I woke up and got twisted,
suddenly feeling gifted,
like a burden had been lifted,
like my whole world just shifted.
I stepped to the keypad to do what I do,
just type without thinking it through.
Letting my mind drift to somewhere new,
I type with a vengeance but this isnt blue.
Instead its of feelings of smiles worthwhile.
So much Ive missed since I was a child.
My ways in the world were crazy and wild.
My blood was a little more hotter than mild.
And now it is different, this way that I feel,
so much different I can say that its real.
Yes to me this is a big fucking deal.
See it shows that my heart is beginning to heal