who I am, don't have to try hardWe always say, say it like it isAnd the truth is that I really missAll those crazy things you saidYou left them running though my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereAll those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereDam

I Wish
I wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me. Ill hold you tight and hug you near my heart so that you can hear what its trying to whisper, You're the reason why Im beating.

I Wish
I wish I could go back in time and fall in love with you all over again. I want to undo all the things that went wrong in our relationship because we were so immature. I want to do all that I can to avoid those silly quarrels which kept us gloomy for days. I just want to sit beside you and do all those things which we missed doing. I want to plan things with you, things we always thought we wanted to do but we never had the time. I want to sit with you and watch your kind of movies and laugh together. I want to talk to you about everything and anything under the sun. We have had our bad days but you are that one person in my life whom I can never give up on. I know I cannot change the past but I just want to fall in love with you over and over again. I love you with my heart and soul.

I Wish My Dad To Be Here - Judith Kempis
I wish my dad would just be hereTo be with us; his kids and wifeBe part of all obstacles in this challenging lifeIn happiness and problems we struggled to survive.I wish my dad would just see us grownFor he left us, it was still dawnI was still young and his name was unknownBut all his memory to us had never been blown.Without his presence, for me he's hereBecause I am carrying and living by his nameStanding with pride and honour I bringWether I win or loose in all life's game.I wish my dad would see my important dayWearing my toga, holding my diplomaStanding in front of stage filled with confidenceIn my heart shouting father's name having his dream.A dream that now come true when he wished it in my birthdayThe day that I last seen his face smiling to meHolding my hand, telling me to be brave and have courageNow, I wish him to be here, to see my success.I wish my dad would just be hereTo see his grandchildren running and playBe with my family and watching us happilyThough he's not here

I Wish
I wish.. I wish You wanted Me just one sixteenth of how much I love You, because if You did You would be happy with Me too. I wish You were faithfully and devoted glued to my Hip, hanging on Me, clinging to Me, possessive over Me, like You was afraid of losing Me, so I could assure You repeatedly everyday, that my love for You will not ever go astray. I wish You would commit and make the vows of holy matrimony to Me and know that in the name of almight God, our covenant of bonding will save Us and together eternally We wil be free. I wish You wanted Me so much you wanted to tie Me down, that You wanted to love Us so strongly that You'd have my Babies, knowing I would have no where else to go, I'd cuddle with You at Home... I wish more than anything in my Life, more than anything in the World, I wish You were my Wife, I wish You were my Girl...

I Wish I Knew
Have you ever had some body you really like and you want to tell them how you feel because they make you feel special when your around them but you cant, It happens every time I like a girl, Its so hard its like im so nervouse, I have butterflys. I know im not that bad, im the type of a person that would do about anything for some one I care about. People always ask how come you dont have a girl, You know I think I will some day ,I know theres probably some girls that feel the same way

I Wish I Never Heard
A fool such as I, deserves all that she gets. Every last heartache, and the harder it hits. I feel as if I'm drowning, being dragged under. Mystified by the lightning strike, following the thunder. I hear the distant roars, the screams of the night. Still I push on, searching for the light. Surrounded by darkness, refusing to cave. Feeling bitter and weak, pretending to be brave. I remember the Blade, how it tore through my flesh. Unexpected eyeopener, which shot through my chest. It came looking for me, saught me out. Sent tears down my face, while drowing in doubt. My soul was instantly, taken from me. Through watered down eyes, that didn't want to see. A feeling a little too familiar, happened yesterday. As a stranger came along, ventured my way. I ignored my gut, I have given her a chance. Yet my eyes are wide open, and my memory's enhanced. I will do as I did before, and not say a word. I just pray she never speaks, all I wish I never heard.

I Wll Not Confirm Or Deny This
Your Lucky Underwear Is Red You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you! What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

I Woke Up Today
and realized I was pushing through air. Pushing past molecules and dust towards the night. I looked outside and realized my own mortality, piggybacked on a metal frame attached to wheels. Like a patient in the hospital worried about the doctorspeak outside the hallway I heard the air whip like language telling me I would die one day. I opened a book and read this is normal. Humancondition... not to worry. And we shall overcome. My head tells me I'm not so sure. My heart tells me to look into others as no one looks into mine. I look inside and tell her she is beautiful. Not in the commercial fake esteem boost. Not in the commercial reality therof. Not in textbook paradigm way. Not in the cop out falsed feigning compliment... half truthed, but Beautiful. Even if she didn't visualize it herself. I lay down tonight and shall see tomorrow what daydream nightlife/daylife nightdream may come.

I Woke Up And This Is What Was On My Paper...
figure this out The reluctance portrayed by the open public To watch this display of bloodbath and pain is known through the land as ill advised judgement and not to be confused with a man deemed insane it is not conscious thought hat opens our eyes but lack of frustration that bombards our brains its highly unlikely life awaits in the skies but till i find out ill dance in th rain The valley of kings is designs sure death not told is the truth all men wish they knew by now time winds low through this test his alternate ego laughs as its split into two The neuroticism held with virtuous tone has been duplicated by the rage it controls its done to prevent men from being alone and to stop the dungeon from eating our souls The willfullness of injustice is what i seek hearing voices scream from within my throat forced towards a future labeled sorry and bleek never understanding a sound that i wrote All times throughout instill within craziness divided amongs

I Woke Up With My Last Smoke
And fuckin put it in my mouth backwards and tried to smoke filter for like a minute all like "what the fuck? Why's it not lighting?" like a dumbass lmao it sucked that was my last one for a little while.

I Woke Up This Mornin
you opened my eyes up to a whole new world a world with out pain and hate a world were I feel alive I've been dead to long won't you wake me up shake me up just don't break me up bring this all to an end now you showed me the heart wants what the heart wants and the head will play tricks on you when your sleeping I've been dead to long won't you wake me up shake me up just don't break me up bring this all to an end now ok the end is near now don't leave now I want to play now oh no I'm a sleep now I've been dead to long won't you wake me up shake me up just don't break me up bring this all to an end now

I Woke Up In A Bed On The Beach In A White Nightgown
I woke up in a bed on the beach in a white nightgown I'm doing better today I guess after my talk about the gyno visit to my friend sheryl put it into perspective because this poor girl went thru Cancer twice in her life first time she was 30 years old I was pregnant with Arielle at the time and the way she found out was awful she miscarried and after the miscarriage she went to the doctor and yes she was pregnant what terminated that baby was a tumor the size of a basketball. she had to go thru a total histerectomy and limpnodes with not only left her sterile but diabled for the rest of her life the chemo left her weak and unable to stand or sit for long periods of time her second bout was this past year they found a growth on her heart after 6 months of chemo again this time she will have numbness in her legs for 2 years at least she is only 46 and when I met her 24 years ago she was this beautiful raven haired doe eyed model today she is but a memory of this beauty. Three t

I Woke Up 2 This?
ok i read jeezy's sticky n this finally made me say sumthing...my real thoughts. (this was my comment) do u realize that fubar is gettin more n more fucked up everyday? bouncers goin apeshit n jesus created a world based on fumoney instead of points. i missed the lost cherry days n even cherry tap wen it was jus fun 2 rate and real people on this site.. now im realizin that those days arent comin back fubar has turned into fu drama n honestly i am comin here less and less. if this shit continues its gonna make me abandon my page. i might do it. fuck it if i have 2 be a godfather of drama n bullshit. i got real shit on the other side of the screen. i jus take my real connections i made from this site wit dem phone #s n go.

I Woke Up Pimped! Yay
****************************************************************************** ______________________________________________________________________________ ATTENTION: ____________________ I just want to take a minute to pimp out one of my favorite FUbarians! I showed her a little friendly FUluv and she returned it 3fold! PebblesinAZ, the friend that never stops giving! She is one of the most real and genuine people I've met on FUbar. When you take the time to be nice and help others out, you never know what good friends might turn up. :) Thanks for everything, Pebbles! CICK HERE TO SHOW PEBBLESINAZ LOTS & LOTS OF LUV! Or at least donate some FUbux to her spotlight fund! You'll be glad you did! Your Favorite Lesbian, EZ2FU *pimpin' ain't EZ*

I Woke Up
I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron

I Woke Up Today With A Master Plan...
urgh...frustrations beyond all I might have considered worthy of the moment... For a thousand years I have had a friendship closer than most people ever aspire to have. Since age 14 (and I'm 42 today), we have been the best of friends...confidants when needed, the moments of strife few and far between. Basically, we're brothers...so much so that this is the man who I gave a kidney to in 2004. For the last year and a half, we have barely spoken. I was in a bit of a crisis with fear holding firm in my eyes and I alienated those around me in my desperation. We spoke only very rarely...months passing until pretty soon, well, we've been pretty distant. I pretty much had been waiting for his call...I had sent feelers, but they were pretty much met with nothing. He had, a year ago or so, pretty much told me he didn't want to have anything to do with me then and notices of parties and get-togethers (large group down there) pretty much stopped coming...not that I could get down there e

I Woke Up Naked!
I woke up naked! My mouth is as dry as a nun's fanny! (I can only presume this) I can't find my lighter so i've had to light my fag using the stove and I singed my bloody fringe. I feel like ... well, nothing. I think the Jager has anaesthetised my whole body. I blame Weirick for all of this!!!

I Woke Up One Morning
I woke up one morning thinking about my life. What I had in it? I had a mother, a father, brothers and sisters, but most of all I had a soul. My soul. A colorless soul who wanted to live. I looked in the sky and wondering what I have to do today? Nothing. There were only clouds and wind, was preparing for the storm, like it was before the war. I felt that I wanted to just sit on the sidelines and watch the lives of others, moments of happiness and love, like everything revolves around me, I could hear laughter of joy, people who loved and cared for each other he was a world of which I wanted to belong, not to live in solitude locked in my soul, sadness did not want to recognize that there are hurting, I wanted my own universe and hers. Hers who? I was wondering and I answer alone, the one that they love me truly from the heart. But who love me for me? Who? Who can it revive me feel warm sunshine, feel the rain and storm as a sign of joy? Just you. I saw you, sta

"i Wonder Where The Angels Go"....
"I wonder where the Angels go".... Upon the death of a U.S. serviceman or servicewoman, the expression Angel is used in reference to our fallen comrades. The care and processing of an Angel is initially performed by a Mortuary Affairs team in a combat zone, such as the one here on Camp Ramadi. The Angel Flight refers to the flight home to America. Below is a poem written by a member of a Mortuary Affairs Team, who wishes to remain anonymous. I Wonder Where the Angels Go I wonder where our angels go when their mission here is done? As they take their final flight to home; no more battles to be won. When they take the final Angel Flight, do they keep a watchful eye, Oer the Battle Buds they leave behind; the ones that for them, cry? Do they walk beside them arm in arm as they move out to the fight? Are they there with them while on patrol? Are they standing guard at night? Or are they soon forgotten; I pray theyre not; for it would surely pain, The remaining W

I Wonder If He Knows...
I wonder if he knows that i think about him all the time.. i wonder if he knows i want him to be mine i wonder if he knows the thought of him makes me lose sleep. i wonder if he ever thinks about me. i wonder if he knows hes the one i day dream of. i wonder if hes knows hes the one i call my young love. i wonder if he knows his smile means my world. i wonder if he knows how bad i want to be his girl. i wonder if he ever sits by the phone and waits for the phone too ring. i wonder if he knows i wait for his call and i dont hear a thing i wonder if he remebers the promises he made to me. i wonder if he thinks all the things we could be. i wonder if he knows i wait for his call. i wonder if he knows i might give up on it all. well i want him too know that i'll never let go... i wonder if he knows.... http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=758630

I Wonder If She Knows?”
“I wonder if she knows?” the man sitting so still on the bench, his eyes firmly fixed upon the sight of the blonde laying on the grass, her knees drawn up to her chin as she read into the thick looking book. He wondered if she knew that she was revealing her white panties, if she knew that the panties on show fitting tightly, snugly, showing off her lips? Carol, at the age of 38 sat there on the grass, her knees drawn up. Over the top of the book, she could see the man on the bench, no further than 12 feet away, separated only by the concreted path, splitting the pieces of park grass. She could see his eyes were fixed upon the show she was allowing him to see. She looked, through the dark sunglasses, looked at the reaction she caused. Teasingly, she moved, turning over. Her legs opened further as she turned onto her stomach. “Jeez” he whispered as he saw her moving, as he saw her legs part open even further, as he saw the white panties dig deeper into her pussy lips. He fel

I Wonder
ok so i live with my bf and we have a room mate thats his best friend since childhood..... why cant men throw lil annoying straw papers away?? or damn napkins?? and for the love of god why cant yall hit such a big target with such a smaller gun??wtf?? ok im done

I Wonder . . .
Which is sometimes a bad thing with me. Heh. Because I start to thinking, and start wondering . . . and then do it for too long until I get a migraine. Oh well, it happens. Like . . . I have friends on here, on the internet, who CLAIM to be my friend and like me and want to talk with me. However, they never seem to be around, and when they ARE here, they always seem to be busy with other things. It's strange. Granted, I'm not always here, but for those people who have my e-mail address, what's wrong with leaving me an e-mail OR leaving me an offline message on Yahoo? Those who HAVE done it before know perfectly well that I'll answer in return. Now, this doesn't go for EVERYBODY, so don't everyone start getting nervous or decide it's time to bitch me out. That's not my purpose for writing this; I'm just thinking. That's all. I've already went through my Yahoo Messenger and deleted over half of the people on there. Why? We never spoke. As I said, these are people wh

I Wonder
he sits alone in his room thinking wondering how to end his problems that thought in his head he wishes that happened the first tme he tried it. but instead he wonders a differant way to do it. he sits and thiks how he should tell them and show them he is seriuos. so then i has an apiphany and then made up his mind a determind man ready to show all his thoughts he brings out a note pad and a pen and begins writing and thinking it was only going to be one page it quickly turns in to 3 then 4 then 5 and then finaly after 8 pages he is done. he folds it up and then puts in a enelop and putting it in clear site not caring if one would see would care abot what he wrote hoping if they did would read it to all then he boes the the bath room draws himself a bath but only filling it half way then laying down getting relaxed and comfy. but im keeping my eye on the prize adn determind to get it done to leave all this behind

