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A New Aeon
A new Aeon has risenFor the flesh is our pride but our minds are the prisonA new Aeon has risenMay the blessed meet their deaths while the rest just listenA new Aeon has risenFor the truth isn't close cause this is our missionA new Aeon has risenOur enemy is right here we need to see past the fictionFirst came the Aeon of IsisFollowed up by the one called OsirisThen came the Aeon of HorusSelf realization for the world of occultistAnd now it seems that we've lost our focusWe're no longer potent on our ritual solsticeWe're frozen in a time when it's coolTo be the one Satanist at your local high schoolWhat happened to the days of secrecyWhere if you spoke of the secrets the secrets would make you bleedAnd now everywhere I seeThese little kids rock the pentagrams like it's the new hot thingAnd kids nowadays want to be in coventsWhere fifty years ago if you were you had to start runningWas persecuted and forced undergroundNow I'm back cause I'm mad, all my secrets have come outA new Aeon ha
Babylons Embrace
I believe in one secret and eneffible LordAnd in one room where all men are bornAnd in one air the nourisher of all that breathesAnd holds the key to the secrets of the high degreeThe serpent and the lion the candles burn brightAs we recite the words to this sacred riteLet the water bare the virtue of the great seaAs meat and drink are transmuted in us dailyIn the company of stars I sitFor the fire is creation and creation is the start of itRessurection through death the eternal cycleThree Aeons, the real story of the Holy BibleSo mode it be to the prophet so secretThis is a puzzle rearranged into many piecesWe're nothing more than compiled particles of dustSo let the Father be present among usBehold the great work of the mysteriesI am a part of them they are a part of meChaos, Babylon's embraceRessurrected in the image of the alchemy of BaphometBehold the great work of the mysteriesI am a part of them they are a part of meChaos, Babylon's embraceRessurrected in the image of the alchem
Spoken Words #2
Let us prayOur Father who dwell not in Heaven. But who dwelleth in the abyss. In the universal symbol of the hexagram. Positive and negative, above and below,admonish our bodies so that we may do our will. Our Father who dwell not in Heaven, give us power to smite the Christians. Give us the power to use our words as our weapons to bring an end to the Aeon of slave religions.So mote it beFor we are soldiers in a journey of times past. The great mysteries thathave unvieled themselves like a blind person seeing for the first timebut knowing nothing but brail. Let our cause be right and fit even ifit earns us a spot in what they call Hell. Our seeds grow in your offices in your officials and your presidents, only by a ruling elite class was the seed givin' to those that inherit him.So mote it beAnd now that you have been cleansed. Embraced by the love of Babylon through the new Aeon. Only after a force of destruction may you be reborn. Be it your soul is torn and left to mourn the scorned
The Formula
I'm spittin' formulas fatal and unstableMy rhymes are like a body laying on the morgue tableAnd now it's time to pay hommage to my influenceYou speak death motherfucker cause I speak it fluentFrom Deicide down to Morbid AngelIma Cannibal Corpse that'll leave you stripped raped and strangledMy rhymes cephalic and you know they cause carnageCause Spice One said a killa is heartlessI show no mercy like my name was SlayerCause hell awaits when its raining blood and so I'll see you thereI'm Two Live like my name was LukeAnd there's a dark funeral everytime I'm spittin' in the boothI sing anthems to the Welkin at duskThus spake the nightspirit through the infinity of thoughts this scum fuckIs soon coming to your areaSo watch out cause you know I spit brujeriaThey call me blasphemer, gate keeperSpittin' formulas fatal to your fleshBlasphemer, hate bringerFor the wicked there is no rest, yesThey call me blasphemer, gate keeperSpittin' formulas fatal to your fleshBlasphemer, hate bringerFor the
Eyes Wide Shut
This is the work of an occultist mastermindBeyond the Devil I come with esoteric signsWith all the rest they remain so blindBecause their eyes are wide shutBecause their eyes are wide shut, yeahThis is the work of an occultist mastermindBeyond the Devil I come with esoteric signsWith all the rest they remain so blindBecause their eyes are wide shutBecause their eyes are wide shut, yeahI'm a brutal and cynical, critical individualThe corruptor of faith because I spit on your miraclesThis is lyrical ritual for the weak and despicableFuck around with the doctrines and your death will be habitualSicktanick is a ten letter word you heardThat brings death because death is what you all deserveThis is my hymn to the dark oneThis is my hymn to the mossberg 12 gauge shotgunThe call me sick cause lyrically, I'm ebolaA real occultist all the rest are just toy soldiersI was the first to do this shitAnd now I feel like a father with a bunch of bastard kidsI'm not talking bout the wicked shitBut if I
Let The Hate Reign
Fuck it all for everything that it's worthEvery single fucking inch of planet earthFuck me, fuck youFuck the system and fuck the truthFuck lies and every single fucking bitchFuck life we're living just to meet our deathsThere's a war in my head I'm your enemyIf God is love then I live for the blasphemyEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignFuck the underground fuck the mainstreamFuck America and fuck the American dreamFuck politics fuck democracyFuck religion and fuck it's hypocrisyFuck the pope and fuck our new presidentUp with dope to a new measurementThere's a war in my head I'm your enemySo fuck everything that is to beEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reign
Ordo Ab Chao
This day is worth livingThis fight is worth fightingThis hope is worth hopingWhat I walk away from is not my masterYour Holy Bible (is not my master)Your God in Heaven (is not my master)And your commandments (is not my master)Ordo ab chao, it's time for disasterYour Holy Bible (is not my master)Your God in Heaven (is not my master)And your commandments (is not my master)Ordo ab chao, it's time for disasterThere is no law beyond do what thou wiltI spit it ninety three times for the structure I've builtI'm not illuminati yet but steadily I'm illuminatedI'm loved by many but by many I am surely hatedAnd you can call me the Kissinger of the wickedshitBut if you wanna do that then you gotta call me terroristThis is the ressurection of the apocolypseWritten on my journey to the land of helliopolisI represent a simple eucoristAnd in my mouth be the essence of the motherfuckin wickedshitI spit the Devil shit and no I won't ambelish itBecause Disciples they consider this a fellowshipSo let us f
Fuck Your God
How can you believe in something that you cannot seeBlood is inside us, but if you're cut then you will bleedThere is no proof of your God other than your faithAnd yet you act like your living in a lucid stateYou say the Bible is the proof of your Gods existanceBut if that's true then why are there so many religionsWho are you to say your system is so right for meIt's fuckin' funny you believe in what you cannot seeReligion's nothing more than a business like this music shitYou ask me how when you just bought a crucifixYou give your money to the pastor and the Holy landWhile your God goes to the bank with your money in handI'd rather burn in Hell than serve your God in HeavenI'd rather be poor than pay your God his HolyseverenceFuck your God, the Holy Spirit and the Holy FatherYou all are sheep so I lead you now into the slaughterHow can you believe in something that you cannot seeThen have the nerve to try and push that shit off on meYou have no explanation of how your God existsYou s
Scream At The Heavens
I answer to no man, to no GodI have no faith in nothing or no oneI have my will and the phallus between my legsAnd the oath that I took to the BaphometAnd the blood running course through my veinsAnd the thoughts of a child who's life was betrayedNo salvation, I cannot be savedNo forgiveness, my mind has been madeI'm like the equinox change of the seasonsA shadow on the wall with a lack of reasonI am the cyst that exists cause you made meAnd I grow on anyone that's betrayed meAnd I cannot be cut off or severedCause each time I grow back inside a new endevourAnd my mission is simpleI'm here to bring about the end through my work and my principles Armeggedon in the Holy landWith no respect or understanding for the Holy manDamn, I'm tryna do all that I canTo free man from the grasp of the profanes handYou misinterpret and say what I amAnd try to tell me that I can't when you know that I canCall me enigma, a puzzle you don't understandThe pieces fit only if you know the final planAnd so I
Against All Gods
We are the youth we're against all GodsWe are Disciples of the watch with a righteous causeSo take heed to the call (we will watch them fall)Take heed to the call (we will watch them fall), yesWe are the youth we're against all GodsWe are Disciples of the watch with a righteous causeSo take heed to the call (we will watch them fall)Take heed to the call (we will watch them fall), yesIt's time to listen this song is a war marchA battle prequel before the real war startsSo take up arms and patiently waitFor the sign that I give in the ministry of hateNo fate but what we make, no room for mistakesTheir plates are full and their lives are ours to takeWith no regrets, no room for sorrowNo room for the fake cause the fake won't see tomorrowPeople are hollow and their quick to followAnd it's shoved down our throats and we're forced to swallowBut not us we're a brand new breedThe seeds are now growing up quick no time for simple beliefsDisciples rise to the beat of this war drumAnd be ready fo
As A Princess, So Is The Rose By Debbie Schneider
As a princess, so is the rose; A young girl flowers into a young lady, as does a seed flowers into a rose, and as she grows into a young woman she is complimented with compassion, nourishment and love; Just as the seed is complimented with the sun, water and soil will bloom into a beautiful rose; When the Princess takes form of a beautiful young woman, hopefully a handsome young man will take her as his bride; On the day they marry, the bride will carry her bouquet containing, the rose, and that day they become one. A rose a flower, beautifully scented, carefree, the dance of love between the princess and her prince as a symbol of love "til death do they part" , but do they ever really part? When the princess passes on, as her casket is laid to rest her prince, and all of her loved ones place a rose on her casket a symbol of eternal love and life; And as her prince picks up the rose saved from her wedding day bouquet, he gently kisses the petals and gently places th
Tna Moving To Monday Nights is reporting that TNA plans to make a major announcement this Monday during a press conference at The Impact Zone at 2:30pm EST. Although it has not been confirmed what TNA will be announcing, it might be that the company plans to move Impact to Monday nights as early as March 1st. Hulk Hogan and Dixie Carter will be making the announcement.
Down The Rabbit-hole.. Tha Bugg Spott
The Real Tinkerbell
There's a widely believed myth that the model used for the figure of Tinkerbell in "Peter Pan" was the actress Marilyn Monroe. You'll even see it quoted as fact in some sources, just like that damn lemming story (don't get me started again...) but it t'ain't true. Tinkerbell was a lady named Margaret Kerry. In the book, Tinker Bell was by trade a tinker who didn't talk, but made the sound of bells - hence the name. Tinker, bell ..get it? Cute, huh? She was just a temperamental, Drama Queen of a pixie light darting around. It was anyone's guess what a Real Tinkerbell would behave or look like. When Kerry won the audition, she spent 6 months wearing a bathing suit and creating a Real Tinkerbell with her facial expressions, body language and that killer figure. She would pose with props and became a living, walking Rolodex of poses, expressions, feelings and graceful motion. Animators would then sk
Weird And Odd
so i was bored last night and was sitting on facebook and found someone i never thought id ever talk to again...below is a pic of me with my moms friends daughter sitting on my dads police bike when i was about 3 and yes i found her last was kinda trippy since i hadnt seen her in 25 yrs or so   me straight pimpin back on the day with the little girl     who is now a mother of 2 lol
Deaths And Horror Storys At Disney The Tragic Kingdom
Dont get me wrong i love disney but i thought these stroys were intresting ....In October 1999 Pat Shenck and her 8 year old son went on 'water sprite' jet skis on one of the park lagoons. One of their jet skis got stuck on the water when the shift wouldn't move out of neutral. A 23-year old inexperienced "captain' of the ferryboat "Kingdom Queen" hit them. Going against all park and safety regulations, he put the ferry into reverse, sucking Mrs. Shenck under the blades and boat, killing her. Before Disney called the "real" police and ambulance, they had divers in the water collecting evidence, looking for her body and pulling the bits of clothing and body from under the ferry. When they finally did find the body they tethered it to a buoy and left it in the lagoon for hours, refusing to let it be moved or let anyone to go out and attend to it until after nightfall when the visitors wouldn't see it and the ride wouldn't have to be shut down. Mind you -- her 8 year old son is there this
Proud Soldiers Daughter
She tells me today,Her searches all come to an end.She has looked all around,For the return of love she did send. I have seen her beauty,And heard her call out a plea.So to you my beauty,Today I offer you love from me. My words come from my heart,All deeply etched into my soul.They are my greatest gift,Maybe more than I know. So friend take my words,And forever hold them dear.And call anytime your heart needs love,And I will always be near.
Help Our People In The Usa
Interesting & Irritating How they vote in the United Nations: Below are the actual voting records of various Arabic/Islamic States which are recorded in both the US State Department and United Nations records: Kuwait votes against the United States 67% of the time Qatar votes against the United States 67% of the time Morocco votes against the United States 70% of the time United Arab Emirates votes against the U. S. 70% of the time. Jordan votes against the United States 71% of the time. Tunisia votes against the United States 71% of the time. Saudi Arabia votes against the United States 73% of the time. Yemen votes against the United States 74% of the time. Algeria votes against the United States 74% of the time. Oman votes against the United States 74% of the time. Sudan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Pakistan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Libya votes against the United States 76% of the time. Egypt votes ag
I Know That One Day
I will become a Ninja here on Fubar and in real life though I wont kill any one ... maybe
Laughter & Joy
The past few days my teenage daughter(who just turned 13), just broke up with a  boy. Now, I told her a little bit of what to expect..u know, hurt, anger, hurt, a little drama(considering the age, now), and..well u get my drift. I also told her how to handle this sort of thing, which comes from experience. Lord knows, I've gone thru that cycle, & embarrassed myself a bit with the drama thing..but that's a whole other blog. The last 2 days, she's actually listened to me as she  sees this all unfold. Now given her age, she doesn't come out & say, "Oh Mom, u were so right, Thank You"...Wait I have to stop laughing at that thought..... Ok, she comes out & "pounds it"...if that's the right term..lmao. Her own little way of saying thank you to me(& don't burst my bubble on this one, let me have my moment)..At least she still comes to me. I didn't just tell her what you're supposed to tell a child from a parent about this sort of thing, I told her the truth. Better to break up with someone t
i apeal to all who live in darkness some are missled.thinking darkness means all about ,i hate my self,i'm evil. now look at your self tryin to do wrong,tryin to do right just like the others you stile don't get it. it's not about right not obout wrong it's about power who's got the power to look inside themself and see there true face.  take your fear's and turn them ino your strenth,and use itfor what you belive in. kno your stenths,know your weekness,make it yur power
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My Salute Has Been Rejected!
  I don't see why it was rejected. _________________________________________________   Your salute has been rejected. Don't take it personally, just submit a new one making sure that you follow the guidelines below. If you continue to submit a salute that has been rejected, your account may be suspended or deleted for wasting our time. Salutes must include the following information and must be HAND WRITTEN and clear: 1. Your Screen Name 2. Your Member ID: 3795434 (this is located in the end of your URL address; 3. The word fubar 4. Your FULL and unobstructed face (This means a CLEAR photo with NO sunglasses)   Salutes cannot: Be NSFW (not safe for work) Marked Private or in a non-public album. Blurry, grainy or dark. Black and white. Photoshopped in ANY way. Be illegible or barely legible. Contain profanity. Be of more than one person.   While making your next salute, please keep all of these points in mind. A salute is a clear ph
  although i love the picture albums on fubar...sometimes i like to see better i'll be uploading some into this blog.....mainly my photo-shoots
What Type Of Valentine Are You?
You Are a Hopeful Valentine Even though you know flowers are temporary and perishable, you are able to enjoy every moment of their beauty. You're the same way with love. It may or may not last forever, but you make the most of what you've got. You find it easy to be happy, and you don't put a lot of demands on your partner. You are very accepting. You appreciate any little thing your partner does for you. It doesn't take much to make you swoon. What Type of Valentine Are You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!
For The Broken Hearted.....
I would give my life for you. To take away what you go through. To make you feel the love I feel. To assure your heart this love is real. I can not make your mind believe. To lose your love I can not concieve. I'll take this heartache.... bury it deep inside. I gave my emotions..... no longer did I hide. Now I am lost Not knowing where to turn. I trusted in love. Only to get burned. But my heart you shall keep. I'll never ask for it back. Cause you can't fall in love. If its a heart that you lack. My love you can keep. Or simply tear it into. I'll never love again. For my heart is with you. You wont have to care for it. Or put it under lock & key. Its already broken as everyone can see. So I give you a promise. I'll take it to my grave. You were the Master. My heart......... was your slave.
My Valentine
The warmth of your touch, something I crave deep inside Feelings I have with you, I do not have to hide My dreams, you are there waiting just for me My heart, broken before but now I see I was waiting for you, to come set me free All these memories that you have given to me I love you with everything and more everyday Hold on to us, for you and me this is the right way Remember how I said your hand fits just right with mine. I told you how I knew that was a sign. Not only our hands fit together just right But if I could I would remind you of that tonight. Stormy days I once had have all but passed This cloudless sunny day I want to last. What I am trying to say, is you my love, are my sun And just wanted to tell you how much I love you Hun. To the one who thinks he not worth it when he rlly is i love you w all my heart hun and if u dnt see this and u dnt see im diff and i wont hurt u then idk wat else to say i love u
~love Actually~
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. You and I have it, we have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we find that we were one and not two..... Peace
Think'n Back
I heard Taps played the other day, got me to thinking of my uncle. He is one of the idols on my page. When down I tend to write, some how helps. These are for my Uncle Bill.I grew up in the sandhillsHad to work for my keepAlong side my uncleHe was a hero to meHe had one legThat was just a stumpWas funny to watchStumbling around when drunkThat old man could drinkAnd damm could he fightWent to town on the weekendDad'd bail him out Sunday nightWe'd ride the rangeFix fence and suchBrand and dehornCut out calf’s nutsPut up hay all summerTo feed them damm cowsKill rattle snakes an coyotesOnes we could anyhowCalf'n time come aroundWe might be up all nightPull'n the slippery lil bastardsMake'n sure they were alrightTaught me how to shootThrow fence staples like a knifeTaught me lots of thingsHelped me get through this lifeI grew sick of that ranchFirst chance I moved awayAin't never went backThat’s the way it'll stayWent the funeralWhen my uncle diedThey played tapsAnd yes I criedA
Teide Sky Trails
After All
In my own special way, I was humming some In Flames while listening to Fingereleven on random, and totally got inspired. Very moody song, but I dig it. Trying to diversify my versing and add a little vagueness :D     I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me as I waitAnd all I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okayWhen nothing is right end everything's wrong, how do you reconcile?How do you take nothing and make it all that you need?I keep trying and dying and fighting, but I can't quite figure outJust what makes right and brings light when there's nothing left of me(and I drown)Nothing left of all I could be(and I drown)I guess I'm just a waste after all(and I drown as I)I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me, but I'll waitAll I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okay(a
Fibromyalgia Awareness 3
Tedious Mediocrity
A world of shadows, blurred and fleeting swim by me like the tide not an ounce of color, light or dark yet a billion shades of grey. They bore me, like insignificant blades of grass but tear one away from the herd and between your fingertips, it becomes everything. Life seems like tedious mediocrity sometimes a waste of time that you wouldn't use anyways. But when you see a blade of grass everything else becomes clear as day.
my sister just passed away today, so today will be a very sad and trying day for me and my family
Love Song
There are many parts to a sweet love song. Drums are the heart, the love. Percussion keeps the passion alive with its beat. All sorts of instruments play the melody and harmony of love. So many different notes, all in the same key. Life is full of variety; high & low, short & long, sharp & flat. Notes written on the treble & bass clefts just the way the Great Creative Source intended. I instantly fell in love with your deep bass voice. Crescendos & Decrescendos add to the spice of life. Rest is not idleness, Silence is Golden! There are times when measures are repeated, a DO OVER, then jumps to an alternate ending. It's ok to start over. Our song lyrics are about love, support and teamwork. With so many sounds it's easy to make chaotic noise. Complicated pieces made simple by the conductor keeping perfect time. Everything happens in God's time. I love to ride our soundwaves. Just listen to them... Being in rhythm and in tune with eachother, we make Beautiful music together!
Forbidden Inc V/s The Evil Fu Mafia!!!!!
once upon a time long long ago in the no so far away land of FU there lived a happy longe fam named FORBIDDEN. There were thousands of them floating around and they would pop in from time to time just to say whats up and chill a while.then one day the evil fu mafia came along and it hunted down some of the most fun of the FORBIDDEN family, and took them as slaves.But what the evil fu mafia didnt know was that FORBIDDEN had a mafia all there own. In that mafia there were mystical creatures like the teesha, and the ellie bellie,they had a dr. named grappa and a few little people shorty- the boobie troll and jasserick- the gnome,here was a hobbit known as ari, and silly man whos face looked like a vagina.. for arguement sake lets call him ADAM. (lol)So this small but firce FORBIDDEN family mafia set out to save there enslaved bretheren. Determined that they would one day all be reunited.But what the FORBIDDEN mafia didn't realize was that the fu mafia was to great for them to defeat.So th
People On Fubar
I know this has came up time after time again but don you think after so many lvls you should have a salute?? well its true becasue some people are just to ugly to take a pic of themselfs and out it on here wtf come on now and the ugly ones think theres hot stuff and there to pretty to put one one hot no ones pretty everyone is the same SO LET PEOPLE SEE THE REAL YOU GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!! i know im fat and hell i know im ugly but i let people see the real me in and out
Poem O F The Day...021210
Inside the Family moments Laughs, smiles, tears For generations we come and we go Each time we pay tribute It lightens the stress on our soul.
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Intrepid Resolution
The ticket is here,Promising a paradise,There to be taken.
Ineffable Infatuation
Motionless for days,Simply waiting for the time,To have passed by.
Day 14- Best Quote Ever
See the hills from afar Standing on my beat up car The sun went down and the night fills the sky Now I feel like me once again As the train comes rolling in Smoked my boredom gone Slapped my brains up so high - Greenday
Do You K Now Mendi !
  Do you guys know Mendi If not then you are missing out on a good person. She loves helping people out. She is the sweetest person I know on fubar.. I met Mendi when she formed Cherrytap levelers the best leveling group ever on fubar. I hosted a winter auction and she is my owner for a month which I am Happy best owner I have so far. While Wizard and Mendi was on vacation I decided to email all mendi's family on her profile and asked to tell me 1 thing they like about Mendi and this is what they said :) ♥Goofy Babe the Smartass♥CTL Crew Leader♥Slave 2 Cindy♥ECS♥DPR♥@ fubar says. Mendi is awesome caring and sweet and always there for you. ώε†Çå†@ fubar says...Mendi is one of the best of fu she rocks mcautions@ fubar says... Well asa you know Mendi is a wonderful friend who put others before herself and thats sommething you don't find people these days *Babyphat*™@ fubar says...One thin
My Heart
   I'm delicately handing my heart to you, > In your caressing hands to forever keep. > I'm giving you the chance of destroying me, > And I know I'm in your love too deep. > > I'm giving my entire self to you, > All of my mind, body, and soul. > Handing over to you my everything, > In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole. > > I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love, > To get me through the tragic world each day. > I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side, > And that's where you'll always be to stay. > > Putting you over everyone else including myself, > You automatically go to the front of my line. > Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart, > In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine. > > > WONDERS WHAT WILL YOU DO?? >
What Happen To Liz Vicious
I am not real sure what happen to Liz Vicious I know that any site she joins there is STREES for at elast the first 2 months and then things seem to get worked out.  But she has posted a message  on her MAIN Fan Page I will add it here. As i understand it I am NOT allowed to post the name of her MAIN FAN page so I will just send you with Wilki Answeres I assume that is allowed WikiAnswers - What is Liz Vicious' official fan email address You know what now that I read what she worte again it does not say all that much about the whole story I will see if I can find out more, but from what i gahter from her Post her and the head Bouncer had some words. Why Websites give her such a hard time when she first joins them I do not know sofar she always ends up making a really nice looking profile on them she add's lots of free content for her FANS and for any new fans she gets from the site she joins, she takes the time to answer her messages the best she can she will chat with people. I am
Thinking Of You
I hear your voice, whispered in the wind, It calls softly to me I know when I hear it, That you want to be with me. The wind moves my hair about my face In the manner that you do; When, in your arms I am embraced My love I give to you. It reminds me of your fingers When you touch my face; It tells me of your love In your heart's secret place. It brings your thoughts to me each time we are apart, It keeps our thoughts together And stirs within my heart. Oh, would it be that we could meet Above the breezy sky, And bind your wings with mine complete So, together we could fly. I hope this wind will blow your way To brush your face as mine; Till we are one for every day Our love and lives combined.
