I want to be perfect .. I want to wake up in the morning and not I have a stress headache. I want to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. I want to eat a dozen doughnuts for breakfast or pancakes with real butter not egg whites, oatmeal or protein shakes. I want to eat a slice a pizza without gaining a damn pound.
I want to be beautiful..I want to be the diamond not the flaw. I want to be the crystal not the crack in it. I want to be the sparkle in your eye not the tear. The rose not the thorn.
I want to make you happy not bring you down. I want to make you smile again.
Just once I want to fucking shine.........