I Won I Won!!!!!
lol i can't believe it! i won the teddy bear of Panda Antivirus!!! hahaaaaaa look at this! click on the pic to go to the album, leave a comment please :D well, i'm feeling a lil bit tired it took me long time to wake up lol last night there were a lot of people, lot of nerds, someone that talked that is in the FBI, live hacking show, etc... after that, the final coctail, where we had a lot of food to eat, cold and hot, and drinks!! oh my... i left the diet and ate chicken salted with champignones and onions, with a sauce of cream, then i attacked cheeses! got browny with cream, and a chocolate mousse, and red wine to calm me down haha! it was great, really! i could say they hadn't a lot of information, we needed info about firewalls, encriptors, and other things and they were like "oh well, don't bother me" anyways, i hope today is a nice day and relaxing one!!!!! hugs and lot of love for everyone :) Maria

I Wont.....will You
Never forget my brothers who are in Afghanistan. They are fighting and shall Never Be Forgotten. Please take time to read this, and repost. As you all know I am a squad leader, currently serving in Afghanistan. Been here for 6 months now, but this is by no means my first combat tour. In a span of 3 days, I saw 4 soldiers fight, and loose their lives in combat. A lot of people like to say that they were fighting for their country. While I agree with that, there is also more to it than that. People always seem to overlook the rest of that statement. These soldiers died so that their brothers next to them could live. At the time of their deaths they were not thinking that they are helping a nation fight terrorism, rather they died knowing that they were protecting the rest of us who fought beside them. One man died reloading one of our heavy weapon systems. He knew that the operation of that weapon was vital to the safety of the rest of the platoon. At that moment, self sacrifice was w

I Wont Will You
Never forget my brothers who are in Afghanistan. They are fighting and shall Never Be Forgotten. Please take time to read this, and repost. As you all know I am a squad leader, currently serving in Afghanistan. Been here for 6 months now, but this is by no means my first combat tour. In a span of 3 days, I saw 4 soldiers fight, and loose their lives in combat. A lot of people like to say that they were fighting for their country. While I agree with that, there is also more to it than that. People always seem to overlook the rest of that statement. These soldiers died so that their brothers next to them could live. At the time of their deaths they were not thinking that they are helping a nation fight terrorism, rather they died knowing that they were protecting the rest of us who fought beside them. One man died reloading one of our heavy weapon systems. He knew that the operation of that weapon was vital to the safety of the rest of the platoon. At that moment, self sacrifice was w

I Won't Forget You
Title: Artist: POISON Song: I Won't Forget You Album: Look What the Cat Dragged In I Won't Forget You Late at night I close my eyes And think of how things could have been And when I look back I remember some words you had said to me It's better to have lost at love Then never to have loved at all Chorus I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should, yeah Sometimes in my head I can still see pictures of you And I laugh to myself When I think of all those crazy things that we used to do Although miles come between us Just between you and me I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should, yeah I should let you fade away But that just wouldn't be me Oh, baby I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Memories slowly fade I won't for

I Wonder...
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I Wonder If
I wonder if I sit here by your side and i wonder if i made a mistake. I wonder if you were just so desperate for love and thats why you picked me. I wonder if all the objects in our path will lessen. I wonder if you truly love me. I wonder if your friend tells the truth and i mean nothing to you. I wonder if just maybe even though your my life's mate that we are not meant to be. when i am with you i know you love me. when you are with her i wonder if it all a lie. you say trust in me and i do. but when its dark and i am alone i wonder if. all these wonder ifs are slowly killing me. all these wonder ifs are making me into a shell. I wonder if

I Wonder
I wonder… Sometimes I wonder, What it is like, Up there. Is it sunny? Is it raining? The weather… Is it just like the way it is, Down here? I wonder…. But what’s the point? Is there a point? May be there is. Will I ever find out? I guess that one day, My life. The end of it. Just live, The way it is for now. Wait till it’s my time, My end. (C) Copyright. Angel

I Wonder By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan
I Wonder By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan Oh I wonder, I wonder, Why is the sky blue? I wonder, I wonder, How do I tie my shoe? Oh I wonder, I wonder, Why is snow white? I wonder, I wonder, Why does Mommy say eat every last bite? I wonder so much about the world around me, Why you ask, because I am a mere child of only three. I want to grow big and strong, And have a life that is so long. But I hear Mommy crying late at night, And to see her cry is a terrible sight, She cries because of what the doctors say. She says they tell her soon angels will come to take me away. My poor lil body is sick and dying, And I am so tired of crying. Oh I wonder, I wonder, What makes a tree? I wonder, I wonder, Why did this happen to me? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is one that I still have yet to figure out where the idea came from. None of my children have ever been deathly sick and none of my friends children have either. I find a lot of time

I Wonder...
Ignorant Bliss Is there such a thing? What is a tortured soul? I think I know. If I had a choice Would it really have made a difference? Is ignorant bliss, Or a living death? Is a Tortured soul Truly living? I wonder...

I Won't Be Online As Much
Hey Everyone, Just want you all to know I'm cutting down my time online due to my health. I've been in excrusiating pain from my nerve and spinal problems, and it's literally taking all of my energy away. I will try to check in daily for a few minutes or so, but that's as much as I can handle for now. Once I start feeling a little stronger, I will be back for longer periods of time to catch up with you all. I want to thank you all for standing by me, and for being so patient and understanding. Also, thank you sooo much for all the sweet, awesome comments, ratings and gifts you have sent me. I sincerely appreciate it. I am truly blessed to have so many genuine and amazing true friends. I love you all!! Please take care, stay healthy, and safe. My peace, and best wishes to you all. Love, hugs and kisses....Patti {***AngelEyes***}

I Wonder
You walk outside one spring nite. The air is cool, the sky is filled with a million of stars, and all is quiet around you. You look up into the sky and see the stars. Little ones, big ones, dull ones, and bright ones all unique in there own way. The wind kicks up and sends a chill up your spin. At that very moment you know that that someone special who you have in your heart is thinking about you. Maybe he is looking up at the same stars as you right now. You close your eyes and start to dream that he is standing beside you. Keeping you close and not letting go of you. You understand each other without any words being said. You know that when you are together nothing is impossile. As you stand there and you can feel nothing but the two of you. A smile comes across your face because at that moment you realize you have found your Best Friend. You open your eyes and you realize that you are all alone. No one standing beside you, no one going through the thick and thin with you, no

I Won't Be Around....
I've decided this site isn't for me. It was fun while it lasted but I'm breaking up with Ross aka "Colts 7-0" so I feel like its time for me to move on to being the person I am away from this hurtful internet world that I've lived in for so very long. Hope you all find happiness, love, lust, or whatever it is you're seeking..... I'll be enjoying my life.

I Wonder If It Matters ?
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low

I Wonder...
Well today seems to be a firsts day. I ate LIVER, and now I'm in the process of typing out my first(EVER!) blog. I never started one of these things because I was always afraid of talking shamelessly about myself..but Now thatI've joined LostCherry or CherryTAP..I like it. I like the world revolving around me. *angelic smile* Anyhow..I was wondering if anyone thats on my friends list makes tags? I don't really have any creativeness, or else I'd make stuff for myself..But I was wondering if anyone could make me a few personalized tags? Don't forget to stop by my page and buy me a beer dammit! *huggles and licks* ~*Kailee*~

I Won't Forget You
I Won't Forget You Late at night I close my eyes And think of how things could have been And when I look back I remember some words you had said to me It's better to have lost at love Then never to have loved at all Chorus I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should, yeah Sometimes in my head I can still see pictures of you And I laugh to myself When I think of all those crazy things that we used to do Although miles come between us Just between you and me Chorus I should let you fade away But that just wouldn't be me Oh, baby Solo Although miles come between us Just between you and me I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Memories slowly fade I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) And all the plans we made I won't forget you baby

I Wont Forget You
I wont forget you even though i should and could i just never will you have done so many things for me and took such good care of me. You were there for me when no one else was you were the one who took care of me for many years when no one else did. You were there to listen and understand when there was no one else to talk to. you was always there through good times and bad times now your gone. I have no one else to turn to but my self and the one up above. I am so lost and so confused and so lonely but yet i am still dealing with this drama that i was left to deal with. My life is falling apart i am falling apart and lost the only two people who i ever really truely loved and can never have one person back ever again until the day comes that i am gone to the after life. The other person well who knows but what ever life goes on and i am moving on. I will never forget my friends or loved ones at all ever not even if they dont talk to me or anything.. There was a third person tha

I Wont Leave Without A Trace I Wont Be Erased
Remember all the times we said we`d never forget? The sober days we never regret? Remember all the times you laid motionless in thought? How about when the drugs took over and we fought? HOW COULD YOU FUCKING DO THOSE THINGS TO ME AND IN FRONT OF OUR DAUGHTER?! SHE DIDN`T NEED TO SEE ME GET BEAT WHILE YOU HELD HER! CHOKED ME TIL I NEARLY WAS GONE, WATCHED HER CRY AS I STRUGGLED TO HOLD ON! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE I STILL HOLD EVERYTHING AGAINST YOU! I`LL NEVER BE ALRIGHT IT`S NOT SOMETHING TO GET USED TO! YOU WEREN`T THE FIRST TO DO THAT SHIT TO ME BUT YOU SURE AS HELL WILL BE THE LAST I`M LIVING FOR ME!

I Wonder If....
After this weekend, I have come to realize how much I have fallen for a guy. The problem is, the distance is killing our relationship, and with every day that passes he seems to think about being single more and more when he is not with me. I'm afraid, I may love him too much to let him go if the time comes...Sigh, I hate love, no matter what I can't seem to win at it. Perhaps I should contemplate becoming a nun, that way my heart belongs to God and supposedly he loves all of us in return. Nah, I couldn't do it...the vow of chastity would kill me after a while. -A

I Wonder
*I wonder, Does he think about me the way I do? Does he dream about me the way I do? Does he talk about me the way I do? Does he wonder about me the way I do? Does he fantasize about me the way I do? Does he love me the way I do? I wonder.

I Wonder
Which Character from Wicked Are You? ElphabaYou're the firey green witch! You're a true original, but deep down you really do care what people think about you. You may take a while to make friends, but once you do, you're extremely protective of them. You stick to your morals, even if they're unpopular. Take this test

I Wonder Am I
17 signs of fallin in love Body: SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE ALOT SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE: WHILE READIN

I Won Bitches
I FUCKING WON BITCHES!!! Pictures inside! Hey Everyone! I finally won a fucking award. I won the Dirtiest Girl in Porn Award last night at the first ever FAME AWARDS. When I got on stage I was sooo super nervous especially after Jenna handed me the award and I didn't thank a few people that I should have. So I am going to do it now. I already thanked the fans on stage so here is the rest! First off I want to Thank Mark Spiegler for helping me with everything through out the last year an for being my wonderful agent I love so much. Second I want to Thank Monstar for putting up with my crap, doing a wonderful job withmy pr and helping me campaign this awards show. Third I want to Thank Adam&Eve, Genesis Magazine, Wanted List and AVN for putting together this fan based award show. THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO VOTED FOR ME AND MADE THIS POSSIBLE FOR ME TO WIN. THANKS THANKS!!! XOXOX- Taryn Thomas

I Wonder...
Jennelle Location of Death: Sterling, VA Date of Death: 12/12/2038 1:05:15 PM Last Person Called: Raymon Last Number Dialed: (815) 213-584* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 12/12/2038 5:05:15 PM Cause of Death: Heart Attack See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

I Wonder
have you ever wondered who you really are???? i mean i have been hiding from myslef for a long time now and i never could figure out why??? o wait yes i could b/c of stupid ass people who have to jude you before they know you for example a pretty girl walks up to you but you can only see her from the said . oo dam you say what a fine pice of ass that is but the the girl turns and she has the smallest birthmark on her cheek and you make fun of her what the hell is wrong with people like there so stupid... sorry just ranting anywho i learnd this morning infact to be myself and there are people out there who care and wont judge you dont hide be yourself ok

I Wonder
As I let my thoughts wander I wonder who all really cares Do most pople really apprecaite a true friend If they get a comment, do they intend to write back Or is it just another as on thier page Is everyone looking for something Or do they just want to have fun How many are for real How many are fake I doubt if we will ever know But I do know this I have a lot of very good friends here I enjoy talking to them I enjoy there comments and ads So for the sake of arguments please keep them coming If there is something you would like to know Please ,,just ask me. Most of you have picture to tell sho you are They are fantastic,,very well done And your sites are Awesome. It is a pleasure to browse them. Have a fantstic week graywolf_200245

I Wonder
I Wonder I wonder if he thinks of me, When it’s quiet and he’s alone? I wonder if he remembers my number When he looks at the phone? I wonder if he remembers the smile, I gave so freely to him? Or our special talks, When all the lights were dim? I wonder if he ever stops, To think of me now and then, To wonder how I’m doing, And wonder how I’ve been? I wonder if hurts inside, Whenever they play our song, I wonder if he yearns for me, When a couple strolls along? I wonder if the memories, Keep him awake at night? I wonder if he wishes, We’d never had that fight? I wonder and I question, Until the wonders run out, But mostly I wonder if he ever wonders What I am wondering about?

I Wonder...
...who the hell is dying? my father keeps harassing me for a picture of me and my sisters to send to my aunt that he hasn't spoken to in 50 years apparently. So.........what the hell does she care what we look like now???

I Wonder
MY SOUL FIGHTS THE FIRE OF THIS FAMILIAR PATH I WALK THROUGH THE DARK SHADOWS OF PAIN AND FEAR INTO A DREAM THIS DARKNESS I WALK THROUGHSEEMS TO ALWAYS BE WITH ME WAITING WANTING TO HOLD AND SUFFOCATE ME IVE BEEN THERE BEFORE, WHY CANT I BREAK THE CHAINS OF THE SAME IN SO MANY WAYS I HAVE CHANGED THE PATHS I USE TO WALK I LOVE THE LIGHT, BUT THE DARK LUST FOR LOVE WANTS ME TO FIGHT. MY GREATEST WEAKNESS IS THE MOST POWERFUL THINGIN THE WORLD. "LOVE" HOPE YOU ENJOYED......

