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So Mad I Can't See Straight!
Well Start with the good. The recital went great. The class nailed both routines and I really was proud..they worked so hard..I thought I few times I was gonna break before they caught it..but we all made it thru alive and well lol. I made Adam go with me...in 16 years I have never seen him "dressed up" *giggles* He cleaned up quite well even if he did bitch that the slacks made his nuts sweat. In fairness he does look better out of the clothes tho;) with that said...many of you know about my redneck drunk asshole neighbor with the doog that never shuts the fuck up.Well my son was out riding his scooter yesterday..i was sitting on the bench reading a book. Ever since we finally called animal control over his dog, this asshole has been uncontrollable..barking at us all the time..telling Jarod to suck his cock...well yesterday, he goes to my SON in the middle of the street and says sorry your momma is crazy and needs ot be taken away son. are YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!!???!?!?A DRUNK FU

Posting Picture Comments Class 100
POSTING PICTURE COMMENTS CLASS 100 Category: Friends LOOK FOR THE HTML CODE IT SHOULD BE IN A WHITE BOX, THEN HIGHLIGHT THE CODE IN BOX, LEFT CLICK WILL DO, THEN RIGHT CLICK TO COPY,NOW USE MOUSE LEFT CLICK TO COPY. GO TO WHERE U WANT TO PUT CODE IN THE WHITE BOX AND RIGHT CLICK TO PASTE IT, THEN LEFT CLICK MOUSE TO PASTE THE COMMENT. IF U HAVE ANY PROBLEMS WRITE THIS DOWN. TRY THIS WEBSITE 4 PRACTICE www.crystalcomments.com or www.123tagged.com MUCH LUV BARNETT

A Poem Inspired By A Very Close Friend....
My Heart Skips a Beat My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you

The Passenger
Hello there. Who I am doesn’t matter at all, really. You can call me Alan if you like. Always thought it was a cool name. Why write a blog? Why start one at all you may ask. Because I’m bored. Not a hero, not someone praying for attention, not a man that wants to teach. Just bored. And I won’t tell you all about me nor will I start posting pictures of me, or of things I like or shit like that, this isn’t about me, it’s just about life in general, about lessons, about experience. Consider me someone that gives you a lift in his car and we engage in a casual conversation on a car that never runs out of gas or smokes. And it will be night, not because I “function better at night” but because pillow talk more than coming with a pillow comes with the night that all hides and protects. Plus I got pillows in the backseat if I bore you so much you want to fall asleep. I’ll try to be someone that keeps you company whi

How Dare U Demand To See And Part Of My Body Wth Is Wrong With People
To The Downrater: i in no way have to show u any part of my body fuck you To The Downrater: u son of a bitch u act like i have to show u my feet stfu The Downrater: not the point....I always been nice to u....and u keep dickin me around....Im sick of it To The Downrater: i had it but i guess i deletled it .. oh well To The Downrater: lil obbessed with feet? geez i have better things to do then take feet pics i have a earache The Downrater: now I feel like Im buggin u so Ill ask one more time and then I give....do u have a feet pic or not? btw i relize its just feet , but i mean how can people demand to see any part of u and get pissed when u havent gotten around to it , when u in no way owe then anything

The Betrayal
im so pissed, i feel betrayed, by my best friend... if they would of just told me i would b fine, but to fine it out red handed, omg i flipped, but i couldnt act out or do shit..i was at fucking work.... this is how it started.. when i first started working, there was this fine ass guy that i worked with, i had feelings for him, but i knew he had a girl, so i didnt pursue anything with him, cuz i know what its like to get cheated on. he told me that nothings forever, n made it seem like he wanted me, but wanted me to wait.. he knew i would cuz hes like the type of guy that every girl wants..thats good to his girl, (yha so i thought), 3 n half months go by n hes leads me on to believe that he wanted me, by flirting with me, etc....he told me that he would never do anything with my girl cuz he thought of her as a hoe...ok my best friend, we were friends from day one of meeting, she was awesome, we had everything in common, kids, likes, dislikes, guys...everything... i told he

Answered Prayer
You took me by surprise - an answered prayer I once whispered to the Universe. But I had become so accustomed to empty promises and stale wishes that I wondered if I should send you back, thinking that my good fortune must have been a mistake. You came to me with acceptance on your lips - so willing to dive into my soul swim in my light and my dark. You do not cower from the parts of me that frighten everyone else. My faults, to you, are simply jewels in my crown. My dark excites you and your passion overwhelms my senses. You have an intensity that feels like home. I hear your voice and instantly years of torment and self-doubt melt away. Each word from you a healing kiss. With each whispered “I love you,” I feel life coming back into my soul. Words flow from my pen ... I stand taller ... Feel happier ... My strength of spirit grows. And for the first time I don't feel as if I lose me trying to please you. With you, pleasure is not a chore but a gift

What Lead Me Here
Its 3am and once again I cant sleep and I wonder what lead me here alone in the dark. Sad part is Im far from alone. I have amazing friends who created the family I have around me but some how I feel empty everytime I feel my lil girl kicking inside me. Im holding on to something so tight that I am realizing isnt really there and using it as the way to run away from the world outside. Some how I judge the measure of my happiness on whether or not Kevin is around me in some form. A text or a pic. I havent heard his voice since the day he left back in January and it scares me that I cant remember it. If I ever had to describe it to our daughter I couldnt tell her. I look at the pictures and feel like Im dying. Im tired of this feeling and I need it to be over. I need to run away with the chance I have in front of me yet I cant get get him off my mind. I am so scared to give a fuck about anyone else again cuz at least with Kevin I expect to get hurt and I expect to cry and rarely laugh an

Life
do you ever wounder why things in your life happen , good things,or bad things .do u ever get that feeling that life is not ganna be how u wanted it . like your fairy tail dreams are becomming a vived night mare. or like stages in your life repete its self over and over? things u have no controll over happen for some reason or an other ,life is like a messy room if youdodnt keep things in there rightfull places the important things will be lost for ever.. and you might never get them back again . people are not liek a book or a artical of clothing , if u loose them you can always get an other one just the same .. i sit and wounder some times , if thats why this feeling is here maybe i had a messy room but its time to clean it and grab hold of that one thing thats so important to me in my life ,grab hold and hang on to it tight . be for the villin in my night mare

Missing You
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear ur voice again.I thought of u today,but that is nothing new.I thought about u yesterday and days before too.I think of u in silence,I often speak ur name.All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part.God has you in his arms..I have you in my heart. I LOVE AN MISS YOU MOMMA & GRANDMA

Need To Be
Life and love all intertwined,Friendships deeply protect that core.I was happy,focused on my way,Then my world hit the floor. Truths became untruths,deep cutting lies,Nothing was anymore as it seemed.Thoughts,Or what I thought I knew,Now vanished like a wasted dream. Betrayed,encased so deep in anothers lie,I believed what was put to my eyes.Now none of it true at all,My anger builds as I uncover more lies. I found my escape,A rock to hold,An angel deep in her own life.Now she sat and listened to me,Can she now help me make somethings right. Now other turmoil explodes quickly,On a calm and gentle sea.Due in part to my stubborness,My ego sinks back inside of me. One love untrue,Trust now gone,The other still a wonderment to me.With her my eyes want to wonder,With her they need to be.I search to find the true one.

Chew Toy, Man Toy?
Well things are back to there usual. I'm home alone right now, roommates are out of town. This girl that I moved out here to be with over a year ago whom I have never even seen contacted me out of the blue and told me she would be by Tuesday to see me. But i've been hearing this same thing since I met her so I've developed a bit of disbelief regarding the matter. I tell my roommates every time she says she's going to show that I'll believe it when I see it. This girl I was fixed up with by my ex and moved here in order to be with this girl, left my whole life...family...friends....everything behind and I haven't even talked with her on the phone in over 8 months. I'm honestly going to have a heart attack if this girl shows up. Anyway, just rambling cause I'm bored. Just did a new tattoo so I'm probably going to hit the sack now.

My Life Depends On Things In General
My life depends on things in general like for example: Marriage, drugs, listening to music, everywhere i go, going to church, making money, making mistakes, loving on jesus and god, parents, brothers, sisters, grandmothers, uncles, aunts, loving yourself as well as others, friends, neighbors, having a healthy diet, staying in good shape, reading magazines....... Sincerely, Mark Hazelwood Aka:Killerbee4202000 Chucky Cartman

Jennifer Love Hewitt Decorates Her Vagina
It’s called Vajzzling. What it means is decorating your vagina with crystal, rhinestones, or other glittery stuff. Jennifer Love Hewitt admitted to a national audience on the George Lopez Show that she does decorate her vagina. I’m asking myself why would a woman want to do that? Us guys don’t need anymore encouragement to think about it, believe me. Check it out http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,591129,00.html BlastFM decorates it programming with a montage of delicious morsels of great sounding music. Listen for yourself www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

My Uncle
Uncle Jerry, your quiet strength and unwavering love with few words spoke volumes to all. You faithfully lived in such a way that God's honor was always kept safe within you. Thank you for such greatness in your life. We all love you and will miss you."It is not death, but LIFE I greet . . . when He who loves me calls me home." Uncle Jerry, such an honorable man, you are finally Home!

Drum Roll Please ...and The Winners Are
After long deliberation ... lots of fighting ...agreeing to never speak to each other again ... and me spending 2 hours going through a dictionary to figure out all the things Passions called me we have come to a decision First place....Pie Taster as much as we hated to give him this there really was no way out of it the bastard put together a pretty impressive masterpiece and you lazy morons did not challenge him much Second place ... Odie though Passions and I both suggest he get the camera out and make us a sexy salute because dude sucked heavily in the bribe area Third place... Blooky same suggestion to you Special mention goes too Boo Suga Jasmine they can fight it out for the left over scraps after the top three have made their choice I suggest a wet T shirt contest

How To Transfer Photos From Cell Phone To Personal Computer
Nowadays It is difficult to find a cellular phone from China Wholesale that doesn't have a built-in camera than one that does. Of course，that's not a bad thing! Everyone has the ability to take spur of the moment snapshots and capture life as it happens without having to lug around a separate camera that is great. However，what do you do after you've exhausted your phone's internal memory? And can't half the point of taking pictures share them with your friends and family? There are a little ways to send them to your friends' Cell Phones so that they can use them as their wallpapers as well, or to transfer Photos from your cell phone onto your computer. Some may cost you some money , given that you have the proper set up，while others are completely free. Would you like to learn how to transfer photos? Then this guide is for you. Cellular-Based Methods to Send Pictures If you're away from your computer, you can still send your pictures to your loved ones

My Valentine
IM SURE OF WHT I FEEL , AND I KNOW THT MY LOVE FOR U IS REAL. FROM THE MOMENT OUR HANDS ENTWINED IVE ALREADY HAD IT ON MY MIND. NO FANTASIES ONLY REALITIES. THIS THING WE HAVE THT WE CALL LOVE SHOULD FOREVER BE ALIVE AND U MY LOVE MY ONLY LOVE. YOU WILL BE THE ONLY ONE M HEART WILL EVER WANT. FOR THE TRUE LOVE I HAVE FOUND IN YOU!!!!! ALL THE CARDS THT WERE WRITTEN ON THE SHELF. CANT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL . AND THS LOVE THT I HAVE IN MY HEART NO ONE COULD EVER STEAL. TO PUT MY FEELINGS INTO WORDS, WOULD BE SO HARD TO DO. BUT THE WORDS THT I WILL ALWAYS SAY IS THT I LOVE YOU!!!!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY VALENTINE. MY LOVE AND MY SWEETHEART AND FOR U I WIL GIVE YOU EVERYTHING . ESPECIALLY MY HEART. I WILLALWAYS LET U KNOW JUST WHT U MEAN TO ME . IN MY HEART MY VALENTINE IS WHT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE . EVERYDAY I THANK THE LORD ABOVE FOR BLESSIN ME WITH U AND THERE ISNT ANYTHING U WOULD SAY THT I WOULDNT DO. THS MY LOVE THT I HAVE FOR YOU IN MY HEART NEVER GO AWAY. SO I WILL JUST KEEP

Wow Thanks Dad
So today my eldest son tuned 21. A happy day right? You would be correct up until I read my dad's post to him on FaceBook: Happy Birthday Cameron!!! Remembering [my dad's wife] and I went down to Orlando to see you shortly after you were born and giving your father a camera outfit to take pictures of you...never did get the first picture. Gee thanks for throwing me under the bus and demeaning me directly and by association. Did you consider that I was an E-3 in the Navy at the time stretching money just to buy necessities for my family (not to mention the wife running up a huge phone bill every month)? Did you consider that I was studying Nuclear Propulsion 16 hours a day? Did you ever expressedly tell me that was why you gave me the camera? You got the see him 3 or 4 times that year when we visited. In any case what good can come from that statement 20 years later posted where the audience is mostly ex inlaws who think you and I are the devil incarnate? (this is not hype

My Dad And The Boy.
I see the twinkle of my dad's eyes in my son's smile. I hear the I love yous of my father in my son's voice. I know my dad is watching my son grow up. Just wish Pop was here so The Boy can watch him grow old. I will forever be the bridge between them as they never met. My promise is to ensure they will know each other through stories and prayer.

1st Review - Dave's Gourmet Ghost Pepper Sauce
My wife decided to try and kill me today. She went out to the local farmer's market and stopped at "Spices and Stuff". She knows I like hot stuff, and she also knew I wanted to try a Ghost Pepper sauce. She picked up a bottle of Dave's Gourmet Ghost Pepper sauce. I've tried quite a few different sauces in my time. Before today, the hottest mainstream sauce that I've tried was Blair's Mega Death sauce. The Blair's sauce is made from habanero peppers. Dave's is made from the naka jolokia pepper. Just for comparison, a habanero pepper can rate anywhere from 100,000 to 350,000 Scoville units. The Naga Jolokia pepper comes in at a scorching 855,000 - 1,050,000 Scoville units! The warning on the bottle gave us a laugh as I read it out loud, but it should probably be taken seriously. The label reads: This is a delicious addition to most any food, but especially sauces, meat, and ethnic foods. It also is a great industrial cleaner and grease remover. WARNING Us

The Aries Man
He said, "I go my ways And when I find a mountain-nil I set it in a blaze ..." "So either way I'll get into the garden, and I don't care what happens." That creature over there making a phone call-is it an electrically charged dynamo? Is it a flaming torch? is it a bird, an explosion-or is it Superman? Well, practically. It's an Aries male, which is pretty close. Let's hope you know what you're looking for. Should it be excitement, an Aries man will provide it by the bushel, with seldom a dull moment to blur the sparkle. But if you're looking for the security and contentment of a soothing love, you're in the wrong telephone booth. Aries can overwhelm you with passionate ardor one mintue, and be as icy as a polar bear the next. Insult him or lose his interest-either or both-and that warm, im pulsive Mars nature will freeze instantly. To ignite it again may mean starting all over from Act One, Scene One. Aries men are fairly bursting with ideas and creative energy

Southern Nights Yankees Dj....
COME IN TO SOUTHERN NIGHTS.....THE SEXY YANKEE IS DJING AND WOULD LOVE TO HAVE PEOPLE REQUEST WHAT THEY WANT TO HERE....SHE MAY EVEN GET ON CAM IF HER LAPPY CAN HANDEL IT....PLEASE COME JOIN ME http://fubar.com/lounge/71953

Wish For Night
When deep into my sleep,And Angels where there.This one would float among them,Softly drifting through the air. Her beauty lighting the night,Like the stars in evenings sky'sWould keep me in my sleep,Not wanting to open my eyes. During my day her beauty remains,Echoing gracefully in my mind.As I wish for the night to fall,And this angel I can again find.

Redneck Camping Adventure
After a fairly rough week at work and the promise for even worse work weeks to come, I found it meant to be that my cousin called to invite me to the family camp for a weekend of "drinkin' and mud ridin'." As it seemed the powers that be wanted me to get tap into my redneck-ness, I accepted the invitation and proceeded with my questions about the necessities for such an adventure. I've never been camping before. I've never been on any type of ATV before. Most importantly, I have never purposefully gone trampling and sailing through mud effectively bathing myself in the Desoto Parish earth. I was told to bring drinks (alcoholic of course) and a pillow. I added my shampoo, loofa and body wash to my "camping kit" in addition to my cell phone, phone charger and Toasted Pecan Wheatables. After I topped off the gas tank and bought the tennis shoes needed (since I didn't own a pair), I headed off to camp. It smelled there. I haven't quite placed what the smell was, but it smelled.

Blood
Blood is never thicker than water. If it were, it wouldn’t run cold. If it were, my pain would be your pain. My injustices would be your injustices. My faults and mistakes would be accepted with open arms. Instead they are met with whispered judgments. We never hurt the ones we love. We hold tightly to them. We cherish them. We want what’s best for them. We protect their lives and hearts as if they were our own. We would never embrace those that have hurt them. I have had enough of love through obligation. Keep your false flattery. Keep your kind gestures that serve only your sense of well-being. I would rather walk alone without you than walk alone with you.

Stop The Cycle Of Violence-help Spread The Word!
Domestic ViolenceIntervention,Education,and Prevention!I am a VICTIM, are YOU!?More resources for mental abuse without being more abused by the systemGive your "Loved" One help to get out of the situation. Offer them an alternative to staying, and don't "Bitch" about it later. Ask Yourself if you were in this situation, and your self esteem had been torn down, feeling worthless, confused, hopeless, wouldn't you want help? I know its tore me down from being the "Strong" and "Dependent" Woman I was. All I want is to be that "Person" again. I want to land on my feet and have someone give me a break. I used to Drive Truck for a living (Long Haul, Local, Equipment you name it) I have been out of the Semi-Driving for a few years now. I need someone to "Give Me A Break" I'll show you what I can do. I am good at my job! Any and all help would be appreciated in helping me to maintain my "Self Worth" I just want to drive truck again...I need moral support from family, friends, and I "NEED

Devils Backbone
Come visit the best loung in town. Have a crazy time chating and just goofing off but keep it clean. Theres great people to talk to that will talk back to you about whatever you want to talk about. Heres the link

Unusual Things I Enjoyed
I watched a Bollywood movie today called Saawariya. I normally don't enjoy subtitles or musicals, this has both, but I loved this film. It's a little too long, 2:11 minutes, but is simply beautiful. I reccommend it to anyone that loved the wrong person. based on Fyodor Dostoevsky's short story "White Nights" which is one of my favorite stories. If you have a couple of hours to fall in love with something new, check it out.

Felt Sorry
I felt sorry for myself because I had no shoes until i met a man with no feet...... Anyhow I 'chuckified my shirt' Definition of Chuckified is : Anything dripped on your shirt from good greasy food. dig it p.s. I need to know if you cyber love me.................tell me

His Surgery Turned Out Well
I got a message from Anthonys mother telling me that his surgery turned out well and that he was ok, so I am relieved. I was worried sick. I could hardly eat or sleep I was so worried. She even said she wanted to meet me :) Every few days I am going to send her a message asking her how her son is doing. It's hard for me to just turn my back on someone I care about so much. His mother seems like such an amazing lady. She does so much for Anthony, more than my own mother would ever do for me. It would be such an honor to meet her someday. Anthony might complain aobut her at times but he adores her. I do not know whats in the cards for us, but I do know I will be there for him regardless of our relationship status.

Not Crazy
I'm not crazy. W00-H00! (Not in a bad way so shut up!) Have you ever had one of those ex's that for whatever reason wanted to make you think the entire time that you were crazy and that there was something wrong with you? Have you ever had one of those times in your life that you began to believe them that something was wrong with you? Then have you ever started turning things around without them then go to that point where you had to find out the truth once and for all only to find out that everything that you thought that they were doing behind your back was in fact reality. I had all this happen and I am looking at the postive of it right now. The good from this being that I was right and I am learning from this to trust my own insticts and intuitions more. I am also free now emotionally to pursue a relationship with a really good guy that a month ago I was not ready to fully open up to and now I am able to do so. Okay so I can't think of anything else good about it right

Someone "likes" Me?
Okay, is this something new or am I just not the sharpest tool in the shed today? I was on earlier and I saw the following in the My Live Feed box: Now that's really nice. However, I went to their page and it's for friends only. Kinda stupid, but whatever. Anyone have any insight on this "Likes You" thing?

The Winning Submission:
Helly was desperate. And - not in her usual desperate way. She knew she couldn’t go down to the local community college and pick up a virgin to solve her dilemma, as she so often did in the past. No -this was different. This was serious. She had the best of intentions. Her mom wanted her to buy a house. Real Estate means security. Mom knew baby girl couldn’t count on her amazing tits to bail her out of trouble indefinitely. Helly bought a dream home. Here she was, sitting alone in the living room of the 6 bedroom Victorian she’d signed for two months ago. Interest rates skyrocketed and the adjustable rate mortgage had quickly doubled in payment. The realization that the mortgage was beyond her ability & the forecast of even higher rates, settled on her like a dark cloud. She knew she had to act. She mummed for advice. Fubar never let her down in the past. The fubarians advised her to take in boarders, collect rent, and maintain the home. It was a close vote. Sell

Tai-chi & Drug Addiction
When an individual is engaged in drug addiction or alcohol abuse, their natural abilities to manage stress and tension are compromised. The longer the terms of addiction and abuse, the greater the impairment to these coping mechanisms. Once an individual stops using drugs or alcohol, their internal systems and chemistry remain out of balance and in turmoil as they try to reset without the sudden spikes of chemicals from which they have grown accustomed. Originating as a Martial Art; Tai chi is a type of low-impact, weight-bearing, and relaxing exercise. Practiced in a variety of styles, Tai-Chi involves slow, gentle movements, deep breathing, and meditation. This meditation is sometimes called “moving meditation.”Tai-Chi does much more for recovering addicts than basic exercise or meditation alone. This ancient health practice combine classical conditioning with visualization, breathing, and meditation to create a powerful complementary therapy for most maladies, including

Crack And Cocaine: The Deadly Risk
Other names used: big C, coke, blow, nose candy, flake, white, lady. Once these stimulants are used in any form the dangerous game begins. Derived from the leaf of the coca plant, cocaine is processed into a white powder and passed along to street dealers and users. Initially, the powder form sometimes called coke, blow or C gained wide usage as an inhalant. It was sometimes liquefied for injection into the blood stream. Then later, a process was employed to convert the powder into a solid substance that could be smoked. "Crack" is the name given to the product because of the "cracking" noise that results when used. Using cocaine in any form can be a deadly business and even a first time user can suffer heart attack, stroke or respiratory failure. In all cases blood pressure is increased, heart beat rises, and both breathing rate and body temperature are effected. Regardless of how cocaine is processed or used it is highly addictive. Smoking and vapor inhaling of cocaine i

My Woman (love Letter #2)
My woman woman i love you woman. Your all my everything. & the most sweetest. I ever met came across. Hearing your voice everytime we talk. So smooth lovely sounding. I'm glad proud to be your man. & with that your all that you need to have to get through. Whether it be bad good rough jagged sometimes. But whether it is. It only brings us closer to each other. I'm proud to have ya & that your always there for me. Guiding me the good way to shit lol. Love having laughs with you. & keeping a smile on your face. Everytime your around. Your so sweet my lovely hunnybun. Your so the one. I'm glad i choose & you picked me. Were everything to be. Just you & me baby. I'm loving you so much. It'll be so good to feel you when we touch.I feel you from all in. Where your open. & i have you running your feelings down on me. As well as i do for you. I'd never want to be without you hun. Love all that you do to keep us there. & so far its being good. & staying that way loving all things you say. It's

New Hire Information
Welcome to the Bad Habitz Staff Crew!! Things to do after becoming staff: Add your position at Bad Habitz Radio (or BHR) to your name. Ex. Sinful Rawker Owner of Bad Habitz Radio. Let Sinful Rawker know what picture you would like used for your staff picture by clicking here to send her a message. Also let her know if you would like a custom comment as seen here. Please read and familiarize yourself with the basic Staff Info Blog. It has almost everything you will need to know to work at BHR! And finally come in and introduce yourself to everyone =D

How To Use Security Features
How to silence, eject or ban someone in the lounge.Hover over the person like you would to use the emotes. Click the link right above the emotes that says lounge moderator options (where the screen shot says lounge owner options).The options to slience, eject, or ban will show up. Silence will silence the person for an hour or until someone unmutes them.Eject will eject the person from the lounge but they can come right back in. Ban will eject them from the lounge and make it so they cannot reenter, if they are a member, this will unsubscribe them as well.It is also possible for the owners to ban somene who is not been in the lounge. If you have someone that you would like to keep from getting the lounge please let the owners know.

