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Auction Plz Read!
WANNA BE IN MY AUCTION?? READ DETAILS AND FIND OUT HOW! :)*SEND ME 100,000 FUBUX*TELL ME WHAT PICTURE TO RIP*AND SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH WHAT YOU WANT TO OFFER :) THERE ARE ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES!!***IT'S THAT EASY!!!!!***THEN I'LL POST YOUR PICTURE IN MY AUCTIONS ALBUM :) AND LET PEOPLE BID ON YOU (BID IN COMMENTS PLEASE! WHATEVER BID IS POSTED HAS TO BE GREATER THAN THE ONE YOUR OUT BIDDING! HENCE THE POINT!)...ADVERTISE YOURSELF, THE MORE ADVERTISING THE MORE YOU'LL GET AS A BID. REMEMBER CASH BIDS GO FARTHER THAN FUBUX BIDS :)THE DAY THE AUCTION ENDS PLEASE LOGIN AND CHOSE YOUR WINNER!! EXAMPLE YOU'D RATHER HAVE A BOMB VS A HH. THEN IT'S UP TO YOU TO RECEIVE YOUR PRIZE AND DO YOUR DEEDS ;P HAVE FUN!!!! DON'T FORGET TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS :) SO THEY CAN AUCTION THEIR SELVES OFF TOO! ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS!!!!!!!

Why Do We Need Health Insurance Companies Anyhow?
In the article below (follow the link) L.A. Times writer MICHAEL HILTZIK states pretty well why we don't. http://www.latimes.com/business/la-fi-hiltzik28-2010feb28,0,1011707.column If you have any sense, you'll read it and realize that besides the Republicans -- who would rather we all pay insurers an annual amount that's more than most of our mortgage payments, until we're dead -- one of the largest impediments to decent UNIVERSAL healthcare in this country is the insurance companies themselves.

After
After the ash has fallen from the inferno of passion's flame. After the bitter ending to happiness' reign. After the twisting, wrenching torment of pain. After time's rain has washed away the stain. After hoping for some sanity to retain. After failing that hoping for some to regain. After everything is done, will I still remain?

Uh......toilet Paper? Lol
ok..well...so I didn't know fubar had blogs...not that i really write in any ...but.....i'm pretty darn bored right now and I doubt anyone would read this...but hey! i'm getting some typing practice and i get to do my daily complains on something!! yup i act like a grumpy grandma sometimes i bitch about almost anything that annoys me lol!!!! So uh...today huh...what a shitty day...like the rest of the days...Hong Kong's getting hot...whatever happened to our winter ?!?! yeah it sucks ass here.... Well I found out today that a Chinese Valentines Day exists...really ddin't know that...but as i've said before its just another day for them gold digging chicks to make an excuse to get their boyfriends to get them a gift....yeah totally lame right? And the sad part is...the guys actually don't mind...at least some don't...what fags!...lol anyways... UM...well what did i do today?....Literally nothing...I have homework to do but i have been saying that since Friday and I haven't even touch

Kendra
A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

Buni
It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see.

C51 - On Fubar Feat. A Try On Fubar Grammer
C51 - On Fubar (Nelly - St Louie) REMIX FOR FUBAR (Easy to hear) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGm4U8enTZM C51 - On Fubar (Nelly - St Louie) REMIX FOR FUBAR (With Lots of dancing) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GKXFnxYIzM C51 - Fubar Grammer (Blooper) (Nelly - Country Grammer Remix) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loiploaYwxU

Terms And Conditions Of Seeing My Pics In My Family
1 week 800,000 fubucks or 6 credit pack 2 weeks 1,600,000 fubucks 12 credit pack or blast 1 month 5,000,000 fubucks or 25 credit pack Never get deleted AUTOS BOMBS HAPPY HOUR VIP OR FUMARRIAGE PIMP OUTS 500K each

Hey, Guess What...
There's this AMAZING Lounge called The Drunken Bastard! built specifically for RP. There is so much to have fun with. If you love RP you really need to check it out. It's still small and could use more members. It's here: http://fubar.com/lounge/71048 and it's about this bar in a magickal village which is described in this link (or you can check it out when you visit): http://www.fubar.com/blog/329496/1102822 You MUST read and abide by ALL the rules, no exceptions. Rules are listed in a link in the tavern. If you're new and need help on the terms, there is a link in the lounge to help you understand more and feel free to ask questions, after all we're all new once. :) Please visit us!

Fingers Crossed I Hope This Can Happen
out of town by myself for the first time ever. my daughter would stay with my mother and brothers, I'd take the train up to meet the parents lol at least i'm not getting married lmao. fingers crossed that it happens as planned. shit i don't know what to bring, i'm glad my daughter will be here because honestly when i meet people the first time i end up talking more to her than to them and that's what i didn't want to happen. oh god i hope i don't get complemented that's the last thing i need to end up talking and then a parent say you're cute next thing i know it i'm blushing and too shy to talk. please one night meeting his friends let me get drunk lol.

In Love
Im in love with the best man ever. Hes so perfect for me. He is a big part of my world. I love this man with everything. He means the world to me and I want to be with him forever. He is so great, I know I cant ever love anyone as much as I love him. I swear this man is my first ture love. He is everything to me. He is my world. He means the whole thing to me, I never want to be without him. He is part of the reason I wake up in the morning. He is always on my mind. I love this man so much. He is my world. Baby if you are reading this yes you are my world, yes I love you so much, you are my all.

Music Jokes
A "C," an "E-flat," and a "G" go into a bar. The bartender says: "Sorry, but we don't serve minors." So, the E-flat leaves, and the C and the G have an open fifth between them. After a few drinks, the fifth is diminished and the G is out flat. An F comes in and tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough. A D comes into the bar and heads straight for the bathroom saying, "Excuse me. I'll just be a second." An A comes into the bar, but the bartender is not convinced that this relative of C is not a minor. Then the bartender notices a B-flat hiding at the end of the bar and exclaims: "Get out now! You're the seventh minor I've found in this bar tonight." The E-flat, not easily deflated, comes back to the bar in a 3-piece suit with nicely shined shoes. The bartender (who used to have a nice corporate job until his company downsized) says: "You're looking sharp tonight, come on in! This could be a major development." This proves to be the case, as the E-flat takes o

Nice Rant For Ya All To Enjoy ^_^
Well now what to write... I’m in one of those rants until I don’t know what the fuck I’m going on about moods and I know this is going to piss a fair few people off but well this is a rant so just grow up bitches... Had a really good friend we meet by chance in an old lounge that doesn’t exist anymore she went away and never came back... last thing I got was “ni ni see you when I get back” HA! I should have known better... that’s what one of my ex’s said when she left me. And sure enough I wake to find her Fubar account gone off the face of the earth and deleted me from all her other accounts.... I don’t know what I did to piss her off but wow.... that’s nasty shit right there and cut me to the bone... I been sitting here just looking through my message logs to see what I did... and not one thing... when she left, we where great friends... while away something must have happened... I know I should not be saying any of this bu

If Only
I Had A Dream , , , You , , , Me , , , Alone , , , Camping , , , Waterfall , , , Catch Pool , , , Relaxing , , , Grilling , , , Swimming , , , Hot Passion , , , Evening , , , Warm Fire , , , Snuggling , , , Full Moon , , , Roasted Marshmellows , , , Bright Stars , , , Sleep , , , Your Breast As My Pillow , , ,

Hell Is A Hardcore Show And No Ammo
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low Level 2 (Lustful) Very High Level 3 (Gluttonous) High Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very High

Nsfw Pics Of Pie For Everyone!!!
in light of Pie recently calling me whore in a mumm I decided to release some of his more personal photos that he made me promise never to share with you all ..... hanging out at home experimental days last night party time with the boys night job before taping Oprah

I Am A Contridiction.....
The Contradictory me; I am a GOOD Bad boy I am a YOUNG older guy (38ish...lol) I am told I am a Good Looking Bald (shaved actually), tattooed freak ;- ) I am hysterically serious, guaranteed to make you laugh your ass off I am a shy extrovert I am a loyal slut I am attentive yet non-clingy I am an intelligent goof-ball I deplore violence, but don’t mind pulling hair and slappin ass I am a Patriot who loves my country but hate my government I am Italian but not a Guido I have a rich heart which is too often broke

Why Tiresias Can't See The Most Toys
Ten years ago … Until I read an item in a library book last week, I didn’t know why the seer was blind and I didn’t know I cared to know. Much of life is like that, we eat (unfortunately) freely of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil rather than of the tree of life, Adam’s original sin. We eat, and we are cast out because we cannot have both full knowledge and full life. When we try that, we’ll become Struldbruggs, the immortals Gulliver met in his third voyage who lived forever and had the time to learn all, but they continued to age. Life without youth is dreadful; life without age is cheap. Spiritually, we are all blind and we need light in order to see. But we wince at too much light; who was it that said “The truth must dazzle gradually, lest every man be blinded.” Sometimes we even have to be blinded in order to see the error of our ways; Saul on the road to Damascus and (maybe) Zedekiah, last king of Judah come

To Anyone Who Will Listen.....
What is true love? Does anybody really know? Its not passion and heat, or the butterfly feeling you get in your tummy when you know of their coming... Its not having to put your best foot forward every second of the day or making sure your always in the right light with pounds of make up on and praying they dont see your flaws. Its not feeling sorry for them and doing everything for them like they're a stray puppy from off the street. Its not sexual in any way... seriously, would you say you love a person and then drop them like a bad habit if you could no longer have any sexual interaction with them? Thats not love, thats lust, infatuation, the desire to just not want to be alone at all.Love is trust. Pefect trust. Faith. Uncondontional.One thing I have seen in alot of men and women that I have met over the years, they always seem to think that they would be absolutely miserable if they didnt have a significant other in their life, to share their bed or drinking times with, or just to

Your House
I have built a house for you in a small town I know. the streets are paved with sliver tears and reddish blue strings of gold. To reach your house all you have to do is follow main street. Along the way you may see one or two of the local residents but not many for there has only been a few. Your house sits on top of a hill in the shadow of an oak tree. A tire swings hangs in remembrance of what was and what never will be. Look past the swing and you will see the stairs I have built. Embedded in the stairs are cravings of dogs in blue trim. Along the railing you will find a ribbon leading to a bow tied to a a door, your door open it. You do not need a key, you never did. As you cross the thresh hold you will see a welcome mat. There is an inscription read it and know I promise still. Stand still and listen to the sounds of this house I have built. Listen to it breath, listen to it sigh. Can you hear the whisper? Can you hear the voice? Following the whisper

Lady Gaga Has Admited To Having Both Female And Male Parts.
“It’s not something that I’m ashamed of, just isn’t something that i go around telling everyone. Yes. I have both male and female genitalia, but i consider myself a female. Its just a little bit of a penis and really doesn’t interfere much with my life. the reason I haven’t talked about it is that its not a big deal to me. Like come on… its not like we all go around talking about our vags. I think this is a great opportunity to make other multiple gendered people feel more comfortable with their bodies. I’m sexy, I’m hot. i have both a poon and a peener. big f*cking deal.”

Have You Ever...
Have you ever cried at night,Thinking it was bad,Have you ever lost a love,The only thing you ever had,Have you ever screamed out loud,From pain that you have felt,Have you ever stopped and looked,At pain that you have dealt,Have you ever questioned someone,Of love and if its true,Have you ever really wondered,If they truly feel for you,Have you ever felt abused,Or worried while you wait,Have you ever made a big huge deal,Over someone being late, Have you ever had them leave,And watched them walk away,Have you ever thought of leaving,But could only sit and stay,Have you ever hurt someone,And looked at what you've done,Have you ever been the one that's hurt,And thought that you were the only one,Have you ever loved another,And never told them so,Have you ever tried to tell them,But didn't know how it would go,Have you ever been alone,Where no one else could see,So you sat at home remaining unknown,having nowhere else to be.I've felt this way before,I've felt and dealt it all,I've eve

Crush It, Break It Apart
Can you count all the timesThat you've mended my heartJust so you could againCrush it, Break it apart?Yet, you've got no ideaThat I'm hurt all the whileCause I hide all my painWith a laugh and a smileAll my rage and frustrationThey are secrets to youI'm a pretty good actorCause you don't have a clueI have made it an artIt's greatest learned skillHiding all of this damnFuckin pain that I feelYet sometimes it leaks throughSometimes I botch my actSometimes you see my painSometimes I can't hold backI regret if you noticedI didn't wanna seem shallowBut sometimes it's too muchIt's more than I can swallow

Heartbroken
Is there a better place,To be right now,Than to be home,Listening to the crickets' sounds,Outside the windows.Is there a better place,To be right now,Than in the bed,Closing my eyes,Falling into a deep sleep,To forget about the days,Forget about the nights,Forget about you. Heartbroken,Nothing better than to sleep,To forget that you are gone,To forget your lies,Forget the way,You told me,You never loved me,Forget the way,You looked at me,When you left me,I want to forget,I want to leave this world,Close my eyes,Fall to sleep to stop the heart,From beating.I block my ears,From hearing the sounds,Like your voice,Like when you sing to me,Those lovely songs,They sounded to tender,Now they kill me,They hurt me,I don't want to hear anything,Don't want to hear the waves,Hitting against the sand,Don't want to hear the birds,Chirping outside the windows.Don't want to see my face,Don't want to see you,Don't want anything,That has to do with you,I want to close,I want to block away,The world t

Hold Me To Your Willing Heart
Hold me to your willing heartAnd let me - help me - weepThat I of need might fall apartAnd then at last might sleep. Let the truth slice into meThat I might finally bleedAnd purge myself of agonyI cannot now concede. For I have bound myself in lightThat I might live in joy,And cannot - will not - let the nightMy bonds of love destroy. And yet I know if I would gainThe peace for which I pray,I must allow the floods of painTo wash my love away.

Untitled
Into the crevices of my mind you creep Reminding me of the pain you bring Delusional dreams are all that remain Visions dancing amidst the flames Intoxicating images fill my eyes Unleashing an unrelenting desire Drunken desires that now abound Memories of you the only sound Beneath the surface of reality Drowning in thoughts of misery Existence is futile in my mind Pervading memories are all I find Tantalizing touches of evil intent Blazing infernos that never relent Escaping the thoughts to no avail Trapping me in a labyrinth of hell

Droid Behavoir & Pure Filth Present: Infinite Filth!!!!!
SATURDAY FEBUARY 27THP U R E __ F I L T H__D U B S T E P ?&ICOMPLEXpresentsINFINITE FILTHfeaturingMan of the HourNOAH D(Argon, Portland, OR)Noah D is without a doubt one of the top Dubstep producers based in the USA. He has been building his reputation in both the Dubstep and Drum n Bass circles since 2003 and is highly regarded on both sidesof the Atlantic for his musical output.His latest tune, "Seeeriousss" has been tearing up every dancefloor on every corner of the world and has become a full fledged Dubstep anthem for 2009. His music has received consistent radio play on many of the UK's biggest radio stations including RinseFM, Kiss and BBC's 1xtra and has been supportedworldwide from DJ's such as Skream, Dieselboy, DJ Hype, N-Type, Plastician, and Benga just to name a few. Once behind the decks Noah D brings a diverse blend of beats mixed in a carefully crafted style that is guaranteed to create a memorable experience and "seeerious" energy on the dance floor!SPOR

Check Out My Hot New Video And Vote For Me To Win!
Please take the time to check out and vote for my awesome free video featuring ME dancing, clapping my behind and EVEN twirling tassels with my boobies!The video is %100 free and you don't have to do anything but click the little "vote" button to help me out! It's as simple and exciting as that!Let me know what you think of it as well! I'm looking forward to hearing your response! http://contest.shakinit.com/_undressjess.htmlThank you so much! You have no idea how much I appreciate your help!If the link doesn't work for whatever reason just go to shakinit dot com and click to view the contest and go to my video! My name is "UndressJess" there of course!

Ripped Apart
You broke my heart Crushed my soulYou ripped me apartLeaving an empty hole You brought me to tearsMany times a dayI have tried over the pass few monthsTo let you fade away In my mind You seem to stayBut I want to leave you behindWhich I will do some day But for now your stuck hereDeep inside my heartThe one you caused fearThe one you ripped apart

My Arms Always Open... Your Heart Always Closed
Baby I loved you with all my heart.Waiting for a few months for something to start....When you where in the darkness, I was there to be your light...When you just needed someone to talk to I was your ears...Now it's been 2 months...And you never said yes...I tried to win your heart,But when I showed you mine...You tore it apart...You once told me you loved me... You once said you cared...What happened to what we shared?I let it slip through my fingers...No matter how hard I tried...Our love just seemed to have died.A black eye...A broken arm...Or even a leg...Not one made me cry....But a broken heart is a pain not even a god can stand...

Crying Over You
Forever, you promisedForever, a lieYou promised the moonAnd the stars in the sky. You'd stolen my heartThen left me aloneYou were so coldIt chilled to the bone. You left me with nothingBut tears and a pastWhen you said "I love you"I thought it would last But "I love you" found an endingThe 'us' and 'we' no moreYou said you didn't mean toBut you hurt me to the core So I guess that I'm the loserCause you've found someone newBut I'm still here, still all aloneJust crying over you...

Then You Walked In
Then You Walked in My LifeBefore I ever met youI was caught in a stormThe lightening had hitAnd my heart had been burnedThe rain seemed to keep fallingMy breath had become shallowI was beginning to drownIn my pain and my sorrowLife can be cruel at timesDealing you the devil’s handThings can become crazyWhile you sink in the sandSleep becomes a distant thoughtAs the night becomes your friendThen in the midst of it allSomebody comes walking inThen you walked in my lifeThe thunder began to ceaseThe rain began to subsideAnd I could finally breathBefore you the storm ragedDarkness outshined the lightI was just about to give upThen you walked in my lifeMy world is still undoneAnd I am still spinningBut since you walked inAt least I am healingYou may never look at meThrough the eyes I desireBut just being who you areHas calmed the raging fire

Labyrinth Of Confusion
My Labyrinth of ConfusionDeep inside the workings of my mindLies a confusion that I cannot discernIs it my own desires that are burningWhat is it I am suppose to learnI struggle with not knowing the answerBattling rages in the depths of my soulDo I follow what I feel to be trueOr do I simply let it all goMy labyrinth of confusion is mightyNot knowing in which direction to goWith no clear choice deep within meWhich path should I take and followMy labyrinth of confusion is tiringAn unrelenting war of decisionsMind, body and soul are so wearyDo I continue, or just give inEach day is more of a struggleTrying to make it all make senseWhy is it so hard to just listenKnowing where the truth begins

Opinions!
Im about te hit a big time touchy subject here.. but i really dont give a fuck... Gay relationships and Gay Marriage, honestly im all for it... why cant a woman love a woman and a guy love a guy... why does it have to be only a man can love a woman or a woman can only love a guy?? what makes straighs so fucking special anyways?? because a straight couple can calve out a kid??? fuck... try saying that to all the dumpster babies out there.. whqat ever happened to teh meaning of equial rights anyways??? shit... if they dont want gay marriage then put all black people back into slavery... sorry people.... jsut using it as an example... not being racist like you think i am... anyways.. if its so perfect to be a straight couple in cristianality then explain to be why most of the preists are molesting little BOYS!!!! Or the fact that technically according to the BIBLE we are all inbred!!!!!!!!!!!! think about it people... anyone can love anyone.. dont matter your race religin or sexual prefe

Deletion
so iam going to delete my profile not that many of you care thought i say it for those who do want me around i have alot of drama and no its not on fubar but it was the main cause of it to began with i ment my ex amy off of fubar of all places and ever since then its been hell at the end of the breakup i just recently found out she got rid of my other 2 cats i had own anyways the other reason why iam its becuse 1 no one really rate me why keep it the other is the fact no one talks to me either but thats partly my fault in that aspect anyways if you like here is my contacting info gaia.darkness@yahoo.com phone 480-206-6177 facebook deicide_24@hotmail.com myspace gaia.darkness@yahoo.com i will be deleteing this in a week or less

If Only For A Moment
If Only for a Moment Days go by slowly Since you’re not here I still pick up the phone Hoping that you are there Silence cuts through the night As the phone falls down Lonely miles between us Thoughts of you abound Dreams of holding you Run through my mind Longing for your touch Wanting you to be mine I reach out in darkness Hoping to feel your face But nothing is there Except an empty space If only for a moment I could hold you Feel you next to me And it all be true If only for a moment Sands of time ceased As I pull you close And it not be a dream Your voice comes to me In the darkness of night Shadows fill the room Your image fills my eyes I long for a day Miles will disappear Till then I’ll keep dreaming Of a day you are here

My First Own Me Auction!!!
I'M HAVING MY FIRST OWN ME AUCTION!!! ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS ADD, FAN AND RATE ME!!! MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE AND WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO OFFER!!! THE FEE TO ENTER IS 25K FUBUCKS, AND I WILL MAKE TAGS FOR EVERYONE IN THE AUCTION!! THE AUCTION WILL START AS SOON AS I GET 10 PPL!!! AND RUN FOR A WEEK!! ANY QUESTION JUST PM ME! THANKS

Skyway Avenue
Today selection is We The Kings - Self-titled. Anyhow... As per usual my mind gets to thinking and my feelings get to feeling. I can't believe in one more week I'll finally get to physically see you. I've waited over 3 long years for this. I just hope I'm not a disappointment. You're so hard to get a read on lol. It's hard to tell if you're excited about it, worried, not ready etc... I think you are excited, but are not showing it on the outside. I'm just amazed this is really happening. I get to feel your skin for the first time and let your scent invade my senses. Things seem to be really coming together finally. Maybe you'll show your excitement when it's a day or two beforehand. I hope so. Don't want to be the only one here. lol. Well this me signing out. Love!!

Old About Me...
This is what I used to have in my about me. My whole life was turned upside down on 7-27-08 I was stabbed in the stomach 3 times by some pussy as dude.My 2 nephews were wit me at the time so it was fucked up cuz he stabbed n tried 2 rob me right n front of a 12 & a7 yr. old.Heput a whole thru my liver w/1st stab then other 2 stabs put 2 holes n my small intestine.It sucked really bad the 1st couple of months after it happened but now I'm getn back 2 normal can't workout like I used 4a while but I can already do curls again : ) But where I had a sexy flat unscarednstomach I got stab hole scars drain tube scars n a big scar down my abswhere they had to cut me open take my intestines out run water thru them 2 find all the holes n patch um. Soo I got an excuse to take Roxi 30's now. I just take um when I hurt mainly.: ) So I'll be starting school soon 2 learn suum easy I can make alota money at without hurtn my liver.