I Wonder.... Does He Wonder Too?
I am told that I should be able to better deal with this by now. After all yesterday did mark the 11th year of my sisters death. But how can one say that as so mater of fact. I mean yes, it is true June 8, 2006 is the 11th anniversary of my sister being killed, but it still hurts like it was yesterday and not yesterday 11 years ago. She was so much, to so many. Yes she was 17, never to see her 18th birthday which would have been November 22. She was amazing, a young mother, her son was 6 months and 2 days old when she was killed. She was on the honor society, she ran track, she played basketball. For 2 years after her death my mother still received offers from prestigious Universities. So here marks the 11th anniversary, and I tell you I am not past it, I still ache, I still feel guilt. Did she really know I loved her? I mean I was so mean to her growing up. I wonder, was she ready to go? Was she exhausted from being a mom, going to school and going to work? Had she

I Won!!!
I just wanted to let my friends, family and fans know that I won the tattoo contest I was in and I couldnt have done it without all of you. You guys were really there for me and I appreciate it so much. I got a diamond ring out of it. THANK AGAIN!

I Wonder
I have been doing some thinking about people that I have met in my life. I wonder why I'm never good enough. You meet someone and you have hopes, dreams, and wishes about them. You act yourself and they say that is enough. They tell you that you are pretty, sexy, and all those things that we all long to hear. Then one day you find out that it is was never true. However, they don't tell you. They let you go on believing that everything is fine. That you are what they are looking for. However, you know that it isn't true. You ask why? If it was something that you might have done, when did things change, and why won't you talk to about it. We all have been hurt in one way or another. We really hope the next time our hearts won't get hurt, bruised or even broken. But, there are some people out there that I believe enjoy hurting others. Why can't people be honest? Why can't people say what they mean and mean what they say. There are some people out there that have very big hearts.

I Wonder If He Knows That He Hurts Me With His Words
i wonder if he even knows how much he hurts just by the way he talks to me. me and my husband had a fight i guess you could say and it was really the words that he used but it was how he said it. sometimes i wonder if he does it on purpose or if it's accidental. but what ever it is, it hurts and sometimes i just feel like crying all night. i'm not looking for sympathy but for words of wisdom from people on how to handle this. i know he is a good guy but it seems to happen alot lately and i just want some advice on how to talk to him and what to say. so if you guys could just let me know i would appreciate it. huggs to all

I Wonder
Does anybody think of what life could be like if this never happened or that never happened? I think like that all the time My whole life it seemed that there was always something wrong Always something going on I could never quite understand why things were happening They just were The arguing The fighting The bickering The teasing The harassment The beatings The constant moving The threats The cuts The bruises The blood The tears The screams But as each day passes I understand more and more why things happen the way they do Ive learned that things happen for a reason Some reason may be understandable and some may not And because of my past and of my present day I used to think that my life was horrible There used to be days where I wished I could go some place and never return And maybe just maybe It would all go away I tried that I thought that by going away all my problems would go away also

I Won The Sexiest Cherry Contest
I just wanted to say thanks to all the awsome friends, family and fans as well as generous people that arent any of those things YET...that came to vote for me in this. YOU ALL ROCK!! and I cant thank you enough... $25 toward my 30 day blast down and another $25 to go...not this next one put on but the one after that will be the playoffs and I will be in that one as well...please keep your eyes peeled. thanks so much.

I Wonder...
1440 Friends....only 20 Family...and only 68 Fans..why is that?.....because[i think]REAL WOMEN[real men also]is not so easy 2 find...women who want 2 talk,2 reach ur soul,not only participate and organise those endless contests,not just rate and reach this useless levels...show off=showin[g]arround here...anyway,as i said,i love u all,my female friends..i respect u..i admire u...all the best 4 u...all the time!!!!!!!!ur eternel fan,claudiu

I Won't Stop Til I See Blood
A song I written about being a vampire... Please post your comments to let me know what you think about it.:) 1, 2 Gangrel's coming for you 3, 4 better lock your doors Gangrel, can you come out and play? I won't stop 'til I see blood I won't stop 'til I see blood I won't stop 'til I see blood I can't stop 'til I see blood (repeat) I got that gleam in my eye I'm straight from the grave Dress in all black, I'm looking for a slave Call me the reaper, you won't live to tell Call me Gangrel, I'm straight out of hell I need blood, I'm lookin for a victim The Brood, I'm with 'em Lets go get 'em Lock up your doors, and throw away the key You can't run from me, look at my teeth I'm sleeping in a casket, and kill at night I know it ain't right, but I hate the sunlight And no you're not dreaming, this is not a nightmare Cause when you wake up, guess what? I'm still there!!! I won't stop 'til I see blood I won't stop 'til I see blood I won

I Wonder
I'm sitting here and it's 0300 i should really be asleep but i'm not, at least not yet. I keep wondering to myself what could be next... What is this life going to throw at me next. If it isn't one thing it's another... A fight with my family one day? I confusing conversation with my ex the next. A disagreement with my mate who cant seem to decide from day to day what is going to happen. Friends and allies , Ex's and Enemies ... My life seems so full of drama and i have not even gotten to go home yet. How often will things like this happen once i do go home? I often find myself just wanting a normal life without the Drama... I talked to Hiene today..He's an officer here with one of the other units he is suppost to be asigned to my detachment as a replacement we share the same rank all though permotions are coming up... Hopefully my name is on that list, It would be nice to go home a cheif warrent insted of just a warrent... Anyways... Hiene is 3 years older then me an

I Wonder!
I wonder if you know me or know how much I care. I wonder if you hate me, because I was never there. I wonder what your name is, the color of your eyes I wonder what soothed you as a baby when you cried. I wonder what your laugh is like when tickled on your feet. I wonder what's your favorite cartoon, and in which position you sleep. I wonder what your life is like, if your happy or if your sad. but most of all I wonder if you will ever know i'm Dad! Written by Some1special2k

I Wonder If This Is Me!!!!!!!!!
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? You are Lust!Sexy!! But they say that theres such a thing as too much of a good thing. You have sex on the brain, and it doesn't stay just there for long. Passionate, Fiery - and most certainly confident. You're a fun loving, spontaneous person who is always up for a laugh. People however, have trouble keeping up with you. You're sex crazy, and perhaps need to tone it down a bit! learn a little self control!But, Hey, Congratulations on being the Sexiest Red Hot deadly sin out of all the 7...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

I Won
THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME TO WIN. THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A DIFFICULT MONTH FOR ME RECOVERING FROM SHOULDER SURGERY :( TODAY I HAD ANOTHER LITTLE SETBACK AT THE ORTHOPEDIC SURGEONS . IT IS VERY HARD GETTING BY WITH THE USE OF ONE HAND ESPECIALLY MY LEFT HAND ....... YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE:) A VERY SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL MY AUSSIE MATES WHO HELPED ME THROUGH FROM THE BEGINNING. CUTE SEXY AUSSIE....TOM MUAHHHHHHHH YOU ARE AWESOME... BRUCE..... YOU ROCK :) YOU CAN BE MY COMMENT BOMBER ANY TIME :) AND ESPECIALLY TO MY AUSTRALIAN BABY THOMAS WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME... HEARING MY MOANS AND GROANS OF BEING LAID UP FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG... I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH BABY XOXOXOXO YOU ARE THE JOY OF MY LIFE AND YOU BRIGHTEN MY DREASIEST DAYS WITH YOUR NEVERENDING LOVE ..... THANK YOU SIN FOR SPONSORING THE CONTEST IT HAS MADE ME REALIZE NEVER TO ENTER A MONTH LONG CONTEST AGAIN..... OR ANY CONTEST ESPECIALLY WITH THE USE OF ONE HAND.... LOL XO XO XO

I Wonder
I used to look up at the sky, wonder and ask why. Some nights not sleep much at all, look for someone to hear my call. All those nights and unanswered cries inside at times ready to fall. I'm tired of this, and often don't even try. I wonder in my head often, why should I keep looking if noone accepts me? I don't try cause theres no time, no room for me to hurt. I thought it was love years ago, I was wrong. I asked to be the only guy she'd see, instead you see she lied to me. I became so hurt,I decided to be alone, and stay, instead between now and then a few friends came along my way. I'm putting one foot in front of the other, I'm hoping I've found a new other, one who won't give me shit or misery. One not to abuse a man, instead one to defend him, and to stand up and take a stand. Only time'll tell, only time can see if in a years time I'll have found her or if shes found me. If not I guess I'll go back to the boards, go back to my lyrical lab, once again forever more.

I Wont Be Around!!
Hello everybody, I dont know who saw my last blog so I just came by to tell ya again.... I am getting my computer fixed so I wont be able to get on very much at all until atleast FRIDAY.... HOPEFULLY, it will be sooner than that...cuz I miss ya guyz already!!!! So I dont want u all to forget about me, but i will try to come by once a day!! Please remember to come comment for me in the SEXIEST EYES CONTEST....I am not very far ahead anymore, So I will realllyyy needd all your support on this while I am away!!! I really want to win, but I dont think I have much of a chance anymore, seeiing as I am not going to be arounf to remind everybody!! But please try not to miss me too much I will be back as soon as I can AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, with a CHERY and SPRINKLES and whatever else you want cum by and COMMENT BOMB ME!! Heres the LINK: Click and Comment!! THANKS EVERYBODY, ILL SEE U SOON!! LUV U ALL VERY MUCH!! ~CINDY

I Wonder What Kind Of Message I'm Sending To The Troops
I Wonder What Kind Of Message I'm Sending To The Troops By Jane Merrick March 13, 2006 | Issue 42•11 Available at: The Onion I support the troops from the bottom of my heart. But my question is, do they know that? What if I'm somehow sending them the wrong message? The other day I lost the magnetic yellow ribbon from my car, and I didn't even notice until my neighbor pointed it out. Just think: It could have fallen off days or even weeks before! And there I was: driving up and down all over town just as happy as you please, all but announcing, "Jane Merrick doesn't support our troops!" I went to the gas station to buy another magnet right away, but they were sold out. So here I am without one. And the way everybody is around here, they'll talk. What if this gets back to the troops somehow? Or take the other night when my husband and I were watching Leno. He cracked this wiseacre one-liner about the president, and it just busted Ted and me up. Then suddenly, we both trail

I Won't Be Missed
The blood rushes to my wrist, And I know I wont be missed. I know that you wont miss me, And all I wanted was for you to kiss me. But now I see it can never be. I lay on the floor dying, Inside I am crying. I wished you just look my way, But you never gave me the time of day. I loved you so much you see, But you never even looked at me. You acted like you cared, But this feeling isn't something we shared. As I begin to fade off, I heard something whisper soft. It was you next to me, Saying you do love me. I lay on the floor dying, And now I see you're the one crying

I Won!!!thank You All Who Voted Me There!!!
thank you all from the deepest pit of my dark heart for all the votes..if not for all of you i would have never won!! THANK YOU ALL Your friend Twistedshadow..AKA John D Smith...

I Won Second Place
i just wanted to say thank u to all the people that voted for me thank u very much i didnt get much but i did get second place i got a platinum cherry so yeah thats cool but thanks for being so cool and now i know who to count on when im in a contest and i know who to help when they are in contest but think u anyways

I Won The Contest :)
I won Mizz Hipz n Bootyz contest. Thanks to her for holding the contest and awarding the prizes! Thanks especially to everybody that helps with the comments! Here are the names of some of the people that I saw helping, let me know if I missed you! Ninalita WildChyld No Absolution Balie imSusanShocks ~Dawn~ Deb NAN Night Angel CollegeKitten SouthernGal Baby Girl saphire fzxbarmy Crazzy lil MILF BrattyBytch SEXY MOMMA Tanya Saspanda ShyInArizona Lady of KAOS TNBrnEyedGirl cataine Shash Nicky Char Blue Eyes FOXY Liberty B&A family Thunder and Serenity LALA the dixie lollopop luxgood BadKitty loboshewolf roses31 reeses panda o2Snuzz B

I Wonder
As I look over I see my coco brown skin and bald head mmm-mmm I wonder if she sees what I see when I look into my soulful eyes mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my lips big and thick mmm-mmm I wonder as I recall I have been told my mouths like a suction cup mmm-mmm I wonderas as i sit here naked looking at my nude body mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love proud and attentive manhood mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my oversize play gound called a stomach mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my thighs mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love me has i am mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my 81/2 feet, toes lookin’ all suckable mmm-mmm As I stand up to look over to the mirror, to see all of me mmm-mmm I turn to the right, turn to left. D.A.M.N! Can’t get a full view shoot of this

I Wont Be Onlien For A While
my husband are having some problems .. and i am not going to be here any more..not sure when i will be back online but ty all i will misss alot of you.. those who are close knwo how to reach me smooches lday kaos

I Won!!
today at work we were listening to the radio and i of all ppl got through and won two tickets to see JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!! he is soo hot i can sit there for hours and just stare at him lol...hahaha ok i think im done today...what a good day it was

I Wonder
YOU KNOW WHAT I WONDER? I WAS JUST LOOKING AT ALL THE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF PEOPLE LIKE CHERRY WARRIOR,FRIEND OF CHERRYTAP,MAGIC CHERRY,EPIC CHERRY, ECT. I WONDER WHAT IS THE HIGHEST LEVEL, IM JUST A CURIOUS PERSON..LOL!

I Wonder If His Owner Only Ate Once A Week
I wonder if his owner only ate once a week!! Notes: This poor boy has not a mean bone in his body...guess he thinks its normal to feel growling in the stomach at all times!! He had a buddy that came in with him who has found rescue- but this boy still needs help!! He deserves a great home or rescue to show him love and care for the first time in his life! He is so trusting and its so sad to see this. If you can help this guy contact the shelter at 304-425-2838 12:00-6:00pm I'm a good dog, I am not angry at anyone, I'm sure no one meant to make me so skinny, I can be a good boy but they say things aren't looking good for me- I don't know why there is food here! Will you help me? I want to make you happy and love you. Will you love me too? And give me some kibble? Mercer County Humane Society area/shelter picsPrinceton, WV304-425-2838 thank you for tuning in...please repost, fwd to someone, or consider adopting an animal in need

I Wonder
I wonder, how many burdens is Jesus carrying for us that we know nothing about? We're aware of some. He carries our sin. He carries our shame. He carries our eternal debt. But are there others? Has He lifted fears before we felt them?. . . Those times when we have been surprised by our own sense of peace? Could it be that Jesus has lifted our anxiety onto His shoulders and placed a yoke of kindness on ours?

