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Pass
Always remember to neglect this place.Dim flickering light. Wet rusty needles dipped in thick pools.Like the skittering fingers of disturbed refuse.The things that drag against your skin and leave cracked, drawn itch.Like a pollen of ichor and oil in the air.Settles and tints.Turns every sneeze gray.Ever wheeze mottled with red. This is the truth you craved.The hubris you prescribed.The opening to a close. Strange unwillingness to patronize.Even more deranged is the impulse to watch. You'd have it no other way.Watching a man starve in a stocked pantry.A dog drown in a desert.Humanity wither in an ever surging soup of mankind. Wallow in the spectacle of the third act.Just don't linger for the curtain call.

My Weekend
So, Im sure none of you noticed I was gone for a few days...well maybe a few of you did, but I went to go spend some time with my kids at my ex's and check out her new place. The house is nice, they have their own room, and the school is with in walking distance of the house. So I take them to school, meet the teachers and my sons are having problems adjusting, which is to be expected, but I have some serious thinking and planning to do. with everything that has changed this year for me, i have no choice but to change some things i can control. When I got home just a few minutes ago, my friend was visiting with the neighbor chic and we did the typical guy dialog between us, hows work and who are ya dating, bla bla..So I twll him Im not working and he says they need someone at the shipyard that has experience.. yay, so Im hoping i get the knock on the door tomorrow morning from him and the boss man. It wont be for what im used to making but im not making shit right now so im good to

Untitled But Mine
Sitting here with tears rolling down my face my heart feeling out of place Hoping for a new day dawn wishing the pain would be gone. Seperated from words apart all I feel is a broken heart Love despair and grace unkown mercy is what I want to be shown. Living with the undieing truth that I am in a quandering youth A touch a feeling there It is all in the air. Quietly meak the tear goes down my cheek Don't know where to go hope one day it can show. The love I have in me I can't set free cause I am in pain you see. No one wants what I can give so I set maybe internet free to live. To find myself again as I need to be All I can do is be me.

Just 1 Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on realityNot even the thickest iceberg Could melt the love I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

Afraid
Twisting and turning I know not where to go. The road seemed clear until the phone call arose. It seems as though trust will never be there even though it is said that it will be. I know now it will never be that easy. I know in the past leaving has hurt those close to me however as time has past by why hasn't it been forgiven? Did leaving really leave those hearts that damaged that they can't recover and forgive after all the loss they have been through? I just don't know what to do any more. Maybe every decision in my life will always be a mistake and I will always hurt those I care and love deeply.

I Wrote It On The Bus Ride Home...
im late again i missed my ride,just because i found a guide.One to help me say my piece,Then enjoy what excitement reaps.treating it with gentle wordhonest feeling so absurdwish it was more, but glad it's notthe safety of distanceSO FUCKIN HOT!how then did my mind get sprungis it because i kno hes hungJust thick enough and hairy as wellim not surprised at why i fell.i know it sounds like im talkin dick,and u know it's one i'd lickI must express i swear im not. Its not the reason hes so fuckin hot.the kinda guy i think of and drooli even rubbed one out at schoolalready comin outta my shellhe's saved me from my sexless helland tho hes miles and miles awayhes touched me in a most lovely way.Caressed my mind and blushed my cheeksenough to make me smile for weeksat least enough to make me wetim so very thankful for the internet.

The Wearing Of The Grin
An old Porky Pig cartoon. Sure and it's quite appropriate for the time of year! That's all for now! Dance a jig, get your Irish on and let the party start! =D Rock on! Shawn, AKA Botox O'Callaghan

40's Pin Up Girl.
So, You've decided to be a fantasy girl. Well I am here to help. The first look is the pin up girl because it works great and I was the only person available. Ha! This look is good for: Medium length to long hair From fine to slightly course hair for anyone who wants to make an entrance!! 1. Best done on hair that's "dirty" or hasn't been washed in a couple of days. 2. set hair in hot rollers or curl with a curling iron making sure to organize hair in horizontal sections and alternate curl direction between each section. 3. Don't worry about curling the back. Curl the front and bottom sections then curl the top. This will cover everything you can't reach. If you are using a curling iron, pin the curls and let them set so the curl really holds. 4. Create your desired part. 5. section out a triangular section from your ear to your crown & wrap around a foam roller or "rat" (that's what they call them) or tease the section and roll up. Secure with bobbie pins. 6. repeat on th

4 Months
I sit here reflecting on the fact that tomorrow it will be four months since my total knee replacement. I have been able to ride my bicycle again. I had two days of mountain biking last week. This week I was able to start my first road race, rode 40 miles and then the next day had a wonderful day with my son and best friend for a 55 mile ride. That certainly made me feel like my rehab had almost come full circle. Today I was even able to go out and ski for a couple of hours, it was 60 degrees with nice soft snow. It is so hard to express how I feel tonight to think that I have been able to come so far in such a short amount of time. 6 months ago I was so concerned about what I might be able to achieve after surgery, and now I am wondering just how far I will be able to go. the outlook is so bright, I am so thankful to my friends and family who have given me so much support through this all. Today is a great day and tomorrow will be another amazing day as I begin the rest of my

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Stay By Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories
you say I only hear what I want to. you say I talk so all the time, so. and I thought what I felt was simple, and I thought that I don't belong, and now that I am leaving, now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you. yeah, I missed you. and you say I only hear what I want to: I don't listen hard, I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to anyone, anywhere, I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. so I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: the lover's in love, and the other's run away, the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. well, this is not that: I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown. and I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. you try to tell me that I'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. you said that I was naive, and I thought that

Never Be Late
A local priest was being honored at his retirement dinner after 25 years in the parish. A leading local politician and member of the congregation was chosen to make the presentation and to give a little speech at the dinner. However, he was delayed so the priest decided to say his own few words while they waited: "I got my first impression of the parish from the first confession I heard here. I thought I had been assigned to a terrible place. The very first person who entered my confessional told me he had stolen a television set and, when questioned by the police, was able to lie his way out of it. He had also stolen money from his parents, embezzled from his employer, had an affair with his best friend's wife, and taken illicit drugs. I was appalled. "But as the days went on I learned that my people were not all like that and I had, indeed, come to a fine parish full of good and loving people." Just as the priest finished his talk, the politician arrived full of apologies for being l

Disagreement With Management Over Use Of Pictures Of Gun Pointed At Kitten To Get Us To Invite Friends
I think that it is disgusting that management has to go so low as to use violence against animals to try to get us to invite our friends. I, for one, will NOT invite friends under such circumstances.

Marihuana Reconsidered (1971) By Carl Sagan
It all began about ten years ago. I had reached a considerably more relaxed period in my life - a time when I had come to feel that there was more to living than science, a time of awakening of my social consciousness and amiability, a time when I was open to new experiences. I had become friendly with a group of people who occasionally smoked cannabis, irregularly, but with evident pleasure. Initially I was unwilling to partake, but the apparent euphoria that cannabis produced and the fact that there was no physiological addiction to the plant eventually persuaded me to try. My initial experiences were entirely disappointing; there was no effect at all, and I began to entertain a variety of hypotheses about cannabis being a placebo which worked by expectation and hyperventilation rather than by chemistry. After about five or six unsuccessful attempts, however, it happened. I was lying on my back in a friend's living room idly examining the pattern of shadows on the ceiling cas

Love Song By Tesla
So you think that it's over,That your love has fin'lly reached the end.Any time you call, night or day,I'll be right there for you if you need a friend.It's gonna take a little time.Time is sure to mend your broken heart.Don't you even worry, pretty darlin'.I know you'll find love again. Yeah.Chorus:Love is all around you. YeahLove is knockin' outside *YOUR* door.Waitin' for you is this love made just for twoKeep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.Love is all around you.Love is knockin' outside **YOUR** door.Waitin' for you is this love made just for twoKeep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.Chorus / Outro:Love will find a way.Darlin', love is gonna find a way,Find its way back to you.Love will find a way.So look around, open your eyes.Love is gonna find a way.Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way.Love will find a way.Love's gonna find a way back to you, yeah,I know. I know. I know. I know.

Opening Night
So my dad bought my mom and myself tickets to go to the opening night of Cats! at the Pantages (I think that's how you spell it) Theater out here. I'm super jazzed about it! I love the musical. So I have to get all cleaned up for tonight and I still don't know what to wear. Just though I'd share my excitement with everyone. Weeeee! *does happy dance*

Quake Moves City
The magnitude-8.8 earthquake that rocked the west coast of Chile last month was violent enough to move the city of Concepcion at least 10 feet to the west and the capital, Santiago, about 11 inches to the west-southwest, researchers said. The quake also shifted other parts of South America, as far apart as the Falkland Islands and Fortaleza, Brazil. The results were reached via global positioning satellite measurements taken before and after the February 27 quake by teams from The Ohio State University, the University of Hawaii, the University of Memphis and the California Institute of Technology, as well as agencies across South America. NASA scientists have also credited the quake with shifting the Earth's axis enough to create shorter days. The change is negligible, but still worth noting: Each day should be 1.26 microseconds shorter, according to preliminary calculations. A microsecond is one-millionth of a second. A large quake -- like the one that hit Chile's Maule region --

Over Heard
This morning as I walked into my favorite PO, I overheard a convesation that went like this. "This guy's nothing but trouble." You got the positions, authority, and the power, you better use it wisely as possible, without flaunting in the face like your above all. I don't think someone is quite that crazy to place something in my restricted PO Box but others at your level might be. Just a joke, right? Joke is a joke, however, a crime is a crime. Last week I had a rather unusual Cardaic Cath. Two hours knocked out while former President Clinton is wide awake as I was over a year ago and in 2002. Joke is a joke, however, a crime is a crime. Glory to God Norio

England
well i am off in a few hours to sunny(lol) england i have to work at 3 bases there so will be gone for a lil bit....should be back on the 2cd of april and as always will try and take some new pics will miss you all....stay safe ps.will miss you like crazy will call every night i can...you know who you are

In An Auction
Hey guys! I am in an auction - please come bid on me! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2402215&albumid=1624125&i=54048221&idx=24 - Auction ended - Thanks for those who bid! Thanks also to those who rated!

Indecision
Turmoil burns within her. Searing thoughts of indecision. Thinking to be or not to be? Aching questions unanswered. Alive with a previous unknown pain. Burning alone, him in her thoughts.. Denying decisions too pertinent. Feeling tense and ever so swollen. Passion for the unknown begs within her. She rests her weary head ________________2009

Notorious
So it's actually kind of fortunate that I didn't get to do music monday yesterday, because it means that I get to post this list today. Most of you won't like this list. I'm sorry that it's not your thing. Christopher Wallace (a.k.a. Nortorious B.I.G., Biggie, Biggie Smalls, etc.) was murdered 13 years ago today. March 9, 1997. I was in 7th grade. I remember it pretty vividly. He was one of my favorite artists at the time and not much in the last 13 years has changed that. A lot of people discount rappers as stupid thugs who aren't capable of producing art. These people rarely allow the music to disprove their theories. This might not be the most profound body of work ever, and yes there are songs about fucking bitches and shooting gats, but there *is* an art to this music and this man did it really well. I don't believe that he became famous because he died, I think he was talented and had a VERY large following before he met his end...but I do believe it made him infamo

Discuss
So I found this article (originally in Esquire).... lets hear your humble opinion. 11 secrets men don't know about women: 1. Women don't like explosions, in art or in life. 2. Women aren't as funny as men. We're often cleverer, frequently wittier, but to be really funny demands a certain clownishness that our grace just does not allow. It's fine, really it is. 3. We grow pathetic goatees and look awful in cargo shorts anyway. 4. Women are aware of about 10 percent of the things men actually think and say about us. Best to keep it under five. 5. Women love to be taken out to eat. It makes our day. 6. A clean apartment will get you more bedroom antics than you'd think. 7. Given the chance, women will smell and re-smell the scented-candle display at the store. We really can do this for ages. 8. Our

Who Is Getting A Salute Hopefully All Today
Dean's Pshychedilic Breakfast, DJ Boogey Man, RaLpHiE, Rae Rae, MCMEAKA Clark Kunt, mmiikkee Misty Mayhem MJB, Your One and Only Gallo, Big in Bakersfield, FangBanginCannibal, Star Whore. If you're not on the list and wish to be added, please comment.

Worthless
Left to feel like your nothing. Sitting in an empty room. The walls look bare but so full of life. Wishing to be apart of that wall that seems to dance around with excitment. lieing back not wanting to think but everything wants to rush in all at once. Flashes of old memories you would much rather ignore but cant. Head spining out of control to the emotions that wallo deep inside. Fucking emotions. Well i was going to go somewhere with this but cant seem to think where to take it to. Never able to really think of the right thing to say, yet thinking about everything. Left to feel like your nothing. Lost thoughts. Why cant the things i dont want to think about are always around. Take my mind my emotions take everything. Everything has been lost to me anyways so whats the point. The only thing that is left of your mind is the thought that your not worth it to anyone.

Naturally Sweet Herbs
People have been craving sweet foods for ages intuitively this is done for the glucose that gives us energy. Looking at the labels in the supermarket you will find many hidden sugars like dextrose, fructose, corn syrup, lactase and maltose we have become a nation hooked on sweet, it’s a tough habit to beat. Over the years people have turned away from traditional refined sugars to avoid tooth decay and the empty calories with no nutritional value that over time can develop into diabetes. Yet with all of the artificial sweeteners on the market we are still battling obesity and diabetes. These sweeteners are not natural to our bodies so we keep looking for what is lacking in the diet they trick the body into believing it’s getting its fuel but when it realizes that didn’t happen you reach for more. Artificial sweeteners trick your hormones into releasing chemicals that make you want more shutting off the signals from your brain telling you, you are full so you eat more;

Menopause, It’s Not A Disease
Menopause has always been a natural part of a woman’s life marking the end of her reproductive cycles. It is not a disease and it does not need to be medicated away by doctors. It doesn’t mean you are old and dried up, in fact in today’s time it is quite freeing. We are not the 50 year olds of our grandmother’s day, We live much busier lives with our families and loved ones and without a period we no longer have to plan around bleeding, bloating, weight gain, moodiness, headaches and the painful cramps associated with menstruation. Typically menopause is a gradual process that can take years and is different from woman to woman. It’s not the menopause causing the problems that’s the end of menstruation caused by the inability of the ovaries to produce the estrogen needed for a period. It’s the peri-menopausal stage that causes problems such as hot fl ashes, changes in hair, skin and muscle tone, brain fog, weight gain, rising blood pressure and

Guess I'm A Hypocrite...
I have come to realize I am a teeny bit of a hypocrite... I remember back in the days before i had kids, i would listen to my sisters telling stories about their kids...stuff like, "Nathan just got on the basketball team," or "Joey just got his drivers licence," and my eyes would glaze over in boredom as one thing would pop into my mind...one urgent and frustrated thought... "DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN YOUR DAMN KIDS!" Fast forward a few years later...I have three kids of my own, and whenever I talk to anyone, I end up saying stuff like, "Brandon is reading at a 3rd grade level as a first grader" or "Samantha can count to twenty now" and i can see their eyes glazing over in boredom, knowing exactly what thought is going through their minds... "DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN YOUR DAMN KIDS!" I've come to realize all parents are like that...their kids take up so much of their thoughts, especially when they are young, that they

Botox O'callaghan
Top of the mornin' to ye! In case both of you haven't noticed, I've decided that until Saint Patty's Day, I'll begin decoratin' me page for the occasion! While on "that other site" I found an app that determines an Irish name for the user. Mine ended up Botox O'Callaghan. Hence I changed my name! However, since the FuNazis Fubar admin staff have removed the capability to use symbols of any sort in one's Funame, it keeps comin' up Botox OCallaghan - no apostrophe. Rather than leave it like that I decided I wanted that bloody apostrophe in place, so I just spelled out "apostrophe" and there it is! Botox OapostropheCallaghan! I also wanted to put a leprechaun as me default photo - so I did what any 'Net-savvy person would do - I Googled "leprechaun" and clicked "Images". What came up was all manner of photos of sexy women (almost) dressed in Irish-inspired costumes and that nasty critter from the Leprechaun horror/suspense movie series. So, bein' rather twisted meself, I downloaded the

All Messed Up
"All Messed Up"I hope I never wake upI dream about you all the time nowAnd I don't wanna faceAnother night without you hereSomeday, someway, somehowWe will be together againYou know I've always wantedJust to feel the touch of your loveYou know I've always hatedKnowing how far apart we areSomeday, someway, somehowWe will be together againI just want you to know[CHORUS:]Baby I'm all messed up in youYou're far awayBut you're here with meBaby I'm all messed up in youYou're all I needMy everythingEvery night i wake upHoping that I'll find you here andThere's not a day that goes byI don't think about your smileSomeday, someway, somehowWe will be together againI just want you to know[CHORUS]And I know that we will find a wayTo be together somedayAnd I promise you that I won't leaveI'll be here forever[CHORUS]I want you I need youI'm lost here without youI'm all messed up in youI hope i never wake upI dream about you all the time now. Now and forever Michelle, I'm lost here

Never Knew Love Like This
I never knew love like this beforeNow I'm lonely never moreSince you came into my lifeYou are my lovelight, this I knowAnd I'll never let you goYou're my all, part of meOnce I was lost and now I'm foundThen you turned my world aroundWhen I need you, I call your name'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeOpened my eyes'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeWhat a surprise'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeThis feeling's so deep inside of meSuch a tender fantasyYou're the one I'm living forYou are my sunlight and my rainAnd time could never changeWhat we share forever moreOoooh-whooooaI never knew love like this beforeNow I'm lonely never moreSince you came into my life'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeOpened my eyes'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeWhat a surprise'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeYou are my lovelight, this I knowAnd I'll never let you goYou my all, you're part of meOnce I was lost and now I'm foundAnd you turned my world aroundWhen I need you, I

Love
Love is the way you make someone feel. The way someone makes you feel. Love is the sharing the caring The want and the need. Love is a power with unknown strengths. It has the power to make someone smile to make someone laugh to make someone love you in return. Love is what your heart feels What your heart says Ignore your heart and it will fade away. Listen to your heart follow your heart let it sing Let it run free and it can bring you Anything Love is a bond A way to keep people together Love is everything wonderful. Love is You!!

Always And Forever
As I write, I'll sing this songfor the greatest love I've ever known.To my heart, you have the only key,I beg of you, never set me free.I prayed to God for a love so truenow, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful womanHE BLESSED ME WITH YOU.What we share feels so rightto say I love you every night.Wonderful moments shared,precious memories, still tell me you care.I see your shadow,as I lay myself to sleep.Dreams of you, oh so sweetin my heart, I will keep.Look into my heart, my life.Tell me, what do you see?can you feel the need, the want, as Ito be your husband, you my wife.Much joy and happiness you've brought me.If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,my lover, my best friend.Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end. I Love You Always and Forever Michelle love,

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m

Fasci-socio
A friend told Me to do a blog so here goes…I was bored googling good V for Vendetta pics for a picture a friend asked Me to do, when googling this I found an Article by Ted Baehr in which he summed V for Vendetta as “a vile, pro-terrorist piece of neo-Marxist, left-wing propaganda filled with radical sexual politics and nasty attacks on religion and Christianity”I shall assume the idiot has never seen the movie, REALLY sexual politics? They showed no one having sex, at most you saw two woman kissing WOW that will disrupt the morality of the world. Pro-Terrorist, if anything the film was anti-fascism… that guy is probably all for complete utter government control. Attacks on religion? Hm, so being a humanist and believing in people having equal rights, one where they do not live in fear of the controlling class, and not have to worry about being tortured and killed if they spoke out is attacking religion.. thanks for telling Me. Neo-Marxism to say that the peo

New Team
Good Morning Hotties! I stopped by all of your pages last night to introduce myself and to show you some Hottie love. I'm going to be the new team Captain while Sexy69 is taking care of some business. This is a list of the girls on your Hottie team. Please try to leave them some Hottie love everyday. Those of you that are higher up please help the girls at the lower levels to level up. Aryes Team Captainhttp://www.fubar.com/user/3750217 ~PolishGirl~ http://www.fubar.com/user/647986 ~ Mysticpotion ~ http://www.fubar.com/482079 jessicabeth http://www.fubar.com/2159711 ~Velvet Volcano Girl~ http://www.fubar.com/user/3719199 SeXy BiTch69 - Assistant Chief - Team Leader http://www.fubar.com/user/1851759 blue eyes http://www.fubar.com/1442638 Jessa http://www.fubar.com/3748676 CheapN0velty http://www.fubar.com/user/2144919 Mi Amore http://www.fubar.com/user/2322540 HOT Marina http://www.fubar.com/user/144345 BEAUTIFUL DISASTER http://www.fubar.com/user/2321678 Fly http://www

3/9/10
Tuesday, Mar 9th, 2010 -- You may have already decided that some things are best left unsaid. You know better, but it's just too tempting to say what's on your mind today, especially if your words are able to even the score. It's not that you are holding a grudge; it's just that you could have a bit of unexpressed anger that needs clearing as Mars prepares to turn direct in your sign tomorrow. Just remember to be kind in your delivery.