Unknown currents pulling this way and that Lost, sometimes not a thing in sight. Islands; warm, inviting, off in the distance Struggling to reach them, pulled back out to sea. Tired arms can't fight it much longer Tired arms won't fight much longer. Whales, sea life sometimes come to spectate What it is theyre watching is a mystery. Searching, searching for something Adrift at sea.
What Is
What is not safe for work in a stripper club? Clothing?
Becoming A Self Made Man Once Again.
I have always seemeed to work best when self-employed and think I have found a good niche.  As I have already told a few of you directly, I started doing title examinations for insurance companies today. Title insurance is different from most insurance. Most insurance protects against things that occur in the future. Tiltle insurance protects against the past. As an examiner, I will mke sure that there will be no way for someone to sue a property owner for the validity of the deed.   I did two titles today. One was very simple and straight forward. The other was a true baptism by fire. This single piece of property had 7 mortages on it from 1979-2006 with the same two ladies deeding it back and forth for each mortgage under 5 variants of their names. 3 of the mortgages got bought by other mortgage companies. I had to find each deed, mortgage, discharge of mortgage, assigment of mortage, check for errors in them,  and photograph them all  This service will be done for a flat rate per
Sick And Tired Of Bullshit!
There are a few people on this site who truly know me and every day I come and I go and I wonder where the hell some people get off. 1. I judge people by the way they treat me, I am not going to make a harsh decision about someone from a one line on a Internet site. 2. I am not who you think I am, I have a heart and feelings stop telling me I dont. Im not a girl who gives two shits about popularity. I could give a flying fuck about how many points I get. And for those who truly dont know me when i do hhs its cause i usually buy them for a friends as a joke.. 3. Im a giving person, if you dont get to know me you will never understand.  I guess what im getting down to is dont come talk to  me for a week or a few months and think you know the real me. You dont you cant possibly. I have a heart of gold but  you haven't gotten there to see it. Im amazed at peoples judgements and utter lack of understanding on this site. Im pretty sick of the bullshit to be honest. I couldn't give a ra
[i May Have Just Asked Someone Out]
Alright.Today started on a high note since I had a Hall and Oats song stuck in my head.And I may have dance to my cube. And I may not have had an hour long panic attack like I did Wednesday. Woo! Inordinate amounts of pain and discomfort for an extended period of time.But man coming down from that adrenaline was awesome. Anyway I feel like I'm being pulled two ways right now. For one there's She.For two there's she. And right now, she seems more receptive to my advances than She, and she is unattached. So I struck up a few conversations with she, and she kept pace.I was impressed.Conversation led into movies.I saw an in, and I said something noncommital that basically opened the invitation to viewing movies together. Now...I don't know if what I'm doing qualifies as flirtingI'm pretty sure it does though in the most chaste, rational and mature way I've ever seen.And I thinkI just offhandedly asked a girl out.In that not-quite-a-date capacity.Feelers. Y'know?Suck partI responded
Im In An Auction Please Come Bid On Me
come bid on me please
My Blog
Please visit my blog at  make sure you also click on the ad's cuz I get paid for everytime someone clicks on them. In this blog I bitch, brag, blab on and on...but it's interesting sometimes haha... get to know me!
Divine Intervention
This morning before the kids and I took Mary to work I found out that my niece and Sarah and Jeffrey’s cousin Breanna went to the hospital in the wee hours.  She’d been complaining about stomach pains since Sunday and was throwing up last night so her mom Margaret took her to Trinity Hospital’s emergency room at about one.  She didn’t get out until five and got asked by the doctor to come back eight hours from then, so Breanna’s probably there as I’m posting this and/or you’re reading it.  There is an outside chance that Breanna’s appendix needs to come out, for her mom and two of her aunts (Mary and Martha) had theirs removed at about the age of ten, and Breanna is fourteen.  Whatever happens, I ask for your prayers for her with me.   I finished reading Wm. Paul Young’s debut novel “The Shack” (ISBN 9780964729230) yesterday, and it’s not without justification that it’s one of the most talked-about books in
My Poem, Called "contemplating Thoughts"
Disclaimer: Wrote this poem today at the library, had to get a lot off of my head. Your mind fills up with your delusions And your body aches with painful contusions I attempt sincerely to tell you the truth For it is your belligerent manner I try to soothe I long to stare into your vampiric eyes For they have me physically tantalized It is said that the eyes are the windows to the soul Gazing into yours makes me feel whole I cannot deny the lustful feelings I have towards you But it serves me no purpose when you don't feel them, too When it feels that my love is not reciprocated My heavy heart feels completely annihilated So many thoughts, a total juxtaposition When you say you feel the same, I blame inebriation I know how much alcohol is swishing in your veins I want to slow you down, but I can't find the reins I have dreamt of this one moment for so long But now that it's here, it feels completely wrong You must know my feelings, deep inside These are the feeling
I am conducting an experiment, by putting famous people and pretty girl's photos  as primary photos to see if people read, unfortunately many don't!
coquetry\KOH-ki-tree; koh-KE-tree\  noun; 1.Dalliance; flirtation
Fortune and love favor the brave.  -  Ovid
The End
I hope you all enjoyed this blog, but that was the last one I'll post.  Yes, there are others, but they are just wrong.  I'm up for new ideas for daily blogs if you got one!!!!!
Arousal from (certain) sounds.
War Of My Life John Mayer
Come out AngelsCome out GhostsCome out DarknessBring everyone you knowI'm not runningI'm not scaredI am waiting and well preparedI'm in the war of my lifeAt the door of my lifeOut of Time and there's no where to run awayI've got a hammerAnd a heart of glassI got to know right nowWhich walls to smashI got a pocketGot no pillIf fear hasn't killed me yetThan nothing willAll the sufferingAnd all the painNever liked to labelI'm in the war of my lifeAt the door of my lifeOut of time and there's nowhere to runI'm in the war of my lifeAt the core of my lifeI've got no choice but to fight 'til it's doneNo more sufferingNo more painNever againI'm in the war of my lifeAt the door of my lifeOut of time and there's no where to runI'm in the war of my lifeI'm at the core of my lifeGot no choice but to fight 'til it's doneSo Fight on, fight on everyone, so fight onGot no choice but to fight 'til it's doneI'm in the war of my lifeI'm at the core of my lifeI've got no choice but to fight 'til it's done
Sister Repair
My sister has the courage, but not always the skills, to tackle any home repair project. For example, in her garage are pieces of a lawn mower she once tried to fix. So I wasn't surprised the day my other sister, Pam, and I found our sister attacking her vacuum cleaner with a screwdriver. "I can't get this thing to cooperate," she explained when she saw us. Pam suggested, "Why don't you drag it out to the garage and show it the lawn mower?" 
All The Same By Sick Puppies
I dont mind where you come from As long as you come to me But I dont like illusions I cant see Them clearly I dont care, no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually what you'll do I dont mind I dont care As long as you're here [Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come But in-between it always seems too long Suddenly But I have the skill, yeah I have the will, to breath you in while I can However long you stay is all that I am I dont mind, I dont care As long as you're here Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's always the same Wrong o
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What Dairy Product Are You?
You Are Cheese You are rich, distinct, and completely addicting. You make everything a little bit better. People love you - pretty much no matter what you do. No one can ever get enough of you. You are indulgent and over the top. You don't hold back or do anything half way. You are a comforting and soothing person. You are accepting and you don't judge. People turn to you in times of need. What Dairy Product Are You? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist
The Lingirie Test
You Are Dangerous and Unpredictable Your idea of romance is a relationship that makes your heart pound and your stomach churn. You like to live on the edge. If you get too comfortable in a relationship, then you get bored. You need lots of mystery, excitement, and even danger to keep you interested. Your ideal parter is sexy to the point of making you lose control. You like to feel completely overwhelmed. For you, love is being completely taken with another person. Nothing short of obsession will do for you. The Lingerie Test Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet
What Kind Of Heart Do You Have?
You Have an Open Heart You believe that love is a great opportunity, and you think love can come from the strangest places. You are open to whatever love may come your way. You believe that love happens for a reason. Your heart heals quickly from hurt. You are ready to love again, even if you've been recently heartbroken. Your love life is exciting and thrilling. You find it easy to love someone new - or to fall in love all over again with your partner. What Kind of Heart Do You Have? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
Unwanted - Misc Ramblings Of A Crazy Bitch
I am trying really hard to just blog my thoughts n feelings.  I don't wanna bring it in my lounge or to my friends.  I am just sick of it.  I am sick of being huge.  I'm sick of being tired.  But MILES more than that, I don't want to be angry anymore.   I feel attacked by everyone around me.  Nothing I do is ever good enough, noone appreciates me at all.  My exhusband,  just dropped the kids on me this weekend, when it's suppose to be his turn cause he's taking his gf out for V-day.  Fucker didn't do shit for me for the 8 years we were together.  And it pisses me off.  I want him to be as rejected as I am.   I give everything when someone gives me a chance.  Attention, love, gifts, time, etc.  I'm pretty much the same with my friends.  I have one friend who I absolutely adore but he only loves me as a friend.  But when I flirt with someone else I feel like I'm cheating on him or like I'm blowing any chance I have with him.  He is absolutely wonderful.  Smart, gentle, gorgeous inside an
9/11 Aerial Photos Released
When JFK was shot in Dallas, Texas people could tell you where they were when the news broke. The same is true for September 11, 2001. Most people can tell you where they were and what they were doing when the news broke. That horrific day will for ever be imbedded in the American consciousness. And rightfully so. We must never forget what happened in New York City that day and who is responsible. The NYPD has just released some aerial photos of that terrorist attack on America soil.,2933,585403,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM - Where music radio comes alive.
The real definition of words when used by women: *1. Fine-I am right. This argument is over. You need to shut up. *2. That's Okay-One of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think hard and long before deciding when and how you'll pay for your mistake. *3. Nothing-The calm before the storm. This means Something and you better be on your toes. Note: Arguments that start with Nothing usually end with Fine (See #1). *4. Five Minutes-If getting dressed, this means half an hour. (Don't be mad about this. It's the same definition for you when it's your turn to do some chores around the house.) *5. Thanks-A woman is thanking you. Do not question this or faint. Just say, You're welcome, and let it go. *6. Loud Sigh-Not actually a word but rather a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. It means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is standing here wasting her time arguing with you about Nothing. (See #3) *7. Go
Day 2 Updated
I had no problem yesterday with not smoking. I felt really really good.       Today......Forget it.   I want to give up...since I woke up it's been so hard.  I don't even know what to say right now other than I want to smoke a cigarette.  I mostly think Im like this cause I've had my patch on for about 18 hours.  That means, I have not picked up a cigarette for that long.   I've eaten like crazy today...trying to get my mind off of it.  It's not working.  Anyone have any suggestions at all? Maybe after tomorrow, it will be easier.  I really hope so, cause I cannot take much more of this.   UPDATE::: I am now in that state of mind where everything makes me angry. By the end of the night Im sure im going to break something.  Im so pissed off right now and I don't even have a reason.. Everything is getting on my nerves EVERYTHING . 
Demo Or Not To Demo
That is the question...   In August there is an annual community event. There are usually around 600 people that attend this weekend all inclusive event. There will be all kinds of demos going on and lots of fun for all.   I have been asked to do a cell popping demo. I was pretty-gung ho about it this past December but my demo bunny is no longer in service and I am not sure I want to recruit someone new that I am unfamiliar with. I have not done any presentations on such a large scale. The most I have done a presentation for is about 40. I know, i know...there will not be all 600 in there at once, it is just a little bit unnerving for me.   I have to give my final answer soon so they can arrange for another demo in time. I like cell is a lovely art form. I am just not sure I want to commit to something so large scale.     any thoughts on this out there in Fu land???
Malicious Firefox Add-ons Installed Trojans
        Mozilla announced that two experimental Firefox add-ons, Master Filer and the Sothink Web Video Downloader version 4, infected victim PCs with Trojans when either add-on was installed. The small-distribution extensions have been removed from Mozilla's add-on site. Read my report for details. - Erik Larkin, PCWorld    
Caa #132 - Update #2
Addysan is a fighter!!  She is doing better today and is scheduled for an MRI tomorrow to check on the fluid in the brain.  If everything goes well, she might be going home in 4 to 5 days.  Thank you all for your continued prayers and Mare and the family thank you also.   Love Doc
I Hate My Mom
so i got a call today from a cop. he was in the parking lot of where i live. he was coming to serve me a restraining order. the restraining order was put on by no other then my mom. i was in tears when he handed me the paperwork. i am 24 weeks pregnant with a baby boy who has problems with his right kidney. im not looking for sympathy from anyone. i was telling the cop that i was pregnant and he was like i know. he was so pissed at my mom because she is playing games and using the court. my mom and my brothers girlfriend was even trying to get my husband arrested and the cops have all told them that there is nothing they can do because of the fact that he hasn't done anything and they are pisted at every cop that they have talked to. my brothers girlfriend had been the one that has caused my family to be ripped apart. she has had my mom running around so much that it's not even funny. she (my mom) even put in the report that i have been forcing her to take me out and do things. when i
Under The Same Moon
There are many eyes in the nights black sky, The day it has but one.With the dawn of day those eyes fade away,The moon being the largest one. The day's sun shines bright and brings us light,Giving the warmth that we need.But the darkness of night searches our soul,While the moon see's all that we dream. So as we hustle through the day we hope and we pray,That darkness returns again soon.Where our hearts and our minds rejoice as they find,True love......UNDER THE SAME MOON.
Yes It Is
Porn is good. that is all.
Physical Training And Diet
I really want to learn Capoeira and maybe Bazaugaa. But I'm in no pyshical condition to even take the classes. So I decied I should work on somethings beforehand... *Kettlebells to get my muscles toned and my shiloette more svelt and efficient. It also improves the endurance, cooridination, and flexibility which are essentail for any martial art form. *Yoga to improve my flexability and to work on strethening the hara while learning to exert as little as possible while maintaining a good amount of breathing. *Belly dancing to stregnthen my core and to help me get a better understanding of rythms. Capoiera is more then just a martial art form it takes the music and beat into itself and is a physical expressesion of that. *Gymnastics to get a better understanding of the more acrobatic moves. *Afro-Brazilan dance to understand the motions in capoiera. Every martial art form is connected to one type of dance or another.   I really need to get into shape my BMI is a 29  which means
Come With Me
Come with me. I tried to love the sun, the things that they all seems to love so dearly. But always the night whispers, telling tales of the days when we wandered in the shadows, the day was theirs but the cool night, filled with the insane laughter of fuzzy brained children, the singing of the wind, was always ours. I forsook the shadows, and cast you off, to follow the Sun Maid on her twisting path. I forsook the wild night woods, and abandoned the streets. I burned for so long in her fire, I burnt away. My mind a blaze of pain, my soul scarred and shattered by her heat, and always the night called my name, in your voice whispered on the wind. Sweet sister moon smiled down upon me, beckoning me to walk in her warm silver glow, to find the paths only she could illuminate, where once I had dared to tread, in youth, in life. Looking sadly upon her wayward child. But the sun must always set. The fire grows cold, and the night comes to reclaim me, to awaken me, to save me. “ I c
Shits And Giggles
scott.jason80: 34b? me: 11"? scott.jason80: 7.5 me: Have toys that are bigger. See ya.
Share and share alike. Can't be exclusive like some of us. Past is hard to forgive and the future is yet to be. norio  
Brass Knuckle Street Fighters
  ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: His Dhalsim style is too weak, so thin it needs some meat, I bring beef like Zangief, to slam a creep down to the concrete, I take my Fight to the Streets, leap like Blanka the Beast, from the trees to the blacktop of the back alleys, me and my family, World Warriors, Styled soldiers, Guile, with a back fist that would fold ya, and we can get chinese, like Chung Li, Ha-Ha-Ha hold it in, Haudoken, I release my energy, My lungs look like Ken dressed in the an all black Gi fit, from puffin on the marijuana, fat spliffs like E-Honda thick, get me some yoga-flame in this bitch, fucking with me is dangerous, I bring you a fight, every night, like Balrog live on the Las Vegas strip, Round One Fight, react swift with a scissor kick, followed by a tomahawk chop, as I float across the top, double-sweep your legs to make you drop, wind up on the black-top, seeing stars, before I finish you off. uppercut to the jaw, slow m
Should I?   What ya think?
Whats Wrong With People??
So when you see a tow truck on the side of the road please be nice and slow down and possibly move over a lane. We do not know u see us all we see is a car heading tord usat a leathal speed. Not saying everyone is like that but it makes us feel better when we see a car switch lanes and gives us room that trying to squeez by well are trucks are in part of the lane. Not only for are safty but your as well, i would hate to see somone hit the corner of my truck.  Sry just had to rant cause some idiot almost hit me this morning on the freeway. Happens way to offten.   ooo and sorry about spelling. :)
How To Clense Zee Deveel
read from bottom up   tallie mon...: so epic it must now be turned into a blog tallie mon...: hahahahaha Emanon~~Fo...: clense Me with your pussy juices tallie mon...: u bare the mark of the beast U MUST BE CLENSEDDDDDDDDDD lol Emanon~~Fo...: I am an Atheist so do not believe inyour gods or devils tallie mon...: AHHHHHH please dont eat my soul... i love god........ PLEASEEEEEE Emanon~~Fo...: haha I am actually 6f eet 6 inches and 6 ct LMAO aw 666 haha Emanon~~Fo...: haha I am 6'6" as well haha tallie mon...: hes 6'6 and im only 5'5.... his arms are almost as big as my waist.... i feel like a midget next to him lmao
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Walt Whitman Poetry
  Pioneers! O Pioneers! COME my tan-faced children, Follow well in order, get your weapons ready, Have you your pistols? have you your sharp-edged axes? Pioneers! O pioneers! For we cannot tarry here, We must march my darlings, we must bear the brunt of danger, We the youthful sinewy races, all the rest on us depend, Pioneers! O pioneers! O you youths, Western youths, So impatient, full of action, full of manly pride and friendship, Plain I see you Western youths, see you tramping with the foremost, Pioneers! O pioneers! Have the elder races halted? Do they droop and end their lesson, wearied over there beyond the seas? We take up the task eternal, and the burden and the lesson, Pioneers! O pioneers! All the past we leave behind, We debouch upon a newer mightier world, varied world, Fresh and strong the world we seize, world of labor and the march, Pioneers! O pioneers! We detachments steady throwing, Down the edges, through the passes, up the mountains steep,
Poem Of The Day...021110
Always dream without limits Just don't get lost in the clouds.
Can I Live?
Hidden in the new day's mist And all I can do is raise a fist The salt on the wound is too much to bare And no one's here to even care   Can I live with a heart that's broken? Like shards of glass scattered on the floor Apreciation isn't given out in tokens And they can't fix this heart you tore   Can I live with a fucked up mind? I feel so perverted and paranoid I'm so old and blind And I can't find anything to fill this empty void   Can I live like a slave? Whipped and pulled by a goddamn chain Living in a dusty cave i guess I'm easy to tame   Can I live like another lost soul? Living in a hole underground
Absence Of Fear By Jewel
Inside my skin there is this spaceIt twists and turnsIt bleeds and achesInside my heart there's an empty roomIt's waiting for lightningIt's waiting for youAnd I am wantingAnd I am needing you hereInside the absence of fearMuscle and sinewVelvet and stoneThis vessel is hauntedIt creaks and moansMy bones call to youIn their separate skinI make myself translucentTo let you in, forI am wanting And I am needing of you hereInside the absence of fearThere is this hungerThis restlessness inside of meAnd it knows that you're no strangerYou're my gravityMy hands will adore you through all darkness aimThey will lay you out in moonlightAnd reinvent your nameFor I am wanting youAnd I am needing you hereI need you nearInside the absence of fear
a moments glance into your eyes took my breath away your entire soul spoke to me your loneliness crying out in pain my heart wants to hold you and help ease away your pain my soul wants to touch you and teach you happiness again
Taurus And Scorpio Love Compatibiltystar Sign Compatibility Reading Taurus With Scorpio Steer Clear Of This Relationship If You Can't Take Th
      Star Sign Compatibility Reading Taurus with Scorpio Steer clear of this relationship if you can't take the heat, because when the Bull and the Scorpion get together, you can expect the mercury to rise! You'll either love each other or hate each other, but you'll never be indifferent about the relationship. If you can give a Taurus security, beauty, nature and pleasure you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. If you can give a Scorpio loyalty, control and deep understanding you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. Taurus and Scorpio both have deep desires, Taurus for possessions and Scorpio for power. They're both concerned with affluence and possessions, and they're both intensely passionate about all sorts of things. Taurus is a bit more self-focused than Scorpio, who is more concerned with their lover and immediate family. Both of these Signs have a great, deep-rooted need for security in a relationship, but with slightly differen
Wildberrygirl's Black Bombay Cat!
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Vampire Differants Between Sang,psi,hybrid
Imformation on the vampire / goth coulter from the ALANTA VAMPIRE ALLIANCE  Vampires A vampire is essentially an energy feeder or blood drinker that may display various levels of psychic ability. While the causality, interpretation, and sometimes even the “proper” spelling of vampirism are debated, vampires are generally individuals who cannot adequately sustain their own physical, mental, or spiritual well-being without the taking of blood or vital life force energy from other sources; often human. Without feeding the vampire will become lethargic, sickly, depressed, and often go through physical suffering or discomfort. Vampires often display signs of empathy, sense emotions, perceive auras, and are generally psychically aware of the world around them. To a degree, the specifics of vampirism manifest differently on an individual basis and these nuances sometimes insulate the confusion in defining the vampiric range of ability and experience. The alternate spelling of &l
Threw My Eyes
In our vast universe there are countless grains of sand, none being any less important then the next. Never forget your worth in the vastness, you are a diamond in the rough a story that has no ending never to be fully told, never to be retold. you are love and caring that is rivaled by no other. You are beauty beyond all that compares. You are intelligent yet you have a side of you that many never get to see. I consider myself lucky for my eyes have seen all the things that make you what you are. For that i am thankful. If my eyes never saw again they would not shed tears of sorrow, for they will forever have the memory of having seen the inner beauty as well as the outer beauty that which makes you.