I Won't Be On Most Of The Day Today
but I wanted to clear some things up. First, my REAL friends here are getting some annoying stalkers and NSFW bombers, and it's pissing ME off! People like those friends are the only social reason I come here, and I don't want them leaving just because you can't keep your damned pants on, or just because you're afraid of getting your first hard-on since your days as a Missionary in Africa! Keep it real, people! If you want games, go play World of Warcraft or Halo 2 or something. If you want girls who just pose nude and do nothing but flirt with low-lives who can't get a date in real life, then go find an adult dating site. I came here to GET AWAY from Myspace and its restrictive content policies, and its retarded bulletin junkies with nothing better to do than post their top ten lists of what cattle they've humped this week. I happened to make some decent friends here, and if I find out who it is that's harassing them, I will report your pathetic arse straight to the mods.

I Wonder??
I was just on my profile and it gave me the option to remvoe myself from my friend list, stop being a fan or gosh even block myself...I feel that is for someone who has some serious self lothing issues.

I Wonder...
Those people that you block, and have no life so they continue to check out your profile...What's the point? It's not like they can say anything or rate anything or really do anything... I saw a MUMM on it, and then amazingly enough one of the 3 people i have blocked, is watching my page, lol. It's silly. I don't know what she's trying to accomplish. Hell, I don't know what I'm trying to accomplish by writing this. I'm just bored, lol.

I Won't
I won’t I wont talk, I wont breath, I’ll just give up all- I am for you. I’ll lapse within and dwell inside the lie we live. When you brush me I’ll close my eyes and envision- I am not with you. I won’t walk, I won’t see, I’ll slump within imaginations and conceal this darkness I am. When you strip me I’ll close my eyes till you depart. You may stroke my skin but you’ll never embrace what’s within. My essence will exist and someday I will quit you- as the infestation you are.

I Wonder
I was jus lookin at the mums && in one a girl is askin for advice. The story is...she is in one state && her boyfriend is in another. She got drunk && made out with another guy....jus kissing according to her. She doesn't kno if she should tell her boyfriend. Personally I would tell my boyfriend. I am in a long distance relationship && reading that mum made me think. I'm not saying this girl doesn't love her boyfriend but even when you are drunk you know what's going on. Using liquor as an excuse is weak but it's used all the time. So I wonder what you would do if you were in this situation. Give me ur thoughts everyone.

I Wonder
Ok for all the ppl that know me on cherry tap you should know that i never leave a blog on here but now im starting to wonder about ppl honestly i know there are alot of shitty ppl out here but some ppl can only get away with so much with me and one is fucking with my heart my emotions are nothing but my heart is another fucking thing and then guys wonder why im a bitch i dont hurt others to get back i think thats low but i keep my self closed off for a reason. its nothing but respect with me and i feel that i have been disrespected not only that but used and toyed with which is something that hasnt happen to me in a long time and im very pissed about it and i have made grown men cry in my life time and i really dont want to make one cry anytime soon but im thinking that the time is comming near if i dont get any honesty on this situation that i just found out about not only that i feel that ive been lied to and i hate liars with a fucking passion!!!! its life i deal which is why i

I Wonder.......
I often wonder just what the hell goes through my head sometimes. Normally, I know my own mind very well. Recently though, it feels like somebody else has inhabited my head. I fear nothing, few things make me uncomfortable, and I know where I stand on almost everything. Yet here I am, balanced on the razor's edge. So what gives? When anger hits people, many times we will say things we don't really mean. I did that Saturday night. And again, I hurt someone. As usual, it seems. Why??? Why do I hurt the one I love most? Why does anyone give everybody else their best attitude and affections and leave the crumbs for those closest to them?? I am tired. I am sick in more ways than one. I want only to give myself, but that self is broken, bleeding and unacceptable. Not worth the trouble to fix. Not worth the trouble to love. I want only one and because of that, am isolated from that one. Am I too eager? Or is it somthing else? I don't know and that is a cause of gre

I Wonder...
Journal daily....embed the emotions into the parchment and ink so that it becomes a testimony rather than baggage. God I love that quote...something I need to remember more often to do. It sorta goes along with this another of my favorite quotes. You can be so much more than you believe. Let your creativity expand without trying to limit it. Let your emotions rise and fall of their own accord without reacting to them. Learn to move with the cosmic flow. Let your emotions rise and fall of their own accord without reacting to them. Wow I like that line ... and I understand it. Now it is just learning to enact that principle. I think its just a matter of remembering that sentence at first eventually it becomes a learned response because I start to live it. So that is my new goal to learn to let my emotions rise and fall as they will and not react. Like sometimes I wonder if I'll ever do anything right. I mean I'm stuck in this shitty marriage until I can get my pharm tech degree

I Won The Best Bikini Contest!
Thanks to some very wonderful true friends. I won 1 of the very 1st contest I have entered on this site.The other cup of joes contest the 1st i got in i knew the night he opened it that it was just abit much with what seemed like most of ct in it abit of a overkill n a contest imo if a contest is going to get that big split it up n groups and offer rewards for 1st,2nd 3rd etc for each group. I stayed away from contest on here before because of drama,i'm not into all that crap but no sooner then his started i started getting attacked by 1's on my default pic 20 n one night not n my time here have i ever been attacked like that. Well later same night I got the chance to enter n the best bikini contest and thought heck why not all went well,i got the most votes which didn't even count since it was a comment contest only and despite being n the hospital by surprise for 3 days getting my appendix out my friends pulled out a landslide win for me:) And i won a 7 day blast. A big big

I Wont Give Up On Us Now
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

"i Wonder Why"
I wonder why the grass is green and the sky is blue, and my head is filled with thoughts of you? You made your choice it is plain to see, but I keep thinking maybe it was me? I open my blinds to let in the light, darkness can flee from my empty life. I'm burning those bridges you left behind, afraid to look back now, of what I might find. My days are filled lying in bed, of stormy moments, of feelings of dread. I secretly wish you'd look my way, but reality is cruel and you'd never stay. You left without a sound, I knew we were through I still regret, remaining so true. If I had a backbone, I'd scream and yell and happily tell you to go to hell!!!!

I Wonder...
How do you let go of something that you have loved and held dear for years? I have to figure this question out soon because it is eating me up. I can't seem to just get over it and move on. I am talking about someone I hold close to my heart still to this day. It has been years since we were together and I never got the closure that I needed for it to be truely over. I talk to him every now and then but then we go through these spells where he doesn't want to answer me at all. He wont return my calls or IM's. Yes it drives me nuts but I just can't seem to let go. We have always had a mutual agreement that he would smile for me when he tells me to go away. But even through the break up and both of us getting remarried he still will not tell me to go away. Part of me says it is because he still loves me but then the other 90% says that I am absoluty crazy and he is just being a ass. But the worse things get with the current hubby the more I just want him to be that sholder tha

I Wont Ask You To Be My Friend If..
I wont ask you to be my friend if.. You dont have your picture on the profile, if you have a picture of a duck or a cat then forget about it. You have one of those morph things as your profile picture, i hate that crap. You are a guy, sorry, im generally not interested. If you have someone elses picture as your profile picture, i really dont care if you dont look like Angelina Jolie, i dont look like Brad Pitt so i dont expect you to look like a supermodel either. I like women in all shapes, sizes and colours and if i asked you to be my friend then i think you look cool, if i didnt ask you then maybe i just forgot to.

I Wonder?
I'm just wondering what relationships are worth anymore? I mean are they really worth the trouble and the pain. I'm beginning to believe that they're not. If you know what I'm talking about, let's hear a hell yeah. And people begin to wonder why I'm not in one at the moment, and gee, that could be anybody's guess. It's like most/some of the time they all come out of some damn copy machine and they are like robots with strings. Is there is a cutoff point to these strings or do they continue up the butt. I'm so sick and tired of the same conversations that get nowhere and is a continued basis of crap. I feel so bad for someone in my family who continues to get treated like crap over NOTHING. She's always in tears every single day over a relationship she's been in for a long time and it's not getting any better. What is a woman to do when nothing she does for her spouse is right? Every single thing she tries is for nothing, so apparently she is nothing in that spou

I Won Thanks To My Friends Family And Fans
I Won a new Corvette and a dozen roses in the art contest thanks to all my friends family and fans........you all rock.........Like I keep telling everyone I have the most awesome friends on Cherry tap of that there is no doubt....Luv ya bunches.......purpledragonlady aka Vanessa

I Wonder
Sometimes I catch you looking Across the room at me You think I never notice You think I never see I wonder what you're thinking When your eyes meet mine I know you'll never tell me So just give me a sign We get on all right as friends We talk on MSN at night I wonder if someday I'll tell you In the dark you are my light I wonder about what's happening This feelings very wierd It's happening against my will Exactly what I feared I wonder if you notice And if you will ever see I wonder if you'll realise That we are meant to be

I Won't Be Seeing You Anymore
Saturday, March 17, 2007 I won't be seeing you anymore I should be glad I'm finally rid of you... Maybe our friendship wasn't so right. I put on my rose colored eyesight, Always making it seem so bright... Trying to find something beautiful, Trying to see something good in you... But there's nothing but selfishness, Nothing but arrogance - and its for the best... That I cannot see you, That I cannot hear you, That I don't really even want you... As a friend...Anymore! I feel so happy and strong, I'm so glad I knew all along... Deep down I didn't let go, I held strongly onto MY soul. You can never have, What you can't understand, And you don't have a clue, Who I was to you. You always seem to use people up, And you always have such good luck. Nothing seems to ever bring you down - You have everything -- and yet you frown! Nothing's good enough for you, And half the time...you don't even come through... You lie and fake your promises, And us

I Wonder If She Knows??
As I sit here at night, thinking of her I wonder if she knows she's the one that's on my mind? I wonder if she knows that she's the first thing I think of in the morning when I get up? I wonder if she knows that through out the day I often times catch myself thinking about her, and day dreaming about the life we could have. I wonder if she knows that I could love her like no other ever could? I wonder if she knows that I'd give my soul to the devil just feel her soft sweet lips if only once? I wonder if she knows that I'd give my life for her, no questions asked? I wonder if she knows that I'd give her the beating heart out of my chest, just to know that I died loving her? I wonder if she knows that no matter what, I'd always stand beside her? I wonder if she knows that when I say 'I love you' I mean it unconditionally? I wonder if she knows that even tho the distance between us is great, that she's always on my mind?? I wonder if she knows that no matter

I Won't See You Tonight....i'm Watching Part 1 That's Why
Yep, haven't done it for a bit, but I am now, this weeks song is I WON'T SEE YOU TONIGHT PART 1 by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 Artist - Avenged Sevenfold Album - Waking The Fallen Song Number - 9 of 12 Song Length - 8:58 Lyrics Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the cha

I Wont Be On
I am going to be off here for a while prob a month at tops i think anyway i might pop on every once and a while to see what is going on intill i return i love ya all and consider u all to be a big part of my life to everyone i leave u with this i can never leave ya forever i shall be back and we will have all the good times in the world much mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh to ya all ashley

I Won
i want to thank all that helped me in my contest the biggest helpers Lauri,demonseed, FINEAZZZZ, what was loss....,Bedroomeyes, Kelley, Amanda, Christy, sarah and all the others who helped me here and there i appericate each and everyone of you. Also i like to thank Bi-Babe for letting me in her contest. =)

I Won't Be On Much
Unfortunetly I am not online much at all and now I will be on even less. I am now in charge of all the accounting of the shop too. Which means I have to do all of the paperwork and bills from the last year. I hope this means a raise.

I Wonder
I wonder sometimes if its worth blogging or writing or even using this as a journal. I have had a thought on my mind about a week as long as I was on vacation. And I don't know if I understand it or don't believe in it. The thought is "It's better to have love and lost". Why would you want to lose someone you love or have feelings for. I know some people will wonder. But, thats just how its got to be. Why does it take someone so long to change, or realize what is in front of them. Life is tough enough, and I know I work to much. But, that is the simple fact that someone has to be responsible. And if others are not going to do it then I will. I just feel like I lose out on a lot of things in life. But, I was talking with a friend last night and was upset and I mean pissed off at him. Because I had to learn something second hand. And I have known this guy for 25 to 30 years. And after talking to him I realized we are similar in a lot of ways. It's not that I am about the

I Wonder
I wonder if you know, I wonder if you care, How much you really hurt me, How much I had to bear. I wonder how you felt, I wonder how you slept, Knowing how you hurt me, Knowing how I wept. I wonder if you yelled, I wonder if you cried, When I felt this love come down, When I felt it died. I wonder all about you, I wonder day and night. For I loved you once and once again, And wouldn't give up the fight. I wonder if you see you've won, I wonder if you see I'm through. I've been torn apart so massively, And it's all been done by you. JMM-2001

I Wonder.....
if i could touch you... if i could feel you... if i could whisper in your ear... if i could taste you... if i could watch you... if i could hear your sweet words... what would it be like? the feel of a lover... the soft sensual words he'll say to me... the way he moves my hair back... the way he leans close and the heat of his breath tickles my cheek... i wonder what it would be like?

I Won The Lottery!"
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."

I Wonder?
IF WE HAD SEX?? 1. Would I be in control? 2. Would I pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would I kiss you with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would I say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would I be gentle & romatic or rough & hard? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would WE do afterwards? 11. Would I take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would I lick and bite you all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 20? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would WE wanna "do it"? 18. Would You be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would YOU call me in the morning? 23.Would it just be a hook up or would you want it t

I Wonder...
My horoscope... "It's easy to be selfless under these current astrological influences. So why not take up that good cause you've been meaning to get to for ages? It will add a new dimension of satisfaction to your life." Do they mean I should be doing work today?