Dinner Decision
A group of 40-year-old buddies discussed where they should meet for dinner. Finally it was agreed upon that they should meet at the Ocean View restaurant because the waitress's there had low cut blouses and were very young. 10 years later at 50-years of age, the group once again discussed where they should meet for dinner. Finally it was agreed that they should meet at the Ocean View restaurant because the food there was very good and the wine selection was good also. 10 years later at 60-years of age, the group once again discussed where they should meet for dinner. Finally it was agreed that they should meet at the Ocean View restaurant because they could eat there in peace and quiet

Changes Coming??
Wow! I just realized that it seems like forever since my last post. I cant believe it has been so long. But anyhow! I am here now, and trust me I have enough going through my mind that I guarantee you will probably be reading for a little while, anyways! LOL Before I go any further, I would love to thank the people that have been by my side through every single thing this past year. You guys have been my rocks, and I dont know what I would have done without ya. You have been there for me when I thought I had hit rock bottom. You have kept me completely sane, and you have even let me rant and rave when I needed to. I wont go into naming names, because I would feel horrible if I left anyone out due to late hour that I am blogging. But if you are reading this, and we have had some awesome times together in the past year, then I am most definitely talking to you. I also want to thank some of my distant friends that have been very concerned and comforting over this past year. You guys have

Learning To Live Again
I have met some pretty spectacular people on this fucreation. Although most of the friends I made over 3 yrs ago had no idea how much it meant to have them there. Total Chaos, Pair of Hookers, Tweety & Wildman, Stormfury, Crazy Cracker & a few others. Into the 2nd yr came Susan, Mz Chelle, Dawn, Kimberly....never once have ya'll not offered encouragement, a HUG, phone calls at all hrs just making sure I was hanging in. Not to mention all the support & prayers said when my daughter was missing for 3 days, nor the tears shared when I buried my very much loved Grandma. Here I am into the 3rd yr & don't dare ask whom or what this year will hold. Except TC should of slapped me for playing mafia ...lol. Everyone of you has stayed close & kept encouraging me & reminding me of my own self worth. For your simple gesture of offering true friendship I will forever be greatful. ((((hugs)))) to all of you & to those not mentioned. If ya'll could pull me through those most desperate of circumstance

The Gummy Bear Massacre
Well, I thought tonight would be the same, just as any other nights... Well, at 9 o'clock, I get a phone call from my friend Michelle... She went to a party, was gonna hook up with her usual booty call guy, well he was really drunk. He threw up on her, and so, she called me, needing me to pick her up. I'm just that way, if someone calls, and says "Megan, I need your help", I'm there. So, I get going, and I get to the house, it's full of people. I mean, come on, it's a Monday night for gods sake people. I'm looking through the house, and I see red plastic cups every where, like, 9 or 10 Frisbee being thrown through the house, and they are blaring Avril Lavigne. *shudders* Oh, There were also THOUSANDS of gummy bears, EVERYWHERE! I mean, that place looked like an all out race war had come and gone betwixt the colors of gummies. WTF. Soooo, in my search to find Michelle, I go upstairs... I found her. The guy had stripped to his boxers, she in her bra.... and he's actually sucking gummy b

Deleting
deleting for real and forever this time. Add my Myspace, http://www.myspace.com/cosmic-cupcake my email for it is lydiaxtatic@live.com or DeviantArt, http://cosmic-cupcake.deviantart.com/ I apparently can't handle being on this site. I'll delete it in the morning so the people I still want to talk to can have a chance to see this and hopefully add me elsewhere.

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips 75% Bondage 67% Chains/Handcuffs 67% Biting 67% Blind Folds 58% Blood 50%

Asphyxiate - Genitorturers
Your first encounter with the ones who make you Feel a chance to taste their disease Invite you in to lick their skin press open, And to feel all is real Your senses low, your pleasures grow White hands sew up the deed Another limb to lift your skin, press open And to dream it was real Wide open Lick your wounds and come inside With your hands wide open Lick your wounds and come inside With your hands wide As the cord pulls tighter, face is bleeding whiter and whiter! As the cord pulls tighter, spots in hell burn brighter and brighter! Your last encounter with the ones who made you sin Till the dust hit your skin Their presence knows your wager grows You lust to feel again Hands wide open Close your wounds and come inside You lift your hands wide open Close your hands and come inside With your hands white! As the cord pulls tighter, face is bleeding whiter and whiter! As the cord pulls tighter, spots in hell burn brighter and brighter! Friend…So this leads us to the end

To Live By This....
The most destrutive habit: WORRY The greatest joy: GIVING The greatest loss: LOSS OF SELF-RESPECT The most satisfying work: HELPING OTHERS The ugliest personality trait: SELFISHNESS The most endangered species: DEDICATED LEADERS Our greatest natural resource: OUR YOUTH The greatest "shot in the arm": ENCOURAGEMENT The greates problem to overcome: FEAR The most effective sleeping pill: PEACE OF MIND The most crippling failure disease: EXCUSES The most powerful force in life: LOVE The most dangerous pariah: A GOSSIPER The world's most incredible computer: BRAIN The worst thing to be without: HOPE The deadliest weapon: THE TONGUE The two most power-filled words: I CAN The greatest asset: FAITH The most worthless emotion: SELF-PITY The most beautiful attire: SMILE The most prized possession: INTEGRITY

Bury Me In Smoke - Down
windows are closinkeep me locked awayno chance was given to find myself todaymytime of aginwonder when i'll diebut when my time will comei know the reason whyi have to risk italone it keeps me safe within my homei have to use itto keep me satisfied until i'm gonedon't regret the rules i broke when i die bury me in smokeunder the worldi wait for my fatemy soul restingbeneath my blissful hazemy time of agingwonder when i'll diebut when my time will comei know the reason whyi have to risk italone it keeps me safe within my homei have to use itto keep me satified until i'm gonedont'e regret the rules i brokewhen i die bury me in smoke

Gods Gift.
Her beauty so fresh,Like a warm spring day.A smile that melts a mans heart,Perfect in everyway. A beauty from not of this world,An angel fallen from the sky'sSeeing this beauty on earth,Is a true wonder to my eyes. I will honor this beauty,Each time she passes by.Forever in awe of her,This God given gift to my eyes.

To The Fake Happy Hour Guy.
Here is what I had to send him in a private message/gift. I think it was a good offer. Hrmmmm One would think that with all the pictures you have on here, you'd have a salute. It must be hard being so fake. I'll tell you what..you post a salute, one showing your face, I'll buy you a VIP.You probably won't approve this and that's fine..just shows how much of a pussy you are. Oh, and feel free to block me. I'm use to it.[I was going to leave that on your page, but I'm not "allowed". VIP thing still goes. You post a salute that gets approved, I'll buy you a VIP.] Think he'll take the bait?

Black Widow
Black Widow Climb into this web with me, my pretty one ,who adores the way that I intrigue your dark twisted mind. I can feel your eroticness in your passionate desires you have allowed me to find. But first my pretty ,untie me my dear I've been waiting patiently while thirsting for your touch. Cum stimulate my body with that wicked tongue that I have been hungering for so much. Jirate my hips and tickle my fancy with your lustfilled passions and desire to explore me within. I can hear your moans of pleasure, as I dig my finger tips deeply in the depths of your sweet succulant skin. I have fantasized about this moment and my lips have dripped with thirsting oral urges that can not be uttered a loud. Feel me now it's the beating of my pelvis as my clit is filled with blood, now fully endowed. Provoke me to squirm as I open up my mouth to taste the drops of your honey delight. I fanthom the entwining of our darkened laciviousness, we both portray to and fro, as we engauge thr

The Interview Of Trevor Luchis So Far Up To The Second Kill
patient name:Trevor Luchis Age :29Location: Federal PrisonIn jail for killing:300 multiple grand theft Subject has been murdering people for 20 years. first kill was at age nine. Has just been cuaght and trialed 2 months ago. Judge ordered him to 3 life terms in max prison solitare confinment for hole term. Trevor is in one of the rarest kind of punishment his cell is bullet proof glass with camera surrounding each angle electric bars cased inside the bullet proof glass. perssure sensors on the out side. I have been assigned as phiscology to determin and try to find out were other victims dead bodies. They put me in a room with high security guard with shotgun and cameras every where in the room. I sit there waiting for trevor to come in shackeled and collar that sends electric shocks if he tryies anything. When Trevor sees me he looks down at me and smirk gets on his face.He sits on the other side of the table."Good evening my name is steven barnhart i'm here toevalute you trevor i'm

Mdmdmc
Read today’s title from top to bottom, and you’ll see the screen for bowling at our nephew Patrick’s birthday party this past Saturday night! First bowled Martha, then me (David), then Margaret, then Dad (Martha’s dad Robert), then Mary, and then Chuck a friend of Margaret’s on lane 33. It occurred to me that’s probably a Roman numeral, but you’d have to break it up into three numerals; so M equals one thousand, D equals five hundred, and C equals one hundred. If you can get an easier handle on today’s title by calling it “fifteen hundred, fifteen hundred, eleven hundred” then go for it! It sounds like a Borges short story when I do, though. Everybody got to play two games and in my first I actually bowled three strikes. Several others kids were having their birthday parties at North Hill Bowl as well, so all the neon lights are flashing and it almost looks like a discotheque. Music videos are playing as background (

Sean Penn Is Infected With The "ignorance" Disease
The public education system must as bad as it is said to be. How else can you explain actor Sean Penn’s ignorance about the word “dictator.” He’s mad cause Venezuelan dictator Hugo Chavez is called a dictator by people. And if Penn had his way he would put anyone in prison for calling Chavez, what he is, a dictator. Uh, Sean, my man, you’re a dictator too if you deny people their First Amendment Rights. Hitler, Mussolini, Lenin and all the other dictators of history are proud of you. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/08/sean-penn-wants-reporters-jailed-calling-chavez-dictator/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fentertainment+%2528Text+-+Entertainment%2529 BlastFM does dictate the play list. But it worth listening too. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Languor
languor\LANG-guhr; LANG-uhr\ noun; 1.Mental or physical weariness or fatigue. 2.Listless indolence, especially the indolence of one who is satiated by a life of luxury or pleasure. 3.A heaviness or oppressive stillness of the air.

I Got An Evp
I finally got around to listening to my recorder from my ghost hunt at the Queen Anne Hotel. Going through my clips and I was started to get a little bummed because I didn't get anything odd. Well, that was until #13. You hear a click and then a voice clear as day whisper rather loudly, Get Down! I'm so freaking tickled over this! It's the first time I've ever done it and I got something! WHEEEEEE

Please And Thanks. Got The Idea From Per.
Go to the website below and ask me a question. Ask anythng you like and I will answer. I have no idea who is asking the question before I answer it so you can feel free to be as disgusting as you like. http://www.formspring.me/sasquatch5170 I look forward to answering anything you want to know.

[primer White Was Always My Color]
WOO! Set backs. I was about one hour in and noticed some sputtering spitting and general disagreement from my airbrush. Which sucked because I was hell bent on doing the second primer coat in one go. I had all the paint I needed in the reservoir, I had all parts primed, I had a BIG vat to dunk well, I thought "fuck it I'll dunk the tip and spray it in the warm cleaning liquid" ... sputters... protests, spits. God damn it. So I had did a full breakdown.Full cleanse.And I got to meet my tungsten alloy needle. He's pretty. Least favorite part of the b/rthreading the needle back through the chamber and threading it through removeable parts.There was actually quite a bit of gunk in the chamber which I only found because the needle caught as I was feeding it deeper. It was a bitch.I need a very very very small wire brush. Then I hopped back in my lawn chair, didn't even put my safety gear (because I was just checking to see that I hadn't ruined my equipment)20 minutes later and a

Tom Told Me To Do This
Yes, this is my 3rd blog today. But apparently I should put this link in a blog. The wonderfully smart Tom said so. http://www.formspring.me/xxstaciexx Go there and you can ask me any question you want. I'll answer!...that's the point, right? Anyway, if I get a bunch of questions...Tom will get something. I dunno what yet though.....

Depression
Sitting here I think of youAlmost ready to cryThere are so many things we didn't doNot even exchange goodbyes. It happened all so suddenlyA failure of the heartBringing everyone miseryBecause of your depart All the news brought tearsAlong with lots of sorrowIt's one of the greatest fearsNot being able to see tomorrow Why did you have to leave so soonWhy can't my heart be mended?I would give the stars and the moonFor your life not to have ended. ((I LOVE YOU DAD SO MUCH AND MISS YOU DEARLY... RIP TIL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN!))

Shoutbox Haha
Seriously..read the about me first LOL!!! Raven Song: you didnt read my about me did you? phildiddy24: u kinky? Raven Song: pretty much phildiddy24: is ur mind mostly in the gutter like mine? Raven Song: not really hun phildiddy24: ur a cutie u into friends with benefits? Raven Song: hi there phildiddy24: hi Raven Song: hi there phildiddy24: hi

Kinda Scary
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } UNDATED - Is your tap water safe? According one group, if you live in Pensacola you might want to rethink the next time you reach for the faucet to satisfy your thirst. The Environment Working Group, a research and advocacy group, released their findings from a three-year study that tested municipal water supplies across the U.S. They found that Pensacola, Florida had the worst tap water in the country.Since 2004, the group analyzed water quality tests from 48,000 communities in 45 states. From those tests, the EWG rated 100 big city water utilities. Listed below are their findings.Cities With Best Water 1. Arlington, TX2. Providence, RI3. Fort Worth, TX4. Charleston, SC5. Boston, MA6. Honolulu, HI7. Austin, TX8. Fairfax County, VA9. St. Louis, MO10. Minneapolis, MNCities With Worst Water 1. Pensacola, FL2. Riverside, CA3. Las Vegas, NV4. Riverside County, CA5. Reno,

The Insanity That Is Back Tattoos Spreads
Anyone who has had a back tat done and is lucky enough to have a low body fat content know just how bad they can hurt. So here I am skinny mini and all. considering not one but at least TWO more back tats. Specifically two more to highlight my want to not follow any one path of paganism. So under the triple moon THIS came to mind Thor's Hammer or my personal rune Under that and a lil tramp stampish the eye of Ra or Horus possibly an Ankh. Of course I am also enough a pain sl*t to end up doing each one at a time but in one sitting each.

My Poem ... Lol
As I sit and watch u sleep, I almost wish that i could weep. My eyes might puff, I'm sure they'd swell, It's fine with me! I'm tired as hell! I still want only, a few small things, The tube of lube and the joy it brings. It might b the key to unite body with head, And maybe then i could go to bed... No need for the puffy or swollen eyes, As long as i get good work for my thighs!

Important!!!
I took this from a friend's blog, because it's something that probably a lot of people don't really know about. It's something serious, not anything to do with Fubar/Contests just read what it says and PLEASE do what you can. I'm just going to quote his blog so that I don't get anything wrong. "Not many of you know that march is National Multiple Sclerosis Awareness and Education month. My mom was diagnosed with MS when she was 19. She is one of the lucky ones I guess you could say because she has had a really good life and has kept it under control. A lot of people with MS are wheelchair bound but mom has only recently started using a cane. Her eye sight has been bad for many years now and that is because of the MS. I am writing this because I am asking that you donate to your local MS Society so they may continue to research and develop a cure for this disease. Whether it be $1 or $100 every little bit helps. I donate to them every year so that people like my mom can continue t

3 Strikes N Ur Out
THIS IS TO ALL CREWMEMBERS AND PROSPECTS: We originally started this crew to have fun, without any major rules and ESPECIALLY to get away from the drama that we dealt with in our old group...In the past we have had a silent rule that we implimented as our "3 strikes ur out" policy. When we had issues in the crew that were brought to our attention as bad behavior that we did not see as beneficial to the crew, we would warn the offenders. If they were warned twice and still did something that we felt did not represent our crew in a good light, then that third time was a ticket out of our crew. (any bad mouthing or disrespecting other crew members is an automatic withdrawel)We do not like having to enforce this policy, as a matter of fact, the mere typing of this blog is pissing me off. But, it is neccessary in order for us to maintain and uphold ourselves to a higher, more ELITE crew. We want to rise above all drama and cattiness and if making this a written policy instead of a silent o

Important To Me
Not many of you know that march is National Multiple Sclerosis Awareness and Education month. My mom was diagnosed with MS when she was 19. She is one of the lucky ones I guess you could say because she has had a really good life and has kept it under control. A lot of people with MS are wheelchair bound but mom has only recently started using a cane. Her eye sight has been bad for many years now and that is because of the MS. I am writing this because I am asking that you donate to your local MS Society so they may continue to research and develop a cure for this disease. Whether it be $1 or $100 every little bit helps. I donate to them every year so that people like my mom can continue to live a normal life. For those of you that do not kow what MS is, it is a disease that basically eats away at the fatty coverings over the nerves in the brain and spinal cord causing immobility and ultimately death. The damaged parts of the brain and spinal cord cannot be repaired once they ar

My Fu-life
So. I had a long written piece prepared for you, but i realized the stupidity of it all before i posted it. It went on about how you can meet people on here and they be cool enough for real homie status. At this point I believe im wrong. Sure, I enjoy the random chit-chat. I love the voyerism to it all as well. But there is a thing or 2 i do not appreciate: 1. Pretending to be cool just to see NSFW pics. -- Lame. I wont post any. I've only taken 1 ever. If i did have something to share like that, u would never kno until u saw it. 2. Pet names. -- I've been known to sock people in the face for calling me babe or honey. I don't dig it. 3. My own honesty. -- I didn't realize it would bite me in the ass like it does. I have feelings for 2 people on here -- 1 makes my pants want to fall off and the other makes me wanna get out and explore life. The hard part is how it's taken lightly. Im glad it is, but it makes the actual feelings cheap. hmmmm wait... that might not really b a problem

[fourth Date]
My Rice...I'm waitin for it to finish. So..My Granny gave me $1200 today. I think I just paid off my folks. Why did I get that much money?Where did she get that much money? ... Holy fuck that was a lot of money all at once. Anyway fourth date... fourth date. The best to date.Eternal sunshineLibeled lady vegetable spaghetti and a whole lot of talking. I got her just lighting up last night.It was great.Good conversation, good smiles, great laugha thin, second hand loose necked shirt just barely drizzled over two heaving rolling creamy smooth ... sorry. She's really pretty. I got her full dating profile last night.Here's a little tip.Don't rush her.All her little ventures into the dating world ended disastrously by looney tunes asking her for a commitment after barely knowing her. I could relate. I listened. I laughed.I made appropriately timed jokes. The only hiccup and it was a pretty big one was agonizing stomach pain right in the middle of dinner.I got up and went to

Me On Cam Drunk Trying To Be Sexy Epic Fail Funny Ass Hell
haha u gotta see this i was shit faced drunk i thought i was so fcukin hott doing this then next moring i watched it i almost peed my pant laughing at myslef me and my friends thought it was funny as hell ... for the love of god someone blend my eyeshadow haha i shouldnt have done make up drinking haha i looked like shit here sorry ha if ur in fire fox u might have to look in my stash to see it http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6782999&bl=1also im looking for some one to convert my videos to gif plz .... oh read my other 2 new blogs plz

The Ther Nite
THE OTHER NITE WE GOT READY FOR BED SHE WAS SCRATCHING HER LEG I STARTED TO RUB HER BACK SHE SEEMED TO LOVE IT SO I KEPT DOING IT. SHE TURNED AND LOOKED DEEP INTO MY ETYES AND LEAINED IN WE KISSED SO PASSIONANTLY. I PIULLED HER DOWN FLAT ONOUR BED. WE CONTUED TO KISS AND I WAS RUNNING MY HAND LIGHTLY UP AND DOWN HER OTTER THIGHES.SHE SLOWLY MOVER HER HAND DOWN MY BACK AND EVEN SLOWWER AROUND FRONT AT THIS POINT I WAS VERY EXCITED AND SHE SOON KNEW THAT TOO. SHE PULLED ON ME AND I GASPED WOW HER TOUCH SO SWEET SO TENDER. I BEGAN KISSING HER NECK SLOWLY MOVEING TO HER CEST AND LOWWER I WENT. I KISSED AND NIBBLED HER INER THIGH SHE TRYED TO HIDE HER EXCITMENT BUT HER WETNEES TOLD THE STORY. I SLIDE MY TOUNGE INTO HER AND OH MY GOD SHE TASTED SO SWEET SO HOT I MELTED INSIDE I WAS TRUELY ON CLOUD 69. I KEPT LISKING HER AND BITEING HER LIGHTLY SHE TRYED TO MOVE BUT I HAD EACH HAND ON A CHEEK AND SHE COULDNT GET AWAY. GOD I LOVE HER AND EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. I WOULD FINISH BUT IT WOULD MAKE