Jail Time For Insurance Evaders? Yes, Said Fox News
source: http://swampland.blogs.time.com/2010/04/14/jail-time-for-insurance-evaders-yes-said-fox-news/ Posted by Kate Pickert Wednesday, April 14, 2010 at 2:33 pm A little more than a week ago, Tom Coburn did something fairly courageous by political standards. At a town hall meeting in Oklahoma, the conservative Republican senator referred to House Speaker Nancy Pelosi as a “nice lady” and criticized Fox News. (He was briefly booed for the Pelosi comment.) After an audience member mentioned “the possibility of imprisonment” for those who don't buy health insurance, Coburn told her, “The intention is not to put anybody in jail. That makes for good TV news on FOX but that isn't the intention.” (This is true, the reform law expressly prohibits the government from jailing anyone who fails to either obtain health insurance or pay a tax penalty.) Then, last night Fox News's Bill O'Reilly raked Coburn over the coals for his comment about the network. O'Reilly said no one had ever ap

Bath Time Fun
I walk into the bedroom and grab my tattered redfleece robe. As I'm walking out of the bedroom my eyesfall to the open drawer of my dresser where my pantiessit. There, nestled between Cat in the Hat panties andHello kitty panties, is my vibrator, 2 porns and abottle of lube in a plastic baggy so that it does'tleak onto my panties. I bite my lip and stare into thedrawer. I've never done that in the bathtub, I think.I wonder what that would be like.Well, I guess I'm going to find out. I grab it out ofthe drawer and go into the bathroom, shutting off thewater. I dip my toes in the water and realize it'sstill a tad bit to hot so I turn the cold water onfull force. Now I'm really itching to get into thebath and try masturbating in water. Finally! Thewater is the perfect temperature. I slowly slide intothe water, the warmth enveloping my body, sendingslight prickles through my skin because although it'sthe perfect temperature, it's still warm enough toprickle my skin. I run my fingers throu

Sniping The Kids.
"You seem to be under the impression that I'm kidding. Look at my face, Do I seem like the kind who enjoys talking for the fuck of it?" Looking up from the rifle in his hands, the boy looks at the fat mans face. Gold teeth spread about his almost as yellow teeth. Bags under his eyes from lack of sleep. Nicotine stains on his prematurely gray mustache. Nothing about the face seemed human, let alone humane. "But...They're just kids." "You ever been outside the gates, kid?" Looking into his eyes, the fat man cut him off just as he opened his mouth. "No. Of course not. See it in your eyes. You've heard stories though, right? Well, let me inform you of what no one talks about. Out there, the roaches don't live by any morality that you do. Morales are a luxury. Out there, every pair of hands either has a gun, or falls victim to one that does. This includes women, and yes, children. You're gonna get out there, and you're gonna get into a firefight. And at some point, you'll see one.

Worrying
In this world you have two things to worry about: Whether you are rich, or whether you are poor. If you are rich you have nothing to worry about. If you are poor you have two things to worry about: Whether you are healthy, or whether you are unhealthy. If you are healthy you have nothing to worry about. If you are unhealthy you have two things to worry about: Whether you will live, or whether you will die. If you live you have nothing to worry about. If you die you have two things to worry about: Whether you go up, or whether you go down. If you go up you have nothing to worry about.

6 Again
But To Be 6 Again . A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, watching his wife, who was looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile

Iceland Hates Us
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Serious Money!
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A Message From Your Addiction
I've come to visit you once again. I love to see you suffer mentally, physically, spiritually, & socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want you jumpy & nervous & anxious. I want to make you agitated & irritable so everything & everybody makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be confused & depressed so that you cant think clearly or positively. I want to make you HATE everything & everybody-especially YOURSELF! I want you to feel guilty & remorse for the things you've done in the past that you'll never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry & hateful towards the world for the way it is & the way you are. I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything BUT your addiction for the way things are. I want you to wake up all hours of the night screaming for me. You know you cant sleep without me; I'm even in your dreams. I want to be the first thing you wake up to every morning & the last thing you touch before you black o

Music Review: Static Thought – The Motive For Movement
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Asking For Stuff In Status (all Friends Read )
sO YER AS YOU KNOW IM MAD ANNOYING LATELY IN MY STATUS WITH WANTING TO BUY BOMBS AND HH AND 11'A AND ASKING PEOPLE TO RATE ALL PICS ETC ETC ALOT OF PEOPLE DO IT HERE ...BUT I JUST WANNA LET U ALL KNOW IM VERY THANKFUL FOR THOSE THAT HELP AS WELL AS THOSE THATPUT UP WITH MY ANNOYING ASS LOLI ANNOY MYSELF SOMETIMES HAHAIM JUST TRYNG TO GET TO ORACLE SO I CAN PIMP MY FRIENDS AND PEOPLE WHO HELP ME ETC ...28 IS MY GOAL SO I WONT E ASKING FOR HELP NEARLY AS MUCH AFTER I HIT 28 ..AND IM ALMOST THERE SO YER THANX FOR EVERY THING I LUB YA ALL ... THNX FOR LUVING MY ANNOYING ASS HAHA :) btw when i ask to buy bling packs that is not for my own use its to gift others and when i hit 28 i wont be "Selling" my pimps ethier ... its more of a thankyou for people helped me and helping friends etc etc ... the reson i wanna hit 28 so bad is not selfish ...

Army Mom's Prayer~ Please Dear God, Return Him Home Safely~
For You My Son Chad~ I held you as an infant; I hugged you as a boy and through the years you have become my greatest pride and joy. I love you more than I can say, your life more precious than my own, but gone are the whims and notions of my little boy that I had known. For the years have passed so quickly since the time it all began and now you stand before me with the conviction of a man. You wanted to serve our country, you stated with pride as I try to sort out the emotions that I'm feeling deep inside... A union of the uncertain fear, which I cannot control and the allegiance which lies deep within my patriotic soul. I trust that my years of guidance will serve as a strong foundation as you perform the duties requested from this beloved nation. God please, please, I beg you, guide him as he travels to the places our soldiers have bled and walk with him through pathways where those heroes' feet have tread. Oh Sweet Land of Liberty, humbly I giv

Lucky Me
I'm in love, Lucky me, I found a girl, She's called Ellie, She's smart she's funny she's all mine, She took my hand and I felt fine, I think of her everyday, She makes my worries go away, I saw her and I knew, I saw her pretty eyes of blue, I saw her lovely golden hair, I couldn't help but stop and stare, I saw her and she saw me, She loves me back, hopefully, There's no one else I do prefer, Lucky me to have found her.

~a Creed To Live By~
A CREED TO LIVE BY "Don't underestimate your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you will live all the days of your life. Don't five up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; the fastest way to lose love is to hold to it tightly; and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.. Don't dismiss your

Yesterdays Tears~
I wrote this what seems like a lifetime ago Yesterdays Tears Wish I could say, wish i knew how much longer, i'm to be without you Cold dreary days wreck my mind wandering around so lost, so blind Trying to lose myself, another place and time Looking around for some reason or rhyme Make the days faster, make life pass me by, let tomorrow be the last day without you by my side Let yesterdays tears of sadness be todays tears of happiness Lets walk through forever, starting today Take my heart, my hand, lead the way.

Today's Fu Birthdays..
Here’s wishing a very Happy Birthday today to: Jezziebelle KO@ fubar And Fubar’s own… esixfiddy@ fubar Maybe I should do birthday blogs more often. Lol. Hope you all are having an amazing weekend! ….more fun this week I’m sure…

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~i Believe~ I Really Like This One. :)
*~I BeLieVe.......~* I believe -. . . that just because two people argue, it doesn'tmean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue, it doesn'tmean they do.I believe -. . . that we don't have to change friends if weunderstand that friends change.I believe -. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they'regoing to hurt you every once in a while and you mustforgive them for that.I believe -. . . that true friendship continues to grow, evenover the longest distance. Same goes for true love.I believe -. . . that you can do something in an instant thatwill give you heartache for life.I believe -. . . that it's taking me a long time to become theperson I want to be.I believe -. . . that you should always leave loved ones withloving words. It may be the last time you see them.I believe -. . . that you can keep going long after you think youcan't.I believe -. . . that we are responsible for what we do, nomatter how we feel.I believe -. . . that either you control your at

~rules For Being Human~
Rules for Being Human 1. YOU WILL RECEIVE A BODYYou will like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period(This time around).2. YOU WILL LEARN LESSONSYou are enrolled in a full-time school called life. Each day in thisschoolyou will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like thelessons, or not.3. THERE ARE NO MISTAKES, ONLY LESSONSGrowth is a process of trial and error, of experimentation. The "failed"experiment is as much a part of the process as the experiment thatultimately"works."4. A LESSON IS REPEATED UNTIL LEARNEDA lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you havelearned it.When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.5. LEARNING LESSONS DOES NOT ENDThere is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you arealive,there are lessons to be learned.6. "THERE" IS NO BETTER THAN "HERE"7. OTHERS ARE MERELY MIRRORS OF YOUYou cannot love or hate something about another person unless itreflects toyou something you love or hate ab

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[in Search Of The Black Tetra-star:2. Scrap Building]
I won't say I spent most of yesterday building parts from scrap because that would be a lie No.I spent MOST of yesterday on the phone... I'm seriously gonna start telling people any phone call over 30 minutes may result in me putting in my headpiece and returning to what I was doing. So this step I took two solid four sided columns (think an elongated cube) about .50 inches on its sides. Hacked it off at 8mm, cut a 45* angle on the tips of both sidesand cut the column in half ... and I said to myself "man this is the start of a great wing, or fin, or ... booster" in fact if I laid them side by side I could do all kinds of interesting back structures I could even fan em out but that wasn't the idea anyway, so I decided to fix the struts upright (after hours of deliberation and repositioning) adjacent to the backpack, between the shoulders and neck. I then put the cut-off triangles on the back of the upright columns to create a more interesting geometric shape and THEN I g

Hell
you gotta love this guys explanation of hell... The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.

Clothing Donations
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Screaming Thoughts
The thoughts that go screaming threw your head. Wanting nothing but to just scream at the top of your lungs TO HELL WITH IT ALL. Yet you cant you just keep going on. Is all you want is to be just left alone or for someone to acctually understand you. How hard is it for someone to undertand another person. Wishing to beable to just grab ahold of a person and just look at them and tell them what they are doing wrong and what to do to fix it. If only you could. Life is not hard, it is you who makes it that way. Sure you come across oppsticals but thats what makes you learn better for the next time. Why is it so hard for people to say what they truley mean or what they want to say, or what there true ententions are? I know why, its easier to live a lie and get what you want from people then it is to just tell the truth. Some times its hard to find where the lye is, or when its coming out. Dont worry ill always find it. There not hard to deteckt. I suppose ill just sit here pulling my hair

My Fuwedding!!!
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Smile This Way
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Ever Notice On Here....
How people here seem to get upset so easily??? I mean its just a website...Not real life...and people here seem to take it so seriously.... Also, ever notice how you cant get through to some people??...You try to warn them about things and they allow themselves to be duped by another person...WTF is that about??? I just dont know about people here....Its all supposed to be about having fun and enjoying yourself here but there are those that take away from it and create unneeded drama for others here... Weigh in and tell me your thoughts...

How To Make A Salute
How do I make a Salute?Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo.1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address;http://fubar.com/user/2134220 )3. AND, the words: fubarThe following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute:You wearing a fubar t-shirt or you in front of your fubar homepage (not your profile page or any other fubar page) that is CLEARLY visible.Photoshopped or any “type” print will NOT be accepted. Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted.

Lonely.... (nsfw?)
why is it that the harder i try, the farther goals seem to be, if a good, or bad, girl, or woman, reads this let me know, it feels like i'm drowning in a sea of loneliness and someone can save me, but they just look away, am i just destined to be alone for the rest of my life? will i be the single guy at all of my friends weddings? IS THERE ANY GIRL OUT THERE IN OKLAHOMA THAT IS SINGLE?!?! i lose sleep at night because my mind is always awake it seems, i ponder the meaning of life, my only escape is the internet, video games, and books, i've never had sex, i want to learn, i want to please a woman at least once in this thing i call a life, some one, any one, message me, if u want to, i at least want to have a glimmer of hope at the end of the tunnel, i'm not just looking for sex, i want a life, i want someone i can hold for hours just because i love them.

Why I Don't Go To The Gym...
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Hmmmm Alot Has Changed.....
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New Joke=very Funny
Ok, this is a story about a group of leaders from four different countries that somehow end up going to hell together as a group. The leaders included the President of Russia, Prime Minister of Great Britain, The President of China, and The president of the USA, Barack Hussein Obama. When they arrive in hell, they are brought before one of satan's senior advisors who informs the leaders that they are entitled to one phone call each to anywhere and for as long as needed. So the Russian President makes the first call and wraps it up in about 30min. Next, the Prime Minister of GB makes their call and it lasts for over an hour. The president of china gets one the phone and talks for 45min. Finally, the US president makes his call which lasts for three and a half hours. A few moments later, the satanic advisor presents each leader with their bill for the call each one made. The Bristish PM looks at the bill and reads aloud, "My My, $350 is quite expensive", the Russian president loo

Warped &twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted. So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted. Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted. On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped 7 twisted. Burnt out, wasted, empty & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here warped & twisted

Slow Tears
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek. I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again, you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control. But not today not now. Now you look so scared like for once you dont have the answer. I look at you looking deep into those beautiful eyes. Hoping to understand why you've said the those things you did. I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you

Dead Inside
Ask me what's wrong and then walk away push me aside before I can stay Act like I have someone tell me that you care the more days pass I realize no one's really there Be the way the world will treat me make me realize love is really a lie show the emptiness I'll have forever make me want to give in and die

Please Love...
Please Love take me away, Release me from all this confusion and pain. This constant feeling...these constant actions, The things i think...i cannot explain. I cannot continue on like this, Everything is far from being ok. Because i am not the type to fight back, They see me as the easy prey. Every day my sanity is tested, And my walls start to be built once more. If things remain the same, I will be even more closed up than I was before. So please my Love take me away, Give me Your guidance, Your comfort, Your care. Help me feel safe again, Please let me know You will always be there. -Ravyn-

Just I Love You & Goodbye
Not once did I expect this to happen. Never in my wildest dream that I’ve fallen, To a boy who wasn’t my prince charming Nor to someone who is my friend. It must been your sweetness that melt my heart Or your gentle smile could be the start. Whatever the reason for me to feel this way One thing I know, this strange feeling grows stronger everyday All this time I’ve been praying For you to see and look at me as a lady Every now and then I woke up dreaming That I can be your girl, not just a friend Then reality broke me into pieces It wounded me bad as it came to my senses. That you belong to someone else And I’m left alone with all this heartaches A few might have a clue But nobody knows the pain I’ve been thru They can’t guess the sleepless nights Nor count the tears I’ve cried. My friends see me smiling and laughing Yet deep inside there’s no place for denying. I know a have to surrender and let go At least to cease and ease the misery Still I’d be

Pain Pain Go Away
Pain pain go away! Please do not come back another day. Tears falling down my face oh how I wish for his warm embrace. Wonder if he cares about me. Wonder if this is suppose to be. How can he stand there and break my heart How did we allow us to grow so far apart? My dreams of us being happy is not going to come true all I am feeling is down and blue. Pain pain go away bring me back to another day where he loved me and we thought we were meant to be. I will not stop loving you that much is true but I will be stronger in time and not feel so blue. you will always be in my heart even when we are apart. One day I will have that warm embrace and tears will stop flowing down my face. Pain pain go away leave me alone and do not stay.

A Broken Heart
How do I mend a broken heart? My entire world has fallen apart. How do I find hope in a brand new day, when the one I love has gone away? My mind overflows with memories of you, of all that we've shared, all that we knew. I long for your touch and your warm embrace, the look in your eyes, the smile on your face. My dreams are filled with your soft gentle kiss, I wake and cry for all that I miss. How do I mend a broken heart, when my one true love and I are apart? My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do? Our moments together were precious and few, but I cherished them all more than you knew. I love you my angel and always will, I loved you then and I love you still.

Falling Apart
I've given away my heart, So it could be torn into pieces. He left me with the feelings of betrayal and being forgotten. I'm so in love, yet so alone, a few months thrown away. Feeling his absense hurts the most. My constant urge to call is almost taking over, while on the other side, my cycle of feelings starts with rage. Slowly going into sadness, rage again, desperation, devastation, and finally denial. Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness. Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between. This so-called love has taken over my life leaving me distracted. Days pass by and now my emotions are going crazy. Leaving me no choice but to vomit. To empty my pesimistic thoughts. To stop thinking my life is over. To stop my tears everynight from falling. To stop feeling like my heart has shattered into fifty pieces. The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery. But soon enough I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle. I need

Are You This Man
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You Said
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Why Cancer
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Ambiguous, He Was.. && So Damn Good At It Too
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Her Hand
To hold the hand,That leads to her smile.To do thisjust once,I would walk endless miles. To know I was the reason,To ever put a smile on her face.Then my heart would know,It had found its rightful place. So beautiful,offer me your hand,And your smile I hope will Shine.And truely mine will glow,From deep in this heart of mine.

That Crazy Insane Nineteen Gullotine
My shit is more ill then dead meats. Watch as it kill it over beats. You ain't never heard of me. I mince ya like meat. I ain't a sweet treat. Make motherfuckers retreat. Have ya go back for what you not worth before your rebirth. Put ya put ya i'll put ya dead in ya coffin. What the fuck you think you stopping. Ain't even in no motion. Just cause you wasn't choosen. Fuck get ya head cracked open. You wasn't to be spoken. I hate fake ass wannabe spying bitches. That think they can thought they can get with this wickedness. Leave motherfuckers scared shitless. From trying to put out a diss. Instead of swinging fist. I'm pist for my shit not to be added to a playlist. Not rich but tired of ya stench no bench. I put an end to ya dismise. Don't be wise to think that you can get on by. I won't let ya through who are you fuck you. I got one thing that i need & thats all it gone be. Kick the flow & energy loving my girl kelly much. All ya other wack ass groupie wannabe bitches ain't shit. But

A Painted Romance
As I whisper I love you in your ear.....the wind blows gently through your hair...The smell of roses sets the mood...while a spanish cuarteto plays in the backround in a courtyard that can be seen from the mountain range....This moment shall live and be painted on our hearts of canvas.........................by J.E.Bischoff

9 Surprising Symptoms Of Stress
When was the last time you went through a period of stress? Can you remember the way your body reacted? Chances are you didn't feel quite like yourself. Health experts say that stress can come with some pretty surprising symptoms-from forgetfulness to nausea to skin rashes. Is your body sending you an S.O.S. that you shouldn't ignore? Read on to find out if stress is taking a toll on you-and what you can do to reverse the effects. 1. Tweaked MusclesThe pain in your neck that you attributed to long hours at the computer could actually be a symptom of stress. "Stress definitely affects our musculoskeletal system, resulting in tight, contracting muscles and/or spasms in muscles," explains Elizabeth Lombardo, PhD, MS, PT, a psychologist and physical therapist in Wexford, Pennsylvania, and author of A Happy You: Your Ultimate Prescription for Happiness. "It gets us ready for fight-or-flight, although unlike our cavewomen ancestors, we don't actually need our bodies to react l

When You Fall
Someday I will be there,To gently catch your fall.Because the day that happens,You wil have given the greatest gift of all. No gold or mans wealth,Could be greater than this.The one gift you could give,And fill my life with eternal bliss. Beautiful I will wait for your fall,Then from you never again be apart.Because on that wonderful day,You will have handed me your heart.

Rebirth
A bird is still a bird... No matter how many feathers it sheds... Time will take it's place and make it right again... A bird is not sad... Knowing the outcome... It waits... With patience... It is not a healing process... It is a rebirth... The bird will be stronger then before... The bird will fly again... by J.E.Bischoff

Heart &soul
Feel my heart... Feel my soul... An you will know I love you... Comfort my heart... Comfort my soul... An you will know I will be there for you... Take my heart... Take my soul... An I will never leave you... Don't play with my heart... Don't play with my soul... An I will be true to you... by J.E.Bischoff

Soul To Soul
I don't own you..for you are not a object.... I will not tell you what to do...unless you ask... I will be there if you need me..... I am strong at heart and I will share it with you.... I love you for who you are....Not what I want you to be... by J.E.Bischoff

Oprah Not Interested In Finding Her Dad
Oprah’s alleged dad wants her to admit he fathered her with the mother in 1954. Norh Robinson, a broke Mississippi farmer, is in a VA hospital and wants to talk with her before he clocks out. He also wants a DNA test done to validate his claim. Well, she is conveniently ignoring the old guy. You would think Oprah would welcome finding her dad. Apparently not. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/17/dirt-poor-mississippi-farmer-claims-hes-oprahs-dad/ BlastFM welcomes you to find us as your internet radio station. Here you go www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Think Pastel Steel Blue Frost
Because American automakers have found that people don’t like driving green-colored cars, they’ve instructed their salespersons to not call them “green” but rather “pastel steel blue frost”, at least according to one radio advertisement I heard this week. I’m still trying to see what’s green about frost, though … so this is my weekend with Sarah and Jeffrey while my wife Martha with her sisters Mary and Margaret (a.k.a. the sisters Fix) bowl for their league at a state tournament. This year it’s being held in Dickinson that is nearly four hours and one time zone southwest of us. Martha and I have memories of that place from when we lived in Halliday that was one hour less away; in fact, it’s the nearest major town we could go to for major grocery shopping and otherwise make a day of it! But let’s get back to last night; I went home after my day at the office even though Sarah and Jeffrey were over at Margar

So Lovely
Love letter to the woman in my life. I'm so in love so involved. Oh how it feels to have you around. & be appreciative caring about me. I feel the same way of you & looking to connect it even more when your here. Next to me holding me & my arms around your waist. Looking in your face at your eyes. & our lips touching gently as they feel on each other. I'm glad to hear how i make you feel. Let all run down inside as it gets you feeling. That there is no one else can make ya feel like do & keep ya safe. & alright that i hope you sleep good tonight. Thinking of me. All comfy alone in your bed. Wishing i was beside you. Kissing you on your forhead. Waking up together. Always & will be forever kelly my dear i love you. & glad to be come around make you smile laugh & hear you. I only hope when you read this. Your heart only be pounding making you blush more & always feeling that there is someone you can count on. This may not be a good letter. I always hope your well & feeling better.