My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance Threw my eyes I have seen hate Threw my eyes I have seen hardship Threw my eyes I have seen fear Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity Threw my eyes I have felt tears Threw my eyes have all of these things passed
Don't You Need By Melissa Etheridge
I had a dream late last night The water was running low And my fields were on fire, burning my sky My body was moving slow And when I awoke I tasted the sweat of desire in my mouth And I realized my heart had abducted my mind And they were last seen headed south Now I can't sleep I'm so wired And I find myself screaming out Don't you need don't you want Can't you taste it when you're alone Don't you cry don't you feel Sometimes I wonder if you are real Don't you bleed Don't you need There's no quenching the thirst there's no relief For the hungry at heart And as far as you're concerned I'm just a thief Entertaining in the dark But it's you that holds the cards Now that the joker is wild Don't you want to lay it down And feel your skin against the ground Don't you want to ride the storm And then sleep inside the calm Don't you want to get that high Don't you want to be satisfied Well if you don't want it from me Don't you need I had a dream late last night The water was running low
For Texas Drifter ...
My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does
I Need Fubars Help!!!!!
Threw My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness   Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness   Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance   Threw my eyes I have seen hate   Threw my eyes I have seen hardship   Threw my eyes I have seen fear   Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity   Threw my eyes I have felt tears   Threw my eyes have all of these things passed
'deadliest Catch' Captain Phil Harris Dies At 53
ANCHORAGE (AP) — Phil Harris, the fishing boat captain whose adventures off the Alaska coast were captured on the television show Deadliest Catch, has died, the Discovery Channel said Tuesday night. He was 53. Harris suffered what his family described as a massive stroke on Jan. 29 while the fishing vessel he captained, Cornelia Marie, was in port at St. Paul Island, Alaska. The fisherman was flown to Anchorage for surgery. The reality show, which has filmed five seasons, has been one of the Discovery Channel's most popular and depicts the crab fishing industry in the dangerous waters off Alaska. "It is with great sadness that we say goodbye to our dad — Captain Phil Harris. Dad has always been a fighter and continued to be until the end," sons Josh and Jake Harris said in a statement released by the network. "For us and the crew, he was someone who never backed down." In a statement, Discovery Channel senior vice president Elizabeth Hillman says, "Phil was a devoted fa
Me (all You Need To Know)
I have been here a long time and come to realize that what people what, it's takes them a long time to find it. Growing up I sat back and watched how things were done and learned from it. Rather it be friends, relationship, and social habits. The main thing I learned was how a lady should be treated and how relationships should work. Rather it be social, courtship, or marriage. I've been to alot of places either in or out of the states. I'd live in the country or mountains than the city.
Seniors For Mj - Yeah!
Angel Vs Demon Abilities
ANGEL: ABILITIES * Levels 25-27: Get a new status option: 'Good'  * Level 28 Ability: Pimp out up to 3 people per day! When you pimp a member out, they scroll across the top of every fubar page for up to 5 minutes! * Level 30 Ability: Reveal those who have crushes on you!  Level 31 Ability: Give all of your points to another user for 12 hours!   *Level 35 Ability: Let somebody rate profile and photos as fast as they want for 15 minutes!  More good abilities to be announced!DEMON: ABILITIES  *Levels 25-27: Get a new status option: 'Evil'   *Level 28 Abilities - Sh*tface or buzzkill 10 people per day! This lets you control someone else's buzzmeter!   *Level 30 Ability - Reveal those who have crushes on you!   *Level 31 Ability - Cloak another user so that they may view/rate other regular users anonymously for 30 minutes!   *Level 35 Ability - Screw with how another members name is displayed for 5 minutes!   More evil abilities to be announced!
Omgggg Plz Help Me I Cant Name This Video Game.....
HELPPPPPok so there was this one game years ago,,,it had a wizard and he wore a red hat with stars as well as matching robe might have been purpleish but i think it as red i belive he had red hair and light had to go around and talk to people and collect things and etc...there was also like a maz thing if i remember correctly one thing that stood out about this game he got mad if u stoped playing for a while... he would knock on the screen and everything or he would juggle ...also if u clicked his tummy he giggle and say hey you what are u doing not there ...i cant remember the name of it  or what game system it was for i know it was ethier the frist playstation or psone orthe frist dreamcast was deff a white box with a cicle thatopened on top for the cd but all 3 have that ...DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY CLUE WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT  i thought it was called wizard world but i think im wrong i also belive he had like some sort of london like accent voicehe useto collect orbs and
World’s Laziest Blogger
  Yes, I know…over a week for a blog…I have been busy as hell. Writing and doing stuff, eating and watching movies. My life is eternally dull; I couldn’t imagine what to tell you all. Went into Glasgow centre yesterday to meet dad, who told me a big story about how years ago he went to a Scotland versus Brazil football match in Edinburgh (maybe it was the 60s) anyway he told me that a fight broke out and an Edinburgh man hit him right between the eyes with a hand held scythe, the pointed bit knocked a hole in my dads forehead. Ok a few questions here, who takes a scythe to a football match, why was he fighting other Scottish people AND when was my dad a crowd fighter?   Anyway he told me this story to impress upon me why he doesn’t like Edinburgh people….seriously? One scythe to the head and you don’t like a city? So I suppose he wont be coming to the Fringe to see my show…not with all that scythe action happening.   There are lots abo
Eternal Father, strong to save, Whose arm hath bound the restless wave, Who bidd'st the mighty ocean deep Its own appointed limits keep; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! O Christ! Whose voice the waters heard And hushed their raging at Thy word, Who walkedst on the foaming deep, And calm amidst its rage didst sleep; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! Most Holy Spirit! Who didst brood Upon the chaos dark and rude, And bid its angry tumult cease, And give, for wild confusion, peace; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea!
For Those Who Have Been Constant.
True friends are revealed,During interesting times,I am indebted.
Just Wow And Sad!
Post This If You Aren't Scared To See How People Think Of You
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine
Is It Love?
dreams of you fill my head at nighti see you and i know all things are rightas time passes and the hope flashesi awake from my sleep and my love lashesfor you as it has always beento live without you would be sinyour tender touch i do crave and needin the end i always cave with speedyour sweet kisses send shivers down my spinein your warm arms i know you'll always be minei can not run and i can not hidefor you have my heart,body,soul, and mind
Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes. I don't know much about this crazy, crazy world, but I do know this: If you don't let us fuck this asshole, we're going to have our dicks and pussies all covered in shit!"
Typhlitic Ardor
Winter storms and snow,Do not obscure my purpose,I choose to risk all.
My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE.......93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does!
So alot people on here make albums out of this stuff, I figured since one, i was bored and two I like to be different i would put some of my favorite sayings/lines/quotes from various places in here.  there will be no ryhme or reason to the order so dont waste time looking for it lol.   1. "If winning isnt important, then Commander, why keep score?" 2. those who say winning isnt everything probably lost! 3."I could tell you, but then I'd have to kill you" 4."should we, or should we not, follow the advice of the GALACTICALLY STUPID!" 5."You remember one thing, you screw up just this much, and you'll be flying a cargo plane full of rubber dogshit outta hong kong!" 6."you see this, my BOOMSTICK!" 7."Did IQ's just drop sharply while I was away?" 8."You think you can get inside my head and push me before I pull the trigger?" 9."What are you trying to tell me, that I can dodge bullets?", "No Neo im trying to tell you, that when your ready you wont have to!" 10."There is n
Hottenstein Death Accidental
Hottenstein’s clothed body, appearing wet from being in the water, was found by a passerby on Sunday morning, Feb.15, at approximately 7:35 a.m. at the street end on 42nd Place at the Sea Isle City Marina. A thorough and comprehensive investigation began into the circumstances of   Hottenstein’s death by members of the Cape May Prosecutor’s Office and the Sea Isle City Police Department. Additional resources were requested from the Cape May County Sheriff’s Department Canine Unit to conduct a search of the area, as well as the New Jersey State Police TEAMS Unit and Middle Township Police Department to complete a search of the water for articles of clothing worn by   Hottenstein. The investigation to date includes dozens of interviews, sworn statements; review of numerous hours of video recordings from multiple sources, and the review of information obtained from court authorized warrants. The investigation determined  Hottenstein was last seen exiting the Ocean
Greatest Poem Ever By Maya Angelou
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..enough money within her control to move outand rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a youth she's content to leave behind....A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a past juicy enough that she's looking forward toretelling it in her old age....A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a feeling of control over her destiny.EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to fall in love without losing herself.EVERY WOMAN SHOULD to quit a
I have an idea on how to use the alternates... Your main character ....everyday play Alt 1 make into a bank for listing ( focus on properties build the cash flow.. and mainly defense  not for attack exept to hitlist) Alt 2 make into an assassin ( this one is your killer to use for war only and hitlists ) I'd like to get your feedback on this to see if we can do this and everyone elses in the turf as well so lets get this going and see what we can do
Kill It
CLICK THE MOTHAFUCKIN' LINK BELOW THIS SHIT!: METRONOME     Mmmmm, yeah - that beat is so ill… the first time, I saw your walk, I knew… I was goin’ in for the kill, duplicitous - genteel with a savage will. Like the lion on the savannah, who stalks the gazelle… So tender with your style, I stood there, straight still,and stared, stalked, watched, locked on without a fucking care.I wanted you to look - yeah, gimme that sexy glare.Your girls were like, “look at him, he’s locked on you, beware…he wants you… yeah, that beast right there.”Yeeeah, this beast right here.I savored the way you tossed your hair,sexy blond locks, dancing in hypnotic layers…the way your thighs lusted at me - what a perfect pair.I wanted your ‘unnnnh,’ yeah, I wanted to savor your garden with care,wanted to till, wanted to show you that I was for motherfuckin’ real.I wasn’t gon’ stop until, you let me in the middle, ‘til we made a de
Dear Haters...
It's time to fire back. This is me venting & telling it like it is. I'm sick of having these fake ass haters, hate on me for stupid things that have nothing to do w/ me. Or try to call me out on things that I do not know about. They want me involved, we'll they got me involved now! The sad part is that u hate on me for no reason but I guarentee if u got to know me u would change your mind. Seriously--there should b other things in this world that should bother u more. But, if it's lil ol' me that gets u all riled up—WOW-I'm flattered, & u should feel pathetic! U know u've done something right when someone u don't even know, have never been enemies w/, or have any personal beef w/ hates u. Shit! I've gotten under ur skin w/o even trying! I think that it is so sad that girls waste their time & energy talking about me behind my back & the bad part is that they don't even know me. They never had a conversation w/me. So why don't u like me? I could see if I did something to u or to so
Bad Decisions Make Good Stories
1.Bad decisions make good stories. 2. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each handthan take 2 trips to bring my groceries in. 3. The only time I look forward to a red light is when I'm trying tofinish a text.. 4. A recent study has shown that playing beer pong contributes to thespread of mono and the flu. Yeah, if you suck at it and gotta take a drink. LOL. 5. Was learning cursive really necessary? 6. Whenever someone says "I'm not book smart, but I'm street smart",all I hear is "I'm not real smart, but I'm imaginary smart". 7. Every time I have to spell a word over the phone using 'as in'examples, I will undoubtedly draw a blank and sound like a completeidiot. Today I had to spell my address andsaid "Yes that's G as in...(10 second lapse)..ummm...Goonies" 8. While driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road andinstinctively swerved to avoid it...thanks Mario Kart. 9. MapQuest really needs to start their directions on #5. Pretty sureI know how t
Warning...this Is A Lie
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought I was a fool and I didn't see what was going on... Stare like a zombie like you always do... I have all my life to wait... You only have minutes... Blah, blah, you're words fall on cold deaf ears... Do you feel the pain and mental torment you put me th
Devil In Disguise
I am the Devil in Disguise you thinking an Angel has enter your midst Thinking youselves blessed By this sweet smiling face Don't realize the curse I have borne unto you I shall give you my gift That of a Devil Rather than an Angel So I shall welcome you In Hell So alone I won't be No, not any longer Just wait and I shall Toss it aside This old mask That society has made ME!
Torn Asunder
You loved me Or so you said so But now, now I can't see Why I lie here in bed Wanting to cry My heart is aching as I wonder Where you've gone Why you've torn my heart asunder It's been so long Since I've seen your face You never said, "Goodbye" You hurt me with your need for space All I want to do is cry But the tears won't come In my heart I have an empty place You had to leave me and make me feel dumb Why did you stop Loving me?
Omg... I Love The Urban Dictionary..
kool aid man= A crazy giant beverage who breaks through walls in order to save humans from the minor inconvenience of thirst. Has the inability to use normal methods of entry, such as the door or gate. Has caused over 900 trillion dollars worth of property damage in his lifetime."oh yeah"(distant) me: wtf was that? did you hear that? CRASH!! "OH YEAH" me: dude! my fucking roof!!    
A Blog About...
Well I heard that you are nobody until someone posts a blog about you. So I wanted to let her know she is somebody. So this blog is about you Tina You are awesome and always bring on the 's
Whats On My Mind
My life is'nt much to talk about my days pretty much a repeat of the day befour i geuss you could say its alittel like the move groundhougday i get up and do the same stuff evry single day i get and clean for a littel whyal then i job hunt a littel on the computer .Butt hopefully all that will change onec i get in to jobcore after that i a going start my life and its going to be huge becaues i will be happy and on top of my game my life is going to work its self out.
How do you fight something you can't see... Why do you hold something back that you need to let loose... How do you hold something in that needs to be let out... Why can't emotions be explained as easily as it is felt... Why can't emotions be reprogrammed so they don't hurt when you see a photo from the past... I guess WAR does leave an EMOTIONAL scar on everone....
Matt Nathanson - Come On Get Higher
I miss the sound of your voice And I miss the rush of your skin And I miss the still of the silence As you breathe out and I breathe in If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next Make you believe, make you forget So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just pull me down hard And drown me in love So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just pull me down hard And drown me in love I miss the sound of your voice The loudest thing in my head And I ache to remember All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next, make you believe, make you forget So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just to pull me down hard And drown me in love So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just to pull me down hard And drown me in love I miss the pul
Here we go guys lol Time for us to start working on what direction we would like to go with the turf I would like yall to think about where we want to go with this and what we can do to get there... talk with the others get feed back on what improvements need to take place .... find out what our strong and weak points are Remember .... This is OUR turf Lets make it work ♥
Home, Kinda
We moved back into our apartment today, it was only 10 days in a hotel, but it felt like an eternity. I have done nothing but clean since I got off work and I'm dead tired. The cleaning crew did the shittiest job I've ever seen in my life. The kitchen floor didn't come clean and it will have to be replaced completely. My boys can wipe counters and walls better than they did. The jerks didn't even MOVE my furniture, they just cleaned the carpet around it all. I was SO pissed. You could see where every piece of furniture in my apartment was when you move it. So, I spoke up and they are coming back tomorrow to clean again ... better do it right. There isn't much to do excpet the floors, I took care of the walls myself, I can do a better job anyways. SO, I'm home, kinda, sorta...doesn't feel like home :( I go sleepy nao...nitey nite!
To Hell With Love
My heart aches for someone I know I will never have. I would move heavan and Earth just to make sure their happiness always comes first. Why do I do this for someone, who I know could careless? Love is bullshit...Love is a lie...Why does it have to be so painful? Tell me why. You do everything in your power and all you feel is depressed. This isn't life. This is b/s. All I want is for someone to look into my eyes and see the love I feel and to feel the pain I feel when my heartaches. The kind of love that makes you mind go numb from thinking too much of what is wrong...why not me..why do I feel this way. There will probably never be answers, that is why they call it heartbreak. Just a bunch of b/s if you ask me. To hell with love. Lets just be.
Adventures In Solitude - The New Pornographers
I heard this song for the first time today.  I fell in love with it immediately. Very few know the personal hell I was in a few years ago. Those that do will understand. Those that have been or are currently in their own personal hell will relate.       Balancing on One wounded wing Circling the edge Of the neverending The best of the vanished marvels have gathered inside your door More than begin But less than forget But spirits born From the not happened yet Gathering there To pay off a debt brought back from the wars We thought we lost you We thought we lost you We thought we lost you Welcome back Sleeping for years Pick through what is left Through the pieces that fell and rose from the depth From the rainwater well Deep as a secret nobody knows Less than forget But more than begun These adventures in solitude never done To the names of our wounds We send the same blood back from the wars We thought we lost you We thought we lost you We thought we lost you It will all
Sakurajima Volcano With Lightning
Just did the Jillian Michael's 30 day shred 20 minute video on level one and I feel like i am going to die... that was tough.. really EFFIN TOUGH.... Me and my roommate were telling the tv to fuck off half way through the video...  we did finish it though... I gotta do it again at some point tomorrow... probably after work or something   EDIT: PS.. jumping jacks SUCK when you have big boobs
Earth laughs in flowers.  -  Ralph Waldo Emerson
tarradiddle\tair-uh-DID-uhl\  noun;also taradiddle 1.A petty falsehood; a fib. 2.Pretentious nonsense.
2pac, Me And My Girlfriend
"Me And My Girlfriend"[girl] Sheeit, ju motherfuckin right I'm the bitch that's keepin it live and keepin it hot when you punk ass niggaz don't Nigga Westside, WHAT! Bring it on[Tupac] Look for me Lost in the whirlwind, ninety-six, Bonnie and Clyde Me and my girlfriend, do one-eighty-five when we ride Trapped in this world of sin, born as a ghetto child Raised in this whirlwind (c'mon) Our childhood years recall the tears heart laced with venom Smokin sherm, drinkin malt liquor, father forgive her Me and my girlfriend, hustlin, fell in love with the struggle Hands on the steering wheel, blush, while she bail out bustin Fuck em all, watch em fall screamin, automatic gunfire exorcisin all demons Mafias on the side, my congregation high, ready to die We bail out to take the jail back, niggaz united Our first date, couldn't wait to see you naked Touch you in every secret place, I can hardly wait to bust freely, got you red hot, you so happy to see me Make the frontpage primetime live on T
Hi, my name Daniel Yitzchok Horwitz AKA Donald Horwitz, if you have any questions ask.
The Start Of A Long Journey...
Just over two weeks ago, my niece was visiting her grandparents and they noticed a hump on her shoulder.  This bothered my sister so, the next day, Monday, she took her to the doctor.  The doctor confirmed, my 10 yr old niece has Moderate/Severe Scoliosis.  They sent her to get the round of x-rays and bloodwork.  She was referred to the orthopedic in another city at the Childrens Hospital.  They got in to see him this past Friday.  This doctor confirmed the severity of her case of Scoliosis.  According to the doctor, her only real option for as normal a life as possible, is surgery.  I am unsure of what extent the surgery will be, but it will be a long recovery for her based on the severity and procedures.  The surgery is scheduled for May and the school is going to provide in home tutoring for her once she comes home from the hospital.  Which the stay is to be approximately 8-10 days.  They are estimating that for about a year my niece will be limited in activities, won't be able to l
Come To This Lounge Asap Like Right Now Subscribe Buy Drinks Make Friends.. Fu wedding saturday at 9PM and also march 2nd another fu wedding i dj in here and would like you two come in and listen tell me what u thinks. Dragons Lair Come on in
Good Deads
It's fine when good deads go unnoticed, but to fight with what seems like the world to help  a friend in need... F off
Dear Dmx
Dear DMX, I was first introduced to your art through your song "LORD GIVE ME A SIGN". I was touched by your determination to do right, to fight wrong, how you acknowledged your weakness but had faith that with God's help you would persevere and triumph. I knew your initials stood for DOG MAN X - and I thought that was a nod of the head to your deep and abiding LOVE of your pitbulls. I joined a group against dog fighting on Facebook. My dear Elsie, featured above, was an AKC American Staffordshire Terrier, she was the gentlest dog I have ever had the honor of calling friend. I miss the feel of her strong body and solid head resting against my side. I gave her to a man named Daniel that promised me he would take good care of her. She accidently broke the jaw of my husband's dog, because I did not properly hand a treat one at a time to each dog. I just threw them on the floor and they both reached for the last one at the same time. The ShihTzu got it first, and Elsie got it just a milli
Savanna Samson Meets Fans On Long Island
Savanna Samson fans based on Long Island have a chance to meet the Vivid Entertainment Group star Thursday, Feb. 11 at Peek a Boo Lingerie in Farmingdale, N.Y. The star, who is a native of upstate New York, will be available from 8 to 11 p.m. to mingle with fans, up close and personal. Savanna Samson movies and novelties will be available for purchase, and Samson will autograph for fans' private collections.
I Believe
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born,A Death Certificate shows that we died,Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe . . . That just because two people argue,It doesn't mean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue,It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe . . . That we don't have to change friends if.We understand that friends change. I Believe . . . That no matter how good a friend is,they're going to hurt you every once in a whileand you must forgive them for that. I Believe . . . That true friendship continues to grow,even over the longest distance.Same goes for true love.
Nsfw? Wtf!
I haven't been here in over a week, and I come back here to find one of my pics marked NSFW. When I click the link to see what the hell they're talKing about, its a small pic of a pentacle in flames. HOW THE HELL IS THAT NSFW? pPeople need to get the fuck over themselves. I find some symbols of religion offensive, but I don't waste my energy on refuting it. They certainly are NOT NSFW. To the person who flagged my simple little pic.... FUCK YOU, GET A LIFE! 
I'm The Girl
You don't know, but I'm the girl who cries every morning, and hopes every night for his safe return. I'm the girl who drags herself out of bed every morning so that he will be proud of her when he comes home. I'm the girl who lies in bed longing for him to be lying next to me. I'm the girl who sits quietly during class because all I can think about is that next moment when he will safely be in my arms again. You don't know, but I'm the girl with a million things to say, but not one will come out without the thought of him. I'm the girl who checks my cell phone every five seconds just to make sure I haven't missed his call. I'm the girl who stops and stares and wishes for him to return soon each and every time another man in uniform walks by. What you don't know is that I know love on an entirely different level from most. I know the love that spans time and space; that love that most people are constantly searching for. I'm one of the girls who waits months for a single kiss; a kiss
Iraq Orders Former Blackwater Security Guards Out
By QASSIM ABDUL-ZAHRA, Associated Press Writer Qassim Abdul-zahra, Associated Press Writer – 6 mins ago BAGHDAD – Iraq has ordered hundreds of private security guards linked to Blackwater Worldwide to leave the country within seven days or face possible arrest on visa violations, the interior minister said Wednesday. The order comes in the wake of a U.S. judge's dismissal of criminal charges against five Blackwater guards who were accused in the September 2007 shooting deaths of 17 Iraqis in Baghdad. It applies to about 250 security contractors who worked for Blackwater in Iraq at the time of the incident, Interior Minister Jawad al-Bolani told The Associated Press. Some of the guards now work for other security firms in Iraq, while others work for a Blackwater subsidiary, al-Bolani said. He said all "concerned parties" were notified of the order three days ago and now have four days left before they must leave. He did not name the companies. Blackwater
Weather Or Not
The BLUE area on this map represents SNOW. The "X" is where i'm at. Notice there iz no blue over the X, but we've been getting pounded with snow all day. This year the forecast has been 100% wrong with predicting snow this year in my area. Now call me anti-establshment or whatever but U have 2 wonder why this map could be so wrong. Supposedly, the weather people can't be employed without college degrees right? I bet if U ask anyone of them how they come up with the forecast they will tell U, "Well we take the calculations of the current conditions, factor in wind direction and speed, along with humidity and elevation" Well FUCK THAT CUZ OBVIOUSLY YOUR CALCULARTIONS ARE WRONG! I could do a better job of predicting the weather with forecasting everyday az having a 50% chance of percipitation. YOU'RE ALL FIRED, U LAME ASS COLLEGE IDIOTS! Get off your blackberry, quit flirting with the cute
The Wedding Of The 18th Century
On February 10, 1863, Charles Sherwood Stratton and Lavinia Warren were married in New York City. What makes this wedding special is that Stratton was better known by his stage name, General Tom Thumb. In the mid to late 1800’s, Tom Thumb was a star show biz attraction. He got his start in show biz with the master showman, P.T. Barnum. Together they toured the U.S. and Europe putting on shows for everyone including the rich, famous and powerful. At 18 years-old he was 2 feet 6 inches tall. For more on Tom Thumb go here: Tom Thumb would have loved BlastFM. We are small but growing fast!