Nsfw, Nazi's And Regulations I Will Never Understand.
Simply Put: Maybe I was wrong in thinking that this website was intended for a mature audience, of the 18+ variety, and while I understand that not everything should be publicly displayed because the work ethic of many countries has gone to shit over the last few years, and you have to keep some things out of the work place to prevent 'Sexual Harassment' and all that.. What the fuck is NSFW. And furthermore, who decides this shit? There's sex on Cartoons, a 10 year old can manage to get hardcore porn from simple search engines (that is if they don't already know half a million streaming video sites), hell public television is smothered with debauchery, infidelity, promiscuousness; you can find an article in Maxim about how to 'Lie better to your GF' and what not. So because I like being naked/semi-nude in a artsy setting in front of a professional photographer I deserve to be slanderized for wearing "revealing clothing"..? What happened to that age-old principle if

Okay Ladies, You Really Want Honesty? Be Careful What You Wish For! This Frankly Deals With Sex, So You Are Forewarned.
1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () Pretty much anywhere you want. Beds tend to be softer, though. I'm assuming you are talking about sex. 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() I always liked woman on top, since it frees up my hands for exploratory purposes. 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips

Relationships Suck....
Women are from Mars...men have a $#@%$....Women think about love...men think about $3@...women want a father figure...men want a mommy...Man I am glad I am staying single....geez too much to think about...too much to ruin a relationship

Read
To All My True Friends: I Will Not Be On Here Much Starting Next Week,And Off & On The Rest Of This Week. I Went To The Doctor Today To Get My Test Results And It Was Not Good News...So Right Now My Health Is My Priority.. I Will Be Here For A Lil Bit Everyday To Use My 11's & Ability Points... If You Need Me Leave Me A Message On Here And I Will Get Them. If U Have My Yahoo Im U Can Get Me There As It Is Left On Everyday... Jst Keep Me In Your Thoughts... Love Ya Xoxo Patti

What's In A Name?
I see so many names scrolling by describing the profile owner as sexy, beautiful, hot, or phenomenal (ok, thats a stretch since most of the people on here can't spell phenomenal) but when I click on their picture I find a busted toothless wonder staring back at me. Has someone put out a false memo to these people telling them that by creating an internet profile, they are automatically all 10’s? That the rules of physical beauty have been altered in some way to now include them? Mind you, I am a “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” kinda gal. I think most people have something beautiful about them, be it physical, intellectual, emotional, or otherwise… But I know that isn’t what most of these people are referring to. I also see a lot of crazy, demonic, wicked (takes a bow), and Master floating around, and wonder… “really”? I mean what makes these people think they are these things or was it just something catchy. “Well Raven, pe

My Baby
It's been 6 months since my ol'man passed away, this is the first time i have blogged dince then on any of my sites. I miss him like crazy still look for him to walk through the door any minute, my since of denial has just gotten worse and tha pain well I have no words for that. I just want my baby back, I know thats impossible but somewhere there has to be a path to meet in the middle, dreams have become nightmares I hardly ever sleep just lay there prayin for god to take me too. Each day does not get any easier they only get harder, as people tell me I just need to get over it, well how in the hell do you do that? OK I'm done spilling out my gutsfor now anyways.

Some Poetry
Wherever I go, whatever I see. Over ocean's unknown,you are always with me. Pure as the water, we float on this wave. On the breath of an angel, we'll fly away. Cold as the winter wind in the early morning. No one by my side to lift my heart from the depths of despair. Blind to the world around and fooled into thinking that surrounded by those that I know and love could keep me afloat. The absence that tears my heart is too great to suffer. Without my chosen by my side, I am alone and I'll never be home. Not feeling. Not nothing. Good intentions but jealousy takes over all. Excuses. Abuses.This time I know it's not over so. I'll take all my pride and shove it back down inside. But flowers wither and lies grow old. You cease to care and I'm alone.People climbing up the walls, breaking allmy wretched dolls. Fingersnails they scratched outside in the attic is where I'll hide. A bodiless soul could pass another soul In the clean air and never notice it. One soul passes through t

Watch This
A C-130 Hercules cargo plane was lumbering along when a cocky F-16 flashed by. The jet jockey decided to show off. The fighter jock told the C-130 pilot, 'watch this!' and promptly went into a barrel roll followed by a steep climb. He then finished with a sonic boom as he broke thesound barrier. The F-16 pilot asked the C-130 pilot what he thought of that? The C-130 pilot said, 'That was impressive, but watch this!' The C-130 droned along for about 5 minutes and then the C-130 pilot came back on and said: 'What did you think of that?' Puzzled, the F-16 pilot asked, 'What the heck did you do?' The C-130 pilot chuckled. 'I stood up, stretched my legs, walked to the back, went to the bathroom, then got a cup of coffee and a cinnamon bun.'

Ummm..no
I just got this message. hi,i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance.have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow?you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female?i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives.at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at home for the first months of each year. then i am mostly on my own at late daytime or nig

Leave The Pubes Alone While Driving!
(March 8) -- Sometimes multitasking has its limits. Such is the case in the Florida Keys, where police say a 37-year-old woman crashed her 1995 Ford Thunderbird into another car as she attempted to shave her bikini area. According to the arrest report, on March 2, Megan Mariah Barnes told Florida State Trooper Gary Dunick that she was on her way to Key West to meet her boyfriend, and that she "wanted to be ready for the visit." So, police say she had her ex-husband, Charles Judy, who was riding in the passenger seat, take the wheel while she attended to her pubic hair.

Stanza 365 Day 49
I've made it to week 7 of Stanza 365, only 45 more to go. lol Today's poem is about my own tendency to be a little OCD sometimes. What will I do?Regretting possible mistakes, retracing steps I've yet to take, overestimating what's at stake, and convicting myself in advance. Fighting to stay within the lines, imagining the warning signs. Safe in my self-imposed confines. Did I ever have a chance? Of course, you can find this one, as well as days 1-48 and the rest at http://stanza365.wordpress.com/.

You Know
You know, as many of us do that birth is just the beginning, but then again so is death. See this to see what I mean. http://dreamsofenchantments.yolasite.com/ Please enjoy My thanks to red and cpl4f for all their help and to those who have so warmly welcomed me to fubar, thanks guys loves and hugs

Gone...
trapped inside this darkness i thought maybe i belonged here. i saw a light distant but glimmering with the hope we all were searching for. whispers in the wind went unnoticed. the rain falls. pounding against the destruction seen around me. here forever, darkness is the light. the rain falls and thunder shakes the skies. i stand there. away i would go, if i knew how to let it all go. they say that's how it goes, but feeling lost and all alone is feeling kin to depression and kin to enemy. im over this and moving on. you've lost me. and im gone.

In Life...
In life there are always those people you keep running back to for whatever reason. They bring out the best and worst in you. You cry, laugh, regret, yell, and for some reason they mean the world to you. They teach you and impact you in ways on one else could. You never let them go……no matter how much time has passed. Maybe it's love maybe it isn't. But it's something right? Half the world says you guys are the cutest couple and the other half says keep running and don't look back. But what if life isn't worth running without them next to you? What then? So you want the happiest times with them, but you are never willing to go through the tough patches. And everything needs to be on your time, but if its not then you don't bother hanging around. If that person is your other half shouldn't you try to be with them no matter what? You realize that you do not love the person for who they are but the "idea" of them. You love someone for who they are but you love them even more

Boobies
I was discussing the joy i would feel with squirting someone in the face with breast milk with my favorite boob lady... Mrs Badcrumble.. I do love that woman, she sent me a link that has made me laugh. I wanted to share it with you.. OWENSBORO, Ky.- A Kentucky woman is in trouble for using breast milk as a weapon. A woman in jail for public intoxication is accused of assaulting a jailer by squirting breast milk at her. Toni Tramel, 31, was arrested Thursday on a misdemeanor charge of public intoxication. But as she was changing into an inmate uniform she squirted breast milk into the face of a female deputy who was with her. Tramel now faces a felony charge of third degree assault on a police officer. Her bond was set at $10,000. Pees laughing again, then squirts all blog readers in the face as they enter

What I Look For In A Guy.....
:WHAT I WOULD LOVE IN A GUY:: I guess when i come to think what i want in a guy, one would call me picky. I would just say i know what i want. First off sweet little things make my heart float. Guys that try too hard with pick up lines and make stuff up about them to sound more perfect is just rediculous. No one is perfect and i dont want perfect. I just want a guy that doesnt smoke ciggs or do hardcore drugs, not a good thing to get wrapped up in. lol also guys if your cocky, you mine as well go fuck yourself Also if a guy has cheated on his girlfriend ever in the past, hes screwed, no girl wants that ! Guys dont pretend to be happy, go for whatever it is that will make you happy. Dont leave your girl hangin and convinced shes the one causing it, because really it will be your fault for not opening up. I want a guy that would kiss me over and over, just out of no where and run his hands through my hair. I'd want him to come over in the morning while i was still laying in bed, kis

Stop Accusing Me Of Lying
Cassie was trying to hold icy wet black silk away from her breasts without losing her dignity. She'd soaked her face and the sides of her hair-water was dripping off the end of her nose and her chin. On a growl of impatience Miguel took possession of her wrist again, using it to haul her like a piece of quivering baggage back across the room and into the square hallway, then across it into another room. It was a huge white space of a bathroom, with unforgiving lighting that set Cassie blinking as Miguel threw a switch. Grabbing a towel off the rail, he tossed it at her. "Dry your front," he instructed, then picked up a smaller towel and stepped up close to use it on her dripping face. By now the water had warmed to her body heat and she was feeling calmer-though no less shaken by what he'd said. "What is it about you that makes you say these things?" She fired at him fiercely as she pressed the towel to her front. "Think about it." Miguels fingers took possession of he

The Most Functional Word In The English Language.....
HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right , shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.

An Irish Wish
This is from my friend Ninth Amendment and i really liked it. Thanks honey! xox "May the saint protect ye- An' sorrow neglect ye, An' bad luck to the one That doesn't respect ye t' all that belong to ye, An long life t' yer honor- That's the end of my song t' ye!"

3d Wallpapers For Second Life Art
The most amazing images of virtual worlds are now downloadable as wallpapers for your mobile.Koinup is delighted to announce the launch of 3D Wallpapers, the mobile app that brings the most amazing virtual worlds screenshots and avatar art collections directly to your Nokia mobile.The app will be soon released on the Ovi Store, the Nokia Mobile Application Store.All Second Life members can enter the hall of fame and get their images featured in the app. Join the contests and if you will be picked, your images will be included as wallpapers in the application.All the info: http://www.koinup.com/3d-wallpapers

Poem Of The Day...030810 In Honor Of Int. Women's Day:
Her eyes are so pure, blue like the sea. Her touch is so gentle, no other could be. Her kiss is so perfect, sweet like candy. Her passion so heavy, let no man need be. Praise her the woman, God wants her to be.

Needing Your Opinion!
I have a few dilemmas that I need your help with... Please if you can give me your honest opinion and not some bullshit make me laugh statement that would be great.... These are very Serious matters... 1. Hugh and I are fighting. We have never fought before and its tearing me apart. I suggested we go to couples therapy but he says he wont go.. should i a. Knock him out and drag him like i was a cave man to the hour. b. Cry until he breaks? 2. Gallo and I are both knocked up.. no hes not but his wife is. We are due to deliver the same day and tomorrow we both find out what sex were having.. a. who's having the girl b. who's having the boy 3. Witchie is my bff without a penis... I love her dearly and wish she lived down the street from me so i can pick her up and do whatever i choose to her. a. make her move b. look for houses on her street 4. My fuhubby keeps Cheating on me with whores.. Im knocked up with another mans baby so i kind of understand but once th

Why?
why?....why not me?......i dont think im that bad of a person.....i desirve to be happy....i desirve to be treated rite.....im at a loss....i dont kno what to do anymore.....i try and try and try....and i only get shit on for it.....i let ppl kno how much i care....only to be slapped in the face by them not caring for me.....im sick of trying....im so ready to give up......i dont get people...... i feel sooo fucking used sometimes........i just wanna crawl into a fucking hole and die......i know he wouldnt give a shit! i wish i could tell my heart to stop falling for him

I Want
I want to hate you, But I love you. I want to kill you, But I want to save you. I want to rip you apart, But I want to mend you. I want to scream, I want to call you names, But I want to wipe the tears away. I want to run, But I want to stay. I want to cry, But it hurts so I laugh. I want to fly, But my wings wont expand. I want to be free, But you refuse to set me loose. I loved you and you tore me apart I wanted to show you my world But you refused to open your eyes and you refused to listen to anything I had to say. I want to be free from you I want to be able to laugh I want to be able to dance I want to be able to sing I want to be able to smile I just want to be able to cry But you took that from me and now I am afraid to love I am afraid to smile I am afraid to laugh I am afraid to cry I am just afraid to love someone else. Caroline Morrison

Afraid!!
I want to say I love you but I am scared and I am afraid you wont love me in return. I want to hold you close and wipe away your tears but I am afraid you will only push me away. I want to show you I care for you but afraid you will only laugh at me. I want to give you my heart but afraid you will rip it from my soul. I want to spend my life with you and share some memorys with you. I want to walk with you, hold hands with you, laugh with you, cry with you, but afraid I am just afraid! Caroline Morrison

Goose For The Sauce With Chipped Ganders
for the three people who will read this, HI. now whilst what i said here was not pleasant, it was not intended to be a threat in any way. a friend just pointed out that on several occasions in the past my soon to be ex wife threatened to put me in a woodchipper. should i seek legal advice about her "threats" or just not go anywhere near the woods ?

How?
How can you love me when I can not love you, How can you smile when I can not, How can you shed a tear for me when I can not cry for you, How can you laugh when I can not laugh with you Why do you love me Why do you smile at me Why do you cry for me Why do you laugh I am nothing I am not speical I am lost I am broken But yet you still stay But yet you take my hand But yet you wipe away my tears when i am sad But yet you still love me I want to love I want to laugh I want to cry I want to smile Can you teach me to love Can you teach me smile Can you teach me to cry Can you teach me to laugh If you can mend my broken soul I will be yours forever Caroline Morrison

Cablevision Lies.. Verizon Has The Real Fios..cablevision Just Has.. Well.. Cable..
With exclusive features like the multi-room DVR and Facebook and Twitter on TV, there are plenty of good reasons for customers to switch from Cablevision to Verizon FiOS. If Cablevision does lose ABC, it means that on top of being deprived of FiOS exclusives like a 100 percent fiber-optic network and the fastest upload connection speeds available, Cablevision subscribers will also miss some of the most popular shows on TV like Lost, Grey's Anatomy and Dancing with the Stars. But even if the two sides reach an agreement before this weekend, ABC has already made Cablevision customers aware of the prevalence of FiOS. Now that we have their attention, it's up to us to make sure they know that FiOS is way beyond cable and worth the switch. (MAKE THE SWITCH TO VERIZON)..

One Of Them Quiz Thingies
What is the single largest item in your house?All the air How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand?Yes, badly - but I have a skill for mirror writing What color is your bedroom?White What type of computer mouse do you use?one with buttons and a wheel What is your earliest memory?Getting my haircut the day my sister was born Have you ever jumped off of a high dive?Yup Do you take vitamins?In food When did you first become interested in sex?When I first realised it existed Do you like to color inside the lines?well...anything else would be scribbling What do you have set as your home page?Google Do you have your own radio?Yup Where would you hate to have to work?Stoke on Trent Who is on your speed dial?Nobody Do you prefer lightbulbs or candles?Depends what illumination needs I have How much money did you spend today?£1.25 (Bacon sandwich) What are you sitting on right now?My ass Do you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces?chronically

4 In The Morning....
Its 4 am and I can't freaking sleep. My husband is up getting drunk and playing world of warcraft. My 2 kids are snoozing. Would go jump in the bed but know my little girl will be waking up soon. Wishing my hubby would go to bed so I could relax a little bit. Just paid for a 7 day blast on here. So maybe some fu love will cheer me up a bit. If you see me on chat for a min.

Diy Solar Panels For Generating Electricity And Saving Power Bills
With the current increasing demand for alternative energy sources, devices and materials necessary for making DIY solar panels that harnesses raw energy to be converted to the form into usable electricity are also consistently improved and made even cheaper. Virtually everyone with the interest and the will to capture light energy can create DIY solar panels. The development of this type of device made light harvesting more easily and at the same time very affordable. Click here to read more - DIY Solar Panels and Build Your Own Solar Power System Although the idea of harvesting the sun's energy is not really new, the implementation did not rise until recently. The very influential reason for this is the fact that the device that is used to capture the sun's heat is quite expensive. That is why solar energy as an alternative power source did not hit the public immediately. So instead of buying the idea of using solar energy, only a few well-off responded to the call. DIY Solar Panels

We Made It!
Well... It's been a long time coming, but we finally made it baby! We got to see each other, and it was more than either of us ever dreamed possible! The feeling of your skin against mine was an over-load of mental orgasms. All the feelings, all the pain we have endured, all the hatred we had for each other, it all just melted away in the blink of an eye at first sight of you. When you walked up to me, it took all I had to keep my knees from buckling and falling to the concrete and worshiping the ground you stepped foot on. For those two days that you were here, my lonely city felt so alive. Everything felt so brand new. Everything had been given new life, simply because you had graced its' presence. Some people can live a lifetime in the blink of an eye, but you and I... we lived it in 2 passion-filled wonderful days. You have consumed my entire being, from the frailty of my heart to the razor wire of my mind. We will struggle. We will lose sight. We will fall. I have t

The Path Is Chosen
Hard to believe, but in less than a week a part of my old life dies. This is a time when my life is now at a crossroads. I am sad, for I am leaving a place I have spent the last three years in. I look around these walls and see memories. There... that is the spot where my son first rushed out and asked if Santa was here yet. And there... where he sat to blow out the candles for his first birthday in his first house. On the wall, I see the marks I have made the past three years, where I have measured his growth. Two rooms... one, his first bedroom that he actually stayed in. Hints of the light blue paint still can be seen. The second room, where he moved to. The green is on the wall, his bed which shall go with me still stands up, showing his interest. Friday... it seems like a short time. But it has been years coming. Though I am sad, I also see hope on my horizon. New memories shall now be made. The lil man, when I have him, and I will begin building times with each o

"waiting While Walkin'in The Shadows."
"Waiting, Waiting for what? Waiting for the end the war in my soul, and in this life.wondering if my soul is really the shadow. Wondering if the darkness is forever for me? Love is the light,the CREATOR of ALL things,The MAN in Me. Yet,there is no love for me,or for that matter,Love for anyone. i walk in the shadows,hoping for a light,a glimmer of something no one knows,but what everyone needs,Love. The shadows offer nothing but restlessness,pain and more darkness. i cry in the darkness,in the midst of the shadows.it's like crying in the deep of the forest.where no one hears. My heart is broken by the things broken in life;the bullets,bombs and guns have seemingly destroyed some of me,but the little that's humane,wants healing for a dying sad world.where everyone says they know and practice love,but where is it to be seen?i see the love for those we like,but none for those like me that would love to have it. My tears,though awful,show me i am human and in need of true love ju

Re-post Of My Opinion On Racism
This was once posted here before, but after seeing something that made me think about it, i decided to re post it. Enjoy I have never understood how a person could wake up in the morning, and hate a specific race of people. Its very bizarre to me that anyone would think that any one race of people are any better than any other race. Seriously.....think about that for a second. Members of the KKK believe that white people are the "superior" race. Um.....WHY? What makes white people so much better than the rest of the world? Is it because a million years ago, a bunch of ignorant white guys that thought they were superior owned a bunch of slaves? Cause if you ask me.....i think that makes us assholes!!!!! I just cant for the life of me figure out what makes white people so fucking great! The most classic thing ever - White supremist's that use the term "nigger" when referring to black people. The reason this is classic, is because a "nigger" isnt a black term. B

In Case You Were Bored
I just wrote out a long very funny blog and my internet hates me. Now I need to start over and I'm pretty sure I won't be able to make it nearly as funny as it already was and so now this is almost just a waste of my time but I'm bored so fuck it. I'll try to start out with some background information like the fact that I'm sitting in a very uncomfortable chair, my right leg is crossed under my left leg and my right foot is asleep. I'm wearing dark blue coveralls, a white t shirt, a belt complete with slightly scratched buckle, tall smooth black leather steel toe boots with scuffs and scratches covering the toes. My black pen is in my left pocket, it say what branch of military I'm in above the pocket in white stiching. My last name is above a breast pocket symmetrical to the left breast pocket minus the pen. My right foot is now tingling, my knee is stiff and needs to pop but is being stubbron. I'm not sure as to why I told you all of this so far, once more I must say I'm bored. Ear

A Clarification:
I am not blaming either of my exes. I am completely and totally taking responsibility of being the fucked up one. My ex-fiance is a douchebag though but even he didn't deserve how I treated him. My current?ex? boyfriend has been so good to me and almost from the start I have treated him like shit. I have some problems that I really should have worked on before getting into a relationship and now I fucked it up royally with the one guy that I really loved. And I keep making shit worse and pushing him further away.