Saturday Fake And Some Other Stuff...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Saturday Fake And Some Other Stuff...
So here we go….this user.. Owned by guess who, real shocker there, has these pics in it’s album saying this is her… Has stolen pics from a micro kitten web site , as shown below : I could do this all day. At least stop using the same damn sites for making the fake profiles for Fu-Owned ponzi schemes, lol. I hope everyone is enjoying Auto 11 weekend and all of that, it’s been fun.. Also if anyone is interested in being involved with a new lounge opening soon, and either has cam or DJ experience, please hit me up, that would be amazing. It will be fun times indeed! Everyone needs a break from being serious all the time, even meh…so…ya!

What Times I Had
It's been a weird week all in all. I was in Birmingham last week doing shows and was about to head home by train on the Monday, and then of course I got the news on Saturday night that my comedy friend Jason Wood had died suddenly. So, instead of heading back to Glasgow I went straight to London. I just felt I had to see my best pal Monica and spend some time with her; Jason's death shocked us both to the core. And of course I wanted to attend the wee get together with some of my mates who knew Jason. So, I brought forward some meetings I had at BBC as well and just spent the past week in London. I do love the place and despite being all discombobulated I had some quality time doing nothing much but sleeping and wondering why someone can die suddenly so young and what that means to us all. The rain battered London into submission, I even managed to stand on one of those wobbly cracked concrete paving stones that are secretly submerged in a puddle, so when you land on it, you le

My Happy Hour
My 2nd HH is on Friday, March 5th at 6 pm fu-time/9pm est Come love up on me and my autos and bomb me hard. Also... give Rio is Lovely lovings too I'm getting her points S1ND3R3LLA?AsstChief2ndAlarmHottie?HeadPromotor?Fu/E/2-BadGirl@ fubar

Ready Or Not
Now that I awake into another dayMy obsessive mindstate is driving me crazyIt's really hard to say, difficult to explainBut the way he makes me feel puts my heart in such painHe never looks my way, I probably don't even existBut I just keep fantasizing about his dick between my hipsI want to cut his skin, take his blood, rub it on my bodyI'm losing it, it's like he is my prey and I am stalkingI'm so sorry but I must confessWhen I undress I caress myself, imagine that it's him insteadI pretend that he loves to talk to meCall him up everyday, don't say a word (Hello? Hello? Who is this? Leave me the fuck alone!) Just so I can hear him speakNightly I sneak through his bedroom windowWatch him sleep peacefully, with my mask I'm creeping very slowI tied his hands to the bedpost so he couldn't goNow he's mine forever, now this is my homeReady or not, here I come, you can't hideGonna find you and rape you slowlyReady or not, here I come, you can't hideGonna find you and make you want meNow tha

Imature Idiots On Fu
I have probley wrote about this before, but seems like I have to again. There is nothing more sad then imature idiot males who post mumm's making fun of woman be it their size, weight, looks , you get the picture. Wtf is up with them, do they think they are funny, cool what??? To me it show's lack of maturity, ignorance an inscurity in them selfs, most of all it shows how stupid they really are. I would be so amazed if they even had a woman friend never mind wife or girlfriend. And if they do, wtf is wrong with these woman? Don't you feel put off that your bf, husband is putting woman down and laughing about it? Are you that dence??? I am not saying woman dont do the same, I am sure they do. But yanno, I haven't seen nothing about trashing men like the way men will put down a woman. Oh ya I have seen the baby dick mumm here and there but its just in fun, no bad words I have seen exchanged. I guess woman have more class and dont think about lowering them selfs to that leve

Black Bags & Heart Shaped Sticker
Hush little baby (shhh) Hush little baby (shhh) What is given can be taken away Everyone lies, everyone dies My name is Casey Anthony Most of you have heard of me How I killed my baby and I lied but I refused to speak These secrets that I keep lead me to insanity Even when I fuckin' sleep Caylee's voice keeps haunting me Here's my story got knocked up at age nineteen Gave birth to a little girl named Caylee Marie Anthony My family supports me especially my mommy and daddy We lived inside their house but things were quickly turning badly I was the center of attention but it all shifted to Caylee It's like nobody cared for me I filled with jealousy So I started stealing checks and cashing them in for money If I bought everything I wanted I won't be so empty And suddenly it all made sense to me It was up to me to set her free Hush little baby just come with me Trust in me, fall dead asleep I feel nothing (no pain, no remorse, no shame, no guilt) I feel nothing (no pain, no remorse, no

Let's Get Nekkid!!!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 7am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Lmao
he sooo doesn't remember snuggling up to me at the bar... he was at work so i didn't go into detail.. i told him that i was MORE than happy being just friends... and i will... thats all i really need out of ANYONE right now.. yes i am crushin (told him that too... i grew some balls tonight) but i really just need the friendship :D i told him we could talk tomorrow and i would tell him all he did or whatever... I don't know if he is interested.. but i did make it clear i really want friendship even if he WASN'T interested.. :D

Dont Give Up
One day, I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my lifeI went to the woods to have one more talk to GOD.“GOD”, I asked, “Can you give me one more reason not to quit?”His answer surprised me…“Look around” he said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”“Yes” I replied“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.I gave them light.I gave them waterThe fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.Yet nothing came from the bamboo seeds. But I did not quit on the bamboo.In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.And again, nothing came from the bamboo seeds, but I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.“In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But, I would not quit.In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. He said.Then in the fifth

Tongue Massage
TONGUE MASSAGE OVER WHELMING DESIRE FUELS THE BURNING FIREYOUR SCENT A DELICATE PERFUMEINCH BY INCH YOUR BODY I WILL CONSUME A BUBBLE BATH TO BEGIN THE ROMANCECANDLE LIGHT FOR A SLOW LOVE DANCEWHISPERING SOFTLY IN YOUR EAR NO SIGN DO YOU SHOW OF FEAR THROUGH YOUR BEAUTIFUL HAIR RUNS MY FINGERTIPSPASSIONATELY KISSING YOUR ROSEY SOFT LIPSLIGHTLY NIPPING YOUR NECK WITH MY TEETHFOR YOUR TOTAL PLEASURE I AM HERE TO BEQUEATH OVER AND AROUND YOUR HEAVING BREASTTO SUCKLE UPON YOUR NIPPLE MY MOUTH DOES RESTSLOWLY I PLANT KISSES DOWN YOUR BELLYIS IT ME OR IS YOUR BODY TURNING TO JELLY LIGHTLY WITH MY TONGUE CARRESINGTASTING YOUR MUSK IN TENDER BLESSINGAS MY TONGUE BEGINS TO QUICKEN IN PACE I SEE A ROYAL FLUSH OVERCOME YOUR FACE BURIED DEEP BETWEEN YOUR PRIVATE FOLDS SHAKING WITH QUIVERING ORGASM YOUR BODY EXPLODESDRINKING OF YOUR PRECIOUS LOVE JUICEI FEEL YOUR BODY GO LIMP AND LOOSE UPON YOUR FACE A SMILE OF SATISFACTIONWITH THAT I BEGIN TO REPEAT THE ACTION

My Ultamat Fantise
my ultimat fantise is with a hot sexy white cop betwen the ages of 19 and 30 thay have to be in full dress uniform that inclueds the belt and all defanatly hand cuffs and cop car i whant to get so wet and i am qwite sweet and tasty...

Tonights Fail Award Goes To...
Tonight's creepy stalker had this to say about himself: That feeling you are overtaken by sometimes;.... your senses are tweeking erotically... you don't even know why? The curious Yeeaaaa-uummmmh... thing! Everything is like that for me... Just remember the last Awwwh-Damn!!!;..... he's in it.... That is; when you exhaled hot heavy air;... and he did'nt ruin it!! That's me... with your help!... I'm called Friend, Good Listner, and ... well; I'm just saying what I've heard now;.. Sexy! I don't know about sexy? Get to know me, I'm playful, and generous, flirtatious, and I do care too much.... Alot! Some take advantage of that quality in a Southern Man. I like playful banter, and mentally simulating EVERYTHING! Enough, shoot at me if you want, k'? I do Deliver!!! Hehe Anyone care to tell me just what in the holy crap this guy is yammering about?

Tenjooberrymuds
Tenjooberrymuds ____________________ By the time you finish reading this the title will make sense.This is a hoot .... sad, because it is TRUE ..... but a hoot!!!! By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in.Now, here goes.... The following is a telephone exchange between maybe you as a hotel guest and call room-service somewhere in the good old U S A today...... Room Service : "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest : "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." Room Service: " Rye . Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" Guest: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs.." Room Service: "Ow July den?" Guest: "......What??" Room Service: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" Guest: "Oh, th

A Sexual Sonnet
A Sexual Sonnet Why as the warmth of your inner thighs begin to rise, there I will be between your legs with my tongue and mouth open wide To make your most private part hum, because with my tongues touch your wants will be of none You will be satisfied and over joyed, not just from the feeling of playing with a mere toy It will be my hardness throbbing deep within your vaginal walls, as you grasp your breast and your ass checks caress my balls As you begin to feel your orgasm arise, I will prop your legs up to your surprise Like previously said I will catch your wet flowing juices, and lick and suck them as though they were a critical usage. Leaving you only after your fully satisfied, I will only stop when we both agree on the time for a pleasant goodbye If you require more pleasure from this hard throbbing dick, consider the use my tongue before I penetrate as it attacks your clit Yes now you and I are sore from both pleasure and pain

Phone Calls From Hell
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they spy a red phone and ask what the phone is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is a million dollars, so Putin writes him a check. Next Queen Elizabeth call England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is 6 million dollars, so Queen Elizabeth wrotes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime. When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, since Obama became president of the USA, the country has gone to hell, so naturally it's a local call. -------------------------------------------------

Maybe Its Me... Or Maybe Kids Are Just Fucking Ignorant Assholes
not sure how the structure on this is gonna be... im so bent out of shape i cant even type. my mind is going a million miles an hour and i wanna fucking strangle somebody. not tap somebody out. not choke someone. im talking head against the ground, my hands around their throat and throttling them while i watch the life disappear from their eyes after a pretty slow night due to some bullshit weather, about 20 minutes before we close, like 20 college kids all show up just wilin' (that means they were acting rambunctious) so half these fucksticks didnt have legit i.d.'s and those that did were complaining that i wouldnt sell them pitchers of beer and long islands. i dont want you mental midgets slamming 5 liquor drinks in 5 minutes and then stumbling out of my place so you can get your head cracked by somebody you mouthed off to or wrap your car around a pole because youre a cool guy. so after fielding a couple of fake i.d.s and having to take a ration of shit from a bunch o

What Dress To Wear?
If you are conscious about you body that it seems every dress do not look good in you, well, stop that attitude. Be confident when wearing a dress and put a smile in your face all the time. Cooking Games | Makeup Games | Dress Up

Stop Discrimination
There are two bills in the Illinois General Assembly right now that, if passed, would give religious institutions the ability to practice discrimination even more than they already can. SB 3447 would allow for broader employment discrimination by religious institutions, as well as non-profit organizations that work in conjunction with religious institutions, and HB 5699 would allow religious institutions that provide adoptive services to discriminate against prospective parents based on religion. Please join me in opposing these bills by contacting your legislators today and urging them to say "NO" to religious discrimination. http://il.aclu.org/site/PageServer?pagename=IL_Content_BadIdeaReligDiscrimFactPage (Click at the bottom of the page to say NO.)

Love No More
My love for you had meaning once upon a timebut now nothing but sorrowto never see love again with you...the time apart grew and grewi thought we were always ment to be togetherbut you tore us apart...i truely loved youfrom the depth of my soulaltho the love i once hadwas never fully love at all...lust and excitementwas what it was.how could i have let you treat me this wayhow could i have fell so hard...blinded only by the heart

Our Second Amendment
Clint Smith, Director of Thunder Ranch, is part Drill Instructor, And part stand up comic. Here are a few of his observations on Tactics, firearms, self defense and life as we know it in the Civilized world. "The handgun would not be my choice of weapon if I knew I was going to a fight....I'd choose a rifle, a shotgun, an RPG or an atomic Bomb instead." "The two most important rules in a gunfight are: Always cheat and Always win." "Every time I teach a class, I discover I don't know something." "Don't forget, incoming fire has the right of way." "Make your attacker advance through a wall of bullets. I may get killed with my own gun, but he's gonna have to beat me to death with it, cause it's going to be empty." "If you're not shooting', you should be loading'. If you're not loadin, you should be movin', if you're not movin', someone's gonna Cut your head off and put it on a stick." "When you reload in low light encounters, don't put your flashlight in your back pocket... If you

In My Heart (song Lyrics)
You'll never know how much I love youNever know how much I careYou'll never know the pain of lonelyLife forever we will shareYou'll never see me try to hurt you,Always I'll be by your sideYes, I know that we are miles and miles apart...But you'll never know how much I love youIn my heart. In this lifetime, we will see timesWe can't face the road aheadIf we can't get past our own sorrowsAnd try to mend the words we've saidAll the signs may point us to thePlace we ought to be but we areKeeping ourselves miles and miles apart....So you'll never know how much I love youIn my heart I'm hurting because I know I'm hurting youIf only I could turn back our lives to when everything was new.... We've got sorrows we can't handleWe've got journeys down this roadWe have got the chance to make lifemore than just a dream to hold while we'reLiving separate lives here miles apart...Never knowing just how much we love each otherIn our hearts

We Raffing, Ror!
Your result for The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test... Rogue Ninja You scored 12 Honor, 2 Justice, 2 Adventure, and 8 Individuality! You are as quiet as the wind, deadly as a viper and you follow no master. You are a Rogue Ninja. Let no one say you are without honor, lest they meet a quiet and questionable end.Dress as you like and keep your knives close. You'll do just fine Take The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test at OkCupid

Elementary School Approves Match Making For Students
It must be something in the water in Elwood, Indiana. How else to you explain the superintendent, Thomas Austin, approving a matching making web site for his elementary students. For parent Michelle Everett, it is not right for the school to sanction matching. Says Everett “A tenth-grader matched with a sixth-grader? And the School is promoting it, and it’s inappropriate.” The kids apparently like it. Cause the school is making money. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587496,00.html At BlastFM we match the music to the listener. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

"ever Wonder"???????????????
1: Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin? 2: Why women can't put mascara on with their mouths closed? 3: Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? 4: Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? 5: Why do you have to click on "Start" to stop Windows? 6: Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour,while dishwashing liquid is made from real lemons? 7: Why doctors call what they do "practice"? 8: Why the man who invests all your money is called a broker? 9: Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food? 10: Who tastes pet food when it has a "new improved" flavour? 11: Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes? 12: Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? 13: Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box? 14: Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? 15: Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? 16: If con is the opposite of pro,is Congress the opposite of progress? 17: Wh

Stolen
My heart yearns for the day, you see what you gave up! How you stole my heart and ripped it into pieces. So many wondered what I really meant to you, Was I just a game or did I really mean something to you. Why would you tell me you love me then walk away? Days and nights I cried for you to come back, and when you did come back you never stayed. Why is it so hard to love me?! Was I not enough, was I not small enough,smart enough or maybe I just wasn't pretty enough. W When will I be enough?

I Love
i love your smile. i love your devilish laugh. i love the way you love me. i love the way you say "yonkers". i love how you make my body feel with the tips of your fingers against my skin. i love how you look at me when you tell me you love. i love all the support you give me. i love how you can make me smile when im about to cry. i love how you never stifle me when i have something to say even tho it makes no sense. baby i love you now always and forever you are my everything and i promise never to let you down. ishka to the bibblets (h)

What's Your Stereotype?
You Are a Geek You love to learn, especially when it's about technology. No subject is too obscure for you. You enjoy tinkering with things to see how they work. You aren't a traditional learner either... you need to hack around to figure things out. You may have the brains to be a super rich Silicon Valley geek, but you're truly content to have your own favorite projects, subjects, and toys. For you, being a geek is not about the glory. It's about a love of digging deep and truly understanding the world. What's Your Stereotype? Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP What's Your Love Type? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones Addendum: INFJ RelationshipsINFJs are warm and affirming people who are usually also deep and complex. They're likely to seek out and promote relationships that are intense and meaningful. They tend to be perfectionists, and are always striving for the Ultimate Relationship. For the most part, this is a positive feature, but sometimes works against the INFJ if they fall into the habit of moving from relationship to relationship, always in search of a more perfect partner. In general, the INFJ is a deeply warm and caring person who is highly invested in the health of their close re

I Do Not Know What This Is!!!!
So many times we get hurt, our mind heals, but our heart carries the hurt for eternity. We often think that by drinking our pain away works, but it only causes more pain. We seek someone who can mend our broken heart, but what we find is the same monster that hurt us before. It is a never ending circle that will go on until we change ourselves, date the guy or girl we think is sweet or date someone who you normally wouldn't date. Because they are the ones who will break the hurt from all the others.

Love Potion No. 9
I took my troubles down to Madame Rue You know that gypsy with the gold-capped tooth She's got a pad down on Thirty-Fourth and Vine Sellin' little bottles of Love Potion Number Nine I told her that I was a flop with chics I've been this way since 1956 She looked at my palm and she made a magic sign She said "What you need is Love Potion Number Nine" She bent down and turned around and gave me a wink She said "I'm gonna make it up right here in the sink" It smelled like turpentine, it looked like Indian ink I held my nose, I closed my eyes, I took a drink I didn't know if it was day or night I started kissin' everything in sight But when I kissed a cop down on Thirty-Fourth and Vine He broke my little bottle of Love Potion Number Nine ------ guitar solo ------ I held my nose, I closed my eyes, I took a drink I didn't know if it was day or night I started kissin' everything in sight But when I kissed a cop down on Thirty-Fourth and Vine He broke my little bottl

Alone
i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this planet

Ensign: Being Margaret Hamilton
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 26 February 2010 "I'll get you, my pretty, and your little dog too!" Are there any seventy-year-old movies today that have the appeal and the memorability of "The Wizard of Oz"? With all due respect, "Gone With The Wind" doesn't even come close in terms of its all-ages appeal and enduring catchphrases ("there's no place like home", "pay no attention to that man behind the curtain", "if I only had [pick a feature]") and even its songs I don't find annoying! The actress who has graciously lent her name to today's title ... a hundred points to anybody who can tell me another role she's played besides the Wicked Witch of the West! Margaret Hamilton did play other parts, both before and after "The Wizard of Oz", but it's that role that she was most identified with. More than once, hav

Look At All The Pretty Pictures.
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show?

What Color Heart Do You Have?
Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Stalker Application
Stalker Application:Name: __________________________Screen Name: __________________________Sex: M or FAge: __________________________Location: __________________________How Many Times A Day Will You: Be on My Page: __________________________How Many Times A Day Will You: Comment Me: __________________________How Many Times A Day Will You: Message Me: __________________________How Many Times A Day Will You: Follow Me: __________________________How Many Times A Day Will You: Give Me: __________________________Would you be willing to buy me a blast? __________________________How Many 11's A Day Will You Give Me? __________________________If Your Not VIP How Will You Make Up For The 11's? __________________________TO BE CONSIDERED FOR MY STALKER YOU MUST HAVE YOUR CURSH SET ON ME BEFORE APPLICATIONS WILL BE CONSIDERED! DECISION WILL BE MADE WITHIN 24 HOURS OF APPLICATION BEING TURNED IN!

Whiteout
http://fubar.com/1243830 I have not been able to log into that account for a LONG time.....................hehehe Read the profile.................After I did that, every time I log in, I get a white screen.............. fuckers HEY, should I mumm about this?????????????? hehehehehehehhe

Request For Help... Any Will Be Welcome!
Originally posted Wednesday, February 24, 2010 on Myspace Bringing the Boys and their Ma Home!!! Current mood: hopeful Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes This is wierd... But very Real... This pumpkin was made by my Godson Michael, Halloween of 2009 when staying with me. My name is Audrey 'Audi' Graham. I am a friend, confidant, or network connection for some of you. I need help bringing my four godkids, ages 6, 7, 10 and 21 and their mother Cheyenne back home to Grants Pass, OR. They are coming from Vesta, MN. They are leaving a mentally and physically abusive situation. Hense this message and my need for secrecy. Please! If you can help at all, let me know. The trip will be coming on or after March 4th, 2010. I need to drive to MN to make sure Chey and the kids get out safely; this is a family thing that maybe you can understand. If you have any questions, please feel free to let me know :) We are in need of cash (i'll be happy to provide reciepts) for fuel and f

Selling My Car In Texas
alright guys, I've got a 1992 Celica ST for sell for super cheap (its broke) MANY new parts in it, lol and some pretty old ones too...it's out in Rockwall, this car is best used for its parts...unless you've got a ton of time to put into it...we had a REALLY bad mechanic... if you know anyone interested then pass them on to me!!craigslist links:http://dallas.craigslist.org/dal/cto/1619530473.htmlhttp://dallas.craigslist.org/dal/pts/1619520632.html

Why
I'm tired of your inability to communicate and that I always have to find everything out 2nd hand...I'm tired of not being able to rely on you especially when you tell me something and then you don't follow thru... I'm tired that I can't trust anything that comes out of your mouth, because most of the time it's just a bunch of bull@%&*. I'm tired of when I ask you to do something you put it on your list of things to do 6 months from now... Tired of not being married to the person you said you were, but you were only being the person you thought I wanted not the person you really are. Our marriage is a joke. Tired of your selfishness and self-centeredness. Your so self absorbed that you don't even know where to find things in our own house. Pathetic! Time and time again it seems everything is about you - you live in the moment for you and never think about the consequences and how it will affect all of us as a family. Just tired of words that don't mean anything ....