Just Some Helpful Reminders
Dear Non Pregnant People, I have created a list of simple precautions around pregnant woman. 1. Do not walk up to a lady and pat her belly. a. you dont really know if shes pregnant b. she probably doesn't like being touched. 2. When she tells you that's shes not due for another 5 months do not look at her in astonishment! a. shes about to kill you (run like hell) b. RUN LIKE HELL 3. I dont know what the fuck "glow" your talking about.. a. shes probably sweating from having to get up b. she wore to much make up. 4. Pregnant people have a tendency to fart and burp. a. dont be so shocked b. look away 5. DO NOT MAKE A PREGNANT WOMAN WAIT TO PEEEEEEEEEEEE a. self explanatory there I have more im sure By the way my baby's ears just moved from its neck to the side of its head and its eyes moved from its ear space to the front of its face.... Exciting isn't it? Also on a sick note my baby's skin is translucent   Wicked and the pomegranate
Bamalounge Cam Rules
A few rules:#1  NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!!  WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE.#2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it.#3 Respect everyone.#4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on.#6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT....Go to Livevideo.comcam 1 user bama-1 password angel012009cam 2 user bama-2 password angel012009cam 3 user bama-3 password angel012009cam 4 user bama-4 password angel012009go to log in the user and passwords provided here click go live ITS IN GREEN make sure the audio is un clicked you will see a thing to submit , allow the adobe and click go live 1 more time then your inHOPE TO SEE YOU SOON
So is it weird that the guy who pierced my bewbs added me on facebook? And is it weirder that of all the boobs he's pierced he still remembers mine?   And even moreso is it weird that the person he added me through is one of the biggest admirers of his work?   I'm just kinda in one of those awkward "ummmmmm...." stages right now
Non-edited Ugly 9-month Pregnancy Images.
Ugh... my body... is fucking disgusting.     Just remember that >.>        
Men May Not Wanna Read This Lol
A couple of weeks ago my mother went to have a surgury to remove precancerous cells off of her cervix and uteran walls.. she had a couple of not kosher paps and they found the cells.. I have had one slightly odd pap before.. I have an appointment in the next couple of weeks for another one.. since the first odd pap I had.. i have had some.. issues.. Therefore.. I am TERRIFIED of this appointment. My chances of being able to have children are already pretty slim.. I REALLY want kids... and now i am terrified of this... what if there IS something wrong.. what if the issues that i am having are because of cancerous cells.. what if what if what if... I am fucking scared and don't want to do this alone.. but I don't have anyone to do this with me... my mother is still catching up on work and i won't ask her to go through this.. my sister is living 4 hours away... my husband.. oh god where to start with him... all of my friends have other things i won't pull them away from.. kids, sch
More Venting...
I know that I'm not what I once was. I know that! But I haven't changed so much, that I would go and lie to someone that I love. God, I would walk through fire before I'd let them feel like they were nothing! And I would never break up anybody's home. Because I am not a quitter. I care about my family! I may not be the same person, but then again, neither are you. You're sad, you're weak, and you're... shorter. If you want to know the truth. Hope Floats
Top 10 Ways To Become Irresistibly Attractive
Top 10 ways to become Irresistibly AttractiveThe Top 10 Steps to Becoming Irresistibly AttractiveCategory: Irresistible Attraction (BK2)Originally Submitted on 11/1/96.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------The term Irresistibly Attractive refers to the idea of great people, ideas, opportunities, things and more, come TO you vs you chasing them or being promotive, seductive or acquisitive in nature.1. Don't need much.If you need something, usually it will run away/escape you. Get your personal and financial needs met first and you'll find yourself attracting vs seducing.2. Think big, really big.Attraction occurs when there is a healthy vacuum between where you are and what you want to have happen. The wider the gap, the greater the pulling power of attraction.3. Eliminate the holes in your life.Where are you being depleted? By whom? Plug those holes by extending boundaries, raising standards, resolving past issues, healing. Attraction won't find
Hallelujah By Jeff Buckley
Well I heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do ya? Well it goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall and the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you she tied you to her kitchen chair And she broke your throne and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well baby I've been here before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew ya I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well there was a time when you let me know What's really going on below But now you never show that to me do you? And reme
What Lurks In The Darkness...
I met a guy nearly four years ago, my girlfriend introduced us and told me he was a stand up guy.  A good organizer for a singles parents group who helped put together the cook outs and parties.  Sometimes everybody would pool the kids together at one event allowing the parents to go to another event. For some reason I was a little creeped out by this guy when I first met him, he didn't talk very much and he seem to be overly pre-occupied with the teenaged girls at the graduation party where I met him.  He expressed a certain fondness for my girlfriends twin daughters and said he wished she would let him take them out sometime. That was a first meeting and time passed, I grew accustom to this guy and started to believe just like everybody else who knew him that he was a good guy.  Problem is that I and everybody else only saw what he wanted us to see.  We saw the public image he presented to the world at large, we didn't see the monster hiding away in the dark shadow he cast. We did
Miss Me Yet? Sure, Like A Lanced Boil!
A billboard along Interstate 35, taken on Tuesday, Feb. 9, 2010 in Wyoming, Minn., carries an image of former President George W. Bush and reads "Miss me yet?". Office manager Beverly Master of Schubert and Hoey Outdoor Advertising in Minneapolis says the message was purchased by a group of small business owners and people from the Twin Cities area who want to remain anonymous.
Pausing For A Moment
Looking out the window before bed I had to just pause … it’s so gorgeous here ! Sure its going to be a mess for the next week or so, but I love how serene it is right now. Sometimes in life I find myself just pausing and seeing things as they are … Beautiful. I have sweet thoughts on my mind and I am going to lay down and hopefully have some sweet dreams. I hope everyone has sweet dreams too ! Happy weekend to you ! It's coming soon Love and hugs, Jenna
 Dirty little thoughts … they cause a stir … create heat and passion. Late at night sometimes I have naughty ideas ! I share those ideas with you sometimes, other times I just keep them in my mind, I love sexy scenarios. They range from exciting places to have sex to just different sexual encounters. having wild imaginations ! One of the most exciting parts of the daydreams I have are the long lasting passionate kisses. Kisses are so personal, so intimate. Nibbling my lower lip can be very dangerous … I am going to go lay down and daydream something sexy … erotic … wanna join me ?
Truth - Let Me Go, I'll Be Fine.
''Truth'' By definition, Truth - ''is''  The true or actual state of the matter. I believe this is an inadequate definition for a term so broad andIn my [uneducated] opinion truth is merely a perspective of the person experiencing their version our interconnected ever-joined reality. So perhaps the idea of factual Truth is simply an illusion based in this so-called reality. Arguably, your perspective concerning your experience can be altered on a day to day basis. So! A life changing event could evoke an evolution of thought process, altered morals, action, and so forth. The list goes on, but the state of conscinouness is altered none the less. We are after all, ever evolving beings. We will continue to be so for as long as we exist here, at least I believe this to be true, but what is truth, right? ; [ With that said...How many of us here live our lives shrouded within the confines of this fantastic scheme?Are any of us truly free from this, [grand illusion] ?If we are creating our r
Why "liberal" And "hypocrite" Are Synonymous.
"To disarm the people is the best and most effectual way to enslave them" ~ George Mason.Mr. Mason was on to something. Whether the disarmament reveals itself through weaponry, or knowledge, the people are increasingly become slaves to the hypocritical machine known as "Political correctness". Have you read "1984" by Orwell? If you aren't equipped with the words, then you can't think the thoughts.My disdain for the Liberal party is no secret to those I associate with. I have arrived at my opinion through experience in serving my country, working relentlessly to provide shelter and protection for my family and of course, by patiently listening to liberals through the expression of free speech.To sum it up for you, I believe that the majority of individuals that the liberal party is comprised of, is the primordial ooze that leaks from Americas wounds.Let us take a look at a few key points:Liberals demand separation of church and state. Yet vehemently attack the church when i About Timing.
On this day, God wants you to know... ... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul. Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.
Dear Lord....
Okay, look buddy. Honesty is it's own reward. Now if I could just win the lottery once..... I won't lie to you. I have no intention on giving money to any churches. I won't promise to end world hunger, or say I will do kind things for anyone in Zimbabwe, just in the off chance that you would believe me. I actually don't care about starving people in 3rd world countries. I don't care about nets to stave off mosquitos in odd places in the world. I don't care about whales, spotted owls or other elusive, endangered animals. Now what I do care about, is the hungry families in my own community. I care about the local food shelter. I care about uninsured children in my town. I care about my family (The whole lot of them) and want them taken care of. I do care about providing birth control to the parents of the children featured in "Children International" where they ask you for $22 a month to take care of their kid for them. I care about the local animal shelter. I care about my
The Death Penalty
The age old adage "an eye for an eye" seems very cliche when discussing the death penalty. Not only is it cliche, but I don't think the true meaning of this saying is ever realized, in relation to a criminal and his/her punishment."An eye for an eye" eludes to: If you take my eye, then so shall yours be taken. The concept of the death penalty is a stellar one, however, the process in which it is carried out is extremely flawed. Observe the following scenario:A 26 year old man kidnaps, rapes, tortures and ultimately murders an 8 year old girl. She was dealt a violent, and excruciating death filled with fear, pain, terror, and helplessness. It took her 26 minutes to die.At trial, a jury convicts and sentences him to the death penalty. But when? How?For the next 17 years, he will sit in a prison cell. He will receive correspondence from his loved ones. He will see 17 more Christmas', and birthdays. He will receive 3 square meals a day. He will be warm in the winter and cool i
If I Ran This Gosh Darn Country.
* Welfare would be limited to an 18 month lifetime "award" of aid. (If after 18 months, you can't seem to get your "hot mess" of a life together, why should the taxpayers have to do it for you?) * Each month, before you are given your welfare check, you are required to submit to AND pass a drug test. Thats fair right? Afterall, why should the taxpayers have to absorb the cost of you taking some coke to the head, or smokin' the ganja? If you don't partake in controlled substances....then it's no big deal. *Each individual collecting welfare will have to provide a monthly statement of employment search efforts, that account for at least 36 hours of time spend searching per month, to be verified by the individuals Case worker (Before a check will be cut). The hope is that it becomes too many "hoops" to jump through and the individual actually figures out that working is a whole lot easier. I know, I know....the bleeding hearts will pump their fists at me and scream that welfa
So You Want A Valentine? I Wrote This Too
So you want a valnetine all youll do is tell me lies make me smile then make me cryLove break me and that just finehold tight to what you seeBut what do you see inside of meLove and Lie all the timeLove you hate you your all mineDrop your heart on the groundill pick up and turn you aroundMAke you sweat and make you cryFeeling like you can touch the skyStep on it throw it downfcuk you now ur just a clown Thought you could Fly but i ripped your wingsall the pain that your love bringsSo do want a valentineare you ready to say goodbyelove will leave then come againlove you hate you well never mendin the end we both will crycause we know you would never liereal love is just a fansty the storys that mommy told meim not princess ur not prince loved since our frist kissi take back back againlove you hate you this will never end so do you want a valentine will you tell me all the lies love me tell me your just minekiss her lips then come kiss minedo you have a true heart now cause if so ill tea
One Of Them Oldies You Don`t Know Why But You Have Always Like It, ( For Me Anyways ).
Chronicles Of The Bat
        She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the to
What Did You Believe As A Kid?
My dad was/is an physicist, which I for the most part understood until I started school. When I told one kid what my dad did, they said "He can see the FUTURE?" After that I wondered, especially when he did contract work for the government... I thought people were saying "human beans" instead of "beings". I knew Santa Claus wasn't bringing the stuff directly to my house, I figured my parents called him at night detailing what I wanted and how good I was, then he sent them the presents. A Santa mail order business, apparently. I thought everybody loved reading to the point I did (my first years of elementary were spent at private schools- not the fancy kinds with uniforms, just ones where they pay teachers and buy computers- and my mom has a masters in library science and loved reading so it was always encouraged.) When I got teased for reading my own books on the playground in public school I learned pretty quickly that was weird. I learned how to spit really far when swinging thoug
The Truth (dont Be Chicken!!) Haha
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU . Be honest with your answers0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!?1 = Definetly not attractive.2 = Decent3 = Cute4 = Fine as hell!5 = I'd do you.6 = Pretty damn sexy!7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!!8 = I wanna make you my man/girl.9 = Just a friend.10 = Sexiest person I know!11 = Fuckin amazin12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times.13 = i wanna fuck
What Is True Love?
Have you ever been so in Love that you would do anything? Making that person your everything, trusting them till the end, believing everything, loving them more than life itself?  To wake up one day to a lie.  Here are my thoughts to the one I loved and deep inside still do. The enemy wins, I'm in defeat.  Did I really believe you were my love my good friend and you would be there for me for days without end? You would make me want to scream everytime I saw your face, so thank GOD I left that place.  I Loved you and gave you my trust, but you took it and blew it all for a little lust. I hope you're happy with the decisions you've made, I know it wont last, I know how it will end and I know you'll regret.  You hurt and betrayed me, so bad karma for you my friend. Not all scars show and not all wounds heal, but you know what you did and you know how I feel.  So turn around, walk away and forget the past. Cause now I know "LOVE" never last.  
Blame And...forgiveness
  Shakespeare had it right. In ways both big and small, the failure to forgive kills love and murders beauty. An unforgiving attitude makes life far less loving and beautiful than it could be. Move from blame to forgiveness, and here’s how: It is much more satisfying to experience your feelings than to blame them on somebody else. You can move through your feelings–even bad ones–to real connection with yourself and others. And because of this you can learn to: 1. become a good friend and a Kind Father (or mother) to myself; 2. give myself encouragement and support, instead of habitual criticism; 3. pay attention to my feelings and identify what it is that I’m feeling; 4. experience my feelings fully, mourning fully; 5. share my heart experience with others and experience the connection of listening to their experience. Learning to do this will help you become more forgiving. You don’t have to get angry and blame others to escape your feelings–b
How I Love Thee Let Me Count The Ways...
SNOW, where the fuck we gonna put it all? I want... To wake up in his & the scent of Summer!
The Truth
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU . Be honest with your answers 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin amazin 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = i wanna fuck
Day In The Life Of Ims
I truly love the clueless people that IM. LMAO bolitas67: hi me: hi bolitas67: how r u me: alive bolitas67: u from where ? me: Same place my profile says bolitas67: what profile me: Good bye bolitas67: u dont like cam to cam showw ? me : Showing on my fake one now bolitas67: can i see u ? me: No bolitas67: cam to cam sexx me: Enjoy fucking your lens   UPDATE: me: Thanks, you're now my blog of the day bolitas67: welcome
alone-you can have people around you but yet feel so alone,you go through the motions talking,laughing,like everything is fine,but yet inside you are crying falling apart breaking, matter what happiness cant be found,it doesnt exist,only despair,sadness,loneliness it surrounds you engulfs you and eventually drowns you.~denyse
Another Song/poem Im Working On What You Think?
She Falls on reasons all by herslef Everyone Love her but do does she love herslefperfection is empty all aloneLife of the party but she rather be homeLook in the mirror, do you see what i seetrying to igure out howe to be just me You think beautiful inside and outHow can you love yourslef but have have so much doubt ?As she brushes her long long hair stares in that mirror wondering if they careadoring eyes Like you never seen how can some so beautiful be so meanunder the pain and open up ur eyesnever seen beauty till i seen her crycryed for the emptyness and all the pain till she relized life is just gamein it to win or in it to loose the choice is yours  so you  better choose open your eyes and walk into the light dont fight with yourslef For theres no wrong or rightshe stepped out into the city dropping  just on shoeshes not  cinderella but any fairy tale will doshe steps into  the moon lightpouting her lips knowing something not rightplaces her hand  in the stream below wondering i
Poem Of The Day...021010
Quietly Surrender Or furiously fight back Be a part of the wind Or become the force of the breeze.
It's not the name if the sea water is not choppy. It was not love him if the feeling was never hurt. Not a lover if her name is never missed and jealousy.
BEFORE I have seen this light before, although many years ago, Still absolutely familiar, yet so different in its glow. I have felt this fear before, the past easy to recall, Then, afraid to take the leap, now too scared to fall. I have heard this all before, telling myself not to wait, Say the words from deep inside, one day may be too late. I have been touched by this before, seems just the other day, In the end it hurts the same, but in different shades of gray. I have smelled this scent before, it still lingers in my room, It’s always been so bitter sweet, a razor rose in bloom. I have known this taste before, my lips forever stained, A gentle sting that leaves a mark, your flavor still ingrained.
My Personal Thoughts On Friends & Ranking,looks ,nsfw Stuff,love,sins And Just About Everything
Chances are I am not intrested in you or your thoughts , You want Respect, Respect me and my thoughts .... Heres only some of them.... I do not care for ignorance, neither do i care about your sense of what is right.I will do what I want and be myslef reguardless. I am my own best friend, i lean on myself when im weak. I think a thousand thoughts at the same time, and you will never know what they are. You will never know Me Nor what i really think, for my thoughts are my own. And i assure you it will stay that way. I am kind,optimistic,trustworthy,responsible. but at the same time I am worried,bitchy,careless. I will not waste my time on ignorant people. I'm Brutally honest, if theres something i don't like about you, trust me, you'll know. Don't come to me with your pretty drama, we all make our mistakes, we all have our bad days, don't act as if "life is out to get you", life is what you make of it. don't act as if "you're the same as i am". Cause you are not Dont act as if you k
God himself,Has played a cruel trick on me.Sending me a vision,Even my eyes cannot believe. A Goddess herself if you must,I have seen with my eyes.Could have only come From gods heavenly skys. With her hair aflameBurned into my mind.To express it in words,This I cannot find. Yes god himself Played a cruel trick you see.He has put this visionMiles and miles away from me.
I Wish I Knew
Will you meet me there,Embrace me to conjure joy,Only you can know.
I need to get everyones information in the turf .... I am looking for all stats, weapons, properties, cash flow, bank, cash on hand, also their character links, if you could when you talk to others have everyone send them to Dark in a fumail please This will be required from all members who join I would appreciate it if everyone would help to keep on top of this please. Thank You
What Do You See When You Look Into My Eyes??
I want to know what people see when they look into my eyes. I know through a picture it is hard to really see into my eyes...... But still curious. Especially since one of my friends have answered me through a letter. This is what he said: When I look into your eyes; I see a person I would like to find out if we'd be good together for a long time. Or atleast best friends forever. I see I shouldn't have ever let you leave me when you were living with me and left for Job Corps..... Someone who is very sexy mentally and physically. Someone who not only sees what she WANTS to see, but also what many others are not capable to see. I see happiness that is shared, and sometimes hidden. I see someone who loves me, and wonders if I love them. I see a person who can be a player, but despises it. I see someone who has more to her than meets the eye. I see someone who is ready for love. Caring, gentle, assaults me :p type person. I see someone who wonders if certain people may see her. I dont kn
2/9 One Month Into It
Lost another 1.25 pounds this week. Am at 13 pounds lost in a month :D Today I bought the Jillian Michaels 30 day shred video and the Biggest Loser boot camp video. I think i am going to start Jillian tomorrow. I am TERRIFIED LOL!! Oh well! I wanna lose 17 more pounds in 2 months. I am sure I can do it if I set my mind to it. I mean.. its only 8.5 pounds a month.....
The "h" Word
(Taken from my MySpace blog, just thought I would share, though it is long lol.)   Honesty is good right? I like honesty, even if it doesn't exactly make me feel good.  And I figure the only people who read these are people who kinda care what's going on in my life, and if you are a friend, I have nothing to hide really.  If you aren't a friend, why in the world are you reading this crap? ; ).  So recently I decided something, and it's not like usually when I decide something, this is gonna happen. As most of y'all know since the tornado (WOW, almost 2 years ago!) I've had panic attacks, or I call them neurotic attacks since it does funky things to my nerves and back. Anyway, since it happened I have been a little emotionally... unbalanced? I guess? What I mean is I can go from happy to sad to angry any time during the day, and sometimes I'll just remember tornado stuff and remember the sounds and feelings and all that and it messes with me, makes me feel shakey and yeah
I Can't Get Into My Account! I Believe I Was Fu-hacked
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*****     fuhacked = My friend used to run my account while I was at work. We got in a fight and I spaced changing my password and now my name says I Hate Scrapper!. 1. Don't share your login information.  2. Read our terms of service 3. Use password recovery 4. Read 1-3   If you have diligently followed steps 1-4 without success. Please email me.
Tanner Mayes Eyes Multiple Awards In 2010
LOS ANGELES, CA - Twenty year old Tanner Mayes has taken the adult industry by storm in her first year. The raw, unbridled energy and passion that she puts into her scenes has been noticed by fans and critics alike, as Tanner has received numerous Best New Starlet awards and other nominations. Tanner has been recognized by the Adult Entertainment Broadcast Network (AEBN), the world's largest video on demand site, as most downloaded new starlet. Tanner also recently won Best New Starlet by the Cyberspace Adult Video Reviews (CAVR). In addition she was nominated by Hot D'ors 2009 Best New American Starlet and has been nominated by XBIZ as their Best New Starlet. Tanner will be attending the upcoming Adult Entertainment Expo and Adult Video News (AVN) Awards in Las Vegas shows. She has been nominated for Best All-Girl Group Sex Scene, Best New Starlet, and several of the releases in which she stars are up for nominations; including Best Internal Release "Don't Cum Inside Me", Best All-S
Ben Dover Is Back!
CHATSWORTH, CA - PURE PLAY MEDIA presents the infamous Ben Dover in his newest release from Bluebird Films, Ben Dover's Busty Babes In The USA, Act 1. Ben Dover is taking USA's horniest top-heavy hotties on a wild ride...they may never be the same after enjoying this randy man! Enjoy Bluebird's beloved Ben Dover's Busty Babes In The USA, the stellar 2-disc set is available now! "Bluebird Films' Ben Dover Series is an on-going fan favorite. It is my distinct pleasure to present the latest edition, Busty Babes In The USA," Pure Play Media CEO, Richard Arnold, Commented. "This is guaranteed to be a top seller for retailers featuring some of the most know busty babes like Brooke Haven, Amy Azurra and Candy Mason." Break out the bourbon and lie in the hay. Ben Dover plays the diplomat in this All American/UK Busty Babe adventure. Interviewing babes from all over the USA, Ben Dover and his buddies fuck till the cows cum home.
Highly Sexed Teen Girls Like Colorful Bedrooms
A study of models used by dutch porn outfit has revealed a correlation between their sex drive and the choice of color palette when decorating their bedrooms. Results where consistent with 93% of participants ad showed that the sluttier then teen the wider range of colours used. Girls who enjoy anal sex prefer the use of bright colours including yellows, purples and reds. Girls who do not indulge in any form of oral sex where the only ones to use black. 2 teen Asian lady boys were used as ‘controls'. Their results where in line with expectations.