Lmfao- My Sb When I Was Bored- Im Shocked He Kept Talking To Me
2000 years...: me licia: me what? 2000 years...: na i just wanted to see if you respond licia: umm okay... 2000 years...: from where are you? licia: from the land where people read profiles, you? 2000 years...: maybe i read it and i just forgot im from pr 2000 years...: ill go read 2000 years...: hey it dosnt say from where you are licia: it says united state

Damn! You Sexy!
One look into your sexy eyesHad me frozen. I was hypnotized.The thought of tasting those sweet juicy lipsHas my mind doing backflips.Watching you strut your thicknessHas me feverish with lovesicknessDamn! You sexy. So hot, it's a shameYou have a brother forgettin' his name.

A Mother's Love
A mother's love starts at the moment in which we are conceivedWhen we are born it is one of the first gifts we receiveHer love sees us through all our ups and downsEven when she is no longer aroundHer love does not stop after her deathIt continues to flow through the children she leftKnow that her love will see you through this.A mother's love is forever.It is timeless.

Bored.
Good evening, Fubar. Allow me first to apologize for the constant mumming. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this April the 17th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into boxes, and men with orange names will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is somethin

My Car Fah-king Hates Me
So yea, I had some car trouble late last year, and ended up replacing my starter this past January. Some folks might remember me bitching about it. Well, it's happening again. I'm having the same issues with it intermittently not starting, to the point I've been about stranded twice in the past 72 hours. I just spent the afternoon fucking around with it, to pretty much surmise I need another starter. I think my car has obtained some of my bad mojo that I have such an abundant supply of.

Cops Getting Caught On Camera Increases Scrutiny
CHICAGO (AP) — Minutes after a suburban Chicago police officer was charged with striking a motorist with his baton, prosecutors handed out copies of a video showing the beating — taken by a dashboard camera on the officer's own squad car.In California, after a transit cop and an unruly train passenger slammed against a wall during a struggle and shattered a station window last fall, video from a bystander's cell phone was all over the Internet before the window was fixed.The same cell phones, surveillance cameras and other video equipment often used to assist police are also catching officers on tape, changing the nature of police work — for better and worse.Some say cameras are exposing behavior that police have gotten away with for years. But others contend the videos, which often show a snippet of an incident, turn officers into villains simply for doing their jobs, making them targets of lawsuits and discipline from bosses buckling to public pressure."We tell our

Danny Glove Arrested
GAITHERSBURG, Md. (AP) — Actor Danny Glover and 11 others have been arrested during a labor union protest at the Maryland headquarters of a food service company.Montgomery County police spokesman Capt. Paul Starks says Glover and others stepped past yellow police tape and were asked to step back three times at Sodexo headquarters. When they refused, Starks says officers arrested them.The dozen were issued citations for trespassing and let go. Starks says they face a $1,000 fine or 90 days in jail.Starks says organizers told police beforehand that some would risk arrest.The Service Employees International Union was protesting what it calls Sodexo's unfair and illegal treatment of workers. Sodexo says the union was spreading misinformation.A publicist for the "Lethal Weapon" actor declined to comment.

Really Quick
What is it with all the stupid HH pics? Can't people just put up a NORMAL picture, one that does NOT move or flash up there? Yeah I know, it works...it got my attention, but I'm not clicking so it's not really the BEST advertisment. Ugh. btw, how do you send rounds now? I can't find the link.

'nother Comp
Sooo it's a cruisy Sunday morning and I'm feeling a little evil. So here's another competition (yeah I know most of my whoring friends have already bought their autos - but it's not like you bastards aren't going to whore again!): Rules: Judges' decision is final (Hellyion is a judge...if you can't delete a cheater (I've tried) make it so she can't compete) No discussions on said decision will be entered into (except ones that end up in you looking like an idiot for trying) Winner gets the choice of 3 of the prize pack. Second place gets choice of 2 of the leftovers, and third places gets 1 of whatever's left then. (It's not as complicated as it sounds, first in first served). Yes you can work together but you have to let us know at the start - we get confused easily. Prize Pack: Auto 11s or Bomb bling Much-wanted, but never seen, toe salute from Hellyion NSFW salute from me Cougar bling (if it's still there - similar if it's not) for someone of your choice Hellyion

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

Just To Taste You
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so much pleasure For ecstasy is here With you

Do I Go Boondack Saint?
I really need some help as I am VERY confused here. My niece, 16 yrs. old was raped. The rapist has been arrested, he will go to jail regardless (he's claiming consentual sex) as he is an adult and she is a child. To make this all the worse, she was set up by another girl who lured her and played look out. That 'girl' is an adult, 18yrs. old. From what my sister has told me, as my niece screamed and begged for the rapist to stop... the girl mocked her and told her 'it always hurts the first time.' and 'you know you want it. As of yet, the 'girl' has not been arrested but should be on Monday on endangering the welafare of a child. She has also been threatening my niece all week. If you've read my about me, you know i was once in the seminary to become a priest. My younger brother was in the seminary longer. He is a very peaceful and cool headed man, with a family of 5 children, the niece in question isn't his. I left the seminary and, well let's say I went a VERY different d

Newsrag "ticker" Claims Women Have An 'inbuilt' Fear Of Getting Fat...
all the evidence, lots of it, to the contrary, apparently. (For just starters, consider the models in classic paintings. No shrinking violets they...) Where is the option to turn that blue "news" marquee off again? Grumble.

Straight From Satan Himself
Headaches, migraines, stress headaches, or tension headaches are straight from Satan himself. Yesterday was such a good day! It was nice outside, it was Friday, I was looking forward to eating Mexican food, and I was for all purposes headache free. BAM!!!!! 1:30am this morning and the pain wakes me up like an ice pick in the ear. I got up took a Fioricet and a shot of my Stadol nose spray to hopefully cut the headache off before it got super bad.......mission failed. The river dancing midgets have returned and have learned a new dance. Yes I'm whining because I never whine about my headaches. I usually curl up and let them run their course but I'm tired of having a headache EVERY day. I'm tired of being afraid to go places because a headache may hit and I end up in the bed for days. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK HEADACHES!!!!!! Now back to your regularly scheduled boring ass mumms.

Meeting A Special Lady
wanting to meet someone special to talk to \online and text from ym cell mabe even meet sone day, i lik eolder ladies and thick chicks too no need to be shy hit me up anytime day or nite ill get back to u as soon as i can

Just Shit In My Head Atm
Waiting On The Edge Of Whats Right For You And Whats The Right Thing To Do. There Is A Thin Line That Line Sometimes Becomes Blurred. It Even Disappears. What Do You Do Then. Do You Let Ur Heart Jump Or Do You Let Your Brain Make You See Reason. Do You leave Your Self Open To Happiness or Worse Misery. Or Do You Close Your Self Off Devote Your Self To Loneliness. What Do You Do When You See Everything You Ever Wanted But You Can't Have It. What Do You Do When You Find The Right One For You Only To Have To Watch That Person Be Happy With Another. Do You Wallow in Self Pitty Or Do You Suck It Up And Move On. What Ever You Do Don't Forget You. Only You Can Make You Happy Only You Can Love You The Way You Need. Because In The End You Is All You Have. So Treat You Right.

Spanky's Words For The Weekend
Pain...that is a word which could be used to describe the time from the moment you're born until the moment you die, life is a string of pain intermingled with a string of happiness, if we were to foresee our lives and see the pain we will suffer throughout our existence a lot would choose to end it from the moment it started, but to not live through each spell of pain to see the spells of joy would be a tragedy, because the joy we experience throughout our lives whether it be based in love, or other ways is enough to outweigh the pain

Untitled, Written By Me Again.lol
Now my thoughts turn to you, the beautiful man just beyond my grasp. I well know that this a fleeting emotion, that will soon come to pass You will never know my touch, or experience my warm embrace, butterfly kisses filled with love Or feel my gentle breath upon your face. There's nothing of me i can give to you, to keep you coming back for more, No memories i can make with you, no moments to look back and adore. So every smile and loving gesture , that i ever send your way. Is given in the hopes that somehow it'll be enough to make you stay. Written by Laura

Untitled, But Written By Me
It's hard to fathom what it would be like, to feel your body pressed to mine. Or the pleasures yet to be discovered between us burning in my mind The desire sweeping through me like blood rushing through my veins Wanting to hear your voice and taste your kiss is getting harder to contain Unknowingly you've chipped at this wall that envelopes me and weakened my defense, Opened up my heart to something new so exquisite and intense. But there still exists my inner voice that cries beneath this euphoric state And whispers softly to remind me Hearts that start to feel this safe and warm are easiest to break. Written by Laura

I Am 63 And I Am Tired!
This sums it up completely! My sentiments exactly !!! "I'm 63 and Im Tired" by Robert A. Hall I'm 63. Except for one semester in college when jobs were scarce and a six-month period when I was between jobs, but job-hunting every day, I've worked, hard, since I was 18. Despite some health challenges, I still put in 50-hour weeks, and haven't called in sick in seven or eight years. I make a good salary, but I didn't inherit my job or my income, and I worked to get where I am. Given the economy, there's no retirement in sight, and I'm tired. Very tired. I'm tired of being told that I have to "spread the wealth" to people who don't have my work ethic. I'm tired of being told the government will take the money I earned, by force if necessary, and give it to people too lazy to earn it. I'm tired of being told that I have to pay more taxes to "keep people in their homes." Sure, if they lost their jobs or got sick, I'm willing to help. But if they bought McMansions at three times the price of

...wut?
Okay, so I'm on facebook looking around and I see that a friend of mine left a review for a product she likes. So I click on the link...all I can say is WTF?!?!?! I am going to put the link in here. I would like someone to please explain this fuckery to me. Thanks. http://hyenacart.com/LittleLuxuries/

Change O.o
So I’m in another one of those moods where I wanna change some stuff. There are a few things that have already began to change and hopefully they will continue to progress in a positive manor. One of the biggest things I wanna change is my appearance, I want to lose weight but puft how many times have a said that lol, but no really I do wanna start trying harder to slim down. I would imagine a lot of people look and me and don’t really view me as girly, nor do I for that matter, but I would like to look more famine. I actually like makeup, clothes and hair but I’ve just never felt like taking time to put effort into how I look. If I wore makeup at work it would look like shit by the end of the day and I sure as hell don’t have time to re-do and touch up there. So usually I just put my hair up, usually messy as hell, and just go. I want to start actually trying to look nice on my days off, not go all out preppy makeup and shit but just a little lol. I want a styl

Own Me
Come And Bid On Me. Own Me And All The Other Fun Stuff I Have To Offer!! Click On The Link Below To Bid! Also Don't Forget To Check Out The Other Hotties!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3817717&albumid=2040202&i=1359987794&idx=3

April 17, 2010
Today we are driving down to the Oregon Coast and spend the weekend at our favorite place to hang out ... Florence, Oregon. Monday is our 24 year anniversary and we will be spending our days geocaching along highway 101 near the dunes, cliffs and lighthouses along the west coast searching for treasures. I am sure that my husband will take some pics and even some videos of us during our hunt for the geocaches. And of course tonight we will be having some real fun in our room.

Why Are The Woman On This Site Ssoooo Mean And Vicious?
I HAD TO WRITE THIS BLOG BECAUSE I FEEL THE NEED TO EXPLAIN THINGS THAT PEOPLE ON HERE REALLY DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND! THE PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST, ARE THEY TRULY YOUR FRIEND? NO MOST LIKELY YOU WILL NEVER TALK TO THE OUTSIDE THIS SITE! IN 2010 I'M NOT SURE I TRUST THAT THE PERSON IS NOT A MANIAC OR PSYCHO KILLER! TO THOSE WHO HAVE MET AND PEOPLE TURNED OUT NICE, IM HAPPY FOR YOU ALL YOU DID WAS GET LUCKY THAT THE PERSON WASNT GONNA KILL YOU! MY VIP IS GOING TO RUN OUT IN 7 DAYS AND I WONT RENEW AND I DONT WANT ANYONE TO BUY IT FOR ME I WILL ONLY DELETE IT! I DONT WANT BLING ITS FAKE, I DONT WANT BLAST, TICKERS OR ANYTHING YOU WOULD HAVE TO PAY FOR! AS FOR LVLING NOT INTERESTED! I WILL BE REMOVING MY SALUTES TODAY DUE TO THE RUDENESS OF OTHERS WHO ARE NOTHING BUT FAT JEALOUS PIGS! DO I WANT TO BE HIGH RANK ON HERE NOPE NOT AT ALL! WHEN YOU RANK HIGH ON HERE IT MEANS YOU ARE THE MOST F*CKED UP ON THE SITE! YOU REALLY IN YOUR LIFE WANT TO ACTUALLY BE FUBAR? I WILL ONLY END BY SAYIN

Falling For Someone On The Internet
First of all I want to say I am relatively new the whole Internet thing. I never bothered with computers in the past till my parents forced me to move to Florida with them last year till i moved back home to Colorado shortly after my 19Th birthday in January. Happiest day of my adult life when I left Florida to come back home. Anyway, when I moved to Florida I felt so lost and lonely so I discovered the Internet to communicate to all my friends back home. I did fine a lesbian website that I thought was OK but I don't know I just couldn't really get into the topics that they had on there. Even though I am still a member of the site I don't hardly ever go on it no more. Somehow, I stumbled onto this site somehow. Oh, be careful ladies on how you type the web address. I typed it wrong one time and all I got to say, "Wow, what a site it took me too!" Since I started this site I got to say I met a lot of nice girls from all over the USA. I don't think any of them where from any other cou

Part 3 In The Girl Friday Series... Players: Girl Friday, The Boss
Girl Friday experiences practical application with the Boss's assistance I arrived a little early today and sat in my car mentally preparing myself. It is not that I dislike or even dread the job but more this overwhelming since of loss of control when I am near the Boss. One more deep breath and I exit the car to walk confidently to the office door. A quick straightening of my skirt and I go in. I am greeted by the sounds of the copy machine printing and paper being shuffled but do not see the Boss in the general area. He must be in his office, I think to myself as I walk to my desk. Again there is an envelope on my desk. It is sealed with the words 'come to my office with your uniform additions and this unopened'. Without haste I take the envelope and my little box to his office. Knocking on the door frame I wait for him to motion to me to enter. At his gesture I cross the distance to his desk and stand there. He was busy going over some papers and after signing off on

Get Nekkid With Me!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Before You Have A Massage
Before you have a massage If a person is looking for any sorts of massage, he or she has to follow the necessary conditions for physical well-being. One of the main steps is to consult with the physician, especially child, pregnancy women and ill persons. This aids to stick away from the unwanted side effects of massage practice. Also massage therapist can take a confidential medical history from you and have to sign necessary formalities. Your medical history can review deeply, and then they decide if massage is safe for you and then develop comprehensive treatment plan. Also massage practitioner will give you of their particular technique and approach on massages. They are also supposed to ask what you can expect from amassage treatment.. They will also inform that if you deserve any pain or discomfort, suddenly you should inform to them for better recovery of treatment.Massage is the relaxing method to relieve stress, pain and more. So the patient can also feel comfort with dress,

Lies
This poem is dedicated to my piece of crap ex. That is all I have to say..... Why do you lie to me? When I get upset... Is that what you want me to see? The twinge of sick I suddenly feel, When I know the lie you tell, You try harder to conceal. But you dont realize.. That I have done this before. So I know at the end, What is going to be in store. Do you like making me feel this way? Do you like to show me how easily one can betray? Please stop doing this to me, I say this with a sigh, I think you should let me be... Leave me alone to die. Lady Ravyn

Dreamer
youre always in my dreams at night, youre always in my thoughts, i dream about you day and night even though youre not around. i cant wait to be in your arms again. you make me a lot stronger everytime youre around me but when i feel weak youre there to pick me up and make me strong again. i couldnt have asked for a better best friend and you mean the world to me and nothing can change that. i love to see you in my dreams day or night and its only you i dream about. sometimes when i look in the mirror i see you in it with me but when i look again youre not there. now that i know youre a marine i feel alot safer and more protected and i want to thank you for that. i will always support you and you will always be in my heart

Like Poison
He controls your emotions as if you are a puppet on a string, I make you happy until he causes rain I try to be your umbrella, To shelter you from all the pain, But he is like venom deep in your veins. Poisonous is this fella, Please learn to refrain, Can't you see, he is just venomous and vain?

Rabbit Junk-washout.
I didn't go out todayI won't go out tomorrowI'll just sit at homeand wallow in my sorrowhave you got some hope i can borrowI used to think so bigI used to talk so boldam I giving up, am I getting old?how'd I get so low?no I think life owes me moreand I'm going topick myself up off the floor'cause I want the fucking glorywash out go wash outI'm feeling I'm feeling like a motherfucking failureI wanna know how everyone survivesthe day jobs and debtsnot enough for rent and wounded sexwhat the fuck is nextso hard to accepthow do I get byI've been bought and soldseen hot and coldbeen bored and ignoredseen no reward for 10 years of my youthand the long line of bastardswaiting to see me pack it innow I know I'll never wincrawling under my skin,just amplify in my fuzzy fucked up mind

How Do You Tell Someone That You Want More, When You Know It Will Ruin What You Have Now?
I think this blog willl be the hardest one I have ever written. I know at times people often sit and wonder exactly how they will say each thing, and here I am finding myself at a huge loss. I am at such a loss and so confused about my pure existance right now. I know that some of you who read this just will not understand how I am feeling, but on the other hand I bet there will be some that will be like, "Oh yeah I know exactly how she feels!" I guess I should begin since I do have so much on my mind right now. You see awhile back ago I kind of gave up on love, I ended up in the hospital over it and everything. My so called fiancee had deeply killed who I was and who I wanted to become. She was everything to me, my life and yeah I see now that I just held on too tight. When she just up and abandoned me I thought what the hell there is no such thing as in love. I wanted to give up. But then I met someone, someone that I see as a perfect angel. Only problem is we live so far a

What I Feel Right Now!
like i said a friend is not suppose to stab you in the heart even though i get it you have a feeling of the what if's but you always ended up screwed and me trying not tell i told you so it breaks my heart you wait to the last minute thinking i be okay no i be okay if you would of told me two weeks ago so again i end up hurt and on the back burner one day i'm going decided maybe your not worth it cause it sucks on how i feel right now i've been there for when others wouldnt or didnt want to i treated you better then a girlfriend would after time and time again i told you tell me straight up it wouldnt be as bad but your scared to hurt my feelings you hurt my feelings more waiting almost to the last minute or after shit happens we had our back and forths but friends we stayed i still think you dont know what you want cause you hear what sounds good that those bitches tell to make you drop everything and do things for them and what they need and what bout you!?!?! But some reason a frien

What Would You Do?
If I left tomorrow and never came back, would you miss me? If i showed up at your door dressed sharp as a tack, would you kiss me? If I were rain, would you run for cover or twirl about and dance in me enjoying nature's phenomenon? If I were snow, would you hide from me next to the fire place, or come out and throw me about in a friendly fight? If I were sunshine, would you bathe in me, or slather on the sunscreen in fear that I may cause cancer? If I were a wind, would you let me run my cool fingers through your hair, or would you tie it back and let me pass you by? If i showed you who I am, would you accept me? Or would you just be like the rest and say, "You're sweet, but..." then run like hell and/or just be polite? If I told you I can't live without you...

Did You Hear B J Today
He has to keep this website running and many blessings and many thanks for my many thanks and blessings of family and friends on here. Let us forgive Baby J, even if he is not a Christian, for he has sinned greatly, but he has allowed a Christian voice on this website so mercy unto him as long as he believes in freedom of religion and speech. I f nothing, he has believed in the constitution.

On The One And The Many, Unity And Diversity
PANTHEISM - is the belief that the universe is divine and nature is sacred.It fuses religion and science, and concern for humans with concern for nature.It provides the the most solid basis for environmental ethics.It is a religion that requires no faith other than common sense, no revelation other than open eyes and a mind open to evidence, no guru other than your own self.UnityAll things in the universe are one. They began as one. They may end as one. They are all made of the same basic matter/energy, and they interact with one another, constantly.All things on earth are one: plants, animals, rocks, oceans and atmosphere. All living creatures had a common origin, all depend on each other, and shape and are shaped by non-living things. Life has radically altered the earth's atmosphere, and molded many aspects of its geology. The Gaia system is an organic evolving whole embracing the biosphere, hydrosphere, lithosphere and atmosphere.All humans on earth are one. We descend from the sam

Nude Art Is Not What You Think
I like art as long as it’s good art. I just can’t grasp this exhibition going on at the Museum of Modern Art in New York. The exhibition is nude people posing in various positions. The problem is the patrons are grabbing the figures and the art doesn’t like it. I wonder if I stood in my front yard naked if that would be considered art? Fat chance. http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/04/16/nude-models-new-york-museum-groped/?test=latestnews BlastFM doesn’t need gimmicks to attract listeners. We do it playing great rock music. Listen and hear for yourself www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Words
LIES...EVERYTHING THAT COMES OUT YOUR MOUTH. EMPTY WORDS ARE ALL YOU SPEAK. UNABLE TO FACE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND THE THINGS YOU CHOOSE TO DO. USER...WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO TO EVERYONE WHO COMES IN CONTACT WITH YOU. DENIAL....SOMETHING YOU LIVE IN DAILY. WHEN WILL YOU ADMIT TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU WHO/WHAT YOU ARE? SELF ABSORBED.....YOU SAY YOU CAN GET ANYTHING YOU WANT. YET YOU HAVE NOTHING TO CALL YOUR OWN. YOU SIT THERE AND THINK THAT EVERYTHING IS GOIN TO GO YOUR WAY EVERYTIME YET NOTHING GOES THE WAY YOU WANT. PEOPLE GET CLOSE TO YOU AND YOU HAVE TO RUN. WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF? THEY WILL SEE YOU FOR WHAT YOU REALLY ARE OR THEY WILL FIND OUT THE TRUTH ABOUT YOU? WHAT DEEP SECRETS YOU HOLD THAT YOU FEAR YOURSELF? YOUR NOT SCARED OF OTHERS YOUR SCARED OF YOURSELF. THAT ALONE IS A SHAME FOR NOT MATTER WHO YOU ARE YOU SHOULD NEVER FEAR YOURSELF FOR IF YOU DO YOU WILL JUST BE WRITTEN OFF AS NOTHING BY ALL WHO SEE THROUGH YOU!