Thought This Is Worth Sharing ~now Is The Time To Integrate Our Spiritual Awareness And Knowledge Into Our Physical Reality. We Are Here To Create A V
WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 24, 2010 Your body changing lately? Edgar Cayce channelling Feb 14, 2010 tells you how and why How are you finding the energies of late? Chaotic and challenging? From my little corner of the world I observe many people, myself included, who are undergoing yet another process of inner growth, and this then is beginning to manifest in the outer reality. We are certainly undergoing rapid transformation on all levels at this point in time. Isn't it exciting to be an active participant in this major shift in human consciousness?The channeling below is shorter than those I normally send out - and was less than 30 minutes' duration. However, in this channeling the energy of Edgar Cayce addresses the importance of honoring the physical body, and the changes that are taking place within our bodies at this time. As an energy practitioner I see countless clients who are experiencing physical symptoms that are often diagnosed as unexplainable by the medical profession. This

Bringing The Boys And Their Ma Home!!!
This is wierd... But very Real... This pumpkin was made by my Godson Michael, Halloween of 2009 when staying with me. My name is Edward 'eddy' and Audrey 'Audi' Graham is my gf . I am a friend, confidant, or network connection for some of you. I need help bringing my four godkids, ages 6, 7, 10 and 21 and their mother Cheyenne back home to Grants Pass, OR. They are coming from Vesta, MN. They are leaving a mentally and physically abusive situation. Hense this message and my need for secrecy. Please! If you can help at all, let me know. The trip will be coming on or after March 4th, 2010. I need to drive to MN to make sure Chey and the kids get out safely; this is a family thing that maybe you can understand. If you have any questions, please feel free to let me know :) We are in need of cash (i'll be happy to provide reciepts) for fuel and food. Just enough to get me there and All of us back. Any help, even to forward this on to some1 that may help would be sooo very apprecia

Chemical Castration Needs To Make A Comeback
Just when you think you've seen it all, yet another inbred, sister fucking pedofile rears his ugly head... Someone actually believes it's ok to approach people on here and tell (in great detail) how they'd love to get hold of their children AND them at the same time.. Reported, blocked, and if they weren't across the ocean I'd LOVE nothing more than to castrate the mother fucker with a spork and let him choke on his own testicles... Here's to hoping for the opportunity... Due to this all pictures with my children and other family members will be moved to a folder accessible only to family members..

Grrr
As many times as I have had a MuMM removed for no reason, yet it was found to violate TOS, even tho it had no offensive subject matter, or offensive language or pictures... How does that fucking mumm still exist!? she used vulgar language, i had a mumm deleted for a pic of a terd!!! i guess you have to be sending NSFW pics to all the right people, right??? FFS! yes im pissy...

Spectical
in this cold morningi woke to find you not thereyou promised you promised by midnight you'd be homeyet i'm sitting in this dead airthe nights abyss is descendinganother night wastedby your gamesjust to see it in your eyesyour desperate demiseyour captivating smiles tonight; tonight was.. i'm blinded by this dense conquestthe shattered memories of tendernessin this cold morning it's getting gloomy as the rain sets insomething soothingbut where are you to take me away on this joyful ride of a deja vouin this cold nightin this sweet abyss of delightyour memories are goneeverything has already burnedturned to dust and scatteredfarther than the naked eyecould see..your eyes.. your precious eyesare just a fading memoryyour tender touchleft me when you walked outthat dooryour sweet smell traveled to your carstanding there waiting for a simple callwaiting and waiting for nothing at alland the morning comesand in this cold morningi woke to find you not thereyou promised by midnight you'd be hom

Dreamcatcher...
imikimi - sharing creativity A Dream Never Fades I can just have dreams, I can just think of you, Never will we hold hands, Never will I kiss you... A dream never really fades, Even if it dresses in shades, A dream never really fades, It appears in your insides. It was this way meant to be, So our life can be complete, It seems to have sense for me, Souvenirs never are obsolete. A dream never really fades, Even if it dresses in shades, A dream should never really fade, It's inspired within your insides. So, I can just have dreams, So be it! I will think of you, In dreams we will hold hands, In dreams, dear, will I kiss you.......... from A very dear friend

Upside Down Apple Pie,,,mmmm Good
This pie is absolutely fantastic The flavor is out of control gooey, cinnamony and just overall out of this world. Coat a deep-dish pie plate with nonstick cooking spray and line it with parchment paper. Coat the paper with cooking spray also. Now, I used a deep-dish pie plate, the Emile Henry brand from Williams-Sonoma and it is a little deep for refrigerated dough (there is not a lot of hangover for sealing the two crusts together). I think a regular pie plate would be fine.In a small bowl combine 4 Tablespoons of melted butter, brown sugar and pecans. Mix well and spread evenly over the bottom of the pie plate, on top of the parchment. Place one of the crusts in the pie plate, pressing it firmly against the nut mixture and up the sides of the plate. Set aside.In a large bowl, combine granulated sugar, flour, cinnamon and the remaining 2 Tablespoons of melted butter. Mix well. Add the apples in and toss gently to coat. Spoon into the pie crust.Place the second crust over the apple mi

For My Baby ( Shawn )
So many people come and go in our lifes, And your the one I just cant let go!!You have always been there for me even when I didnt give a oz back.. I admit I haven't always done things right in the past, But when I am better I plan to spend the rest of my life making it all up to you.You are my love, my life, my forever and I cant let go!

Broncitas
I went to the doctor yesterday , and the good news is I do not have the flu, or pnumonia, like I originally thought . I have been re diagnosed with Viral Bronchitus, and the being of having astma on top of all of that . But the way I see it, its just another obstacle I need to get through . As I have stated in the past my life is full of challenges , from two car wreck, and losing my mother (lost her in the first wreck) , to having knees operated on , to getting Diabetes ( so they say ). I face life like a poker game , if it doesn't have a million to one odds I won't do it and face the challenge . People may say that is stupid to face life like that but that is the way I operate and do things .

No Hope
Look at you fucking clowns. Time to have a melt down. No one left to save your souls. I am now in controll. It was the life that you lived. No one really gives a shit. I will shut your world down I will watch you all drown. No hope not today you are all screwed it's time to pay. Did you think you'd live like this. Really thought we'd drink this piss. Not much is left, not for you. After all it's you who's screwed. Soon we'll be in the mood and feast on you cause you'll be food. In the end no chance to live and god will have no hopes to give. ((Random inspiration yeah!))

Wal-mart Greeter
My 1 day employment So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter,a good find for many retirees, I lasted less than a day... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7.. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or stupid?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart..' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work .

Have Fun Reading.......
In the vanilla world men are lucky to ever get their cock in the mouth of their female. I have heard friends talking about how they beg and plead or batter with their female in hopes of getting some oral sex. Not only is this a degrading position for a man to put himself in, but it is a complete dereliction of the females duty to her man’s cock. It is not a coincidence that a submissive slave’s natural position is on her knees with her face at the right height to access the cock. If a female wants regular good sex, or if she is properly submissive, she must understand how to take care of her man’s cock. It is simple, he place is at his knees with her lover, and master cock.What females don’t understand, and many males have not sorted out in their mind is that there are different types of oral sex (hereinafter cock-care). Oral sex should involve the entire body but cock-care in particular should involve the entire area between the anus and the belly button. Femal

Slavegirl Nora
now i would like to present a nice us/cuban slavegirl i have been in contact with. a born submissive and pleasure toy. a perfect female. Slavegirl Nora as you can see... a hot slavegirl. just a bit hairy, and that had to change! so after a proper treatment, Nora was sure about presenting a clean pussy. with a clean smooth cunt i liked her even more... and she had a better appearance in her greeting position and she has a lovely ass!!!!!!! and she allways did her best!!! soon there will be more updates!!!

Another Womans Stupidity
My ex wife, we split up basically because she is stubborn, Mouthy, rude, and thinks she knows everything. She is another one who left me for the "Alpha male" type... he attempted to control who she spoke to, hung out with and slapped her around a few times.. anyways, in the summer I moved into this apartment because its really pretty nice, and she lived in the same building with my sons. they would be here everyday that I was home from the boat and the kids loved it! She meets some guy, who turned out to be a really cool dude, but with in 2 months of knowing him, she moves from across the hall, to Metarie which is an hour and a half away from here.. and this was in december. Im waiting for her to get herself a car so I can get mine back... well she texts me last night asking when will i be able to pay child support, and as you know im laid off, waiting on unemployment money to come, and really cant get a job until i have transportation to get to work, right??? yeah she is a fucking

Interesting Slavegirls Next Sequel
this for example is a slavegirl i met... and it was a pleasure. not that thin but she had known her place. sucks properly nice round ass and at times a true painslut. this slavegirls from the us had been new to the theme, but they had a big interest to serve and to please you could say... a perfect females ;) that should be enough stuff for today... soon you will find new updated here...

Work Makes Me All Stabby
I thought about calling this "reasons why my work makes me stabby," but that list would probably go on far longer than anyone would care to read. I mean, even longer than my usual blogs. So instead, this is just about the most recent round. I'm a contractor for the government. Usually the way the workflow goes is that the govvies send my group documents to work on, we work on them, then send them back to them for approval. It's actually a little more complicated than that, with documents going back and forth several times, but that's the general idea. On my company's side of the fence, we have a manager who I work for, and on the govvie side of the fence there's a guy called a COTR--I can't remember exactly what that stands for, but it's pronounced "co-tar" and is essentially a contract manager--who's supposed to handle their interaction with us. We got a new COTR a few months back. At first, he wasn't so bad. Then, suddenly, he apparently packed up shop and moved to Crazy McNuttsvil

Interesting Slavegirls Sequel
and again... some nice slavegirls this for example was a true painslut it was very interesting to be in contact with her and as you see... she liked pain a lot... even harder. this nice mature girl was more sort of a pleasure slavegirl. she was a really enjoyment!! per behaviour was perfect and i can't say anthing bad about her! just amazing!! this slavegirl here was more sort of a humiliation lover. she enjoyed it and it was a nice experience with her. a nice place for a text marker... isn't it? :) still mor

Burn
Burn - Nine Inch Nails This world rejects me This world threw me away This world never gave me a chance This world's gonna have to pay I don't believe in your institutions I did what you wanted me to Like the cancer in the system I've got a little surprise for you Something inside of me, has opened up it's eyes Why did you put it there? Did you not realize This thing inside of me, it screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could Burn Burn I look down at where you're standing Flock of sheep out on display With all your lives piled up around you I can take it all away Something inside of me, has opened up it's eyes Why did you put it there? Did you not realize This thing inside of me, it screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could I'm gonna burn this whole world down I'm gonna burn this whole world down I never was a part of you (burn) I am your savior (burn) Of your corruption (burn) I am the angel (burn) Of your destruction (burn) I am perversion (burn) Secret desire (

Interesting Slavegirls
here you can see some of the females i have been in contact with. i am happy that i got known them and it was allways a great pleasure to be in contact with them. there was this young female from belgium: a girl that knows her place a nice ass and sweet little tits. this was a slavegirl from the us... also a girl that saw her goal in pleasing her master isn't that a nice ass? yes it is!! good tits and a nice body! this was also a girl from the us... not that thin, but super sexy!! i think she is hot, i like her appearance. a nice clean pussy! and a big round ass all that girls have been a pleasure to be in contact with. more can be seen in the next entry

Just Getting It Off My Chest
If i put myself out there and get to know u and start talking to you. do me and you a favor if u dont have time or desire or even the will to at least try to let me in. then freaking move on and leave me alone. If u cant make me a priority, dont let me make u my priority. Dont play games with my heart. It cant take much more. I dont want to the white picket fence but i love easily and can and have gotten stomped on because of that. Read my about me that is what i want. adding to that im lonly and miss having arms around me. im complex, im all that and more. Im not asking for a ring but i am asking if u want me to make u important have the decency to make me important as well.

My Points Are Up For Auction!
My Points for 12 Hours Are Up For Auction Place Your Bid(s) below As A Comment! Highest bidder wins and the points will be given on Saturday Feb 27th @ 12:00 pm (payment must be payed before you received my points)

New Blog
hello... the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again. at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here. i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch. the blog is marked as nsfw. i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a v

My First One
Laying here in the pitch black, nothing but silence surronds me.My eyes closed and my mind lost not knowing how to cope.Worries gone and cares set free.I know this has to end, Their is life out there I have to attend.Darkness will fade away and bring yet another day.

Love To Lonley
The lonely nights with out you. The cold winters with out your love. The hot summer with out your shadow behind me. waking up to your smell and your soft and loveing voice saying good morning and i love you. More days go by and i feel im losing myself on and on the holling winds the hard and wet rain. Your my umbrella your my sun to my moon. And yet thing change and you leave me out there with nothing. With out a love u or miss you. You destroy me, my heart and my soul. You left me anlone just as you see me only to see nothing more gone in the darkness in a world of nothing with ony my love.

Thank You By Dido
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through Then you hand me a towel and all I see is you And even if my house falls down, I wouldn't have a clue Because you're near me and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Its Been 30days And Im Feeling So Unwanted
TITLE STATES IT I DO FEEL SO UNWANTED BY THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON THAT I WANT MOST IN THIS WORLD I MUST BE THE WORSE GUY ON EARTH. her love and understanding is all i want things dont mean poop to me if she loved me and made love to me we could be broke under a bridge and i would still feel like i was on top of the world

Pdp Scene ( Exert From D.s.p. Book 3 )
Scene opens at some sort of nightclub / bar in space. (Ari) “I don’t think this is a space diner. There playing metal and . . . There’s blood on the dance floor!” (Me) “Why does this place seem familiar?” A woman with long very red hair and very large breasts pulls a gun on a group of patrons and demands they pay their bill. (Me) “Deadchick!” (SLDC) “Hey Cap.” *smiles and walks away with a fist full of cash* (Ari) “You know her?” Everyone in the club suddenly notices the Captain and yells “CAP!” (Me) *waves at everyone* “Holy shit! It’s Purgatory Dance Party, I know just about everyone in here.” (Sibene) “I thought we were going to a space diner for the experience? How did we end up here without you knowing where we were?”

Joke Of The Day
The Moral of the Story... A teacher gave her class of 11 year olds an assignment: To get their parent to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of egg laying hens. One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on the front seat of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the eggs got broken. "What's the moral of that story?" asked the teacher. "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" "Very good," said the teacher. Next little Brandon raised his hand and said, "Our family are farmers too. But we raise chickens for the meat market. One day we had a dozen eggs, but when they hatched we only got ten live chicks, and the moral to this story is, 'Don't count your chickens before they're hatched'." "That was a fine story Brandon." Michael, do you have a story to share?" "Yes. My daddy told me this story about my Aunty Sharon. Aunty Sharo

Why?
Why do we wear our hearts on our sleeves? Why do we put up walls when someone breaks our hearts? Why do we repeat things that hurt us once before? Did we not get enough the first time? So many questions and not one answer will make any sense to me. I have been down the broken road and I swore to myself I would never do it again so i put up a wall about the size of The Great Wall. It tumbled down when I started talking to an amazing man. My heart became STRONGLY interested....more than what I had expected it too, I think its out to get me hurt! lol Anyway, we only live once right? So I never regret anything ever; I only learn.

I Love You David
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Night Out
Wed. night I decided to go out.. Me, Eva, and Stacy decided we needed a girls night.... well.. girls night was screwed by my cousin brian saying HEY COME GET ME! he was TRASHED and couldn't drive.. so he came with us.. We get to the first bar.. and decided we didn't wanna stay there.. so we leave and go to nates... well.. just so happens the cutie that i am kinda crushin on was there... ya know.. the one i was playing pool with last week? (if you read my blogs once in a while you would know who i am talking about LOL)He and his friends were having a night out too... we all hung out... 2 am we leave nates and go BACK to the first bar... my girls (and cousin) leave me there with the cutie and his friends which was fine by me.. i had my car... Cutie gets DRUNK... and this is where i get a little flustered and frustrated cause i don't know what is going on.. He starts snuggling up to me and stuff... i am like YAY!! we never kiss.. come close a few times... but whatever.. finally g

Hand Print
Come to me. Drench me with your love, give me your soul. Entice me to follow you into your garden . Pronounce to me that forever more I will be yours. Claim my being; Lock it so no other can tarnish my will. Barb wire my heart with spikes so define. When I breathe I feel the deep sting of your desire. Keep me from straying from your side. Take my wrist tie a rope to it, Use your large hand to hold it tight. If it shall fry replace it with another. But promise me, You won’t let go. Own my emotions, So I only see you. If I question your intent. Place your finger against my lips and hush me. With the sound of your voice. Pull me close, look into my eyes hypnotize my thoughts. Let me feel your love burn through to my soul. Releasing a powerful chemistry, the chemical consisting of you and me. Make my body explode as your words of love ring in the deepest part of my ears. Singing a sweet song to my brain. Seize your opportunity while your ability is high. Place your hand print upo

Nami Tamaki-realize
Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo Katachi kaete yuku kokoro mo kono machi mo Dakedo kienai negai ga aru Chigau yume wo mite onaji sora nagamete Ano hi chikatta makenai koto Zutto futari kono te tsunagezu ni Umarete kita imi wo sagashiteta Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo koeru toki Negai ga hikari dakishimeru Mirai wo yobisamashite Kaze ni nagareteku ano kumo no kodoku wo Kimi mo dokoka de kanjiteru no? Yume wo mamoru tame tagai wo kizu tsuke Senaka awase ni aruite kita Kitto itsuka wakariaeru darou Onaji kimochi de iru shinjitai Mayou koto osorezu ni habatakeru Kodou ga namiutsu Mada yume wo akiramenaide Kurayami mo kodoku ni mo tachimukau Kimi to deaeta yorokobi wo Kanarazu tsutae ni ikou Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashi

Nami Tamaki-reason
Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Machi mo hito mo yume mo Kaete yuku jikan ni Tada sakaratte ita Kotoba wo kasanetemo wakariaenai koto Mada shiranakatta ne Kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume kimi wa "Akiramenaide" to itta Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Setsunaku mune wo sasu sore wa yume no kakera Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki Mou ichido shinjite Kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta Demo arukidashiteru Kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga Sou kanarazu atta Sorezore no yume wo kanaete mata meguriau toki Guuzen wa unmei ni naru Yabureta yakusoku sae mo chikai ni kaeta nara Ano basho de deau toki Ano koro no futari ni nareru kana? "Yasashisa" ni nite iru natsukashii omokage Me wo tojite mieru kara Te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara Asu ni

Ayumi Hamasaki-a Song For Xx
doushite naite iru no doushite mayotte ru no doushite tachidomaru no nee oshiete itsu kara otona ni naru itsu made kodomo de ii no doko kara hashitte kite nee doko made hashiru no ibasho ga nakatta mitsukaranakatta mirai ni wa kitai dekiru no ka wakarazu ni itsu mo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iware tsudsukete'ta nakanaide erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo sonna kotoba hitotsu mo nozonde'nakatta dakara wakaranai furi wo shite ita doushite waratte ru no doushite soba ni iru no doushite hanarete'ku no nee oshiete itsu kara tsuyoku natta itsu kara yowasa kanjita itsu made matte ireba wakariaeru hi ga kuru mou hi ga noboru ne sorosoro ikanakya itsu made mo onaji tokoro ni wa irarenai hito o shinjiru koto tte itsu ka ura kirare hanetsukerareru koto to onaji to omotte ita yo ano koro sonna chikara doko ni mo nakatta kitto ironna koto shirisugite'ta itsu mo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iwaretsudsukete'ta nakanaide erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo sonna fuu ni mawari ga ieba iu hodo ni warau koto

Ayumi Hamasaki-angel's Song
Hitoribocchi nanka ja nainda to Yoru ni nigekonde iikikaseta Kekkyoku sore wa jibun no kodoku o Hinihini ukibori ni shiteku dake datta Kensou kara hanareta kaerimichi Itsumo to nani mo kawaranai noni Kurikaeshiteku noka to omottara Kyuu ni namida ga komiagete kita Tayorinakute nasakenakute Fuan de samishikute Koe ni naranai koe de Nukumori o hoshigatta *Nee kimi wa tashika ni totsuzen araware Watashi no kurayami ni hikari sashita Soshite sukoshi waratte daijoubu datte unazuite Watashi no te o totte arukidashita Kimi no se ni tenshi no hane o mita Tsuyoku naritai to nagatta no wa Itami ni nibuku naru tame ja nai Tasukerarete sasaerarete Ataeatte yurushiatta Ano hi mamotte ikitai Mono ga dekita kara **Nee kimi wa tokidoki muboubi sugiru kurai Watashi ni subete de butsukatte kuru Sore wa amarinimo mabushi sugiru hodo de Watashi wa mabat

13 Traits That Move Me (or Just Get Me Hot).
I can't really say what I look for in a person, it's different with everyone. There are definitely things that catch my eye, though, or my brain. And, as I'm fond of lists of 13, it seems, here goes. 1. Graceful people. Especially hands. An elegant smoker. A ballet dancer. A fire spinner. A martial artist, or just a good fighter. A skater. A musician. Believe it or not, despite my sharp-thing-magnet implant, I am actually fairly graceful. I appreciate it in others. Overly muscled people disgust me. Nothing gets me hotter than a dancer's body or classical curves. And if they know how to move that body...oh boy, watch out. MINE. 2. True interest in my passions. Don't just smile and nod and pretend to be interested in my crazy gamut of obsessions. I don't expect to have EVERYTHING in common with anyone, but I have a pretty darn wide range of interests, and we likely have more than a few things that we both like. I promise if you have a real burning for something or character trait I kno

Friends
Friends - faster Pussycat Who said that money was everything Well, that's a crock, you know what I'm sayin When the well runs dry Say goodbye to your fair-weather friends If I need a hug And I feel like crawling under a rug If I fell on my face I know that you'd be there to help me up Cause it's you, only you that makes me strong Ain't nobody gonna make me live my life alone A friend won't leave me lying in the road While the others they just pelt me with their sticks and stones Won't steal my money Won't rob my home or take my honey A friend will always be there when I grow old You know, lovers they come and go Like ships to a dock, a bunch of heartbreakers they are They blind you with their innocence Tie your heart in knots If I need some hope And I feel I'm at the end of my rope You make that funny face You're always there to cheer me up Cause it's you, only you to take me along Ain't nobody I'd rather have to help me sing a song A friend won't leave me lying in the

I Feel So Sorry For My Cat :(
Little snowball poor girl, she has fleas and ear mites. I feel so bad for her with all the scratching and such so I looked up a few things........first hartz and I know they've been in trouble recently so I looked up the active ingrediants. Nothing that would cause harm to every single cat they have to be HIGHLY sensative and we know snowies not. The ear mites is another thing we got to get rid of and know exactly what to use MINERAL OIL lol. Mineral oil sufficates and kills the ear mites so we're good there. All this is gonna cost around 23 bucks that's not bad at all :) But to manage the fleas right now we gave her a regular bath with a tiny amount of dish soap. Not adverse reactions, no dry skin good but never again will I use regular soap. It's the least we could do until tomorrow.