Enjoy My Fucked Up Life
this is exactly why I wasn't looking for a fucking boyfriend in the two months my ex-fiance and I broke up...I was TRYING to improve my fucking self, but what did I do two months after getting DUMPED on my ass...find a boyfriend. Who fucking doesn't deserve me. Go Rina! :) I'm so smart. And I treat him the same way I treated my ex. Wohoo. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results? Well, that alone proves I'm crazy...on top of all the shit that I'm not going to post online because a small part of me sees the downside of irrationally posting all my rantings on fubar. ha. //end rant...maybe

Just Curious...
I write. I write horror mostly, or horror related stuff. I getting the bug to start writting again. But I dont really feel to horror-ish like lately (ill watch it, im just not in the mood to write about it) Should I try comedy? Or is comedy too hard to write. Like it would be geared towards one type of audience. I know there is different types of comedy where some people dont like one thing, but will laugh at another. Should I try to write comedy, or just force myself to get in the mood for some horror?

A Poem I Wrote Now Im Every Emotional Now ......
i just wrote whats in my head right now.... I HAVE ALOT GOING ON IN IT ILL EDIT IT LATER ....SORRY ITS SLIGHTY RANDOM NOWI fought back do you rember ...but ur so perfect ,but so coldyour ideas are warpedyou start the shit oh wait that that was me ?oh wait it always me ....but its never me ....defeand myslef and all sudden at ur neck .ur last words trying to choke my breath you will not get to meeeeee im stronger then you inner strenght lights my world and pocesses over meeeeeeeeeeeeYou have no soul yet you strave you feed on the despiar of lives 3 words Hate for humanity 3 word your not human you shead the world yet you dont live in it you live beyond hate dims your world and darkens your pathhhhhhhhhhhhwhispers:Dont blames others for your pain find your light be yourself its ok to love huamity follw me and becoma human again....................I hear you screaming at me i hear your hate call my name Put holding on to hate will only cause you pain........you need me to f

????
Do you love?Do you hate?Do you regret?Are your choices sound?Is your thoughts clear?How about your visions of life?Is your heart free of the hate?Are you like your fore fathers?Have you been tainted by the ideas of others?Are your morals the ones given by those that raised you?Have you a heart to always do what's right?Are you searching for what you want?I am searching.For what I do not know?Is it for someone or something?This I know not.I am free.But only in my mind.I am safe.But only in my heart.Be mindful.That is what they always say.Be truthful.But first to your self.

Thoughts
thoughts racing with no where to goquestions of uncertaintyhow r things to bewhere am i goingwho will i beam i always going to be lost without a soulwithout regardhave i spent to muchof my life worryingabout othersabout medoing for otherswith no regard to me or minewill i always be lost will i never find my wayis this the way it shall beis this where i belongis this who i amwill my journey continue along a pathof uncertaintyof questionswith no answersdo i have the answersdo i askthe right questionswhere will this path and journeytake mewill there besomeone waitinga hand to take and holdor will ialways bealonei don't knowno cluedefenseless to thatwhich ishopeless to be damnedi worry abouteverythingthe wind i know is my answerbut whereis it taking mewhen i think i knowi realize i knownothing of what isi need to knowwhere i am goingwhere this journey is taking mewhere it willleadi know the destinyyet i am afraidof iti am confusedconfused like neverbeforei am becoming selfishi know not why

Disappointed Again
Plans madePlans cancelledExpectingDisappointed againWhere is she?Has something happened?No callNo showScehdulingReschedulingTime and time againNo moreI am through With the games The run aroundI must really careAs I keep believing In what will never beIn what is notI need closerI need peaceI need clarityI need to be done with herHow do I do that?Is there steps I must take?Is there something that I must do?Something I must say?I know not where I am goingI know not how I feelI know not what to doNor what to sayAm I wrong for believing?For expecting?For hoping?For hanging on?I want to be madTo be angryTo be hurtTo lash outBut how can?Will I?I know notI am confusedJust a call That would be niceA noteEven that would be goodBut nothing I receiveNothing I hearWhat do I do now?How do I do it?

Mystical
Maidens, Wizards, Dragons. They all exist whether most want to admit it or not. I see them as vividly as I see the sky on a warm winter's day. The day of sorcery is returning. The time has come to gather. To gather back to once we all came. Is it true you ask. Yes my friend it is. Come let me show you. Look upon the gray sky. Do you see that? The movement that is not of the clouds? Do you feel that brush of air amongst your skin when there is no wind? Do you feel the change of energy around you? That my friend is the time of magic. Of believing before you see. Of experience of the unknown. The tails of dragons whipping across the sky miles away. The darkness that comes when there is no storm rising. Come and take the hand of thou that will show you the way. One day all that you know will no longer exist. It will cease to be. There will be no electric. Nothing man made will work. Technology will no longer be. It is coming and you will see. When it happens will you then believe me and no

Silence
I sit alone pondering the road my life has taken. The wind blows through the curtains and windows. Birds chirping outside with the song of spring rising. My mind seems clear but not clear enough to make the decisions within my life that matter. I believe I know what I want. Then something happens and I am undecided again. I don't know what to do at times. I love and then I am not sure how. I wonder at times what my purpose in life is. I have always thought that the purpose that my life had taken was that of helping others. I help yet I receive nothing in return and I expect nothing either. I just wish that those around me in my life would just say thank you. Thank you for everything that you do. For making dinner so everyone is fed. Thank you for washing clothes so that we put clean clothes upon our bodies. Dinner was good. I would like to hear the words that I am appreciated by those that I do things for. Will I ever hear those words? Probably not. Will someone ever thank me for the t

Love
There are so many times in ones life that they can feel so lost. I know that I do. However have you ever sat down and watched something upon the television or seen something as you walked down the street and it made you stop and think of what you have or who you are? I do that several times in a week. At times the trials that I have gone through I am helped to embrace them by something I see on the television or something I see as I walk down the street. I enjoy watching anything that is based upon truth. Those are the movies that really hit home and help me deal with the things that I have went through in my life. Well here are some words that might make even the hardest person stop and think about their own life. These words might even bring a tear to their eyes.LoveWhat is love? Love is the feel of a new born baby laid upon the chest of a new mother. Love is the butterflies the flutter in ones stomach when you look into the eyes of someone. Love is giving when you have nothing to gi

Poetry
Thoughts racing No end in sightTurmoil destined To DestroyComfortable?UnknownSafe?UnknownAm I where I belong?Is there more than what I see?Is there places that hold my future?LostHello?Is there anyone there?Where are you?Who are you?VoicesEchosVisionsUnclearAm I really hearing people?Do my ears deceive me?Are my eyes playing tricks?Am I seeing what is before me?Turning within one circleNo beginning No endFollowing never leadingEyes please don't fail meEars listen carefullyHeart don't lie to meSoul be trueNothing makes senseEverything jumbled within meTricks and games is what I feelAre these feelings true?Have I failed?Did I lose?Is this my fate?What do I do?I know questions are only answered by the one that holds themBut how do I know what the answer is?Will I find it?Will it elude me as it always has?Confusion is not what I have known before nowLost is not what I am use toUnsure is not what needs to beI just don't knowI am feeling feelings of despairFeelings of confusionOf lostOf unsa

Poetry
Tonight there is silenceNo words spokenNo sounds to be heardDarkness encircles meNo light to be seenBlindness over takes meDo I search for the sounds once more?Do I search for the light I once had?What do I do?Have I found something that only other eyes can see?Will I ever know what there is to see?Will I hear that which I once did?Sometimes we don't cherish what we haveThen it is goneNo longer to be had I hate my gifts at timesNow I feel them slipping awayI want themHow do I gain what I have lost?Or have I really lost what I had?Is this just a test that I must pass?Going on is what I haveEyes of a child in growthEars of the child withinI need so muchI want so muchI wait in the open to receive what I need to haveWaitingPatienceWonderingAmazementWonderSightFore sight of what is to comeThe sounds of the past and the futureEverything the way it must beI am the visionary The one that leads those around meThy who brings clarityI see that which I shouldn'tI hear that which isn't talked about

To Morgan
In battleWe will fightSide by sideThe gates of Hell Will openThe wrath of God Will come downTogether We will SurviveAnd DieA fury That none will understandThey will ignore usUntil all is said and doneTo sides of the coinHeads and talesOpposites of each otherThe same together we will beCome stand with me once againA love so strong No one can destroyOur destiny is oursProtection is yours If you wish itI will protect youIn the end it will be usFight with me As our destiny has shown usI am uniqueAs are youPeople said we were destined To be destroyedWe have come so far To give up nowWalk with me againTalk with natureAs we once didMorgan La FeyA love of power Of strengthOf destinyOf hopeMissing you I doUnderstand I don'tYou have leftWill you now return?One day After many yearsWe will reuniteTogether we will fightTaking on goodAnd evilWe mustAre you up for the fight?Come to me my daughterMy MorganMy petMy friendReunite with meAs you always haveDon't disappear As you always doA good bye hurtsA

Rambles Of The Flowing Words That Have Been Given
Twisting and turningSwirling around within my selfThoughts racing Questions invadingYelling, talking, screamingWho's there?I see people around meYet I see no oneWhere am I?Who am I?Am I dead?Am I alive?Problems solvedNew ones ariseWhat do I do?Where do I go?No one to trustNo one to talk to Secrets buried Never to be spokenMy heart in turmoilOver love?Over nothing?I know what I have doneI know who I have helpedI know my callingYet I am lostLost within my selfLost to societyLost to a life of fearLost to everyone and every where around meWhat do I want?Where do I want to be?Who do I want to be with?How do I love?Dancing aloneSitting aloneTalking aloneYelling aloneI want someone to want meI need someone to love meI need to be heldI need to be with someoneI want everythingNo more unhappinessNo more feeling unwantedI want a familyFriendsWhat are they?Who are they?Are they real?Is all I have is the spirit world?Should be enough?Should I want more?Am I selfish?Will I find my destiny?What is my

Wanting To Die
Last night a friend asked me if I wanted to die I said not today. But today I want to die. I want to die because of the loss of life. Because not being next to those that I love. I want to die as I feel I am unloveable and that I am not wanted. What would people say if I died to today? Would they mourn me or throw a party? I believe people would throw a party singing the bitch is dead. Many people say they love someone but how true is it? Are they only saying the words to make someone else happy or do they mean it? I say I love you only to those closest to me. Today one of the people closest to me turned and walked away not caring about what I was going through but because how she felt was important to her. Telling her I didn't want to live any more didn't matter to her. Yes people deal with things in their own way. But if you are close to someone and they want to die do you really turn your back on them and walk away? Wouldn't you want to stay and keep them company if you really love

Forbidden
No fix for the lust of flesh in her most primal state.Chemicals are spoken.For there are no more words left.No more will she accept your conformity.Traveling through you much like electricity.Moving,Taking,Loving so freely.You're pulled to her eager hands extended.Wanting with all your being.The taste of breathe inside you.The animalistic hunt.For as many as she'll have with hunger sustained.The ritual fire has left you as ash.Her memory soaring like a storm.You weren't the only one you know.A haunting wind keeps her memory with you.And with the damage done she'll live her life fast,Fierce,Like the wolves in her mind.An individual freedom you search to find.What she gives you is a gift.What she reveals is a nipple of the truth in the drift of time

100 Ways To Say I Love You♥
100 WAYS TO SAY I LOVE YOU I adore you. I am infatuated with you. I appreciate you. I can't live without you. I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart. I cherish you. I dream of you. I live for our love. I love being around you. I need you by my side. I need you. I respect you. I value you. I want a lifetime with you. I want you. I worship you. I yearn for you. I'm a better person because of you. I'm blessed to have you in my life. I'm devoted to you. I'm fond of you. I'm lost without you. I'm nothing without you. I'm passionate about you. I'm thankful for you. I'm yours. Me and you. Always. My love is unconditional. Our love is invaluable. Take me, I'm yours. The thought of you brings a smile to my face. Ti tengu cara (to female) or Ti tengu caru (to male). Together, forever. We were meant to be together. You are a blessing in disguise. You are an angel from God. You are like a candle burning bright. You are my crush. You are my dear. Y

Blowing Off Steam
As I sit here waking up to a cup of coffee as I always do,i've come to the conclusion that life itself is meaningless with no perpose.Everytime someone needs help who do they come to,ME.Where's all my so called friends when I need help.No where that's where.When I need help,everyone turns their back to me.And what the hell is up with all the women in the town.You try to be nice,flash a smile or hold the door for them and they treat you like you have the plague.

Sweetheart
Sweetheart Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of y...our arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away

Reality For Cyber. Truly Sad.
Seoul, South Korea (CNN) -- Police have arrested a South Korean couple whose toddler starved to death while they were raising a virtual child online, authorities said. The couple fed their 3-month-old daughter once a day between marathon stretches in a local Internet cafe, where they were raising a virtual child in the fantasy role-playing game Prius Online, police told local reporters Friday. Prius Online is a 3-D game in which players nurture an online companion, Anima, a young girl with mysterious powers who grows and increases her skills as the game progresses. Police have not identified the 41-year-old father and 25-year-old mother, who lived in Suwon, a suburb south of Seoul. But the father apologized, speaking to reporters. "I wish that she hadn't got sick and that she will live well in heaven forever. And as the father, I am sorry," he said. The baby reportedly died five months ago. South Korea has one of the world's fastest broadband networks. Seoul has won international

Wondering
crawling that lonely road once again, down that path of pain, and ever lasting memories that last a life time, but cant be pieced together, only time can tell where I go, out there in that fog, so far away is a light that I head for, knees bleeding, hands marked from scrapes, feet worn from the long, painful wonders, the rain doesn’t seem to give, the way it looks, I cant give up, but stand, and travel that lonely road again, eyes look up in to the dark night sky, the rain trails down my face making it look like tears of pain and agony, my sorrow knows no end, my heart beats to the pounding rain, where a trail may end, my love will never....

Pyschoonline Southern Women..lol
scarlettan...: Wow, you don't know me at all. I stabbed my moms ex through the chest with his own damn knife for beating her when I was 14, I threw my own dad threw a solid wooden door for hitting me so what makes you think I wouldn't fuck up some random hooker for hurting the most important things in my life?

Mark Your Calender
***Mark Your Calendar's*** On March 12th I will have Auto's On & Bombing TERESA Owned By BRATT TJatTheRock And I will be getting Altruize By LiLDarlin LiLDarlin Also It Will Be 1 Year On The FuFor LiLDarlin On March 12th AndShe Will Also Have Auto's On & Bombing So Show Her Lots Of Love (repost of original by 'LiLDarlin' on '2010-03-07 18:27:32')

Shooting Advice Words Of Wisdom
Shooting adviceWords Of Wisdom Clint Smith, Director of Thunder Ranch, is part drill instructor, and part standup comic (Thunder Ranch is a firearms training facility in Arizona ).Here are a few of his observation on tactics, firearms, self defense and life as we know it in the civilized world."The most important rule in a gunfight is: Always win and cheat if necessary.""Don't forget, incoming fire has the right of way..""Make your attacker advance through a wall of bullets. You may get killed with your own gun, but he'll have to beat you to death with it, cause it's going to be empty.""If you're not shootin', you should be loadin'. If you're not loadin', you should b

The Birth Month Can Determine Your Character And Early Years
In previous posts I have discussed how the day of the month on which we are born plays a part in our numerology chart.The month in which we were born in also has a great influence on our character; in many older forms of numerology this was used to analyze a person's early years.Our calendar is based on the Gregorian Calendor which has been in use since the late sixteenth century. It is a slightly different version of the Julian Calendar that was first used by Julius Ceasar in 46 B.C. The Gregorian calendar is also known as the solar calendar because it is a representation of the Sun's orbit around the earth.The month we were born has a great influence on our character and gives an indication of how our younger, more formative years will influence our adult lives. The events that occur can help to shape our life path which is in activation primarily from the ages of 28 to 56. If you were born in January, the number 1 rules your early years. You are independent, analytical and a born

Teresa Getting My Points March 12th
***Mark Your Calendar's*** On March 12th I will have Auto's On & Bombing TERESA Owned By BRATT TJatTheRock And I will be getting Altruize By LiLDarlin LiLDarlin Also It Will Be 1 Year On The FuFor LiLDarlin On March 12th AndShe Will Also Have Auto's On & Bombing So Show Her Lots Of Love

Numerology: The Ancient First Name Letter Interpretations
Numerology has a great deal to do with the numeric value of the alphabet and there are many legends and theories about how this came about. The alphabet itself was inspired by pictorial representations that recorded elaborate stories. These full pictographs originally were abbreviated to form hieroglyphics with each symbol depicting a word. As more time elapsed the glyphs were further reduced to represent individual sounds and then the consonants and vowels that we know today.The modern alphabet that numerological systems are based on is derived from an earlier hieroglyphic system that is still used by Japanese and Chinese cultures. Each letter also symbolizes a number. This has remained unchanged, even though our speech patterns have evolved to make some sounds obsolete.Each sound is thought to also have an esoteric spiritual implication, with an essence that can be described as a number. Even more meaning is given to the very first letter of the word.Here is a breakdown of the nume

Features And Benefits Of Sheepskin
Uggs Australia sheepskin is naturally thermostatic & therefore will keep bare feet warm in temperatures as low as -30°F and cool in temperatures as high as 80°F (Sheepskin will naturally insulate by keeping feet warm in the winter & cool in the summer).The sheep that we use have finer wool & cleaner skin Although made famous by its boots, UGG Australia has extended their product line to include stylish yet elegant clothing for both adults and kids. Uggs Australia has designed a vast collection of gloves, scarves, hats, and UGG coats that will wrap you in warmth against the cold winter months. When the weather heats up and warm breezes blow, you can now enjoy cute dresses, wraps and lightweight hats. Now you can accessorize your favorite outfit with not only Ugg boots but a fabulous bag too. You can travel with a tote, shop with a cross-body messenger or paint the town red with a chic clutch or wristlet. All UGGs handbags are crafted with the same attention to detail that has made the

Secret Admires
Don't get me wrong I love em just as much as the next person howevr when you can not figure out the right 1 for the life of you, ya sometimes get a little pissed..lol..I'll get it soon or at least I hope to anyways...

Black Sapote: The Chocolate Fruit
Name & Family English: Black Sapote, Black Persimmon, Chocolate-Fruit, Chocolate Pudding Fruit Spanish: Zapote Negro German: Schwarze Sapote Scientifical: Diospyros digyna, Family: Ebenaceae Same family: Kaki - Mabolo - Japanese Persimmon Type Tropical Fruit, 2 to 10 seeded. Seeds: shining dark red-brown colored. Many trees bear pitless fruit. Mexican relative to the Chinese persimmon. Description, Taste & storage The Black Sapote is a Tomato-like fruit, 10 x 13 cm. large berry with a thin and firm rind. Its color is shining dark green with brown specs. The fruitflesh is rich, dark brown colored and custard like and is therefore called the Chocolate pudding fruit. Complete ripe fruits are often ugly brown. Black sapote's flesh is rich and custard-like, with a sweet, nut-like mild flavor and when ripe fruit pulp is blended with milk, cream or ice-cream, it tastes like mild chocolate - but without the caffeine or calories! Tree The black sapote is native in Mexico and Guatemala.

