I hate myself for loving you
it seems that you don't care
one moment you love me deeply
the next you pretend i'm not there
you love me off and on
while i love you thru and thru
sometimes i wish i never met you
because ever since i did
all i've felt is more confusion
more pain.....than i ever thought you'd give
is your love just an illusion
something i want enough
to pretend its really there?
by the look in your eyes
i think you don't care
all those sweet words you said to me
are they full of meaning
or just hollow lies
tell me the truth
or its goodbye.