Saved
I sit here and cut my wrists and watch the blood run down my arms. I start to think about everyone that told me that they care about me then that FUCKED me over. so I cut my wrists a little deeper and watch more blood run down my arms. I star to feel weak. the phone rings and all i hear you crying and telling me to stop and you say I love you baby. I tell you that its to late. you tell me to stay where I'm at. so i hang up the phone. I start thing about how much I hurt you by CUTTING my wrist. so i go to talk my life i put the knife to my wrist but cant do it I go the closit and grab the gun i put it to my head and you run in right be for i put the trigger. you grab the gun form me and the you say you cant lose me you tell me you love me and i'm the only one you want to be with. I tell you that i'm sorry you hurting you by cutting my wrist. you tell me is ok you still love me.i tell you that i only want to be with you and i love you... so you help me clean

Raistlin Will Probably Kill Me, Lol.
I've been his friend for a while now. Everytime I go see his pics, I think of this little girl. I realize that that sounds bad, but oh well. Here is the girl: Now add some facial hair and glasses..and some age and you have him. Don't believe me? Look for yourself. So am I crazy????????????

Wake The H*ll Up Please I Love U I Didnt Do Anything I Never Could
I Swear lyrics I see the questions in your eyes I know what's weighing on your mind But you can be sure I know my part I'll stand beside you through the years You'll only cry those happy tears And though I'll make mistakes I'll never break your heart Chorus I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear I'll give you everything I can I'll build your dreams with these two hands And we'll hang some memories on the wall And when there's silver in your hair You won't have to ask if I still care Cause as time turns the page my love won't age at all Chorus I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear

This Was My Tattoo Artist..guess I Am Gonna Have To Find A New One?
THIS WAS MY TATTOO ARTIST.SHE HAS DONE OVER 90% OF MY TATTOOS. GUESS I AM GONNA HAVE TO FIND A NEW ONE YA THINK?...LOOK FOR PICTURES TO BE ADDED IN MY TATTOO CRASH FOLDER CHAMPION - Chris Gregg, owner of C&L Tattoos, said he and four other people at first had no idea what had just happened Wednesday evening when a car crashed through the front entrance window and wall of the business. According to officials, the white Grand Am rammed through the front west entrance of the building at 4807 Mahoning Ave., drove 50 feet into the store, then backed up, hit another car in the parking lot, and then crashed into the building a second time as it tried to smash through the building again. This time, the car was stopped. Champion fire officials said the driver was a Bristol woman who had been terminated a month ago from C&L Tattoos. Gregg and others at the scene identified her as Tabari Vandervort, who is in her early 30s. Fire and police crews from Champion, Howland and other depa

Kind Of Let Down.
Not that I think I'm that great..but I really thought I'd get more offers for fuMarriage, seeing as how I'm paying for it. Yeah I know I'm not that big of a point whore, but most of my friends aren't anyway. So what's wrong, why aren't you asking me???!! Yes I know some of you have, I'm just wanting a little more to chose from lol.

Don't Forget To Take A Handful
That’s what Sarah said to me this morning after I’d gotten home from taking Martha to work. There is a slippery patch at the edge of our sidewalk and it was time to de-ice it; that is, sprinkle a powdered ice melt mixture on the spot so anyone on it can get traction and not fall. And I didn’t realize I was supposed to take Martha to work this morning until about an hour before we left. She says she told me when she came to bed shortly after one this morning, but I do not remember hearing her say that! I have had problems with being coherent lately when I’m semi-conscious … Martha also says she asked me what I’d set the alarm for, and I mumbled “eleven eleven”. Go figure on that. Last night Martha and I did take advantage of our membership at Anytime Fitness and worked out for just over an hour after the kids were sound asleep. Jeffrey had gotten on Martha’s last nerve after she found pieces of a block puzzle he’d sh

Hair Treatment Recipes (repost)
Avocado Deep ConditionerIngredients1 small jar of mayonnaise1/2 avocadoDirectionsPeel avocado and remove pit. Mix all ingredients in a medium-sized bowl with your hands until it's a consistent green color. Smooth into hair being careful to work it to the ends. Use shower cap or plastic wrap to seal body heat in. Leave on hair for 20 minutes. For deeper conditioning wrap a hot, damp towel around your head over the plastic, or use a hair dryer set to a low to medium heat setting.Tropical Island ConditionerIngredients1 avocadoOrganic coconut milkDirectionsPeel and pit avocado. Mash avocado and slowly add coconut milk until smooth and the consistency of hair conditioner. Work through hair to ends. Rinse after 15 minutes and shampoo. Louise Galvin Sacred Locks Treatment Masque for Thick or Curly Hair Jojoba Hot Oil TreamentIngredients2 teaspoons jojoba oil1 teaspoon organic soybean oil or organic sunflower oilDirectionsCombine ingredients then warm gently on low heat. Test temperature o

How I Am Bombing
I wanted to explain how I have been bombing. I have tried to help as much as I can anybody that wants to be bombed. I always bomb my family first. I am going to start bombing people who have a auto or bomb going and those who rate my pictures. Those of you who think all you need to do is just ask can forget it. Its not fair to others who deserve it. If you cant find time to rate dont expect me to take the time to bomb you. Feel fortunate if your not running autos or a bomb that you even get bombed at all. When that startrf noway in hellI ever got a free ride. Thats all folks 91vette (Michael)

"living"
Living a life of mixed feelings. Going, going.....gone. Where is time? Did I leave it back far away back in the day? Who knows, what a feeling is. I have not been able to grab on to these feelings for so long. Harder to see through the tunnel over there. Friends come and Friends go....not caring about them . I sit here looking around and saying to myself wow......."WHAT A DAY"

Happiness Comes In Small Doses
happiness usually comes in small doeses; a dimple in a cheek from a smile that creeps across sugar kissed lips, a glimmer of light expressed in warm eyes, in the slow movement of large hands over blushed cheeks and an angular jaw- held in a moment of time where none can touch them. three lights, two glowing, one alone waiting to be turned on, but happiness always comes in small doses.

Space Goddess!!!!
Space Goddess You shine your light brightly into my eyes..I am left quivering and paralyzed. The way you look at me through glass walls sends shivers through out my soul.Artistic and becoming I realize the pain in your eyes,then I try to look away.I know that pain that, I see in your brown eyes.Left alone with noone to really know who you are.Not even the closest can break that wall of emptiness.An emptiness that only death could embrace.Lost images and photographs and memories twisted into the dust like a bob wire fence that you tangle your dress on...Stuck there in the same place waiting for some type of hero or friend to break you free...Still remaining with noone to come you take your dress off and realize you are more than free..You are liberated from all the pain that covered you through out your life.Breaking through feilds and running naked throught the stars...You are a space goddess with in your own existance

Out Here On My Own - Irene Cara ( From The Movie 'fame' )
There are days when I feel this way at times, but only God knows what's in store. Sometimes I wonder where I've been,Who I am,Do I fit in.Make believein' is hard alone,Out here on my own.We're always provin' who we are,Always reachin'For that risin' starTo guide me farAnd shine me home,Out here on my own.When I'm down and feelin' blue,I close my eyes so I can be with you.Oh, baby be strong for me;Baby belong to me.Help me through.Help me need you.Until the morning sun appearsMaking lightOf all my fears,I dry the tearsI've never shown,Out here on my own.But when I'm down and feelin' blue,I close my eyes so I can be with you.Oh, baby be strong for me;Baby, belong to me.Help me through.Help me need you.Sometimes I wonder where I've been,Who I am,Do I fit in.I may not win,But I can't be thrown,Out here on my own,Out here on my own.

Most Sarcastic Status Of The Day
No, Mia is not fake. Far from it. I think it wins tonight’s “Most Sarcastic Status of the Day” award. Figured I’d share…by the way, if you like to witness some crazy stuff, what’s going on with this profile? http://www.fubar.com/user/2458562 People never cease to amaze. Almost the weekend! Have a great night.

Thoughts
Guess thats the funny thing about life.... Current mood:In thought Category: Romance and Relationships Today I happened to be thinking of you..Your smile and gentleness..of how you we use to laugh at the most stupidest things.You left this imprint into my soul...I hate that it will never leave.Replaced by something else..Sometimes I wonder when you are up restless at night do you think of me..Or am I fool for still holding onto something that ended long ago?Now feeling as if I will never nor have I have ever felt good enough to be with you.Sheltered away feelings of raindrops and summer days that surpassed.You have gone away and most likely that will always remain.They say love will come ago..But mine still remains and I can not explane.I can sit and listen to old songs we use to share and sing...Memories and nothing more.Guess I depend on the romance of a dancing true love..But does that even exist for me?Or am I one of those fools that just continuesly dreams.Wicked games and torm

What Is Wrong With Me
I sit here looking back at how much you meant to me. I could not tell you or show you what was in my heart for fear of your reaction. You where the first to show me love and to hold me when I was down in the dumps. I feel your loving touch even to this day wishing it was not just my mind playing tricks on me. I now know you were the best thing that ever happened to me. But now it is to late for me to know what happiness truly is now that I have lost you my love. I will now just wonder in the darkness deep in the woods watching and protecting my land. howling out for your return. I miss your soft touch of your lips on mine and the feeling of warmth of your hugs as I lay down for sleep at night.

Out Tonight- Rent
Rent- Out Tonight What's the time? Well it's gotta be close to midnight My body's talking to me It says, "Time for danger" It says I wanna commit a crime Wanna be the cause of a fight I wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt With a stranger I've had a knack from way back At breaking the rules once I learn the games Get up - life's too quick I know someplace sick Where this chick'll dance in the flames We don't need any money I always get in for free You can get in too If you get in with me Let's go out tonight I have to go out tonight You wanna play? Let's run away We won't be back before it's New Year's Day Take me out tonight Meow- HA! When I get a wink from the doorman Do you know how lucky you'll be? That you're on line with the feline of Avenue B Let's go out tonight I have to go out tonight You wanna prowl? Be my night owl Well take my hand we're gonna howl Out tonight In the evening I've got to roam Can't sleep in the city of neon and ch

Sighs
I sit wondering , just how you came to be ,the focus of my reality, my dream , my desire, the only one that lights my fire....so here i sit waiting for you ..... wishing, hoping ..that maybe , just maybe i affect you too. what you do to me ... how i response without hestiation, your touch bring fire to my soul, i can not resist or even try to , the pull in your direction.......you make me beg , and i answer your every demand .....touch me , want me , need me......as i want , need and touch you

Love And Whatever
i am back to thinking that the best kind of love, the truest and most devoted is self love. i do not think i have met anyone with the correct capacities to fully understand my inner workings, to comprehend the vast space that is my desire for all things knowledge and to be the correct source of that knowledge. I want to be alone, not marked as single, i love friends and do not posess anyone. i do not want to be marked as in a relationship and would be pissed at anyone that gives this mark to me. i love, have loved, have been burned (thank you fubar), now i know what it is like to truely love with out a man, woman or donkey. Does this make me a whole person, or still a half without the other side to fit. i know my preference

And Now For Something Completely Different...
My life is pissing me off on about 42,000,000 levels right now...so I thought I'd attempt to generate a debate that will make me crack a smile, or possibly even laugh. So here it is...who doesn't love Monty Python? Exactly, humourless, stupid people!!! So...what's your favourite sketch? Cast your vote in a comment, or totally trash my vote, I'm good either way. Mine is below. "Every Sperm is Sacred" from The Meaning of Life. For sheer humour and social relevance, it can't be beat.

Mr. Meyer
It would of been better for Stonybrook to settle than for you Mr. Meyer as an Attorney to tell me no one would be happy if I filed a Civil Suit. Would you like to hear yourself? Mr. Winkler as a perspective Attorney, you had it going until you decided to really open you mouth, didn't you, because I'm all for letting everyone know about me and all, aren't you curious a bit? I am. Sleep very well tonight and every night? Norio

Endless Wondering
Endless Wondering I watch you as you move with an air of illuminationIt's amazing how your feet never seem to touch the groundYour eyes are fixed on a path unseenIs this an illusion?...a dream?As you walk by everything is silentMonstrous people seem to gather aroundMy view is lost in a mass of confusionI look frantically...searching...hoping!Could you be gone?I turn and look behind me, nothing but black is seenMy search is hopelessWhere could you be?Were you just a dream?Just an illusion?My path unseen? Author: Azria Copyright © 2009

Pissy...
Okay, to start with, I'm in a SHIT mood. Work pretty much got me there. Let's make a long story short-ish... For everyone that doesn't know, I work as a customer service manager/book-keeper at a grocery store. Here goes... Our front end manager (the manager right above me), was pushed out of her job by the store manager. He hired someone else to be the front end manager, because apparently the one we had, wasn't doing her job (which is bullshit, he's just an ass). Anyway, we've all hated him since he started...His sales suck, he isn't bringing in ANY money, he is cutting everyone else's hours EXCEPT the people he's brought in, etc. He's a prick. Anyway, him and my manager have been butting heads for a while. She's now only a book-keeper and works on payroll starting Monday. This new bitch the store manager brought in, is the TRASHIEST thing I've ever seen in my LIFE, and to top it off, she's a complete tool. Little Miss Suck-up. Well, she's been there for a week and a half,

This Wicked Shit
I'm the most insane wickedest psychotic. Switch pockets like you ain't got wallets. Sneak close & i hit you with a mallet. Let me tell you why i'm wicked & how i do it. Ya license expired. & there's no way of renewing it. Check it ima beast then off at the leash. What you wanting a release to think you can get a piece. Have ya missing even if it's right your hidden tooth. I'm nice see how i spit. When i'm in the booth. Ya my whole name was kristen when i was born. I didn't like it i much despited it. Thank god it wasn't ruth. I'm the the truth I gets down i'm off to take the crown so sit ya ass down. Or go run from town. My lack of motivation is equation of relation. What station you placing saw friday the 13th but my name is not jason. A life between force & a throat that is hoarse. Whip up & between course. Ya dead in a hearst. Life for me ain't nothing but much worse. How can i fucking tell it. Shit is so relavent. I'm wicked insane intelligent with a mind. That is more defined then

Hockey Prayer
Our father who art in Vancouver, hockey be thy name. Thy will be done, the gold will be won, on ice, as well as thy stands. Give us this day, Our hockey sticks, and forgive us our penalties as we forgive those who cross check against us. Lead us not into elimination, but deliver us to victory. In the name of the Canadian hockey team, AMEN. █ ♥ █ GO, CANADA, GO

Whats Wrong Wiht The World Today? (god!! I Sound Like My Grandma)
OK..ok RANT TIME!! I'm soooo sick of all the selfserving muthafooker's. You know how you are... Did it ever occur to you to help someone out or give someone the right away?? Its all about you and your day.. it's all about your limited time...it's all about your money...it's all about your feelings...it's all about what you don't have! When will we learn that when we create good karma.. you get good karma?? I'm just saying more and more I see ppl turn there's backs. And more and more I see ppl care only about themselves.. putting themselves in front of freinds, family.. etc etc. i'm not saying let someone take adavantage.. but some people just need a break... I wish nothing more than for people in this world to GROW A HEART!! Then balls to say what I say!

Today Is The Day
Today is the day is what i wanna crawl up into a ball in the dark cold room, letting my tears fall Untill I Cant take the pain anymore. Today is the day is what i wanna crawl up into a ball in the dark cold room, slowly, sliceing my wrist, untill I bleed myself to death, Today is the day is what i wanna Crawl up into a ball in the dark cold room, where i can just lay there in my puddle of tears, puddle of bloods, where i can be free from pains, where i can rest my body, and where noone can find me, Today is the day as i layed there in a dark cold room, crawled in a ball, in my blood, in my tears, R.I.P I am Free. Today is the day where i can be remembered

My Latest Shitty Situation
SO...HERE'S WHAT'S GOING ON RIGHT NOW. AS MOST OF YOU KNOW, I'M IN A SHITTY FINANCIAL SITUATION RIGHT NOW B/C I LOST MY JOB, LOST MY INSURANCE, AND WAS ON DISABILITY UNTIL *POOF!* I FIND OUT THAT THE DISABILITY I WAS RECEIVING WAS ONLY TEMPORARY. GOTTA LOVE THAT. I FOUND OUT BY CALLING TO SEE WHERE THE F MY CHECK WAS B/C I HADN'T REC'D ONE SINCE NOVEMBER. THE LADY ON THE PHONE TELLS ME I WAS ONLY ALLOTTED $6000, AND I WOULDN'T HAVE EVEN FOUND OUT UNTIL MY VERY LAST CHECK CAME IN THE MAIL. HOW CONVENIENT, HUH? SO I'M PISSED ABOUT THAT...SO THAT VERY SAME DAY I FILE FOR PERMANENT DISABILITY. I HAVE ABOUT $1000 A MONTH IN BILLS B/C OF MEDICAL EXPENSES, GAS, MY CAR, INSURANCE, AND OTHER INCIDENTAL THINGS. MY MOM CAN'T SUPPORT ME AND I WAS LIVING OFF WHAT LITTLE MONEY MY GRANDMA HAD IN HER CHECKING ACCOUNT AFTER SHE PASSED AWAY. WELL WE'RE DOWN TO BASICALLY NOTHING NOW, LESS THAN 1K. MY MOM MAKES GOOD MONEY BUT ALL HER MONEY GOES INTO PAYING BILLS FOR OUR HOUSE. THE PEOPLE FROM PERMANEN

Calling Me Once More!
My love unearthed it lays beyond the darkness of my heart. Emotions of love has tooken me to the death that was waiting since my birth. Alone unveiled my face is stone... Existing in this world of translation of pain waiting for a moment of dark summer's rain. Absinth and moon beams they dance in my veins slowly dripping down my face are tears of the damned. Trying to clinch onto life without feeling the pain. I want to fight but I never find any reason too when the smoke blinds me when I open the doors of memories. Methods of my maddness constantly taunts me with their constant screams... Sliding down the wall feeling at one with my pain I simply realize there is no love ment for a woman like me... People like me we stand alone always getting shoved to the side for the next best thing... Demons knocking on my doors calling me to my fate once more.

New Doctor Who Season Begins April 17th On Bbc America
BBC America announced today that the new era of Doctor Who will make its U.S. premiere on Saturday, April 17, 2010, soon after the UK broadcast. This announcement comes much to the delight of American audiences, including yours truly. The upcoming new season, which will star Matt Smith as the eleventh incarnation of the famous Time Lord known simply as ‘The Doctor’ and Karen Gillan as his enigmatic travel companion, Amy Pond. "Britain has a tradition of reinventing its iconic characters, like James Bond and Sherlock Holmes – and Doctor Who. In introducing the Eleventh Doctor, writer Steven Moffat is opening the show to a whole new audience, while serving fans with an exciting mix of inter galactic, time traveling adventures. We can’t wait to meet his new Doctor!” said BBC America Senior Vice President Programming Richard De Croce in a press release today. The new series is led by long-time Who writer Steven Moffat, whose other credits include

When I
When I When i take a sharp razor blad against my bare skins,I can feel the blood rushing Like it wanting to escapefrom the painwhen i take a sharp razor blade against my neck,I can feel my scream when i feel my scream,i just wanna scream to letout my fear when I scream i let out all my pain as i take a sharp razor blade against my bare skin slowlyslicing my wristletting the blood rush outas i kept slicing my wrist till the blood became a puddle as i lay there soaked in my own blood as i kept on slicing my wristtill i passed outtill i loose alot of my blood.

Mama And Her Bible
MAMA & HER BIBLE Four brothers left home for college, and they became successful doctors and lawyers and they prospered. Some years later, they chatted after having dinner together. They discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly mother who lived far away in another city. The first said "I had a big house built for Mama." The second said "I had a hundred thousand dollar theater built in the house." The third said "I had my Mercedes dealer deliver an SL600 to her."The fourth said, "You know how Mama loved reading the Bible and you know she can't read anymore because she can't see very well. I met this preacher who told me about a parrot that can recite the entire Bible. It took 20 preachers 12 years to teach him. I had to pledge to contribute $100,000 a year for twenty years to the church, but it was worth it. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse and the parrot will recite it." The other brothers were impr

Purchase Real Ugg Online Shopping Service Shops
Whether true or false, most of them are the brand of the United States. And Australia has its own local real estate UGG brand. In my opinion, regardless of where produced, what brand, the most important thing is not out of the meaning of Uggs in itself - it should be one of the sheepskin fur boots round. However, most shops will be there Taobao stressed that his boots are the genuine UGG Australia, the original documentary and so on. But looking at peace evaluations, all reactions hair loss like that. That is definitely not fur one. Even ugg boots are feasible even more authentic state of peace. Who is the authentic, quality is of overriding importance. Just as this brand is also a registered mark by foreigners before, but the real estate Qingdao beer is more welcomed by the locals because it is more delicious. Who is genuine, but also where to start. As for the purchase, yet if the U.S. wanted to buy that brand of UGG Australia, Online Shopping Service shops in the United States

Stress Test
STRESS It has not been understood exactly how this works, but it is amazingly accurate. Read the full description before looking at the picture. The picture below has 2 identical dolphins in it. It was used in a case study on stress levels at St. Mary's Hospital. Look at both dolphins jumping out of the water. The dolphins are identical. A closely monitored, scientific study revealed that, in spite of the fact that the dolphins are identical, a person under stress would find differences in the two dolphins. The more differences a person finds between the dolphins, the more stress that person is experiencing. Look at the photograph and if you find more than one or two differences, you may want to take a vacation. No need to reply, I will be on vacation.