I Wonder
Sitting alone in a darkened room My mind the only company. I wonder, Should I end this joke I call my life? Would anyone care? Would I be missed? Remembered as a friend, That crazy girl you used to know, A convenient piece of ass Or just the one who helped pay the bills? Do any of you even give a damn? You say you'd care if I was gone. Because I'm your friend? Or is it because you feel sorry for me? Because you don't want to be the reason I finally pick up that knife and guide it down my arm. You say you still want me here. Your actions say something else. You'll read these words someday. But will you really understand? Will you truly comprehend that after all The shit life has thrown at me, it was you. My friends, my family, my love That truly broke me.

"i Wonder Why"
I sometimes wonder why peolpe are the way they are, I try to be nice and I try to make friends, But all I ever get is rejection every time. Whether it be love or friendship that I seek, It never seems to happen--not for me at least. I sit and I wonder, If I'll ever truly be happy, Or will I walk around in this state I'm in, For the rest of my days? I wonder what is wrong with me, that no one wants to be with me. Whether it's love or just friendship, I can't ever find. My heart is so caring--and definitely pure. So what is so wrong with me, that it can"t ever work? It hurts me so deeply--but theres no one there to care, But if my roles were reversed I'd still be there. Why must people be so cruel and unkind? maybe cuz theyve been hurt, but I have been too. Is it really to much to ask, for a true love or true friend, that I may call mine? BL 03/19/94

I Wonder!
As the clouds gradually float by, I realize...... Something's wrong with this day, It's always the same, Over and Over, The Moon sits there in the sky fading in and out, it's so beautiful, The memories come and go, Was it ever real, It's like someone hit the repeat button and it got stucc, Life is fading away, With the shades of gray and blue, The sky darkens, Sometimes I wonder, Is it going to stay that way? The air is cold and dry it seems familiar, Maybe I have been here before at some time but when, As I wonder day to day, What will happen, Will it go away, The moon turns blood red what does it mean? I try to figure it out, But I get lost in thought, In shade of blue and gray........ I wonder every day!

I Wonder
I wonder why the last woman I said I love you to didn't love me back, I wonder why she left & why we went our seperate ways like that. I wonder why I don't look at women as I should, I wonder why sometimes I feel no good behind this darkness and neon glow. I wonder why I sit and watch the sun come up, this ones for those I loved who I lost and for all my wishes and plans. I cast my shadow on a darkend wall,like bare hands. I wonder why my life won't move ahead, having nightmares of demons, devils, you and the dead instead. So to the last woman I said I love you to, I'm not sorry for saying it because C.R. I do love you. I always have, and I'm sure I always will, with all my heart and free will as long as my heart beats red. Beats still. Now I regret not telling you sooner, but it was said. To have your kiss and die, I would happily be dead.

I Won't Disagee...
I love this song - for reasons that should be obvious to those who know and love me *lol* Yeah, and Kate Voegele rocks. Check out the vid below the lyrics and sing along! I Won't Disagee - Kate Voegele Ignorance is bliss You'd always hear me say But at times you can't deny Those eyes lookin' your way Let me begin by saying what I mean It's a crime against the heart you know To be somewhere in between Well don't be shy I've got an open heart and hand And I just might Have to confess just where I stand 'Cause lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me - And I Won't Disagree Rock-a-by my baby Don't be blue tonight Oh I'm on my way And I'm gonna make it right 'Cause I've got the feeling You'll be needing love And of all the lonely hearts You're the one I'm thinkin' of I've been told it's gonna take an iron hand To break

I Wonder What Would Happen If....
We treated our bible like we treat our cell phones? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we turned back to get it if we forgot it? What if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to our kids as Gifts? What if we used it as we Traveled? shopped? walked? What if we used it in case of an emergency? This is Something to make you ....Hmm....Where is my Bible? Oh and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't ever have to worry about our bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the Bill! And No Dropped Calls! Makes You Stop and Think "Where are My Priorities?"

I Won At Poker Last Night!
So, last night I went to poker with no money...I ended up walking out of the place with 160 dollars! It was pretty sweet! So on top of that, I found out my girlfriend was in town, so that made things a lot better! While we were talking...I found out that she was heading south for a little bit and she invited me! I definately would love to do that with her! It'll be sweet. She told me that there will be a lot of jeleous guys. So I definately don't mind making quick enemies on the fact that I have a totally hot girlfriend that also has a sweet personality and everything! Anyways, I guess I'm done typing about that for now. As for other news, I'll be turning 22 in 17 days, and I might not be home for it. Aw well though, my family got invited to an other event on my birthday and it sounds like they're going to it. So things are working out well. Anyways, later all. blind2heart

I Won
First of i just want to say hi to all on cherry tap. Know there is know such thing as a stupid picture, only blury ones. I love to take pictures of just about everything, well one of those pictures is being published in (The International Librairy of Photography). I was also Named one of the years best photographers of 2007, and i just posted the secound pic of several in this series. The picture was taken some where between San Diego cal. and Fort Worth Tx.. So you got to go and check this out and vote for on my pic., and let me know what you think. Thought you might like this Photo: http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 thanks and injoy

I Wont Be On Much Today
my grandson chris was jumped late last night. and hurt pretty bad.. he does have a concussion. he was admitted to the hospital at 4:30 this morning. so right now i am working on very little sleep.. they admitted him for the concussion but also the blood work up they did . have them alittle concerned. havent talked to a doctor and neither has his mom. she is up there with him now. but as soon as i know something i will let all of u know. i will be going back to the hospital around 10:30. so i wont be on here much.need your prayers thank u and have a good day vickie

I Wonder
I wonder as I wander, Out under the blue sky. Why do people I care about, always have to die? Are you happy where you are, Where ever that maybe. I wonder as I wander, Do you sometimes think of me. Is it nice up there in the heaven, for I know you made it there. Are the clouds made out of marshmallows, Do you know that I still care? I look up in the summer sky, and cry a single tear. Do you know that I still love you, and that I'll always hold you dear? I wonder as I wander, out under the blue sky. Why do people I care about. always have to die.

I Wonder Who It Could Be.......
Daily Horoscope: Aries For July 23,2007 An unexpected ally stands by you just when you need it. You always knew that you'd put your faith in them for a reason, but this confirms everything that you'd hoped. Afterward, show your appreciation for their support. THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO HMMMMMMMMMM ~*~HUGS~*~

I Won
I WON MY CONTEST I finished my contest got a 7 day blast I want to thank everyone who took the time to bomb my contest. thanks to my bombing family you were great! special thanks to carrie lou she made my morph I used in the contest and to Stacia and here great bunch love you guys you were great too. Special thanks to kewlrunning and his wife for holding the contest hugs to all my new friends! Lynn

I Wonder
I wonder Does the sun shine the same Does the moon whisper thru the wind Do the stars sparkle thoughts of you and i I wonder Can you feel the love Can you taste the desire Can you smell the passion I wonder Would you keep me safe Would you fulfill my every want, need, and Would you be the man I’ve seen in my mind I wonder Will you be kind Will you be tender Will you be caring Will you be faithful Will you be honest I wonder Will you be mine

I Wonder....
With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments for everyone that entertains the masses just quit doing it then the mumms will become so boring that even the noobs will quit going in them. Let them see what the mumms are like without the ones that made the mumms what they are. Now repost this shit and get the word out so we can take back OUR mumms.

I Wonder????
I WONDER???? Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit REPLY and fill it out about the person that posted this. It will only go to the person who posted it in the first place, and no one else can see it, don't forget to be honest! What if 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Tho

I Wonder If It's True
This or ThatThe Best FriendYou are that person who would be the perfect best friend... You would give up everything for your friends even if it means compromising something for yourself... You are that person who someone knows that they can tell anything to and you won't get mad or tell anyone else!Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

I Wonder.............
i wonder why sometimes i just feel like i am wasting my time with people that i shouldnt be thinking it is all a waste of time with. i wonder why sometimes i wish i lived the fairy tale life. i wonder why this world has to be the way it is. all i ever wonder is the stupid things in life then i wonder why i waste my time to think of it all. but in all reality i think we all do that which to some xtent is kinda dumb but hey thats life. i wonder why i never really grew up when i needed to, or why this life had to be mine. all i know is my son is my life and without him i would be wondering what the hell to do next. i wonder what would happen if it all just changed and what i wanted out of life happened, how would i react. its all a big wonder to me why those we love most bad things happen to them and those we cant stand seem to live forever. its all a wonder why people kill others and then themselves, like they feel they accomplished something. i live to wonder all the stupid crap in this

I Wonder...this Guy
IT'S BEEN RAINING ALOT IN PITTSBURGH THE PAST WEEK AND I HAVE FOUND MYSELF JUST LYING IN BED,STARING AT THE CEILING,LISTENING TO MUSIC....WHAT AM I STRESSING ABOUT? WHY AM I IN SUCH DEEP THOUGHT LATELY? LYING HERE DRIFTING OFF.......THIS GUY. WHAT IS IT ABOUT THIS GUY THAT IM LONGING FOR? I CAN FEEL MY TEMPERATURE START HEATING UP AND MY BODY YOURNING FOR THAT ONE TOUCH. I START CARESSING MY SKIN ALL OVER MY BODY THINKING OF THIS GUY AND I CLOSE MY EYES TRYING TO SEE HIM. I DRIFT OFF INTO THIS FANTASY WHERE I AM IN A ROOM AND OUT OF NOWHERE THIS GUY WALKS UP BEHIND ME,TURNS ME AROUND,LOOKS IN MY EYES AND SLAMS ME UP AGAINST THIS WALL.IM SO TAKEN BY IT..HIS LIPS ALL OVER ME,DEVOURING EVERY PART OF MY BODY..HE PICKS ME UP AND GIVES IT TO ME SO HARD I CAN HARDLY CATCH MY BREATH AS I'M BEGGING AND SCREAMING FOR MORE.WHO IS THIS GUY? DO U EXSIST? OR HAVE I ALREADY MET U AND DONT KNOW IT YET. THIS GUY....WILL I EVER KNOW......

I Wont Forget You
Although I have cried many tears and wanted to give up. I never turned my back on you. I did what I could to be there for you. Although the miles between us make it hard. i will never forget you. I have always kept you close you have been on my mind in my heart you will remain. I will never forget you. at times i wish you were here so i could tell you how I feel. give you that hug i have been wanted to give you for so long now. I wont forget you hope you dont forget about me. I look back on the days we have talked and wonder will they be forgotten or added to the memories. I wont forget you.

I Won My First Contest Woot!!!!!
Oh my gosh! I am so happy! I feel like I've won in more ways than one. Thanks to Cappy for holding the contest and my VIC. :) I want to thank everyone that helped me out and supported me. HUGE THANKS go out to Chris, Pete, Theresa, Jeff, and BooBoo.. You guys RAWK thanks so much. Love you all. BooBoo Thank you so much for having my back sweety and introducing me to the best damn family a girl could ask for. Unlimited Thanks and much love to Confederate Bombers Family. I LUV YA PEEPS!!!!

I Wonder.................................................
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

I Won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to thank everyone who came and rated and commented me I WON. I would like to thank a few in particular please look them up show them some love there the best friends a guy could have. They are Hailey, Good Bye, Jennifer, Christine, ridergrl, The SFC Bomber Crew, Erin and Coach. I would exspecially like to thank Sexy Blonde Goddess who like the rest helped me daily. Sexy Blonde Goddess gets the special thank you for using up all her comments everyday but the 2 days she was sick. She stayed up at times till 2am to make sure I never lost my lead and posted bullitens daily to get more to come and help me out. She is a very devoted friend and deserves much thanks more then I can show. I know there are some mentioned above who came and showed love daily and I am not overlooking you at all. Please go show them some love rate there pics and stashs and fan and request them.

I Wonder
why do men well no wait i am not going bash men i am going make it a equal thing so men and women if u had been chatting and met someone u really was starting to like a lot and they ask to see u on cam and u agree only if u can see them and one of them end up showing more to the other than the otherone does then for some ungodly reason they dont even as much as say hi to u , now keep in mind u have talked for a while before u actually see anyone live , dont u think u should at least be man or woman enuff to tell the person what u think of them wether it is hurtful or not ,,,,, just exactly how many of u would keep talkin to someone u was already liking a lot but when u see them they kinda just wonder off from u ...... what would u do to him , just let them go if they are that shallow or what .......and before u go hollering at me to see me on cam i am exactly as i portray myself online i dont have no reason to lie and i only get on cam for ppl i want to ,,,,,, if i dont want

I Wonder...
why do people check you out on a profile then delete it...its happend to me before twice in the last couple days ok i get your checking me out my page it isnt that entertaining and my profile is open for public viewing i dont block people soooo whats the deal?? people are strange...feel free to openly stalk my page if i dont like it you will know because most more than likely ill tell ya to step off haha ne who..... thats the thought for today

I Won!!!!
For Four grueling hours last night I was in a poker tournament with 2000 people from around the world.It was an elimination tournament and the winner won entry into 2nd round tournament.(winner of 2nd round gets to go to Australlia to play in live tournament in January) WOO HOO >>>>>I WON!!! Just wanted to share that with my friends !

I Won't Let Him Destroy My Relationship!
Ok, here's the deal, I was with a guy named Eric for four years on and off. I was there for him when he got hooked on meth, when he went to rehab and then when he went into community corrections. Well, we broke up about 6 months ago when he cheated on me. That was the end, I wasn't going to take his crap anymore. Trust me there was even more that he did to me, but I don't have time for all of that. Anyways, he was supposed to go to jail for 2 years and it just got reduced to 2 years probation. I know it's wrong, but I was almost happy that he was going away, because that way I wouldn't have to put up with him bursting into my life. Since he has gotten out today he has called me 2 times. He keeps saying how he misses me, how he would wake up in jail thinking about me, how he lost the best thing he ever had. Well, I am in love with an amazing man right now named Jesse. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. What am I supposed to do with Eric. I told him about Jesse and I and he sa

I Wont Forget
I had forgotten… The bike as lonely steed I had forgotten… My forbidden need I had forgotten… The sunset-kissed air I had forgotten… My billowing hair I had forgotten… The sacred forest spot I had forgotten… My urge to plot. I had forgotten all these things and more, even the coolness of a slushie from the store. I had allowed myself to become a bore. But now as I lie here bruised and sore, I vow to myself I will never again ignore, And thus remain at peace down to my core.