D-day Is Comeing
WELL FRI IS THE DAY MY DRAMA WILL BE HALF OVER AND I CAN TRUELY MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE I HAVE A PLAN AND IN LIFE I FOUND THE LOVE I WANT AND THE ONE I WANT TO SHARE THE ROCKING CHAIR WITH I PLAN ON TAKING HER FATHER OUT FOR DRINKS VERY SOON AND I WILL BE ASKING THAT ? WOW I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO IT ONE MORE TIME BUT MY HEART MY SOUL WONT GO FORTH WITH OUT HER BY MY SIDE I HAVE FALLEN DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HER . I AM THE LUCKEST MAN TO HAVE JUST KNOWN HER BUT I GOT TO LOVE HER AND THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR HOW I AM FEELING

Stupid Guys
so theres guys all over this site and sum are out ta hurt women and sum are players and well sum are drunktards who need ta stay off tha boozes and get they head out they ass and stop blamin ppl fur they every mistake and everythin that goes wrong in they lifes well all it boils down ta is all these men on here who dont want real women you guys aint right just cuzs you have a messed up life doesnt mean every1 is goin ta mess it up fur you but oh well like tha drunktard coward i know run and delete and make another account cuzs in reality we know your a drunktard pussy so every1 have a good day

Running Away
I learned an old friend of mine had committed suicide earlier this morning! I've had several who have left this world in this manner, and I still think about them and in my heart they are now and always will be missed! I've been down this same road myself...I even came close when I was 19 - I flatlined in the ER! In the end, I had made a choice to come back into this world and ride out the storms and deal with life. I asked myself many times over the years since then what I was thinking or feeling...I can only imagine what my friends were! Jesse, however, had his demons...he had a hard time dealing with life and losses. I spoke to him after I almost died at 19 and he questioned why I decided to come back to this world. I never understood what he meant until much later when he would hit the bottle and the pills. I chose to try and be there for him much like he was for me growing up, but sometimes I felt it fell on deaf ears. In the end, Jesse's demons got the better of hi

A Lil Sumn Sumn...
to soothe this sunday evenin...maybeh When Im on here, and Im not active in mummblogpicoggle mode, then more than half the time, this is what Im doing. Its my oldest and best friend, it keeps me grounded, its probably most responsible for my laid back demeanor. Otherwise I would prolly be a snide sack of gnashing teeth like seems to be so popular nowadays. So just another lil peek into my bedroom for my friends. From me to you. :) ;) For those that cant see in FF, it will be in my stash also

Tips & Tricks To Pick Up Chicks
I'M FEELIN IN A FUNNY MOOD AND CAME ACROSS SOMETHING AND AS OFTEN TIMES HAPPENS, A LIGHTBULB GOES OFF IN MY HEAD.. I JUST DON'T OFTEN SHARE SUCH THINGS ON HERE, BUT WHAT THE HELL.... LET'S HAVE SOME FUN! THIS MIGHT BE A 1 TIME THING OR I MIGHT JUST KEEP ADDING TO IT EVERY TIME I THINK OF SOMETHING OR SEE SOMETHING OR I CERTAINLY WOULD LOVE TO SEE SOME INTERACTION AS WELL SO FEEL FREE TO POST YOUR TIPS AS WELL! PERHAPS HOW TO PICK UP MEN? LOL LET'S BEGIN... TRICK #1 SPEND A DAY AT A BOOK STORE IN VARIOUS CHAIRS READING OR PRETENDING TO READ THIS BOOK AND MAKING LOUD OUTBURSTS SUCH AS "OMG THAT'S WHY SHE CRIES!" OR "OH HMM SHE HAS TO WORK HER WAY UP WITH VEGGIES" AND REMEMBER MEN! YOU WILL HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO FIND THIS BOOK SO BE SURE TO ASK A FEMALE WHERE TO FIND IT!! *SMILE* TIP #1 FOR A CHEAP DATE ... GO TO ONE OF THE FANCIER DEPARTMENT STORES AND GET SAMPLES OF THE HOTTEST NEW FRAGRANCE OF MENS COLOGNE. HERE YOU ASK THE OLDER LADY WORKING THERE WHAT'S THE HOTTE

Fucked Up Shit!
I just looked to see that Fu-Support removed my sexy picture that I had up it took them this long to do anything about it? I mean com'mon I've had more revealing ones up before while in a blast/primary & they did nothing about it so why now? Anyways I guess Fu is getting worse with that sorta shit, feels like I am back on MYSPACE...

Vip's/blasts.
The good shit, I forgot how much fun it is to have either one. Need another one or something cause now I'm getting all the luvins and I am liken it...Just wish daddy would allow me have one more or at least a month of the vip, com'mon gimme something..lol.. Ahh well it's all good in the hood!

Smile Across The Table
I took my kiddos out for lunch today and, being its Sunday, it was busy busy in the restaraunt. It was filled with seniors for the most part. I think seniors are so cute..lol. When you get older you almost digress back to a child in a way. Not to say that the years they have lived don't deserve our respect but I mean, its just a prime example of the circle of life. You start out all innocent and carefree, life is simpler, you enjoy the little things. You take note of the little things like a child watching a butterfly. Then you start growing up and "life" ruins it all. Work becomes priority, things become a bigger deal, we rarely take time to smell the flowers and really feel the peace of the little things. Stresses become moreso, it just isnt as simple anymore. Then you get older and you start remembering what life should be about. You take a slower pace, you dont take things/people for granted as much. A lunch date with your lady friends or your husband of 50 yrs makes

For You !
FORGIVE LOVE SMILE EXPRESS YOURSELF RELAX, Help an old person,accept a compliment, listen to your friends, finish an abandoned project, be kind with yourself and others, look at your scrapbook of memories, paint a picture,listen to the silence, always remember that you are not alone, tell your loved ones how much you love them, imagine that today you have no worries . Play with a child ,read a good book , Choose a star from the sky , embrace your innerchild. Call your old friends, give yourself permision to make mistakes. Let others help you. Give up on what you don't like , keep your promises , Close your eyes and imagine that you are , ] where you want to be . Stop and smell the roses . Buy yourself something that you have wanted for a long time , Hope that what you wish will come true. Help others, take a deep breath , create something for yourself. LOVE ,FORGIVE ,BE HAPPY !

Random Crap..
Do you take any medicine when you as gassy?Nope I just wait for the fartWhich is better: Tums or Pepto Bismol?PeptoWhen was the last time you picked your boogers?Just a few minutes agoEver wake up early on Saturdays to go Garage Sale shopping?I'm not that old yet LOL!!What was your best Garage Sale find?My patio setWhen did you last go to the Flea Market?When I was a kidWhen was the last time you got a nose bleed?Shit long time..I don't rememberWhat was the last sporting event you attended?Cage fightsDo you have a Facebook account?YeppersIf attending a pot luck dinner, what dish would you bring?Bacon wrapped pineappleWhat brand of bottled water do you prefer?FijiWhat was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?Beer Tangerine wheat, And Jager bombsWhat toppings do you like on your pizza?pineapple, canadian bacon, and bacon w/ light sauceWhat do you order at McDonald's?Absolutely nothing..that shit is nasty!!Do you clip coupons from the Sunday paper?Haha noWhen did you la

[home Remedy]
Been a while huh? Alright, for this recipe you will need 3/4th a box of chicken stock (approximately 4 cups) salt pepper 2 tbs of chives 2 cups of sliced porcinis 2 1/2 cups of ground poultry 1/2 a cup of cracker crumbs 1 whole bell pepper (chopped) 1 tablespoon of tomato paste 2 large cloves of garlic ------------------------In your work bowl combine the poultry and half of the mushrooms (may want to mince them) half the chives, and all the cracker crumbs into a thick meatloaf base wouldn't y'know ityou couldbake thisyou could fry thisyou could make swedish meatballs you could add an egg if you felt so inclined, but ... I thought it'd be too wet. Make gumball sized meatballs lay them in a radial pattern in your dutch oven lubricated with some olive oil... you have one of those right?... heavy duty pasta pot? ....high volume untreated pot? okay wait until they crisp on one sidetoss in the chopped bell peppersome salt the garlicthe other half of the mushrooms flip the

Colorectal Cancer Awareness Month:saving Your Own Life!
I would like to take this opportunity to remind you March is Colorectal Cancer Awareness Month! The life you save just might be your own trust me. http://www.rantrave.com/Rave/Colorectal-Cancer-Awareness-monthsaving-your-life.aspx

Behind The Mask
When I smile my eyes seem to sparkle If you saw me inside you'd know the truth It's really the pain shining through. I say I'm an open book; but honestly no one can read me. I say what's on my mind, but not the state of it. I give my heart and soul to those around me; 99% of those people have broken at least one of them at some point. I stay silent to spare them the pain of guilt. I've been strong so long but without a foundation, I never know which blow will send me crumbling down. I'm worried I'm running out of pieces to pick up again. Nevertheless I love my life for the sake of those in it; for the moments between the blows that make it all bearable; and for the love I give but seems to elude me.

Sometimes...
Sometimes to find yourself, you have to get lost; Sometimes to figure out who really cares you have to care about who doesn't; Sometimes to learn how to succeed you have to fail; Sometimes you need someone else to believe in you before you can; Sometimes you learn what's right by doing what's wrong... Sometimes you learn someone isn't who you thought they were; Sometimes the person you gave up on can surprise you; Sometimes an answer only leads to more questions; Sometimes putting yourself out there turns you into a target; Sometimes the things you love most aren't necessarily good for you... Sometimes by running away you can find home; Sometimes by crying you find your strength; Sometimes by falling you find out how far you've come; Sometimes by loving you find true agony; Sometimes by suffering you find compassion and love... Sometimes people change; Sometimes you get hurt; Sometimes your lost and confused; Sometimes you forget whats important to you; Sometimes you survive but questi

Latest Writing I've Done
One day I'll be strong and move on, Right now I writhe in pain begging it to be gone. One day I'll realize all you did was lie, For now your words still make me cry. One day I'll know what real love is, Today all I can think is "How can someone do this?" One day I'll find my way back to having confidence, Right now all your negative comments make too much sense. One day I'll bounce back and prove you wrong, For now I'm tired of fighting, my strength is gone. One day I'll be more than you ever dreamed, Today I am broken, in pieces, drowning from my screams. One day you'll realize all that you had, When that day comes I'll laugh and say too damn bad. One day you'll want it all back and plead, On that day I'll remind you how you so easily dismissed our needs. One day you'll see you let your best days pass, It's then you'll realize Karma is kicking your ass.

Running Away
"Running Away" I don't want you to give it all up And leave your own life collecting dust And I don't want you to feel sorry for me You never gave us a chance to be And I don't need you to be by my side To tell me that everything's alright I just wanted you to tell me the truth You know I'd do that for you So why are you running away? Why are you running away? Cause I did enough to show you that I Was willing to give and sacrifice And I was the one who was lifting you up When you thought your life had had enough And when I get close, you turn away There's nothing that I can do or say So now I need you to tell me the truth You know I'd do that for you So why are you running away? Why are you running away? Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do To make you change your mind Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do Is it a waste of time? Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do To make you change your mind So why are you running away? Why are you running away? ...What is it I've got

The Effin Mums And Drama
I remember when The mums useto be so much fun we useto all be chill and play fun games like caption that photo ,hotest mummer contest , sure there was bashing but it was funny and playful not bad like it is now making fun mums to make people smile and laugh not mums to piss other people off or to mock someone etcThere are a Few mum Bullys "The resident vultures" As people are telling me thier nickname is That start fight for no good reason with as many people as possible I dont know if its fun for them or not they seem to enjoy itLately Ive seen Almost every new person get ripped apart in mums and some old ones as well, everyone is fighting with everyone there was like 4 mocking mums yesterday aloneI seen people trying to make a 19 yr old girl crytrying make a ,A preggo 21yr old cry,ripped apart some chick cause she asked about a phone,the list goes on People are reporting any mum they can just to fuck with people so much that people are scared to post a mum with out marking it nsfw p

Warning!!! What Follows Comes From The Mind Of Wolfie.
So I have been sitting here all day since 8am and thinking... and trying not to think but failing and thinking anyway... and I don’t have any answers, all that time and nothing to show for it! What question you may ask? Well I don’t know that either. Wish I did though, it would help me out a great deal to know just why I am feeling the way I am. Sure I have problems that I am trying to deal with at the moment, issues and other deeper seeded things that I cannot say, so no asking please. We all have our issues I will submit to that reasoning but still one cannot be expected to drop everything just so that they can tend to your needs or whims! We are only human... and as Human’s we are subject to faults in life, reasoning & everything else in between! As I sit here I ponder on my friends both new and old, my love, my life, my goals... and still no answers to be had... though with some of these things I seek no answer merely a reason. I have a feeling of dread, a

Everyone Says Love Hurts ........
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Love : )
LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without

Despised
We "despise" the Lord , who lives among us, when we declare His provision insufficient and His plan defective. How much better to praise the Lord for who He is than to complain about what we don't have! Our frustrations can make us doubt the Lord's power and wisdom, but we must always remember that God is sovereign and fully able to fulfill all of his promises.

Evil Spirits
In our culture we have gone from an age of rationalism to an age of sensationalism, and we now are captivated and fascinated with the supernatural. Thus, we are prime for deception by the false miracles of Satan and his demons.

Time To Say Goodbye
I have stashed my first thing on here. WOO!... But it's a song - Time to Say Goodbye. Here's the link for it... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbN0g8-zbdY It's an amazing song... AMAZING! Time to say goodbye -- I'll go with you SarahWhen I'm aloneI dream of the horizonand words fail;yes, I know there is no lightin a room where the sun is absent,if you are not here with me.At the windowsshow everyone my heartwhich you set alight;enclose within methe light youencountered on the street. Time to say goodbye. -- I'll go with youto countries I neversaw and shared with you,now, yes, I shall experience them.I'll go with youon ships across seaswhich, I know,no, no, exist no longer;it's time to say goodbye. -- with you I shall experience them. AndreaWhen you are far awayI dream of the horizonand words fail,and, yes, I knowthat you are with me;you, my moon, are here with me,my sun, you are here with mewith me, with me, with me. Time to say goodbye. -- I'

The "dumped" List
Well ladies and germs lol, I thought it would be interesting to create a blog called The "Dumped" List. I get to share my heartbreak and humiliation with you and all you happy people get to vote on which situation you thing is the absolute WORST way to be DUMPED! Please also feel free to comment and maybe even share your own experiences if you like. So here we go.... #5 I was dumped on my 16th birthday by my boyfriends best friend. My boyfriend went to Florida for vacation and sent his best friend to take me to a movie and break up with me for him. #4 I had a boyfriend send his best friend over to my house to try to take advantage of me so he could try to bust into my house shortly after to accuse me of cheating on him. I kicked his friend out right away and my boyfriend still dumped me anyway. #3 I was told one time by a boyfriend that he was really some kind of warlock and he was trying to secretly teach me some magic about life and that he wasnt breaking up with he

Rules For A Good Life, And Amazing Life Changes
A while ago, while I was doing some soul searching, and thinking about ways to change my life for the better, I came up with a set of rules that I am trying to incorporate into my life. I try to live by them, but I'll be honest, its difficult. But if you can successfully incorporate these into your life, I promise you that you'll see a lot of good changes going your way! Each rule will come with a short explination, if you should have further questions, please feel free to ask me...Rule #1... Put yourself 1st for a change...You have to make sure to consider your needs before you ever consider anyone elses needs. How do you expect to possibly do something for someone else if you can not even meet your own needs. I find that the best help is rendered when you yourself are whole and complete. If you are not stable and are an emotional wreck and your needs arent taken care of, how can you possibly hope to take care of someone else?Now I am by no means saying dont think of others...

An Ideal Relationship
A woman who desires a guy who responds with curiosity and humor rather than hostility and judgmental attitude to new concepts/ideas. Ideally, she should want a man who loves deep philosophical "pillow talk", provides her with regularly satisfying, attentive sex, and who will be kind, considerate, and frank instead of sleeping around. See, I could provide that sort of relationship, but I have to be realistic and state that I don't have a family, and I don't have much money, but then again I don't honestly NEED much money in the first place. I'm just a scholar right now, one who has spent time figuring out what he's best suited for, and then swallowing my pride and actually following those self discoveries. I think that what I wanted when I was younger was a challenge, and to figure out what was my purpose in life. I kept thinking psychology was too damned easy, too much like breathing to me. Does that make any sense? These days I just go with what my subconscious/gut tells me is the r

May The Angels Watch Over You
A poem I wrote a while ago. It's called "May the Angels watch over you" May the angels watch over you, and always bless your heart,You will always be protected, no matter what the part!May you know peaceful sleep, as well as beautiful dreams,For I'm always with you, no matter how harsh the world may seem!May you always know that I love you, forever with all my heart,You are the one who fills me up, from you I'll never part!

Give Me A High Five, But I Have A Sore Thumb
Yesterday was my day off work and after a great afternoon with Sarah and Jeffrey (when they took naps, Jeffrey stayed in his big boy underwear all day because he said when he had to go potty, I took him, and Sarah got to push the stroller she got for her birthday through the mall, among other things) we picked up Martha at Walmart as she was getting off work. Actually, we got there ten minutes AFTER she clocked out and she was understandably concerned – police were directing traffic as we left Dakota Square to meet her – enough to leave a message at five minutes after. She’d bought two pairs of snow boots for the kids at a clearance price of five dollars a pair, and we also picked up a surprise for Mary, a new goldfish. Martha had a specific one she wanted to get and when the fish kept darting about Sarah exhaled, “Just pick a fish!” While walking through the mall last night, I got some great photos of the kids showing off. Sarah loves the stro

Does She Deserve A Chance At Been My Friend
DJ Devine BTR host on Real Life Radio for BEYOND WORDS LIVE@ fubar i feel as if i have lost my trust in her as a friend and i feel like she no longer wants to be my friend on here i just feel like a used by date item on a supermarket shelf from Bruce

Update On Contest -3/06/10
YAY!!! I WON THE MOST POINTS & THE MOST COMMENTS. WE DIDNT GET THE 50K IN POINTS FOR THE AUTO OR BOMB AND THATS OK, WE GOT 39,385 IN POINTS SO I WON THE ZEBRA PRINT PANTIES BLING ( 10 CREDITS ) ALONG WITH A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK FOR THE MOST COMMENTS. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY EVEN THOUGH WE DIDNT MAKE THE 50K IM STILL SPEECHLESS AT THE HELP I GOT ON THIS CONTEST,EVERYBODY COMING TOGETHER & WORKING SO HARD I HAVE NEVER GOT THAT MUCH ON RATES & COMMENTS IN A CONTEST, IM JUST BLOWN AWAY:) THANK YOU FOR ALL THE HELP

Sean David Morton Responds
Sean David Morton Statement March 04, 2010 We received the following statement from Sean David Morton: The news today, that I had to hear in a phone call from a reporter, about the SEC filing a CIVIL action against my wife and I in a New York Federal court, has come as a total shock and a complete surprise. It also shows how brazen and desperate the SEC is, in putting out a PRESS RELEASE and announcing it to the global media, before we were even notified. They are going after PSYCHICS now who predict the markets? The Civil Action demands as "Relief" that I not engage in Foreign Exchange trading again, which the SEC does not regulate, and that we "Disgorge any ill-gotten gains" of which there are none, as my wife and I are facing personal bankruptcy and incurred the single largest losses of any of the investors involved. We LOST our money right along with everyone else. The rest of the complaint is a litany of lies and baseless allegations. And again, massive losses in

Sec Says 'psychic' Scammed Investors
Too bad he couldn't foresee getting caught. Federal regulators filed suit today against a self-proclaimed psychic who allegedly scammed $6 million by conning suckers into believing that his extrasensory abilities would make them "piles of money" by trading foreign currencies. Sean David Morton -- who bills himself as "America's Prophet" -- "falsely touted his historical success in psychically predicting the various rises and falls of the market," according to the Securities and Exchange Commission. The California-based huckster -- whose Web site shows him posing with celebs including Sting, Robin Williams and the late Farrah Fawcett -- solicited investors on late-night radio shows and at the 2006 "New Life Expo" in New York City, the Manhattan federal court filing says. The suit seeks to put an end to Morton's alleged fraud and force him to cough up his "ill-gotten gains" along with unspecified fines. Morton, 51, allegedly lied repeatedly to more than 100 investors in his Delphi I

Ban On Supplements
Hey everyone, I hope you pay attention to this. This is especially for my pals that like to work out. Congress is trying to ban health supplements. Please help me send a message to the politicians that this is an unacceptable amount of control on perfectly legal substances. If we don't say something, we may loose an im...portant part of our healthy lifestyle. Please contact your members of congress and oppose these bills! http://www.saveoursupplements.org/

Disney May Not Air Academy Awards In Ny
You turn on the tube to watch the Academy Awards and you get a black screen. The other channels work but not ABC. That may happen to 3.1 million New Yorkers this Sunday. Disney, who owns ABC, wants more money from Cablevision to broadcast it’s channel and may shut it down if they don't get it. Does anyone remember the Heidi incident? Read more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/06/disney-cable-tv-fued-leave-millions-oscars/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fentertainment+%2528Text+-+Entertainment%2529 BlastFM is always airing its play list. Come by and listen for a spell. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Things I Love About My Boyfriend
1. the musky smell of his cologne that he always wears 2. the way he kisses my hand as we are walking together hand in hand 3. his smart ass sarcastic sense of humor 4. he never fails to call me to see how my day went, even though its never exciting or even interesting. 5. the way he will spontaniously kiss me wether I am at my computer, we are walking through best buy or standing in line at disney. 6. he will suprises me buy bringing me groceries or taking me some place I mentioned I wanted to go. 7. the way he smiles at me 8. he can be playful and hasn't lost the kid in him yet he can be serious when he has to be 9. the way he curses at people in traffic LOL 10. he does things for me and never complains I can go on and on all day LOL

Job?
so yesterday i filled out an app online for famous footwear near me and today they called me for an interview...they asked if i wanted to apply for sales associate or assistant sales manager because of the info on my resume thingamajig...i told them associate for now til i get a feel for the store and what not and then maybe move up so i go in tuesday at 4 for an interview...wish me luck and stuff...i wanna rub boobs for luck but mine are chaffed so any volunteers?