Untitled Poem
I don't care I'm out of your lives - To the world everyone is a stranger. If you're cruel, you're bound to survive, If sincere - in the end you'll surrender. Everyone is a loner at heart, Every place on the earth is forsaken; Destiny, writing everyone's part For the stage, so-called life, was mistaken. Love has never existed at all, It's a wraith of a desperate dreamer. Lovers think they can fly - they just fall, Hopeless liars and naive believers.
Every so often I'm hit with an overwhelming urge to write. An inchoate feeling wells up inside me and demands to substantiate itself through the power of words. When I sat down to write this blog, I was in the grip of just such a feeling. Thankfully, it has passed.   You may now continue with your evening.
Buffalo Theory
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.   Beer Is Good!!
I Am A Monster!!!!!
Here's a little love story, for LADY KILLA aka ALYK YDAL, or VIDAL SASSOON, or whoever the fuck this Roger Rabbit is. You can click here: LADY KILLA IS THE REALEST for more info, or you can do anything else, pick something at random, and it would be more productive... LADY KILLA's status: LK But On L4D They Call Me Witch-Killah Beeeeeeeeeeeeeitch :D Deb said: Tuesday Hugz [image] The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Tuesday Hugz [image] for They Call Me Witch-Killah Beeeeeeeeeeeeeitch [image] - LMFAO The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I got that IRA flow; you got no soul, but you like to pretend. I'll slap you with the Red Hand of Ulster again and again, car-bomb your home and stab you in the neck with your own pen. You being alive is a sin - I'll stab you in the neck with your own pen again, shoot you out the sky on your way to heaven like a little wren. The sky is falling and you're a target, you betta' try to blend. I get bent
Older Men Vrs Younger Men
Since I have been on here, I have been purchased by two men who are way to old for me. I am at an age where I look for men no more than a few years older than me. I guess it is selfish of me to not want to spend my best years nursing my babies and husband :), but hell my generation is, so I have been told very selfish in our wants and needs. Anyway these two men dumped me because they thought I wasn't excited about their ability to purchase me at a higher cost than most of the men in my age group, am I suppose to be impressed by this?   So here is the question: A) do older men want to get their youth back by scoring on us younger females? or B) or are they trying to one up on the younger men?
Sorry Eyes
This undated photo provided by Playgirl magazine shows the cover featuring Levi Johnston, the teen father of Sarah Palin's grandson on an upcoming print version of Playgirl magazine. The 19-year-old former finance of Palin's daughter was a huge hit on the magazine's Web site, and the publisher expects the same results with the newly resurrected print version hitting newsstands Feb. 22.    
Day 1
So, I quit smoking today at 8:30pm.   It's been 2 hours without a cigarette and It's kinda going ok. I want to smoke but I can't because then I would be letting people down and not only that I will be letting myself down.  Im using the Patch to help me along with unlimited cuddles with my boyfriend and lots of candy....I'll probably come out of this with diabetes. LOL I hope that I accomplish quitting and not end up like other people have and just start back up right after I fully quit. This is going to take a lot of will power, and alot of support from my friends and family. I hope I can do this.  
It ends not with a bang, but a whimper.  -  T. S. Eliot
vitiate\VISH-ee-ayt\ , transitive verb; 1.To make faulty or imperfect; to render defective; to impair; as, "exaggeration vitiates a style of writing." 2.To corrupt morally; to debase. 3.To render ineffective; as, "fraud vitiates a contract."
Playing the role of an adolescent.
God he makes me weakI lose all control and I can't even thinkAll it takes is a touchMy strength fades, melts, it's mushI promised myslef not againStill I jump head first into the lion's denNo expectations but scared it'll b the sameOh God that would suck, that'd b so f'ing lameI have nothing or no one but myself to blameI'm just so tired of this stupid gameI wish I could forget it, pretend it didn't existBut oh damn think what I would have missedGod why can't I shake this that's never been hardBut he creeps into my head, holds my dreams at largeForget him, forget it, tried that, doesn't workWhen I have the time, it's him I think of firstI wish I could read what was on his mindBut I'm blind when I look into his eyesI want to tell him he's like no one elseAnd that's why I give him all of myselfNo one else has it like thatAnd that's a God damn factSo I do what I do and go with the flowThink positive and u never knowMaybe blink away blind eyes and see what's on the insideOr wake up and rea
Too Much Bs Going On!!
Why is it when you want to post something like pictures of urself or blogs,that there has to be haters??Well I came up an answer,they r just haters who don't ethier like themselfs and have to be mean to others or just to be donkeys!!I really don't really care what people think or say about me.I do what I want when I want.I don't start anything with anyone unless they start with me.I am the nicest person there is until you piss me off then I turn into a real bitch!Sorry that is just the way I am.I have a saying,Fuck with my family,you Fuck with me!!!!!and also,Love me,Love my kids!!I am going to be 32 yrs old,I don't need any high school crap!!I mean damn,grow up people!!Are we adults or teenagers back in high school??!!
I Want You So Bad, It's Driving Me Mad...
Welcome To The Turf Boards
This is where we will cuss and discuss turf business ......  I am looking for ideas on turf policy and procedures .... this is where we will address any turf issues as well instead of having them aired in the turf.... In the future I will place different blogs for different subject matters So lets get organized, unified and build our FAMILY right ;) Have fun and enjoy
When I picture beauty and grace,She stands out in my mind.In a class by herself,For now and all time. Even just a glimse of her,Brings a smile to my face.She has captured part of my mind,Surely she will never lose that space. When beauty such as hers,Has become a dear friend.You pray with all your heart,That it never comes to an end.
Truly Alone
There ain't nobody, askin me, where I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's droppin by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's carin whether I live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, following strangers There ain't nobody makin sure I'm taking all of my pills There ain't nobody, slowing me down and keeping me still, Im truly alone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off There ain't nobody, telling me, not to chop your block off I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark alone I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies I have nobody, to tel
Practicing Nonattachment
Allowing Our Children To Be Truly loving our children requires us to set them free and practice nonattachment. Trust and allow. Parenting asks us to rise to some of the most difficult challenges this world has to offer, and one of its greatest paradoxes arises around the issue of attachment. On the one hand, successful parenting requires that we love our children, and most of us love in a very attached way. On the other hand, it also requires that we let go of our children at the appropriate times, which means we must practice some level of nonattachment. Many parents find this difficult because we love our children fiercely, more than we will ever love anyone, and this can cause us to overstep our bounds with them as their independence grows. Yet truly loving them requires that we set them free. Attachment to outcome is perhaps the greatest obstacle on the parenting path, and the one that teaches us the most about the importance of practicing nonattachment. We commonly perceive
Fans,friends,family,and All Who Vist
Happy Valentine's Day I give you very very much love. I wish you get all the happiness that there is to get. May peace find you and stay with you the rest of your life and thoughtout eternity. 
Finding Your Tribe
Your Allies On Life’s Journey Our tribe members are those people who accept us as we are and gladly accompany us on our journeys of evolution. Part of being human is the search for an individual identity. Bound to this strong need to establish a unique persona, however, is an equally intense desire for acceptance. It is when we find our individual tribes that both are satisfied. Our tribe members are those people who accept us as we are without reservation and gladly accompany us on our journeys of evolution. Among them, we feel free to be our imperfect selves, to engage unabashedly in the activities we enjoy, and to express our vulnerabilities by relying on our tribe for support. We feel comfortable investing our time and energy in the members of our tribe, and are equally comfortable allowing them to invest their resources in our development. The individuals who eventually become members of your unique tribe are out there in the wide world waiting for you. You are destined
Ritual Moon
Two Sides of the Same Moon Acknowledging the flow of the moon’s cycles we become more comfortable with the changing nature of our earthly lives. The moon waxes and wanes in the night sky, always following the same cyclical pattern, lighting the darkness with its luminous glow. It has been this way as long as the earth has been here. The same moon grew from dark to full and back again, catching the eyes of our grandparents, our great grandparents, and those at the beginning of humanity. The moon guided our ancestors in the planting, sowing, and reaping of their crops, and we can be inspired to observe and honor these same cycles today with simple rituals that help connect us to the natural ebb and flow of life energy. Dark moons and new moons represent polar moments of beginning and realization in the arc of the moon’s phases. When the moon is dark, we might take time to meditate on emptiness, the fertile ground in which seeds take root. A simple ritual for acknowledgin
Tending The Hearth
Women’s Work In the recent past, the term women’s work has come to have a derogatory connotation. Women’s work encompasses all the domestic chores that have historically been associated only with women—cooking, cleaning, and raising children. Whenever a person is limited to only certain kinds of work in a society, there is a need to break free from that work in order to inhabit a place of choice. However, when we choose to do women’s work because we enjoy it, there is nothing degrading about it. There is an honor to it, and when done alone or in a group this work can be truly meaningful and fulfilling because the home is the foundation of security for all who live in it. The importance of tending the hearth that nurtures all who bask in its warmth cannot be overstated. In addition to being essential to the functioning of the world, women’s work offers creative fulfillment, intimate interaction, and personal satisfaction. The more we become aware
Intuit Your Home’s Decor
Working with Space Treat your home décor in a mindful way, honoring each room as they all come together like a symphony orchestra. When we decide the time has come to change the look or feel of our personal spaces, it is the spaces themselves that can provide us with the most useful guidance. Working with a single room, an apartment, or an entire house allows us to unearth the innate potential of these spaces and also better understand how we want to relate to them. To be conscious of the possibilities of a space, we need to listen to, look at, and bond with that space in a deep and personal way. Just as no two people are alike, no two rooms, however similar, are identical. The more we know about the spaces we wish to change, the better equipped we are to make them both beautiful and functional. Before you contemplate colors and layouts, spend some time in the rooms you plan to modify. Observe the way light moves through each space at different times of day. In the course of a week
Mandatory Sex Ed For Kids
The ghost of Joslyn Elders, former Clinton White House Surgeon General, casts a great shadow. Ms. Elders, if you remember, said that children as young as 5 be taught masturbation in school. Of course that got her fired from the White House. But the U.N. has taken up her cause and has suggested the same thing. Even Planned Parenthood has taken up Elder’s cause. A report from Planned Parenthood “demands” that children as young as 10 be given a "comprehensive sexuality education". What’s next, porno for kids? Read what they consider appropriate for your kids:,2933,585108,00.html?test=latestnews  BlastFM is family friendly. No porn, just great music.
Sharing With Your Neighbors
Constructive Connections Take time to connect with people in your neighborhood to help build a vital community. Co-create, share, plan and spend time together. Many of our relationships can be fleeting or do not deepen past a superficial level, yet these connections, as trivial as they can seem, often have the potential to grow into something much more essential. When we crave community, we should focus our attention on these casual acquaintances. To forge a bond with neighbors, we need to work together with them so that we have a context from which to begin a more mature relationship. Sharing tasks that are part of living can be a wonderful way to become a part of a larger community, make new friends, and lighten the workloads of everyone involved. Creating a network of neighbors who agree to pool certain resources and share daily duties can be as easy as taking the initiative. If you are willing to take the first step by reaching out to the individuals and families who share you
Honoring Passing Spaces
Saying good-bye to a home or space is an important part of moving forward. It gives us a sense of completion. When we move from one residence to another, we often get so caught up in the forward thrust of where we are going that we forget to properly say good-bye to the home we are leaving behind. Yet saying good-bye is an important part of moving forward. It gives us a sense of completion so that we are able to fully inhabit our new space, having left nothing of ourselves behind in the old one. In this way, we honor the space that has held and nurtured us. At the same time, we cleanse it and empty it of our energy so that the new residents can make the space theirs. Plan a walk through your home that begins and ends at the front door. Ideally, you will be alone or accompanied only by a person who shared the space with you. Prepare yourself mentally to be as present as you can during this process. As you enter the house, you might say, “I have come to thank you for being my hom
Written This Week
Broken Hearts Where do they gowhen they have no place to call homeLive and be brokenor hope they'll mend on their own ****Time heals woundsand enables us to forgetWait! Time has no value to aching broken hearts****I long for your smiletender touch, and strong arms Arms I run to, throw myself between your charm ****You weren't there when desperation and emptiness accompanied me No more tears to wipeyou are not aroundand you'll never be ****You ran away and left me aloneI looked, no one was thereI was alone in this worldlooking aroundfor your care ****Why did you leave me on my ownI was sad not for missing youI realized I've been always alone ****I cried not because its overbut for the missing part in my heart No! I wont say I am in loveglass doesn't mend once shattered a part****I'll keep pain inside from now onwith my brokenheart I,ll roam loneliness taught my heart to singyet aches for a place to call home      
Waiting for a kind word or gesture from him was like waiting for the rain in a drought…disappointing... unsatisfying and never giving. It left my heart and my soul dying of a thirst that would never be quenched.
Sumthing To Read Nd Try To Understand
"Think about this for a minute....If I happened to show up on your door step crying,would you care?If I called you and askedyou to pick me up because something happened,would you come?If I had one day leftto live my life,would you be part ofthat last day?If I needed a shoulderto cry on,would you give me yours?This is a test to seewho your realfriends are or if you are just someone to talk to youwhen they are bored.Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes?They blink together,they move together,they cry together,they see things together,and they sleep together,but they never see each other;....that's what friendship is..Your aspiration is your motivation, yourmotivation is your belief,your belief is your peace,your peace is your target,your target is heaven,and life is like hard core torture without it!It'sWorld Best Friends Week'Who is your best friend?
A Photo Comment So Very Sweet
THE PHOTOGRAPHY A first glance at this beautyful face,Made me curious for a further pace,I hope that it is not a mortal sin,If for a moment I admire your skin,Delightful gloss and a delicate reflect,Only trained artist eyes may detect. I see sadness in your beautyful eyes,Maybe that is why we had quick ties,Your luxuous lips in a smiling pose,And I see you as a blossoming rose,I saw the face of unconditional love,In this humble photography above. Your rounded shoulders seem strong,I see them delicate, am I being wrong?Your body is full of infinite generosity,A sign of femininity and mother's vitality,If I omitted some of your amazing aspect,It was because I want to prove my respect. Not because I thought you'd be prude,I just didn't want to be cruelly rude,For you have so much noble sentiments,I didn't want to do things I'd have repents,For you have shown me only pure love,I saw it all on this humble photo above. I hope I made you smile today, friendHuggies   This was left for m
Nice Guys Rock
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen
Nice Guys Finish Last
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen
Bikini-clad Teacher Tiffany Shepherd Turns To Porn After Being Fired From Florida High School
A Floridian biology teacher fired after posing for racy pictures has landed a new career - in pornography. Tiffany Shepherd, 31, made headlines in April after bikini-clad pictures of her on a fishing charter got her canned from Port St. Lucie High School. She turned to doing porn, she told a Florida news outlet, after losing custody of two of her three kids to her ex-husband and sending out 2,500 resumes - some even to prisons - without landing a new teaching job. "I'm not particularly proud of it. To be honest, I hate it," Shepherd told "I'm an educated woman, but I never thought it would come to this. No one gets brought up thinking they'll be a floozy." On screen, Shepherd goes by the name Leah Lust and has filmed five feature films, including one titled ‘My first sex teacher,' where Shepherd portrays the very job she's been trying to get back. "It's very professional," says Shepherd on the Web site. "Everyone's tested -- for venereal diseases and AIDS -- an
Should children witness childbirth?   Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby.  Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Mommy pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born.  The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed.  Kathleen quickly responded, 'He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!'     LMAO
Midwestern Women
Three friends married women from different parts of the Midwest. The first man married a woman from Wisconsin. He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Minnesota. He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from Iowa. He ordered her to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day, some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye, and his arm was healed enough that h
Add Color To Your Plate
Did you know that adding color to your plate may add years to your life? The natural pigments that make fruits and vegetables so colorful can also help protect your body from common diseases and illnesses as you age. Think color! The bright red of ripe tomatoes, strawberries, cherries, and cranberries; the brilliant orange of carrots; the vibrant green of kiwifruit and kale; and the dramatic purple of Concord grapes. Scientists in labs across the country have made astounding discoveries about the health benefits of highly pigmented fruits and vegetables, which contain disease-fighting compounds called phytonutrients. These powerhouses act as a rogue police force, fighting off free radicals that cause cancer and a host of other enemies that increase your risk of heart disease, diabetes, osteoporosis, and more. Here’s just a sampling of the health benefits of eating colorful fruits and vegetables. * The red in tomatoes helps reduce the risk of heart disease, prostate cancer,
Gotta Love Andy Rooney!
In case you missed it on '60 Minutes', this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier tha
Why Women Shouldn't Take Men Shopping
 WHY WOMEN SHOULDN'T TAKE MEN SHOPPING> > After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to> Target.  Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and> preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like> most women - she loves to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the> following letter from the local Target.>>> > Dear Mrs. Samuel,> > Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in> our store.  We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban> both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr.> Samuel, are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance> cameras.> > 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other> people's carts when they weren't looking.> > 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute> intervals.> > 3. July 7: He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the> women's restroom.> > 4. July 19: Walke
Down By Jay Sean Ft. 'lil Wayne
"Down" Baby are you down down down down down, Down, down, Even if the sky is falling down, Down, down Ooh (ohhh) (Verse 1) You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go, Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control, (Bridge) So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away, So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape. (Chorus) So baby don’t worry, you are my only, You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down, You’ll be my only, no need to worry, Baby are you down down down down down, Down, Down, Baby are you down down down down down, Down, Down, Even if the sky is falling down, (Verse 2) Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me, I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway, (Chorus) So baby don’t worry, you are my only, You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down, You’ll be my only, no need to worry, Baby are you down down down down down, Down, Down, Baby are y
I put a chick's picture up to see how many horny men and maybe lesbians would disregard the fact that I put Male 50 and also clearly in my about me.  A hell of a lot.  People should read, don't you think?
New Nsfw Rule On My Page
Ok, new rule for my page.   You ask my boyfriend to go see your NSFW folders..He's going to. Then he's going to save all of the pictures send them to me and they are going on my profile for the world to see along with all my other profiles on the net..Along with your name and ur fubar address And Vice Versa.
: ~!~!'s mob of 750 fought with: 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 290 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 279 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 469 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 460 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns
The Rain
Rain rain go away..come back another day...Superman wants to go out and play....   that is all.   (for those that are/will be snowbound...i feel for you as well)
My Game Collection By Genre And System
PS2 RPG,s 1 Final Fantasy X2 Final Fantasy XII3 Kingdom Herts4 Kingdom Hearts 25 Dragin Quest VIII6 Persona 3 fes ACTION1 GTA: SA2 DMC33 MGS5 MGS25 MGS36 Tomb Raider Anneveryd Fighting1 Tekken 5 Suvivel1 Resident Evil 4 PSP RPG 1 Final Fantasy2 Crisis Core Final Fantasy VII3 Monster Hunter Port4 Final Fantasy tatices5 Persona Action 1 Castelvaina Drac x2 MGS Port Ops3 GoW CoO Suviver 1 Silent Hill Orgins Racing Burnout Legends PS3 RPGs 1 Fallout32 Marvel AU3 cross Edge4 White Knight Cronicales5 Dragon Age: origins (CE)6 Star Ocean TLH [int]
Sick Of The Jerks, Need To Vent
I feel like I'm venting a lot lately but holy crap, these jerks won't leave me alone. Now I have created an album especially for them... has a few guys already there. Two of which have made comments on a friend of mine's page! (I'm in an auction there.)  I know I shouldn't let these guys get to me but their behavior is really bothering me. Thank God they don't know me IRL or I might even be scared. Wish there was a way to get the worst of the worst flat out banned from here. :( So I block the assholes and I blog... but its the guys that should be reading my blogs that I can guarantee you never will. So what if I have cleavge shots and pics of me in my undies? That doesn't mean I'm not still a human with feelings. I still deserve respect. You want a girl with no self esteem that doesn't care what you say to her? You've come to the wrong page. I'm NOT gonna have cyber sex, phone sex, webcam, etc. So DO NOT message me telling me all about your big dick or what you would do to me if giv
My Music By Genre
Rock/Metal DisutrbedAlbum -Industructible DopeAlbums -No Regrets-Life DragonForceAlbums -Inhuman Rampage-Vally of the Damned-Sonic firestorm Fear FactoryAlbums -Demanufacture 2 disk 10th ann.-Best of Fear Factory-HoteFiles GodsmackAlbums -Awake-Faceless-Godsmack GreenDayAlbum-American Idiot Guns N RosesAlbums -Appetite for Destruction InFlamesAlbum -The Tokyo Showdown KornAlbums -Follow The Leader-Issues-Greatest Hits Vol.1-life is Peachy-See you on The Other Side
Levi Stats . 97 % Chance Of Being A Total Loser
Levi's mob of 750 (including 2 eligible mercenaries) fought with: 89 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 203 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 54 Blast Shelters, 547 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 607 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns
Ho-hum (boring Entry Day)
I was called into work yesterday afternoon.  Said I could make it, but yesterday some renovation guys were supposed to show up from 8:30am to 5:00pm or something like that.  They didn't show up.  Bastards. Now I was waiting for them to show up this morning.  I had to call in saying I won't make it to work for these guys, once again, they didn't show up.  Oh well, that's what I get for putting other people first. My house was recently renovated.  Those renovation guys fucked off as soon as they were done the plumbing.  They were supposed to make ventilation for the dryer, and hook up the water flow for the washer. Payday this Friday.  Gonna be heading to some social way the hell on the other side of town...pretty much town outskirts, basically.  That's a long ways to walk.
It's A Question Of Faith, Or Lack Thereof, I Suppose...
sometimes i feel i'd really like to believe in some kind of higher power out there in the cosmos, or wherever... but i get the feeling that whatever that power might be, he/she/it probably wouldn't like me very much :/   CLICK THE POP-OUT PLAYER BUTTON, AS THIS STUPID THING REFUSES TO WORK IN BLOG POSTS.... grrrrrrrrrrrr.... move me (king's x)   keeper of mysteries river of tears
Third Hand Smoke?
'Third-hand smoke' could damage health Nicotine residues from tobacco smoke hang around for weeks or months Lingering residue from tobacco smoke which clings to upholstery, clothing and the skin releases cancer-causing agents, work in PNAS journal shows. Berkeley scientists in the US ran lab tests and found "substantial levels" of toxins on smoke-exposed material. They say while banishing smokers to outdoors cuts second-hand smoke, residues will follow them back inside and this "third-hand smoke" may harm. Opponents called it a laughable term designed to frighten people unduly. The scientists say nicotine stains on clothing, furniture and wallpaper can react with a common indoor pollutant to generate dangerous chemicals called tobacco-specific nitrosamines or TSNAs. The real danger is not third-hand smoke but propaganda dressed up as science Simon Clark of the smokers' lobby group Forest In the tests, contaminated
Seasons   The seasons may die and live again. Nevertheless…you will always be my girl. The world may revolve and evolve: catapult and combust into dust. Regardless, love…you will always be my girl. My thoughts may clash and words may crash and ash to ash our forms shall fall. Despite of all…you will always be my girl. The autumn leaves may leave and strip our shame like naked trees, the seas may freeze and thaw again, as waves increase in a tidal-like momentum. It matters not-  you will always be my girl. Your face may change as years progress, your youth erased, replaced by lines that run quite deep- Our time may weep, our bodies torn by gravity. Our lips the same: our love ordained to stand the kiss of life and never desiccate.    Our hearts one beat...until we cease.   Until our flame flickers dyingly   Until the end   you will always be my girl.    
