Nope, not another poem, lol. Actually, I just have a lot of happiness going on right now and its been forever since life has been this good. I wanted to share it. My past is pretty haunted and we wont get into details but I have been through a lot of shit. Ive lost a lot of very close people also. Ive dealt with a lot of depression, been hurt, used, stepped on, played, and it doesnt even matter to me anymore. Its my past. I have realized that dwelling and thinking and stressing about the past is what has dragged me down for so long. In the end, it eventually became clear to me that I was doing this to myself. Loneliness, lol. I know it all too well. I got use to it actually for awhile and after being use to it, got tired of being used to it because life just wasnt feeling right to me anymore. Im blessed to have the woman in my life that I do now because she is my all. Love is powerful and I never thought I was gonna take that chance after what Ive been through before and now that I have, life finally is making sense. We must first love ourselves before we can love someone else whole heartedly and I admit, I finally love myself. I love my life. I love everything. So many lessons called mistakes that were all so worth making because where I am today compared to where I use to be mentally is a miracle to a lot of people that know me personally including myself. All Im saying basically is Im happy and Im glowing all day long. Letting go is one of the hardest things I have had to do but once I let go, I was able to move on. Life is too short to let the past drag us down. We cant change anything that has already happened. All we can do is learn from it. One day at a time. To anyone that has things going on or if you need to talk, Im here. I have a lot of advice if youre willing to hear it. My experiences are many and being able to relate is something I am great at so if you feel like talking or venting, Im here. To those that have read my poems and left me responses, thank you. Your words are very very appreciated.