I Won!!!!!!
I won!!! Thank you all for helping you all rock!!!!! I can't name all who helped me win, but I know who you all are and you are all great!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you all for taking the time out to help me!!!!!!! I ♥ you all!!!

I Wonder....
....what it takes for someone to realize there is a problem before the problem gets too big to have any chance of solving it. Perhaps people feel better when they can pretend nothing is wrong or just think it will go away and that it will fix itself?

I Wonder!
Ok i wonder is it to much to as when u think u find someone u really care about and have deep feelings for them to be faithful to u and not have to be flirty with others etc i mean if u really care for someone and want to make it work and u think this may be the one is it really worth it to lose it for a simple flirt or a cyber or anything like that? someone make me understand, if u find that special someone that makes ur heart skip a beat and is on ur mind all the time why would someone risk that?i mean yes have friends talk etc but know when to draw the line!and have respect for the one ur trying to commit to! or am i wrong? i mean theres flirty but then theres down right flirty hard 2 explain! i dont know maybe its just me but if i have a connection with someone abd my heart does skip a beat and hes all i think about i would want to cherish that and keep it and try everything to make it happen,but thats just me! thanks had to vent!

I Wonder...
I wonder what it would be like To be just like you So beautiful And oh so true. I wonder what it would be like To be sexy Naw never mind Cause I might have to change my name to Lexy. I wonder what it would be like To be so hot To have every boy want me To fit in the popular lot. I wonder what it would be like To be hot and thin So that when I walk by a guy He’ll have a wide grin. I wonder what it would be like To have a perfect life To have a perfect husband And be a perfect wife. I wonder what it would be like To kiss your lips And feel you hands Slide to my hips. I wonder what it would be like To be a dove To be free To be called the bird of love. I wonder what it would be like To have powers To make lightning a rainbow And rain into flowers. All these things I wonder I’ll probably never be But…it’s ok Cause I love me. I love me I’m sweet and whole-hearted too And if you get to know me closely I guarantee you’ll love me too.

I Won't Be On Most Of Friday Due To Family Emergency
My dad went in for tests and they kept him. He is there now, overnight. I am going to the hospital to be there when he goes in for his surgery. He will be getting either a triple or quadruple bypass. I will be with my mom and my sister and my cousin and my grandparents at the hospital. My daughter will most likely be there also, if she gets the weekend pass. Anyway, he is getting the surgery around noon to one and it will take a long time. After he is resting afterward my mom will bring me home. (My car is down) so I am not going to be home until about 5:30 or 6:30 PM or so. Anyone wishing to pray for my dad, his name is Steve. They only lose 2 -3 % of the people so he has great odds! Thanks.

I Wonder Why
Every night I wonder why he has to go he has to die. every night I lay thinking why I am sitting here having a cry every night I think the worse who fault was it was it a curse every night I lay to sleep cuddle my pillow and begin to weep I no that one day I will wake he will be gone for gods sake he will be dead and never come back I feel empty and so slack if this can be stopped help me please put my family back at ease. let him die, let us cry this is what I wonder why?

I Won My Contest
Hi everyone...just want to thank you all for helping me win my contest!!! Everyone put up a lot of time and effort in helping and it was all greatly appreciated!!! You guys are the best! Thanks, Coach

I Wonder...
I WONDER... Why is it hard to be happy when your in love? You worry, cry, envy others... You give everything yet it isn't enough... Is it like this when you love someone? or just stupid to fall for someone who can't see your worth??? (",)

I Won, I Won, I Won!!
Well, I didn't win anything here in Fubar (yet!! lol...), but one of my loves and passions is photography. I am getting published soon in the Parade Magazine. The pay isn't too much, but it is a $100 more than I had in my bank today!! lol.... I'll certainly try to keep you posted on when it officially comes out...but, I am dancing on cloud 10,000!! ;) Hope you are all off to a phenomenal weekend! ttyml.... Your friend, Kat

I Won't Be Doing Another Of These For A Long Time!
Facts About MeABOUT MEFull Name:Theresa Birthday:January 1, 1962 Birthplace:Oxnard, California Eye Color:Blue/Gray most of the time Hair Color:Strawberry Blonde Height and Weight:5'51/2" (about 130) Right or Left Handed:right Heritage:Dutch, Irish, a bit of German Worst Habit:smoking Shoe Size:7.5 Shoes You Wore Today:none yet Innie or Outie:innie Weakness:addictions (right now it's The Fu) Fears:loved ones getting hurt Perfect Pizza:black olives and pineapple ~mmmm~ Thoughts First Waking Up:Is my dog still alive? Best Physical Feature:legs MY FAVORITESColor:Cobalt Blue Food:Chicken Spaghetti Sport:Eh Animal:Tigers Candy:Charleston Chews Song:Bring Me To Life (it fits me right now) Gum:can't chew it Holiday:I don't like holidays anymore Season:Spring Radio Station:I prefer cd's Body Part on the Opposite Sex:Eyes, mouth, hands (not necessarily in that order) oh and shoulders

I Won't Die Here
I dry my eyes each night. This happens after every fight. The pain will never seize. Even when I'm on my knees. Been beaten until I turn blue, No one knows what I go through. Why does he drink everyday? I sometimes wish his life away. He brings me so much pain, I just want to slice my vein. After all the bleedings done, I'll wonder who would have won. It would be me standing there, Fighting off my greatest fear. I won't give him anything to hold, It's my life and I'm in control. I see no reason to live, my life is all I have to give. I'm not ready to give it up. Still have't reached the top. Even with the pain I had, My life never seemed so bad. If good is all I can see, A better life I would lead. friends made it better for me, So A better friend I will be. I'm ready to open this door, I won't be giving up anymore. Everyone I love I made worry, For that I am so very sorry. I won't live my life a lie. And I'm not ready to die.

I Wont Let Her Memory Go
I WONT LET HER MEMORY GO SHE DIED BEFORE I REACHED MY TEENS. SO MOST OF MY LIFE SHE HAS NEVER SEEN. EVEN THOUGH I WAS STILL A CHILD. I REMEMBER HER SOFT,WARM SMILE. SHE NEVER GOT TO SEE MY CHILDREN GROW. OR SEE THERE FACES ALL AGLOW. OH,BUT I KNOW SHE WOULD BE PROUD. TO SEE MY HAPPY LITTLE CROWD. MAY SHE REST IN PEACEFUL SLEEP. WITH ALL OF HER MEMORIES,I DEARLY KEEP. MY MOTHER,MY MOTHER,I LOVE HER SO. I WON'T EVER LET HER MEMORY GO.

I Wonder.....
Does he love me or is he playing me for the fool? Is she the one that he really wants? Or is he playing her too? I can't help but think about what got me here. I wonder silently if that image will ever become clear? He thinks I'm bitter but, that's not what it is. My heart and soul are full of resentment from the things that he did. My love will never fade and our lives will always be one. And yet I ask myself am I his one true love?

I Wont Do This Anymore.
"Do This Anymore" Why's what's best for you, always the worst thing for me When am I gonna learn? I'm tired of hating When will it be my turn? Cause I'm tired of waiting You say I'm only telling half of it That's probably because it's only half worth telling. I don't find faith in your forced feelings I'm not fooled by your misleadings I won't buy this line your selling I'm so tired of this lie your telling I won't do this anymore

I Wonder
So, my bday is on the 10th. I am taking Fri-Mon off. I wonder if I'll get to do anything fun or if anyone will end up showing me a good time. Most likely, all I will do is at the most hang out with Family. I say that because the guys i've recently been involved with.... well nevermind. I just wonder who, if any will step up to the plate :)

I Wont Be On For A While Again
my pressure sore is open again so i cant sit in my chair therefore i wont be on fubar or my pc .if you dont see me you know why could be 2 weeks could be long i dont know,but i cant afford for it to get worse and infected.

I Wonder
I wonder how many silent tears You have cried for me I wonder how many scars I've left No one will ever see... I wonder why you just sit And take it all on the chin Who said you couldn't have emotions Is to cry out loud a sin? I wonder how much you could give If you weren't made of rock Life might even touch you hard To turn the key in the lock. I wonder if anyone will ever Accept you as you really are? Or will you cry those silent tears Adding scar after scar after scar.

I Wonder...
There are these idiots on the fourth floor of this building who seem to be directly located under my desk. They keep yelling stupid things and making lame noises not knowing I can hear them. I'm thinking of doing one of two things: 1. Either ramming my foot thru the floor, peeking in the hole, and telling them to shut the hell up. or 2. Going down and joining the damn party.

I Wonder
I wonder... Sometimes i wonder, What it is like Up there? Is it sunny? Is it Raining? The weather... Is it jus like the way it is Down here? I wonder... But what's the point? Is there a point? May be there is. Will i ever find out? I guess that one day, My life. The end of it. Just live, The way it is for now. Wait till it's my time, My end. (c) Angel

I Won't Say A Word
When I need you I Won't Say A Word When you're not there I Won't Say A Word When I look for you I Won't Say A Word And you're invisible I Won't Say A Word Or have stepped away I Won't Say A Word When you don't tell me you love me I Won't Say A Word When you won't say I'm special to you I Won't Say A Word When the loneliness makes me cry I Won't Say A Word When I am starving for your attention I Won't Say A Word When I fall into a well of depression I Won't Say A Word When I lose all hope I Won't Say A Word When I stop believing I am important to you at all I Won't Say A Word When I've given up and given in I Won't Say A Word When what could have been has faded to nothing I Won't Say A Word and if I decide to walk away forever I Won't Say A Word

I Wonder Post Follow Up
I was right, those who I had hoped would step up did not. I shouldn't have placed faith on it. i had a few call from wekk wishers and breakfast out with the family but for the most part am celebrating it alone. However, one of you did offer to treat me like a Princess tonight and because of my blahness I asked for a raincheck. Kisses, you are a sweetheart, you know who you are.. Guess it's me and FUBAR tonight..

I Won
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS WHO HELPED ME SO MUCH ON MY CONTEST I DID WIN FIRST PRIZE I WON A HAPPY HOUR!!! I WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED ON WHEN I WILL BE HOSTING THE HAPPY HOUR. I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE TO THANK. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!! LOVE YOU ALL MINA

I Wonder????
A close friend once had told me of this awsome way a gent would propose to his gal,well with that in mind makes me wonder if hed ever consider that someday with his special someone all i can say is if a gent ever did that to me id be speechless makes me wonder if dreams like truly do come true or if its just doin alot of wishin on a star...

I Wont Be Fooled
I hate these little games we play in all this kind of ways. I get dissapointed with the way u treat me day to day. You say im pretty and i dont believe it to be true. If im the one then y am i not with you. I hate myself for falling for the same old speech and things u say. i dont know how to be anymore i dont feel the same way. My heart is weak and feeble and my soul is lost in a dark abyss. i feel my soul is dampen and i am at a miss. i miss the way u talk to me and the way u make me feel. i cant stand not knowing wat you want and im here all alone. i wont stand it anymore and i wont wait by the phone. im not going to do this to myself because i am to blame. most of the time the guy i fall for are all the same. i want someone to love me for who i really am. i need someone to know that im not a hoax or a scam. im real and i feel and i am special inside. i shouldnt need to prove it to u or keep my realness aside. if u want me here i am try it at ur best. CUZ if Not

I Wonder...
Do you ever wonder what would happen if you just took one step back? What I mean is. What If you could just sit in the side lines. and actually watch your life being lived. All the heartbreak, happy times, regret, lessons learned. Would you do anything differently? The certain decisions that you made.... That lead you to where you are today. I have thought about this countless of times. And no matter how many times I go back and do things over in my mind.... No matter how many different situations I would put myself in. I still found that I would be in the exact same place that I am today. Who knows, maybe Im thinking too hard. There could just be a simple explanation to why things happen the way they do. But, there really isnt. No one knows why. Maybe its because, WE choose what happends to us. We choose who we are friends with, who we hate. who we love... And no matter what happens. No matter how many mistakes we make. Its all going to happen the same exact way that

I Wonder
I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

I Wont Be Here Starting On Dec 6th
WELL THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO FINALLY HAVE SURGERY... SO THIS ISN'T A GOOD BYE IT'S ILL BE BACK IN A FEW WEEKS TO A MONTH...BUT, I WILL BE BACK... SOME OF YOU KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BEHIND THIS SURGERY AND SOME DON'T JUST SAY I WILL FINALLY BE PAIN FREE..7 LONG ASS YEARS AND I FINALLY FOUND A DOCTOR WHO BELIEVED THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG..(NO I'M STILL GOING TO BE INSANE)...I WILL TRY AND HURRY BACK TO SAY HELLO TO YOU MY FRIENDS..AND I AM PRAYING IT WILL BE BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS...BUT IF I'M NOT HERE I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON..BE WELL AND HAPPY EVERYONE..YOU ALL MEAN SOMETHING TO ME... TAKE CARE AND LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES.... DONNA

I Wonder When...
Ya kno sitting here thinking about the past incidents that have happened. Namely my aunt Pearl...just makes me wonder when I can finally not take care of others and someone can take care of me for a change. When ever there is a problem or issue...I am the one called. Mostly because Brandy will fix it. And I do fix things about 90% of the time. I am always needed for something...wanted in peoples lives...but it also seems I am thrown to the curb. Make me fall for your sympathy story so I can rush to your aid. Thats how it feels sometimes. And my family loves to give me that shit. I guess I am too fucking gullible. Believe what people say...especially when you are close to them. They will cry "Wolfe" once too often and I wont be there to help them. I wont be there to fix what they caused. I go to them...help them...then I am left on the curb. Which is why I didnt stay as long as I did down there and they wonder why I left so early? Why be somewhere I am not wanted nor neede

I Wonder
Some lady on here said, and I quote, that we attract people that are like us. I dunno what to make of it, as I am a dedicated hard worker who works 56 hours a week and stays at home most nights with my family, where as my ex's, at least recently, are unemployed, alcoholic, drug using losers with no future or potential. what does this say about me?