New Drink
New Drink A woman and her boyfriend are having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink and wants to order it for him. He gives in. The bartender puts a salt shaker, a shot of baileys, and a shot of lime juice on the bar. She explains "first you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, Next you drink the shot of baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice. "He goes along to please her. He puts the salt on his tongue-salty but ok. He drinks the shot of baileys-smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks, "this is ok." Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In 1 sec the sharp lime taste hits. At 2 secs the baileys curdles. At 3 secs the salty, curdled taste and mucous-like consistency hits. At 4 secs it feels as if his mouth is full ofnasty salty snot. When he finally chokes it down he says "Yuck what do you call that drink? She smiles widely and says "Blow Job Revenge."

Just Some Thoughts.
Life is made up of cause and effects. One slight difference and you will have a completely different outcome. I don't hold regrets. Life is to short to constantly question "what if". Sometimes it just leaves me dumbfounded knowing if I made just a few slight adjustments to choices in my past; I would be in a completely different place living a totally different life.

Lost In You
I always knew that you'd come back to get me And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy To go back to the start to see where it all began Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends You tried to lie and say I was everything I remember when I said I'm nothing without you (I'm nothing without you) Somehow I found a way to get lost in you Let me inside, let me get close to you Change your mind, or get lost if you want me to Somehow I found a way to get lost in you You always thought that I left myself open But you didn't know I was already broken I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad But pulling away took everything I had You tried to lie and say I was everything I remember when I said I'm nothing without you (I'm nothing without you) Somehow I found a way to get lost in you Let me inside, let me get close to you Change your mind, or get lost if you want me to Somehow I found a way to get lost in you In you The pain of it all The rise an

From:peyton
Hello World,Its me again I am the type of person that hates to repeat herselve. I have been asked about my friends and family ranking again,all I have to say to that is please read the previous blog. I will how ever repeat this,maybe not in the same words but same meaning. Don't challenge me over Jeff(Fujeff).What we do is our business.He is my lifeline,my heart,don't go there.Most of all he is my best friend and we are going bike riding next month.What we do has nothing to do with me talking to you.It is totally seperate.Keep it there.Don't ever threaten me it will not work.Im a mom are you kidding me.lmao Let me let you in on a little secret.He knows I flirt,talk and many other things on here with men.He lets me be my own person.A matter of fact it isn't a let at all,He knows I am an adult and respects me just for that and allows me to make decisions and the funny thing is all he wants is to make me smile and happy.He doesn't expect anything from me. This man should never be tr

May 2011
in the lead up to the Mayan prediction of the end of the world on Dec 21st 2012...., May 11th is when we will see a very veyr bright star which they call the 2nd sun . there's alot of scientific/astronomonal back up to their theories then just simple words. three times as more eathquakes/volcano eruptions and more powerful hurricanes/cyclones, larger glaciers melting and breaking off and a very evil looking Pope to top it off. if we do see this very bright sun like star come May of next year...should we worry? if you got time read the following.... ~~ in the next few years we will see Earth changes that will be devastating to all living creatures on the planet. There will be compound crisis' happening at the same time in our cosmos. Planet X will be returning from its 3600 year orbit around our solar system. Which will bring with it six orbiting satellites with it. This return of Planet X will disrupt our solar system, and especially Jupiter, Neptune, Uranus, Venus, and the Ea

~desiderata~
-- written by Max Ehrmann in the 1920s -- Not "Found in Old St. Paul's Church"! -- see below Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especi

Shall I Stay Or Shall I Go?
Well my pets....if anyone actually reads my statuses ..you'll know Ive been a tad miffed and getting ready to delete my account...Last night I was told something that gave me alot to ponder...I was told by some random futard that I am not fu material...At first , Im not going to lie this really bothered me..but Ive given this alot and I mean alot of thought.. What the fuck is Fu Material anyways and how the hell do I not meet this certain criteria? Hmmm................Ok so lets get this straight, Im not a drama queen, I dont show my goods for bling, I dont beg, I dont backstab, I dont make this sight my real life.....ok so far this is not bad in my book! Ok so Im not a skinny gorgeous sex goddess! WTF Cares! Ive lost 135lbs in 11 months! Ive looked death in the face and made a huge step to improve my life! How many people can say that? WTF have u done to better yourselves in the past 11 months? Anyone? Some of you have sat on your asses in front of your computers and let a webs

Doc Appointment 4/16
I was scared before I wen't to see the doc today, My pain has been getting worse and I was hella nervous it was for good reason. Well I went in to discuss Bloodwork and a Ultrasound that was recently done, Bloodwork was good (thank fuck) But the Ultrasound wasn't good. My liver has Gotten bigger since my last Doc visit (The last visit revealed it was so large that it took up most of my abdomen) I have what is Called non alcoholic fatty liver disease. Basically I have the liver of a raging alcoholic except I don't drink much, it's from eating bad food. So it seems the raw food diet and the Pilates I've been doing has done no good to heal my liver. Well, she did say my muscle mass is up since I gained a little so thats good. Also my spline was enlarged, She could not find a reason as to why so I have to go in for a CT scan where they inject you with this stuff that makes you all warm. She said after that if they cannot figure out what is causing my liver and spline to become increasin

About A Certain Angel
"Angel of Mine"My heart was brokenby the trials of lifethen along came an angelthat smote my strifeThen something occuredAs I looked into her eyeslike deep liquid poolsI found myself fallingand became her foolA fool in lovewith that wondrous creaturemy focus in lifemy central featureTo stand next to in lifeand face all that will comewith her I can do itfor she is the oneforever to holdforever to lovemy eternal soulmatemy snow white dove Love you baby K

Whats Wrong Wif Ppl???
SOME ALREADY KNOW I HAVE A SEIZURE DISORDER....I CANT DRIVE & HAVE NOT DRIVIN IN AWHILE....USUALLY HAVE TO GET RIDES FROM A FRIEND OR SIS....BUT I AM NOW REALLY WANTING TO BE MORE INDEPENDENT & NOT HAVE TO ASK FOR HELP....SO I HAVE A APPT. I HAD TO BE AT TODAY AT 11:30...I TOOK THE BUS....AS WAS ON THE BUS...I WAS AMUSED TO SEE THAT SOMEONES BUSH IN FRONT OF THERE HOUSE WAS CUT IN A SHAPE OF A PENIS...."NO JOKE" I WISH I HAD A CAMERA SO I COULD PROVE IT...(ROFLMAO)THERE ARE LOTS OF DIFFERENT CHARATERS THAT I RAN INTO THREW OUT MY DAY ALSO...WHEN I BOARDED ONE BUS...THERE WAS A LADY WHO HAD A COUPLE LIL ONES ...ONE BABY AND A MAYBE 2 YR OLD....I SAT DOWN....AND I THOUGHT WAS THIS LADYS FRIEND HOLDING HER 2 Y.O....COME TO FIND OUT THIS WOMEN JUST GRAB THIS CHILD AND THE MAMA WAS OK W/IT???? I TRIED MY BEST WITH MY SPANGLISH...ASK HER...ES TU NINA SI???? TU QUEDES??? LMAO...SHE JUST SMILED AS THE LADY HELD THIS POOR LIL GIRL LMAO...THE LIL GIRL FEEL ASLEEP ON HER...SAD THING TOO WAS THE S

This Made My Day ♥
Jen showed up in my shoutbox and told me she heard a song and it reminded her of me and that I had been on her mind all day. I listened to the song and it made me cry because well....it is so much like me. We have been friends for quite awhile but just recently gotten close. I just want her and the rest of my Fu friends who will take the time out to read this to know how great I think this lady is and how much I love her. Carrying the weight on the end of a limbYour just waitin for somebodyTo pick you up againShaded by a tree can't live up to a roseAll you ever wantedWas a silent place to growPretty little thingSometimes you gotta look upAnd let the world seeAll the beauty that your made ofCause the way you hang you headNobody can tellYour my virginia bluebellMy viginia bluebellEven through the snowA flower can bloomYou just need a little pushSpring is coming soonUmbrella in the rainThey'll roll off your backBetter watcha can realize what you havePretty little thingSometi

This Is How I Feel, And If You Don't Like It, Too Bad
I'm using the font "impact" b/c it means something in this situation. Let me tell you a little something about my life: I was born in 1985 to a single mom who I just recently found out really didn't have to be single. My dad didn't leave her, SHE left HIM, and never told him she was pregnant. He found out later from someone else. My whole life I've been lead to believe that he was just some deadbeat loser (which apparently he still was) who left my mom b/c the pressure of having a 3rd child he couldn't take care of (I have 2 sisters who possibly live in the same city as me that I know nothing about), which was sort of true b/c he was skipping out on THEIR child support payments. All my life I was raised by mom and grandparents. They shared the responsibility b/c my mom was working AND going to school at the time. And my grandparents were the best thing that ever happened to me, and they say I was the best thing that ever happened to them. From Kindergarten until now I have been to

Halp?
So my b-day is coming up June 17th....I'd like to make Oracle before then.....I have abut 250 million fubucks I can sell t either get someone's points for the day or bling packs....since I have whittled my friends list down to abut 60 people I don't have the big point whores as friends....So just asking the few that read this...if you happen to know anyone looking to get a large amount of fubucks send them my way? Please?!?!?!?

The Man Law
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

Skin Breakdown And Price !
Ok so here is the deal . I make Profile Skins for fu-bucks. First off they are nothing like any of the Profiles you will see on Fubar. I take great effort in making profiles that are one of a kind and almost always personalized. I have had people say that if people get skins from me they will be wasting money on trash . This is halarious ... for every profile I make I make a full copy of just the artwork with out the skin soooooo theres proof that my skins are not trash . I post ithem in my * Profile Skins * Pic Folder . So take a look and judge yourself .. For the People wanting skins ... I usually charge anywhere from a boomerang or bomb , sometimes large amounts of fubucks depending on the art and time to make . You will be getting a Personalized profile that No one will ever have ! . So just message me with the colors and maybe a scheme such as cars , hearts , whatever and Ill get back to you

Feeling Real Again
I got my pin number for my debit card today. I am starting to feel like a real person again. I think I shall feel even more so like one once I do actually get the card and then get to start back to work on the 27th. I am counting down the days now though because I am bored to tears honestly. I guess I am going to have to figure out how to do online banking though as I bank out of state. I had this wonderful bank account back when I lived in Tennessee and I never closed it. The banks here are rude though so I refuse to bank with them again and with the day and age of direct deposit I figured it was best to just use my old bank from TN. You can pretty much pay for anything with a debit card anymore right? Anyways. How the hell are you people?

Rest In Peace Grandma
I'm numb. Five minutes ago I got off the phone with my sister. My grandmother... my last grandparent... passed away I don't even know what to do, what to say. I am posting now... just because my mind is reeling... I am in a state of shock. I have tears, but I don't know what else to do. I am sorry... I will not be myself for a while... Rest in Peace Grandmother...

Just One Look
One glance from her eyesso dark and so brown,put him under her spell,his world spun around One smile from her lips,his heart skipped a beat,her womanly spell,knocked him right off his feet One word, just one look,he flew out of control,and her magical spell,touched the heart of his soul Her voice of pure velvet,his thoughts were now drifting,her magic and laughter,her joy so uplifting For her magic, her charms,her feminine ways,would enchant him would capture him,all of his days His heart was now hers,his love hers to keep,for the power of her magic,that moved him so deep For the love in her eyes,sent him out of control,and her magical spell,played the harp of his soul.

Your Smile
Your smile awakens my soul, As the sun awakens the day. A kiss and my life is yours, It seems a fair price to pay. Your touch arouses my senses, As the moon arouses the night. Hold me and win me forever, In your arms all things are right. Your heart endures all emotion, As the sky endures all the stars. Love me and we'll have eternity, There is no greater love than ours.

Fairest Maiden For April 16th 2010
TODAY'S NOMINESS FOR FAIREST MAIDEN IS Duskylee. HER FRIENDS CALL HER AMY. AND WHAT A FRIEND SHE IS! I SHOULD KNOW, SHE PUTS UP WITH ME! A PHOTOSHOP WIZ WHO IS WILLING TO HELP ANYONE SIMPLY FOR THE ASKING. SHE EVEN CAME UP WITH THE FAIREST MAIDEN PCTURE DESIGN! DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND CHECK HER OUT! AND TELL HER THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT SENT YOU!! Duskylee owned by THESPOILED01@ fubar

Toronto Is Nice
So I arrived in Toronto after a three hour delay with British Airways, where we had to sit on the ground at Heathrow waiting for a staff member to arrive as they were a man down...three hours for this fuckwit to finally get to the airport and board the plane. I was sat beside a woman in her late 30s who did a shed load of paper work, then sat back sucked her thumb and twiddled her hair as her legs rocked up and down. The suckling noises were horrifically disturbing, here's a tip people - thumb sucking is cute in the womb on a sonar scan, not on a fully formed grown woman! I got into the city and in to the hotel in quick time, I got to bed and snored loudly and happily after the long flight. I am performing all week at YukYuk's Toronto and the local comics are lovely and the club is really cool. The weird thing is there is no break in the show and four comics do seven minutes then I go up and do 45 minutes! That's odd for me coz in the UK comics do 10 minutes, then a 20 minutes

Food For Thought.
The problem with truly loving someone is that they can bring you to the heavens or to the very depths of hell.... its worth every minute of the hell to get back to the heaven. As crazy as it may seem, for the first time, I'm truly happy... And this blog is for those of you who are working against that.... you can either be happy for me, or you can remove yourself from my friends list. I'm not playing some silly little fubar game. This is my life. This is who makes me happy. And I make him happy. I know this because we both say it every day. And to you John ... I love you thanks for being amazing.

Im A Damn Child
look at me... im 19 i still have body parts that havnt fully grown yet im lost and scared and in no way am sure where im heading in life you honestly cant look at me and go well she dosnt look that young for fuck sake i still havnt figure myself out sexualy of course im gana explore and expiriment thats what chldhood is about i party and i make mistakes im not some fantisy that u can poke with ur stick... im a girl... just cuz im legal dosnt mean im free game

With Or Without You By U2
"With or Without You" See the stone set in your eyesSee the thorn twist in your sideI wait for youSleight of hand and twist of fateOn a bed of nails she makes me waitAnd I wait without youWith or without youWith or without youThrough the storm we reach the shoreYou give it all but I want moreAnd I'm waiting for youWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayMy hands are tiedMy body bruised, she's got me withNothing to win andNothing left to loseAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or without you

ΑΘΕΟΣ
Friend told Me to post a blog… so here goesAm I the only one seeing point sluts who ARE NOT on My friends list activating their Auto 11’s in the alert box? I do not care about them or their silly points… leave it to fu to mess up what works perfectly fine….*when writing this* …I am also seeing point sluts activating their Bombs in the alert bar as well… Also am I the only one seeing point sluts photos in their “recent upload by friends box”? When I told a certain fubar Admin about this, he said that I was not telling the truth basically…well he said that was not possible …^^ screen shot just 5 mins old and hm look at all those point sluts in that box who are not on My friends list… damn I guess anything is possible like that saying says :P^^On a lighter note… damn I got rick rolled yesterday when going to click on a link a friend said was from a hot gothic model with a gas mask on and instead I found Rick

Mmhmmmmmmm
She suddenly realized that she'd walked into an adult theatre by mistake.On the giant screen in from of her, she watched in at first horror, then with increasingly fascination as the guy on the screen started to use his tongue on the young girl he was with.Damn lucky bitch Jill said, without realizing that she'd spoken aloud.It'd been far too long since she'd had oral done to her like that.She squeezed her thighs together as she felt herself becoming horny.Jill walked into the darken picture theatre, feeling lonely and a bit lost.She'd just had a fight with her boyfriend and was feeling pissed off.Once again, they'd made love, and once again, he'd left her high and dry.When they'd first met, he had been a wonderful lover, always making sure that she'd had an orgasm.Now though, all he seemed to do was to put his cock inside her and pump a few times, climax and then just get out of the bed.She felt that she was just being used simply as vessel for him to unload his

Gay Vs Straight
Seriously there are straight people there are gay people and there are bi. I happen to have bi times and imp not going to deny that but honestly if urn gay don’t make a big deal out of it. If u doesn’t want ne one to know then doesn’t say anything. hell u could be as gay as a football bat and no ones going to care as long as u don’t make a huge deal out of it. ok should everyone that is straight run around asking for a silent day to support being straight... no so just stop I’m sorry but I’m a very blunt person if u don’t like it fine stay off but other than that I don’t give a shit. I will say that so gay all I want. Nobody sees it as a problem to say that retarded or that’s stupid. And there are retarded and stupid people out there so what. At least they don't announce it to the world they just live their lives.

What Are Your Favorite Porn Clips
Being the sex addicted pervert that I am I was laying in bed at 3 am this morning thinking about my most favorite porn clips I have seen. Having seen millions thanks to the wonderful thing called internet. I began to think what if I could narrow it down to 3 clips? The first that comes to mind was a scene from one of the gobble the goo series in which the wonderful gianna michaels shows up to some warehouse looking place in a hug her body tight mini dress, and finds 5 male workers appearantly waiting for a bueatu such as she. Of course she fucks and blows them all swallowing every drop of their cum one at a time never saying hi by or kiss my ass, and then leaves. What a day that must have been. Wish I could work at a place like that!! The next is a preview I watched at www.publicdisgrace.com they have the absolute BEST vids!! They had this beautiful thing bound in what I believe was described as an armory, men and women by the scores took turns slapping, licking fucking and spitting in

Wtf
So meet someone i think is great get strong along to the most serious of extents then poof, when i try to find out whats up things start to unravel thats its all bs. After getting serverly fucked over I'm suppose to sit back and hope something comes along that is great and wonderful and perfect for me, to what see if I get fucked over again. Hmm would just like something I don't have to wait around for just to find out its bs.

Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame
{DVA}stevenoreno just KILLED Tha MothaFkn "H" and collected a bounty of $1,674,618,000, with $301,431,240 going to turf tax! {DVA} fuk_mi just KILLED =V=I=O=L=E=N=T=J= and collected a bounty of $1,307,677,000, with $235,381,860 going to turf tax! {DVA} fuk_mi just KILLED Bitch and collected a bounty of $1,047,190,000, with $188,494,200 going to turf tax! {DVA}captin_hero just KILLED D E A T H W I S H and collected a bounty of $1,351,950,000, with $243,351,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} fuk_mi just KILLED F.U. McFly Supe... and collected a bounty of $1,856,950,000, with $334,251,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} JASON just KILLED Eddiesgotagun! and collected a bounty of $2,490,000,000, with $448,200,000 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED ball buster and collected a bounty of $1,031,890,000, with $185,740,200 going to turf tax! {DVA} Snake Cha... just KILLED XpX 1 and collected a bounty of $1,201,427,000, with $216,256,860 going to turf tax! Flatulence just KILLED Rocco The Fun

Pathetic Remorse
I login to this site, yet my being is frutile An unknown presence in an overpopulated place The rare wanting for attention always going unheard For everyone seems busy, in this constant race I ponder my reasons for continuing to come here A waste of time it seems, when I'm always unnoticed Just a blimp on a radar, no one doesn't even see Wanting just a simple pleasure, a little bit of bliss I'll skim through my reasons, the few that I have Seeking proof to continue to come here and play This game with these people, so cultured and profound Or maybe I'll vanish, and come back someday Anthony don't judge me too harshly.. I haven't slept and I'm insanely bored.

Do Favors For Sexy People And They Act Like Choosy Prostitutes!
After all I was trying to do to help, she sends this: "how the fuck can u say that? my sb will be turned off now! u asshole and im blocking you pervert" She's AT FAULT! You can't expose yourself and then say "you can't say anything about me", even if she's sexy and butt naked. You can't be picky and choosy. Now, when you come down to it, her salute pics look different from her nudes, which some people may have believed that the nude pics belong to somebody else. Her boyfriend may have put those nudes up there. After all, it could be her boyfriend's page, not hers. Now, if you're here, and choose to show yourself, don't be prude, and pretend it's Myspace and expect no comments about sex. You waived that objection by putting up the nudes in the first place. After all, I've seen at least two people come in here, and post other porn stars' pics, claiming that they're them. One of them was a guy. I also seen that done twice on Hi5. My intent here is to be in a relationship. When you p

Moving
Hello my friends who read this. Well it's been a long time since I have been back on fubar so I do have news. I'm currently living in Las Vegas but I'm moving back to Viriginia Beach, Virginia end of June. If anyone is in the area or near the area feel free to get ahold of me. Looking to make new friends and hang out when I get back. *smiles*

One Of My Short Stories So Tell Me What You Think
My head aches with the throbbing pain of a 1,000 spears. At first I couldn’t remember where I’ve been or even where I am at in this duration of elapsed seconds that seemed like days. As my focus sharpens the memories strike me like a bolt from the blue. Buckling under the pressure of the flooding visions of the past, I remembered every bitter detail. Two hours earlier… He walked down the street with a brown paper bag- acting like some sort of drug pusher-feeling the heat of the street life he was condemned to at the sorry age of seventeen. What the exact story is I don’t care, but I know his mom pushed him to the streets in order to feed her famine stricken twins, barely six years old. A wave of sadness swept over me when I saw Jack walking down the alley. In the last century of my life, I witnessed this world’s decline as if it was scrapping at the garbage heap of life. Jack’s fear streamed into his voice as he started to speak, “You have no idea what I had to do to get thi

Adam Melling Wins O'neill Cold Water Classic Scotland
The Australian-strong crowd of surfers supporting their friends from the reef were having trouble containing their excitement not only at the surfing on display but also at the quality of the sets coming in to this world-class left hand reef break. “It’s been great to have the finals day in the best waves of the event,” said contest director Matt Wilson “We have achieved the grand final at Thurso East which is exactly what we wanted.” The O’Neill Cold Water Classic Series Scotland by Swatch lived up to its reputation here in Thurso for 2009. It was definitely wild – with howling winds and hailstones integrated into the competition. There was no doubt that it was cold as the surfers covered themselves head to toe in the latest wetsuit gear and the spectators braved the winds in ugg boots, and outfits more often seen in the mountains than the sea, to watch all the action. And of course it was the most Northern surf contest on the planet. As

Weirdness
**FYI** His profile says he lives in TX and his status claims he in now in Memphis. This will explain why I'm referring to both of them. D2HELL: not gonna get idnto who could whomp who thats shits stupid so good night was almost fun chatting with you D2HELL: lmao so you think Suga Lips: Well, you'd be the first dumb one so you've got that going for you D2HELL: i am not the usual guy Suga Lips: he's a big guy, people don't generally fuck with him D2HELL: i would duck lmao Suga Lips: Yeah...he'd punch you in the face, so...no D2HELL: well if he gets mad will just leave him then lmao Suga Lips: lol I doubt that

Never Knew
You were right there but didn't see the single tear roll down my cheek you were right there but didn't see the way it dropped me to my knees and the sound that my words made fell silent, like dissipated rain. and the sound that in my heart raged violent, and my chest heaved in pain. couldn't block it from my mind and i thought at the time that you were my friend found out in the end you were right there but didn'y see the single tear roll down my cheek.

