I wish you would understand
I wish you didn't get upset or mad
because of the pain I go through
I wish I didn't have to
Believe me
I wish I didn't have to feel so depressed
But this is what happened
To me
Because of it this is who I turned out to be
It ruined my self esteem
I have bad dreams
I have moments where I want to die
And I can't help but cry
I can't help but feel hopeless
I wish you could understand it
And maybe reading poetry
Of those who've gone through the same thing as me
Is my way of coping
Is my way of hoping
That just one day
There will forever be a smile upon my face