I Wonder..
You see a new side of someone whom you thought you knew quite well. It may be that you're getting more than you had bargained for in some way, but most likely it should be a net positive for you. ok this is my horoscope for November 30, 2007.I think is hits the nail on the head....

I Won!!
Saturday after noon I won tickets to the Jingle Rock concert! I have been trying to win tickets for the last month... Had to be caller 25 and I was always number 9, 15 or 20. The first two times I called it was busy then I finally got through and won tickets to Jingle Rock. Here's the link if anyone is interested and I got some awesome seats too!!: http://mix969.com/pages/promo/jingle_rock/layout.html The concert is Friday Dec 14th this is gonna be who I get to see: Lenny Kravitz Emerson Hart from Tonic Finger Eleven Dolores O'Riordan from the Cranberries Just wanted to share my cool news :-D

I Wonder...
I wonder who the BCS is going to select for the National Championship game...if you aren't much of a football fan, you may want to turn the page. Yesterday both #1 and #2 lost for the second straight week. In case you missed it, West Virginia lost to Pitt, and Missouri got blown out by Oklahoma in the Big 12 championship. Does this mean that Ohio St. and Georgia, who were #3 and #4 last week, automatically move into the top two slots? No offense to Georgia, but they didn't win their conference, not even their division of the conference. I think that Ohio St. will be facing either LSU or Virginia Tech. Now I know, LSU destroyed VT early in the season 48-7, but that seems like eons ago. But VT is playing their best football right now, and it seems that LSU is reeling. VT avenged one of their losses this year by downing a tough Boston College squad. LSU on the other hand has lost 2 games to unranked opponents in triple OT in both cases. Surely a national champions

I Won't
I Won’t Into the mouth of hell its deeper than your wishing well Drips of lust and despair but will I follow you there Hate and anger, desperation Desire, greed and no change in sight Do I do the deed Or do I say goodnight I won't follow you into that world I don't care what you have in store for me You can't control my hate and desire For you are the one who is the liar Darkness of tunnels Fought my way through The anger fills me but I'll break you in two You try your best to ruin me No that I know I am setting myself free I won't miss you, won't have you drag me down I will turn myself around Different life with differents dreams All I hear is your faultered screams

I Won't Be Here For About A Week
To all of my friends, both old and new, I am going to miss you all for about a week. I am moving tonight into a new place...yes, my apartment hunting is finally over, and there is no internet service there until I can get some. So, hopefully by next week I will have net connection once again and be back to haunt ya'll's pages with lots of fubar love. So, take care and have a wonderful weekend and don't have too much fun without me! muahhhhhh Denise aka Southern Tinker ;)

I Wonder
Don't remember where I found this. Enjoy. Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Can I get arrested for running into a Fire House yelling “Movie!, Movie!”? Can you be a closet claustrophobic? Could someone ever get addicted to counseling? If so, how could you treat them? Did Adam and Eve have navels? Did the early settlers ever go on a camping trip? Did you ever notice when you blow in a dog's face he gets mad at you, but when you take him in a car he sticks his head out the window? Do fish get cramps when they swim after eating? Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? Do Lipton employees take coffee breaks? Do one-legged ducks swim in circles? Do Roman paramedics refer to IV's as 4's? Does the little mermaid wear an algebra? Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a l

I Wonder?!?!?!
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

I Wonder
I wonder if you wonder as often as I do I wonder if you think about me thinking about you. I wonder if you miss me every now and then and feel a twinge of loneliness remembering back when. I wonder if you search for me the way I search for you in hopes perhaps our paths will cross at least a time or two. I sometimes wonder if you knew tho I couldn't tell you so my love for you had grown so deep ....enough to let you go.

I Wonder
i wonder why when a new year hits the same thing still happens where people that were in your life in the last year and were mean as hell and untruthful are still there. This year i really hope that i can find a new guy and a some new friends who do not stab in the back and steal my bf. I am goin to school this year finally after 12ys not in the classroom and i am not gonna let anyone step on my toes and ruin it for me. If u look at my profile and think i might have a chance in gaining your friendship please give me a shout.

I Wonder......
how do u make someone that u really love & care about believe u with anything that u tell them or show them?? why does being in love have to hurt soo much?? i dont understand that does anybody have any advice or suggestions

I Wonder
After the Fu Drama I have been through tonight i decided to write the dumbest blog I've ever written. We all know this place if full of players both men and women. They both tell you what they think you want to hear and there good at it. Like for me for example I don't have a boyfriend haven't had one since May 14,2006. But that has been by choice for me for many reasons. Funny thing about the guys I deal with is they all say how sexy or hot or beautiful, I am but i bet you anything that if you guys were here in the same place as me you wouldn't be talking your shit. So really whats the point of talking your trash if you don't mean it. I mean really it's not like we are ever gonna meet so what's the purpose. Maybe you just like to see yourself type who knows. Ok so with that said who wants to be my real life boyfriend lmao!!

::i Won't See You Tonight Pt. 1::
"I WON'T SEE YOU TONIGHT PT. 1" - AVENGED SEVENFOLD Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight. And while I'm gone, everything will be alright. No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight

I Won, I Won! Giveaway Over Finally!
Hi friends, family & fans! Just wanted to let you know that my giveaway is finally over! Woot! I am so excited! This has been one of the best giveaways I have ever joined! I won a Happy Hour! 1 year VIP 30 Day Blast & a Ticker Pack!! Woohoo! Stephanie Lynn & Mark seriously ROCK! Show 'em some love! Mark11779@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Thank you sooo much for the ones that helped me out with this at the end! You all seriously rock as well!! :D Thanks Steph & Mark for holding such a cool giveaway.. Gives me a chance for my very first Happy Hour!! Not sure when I am gonna use it, but I will let you all know! This Blog brought to you by... Me.. ~~Sheri~~ &hearts Proud Member of Club F.A.R. & Sisters 4 Life &hearts@ fubar

I Won The Auction!
ĞŔaƒíCzĞŔL ~ Co-Founder of I.C.H.S. ~ Fu-Owned By Rippedflesh@ fubar She will be getting the following: (5) 1 Day Fubar Blasts (1) 3 Days Fubar Blast (2) 7 Days Fubar Blasts (4) 1 Month, VIPs given out monthly

I Won!!!
This is just a simple blog, to post my stats at the time of me winning spotlight. Ill add more and all that later after this day is over!! LOL... Fuberlord --> Henchman 370,012 Points to go! Rating: 10.41 (1716) [?] Profile Views: 2,671 Points: 1,129,988 [?]

I Won... Thank You All
Upcoming Blog on all who helped!! :) I am in my first contest and could use some rates. Please stop by. I only have 50 minutes left. Thanks everyone!! :) Rates = 10 pts Comments = 1 pt Much Love To All AngL

I Wonder
Do u really think things really do change in ur life for a reason... or is it just make believe... do u think people really do grow apart... even though u been together for yrs... just a lil boreing thought running threw myhead....

I Wonder
Sometimes i sit and wonder about what the point of it all is. You know it all just seems so pointless really. we work hard to get what we want only to then realize that we really didn't want it to begin with. How crazy is that? Human nature is completely insane. Fortunately we have each other to count on. Let us hope that our friends never leave us. 03/18/08

I Won't Be On Much!
Well I guess I knew this was coming sooner or later. I'm not handling my multi tasking very well. So I've decided to stay off of here for awhile. I'met some great people on here and plan to stay in touch through other means. I have to focas on my job and school and not FUBAR DRAMA.. lol

I Wonder Why
I wonder why, you say goodbye. I have seen you grow, seen you glow. If i only knew. I have watched it rain, you were in so much pain, I tried to break the chains. With every hour, And every blooming flower, you were so sour. The sky turned blue, where were you, you know i had no clue. Like a bird you felt you had to fly. with every tear, i could almost feel all your fears. Every time I'd seen you cry, I remember the words goodbye. I wonder why you had to say goodbye. With ever sigh, I have heard the lies. every star i see the scars. but you have always been so far. My heart is broke, but i can't sit in the dark, and wait for you to decide. I wonder why you say goodbye. I wonder why you broke my heart, and why we are so far apart. I wonder why you felt you had to fly. i can only sigh, everytime i hear the words goodbye. I wonder why.

I Won't Be Changing My Name....thank You!
I was shouted at this morning by a cutesie little blonde, 20, I'm betting with a perky little ass, too (I'm just sayin') She wanted to know if I would join her group, the Sexy Love Kittens, or something of that ilk. I told her "Sure, but I won't be changing my name." So she linked me with her owner, a British twit with a stick up her ass, who asked me if I was the one who wanted to join. I told her I was approached and had no problem with it, but I would not be changing my name. She corrected me by saying I wouldn't have to change it, just add to it. Which is still changing my name....what I told her I would not be doing, in the first place. She countered with "if you don't want to change your name, then I'm sorry, but you can't join." At this point I cried my eyes out. I mean, really, I hadn't even joined and I was already over it. "I was aproached to join." I told her. "I'm the owner, and I didn't approach you, nor would I. Cheers xxxx" Is it really any wonder wh

I Won`t Be On My Computer For Alil Bit
Juss lettin all my friends, family, and fans know that I won`t be on my computer for a few days cos it`s down but I will be usin my moms computer till I get mine back up and runnin. Thanx...Luv Ya :) *hugs*

I Wonna Go Home
HOME by Michael Buble Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm May be surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh, I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aeroplane Another sunny place I’m lucky, I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me 'Cause this was not your dream But you always believed in me Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna

I Wont Ever Be Too Far Away To Feel You..
*Whenever you call* Love wandered inside Stronger than you Stronger than I And now that it has begun We cannot turn back We can only turn into one Chorus I won't ever be too far away to feel you And I won't hesitate at all Whenever you call And I'll always remember The part of you so tender I'll be the one to catch your fall Whenever you call Verse And I'm truly inspired Finding my soul There in your eyes And you Have opened my heart And lifted me inside By showing me yourself Undisguised Chorus I won't ever be too far away to feel you And I won't hesitate at all Whenever you call And I'll always remember The part of you so tender I'll be the one to catch your fall Whenever you call Bridge And I will breathe for you each day Comfort you through all the pain Gently kiss your fears away You can turn to me and cry Always understand that I Give you all I have inside Chorus I won't ever be too far away to feel you And I won't

I Wonder !
I always wonder this Why would you want to be in a group that the ONLY thing you have to do is just F/A/R and nothing else. Why they can't help level up or even help in a contest. I noticed when 1 of their Friends needs leveling up they do a bulliton on it to help that person but not the rest I think its stupid just to be in a club just to F.A.R people How can you become friends like that I don't understand.... I been in groups like that and I just deleted them Now RISING-STAR..THE SPANKERS CLUB, RATE SPANKERS and SHADOW LEVELERS YOU ROCK so DON'T this blog is about your groups I will ALWAYS help you guys out... I just think it is stupid to just be in those kind of groups :).. This is my whining of the day !!!!

I Wont Go Cheap But I Am Damn Sure Easy
So stop by place a bid and buy me for a month. Cash bids own me for two or more months depending on the bid. Terms of what you get as ownership are subject to change depending on the bid. And did I mention I am EASY ;)

I Wonder
I wonder.now that i am a promoter for a new lounge.will i be able to persuade my friends.family.and.fans to join me in the lounge? if you do.i will get you a drink and hook you up with tens. you know you want the points.we all do.come on in.check it out at least. PLEASE CLICK ON THIS PHOTO BELOW GET IN TO THE BADBOYS LOUNGE!!! > PLEASE COME AND JOIN BADBOYS LOUNGE > EVERYONE IS WELCOME!!! > > >

I Wonder
when you sleep i wonder what you dream about do you dream about oceans, or clouds in the sky, do you dream about the past, or the future beheld in your eyes or do you just dream about me? when your afraid, what are you afraid of? when you wake up what might you see are you afraid of dying or are you just afraid of being set free? while your hoping what do you hope for? death for your enemy or peace for all on this earth, do you hope for your fantisies to be fullfilled or do you just have hope for a childs birth? as you think, what are you thinking of? do you imagine blue skies in a land far away or the brightest sun on a rainy day do you think about your sorrows and your pain or are you just imagining us dancing in the rain when your gone what do you miss? do you miss the rituals you know so well or the voices your used to hearing or do you just miss the love in which you fell while you love, i wonder what your loving do you love the blessing

I Won I Won Ty Fubombers
THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH FUBOMBERS I WUV YOU!! LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY ROUGH AND HOPEFULLY SOON IT WILL BE BETTER. I WILL BE ABLE TO NOW GET MY VIP BACK FOR AT LEAST 30 DAYS!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE HELP. I WILL BE BACK ON LATER TONIGHT...I WILL BE AT AN INTERVIEW TODAY PLEASE CROSS FINGRS I GET THIS JOB. MOMMA NEEDS SOME MONEY. THEN I WILL BE BEGGING FOR MONEY FROM PEOPLE TO GET MY PHONE TURNED BACK ON LOL. SOOOO HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND I WILL BE BACK TONIGHT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HELPED!! AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FUBOMBERS!!!!! DUSTINA

I Won`t Be On Here Much
That I won`t be on here as much as I used to be...I am 7 months pregnant and I am tryna get everythin`ready for my baby girl...So, If you leave me luv and profile comments or whatever I will return everythin`as soon as I can...` Thanx for understgandin

I Wonder Another Poem I Wrote
Laying next to you smiling promising you I'll be right here when you wake up Wakeing up in your arms with a smile on my face Sleeping in your arms was the best nights sleep I've had in a long time. As the days go on just makes me fall in love with you even more then I already have I sit here wondering how I am so lucky to have you in my life Wondering hwo long i will have you in my life before I screw things up Wondering if I have screwed up things between us already Wondering hwo things will go between us Thinking about you beign in my life hoping I have you in my life forever thinking and knowing if i dont have you in my life some how even as a friend it will tear me apart and kill me inside and out Hoping you feel the same way about me. Laying here next to you just makes me thinkg a lot and hope for the best because i love you Write by Ashley 5-19-08

I Wonder ..... Do You ?
do you ever wonder why things are like they are some days you dont want to wake up anymore other days you are full of joy then there are those days that you wonder what happen to the party side of you and the fun you use to have with the friends you use to have .... so am i wondering if i should come back to my sites and have fun like i use too ..... hmmmmmm what to do ???? guess i have to think this out ..... bbl......