That One Lady!
Theres this lady I refuse to say her name because she has made me mad... then she said she would never show me her ass again! being im the pitcher and shes the catcher this is a nightmare... She said soemthign to me so now i refuse to talk to her... untill she apologizes.. I cant exactly remeber what she said now but it hurt Seamus doesnt want to be my go between anymore.. he screws up and sends her flowers! So if you see that firey red head lady tell her im not talking to her WICKED

How To Discover A Mobile Phone Caller Timely
You pretty much had two options: either get the police involved or hire a private detective if you would like to discover a Blackberry Phone caller by name or address timely several years ago. And there weren't many people that that were overly enthused about either option. But today is not the case. Now all what you need to do is find a phone directory that specializes in this kind of search. Everyone that now would like to discover a Wifi Cell Phone caller can do it from the privacy of their home and find out personal details that just several years ago were not available to anyone a private detective or outside of law enforcement. First，you can find out a good reverse cell phone directory and then input the full Cell Phones number you are searching into the website, sit back and wait several seconds, and whether it carries the results of your inquiry，the directory will then inform you. The chances are very good your results will be available if you are

Yup
Today, everything was fine fine fine Until roundabout quarter to 9, suddenly I found myself in a bind, a bind Was it something I said Something I read And manifest that's getting you down Don't you dare come to bed with that ambiguous look in your eye I'd sooner sleep by an open fire and wake up fried Say what you will Say what you mean No, you could never offend Your dirty words come out clean, clean Tomorrow, what price will I pay Could I make it all up to you by serving coffee for two in bed, would you then give me the time of day I need a map of your head, translated into english so I can learn to not make you frown Feel better if you vent, put your frustrations into four letter words and let them out on mine The most weathered ears in town! Say what you will Say what you mean No, you could never offend Your dirty words come out clean Clean Clean Clean Clean, yeah Clean Clean, yeah Say what you will Say what you mean No, you coul

Ensign: We Can Choose To Be The Proverbs 31 People
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 16 April 2010 Proverbs 31 is usually most often remembered for its characterization of the ideal, Godly woman (“Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies.”, 10). Sometimes it’s the subject of emulation, sometimes it feels like an impossible task to be like her (e.g., “Help! I’m Being Attacked By The Proverbs 31 Woman!”, the title of an actual self-help book). But just for a moment, let’s take a look today at the first third of Proverbs 31, where king Lemuel is reiterating “the prophecy that his mother taught him” (1). Outside of this verse, we’re told nothing about the man himself; perhaps that’s because the message is meant to be applicable to

Anyone Can Make An Error, Ensign.
It becomes a mistake when you fail to correct it. That line from Timothy Zahn’s debut Star Wars novel “The Last Command” has stuck with me for years. It came to mind this morning as Martha and I went to Prairie Federal Credit Union and closed out our account for repeatedly allowing (or someone higher up the food chain being able to bypass the guards against) the holder of a WalMart credit card charging for Home Shopping Network purchases and paying with money out of our checking account. My debit card being declined last night due to a negative balance of over two hundred dollars did not and does not put me in a good mood dealing with the person at Prairie Federal who’s supposed to fix this. Despite her Clinton-like “I feel your pain” spiel (last charge we found it took her a month and a half to fix) we’d had quite enough. Alas, I can’t send my Noghri bodyguards/enforcers after her the way Grand Admiral Thrawn did a junior officer

What Happened To My Leg
My youngest son broke a china plate (he pulled it off the kitchen table), my wonderful hubby cleaned it all up for me, but when I came back into the living room, I stepped over the garbage bag that had the broekn pieces in it, but I didnt step far enough over and the plate was standing up against the edge of the bag (broken side up) and it cut the hell outta my leg as I put my foot down.. ended up with 15 stitches.. those pics were taken at the hospital rigtht after they stitched it up.... it looks (and hurts) alot more now

The Goddess Of Fire And Passion
She strolls in the room with an air of confident grace. Warmth and radiance emanate from the beauty of her face. Her eyes burn with a passion that stems from her soul. Her lips cause the men to lose control. She struts with the presence of a queen. She is truly a vision that must be seen. Her smile lights up the place like the sun above. To be around her is to know true love.

Obama
Obama has decided that there will no longer be a "National Day of Prayer" held in May. He doesn't want to offend anybody. Where was his concern about offending Christians last January when he allowed the Muslims to hold a day of prayer on the capitol grounds.

Right Or Wrong?
As some of you may remember, my brother pissed me off when I got back from stateside, and I'm still not talking to him. Need to refresh your memory? http://www.fubar.com/blog/190754/1101712 Anyways, I texted him a few weeks ago because I lent him my guitar hero game and I wanted it back. Instead of replying to me he phones my mum up and says I aint getting shit until I apologise to him. Now, he's got another thing coming if he thinks that's going to happen. I've decided I've had enough of his everything revolves around me act, however he may dress it up as something else. Think I'm right in doing so?

Someone
Someone Lost inside my head Dreaming of your embrace Where everything bad gets erased You take me to our secret place. I cant help but feel ashamed I'm not innocent, how do i aim the blame Sometimes I hate what I've become You just can't see it, I lose control I'm just so glad to see Someone else just as fucked up as me. Maybe you cant understand just how you saved me You were a hero… Just in time.. you saved my life To find this love of mine I had to die inside My heart is still cut open wide Alone with my own fears You're the only one here You won't let me hide I can't escape your love You remind me every time i see you When I fell in love for the first time And every time I hear you cry It tears me up inside I find it so hard to believe You're just as messed up as me You take everything away I could never be better off without you I never say what I don't mean And I don't care if this is just a dream

Larry King Bearly Alive Getting Divorced
Is there no end to Hollywood divorces? Now it’s Larry King is divorcing his wife of 13 years. He said cheated on him and Shawn Southwick said he cheated on her with her younger sister. If you look at Kind you might say there is not enough sex drugs he can take to get it up. No matter the King’s are going to court. Want more of the mess http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/15/larry-kings-wife-cheated-sister/ BlastFM doesn’t believe in divorce. Besides you will love BlastFM so need for court papers. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

"girl Can't Help It"...(perry/cain) One Of My Fav Old Journey Songs...
"Girl can't help it.." Journey (Perry/Cain) If he could hold her, so close in his arms...again If she could show him The letter her heart forgot to send...why They're livin' dreams on their own Ooh they'll never stop running [Chorus:] The girl can't help it, she needs more He hasn't found what he's lookin' for They're still standing in the rain He can't help it, and she's just that way And when he calls her She tells him that she still cares Under the moonlight, He wonders why she can't be there...why Why do they go on alone When they're missin' each other [Chorus 2x] There's a fire Ooh there's a fire in his eyes for you Don't you know she still cries Ooh do you know she still cries for you Fire Ooh there's a fire in his eyes for you For you she cries Ooh do you know she still cries for you Fire Ooh there's a fire in his eyes for you Ooh nothing stands between love and you

Little Reminder
Ya know what here's lil reminder to all you fakes & tricks out there. Who think they can hang. & you can't STAY THE FUCK OFF MY DICK. I got a funky wicked rhyme. So let me kick it. Listen watch how i spit it. Fuck a groupie ho name marie. Ya make me sick go choke on a dick & die bleeding while sucking on it. & fuck fake wannabe pretender hoe women. I ain't got time be dealing with ya shit. You don't like it. Then fuck you. I have a woman. Who ain't shit like you. Fugly stupid bitch. Lucky irish your ass is just a virus. Why don't you try & go out & get a date with miley cryus. Either that or go jump off a fuck a building. Cause you'll never ever have someone like me. & why the fuck would want someone like you. Kelly is more times the woman. Then you'll ever be. I just thought i put all that out there. Cause you ain't nothing. Always gotta try to get on me & start shit. Here's a little tip & do yourself a favor. Be off elsewhere & don't worry bout how the fuck i am you punk bitch. You

Trust
telemitsu trust no one. Even the ranks of The Master's has been penetrated. I want you there and you will know no friend or enemy. My mistake will not rule. The things as we once did no longer applies. Uncharted. Unknown. Desolate. The key is what? Consecrated and Sacred Hands Norio

Mama Mia ... A Fubar Love Song
Mama Mia A song saluting the pains of fubar love her Ive been cheating on fu since I dont know when I cant make up my mind should it come to an end look at me now will I ever learn I am so low but I suddenly lose control I dont think that I have a soul just one click will you please send me bling one more bling you can see everything oooh oh oooh oh Mama mia here I go again my my how can you resist me mama mia showed my goods again my my does that prove I missed ya yes hes been broken hearted since all my whoring started why why did I ever let him know mama mia that was quite a show my my next time he will never know him Ive been angry and sad 'bout the things that you do

Sleeping Like A Log?
Why is there an expression sleeping like a log, a log is a DEAD damn tree, it sleeps, maybe ,when it is a live tree, but when it is a log it's effin' dead. I want to sleep like a normal adult human!

[again...]
Well...I think that's an official brush off "just because I don't think of you in that 'special way' doesn't mean you're not an attractive and worthwhile person to meet'" Every time. Every fucking time... I didn't even bargain for it. Just a club handed remarkand my retort: if I'm so worthwhile, and thusly so attractivewhat am I missing?Because even though I admire J.D. Salinger, I'd rather not be as lonely and bitter as that man in twenty years. Saying those things really doesn't do much for my egoits still rejectionbut its softer than a "you smell bad, gtfo" I even told her...when I used to do something tedius I'd daydream about giant robots, sci-fi, fantasyI wasn't ashamed to tell her that latelyit was about her. Don't read too much into that.Just a change of pace. of courseI'm anticipating that she'll "still want to be friends" to which I saydie in a firethat I started.

Well His Surgery Was Today
Anthony's surgery was today and I was a mess. I can't eat, I can't sleep and I couldn't study for a test. I sent him a text this morning telling him I was thinking of him. I have lost 4 lbs in the last 6 days because I can hardly eat. He is deeply depressed over all his health problems. The last conversation we had keeps replaying in my mind. He barely talked. He kept telling me over and over again how sorry he was. He was breathing so hard and loud that I asked him what was wrong with him. I am hurting so bad and its not because he did anything to me. I don't know how I am supposed to deal with this. Its killing me that he is in so much pain. How do I deal with this.

Myself
I AM STRONG WHEN DEALIN WITH TOUGH SITUATIONS. BUT I AM WEAK WHEN COMMIN TO A CONCLUSION . I AM A YOUNG WOMAN - BEATIFUL WITH IN BUT I AM NOT A MODEL WHO IS SO VERY THIN I AM UNIQUE IN MY OWN INDIVIDUAL WAY BUT IM ME AN THAT IS ALL THAT COUNTS I AM A LEADER IN ANY ROAD ROAD I CHOSE TO TAKE BUT I AM NOT A FOLLOWER OF THE PATH IT SEEMS TO MAKE I AM WHO I AM BUT I AM A PERSON U CANNOT CHANGE

So Far From "hiring Thousands Of New Irs Workers", In Fact
the new health care bill doesn't even enforce the mandate. What do I mean? I mean, that it says that is no enforcement - no enforcement - of any penalty for not buying mandated health insurance. The penalty would only be a fine in any case, far as I know, but it's certainly interesting language to have a toothless penalty written into the language of the legislation. I'm not sure that's a great idea myself, since it won't stop anyone from ignoring this and panicking about it anyway (this is happening already and won't stop), and there are reasons for the mandate... but what-are-you-going-to-do...

Get Over It Already!
Taken from my Facebook notes, directed towards some whineass posting their conservative bs. Is there some sort of requirement that our President be a Christian?? OMG this whole thing just pisses me off, all you people who are so high on your conservative horses, that you have to throw a hissy fit if the president chooses not to have a white house sponsored prayer. The service was cancelled, not the whole DAY. For the love of Pete, pray on your own! Throw your damned National Day of Prayer for yourself, that's the way it should be. Just because it was "cancelled" doesn't mean you can't pray on your own. UGH. If he held a National Day of Prayer at the White House, he would have to hold some sort of thing for every single practice and religion around, and he can not possilbly do that. >:( Grow the fuck up people and stop your whining. This is a country of FREEDOM, FOR ALL. Or did I miss a memo somewhere?? I thought we were allowed to be free to pray or not pray, to who

Lost My "bad Boy" Ways...
Earlier, I went to meet a friend for eats and drinks after she got off work. On my way home, I pulled into a local gas-station for smokes when I saw a brand new shiny Corvette parked next to the handicap ramp SIDEWAYS using TWO parking spots. As I pulled closer, I almost parked right behind it thus blocking it... Now, the OLD Jai would've done it without a thought... But now, multiple scenerios came to mind, especially the fact I had a few drinks and if the cops were called, I'd get to re-visit my ole Portage County Jail... So instead, I pulled into a spot a few cars down. When I looked over, I saw dude getting into his car and quickly turned off my car, grabbed my wallet, and walked over HOPING I could get behind him when pulling out.... At the angle he was, I couldn't do it BUT walked straight up to his car while it was moving and even let it hit my idle cigarette in my hand and then walked straight to the door. I did'nt hear him say anything, and as I opened the door for som

Life
as you go through life you meet all kinds of people people who say they are your friends and then back stab you and those that will be by your side even t when you have cheated on them and still they stay by your side . this one friend is my little angel. her name is satan's little angel she has been by bene by my side through my infidelity and my deceit she has been there through it all and i still by by side walking next to me . to my little angel you are my soul mate my lover and best friend and soon to be wife you have my love and only you are in my life we are meant to be together i love you baby with all my heart and nothing or noone will tear us apart . you mean the world to me and i will never stray away again for i know who really loves me and not the thge others that are fake and not real friends or lovers

Listen Closely
Listen Closely,Stand still for one moment'.Can you hear me?When I whisper your name at night starring into the stars,Do you feel a cold chill come over you?Do you feel me like I feel you?Do you long for my tender kisses for that soft gentle touch?Or am I just delusional in this madness I once thought was love?When I pray, do you feel the power of love I am sending?When I cry, do you feel the pain I am feeling?Every time you turn me away, do you know how I hurt, do you even care?Do you ever sit alone and wonder what things might have been like together?I am at war with myself every day, telling myself why I should forget you, why I should let go, how foolish I am for hanging on'Nothing seems to work. I have tried making myself hate you, to not care'I have reminisced the past, and even dwelled on all the bad memories, all the horrible words we have shared together trying to convince my self you are the enemy,So many times I see you in my dreams’ and I am sure to see you tonight.The

Hotel/motel Scam
This is kinda scary if only because of how simple it is. I'll bet thisworks all too often. You arrive at your hotel and check in at the front desk. When checkingin, you give the front desk your credit card (for all the charges foryour room). You get to your room and settle in. Someone calls the front desk and asked for (example) Room 620 (whichhappens to be your room). Your phone rings in your room. You answer andthe person on the other end says the following, 'This is the front desk.When checking in, we came cross a problem with your charge cardinformation. Please re-read me your credit card number and verify thelast 3 digits numbers at the reverse side of your charge card.' Not thinking anything you might give this person your information, sincethe call seems to come from the front desk. But actually, it is a scamof someone calling from outside the hotel/front desk. They ask for arandom room number. Then, ask you for credit card information andaddress information. Sounding so profess

Hand Full
If my mother was alive she'd tell you that I was a hand full as I grew up and also tell you that you want my son by you. I have never seen any one like him. Letter can cut both ways. A letter by Doctor Rosenbloom to remove any guilt can be used to place all the guilt on him. Here is why. DPD and having it makes it difficult to pin anything down. To wait is nonsense but to do it as quick as possible is the way. I was in Cooper for 6 days and 5 nights for my Heart and had a surgery planned on that Wednesday but cancelled because Doctor Rosenbloom along with Cooper Hospitla, Heart House, and the Cardiologist that was caring for me said we don't trust the accuracy of the blood work that was done by Lab Corps and we, meaning Cooper, are doing our own blood test. One specific test that takes a while or up to 2 weks to get the result. It is a timed test. Yes, there was a scheduled Heart By-Pass which it seems I cancelled. Due to DPD I may know what is going on but no control as to the out co

Sometimes So Called Friends Can Turn Out To Really Be Outsiders
have you ever thought that my negativeness is caused by an outsider tryin to come inside where they dont belong and have you ever thought that the outsider just might be you . . . so maybe before commenting on what you think you know about me to someone else you should just keep your b.s to yourself . . . and p.s stay out of my happiness . . .

Humanity...online?
ive sat here on fubar hours and hours at a time for too long. with myspace and facebook and all the other "social sites" as well. i have met people in real life via the sites and ive even sold artwork to friends as well. yet...i dont believe i can believe the reality of it all. i can photoshop a painting or picture to look like "art" but its not human. a human makes it yes...but theres no paint mess or hands on activity i have tried to connect with others from online lately and it seems as if that time is gone. it is too easy to be aloof or a liar on here...just for the sake of being able to. yet i come back after just a day or 2 haha. why? who knows. with people paying to be looked at, given fake gifts, "rated" for points and not a real reason...its not insane, it seems as if its a way to build up a person's self esteem from comments from people most will never know. i have too much humanity left in me i guess...or maybe i dont want to see myself sucked into the pre-matrix a

Do You Deserve Me?
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Marilyn Monroe

&kaylas A Fan Of:
If you have facebook, you know how popular fan pages are; and they actually say something about a person; heres some of the things im a fan of (: *We agreed not to tell anyone, how come everyone knows? *Meowing back at a cat when it meows at you *no matter how mad you make me, I could never hate you *checking the time on your phone twice because you forgot it the first time *I miss you. The old you. The new one sucks *Being really excited or angry and you can't text fast enough *"that spider is more scared then you are" oh really? did it tell you that? *I survived a highschool bomb threat *Dot Dot Dot means so much more then you think...... *My pet is a part of the family, not just an animal *Should I say it? Im gonna say it. I said it. I shouldn't have said that. *I HATE it when im HONESTLY telling the truth and noone believes me *The risky nude dash from the bathroom to your bedroom *Yes, I do check my phone randomly just incase I missed the vibrating *I miss someo

U.k Chief Rabbi: "the Pope Is Right About The Threat To Freedom"
U.K Chief Rabbi: "The Pope is Right About the Threat to Freedom" February 3, 2010 – 7:24 pm Marriage Update/Maggie Gallagher The Chief Rabbi's eloquent defense of religious liberty: "There are times when human rights become human wrongs. This happens when rights become more than a defence of human dignity, which is their proper sphere, and become instead a political ideology, relentlessly trampling down everything in their path. This is happening increasingly in Britain, and it is why the Pope's protest against the Equality Bill, whether we agree with it or not, should be taken seriously. Let me make it clear that I believe homosexuals have rights that need defending. Like Jews, they have been a persecuted minority for far too long. They too, like Jews, were victims of the Holocaust. They have a case that should be heard. . . . [R]eligious vision burned brightly in the minds of those such as John Locke, who first formulated the idea of rights in the 17th century. It wa

Golden Rule Pledge 2010
Golden Rule Pledge 2010 Posted on February 25th, 2010 The Day of Silence is being observed on Friday, April 16 this year. On the Day of Silence, many young people around the nation will remain silent at school in order to bring attention to name-calling, bullying and harassment of gay and lesbian students in schools. When other students ask about the reason for their silence, many will hand out a card with the following message: Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence (DOS), a national youth movement bringing attention to the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by anti-LGBT bullying, name-calling and harassment. I believe that ending the silence is the first step toward building awareness and making a commitment to address these injustices. Think about the voices you are not hearing today. DAY of SILENCE – Wha

Self
So apparently I have becomed self involved when I shower every day. I want to apologize to everyone for not staring at my computer screen 24 hours a day, waiting for something to happen that doesn't even alert me when it does happen. I'm sorry if I offended anyone while I was on my mission to be clean. My next blog will address my self involvement when I go to the bathroom, are preparing food and eating, spending time with my family, running errands, masturbating, having sex, at friends' houses or are out of town. I am sorry that my self involvement has made you feel upset, sad, lonely or pissed off. :)

Peter Steele
This entire opus is respectfully dedicated to all those who have loved unconditionally only to have their hearts unanaesthetically ripped out: Base not your joy on the deeds of others, for what is given can be taken away. No hope = No fear. Source: Bloody Kisses booklet That is just my favorite quote from the Bloody Kisses album liner. Yes. The reports are true that Peter Steele died last night due to heart failure. I just wanted to make a blog to share some of his music with my friends here that may or may not know of how wonderful he was. I am posting below in comments and if you have a favorite then feel free to post it as well.

Life
Im sorry for all the pain i caused, Im sorry for all the wrong i couldnt make right, Im sorry for the people who have hurt you, Im sorry that you think your life isnt worth it, Im sorry is all i can say because it seems that every thing i say is taken for granted, Im sorry is all i can say when no one even cares to lisson Well i tired if saying im sorry because it could be so much worse

Teaching Tolerance
I thought this was a very good subject and well worth the printing and bogging. Teaching Tolerance The Need for a Clear and Practical Definition Eric Buehrer In recent years, schools have given an increasing amount of attention to issues surrounding diversity and tolerance. Character education courses, multicultural material, and even health curricula weave the theme of tolerance through their lessons. Incidents such as the murder of Matthew Shepard because he was gay, or the brutal killing of James Byrd because he was African American, or the attacks on synagogues and churches shock us into the reality that hate-motivated crime is still alive in America. While some people use these tragedies to create the appearance of a crisis largely for political reasons, it must be pointed out that incidents of hate crimes are relatively rare. For example, incidents of hate crimes in 2001 were only 0.082 percent of all crimes (including intimidation -- causing reasonable fear of bo

Giant Guzungas
So I was talking to my cousin last night just about stuff in general and then the topic of bra's came up. I asked if she slept in a bra and she said yea, then I was all like 'but it's so uncomfortable' and then she was all like 'but you're supposed to!'. And then I told her that I only wear a bra if I leave the house because I just hate wearing them. She was all like 'they're going to sag blah blah blah' but I think she only said that because she has giant boobs. Mine are only small and there's no difference whether I have a bra on or not, they still stay in the same place. They just help cover nippleage for when I am in public. So I should still be ok with not wearing a bra all the time right? That has to be the ONLY perk of having small boobage.

Peter Steele
I wake up this morning and get to work, I begin my day with a redbull, I check my draftnik sites and start to think about the draft coming up and a friend comes up to me and tells me that Peter Steele, Lead Singer of one of my favorite bands Type O Negative has died of heart failure.....WHAT?!?!?!?! "I call bullshit", I said "He faked his death back in 05, he's just fucking with us again"...but no, Peter really is dead.....Ever since i was 12 I've been a fan of Type O, and when I'm really lucky I catch them live....I just can't believe that he's gone. R.I.P.....Everything Dies....