New Ceo
If you've ever worked for a boss who reacts before getting the facts and thinking things through, you will love this! Arcelor-Mittal Steel, feeling it was time for a shakeup,hired a new CEO.The new boss was determined to rid the company of allslackers. On a tour of the facilities, the CEO noticed a guy leaning against a wall. (The room was full of workers and the new CEO wanted to let them know that he meant business.)So he asked the guy, "How much money do you make a week?"A little surprised, the young man looked at him and said, "I make $400 a week. Why?"The CEO said, "Wait right here." He walked back to his office, cameback in two minutes, and handed the guy $1,600 in cash and said,"Here's four weeks' pay. Now GET OUT and don't come back."Feeling pretty good about himself, the CEO looked around the room andasked, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-ball did here?"From across the room a voice said, "Pizza delivery guy from Domino's."

Lone Ranger & Tonto
Lone Ranger and Tonto Lone Ranger and Tonto went camping in the desert. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, 'Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see? ' 'The Lone Ranger replies, 'I see millions of stars.' 'What that tell you?' asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, 'Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo.. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning. Theologically, the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?' 'You dumber than buffalo s--t. It means someone stole the tent."

Cemetery Escort Duty
I have seen this on numerous occasions. Every time I read it, it makes me cry. To all of those who have served or are currently serving our country, thank you, once again, for all you have sacrificed to allow us to enjoy the rights we have. You will never be forgotten by me. I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress uniform was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help mys

Wtf Is Wrong With Women?
Does the term dating apply to people who go to dinner, have sex, spend the night and see ya next week kind of thing? or is that just a booty call. but either way, would not consider that person you are dating, or sleeping with, a friend above anything else? So heres the situation... I was "dating" this woman Dawn, it was very casual to say the least, but what I have a problem with the termination of said relations is this: No phone call, no e-mail even...no text message, letting me know that she would not be seeing me anymore. I can completely understand that maybe she found the right guy for her and im happy for her, but some closure (or what ever you want to call it) to said relationship is what I deserved, right? or am I wrong? I went to look her up on the myspace, since she hadnt responded to my texts or Yahoo ims when i was off shore last, and when i see that she deleted me from myspace, and i find her, cuz obviously i know her last name, she has her relationship staus changed a

Tight Skirt
The Zipper As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus. She went ballistic! She turned to the would-be Samaritan and yelled, "How dare you touch my body! I don'

Pass The Butter
Pass The Butter .. Please. This is interesting . .. . Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow colouring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavourings.. DO YOU KNOW.. The difference between margarine and butter? Read on to theend...gets very interesting! Both have the same

How Do I Check The Status Or Cancel My Vip?
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Many people ask me daily about their VIP. The following information should help answer all of your VIP questions.1. If you are paying 14.71, you are on a reoccurring VIP. If you do not cancel it before the renewal date, you will be billed every month. If you cancel before the renewal date, you will still maintain your VIP status until the expiration date. If you are on a reoccurring, you are responsible for canceling your VIP. 2. If you do not want to be on a reoccurring monthly charge, you can purchase a month to month VIP for $20 bucks or you can gift a month to month or more. This type of VIP expires after the allotted time. 3. If you want to check the status or cancel a VIP, click into your settings and look for the link that says "click here to check your VIP status." This link will send you to your VIP Status page where it will give you the option to cancel your VIP. This page will also give you the date your VIP expires.4. Our sy

Bogus Support Messages Alert
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Some asstard is sending the following PM to users posing as a fubar admin or staff. Please NEVER give out your account password to anyone. 1. Yellow highlighted names are fubar family. Only a select few of us work on the site and NONE of us would send an email like that. 2, Orange highlighted names are volunteer bouncers. They are here to answer your support questions. 3. Send anyone posing as a fubar staff member or support bouncer to me or a bouncer. Again, DO NOT GIVE OUT YOUR PASSWORD INFO TO ANYONE! _______________________________________________ **BOGUS LETTER** We have tracked you down with making fake accounts giving others fake referral and saving the crushes for your self and buying yourself tickers, you have violated the fubar agreement and your account it's at risk of being deleted, however before we proceed with our derision we want to give you a fair chance to explain your self for your action. First off,

Dumb Girl
i'm the dumb girl who believes believes that you need me just like I need you believes that I'm strong until tears consume me and believes that I can win when the odds are stacked against me. forgive me for forgetting that I can't matter and I'm not better and I'm breaking my own rules for you even when you are drug away with nothing to say not a word till the morrow and I sit in sorrow sulking in solitude

Sweetness
In the mist of the dark you bring forth light Your smile is so sweet reminding me of the fresh drops of dew on a early morning rose You touch me without knowing it bring me a happiness one that can't be described Dear to my heart our paths crossed and linked as one I am here for you now and always All you have to do is reach out and I will take your hand Be the light in your darkness, your shoulder to lean on and treasure you

Explanation Of God
THIS IS FABULOUS!!! It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista , CA . He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to "explain God" I wonder if any of us could have done as well ? [ .... and he had such an assignment, in California , and someone published it, I guess miracles do happen ! .. ] EXPLANATION OF GOD: "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bed

Taking Time Off
Ok friends and family...the time has come for me to take some time away from FUBAR. Just seems to me that the more things change the more they stay the same and it can get very tiring. So I am going to take some time off. If there are some of you that would like to stay in contact...shoot me a private message. See you all later.

You're Gone
It is as if you were just a shadow passing by in my dreams I turn my head and look around but you are no longer there Instead there is an ache a reminder you were real and not some fantasy running loose in my mind Screams rip from my soft trembling lips tears drown my tri colored eyes The pain so harsh stealing the very air I breath Yet you promised you wouldnt go that for once I wouldnt know the sorrow of being left in the cold You are gone..

The Kiss
I feel the beat. It moves to your voice. Pounds against my will. Your hand touches my skin, time becomes infinitive. My eyes fall sleepy closing their lids. Allowing you touch to travel through my body. A soft moan escapes my lips. I reach for the hand that has so much power over my puzzled spirit. I nudge at your hand, wanting to force it from me. But the pleasure I feel over takes my efforts. Your hand moves cuffing my neck, pulling me into you. Our lips meet. My body becomes bridle as your tongue strokes my lips. Leaving them moist with your aspiration. My heart pounds, I feel the desire as it raptures through my veins. I reach for you holding your head in my hands. I begin to devour your hunger for me. My deduction of your control fading as my ravenousness empowers me, begging you to be my master. You feel my defeat, a mechanical energy surges to your brain. You feel the power. You grab my hands. Cuffing them with yours. I try to fight. I cannot I am weaken by your strength. Thi

How Many?
How many dogs does it take to change a light bulb? (see each breed's answers below) Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb? 2. Border Collie: Just one. And then I'll replace any wiring that's not up to code.

Awesome & Radical Snowboard Photography
Snowboard season is not over yet, to inspire the ones that love it I selected some amazing photographs to represent it. Whether you get inspired by the photography or the actual sport, get out there and let this inspiration take action. by Rune T by geoftheref by Altus by Brahm by Maurizio Polese by Ryan Dearth by

Day 38
Midway through week 5 of Stanza 365 and still going strong. Today I whine about having to write on my birthday ... trust me, it's much better than it sounds. lol You can find it, as well as all 37 previous days at ... http://stanza365.wordpress.com/

Thought And A Erotik Story
Enchanted one drunk on my spell, follow my fairy song to my well, where below the water, mysteries dwell, where fantasies and dream linger and swell. I await your arrival, bearing secrests to tell. You will taste my desire,soon. Release your fears, let your soul swoon. Travel the gossamer wings of my tunes, so first we can met among the stars and moon. our pleasure will give rise to a celestial typhoon. And as we climax and our fall begins we'll remain entwined inside our tailspin, our shared afterglow warming us from within. your embrace will cloak me like bearskin, as our target approaches, our distance thins. then. I'll lead you where you can take a sip. when we land you'll eagerly take a dip, drinking deeply from the depth of my nether lips. your pulsing tounge will take us on a new trip where I'll lose control of my singhs and grinding hips. we'll drown in our pasioate sea, in my well, where water once flowed calmly. we'll dream of a new fantasy, in this

Time To Defend Myself
IF WHAT IM ABOUT TO SAY PISSES YOU OFF OR PLUCKS A NERVE IN YOUR CONSCIENCE, DO NOT BLAME ME. HOW ABOUT TAKING SOME PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY FOR A CHANGE AND ASKING YOURSELF WHY WHAT I SAID MADE YOU MAD. INSTEAD OF GETTING MAD AT ME FOR SAYING IT. IM SICK OF YOU CLAIMING ME AS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND ADMIRING MY ADVICE AND HONESTY WHEN ITS ON YOUR SIDE. BUT AS SOON AS I DONT TAKE YOUR SIDE IM THE ASSHOLE. THATS NOT FAIR. I RESPECT YOU ENOUGH TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH EVEN WHEN ITS GANNA PISS YOU OFF. IF YOURE MAD AT ME FOR TELLING YOU THE TRUTH, GET OVER IT. ITS BETTER THAN HAVING YOU MAD AT ME FOR LYING TO YOU. SEEMS LATELY IM EITHER PISSING YOU OFF. GETTING SHUT OUT OR SNUBBED. OR I ONLY HEAR FROM "MY FRIENDS" WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO. OR WHEN THE ONE YOU WANT TO PAY ATTENTION TO DO YOU DOESNT. SO YOU COME TO ME WHEN THEY ARE IGNORING YOU. EXPECTING ME TO FILL THE VOID. THEN AS SOON AS THAT PERSON COMES BACK AROUND. YOURE GONE AGAIN. IF YOURE MY FRIEND, THEN BE MY

Cautious Optimism
The exam is over, done, finished. In 6 or 8 weeks, I'll know if I passed. Do I think I passed? Really, I don't know. Probably? But my sense of these things is often well off-base. The last time I took this exam, I thought I did fine on some parts of it, and that I sucked on others. (Secured Transactions? I don't know shit about financing statements or any of that crap. Somehow, though, my essay score on that question was nearly perfect. Contracts, which I know fairly well? I got a two. That's about as far from perfect as you can get.) As it turned out, all my worrying was for naught; I passed by a large margin. So, this is the answer to the question many of you asked: I don't know how I did. And I won't know for many weeks. But I'm cautiously optimistic. In the coming weeks, I'm just going to forget about it (which, as it turns out, I'm really good at doing). I'm off to bake some bread & read a novel. Did I mention that two nights ago, I went to the hotel bar, where

Can Ya Give 1 Up?
TERESA IS IN A POINTS CONTEST TO WIN AN A-11 OR BOMB, SHE NEEDS RATES & COMMENTS SO PLEASE DROP BY AND AT LEAST DROP A RATE TO HELP HER OUT THANKS SO MUCH!! ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! THE MORE RATES, THE LESS BOMBING WE HAVE TO DO! RATES = 5 POINTS COMMENTS = 1 POINT GRRRRR!!!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!! PIC LINK WON'T WORK HERE SO PLEASE USE THE ONE I POSTED BELOW IN THE COMMENTS AREA THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

Bogus Staff/support Message!!!
Some asstard is sending the following PM to users posing as a fubar admin or staff. Please NEVER give out your account password to anyone.1. Yellow highlighted names are fubar family. Only a select few of us work on the site and NONE of us would send an email like that.2, Orange highlighted names are volunteer bouncers. They are here to answer your support questions.3. Send anyone posing as a fubar staff member or support bouncer to me or a bouncer. Again, DO NOT GIVE OUT YOUR PASSWORD INFO TO ANYONE! _______________________________________________ We have tracked you down with making fake accounts giving others fake referral and saving the crushes for your self and buying yourself tickers, you have violated the fubar agreement and your account it's at risk of being deleted, however before we proceed with our derision we want to give you a fair chance to explain your self for your action. First off, if we do proceed and remove your account you will be posted up in our walk of sham

The Town I Moved To...
So I've decided that I'm going to start a public journal. Now I know that journals are supposed to be private. The reason why journals are private is because most of what you put in them is supposed to be personal to you and most of the time its secrets or other things that you want to keep others from seeing. Well, I'm really not afraid to share what I'm thinking and most of the time I flat out tell people what's on my mind. Yes, I have hurt people by telling them what’s on my mind but I will not be one of those men that die at an early age, unless I drive off a mountain, due to holding my feelings inside.Now on the other hand I do not want you to take this as me being a political activist for either the "right" wing or "left" wing political parties either. Although there will be times I just rant about how much bullshit is involved in them. Keep in mind, yes, there will be cussing or cursing which ever you prefer in my journals. This is simply things that are on my mind. More o

The Inorganic...
I step outside, away from the inorganic... away from the people and the sounds and the dry stiff air I am surrounded by all to often. I escape into the fresh wind blowing over the city, and every step further into living reality makes me realize how dead my days truly are. I bring life into my little world, with green and colorful foods and music of the heart and conversations with loved ones.... but every bit of that really only insulates me from the clicks and whirrs and lights that drive me nearly mad for 40 hours a week. So I escape, quicklly at first but then slowing to a saunter as the distance grows between myself and my cage. One long step and I am out in the sun, feeling its warm embrace on my shoulders and shorn head, my collar and my sleeves almost anger me as they block this beautiful warmth from reaching my core.... Hundreds of distractions, nay thousands, spin around me in forms of life and cement and feeding babies.... life is flowing over the streets and on the sidewalk

Restless Age
Walking through the darkness here,When down my cheek there rolls a tear.That tear transforms to a burning rage,Which lasts throughout this restless age.In dark of night, In peaceful grove,I feel the shadow's toll.Demons haunt my heart and soul,Preventing me from being whole.In darkness comes the pain of death,And from the shadow comes a test.Of pain and suffering all abound,And demons come from all around.This world has plunged to a darkened place,And through my eyes I see his face.He haunts my dreams and clouds my mind,He causes me to feel I'm blind.For I see nothing but darkness now,And my soul burns under his evil scowl.Soon it will end in bloody toil,As my blood spills to the soil.And death shall find me in the end,But then something new shall begin...

Short Story For A Childrens Book, Being Published.. Looking For Friend Feedback!! Tyyy
Earthly scents Rich thick scents surround the sounds, from bare dirt ground, to dwelling mounds. Spice packed sacks, and tents surround. incense lingers heavy here, wards off evil, and holds back fear. Smokey air surrounds the camp, heats the air, and fires the lamps. The sounds of cracking wood, set hot, upon the fire, a spit, and pot. Smoldering embers, blow up high, taking wishes to the sky. Grey, orange, yellow, and black, with distant voices set far back. All sit now their dinner near, music, and laughter you can hear. Everyone is welcome here, they share a table, set for all. Many come, all year long. Many families become one, they sing, and dance, and have much fun. All will feast on fish, and dates, everyone shares one big plate. Warm water over hands to wash, scraps of fabric on every lap, time for plates to begin to pass. This time together you wont forget, your troubles gone, with no regrets. Money is not a problem here, have just enough to get on by. Sell some clothes

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Y'know what always bothers me about this site?Are the people who make it seem like they're interested in knowing you,and they put up a good show for you to think they actually give a shit....but then,when you decide to talk to them,or to try and spend time with them,they blow you off.I understand.If I decide to put them somewhere on my page,I dont expect the same treatment.I only expect that treatment when they claim to give a shit,yknow?If I added you to my family or whatever,Im not thinking you'll add me as well...but if you ask me if its ok,and I say yeah,and you keep me there for like 3 days then remove me,well,whats that gonna make me think?That you really DONT care.But its all good.Im never alone.And women like that are a dime a dozenThey should just tell me from the get go...I'm NOT your type.Its not gonna make me cry or feel bad.Fuck that!Why pretend that you want to be friends,or even more,with me when you'd really rather not?It always amazes me that for an adult site...the fu

Blahs
I d/c'd my own IV today. I lost 11 pounds in the last 2 weeks...yay for bein sick...now i need new pants i take back anything remotely non cunty i may have ever said about johns whore yeah she deserves the bad and then some. That girl has more pychological issues that a fucking ward of mental patients. but as they say Karma is a bitch...she told me she would chase me off here...I suppose she should know that better people than her have tried yet here I am. My daughters Bday is on 3-6...because i have been so sick and am really not doin a ton better...I am not really wanting to commit to a party...Adam bought 2 tickets for her to Disney on Ice...her dad will be on his mid tour leave and be here the 8th....I am going to give him the tickets to take her...and we wll have cake and gifts for her here..I hope that is ok for her. i have learned I have some very good friends here. I thank those of you who are. no less that 200 of my pics have been removed from the queue from some asshol

Shadows
The mind is a funnel of tunnels. There are hidden shadows, grizzly fears waiting deep in the shadows. Tucked so snuggled until they are alerted. They slowly begin stimulating our thoughts. Evading our hearts desire. They work their darken particles into our mind, making us question what our heart is screaming. We begin to listen; doubts arousing, a storm of clouds create a curtain of confusion. Things are no longer clear. I scream “I Don’t Know “I can’t see, my eyes are blind, the shadows are racing to one tunnel and then another tunnel. I tell you I can’t. You tear at my agony turning your back and walking away. My heart bangs against my chest it screams for your return. I ach for you, but my mind feeds me grizzly confusion. I sit and struggle with the conflicting forces. The ach for you becomes overwhelming. My heart leads me to you. Ignoring the grizzly shadows. As they scramble back to their tunnels. I hold you in my arms. Knowing I have you now.

Batman Chronicles
She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the top of

I Hate Cancer
My grandparents died from various forms of cancer, my aunt died of breast cancer and now my ex father-in-law is battling cancer - I like him it's my ex I can't stand. I despise cancer and I so hope for the day when there is a treatment or cure. I'm sitting here thinking about what he just told me - that he goes back in April to see how much it has spread. My heart aches and I am teary eyed but for my daughter's sake I will be strong for her when she learns of her grandfather's recent doctor visit. I'll be around just don't expect me to be a happy person for a few hours or days.

Wtf...i'm Still Laughin
I woke up laughin @ myself this morning from the shit I did last nite..or tried to do. Let me start with saying that if any1 owns a BB, it's very hard to take a pic of yourself(my teen age daughter won't do ANYTHING, especially pics)...so my pics r from my cell, taken in a mirror. Ok, I promised a friend a would make a foot/toe salute for him, harmless enough I think. But, I wanted to be creative w/it...BIG MISTAKE!!! 1st of all, I had the bright idea of standing with my foot up by my face & the salute....are ya startin to see where this is goin? I didn't want to do it sitting or lying down as to not give any ideas of the whole "ankles by the ears" thing. So, I tried putting the salute between the toes, but it looked like I had toes missing besides bending the paper. Literally almost 10 pics later, I tried sitting....on my excercise ball. NOT a great idea. I tried everything, but I just couldn't get everything in the pic. Do you have any idea how hard it is to NOT

I Am..
I am frozen, my soul long gone Like a diamond, impenetrable from any emotion I am the void in which there is no kindness, no love, no trust I am the one thats locked up Only freed to wander in the dead of night When all is quiet and asleep When nothing and no one can stop me. I am the one that knows all secrets Even the ones to which you won't admit To anyone else, or yourself You sit here and read me Wondering who, or what, I am I am the thing that keeps you alive Pumping the blood through your entire body That now being my entire purpose You ask who or what i am. I'm a heart of course. One who's only purpose is to keep my owner alive For without me, she would perish And I don't think it would bother her one bit.

Dont Go To This Lounge
Dont go to Hell Razers lounge. They ejected me for no apparent reason, and when I went back later, they banned me without letting me know what I was ejected/banned for. There are a few cool people there though, dont automatically hate on somebody just because they work there.

Do Not Purchase The Ipad You Will Be Very Disappointed
DO NOT PURCHASE THE IPAD. YOU WILL BE VERY DISAPPOINTED. No flash support meaning you will not be able to visit 75% of the internet. You can not Multiask. No camera. Your apps ported from the phone will not be full screen. Not to mention the $800 unit only cost apple UNDER $300 to build. So how much does the $500 unit cost?

Help! I Am In A Contest....
Ok, so I am in this contest... I need everyone to rate and leave lots of comments as I get points for EACH rate AND COMMENT!!! So please please PLEASE follow the link and do what you can for me!! And send your friends, and fans too!! Thanks so much! I really do have the BEST fu friends! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1984353&i=2966620664&idx=10

Missing Piece
our love i thought was broken .. a piece of me i could not conceive.. i called it a missing link..i thought leaving you would make me find this piece.. i thought being away would make us both have happier days.. on my mind u sat constantly and the phone that never stopped ringing.. i know now we were ment to be nothing is strong enough to rip you from me..the things we've went through the things we both have seen the things we share makes us beyond compare..the way i feel wrapped in your arms is unexplainable.. never close enough can i get to you.. i love your scent the feel of your flesh the sound of your heart when im laying on your chest.. i love the way u play and smile i love how u can make me feel worth while... you gave me meaning and purpose to life... things beyond my dreams.. never could i find anywhere a love like ours so beautiful& pure.. what we share.. strong unbreakable bonds we've built ..will last us a liftime without guilt.. i have u and u have me nothing else will we

The Many Benefits Of Hydrogen Peroxide (repost)
By Dr. David G. Williams http://educate-yourself.org/cancer/benefitsofhydrogenperozide17jul03.shtml Posted July 17, 2003 (Original title: Hydrogen Peroxide - Curse or Cure?) When it comes to hydrogen peroxide therapy there seems to be only two points of view. Supporters consider it one of the greatest healing miracles of all time. Those opposed feel its ingestion is exceptionally dangerous, and only the foolhardy could think of engaging in such behavior. Before either condemning or endorsing hydrogen peroxide, let's take a real close look at what we're dealing with. If any substance is interesting, it's hydrogen peroxide. Hydrogen peroxide should really be called hydrogen dioxide. Its chemical formula is H2O2. It contains one more atom of oxygen that does water (H20). By now everyone's aware of the ozone layer that surrounds the earth. Ozone consists of three atoms of oxygen (03). This protective layer of ozone

High School Teachers Give Students A Lap Dance Lesson
I keep saying I was born to early in life. I mean where were these teachers when I was in school? A couple of teachers are in trouble for doing on lap dance on each other in a school rally. The Glove and Mail said the teachers were suspended from Churchill High School in Winnipeg, Canada while the incident is investigated. Why bother just look at YouTube for all the investigation you’ll need. Can I have lap dance teach? http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587337,00.html?test=latestnews No lap dances at BlastFM but I’m sure you can get your partner to do one listening to our music. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

It's A Date To Call Me Ishmael
Ten years ago … The Dawn of ’66 came not with a bang but a whimper. Protests come and go to our minds, but not our hearts or out of our mouths. What have I got to say to people, especially the pious, who are sick and unforgiving? As unforgiving and afraid as I am … How the Antichrist comes to power in the Left Behind series is so obvious yet so unexpected, no wonder millions of people will be deceived by him! I pray not to be here when he does, and also not to be so afraid. Lately whenever Pamela and I have talked to each other, somewhere in there she apologizes for being no negative. Well, I’ve been under a cloud of gloom for a while too, and it’s nasty. Truthfully, aren’t I afraid sometimes to say what I’m thinking? That is bad thinking when what I’m withholding will edify others or lead them to edification, becoming more Christlike. (Why is that so hard for me to say? I’m not in danger of getting killed for it

Personal Preferences
Ok, Here's the thing. I'm having issues. My personal preferences seem to offend someone. Like when I'm sick or feel bad, I want to be left alone. Or some days, I just don't feel like talking. Other days, I'm just bitchy. How do I get my space without making someone mad? Any suggestions appreciated.