2000 - Dance
I was asked out by the most beautiful Indian girl in my high school to go to the prom. She was going to an Ivy League school and she had an amazing body. But, I was so bashful that I said no and didnt go to the dance. I am an ass...

Its Rythm's Birthday!! Pictures Here !
Its Rhythm's birthday !! He has been partying all week long His buddies have been there with him every step of the way well ... most of the way he might have had a little bit much to drink all the drinking really did a number on his innards

Due To Technical Issues...
Well, due to technical issues, sorry the show didn't go off as planned. As soon as I get this fixed, it will be on again, I promise. Once again, thank you and look forward to talking to all of you soon. In the meantime, enjoy the friends fun and tunes. If you're interested in being a DJ, Greeter, Cam Girl or Dude, feel free to hit us up, just click the pic below..see ya there!

The Mens Guide To The Whispering Eye. ( Entry 2)
Do these pants make my ass look big? She's getting ready for a party and these dreaded words slip through her pretty pink lips. Your mind starts racing and you break into a cold sweat. Yes, ladies want a truthful answer but sadly some can't handle the truth. (this goes for both sexes). Don't lie to her and send her out dressed in a way that may later embarrass her. Lying will also come back and bite you in the ass. If the outfit is really unflattering try a more gentle approach (something that will still get you laid that night). Suggest she change into something you know looks good on her. Tell her you find her utterly sexy in it.

[learning Experience]
Okay, I was on the phone for FOUR FUCKING HOURS TODAY! For my besty to nag me to buy his games (for the sixth time this week) and for my brother to tell me he didn't get the olathe job (FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-) and for my wingbat cousin to insist on talking about how he's totally gonna buy a house. Four hours later my throat is DEAD. Like dry rubber on fucking dry rubber.No cornstarch. Nothing. But I did buy some acryllic paint, and got the ol' atomizer out. Kakaow. I'd have two primer coats already if I knew what the fuck I was doingand if I didn't get phone fucked (not in the fun way). I stripped my Nieueu Ziel SD, pried some parts off and laid down a thin layer of white primer. I made the mistake of ... thinning it before trying itnot having enough cleaning solution on handand not having a proper drying rig. So here I am doing one piece at a time one side at a time with my forceps, holding the nozzle too close, blasting the material off with pure air pres

Some People Need To Be Shot
A COUPLE addicted to computer games let their real life baby starve to death while raising a virtual daughter online, cops said today. The couple spent up to12 hours a day at internet cafes leaving their three-month-old daughter home alone at their apartment in Suwon, South Korea. Cops say the couple had become obsessed with living online and neglected their real lives. They raised an avatar baby through their profiles on a Second Life-style game called PRIUS, while their real daughter was given just one bottle of milk a day. Dad Kim Yoo-chul, 41, and mum Choi Mi-sun, 25, called the emergency services when they returned from one online session and found their daughter dead. They told police: "We found she had passed away when we woke up in the morning." But cops became suspicious about how severely dehydrated the tot was. A spokesman for the National Scientific Criminal and Investigation Laboratory, which carried out an autopsy on the girl, said: "She ap

Life?
get over it When was the last time your ribs hurt from laughingWhen your face hurt from your stretched smile Have your eyes hurt recently from the sharp picture around youOr do you feel your way around looking for a light switchDo you get light-headed from the elevation of your aspirationsOr loss of blood from worry and doubts' lacerationsDo you wait for a releaseOr to be filledIs it all their faultOr is their fault yoursDo you have hateOr does hate have youDo we want to believe in things getting betterOr better things we believe inDo we have our own fate Or does fate own usHow do we lose happinessYet claim to know where to find itWe can't hope for satisfactionWithout satisfying actionDoes love come into our livesOr do we naturally liveout loveIf we outlive loveDo we mourn itIs there eternal peace for love lostOr do we damn itDo we ever really forgive and forgetOr do we forget about forgivenessAre you dyingOr are you livingIs our life what we make itOr does life make us Do we unders

A Mumm Posted On My Behalf. Lol
(Posted on behalf of someone who couldnt) Women who try to blame everything on their partners even their own bad behaviours are professional victims. Do you find yourself in a position where you find that you are apologising for things that she has done ? Some blah i read on a website, but for these poor fuckers what should i advise ? Fill her knickers up with natterjack turtles or drown her in nearest river

Proactiv Solution [as Seen On Tv]
Im sure you all have seen the Proactiv commercials on TV. I struggle with acne so badly and I was looking for a radical new cure when they came out with this (I still am for that matter) Proactiv gets a failing grade in my book. I used it and used it and spent money on junk that they said would help along with all three medications. They fail. When I called during the money back time (60 day money back guarantee) they told me that I wouldn't have to pay and they would put the money back in my account safely. They also said that they would send me a more agressive solution for FREE. I got the new pack of Proactiv that they claimed was more agressive against Acne. I tried it and it was also FAIL. Then I get a letter from a collection agency saying I owed Proactiv $118.57. I called and they were nothing but rude to me. Great. So Im out my money and my clear beautiful skin. So, I do not recommend this solution for anyone. Maybe if u have one or two black heads on your face. Aga

Submissive Life Of Bliss
My harness and my collar I’m proud and willing to wear As I lay myself before you my submissiveness I will share From the feeling that I get From the honor of being all yours To the way it makes me feel When you spank me while I am on all fours My heart, body and all its actions I trust in your capable care I will do all you tell me My life is yours laid bare Bend me break me I am your faithful little toy And having that position Makes me happy to give you such joy The way that my heart pounds The way it makes me feel When you summon me to your side I know that this is right and my feelings are real Nothing I’ve ever had Can quite compare to this The lifestyle I’ve adopted My submissive life of bliss

My Protector My Sword My Shield
My soul is the Guardian of Death it protects me fuels me i will ever surrender to any 1 you may hurt me & my blood on your hands but i can not allow you to kill me again! Never again as long as my soul is still Alive I will Fight you off! Yet my Blood is on ur Hands ur words I wont forgive you ever again you seem like you enjoy hurting me go head hit me & hurt me more with ur attitiude ur dagger & ur shitty hurt full words are like needles in my skin in my feelings sucking out every feelings i had for you. Keep your cell number i dont want it keep Every FUCKING THING! I Had Enough getting Hurt by Girls Like you you have no FEELING WHAT SO EVER! You say i dont know you but i do I knew you & your soul it was pure like mine before you turned you Turned on your self your family you & ur friends can try to kill me even in death but you dident know I love you I toke you in to my life where u had no where else to go & yet you still gotta act like a bitch! WHY! so i sat here & think I

Titan Peeler [as Seen On Tv]
"The Titan Kitchen Magician is so durable it can withstand even the toughest of tests and still be ready for more. You can also use the Titan Kitchen Magician to garnish fruits and vegetables to make fabulous eye catching creations like a true professional at home. Hard or soft big or small - the Titan Kitchen Magician does it all!" What can I say about the Titan Peeler? It is a very very good handy tool in the kitchen. I've probably used it a billion times to peel potatos and it is still as sharp as the day I bought it. Problem is it is VERY sharp, I have cut my self a few times using it. I have yet to try it like they do on the commercial (peelng a 2x4, running it over with a truck ect.) (I don't think my boyfriend will let me use his truck to run it over regardless) I enjoy using the Titan Peeler. It works really well and I recommend it to any chef that enjoys spending time in the kitchen. (It makes a great gift for the cooks in your family also) This product

What You Think?
You're such a fucking prick and I lied to you all along. You think you're God's gift to women but boy are you so wrong. You thought that I love you when it was another in my bed. You thought I would think of you when it was another in my head. You thought you had my heart with every word that you said But now the mention of your name makes me wish you were dead.

Bottle Top [as Seen On Tv]
"Bottle Top are the sensational new way to drink your favorite beverage! We enjoy soda, iced tea, juices and other drinks that often come in cans. They go flat or spill and some people just don't like drinking from cans. Now simply snap on any one of these colorful Bottle Top and instantly turn that can into a bottle! Keep the fizz longer, help avoid spills and keep insects out! An assortment of colors helps prevent drink mix-ups! Just wash and use over and over again. You and your family will love the new Bottle Top. Take a set home today!" So, here's my first review -- I thought that the Bottle Top would be a good thing to have around our house because we buy cans instead of bottles. I bought a set of 12 of these today at the store and brought them home and tested it out. I put one on a can of Mountain Dew and took a drink then I noticed that there wasn't a good enough seal around the can to hold in the liquid. Now, it's not like dripping out really fast but, every once i

Dead White Man....
Okay damn, I know I have Irish ancestry, Russian, Scottish and several other "Caucasian" races but I am seriously doubting the correctness of this look alike thing..Um yea I look most like Patrick Swayze...wtf LMAO So I look like dead white man? Justin timberlake? Okay we have the same name but I do not look like a skinny white guy Damn I look like a white man? WTF haha

Abandoning Pets: A Form Of Violence
posted by Delia Quigley Mar 3, 2010 A major side effect of America’s economic downturn is that when people don’t have money, they cannot afford to feed their animals, much less themselves. This seems to leave them no recourse but to drop said pets at a local rescue shelter or worst still just to abandon them, often times to die of dehydration and starvation, in the very houses they just foreclosed on. This presents a challenge to the shelters because they now have to feed and care for these frightened animals on budgets that were not meant to handle the overwhelming numbers of healthy, tame, house-trained pets. How it is oftentimes handled, regrettably, is with a quiet death by euthanasia. My brother has a good friend who lives on a small patch of land in rural Missouri. Not much happens out there except when he comes upon a dog whose owner has driven his pet out into the countryside and left it along the side of the road to find its way. One time there was a beautiful

Pieces Of Me
Pieces Im here again; A thousand miles away from you A broken mess; Just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard; thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your face; I know I'm finally Yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name; I come to You in pieces So You can make me whole I come undone; but you make sense of who I am Like puzzles pieces in Your eyes Then I'll see your face; I know I'm finally Yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name; I come to You in pieces So You can make me whole

A Poets Heart
During your absence my heart dives,So deeply into greys and mist.It's wants for you are long,Ever so many to list. You have captured it with your smile,And forever will own it whole.Forever now it lives for you,Your all it wants to know. To take a poets heart,And mend it as your own.It longs for your mystery's,For all you've ever known. Hold it close to your heart,So thier pulses intertwine.And forever I would hold yours,Ever so close to mine.

You
ITS NOT KOOL TO STALK MY FACEBOOK, MYSPACE, AND YEARBOOK ASKING MY FRIENDS WHERE I LIVE AT. I NEVER (I REPEAT NEVER) WOULD MEET ANY OF YOU ANYWHERE NO MATTER HOW MUCH MONEY YOU OFFER ME. MY FUBAR IS JUS TO CHAT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES BUT A LINE HAS TO BE DRAWN....IM JUST NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL AND I HAVE A PURITY RING ANYWAY. LETS KEEP IT CLEAN GENTLEMAN

Comment On My Primary
This made me chuckle. I have no clue who this guy is..yet he knows how I smell? Hrmmmm. matrix1972 [Online] 12 secs ago-- 27 of 27WOW!!! I have no words, you are so so so BEAUTIFUL!!!!Pretty and sexy and you eyes.... OMG!!!! I love your eyes, God has stolen the most beautiful stars for making your eyes....And your breasts, JUST WONDERFUL BREASTS...Can I lay on top while we will sleep? I'm missing your scent!!!Luv Eduardo from Italy

Beautiful Stranger
There she was, A beautiful stranger walking down the street Five feet-six inches, in laced three inch heels Supporting her body of deception and lies In a black skirt wrinkled with lust Complimented by her sleeveless top, Sheltering a broken heart. A beautiful stranger she was, On a hot sunny day in spring Where every step taken brought us closer Unaware of the history we were unknowingly sharing; My eyes silently attempting to introduce myself, My

The Path
Walking alone in this path I search for love to adapt A single hint of your smile The scent of your love perfume Alone in this path, I flee the past Embrace a new and brighter future; One with the warmth of your presence And the comfort of a look in your eyes. Alone in this path I shed your tears, I can no longer stand to see you cry For taking your love for granted And not loving you like you knew I could. Alone in this path I’ll fight your war Risk my life; bleed my love for you, Cast your sins and live your fears Take your hand and forever hold you near. Alone in this path I bring you hope,

I Am Not Man-poetry
There she was, A beautiful stranger walking down the street Five feet-six inches, in laced three inch heels Supporting her body of deception and lies In a black skirt wrinkled with lust Complimented by her sleeveless top, Sheltering a broken heart. A beautiful stranger she was, On a hot sunny day in spring Where every step taken brought us closer Unaware of the history we were unknowingly sharing; My eyes silently attempting to introduce myself, My heartbeat, naturally increasing in frequency Hoping uncontrollably that you will notice me. Hi, my name is Schendy!! My lips fail to scream, The distance between us dissipating step by step As my mind races to download your facial features to my memory.

Well Time In Colorado Is Coming To A Close
we've lived in craig co. for over 2 yrs but times have come crashing down on us so we have no choice but to roll back to pennsylvania to live and maybe find jobs.the wife needs back surgery on a fucked up disk and shit and she really doesn't trust these hillbilly doctors out here to do it so she'd rather find a quack in pittsburgh to cut her back open.she hurt it a few yrs ago but lived with it but now its just to damn to live with.she's hasn't worked since xmas 09 and i got fired so we b fucked on funds to live.i tried for unemployment but got screwed on that too,so its back to pennsylvania we roll to live with my inlaws in my house(ya i know that's going to b fucked up) hurry up spring summer so i can hang on my patio when its nice out.oh well we roll out of colorado on march 16,2010.the wife is flying home,father in law and i r driving a uhaul and towing my van back so i will be offline a few days and won't be in pittsburgh till 18th or 19th depends if we stop in illinois to see rel

Nutritional Supplements: Vitamins For Life
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Can You Believe Its Not Butter ?
people from the this place called united kingdom should all join the army of the united kingdom on fumafia, sort it out peoples join the frim represent the uk we are the best , why else would you want to support other crap turfs when your country needs you !!!, join the firm .

Here's An Idea....
Here's an idea.... An engineer ( probably from Israel ) has the near perfect solution for airport security! Here's a solution to all the controversy over full-body scanners at the airports. Have a booth that you can step into that will not X-ray you, but will detonate any explosive device you may have on you. It would be a win-win for everyone, and there would be none of this crap about racial profiling and this method would eliminate a long and expensive trial. Justice would be quick and swift....

Pick Up Lines
Some of these are very much NSFW lol have fun with them, tell me what's your favorite? Hey, you wanna do a 68? You go down on me, and I'll owe you one.If I flip a coin, what are my chances of getting head?Do you work at Subway? Because you just gave me a footlong.Hi, do you want to have my children? [No] OK, can we just practice then?Do you live on a chicken farm? [No] You sure know how to raise cocks.That's a nice shirt. Can I talk you out of it?My dick just died. Would you mind if I buried it in your ass?That shirt's very becoming on you. If I were on you, I'd be coming too.Do you know the difference between my penis and a chicken wing? No? Well, let's go on a picnic and find out!Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist.Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.Excuse me, but would you like an orally stimulated orgasm?Fuck me if I am wrong, but haven't we met before?Have you ever kissed a rabbit between the ears? [Pull your

March 6th 2010
When I was little.. I have a little brother.. One time he pissed me off so bad.. One morning he went to the kitchen to make a bowl of cereal right. Poured himself a bowl without milk. he stopped and went to the bathroom. While he was gone I went into the kitchen.. hocked up a nice juicy lugie and spit it into his bowl. I sat back down in the living room and he came out. went to his cereal and poured the milk in. He put away the milk and stood there eating that bowl of snot cereal til gone.. I gaged and laughed the whole time lol!

The Cost Of Freedom
When death is dealt, up close and by hands..He changes a heart, from where a man stands. The reflection of a mirror...as a person peers in, not the same as before..different, of all that win. At the threshold of death, the survivor rises and remains. The eyes see the loss that the heart disdains.Over his shoulder is seen the cost... of this humanity's war. Each man must decide. When. And if. Evermore.

Please Help Bratts Friend And Rate And Comment
ok friends i need some help for a friend come leave some comments on this pic and say bratt sent ya... PLEASE??????? http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1984353&i=1355656458&idx=17#1355656458

Not A Good Day
Start off the day with a trip to the orthodontist. FUN! I can't eat yet again because it feels like ice picks stabbing me in the nerve, swollen face. Truly, sick of this wire crap. Granted, had a new panoramic x-ray done and the change is beyond amazing. I never really thought my mouth was in that bad of shape before. Sure, I had an underbite and they weren't straight straight, but I didn't think it was THAT bad. I stand corrected. LOL Then the delightful fools online that insist you wanna see their Yahoo sized cocks on cam. Serously! If that's all you can offer, then you're just really pathetic. Muttle through the day. Train to bus. Par the course, the bus is late. The driver doesn't care. It's his last run for the night. On the bus and now to get out of the station. You need to make U to get out. Waiting, waiting. One of the CTA line operators tell our driver to use the other lane. FINALLY, on my way home. Glance out the window to see what was causing the delay. A person laying fl

Assholes On Fubar
hello there are assholes and losser on here and heres a few me and my gf quit a lounge cuz of highschool bullshit the name of the lounge is full throttle all they did was eject ppl for fun plat only music they like and talked about useing drugs so we quit and all they want to do now is bug us here a sbox frogonna go hitlist the rest m one of the losser dickmasow oooooooooooooooh poor night merc repels anent working he dude its a game grow up i feel sorry for your kids what they must be learnning from u. all u doing is being a ass fu full of them so hitlist all u want dont bug me any lol losser like u why alot more ppl leave that lounge so go hit your bowl whatever els u and the rest of u losser do u not bugging me and wow u can shout box ppl and block them wow losser

Perfection
To me she will always be perfect,She truely is my dream.I can't believe shes looked at me,I must try harder so it would seem. To have her love deep with mineTo hold her for the rest of time.This world has never seen as much happinessIf she would only say she is mine. Nothing will stop me from winning her heart,And someday kiss her soft beautiful face.Someday I will stand next to her Proudly,Because next to her is my place

Survey #1
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?Yeah she does, but its looking more like that time is long gone now. Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason?I don't cry, I write blogs that no one can see and rage on the inside. If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass?Would anyone really say no to that? Its not like you can't wash your hand afterwards.Has anyone ever promised you forever?No. Do you get high? No one has ever asked. Something bothering you?Yup.Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else?I'm not that lucky.When was the last time you cried?Idk, when I was a child.What color shirt are you wearing?BlackWhere did you sleep last night?My bed, my laptop streaming something, me dreaming something about being in Japan and asking them if they played Starcraft.Are you happy right now?No.Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?Girls of all kinds. Jay Leno.What's something your wanting right

Blah
Im in a down mood today.. too much waiting and not enough money making it to my mailbox grrr so i log into facebook and find that theres another message from someone with more dead girl drama... Im wondering even why i have a facebook.. think im gonna take my name off it and just not have people from my childhood possibly find me... 90% of the people on there are from here anyways... im hungry and dont want to eat anything i have in the fridge, which is getting low and everytime i look in there i want to call the unemployment people and cuss out who ever answers my playlist is cool, do you like 80s metal? i have seen so many people bitching back and forth everywhere on this site. have people gotten angry this year, or have i just not noticed this as much before? its hard to breathe sometimes I am trying really hard to keep my mind set as it usually is, positive, but my patience is wearing thin. you may witness me telling people off, and if i do just remind me

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The Worst Day Ever
March 2nd was the worst day of my life. Woke up late, son wasn't getting ready then.....it all changed..It is all in slow motion, actions, words, voices, all is a blurr...like an episode of er.Time is 7:10, my son walks into my daughters room to search through basket for t shirt and pants, flipped lights onlike usual, nothing wakes her but a blow horn. 7:20, I go down yelling for her to get up, I finish getting ready, pass her room still no movement. I enter then the nightmare begins....I start yelling again to get up, shaking, yanking. Feel her cheek, still warm, whisper sign of relief...for a second then paniced, slapped her, then saw the note...screamed at her dad, her brother saw her, called 911, screamed to get her brother out before ambulance arrived. She took took a lethal dose of meds she takes on a regular basis due to a boyfriend issue.All I remember is echo like tunnel vision, people talking, shouting, questions, confusion. When I got to the hospital, seeing all these people

Which Heavenly Virtue Are You?
You Are Temperance You believe in all things in moderation - including virtue. You try to be virtuous, but not too virtuous. You try to practice self discipline, but you don't deny yourself pleasure. You try to walk the middle path. You are very mindful and observant. You are aware of your surroundings and your own impact on the world. You try to tread lightly and inflict as little damage as possible. You want the world to benefit from your existence. Which Heavenly Virtue Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

The Jd Show. Saturday March 6, 2010 @ 8 Pm Est.
…this is different and probably something long anticipated from certain aspects of my friends list and for the ever curious. Tomorrow night Saturday March 6th at 8 PM EST (5PM Fu Time) , in the lounge located below (just click the pic) I will personally be hosting a live call in show. The JD Show. That’s right, me with the big mouth. Lol. Topics of course will vary I’m sure and I’m looking forward to seeing you all there tomorrow, enjoy the tunes, bring your friends and of course, opinions as always… You won’t want to miss it, it’s Fubar’s new hot spot. And for thos

Deaf Horror
Sitting here half watching the newest version of the Amityville Horror, and they've got the little dude in the corner doing all the sign language for the dialogue. Makes me wonder if horror films really work with the deaf public, without all the sound effects and such, there's only so much of what they're saying that means anything. Oh, and for none deaf people, that damn dude in the corner is distracting as hell.