I Didn't Watch The Invention Of Lying
See there, I was just lying... I have to say, I really enjoyed this movie. It had lots of cameos in it that I didn't know about, and a few of them were not obvious so you got to have a "Was that ...?" moments that you had to back up for. I don't want to spoil the movie for anyone, but I did want to mention one part about religion. I could totally make up my own religion, now I don't know if this is because I have studied theology on my own and always thought I could do better, or just because I have a divine gift. Either way, I think I would have to agree on what the first thing I would do if I could do anything at all would be.

Styx - Come Sail Away
I'm sailing awaySet an open course for the Virgin Sea'Cause I've got to be freeFree to face the life that's ahead of meOn board, I'm the captainSo climb aboardWe'll search for tomorrow on every shoreAnd I'll try, oh Lord, I'll try to carry onI look to the seaReflections in the waves spark my memorySome happy, some sadI think of childhood friends and the dreams we hadWe lived happily foreverSo the story goesBut somehow we missed out on the pot of goldBut we'll try best that we can to carry onA gathering of Angels appeared above my headThey sang to me this song of hope and this is what they saidThey said, "Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me ladsCome sail away, come sail away, come sail away with meCome sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me babyCome sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me"I thought that they were Angels, but to my surpriseWe climbed aboard their starship, we headed for the skiesSinging, come sail away, come sail awa

Elo - Strange Magic
You're sailing softly through the sunin a broken stone age dawn.You fly so high. I get a strange magic, oh, what a strange magic, oh, it's a strange magic. Got a strange magic, got a strange magic.You're walking meadows in my mind,making waves across my time,oh no, oh no. I get a strange magic, oh, what a strange magic, oh, it's a strange magic. Got a strange magic, got a strange magic.Oh, I'm never gonna be the same again,now I've seen the way it's got to end,sweet dream, sweet dream. Strange magic, oh, what a strange magic, oh, it's a strange magic. Got a strange magic, got a strange magic. It's magic, it's magic, it's magic. Strange magic, oh, what a strange magic, oh, it's a strange magic. Got a strange magic. Strange magic STRANGE MAGIC oh, what a strange magic STRANGE MAGIC oh, it's a strange magic. Got a strange magic. Strange magic STRANGE MAGIC oh, wha

Heart - Crazy On You
If we still have time... we might still get byEvery time I think about it, I wanna cryWith bombs and the devil...and the kids keep comin'No way to breathe easy, no time to be young....But I tell myself that I'm doin' all rightThere's nothin' left to do at night....But go crazy on you..... crazy on youLet me go crazy, crazy on you... oh...My love is the evening breeze, touchin' your skinThe gentle, sweet singin' of leaves in the windThe whisper that calls after you in the nightAnd kisses your ear in the early light...And you don't need to wonder, you're doin' fine...And my love, the pleasure's mine...Let me go crazy on you.... crazy on youLet me go crazy, crazy on you.... oh.....Wild man's world is cryin' in painWhatcha' gonna do whan everybody's insaneSo afraid of one who's so afraid of youWhat you gonna do...? Ohhh...(Ah.......)Ooooo... Crazy on you... crazy on youLet me go crazy, crazy on you...... oh....I was a willow last night in a dreamI bent down over a clear running streamI san

Heart - Magic Man
Cold, late night so long agowhen I was not so strong you knowA pretty man came to meI never seen eyes so blueYou know, I could not run away it seemedwe'd seen each other in a dreamSeemed like he knew me....he looked right through me....yeah"Come on home, girl" he said with a smile"you don't have to love me yet, let's get high awhileBut try to understand...try to understandTry, try, try to understand.....I'm a magic man"Winter nights we sang in tunePlayed inside the months of moon"Never think of never..let this spell last forever"Well, summer lover passed to falltried to realize it allMama says she's worried..growing up in a hurry"Come on home, girl" Mama cried on the phone"Too soon to lose my baby yet, my girl should be at home"But try to understand....try to understandTry, try, try to understand..he's a magic man, Mama...ah...he's a magic man"Come on home, girl" he said with a smile"I cast my spell of love on you, a woman from a child"But try to understand...try to understand..Oh...oh

Something From The Past Written In July 06 A Lot Has Changed
A little ranting and raving and such..... Current mood: bitchy OK. Before anyone that is close to me hears the rumors about me...I am going to set a few things straight. I know that the people downtown hear something then twist it around to be something completely different. I know that one from personal experience. (ie: the many many many many times that I was accused of cheating on jon...and it was just a mixup of words)Recently Jon and I have been drifting farther and farther apart. And it wasn't until about 2 weeks ago that I questioned my love towards him. To me it seems that he doesn't care about me anymore....he just wants me around for a quick screw.....I have been trying and trying to explain to him that the things that he does and the things he says shouln't ever be said to someone that he claims to love. I am constantly called fat, a bitch, a whore, and other choice words. There is too much mental abuse to even start explaining about...Another thing...and I wa

R.i.p Peter Steele
April 15, today, 48 years old, Peter Steele died (Petrus T. Ratajczyk actually) due to a heart problem. The truth is that lately his health problems were becoming increasingly evident, but we did not think to leave us so soon. Before creating Type O Negative in 1989, band that came to edit 7 studio albums, Steele had been in bands like Carnivore and Fallout. This time it seems that the news of his death is serious, and is not intending to make a joke with this. In 2005 jumped rumors about his death because the band released a photo of a tombstone with his name on the website. Later withdrawn, giving as an explanation of the recent signing of a contract with SPV after his departure from Roadrunner Records. What is certain is that Steele disappeared for a time without explanation or his manager or the rest of his teammates and, although the keyboardist for the band admitted that they had done so he could enjoy a solitary retreat, seems also was part of that time in psychiatric hospital

She Puts The Yum In Yummy
SHE PUTS THE YUM IN YUMMY AND RIGHT NOW SQUIRTER KAYLA IS UP FOR AUCTION AND CAN BE YOURS!! THIS IS NOT A RATES CONTEST BUT THE PERSON WITH HIGHEST OVERALL BID ALSO GETS A PRIZE BLINGPACK SO BID! BID! BID!

Just When Ya Thought You Heard Every Blond Joke...
Frozen Crabs & the Blonde StewardessA lawyer boarded an airplane in New Orleans with a box of frozen crabsand asked a blonde stewardess to take care of them for him.She took the box and promised to put it in the crew's refrigerator. Headvised her that he was holding her personally responsible for themstaying frozen, mentioning in a very haughty manner that he was alawyer, and proceeded to rant at her about what would happen if she let them thaw out.Needless to say, she was annoyed by his behavior.Shortly before landing in New York, she used the intercom to announceto the entire cabin, "Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in NewOrleans, please raise your hand?"Not one hand went up ... so she took them home and ate them.Two lessons here:1. Lawyers aren't as smart as they think they are.2. Blondes aren't as dumb as most folks think

Single Life Sucks!
When I woke up this morning and my little green eyes finally opened I rolled over to see an empty side of my bed. Which made me think "THIS SUCKS" Waking up alone every morning. Well I do have a cat but that don't count. Is it really that hard to fine that 1 special girl to wake up to everyday? I would love to fine someone that I can spend my life with. I know most of you who is reading this is probably thinking, "Your only 19, you shouldn't be thinking that." I know I am not picky when it comes to girls. I like all types and sizes. Just as long we get along with each other and have things in common.; That's all that matters to me. But it would be nice just to go to bed at night being cuddled up in my girls arms and given her a kiss good night as our eyes close then waking up in the morning and her beautiful face is the first thing I see as our eyes open and giving her that good morning kiss. Right now I am just hating waking up alone in the mornings. I wonder if girls think because

I See A Silhouette
I see a silhouette,against the deepest blue.of two poeple so in love,even the waves whisper, "Their love is true."I see a silhouette,of a boy and girl bound,by love deeper than any ocean,that will ever be found.I see a silhouette,But I hear their hearts too,beating with the ryhytem of the waves,that told me thier love is true.I see a silhouette,and realize something new,I'm staring at your eyes,and the silhouette is me and you.

To Someone Who Crushed My World
I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEvery tear I've never criedHas sealed your fucking fateWhat did you take me for, a fool?Or were you just too blind to seeThat every effort made has failedAnd there is no destroying me?Hate can be a positive emotionWhen it forces you to better yourselfYou built me, constructed my desirePerfected my hatredNow I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you areTen times better than you think you arePiece by piece I've built my wallsAnd burned the bridges downThat lead back to people like youSo full of malice, so full of scornYou tried your best to crush my spiritYou tried to steal my sou

She Died Of A Broken Heart
Smeared make-up,and sorrowful tears.Stain the beautiful face,that he had promised to love for all his years.Her eyes are bloodshot,from hours of crying.He said he was in love,but the whole time he was lying.He used her and abused her,then just walked away.Shattering her broken heart,without remorse or dismay.She no longer had any will to live,and blood quickly covered the knife.Thanks to his selfish ways,at age 16 this beautiful girl took her life.

Never Again
never again will my heart ache,never again will i see your face,never again will there be love in your eyes,never again will i feel your embrace.never again will my heart beat,never again will heart heal,never again will my life be the same,never again will your love be real.never again will i love,never again you will be mine,never again will i kiss you,never again will i be fine.never again will we be the same,never again will we enjoy what he had,never again we will be together,and never again will i be sad.

Back In The Day--3rd Fu-versary
Today is my 3rd year on this site and I thought I'd write a blog to commemorate my time here thus far. I signed up at a good time, when MuMMs were MuMMs (unless they were polls) and MuMMers were MuMMers (but only some of them.) I'm not considered old school; most of them are gone. :( But I think I've finally moved passed n00b status. This blog is for the newbies: I'm going to tell you about 'back in the day'. This blog is also for the old schoolers or anyone close to it, who can reminisce about 'the good ole days'. When I signed up, this place was known as Cherrytap and I was told not long before it had been called Lost Cherry. The VIPs you see now were called VICs. There was no bombs, autos, bling or tickers. HHs weren't every hour or close to it, they were usually at night and the prime time was Friday and Saturday night. During HHs, there were so many MuMMs, you could barely keep up (yay for double pointzzzz!) There was no 'NSFW' option in the MuMMs at that time. You had t

Dr. David Barton Is More Of A Historian Than A Biblical Speaker
Dr. David Barton is more of a historian than a Biblical speaker, but very famous for his knowledge of historical facts as well as Biblical truths. Dr. David Barton--On Obama Respect the office? Yes. Respect the man in the office? No, I am sorry to say. I have noted that many elected officials, both Democrats and Republicans, called upon America to unite behind Obama. Well, I want to make it clear to all who will listen that I AM NOT uniting behind Obama! I will respect the office which he holds, and I will acknowledge his abilities as an orator and wordsmith and pray for him, BUT that is it. I have begun today to see what I can do to make sure that he is a one-term president! Why am I doing this? It is because: - I do not share Obama's vision or value system for America; - I do not share his abortion beliefs; - I do not share his radical Marxist's concept of redistributing wealth; - I do not share his stated views on raising taxes on those who make $150,000+ (the ceiling

To Lena
A month has passed since you left and everyday I think of you. Sometimes its thoughts of anger and resent. But mostly it is of love and regret. Nevertheless I cant seem to let go. To say that I’ll eventually get past it and I should move on is to say that we should never have been together in the first place. If that were true, I wouldn’t be writing you this letter and you wouldn’t be reading it. Yes its true we’ve had problems and doubts about us. I never wanted you to leave and why I told you to is beyond me. You said you fell out of love with me but why? I didn’t have a job. I wasn’t doing what was expected of a loving and supporting husband and father. I failed you and the children plain and simple. The fact that I admit it openly should be enough but its not. I once told you that you were trying to change me and that it was useless to do so. I said that thinking that I couldn’t be what you wanted or needed. The truth is, for whatever reas

Life
Why does the world have to be so cold? Why does all that is wrong have to hurt so much? Why do people do such mean things to others? The world is a scarey place at this point in time. I wonder from one day to the next what is going to happen to me, to my children, to the future. Some daysI struggle to get out of bed just to go to work and hear of everyones problems and I share some of mine but I also keep them smiling. At least I hope I do. I wonder how many people I have touched and changed their lives for the better cause it feels like I have not changed mine. I feel like I could have gave more. Done more. Helped more. In all the times I have done my best only a few have said thanks. To those who feel I have made them open thier eyes at one point in time I am glad. For those who have opened my eyes and helped me along the way. I bless you in all of ur march forward to make ur life better and to go on. To those who stray from what is a good choice to a bad choice I hope someday that u

Quit Picking On Sweet And Sexy Sinner!
Today, Sweet and Sexy Sinner lost her unborn baby today. The problem with some of the people on Fubar is that they see her as either "too sexy" or "she's a fake", and a lot of people are jealous for one reason or another. My mother passed away three years ago, and I still blame Bush for stopping stem cell research. We needed real changes in this country, and we don't need a former Governor who hates Hawaiians and everybody else in Hawai'i who lies through her teeth on behalf of the Insurance Industry, and acting like a stupid ---- (I normally swear, but no lady likes that word even if Palin is one.). Like what Bill Maher said, I hope the Hooked on Phonics thing works for Palin. As for my mother, she shouldn't be despised, and neither should I or anybody else in time of need. Then there's the late Bi-Sexual Molly who passed away due to her house being burnt. I wish she was still here, but we all have to go sometime, hopefully when we get old and gray like my mother (who was 87). Now

Trippin.......
I cant say never, maybe or yes I wanted to but I get surprised by the universe Something new and interesting someone exciting a flavor its all a monkey wrench to the never the always the maybe the yes the no hazy shades of grey I love them so I live in the now and trust in a future mine not always yours almost definately I wonder wander sit pace cant think straight I tried that once I ended in the same place I began I like circles the ongoing energy I sleep but the dreams are so busy maybe I think I am sleeping the what if oh the what if they are so much fun dont take them seriously I did once it did not work out so well but I am ok I think I think I am ok oh I love circles and then I rest on a rock by the stream under the trees and forget about it all

13 Questions
Kathys Comments To Detach is to cut off Disconnect, Divide DisUnite Sounds so Easy But Yet so Hard Why? Because I love you But you Don’t look at me Like you used to What happened? Where are you? What do you see When You Look At me? Why am I Questioning My Own Questions? Am I Wrong? Are you Right? If I’m Still in Love with you Why do you Get to Decide? Change? Is that it? I don’t do anything for you anymore But did I have to in the first place? If you Love me For Me Then why do I feel like I have to change To better suit your needs? Do you Love me? Did you Ever Love me? I just can’t seem to understand They say its 21 questions to see if You love someone But only 13 Can Change all Of That

Another Rainy Night In Ptown
The rain calls me tonight to dance with reckless abandon to cry for those who can't cry to live beyond anything I know to sit quietly with myself to whisper the very moment I loved your spirit to heal the wounds that continuously bleed to break all the walls inside my heart to sing the quiet song that helps me sleep to scream the wonders of being alive to feel the warmth inside this body to hear every sound beyond the silence to dance like I have never danced before

How To Select The Most Appropriate Microsoft Certification
Include MCSA 2008 Certification to your resume and notice how it helps your career path. Microsoft has introduced many targeted certification programs. These certification programs do not only provide a new career choice to those who are in search of a career, but also offers expertise improvement knowledge to those who are employed in different career fields.In case you are a Software Application Developer, you must consider adding MCAD (Microsoft Certified Application Developed) and MCPD (Microsoft Certified Professional Developer) certifications to your resume. MCPD will sharpen your skills related to software development on a variety of platforms using Microsoft NET Framework 2.0. Those who want to improve their analyzing and designing expertise must certainly go for MCSD (Microsoft Certified Solution Developer). This will let you grab the chance of having complete knowledge of the application lifecycle from analysis through design, testing, development and maintenance.If you are

Reba - Is There Life Out There?
She married when she was twenty She thought she was ready Now she's not so sure She thought she'd done some living But now she's just wonderin' What she's living for Now she's feeling that there's something more Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there She's always lived for tomorrow She's never learned how To live for today She's dyin' to try something foolish Do something crazy Or just get away Something for herself for a change Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there There's a place in the sun that she's never been Where life is fair and time is a friend Would she do it the same as she did back then She looks out the window and

Guess It Was Worth Leave His Wife Over Her..haha
Mel Gibson and Oksana Grigorieva, his Russian musician-singer girlfriend and mother of their 5-month-old daughter, have split after over a year of dating, a source tells PEOPLE. "They just drifted apart," says a close friend of the couple of the amicable split. "They’re both working hard on their careers and trying to raise a sweet baby together. They're still friends and they'll both raise Lucia together." Gibson is in Mexico filming How I Spent My Summer Vacation, and Grigorieva is working on her music. Next week, she has plans to perform a charity concert in Russia to benefit "Grant Life," a foundation to help children with cancer and other life-threatening illnesses

Melissa And Tammy Etheridge Split
Melissa and Tammy Etheridge have ended their nearly nine-year relationship. "Melissa and Tammy Etheridge are saddened to announce that they are now separated," Melissa's rep tells PEOPLE exclusively. The former couple add in a statement: "We ask for consideration and respect for our family as we go through this difficult period." Melissa, 48, and Tammy (formerly Tammy Lynn Michaels) exchanged vows in Malibu in September 2003. Tammy, 35, gave birth to their children – son Miller and daughter Johnnie Rose – in 2006, after Etheridge was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2004. Etheridge is also mom two children, Bailey, 13, and Beckett, 11, with former partner Julie Cypher.

The Red, White And Blue Prayer For Peace
RED IS FOR BLOOD SHED FROM OUR SLAIN SOLDIERS AND NOT FOR THEM ALONE...FOR THE POW'S AND THOSE MISSING IN ACTION, WHO NEVER MADE IT HOME. I LIGHT THIS CANDLE IN YOUR HONOR, TO KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE. I WON'T FORGET YOUR SACRIFICE...YOU LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE FOR MINE. WHITE IS THE SYMBOL FOR INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO'VE DIED AT THE HANDS OF WAR. A HIGH COST OF FREEDOM UNWILLINGLY PAID, THAT'S WHAT THIS CANDLE'S FOR. SO PRAY FOR THOSE WHOSE LIVES WERE LOST AND ONES THAT COULD BE SAVED...HEAVENLY FATHER PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN AND KEEP THEM FROM HARM'S WAY. BLUE REPRESENTS COURAGE FROM OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN, THAT MAY BE CALLED TO WAR. THEY'LL FIGHT FOR OUR FUTURE, OUR FREEDOM AND CHILDREN, FROM LAND, AIR, SEA AND SHORE. SO LIGHT A CANDLE IN A SOLDIER'S NAME, AND TO GOD OUR FATHER PRAY.. PLEASE GUIDE AND PROTECT OUR BELOVED TROOPS AND GOD BLESS THE U.S.A. LIGHT THESE CANDLES AND SAY A PRAYER, THAT HATE AND WAR MAY CEASE, AND LOVE YOUR ENEMY AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF, SO THAT WE ALL

Gone, But Not Forgotten
For every fallen soldier, Who died in a foreign land, To protect our freedom and liberty, United we shall stand. They always had a good attitude, Their hearts pure and true, They have earned our gratitude, For a hero we see in you. No matter what they still shall fight, For that is what they do, A spark of hope they shall ignite, The dream of peace, they pursue. Today America thanks you all, For all that you have done, Together we have stood so tall, One nation, one family, one son.

American Soldiers
Crying not from fear or plight But crying for senseless death in this fight Brothers and sisters fight side by side Destroying our enemy as they try to hide American soldiers brave and strong Proudly fight right or wrong Sleep well my brother for I am here Fighting our enemy, Have no fear I'll stand watch over our sacred land Die if necessary in the blowing sand If my blood should spill this day Cry not for me, It's the American Way Our fight for freedom centuries old Facing our enemy proudly and bold Giving not to oppression and cruel, evil acts Opposing there lies with cold hard facts So prepare my enemy, be ready to flee For you have not faced A foe like me I'm an American soldier armored by God! Untouchable by your so called Jihad American blood course through my veins If you should spill it, Victory not death remains For it will seep into the sand and begin to spread Through the hearts and souls of those filled with dread Freedom is coming, And

An American Soldier
I'm an American Soldier, just trying to get by. Sometimes I wish I could break down and cry. I'm over here protecting your freedom, Yet I feel you have forgotten me. Over here across the sea, I hear the words spoken to me, Words of hatred and of pain. It makes me feel there is nothing to gain. I try to hold on and keep strong, Thinking of home and how I'm not alone. I keep on thinking how I hate to be away - yet I know how much I want to stay. Being here is more than war - it is a time to let the Eagle soar. Freedom doesn't come naturally, it comes with time, and with me. It comes with people standing up - it comes with hope - not with luck. I will never think of war the same - I won't always give Bush the blame. I can not promise the date when I am home. But I promise you one thing, I won't leave you alone.

