I haven't been writing much latly. All kinds of crazy stuff going on. But, I'm not writing about it. I need to foucous on the positive things. It's a nice sunny day outside. I went to a fun valentines party lastnight. There was a bulliton posted for it on the 15th. I somehow missed it though. They called me shortly after midnight and asked what I was doing. I was already drunk by that time though. So I couldn't drive out there. Someone came by and picked me up to bring me to the party. That was cool. I hang around with a very nice group of people. I didn't have valentines stuff to give to people, but ohwell. I usually give random stuff to people when I think it fits them anyway.
Some of my valentines were themed towards following my raindbow. And coming to the other side of the rainbow. That's deffinatly not happening. It's kinda funny that people put stuff like that though.
Valentines Day was interesting. ( not really ) I just went to school, took my ex to the homeless shelter where she works, and stuff like that. My mom thought I should go to the counsilor, and my appontment was on valentines day. So I went to that. They had pizza hut pizza at the homeless shelter on valentines. My ex brought some of that home. I ate that for dinner.
My ex got the stomach flu. She didn't eat the pizza. There was a scare thing that got her thinking she might be pregnant. Those four words are about the scariest thing I've ever experienced in my life. " I might be pregnant. " She mistook the stomach flue as morning sickness. She has her tubes tied, but there's always a possibility. So much weird seemingly unlikly shit has happened to me that it kinda ceases to be all that shocking when it does. She took a pregnancy test and it was negative. and then they did another one at the doctor's when she went in for her symptoms and that was negative. So that's good. There's no way I'm going to do anything again that would cause me to be paranoid about that again. Sex is bad. That's a message for the day. Not that it needs to be going on with my ex anyway. I need to move on and find someone new, as I said before. She might be mad at me for writing about this. " It's none of other people's buisness " or something. Whatever. I write about whatever. Often significant things in my life. And that was one of them.
I'm not sure what is up with the whole picture thing here. It's slightly annoying. I tried to put some in this blog, but it didn't seem to work. I figured I'd write something though so no one thought I died later on after I wrote the thing on valentines day. Sometimes people get alarmed if they haven't read anything for a few days. It's a sunny day, and I'm wasting it by sitting inside with a hangover cuz I drank too much. I am starting to feel better though, and it's likly that I'd still be sitting inside even if I didn't drink lastnight. I'm just lazy and reclusive like that.