An Awakening
An Awakening - When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough of the fighting and crying or struggling to hold on, and like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and tha

Laundry Day With A Twist
It was my turn to do the laundry, Mom and Dad where out so I decided to do theirs too since it would make my Dad happy. So I walk into their room to get there laundry to do when I hear the shower running in the bathroom. I stop died wondering who is home when the water stops and then a few minutes the bathroom door open and there stood my Dad in a towel. I don’t say anything but just watch him as he walked out of the bathroom still wet. When he stopped I knew he saw me looking at him since he let the towel slide a bit. “May I ask why you are in my room Angel?” “I came in here to get the laundry Dad. Why are you home Dad, mom told me you and her where going to a friend’s house for the day and won’t be back until late tonight.” I look around the room so I don’t look at my Daddy in just a towel since it was making me wet. When I happen to look at him again I notice that his t

[kill It With Fire!]
You don't even want to know what I stuck my hand in today.But I got the biggest... second biggest...no biggest mess out of my house.Four hours of dishes, peppered with a workout, dinner, one break, some laundry, and a shower. Got some loose papers to toss, and some HUGE book filled boxes to move, and some trash to pick up in the garage Soone more trash run, dust, store and clean the dishes I actually use, laundry, this house is suddenly habbitable. I am NOT doing a deep clean for the floors, it is snowy outside, and the first step my dog takes into this house will ruin all that. Might run the shop vac on the corners what the fuck am I gonna do about this couch?Burn it? I need it to sit :/ Buy a new one in 3 days? ... okay maybe not three days.40? anyhow she winked at me today, and I thought I had imagined it.Then she admitted to it. That was nice. Still killin it at work.Even if I fuck off for at least 30 minutes talking to her. I also managed to ... *loses train of thought

Part 1 Of A Story I'm Writing...
The hotel was very comfortable, Angel thinks, as she sits with her laptop at the desk. The writer's workshop was turning out to be a great asset, teaching her many things she would need for writing her book. In the meantime, she enjoyed her freelance newspaper and magazine articles and the time they offered her to gain experience and an audience. She works on her next article for a while, then checks her e-mail. A new message pops up in her chat window. "Hey there," types her e-friend Victor. "Hi yourself," Angel types back, a smile spreading quickly across her face. "When were you going to tell me you were coming to Chicago?" he asks. "Oh, by the way, I'm in Chicago " she replies. He smiles at the thought of the lovely writer he'd met in an online chat room being so close to him, his body reacting favorably to her proximity as well. "Want me to show you around?" he types, hoping she wasn't too busy. Vic was a handsome sight himself - sta

Danica And The Hype
It is easy to think that when talk negitive or semi negitive about Danica Patrick that i have to be agaisnt woman in NASCAR. Im not i encorage woman in nascar. The prob is this with danica as it was when she strarted out in IRL. You don't hype up a driver that is yet to prove themselves. You don't give the sprint cup to someone who has not earned it. You dont place someone in the limelight for nothing. That is my prob. so much is made up for someone who had done little it is not funny. She is a good driver do not get me wrong but well does she diserve 60% of the covrage she got in the last 2 nationwide races, no. Did they have to pan to her car when it finished 31'st 3 laaps down? no. Kyle Bush a driver said it best when he said that drivers that have earned their way on loe budget teams diserved the media atention they were cheeted out of because of the danica circus i saw comming whe Jr motorsports, a driver that did not need to do anything more then focus on his own driving in the 8

Learn The Difference
If you love someone for a day, week, month or year and then lose interest. You are in lust, not love...If someone looks different, gains/loses weight or has an accident/surgery and it changes their psychical appearance and you are no longer attracted, you were trapped in lust, not love. For true love is unconditional and you love whether that love is returned or not, loves the person's heart soul and mind and knows that things change like the wind and your ship can change sail with the wind, not turn against it. That love lasts for an eternity, without end. If you can't love like that, you are in lust, not love and do not call it that for it is an insult to the word.

The Real Me...
total and complete chaos...starting out with one and working my way up to 4...deep dark secret...i dont want to be here anymore...life is not what i imagined, peace and trainquility does not exist....does anyone ever really know who they are?? are we a figment of our imagination?? does this world really exist?? do we have a destiny?? fallen from grace...damn i hit hard...hwere did time go?? how did i get here?? am i the only one who askes thee questions?? i look back and think about my life....what i could have done different...i have no regrets, just lessons laned and a shitload of unanswered questions....and i know that no one reads these things, so i am putting my real thoughts in here....lol...does the past matter?? i know it makes u who u r today, but it doesnt make any sense....if u were a born again christian in ur past and a hopeless druggie now, then what does that say to the whole world?? i men im not critisizing God by no means, im just asking....i mean what has happened to

Mad
I'm starting to feel anger. And I'm starting to feel anger because every single time I call, and it rings, and you don't answer, I can feel my heart break into about another hundred pieces that are eventually going to have to be put back together. I just need to understand why. I just need to hear SOMETHING from you. Yell at me. Scream at me. Call me every name in the book. Tell me I'm not pretty enough or skinny enough. Tell me I'm worthless. I don't even care why you would say those things to me, I just need to understand and hear some reason that explains how you could possibly go from telling me you're in love with me and the greatest thing that's ever happened to you, to completely shutting me out of your life. I'm mad at you because you know fucking well what I went through. You knew I was still rebuilding and coming back from what Donnie did to me. You knew I was fragile. You knew I didn't trust anybody. YOU KNEW! And yet you completely shattered me even worse than he did as

Heartless
torchured....blackness...pain...agony...unrivaled vengence to break the human spirit...demented torchured soul...lies in wait to attack the weaker being...forever trapped in a past life....cant let go of the hurt....waiting....attack mode....ready to rip them apart....focus.....flash of light.....red....then darkness....success....stay in the hadows....never seen....life leaves the body....total exact revenge....so heartless....

Love & Marriage...
Well I was bored and needed something to pass the time. Since Supe recommended an "engagement" blog & Em suggested an "open marriage" blog I figured I would broach the subject. It is estimated that anywhere between 1-9% of the American population is engaged in some sort of open relationship. For those not familiar with the lifestyle, those numbers seem high. For those of us who engage in it, we tend to believe the numbers are a little on the low side. Whatever the fact about how many people are getting away from "traditional" relationships, “poly” relationships are here to stay. Most statistics claim that around 60% of men and 40% of women have cheated in their relationships. Bible thumpers like to claim that it is natural for individuals to meet, fall in love with, and remain committed to only one person in their life. That person they chose will be the only person they will be with. If that is the case, why are so many people stepping out? Is it realistic to think tha

Obama Supporting Criminals & The Truth About Economy...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Obama Supporting Criminals & The Truth About Economy...
So if you’re a regular reader here, you know that I in no way, shape or form support this administration and the direction the country is headed in…so with that in mind, I’ll give you a brief recap of a recent scandal involving Acorn, an organization that Barak Obama was a key figure of and supported personally for many years supported criminals, thugs and other dregs of society. They were exposed by two courageous people that took it upon themselves to make a difference and go undercover to see what they were all about, as shown in the video below.. This recent video has surfaced from an investigation, dated back in 2007 when Obama was the junior Senator from IL…..all 110% behind Acorn, a community organization designed to help “people with low income and no education” try to better themselves, I guess no matter what …. Then the scandal in the first video broke. ..and then in this Sept 2009 interview, after his organizat

Drinkin Vocabulary Challenge
Things that are difficult to say when you're drunk...a) Innovativeb) Preliminaryc) Proliferationd) CinnamonThings that are VERY difficult to say when you're drunk...a) Specificityb) British Constitutionc) Passive-aggressive disorderd) TransubstantiateThings that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk...a) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you.b) Nope, no more booze for me.c) Sorry, but you're not really my type.d) No kebab for me, thank you.e) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight?f) I'm not interested in fighting you.g) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing.h) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co-ordination. I'd hate to look like a fool.i) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street.j) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.

Free Bling, Easy Rates, And Fubucks!!!
FREE BLING, EASY RATES, AND FUBUCKS!!! Well I've talked to a alot of people on the site and viewed many a profile and it amazes me how many people devote there lives to this website. Begging for bling, rates, and fubucks, pretty much stripping for it. Cam girls at least get paid for what they do with real money. It's not like when someone gets you some fu bling you can wear it. Not like if someone rates your pics. That from each pic a dollar is transfered to your pay pal account. Funny thing is you don't even get points for nsfw pics lol. Trying to earn fubucks by trading bling packs and all that other senseless bullsh*t. For someone to take the time to rate hundreds and hundreds of pics. So you can level to add more pics is a complete waste of time. But not as stupid as spending money to buy bling for a girl like she can wear it, eat it, or whatever it is. You might as well just mail real gifts to a girl if you going to do all that. Many people treat this site like it's reality. Whic

Something For All My Fu Buddies Here :)
This explains why I forward jokes :) A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble... At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, where are we?''This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered.. 'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the man asked. Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up. 'T

The Hearts Cry
what is it the heart wants?? to love,to be loved....do any of us really know? i guess we all know...each heart is designed differently....God put something different and unique in each of us,each of our hearts are touched in different ways,our hearts recieve love in different ways,we have all had our hearts designed with a purpose and a hope that one day the one person who can touch and give our hearts exactally what we need without hurting or damaging our heart....so i guess we wait and cling to the hope of "the hearts cry"

Have You Been Baked Too Long ?
Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST SPRINGFIELD, Mo. -- Some CoxHealth cancer patients received overdoses of radiation six years ago, and possibly in some other time periods. The healthcare company has been informing patients and their families in recent days and plans to talk to reporters about the problem this week. The wife of a CoxHealth patient says she and her husband were called to the Hulston Cancer Center Oncology Department. They were informed that, six years ago while he was battling brain cancer, her husband received a dose of radiation that was 40 percent higher than what was prescribed. The woman, who wishes to remain anonymous to protect her family's privacy, says they were told that a little more than 150 patients who received radiation in 2004 were impacted. The woman says she and her husband were not told what type of short- or long-term health effects the overdose could cause. She says her hus

Love And Such
So, I'm with this guy. He seems to be the perfect match for me. Funny, responsible, reliable, cute, hard to resist, and he makes my heart go a million miles a minute. I have a hard time reading him sometimes. I don't know if its because I'm younger and he's older. Maybe he just doesn't express himself the way I do. All I know is that I'm in love with him and I don't want to be without him. I also know that he doesn't put as much effort into our relationship as I do. When I'm on duty, he's at home relaxing and has only come to see me like twice. I am at his house every night that I am available. I cook for him, clean for him, do his laundry... and no, he doesn't ask me to, and no, he doesn't expect it, but thats just my way of showing him affection. I lay awake at night after he's gone to sleep and just look at him. He is the one I want to be with, but I need him to put more into this. He knows I want to get married, but the words "us" and "married" never cross his lips in the same sen

Walk A Mile With Me
If you have learned to walka little more sure footedly than i,Be patient with my stumbling thenand know that only as i do mybest and try may i attain the goalfor which we both are striving. If through experience, your soulhas gained heights which i as yet in dim-lit vision seeHold out your hand and point the way,least from it's straightness, Ishould stray, And walk a mile with me....

Rules For Women !
Rules men think women should follow.... We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. 8. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints d

Feedback And Suggestions Blog
Anyone that would like to may leave CONSTRUCTIVE feedback and of course suggestions for Fubar features and bling... I will report them in the proper place once a week, so keep them coming. I know for a fact that the members are listened to on these subjects. ***IMPORTANT*** Do NOT use this blog as YOUR personal space to criticize the site, be rude to me or COMPLAIN about things I have NO control over. This is MY blog not yours! If you feel the need to do so, you may of course send me a PRIVATE message. I love hearing good things, positive feedback and plenty of gift and bling suggestions! *disclaimer* Since this is MY blog I reserve the right to DELETE comments I don't want in here, if you get butthurt, deal with it! PLZKTHXBAINAO

Dj Cowboy
Attn all fubar lounges. A lot of you know me as one of the sweetest people you will ever meet BUT seems this little boy, yes I said little boy.... http://fubar.com/user/3807926 SUCKS as a DJ so please please do not hire him and as for management he's even worse, he is a power hungry little b*tch and ladies trust me when I say he's not packing like a cowboy should! So many times same song and dance from him so beware!! Any questions about him ask the staff where he was at last, we are thankful to be rid of the drama peasant. Sincelerly, SWTCHRRYPIE

Doubts
Feeling a tightness deep within me. Wanting something so much, waiting. Thinking of what may follow. A slight touch, leading to more.. Soft kisses of a quiet desperation. Need, a longing to have it. Touchable To taste, to smell, to FEEL... Tightness uncoiling, soft caress.. Breath releasing, giving herself over. To what? Where will this go. Ready..Set..No..Stop.. As doubts creep in, tightness invades..

Cordial
Cordial influxation to which I am perpetually confused.Erroneous thoughts of natural occurrences.This mind of mind is bewildered.Aging in antiquity, functioning at a higher level.Yet struck in a limbo of adolescent thoughts.What is a life if not lived?Commitment by indecision , lust of the flesh in the living.Here is wonder for whom I truly live.Why it is so strange?I am bound by an eternal desire for which i strive.To achieve joy and truth of satisfaction.What will be come of the dead?

I Am...
i am but what i am.. lost in anguish no hope where are those others the others lost and alone.. solitary life of the unknown dangers hiding from life many people many faces coming into the dark alone eyes seeing, yet all is lost hearing what was never told.

Heretics
In days of oldmurdered hereticslies promulgatedagainst all of difference Mountains, citiesechoing torturous criesfrom unmitigated deathsdictatorship in mercilessness When will the bloodsink deep enoughto be forgottenby these tortured souls? Towns of stoneyet not these heartsfaith in stealing awayby all inhabitants alike. History in generationshatred bred into a nationpersecutions, deaths untolda burdening of thoughts in remembrance. These predecessorsevilness & hatredyet hearts with a willSurvivors of a desolate land.

Break Me Down
"Breakdown" The sun is gone and the flowers rot Words are spaces between us And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost And I should've been down when you made me insecure So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye And I'm the one you can never trust 'cause wounds are ways to reveal us And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than all your lies Hate me, break me down So break me down So break me down So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets th

.. Moar Dragon Help? -puppy Eyes-
I'm trying to get some badass rare dragons.. but I need mine to grow up first. Unique IP views are what helps them grow, so, would you guys mind clicking them for me? pwease? consider it my birthday gift ^^

The Awesomest 3 Minutes And 22 Seconds Of Your Life.
Two blogs in one day? It's like some kinda crazy time! For those of you not in the know, ThinkGeek.com is the best online store in the known webiverse. They sell all kinds of awesome geeky stuff, like toys, games, shirts, utensils... and things that make noise! To whit: here's The Who's "Baba O'Reilly," played entirely on items available from ThinkGeek. Sit back and enjoy the awesomest 3 minutes and 22 seconds of your life.

Dancing With The Devil
Palms sweat, but not from heat. As two bodies come to meet. Closer and closer, face to face. Leather, pearls, and lace. Gazing into sultry eyes. Pulled closer and told lies. The scent of lust fills the air. To get what's needed, there's not a care. Sashaying across the floor of life. Inflicting selfish pain and strife. Nothing said or done will ever be true. Am I dancing with the devil? Or are you?

Growing Up
As a child, I believed in the magic of rainbows. I believed that music was a living entity with the power to change the world. I believed that trust and innocence were admirable qualities. Growing up is a terrible thing.

Why I Have Been Gone, Or Just Disappeared.
As most of my friends I thought I had knew I was Type 1 Diabetes.(I am pose to take an insulin shot everyday) The reason I have not been here is because I was in a car accident. I wasnt takin care of myself properly and I had been feeling bad and letting somethings in life bother me. Well when you dont take your medicine and you have all this stress in life on you this is what happens. Early symptoms of hypoglycemia may include: Confusion Dizziness Feeling shaky Hunger Headaches Irritability Pounding heart; racing pulse Pale skin Sweating Trembling Weakness Anxiety Without treatment, more severe hypoglycemia symptoms may develop, including: Headache Feeling irritable Poor coordination Poor concentration Numbness in mouth and tongue Passing out Nightmares or bad dreams Coma And I had been having a few of these, So I was going to go into doctor, I should not have been driving at all. I passed out and hit this man,Thank god we are both ok and Emm

My Return
OK WOW SOME PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO GET A LIFE, THIS IS A GAME FOLKS (FANTASY) NOT REAL, A SOCIAL NETWORK IN MY OPINION BETTER THEN ANY OTHER BUT SOME OF YOU JUST WOW! CRAZINESS! OK FIRST IF YOUR BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND, FU-HUSBAND OR WIFE OR REAL LIFE GIRL/BOY FRIEND HAS ISSUES WITH YOU BEING OWNED BY SOMEONE OTHER THEN THEM BLOCK IT SO NO ONE WILL BUY YOU! IF YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER REAL OR FAKE HAVE ISSUES WITH ME MAKING YOU STUFF OR BUYING YOU BLING THEN BLOCK ME FROM COMING TO YOUR PAGE. REALIZE SOMETHING FOLKS I HAVE A LOT OF REAL LIFE FRIENDS ON HERE WHO TRULY KNOW ME SO WATCH WHAT YOU SAY TO MY FRIENDS BECAUSE THE TRUTH MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A JEALOUS ASSCLOWN!! OK ALSO EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR ME IS ALWAYS RETURNED TEN FOLD AND MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT, SO IF WE WERE FRIENDS ONCE AND WE ARE NOT NOW DON'T ASSUME CRAP JUST ASK ME WHY NOT! EXPECT THE TRUTH CAUSE I'M TOO DAMN OLD TO PLAY THE LIEING GAME!! ALSO IF YOU OWN ME REALIZE YOU WILL BE MY #1FAMILY, MY CRUSH & PICS OF YOU PLASTERED ON M

I Defend Myself, And I'm The One That Might Get Charged With Assault???
ok, this is so i don't have to repeat the story over n over, and yes i know the details are pretty sketchy, sorry....thats just how it goes....... early last week, i was involved in a fight, a girl, (stupid bitch) jump at me, and got my finger in her mouth, she proceeded to try biting it off, and so i did what i had to do to get my finger outta her mouth, sorry that she bit off more than she could chew ( no pun intended)...SHE STARTED IT.......she then calls the cops, YES, she is in worse shape than me, her face i guess is busted up, now she's trying to file assault charges against me.....outcome still pending this is of course a very condensed version, finger still hurts to type too much.......i'll blog more when i know more

Miltary
I was watching clips from my friends cam last night. I saw the way they get treated and what they put up for us in ther lives. They get shot and they might not sleep at all. They can't take shower some times or eat. And we don't thank them for everything they do for us. So I think we should stop one person or more and say thanks for everything u give up for us and give our lives. Thanks for read this.

South-doyle Grad 1 Of 2 Tn Soldiers Killed In Iraq
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. (WVLT) - Even though it's a sad day at South Doyle High School, Captain Marcus Alford's former teachers couldn't help but smile when they talked about him. They say he was a fun and lighthearted person, but a serious, dedicated soldier. Less than a year ago, Cpt. Marcus Alford said goodbye to his two children as he set to deploy to Iraq. He was prepared for his job as a soldier. "It's a tough process but it's a job that you have to do," says Cpt. Alford on March 30, 2008. Now, his name will appear next to three other graduates of South Doyle at this memorial on the high school campus. "He makes me very proud, but at the same time, it's very sad," says Missy Ballenger, Cpt. Alford's 9th grade teacher. "Always that personality. Always had tons of energy, didn't know a stranger, good kid." Cpt. Alford was named "wittiest" of his class. Ms. Ballenger can think of a million reasons why, but one thing stands out in her mind. "That Carlton dance from Fresh prince. H

Whats Next?
fisrt of, i almost break my left thumb, twice.. the nail was half way bent back, then my pinky on my left hand was smashed, then a splinter in my left hand, almost twisted my right knee out, then i found out that i might end up in jail.. goin to lose i dont know how much of my money the sec i get out of basic.. i havent got to talk to amber in almost 3 weeks and i cant be with the person i deeply love.. what is goin to happen next... i fuckin hate my life and there is no gettin away from it.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Boobie (facts) Blog!
This is too large to upload as an image here and have it be readable, but it is also too awesome not to share. So I present to you... Fun facts about funbags! Don't knock the knockers! Give a hoot about hooters!

New Contacts
in the last time i have had a lot of interesting contacts with some submissive females. he you can see a few that got my attention. here for example a really horny and perverted slavegirl. was a pleasure to talk with her. nice tits... and i think her ass looks cute after a good hard whipping this for example was also a very nice slavegirl. good behaviour and a born servant. but she had to shave badly as you can see.... and i think the result is not that bad. this here are also 2 very nice and naughty females. not as good as the other 2 but still interesting to talk with. it is time to find a new slavegirl to own. to fill this blog with a little bit more life. we will see....