Judas/fake Friends
Is it really so hard for people to be straight forward? Are we so pussified to each others feelings that we dance around the skirt of truth? My opinion is yes.. However when I say "We" I mean those who would just rather not deal with you for who you are. If you can not be accepted for the person you are, and yet those around you who claim the title "friend" aren't around when you need em, try to make plans weeks in advance only to be given the round around for weeks at a time, you get fed up. When you call these supposed friends out, they wanna say that isn't how it is to the situation. whatever, grow the fuck up, I can handle the truth. If you want nothing to do with me so be it, but don't hand me excuse after excuse that something else came up..Fuck you, I'm blonde...I'm NOT FUCKING STUPID!!! Then there are the friends you don't personally know...only what you know of them from what you get off the net. Speaking of here and any other social networking site that random people can j

Writing Experiment 1
"I'm glad we finally get to go on that walk through the falls" I blush and look at you. I think to myself that I am not quite sure what the day will bring but anything that happens will be memorable. We walk down the paths for a bit, taking in the beauty of the falls. A calm comes over me, one that has not been there before. You see a grin suddenly appear. I look at you and ask if nature does to you, what it does to me. I explain that my base emotions, the core of what I am, comes out when I am in an element that I am used to. I playfully ask if you want to play a game. You agree, but look at me with a form of curiosity. I wrap my arms around you, kiss you, and whisper in your ear *close your eyes and count til 10...then come find me....the hunt is on* Because I have been here a few times I know my way around. Stepping off the path, running to try to find a place to hide. The excitement building, not knowing how exactly you hunt, I find a bush and promptly go

You Have Got To Be Kidding Me! Lol
I received this message today. Note: Supposedly from United State Michigan but wants me to call an international number! LMAO hello honey... how are you doing honey, well with the look on your pics , i know that all is well with you....my names are mike James Anderson.from united state Michigan....am a business man i deal on antiques furniture..am 41 years old man..i must confess babe , you are so beautiful..well i was just checking my computer so i saw your profile and your pics so i thought i should get to know to you...well like i said before, am mike a business man ...i lost my wife in three years ago in an auto crash with my little boy whom i love so much..so since then i have stay away from woman because i told myself that i was going to mourn them for three years.so now i thougth i have mourn them enough and now i want to continue with my life ..so that is why am here .am looking for the right woman of my life here , a woman that can show me true love and live with me all

Secret Lover On The Beach
She was lying on the beach alone; it was the middle of the day and there were only a few people that knew where she was. As she laid in the sun feeling the warm rays beat down on her, her phone rings. Rolling onto her stomach she grabs the phone and looks at it, it's her lover calling her. She hits the ignore button and places her head on her crossed arms. Her phone beeps with a voicemail, but before she could check the message her phone rings again, it's him, again she ignores it. The phone rings three more times before he finally gives up calling her. Her husband was nice enough to send her on this get away and she wasn't going to let her lover get her all hot and bothered when he was out of the country on business. She picks up her book and opens it up, reading were she had left off yesterday, her phone beeps again reminding her of her voice mail. She picks up the phone and calls to get the message. "Hey my sexy lover," he says in a seductive voice, "I was just thinking about how

Fish
A redneck was stopped by a game warden in the Piedmont area of North Carolina recently with two ice chests full of fish. He was leavin' a cove well-known for its fishing. The game warden asked the man, 'Do you have a license to catch those fish?' 'Naw, sir', replied the redneck. 'I ain't got none of them there licenses. You must understand, these here are my pet fish.' 'Pet fish?' 'Yeah. Every night, I take these here fish down to the lake and let 'em swim 'round for awhile. Then, when I whistle, they jump right back into these here ice chests and I take 'em home..' 'That's a bunch of hooey! Fish can't do that.' The redneck looked at the warden for a moment and then said, 'It's the truth Mr. Government Man. I'll show ya. It really works.' 'O. K.', said the warden.. 'I've got to see this!' The redneck poured the fish into the lake and stood and waited. After several minutes, the warden says, 'Well?' 'Well, what?,' says the redneck. The warden says, 'When are you going to call t

Yep. Another Lyrics Blog.
Simon and Garfunkel- I am a Rock A winter's dayIn a deep and dark December;I am alone,Gazing from my window to the streets belowOn a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.I am a rock,I am an island.I've built walls,A fortress deep and mighty,That none may penetrate.I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.I am a rock,I am an island.Don't talk of love,Well, I've heard the word before.It's sleeping in my memory.I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.If I never loved I never would have cried.I am a rock,I am an island.I have my booksAnd my poetry to protect me;I am shielded in my armor,Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.I touch no one and no one touches me.I am a rock,I am an island.And a rock feels no pain;And an island never cries.

Blackberry Phone - My Favorite Type Of Cell Phone
BlackBerry is developed by Canadian company Research In Motion and is a line of mobile e-mail and smartphone devices. The Blackberry Phone from Chinese Wholesaler is primarily known for its ability to send and receive Internet e-mail wherever it can access a mobile network of certain cellular phone carriers While including typical smartphone applications. It commands a 20.8% share of worldwide smartphone sales. The blackberry phone make it the second most popular platform after HiPhone OS. Of course it is the most popular smartphone among U.S. business users. The service is available in North America and in most European countries. The first BlackBerry device was introduced in 1999. In 2002, it was well known the smartphone BlackBerry was released, which supports mobile telephone, text messaging, push e-mail, Internet faxing, Web browsing，and other wireless information services. So we can classify it a kind of Multi Function Cell Phones,

[in Search Of The Black Tetra-star: 01 Surface Mods]
Where the HELL is my grape juice... Alright, Between workphonegirlcomicsthirstand inventorying Last thing I remember before I went to bed was doing an initial sketch of my Gouf. I did it from the manual and did a pretty decent job of itand I decided on ...oh yeah I was gonna panel line of the arms. I decided that this would be a high mobility variant black tri-stars colored Gouf. High mobility means more thrusters... ooh that could suck and less armor.So I drew the upper 80% of the suit and on one side reduced some of the armor and surfaces.... I didn't hate it.So I said that'd be the first thing I do tonight. Two hours later and some interesting things happening with plastic dust I've reduced the mass of my Gouf's shoulder's by about 20%... probably more.It...really might not be that noticeable but the maneuverability of the arm went WAY up and those unsightly overly round and bumpy surfaces between the shoulder and the spikes are gone thinned the middle prongs reduced th

For The Record
I hope to hell this is as close to fu-drama as I ever come to indulging in, because I will be buggered if I'm brought to this again. Apparently, the whole 'giving Jasmine bling credits for her wedding thing' is such a completely radical notion that it is STILL being mentioned by some snivelling little gobshites that have nothing better to do. How fucking pathetic are you? For the record, then: I spend money on here...BFD. I spend it on who I want to, when I want to. Jasmine was not the first, and was not the last. If I feel I can afford it, it's really only my business what the hell I do. The reason I gave her so 'many' was because I was getting NSFW MuMMs pulled and a couple of other issues which made me think my profile may be deleted - a matter of principle for me was it would piss me off to have bling credits and get deleted. So I fu-palled them to her. BFD. The other people I've given to have had the good sense/courtesy/discretion/KNOW THAT IT PISSES ME OFF not to

Divorce
A husband and wife were having dinner at a very fine restaurant when this absolutely stunning young woman comes over to their table, gives the husband a big open mouthed kiss, then says she'll see him later and walks away. The wife glares at her husband and says, "Who the hell was that?" "Oh," replies the husband, "she's my mistress." "Well, that's the last straw," says the wife. "I've had enough, I want a divorce." "I can understand that," replies her husband, "but remember, if we get a divorce it will mean no more shopping trips to Paris, no more wintering in Barbados, no more summers in Tuscany, no more Infiniti or Lexus in the garage. And no more yacht club. But the decision is yours." Just then, a mutual friend enters the restaurant with a gorgeous babe on his arm. "Who's that woman with Jim?" asks the wife. "That's his mistress," says her husband. "Ours is prettier," she

The Letter /i Want To Be Six Again
Kathys Comments To whom it may concern, I am hereby tendering my resignation as an adult, in order to accept the responsibilites of a 6 year old. The tax base is lower. I want to be six again. I want to go to McDonalds's and think it's the best place in the world to eat. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make waves with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money, because you can eat them. I want to play handball, during recess and stay up on Christmas Eve waiting for Santa and Roudolph on the roof. I long for the days when life was simple. When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but it didnt' bother you , because you didn't know what you didn't know , and you didnt' care. I want to go to school and have snack time , recess, gym and field trips. I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset. I want to think the world is fair, and everyone in it

Dog On A Truck
A lady was telling her neighbor that she saw a man driving a pick-up truck down the interstate, and a dog was hanging on to the tailgate for dear life.She said if the pick-up truck driver hadn't been going so fast in the other direction, she would have tried to stop him.A few weeks later, her neighbor saw this truck at the Bass Pro Shop in Daphne, Alabama ..The pick-up truck driver is a local taxidermist with a great sense of humor. And it's not a dog, it's a coyote. Can you imagine how many people try to stop this guy?

Moving
Its that time of the years again. Dad got transfered and I get to say good bye to all my friends and go to a new home, new station, new school, new everything. After awhile a girl just get tired of it, lol. Still got to go though, Dad is dad and somebody gots take care of him. I hate uprooting though, it sucks losing all my friends, but at leasst I get to make new one. It seems I can do that with ease lol. Must be that survival instict, hahaha. Well my first post and my fisrt feelings.

Pick-up Line
A Montana cowboy walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance then causally looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and asks, 'Is your date running late?' No', he replies, 'I just got this state-of the-art watch, and I was justTesting it.' The intrigued woman says, 'A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it?' The cowboy explains, 'It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically.' The lady says, 'What's it telling you now?' 'Well, it says you're not wearing any panties.' The woman giggles and replies, 'Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties!'.....The cowboy smiles, taps his watch and says,........ 'Damn thing's an hour fast!'

How To Wash The Cat
1. Put both lids of the Toilet up, And add 1/8 cup of pet Shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while You carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat In the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the Lid.4. The cat will self agitate and make Ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the Toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four Times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of Your home. Be sure that there are no people between the Bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as You can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the Toilet, streak through the bathroom, And run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be Sparkling clean.

Ducks In Heaven
Three women die together in an accidentAnd go to heaven.When they get there, St. Peter says,'We only have one rule here in heaven:Don't step on the ducks!'So they enter heaven, and sure enough,There are ducks all over the place.It is almost impossible not to step on a duck,And although they try their best to avoid them,The first woman accidentally steps on one.Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw.St. Peter chains them together and says,'Your punishment for stepping on a duck is toSpend eternity chained to this ugly man!'The next day,The second woman steps accidentally on a duckAnd along comes St. Peter ,Who doesn't miss a thing.With him is another extremely ugly man.He chains them togetherWith the same admonishment as for the first woman.The third woman has observed all this and,Not wanting to be chainedFor all eternity to an ugly man, is very,VERY careful where she steps.She manages to go monthsWithout stepping on any ducks,ButOne day St.Peter comes up to herWith th

Court Appearance
Defense Attorney:Will you please state your age?Little Old Lady:I am 94 years old.Defense Attorney:Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st?Little Old Lady:There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me.Defense Attorney:Did you know him?Little Old Lady:No, but he sure was friendly.Defense Attorney:What happened after he sat down?Little Old Lady:He started to rub my thigh.Defense Attorney:Did you stop him?Little Old Lady:No, I didn't stop him.Defense Attorney:Why not?Little Old Lady:It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago.Defense Attorney:What happened next?Little Old Lady:He began to rub my breasts.Defense Attorney:Did you stop him then?Little Old Lady:No, I did not stop him.Defense Attorney:Why not?Little Old Lady:His rubbing made me feel all alive and excited. I haven't felt that good in years!Defense Attorney:

A Frog Walks Into A Bank
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack."Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday."Patty looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager.Patty explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral.The frog says, "Sure. I have this," and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about an inch tall, bright pink and perfectly formed.Very confused, Patty explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and then disappears into a back office.She finds the manager and says, "There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral."She holds up the tiny pink elephant. "I mean, what in the world is this?"(folks, you're gonna luv this)The bank manager looks back at her and says..."It's a knickkna

Killswitch Engage My Obsession For Bunnies
She's my addiction, withdrawals never end The needle in my vein that I need to live Her voice is compulsion when I call her name Now I am burning inside an undying flame Beautiful sleeper, know that I am watching You can't escape me, we're bound by attraction You will always be mine until my dying breath Possessing my soul, you're my obsession I can still see your eyes like burning stars Even in your dreams we can't be torn apart You will always be mine until my dying breath Possessing my soul, you're my obsession When I'm without you, I'm dying a slow death Possessing my soul, you're my obsession Wherever you are, I will follow Now you know true love Don't be afraid We cannot be torn apart Don't be afraid I know I can change your heart

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her book.The peace and solitude are magnificent.Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat..He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?''Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?')'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her. 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading.''Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.''If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault,' says the woman.'But I haven't even touched you,' says the Game Warden.'That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment.''Have a n

Lena And Ole
Lena is pregnant with Ole's child..Late one night, Lena vakes Ole and says, 'I tink it's time!'So Ole fired up the Yohn Deere tractor and took her to the hospital to have their first baby. She had a little boy, and the doctor looked over at Ole and said, 'A son! Ain't dat Great!' Well, Ole got excited by dis, but yust den the doctor spoke up and said, 'Hold on! We ain't finished yet!' The doctor den held up a little girl. He said, 'Hey, Ole! You got you a daughter!' She's a pretty little ting, too.' Ole got kind of puzzled by this, an then the doctor said, 'Holey Moley, Ole, we still ain't done yet!' The doctor then delivered another boy and said, 'Ole, you yust had yourself another boy!'Ole was flabbergasted by this news! A couple days later, Ole brought Lena and their three Children home in the self-propelled combine. He was re

The Babies Are 24 Hours Old!
Posted: Tues, April 13, 2010 @ 9:37p.m. Yes, they have survived....all 3 babies....for a little over 24 hours thanks to Ethar's diligent care efforts. When I came home today, Ethar told me that Lurch has taken over "daddy" duties. Lurch would sneak a baby out of the box and clean it if Ethar wasn't constantly watching. Lurch is extremely protective of them...he won't allow Fukker anywhere close to the babies. This is good since Fukker didn't respond well to them. The two black ones are girls and the gray one is a boy. This is one Ethar caught of Lurch blocking one of the girls from trying to wander, blindly, off the sofa. See the tuft of white fur sticking up on the gray one? I've named him Mohawk. Anytime the kittens are out of their box, Lurch is right there watching over them. He seems to instinctively know that they need their asses licked to stimulate the whole pissing process cause as soon as we finish feeding one of them, when we put it down....even if it's facing hi

It's A Bad Sign When You Fail Your Eye Exam
But I didn’t yesterday, and my only out-of-pocket charge was ten dollars for refraction that our family medical insurance didn’t cover. I went to the optometrist at WalMart where Martha works, Dr. Cameron Deschamp, and had so small a difference between the magnification of my lenses now and what would be better that I’m still wearing the pair I bought two years ago. It’s a good idea to get my eyes examined anyway, but since I have type-2 diabetes it’s especially important to pick up on any potential problems, of which there were none this visit. My mother-in-law Sharon came with Sarah and Jeffrey to pick me up after my appointment because my pupils had been dilated and bright light would not like me for a few hours … it felt like a numb weight on my eyeballs for a few hours. But the kids settled down when we got home and we all got a nap! I just finished encountering an author I wish I’d had for a professor! Reading Carl J. Richard&rs

Oh. My. Gods.
Date: Monday, April 12, 2010, ll:41p.m. Well....this evening, after I got home from work, started boring enough....well, not too boring....Ethar was grilling a London broil on the grill. He also wrapped up some taters to cook in the coals. As we were relaxing, eating, watching House....the old ass cock-eyed dude that lives behind us called to as for help cause his cat shit out kittens. We didn't think anything about it since a cat will usually take care of it's own. We were wrong. About 30 minutes later.....we had finished supper and finished watching our show....decided to head up to Dale's to check it out. Turns out the mother has NO milk! Ethar tried repeatedly to get milk from one of her teats to no avail. She wasn't even cuddling her kittens nor had cleaned them. Ethar immediately ran warm water and got them cleaned off. One of them still had a bunch of mucus up in it's nose so he had to take his mouth and suck the mucus and blood from its nose. Yeah. I'm not gonn

The Docs Appt Today
i went in today to have a consult with the surgeon that will be doing the biopsy. i got back from the Docs a bit ago. i go in to have the biopsy on the 4th. on the 20th i go in to have the port a cath that they put in my chest to receive the chemo meds through, to have it flushed as it needs to be done on a periodic basis. i was able to see the pet scan.. the cancer is in my neck, my chest(not my lungs) two spots in my abdomen and in my groin.. theah is a spot in my back as well. This is not as bad as the first time. The spots are much smaller. The reason for the biopsy is that my Onc Doc says that this particular type of cancer doesn't go into the lymph nodes of the torso... the surgeon says that it will show up theah as it has metastasized(stage 4 cancer)and it he believes it will still show up as squamous cell cancer. shrugs i had some trouble to day at the docs. i called ahead of time to get directions to wheah the appt was(to make sure i had the right building) and th

Pisces
Sexstrology Your lists: #Pisces wants sex that drips with passion #Pisces want nothing more than to be carried away on clouds of love #Pisces is the most romantic sign #Pisces females love a pearl necklace - made of passion #Pisces live and breath romance #Pisces sexuality is so alluring one can't help but surrender

Martinis...
Seriously you fuckers...ENOUGH. What the fuck, sending me martini after martini...Jesus Christ burning horribly on the fucking cross...STOP BEING JEWS. Its fucking play money on the internet, spend a bit more. I'm so tired of coming home from work and finding 50 drinks.....ALL FUCKING MARTINIS!!!!!!! Next cock smoking douch wad that sends me a Martini is getting a nice lil "fuck you" in his or her inbox. And so has Marshall SPOKEN.

Roiling Hate
I'm told I'm an asshole, how bout I just blast you? Lay you on the floor and wait for the cops to swing through the door you're just one big fuckin bore, stupid whore, you should be sure that you stepping through the right door when you see me. Or you just let me beat you, show you how I do. One on one, don't need back on a fronta, an jus like the shutta of a camera I'ma ram ya. Damn ya lil bitch, I wanna see you laying dead in a ditch, man just like the forgotten god Lich, darkness explodes rich. Evil is my power, fear is the tower, I thrive and strive on the top, fuck cop shit, I'm taking whats mine, getting so fat on the way I dine from the fear you feed me. See, already your eyes twitch, so which way did your day go? I followed my flow and now you're payin the price, Blood is the vice in which I bleed but still my seed is what you need to breed Cower as I tower with this power...The spray, the shower of pain... Die mutha fucka die, why wont you just die? I know why, don't hold

The Tease! Nsfw
Her texts had been teasing all day. Knowing I was stuck in meetings she knew all my weakness's. She started before I could even get through the drive thru for coffee. Thats when I got the first picture... her tongue licking the froth off her cappuccino. Then just as I enter my office a picture of her ass in a tight skirt with stockings and heels as she bends over her desk in her home office. You could also tell that shes clenching the corners of the desk with her hands. That was only the beginning. It continued all throughout the day... tossed salad covering her naked body.... dirty texts saying what she needed and wanted! So many details. She was a horny nymph today and knew that there was nothing I could do she was home all day and I was stuck in the office. Thank god phones have a silent mode. I might have been fired otherwise. Especially when I got the call! Yes..... Her with Bob about to cum in my ear on voicemail. I couldnt take it anymore. But I had no choice! She was

Lamb Pita Ala Bibli
Lamb Pitas submitted by Bibliophileground lambmediterranean spicesgoat cheeseyour favorite lettuce mixtureonionspepperoncinisThe only real cooking you have to do is the lamb. I usually roll out the ground lamb and sprinkle on the mediterranean spices to taste. I kneed the lamb until the spices are thoroughly mixed in. Put that aside and slice the onion the way you like them. I like slicing them in bigger pieces so that people can take them out if they don't like onions. In a pan, sautee the onions for a few seconds, then add the lamb. Brown over medium heat until the lamb is cooked all the way through and crumbled.On the side, prepare the pita pocket by stuffing in your lettuce mixture, crumbled goat cheese and pepperoncinis. Spoon in the lamb/onion mixture and serve!

War Is Hell.
Still beaten soul and furious heart,bloodlust for ages and cold steel hand. Death to the righteous but honor the fallen, price is pain and reward never-ending. Rivers of blood and loss of will, bodies to bury and children to do it. Reaper came knocking and left well trodden, darkness came and stayed till the end. Barren earth became red and sky became black, fumes of burnt flesh and souls not at rest. This is war, this is hate, and bodies like landmines to the mind litter this land, from hatred Of difference that we misunderstand, wisdom came not and will never yet.

Widows Hour.
In the widow's hour was I conceived through the mourning of the dawn and feasting of the day. On the morrow in the dark of night will I shine like the moon in radiant heat for love of life ill deceived. Within this shallowed shell of hates embrace should I leave and wake in fields of silky green. I wish with all my will that I were able to steal the scent of heather and rose to give with sweet abandon. Could I love with expanding sight I would bring it with me through all my days and deaths touch I would evade. With the light of day beyond my side in the willowed winter of this day my love would grow to hear the whisper of my fate. The stars in the eyes of the heavens scattered clouds and winds can heal this sickly and withered heart of mine.

Orion Is My Dj.
Tonight I sit on the moon My eyes filled with stars And my mind filled with dreams Of the life I will meet in my celestial orbit, Short and green, Tall and blue It wont matter They shall speak in odd little ways With clicks and pops And I will simply smile, They will come from places I never heard of And teach me of their ways Making me better for it And I will smile Thank them and go back to my moon Sit and dream of what is out there View the crab and dragon dancing with the lion and Orion Blasting with some metal, I love my moon and the things in it.

Black Rose.
This rose I keep within me is black From days gone by of fear and dread This rose that is for you is withered From this pain I feel and do not write of This rose I have planted is wilted and dead From having me as the planter of the seed This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny From being grown within an undead shell This rose I keep within will stay within For it can not grow in light of day This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom It will be the only rose my heart will see.

Ragdoll.
I am a ragdoll, stitched crudely and with many mistakes, I fall apart at the lightest tug in the wrong place, and Get mended, but I will never be the same, stuffing Falls out, and I am torn, my only friend is love, love From the one who made me, love from the ones who Play with me, they see past the bad stitching, past The rips and tears, past the little patches over my Body, and past my imperfect frame, I know I am not Perfect, and I do not want to be, I am loved because I am different, and I am something special.

I Am Just Me.
I do not have your skill with words, Nor do I possess the meaning of my own existence, I do not wish to see your heaven or your hell, I have both of my own within me and you're not invited, I do not know what will happen to my family when I die, But I do know they will be safe, because I will assure it, I do not know how to kill for a cause I don't believe in, And I will not learn because you got yourself into it, I do not know you, but I am not you, and not like you I am just me, and no one can ever change me.

Past Lives.
I can smell the cold And feel the night, I can see my breath Though lack of light And hear the souls Of long since dead, I can taste their blood With fear and dread And I know there back From deep within, My soul now aches With thoughts from Past lives relived again.

I Saw You Today.
I saw you today, laying on the side of the road, Your tongue hanging out of your bleak, expressionless face, You had died, who knows how long ago, I don't want to know, Some cruel, emotionless human hit you, and you fell to its hate, They will never know the life they destroyed, only that they did, But believe me, poor soul, for your death I mourn, You were taken too quick in this world, I will never know why you were in the street, but I do care, Maybe you were a stray, maybe some small girls love, But for your death, I do cry, and mourn for another innocent lost, I wish I could have saved you, with my own being if need be, But I know you don't blame the person that murdered you, Its not in the hearts of beasts till put there by humans, I believe you lead a good life, and for that I am proud, I don't know your name, but you will be with me forever.

Make Me Real.
This is an artificial world, a place where you can Buy "perfection" with your Soul, a world with a species that only destroys to Create ugliness and hate, A world with artificial tears and artificial tits, a World of fake furs and Mass produced love in a pill, this place where you Get told you're wrong and crazy Because you're not an automaton with preprogrammed Responses to what's "popular", I don't want to live in this world, I Will not be made of plastic and made To do what you want, make me real.

Societal Devolution.
So cold these times have become Lives no longer matter Wars pass and whip back like the breath from the reaper Sins have become meaningless Evil has become revered Honor has faded from the minds of the worlds population Money has become a life-form Difference means you're unwelcome Society is nothing more than the rulers and their rules.

All That I Am.
All that I am is in my eyes, All the pain, All the fear, All the hate, All the loneliness. All that I am comes from my soul, All the compassion, All the warmth, All the beauty, All the love. My tears my fall, My heart may break, But I, The person, The animal, The box of emotion, Shaped like a man. Will never fall. Will never break.

Wartime Psalm.
Silent nights bring silent hearts to silent streets, Covered in dust, ash, rubble, and spent casings still smoking, Mental and physical walls bar the way, The blood still fresh on the pure white stone, Excruciated faces attached to huddled curled up forms Clutching gaping wounds that will never heal, Wartime psalms sung in solemn whispers through broken teeth, Meaning ceases to matter as more and more bodies are fed to the dirt, Broken bloody men that once walked with gods Only to be killed by loud flashing demons in their innocent faces.

