After this weekend, I have come to realize how much I have fallen for a guy. The problem is, the distance is killing our relationship, and with every day that passes he seems to think about being single more and more when he is not with me. I'm afraid, I may love him too much to let him go if the time comes...Sigh, I hate love, no matter what I can't seem to win at it. Perhaps I should contemplate becoming a nun, that way my heart belongs to God and supposedly he loves all of us in return. Nah, I couldn't do it...the vow of chastity would kill me after a while.
-A