Thin Like Btween Heaven And Hell
You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell You make it easy to cross 'cause you hide it so well You're so sketchy with the games you play You drag men by the heart in your own special way To you breaking the rules seems fair As long as you get what you want, you just don't care You smile so sweet as you watch them falling Breaking hearts is your true calling This is your game, so lets play by your rules But I'm telling you know darlin', I am nobodys fool I know your motives and I know them well You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell

Lets See How Many People This Pisses Off (lmao)
Ok first, let it be known that this blog is about the actions of certain women, not all. And it isn't directed to a specific woman. With that disclaimer, riddle me this. Ever see profiles of women who post suggestive or nude pictures of themselves and then add "I'm married/have a boyfriend so don't ask me if I want to hook up"? You get the general idea. They post these pictures and then proceed to tell the men who are looking at her posing half naked (or completely) they aren't allowed to hit on her or have her. And then they will also proceed to complain that they are getting "scumbags" writing them. The common argument is these pictures are "art". And yes she may intend for the pictures to be art. But intent and interpretation aren't the same thing. One mans art is another mans porn. Further more if you're married or have a boyfriend, then the following question deserves to be asked. If your heart belongs to your man, doesn't the rest of you come along wi

Getting To Know Your Friendly Neigborhood Naughty Knight
Let's see.....1.) I am a total klutz. It's why God put me in a wheelchair. To save me from myself.2.) I've been told I "make to much sense".3.) People call me wise alot. For the record I'm not wise. Just because you didn't think of it the way I explain it, doesn't make me wise. The advice I give is as much common sense to me as grass being green. I don't get the beaming light from the heavens shining down on me, bathing me with "wisdom". I speak what I believe to be common sense. No more no less.4.) I do not have a "type" of woman I prefer. My reasons of attraction to any given woman are as unique as the woman that I am attracted too.5.) I am an "honest flirt." I will not flirt with a woman who I am not attracted too. Nor will return flirting with a woman I am not attracted to, who might be flirting with me. So if you are flirting with me and I flirt back, it is for a reason. and if I don't flirt with you, well you figure it out....6.) Give me a good 20 minute c

I Am Hells Fury
Do you really think that I bow down to anyone? My darkness that breeds within me will bring you to your knees.. All sanity that you once thought you had I will spit in your ass.. Freaks and whores caged up sluts..Im the one that runs you fucks. Deep seeded man get on your knees you not worthy of my capabilities. Tortured souls they come to me..Chained stripped and buckeled down. Lick my feet you dirty dog and kiss the whip that I beat you with. My tounge is the sin that even satan him self fears the most... Dont get it twisted if you think im innocent...You havent even begun to know who I am. I bow down to noone but myself... I am the bad taste in your mouth. I am the one that will cut you just to watch you bleed. I am the one who is the sinister doll that your demons want to playwith.. Toys,chains,blood, tears,broke down dreams I will get in your head and make you scream. You will hear me when Im not even around...I will burn the very existance that you thought existed.

Mirrored
I have your tongueyour passion for the truthyour need to drive theneedle of the mind rightto the heart of it alllike the wings of a hummingbirdbeating so wildly and fastthat we think he has no feetjust going from quest to questagain to the heartfor I am yourselfmore then you are...

Happenstance
I harbor no desire to tell of my childhoodnot because it represented me as a victimof everlasting humiliation or presented painbut because i am no longer actively part of it..... I have this massive conviction of mindthat some great event has taken placeto forever change the coarse of my lifeand it stands clearly altered before me..... with the result that everythingthat has happened is now unimportantto awaken tomorrow to cross a huge bridgebuilt at great height to lead me where life does..... not because i choose to live therebut because my life has transpired therewithout consent, without me having previousknowledge, lead by forces not for me to judge..... what does it matter what transpiredalready, fate asks? yesterday was but aday that is forever lost, a time of no matterfor me great things are yet to come.....

Propitious
As a woman I must fight,with intelligence, zeal, my whole soul.Never to admit to the remotestpossibility of defeat, never to cower.Not to wait for life to find mepassively, to have my position overwhelmed.I possess a formidable leadership,I will mount an offensive in life always.NOT wait for my life to emancipate me,For I fear the consequences in the ultimate.I wonder inside, deep inside,IF this goal can ever truly be reached.As a strong, free willed woman,I will fight with a philosophic preamble.To take a hold of all life has to offer me,WITH an air of confidence & even euphoria.The steps I take will prove a chance,from a punitive measure to a moral imperative.Intelligence, zeal, with my whole soul,I will prove I am an able woman I am true and unsimplistic.

Maimed
Hanging in quiet desperationseeing only what life wants me to see solitaire confinement of the soulall around lights, action, lest not for me driving for life in this worldyou see, I feel lost, my mind gone maybe traveling to a safe placea struggle it is for me to save this one depth in a life drowning memy very hope already destroyed, maimed no love, no hope, no sanityAll surprises of a soul already claimed...

A Little Taste Of My Poetry
I once met a guy on fuHe had so many rulesI didn’t know what to doHis standards were just so highLord knows, I sure did tryBut in the end, I had to be meI’ll finish this masterpiece later, I have to go pee…

Swingers "nightcub Takeover" Party - March 5th - Somerset Nj !
Calling all New Jersey FUBAR Swingers .... Join us for the EAP "Flirtatious Friday" Nighclub Takeover Party, March 5th at Club EAP. All the details on the website: www.eapzone.com

I Need Ur Help!!! And I'm Serious On This Guys Al Joking Aside This Is A Very Serious Matter To Me
Not many of you know what exactly I have personally been dealing with. But I will tell you. For the last few months my Dad's health was going down hill, local Dr.s couldn't give him a straight answer. He eventually went to Duke in search of answers. Less than a month ago My Daddy was diagnosed with ALS. Our whole family is now banding together to now raise money for further studies and to help with taking care of the one who are diagnosed. I don't normally do this or let people know much about my family cause its personal, I'm going to post a like in here that is to a website the page it willt ake you to is for my Dad. it will give you a lil info on ALS if you don't know what it is. There is a walk in Wilmington, NC on April 17th from 9 am - 10 am it will take place at UNCW. I'm asking this of anyone who can help. If you are in the area join the walk, if you aren't please donate, it would help so much.This would mean alot to me. I'll post the link in here but if you have any other qu

Only Not So Much
I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever. Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that. There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolving. Pain and happiness. H

Written On 02-15-2010
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that. My life took one of those turns tonight. As it has in the past it cought me off guard mostly. I'm not sure how exactly to deal with this emotionally or even physically for that matter. Thoughts run through my head at tremendous speeds with no set direction or final destination. Everything seems to be mixed up and jumbled and almost unintelligable. I push forward knowing that we're doing the right thing for everyone involved but i

My Heart....part 1
Well I haven't written in a blog in a while,Alot has happened since then some things good somethings not so great.All in all last year is most likely a year I will never forget!Some of you are probably thinking what is she talking about...Well I met a man who i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with, but as the year went on things changed for me in so many ways. I lost my job at Target in Febuary and i am still looking now. Something will turn up I am sure of it, ill just have to keep praying and looking a little longer than expected. I fell in love with someone who I thought loved me as I loved him, but as the year went by I learned that he wasn't the man I thought we was. He was sleeping around on me. He admitted to me that he cheated. Which ripped my heart into pieces and I never in a million years through that would happen to me.While he was cheating he missed the most important thing to ever happen to a couple, I learned I was pregnant, but before I c

Royal Invite?
Take this world over with me, my Queen. I will build for you a kingdom, where those of our integrity may live forever & ever. Be remembered by all as the beauty at my side, hold my hand always never ahead or falling behind. Move with me at light speed through the cosmos, lets let every existing soul able to feel affection see we created something stronger than "love". Represent my everything so before you I may lay everything else to be had, make me crave what defines you. Take this world over with me, my Queen; If I die alone, or rather without an outstanding love in my heart. It is because no woman could sooth my inner opposition, allowing me to truly be unstoppable

Numerology And Gemstones
One of the most brilliant books ever written about gems in generalis "Love is in the Earth" by a channeller named Melody. This book,which details the metaphysical prosperities of the mineral world,also touches on the topic of gemstones and their numericalvibrations. This is worth knowing that you can wear certain gemstones in orderto amplify the powers of your own Life Path (the sum of your birth date) orExpression number (the sum of your name value.) You could have the stonesset in a ring, a bracelet or in a pendant.What follows is a breakdown of numerology numbers for each Life Path orExpression number, and the gemstones that you could wear to amplify thevibration of that gemstone. Notice that some gemstones like the Bloodstone vibrate to more thanone number. Some like the Period vibrate to several numbers.This is by no means a comprehensive list, but looks at the mostcommon stones that are used to be set in jewelry.If you are a Life Path or Expression number -One - Aquamarine, Be

Traditional Birthstones For Each Month
You might think that birthstones are only associated with theZodiac signs. This is not exactly true. They are also associatedwith what month you are born in. The origin of the twelve monthlybirthstones was thought to have originated in Bible as they werefound on the breastplates of Aaron.Yet another difference between the monthly and the Zodiac stones isthat the monthly stones have more a numerological associationwhereas the Zodiac stones relate more to astrology.January - The garnet is named as the January birth stone in justabout every tradition or culture The glittering red garnet is thestone representing January in Hebrew, Roman, Arabic, Polish andRussian traditions. In the ancient Hindu tradition the stone forJanuary was the serpent stone, but this is not a stone that has beenseen by anyone. Chances are it was a ruby or a black stone. February - The symbolic stone is agreed upon as being the amethystaccording to North American, Hebrew, Roman, Arabic, Polish andRussian traditions.

The Poem I Wrote For David
i love you for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your pridei love you for wanting me and needing me by your sidei love you for the emotions i never knew i hadi love you for making me smile whenever i feel sadi love you for your thoughts of me where im always on your mindi love you for finding that part of me that i never knew i hadi love you for the way you are and for how you make me feelbut most of all i love cuz i know you're mine for real

Our Song "wake Up" By Coheed And Cambria
I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again. I wish that I could stay but you argue. More than this I wish you could've seen my face In backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I love you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you decide to wake up. I've earned through hope and faith The curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold forever. If morning never comes for either one of us, Then this I pray to you wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. ('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.) I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I won't be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I loved you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I wi

She Was Little But She Didn't Know She Was Little
This great opening line for a children’s story came from the lips of my soon-to-be-four daughter Sarah before Martha and I left for work this morning. But more on that in a minute … I had found a copy of Lewis Carroll’s “Alice’s Adventures In Wonderland” and offered to start reading from it to Sarah and Jeffrey tonight for they’ve seen the advertisements for Disney’s “Alice in Wonderland” (the better-known title for that story, even though the new movie is more of a sequel to the original) due in theatres next month and really want to see it. Give them some context, I figure; I handed the book to Sarah and Jeffrey comes over to her and she started “reading” based on the illustrations. She did as far as she got follow the story pretty closely, and if I can find my copy of “The Nursery Alice”, a 0-5 version of it, I might start them on that instead. It’s heavy reading. The story of Pentecos

86 Rules To Drinking
86 Rules to Drinking If you somehow manage to not break any of these rules, then you my friend, are in fact, a fucking rock star motherfucker!1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour.2. Always toast before doing a shot.3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast.4. Change your toast at least once a month.5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake.6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb.7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night.8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails.9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile.10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink.1

Please Respond Asap
Hotties Family, I write this onn 2/22/10 3 years after I started this great group. We have had some great time and not so great but after the day ended it was good. But today after reaching 1,2 and 9 as the hottest I have to make a choice on if we keep it going as it is or change it......We my answer is change and this is how it will work. All Hotties no matter who you are need to reply on the blog as to wether your intentions are to be a caring family that rates each other other and care when in need. If agree follow up on what is espected then follow it up with action Will supply your email to the home page so imporant info can be sent to you See Not much is asked from each Hottie butyour love is required if your going to caring the 2nd Alarm Hotties in your name. There are many that will not even see this and those will be ask to leave and Never Return. The ones that do will be a part of rebuilding the Hotties to the era of greatness. To all that care, as chief all

This...
My boudoir is all madness and roses. Cake and thorns, sweet and sharp. In dim hushed breezes disjointed poetry makes limbs lush and heavy. Long hot baths rinse away yesterdays promise in the soft, scented froth of todays reality. This is retreat, and with no reflection of myself in mirrors that reflect one another in triangular perplexity. Those softly hazed surfaces show what has happened, what is dreamed, what may with time come to be. My sanctity is too violent for pink. It screams in the night and won't let me sleep. Brushes my face with the demanding caress of lovers gone and demands utter attention. Complete contrition. Promises of slippery sighs and long aching release. Distracts me from the safe and sober contemplation of the white wonder bread day to day necessity of sanity. Whispers from the walls of those that know better, the ones that can tell you that love persists in light of what I do. Feline green blinks softly as awakening drifts toward wanton fantasy. We're all crazy

Tinted World
..For we speak to one we lostFor we pray to the manWhom gave us lifeRemorse your final thoughtsFor no one can hear such wordsYou all alone in this tint worldGrab someones hand if you canFor your fingers are lost to the deadYour words are lost in the windNo mother can hear you nowYou can run for daysYou can yell for daysYou can cry for daysBut we can't hear the dead

If You Want To Know Me
If you want to know me If you want to know me Read what I write It's always from my heart. If you think I'm sexy That's great, But if you don't know me, then telling me can wait. If you think I'm beautiful, I may disagree, But that doesn't lessen how much you thinking so means to me. If you think your interested , Make me laugh, Break through my shell and open a path. If you think you love me, It may be true, But if you don't tell me, I won't know that about you. If you know you love me, Then you've taken some time, To make me laugh and watch me shine. You've opened me up, and see what's inside, And realize there's a treasure for which some would have died. Greater than that of all diamonds and pearls, Is the heart of a woman that still beats as a girl's. Tender and sweet and loving am I. Jaded a little from some other guy, But I'm still as valuable, as the day I was born, Even though I've weathered many a storm. So show me you love me, Always

Closing Walls
.I follow the path for which you walkcrawling on my kneesleaving whats behind Pushing my Hands outThese closing wallsmaking it hurt to breatheHard to speakmaking every word a closed onePound my fist in the groundtracing my tear path through the sandcrying out for what i had to be left with no answerLooking behind such darknessI fell lost behind these wallscan't feel anymore is this what i live for

Lost Passion
..Grab your facelook into lonely eyesmaking a wish soft lips speak soft wordsLost passionIs what we foundbut eternal fire speaksto a lost beingTracing footsteps Can make one heart crumbleFallin to the groundTouching every tear before it hits

Who Wants To Own Me???
Hey Everyone!! Evil, Wicked, Sweet, and Naughty (the bestest friend in the world!!! Love you xoxoxxx Mwah!) is hosting an auction featuring little ol' me!! You can bid to own my AZZ!! Even if you can't bid drop by and vote on my pic. The contestant with the most pic rates (not comments) wins!!!!! http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1805867&albumid=1985805 Tell you friends and Fam!!! They'll have to add her because its NSFW. (But she's more than worth it to have as a friend!!) Love Ya!!! xoxoxxx

[first Date]
*sigh* cake shows on my break. Wtf. Anyhow, I promised it, and I'm taking a break from my DISGUSTING year old dishes. Oh yes, year old dishes. Cuz I was protesting the fact that the owner's of this house promised to get me a garbage disposal installed and my drainage fixed and 5 years later this is where we're at. Elbow deep in muck. Now, sure, I wash what I use every day, every time I use it... okay almost every time I use it. But every now and then there's that specialized equipment- that stray container, it piles up. Doing dishes is kinda tardsy at my house because every sinkload, I have to hand plunge, drain and refill a woefully shallow tub. Takes for fucking ever. Alright so ... this previous sunday SundaySUNDAYSUNDAY!!! I woke up around 9, had all my clothes picked out, my DVD's selected, my-just-in-case in my pocket (because I've succumbed to temptation before), and ... took one look outside my window 5 inches of fresh powdery snow. FUCK! Now, gra

Things I'd Rather Do.
I've always wanted to write something about this movie, but therewere always just too many things that I could pick on. Instead, here'sa list of awful things I'd rather do than watch "Napoleon Dynamite" again;* Die;* Put my balls in a vice grip;* Piss glass;* Contract herpes;* Break my own legs;* Watch every episode of Everybody Loves Raymond ever made...Twice;* Live in Bosnia;* Throw myself off of the Eiffel Tower;* Shit razorblades;* Eat my own hand;* Shave my head;* Violently insert a metal pipe up my ass;* Have sex with any farm yard animal;* Poison myself and spend my last moments looking at Yoko Ono's artwork (a fucking tampon and a lotus flower is conceptual art? Don't pissdown my back and tell me it's rain, bitch);* Shoot myself in the face;* Drink my own piss;* Felate a 90-year old man;* Listen to Rosie O'Donnell climax;* Stick my dick in a meat grinder;That's all for now. I'll add some later. Maybe.

Bummed
I was supposed to go out with a good friend of mine tonight. I had invited him to a movie screening to a film called Splice. Looked interesting and it was in the horror/sci-fi genre. He hadn't called when he said he would so I waited an hour after that. Called and he won't be back in town until we would have already had to be there. Needless to say, I won't be going. The spots are registered in our names so I can't take anyone else and I hate going by myself. I really wanted to hang with my friend and see this movie. I won't tell him, but this did kinda hurt my feelings.

I Wanna
This is what I imagined my Bobby always saying to me, and now he is: I never thought that I was so blind I can finally see the truth, its me for you. Tonight, you can't imagine that I'm by your side 'cause it's never can be the truth, so far for you. But then you hear me say, "Don't throw me away." and there's no way out, I gotta hold you somehow. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you You wanna touch me too Everyday, but all I have is time Our love's the perfect crime I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you you wanna touch me too in Every way and when they set me free Just Put your hands on me. Take, everthing that I know you'll break and I give my life away, so far for you But can you hear me say, "Don't throw me away."? and there's no way out, I gotta hold you some how. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you You wanna touch me me too Everyday, but all I have is time Our love's the perfect crime I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you you wanna touch me too in every way an

Dumb Bitch!
So, tonight this dumb bitch bombed my "Default" folder.....which contains 13 pics. I have, like most people do, a clearly marked bomb folder with over 250 pics in it. Now, I neither knew nor cared that she was bombing, and as such I DID NOT ask her to bomb any of my folders. When she did, I sent her a half-thanks, and told her I was sorry she had wasted her time by bombing 13 pics on my Auto-11s when she could have had the full 250. Basically, she gave up over 20000 points, and got less than 1500 by being lazy and not paying attention and bombing a tiny folder. Then she suggests it's because I didn't PAY her! You should all know that I NEVER pay anyone to bomb me, and I NEVER require anyone to pay ME if they want to be bombed. Shown below is our brief exchange. I blocked her after that, and the conversation ended.

Dinner At Mi Casa
So tonight I used the oven, stove, and microwave to make dinner. I think I did a good job considering I've been eating microwave junk or nothing for dinner lately. When I get home from work I don't feel like cooking and I'm usually not very hungry. I figured I needed a decent meal tonight. Well, sorta decent. I had fish sticks, garlic mashed potatoes, and peas and corn. I might eat some ice cream later on. I just felt like sharing. Carry on. :)

Abortion!
The human Body: Month 1 Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month 2 Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month 3 You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month 4 Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month 5 You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

Something A Bit Deeper
Been thinking a lot lately about what it is I want out of my life. I realize my dreams are minimal compared to most. It's a self-centered portrait that's not really self-centered or realistic. I don't know if I'll ever get what I want. I don't think I can quite describe it now, but I don't want the normal life: going to school, getting a job, living on my own.. I mean, I'm a free spirit, but all those things are restraints. Does that make sense? I just want to live my life now the way I want it. It's not that exciting, what I want to do with my life and at the same time, if I did have it, it would be the most exciting thing to ever happen. I'm a simple girl. Though to be simple seems to be so complicated.

Listed 02/23/2010
Posted by Steve Fox at 1:40 pm February 19, 2010 REPLIES: 15 On Marijuana: DEA — The Drug Employment Administration In my first “On Marijuana” column, I described the need to refer to law enforcement as the “Arrest and Prosecution Industry.” While I didn’t plan to return to the same subject in my second column, recent events have compelled me to revisit the topic. My last column was theory; this one is practice. Just over a week ago, a man named Chris Bartkowicz in Highlands Ranch, Colorado made a questionable (at best) PR move. He agreed to be interviewed by a local television station about his medical marijuana grow operation. Granted, he believed he was in compliance with state law and had no reason to fear prosecution. But, come on, dude. It’s one thing to make six figures growing marijuana in your home for patients; it’s quite another to advertise it on television. It’s like putting a “Home Invas

♥priceless♥ Needs Help To Angel!
Hey Everyone, Again, I know :) ♥Priceless♥ is about 500k to level to Angel... can you please stop by and show her some love. She is runnin' Auto's for about 6 more hrs ... any help would be great! Thank you so much again! Here is the link to her profile... *hugzzzzz http://fubar.com/627374

Candy
Last night was a little drama-filled. It wasn't supposed to be, mind you. Last night was supposed to be an early-to-bed night, filled with restful sleep such that I could wake up at the sucktastic hour of five and hose off prior to the big non-AIDS-related test. I went to bed at about 11, roughly an hour later than planned. As it turns out, the bed and the television in a non-fine hotel room have an unusual inverse relationship: the nicer the television, the shittier the bed. I had a very nice television. Of course, I don't watch television. But I do sometimes like to sleep. Last night was just not my night for sleep. After forming my usual nest of pillows and glaring for a while at the big flat-screen monster watching me from the dresser, I turned off the lights and crawled between the scratchy sheets. Wait a minute. What's that noise? I turned on the light. The noise instantly stopped. I turned off the light. Scratch scratch. Crinkle crinkle. I turned on the light.

Duty
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u-

Redeemer- Marilyn Manson
Redeemer- Marilyn Manson The hunger inside, given to me,makes me what I am.Always it is calling me,for the blood of man. They say I cannot be this,I am jaded, hiding from the day.I can't bear, I cannottame the hunger in me.Oh, I say I did it.Always searching,You can't fuck with fate.So instead you'll taste my PAIN!!! The hunger inside, given to meMakes me feel alive.Always out, stalking prey,in the dark I hide.Feeling, falling, hating,feel like I am fading,Hating LIFE!!! They say I cannot be this,I am jaded, hiding from the day.I can't bear, I cannottame the hunger in me.Oh, I say I did it.Always searching,You can't fuck with fate.So instead you'll taste my PAIN!!! You say your life I'm taking,always bothering me.I can't take this anymore,I'm failing, always smothering me!You look down on me,ain't what you see.Take this gift from me,you will soon feed from ME!!! Nothing seems exciting,Always the same hiding, hiding.It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.It's haunting me.

