The voices in my head are getting stronger
They are slowly taking over my mind yelling at me
Screaming at me tearing me to pieces, gaining control
CUT YOURSELF MAKE YOURSELF BLEED, YOU ARE WEAK
Stupid fat and ugly is what you are
Cut yourself no one gives a damn about you
I run up the stairs the fog is taking over my mind again
I no longer have control of my emotions or actions
Like i am watching a movie my hand reaches over for the blade
I want to cry i want to scream i want to run
What the hell is wrong with me i am so go damn confused
In a hurry the blade is in pieces in my hand
Deeper go deeper that is what they are saying to me
As the blade is dragging along my arm, i can bleed again
Sit down on the floor try to stop the spinning
It wasn't enough they are telling me do it again do some more
No one Will know, no one will even care
It doesn't matter if they find out, you can lie
Being the failure that i am i give in to the pain
Everything is crying on the inside
And for this reason i am bleeding on the outside
This game is never ending there is no control
Giving in to temptation once again
In the back of my mind i want to die
This pool of blood that I'm lying in sooths me
It relaxes me and lets me know that i am alive
My arm is stinging and bleeding
I pull down my sleeve and look at myself in the mirror
The voices in my head are gone for now
All of this blood is amazing and soothing, i can now smile
Pain is just what i live for, no one must find out my secret
These razor blade kizzes caressing my arm
Have now become my only friend, my only comfort