I Need Your Help,please....
I NEED HELP FROM EVERYONE ON FUBAR WHO LIVES IN FLORIDA,ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE FROM COTTONDALE,FLORIDA. MY MOM AND I HAVE BEEN ESTRANGED FROM HER SON (MY BROTHER) FOR QUITE SOME TIME. HE WAS A ROAMER,LIKED TRAVLING AROUND AND DIDN'T KEEP IN TOUCH WITH US. THE LAST TIME WE WERE IN CONTACT WITH HIM IT WAS ON GOOD TERMS IT WAS JUST HIS WAY TO TRAVEL AROUND AND IN HIS WORDS "SEE THE WORLD". AS HIS MOM, MY MOTHER NEVER STOPPED LOVING HIM OR THINKING ABOUT HIM AND HAD TRIED TO GET IN CONTACT WITH HIM, BUT COULDN'T FIND HIM. WELL SHE JUST GOT A CALL TODAY FROM SOCIAL SECURITY AND THEY TOLD HER HE WAS DECEASED AT 43 YRS OLD. IT'S VERY IMPORTANT TO HER TO FIND HIS OBITUARY AND I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING ALL OVER ON THE NET AND I STILL CAN'T FIND ANYTHING FOR HER. HIS NAME WAS ROBERT WILSON HATHAWAY,BORN MARCH 17,1965........DIED MARCH 2,2009. LAST KNOWN ADDRESS WAS COTTONDALE,FLORIDA. IF ANYONE COULD PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND HIS OBITUARY I'D APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH, AS IT'S THE WEEKEND, SO WE CANT

........and......
I hate feeling so damn down :( I have done nothing but cry the past 2 days. Most of you know I live in transitional housing for now, and was told I couldnt hang around with a certain friend anymore cuz they drink. WTF! I am old enough to make my decisions and I dont drink either... Then there is alot more going on here at the house with me. Yesterday I got pulled into the staff meeting on got put on the chopping block or so I felt. So many things they are making me do, I was about to leave here yesterday, I didnt care if I had to sleep in my car. I am dealing with major depression in the worst way right now, then to find out on top of that I am ocd, that I frggin hoard things :( Right now I hate life, but keep I got to try my best to keep keeping on.... I miss you all so much, sorry I am not around a whole lot anymore :(

[spendgasm]
... In three days I spent over 450$ How and why, and how?And why??? Well, it was mostly coincidence, is it bad that I intend to spend MORE money tomorrow? First there were the two limited edition MG 1/100 models I found then I got dog food and ALMOST bought a dremel but the last one available was the crap ass display model, and someone had already jacked some of the parts- so ... after reading the instructions and discovering the cockery, I said "I'm not buying this" then I went furniture pricing, cuz ... my couch is shit. ... put it off another month. I saw some great ones in my price range though. Then I bounded off to sam's club for my zombie preparation.I bought a 25lb of long grain ricefor $9.00 ... I usually get 5 lb's for $11 All told I spent $150 at sam'sI now have a year's supply of over the counter drugsabout 4 months worth of pasta and crushed tomatosa new pair of jeans that are identical to the ones I am wearingan entire primal of beefa block of frozen tunaa

Fealty
fealty\FEE-uhl-tee\ , noun;1.Fidelity to one's lord; the feudal obligation by which the tenant or vassal was bound to be faithful to his lord.2.The oath by which this obligation was assumed.3.Fidelity; allegiance; faithfulness.

"the Gift"
I contemplated a bouquet of roses...but they wither in time...so I planted you a rose bush instead!I thought about a card,but not even the largest one would be enough!So here is a novel written on the tip of my tongue..allowing me to express how i feel each day!I wanted to give you a watch covered in diamonds..but I decided to give you my time instead! Moments from this hectic world I am giving to you my undivided attention!Time away from putting off " what matters most" .I wanted to tell you how much I truly love youbut decided to show you instead! A huga smilea selfless acta walk on the beacha home cooked dinnerAn appology for the times I hurt youand endless gratitude for all the times you are there for me and for being a ray of sunshine in my life!The most valuable Gift of all are my prayers to God each day..Asking him to protect, guide ,and bless you in your life long journey !To others it may not seem like much... but to me it is everything!.I am giving you my heart and my prayers

Ramblings
Those stars in your eyes they shine like diamonds, Mind the thieves along the way, the stealers of dreams along the way Kind words only travel so far it seems, when the feeling behind them are fake and unclean So mind you're eyes because they can deceive, and soon enough you'll be lying with thieves

"fuck You"
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the love I never had... I loved you for listening to me all those "hard to get through" times"... I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life... I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and making my heart smile... I loved you for being the love that i couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with... I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything!! FUCK YOU... For capturing my hear

Todays Thoughts...
I be walkin god like a dogMy narrative fearlessWord war returns to burnLike Baldwin home from Paris, UhLike steel from a furnaceI was born landlessYes its tha native sonBorn of Zapatas gunsStroll through the shantiesAnd tha cities remainsSame bodies buried hungryBut with different last namesThe vultures robbin everythingLeave nothing but chainsPick a point on the globeYes tha pictures tha sameTheres a bank, theres a church, a myth and a hearseA mall and a loan, a child dead at birthTheres a widow pig parrotA rebel to tameA whitehooded judgeA syringe and a veinAnd the riot be the rhyme of the unheardThis aint subliminalFeel the critical mass approach horizonTha pulse of the condemnedSound off Americas demiseTha anti-myth rhythm rock shockerYes I spit fireHope lies in the smoldering rubble of empiresYes back through tha shanties and tha cities remainsSame bodies buried hungry, uh-huhWith different last names, uh-huhThe vultures robbin everyoneLeave nothing but chainsPick a point here at

Nine-year Old Twins From London Make History: Youngest To Enter High School
Nine-Year Old Twins From London Make History: Youngest To Enter High School Nine-year-olds Paula and Peter Imafidon are due to make history when they start attending secondary school, two years early. “You can never rule anything out with them, the competition between the two of them makes them excel in anything they do.” – Chris Imafidon, Peter and Paula’s father Video after the jump… credit: BBC News, Parent Dish UK This is not the first educational record the child prodigies have broken, they passed A/AS-level mathematics papers when they were seven, and became the youngest to pass University of Cambridge’s Advanced Mathematics paper aged just eight. The twins’ father, Chris Imafidon, is understandably proud saying, “You can never rule anything out with them, the competition between the two of them makes them excel in anything they do.” The Imafidon family are used to academic success. The twins el

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OK WHAT IS GOIN ON... WILL IM UPLOADING OLD PICS OF ME. ABOUT A YR AGO. PICS.. IN A FEW MONTHS I WILL BE ADDING NEW PICS OF ME. LIKE I SAID BEFORE. I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT.. IF U DONT LIKE IT FOR SOME REASON. THEN DONT LOOK AT MY PICS AND MOVE ON.. THAT SIMPLE. PEOPLE. SO THAT IS WHAT IS GOIN ON.. SO BEAR WITH ME OK.. MUAH TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAS STICKED BY ME... IM WORKIN ON LOSING WEIGHT. BUT ITS BEEN A ROUGH START... IM BEGING TO THINK GOD WANTS ME TO BE SATIFIED WITH WHO I AM NOW... WILL GOT TO GO.. LUVS AND HUGS

Marijuana Disinformation!
DEA Forced to Scrub Misleading Info on the American Medical Association's Position on Marijuana Activists get the DEA to remove obsolete information from its website claiming that the American Medical Association (AMA) still opposes medical marijuana December 7, 2009 | On November 10th, the AMA reversed its long-held position that marijuana has no acceptable medicinal value and adopted a new policy position favoring medical marijuana. The AMA called on the U.S. government to reconsider its current classification as a Schedule I substance. (The government categorizes drugs into “Schedules.” Four of the five actually regulate the use of substances, but Schedule I drugs—such as marijuana, heroin and LSD—are completely banned.) However, a week after the announcement of this historic reversal, the DEA still hadn’t removed mention of the AMA’s old, anti-medical-marijuana position from its website. So, the advocacy group Law Enfo

Whatever
Fuck whoever rated the pictures of me with my boyfriend low. That was stupid and immature. I've been with him for a year and a half and love him very much. I don't need low ratings because you are jealous, so fuck off :/

A Convo With The Little Girl Inside Of Me
Why is opening up to someone you are interested in, like pushing your very owen self distract button? You start to doubt youself and expect them to suddenly read your mind just because you shared the most intermit side of yourself with them. Men should understand, that when a woman opens up to you about her deepest and darkest secrets, for her that is better than sex. She may start acting distant to try and protect herself and in thoses moment's you will just see her worse characteristics come out but just remember, you only have to put up with that for minute, in oreder to get the best of her for as long as the relationship last. That, then does not mean that women should expect the man to read their mind or become their saver. You have to know you before you can expect someone else to know you. You only get what you put in, in this life. Expect notthing but greatness and you will get notthing less in return.

All Time
If the world thinks I'm stupid,Then maybe it might be true.My head gets full of clouds,Everytime I have looked at you. To think in your heart,That you would hold me there.And to hear it in your words,That you really care. Tonight I begin my hearts quest,To bring yours closer to mine.And once there beautiful,I will hold it for all time.

Why?
Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa

New
there will be new pics here soon. to plz be patient.. u will see them. and to let u all know that im not skinny anymore.. i have gained weight. that because of my bipolar meds.. and i do have issuse with me being this big.. grrr.. and i also have short hair too.. needed a change

I Don't Think Of It So Much As "purgatory" As "inferno Ii: Electric Boogaloo"
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very High Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Low Level 2 (Lustful) Very High Level 3 (Gluttonous) Very Low Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Moderate

Live Dj Me And Partner Dj Terry @ Charleys Bar On The 27
Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa to listen to some live dj music by my self dj bloc and my parter dj terry on the 27 of thiz month were you will dance and have a great time if you need driections you can im me on hotmail at ruthlesssdj is my screen name or if you have yahoo its wizeaztec and I will give you the directions we will be dj from 9 pm to 2 :00 am last song call will be around 1 30 am come buy have a great time! Hope to hear from you soon or better yet see you there!! ps there will also be Karaoke

Live Dj Me And Partner Dj Terry @ Charleys Bar On The 26
Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa to listen to some live dj music by my self dj bloc and my parter dj terry on the 26 of thiz month were you will dance and have a great time if you need driections you can im me on hotmail at ruthlesssdj is my screen name or if you have yahoo its wizeaztec and I will give you the directions we will be dj from 9 pm to 2 :00 am last song call will be around 1 30 am come buy have a great time! Hope to hear from you soon or better yet see you there!!ps there will also be Karaoke

Live Dj Me And Partner Dj Terry @ Charleys Bar On The 20
Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa to listen to some live dj music by my self dj bloc and my parter dj terry on the 20 of thiz month were you will dance and have a great time if you need driections you can im me on hotmail at ruthlesssdj is my screen name or if you have yahoo its wizeaztec and I will give you the directions we will be dj from 9 pm to 2 :00 am last song call will be around 1 30 am come buy have a great time! Hope to hear from you soon or better yet see you there!!

Live Dj Me And Partner Dj Terry @ Charleys Bar On The17
Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa to listen to some live dj music by my self dj bloc and my parter dj terry on the 17 of thiz month were you will dance and have a great time if you need driections you can im me on hotmail at ruthlesssdj is my screen name or if you have yahoo its wizeaztec and I will give you the directions we will be dj from 9 pm to 2 :00 am last song call will be around 1 30 am come buy have a great time! Hope to hear from you soon or better yet see you there!!ps there will also be Karaoke

Live Dj Me And Partner Dj Terry @ Good Times Bar On The13
Come to Good times bar in iowa to listen to some live dj music by my self dj bloc and my parter dj terry on the 13 of thiz month were you will dance and have a great time if you need driections you can im me on hotmail at ruthlesssdj is my screen name or if you have yahoo its wizeaztec and I will give you the directions we will be dj from 9 pm to 2 :00 am last song call will be around 1 30 am come buy have a great time! Hope to hear from you soon or better yet see you there!!ps there will also be Karaoke

Live Dj My Self And Partner Dj Terry @ Charleys In Iowa!
Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa to listen to some live dj music by my self dj bloc and my parter dj terry on the 12 of thiz month were you will dance and have a great time if you need driections you can im me on hotmail at ruthlesssdj is my screen name or if you have yahoo its wizeaztec and I will give you the directions we will be dj from 9 pm to 2 :00 am last song call will be around 1 30 am come buy have a great time! Hope to hear from you soon or better yet see you there!! ps there will also be Karaoke

Commit?
So you all know I've been dating a guy for little over a month now. Well, some of you anyway. I haven't been around much because my classwork has gotten pretty heavy (remind me never to take 5 classes at the same time again) and I have been spending a good deal of time with him as well as with my bff Melissa. Kudos to her as she landed a decent job, works 40 hours a week, and possibly works in the same building as Nikki Sixx. She saw him the other day and he complimented her. She's had this major celebrity crush on him for who knows how long. I got a call from her that day and listened to her gush over him for about a half hour. It was hialrious. Anyway.. onto the main reasons for this blog. Been dating a guy who has seemed to walk out of an amazing dream. I don't want to say it out loud, but I'm falling head over heels for him. I know he is for me too. I feel a little apprehensive about it though only because the last time I loved someone I got skewered right through the heart. At l

Caring For My Grandfather.......
how to start this, over a year ago my mother asked me to come over while she was at work,(yes she never moved out shes lived with her dad forever) spend the entire day at my grandfathers house. Make sure my grandpa had lunch/dinner. I did this for 100dollars a week and hiring a professional sitting service would cost over 1,000k a week. so i was like no prob. well i used to be there at 7am and leave around 6pm and did this for 20 dollars a day. yea go ahead say it im an idiot. well here we are over a year later, ive stopped going over there except to prepare him lunch, my mom still wants me to sit over there all day,, im just not into doing that, not for 20/day...for many who dont know (just about everyone) my mother is a hoarder.....see below Hoarding: aka a pack rat, but mental disorder where they cant get rid of shit.....(my definition) well there were several times where i would be unable to go over and make him lunch or whatever for serious reasons....i had surgery on my foot to

Reality Of A Nightmare
The day was beautiful and warm... Sun reflecting off the hood of the car, Pearl white on black, A classic that will never have back, Created in 56, the top was never missed... I promised to take Her for a ride... Together we sat side by side, Riding down the 105... The music wailed... As we sailed, WInd was blowing, Both of us completely unknowing.... I promised to take Her for a ride... Together we sat side by side, Riding down the 105... In the blink of an eye... Seven people die, One ran into another, Child, borther, sister, Mother... I promised to take Her for a ride... Together we sat side by side, Riding down the 105... In the front of it all... There I lay, in a heaping sprawl. Sun reflecting off the hood of the car... Pearl white on black, A classic that will never have back... Never to drive again... Long ago the vow was took, Now the pain is writen in the book...

Hillbilly Rescue
Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.. The hillbilly walksover to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her asshole a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breahe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

What Is Truly Within
I see, I hear, I thinkThe things I wantThe things I needIf only to succeedI want a lifeA life a love A life of happinessJust a lifeTo watch, To see, To knowAll others happiness flowTo look at what they haveTo notice what i dontIndiscribable emotionsNew experiences never feltTo want To dreamOnly to see true reality.

Poetry
I am misunderstanding tucked under layers of skin Nameless, an outcast to society’s rules. An heartless soul unfit for love; Your greatest mistake and only passion. I am not man. A constant inhaling machine of hate With optional exhaling sequence to love. Fueled by the flow of deception through my veins. I am not man I repeat. I bleed vengeance, embrace all pain Dream of evil and lay with the devil Beneath blankets of fears and unfaithful tears. . &

Talk About Bad Luck
SAN BERNARDO, Chile -- The Desarmes family left their native Haiti two weeks after the devastating Jan. 12 earthquake, joining the eldest son in Chile for what seemed a refuge from the fear and chaos of Port-au-Prince. Their sense of security lasted barely a month. It was shattered at 3:43 a.m. Saturday when one of the most powerful quakes on record shook a swath of Chile. All the Desarmes' immediate family survived both quakes. But twice cursed, the family now sleeps in the garden of a home that the eldest son, Pierre Desarmes, found for them just south of the Chilean capital of Santiago. They fear yet another temblor will strike. "I left my country and came here because of an earthquake," Seraphin Philomene, a 21-year-old student and cousin of Desarmes, said Wednesday. "And here, the same thing!" "My God, I left my country and I didn't die, but I'm going to die here!" Pierre Desarmes, 34, managed to get his family out of Haiti. His parents, two brothers and their famil

An Introduction...
So...I've decided to actually start a Blog, simply because I have a ton of weird, fucked up thoughts pop into my head at any given moment, and I thought it'd make amusing reading. First tho, an introduction... My name is Steve, and I am currently a full-time unemployed slacker, looking for a job, beings my career path as a graphic artist for the past 8 1/2 years kinda took an unexpected hiatus when i was laid off around 11 months ago. Now, I'm a "house-dad"...I cook, I clean, I watch my kids, and I don't leave the house much...pretty much your average, mundane, hum-drum life. I've been married to my wife, Liz, for almost 9 years now, and we've been together for almost 15. I have 3 kids...my son Brandon, who is 6, my daughter Samantha, who's 4, and my son Bryan, who's 3. I love em more than anything, but am still adjusting to being home with em all the time, even after all this time, so at times, they do have a tendency to drive me crazy. *chuckles* We definitely do not like

Mind Control
..Voices coming from the hollow wallsMind twisting and turningNo foundation to controlSo confuse So afraidMind ControlMaking no NoiseMaking No SenseMind ControlWalking blinding through a mazeholding on to every last bit you havecrawling through every holemaking every sense become your own

Premmie Deer
Is a wonderful strange world; here they try hard to safe one and somewhere they slaughtered ! Premmie Deer You will probably never see this again. ...with all the gloomy news floating out there...here is a nice nature story that is uplifting...This tiny deer was delivered by Caesarean section at a wildlife hospital after his mother was killed by a car.Little Rupert, who is so small he can fit in an adult'shand, was born after vets failed in their battle to save his mother.At just six inches tall and weighing just over a pound, he is now in an incubator in the intensive care unit at Tiggywinkles Wildlife Hospital in Buckinghamshire.He has only recently opened his eyes

Yay Doctor.../sarcasm
so for those of you who don't know (which is probably all of you), I had my left kidney removed in november of last year, something called "uteropelvic junction obstruction" and APPARENTLY it usually happens in little kids...surprise surprise someone's doctor wrote off her high blood pressure as hereditary when she was TWELVE fucking years old... i digress i'm heading to my dr. for a check up on my progress and a few other things so wish me luck and hopefully i don't have to have another kidney removed...which would be a transplant...which i would not enjoy... anywho, send me loving thoughts

This Is It
I have come to the realization that Columbus has nothing more to offer me, when I moved here 4 yrs ago I was hoping to find a good job, a sweet girl that loved me and I got nothing. It is time for me to leave the city and this site once and for all I want all of my fu friends to know that I love you all ver much and will be thinking about you all, but the time has come for me to end my time here on Fubar and if anyone wants to keep me in touch Please send me a private message and I will respond w/ my skype and yahoo screen names and my email address I want to wish all of you nothing but love happiness and great things now and everyday going foward. Take care...god bless Sincerely, Buckeyefan1

Liltigerlili...give Her Your Fubucks
3-16-10 is lili's birthday... wouldn't you like to see her in the spotlight??? THIS IS NOT HER IDEA AND SHE IS NOT BEGGING FOR BUCKS..IT'S MY IDEA AND I'M BEGGING FOR THE BUCKS...SOOOOO THERE! hehe *sips on her joe* ♥ thanks in advance *grin*

[my Dog Ate My Reason]
Reheeeaaallypissed this morning. I thought to myself "ah sure, I can make it, I just have %50 lung capacity" and I'm going out to bring my dog in, who started spotting yesterday (as in bing clumpy patches of vagina blood) and the little fucker starts running in circles and being a general fuckhead. Granted its a nice morning and typically I let her stay out on these mornings but I explained to her that I don't want any babies. No go. I do all my usual tricks- run from her,run inside she even hops inside with me, only to bolt and jump out the door again at which point I'm extra pissed because I'mwheezingand running late. I eventually catch her, she does her little death roll, pulls my arm too hard, wrenches my wrist and yanks her collar all the way off, drags me into dog shitbucks and kicks me in the stomach and faceand I've fucking had it I pick her up by her ears chomp down on one, and knee her gently in the ass when she tries to buck free again (you ever tried to grab a 130

Freaky Fetish Friday
TERESA'S CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW SATURDAY AT NOON FU TIME! WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET RIGHT NOW!! THAT'S ALL WE ARE ASKING FOR MY FRIENDS! A RATE! PLEASE CLICK THE PIC LINK IN THE COMMENT AREA BELOW AND RATE HER PIC FOR US EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE ALREADY RATED IT, YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO RERATE IT BY NOW! NOT EVEN ASKING FOR BOMBING HELP! JUST 1 RATE!! THANKS SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO HAS HELP US GET THIS FAR! IT IS SO TIGHT, IT'S ANYONE'S GAME RIGHT NOW!! THAT'S WHY WE ARE ASKING AGAIN FOR YOU TO RATE THE PIC FOR US!

