Just venting..I am just sitting here thinking... Why do people act the way they do? Why do some people feel the need to lie to get what they want? Why do you have to get hurt to see who your real friends are? Why do you have to get knocked down so often when all you do is try to be a good friend. Why do I have to care so much for people..I need to just be a bitch and keep the wall up. I am there for everyone sometimes, to much...and... For what? to get hurt. I am so tired of being used and hurt. I don't deserve this. Maybe I just make poor judgement when it comes to making friends. I just don't know anymore. I shouldn't even care but I do......
Yes I walk away hurt.... but I know who I am and that you can't bring me down to your level. I am better than what you reduce yourself to. I am the better person no matter how much I hurt.. Pain goes away... I walk away hurt but my head high.. I rather be alone than what you wanted me to be......
Yes this probably doesn't make sence but it does to me....Thanks baby for being there for me threw all this crazyness...I Love You!!!