For Pete's Sake, Get Over It.
Sometimes, i don't reply. Why? One, my computer's been having problems. I can't fix it until I can make it to Castleton to have Fry's fix my god damned vista, because they didn't give me the disc. Two, real life shit happens. I'm almost 10 months pregnant. I do not have the patience nor the stamina to sit on my ass at the computer all day. I need to get up and get moving; whether it be going to the barn to play with the rabbits, or going for a walk, or visiting friends, or even just going to another room and reading. Three, I just don't feel like talking to anyone at that moment. Bitching at me for it is just going to fucking piss me off. -_- go suck a dick if it bothers you. My RL shit is more important than a networking site.

Consideration Written By Poet
ConsiderationWaves washing upon the shoreEroding, taking,Swift current churningLeaving a vacancy, lost safe harbor.Asking for what’s not there,from a person who needs.Is not consideration,but shallow love of oneself.To lose, is a vacancy.To seek that which has eroded,looks not to build, but steal,looks not to create, but destroy.The means is to replace,not ask.The solution is to understand,not demand.To love is to consider,not expect.To give unconditionally.david

Pass Me The Butter, Please
I hope you will find this is interesting . .. . Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys.. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back.. It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow colouring and sold it to people to use in place of butter.. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavourings.. DO YOU KNOW the difference between margarine and butter? Both have the same amount of calories. Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams; compared to 5 grams for margarine. Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study. Eating butter increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods. Butter has many nutritional benefits w

Jenlove Needs Help Leveling!!!
Hey Everyone.. Again! :) JenLove, Level 34 Angel, needs help to level. She needs 14 more Secret Admirers. If you could please, stop by her page and click on that Secret Admirer link and send her msg or sb letting her know, I know she would appreciate all the help. This is one of her requirements to get to Level 35. I would also appreciate anything you can do to help her. THank you and here is her link to her profile! http://fubar.com/user/3082719

Surgery For The Third Time On Right Hand
I WILL PROBABLY NOT BE HERE FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, I'M HAVING CARPEL TUNNEL RELEASE ALONG WITH REPAIRING THE GUYON'S CANAL SYNDROME. ON MARCH 4TH, I WILL BE IN A CAST FOR ABOUT A MONTH, THEN A HAND BRACE FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG! AND WHEN IT HEALS I HAVE TO DO THE LEFT HAND CARPEL TUNNEL RELEASE FOR THE SECOND TIME ON IT AS WELL. PLEASE DONT FORGET ME HERE, I WILL POP IN AND OUT HERE AS I AM RECOUPERATING, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, GOD KNOWS I SURE NEED IT ABOUT NOW. THANKS YOU TO ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY! AS ALWAYS...PEACE, LOVE, AND HARMONY TO ALL! LOVE YALL, MADELINE AKA SPOILEDBABYGIRL XOXOXO

Book Club: For Those Who Have Finished Wwz
No spoiler worry, just let it all hang out. There are still a good number of people who haven't finished it so I'd like everyone who has to migrate over here. Here are just some topics I'm throwing up- PLEASE feel free to ignore them and do your own! I'm keeping this kinda sparse on purpose because you guys are a hell of a lot smarter than I am. Just want to generally talk about what you thought of the book? Awesome, type away. Discussion topics: How do you think your city would handle the outbreak? Do you live in a place where you might have a chance of survival, or would be you taken out in the initial wave? (The only exception applies to this gentleman:) * What are some of the most interesting *non-fiction* things you've learned from this, what you thought would be a fun little piece of zombie fiction? * How did your expectations of this book differ from what you read? Were you disappointed or pleasantly surprised? * Holy shit, underwater zombies. I can't get

Rating System, Drinks/gifts, Fu-own, Fu-mafia
Okay so to start I will just say that I am only here for fun. Do NOT need the fu-drama and will block you if you start it. As far as the rating goes, if you down-rate me and I see it I will down-rate you as well. Fair is fair, and that will be the end of it. If you bomb me or my pictures with down rates the same will be done to you. And then you will be blocked. You can ask any of my friends on here and find out that I can be the sweetest person, no one has had to see the bad side yet. As far as rating pictures goes, I will try and rate your pictures as much as I can. If you rated mine, thank you very much! I give drinks, a lot of them to the people I talk to on the regular. And I also return EVERY drink I receive. Same goes for the gifts. I can be pretty random and I don't talk much. So if I don't talk to you a lot then I'm sorry. Its nothing you have done, I just dont respond a lot. My chat box is family ONLY. As far as the games go, I'm addicted. I will accept ANYONE on fu-ma

Don't Shoot The Messenger!
For all those men who say "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk free?" Here's an update for you! Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage, why? Because women realise its not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage! Like I said don't shoot the messenger:)

See Me Fuck And Suck Black Cock On My Webcam Live!
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Deja Poo, The Feeling That This Shit Has Happened Before
Back when I was in college, I went through a very, truly, horribly nasty (understatement!) breakup. I'd been dating this girl, let's call her "Psycho Hose Beast," for about four years, starting in High School and continuing on to college. She ended up dumping me a week before Valentine's Day that year for a "friend" of mine who I later found out she'd been cheating on me with for around six months or so. The fallout was on a scale comparable to Hiroshima (overstatement!) and ended up tearing apart a lot of my circle of friends. PHB (that's Psycho Hose Beast, do keep up) ended up having a baby with the "friend" she left me for, but later ended up realizing he was pretty slimy and leaving him, too. This may be the one smart thing she's done in the last ten years, in my completely unbiased and carefully neutral opinion. Some time after she left my "friend," she ended up getting together with another friend of mine--this one actually a pretty decent guy--and eventually married him. We'll

Just Read I Never Name.
I remember the words as I dreamed of a life away from your controlI remember the look in your eyes that said "I can't handle you, miss problem child."Too many cracks.Too many scars. As they led me away to the world where the hands of time seemed to slow and dieAnd then I arrived.And I was brokenConfusedEverything taken from meAnd no one by my sideAnd no one looked me in the eyeHow do you comfort the abandoned...Tossed to the trash like the day old newsI was the unwantedAnd you tried to explain itLike you knew. But you didn't see the ropes at my hands, ropes at my feet. Or the puppet master standing overheadI smiled so I could stay aliveBecause I was not allowed to cry. So I worked as a slave-"Clean the house and empy my car...I do not care who you are"Mow the lawn as you spit in my drinkAnd laugh as I sinkAnd look down on my painAnd work me in the rainBut I folded your clothesAnd I cleared out your yardAnd all you did was make me scarredSlap me in the face and throw me to the ground

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iTS ALL i HAVE EVER KNOWN LIKE A THORN IN MY SIDE ITS GROWN ITS ALL I HAVE EVER FELTT SOMETIMES IT FEELS ITS ALL I HAVE BEEN DEALT, ITS LIKE I CANT EVER GET AWAY I GUESS I HAVE TO REALIZE ITS HERE TO STAY I CANT RUN FROM IT I CANT HIDE I HAVE FINALLY REALISED ITS INSIDE I GUESS THIS IS HOW ILL HAVE TO GO ON HOW MUCH LONGER ILL KNEVER KNOW BUT I THINK THAT IF THE PAIN WILL FINALLY SUBSIDE ILL PROBABLY GO ON EMPTY INSIDE

If George Bush Was An Idiot
If George W. Bush had been the first President to need a teleprompter installed to be able to get through a press conference, would you have laughed and said this is more proof of how inept he is on his own and is really controlled by smarter men behind the scenes? If George W. Bush had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to take Laura Bush to a play in NYC, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had reduced your retirement plan's holdings of GM stock by 90% and given the unions a majority stake in GM, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narci

Story 2
-It only takes one, and I am on a missionI pull you up to me leaning back on the bed with you lying on top ofme and between my legs. I star to kiss you with a deep passion,running my hand down your back, grabbing your ass, as my other handcontrols your head from the back of your neck. I start to kiss yourneck and move down to your collar bone. My hands grab a hold of youright under your breasts lifting you off of me just a little bit andpushing you forward so that your breasts are in my face. I continue tohold you off of me and my tongue begins exploring your breasts. Ireach behind you and with one hand snap your bra off. I start bykissing your nipple. Soft little kisses followed by a little bit ofsucking on them. I bite down on your nipple with my lips and pull awaywith my mouth until it comes out of my mouth. The pain feels too good,and you moan with pleasure full pain. I move my face right in betweenyour breasts and kiss them letting them rub on my face. I move over toyour other bre

Camping Trip
Four guys have been going to the same deer camp for many years. Two days before the group is to leave, Frank 's wife puts her foot down and tells him he isn't going.. Frank 's friends are very upset that he can't go, but what can they do. Two days later the three get to the camping site only to find Frank sitting there with a tent set up, firewood gathered, and dinner cooking on the fire. man, how long you been here, and how did you talk your wife into letting you go? "Well, I've been here since yesterday. Yesterday evening, I was sitting in my chair and my wife came up behind me and put her hands over my eyes and said, 'Guess who?'" I pulled her hands off, and she was wearing a brand new see through nightie. She took my hand and pulled me to our bedroom. The room had candles and rose pedals all over. On the bed she had handcuffs, and ropes! She told me to tie and cuff her to the bed, and I did. And then she said, "Do what eve

Stupid People
ONERecently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. 'We don't have half dozen nuggets,' said the teenager at the counter. 'You don't?' I replied. 'We only have six, nine, or twelve,' was the reply. 'So I can't order half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?' 'That's right.' So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets(Unbelievable but sadly true...) TWOI was checking out at the local Woolworths with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the bel

Reflextion
Mirrors, what looks back at you when you look into one. I dont mean what do you see when you look into it. What do you see when they are looking back. They do look back thats what a refelction is. Is it something stong, weak, pathtic, emoral, unseen. Some times you just dont know. You may think you do, but in reality you dont. Who is that person looking back at me? Or, maybe thats not you looking back from that reflextion you see, its someone you wish you could be or your afraid to face. No matter what that mirrior speaks the truth about everything there is to you wether you like it or not. You can try to hide it all you want with hours in front of it, but undernethe its still you. Maybe thats why some of us like to stay behind the camra. No matter what we hide who we truley are from everything and everyone even when were not trying to. You will never completly begin to understand or know me, but i know me or maybe I do, but this isnt about me. A mirror will always tell you the truth t

2010 Census
WARNING: 2010 Census Cautions from the Better Business Bureau GOOD INFORMATION TO PASS ON TO EVERYBODY THAT YOU KNOW: 2010 Census to Begin WARNING: 2010 Census Cautions from the Better Business Bureau Be Cautious About Giving Info to Census Workers by Susan Johnson With the U.S. Census process beginning, the Better Business Bureau (BBB) advises people to be cooperative, but cautious, so as not to become a victim of fraud or identity theft. The first phase of the 2010 U.S. Census is under way as workers have begun verifying the addresses of households across the country. Eventually, more than 140,000 U.S. Census workers will count every person in the United States and will gather information about every person living at each address including name, age, gender, race, and other relevant data. The big question is - how do you tell the difference between a U.S. Census worker and a con artist? BBB offers the following advice: ** If a U.S. Census worker knock

I Am Julia And I Am Three (short Story)
It's serious business being three years old. I know this, because I wear big girl's pants and mummy cheers when I go to the toilet myself, but she hates it when I show Mr Ali in the newspaper shop my big girl's pants under my dress. There are rules to understand, big people make the rules, then break the rules. "Show Aunty Janey, your big girls pants" she says, but when I show them to other people she screams "Don't Julia" So I guess only some people is allowed to see them, I wish she would make a list of these people so I can keep up. "Be kind to the hamster" is another rule, but when I put lipstick on it, she shouts again. The hamster loves lipstick, its smiles at me when I do it and then it licks its lips which I know it means it wants more. Cuddling the goldfish is out; it makes its eyes go funny and I suppose it doesn't like cuddles. There are three girls upstairs with the same faces that are brown, mummy says I have never to say that as it makes me sound like the bee and

Crybabies & Their Ignorance To The Truth.
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Crybabies & Their Ignorance To The Truth.
So like yesterday I posted this blog about this dude with no salute and there was proof and evidence that he was totally lying out of his ass. Apparently his soon to be fu wife, went crying and bitching like a baby. Never mind the fact that I was right or anything, or maybe to actually think about why it was being posted, nope just whine and bitch hell I even marked it NSFW. And quite frankly my friends… I’m getting a little tired of that shit So here’s a note to that bitch and her fake man and anyone else who thinks it’s really adult to cry and run to the principal’s office and complain about things that are factually true, but don’t want their little worlds shattered.. I will not stop, and you can go fuck yourself. The details , until I can find a more suitable place or method of doing things that need to be done, are available through private email contact at johnnydevil2007@yahoo.com Fakes, cons, cheaters, spammers and liars need to be exposed for what they are. I’ve been

This Is My Prayer...
Twinkle twinkle lil star i hope u get a soring rotting bloody herpes... with that i would like to start my lil prayer i pray for the weak i pray for the stupidi pray for the ignorant i pray for love i pray rebels i pray for the insane i pray for you cuz ur the first one who gonna taste my razorblade kiss the one that gonna give you sweet relieve the one thats gonna give ur death i pray for you i pray for them i pray for their death cuz im the one diggin ur grave oh sweet anger oh sweet wrath u give me so much ur the only thing that keeps me going, wrath of my favorite sin how much i lust you and adore you. Worthless hope... Hope is Worthless hope is an evil fucking whore imbuing you with desire and cravings for what appears so tangible and attainable a fucking tease yanking away as you clamp your teeth in the air biting your tongue, tasting blood fuckin forget about it you fuck you'll have nothing and hate it you're a loser and a source of amusement for we who

Mmmmm Sweet Lies
Falsely accused! i noted your silence at my inquisition sitting silently, vacantly not saying a wor offering nothing no support no evidence contributing fear to my all-present pain as i stared at you with beckoning eyes and received nothing but a CALCULATED glare but when the moment of ultimate truth arrived and the crisis reached a screeching climax and in abject desperation I turned to you my last supposed ally it was your silence that hurt the most and i knew i would NEVER TRUST AGAIN I am alone. always aloneonly I understand I thought maybe she did but I'm aloneonly aloneso alone.There were others there is no oneonly aloneonly aloneI stare alonedream alonemy mind wanders alonewith me.I'm so alonealoneAnd I understandbut how to explain?there is no connection.I am aloneThere is no oneonly aloneforlorn solitaryso alonealoneI hate the opposite sexUnreliableNot dependableLazySelfishSycophants all of themAnd I'm so sick of needing themIn order to get laidSo sick of needing

Friendship ??? Jajaja
Bouncing around in the hinterland of near-spaceand thinking of youI always think of youin times of tired desperationdreaming of that perfect daywhen we can smile and relaxand enjoy perfect exultationdevoid of pain and wantwhen all is rightand all is goodand nothing could be betterand I've finally found contentmentand I know that inner peacenothing currently is wrongand all is rightwhat could be better than thatbut it's a dreamwe are apartand I see the perfect momentand I feel the perfect momentmy closed eyes impartto me a wonderful feelingof my family around meall that matters is to be with youmy misery is my lack of youI'm tired so very tiredall I have is but a prelude to the time we are unitedand I'm tired so tired without youuntil tomorrowI will surviveknowing only that my life is strongerthan is my will to livebut my will is bolstered bythe family I'm honored byI will surviveto bring us to prosperitywhen we arrivethen I can restand cease this foolish struggletowards uncertain greed

Woot Woot
I am picking up my ride today, it's a 95 blazer not much to talk about I mean body is in some what good shape an it runs & drives good but damn what came with the thing drop my jaw to the floor...lol...The gent is leaving his system in there along w/a few sub wolfers & they fucking rock so hard, I'll be bouncen all over the place in this bad boy, tee hee...

Sleepless
UHG! I went to sleep around 330ish, and started dreaming, and it would be no use to explain my dream because it had something to do with a music program I use..but it was one of those frustrating dreams where things dont make sense and you cant figure the problem out.. yeah. Well with all the stressful changes in my life right now, and being sick the last week Ive been sleeping during daytime hours and trying to stay awake to change my schedule back to something remotely human... good luck to that right...well i sleep for a few hours and wake up hungry... Grits and eggs, the cornerstone of any southern breakfast. YUM... well yesterday, for unknown reasons, I went to heat up a cup of coffee in the nuke machine, and when i went to get it, there was coffee all over the floor in front the microwave! It seems as though it boiled over inside with in 3 minutes. Im still scratching my nugget over this.. ha I still havent received an Unemployment check and money is really low. My refri

Dreams
I hate going to sleep. I really do. I've been having dreams lately, which I consider nightmares since I continue to wake up crying and feeling my heart break all over again. I don't want happy dreams. I don't want to be dreaming about you and me together. I'm tired of waking up crying because I know that's not how it is, and now, I don't want to sleep forever so we can be together. It breaks my heart....constantly. I miss you and love you more than you'll ever know. And sometimes I hate that I'm still so very much in love with you. I just wish I knew if it mattered at all to you so I could move on easier if need be. I'm worried about you. Something isn't right..... I sitll wish you'd get ahold of me or answer a text. Just to say anything. Even if it's fuck off. Fuck off is better than pure silence..... I wish I was as invisable as you make me feel... -Mz. Iowa

Silence...
Silence... Silence a word I cannot bear Hanging wasted in empty air We wait, we watch, we wait, we see I'd wait forever but that is me. Hoping, wishing, too much thinking Wanting, needing all but sinking I don't want to go down Hold fast to my soul, so I do not drown. I should not need saved, by you least of all When you do not write And you do not call. I can get through this, I've done it before I'll do it forever, no doubt do it some more. I don't want to tell you, the words I can't say I want you to know without words anyway. I wish you could feel that you're more than a vision More than a thought, a gesture, or reason You are who you are, will never be another And I'd never let you, else you'd not be my lover.

Iller Half Freestyler
Hard hitter ill half insane spitter. Of what life you could get of. leave ya dead in a hearst with one verse it ain't a curse you reverse. Won't be more til there's nothing worst. Who it be its the wicked killa g. I'm all me nothing here else to see. I'm horrorcore more style in galore. Insane rush hardcore stomp kick ya face in. Fuck you & all of your shit talking. While at it quit with ya stalking. Cause i'm the best next fresh thing. Better then up & coming. You stumbling mumbling with ya jumbling. Then i'm just more then some of then. Put ya in a chicken hen. Have squawking like a chicken. Then a chick in get it. Like a medic i'm off in headed with ya beheaded you is deaded. No tear shedded & next you'll need a paramedic. I said it without nothing being predicted. So insane sick with it no one can deny the ish. Thats mad fhat with what i spit. I'm as crazy as to wickedest hard on some shit. You can't comprehend how it is. I'm k-r-i-s to i.w.s mr. five star avatar to mr. motherfuck

Status Question Bling
EVERYDAY I WILL POST A NEW QUESTION VIA MY STATUS, LEAVE ME A STATUS COMMENT SAYING THAT U STOPPED BY AND GIVE ME UR ANSWER VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE (OR GIFT LOL) I WILL SUBMIT THE NAMES OF THE FIRST, SECOND, AND THIRD CORRECT ANSWER INTO A MONTHLY DRAWING FOR A 5 CREDIT BLING (PLEASE DO NOT POST UR ANSWER IN THE STATUS COMMENT BOX) ONLY IF U LEFT A STATUS COMMENT AND GOT THE CORRECT ANSWER CAN U QUALIFY

Mad Fhat Ish
It's the insane psychotic wickedest. You ain't heard of this. I rock shit kick shit fuck all of this. I'm back to rock rearrange ya whole outlet. misfit you ain't insured with. Use to have friends. Now i'm just by myself at wits ends. & now to make it worse i don't have no girl. My life is a twirl round & round goes. Where it stops i don't knows. I spits with the flow improve & show off with ya woe. Let's get it fucking straight. I ain't not your dayum boo. So who the fuck are you. Tricky with your voodoo 123 you can't fuck with me. Who it fucking be the kgb. Otherwise known as i w fucking s no need for a rest. It's not a fucking test. Mish mosh fuck the rest weed smoker like you need a bag of cess. Incohievnant is that even a word. Who the fuck cares. What's with ya glare you fucking stare. Quit eyeing me get the fuck off of me. I ain't ya fucking man. Not less you want me to be. I'm all things you want me to be. Insane wicked crazy sexy fine & psychotic. Looking for a nice big curvy

Fallen
.Deep thunder rolls throughMaking the clouds weepsuffocating through every dropLooking forward to nothingFall to one kneeBegin to pray For the sorrow has ran dryGasp onto whats leftDarkness falls between the cracksLook into the mirror Follow your soul to the endAnd speak with no wordsIs this what we becomeTo fall through cracksto become ones slaveto just drive to the groundeveryday

Sad Day
Sad day has comeone that words flow through the windanswering every kind question before othermaking sorrow days comeSpread your armsfeel the spirits around ones soulmake a stand travel farTake a knee, take one breathefeel your words in your chestsoft spoken but needles of fearBleed the last drop from you lipsfor it be the last word you speakbecome whom you beensad and broken

In Memory Of Buddy
I remember when i first got you you had no self e-steem had your head hanging down and was hiding under a table scared...i knew that we had a special bond... after i got you home and told you everything would be ok i could see the life comeing back in you. i remember the endless nights where i would just set up and talk to you even tho you couldn't talk back i knew u listen. i remember all the good times we had the walks at the park when i asked u if u wanted to go bye bye u would bark and carry on until we went. i remember the trips we took to tennessee and just to see u sit so pretty in the passenger seat was priceless. i miss the way we played i miss the way u made me feel i miss your comfort i knew even after a long day at been at school or at work i could come home and you would be waiting on me... no matter how late it was.. i remember everytime i was leaving the house u wanted to go with me no matter where i was going... i miss your bark your grawl when we played i miss the wa