Jerk Speak
will add more when i get them; 1. Jasonxx420xx:so u hate me now uh? lol ok thats fine 2. darknesso3~; if you dont want to be friends,its all good.i have plenty more.have a good night.bye 3. Ria: your're a dirty cunt who is just pissed cause she can't get any action. Gotta try to take it from her friends. Pathetic really 4.Passion s Fire just got you shitfaced!!! Passion s Fire also sent you this message: "I'll unblock you when you learn English, or lose 100lbs. I'm nice like that :)" 5. Captroy8: (13hrs ago) Love to have you as a friend *ERROR: This user's permissions don't allow you to view their profile. (this is what i get now) ....... bcuz i don't want to do the cliche  'what are you wearing, are you touching yourself, what would you do if i was there' crap i get this. i find it humorous as not 20 mins earlier he was telling me i was sexy. yes they are always so funny that way =) 8:59pm reply tcb john: hell no 9:01pm reply tcb john: kick your fat ass
Just Looked Outside And Said...
...ohhhhhh FUCK! An hour ago, I could see my black top driveway as WELL as the road. Now, this: *sigh* And it's supposed to keep going all day and night... And I WORK nights!!! Looks like I'm going to have to use more of my vacation time tonight considering I live in the middle of the country roads... I r not happy right now... *runs to store to stock up on beer and smokes*
Confessions Of A Fool
No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by  the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day after day.... i never made you feel like a woman... just made u feel like a needed hand... you gave up soo much for me.... yet i was too blind to see... how i made you give up everything... i took more than i knew.... and the pain just grew... i wish i never hurt you... but i put everyone and everything before you you deserve so much more.... i wish i'd shown you how i adore... evey lil thing a
Dennys Free Breakfast
Hey Free breakfast today at Denny's
Hit Me Up Peeps :)
This is called the "CUTIE GAME"       Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...       [] I want your number[] Pretty/Cute[] Hottie[] Sexy[] Gorgeous[] Amazingly Beautiful[] I'd take you home in a second[] I'd make out with you right now[] I'd Hit it[] No, I dont like you like that[] I love you[] Wanna hook up?
Help Help Help
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Cutie Game
This is called the "CUTIE GAME"   Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...   [] I want your number[] Pretty/Cute[] Hottie[] Sexy[] Gorgeous[] Amazingly Beautiful[] I'd take you home in a second[] I'd make out with you right now[] I'd Hit it[] No, I dont like you like that[] I love you[] Wanna hook up?   Dont be scared to repost or see what people think of u!!!
More Jokes - Enjoy
Englishman, Scotsman and an Irishman all get hauled in to the police station to appear in a rape line-up.As the woman is led into the room to identify her attacker, the Irishman points at her and shouts "That's the miserable cow!"   **************************   Where do you send a jew with ADD?A concentration camp   ***************************   NEWS FLASH -   GARDENER SACKED AT WHITE HOUSE!A gardener was sacked from his job at the White House today. W
Help My Good Friend She Needs Some Love
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A Message
Anyone know Master Lord Alucard?  IF SO PLEASE GIVE HIM THIS MESSAGE!!! Due to a restraining order put on him filed by me, I can not give him the message myself and am happy to not to.......I don't even want to talk to him again after domestic violence but please tell him. 1.  I WILL SEE HIM IN COURT......I'M FILING RIGHT NOW AND THIS IS GONNA BE BAD FOR HIM. 2.  HE WILL HAVE TO PAY ME FOR MENTAL AND PHYSICAL DAMAGES OCCURED DURING THE ABUSE!!!  And if he thinks that I won't get it trust me buddy I will........we may have been married less then a year but I already got a lawyer that will say otherwise.  I have all the documentation.......the pictures from the police/the restraining order filed by the judge/the police report.  It's all again him.........and I'm not willing to accept NO. YOU PUT ME THROUGH THIS NOW YOUR GONNA PAY AND IF YOU DON'T AFTER SO MANY MONTHS OF NOT PAYING I WILL FILE WITH THE COURTS AND OOPPS YOU DIDN'T PAY A COURT ORDERED PAYMENT WHERE WILL THA
Night Launch Of The Space Shuttle Endeavour
Useless Things -
Did you know that a man is made up of many useless"things?" * He has an Adams apple that isn`t an apple...* Two calves that will never become cows...* A nose bridge that doesn`t lead anywhere...* A roof of the mouth that won`t cover anything...* Twenty nails that won`t hold a board...* A chest that won`t hold linen...* Two tits that won`t give milk...* Two buns that won`t feed anyone...* A belly button that won`t button...* Two balls that won`t roll...* An ass that won`t pull a plow...* An organ that won`t play music...* A cock that won`t crow... ..And what are YOU laughing about?You`ve got a pussy that won`t catch mice!
>_< Wth Is Wrong With People In General 0.0
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Think Before You Speak >_> (note: You Will Be Fined Hahaha)
O HAi O_o New fines Update: *Dumb Pickup lines-Bling me * Disrespect-HappyHour or BlingPack or BombBling * Really stupid questions - Blast or Ticker*Being Way Annoying- 11's bling  *Commenting a picture with out paying attention resluting in a comment  that makes u look retarded and un oringnal - One of the pimping fu gifts * *Overly Sexual comments esp with out even knowing me or in ur friends request -  pimphand bling so i can slap u Plus 500K fubucks*Copy and paste photo comments that u give same to all - one fu gift* Fwd Your pickup line/Parahgraph to me esp sexual ones asking me over the top shit , and then forgeting u sent it and sending it again  like every 2 weeks -Happyhour and blingpack*Wedding Proposals with out even knowing me or even saying hi frist- Fu drink,Pimp Gift &bling ********OHHHHH AND LEAVING A RANDOM COMMENT ON STATUS that has nothing to do with the staus - fined one small fu gift hahaha*********************************************all should come with a sorry Fu
Two Paths
Sleepers like to dream. Dream the night away. Dream the day away. All life is is  just a dream, right? Dream of a better life, dream of a better home, even dream for the right person. Then you open your eyes and see the dream fade. Fade into your reality.Were its dark and dank and oh so dreary. Were is the hand to lift me up to the right path. Two different roads to choose, but which one. One could be the dream land you have always wanted ,or the bleakness of reality. Or you could be fucked ether way cause they could lead to the same dread. Its always, make a choice. I hang my head so low, waiting for the blindness to bleed from my eyes so that i can know which way to go. But for now I sit at this fork and dream. Just dream...............or till someone comes along and slaps me in the face and just says, wake the fuck up bitch this aint no dream world!
The Antidote For A 'joyous Life'!.
Happiness?...nah!..happiness all ways brings heartbreak eventually Sex?....for 3 minutes of bliss!..maybe! Money?....never had enough to reach "happiness" status. Kids?...maybe, but then they turn teen and ruin the moment. Porn?....see sex. Family?....fuck that, brings even more misey on top of my solo misery. Being sociable?...sorry, i don't like people! Relationship?.....tried it, 6 months and i want ALL my space back. any i've missed?....  
Chocolate Covered Twisted
I want you to take it all from me deny me the chance to know if I want what you want please hold me up against the post and drop me to my knees in sheer bliss I beg no more one more no please more can you keep my intentions low and expectations high don't let my will overpower yours bind me to your needs wants bed I dont ask for more than I can have you cant take what I so freely give cater to my whims without ever eluding that I am the one catering make your rage your lust show me tease me feeling the instant that it pulses through forgetting seconds between soft pleas and tear filled sighs don't give in to all that make me make me something most dont want to be something that even defies you don't harm me hurt me leave me to my simple pleasures
Neil Gaiman 'has Written Doctor Who Episode'
"Fantasy writer Neil Gaiman has said he is to write a forthcoming episode of Doctor Who. Gaiman, the author of Stardust and Coraline which were both adapted for the big screen, revealed the news at a sci-fi convention in Sussex. The episode, with the working title of The House of Nothing, will air in 2011, the writer said." Fully story at BBC News
I cant help but take this second to breathe wonder do I really have something more to offer than my body and exhale I don't want to let go of anything except the sense of raised heat exteme waves fist clenching dry mouth pleading lips flesh tearing exctasy sighing whimpers cries of passions not missed collisions of the instance we both feel restraining pleasure second rate love screams of thrill sweat relentless desire for more and the thoughts of this all never ending that is all I have to offer... its sooooo much more than my body.
Is It Luck
So not so long ago in freshman year of highschool I was asked by my teacher to write an outline and thorough 5 page essay about goals I set forth to acheive. Being the sarcastic, rule bending, lil wench of a student I was.... I wrote a thorough, well thought out essay about learning all of the things I need to know about goal that I would be a wonderfully successful goal setting adult. Somehow I still managed to get an "a" on the the very top of the paper in red scratchy ink letters read: "Brianna, I have always enjoyed your writing and I truly have an appreciation for you passive ways, when it comes to bending the rules. However, I truly hope somewhere in time you do learn how to set goals and you make some...then meet might be great someday and people will expect more of you. I hope you know you will be asked to do this again sometime." OH Mr. Lincoln in all his hard edged teaching and exciting literally moments (fact one time he jumped on the de
a wise man once said Love is a single wmotion inhabiting two bodies
I wonder if anyone will ever actually read this. I sit here lonely in my room after a boring day at work. Why do I bother ever coming home, there is no one there to ever great me or even want me to come home. There is nothing but emptyness to greet me once I walk home. People wonder why I go to work so early, why stay home in the oppressive lonelyness that is my greeting upon waking. When I die what will I have to look back upon? Who will actually miss me? All those around me have that special someone to warm their lives, and they cant even see it. That is the part that drives me nuts. I am not an evil person. Or even a bad person. Yes I can be demanding but who isnt? I try so hard to make up for a tainted past and I wonder what is the point. It is always someone else that gets the bonus to life. Oh fuck it.
Instructions To Build Solar Panels
In many parts of the world, the cost of electricity has been increasing drastically and you can simply compare your last electrical bill with that of 5 years ago. Instead of searching for a new kind of energy, let's talk about reducing our electrical bills. A lot of times this possibility isn't taken into consideration, but wouldn't you be happy if you can save over 80% of your actual bill for all the next electrical bills? Click here to read more - How To Build a Solar Panel and How To Build a Magnet Motor All you need to do is to learn how to build solar panel to produce your own electrical energy through solar panels. These solar panels take and keep the energy from the sun and turn it into usable electrical energy that we can use every day in our ordinary lives. Generally, the majority of people that knew about solar panels think that they won't benefit from its use because they just work in sunny areas. That isn’t the case. In fact, the new generation of solar panels can pr
Energy And The Otherworld (astral Plane)
The otherworld(astralplane) can be hard to reach and understand because it occupies the same space(area) as the earth plane. There is no linear thought or concept of time there! Time it self is a human conceived idea. All teachings say the two worlds interpenetrate eachother but have different vibrations, which make this penetration possible. For Further explanation look up the Tachyon theory of quantum physics. Tachyon = Subatomic particle
Had A Horrible Day, Just Wanted To Let It All Out
WORK IN PROGRESS(arent they all)   BROKENBroken , a million pieces , never a wholeBroken glass always emptey never fullBroken dreams, broken promises, broken livesshattered remains of what once seemed realembracing pain, it lets me know im still aliveand  witha big dimpled smile i try to hideof the dreadful secret ive been keeping inside that being to scared to die                                                                               is the last thing that is  keeping a badly broken heart beatingAshamed for the lies ive told and the people i have let downfor being a burden to those that have tried to love me,I Never met to hurt any of you, Inever met to let u downI miss that little boy that only knew how to lovemommy always  held him tight, warm sheltered protected from cold nightA little boy that always went to sleep t with the same dreamTo grow up big and strong some day, and with strong  buxom arms hold a wife and child of my own,So i could Share with them the love i once
Poem Of The Day ...020910
Loyalty is the honor To Friendship In thick and thin.
On your feet trooper, Remember who you fight for, Never drop your dreams.
Next Breakdown - 100 Miles Ahead
So today really hammered home what I've been feeling for some time now....I'm on the verge of another mental breakdown. I ain't been feeling right, i been sleeping more, i feel detached from all around, family friends and everyone in between. I find myself quicker to anger and the biggest one of all, I'm forgetting things. I forgot three appointments with financial aid that I had set, i forgot my sister's birthday, i damn near forgot my dad's birthday, had it not been for being reminded today by my mother that it was coming up. And now, I left school and drove 45 minutes to where I live only to hop out of my car and realze I'd packed up my computer in my computer bag and LEFT IT IN THE LAB! I'm typing this on my folks home PC. This quarter has sucked. With graduation on the horizon, everything is pressing down on me at once and it won't be much longer before I snap. My fear is that I'm gonna snap at someone close to me like I've done in the past. I should've seen it coming. It's bee
Look What Happened
Cant sleep, too busy cycling through memories about the good times the bad times and the high times, and every last thing in between. Its still so surreal to me that 10 god damn years has flown by. Ive been out of school for FIVE years now and it feels like yesterday i was that awkward skinny kid walking into school not a fear in mind and not a single worry in sight. When i think about all the shit ive endured in the past 10 years i remember all the times when things seemed so much worse then what they really were. The first big break up, my first party, friends gained, friends lost, every last drop of booze and every last breath of pot. It all adds up to one single point, "Enjoy the little, trivial things" because even when things are at their worst, its far from over and you never know when you'll actually be able to enjoy the things you love the most. Everybody needs to pull their heads out of their asses and wake the fuck up. Life isnt a dick measuring contest its a machine that oc
Bunch Of Lies
  You think you know someone, but then you find out that they could truly careless about you or anything to do with you. You think you have a friend that you can always count on to be there to talk to but come to find out they are only there when its good for them. I am starting to see who are my real friends and who are fake ass mf's .. Im gonna start treating people the way they treat me..  Fuck all you fake ass mother fuckers!!
Dark Secret
Darkness all around me,I feel you, suffocate,No one else is around my misery,Can I give anyone the key to the gate? No one realizes the pain,The weakness that I feel,The darkness swallows with vain,My nightmares feel so real. The shadows that hide,The tears I hold back,The old me, has died,Everything is black. I run, but I still see it,It is hard to face,It pulls me in, bit by bit,It takes me back, back to that place! From the memories, I try to run,They are destroying me slowly, not fast,I’m growing weaker; I know they’ve won,It haunts me, my past. The sadness, it has brought,I feel the guilt,I can feel the inside rot,The darkness inside me, it built. I feel so insane,These words are my last,Darkness has won, my tears fall like rain,I can’t run anymore, it has won, my past. My past has won,I’m sure this is true,The damage is done,My heart, darkness controls it too. I’m leaving now,You may not want to see,You might not want to know how,Today is the
Black Tears
A tear fell from my faceMaking myself a disgraceNot wanting for it to be seen,My weakness from within My eyes are covered with blackHiding the gloom at the backBlurring my visions,Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real,As well as what I feelSo tired of shedding these tearsAlong with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrowFrom yesterday ‘til tomorrowHoping it would all be overEven though it seems forever
A White Rose
A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. - J B O'Reilly (1844-1890) -
In my dream I break the chains that hold this place together but in my dream the consequences would be so much better Then they are.... cause beyond the walls that hold us here Skies that stretch across the atmosphere Oh a revolution is near In my room I hear the echoes of the recent battle....yeah Lost and wounded as the faded cries begin to settle for the night But the words you use to hurt me now Only seem to make me strong some how Oh a revolution is now And the days will get warmer, and I'll take down my armor Together we can fight this feeling And the demons that stalk us will eventually turn to dust Together we can start this healing
Help Starts At Home First So Fuck The Haitian Bull Shit And Fuck Off So Fucking Wut If U Dont Like My Clinical Reaction
            help starts at home first so fuck the Haitian bull shit and fuck off so fucking wut if u dont like my clinical reaction   Spikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:i am glade that someone sees it my way i mean where was the Haitian when Katrina hit the US. uhm no where to be found. We american help every countr out there and they can not lend a helpping hand for us. hendrixclone said:FUCK YA HAITIANS FICKING IRACKIES AND ALL THE OTHERS CAN GO LITERALLY FUCK THEM SELVS ALL THAY WANT IS SYMPATHY SO WE GO FURTHER DOWN IN DET AND CHINA CAN TAKE OVER WELL IM NOT GANNA LET THAT SHIT HAPPEN ILL START MY OWN FUCKING ARMY AND FUCK THEM ALL UP Spikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:Hay sing me up cause i will be helpping u out shit this country went down hill after 9/11 and i am sick of it. we r fighting a war that is pointless to. so i say send out troops home i mean how many troops have to die before the war is over. hendrixclone said:fuck the
Help Starts At Home First So Fuck The Haitian Bull Shit And Fuck Off So Fucking Wut If U Dont Like My Clinical Reaction
help starts at home first so fuck the Haitian bull shit and fuck off so fucking wut if u dont like my clinical reaction1 hr ago comment  Spikey Mikey - ...16 mins ago-- 19 of 19hendrixclone said:fuck the gove dosent cair its not them so who gives a fuck rite well fuck no thair the first to go or we force them to start frome scratch and if we dont like it we make them start over again we kneed that fucking non citicen out of the house he fucking everything up just like god promises to change everything and wut happens fuuckn shit up even more well ill tell u want u are sined up bro im tyerd of this shit fuckkkkkkkkkkkSpikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:Right on i mean our congress and pres. need to wake the fuck up and take a good look at what they r doing to us. I saw we march to Washinton D.C. and rasie some hell till our voices r heard.hendrixclone said:hell ya i wish it was like the old days weair we cairred guns around and someone dident like something thay fuc
Temple Grandin
I can think of a handful of movies that have made me tear up over the years, hell, I don't even cry at Ole Yeller, but I just watched Temple Grandin on HBO and I had to wipe a few stray tears.  It's an extremely interesting and touching story about a woman with autism that not only earned a Doctorate in Animal Sciences, but became an inventor, designer, best selling author, consultant to the livestock industry and an autism advocate. Truly an amazing movie about an amazing woman... you just have to see it yourself.   Temple Grandin Movie Trailer
Inside Scoop On Mj
Michael Jackson's arms were covered with puncture marks, his face and neck were scarred by plastic surgery and he had a bald spot covered by a tattoo, as well as tattooed eyebrows and lips, an autopsy into his death has revealed. The singer was also suffering from arthritis in his lower spine and some fingers and his lungs were chronically inflamed which might have left him short of breath. However, the autopsy report showed the 50-year-old singer was generally healthy for his age before he died of an overdose in June. He was not emaciated and weighed 136 pounds (62 kg), which was within the normal range for his height, and his heart was strong. His kidneys and other major organs were normal. According to the document his lung condition was not serious enough to be a direct or contributing cause of death. Dr. Zeev Kain, chairman of the anesthesiology department at the University of California, Irvine, who reviewed a copy of the autopsy report, said: "His overall health was fine. T
[my Life Has Meaning Again!]
You're not allowed to lie, okay?What if I just fail to answer in a sensible or complete fashion? Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?*thinks back* No... *thinks back to all those times we narrowly escaped death* ... maybe, but I'm sticking to no, and never on the lips. Do you think people think bad things about you?A very select few do, and only because they never really bothered to get on my good side or get to know me. Would you rather have long or short hair?I'd rather just keep it. What does your last text say?Sent: Omw to butcher, be done bout 30 min. What are you listening to?NiN's version of Gary Numan's "Metal". Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?Yeah, it was today in fact. I still do. Have you ever kissed someone during class?During during... no. Do you want your last ex to be happy, even if it means not being with you?GTFO. DIAF. Go back to when you and your ex were dating, if you tattoo'd their name on you, would you regret it?Oh just a
More About My Medical Story
First of all you guys should already know bout my Medical story if not here is a recap i was born 2 month early weighting 1PD 10 OZ with a hole in my heart. I went threw 3 opend heart sugeries to to patch the hole. Late last year i  went into cardic arrest my heart rate shot up to 300 beast and i went out basicly  died as work out side and 3 more ttimes at the hosbital. the Death was the Doc fault. I had to do an EP test where they put a cather there your lead witha tiny camra and eletrods hokked to it. The point for the test was to see if the could get my heart rate back up to 300 beats and the did after that . The doc had to use defibbulator to kill me for a  min and restart me. Once the fount the proble, i had to go back under again to put in whats called an ICD ot implanrable Cardica Defibbulator with is a Defibbulator and a Pace Maker in one device once the icD was in the doc had to test it otherword get my heart rate back up just to llokk me again lol so all in all I have been DE
See? I Don't Have To Try Again!
A little context, please … yesterday after church Martha, Sarah, Jeffrey, Mary, and I went to Margaret’s house and played WiiSports with her older kids (our nephew and niece) Patrick and Breanna.  It was my first time playing Wii-Anything, and Martha wanted to try out their bowling program.  It’s pretty funny, and it took me a bit to figure out how to use the wand, but Sarah who’d already done it praised my first success letting go of the ball before reaching the foul line with “See?”  Peals of laughter came, and they were followed in the next game by Sarah’s successful strike after which she said the other half of today’s title.  Since if you bowl a strike you don’t have to bowl again to pick up any extra pins, see?   Knock Three Times On Breanna If You Want Me … yesterday in Sunday school there were nine third-graders there to learn about Jonah and perform the puppet play I’d written afterwards.  Carrie, a rather i
Mj Autopsy Results
LOS ANGELES, Calif. -- Nearly eight months after Michael Jackson's death, the official case report in the pop star's death has finally been released, on the same day that Dr. Conrad Murray was arraigned on involuntary manslaughter charges in the case. The autopsy report, located within the 51-page document, released publicly on Monday, confirms that "Acute Propofol Intoxication" was the cause of Jackson's death. The coroner's office determined the death was homicide based on four factors: "Circumstances indicate that propofol and the benzodiazepines were administered by another. "The propofol was administered in a non-hospital setting without any appropriate medical indication. "The standard of care for administering propofol was not met... Recommended equipment for patient monitoring, precision dosing, and resuscitation was not present. "The circumstances do not support self-administration of propofol." A "Benozidzepine effect" was also listed as being related to the cause of de
Status Update
Stand tall, stand proud, let me come and see you all as one and one for all, what happened to the three musketeers? Society chased them out, free thinkers, free believers, what happened to my freedom of speech? You backed down when you read the word and never challenged anything but your own opinion but its time to raise your china and voice an opinion.   Is it really the fact that we have backed down so much that we numbed ourselves to the world? How could this have happened with as much tv, media, society controlled by the government, music prechosen to obliberate our mindless selves. Oh wait, thats how it happened. My video games show murder and death as only a part of life, not as something tradgic, it shows sex is the only way to get anywhere in life, my tv shows are reality scripted or so perfect that I'd never achieve it. Even on shows that are to decipt the average american life of pain, drama, cheating husbands and wives, misbehaved children everything works out so perfectly
How quickly one fly becomes 2 dozen.It all started with a new blister on an old callous.And in a very short order of timeI find that my DVD drives have ... deleted themselves. Oh, not just uninstalled, but directories and all traces of them ever functioning removed. Cool, I mean, its not like these are drives that Dell sold to me and consumer reports later stated had massive issues and potential planned failures. *swats the fly that just landed on his arm*Did I mention I do that shit all the time when people aren't looking? Anyway, I was looking up Kendo in kansas, and that just produced a sea of kiddy karate and Steve Fu bullshit mcdojos, so I quickly reminded myself why I was teaching myself. Then came the single fly in my filthy trash ridden home.It is NOT warm enough for this fuckery, but ... it was a sign of things to come. I'm now ... staring at my fucking DVD drives, swapping disks and seeing the lights come on hearing the motors churnbut no evidence of any communication
Signs That You Are Too Drunk Would Be...
