i sit up at night and ask myself what does matter is it remembering the one you loved with every part of your being or is it loseing that someone when you finely wake up and know it's gone could you really live with out them or could you just pretend it doesn't bother you when do you really get over that one person??? i also wornder why people go on living as if nothing in this world mattered to them like the wars and kids going hungry and do water to drink i guess i'm thinking like this cause if i don't i'll cry all over again and wish i never lived at all i dunno what i'm saying i guess it's all just coming outta my head so fast...yeah i know none of this makes any sences to any of you but it does to me