No Parade On Presidents Day (mn 2010)
I wandered your city, on Presidents ’ Day,And poured myself into a beer,It's got to be love; I've never felt this way,You’re still the owner of me. The sun on the snow, dazzled my eyes,I wonder where you can be,The moon was a portal to the light beyond the skies,You’re still the owner of me. I should go to the corner, find something to eat,Instead I’ll wait by the phone,My boss is complaining about my work rate,You’re still the owner of me. I climbed a mountain, I climbed a tree,I crossed the ocean for you,Now I’m pouring myself a double sympathy,You’re still the owner of me. Blondes, brunettes, and redheads try to stake their claims,When it’s clear that something went wrong,But it’s simply cold comfort I find in their names,You’re still the owner of me. I light a candle, almost every day,I have visions of tangled limbsI love you more than all these words can say,You’re still the owner of me.

My Theme Song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhnVw98ZBZM&feature=related My Girlfriend's a dick magnet, My Girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell. Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town. Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up. No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's Comin' back to my place tonight! She likes to shake her ass, she grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down, she's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned But she's coming back to my place tonight. I say, No one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later tonight. She li

Pretty Girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head Its the way that he makes you feel its the way that he kisses you its the way that he makes you fall in love She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head Pretty girl Pretty girl Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everthing pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him outta your head its the way that he makes you cry its the way that he's in your mind its the way that he makes you fall in love Its the way that he makes you feel its the way that he kisses you its the way that he mak

Learn How To Make Solar Cells
Photovoltaic energy is electricity made from light. Solar cells are devices that use photovoltaic energy. They soak up energy from sunlight and turn it into electricity. Solar cells can be used to power a small gadget, such as a personal media player. They can be combined into large panels to produce electricity in a power station. Click here to read more - Build your own solar cell and Home Solar Power Systems People today use solar energy in many ways. One way is to use the heating effect of the Sun. Another is to make electricity from sunlight. Both these forms of solar energy are renewable. Thermal energy Every day, thermal energy (energy from heat) reaches Earth from Sun. It warms buildings and other objects. This is called passive (unmoving) solar power, People have always used this energy for warmth. Active solar power systems use pumps or fans to move heat around. They also use panels to collect the Sun’s heat. Dark panels with pipes running through them are set up in

So Much More Than You Know
You are the reason I have a smile on my face, The reason my heart skips a beat, And the reason I have butterflies in my tummy. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, Just so you know I love you baby

When I Say I Want You, This Is What I Mean...
I miss your voice as it speaks my name.I miss your eyes and how they burn with a passionate flame.I want to feel your breath On my naked skin.And the touch of your hand so tender - Which ignite the fires within.My mouth deeply hungers for the sweetness of your lips.My body craves your touch as you explore me With your fingertips.I want to feel the heat as the passion quickly builds.Your caresses and your kisses make it easy For my body and soul to yield.I want to feel the pleasure as we feed our lusts and desires.Your flesh and mine becoming one burning hot with passion's fire.Only you can satisfy and bring me to ecstasy.Only you can fulfill my deepest desire.

I Made A Baby!
I'll post pictures later =] They induced me at the doctor today because i had PIH (pregnancy induced hypertension). We tried waiting for me to dilate more, but i only got 3 more cm (6 c total) before my body just quit- My contractions were at 600 Monteveyo (i dunno how to spell it o.O) units, when they needed to be at 200. so with as violent as they were (my epidural was AMAZING. i spent the induction playing munchkin), it would stress the baby and possibly hurt her. so i got to be cut open. It was amazing. i didnt feel a thing. i even napped. Took about 5 minutes, with 10 of waiting and about 20 to close me up. it was over almost instantly, and Emilie Christine Raisor was born- 7 lbs even, 21 inches long. she has my family's green eyes, and light hair (might be brown or blonde; george is a nat blonde, i'ma golden brown nat). Linda and I have been fawning over her and talking, and.. today was just a damned good day. I loved it. tomorrow will be full of pain and suck, but,

To All My Friends Out There...
For the most part, I haven't forgotten you all...lately I tend to come on, play a little FuMafia and go, but I just wanted to let you all know...you guys rock as always! Enjoy life and all it brings...one day I will have time to be on here more often then I have been. Just be the best! And think pink!

Alfa Maschio Review
Call me Eric from New York, I love to try out different types of colognes. I have a blog reviewing the latest nexus pheromones Cologne, for example, you can get the alfa maschio review from my blog now.

Randomness Of My Day
i just wanna say that i dont think i have ever felt this way in my whole life. How can u fall in love with someone with one chat session? i mean is it possible? i feel that it is because i have never met neone soo passionate and soo perfect for me that is. Yes we both have a past but we can sit and cuddle and talk for hour bout sad and happy times. I also never met a guy so passionate bout their kid or kids. It makes me tear everytime i think bout it.. hes such a good father and i wish i knew wat to do for him most of the time. I want to make all his dreams come true and fullfilled. I also wanna say that im in love with him soo deeply that im scared but im not running away from this one i cant i care and love him wayyy too much. well love you baby if you do read this.

Thong I Posted On Craigslist.. 03/04/2010
Every Thursday I will find a random article of trashy clothing and post it on Craigslist with funny captions and see what we can get and during the week I will post responses: Here is the first one it is a Thong and no I am not 400 lbs it was for affect.. http://saskatoon.en.craigslist.ca/clo/1629313792.html

Why Do People Name Their Kids Stupid Names?
Celebrity chef Jamie Oliver and his wife are expecting the couple's fourth child. The British TV chef, 34, and his wife, Jools, will give daughters Poppy Honey, 7, Daisy Boo, 6, and Petal Blossom Rainbow, 11 months, a new little brother or sister in September. A statement from their rep says, "Jamie and Jools Oliver are delighted to announce that they are expecting their fourth child." The couple wed in June 2000.

Stupid
Oscar favorite Mo'Nique has given her manager/husband a free pass to be unfaithful, insisting an affair wouldn't mean the end of their marriage. The "Precious" star has revealed she and husband Sidney Hicks have an open marriage - and she has known her soul mate for too long to file for divorce over any infidelity. In a candid new pre-Oscars chat with newswoman Barbara Walters, Mo'Nique says, "Could Sid have sex outside of his marriage with me? Yes. That's not a deal-breaker. That's not something that would make us say, 'Pack your things and let's end the marriage.' "What if it's 20 times? So what? We've been best friends for over 25 years, and we truly know who we are. Oftentimes, people get into marriages and they don't know who they're laying next to. I'm very comfortable and secure with my husband." So I guess she'll be secure with getting an STD from her skanky hubby. Wow. Now that is love!

Not Even At All
I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick. It even makes me rhyme. I hate it… I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh; Even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around. And the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you; Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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It's Been A Long Time...
Enjoy: Today, we were working with infant and adult CPR dummies. After practising flawless CPR on the adult dummy, I announced "And that's how you save someone." Then I tripped on the baby dummy and fell. My co-worker stood up and yelled out, "And that's how you kill a baby." FML

[vino Veritas]
or truth in a dehydrated cough syrup high. I'd like to say that this girl that I'm working very hard to date has a great butt. Nice and wide, with this modest swivel as she walks away. It's not even about sex. Just good company. But damn she's pretty. Like... shut up and smile pretty. AVPas a game franchise, either really needs to die, or really needs to assign NAMES to their different releases. Ramba Ral still gets me wet. Here's what I'm talking about. "And I believe in long slow wet kisses that last 3 days." Such a great quote. Habeeb it. Oh... Ramba Ral. So manly.

Sail Away With Me - David Gray
Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I wanna hold you now Crazy skies all wild above me now Winter howling at my face And everything I held so dear Disappeared without a trace Oh all the times I've tasted love Never knew quite what I had Little Darling if you hear me now Never needed you so bad Spinning round inside my head Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I wanna hold you now I've been talking drunken gibberish Falling in and out of bars Trying to find some explanation here For the way some people are How did it ever come so far Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I wanna hold you now Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now,

Didactic
didactic\dy-DAK-tik; duh-\ adjective; 1.Fitted or intended to teach; conveying instruction; instructive; teaching some moral lesson; as, "didactic essays." 2.Inclined to teach or moralize excessively; moralistic.

Where Did My Symbols Go In My Name?
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Many of you are asking where the symbols in your name are? We removed them? No it is not a conspiracy. It just looks better. We were very diplomatic about it. An overwhelming majority think the symbols are as annoying as I do :) To the haters...you will get over it. We had an unofficial official vote. It is nice to be able to read your names now. Please vent it out it here..... .....It's going to be ok. I promise. Thanks for your support Scrapper NOTE: If your blog comment does not get posted, I keep getting this error message saying ERROR: You have reached your blog comment limit. Please drive through :)

Double Up
Babyj hooked it up today. He doubled the number of photos each level can have, and also the number vips can have (from 5000 to 10000). He also doubled the number of 11's vip's get each day from 100 to 200. Tell a friend!

Ensign: The Measure Of A Man
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 4 March 2010 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PATRICK! My oldest nephew where I live in North Dakota turns eighteen years old today (my oldest nephew I know of is in Illinois and he's thirty-one, but that's another story); at least here in the United States it means he's old enough to vote and sign contracts without a co-signer. It's a heavy responsibility, and after he graduates high school at the end of May it's going to hit hard without a plan for life. I was eighteen years old twenty years ago. I remember that without something to go on to, a next stage of your life where you're planning to commit to become someone out of your parents' or guardians' shadow, you are in for a rough ride. Education past high school or travel abroad can only put off your need (yes, you read that right, your NEED) to

It's Been A While
How come it always happens to me how come I always get screwed over how come I can't seem to find someone. Whenever I think I found someone who says that they love me they tell me that they had sex just after they loved me. I've been single for about a year and a month and I think I found this amazing woman and then tonight she tells me that she had sex. What the hell I mean I have feelings but they always seem to get stomped on . I mean I am still greving about my mom and my grandma both died in december both died a day apart. I don't need these friggen games played right now. I'm at my most vulnerable right now and it sucks

Violet-flame Meditation
The Power Of Transmutation Use the Violet-Flame meditation as a powerful tool to release negative karma, raise your vibration and consciousness. The violet flame is a powerful tool anyone can use in meditation. It helps release negative karma, raise your consciousness awareness, the frequency of your vibration, and accelerate your spiritual growth. Energy can’t be erased but it can be changed, transmuting negative into positive, darkness into light. This allows you to make the choices you feel negatively about become positive, while also changing your emotional experience. Physically, the violet flame releases emotions and energy pent up within that make you vulnerable to illness and disease. The violet flame in meditation uses a combination of affirming thoughts and visualization. Once centered, begin by surrounding yourself with white-and-blue protective energy. You may even want to call on archangel Michael for his protection while you go into this powerful spiritual sta

For Sale Extra-small Condoms For 12 Year Olds
If you needed any more evidence that sexually active people are starting younger here it is. Extra-small condoms are now being sold for 12 year-old boys in the U.K. The condom is called “Hotshot”. Now that’s a catchy title. That gives hotshot a whole new connotation. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587980,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM is safe music for all to enjoy. No raincoats need to listen. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Jacked This From Mel (but She Doesn't Know It)
You Are Cooking You are a very generous and caring person. You love to make other people happy, and you love to give. You are content when you are busy with projects. You enjoy working with your hands. You are both intuitive and creative. You are good at figuring out how to make things work, and you love to experiment. You may be only following recipes for now, but eventually you'll be creating your own amazing, original meals. What Hobby Are You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

Dear Lover
Your eyes so deep and dark The soul within them touch my heart Through these holes I see you desires I have lost myself in your fire Your lips so soft and sweet They are delicious enough to eat Through these caresses I feel the pleasure That trapped me in your kiss forever Your love so intense and demanding I cannot resist you from where I am standing I belong to you now, devoted I will be To the man that glares down upon me

A Good Submissive
Teach me, cuff me, call me yours, a pet I shall be, Be stern, be loving and my love you shall see Punish me when I have done wrong and show me your law, I shall try to please you without any flaw I shall be a yours and want nothing more then to obey, allow me to learn, allow me to grow, but punish me as you may I am a submissive and I am true to my Master, you are my dominant and my sire I am your muse, I live for your desires, your wants and needs, I am the wick to your fire Allow me to be in your grace, and make no mistake, I learn fast and responsibilities I take My boundaries are your law, my body your domain, To please you is my job, a good submissive is my name! I will not hide from my wrong doings or cry in fear You are my Master, I trust in you to love me dear Punishments will teach me and help me to grow As I must learn all new boundaries, teach me the things I must know

Dark Angel
There was a fallen Angel, Who broke her halo many moons ago Her heart was torn apart in a place she thought to be heaven Once white wings now black She is moving on with no looking back All she got from him was bitterness Once so innocent, now filled with rage Wanting something ….something real Something true that she can see and feel Looking for the one who can tame this Dark Angel Looking for the one who cares enough to try Don’t want back into his kind of heaven She rather stay here and find new life Never to suffer from such strife Until that day comes she walks alone Always walking between both worlds She is a fallen angel, Once white wings now they are black Forever moving on with no looking back

Happy
She may be shy in posture with a sweetened smile Her eyes of blue will make it all worthwhile Those lips of satin to kiss the skin To free the soul from the taint of sin Her laugh sings a thousand rhymes With hair that falls like red wine Against skin that’s feather soft Warming comfort like a springtime loft She has a curious mind that’s bright and strong And a gentle heart despising what’s wrong She seeks comfort from any harm She seeks affection when in his arms Seeking him for the simple joys Having fun with him and his toys Knowing nothing more will ever be Still she is content and very happy

At Last
Raindrops fall softly from the midnight dark They call to me, they whisper my name These tears from the starless sky Cold as ice upon my face Gazing through a wall of water Like a mirror, my reflection shimmers The wind blows my hair across the wavering figure And I remember that I am broken, I am gone Voices snicker, eyes are watching The rain continues to fall harder than before The trees stretch out their limbs and sway in the wind Letting me know that I am at home A black crow croons sadly As my love trickles down my cheeks The wall shattered like a jilted mirror I lay frozen in grass and leaves Nature screams out, crying for me Every tearful raindrop connecting us all My tears and rain have become one At last at last I am no longer alone

A Man's Need
The secret world of smooth warm flesh Her graceful curves delight his eye Calling to his fingertips to explore her such a wondrous playground He longs to quench his lusty thirst in her parched, like a desert man’s throat dream of the day when she floats above find sweet release, like clouds and rain Her hands reach out, to take his face and pull him to her waiting breasts to suckle her long like a starving baby lulled by the sound, of her hot breath Her fingers plow threw his hair and trace my brow so fevered and flushed softly hums a song of love to him need binds him tight to her side She feels him throb so deep inside a counterpoint to her rolling motion his growling voice echoes in the room her lips meet his lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide to see to plumb the hot and fragrant depths as she moans and deeply caress him

A Taste Of Her
Taking her into his strong arms Holding her so close and tight Moans rising high echoing through the night rocking wrapped up in sinister delight Wanting to never ever let her go He yearns to kiss her plump lips Until they melt into love’s blissful wild fire in a wicked dance, joined at the hip He wants her to know his soul’s pure voice hear him pour out the feeling inside him to shout them out into the boundless abyss so strong, so deep, so clear so true love's feast calls to them this moment no reason needed, for what they desire The gnawing hunger in his soul Will always be aching for just a taste of her

To The Sinister Lover From His Pet
I kneel and bow, compliant before you my will offered up in a quiet surrender awaiting your approval or admonishment with the fine line between pain and pleasure it all becomes ever sweeter with your control with your every word, kiss, and touch smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires are awakened I quiver being captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will my sinister lover show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve and to please you

Bad Reputation Lyrics
Joan Jett- Bad Reputation I don't give a damn 'bout my reputationYou're living in the past it's a new generationA girl can do what she wants to do and that'sWhat I'm gonna doAn' I don't give a damn ' bout my bad reputationOh no not meAn' I don't give a damn 'bout my reputationNever said I wanted to improve my stationAn' I'm only doin' goodWhen I'm havin' funAn' I don't have to please no oneAn' I don't give a damn'Bout my bad reputationOh no, not meOh no, not meI don't give a damn'Bout my reputationI've never been afraid of any deviationAn' I don't really careIf ya think I'm strangeI ain't gonna change An' I'm never gonna care 'Bout my bad reputationOh no, not meOh no, not mePedal boys!An' I don't give a damn'Bout my reputationThe world's in troubleThere's no communicationAn' everyone can sayWhat they want to sayIt never gets better anywaySo why should I care'Bout a bad reputation anywayOh no, not meOh no, not meI don't give a damn 'bout my bad reputationYou're living in the pastIt's a

Poems
BROKEN DREAMS I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, For it belongs to you. I know you'll only hurt me Yet, I still keep running back. Between the paths of our hearts There's a worn and beaten track. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it And there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, Yours, too, belongs to mine. A TOUCH NEVER FELT How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it?

Wisdom....i Can Haz It?
I'm thinking about starting to look for another job, like one that I'm getting my degree in. Does anyone have any advice on how to go about looking for another job and keeping the one without burning bridges. This is such a sketchy area and in the past I've failed miserably with it. People who have managed to do this please tell me how you went about going to interviews and explaining to your perspective employer how you tell them you're not really telling your current employer yet. There has to be a certain tact applied here right?

The Baby Animal Test
You Are Wiley and Smart You're the type of person who can get out of any jam. You always have your wits about you. Other people find you to be a little dangerous! They know what you're capable of. You are always planning and scheming. You can't help it - your mind never stops going. You tend to outfox everyone standing in your way. You don't like to play dirty, but you will if you have to. The Baby Animal Test Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

What Hobby Are You?
You Are Gardening You are a very patient and nurturing person. You love to help people grow and change for the better. You feel for the whole world - people, animals, and plants. You love having creatures and humans under your care. You are a responsible person, and having many responsibilities makes you feel good. You love to be needed. You are a perfect gardener because you are able to be there for your plants every day. Watching them grow delights you. What Hobby Are You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Kan Chang’s Experience Owner Decision Group (computer & Network Security Industry)
Owner, Decision Group I build my self-own company to guide a group of young talent engineers team to program the professional forensic-focus-and-required system please visit our websites: www.decision.com.tw ( http://www.edecision4u.com/