Signs that you are too drunk would be...* You lose arguments with inanimate objects.* You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth.* Job interfering with your drinking.* Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.* Career won't progress beyond Senator of Massachusetts.* The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.* Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group.* 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not!* Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem!* You can focus better with one eye closed.* The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar.* Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops.* Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!* Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you* At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."* Your idea of cutting back is less salt.* You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep c
Chicken Noodle Soup
·     chicken, as much as you want in the soup ·     4 cups carrots ·     2 cups celery ·     4 tsp dried parsley ·     10 cups water or stock ·
What Do You Think Of Me ?
(POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine)
I Blog
and then wait to see who comes then i give them all weener shots
The reason i put a girl's picture is to see how many people would click without reading that I am a MALE, got a problem with that?
Black Hole
so a close from of mine passed away and its left a whole in me which i cant figure out how to fill it. as time passes everyone says the pain will ease but instea i feel myself falling into a deep black hole wich i have been before. im not sure what im gonna do but either way its not good
Right now I am feeling very very down.  A little over 2 weeks ago my daughter who is 19 (will be 20 Sunday) told my sister she was moving out and into her best friends. Well I know better, she is living with the little 17 year old and his family. The last time her and I spoke I had angry words because I was trying to make her realize just what the hell she was getting into (this 17 yr old already has a baby).  A few days after she moved out, she had a person she considers her mentor ask us not to contact her for a week to give her the space she needed. Well we obliged and she still has no contact although I do text her and let her know that I miss her.  I get no response. Sunday is her birthday, and it is tearing me up inside. This is my baby girl who I have always had contact with, the one that would call or text me all the time. She totally cut the communication, hell, she was my #1 on myspace, and when I looked at that site the other day, she had deleted me and set her profile to pr
Whomever has a question of me , I will answer to the best of my ability
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Work Romance Part 2
As if you could read my mind you put your strong hands on my thick hips...picking me up...and sitting me on a nearby desk. Our mouths still locked in a kiss as you pull away and fall to your knees. You push my skirt up to reveal my black thigh highs and lacy garter belt. You softly kiss my inner thighs as you gradually push my legs apart. My body quivers as you slide your tongue up my thigh to my saturated pussy. I open my legs a little you grab my legs...throwing them over your shoulders. I lean back on my elbows and watch you start to eat my needs it so badly. It's been a while since I've seduced such a stud and had my way with him. You grab my thong and move it to the swollen clit protruding through my pussy lips. You slide your tongue over my entire slit...tasting my sweetness...spreading my juices all over my swollen slit. You stop at my clit as the tip of your tongue circles it...teasing it slowly at first. I moan out as I lay back on the desk, pu
Dont Let Things Get You Down....fight
reaching out from the dark,trying to grab the last flickering ray of light,always feeling lost inside this empty night is my soul crying out fight fight fight...i wont be trapped,i wont be victim to the wickedness,that gives ignorance its might,try to hold on try to last,dont let go, victory is in sight
Mens Egos
Why are men so silly about some things? My boyfriend and I are currently looking for bi or bi curious males( on another site we belong to) to join us.  We get all sorts of responses from guys who act interested. For some reason when it gets right down to it, they hem and haw and can't commit to even a simple yes or no answer. You are either into it or you're not. Very simple. The problem is that men are too embarrassed to admit that they may have sexual feelings towards another guy.  That is just plain silly.  In my opinion, if it's ok for two women to play then it is perfectly fine for two men.  I don't get the double standard at all. BI men UNITE!!!!!! lmao
Ooh! La La, Hannah Montana Star Sells Lingerie?
Ooh! La La. First it was Miley posing semi-nude at 15. Now it’s Hannah Montana co-star, 8 year-old Emily Grace Reaves causing a firestorm. Reaves with 9 year-old Noah Cyrus, Miley’s sister, have helped design a line of children clothing that critics say is lingerie for kids. In a promotion picture, Reaves and Noah Cyrus are “…seen surrounding what appears to be a stripper pole…” A rep for Ooh! La La says the public is “grossly misinformed” about the clothing line. Well then, what does the Disney company say about it? Read more BlastFM doesn’t need stripper poles. We just play great music to have fun.  
With her beautiful smile,She breathes life back into my bones.With her beautiful smile,She tell me I'll never again be alone. With her beautiful eyes,She puts my heart so at ease.With her beautiful eyes,She'll show her love,so I can see. With her soft sweet caress,She takes my anger away.With her soft sweet caress,She inside my heart would always stay.
Make Me
Make me fly, make me soar, Make me sit with the angels At Heaven’s door Make me dance naked on the moon Make me embrace all the stars But in doing all this Make me yours Make me want, make me need, Make me abandon my pride, Make me plead Make me cavort with the devil Make me reside at his door But in doing all this Make me yours Make me weep, make me irate, Make me acknowledge your power Make me hate Make me curse all my weaknesses Make me despise all my flaws But in doing all this Make me yours Make me silent, make me speak, Make me relinquish my soul Make me weak Make me befriend all my demons Make me succumb to their claws But in doing all this Make me yours  
Ok...every Now And Again Christa My 19 Yr Old Decides...
to get a philosphical outllook on life...As If! I'm a donkeybutt and I have no real friends.. I get on here because my self esteem is so low that I have to think if I have internet friends they'll never really leave me.. Because if they do they were actually never here in the first place to start with so my heart really wouldn't be broken again.. But I was WRONG.. So says Christa...and yeah the dufus has a
Proper Fubar Etiquette
I've been a member of this social network for about a year and a half.  IT's been fun.  It's allowed me to talk to people that I would not otherwise get to talk to.  WHen I came onto here, I noticed a scale from one to ten for rating one's pictures.  I may have done this a few times but I notice people will do a thing in the Fubar commnity known as "downrating".  It's an implied rule that if you rate one's profile, you give them a ten.  I'm tired of people on fubar that downrate me and wonder why their not a ten like myself.  Don't down rate my profile please to all you new fu's out there that may not know.  It may be counterproductive but it's how it is here.  Do not downrate.  I even purchased some elevens.  If you downrate me, I'm not going to downrate you back.  I'm not a childish person.  I'll rate you a ten, BEFORE I BLOCK YOU! (If it's not corrected) I however won't give one the opportunity to do that again. If i downrate you.  It's an accident.  Sometimes i'm really drunk when
[going Big: Caution, Naked Woman]
I'm dead serious, there's a naked girl in this blog. Alright, so a few days ago, I discovered this lovely little starlit and for one of the first times in my life I said "so fucking what if they're fake" She goes by several aliases, everything from a well known duplicate Sarah Beeharee (one of the UFC ring girls) to Sasha Kiss. and after countless hours of research I have determined that         This woman:                     was this woman                 I knowI KNOWunfuckingbelievable right?But I checked for identifying marks, skin tone bone structure, skull structuretheworks.It is her.But:Putting cannons on a gatling gun? Putting whipped cream on vanilla icecream? Putting a car in yo' car? And yet its soooo good on her.I'm usually such a bust snob. *whistles*Must be a tan-girl thing. Speaking of which. The object of my affection has posted new pictures of herself and her boyfriend in her cubicle. I had the misfortune of needing to drop somethi
Time Flies When You Are Having Fun With Some.
Doo Wop Quiz
Doo Wop Quiz Thirty great memories about music that caused our parents and teachers grief! ~ Take the quiz and see how you score as a true ''Oldies Fan.'' Write down your answers and check them against the answers at the end. (Answers Below) Don't cheat, now ! 1. When did ''Little Suzie'' finally wake up? The movie's over, it's 2 o'clock The movie's over, it's 3 o'clock (c) The movie's over, it's 4 o'clock 2. ''Rock Around The Clock'' was used in what movie? Rebel Without A Cause Blackboard Jungle (c) The Wild Ones 3. What's missing from a Rock & Roll standpoint? Earth _____ Angel Mother (c) Worm 4. ''I found my thrill .. . ..'' where? Kansas City Heartbreak Hotel (c) Blueberry Hill 5. ''Please turn on your magic beam, _____ _____ bring me a dream,'': Mr. Sandman Earth Angel (c) Dream Lover 6. For which label did Elvis Presley first record? Atlantic R
Hotel Room
reaction in hotel room:   reaction in Marriot Hotel Lobby in New Orleans      
Should I
there is this gril in my life that have feelings for and i know that she has feelings for me and she wont addmet to it and i cant help but wounder if things will vere go further with her or just end up being dead in the water.All in all i think she has erges that i hope she acts on wether or not it ends up just being a fling or more any way it gose i think it will work out for the best.
The Tide
I'm just sitting here Waitin for the tide to change Waitin on my moment in the sun Waitin for my love to come A little bit tired Of being here alone Sitting on a rock Watching the ocean shore Waitin for the tide to change Waitin on my moment in the sun Waitin for my love to come I see everybody Walking on the sand Two by two Holding hands Not bothered with the waves crashing Crashing at their feet And here I am Waitin for the tide to change Waitin on my moment in the sun Waitin on my love to come Just sitting here waitin Waitin on the tide to change
its like no matter what i do i just cant find that some one.....i tought i had it clinched but again i was always wrong......always one knows the real me.......i dont even know the real me anymore......i feel so lonely, so hurt......even in a room full of people i am compleatly feelings ne more.....every time i get feelings for one person they are ripped away and im numb all over again......totally useless....feelings were just ment to be killed.......i dont think i could or will ever love stripped of all feelings and emotions.....but like a drone i live day to day with that little smidgent of hope that something might happen....but my world of doubt clouds the hope out and it is engulfed by rage...i just dont know what i am supposed to do with my life...if that is what u call depressing...i look at all these people who are fake, i just want to strangle them...they have no idea what it is to be alone....stripped of ev
Long Time
Wow, today has been a dreary boring day!! its starting to get cold again here...its snowing but thank god its not sticking "YET".  Well, been a long time since ive bee on usually hanging out on my myspace page or facebook or tagged account.  Ummm whats new with me??? Im in my 1st year of school for Business Administration, come this june ill be at NEO for a year.  ummmm, my son will be turning 4yrs old here come march im gearing up for that one..."AND WE ARE FINALLY POTTY TRAINED"my oldest is hateing school of course..she hates her math class.  She is a cheerleader. Umm not sure what else to update on...   Ill write more later maybe!
Kandy Kisses
DO U HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A KANDY KISS GURL... IF SO LEAVE a comment in the box below RULES FOR BEING A KANDY KISS GIRL 1) must add/rate /and fan other members the ppl you MUST add are listed below 2) must add kandy kiss member (kkg etc.) in name 3)must be a member of ck2 for week or more 4)must promote ck2 and urself as a kandy kiss you can get of the promotional bullys from any name on the list 5)owner and head members must have ur yahoo messenger(yim)listed below 6)must be level 5 or higher 7) if a kkg has an issue with another kkg they need to come to Karizma or DJ Only 8) KKG are not to do any thing that will disgrace the ck2 name if you do you will be asked to take kkg out of your name 9) each kkg needs to have a kkg skin in rotation of their backgrounds from Karizma profile skins 10) must
How To Serve A Weak Motherfucker... £åÐҰ - Ҝị££å™
  £åÐҰ - Ҝị££åTM : Talks Shit, Then turns Bitch... Yet to hear back of that "Realness" that he spits. £åÐҰ - Ҝị££åTM I DIDNT KNOW WEEZER DROPPED THEIR LEAD SINGER YOU AND YOUR BOYS ARE DEAD RINGERS CALLIN ALLIK YDAL THE GRAVE DIGGER BET LET EM PUFF UP AND GET A LITTLE BIGGER 17 SHOTS GOTTA SCARE THEM NIGGAS FOR REAL PHX STIL THE BEST I ROLL WITH THUGS I NEED NO VEST LYRICALLY GIFTED WHEN I HIT THE INSTRUMENTAL I LEAVE EM STIFFENED OH NO LADY KILLA IS THE ONLY WITNESS I GET UP IN EM TO QUICKLY NEVER KNOW NEVER GROW WESTSIDE PARADISE FOR SHOW The ShiningTM - Brass Knuckle Poets Society 'too' quickly... not 'to' quickly. Go to school and come back when you're literate... wow. Dog... for real...? After all that talk... that's what you crapped out? £åÐҰ - Ҝị££åTM omg you found a typo you should work for someone who gives a shit ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT
Valentines Day Auction
  It's a Valentines Day Auction! Bid on these sexy fu's and get ur own fu-valentine! Rules: Auction runs from Sunday Feb 7th, til Sunday Feb 14th Auctionee has the right to refuse top bid NO DRAMA!! Drama will get u banned from bidding on anyone!! Auctioneer is not responsible for any transaction gone wrong after auction has ended Cash bids override plain fubuck bids
Real Men Dont Cry..
picture me rollin
Wtf Is Wrong With People!!!
go here to my stash to read the covo  it doesnt show up right here for some reson
It was not that long ago I changed positions within the company I work for. Here I go changing positions again!   I had thought that perhaps I would go on and participate in the Executive Director mentorship program. I work for an international company. We consume other companies and retrain direct care staff and train people like myself for the director positions and move them forward. I had even thought that perhaps after doing the mentorship I could move someplace like the UK...I speak the language after all! They have positions in Germany, Netherlands, United Kindom, United Arab Nations, Puerto Rico and Canada.   I worked under the director for the last 5 months and came to the determination that it is not for me.    Let me go back a month ago...   A posting in the paper listed a job in a Chiropractor's office. Just by chance I saw the ad the day it was run and decided to send in a resume. I am a very effective leader and do well in management positions but massage therapy
Almost Speechless
I postes a blog yesterday to remind someone that they will never be forgotten and that they would always hold a special piece of my heart. Today I sit here still chuckling from the conversation with that special someone. You made me laugh and cry all at once.  You are amazing in so many ways and I will not let you forget it. Smiling is an understatement and that is noteworthy Ms A.L.
Or Leave It On?
So I am sitting here in the office a bit chilly. So I put on my Old navy hoodie to keep warm.  While I debate on the gratifications of yet another pot of coffee, while I copy the next tax return. Ahhh the joy’s of tax time. And snow it is a bit snowy out today not as snowy as say some of my friends saw over the weekend however enough for me to call it a jean day at work. So in my jeans under t grey top black harley boots and now blue Old navy hoodie I await my copies. As this ungodly feeling creeps into my boot, Ugh, no not that! My (fu) sock is slipping inside my boot? Now what am I going to do? It’s like getting wedgies which I don’t: D but if I did, I would not spend the day pulling the underwear out of my ass. I would simply take them off problem solved. But my socks come on. I can’t take my sock off that is different. Help here…
Happy Valentines Day
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Some People
We had a record blizzard. 3 feet of snow. I love hiking 1/4 mile through hip deep snow with 50 pounds of gear because some dumbass decided to a) boil beer in the middle of a blizzard, and b) dump the water outside, thus resulting in him slipping and spilling it on him. Then his wife decided to a) try and drive the SUV through 3 feet of snow, and b) got it stuck. So I got to treat a patient in an SUV while waiting for a plow truck so we could get him to a burn center. *Sigh* some people... 72 hours, 74 unit responses, one tired fireman.
Girl Problem
My friend likes this girl and he is having problems aproaching her. She dosent know that he likes her but she might have an idea. any tips?
Music Monday 17
Ladies Night  
Slavegirl Nora
hello, i want to show you a slavegirl that offered me a lot of pleasure and amusement. a really nice and perverted cuban/spanish slavegirl Slavegirl Nora       a very interesting and horny slavegirl. and after a proper treatment her cunt was also a nice and clean viewable part.       some stinging pain to her ass cheeks and a proper training made a perfect slavegirl out of this hot female.         tomorrow i will update the blog with a new entry... then my new amusement subject can be seen here. a very cute young female that knows her place as slavegirl in this world and that does her best to serve properly and to amuse her sir up to his likes and interests.  
This is the story of a girlOne who was on top of the worldGoing places, she was gonna run this townOne fated piece broght her dreams downJust her and her momthings were so happythen time moved onMommy married DaddyRight about then Things started going badlyWhen mama was gonewhen mama was awayDaddy came to her room aloneDaddy wanted to playno matter what she saidher daddy wouldn't stopthreatening more pain if she ever did tellHer home and sanctuarybecame her private hellFour years laterShe had the strength to speak upShe was tired of being the victimShe had had enoughHe was out of her lifeout of her life for goodShe tried to move onBut never really couldnot trusting anyoneExpecting more painHer hearts breaking again and againFrom one guy to anotherTrying to find a fit that's rightPutting her heart out thereFinding she'd been played out of spiteEach day retreating into herselfmore and moreEach new rejectionrocking her coreThoughts screaming in her headMaybe she's better off deadWho could
My Heart
why is it that no matter what a person does they can never get ahead. they could b thsweetest kindest person... putting EVERY! ahead of themselves and they STILL get SHIT on....I hater my fuckin life...I found the man that fullfills all my dreams of the man i wanna grow old with and then he just up and starts neglecting me neglecting our relationship. he lets his friend have free raign over his web pages and make me feel like im shit and not worthy of the 1 man that i truelly love....I GUESS thats how shitty my life is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
American Capitalism Gone With A Whimper
   American Capitalism Gone With A Whimper        It must be said, that like the breaking of a great dam, the American  descent into Marxism is happening with breath taking speed, against the back  drop of a passive, hapless sheeple, excuse me dear reader, I meant people.    True, the situation has been well prepared on and off for the  past century, especially the past twenty years. The initial testing grounds  was conducted upon our Holy Russia and a bloody test it was. But we Russians  would not just roll over and give up our freedoms and our souls, no matter how  much money Wall Street poured into the fists of the Marxists.    Those lessons were taken and used to properly prepare the American  populace for the surrender of their freedoms and souls, to the whims of their  elites and betters.   First, the population was dumbed down  through a politicized and substandard education system based on pop culture,  rather then the classics... Americans know more about their favorite TV dra
About Jesse
LET'S SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL "ATTEND" JESSIE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY IN THEIR HEARTS & ON THEIR COMPUTERS. . We want to let the world know about Jessie. My Canadian daughter JESSIE FOSTER is an international endangered missing person and a human trafficking victim. There have been thoughts that perhaps Jessie was the victim of the truck driver / highway / serial killer scenarios that the FBI is working on, but there is one huge point that was overlooked when this was discussed: "If Jessie was kidnapped and murdered by a truck driver, where did her belongings go? Jessie had all her things packed because she was planning on coming home to Canada when she mysteriously vanished - all of her belongingswent missing with Jessie,except her hairdryer and makeup, which was left in the bathroom of her home. Did the truck driver go to Jessie's house in North Las Vegas and take her things (not likely)? Or did the actual person who kidnapped her (possibly her 'fiancé') Peter Todd, who she was living with
Interesting Slavegirls Next Sequel
  still some things to get shown here...       this for example is a slavegirl i met... and it was a pleasure. not that thin but she had known her place.             sucks properly   nice round ass               and at times a true painslut.             this slavegirl from the us was new to the theme, but she had a big interest to serve and to please                         you could say...  a perfect female ;)             that should be enough stuff for today... soon you will find new updated here...
  People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for thatperson.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a needyou have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you withguidance and support, To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to anend. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desirefulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn hascome to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experien
The Formula
I'm spittin' formulas fatal and unstableMy rhymes are like a body laying on the morgue tableAnd now it's time to pay hommage to my influenceYou speak death motherfucker cause I speak it fluentFrom Deicide down to Morbid AngelIma Cannibal Corpse that'll leave you stripped raped and strangledMy rhymes cephalic and you know they cause carnageCause Spice One said a killa is heartlessI show no mercy like my name was SlayerCause hell awaits when its raining blood and so I'll see you thereI'm Two Live like my name was LukeAnd there's a dark funeral everytime I'm spittin' in the boothI sing anthems to the Welkin at duskThus spake the nightspirit through the infinity of thoughts this scum fuckIs soon coming to your areaSo watch out cause you know I spit brujeriaThey call me blasphemer, gate keeperSpittin' formulas fatal to your fleshBlasphemer, hate bringerFor the wicked there is no rest, yesThey call me blasphemer, gate keeperSpittin' formulas fatal to your fleshBlasphemer, hate bringerFor the
Interesting Slavegirls Sequel
  and again... some nice slavegirls       this for example was a true painslut         it was very interesting to be in contact with her   and as you see... she liked pain a lot...       even harder.         this nice mature girl was more sort of a pleasure slavegirl. she was a really enjoyment!! per behaviour was perfect and i   can't say anthing bad about her!                         just amazing!!             this slavegirl here was more sort of a humiliation lover. she enjoyed it and it was a n
Interesting Slavegirls
here you can see some of the females i have been in contact with.   i am happy that i got known them and it was allways a great pleasure to be in contact with them.       there was this young female from belgium:     a girl that knows her place     a nice ass         and sweet little tits.         this was a slavegirl from the us... also a girl that saw her goal in pleasing her master               isn't that a nice ass?       yes it is!!           good tits...         and a nice body!   this was also a girl from the us... not that thin, but super sexy!!         i think she is hot, i like her appearance.  
