Right now alot of things have been going on in my brain from having that mild case of HPV which scares me although its only mild if it does progress it can lead to cervical cancer...Then I went back on birthcontrol I even asked my man if it would bother him and he told me no hes happy with the one child we have together and I know im happy with my daughter and son I really dont think much about having anymore...Then out of no where my man was drinking and he comes out with I want another baby...Im like thinkin where the hell did this come from...I told him do to the fact of my anxiety and stress and all im going through at least let me get my mind fixed first and hes like your fixed But men dont seem to realize anything much about issues us women have most men can bottle up all their issues but us women we can spill our guts out about more than them NO OFFENSE MEN!!! I just know if I were to try and have a baby this second I couldnt handle it...Geez I can barely get out of my house with out freaking out and having and anxiety attack let alone deal with having another little one...I might end up worse than what I am and I am not willing to chance it...He hasnt brought it up since that night he was drinking so Im hoping hell lay off or its something not to worry about and he was just talking out his ass...What Do You Think??? I Believe I need to work On Me First Then Once Im Well Think About Another Baby??? You THink Im Right??? I just worry I may end up with severe post partum depression if I were to do it all now...Thanks For Reading...And If you Guys are going through anxiety please dont take what I say offensive its just based on the men I know they dont get emotional as easy and are less vulnriable to these type things...