Desitute Mutt.
I had a home once, a nice small place, with big doors, and plenty of room to play, with a nice big bed, where a woman slept, where I was always welcome, she would pat the space next to her, and I would bound on up, she would scratch behind my ears, and kiss between my eyes, tell me I was a good pup, and stroke my fur all night, and she would turn out the lights, and I would sit in the dark, watching her sleep, smelling her beauty, and I knew I had the best owner, but that has ended now, and I leave a trail of blood behind me, from the hole where my happiness once was, roaming the world searching, for a new home, hopeing for someone to pet my fur, tell me I'm a good pup again, but now, I'm just, a destitute mutt.

Love So Fare.
Thou dost in comely manner lay, All supine and unfettered with cloth. Pleading with thine eyes of lust, And wanton with thine breath. Golden beads of light caressing curves of flesh, And locks haphazardly strewn on earth and form. Thou art a Goddess in mine midst, And lovely beyond compare. Mine own mind does conceive foul deeds, And lewd acts of lustful embrace. Long have I gazed upon thee, And measured the heaving of thine breast. My other self has great need of thee, And I mean to have thee in my grip. Come what may thou shalt be mine, And mine love to take for thine own. For good or for naught shall I speak, And hear thine voice address my suite.

Prospectus Of Inclination.
In thine eyes doth my path reveal, This simple wretch can feel once more, Thou art a seraph in my vision, Ravishing with every breath, Contenting my very soul, Thou dost make me list, I close mine eyes and the world doth shift about me, Whence does this feeling flow? I am but a servant when thine eyes set on me, I would be Yours, If you would be Mine.

World Aflame.
I have this feeling, That my life means nothing, That the screaming in my mind is reality, That dreams are glimpses of my happy place, But I can no longer dream, I think my happy place has been razed, Clear cut and set ablaze, It would make a horrible sense in this dream of life, When will this world stop burning around me? I know not how much longer I can survive, Only smoke inside me, Only ashes to touch me, Only the light that breaks me, When can I quench this world? Can someone help me? I cannot do it...

Fine Sand.
I am but fine sand, Meant for deepest blue of the darkest pit, I have been worn and fragmented, From ebb and flow of emotional discontent. I am but fine sand, Ever to be tread upon, I am small broken and jagged, But you have never felt such a soft blade as me. I am but fine sand, I am desired upon your flesh, I will make you remember that beautiful day, I am what you want me to be, And I, Am everlastingly soft.

I Once...
I once was wolf, Proud, Noble, And fearsome to behold. I once ran with my pack, Trees, Earth, The smell of freedom. I once was beautiful, Sleek, Warm, Deeper than any ocean. I once was perfect, Animal, Lover, I shall be again...

Update 04/14/2010
April 14th update; Bearing in mind my last entry, I'm off sick due to stress & harassment etc . . . . . Today, there was another hand delivery of TWO more letters from work!! Yet again trying to set up a grievence meeting WHILE I'M OFF SICK!!!! Looks like I'm back on the sleeping tablets tonight :( I phoned my lawyer & emailed the letters to him, now I just have to calm down again . . . easier said than done, but I can still laugh about it, the old git's dug himself an even bigger hole now, TWO counts of harassment while I'm off sick, watch those zero's go on the end of my compo HA HA!

The Uncomfortable Truth..........
The Welfare Reform Act of 1996 was designed to reduce budget deficits by providing states with government funding for recovering welfare costs. This included within its scope child support since child support is recovered by the state to pay any welfare benefits provided to a custodial parent. It unintentionally also included child support paid by those who did not receive welfare benefits. Based on recent statistics, it is estimated that the federal government provides $4.2 billion in grants to states for their child support collection services. The payments to the states are based on a percentage of their child support collections operating costs. As a result, the larger the child support enforcement costs, the greater the federal funding. Of course, the best way to increase the size of the system is make sure that the state is collecting as much child support as possible. The end result in Minnesota, and other states, is that state collection of child support is mandatory unless: No

Ha
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of t

Dirty Protein Lovin Amateur
OMG stuff a hottie. I would eat this one up a sec. Plus, this little vixen gobbles down the baby batter like a pro. Dam I luv a good COCKtail. This is my favorite blog and its all 100% free so fear not just click the image to see the rest.

What Im Seeking
sweet kind fun loving country lesbian looking for the one woman that can touch my heart & soul that i can be myself love laugh enjoy each other if u think u might be that person feel free too add me lets chat

Health Update
i went to hospital last night via 911 4/13/10!well im home, but going back in for at least a 2 weeks stay friday my tumors are growing rapidly and all the stress im under is making me wores.ill be takeing my lappy, and my cell feel free to call or text me if you have the number if have it, if you need it leave a messgae here or yim, ill be under sadation, so im not sure how much time ill spend on here but ill get back to whoeve whenever. thanks for all the suport i have gotten loves ya's all

Whats On My Mind
I have no desire to share or divulge my deepest darkest secrets to just anyone, I mean after all, we all have to keep some things private and make something special for "The One" who deserves it, dont you think?

My Day Of Pampering
I keep Wednesday's free for my pleasure and amusement. I like a weekly massage to relax me so called to arange one for Wednesday morning after my ballet class. The masseur arrived ahead of time, and I had to rush around organising the massage table we have as the for him to work on.The doorman buzzed, and then I opened the door myself, despite not having had the time to rush upstairs and get my dressing robe. Yes, I was naked! John didn't seem too surprised, but greeted me and said: 'I see you're ready for me!' I smiled and watched as he came thru the door. I closed the door. He helped me get the massage table up. I then got a striped towel, orange and green stripes, which I spread onto the table top. I asked John: 'Where do you want it?' I meant the table, but he answered: 'Up, prone on the top please!' He was smiling, and I could see we were going to have a fun time. He opened his box of tricks as I pushed the table a little closer to one of the long windows and climbed up on i

Suggestions For Some
Picture Suggestions I’ve noticed a lot of various pictures now on this website that are simply either bizarre or, quite honestly, frightening. So I thought I would write a brief guide to choosing a default picture wisely as well as thoughts on real life versus fubar life. First and foremost, if your default picture looks nothing like you – then you shouldn’t use that. It’s disappointing to come to a page after clicking what looks to be a hot picture and finding out that the girl is really some slob using a fake picture just to get rates. Second, props should only be used sparingly. For example, I’ve noticed some pictures where a girl is holding a snake, yet she’s still a pretty big freaking girl. While the snake might be nice and all, and while some people might be into that kind of thing, seeing it curled around your rather huge body is not really all that attractive. It just highlights your fat rolls which, honestly, no one wants to see. Spe

Poem
HEART, A DREAM BEING PULLLED BY THAT STRING OF ANOTHER.OUR WORLDS SO HELPLESS TO BE THAT ONE WE WANT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH.A HEART BEING TUGED BY ANOTHERS DREAM, SEEMING SO UNREAL TO US NOT EVERUNDERSTAND THE TRUE WAY THAT WE SHALL GO.A DREAM OF BEING WHOLE, IN A WORLD WERE THERES SO MANY CHOICES AND FEARS.SHALL OUR DREAMS OF ONES OWN HEART COME TRUE, OR SHALL THE WORLD OUT SIDE JUST EAT US WHOLE.A HEART, A DREAM BEING PULLED BY THE STRINGS OF ANOTHER.OUR WORLD SHALL IT BE TRUE TO US , OR JUST A LIE IN OUR OWN HEARTS TO BE.A HEART TUGED BY THE WORDS OF DARKNESS, SO UNLOVING, NEVER TO BE COMPLETE.HARDNESS OF ONES OWN SOUL NEVER BEING ABLE TO LOVE ANOTHER.A DREAM OF TWO ME AND YOU, THAT ONE WE SHALL ALWAYS LOVE, FOR THE DARKEST HEART CAN NEVER COMPARE TO A LOVE SO STRONG.A HEART, A DREAM STUCK IN A TUG OF WAR BETWEEN WANTING TO BE ALONE, AND HAVING SOME ONE TO LOVE.MAKING OUR LIFE, SO WHOLE AND HAPPY TO BE OR MAY I JUST SMIPLY SAY, LOVE SHALL NEVER BE.A HEART, A DREAM THEY GO HAND IN HAN

#2
I've decided to write you in pencil, for from now on. #2 lead, like most things, isn't permanent. Unless it gets under your skin. I have a mark like that on the underside of my left arm, where Jennifers pencil tip punctured me in the 6th grade library. A forever reminder of a moment in time that when it was happening seemed to just pass by, as unimportant as the thousands before it. On paper, however, lead is as fleeting and fragile as the times we record with it. It softens and blurs with time, as do scars and painful memories. Pencil understands that what we say today, we may or may not mean next week. That's why it is so agreeable with erasing. I've countless letters to you, missives I shall never send scrawled on note paper, white paper, journal paper and scraps that fell readily to hand when I was moved to speak with you. It's much like I have landed in a cut rate Stephen King/ Nicholas Sparks mash up. Horrifying. All of these thoughts that I can never send were written in pen. Th

Encounter......
me on the street.... I smiled but you did not notice.... my heart raced at the site that is you.... my body quivered for you embrace.. There we stood inline with seperate purpose, but similar desire........ you look so lovely and gentle..... On the outside I am cool, confident and secure...... Some where inside there is a young man who feels that he is not worhty of your attention. Perhaps we share the same feelings of want, passion and desire. Perhaps the attraction is the same but the timing is wrong. Perhaps all it will take is for two eyes to meet..... perhaps that will be all it takes and then suddenly there is a distraction and as the two eyes are about to connect............ Perhaps...... but alas the moment is snatched away unfairly by the distraction and the moment, that oh so very special moment is gone........ Don't even let those moments be snatched away, smile at the stranger and take a chance that perhaps, just perhaps he will be the one.

Walk In Twilight......
AS I WALK IN TWILIGHT As I walk in twilight and beneath the evening’s skies, I look upwards into outer space and seek the image of your beautiful face, I imagine your eyes, your lips and the softness of your cheeks……. The vision in my mind takes me to a place where only you and I exist…. It seems so often my mind takes me to this place of refuge. The place is one that is of seclusion and privacy and at the same time beauty and openness….. The place I refer to is a place which I call “Our” place. It is a place which is tropical in the day, overlooks white sandy beaches and crystal blue water. At night it is a place that is cooled by ocean breezes, a breeze so cool it causes you to walk closer to me as we walk along under moon light sky. Our place is one were we can enjoy one another with reckless abandon free of being judged and with not a care in the world. It is a place where we can be friends, explore like children and make l

Exploration......
As I think back to our conversation the other night my mind wanders to the sound of your lovely voice as your fingers eagerly danced over your lovely skin................. Each time my mind drifts back and I hear your delicious voice my cock begins to twitch..... Oh how I would have loved to have been standing outside watching your every move........ watching your lovely fingers slide in and out of your lovely lips, seeing the look on your face and hearing your orgasmic gasps......... I would love to sit across from you naked and watch you as you explore your naked body........ Hmmmm to watch as you slowly run your fingertips along your skin, to watch as you slide a finger between your sweet lips and gently suck on them............ then as your fingertips glide across your soft skin they stop momentarily to pinch each one of your perky nipples making them each hard as little stones........ as your fingertips glide across your stomach my eyes widen and I can feel my mouth starting t

Awakening......
AWAKENING As I awoke today you were on my mind, it seems lately you are always on my mind. The thought of you is always with me no matter where I go, no matter what I do. The thoughts of you may not be in the forefront of my mind, however they are there. The thoughts rattle at my brain like the gnawing desire of a drug. To a certain degree and undeniably the though of you and I together has become a drug, I’ve become addicted to and truly do not wish to vanquish from my mind. This morning as I awoke my thoughts were of you, as I walked along in mornings dawn my thoughts were of you, as I showered my t houghts were of you. My mind wandered to your wondrously beautiful eyes and imagined what it would be like to become lost in them. My mind wandered to your luscious lips and wondered what it would be like to drink from them, to feel the press of your lips against mine and the caress of our tongues together dancing and exploring each others mouths. My mind wand

Time....
A kiss a touch how it I want them so much…………. To be so close and yet so far away through the day drives me insane………. When I see your smile my heart races……… to look into those beautiful eyes my pulse runs faster………. How I long to hold you in my arms and feel you against me…….. The mere thought of you in my mundane day brings a smile to my face….. I look forward to the moments I get to look into those pure eyes…. I selfishly long to be the lover you have dreamt of…….. I selfishly desire to keep you as my own……… I know that beauty such as yours should not be held and kept from the world, because beauty such as yours belongs to the world and should be shared so the world can truly become a place worthy of a beauty such as yours…………… My mind wanders to your lovely face as it so often does, I can’

Dreamer & Beauty......
OF DREAMER AND BEAUTY As the dreamer moves through time his mind slips to Beauty………. Beauty with lips like wine sweet and inviting to drink………… eyes with a beauty so stunning she can stop time………. Dreamers thoughts turn to a fantasy that take the dreamer and beauty to a place of solitude……… a place without distraction and interruption…….. a place simple in surrounding……. yet familiar and comfortable…………… a place where Dreamer and Beauty can be together undisturbed………. Dreamer sees the time spent as priceless…….. he can see Beauty next to him……. He leans into her and with softness kisses her lips like wine….. Dreamer looks deeply into Beauty’s eyes and gently caresses her cheek with his fingertips……… Dreamer’s breath quickens and his heart begi

Bikers Wish To All
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and we're co

So Uh Yeah This Is Whats Going On
starting april 28th i will be semi-homeless. i have to leave the place i am at now. long story as to why but anyways a friend of mine said i can crash at her place a few nights a week to shower and do laundry and sleep on the couch ect but the rest of the time i'll be living in my car :( and since i just sold my computer to make a car payment i dont have my own computer to get on here so wont be on very often after the 28th. but leave me lovings and when i am able to get on i will keep in contact and love ya'll back :) i'm trying to pay my car off and then get a laptop and then a place to live, yeah seems messed up to try for a laptop before a place to live but i think it'll help me get a place to live in the long wun but anywho thats whats going on with me.. i had my first back procedure done a few weeks ago, an epidural therapy where they stuck 12 inch needle into my spine and released anti-inflamitories and steriods to try to resolve the pain issue in my back and leg fr

Shadows
The pure quitness of your room. The shadows dancing from one end to the other. Watching them play and twist wonding or wanting to be apart of the shadows that come and go at night. Lissioning to the nothingness all around feeling at peace and wanting that peace to last for the next day. The next day will always come but the question is what will come with it? They say that only you can make yourself feel like crap. What the fuck ever people can make you feel like crap just as bad. Thats why i must love those shadows that play. They say nothing and do nothing. They are nothingness and it cant hurt or bite or kick you when your down. So what do we say to those haters that hate themselves and take it out on others well there really is only one thing left to say FUCK OFF. thank you

Whats Your Fantasy!
So I have blogged quite a bit on other sites. I definitely have my own style. But I do like to cater to my audience! So what I want to know is........ What are YOUR fantasies? I want to try to make them come alive for you with my words. Anything is game so let me know!

Totally 80's
So have you had one of those nights and morning you were kind of bummed out and then you found that song that just brightened your day? Well i found one and it is perking me up along with the coffee. I am not even going to bother to try to post it here so I will post it below in the comments instead. Feel free to share some totally 80's groovy tunes if you have them too.

To My Love
As I look through my life I see many mistakes, at times I feel losing that one person is one of them. Yet I also see where so many things could have been different. If I was different, if I was in a different state of mind. If you were different, if you were in a different state of mind. Maybe things would have been different. I know we grew up in so many different ways. Yet I still feel in love with you. You made me feel alive, you made me feel as if I could do anything. Yet at the same time you made me feel as if I couldnt do anything to help you. I know I haev never told you this. And many people will never know who I am talking about. Yet I feel as if I needed to get this out, to let go of all this that runs around in my head. You know I explain things better when writing. SO thats what I am trying to do. If things were different I would I have faught to keep you. Yet I am so tired of having to fight for everything that i am wore out. You know the fights i have been

Inspiration
I know I sure feel at times like I have not made any impact in anyones life other than my kids..but after reading this story.. I realize we do make some impact more than what we realize.. and that alot of times we just dwell on the bad stuff. Once upon a time, there was a young woman named Sarah who lived in the village below the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. She was feeling very sad and depressed. Nothing or no one could make her happy. She had been very unhappy and depressed for a long time. "What is the use of going on?" she said. Nothing anyone said seemed to make a difference. Her best friend went to visit Sarah and told her the story of the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. "It is a special place where as the sun sets you can look out over the city and see sparkling golden footprints on the places and people where you have made a difference." "But I haven't made any difference in anyone's life," she said. There won't be any golden footprints for me to see. So why should I

Funeral Songs
Come On Up To The House - Tom Waits High, Wide And Handsome - Loudon Wainwright III Down To The River To Pray - Alison Krauss Take Care Of All Of My Children - Tom Waits Is four songs too many to have picked out for your funeral?

Doggy Come And Doggy Go. Stress It Seems Has Not Been A Problem. Second Try
Today I am doing something that has never been done - for me that is. We are just off to look at a dog with the view to bringing it home. I am just trying to think what questions need asking and quite frankly cannot. It does not bother me which is maybe a little fool hardy if, say, he is not house trained. We will see. This all began with a housewarming party in Liverpool where we met a Tibetan terrier called Diesal who was adorable. As our friends were going on holiday they were looking at kennels but were devastated to see how little space Diesal would have - about a dining room table sized cage. During a conversation about logistics, we live half way across the country, they live on the coast but we were told that they could transport Diesal to us. I said it would be no problem and we had him for three weeks. This may not seem strange but I have never owned a dog before and not handled them much either. So this was another learning curve but we coped and I would never hav

Doggy Come And Doggy Go. Stress It Seems Has Not Been A Problem.
Today I am doing something that has never been done - for me that is. We are just off to look at a dog with the view to bringing it home. I am just trying to think what questions need asking and quite frankly cannot. It does not bother me which is maybe a little fool hardy if, say, he is not house trained. We will see. This all began with a housewarming party in Liverpool where we met a Tibetan terrier called Diesal who was adorable. As our friends were going on holiday they were looking at kennels but were devastated to see how little space Diesal would have - about a dining room table sized cage. During a conversation about logistics, we live half way across the country, they live on the coast but we were told that they could transport Diesal to us. I said it would be no problem and we had him for three weeks. This may not seem strange but I have never owned a dog before and not handled them much either. So this was another learning curve but we coped and I would never

Tell Me By The Rolling Stones 1964
TELL ME BY THE ROLLING STONES 1964 I want you you back again, i want your love again i know you find it hard to reason with me, But this time it's different, darling you'll see You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You said we're through before You walked out on me before I tried to tell you, But you didnt want to know This time You're different, and determine to go You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You gotta tell me you're coming back to me You gotta tell me you're coming back to me I wait as the days go by, I long for the nights to go by I hear the knock on my door, that never comes I hear the telephone that hadnt rung You gotta tell me you're coming back to me you gotta tell me you're coming back to me you gotta tell me you'ew coming back to me you gotta tell me

Just Me Barking In The Dark And Ranting...just Ignore Me As Usual
I JUST WANT TO SAY FIRST AND FOREMOST...STOP FKKN PROMISING THINGS TO ME IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO KEEP YOUR PROMISES. "OH I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU" "OH I'LL GIVE YOU A CALL" "OH I LOVE YOU" BLAH BLAH BLAH. IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE ANYTHING ANYONE SAYS ANYMORE. IT JUST SUCKS. I GET PROMISED THINGS ALL THE TIME ON HERE. HAS BEEN A YEAR AND ALMOST 3 MONTHS THAT I'VE BEEN HERE, AND IF I HAD A DOLLAR FOR EVERY TIME SOMEONE ON HERE SAID THEY'D BLING ME BACK AFTER I BLINGED THEM, OR FOR EVERY TIME SOMEONE SAID THEY'D BUY ME AN AUTO OR BOMB OR BLAST OR SOMETHING, I'D HAVE ENOUGH TO BUY A GODDAMN FU-PONY PROBABLY. "I'M GONNA SPOIL YOU ROTTEN"...I'VE HEARD THAT AT LEAST 2 DOZEN TIMES...HAVE YET TO SEE THAT HAPPEN EXCEPT FROM 1 OR 2 PEOPLE. I'VE BEEN LIED TO SO MANY TIMES...WHO DO I BELIEVE NOW? THIS IS SO STUPID...PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO LEARN HOW TO TELL THE FKKN TRUTH. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HELP ME, THEN SAY SO. WE'LL MOVE ON. DON'T LIE. HELL HALF OF YOU ARE 2 AND 3 TIMES MY AGE. ACT LIKE IT!!!! IT'S

Just A Poem...
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

How Ellie Became The Oompa Loompa Queen!!
Once upon a time in a far away land Ellie was all better n feelin right as rain!! She was skippin along a yellow brick road when low and behold she spotted an oompa loompa a little ways away.. She got all excited and started running faster and faster so she could catch the lil fawker cause those lil legs can MOOOOVE!!!! all of a sudden she heard the sounds on the notorious ELLIEPHANT and yelled CHAAAAAAAAAARGE!!! The oompa loompa looked up just in time to get tackled by Ellie and she lifted her lady skirt n sat on tha lil guys face... try as he may try as he might he wasn't makein a sound cause Ellie had him held there tight.. She had her way with him and soaking his face till he drown but not before he told her where to find all the other oompa loompas... So she went on her merry little way again in search of oomps loompa land and when she found it they had the biggest gang bang in history of little people... They liked her sooooo much they made her there queen and thats how w

Bruised
She was lying in bed, alone, normally she would be laying there with her man but they had a fight a few days prior and he packed a bag and left, she had not heard from him since. She looked over at the clock, 11:30, she wondered what he was doing and thought to herself ‘If he was here we would having hot passionate sex.'Slowly she lets her hands start to explore her own body running her hand up under the tee shirt that she was wearing. Slowly she starts to play with her nipples, pinching and pulling them. She lets out a sigh as she lets her other hand slide under the shorts she is wearing. She slowly runs a finger over her clit, rubbing it slowly as she pinches her nipple. Removing her hands from under her clothing she rolls over and opens the drawer in the desk next to her bed. From the drawer she pulls a long red felt bag, opening it she pulls out a long glass dildo. Placing the dildo on the bed next to her she wiggles out of her shorts and tosses them to the floor. She ag

Saving Your Atv Trails!!
MY FRIEND FORERUNNER IS TRYING TO SAVE THE ATV TRAILS FROM EXTINCTION. PLEASE VOTE AND HELP HIM BECOME THE SPONSOR FOR YOU THROUGH PRILOSEC. http://www.officialsponsor.com/applications/view/4735. GO TO THIS LINK AND VOTE FRO BOB B. AND HELP HIM SAVE YOUR ATV TRAILS. IT WILL TAKE ALL OF US. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE HELP........