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CANDYRAIN's blog: "More About Me!!!"

created on 10/19/2006  |  http://fubar.com/more-about-me/b15600

Anxiety and Me!!!

I have been dealin with bad anxiety...I have been havin it for few months now more seriously...My anxiexy has made it difficult for me to just walk uptown or go out and have a night out at a club...I use to love to walk everywhere and now I can barely leave my house without havin a panic attack...I feel like I cant breathe I feel like I'm going to pass out...Walking use to be my thing now I feel safe just being in my house...I can't feel comfortable even going shoppin with out feelin like I'm crowded in...I havent gone to see anyone about it because I am unable to walk to where the place is...One thing that helps me at times is if I do go out somewhere I have to have someone I'm close to with me either my boyfriend or my Bestfriend...Also I find it easier if I'm sucking on lifesavers or something similar it helps me take my mind off it...I've had anxiety once b4 years ago and I battled off and on with depression in my life as well...I really just wanna have a normal life where I'd feel like I can take my kids to the park or somewhere and not feel like my throats closing or that I'm going to faint...It is difficult when I wish I could walk around town and not feel like shit...I just don't know if I will ever get well if I keep gettin it again after a few years of not having it...I wanna go shoppin and not have to feel like I'm inclosed by tons of people and have to hurry up and shop not take my time like I use to and want to...I'm sorry if this blog and my others aren't the greatest but maybe others know what I am going through... Thanks for Reading Ronica
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