Portrait Of The Devil
My body is the canvas, your brush it is the weaponYou paint me Hellbound while you paint yourself in HeavenI am the veil that is lifted from the ignorantI give knowledge, I teach Disciples disciplineYou preach intolerance and bigotry through the subconsciousAnd your political religious system makes me vomitFuck America for trying to put me on a crossMy name ain't Jesus and no my soul is not lostYou think that it is about all the shit I talk aboutBut I'm a catalyst for any kid that has a doubtAbout the system or religious institutionsCause for some of these kids my music brings a positive solutionBut you, you fill their heads with this nonsenseThe world is fucked up and you ain't helping progressSo next time you point the finger at mePoint it first to the news broadcast on tvI will see no evil because that's all I seeAnd I will hear no evil because that's all I speakYour God is dead so you crucify meI'm the Devil, the Devil, you paint a portrait of the DevilI will see no evil because th
  Once upon a time In a small chateauThere lived a noble ManAs He dined one dayA rose bud in the garden caught His eyeHe never saw the thorn sprouting beneath her   "What a beautiful delicate thing""I shall nourish this exquisite object", He thoughtAnd when she was thirstyThe Man gave her waterThe thorn drank the excess The bud became aesthetically pleasingInstant gratificationAll of the Mans expectations metExactly as He envisioned herIn the shadow of the rose the thorn grew The Man showed her to everyoneThe rose was displayedJust Like the story of OEnjoyed by all who visitedThe thorn was never noticed The Man spent many hoursInhaling her fragranceCaressing her soft petalsProtecting her from the windThe thorn stood erect and watched One day the Man was called awayOn a business or political matterHe was not thereWhen the wind blewAnd the rose hungered for more When He returnedHe saw to his horrorHis rose was goneAll that was left was one petalImpaled by the thorn He went insid
New Blog
hello...   the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again.   at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here.   i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch.  the blog is marked as nsfw.       i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training.     Ex-Slavegirl S   I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a
Confessions Of A Anti-point/level Hippie...the Blog
Once upon a time there was a fubarian who didnt give a crap about points or levels and heres the story of why. Many many moons ago i joined up to fubar after a friend on another website called TRIBE invited me. Being a fan of social networking sites i joined up and thought it was alot different then the rest with a much different tone and focus. I had never encountered such a site before that seemed faster paced then say myspace and points and levels were involved. I confess the breathe of fresh air of change made me get caught up in it. I made it my business to level up FAST. I posted lots of pics and rated other peoples albums and such and yes even bought a VIP membership so i could post MORE pics AND i bought the thingy where your blast runs for a month...did that several times. Quickly i ranked up higher and higher....i didnt look at the whole rank thing as me being more important or better then anyone lower,it was the CHALLENGE that sucked me in and made me someo
Welcome to my unholy executionLife is just a lie so death becomes the one solutionI am the cyst that grows upon the lambGod damn the blaspheme is too much for a mortal manI am me, without me, he's unknownMay the darkness gives light to illuminate the throneI bestow the path and that path is homeWhile the rest sit alone I stand up on my ownTriple seven, I'll never make it to HeavenInstead I, spit venom to the Holiest of reverendsAnd I sever the veins as a tie to GodAnd I drink forth from Sodom like my name was Marque de SaudI have not come to bring the world to peaceI have come to lead the children to the beastI have come to feast upon the whore that is called BabylonWith my phallic swordI am the Prophet, the beast, the number triple sevenI have ascended, beyond the God that reigns in HeavenI have come to know there is no law beyond my willIn this message, the cornerstone is now rebuiltEverything is built into a structureIn the shape of a dick that is ready to fuck yaSodomy is a part of
Weight Loss
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Let The Hate Reign
Fuck it all for everything that it's worthEvery single fucking inch of planet earthFuck me, fuck youFuck the system and fuck the truthFuck lies and every single fucking bitchFuck life we're living just to meet our deathsThere's a war in my head I'm your enemyIf God is love then I live for the blasphemyEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignFuck the underground fuck the mainstreamFuck America and fuck the American dreamFuck politics fuck democracyFuck religion and fuck it's hypocrisyFuck the pope and fuck our new presidentUp with dope to a new measurementThere's a war in my head I'm your enemySo fuck everything that is to beEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reign
Eyes Wide Shut
This is the work of an occultist mastermindBeyond the Devil I come with the sateric signsWith all the rest they remain so blindBecause their eyes are wide shutBecause their eyes are wide shut, yeahThis is the work of an occultist mastermindBeyond the Devil I come with the sateric signsWith all the rest they remain so blindBecause their eyes are wide shutBecause their eyes are wide shut, yeahI'm a brutal and cynical, critical individualThe corruptor of faith because I spit on your miraclesThis is lyrical ritual for the weak and despicableFuck around with the doctrines and your death will be habitualSicktanick is a ten letter word you heardThat brings death because death is what you all deserveThis is my hymn to the dark oneThis is my hymn to the mossberg 12 gauge shotgunThe call me sick cause lyrically, I'm ebolaA real occultist all the rest are just toy soldiersI was the first to do this shitAnd now I feel like a father with a bunch of bastard kidsI'm not talking bout the wicked shitBu
Babylon's Embrace
I believe in one secret and eneffible LordAnd in one room where all men are bornAnd in one air the nourisher of all that breathesAnd holds the key to the secrets of the high degreeThe serpent and the lion the candles burn brightAs we recite the words to this sacred riteLet the water bare the virtue of the great seaAs meat and drink are transmuted in us dailyIn the company of stars I sitFor the fire is creation and creation is the start of itRessurection through death the eternal cycleThree Aeons, the real story of the Holy BibleSo mode it be to the prophet so secretThis is a puzzle rearranged into many piecesWe're nothing more than compiled particles of dustSo let the Father be present among usBehold the great work of the mysteriesI am a part of them they are a part of meChaos, Babylon's embraceRessurrected in the image of the alchemy of BaphometBehold the great work of the mysteriesI am a part of them they are a part of meChaos, Babylon's embraceRessurrected in the image of the alchem
Force Of Destruction
By the father (You'd)By the mother (Hey)By the prince (Vav)By the princess (Hey)By the father (You'd)By the mother (Hey)By the prince (Vav)By the princess (Hey)Belasti ompedaBehold the mighty voice of my vengenceRepenteth not now I hand down the sentenceI am a monolith of wrath to my enemiesAnd now I call the fire forth from my inner seedI call upon the messengers of doomTo slash with grim delight any motherfucker that I chooseAnyone who's ever stabbed me in the backOr has wished me death I now curse upon this trackAnd you ain't gotta believe because you'll soon seeYour lives fall apart cause you tried to break meGo in haste and travel safelyI don't gotta lift a finger and you don't gotta face meOne day your life will shatter like a peice of glassAnd at that moment I will have my last laughAnd you will see the power of the left hand pathWhen a simple car ride turns quick into a blood bathIncant and conjure for the purpose of deathMay all my enemies come unto their last breathIgnite my
In Nomine Sicktanick
Hear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastAstrological phenomenons be me signInside the Necronomicon shall you read these linesThe book of fifty dead names the ancient onesThy kingdom come thy will be done and now the beast I will summonZia dingir kia kempaI call upon Leviathan to leave this whole world scarredI speak Enochian the most ancient of tonguesAnd as I inhale the incense it fills up my lungsThis is the black robe for the black popeWith the spirits I invoke I'm giving praises to the goatAs the lamb chokes on it's own blood because I slit it's throatMy name is SickTanicK and it's the beast that I promoteHear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastHear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see
The Big N.o.
Today's the day we celebrateLaugh and play,Just soak it all in.Life feels great here in the city.After all we just won the championships.Finally theres hope,A light to help us carry on.To rebuild the place we all call home.It's the time for us to be recognized and respectedJust like we should have always been.This is New Orleans,Don't take us for granted.You'd be surprise of what you might find.Cause we may seem like the worst,But we fight the best,In all for our respect.Don't diss my home,The city of hope,The one and only,THE BIG N.O.

Boyfriend Application 2010
Please copy & paste this application to a fubar mail to me with your answers, then leave a comment here to tell me that you have submitted an application. Answer ALL questions completely and honestly. For the photo portion of the application I suggest either uploading it to fubar so I can rip it or to photobucket so you can send me the direct link. lets... get started... [ ABOUT YOU ] 1. Full Name 2. Fubar Screen Name 3. Do we chat on Yahoo IM? 4. Do we chat on the phone? 5. Do you have kids? (if yes how many and ages and do they live with you) 6. Where do you currently reside? 7. Where were you born? 8. Who lives in your house? 9. Do you have pets? 10. Would you relocate? 11. What do you do for work? 12. How long have you been at your current job? 13. Do you use drugs? (if yes which ones & how often) 14. Do you drink? (if yes how often) 15. Do you gamble? (if yes how often) 16. Have you ever been arrested? (if yes, please explain) 17. How tall are you? 18. How much
For Those That Love Cyber Sex....
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Ok So Now That I've Mummed
what is a good piano to buy for singing? theres those ones that light up and um I used to have a keyboard but Idk what to get now I havent even started looking someone told me something about casio and that keyboards have gotten popular Im  NOT going to waste money on a shitty keyboard so PLEASE help me out please help thank you
Beyond hope I walk,Faithful to the promisesOf a foolish hero.
Into The Dark
INTO THE DARKTears roll onto her pillowAs she stares into the darkNot sure why, they just comeOverflowing from her eyesThe night reveals her true heartIts then she sheds her days disguiseShe goes through the motionsSometimes she even smiles through her dayBut when the day is done and night comesThe façade gets put awayWhen she’s alone shes forced to thinkHer reality becomes clearAnd all that she can do  is lay thereTrapped in her own fearsIts her burden, its her lifeSo she keeps it all insideShed rather not bring others downShed rather put on a smile..and hideTonight she cries a lot hardera lot longer than beforeBecause she wonders if she wants to go onAnd live this life anymoreAnd the thought that she could…..It makes her feel so lowShe feels selfish and not worthyShe feels lost and so aloneShe feels trapped and wants a way outShe feels cold and hard like stone…Noone ever knows all the tears she criedThere wasn’t much of a sign….But her  kind of pain d
DADDYVoices in my headGet louder day by dayThey slowly pull me inI feel my sanity slipping awayMinute by minute they speak clearerThe faint whispers turned to screams"GO AWAY! LEAVE ME BE!"My plees are in vain it seemsIt makes them madder, makes them louderMakes them want me that much moreThey won't stop until they control meUntil Im not "me" anymoreThere are many that speak to meThat try to tell me what to doWhat evil deeds to carry outOh, if only others knewWhat in my mind was brewingWhat sadistic plans they are plottingAs they start to possess my beingAs my own heart and soul lay rottingThe rough low voice is the worstHe sounds to me like satanHis voice is filled with hatredI wonder how many souls he's takenHe seems to be the leader, the master of the dead"Come child, join my serpeants" is what he always saidIt was tempting, I couldn't fight himI was weak under his spellSo I surrendered my life to himAnd I joined him in a place he called hellNow I'm wicked, just like DaddyI
Glass House
GLASS HOUSEYou’re so quick to throw the first punch, you’re so vain you think you’re rightNo matter how much pain you cause, you’re defences cause the fightIt’s so hard to say you’re sorry because you refuse to be wrongI’ve seen ones like you so many times; same old dance, same old songYou’d rather point the finger on anyone but yourself, you always shift the blameIf you would think before you spoke in the first placeYou wouldn’t have to keep playing this gameThat glass house you live in is cracking all aroundI’m surprised that it’s still standing and not shattered to the groundHow can you stand to swell there, with your judgements and your blame?You’re so afraid of being judged yourself that you won’t admit your shameInstead you put your fists up and attack when up against a wallBut it’s not everyone else that wants to fight youIt’s on ly you causing your own fallIf just once you’d own up a
Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste
Poem Of The Day...020810
Alarm rings slap goes the snooze Coffee brewing Eggs & toast Just another Manic Monday.
Living Without Air
I am without breath,The air is taken from me,Along with her voice.
I am yours always,Far beyond the reach of time,This will never end.
The Potential For Anything
Possibility,Presented to me freely,I take the first step.
Fraction Of My Day
Our stolen moments,Taken from a life unmet,In breathless wonder.
Melodious Voice
So sweet her voice sings,She does not know it is so,As she speaks music.
The Morning Star
She is my delight,A surprise from the heavens,Do I deserve her?   Anitithesis to the Morning StarDoes she deserve me?I who would give her my all,it seems she does not.
For Her
Happy mid-west girl,Always his warm gentle joy,And so he loves her.
A Primer On Dealing With Me
I have always had an offbeat sense of humor. A portion of this comes from being raised on George Carlin, Richard Pryor, Robin Williams, and the original ‘not ready for prime time’ cast. Some of this is genetics of course.  My mother is an oddball, Gramma was funny as hell too.  My humor varies from the lightly weird to the full blown “did you REALLY just say that???”……or as Laura would say “Seriously??!!”   Now this is amazing because it generally allows me to deal with some of the ugly things in life without having a full blown meltdown.  It often gives the wrong impression that I cannot be serious about anything, quite the contrary. I’m rather focused and serious about a great many things, the humor is a façade.  It’s completely arbitrary, unpredictable and 100% automatic…often I realize what I’m saying shortly after it passes my teeth.  Example….Got hurt at work once, foot injury, was kinda Goo-goo
Just Because I Love This Song And Well It Does Kinda Hold Something For Me :)
oh whoaoh ohi never thought that i would ever love againi might be wrong cos i can feel it happeninga little scared but i am not petrifiedi love forever, i promise to stay by your sideheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came alongI'm gonna, I'm I'm I'm gonnaI'll hold you and i love you the best that i canuntil you understand that i need your handand i can't dance alone cos the beat's just too slowthat's just the way love goes,that's just the way love goes (uh uh)i used to think that i would never get to bein love again cos that was the only one for meand now i feel that you have come and saved methis heart of mine awoken by your smileheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came along
~broken Escape~
    Silent tears fall. Solace, weeping, cry. Creeping death in feelings. No answers for a why. Sitting expressionless in a chair. Drops of sadness, deep despair. Tears are falling to the floor, escaping from a mental war. Glassy eyes will cloud again. Deaths impressions, deep within. No longer living a life so dim. Running from this pain of sin.  
My Son Visited For The Weekend
My son finally came for his first home visit in two and a half years. I have had to endure many terrible emotions since he was take but through it all I have waited patiently and hopeful for his return. Well he has not came home for good but he did get a weekend visit. It did us all a world of good and I still can not believe that I got to see my baby boy. His older brother that is usually very depressed and secluded, actually smiled and had a good time. I never saw him so happy, not since before his brother was taken and put in a group home. My youngest visiting son helped me clean, wash clothes, played cards, made his room his own and even cooked me sunday breakfast. Although I slept in and so he ate it instead, lol. We did not get to do as much as what we planned to do but we did bond a lot. We did not want to say farewell today and I almost cried so hard but I have to hope for more time in the future. This will be a step in getting my son home for good and try to patch up our broke
When "NO!" is the obvious answer... Superbowl 44. "Oh, when the Saints, go marching in, oh when the Saints go marching in, Lord how I want to be in that number, when the Saints go marching in!" Drew Brees was right when he said maybe the whole country was behind the Saints winning - or at least he had more than a few rooters in MI home pulling for LA. GOOD JOB, SAINTS!!! May you take prosperity and use it well. Of course the other obvious answer is "YES!" - to the Superbowl commercials. I enjoyed them all, but my favorite was the fiesty Betty White and good ol' Abe Vigoda, and who doesn't like Snickers now and then?? M. Knight has never EVER disappointed me with his creative out put, and now Mr. Shyamalan is going to use his talents to bring to life the "Last Airbender". *sigh* I R HAPPY!!    
What If....
What if...... If this was my last night on earth, would you really care? If I slept and did not awake would you mourn my loss? If I died today, would you care for my kids as if they were your own? If I got sick, would you care for me? If you need me, would you ever tell me? If you really want me, would you tell me so? If you were mad at me, would you lie and tell me that you're not? If you promise me something, would you keep your word? If I cried within the night, would you dry my tears? If I need protecting, would you fight for me? If I had a bad dream, would you comfort me? If you really love me, would you ever leave me?    
The Sunday Surprise
                It was Sunday and no one was home. So I decided to take a long bubble bath and to watch some TV while just kicking back. After my bath I stay in my robe knowing that no one will be home until later on tonight. While I was watching a show I liked I started to drift off to sleep. I do not know how long I was sleep but I woke up to warm hands on my legs and someone playing with my hair. When I opened my eyes I saw my Daddy was the one doing that to me.                 “Hello my little angel, have a nice nap and bath?”                 “Yes Daddy I did. Why are you home early?”                 “Oh I did not have to be there as long as I thought so I came home early. I see your mom went out to her friends again. So it’s just you and me then until later tonight.”                 “I guess so Daddy. If you will move please I can go and get dressed now since I am all dry.”                 I try to get up but Daddy would n
Missing You
I'm sorry that you feel I let you down or that I over stepped my bounds, I'm sorry that you feel hurt and angry and I wish I could take it all away. Now I'm cryin and feel like there is no hope in tryin i just feel like diein, without you by my side makes me feel like I'm already dead inside. Your like the air that I breath, the sun that keeps me warm and the moon light that guieds me thru the night, your what makes everything alright. Just like the air that I breathe, I need you and without you I have no air. Your the sun that lights my day and without you, it's like the sun forgets to shine. Without hearing from you in a day, makes time slow down and makes it feel like forever. I sit and wait for you to message me or call, Just to hear from you would be a relief from the pain I have from missing you. I love you and I can’t imagine me without you.
Rude Ppl
hmm does everyone get many rude ppl  on here if so  what too do i will tell you i will not put up with rudness its just not right  respect  beacuse i will tell you off iam 37 a mom  and very single i put up with alot of shit from my exhubby i will not put up with that shit  ok
Not The Time To Be Wearing Your Uggs
If you like other intelligent human beings, in the morning you check the weather and dress accordingly. If it is snowing, you will put on pants and a parka. If it is 90 degrees outside, you may wear a T-shirt and a pair of flip-flops. If it is raining, you have an excellent excuse to put on your multicolored and excessively tacky rain boots. So why is it that when it is 70 degrees and sunny, I see an exuberant amount of female students wearing their incredibly “stylish” Ugg boots? For those of you who are unfamiliar, Uggs are the most hideous thing to enter the footwear industry since Crocs. They are high-top boots whose insides are lined with fur--that’s right, fur! Third-year English student Fritz Reuter is confused why “girls constantly gripe about cold weather but will find any excuse they can to wear those tacky boots.” Suffice it to say, when it is cold outside, the engineering aspect of these boots will indeed keep your feet nice and toasty. How
Poem, Just A Dream
In my dreams I saw you, you said it will be okay, You said don't worry, we are to meet someday. You don't know me now,  but very soon you will, It is our destiny, each others dreams we shall fulfill.   You said you didn't know how in dreams we could talk, You said it didn't matter, you took me on a walk. All the stars and the moon were different in someway, They twinkled and shined showing us the way.   We came upon a river, we followed holding hands, You said you were a king, the highest in the lands. You said you made a wish, for true love at your side.. Someone you could trust, someone to confide.   Many women came to you praying to be the one, Your true love was not there when all was said and done. Saddened you were thinking you would always be alone, There wasn't anyone you could find, to bring into your home.   As you looked out at these very stars, you said you made a wish, A falling star in front of you turned into a fish. He said because you saw him he
what too say hmm have no clue
Confessions Of A Hug Dealer
CONFESSIONS OF A HUG DEALER FROM TODAY TILL V_DAY IM GIVING OUT FREE HUGS TO ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE. A WARNING THO!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A HUG DEALER PLEASE REMEMBER THE FIRST HUG IS ALWAYS FREE CAUSE, It's JUST TO GET YOU HOOKED, THE next one is gonna cost ya cause i know im gonna keep ya coming back for more, IT is also believe that hugging may lead to even more addictive activities including,  but not limited to, kissing and cuddling. And ladies lets not forget i am TEDDY BEAR, who doesn't want to take a teddy bear to bed with them every night ;)
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This Is What We Should All Know.
Let us be grateful, what we are blessed with. Let us be thankful for the love ones in our lives. Let us be grateful for the lessons we learn in life, no matter how hard, or painful the lesson is. Only by understanding that no matter, what happens in life that all things should be the way they are at all times, do we fully understand why we are and who we are, and what we are to become. ©Robert Piazza Jr.
Now its time for the after party!!!! Lets get it on!!!
A Little Help Please :)
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Old Soldiers
Should i use the phrase old soldiers never die, they just fade away? A Yes, B wtf does that mean anyway?
Tears of sorrow. Tears of pain. Tears flow rapidly. Tears are offten. When will these tears end. The painful end. I prey for it. I am ready. I am willing. My time has come. Time to end all these tears.
Caa #132 - Update #1
Addysan Rose is heading to surgery tomorrow, Monday Feb. 8.  She has water on the brain.  Please send out angel prayers of healing and love for her and her family.   Love,   Doc
About Last Night
A friend got a few videos from the ball last night I will be posting them in the comments.   I will be stashing them as well since the wide screen format does not work in blog comments
Articles Of Self Truth
  1. Do not ask for what you can not take. Anything worth having will not just be giving freely. Ever. Everything has a price. 2.Being virtuous is overrated. It’s a sinner’s world. Having virtue while a lofty idea is a fools game. 3.People lie. Even by omission. 4.Do not want. Wanting can lead down the road to despair. If it is something you want try to do without. If you can not than it’s a need and that is a whole other case of worms.  5. Be careful of who or what you need. To need something or someone is to give control to some out side force. Don’t. 6. Remain in control. You control your fate and your destiny. Do not get side tracked by petty wants and diminishing needs. 7. Accept the truth about yourself. Do not live in self denial or have false hope. Try not to hope. Nothing hoped for is guaranteed. 8. Patience is a virtue worth subscribing to. Some things are worth waiting for 9. Look for the truth within The answers can be found in t
One Boy One Girl!!!!!!!!!!
He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said "there's someone you should meet" At a crowded restaurant way cross town, he waited impatiently When she walked in, their eyes met, And they both stared Right there and then, Everyone else disappeared, but Chorus One boy, one girl, Two hearts beating wildly, To put it mildly, it was love at first sight. He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away This was the day they'd been waiting for all their lives. For a moment the whole world Revolved around one boy, and one girl In no time at all, they were standing there in the front of a little church Among their friends and family, repeating those sacred words. The preacher said "son, kiss your bride" And he raised her veil Like the night they met, Time just stood still, for Chorus He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned, "Congratulations, twins" One boy, one girl Two hearts beating wildly To put it mildly, it was love at first
Jesse I Just Thought This Song Fits
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks Now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me I love peace for melody And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours Scooch on over closer dear And i will nibble your ear I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged
Lol Ive Done Some Of These
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. Done it 2. Page yourself over an intercom. Do not disguise your voice. on my to do list 3. Anytime someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.done it 4. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone is over their caffeine addiction, switch to espresso.on my to do list5. In the memo field of all of your checks, write, "For Marijuana."on my to do list6. Skip down the hall rather than walk. See how many looks you get.done it7. When you go out to eat, order a diet water.on my to do list8. When you go to a drive-through restaurant, specify that your order is to go.done it9. When you go to an opera, sing along..done it10. If you are invited to a party, tell your friends at least five days in advance that you cannot attend because you have a headache.on my to do list11. When your money comes out of the ATM, loudly scream, "I W
Since Boo Is Not Sure If She Ever Heard This Story
Neighborhood Hazard (or: Why the Cops Won’t Patrol Brice Street) by Daniel Meyer     I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second, and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors called this being “behind the power curve”. It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation, and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a
It's become evident Much more obvious to me.  I’m not as naïve As you believe me to be.   I must inquire, Why so much secrecy with all the intrigue, Followed by such mystery?   So simple, yet so complex What is false, what is true? Told one thing, lead to another What do you suppose I do?
I am embracing the darkness turning away from the light The light weakness me fill me with hope that is never fulfilled With virtues that are meaningless and a demanding faith The darkness takes me as I am, comforts me, fills me with a velvet purr It renews me, replenishes my strength, my faith, and my will
Self Preservative
Sometimes i wish could just slit my throat. Scream shout cry & die no reasons why. If ya look at this i don't care. Cuz i'm fucking bored. & having the most miserable life now. & everybody treats me like crap. Doesn't feel what the fuck i'm saying. Superbowl is nice but it is really boring. & can careless bout the teams. That are playing. My life is shitty i'm lonely but fine & have no woman. That is not close. Top of that i'm going to virginia. Like if that fucking matters. Not really anybody calls me or talks to me anymore. I don't know really why the fuck i'm here. I'm bored & there isn't anything good on tv coming on tonight. Nothing in my life is ever right. If anything i should deserve a woman more then that dude or whoever. But i'm just ignored & thrown around. With that forgotten. & so that is that. Am i really getting anywhere or through your head with this. Probably not if i am then i don't care or give a shit. It's only more of a lesser value. & i'm thirsty ain't nothing to
The Superbowl
What a game.I was suppose to be tattooing right now.I'm glad I chose to party instead.

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