I Wonder....
...i'm kinda having a sudden urge to hurt someone. and i can't stop thinking about that idiot kid that tried to rob me yesterday. i wonder if i should hide myself behind some cars down the street and when he goes by beat the holy shit out of him with a baseball bat. i mean it would only serve him right. :) how is everyone this fine evening?

I Wonder
as i lay here alone an hear the rain outside of my window i wonder if ill ever find happiness the joy of that one special ladie that i can call my friend my lover my everything my true love i wonder if a love like this is real an if ill ever find that kinda love i wonder by cleon i wonder

I Wont Let You Fall
if you fall ill be here to catch you even when i can't catch myself ill be there break your painful crash even if your never there to catch me when i fail all my pain and all my tears are the least of my fears but the sadness you bare and the hate that we carry is whats so scary but ill be here through it all

I Wonder If I Should.
Good Morning Luvs! Oh the title of the blog has nil to do with said blog, I just want everyone to know that Ms. Ruby is 77k away from Fu-King. So, how about we level her? xoxox Ebolarama - Every Time I Die

I.won't.let.you.fall.apart.
This song is blog worthy cuz.... well, i said so... push play, and read lyrics.... ...... She shines, in a world full of ugliness... She matters, when everything is meaningless. Fragile, she doesn't see her beauty. She tries... to get away. Sometimes, it's just that nothing seems worth saving. I can't watch her slip away. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by... ...hoping someone can see. If I could fix myself, I'd.... BUT IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME... I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. We'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide... I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side... ...but they kee

I Wonder
K I WAS JUS WONDER N IF I CAN GET SUM FEED BACK.......I WENT TO BORED N RATED PIX AS I NORMALLY DO YESTERDAY.....WELL THIS ONE POPPED UP N AS ALWAYS I RATED HIM A 10.......HE SENDS ME A SHOUT N SAID 4 KIDS? ISNT THAT A BIT EGOSTISTICAL?....(WAT THE HECK DOES THAT MEAN)...SO I SENT BACK I ACTUALLY HAV 5 KIDS..NO RESPONSE....SO TODAY I SIGN ON..N SEE HES REPLIED WIT.........OH JEEZ, PLZ STOP....THERE SHOULD BE ENUFF OF U IN THE WORLD BY NOW OK........WAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?????

I Won The Lottery. . . .
Now that I have you here, please allow me to waste about 5 seconds more of your time. I am trying for Spotlight on my birthday. I look at all the people who have made spotlight and they have THOUSANDS of friends, well I don't, but I think that the friends I do have, rock harder than anyone else. I know that with your help, I can do this, and because you know me, you know I always return the kindness that is shown to me. Any donations, big or small, are appreciated and won't go unrewarded. If you need a spotlight, you know I will do the same for you. Besides, you girls have a better chance of getting it than any of us guys, so please, help me out. You need to Level? I have 11's, I can comment bomb you, anything you need. I am always here when you need something, please do the same for me. bew1769(Master of Firechick728)

I Won't Disagree
Ignorance is bliss You'd always hear me say But at times you can't deny Those eyes looking your way Let me begin by saying what I mean It's a crime against the heart you know To be somewhere in between Well don't be shy I've got an open heart and hand And I just might have to confess just where I stand Lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me: And I won't disagree Rock-a-bye my baby Don't be blue tonight Oh I'm on my way And I'm gonna make it right Cause I've got the feeling You'll be needing love And of all the lonely hearts You're the one I'm thinking of I've been told it's gonna take an iron hand To break the mold and stand above all of the rest [Chorus] I'll be thinking of that evening When there's nothing for me to do And I'll be wondering if by some slim chance You've been wondering too

I Wonder What His Game Is?
I got this in a private message first thing this morning. And the funny part is, when I checked my recent viewers and my picture views, I see no evidence of him ever having been to my profile. Its too early for this bull$h!t. Hello there sweety..i sure fell inlove with the looks number one and now it hunts me so bad that i hard to send you a message ..how are you doing today and how is the family ,hope you all are fine,i am paul by name and a very large fan of your pics ...i own a very huge farm here in west africa were i stay on it with my son David who is just 13 years of age ...i lost his mum while i was in the states in virginia alexandria and ever seens then i have been single and pateince abt meeting ladies until i was introduced to this site and started trying to find new friends who are honest and needing a real good relationship which i am al after ..am a very romantic man and loving..we talk abt care ,i have it all in my life ...i look forward to chatting with you if

I Won Spotlight!
> > > > > > > > OMG! I DID IT!!! I WON SPOTLIGHT!!! > > > > PLEASE GO SHOW THESE AMAZING FU-FRIENDS LOTS AND > LOTS OF LOVE! THEY HAD ALL DONATED FUBUCKS TO HELP > ME WIN SPOTLIGHT! I KNOW THEY'LL RETURN THE LOVE! > SHOW THEM APPRECIATION FOR ALL THEY’VE DONE! > THESE FU-FRIENDS ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST!!!!! > > > BETTER YET.... I'M DOING A "THANK YOU" BULLY!!! > IF YOU GO AND FAN/RATE/ADD EACH AND EVERY ONE > OF THE AMAZING PEOPLE ON THIS LIST, I'LL GIVE YOU > $50,000 FUBUCKS!!! SO GET GOING AND START FANNING, > RATING, ADDING EVERYONE ON THE LIST! > > > > MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN > YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH AND FANNED/RATED/ADDED > EVERYONE ON THE LIST! > >SURRENDER !! 1ST ALARM UGLY !!@ fubar > >♥ ♥ Lori ♥ ♥CrAzY BeAuTiFuL {Wife to ScOoTeR} {Recruiter/Member of Rating Revolution}Demon Crew Member@ fubar > >$ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Demon Crew recruiter}-[Co-founder of the Rating Revolution]@ fub

I Won - I Won - I Won!!!
YAY I WIN!!! There was no way I was giving into that freaking convicted felon!! That mean ignorant human being deleted his page!!!! YEEEEEE HAWWWWW Satisfaction ohhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhh :D I cannot thank you ALL for your support during the awful times he put me through from his threats and BS! Thanks again!!! ~Smiley~ :D P.S. there is still his "Fattyballs" fake page, FYI!!!

I Wont Be Reduced To Your Level..
Just venting..I am just sitting here thinking... Why do people act the way they do? Why do some people feel the need to lie to get what they want? Why do you have to get hurt to see who your real friends are? Why do you have to get knocked down so often when all you do is try to be a good friend. Why do I have to care so much for people..I need to just be a bitch and keep the wall up. I am there for everyone sometimes, to much...and... For what? to get hurt. I am so tired of being used and hurt. I don't deserve this. Maybe I just make poor judgement when it comes to making friends. I just don't know anymore. I shouldn't even care but I do...... Yes I walk away hurt.... but I know who I am and that you can't bring me down to your level. I am better than what you reduce yourself to. I am the better person no matter how much I hurt.. Pain goes away... I walk away hurt but my head high.. I rather be alone than what you wanted me to be...... Yes this probably doesn't make sence but i

I Wonder.......
SOMETIMES I WONDER ON HERE PEEPS SAY OH I AM TRUE AND WILL BE YOUR FRIEND THEN I COME 2 SEE AM I ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS YOU SAY YOU WONT MOVE THEM AND THEN I SEE THAT YOU DO ANYWAY ARE YOU A TRUE FRIEND HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

I Won't Argue Anymore
Something's dissapeared inside Should I try to run away If I could I would escape you I won't argue anymore I have lost the will to be Hope you don't think I'm ungrateful Why are you laughing? Is it something that I said? I don't like this place at all Makes me wonder what I'm here for Someone take this pain away Dying to see another day I don't want to be your friend Or pretend I can fit in I'm incensed I'm blown away Close the curtains, lock the door Left my notes upon the stairs In hopes you would read them Fake emotions in my head Everything I've seen and read Can't begin to find the reason Why are you laughing? Is it something that I said?

I Wonder
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? Whips 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? I need to call 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed/happiness 10. The room you're in? sweet 11. Music? depends 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? hopeless 16. Muffins? yuk! 17. One of your wish list items? rope 18. Where you grew up? ghetto 19. The last thing you did? took a breath 20. What are you wearing? something comfortable 21. TV? HEROES/Chowder "rada" 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life

I Wonder Why
I wonder why I ever bother to try and do the right thing. Seems that everytime I try all I do is end up hurting someone even though that's the last thing I wanted to do. Should I just completely stop caring what is right and what is wrong and just do whatever the F*** I want to do? Should I start only caring about myself? Just needed to get this off my chest.

I Wont See You Tonight- Avenged Sevenfold
Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me I cared for and loved It's building up inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, You're not the one to place the blame As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight Sorrow sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me I cared for and most of all I loved But I can't see myself that way Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight And while I'm gone everything will be alright No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight

I Wonder...
Is there ANYWHERE that is fucking hiring???? I can not afford to pay my bills anymore, seriously! My fucking boss keeps cutting my hours. Yeah, I get that we are fucking slow, but why the fuck are you fucking cutting my hours when I have the most seniority at my place of employment?!?!?! Does that really make any freaking sense??? I am good at what I do...and I know how most of the place operates. AHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna go cry until I can't cry anymore! BYE.

I Wonder..
how people that have DVD players installed in their vehicles can even pay attention to driving. There I was, on my way to get dinner and I'm following a Tahoe-type vehicle.. and and anddd all I want to do is watch Spongebob. I dunno. Mmmm, pizza!

I Wonder Why Im Single
I LOVE BLOGGING!!! FREES MY MIND FROM THE DUMBSHIT THAT PEOPLE AND THINGS. I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS ONE. SO FUCKIN CLASSIC!!! MY BROTHER RECENTLY SET ME UP WITH THIS FEMALE OR AT LEAST TRIED TOO. HE TOLD ME HOW COOL SHE WAS AND LAID BACK. I FIGURED COOL WHY NOT. IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR A FEW YEARS NOW SO WHAT COULD GO WRONG. I GOT HER NUMBER AND HIT HER UP. WE WERE ON THE PHONE FOR 10 MINUTES AND SHE TOLD ME THAT HER CHILD NEEDED HER. WELL COME TO FIND OUT THE NEXT DAY SHE TOLD MY BROTHER THAT SHE REFUSES TO TALK TO ME NOW. SHE SAID THAT I WAS LOSING MY MIND BUT HERES WHAT REALLY HAPPENED. SHE ASKED ME QUESTIONS ABOUT MY LIL GIRL. HOW OFTEN DO I SEE HER? WAS ONE OF THEM. THEN I MENTIONED 3 OLD WARRANTS I HAD IN 04 THAT NO LONGER EXSIST. THEN SHE STARTED TALKING ABOUT CHILD SUPPORT WHICH SHOULDNT BE NO CONCERN TO HER AT ALL. TELLING ME WHAT I NEED TO DO WITH MY CHILD. I FELT OFFENDED BUT I BLEW IT OFF. AFTER ALL THAT I NEVER GOT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER BECAUSE SHE GOT OFF THE PHONE SO

I Won Something!
I've been doing colaborations with photo-manip artist Phatpuppy. One of our works has won the National Association of Photoshop Professional's Editors Chice Award! I am so proud of this! Visit Phatpuppy and see some of her wonderful work. phatpuppyart@ fubar

I Wont Forget
Today I visited a place Located deep in the mind, Felt a strong presence linger Melody of the love song Memories awakening Providing unwanted feelings Only one felt so strongly The feeling of missing you Can't stop myself from reminiscing Thinking of our time together How is it that I'm able to smile... when I've got this hint of sadness? Torn by remembering That you once were a believer We use to share imaginations That brought our love to life Even though it has been a while It's clear that I haven't forgotten Just know that I never will Because It's my heart you got in

I Wonder
I wonder if he thinks of me, when it's quiet and he's alone. I wonder if he remembers my number, when he looks at the phone. I wonder if he remembers the smile< I gave him so freely. or our special little talks, when all the lights were dim. i wonder if he ever stops to think of me now n then, to wonder how I'm doing, or how I've been. I wonder if he hurts inside, when-ever they play our song. I wonder if he yearns for me, when a couple stroll along. I wonder if the memories, keep him awake at you. I wonder if he wishes, that I never LIED that night. I wonder and question, until my wonders run out. But I wonder if he wonders what I'm wordering about?

I Wonder Somedays
lmfao im all over the place I'm so wound up i slept for like 5 hours today wow lol thats alot of sleep and I'm all full of engergy wth lol somedays i wonder whats with me lmfao and yes y'all just read this for no reason cuz it has like me no perpose lmfao we are both just here.

I Wonder Who
> 136247 - Lizard - 4> > A secret admirer thinks that you're HOT, and has sent you a Flame of Passion!> > Every flame that you collect is added to your total, and those who receive the most flames will be awarded combined prizes of 14 million fubucks.> > For complete information, please view my blog:> http://fubar.com/blog/147861/1020104> > > Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has ordered it for your user number.> > > > > This admirer has sent you 4 flames of passion.

I Wonder ...
Sometimes I wonder why do people that say they are your friends don't care about you anymore.... they seem to be selfish or kinda self involved, they just want everything for themselves but dont care to give the love to you and when you ask of them something they just bully you over or get mad or something .... and that makes you feel bad Least to say its been happenin to me here on fubar by the ones who i totally adore and check em out on daily basis but they just dont care to reply the love back ... I wonder ... if its all normal or am i being ignored to the point of being left alone.... I wonder ....

I Wonder
I wonder every day whom I will be married to, would she be the right one or the wrong one?Would she love me and care for me,or use me and cheat on me?I wonder every day how my life would end up.Would I become what I dream about?Would I become a perfect dad and husband?I hope so 'cause that's all I want to be!I wonder when I wake up in the morning,will this be the last day of my life?Will this day be the day I meet my true love?But I somehow know that will never happen.I wonder if I have met the right girl,could she be the one, or not?Will she be there when I need it the most?I wonder, I wonder...